I made a huge mistake

Maybe I did make a bit of a mistake with

the whole over sh aring— over sh aring

private information about my wife on

YouTube thing. I 've been reading a lot of

comments on my last video, and I 've been

doing some thinking, and maybe I was a

bit wrong about the whole privacy thing.

Maybe my wife does have a good reason to

be angry and upset. I don 't like being

told what to do, and when she said, don 't

talk about this, and don 't talk about

that, and don 't talk about me on your

streams, I got a bit defensive. When I was

working at the petrol station, my boss

found out I was making YouTube videos,

and she found all the videos I made where

I was r anting about my cowork er and

talking about how much I hate my job. She

told me to get rid of all of those videos,

and she said, you can 't make videos about

work anymore. So I thought to myself,

what 's the point in keeping this job if I

'm not allowed to make videos? About my

job anymore. That was the main reason why

I wanted a job in the first place. So I

decided to quit my job because I couldn 't

make videos talking about my job. And this

situation kind of reminded me of that

situation where someone told me what I can

and can 't do on my own YouTube channel.

And when she was telling me what I can 't

and can make videos about on my own

YouTube channel, I just got really

defensive and upset, and I felt like, who

are you to tell me what I 'm allowed to

make on my own YouTube channel? So I got a

bit upset, and we came this close to

actually breaking up because of my YouTube

channel. But luckily I slept on it, I cal

med down a bit, and I did a lot of

thinking today and yesterday. Read a lot

of comments on my video, which has a lot

of comments. 1, 000— 1, 800 comments on

one video that only has about 60, 000

views. I know 60, 000 views is a lot, but

usually a video that has 60, 000 views

doesn 't get— doesn 't get 1, 800

comments. So I read every single comment,

and at first I was like, p ff t, what are

they talking about? This is a load of

rubbish. These people are idiots. And then

after reading another 600 or 700 comments,

I started to think to myself, maybe they

do have a good point. Maybe I 'm the one

who 's wrong. So as much as I do hate to

admit to being wrong, maybe I was a

little bit wrong. It 's just that I 've

been doing YouTube for several years now,

and I 've been alone for such a long time.

And I 'm just so used to being able to

make videos where I can just ram ble and

talk about anything I want to without

having to worry about other people 's

feelings. But I have a wife now, I have

someone special in my life, and I need to

think about them before I talk about them

online. I need to think before I speak. I

need to think, is the thing I 'm about to

say about them going to upset them or

embarrass them? I can 't just say anything

that I want to say like I used to do. And

I know that kind of sucks because You use

YouTube to vent out your frust rations,

to talk about your feelings, negative

feelings, positive feelings, anything.

But now the person that you care about,

that you want in your life, is also

watching you vent out those feelings, and

you need to be careful about what you vent

out because you might say something that

they don 't want to hear. My wife has

given me permission to talk about her a

little bit in videos and streams as long

as it 's not negative or embarrassing for

her. And she also said that since she 's

providing nearly half or most of the

content for most of my videos recently,

she wants— she wants to be compens ated

for that. She wants to get something out

of it. She said, why do I have to be

embarrassed and humili ated on the

internet in front of thousands of people

and have my secrets exposed when I 'm not

even getting anything from it or out of

it? So I agreed to paying for all of the

rent, most of the food, and I also bought

her a coffee machine as a peace offering.

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さん 筒 の 中 へ 抜 け 出 す。 So

this is the coffee machine that we

bought.Or I bought, and I just wanted to

make a quick video to show you how it

works. This is a 160 coffee

machine, so it better taste good. I 'm not

exactly sure how it works yet, but how

difficult can it be? So there 's some

buttons. There 's coffee,

tea, and green tea. I 'm not quite sure

what this does. It could either be—

I have no idea. Maybe it 's how full you

want the cup to be. So this is maximum

full cup and this is half cup and then

this is just like a tiny teeny bit of

coffee. I mean, what 's the point of

drinking coffee if you 're just gonna

drink a teeny tiny bit? And we also have

this special fancy looking coffee rack and

we have coffee caps ules that you put into

the coffee machine instead of coffee bags

or powder stuff. And we have different

flavors of coffee. They let us choose 5

different bags, and we chose Rich Blend,

Mo cha and Kil iman j aro, Earl Grey tea,

there 's Char coal Ro asted Coffee, and

Special Blend. We 're going to be making

this one today because it has a, a cool

sounding name: Char coal Ro asted Coffee.

Hey, wait a minute. What does this number

4 mean? It looks just like this Um,

dial thing on the coffee machine. Does it

mean I should set it to number 4 if I want

to drink this coffee? What happens if I

set it to maximum and I make this coffee?

Is it not going to be very strong?

Hmm. So to make the coffee, first you have

to press this button, and then you get the

coffee pod. It 's called a drip pod,

coffee drip pod. And then you put it into

this little space and then close the

lid. And then we press coffee.

I 'm not sure what would happen if I press

tea when there 's coffee in there.

And then as you can see, coffee starts

coming out very slowly.

And it 's done.

One cup of 160 coffee.

Mm, tastes like

tastes like coffee.