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Why I want to get back with my Ex Wife [-I3oyCrqNXg]
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Overview
Daniel experiences profound misery, loneliness, boredom, and lack of dating success after two months in Manchester, having abandoned his search for relationships.
Daniel expresses deep regret over leaving his marriage and life in Japan with Chihiro to chase female attention, travel to meet viewers, and pursue online validation, which he feels ruined his former life.
Daniel wishes to reconcile with Chihiro, maintaining that past issues concerning Discord, hurtful livestream remarks, and cheating would not repeat due to personal maturity, and offering to delete Instagram or share account credentials to rebuild trust.
Daniel deals with the decline of his YouTube channel to early 2018 levels and notes that his online fame failed to bring wealth, leaving lingering public recognition that hampers dating without offering financial security.
Dating efforts have yielded negative outcomes such as being ghosted, trolled, or catfished by viewers, while non-viewers uncover his past video content.
Daniel weighs deleting his channel against managing his behavior, noting an ongoing reliance on its passive income of about $1,000 monthly while stock trading and investing remain unestablished.
Themes
Daniel's isolation, boredom, and lack of romantic success during his first two months in Manchester.
Comparison of Daniel's present situation with his former married life in Japan.
Decline of Daniel's YouTube channel metrics to early 2018 levels alongside the enduring repercussions of public recognition.
Motivations behind abandoning the marriage, such as seeking female attention and meeting viewers.
Cessation of Discord usage and ending hurtful livestream remarks about Chihiro and others.
Negative experiences encountered while attempting to date viewers and non-viewers.
Readiness to remove Instagram or share account credentials to mitigate suspicions of infidelity.
Financial dependence on approximately $1,000 monthly passive income from YouTube amid lagging investment returns.
Developments
Daniel's YouTube channel experienced a viral video in early 2018.
Daniel attempted a relationship with a Dutch woman named Mila the previous year.
Daniel stopped using Discord in May.
Daniel relocated to Manchester.
Uncertainties & gaps
Whether reconciliation with Daniel's ex-wife remains a viable possibility.
Whether deleting the entire channel to pursue standard employment or retaining the platform while mastering personal impulses constitutes the superior option.