monthly summary · January 2017
2017-01 summary
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Overview
Across January 2017 recordings, Daniel discussed his physical appearance, mixed-race identity, and being frequently mistaken for a woman or another ethnicity, responding to online criticism including a video made about him and comparisons to Elliot Rodger.
Recurring topics included Daniel's very thin build (around 45kg), a self-experiment eating 3,000 calories daily to gain weight, and results from a DNA ancestry test showing East Asian, European, and small Native American/African components.
Several videos recounted childhood experiences of bullying, racial harassment, and social pressure at school in England, describing lasting effects on self-esteem, isolation, and identity.
Employment history featured prominently, including being fired from a family company job over a tea-making dispute, a prior four-year period of unemployment, current petrol station work with newspaper and retail duties, and an earlier eBay reselling business that ended in a permanent ban.
Daniel described starting a long-distance relationship with a Japanese woman met online, planning an April trip to Japan to meet her, and responding to negative audience reactions and subreddit criticism about the relationship.
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Recollections of past time in Japan included a 2011 New Year's party where Daniel experienced social anxiety and cried privately, and later attempts at socializing via a Meetup app that ended quickly, followed by positive solo karaoke experiences.
A separate video reflected on daily life impressions from time spent in South Korea, covering food, transit, internet speed, and being mistaken for Japanese.
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Daniel discussed difficulty enjoying fiction reading, preferring short online articles, and interest in psychology and possibly training as a therapist.
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Themes
Physical appearance, gender misidentification, and online criticism of Daniel's looks and dating life.
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Body weight, skinny-shaming, and a calorie-based weight-gain experiment.
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Mixed-race identity, belonging, and comparisons to Elliot Rodger's biography.
Childhood bullying, racial harassment, and social pressure in school.
Employment history: being fired, unemployment, petrol station work, and an eBay reselling business.
New long-distance relationship with a Japanese woman and related audience criticism.
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Past social anxiety and socializing attempts during time in Japan.
Impressions of daily life and infrastructure in South Korea compared with England.
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Reading habits, vocabulary insecurities, and interest in psychology.
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DNA ancestry and health test results.
Everyday workplace anecdotes, including food handling and aversion to driving.
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Engagement with r/hapas subreddit commentary and racial dating perceptions.
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Uncertainties & gaps
Unclear whether coworker remarks about Daniel's thinness were teasing or genuine concern.
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Uncertainty over pronunciation of 'hapa' and the specific ancestry percentages from pending DNA results at the time.
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Unresolved questions about why Daniel avoided goodbyes before moving schools, whether more diverse locations would change school experiences, and whether he can improve social connection.
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Uncertainty whether a workplace supervisor had a personal grudge in the tea dispute, and whether family members consented to shared online photos.
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Uncertainty about a parent's intent behind remarks on Asian appearance and what could have stopped childhood bullying.
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Uncertainty whether Daniel was fired or left voluntarily from a Japanese convenience store job, and uncertainty about future job/life plans.
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Uncertainty about mutual attraction upon meeting the Japanese girlfriend in person and about whether/how her daughter would be introduced.
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Uncertainty about a childhood gaming console detail, exact current weight, and whether the calorie experiment would succeed.
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Several small uncertainties around the 2011 New Year's party account, including exact game played, whether others noticed crying, and how a partner might have reacted.
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Unclear why karaoke staff addressed Daniel in person rather than via loudspeaker.
Uncertainty over interpreting specific DNA ancestry categories and whether the test was worth the cost.
Uncertainty over the name of a dating website used and whether a past relationship with a French-Thai woman counted as an exception to stated dating preferences.
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Explore this period
- Recording · January 2017
Why I never want to learn how to drive
Daniel salvaged leaking milk by pouring it into two containers after dropping it onto the floor, examined acquired food items including expired prawn crackers, chocolate cheesecake, and gingerbread popcorn, and addressed repetitive coworker
- Recording · January 2017
I tried 'Meetup' in Japan and hated it - Failed attempts at socialising [GVjz3N8Ee1A]
While staying at a guesthouse in Japan, Daniel formed a connection with a Japanese man who wanted to practice English, moving past an earlier irritation with English conversations. After this friend returned to his family, Daniel felt isola
- Recording · January 2017
A traumatic and humiliating childhood experience
Daniel decided to produce a more light-hearted video following several days of darker, serious content. Daniel experienced a confrontation at age 10 in a park after kicking a younger boy's shoe, leading to an encounter with an older boy hol
- Recording · January 2017
I wish I could enjoy reading books
Daniel struggles with reading fiction such as Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, and The Hobbit due to boredom, lengthy descriptions, and forgetting character names, despite wanting to read to improve vocabulary and English skills. Daniel typica
- Recording · January 2017
[2017-01-25] Why I got banned from selling on Ebay - How not to run a business! [npI3xFuPpDA]
Daniel began selling on eBay using charity shop finds and bulk plastic watches and pens from Hong Kong, which brought low profits due to fees and defect refunds. After Japanese magazines failed to attract any buyers, Daniel sourced Japanese
- Recording · January 2017
Why I don't post on the r_hapas Subreddit.
Channel subscriber growth followed the appearance of videos on the hapas subreddit, though Daniel refrains from posting there due to perceived aggression, hostility, and toxicity, while preferring polite debate over intelligent criticism. D
- Recording · January 2017
Growing up as mixed race in England - Racism and Bullying
Daniel had a positive primary school experience, failed the 11+ examination, and entered a first secondary school alongside friends before moving house after a grandfather's death. At a subsequent chaotic secondary school, Daniel encountere
- Recording · January 2017
I got a girlfriend!
Daniel entered a long-distance relationship with a Japanese woman met online in early January and scheduled a two-week visit to Japan in April to meet her in person. The woman is eight years older than Daniel, divorced for about seven years
- Recording · January 2017
Giving in to Social Pressure
Rejecting popular trends in secondary school resulted in social isolation, followed by conforming through smoking and drinking purely to attain peer acceptance. Reflections focus on the risks and pitfalls of peer pressure, enduring difficul
- Recording · January 2017
Racial Identity - Do I see myself as White or Asian
Daniel identifies more with an Asian background than a white background but experiences not fully fitting in either in the United Kingdom or in Asia. Childhood bullying in a predominantly white school resulted in lasting self-esteem and anx
- Recording · January 2017
Why I hate the Newspaper
Handling newspaper duties at a petrol station involves inserting up to three sections into large stacks in the cold by an automatic door while repeatedly pausing to attend to customers, followed by counting, logging, bundling, and returning
- Recording · January 2017
Similarities between me and Elliot Rodger
Prompted by a viewer's comment comparing him in appearance, voice, and behavior to Elliot Rodger, Daniel investigated Rodger's background, YouTube channel, and manifesto, noting significant biographical parallels including their similar age
- Recording · January 2017
Why is skinny-shaming OK, if fat-shaming is not
Daniel weighs 45 kilograms at a height of five feet eight inches and experiences frustration with unsolicited advice to eat more or see a doctor, highlighting social double standards around comments on skinny bodies compared to overweight i
- Recording · January 2017
[2017-01-22] MY DNA RESULTS - Ancestry composition of a mixed race person [VuyNfx87xHg]
Daniel reviewed the results of a £140 saliva DNA test encompassing ancestry composition, health risks, physical traits, drug responses, and Neanderthal DNA. The ancestry breakdown showed predominantly East Asian and Native American heritage
- Recording · January 2017
How being unemployed affected my mental health [p4dIhlJA9f4]
Following a negative working experience at a convenience store in Japan involving coworker conflicts and rude customers, Daniel returned to England and endured roughly four years of unemployment characterized by staying home, playing games,
- Recording · January 2017
3000 calories weight gain challenge
Daniel enjoys being out in the snow, watching road conditions and the moon, while reflecting on childhood memories of sledging, snowball fights, and school cancellations. Daniel undertakes a self-experiment aiming to eat 3,000 calories dail
- Recording · January 2017
5 things I liked about South Korea
Daniel reflected positively on living in South Korea, appreciating the modern subway system, fast internet speeds, and local food such as home-delivered fried chicken with pickled radish, Chinese food, and dining with lettuce wraps. Korean
- Recording · January 2017
Some people ACTUALLY think I'm a girl
People frequently mistake Daniel for a woman, particularly when his hair was longer, leading to encounters where customers, postal workers, shop clerks, and young children address him as female. Despite this, he prefers keeping his current
- Recording · January 2017
I broke down in tears at the New Year's party in Japan - social anxiety
At a 2011 New Year's party at a guesthouse in Japan, Daniel experienced severe social anxiety and felt isolated while sitting alone. Frustrated and jealous that his girlfriend socialized with others instead of staying with him, he retreated
- Recording · January 2017
Reading hate comments about my girlfriend
Daniel reviews and responds to negative comments and dislikes received on a previous video concerning travel plans to Japan and a new prospective relationship. Daniel defends pursuing an older divorced single mother, denying concern over he
- Recording · January 2017
Online dating vs real life dating
Daniel stayed up through his night off until 8 AM, read about Parkinson's disease for an hour, and displayed two shirts he purchased, including one depicting a carrot labeled as a potato and another featuring the Death Star targeting comput
- Recording · January 2017
I got fired over TEA! [kEbj-hX8KpA]
Roughly seven years earlier, Daniel lost an office job at the father's company following a clash over workplace tea-making expectations, including refusing instructions from a colleague named G to take daily tea orders across the office and
- Recording · January 2017
EVERYONE HATES ME
Daniel reviews and addresses a video made about him by Eurasian Writer and associated comments critiquing his physical appearance, speaking pace, racial characteristics, and dating history. Daniel highlights conflicting remarks regarding wh