[2020-06-20] How Heartbreak triggered my Spiritual Awakening [M7whqHNknXY]

Hello and welcome back to my channel.

Today I would like to talk about my

spiritual journey. So I've never really

been much of a spiritual person. I've

always thought things like spirits and

souls and energies I thought that was kind

of silly, but recently something pretty

life-changing happened, and I was rejected

by the only girl I ever loved. And it was

pretty— it was a really tough time for

me. It still is. And I started looking up

articles, how to overcome heartbreak, and

I just randomly stumbled across all of

this spirituality stuff. And at first I

thought, this is kind of silly. Don't

think this works. But after reading into

it and watching lots of videos about it,

I started to think to myself, actually

kind of makes sense, and it is kind of

helpful. For example, did you know that

most of the human population just kind of

exist in this state of unconsciousness

where the ego dictates their actions and

how they think and live their lives? Only

about 30% of people can claim to be

conscious and awakened, and I do feel like

recently I have awakened. Jesus teaches us

that when our lives are like a living

nightmare, it's because our souls crave

spiritual awakenment, and I do feel like I

have awakened. Now,

the true spiritual journey is a long one,

and I've only just begun my journey, so I

feel like I have a very long way to go,

and I guess the ultimate goal is to

achieve enlightenment. Now, what is

enlightenment? Well, basically it is a

state of existence where you feel at peace

and at ease with yourself. You don't let

your ego or negative emotions control you.

And Jesus teaches us that to begin our

journey towards enlightenment, we need

some kind of trigger to awaken us from our

state of unconsciousness. And for

different people, they can have different

triggers. For For me personally, it was

gut-wrenching heartbreak. Every single day

I was just missing her and missing her and

going kind of crazy. And I thought to

myself, I don't want to live like this

anymore. I don't want to live every day in

absolute misery, and I don't have to. And

then I realized all of these negative

emotions I was feeling were just

self-created by my ego. My ego didn't want

to let go of the past and the precious

memories we had, and it was worried about

things in the future. Jesus teaches us

that most of our problems are

self-created. Either we're clinging on to

the past or we're worried about the

future. The past and the future don't

actually exist if you think about it. The

only thing that actually exists is the

now, the present. This very moment is the

only real thing that exists. What we think

of as the past is just a bunch of

memories, a collection of memories of

things that happened in the previous now.

Nothing ever happens in the past or the

future. Everything that happens happens in

the present moment. Let me ask you a

question. As of right now, in this very

moment, do you have any problems? The

answer is going to be no, because it's

impossible to have any problems when you

detach yourself from the past and the

future. Learn to detach yourself from the

past and the future. Exist in the present,

and then you'll realize that you don't

actually have any problems.

Did you find that annoying? Now, if you

answered yes, then it means that you're

living in the past and you're not living

in the now. Sound vibrations don't happen

in the now. They happened in the previous

now, and then they traveled to your

eardrums. If you're truly living in the

now, you wouldn't be affected by things

that happened in the previous now. The

point is to exist in the present and be at

ease with yourself and not worry about the

past or the future. Let me show you how to

do it.

Now I can only do it for about 4 seconds

because I've only just begun my spiritual

journey, but as I progress further along

my journey, I should be able to maintain

that state of just existing and being at

ease for much longer. And I guess the

ultimate goal is to reach enlightenment,

which is a state of pure zen where I'm

just like that all day long and negative

emotions and thoughts don't even affect me

at all. Okay, so the next thing I would

like to talk about is the ego, also known

as the pain body. Now, most of us don't

even realize that we're being controlled

by our egos, and we think that's just what

we're like, but actually that's not us.

We're not our ego. Now, when something

life-changing happens like losing a loved

one or heartbreak or losing your dream

job, 2 things can happen. Either you get

pushed further into your state of

unconsciousness, or you become spiritually

awakened. When your life-changing event

happens and triggers your awakening, it

will cause such immense suffering that

your ego will just be shattered. And

you'll feel it disintegrating, floating

away. Let this suffering be your

crucifixion. Let it be your resurrection

and your ascension. And once you're no

longer controlled by your ego or negative

emotions, then you can just be at ease,

be at peace with yourself. Well, that's

what I'm hoping to achieve.

So I came to check out my hole today and

there were 2 frogs in there. There was one

small one which I managed to get out

easily, but then there's also this big one

that I've managed to get into this plastic

bowl.

But now I'm, I'm a bit scared to pick it

up because it's going to jump out of the

plastic bowl when I try and lift up the

bowl, isn't it? And then it would jump

onto me, maybe. So I'm not sure how to get

this frog out. If I

had a piece of rope, I could put it around

the bowl and then lift it out. Hmm,

I got this big rake. Maybe I can rake it

out. If it jumps onto the rake, then I can

lift it out. It jumped out of the plastic

bowl.

Bit tricky, this.

Mr. Frog,

Mr. Frog, where are you?

Mr. Frog,

Mr. Spider,

Mr. Frog. Mom, look!

I just went out. What you got now?

Why you take my container bringing slap?

It's a frog. Why? This is my container

for— Oh, I'm gonna wash it. Oh my God,

for eating! I will.

So here's another update on my hole. It's

a few days later and it's getting quite

deep now, actually. Look at this.

And it's quite hard to get into. If I just

jumped in, it might be painful because

it's quite a long way down. Now I have to

use this little step that I made in the

side, and then

I lower myself down like

and then you see I'm in the hole. Can't

really see much out of it.

And yeah, I just need to make it a bit

wider because

it's getting a bit tight in here. I can't

really move around very well to dig, so I

need to shave down the sides a bit more

and then dig down a bit deeper. I want it

to be so that when I stand in it,

my head is below ground level. My head is

still poking above ground level a little

bit. This is where the ground is, so I

think I'll make it a little bit deeper,

and then I'll start shaving down the

sides, and then yeah, I think we've got a

pretty good, pretty good hole in

the ground. Starting to get some

ants in here. I'm not sure

what that means. Look, there's another

Not sure what they're doing here,