Recording summary · October 2017
I feel lonely and desperate
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Overview
Daniel experiences intense loneliness and depression following the cancellation of a late-night guest house visit by a woman met on Japan Cupid, having previously cleaned the room and bought new bedsheets, a pillowcase, and a towel.
Daniel experiences dissatisfaction and boredom within an existing romantic relationship while considering apprehension over a rescheduled Friday meetup.
Themes
Meeting and planning a stay with a woman on Japan Cupid.
Preparing the guest house room and spending money on bedding and a towel.
The woman's cancellation due to early morning work duties and Daniel's emotional reaction.
Frustrations with an existing relationship, loneliness, and boredom.
Rescheduling the meetup for Friday and Daniel's anticipation and hypothetical thought experiment.
Developments
Daniel conducted a livestream earlier in the day expressing excitement about a planned visit.
Daniel went to a shopping center and spent around $40 on new bedsheets, a pillowcase, and a towel.
The woman messaged Daniel at 10 PM to cancel her visit because of work commitments.
Daniel walked in a park while recording on an LG G5 smartphone.
Uncertainties & gaps
Whether the woman will follow through with the rescheduled visit on Friday or cancel again.
The actual physical appearance of the woman compared to the photos she sent.