monthly summary · May 2020
2020-05 summary
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Overview
Across May 2020 recordings, Daniel discussed pandemic lockdown life in England, travel restrictions affecting plans to see Mila in the Netherlands, and ongoing efforts to sustain income through YouTube, streaming, merchandise, and OnlyFans.
Several recordings revisited Daniel's past relationships, including his marriage to and divorce from Chihiro, infidelity allegations, and paid encounters in Korea, alongside reflections on dating history and fidelity.
A major recurring event was the breakdown of Daniel's relationship with Mila after she cancelled plans to meet, reportedly citing online harassment of her friends and concerns about Daniel's channel; Daniel described resulting heartbreak and alleged ongoing harassment from a hostile subreddit.
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One recording centered on Daniel's grief over his father's death from H1N1 flu roughly a year earlier, describing hospitalization, cremation, and burial of ashes beneath a tree.
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Multiple videos featured critical reviews of games including Super Smash Bros Ultimate, Overwatch, Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate, Mario and Sonic at the Olympic Games, Resident Evil 5, and comparisons between Rainbow Six Siege and World of Warcraft.
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- Why I HATE Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate
- How Rainbow Six Siege RIPPED OFF world of warcraft
- Mario and Sonic at the Olympic Games is the worst game I've EVER PLAYED
- why i HATE super smash bros ultimate on Switch Lite
- Why I HATE Overwatch on the Switch Lite!
- Why I HATE Resident Evil 5 on the Switch Lite gameplay
Financial content covered OnlyFans launch and early earnings exceeding YouTube revenue, expanded Teespring merchandise, and a broader push to diversify income sources amid declining channel metrics.
A separate recording recounted a childhood memory of unrequited romantic tension with a family friend around age 14, including exchanged phone cases and an outing where she confessed feelings.
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One video reviewed the life, career, and 2018 death of YouTuber TotalBiscuit (John Bain), including Daniel's small donation toward his medical costs.
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An ASMR storytime video read Enid Blyton's 'Hoo-Hoo's Party,' with Daniel commenting on its dark plot and comparing it to older, less sanitized children's media.
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Lighter personal-vlog content included commentary on preferring gay men as non-competitors for women, launching an OnlyFans account after Instagram offers, and cooking a British fry-up breakfast.
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Themes
Pandemic lockdown conditions, travel restrictions, and uncertainty about entering the Netherlands.
Diversification of income through streaming, merchandise, and OnlyFans amid declining YouTube performance.
Breakup with Mila and associated allegations of online harassment linked to a hostile subreddit.
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Marriage, divorce, and infidelity history involving Chihiro and other past relationships.
Grief and remembrance surrounding the death of Daniel's father.
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Critical video game reviews across multiple titles on Switch and Switch Lite.
Retrospective on YouTuber TotalBiscuit's career and death.
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ASMR storytime reading and commentary on a children's book.
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Childhood recollection of an early crush and social anxiety.
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Personal commentary on relationships with gay men, OnlyFans setup, and cooking.
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Developments
Daniel's father died of H1N1 flu and pneumonia complications in the ICU, was cremated, and his ashes were buried in the garden beneath a newly planted tree, a loss recalled around its one-year anniversary.
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Daniel described past experiences hiring call girl services roughly six times in Seoul after unsuccessful Tinder dating, detailing how bookings, payment, and interactions worked, framed with an opening disclaimer calling the account fictional.
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After Mila stayed with Daniel in London for three weeks, he booked travel to visit her in the Netherlands; she later cancelled, and a final conversation ended the relationship, prompting Daniel to unfollow her and hold an extended livestream discussing his distress.
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Mila reportedly cited internet hate, harassment of her friends, and Daniel's channel reputation as reasons for ending the relationship, while Daniel alleged a hostile subreddit and trolls engaged in doxxing and harassment against women connected to him.
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Daniel recounted an earlier incident involving a photograph taken with a Swedish woman and an alleged extortion demand, his admission to Chihiro, and the disposal and dismantling of a sex doll.
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Daniel recalled Chihiro submitting divorce paperwork which he signed, and a prior 90-day YouTube livestreaming suspension in January 2018 that led him to launch a monetized second channel.
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Daniel reported earning over $1,300 from 96 OnlyFans subscribers within about eight days, far exceeding recent YouTube ad income, prompting plans to reduce video frequency and drop filler cooking segments.
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Daniel expanded Teespring merchandise and launched a $10/month OnlyFans account gaining 18 subscribers quickly, part of a broader shift to diversify revenue amid declining YouTube views and subscriber losses.
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Uncertainties & gaps
Recurring uncertainty about whether and when pandemic travel restrictions would lift enough to allow Daniel to visit the Netherlands.
Uncertainty over the underlying causes of the breakup with Mila, including the role of online harassment, the depth of Daniel's feelings, and whether reconciliation was possible.
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Daniel expressed uncertainty about self-diagnosed traits, including possible depression, autism, narcissism, or being introverted versus a reclusive extrovert; these remain unverified self-descriptions, not diagnoses.
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Technical uncertainties regarding locked devices, including an iPad Pro passcode issue and concerns about Galaxy Fold replacement costs.
Various uncertainties in game-review content, including exact prices, matchmaking mechanics, and whether design similarities between games constituted copying.
Uncertainty about whether Daniel had contracted the coronavirus and unresolved questions about the virus's origins.
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Unresolved questions about the identity and scope of individuals allegedly behind hostile online activity directed at Daniel and his associates.
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Explore this period
- Recording · May 2020
What Happened to Totalbiscuit
Daniel reviews the life, career, and gaming critiques of British YouTuber TotalBiscuit (John Bain), including his early projects, podcast hosting on the Co-Optional Podcast with Jesse Cox and Dodger, his cancer battle, and his passing in Ma
- Recording · May 2020
Why the Samsung Galaxy Fold is the BEST phone in the world
Daniel reviews the Samsung Galaxy Fold after approximately two months of ownership, feeling satisfied with its build quality, form factor, and large display while managing issues such as an unreliable side fingerprint scanner. Daniel views
- Recording · May 2020
It's been a year since I lost my dad -(
Daniel reflects on the death of his father from H1N1 flu and pneumonia complications, detailing the hospital stay in the ICU, cremation, and the burial of the ashes in the garden beneath a newly planted tree. Daniel describes coping with gr
- Recording · May 2020
life really sucks now doesnt it...
Pandemic travel restrictions, confusion surrounding the Netherlands health declaration, and living at home under lockdown restrict travel and daily routines. A forgotten passcode resulted in loss of access to an iPad Pro, raising concerns a
- Recording · May 2020
[2020-05-25] Why I was Afraid of Girls [LHB0ggx_P5E]
At age 14, Daniel developed strong romantic feelings and social awkwardness around a childhood family friend during a period when their families drifted apart for roughly four years, during which Daniel listened to emo and heavy metal bands
- Recording · May 2020
why i HATE super smash bros ultimate on Switch Lite
Super Smash Bros Ultimate is viewed as a major disappointment on the Switch Lite due to an eight-character starting roster, the necessity to grind single-player AI challenges to unlock fighters, and the lack of transferred save data. Online
- Recording · May 2020
Mario and Sonic at the Olympic Games is the worst game I've EVER PLAYED
Daniel reviews Mario and Sonic at the Olympic Games through quick match mode, playing various minigames and ultimately concluding that the compilation is terrible. While browsing the game menus, Daniel reacts to pronunciation, questions the
- Recording · May 2020
Why I HATE Overwatch on the Switch Lite!
Daniel expresses deep dissatisfaction with Overwatch on the Nintendo Switch, finding it to be an unoriginal, low-quality shooter that lacks tactical depth and borrows heavily from Team Fortress 2 and World of Warcraft. Daniel reviews severa
- Recording · May 2020
chat with viewers - live vlog May 11th
Daniel managed difficulties related to content creation, channel metrics, and online revenue during lockdown, contemplating streaming over regular videos while addressing rejected OnlyFans verification and running a secondary channel. Danie
- Recording · May 2020
Top 4 Weirdest Places I Had 'Cereal' [rxc7umjmJwo]
Daniel humorously recounts several unusual locations where he had cereal or engaged in intimate experiences. In Japan, Daniel engaged in romantic interactions on a guesthouse rooftop with a Korean woman who kissed him and rolled on the floo
- Recording · May 2020
How to play as Oryx - New Rainbow Six Operator
Daniel plays Rainbow Six Siege to test and showcase the defender operator Oryx, reviewing the character's weapon loadout, sights, Remah Dash ability, and wall-breaching mechanics that cost 10 health. During matchmaking, Daniel discusses con
- Recording · May 2020
Why I HATE Resident Evil 5 on the Switch Lite gameplay
Daniel plays Resident Evil 5 on the Nintendo Switch Lite, experiencing dissatisfaction with its gameplay, controls, camera, pacing, and shift away from horror toward action, leading to ending the session out of boredom and rejecting its per
- Recording · May 2020
I am a MASSIVE IDIOT
Merchandise sales on Teespring expanded to include shirts, mugs, and sweaters, bringing in nearly $100 across 10 items after promotional video mentions, despite prior resistance stemming from technical intimidation, sufficient YouTube incom
- Recording · May 2020
Black Women are ANGRY with me
Daniel reviewed a reaction video by Madame Moselle regarding his previous recording on Black women and dating, addressing points of misunderstanding, apologising for his phrasing choices such as using 'that thing', explaining his views on p
- Recording · May 2020
My experience with PR0STITUTES in KOREA
Daniel opened with a legal disclaimer asserting that the account is fictional and fabricated to avoid trouble. After unsuccessful attempts to find a girlfriend through Tinder left him feeling lonely and depressed, Daniel went on five or six
- Recording · May 2020
Why I HATE Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate
Daniel plays the demo version of Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate, evaluating its gameplay, menu controls, and visual presentation. Finding the combat unresponsive, slow, and repetitive, Daniel rates the game a 2 out of 10 and quits play
- Recording · May 2020
How Rainbow Six Siege RIPPED OFF world of warcraft
Rainbow Six mirrors World of Warcraft adapted into a first-person shooter structure through corresponding game modes, classic role archetypes, and character abilities. Daniel observed these parallels after thousands of hours of playing Rain
- Recording · May 2020
it's over -(
Daniel expresses deep heartbreak, grief, and emotional distress over the termination of his relationship with Mila (also referenced as Mira, Mina, or Mida) after she called off planned visits to the Netherlands, opted against continuing the
- Recording · May 2020
Hoo Hoo's Party - ASMR bedtime story reading
Daniel delivers an ASMR storytime reading and personal commentary on Enid Blyton's book Hoo-Hoo's Party, contrasting its sinister plot of an owl attempting to lure six small animals into becoming a meal for himself and four fellow owls with
- Recording · May 2020
[2020-05-20] How much money I made on ONLYFANS in a WEEK [kMQkz1ST-hI]
Daniel achieved 96 subscribers and over $1,300 in roughly eight days on OnlyFans, placing him in the top 9.2% of creators and far exceeding his $176 YouTube income, despite personal insecurities and negative comments about his physical appe
- Recording · May 2020
LOOK WHAT I GOT -D
Daniel examines and tests a heavy, golden metal toy gun loaded with plastic pellets against containers, shed door glass, and cardboard, finding that the pellets fail to break the glass but successfully penetrate the cardboard. Daniel recall
- Recording · May 2020
Why I Love Gay Men [EmY6_2qrgbs]
Daniel appreciates gay men because they do not compete with him for women, make him jealous, or take his girlfriends, and they offer him money on Instagram for private content. Motivated by financial offers on Instagram, Daniel created an O
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Live Q&A with Daniel
Daniel addresses his streaming setup using a calming blue light and MS Paint, vents on stream to avoid direct real-life confrontations, and defends seeking romantic relationships as a primary human drive. Daniel discusses lockdown frustrati