2020-06 summary

Across several June 2020 recordings, Daniel documented digging and expanding a deep garden/orchard hole, touring a cleared shed, and dealing with wildlife encounters (bees, frogs) during excavation; played and reviewed several video games (Resident Evil, Mortal Kombat 11) with largely negative technical impressions; prepared for a trip to Germany involving Airbnb bookings, travel vlogging plans, and a channel rebrand toward cooking and positive content; and processed significant emotional distress following rejection by a woman referred to as Mila, drawing comparisons to his divorce and his father's death. He also discussed OnlyFans income, savings and investment considerations, family home renovations, and past online controversies including a YouTube strike and accusations tied to earlier videos.

Daniel referenced past controversies and allegations, including backlash over a BB gun video, a YouTube community guidelines strike for a cockroach clip, and broader claims of having experienced harassment, doxxing, and false accusations affecting his personal and professional life.

Several matters remained unresolved across the recordings, including whether the garden/orchard hole would be filled in during Daniel's absence, whether his savings would suffice for property investment, conflicting reports on Germany's lockdown status, how long grief recovery might take, and who leaked Mila's Instagram username along with her underlying motivations.

Excavation of a deep garden/orchard hole, wildlife encounters, and related domestic activity.

Video game sessions and reviews, including Resident Evil and Mortal Kombat 11 on Nintendo Switch Lite.

Planning and logistics for an upcoming trip to Germany, including Airbnb bookings and privacy considerations.

YouTube channel strategy shift toward positive/cooking content and privating past controversial videos.

Income sources including OnlyFans earnings and consideration of property/Airbnb/stock investments.

Emotional aftermath of rejection by Mila, reflections on divorce, and past relationships.

Past online controversies, a YouTube strike, and claims of harassment or doxxing.

Family home renovations and disposal of household items.

Daniel dug a garden hole to nearly 1.74 meters deep, adding steps, a seat, and chalk mounds, planning further digging after an upcoming German Airbnb trip.

A bee falling into the hole prevented Daniel from re-entering it due to a fear of bees and wasps.

Daniel's mother paid workers to clear a shed, which Daniel toured afterward, noting rot and discussing possible use as an Airbnb cabin lodge.

Daniel found two frogs in the excavation hole, capturing one with a food container despite objections from Daniel's mother.

Daniel entered the hole via a carved step to assess widening and deepening it enough to stand fully below ground.

Daniel bought Resident Evil on Switch for twelve pounds, played as Jill Valentine through the opening mansion sequence, defeated a zombie, and found the tank controls and pacing frustrating, calling the purchase a waste of money.

Exploring the mansion, Daniel found locked emblem doors, a zombie feeding on Kenneth, and discovered Wesker missing from the main hall before ending the session.

After nearly four hours of Resident Evil, Daniel got stuck on puzzles involving locked doors, inventory limits, and a key-triggered trap, pushed a statue for a gemstone, ate healing plants just to free inventory space, and eventually quit to return to Rainbow Six rather than consult a guide.

Daniel played Mortal Kombat 11 on Switch Lite, skipped the tutorial, won two online matches (as Raiden, then Sub-Zero) by button mashing, and ultimately rated the game 4 out of 10 due to excessive menus and loading screens.

After roughly a week playing Mortal Kombat 11, Daniel switched to Kotal Kahn, defeated a Noob Saibot opponent despite technical frustrations, and cancelled plans to buy a gaming laptop for an upcoming Germany trip since the Switch games met his needs.

Daniel prepared for a Germany trip to film travel vlogs, planned a shift in YouTube content toward positive/fitness/cooking material, noted OnlyFans earnings of about $5,000 over two months despite fatigue, and weighed property, Airbnb, and stock investments against roughly $50,000 in savings.

Daniel booked a Berlin Airbnb overlooking a park after three prior rejections, and received an unexpected message from an ex-girlfriend from Korea.

Daniel's sister removed her bedroom carpet and sanded floorboards, while Daniel's mother redecorated the living room, discarding a sofa, speakers, and the family piano.

Daniel addressed past accusations tied to a BB gun video and a dying-cockroach clip that resulted in a YouTube community guidelines strike.

Daniel described intense grief after being rejected by Mila roughly three weeks before a livestream, comparing it to his divorce (following leaving his wife in January) and his father's death; he also traveled to Korea in February. He began digging an orchard hole partly as a coping activity, though rain repeatedly flooded it with chalky water.

Daniel described buying a DJI Pocket camera for a planned Netherlands trip that Mila advised against, unfollowing all Instagram contacts after harassers messaged them, and deleting Discord weeks earlier.

Daniel described being subjected to harassment, doxxing, and public accusations affecting his personal and professional life.

Whether the garden hole would remain intact or be filled in by Daniel's mother during his trip.

Whether nutshells in the shed roof fell naturally or were placed by a squirrel.

The structural safety of the cleared shed given rot and roof/floor damage.

How ants arrived in the excavation hole and their purpose there.

Uncertainties about Mortal Kombat 11 ranked standing, cause of match-ending errors, internet-based lag, opponent skill, and match outcome expectations.

Whether Daniel would enjoy Resident Evil given past dislikes, and the meaning of an in-game inscription.

Numerous open questions around trip logistics (packing, language barriers, workout access, restaurant staff language), the garden hole's fate, dental scheduling, savings adequacy, filming permissions, meeting plans, lockdown status, channel naming, and stream length.

Extensive personal and logistical uncertainties raised regarding calorie intake, grief timeline, self-identity after heartbreak, travel border reopenings, Mila's motivations and continued viewership, past relationship regrets, content direction, and video performance expectations.

Unresolved Resident Evil puzzle mechanics involving a golden arrow, sword emblem doors, and a trapped key room.

Uncertainties about which early Mortal Kombat game Daniel played as a child, Raiden's unlock status/pronunciation, reasons for declined matches, and regret over the purchase price.