packing my bags - I'M LEAVING

Hello, we're going on a little

adventure. The time has come.

To spread our wings.

Look, I got a new shirt. Do you like it?

It's black.

Black long sleeves.

Guess where I'm going?

There's

someone outside.

Side my

room.

Met the land.

Can you

hear her?

What time are you leaving tomorrow?

Be very

late. Got your passport?

Why did you have to come up to my room

when I start streaming?

Fuck's sake.

Who the

fuck is she talking to? There's no one out

there.

Oh my God, I can't fucking talk when she's

Might as

well do some packing.

Should have streamed a bit later.

Didn't think she'd come up.

I'm just worried if she hears me talking,

she'll know I'm streaming and then she'll

bust in like last time and embarrass me.

I think that's why I have social anxiety,

from having a childhood of being

constantly publicly humiliated by my mum.

Can I lock the door? No, there's no locks.

I remember suggesting to my dad, why can't

I have a lock on my door, ages ago, and he

was really against it. He was like, don't

be stupid, I'm not gonna have locks on the

bedroom doors.

Who's seen my new Bitcoin videos? I think

most of you haven't seen it, but they're

getting good views.

Like, 50% of the views from the Bitcoin

videos are from search results. So I know

you guys aren't watching them, but damn,

who would have known I could have just

gotten the same amount of views from

talking about trending topics instead of

ruining my marriage? Ah,

I'm so stupid.

Yeah, the comment section is just full of

those bots spamming. I have like 1,000

comments saying stuff like, did you know

Mrs. Peterson is really good at investing?

And then there's like 30 replies all by

bots because crypto

crash and Bitcoin is like a trending topic

right now. And I put in the title crypto

crash, Bitcoin crash,

and then I look at the search results.

It's crazy. Look at this.

Graph. Without the search results, my new

video would only have 4K views. It's on

track to get 10K already,

and it's getting better CPM than girl

topics.

So you see this, see that blue line Hold

on, let me zoom in.

You see that blue line? That's search

results. And then the green line and the

orange line are like views from my regular

viewers. Look at the blue line. It just

shot up. So in the beginning, the green

line were my regular viewers. They were

the highest. And then the search results

just took off.

So that's 47%

of the views came from search results.

That's crazy.

So my first Bitcoin video, I got 20K

views, which is pretty good

considering what my, my usual stuff has

been getting. Look at my usual stuff.

Whining about my life, fake job stuff,

18K. Girlfriend, 18K. This one did really

well, 38K now. 13K. Look, this is my

regular content, it's just flopping.

YouTube ruining my life, 15K. 10K, that's

shit. And I was like, oh, fuck this, I'm

going to try and steal other people's

ideas. So I stole that JustJamesGuy's

idea. 20K views,

and it got 37% views from

search results, and it made— oh

my God, 111! You have got to be fucking

me. I swear I'm going crazy. I'm seeing

111 everywhere that I've actually made a

special photo album where I screenshot

pictures of 111. Let me see

if I can show you.

Wait, there's pictures of— yeah,

that's fine, I think. So I was looking at

stocks, I saw 111. I went on to Russell

Brand's channel, I saw 1111. I was looking

at Dr. K Healthy Gamer,

111K views.

I got 111 likes.

And then I was on this property app,

1111. It's so weird.

So yeah, I got $111 from 20K views,

which is pretty good.

$111 for 20K views compared to,

let's say, which video got

loads of views but made shit money?

I want to find like a, a girl drama video.

Classic Daniel content.

So look at this. Gay experience in Japan.

It got 68k views.

Guess how much it made? It made $120.

So it made pretty much the same as the

Bitcoin video, but it made— it got nearly

4 times the views. If the Bitcoin video

got 68k, it would have made like $500.

So yeah, the Bitcoin crypto stuff makes

way more money than like this gay

girlfriend stuff, drama stuff.

So I feel like that's the direction I want

to go more into. But how many videos can I

make about losing money on stocks and

crypto? I don't really have any real

information about it.

So this one was copied from Just James,

and then the new one was copied from Tech

Lead because Tech Lead is doing the same.

He got like half a million views from his

selling all his Bitcoin stuff, and then he

made like 10 more Bitcoin's going to zero.

Tech Lead makes so much money on YouTube.

He makes like $45,000 a a month.

He showed his analytics.

Oh, I got to do that. I got to make like

tech finance stock stuff, not this

stupid drama stuff.

So I thought I could make videos about how

much I suck at investing and why I think

everything's going to crash instead of—

because you know, mostly stocktubers and

finance channels, they talk about— people

look up to them because they know what

they're talking about and they're good at

stocks and they make money off stocks. I

can do like the opposite where I really

suck at stocks and I do all the things

wrong, like buying high and selling low,

and I can like meme myself and I could

be like, oh, crypto's going to zero, it

sucks. I could do that kind of angle.

But yeah, look at this.

1111. I swear I'm seeing 111 everywhere.

Look, it's number 3 out of 10.

Better than all my other ones apart from

these 2. I reckon it would— it might

overtake these 2 as well. It's on track

for a good Good viewage.

So that's exciting.

Finally, some good news.

But it's a bit sad. Fifty fifty percent

of the views are not really my viewers;

just like random people who probably won't

stick around. I guess YouTube

was more fun when I felt like I had more.

Fans, more of a community feel. But if

this is what I have to do to get views,

then, you know, we gotta pay the bills

somehow.

Gotta pay for the sex ventures somehow,

don't we?

Who's telling me to leave? No one's

telling me to leave. I'm just— there's a

multitude of reasons that finally built up

big enough to incite me to want to finally

leave. So number 1, I'm going to

Manchester to meet a girl. Number 2,

I've been thinking about getting my own

place for a long time now. Number 3, I'm

getting more and more annoyed living here.

People non-stop coming around. I don't

feel like I'm respected as an adult. I

don't like feeling infantilized. I feel

like I'm a kid when I'm 32. Years old.

Fucking annoying. No one who's 32

years old wants to be treated like a kid

and talked down to, so the only option is

really to leave.

And yeah, I've just been stuck

at home 6 months now. I feel like I want

to go somewhere.

And then yeah, lockdowns have mostly

lifted now and we're allowed to travel,

so might as well go and check out

Manchester. So I've booked an apartment

hotel in Manchester for 2 weeks.

Manchester is really cheap. You can get a

really nice apartment hotel for just

£2,000 a month, and then you can get

like— you can rent a regular apartment in

Manchester A really nice apartment for

like £1,000 a month in the city centre.

So I'll go to Manchester for a couple

weeks, check it out, see what it's like,

see if I like it up north.

If it sucks, maybe I'll come back down to

London and then maybe look for a place in

London. I'm not sure.

The thing is, I want to go back to Japan,

but Japan's not saying anything about

reopening anytime soon.

So my only option is suffer

here at home, get my own place in England,

or maybe travel to Europe. So I'm not

really— I'm kind of leaning towards

getting my own place in England.

Getting a proper apartment, renting it,

and then it won't be too expensive. I

could probably afford £1,000 a month

or £1,200 a month on rent.

I just need to be somewhere until Japan

reopens.

I just wish I could like freeze my body

and then wake myself up in a year's time.

This is so annoying.

If only I could just stay here and

live my life how I want to live it without

being nagged every day.

I like Japan because it's safe, it's

clean, and it's really cheap, and I can

get Tinder dates, and prostitutes are

pretty good. Japan just ticks all the

boxes. Everything you'd want from a

country, Japan offers it. Affordable,

attractive women, good dating scene,

safe, clean, nice cities. People are

polite and friendly. It's like the perfect

Why can't the whole world be like Japan?

So I've got to pack today, leaving

tomorrow. I've never been up north before.

I gotta go to London and then I need to

get the long-distance train.

I wish I was getting tech lead money.

Imagine if I was making 40k a month.

How does he do it? I kind of forgot about

him. I was checking my Twitter DMs and he

actually messaged me. A couple years ago,

he said he was warning me that my name was

in my Twitter handle or something.

But I checked his channel again recently

and he's like turned into a crypto

YouTuber. But I don't, I don't get it.

His, his videos are so boring and

his jokes are so flat, but He gets

hundreds of thousands of views and people

don't hate him. Even he's like 100 times

more arrogant and cocky than I am. But for

some reason, people don't hate him. He's

always like, oh, life's so hard as a

millionaire living at his parents' place.

And my ex-wife left me.

I wonder why. Maybe it's because he's

successful and he's a millionaire. Means

people respect him,

or maybe they can tell more easily that

he's doing like an act. Strange.

I watched quite a bit of his channel back

when he was doing the whole ex Google tech

lead stuff, and then I got a bit bored. I

didn't check in for ages,

but he knows how to get views. You got to

I hate Tinder. I hate Tinder. It gives you

a notification thinking someone matched

you or sent you a message, and it's just

some kind of stupid advertisement. Don't

notify me, you stupid advert.

So my thinking is maybe

give up on all of this kind of mental

health, I'm so depressed, my life sucks,

that kind of direction. It's not really

going anywhere. And then steer the channel

more towards like a financial train wreck

kind of channel where I suck at investing

in crypto, because then I get— I can use

clickbait and do trending topics like

crypto crashing, and then I can get good

CPM from talking about

financial stuff. I'll probably lose

a lot of my original audience because

they're not going to be into it. But the

potential audience for the crypto stuff is

way bigger than my remaining dead audience

that it's not worth doing the stuff that

I was doing anymore because there's not

enough people sticking around to make it

worth doing. If I can get 20K views about

Bitcoin, I'd rather do that than get 10K

views about all my sad introverted life.

Combine subjects with women. She hates my

crypto trading. Yeah, how my addiction to

the stock market ruined my relationship.

It's actually true, to be honest. When I

think back at my Mina relationship, I

think the relationship ended because I

became depressed and I wasn't paying

enough attention to her and putting effort

into relationship, and I was just

completely obsessed and addicted to

stocks, and all I could think about was

stocks all the time, and I felt like the

relationship was in the way.

Yeah, kind of sad how that turned out.

I always end up letting some addiction

ruin my relationship. Like, my marriage

was mainly ruined because of my YouTube

addiction, trying to get views and fame.

Should do vlogs. The problem with vlogs is

vlogging is not a trending topic.

So I don't have a vlogging audience. I did

loads of vlogs in Berlin. They only got

like 20K views, and that was back when my

channel was more active. If I did the same

content I did in Berlin now, they'd

probably only get 10K views because I've

lost even more viewers since then. Since

I've lost my audience, I need to make

videos about trending stuff. Like crypto,

because I'm not going to get 20K

views relying on my audience. They're just

not there anymore. There's maybe 10K left

of them. I'd say between 5 and 10K of the

original audience. It's not

enough. I need to shift direction.

I can do why I regret selling all my

Bitcoin when Bitcoin goes back up and I

can be like, oh, I'm so stupid. I sold at

the bottom. I bought back in at 50K,

and then people can be like, oh, he's so

Why I regret selling my Bitcoin. I might

do that for the next one. It's funny

because after I made the I sold all my

Bitcoin video, the Bitcoin actually shot

up 10% or something. Look at that.

I made the Bitcoin video around here, and

then it just went straight up. It's so

funny. I didn't actually sell it though.

I sold a bit of my Ethereum. I don't even

have any Bitcoin, to be honest.

It's all a lie.

I've never had any Bitcoin. I've got— I

had $2,000 in Ethereum and I sold

about $500. And then I had about— well,

I had thousands in Bitcoin mining stocks.

I guess that kind of counts, but I still

have it and

they're doing really well now. Riot

Blockchain, they're back up to $40. I need

it to get about to about $55 or $50 to

make back a lot of my money.

Maybe people could, could link my

video on, on stock communities. I could be

like a meme on WallStreetBets.

And the funny thing is people just believe

you. I could say, oh, I lost $100,000 on

Bitcoin today. People would just believe

me. They're not going to say, where's the

proof? You don't actually have $100,000.

No one is questioning that I lost it.

There's not a single comment that says you

didn't even have Bitcoin. Everyone just

believes it. It's great. I can just say I

lost $50K on Bitcoin and why it sucks,

and they just believe it.

Do I still day trade? Yeah, but I,

I don't really do risky stuff. I just, I

put a couple hundred here and there and I

try and make 5%, 10% gain. I made some

pretty good swing trades recently.

I put £500 on Netflix and

that went up 10%, so that was a nice £50

gain.

So there seems to be a rotation going

back into tech stocks, so I'm trying to

stay away from buying more tech. And then

banks and airlines, they're going down

now, so I'm buying— trying to build some

airline positions. I'm buying Boeing and

American Airlines now because they're

coming back down and I want to start

buying bit by bit to build up a

position. I want $1,000 in Boeing and

American Airlines, but I'm not going to

buy all at once. I'm just going to buy

£100 every time the stock's down.

I think that's a much better strategy

because if I just buy £1,000 now,

then it might go down more next week or

the week after. So it's better to spread

it out You don't want to buy all at once,

but Boeing— I think Boeing could be a good

one to start building.

Don't want to buy any tech stuff now

because it's all gone up so much.

I can't believe Facebook went up so much.

Oh, I'm so stupid. I should have bought

Facebook. I always thought Facebook was a

boring stock. Look at

Facebook, 25% gains in the last 3 months.

Look at that, Facebook had

a massive jump.

Some people still say Facebook's a good

stock to buy. They say it's really

undervalued. Hmm, I don't know about

buying it when it's at all-time high.

Seems dangerous. Okay, we need to start

packing. I didn't do any packing yet.

Stop talking about bloody stocks.

Oh, there's laundry outside.

Hopefully tomorrow it's not raining. It's

been raining the whole week.

Do do do. Anything interesting happening

on YouTube? No.

YouTube's so boring these days.

Where am I going? I'm going to Manchester

Manchester. They've got trams

in Manchester. I didn't know that. I've

always been telling foreigners, oh, we

don't have trams in England, when we do.

I don't even know my own country.

I don't really know what to expect. I just

hope it's not really grimy and

dangerous feeling. I'm sure it's nice in

the center. Which is where I'd be staying.

I don't know, sometimes you hear the

crime's bad up there, but then you hear

the crime's bad everywhere. They say

crime's bad in New York, the crime's bad

in Paris, the crime's bad in London. The

crime's bad everywhere if you look for it.

And what are the chances I get beaten up

again after Rotterdam? That was just

really unlucky.

Oh nice, Amazon sent me $100.

For my affiliates associates program.

Haven't even been promoting it. I should

promote it more. I got a new mouse

actually. Do you want to see it?

Uh, this is way better than that stupid

£200 mouse I got before. It's a Logitech

502 wireless. Why didn't I just get this?

And it was only £80 compared to that other

one.

Remember this one I got a couple months

ago? This one sucks. The side buttons are

rubbish. You click it, the whole

attachment thing kind of moves, which

doesn't feel sturdy. I like the middle

wheel though. The middle wheel feels nice,

but I got fed up with the wire. But this

one just feels way better apart from the

middle wheel. Doesn't— I don't like that

clackety sound. And then you can make it

do like infinite scroll, which is kind of

useless. But I don't have a laptop,

so I'm not sure if I want to bring this

with me. What if I end up thinking, oh, I

don't want to come back home, and I get

myself my own place, and then I end up

getting a laptop, and then I need my mouse

again? So I might just bring the mouse so

I don't have to buy another mouse, and

it's small anyway.

This one Mad Catz one cost £250,

but I got it on, on discount. I bought it

for about £200. It was refurbished.

I have no idea why I decided to buy this

really expensive mouse. I just thought,

why not? That was a waste of money.

It's not even that great.

This is my favorite mouse so far. It

feels— I don't like how plasticky it feels

though. I should make a metal mouse,

but I'm kind of bored playing games. I've

been playing games for half a year

nonstop. Finally got bored of Rainbow Six,

and then I got this new game called

Kingdom Come: Deliverance, which I

finished. That was a pretty good game.

And then I got Chivalry 2, which is like

Kingdom Come but you remove all the story

and it's just like 64-player online

deathmatch like Battlefield but in

medieval times. It's pretty fun, really

gory. It's like being in Game of Thrones.

But it gets a bit boring after a while.

You just charge into battle, you spam

attacks, you capture

objectives. The objectives like Team

Fortress, you gotta push, push a convoy

down a track like the bomb thing, and then

you gotta defend it. It gets a bit

Something I noticed about Manchester is

why does it have the same names as London?

So London has London Victoria. Manchester

also has Manchester Victoria and

Manchester Piccadilly. Why does it have

the same? I texted you when I was

in Osaka and you didn't answer.

I don't remember. A lot of people texted

me.

If you're a guy, then I probably would

have ignored you. Yeah, I don't meet

up with guys.

Although I might change my mind if I'm

really, really lonely and no one else

messages me. Depends if I check out your

profile and you look weird or not. If you

look normal, then I might meet you.

There's a lot of weird people who follow

me. I don't really want to meet them, to

be honest. I like that Eugene guy in

Korea. I'd like to meet him again, but I

haven't talked to him since I deleted

KakaoTalk.

Leeds is good.

Hmm, could check out some other cities.

Basically, I just need a pretty cheap

place to live in that's nice whilst I wait

for Japan to reopen.

Manchester seems okay. Isn't it the 2nd

biggest city in England?

When I look at places to rent in

Manchester, there's some nice places

like this one, £1,000 a month.

I like the ones with a balcony.

Look at that,

that's really nice.

10th floor, 2-bedroom apartment, and it's

only £1,000 a month.

Yeah, I guess it's expensive for

Manchester. You probably get like a £500 a

month place.

Get a place outside the city. But I

kind of want— I don't know what I want. I

want to live in a flat high up.

I don't know if I want to live in the

countryside. I don't think so.

I'm not sure if I would show the place,

because if I'm renting it long-term, I

don't really want problems. But then that

kind of sucks because I want to show the

place, and then I'd want to livestream

inside of the place.

I don't really know why I'd get in

trouble.

Nothing happened in Rotterdam, and I think

they found the Rotterdam apartment,

didn't they? I think

as long as I'm just paying rent, the

landlord doesn't really care what I do

inside of it. I'm not sure if doing

OnlyFans would be a problem.

Winter will be different for Manchester.

Is it cold? I won't go outside, so it

I'd only go outside to buy food.

Oh, I got new Huel. I got Huel Black.

It's got 30% extra protein.

Than usual. Huel.

I guess I'll take my Huel with me.

There's no point leaving it, I just bought

Why am I leaving? Because I have a very

lucrative business opportunity in

Manchester.

Plus, it seems like an affordable place to

I got banana flavor and coffee

caramel flavor. Banana flavor is quite

nice. This one

is coffee caramel. It's quite heavy.

It's gonna weigh my bag down loads.

Oh, the place I booked is right next to—

oh, maybe I shouldn't say. Well, people

are going to find out anyway because I'm

going to film it. I don't

know if I should mention where I'm staying

yet until I arrive. Maybe I'll

just keep it a secret. My fuel. Wow, this

weighs a ton. This is not going to be fun

to carry.

It's 1.5 kg.

Take my fuel.

Clean your flask. I already cleaned it.

I'm gonna have another one in a few hours.

So I didn't eat much today because I got

stuck in my room again. Didn't tell me

that anyone was coming. So annoying.

Sometimes she tells me, and sometimes she

just doesn't say anything, and then I'm

stuck in my room. So I had Huel for lunch

and then had pot noodle for dinner. Yeah,

I don't know, every bloody day someone's

here. It's either my sister's friends or

her boyfriend or my mum's boyfriend or my

mum's friend or my uncles here all day

building the stupid shed. Can't get

a single day of peace where I can just go

downstairs without worrying about some

stranger in the kitchen or in my house.

It's so annoying.

So I just want to be able to carry out my

daily routines without being disturbed.

The last 6 months have just been, uh,

unbearable at times.

But I guess I can't complain. I had, I had

Mila here for like 2 months, but that was

different. It was lockdown and we couldn't

go anywhere. Hotels weren't open,

and then I didn't want her to leave.

How many pairs of underwear do we need?

There's a washing machine at the place,

so I could just do laundry.

I thought Mira was there for 3 weeks. Was

she? Feels like it was 2 months.

She came beginning of— no,

she came mid-March and then she left end

of April. So it was 4 weeks, I think.

4 weeks and a bit. If someone came

here For four weeks plus, I would go

crazy. That must have been annoying for my

mum and sister. I don't know. I don't

think they get as annoyed as I do when

guests are in the house. I think I have

like a funny thing. I don't mind if girls

are here, but when when men are here, I

get really pissed off. So my sister can

have her female friends over, and I don't

care at all. I actually like it. But then

if a guy comes around, I'm like, oh, fuck

that guy. It's like a male territorial

And I told her this and she was like, oh,

that's so weird. And I said, maybe it's

because you're not a guy, you don't get

it. Oh my God,

that was a bit loud.

Yeah, it's like men don't like all these

mass immigration stuff, don't they?

Because it's like millions of foreign men

coming into your country. But I'm pretty

sure they wouldn't be complaining if it

was like millions of cute hot girls.

They're just salty because it's like

millions of men from countries Didn't

realize it was so loud.

Us men, we don't want other stinking men

coming into our territory.

We want hot women.

Huel. Sponsored by Huel.

Stinking men, send them to the trenches.

Pack my Huel shirts. I got a Levi shirt,

look. Had to pay premium

so you get a tiny little Levi badge. I

only bought it because— not because it's

Levi brand, but because I like I just

wanted a plain black long sleeve shirt.

I got my cereal shirt, made it for merch.

2 people bought it.

How many shirts should I bring? I don't

want too many shirts. I don't really like

grey. Just makes me look faded.

I quite like black and I like white.

I guess it'll be fine underneath.

Stuff it in the bottom.

Thank you, Mr. Trader, for the sub. Very

kind.

How many people bought mugs? I think I

sold about 20. No one buys my merch

anymore. I haven't promoted it. I can't be

How much per mug do I make? I'd make about

12, $10 maybe.

If I had hundreds of fans buying it, then

yeah, I'd do it. But I barely have any

fans left anymore. I either pissed them

off, or I accidentally called them weird

and losers, or they got bored and they

don't watch anymore.

Didn't do a very good job at PR, did I?

See, that's the tricky thing about

YouTube. You have to be really good at

making people happy, which is something

I'm really bad at. You kind of

have to suck up to your viewers all the

time so they feel special.

I hate sucking up to people.

I got this shirt that says no.

That's like my life motto. Daniel, can you

do this? No. Fuck off.

Maybe. I don't

know if I'll bring this no shirt. I got

too many shirts.

What should I wear when I go? I think I'll

just wear this.

It's new, so it doesn't smell yet.

I probably bored people away with all the

stock talk.

There's not really much personal

development stuff going on now that

they can relate to.

Look at this, my Bitcoin video is taking

off. Look at that blue line.

It's funny because my stock videos, they

get like 90% male audience.

And then my Simon and Martina video has

95% female audience.

Look, audience, female,

95%. It just shows

women like gossip and drama. Men like

stocks and technical stuff.

And then my stock video, Bitcoin,

92% male.

Did my Twitter post on Bitcoin get

noticed? Which one?

I think some, some Twitter guy was Talking

about it. Yeah, this one got 690

likes. I don't know how many views I got

from it. They didn't link it, they just

posted a picture.

When I go to View, Views, Traffic Sources,

it doesn't say any Twitter stuff.

External views, 1.2%.

Maybe I can get my vaccine there as well.

There's no vaccine centers here, they're

all fully booked. Did I sell NIO?

Yeah, I sold NIO around 42. I'm so stupid.

If I just held on to NIO, my accounts

would be way higher. So I sold NIO when

it crashed and I shifted into dividend

stocks which have not moved. At all in the

last 3 months. Look at my dividend

portfolio. It's just flat.

Wait, look.

So this is when I shifted. This is NIO,

and then it crashed, and then I sold all

my NIO and I, I swapped it for bank

and oil stocks, and it's just a flat line

for 3 months. It's made nothing, but it

went from £6,300 to £6,900 in

3 months. Just flat rubbish.

Problem is, I bought in at the highs of

dividend stocks. And then I sold when

everything crashed and I bought the highs

of dividend stocks. And then I bought the

highs of crypto and then I sold the lows

of crypto. I'm just doing it all wrong.

This is my main portfolio. It's only down

$7,000 now, but this one crashed so

much, but it started to recover here.

But I didn't sell these ones. I kept on

holding them. BioNano, BNGO, and Riot.

£7,000, not dollars, so it's about $10K.

I did everything wrong. I bought at the

peaks of the NASDAQ stocks, and then

I panic sold when it crashed, and then I

bought in at the peaks of dividend stocks,

and I bought in at peaks of crypto, and

then panic sold when it crashed. So what's

crashing now? Crypto is starting to

recover. Stop buying

stuff when it's at peaks and stop selling

when it crashes.

It's just so difficult to want to buy

stuff when it's going down because it

seems unappealing.

I wonder what I'm gonna do in Manchester.

I guess I'll just walk around to get

a feel for the place,

and then if I like the apartment, I'd

probably try and extend my stay.

I only booked 2 weeks just in case it's

Is it Airbnb? No, it's a

serviced apartment app.

But it's a really nice looking apartment

from the pictures. It's got bedrooms, got

a living room. The thing I hate about

hotels is when the bedroom is in— the only

room is the bedroom and then everything is

in one room.

I don't know why, but that's just really

depressing, even though that's what my

bedroom is. You know, it's just a room

with a bed and a desk.

But I want a separate bedroom, and then I

want to get out of the bedroom when I wake

up, and I want to move in to like a living

room. That's how I want to live ideally.

It just— it feels like a proper living

place, not a hotel room. Living in a hotel

room is so depressing, and that's why

I feel depressed now, is because I feel

like I'm living in a hotel room. I can't

get out my room. If there was no people

here, I would go downstairs, I would sit

downstairs for lunch, I'd go into the

garden for a couple hours. But when people

are here, I have to stay in my room all

day long. That's why I feel miserable.

And that's why I feel miserable when I'm

in a hotel. When I was in Berlin, I stayed

in some hotels and I hated it. You get up

out of bed and then you just sit on the

bed all day.

But this place I booked, it's got a

bedroom and it's got a really nice view

and it's got a kitchen and it's got sofas

and a balcony. So it should be quite

comfortable.

Lost my Bitcoin.

And it's not too expensive, it's only

£2,000 a month. I think I could afford

that, but it's kind of stupid to,

um, pay that much money if I was serious

about living there. It'd be pretty stupid

to live in a serviced apartment.

The thing about apartments is I hate the

deposit system. I don't trust landlords,

and then I don't trust myself to not wreck

the place. I wrecked the Rotterdam place

because the sink kept blocking up. So I

took out the drawer under the sink to

fiddle with the pipe and I fixed it, but

then I couldn't get the drawer back on

without it being like wonky.

And then they said I broke it. I didn't

break it, I just didn't put it back on the

little sliding rail properly.

You can get that for London. Yeah, but the

same kind of place in London would be like

£5,000 or £4,000.

If it's like an apartment hotel in London

central.

Can't believe they ghosted me.

Complete scammers. They just ignored me.

Look at the last message she sent me.

She said, so sorry for the late response.

I have been very sick the past weeks.

Yeah, right. I have asked the owner to

pick this up because we did not do the

checkout. I gave him your number last

week, so I asked him to call you, and then

no one ever called me. I said, when can I

expect to hear from him? She said, I have

asked him yesterday to contact you. It's

out of my hands. He is taking over because

we did not do the checkout. And then I

said, what's his number? And then she just

left me on read, took my whole deposit

money, which was like £2,400.

So, uh, they seem like really nice people.

I was shocked they just took my money like

that. I paid them all of January rent when

I wasn't even there for all of January,

plus I gave them The two months deposit,

and they took all of it. So they took

three months of rent from me,

which was over three thousand pounds,

like five thousand dollars. They just took

from me just because I didn't do

the checkout.

What a nightmare that was.

Really, I should have just stayed and done

the checkout properly instead of just

leaving, but I was so miserable there,

and then the police thing didn't help.

I can't be bothered to do anything. What

can I do? Make an angry video?

I won't be able to get the money back.

You just, you can't rely on the goodness

of people's hearts. If people can get away

with stuff, they will do it. People are

not good. That's why we need law and we

need a justice system and we need police.

Because without all that stuff, people

would just— society would just descend

into chaos and it'd just be pillaging and

rape like the olden times.

When people think they can get away with

stuff, they'll just do it. They knew I

wouldn't be able to do anything if they

just took my money.

The channel is officially dead.

I don't know, my last video

got 20k views.

I think that's still pretty good.

Yeah, I lost a lot of my viewers. I guess

I need to find new viewers now. Need to

change things up.

I need to start making more videos. I

guess I could do a why I'm moving,

moving. Out of my parents' house at age

32. I need to start

grinding again. It's just really hard to

do it here because people constantly

coming. I keep getting disturbed.

I don't feel in the right headspace to

make content when I have to keep worrying

about stuff like, oh, who's coming now?

How am I gonna get lunch?

I think I'll be able to make content more

efficiently if I have my own place.

How did I meet the Manchester girl? She

messaged me on Instagram.

It's not really all about the girl though.

Even without the girl,

I want to move out anyway.

I think the girl was just like the thing

that made me lean towards Manchester.

Otherwise, I probably would look to

London, maybe, or maybe even Maidstone.

Maidstone has some nice places.

I don't really— I'm not really expecting

much. It's like a bit of a gamble.

Best case scenario, we have sex. Worst

case scenario, she ghosts me.

Well, worst case scenario, she kills me in

my sleep. I don't think that would happen,

but it's worth a punt, isn't it? It's not

like I have anything— anyone else

messaging me.

There's literally no one else lined up

apart from that LA girl, but I don't

really want to go to LA.

There's no one else. I can't believe it.

A couple years ago, even last year, all

these girls messaging me all the time.

Now there's like no one. What have I done

that was so bad? I guess The consequences

of becoming irrelevant are worse than

being a massive dickhead on YouTube. You

could be a massive dickhead on YouTube,

but as long as you're relevant and people

think you're famous, then they still

message you. I guess my

channel looks really dead. I don't know

why. You look at my channel now, it

doesn't look that dead. Look, I got 20K

Um, 27K views, 24K.

Simon Martina video got 40K nearly.

Still some decent views there unless

I did something really bad since I came

back. I don't think I've done anything

really bad.

I guess people just got bored.

Wow, being normal is boring, which means

you— your channel dies. Wow, thanks

everyone for telling me to become normal.

The only thing I had going for me was

being weird, and then people kept telling

me to stop being weird. Great advice.

But yeah, it's tricky. I don't know how to

get girls now without

my channel supplying me with girls. I have

to go back to using Tinder, and my Tinder

does really badly in Europe. I think I

have to take some new pictures where

I look less nerdy, but then when they meet

me, they'll see this and I look like a

massive nerd anyway.

The beginning of Inseldom.

You set it to Manchester? I did. I got no

I only got one match and it was this

really fat person and I pressed no.

They all look like this in Manchester.

Maybe I should get a boost.

Tinder boost.

Jesus.

I had more luck in Prague. I matched about

10 girls in Prague and they were Decent

looking, but also damn tall. They write

their heights in their profile, and half

of them were like 176, 177 centimeters.

I don't know if they would reject me when

they find out I'm only 175. Maybe I should

get like those things you put in your

shoes to make you taller.

I noticed I've been viral on crypto

tweets. Have I? I saw one. They only had

600 likes. Yeah, there's a very

strong crypto trading meme community

on Twitter where they have fake— like

pretending to be Jerome Powell or

pretending to be some person. There's that

Parikh Patel, Dr. PP, that Indian guy

who like pretends. And he's got like 600K

followers. It's a very strong meme

community on Twitter. Maybe I can get

trending on there.

They're quite funny.

It's just funny something as seemingly

boring as stocks investing can be turned

into such a massive meme. Buying

WallStreetBets and stuff. I always

thought, oh, investing's so boring, it's

like what 50-year-old men do who are bald

and fat, but it's like a young thing now.

Very interesting. It's like it's hip and

cool to invest in stocks now. Funny how

things shifted. Have I tried setting my

Tinder to Japan? Yeah, I did, and I got

loads of matches, but I can't meet anyone,

so there's no point. What's the point

matching and then agreeing to meeting up

and then, oh, I can't meet you until next

It has 1,200 comments and it's

all just spam bots spamming

each other. What was the point of that?

Who are doing this? All the bots are

saying, now is the time to buy crypto and

gold. Dr. Jacobson has

a great course on how to buy gold and

crypto. Oh really? What is his contact

details? His contact details are 1123 on

WhatsApp. Does anyone fall for it? Why do

they bother? And even the bots are telling

you to buy crypto. Doesn't that seem kind

of fishy? If the bots and scammers are all

saying now is the time to buy crypto,

maybe that's a warning that now is not

the time to buy crypto. It's like a

massive Ponzi scheme, and the people at

the top are now paying millions for bots

to go and spam everyone to buy crypto, to

get more people to buy crypto before they

pull the rug. Don't you feel a bit uneasy?

Someone is paying for these bots.

And people were saying maybe it's these

hedge funds spending millions to

like these Indian scam firms to spam bot

comments on crypto videos.

I wonder who's doing it and why. It must

be costing them money to pay.

You have to pay money to get these bots

and spam stuff.

Every time you make a video about

investing, you always get them, and

they're always spamming some WhatsApp

phone number. Who would be so stupid

to believe it? And then actually try and

phone the number and try and use their

service. You would have to be so dumb to

fall for that scam. Maybe I should pretend

to fall for it and see what happens.

What do you do? Do they try and sell you

Bitcoin and then they take your money and

then you get nothing?

I don't know how people fall for scams.

I've never fallen for a

scam.

Need to pee.

So my main goal for moving out is to— it's

mainly to establish independence.

It's not really mainly for girls,

although this could help with the girl

situation, but I

want to feel like an independent

adult. I don't like feeling infantilized.

It's just really depressing. Can you

afford an apartment? I think I can,

but I really got to put more effort into

my YouTube channel. I made like 2 videos

in June,

but even though I've barely been making

videos I still made about £1,000—

no, in dollars, $1,200 I

made on YouTube this month.

But then on stocks, I made like $1,500 in

June.

In dollars, I made

$1,600. Wow, I did really well in June,

and I sold most of it, so I locked

in the profits. But the thing is,

can I replicate that in July?

It's just very unreliable. The stock

market is probably more unreliable than

YouTube for money. You can make really

good money when the market's going well,

and then you have a big crash that could

last months, and then you barely make

anything. From March until May

I wasn't making anything from stocks

because everything was just down all the

But they say July is historically the best

month in the stock market because

Americans get all excited about

Independence Day and stuff like that. So

July should be good. June was really,

really good.

I just gotta be careful now.

I need to buy stuff that's undervalued and

then make sure to lock in profits when I

get a nice 10 or 15% gain.

The problem is I was getting 50% gains and

then not selling. That's so stupid.

I was thinking, oh, it's gonna go up more.

I want 100% gains. I want 200% gains.

And then I waited and waited and waited

until eventually everything crashed.

So now I'm more aggressive when it comes

to profit taking. I took profits

when I hit 5% gains now because I'm

scared. I'm scared to hold on to things

too long. Now I'm taking profit too early.

I think I should, I should take profit on

70% and then just leave the remaining 20

or 30% in, in case it goes up more.

And if it goes back down a lot, then I

could just buy back in.

Go to Japan again. I can't because they're

so slow doing their stupid vaccine

program. They haven't even gotten all of

the elderly vaccinated yet. They're too

busy messing around with the stupid

Olympics that no one cares about.

Literally no one cares about the Olympics

and they're still going ahead with it

because they have to. Apparently if they

don't go ahead with the Olympics, the

Olympics institution can sue Japan

for hundreds of millions.