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Let me get my coffee.

I put the creamer in the coffee. I don't

know if it's gonna taste good or not.

It looks like I put milk in it.

If it tastes good, I'll just stop buying

milk and then I'll just get more creamer

because I don't have to put it in the

fridge and then I don't need to keep

worrying about running out of milk.

Because my food lasts me over 2 weeks,

but the milk usually lasts less than that,

and then I start running out. So yeah, I

wonder if this cream is any good. The only

problem is it's really hot because there's

no cold milk in it. Am I gonna travel?

Yeah, if I get a girl to

come here to do some road trips with, I

want to do some road trips. That's why I'm

kind of thinking of getting a new car.

That can do 600 miles in one tank instead

of having to stop every 100-something

miles, because it'll be really annoying

doing a road trip and then you gotta stop

every couple of hours.

Although, I don't know, I mean, do you

really want to do 4 or 5 hours driving all

in one go without any breaks?

Even the passenger will probably need to

go to the toilet. So I don't know, would

you really do 4 hours or 5 hours driving

all in one go? Because then you might as

well just stick with the EV and use the

charging break as also like a toilet

break. Are all

electric cars short range? Was mine just

short range?

Um, mine's not short range, it's just I

think it's like normal. And then to

get longer range, you got to buy a more

expensive car. I don't know. There's Tesla

Model 3 Long Range models for about the

same price I paid for my car, which is

kind of annoying. And then there's,

there's newer cars, bigger cars that could

probably do 300 miles. Mine,

it says 190. But,

you know, it's not always completely

accurate. Remember when Caesium

did the drop-off? Yeah. Imagine he had to

stop at the charger with Pia crying in the

back. That would be awkward.

Yeah. Sometimes it's kind of annoying

having to think about that stuff.

No, I'm not thinking of buying a Tesla.

It's just annoying that For the amount of

money that I've paid for my car, I might

as well have gotten a Tesla because you

think, oh, I got my car because it's

cheaper than a Tesla. Then it's not really

cheaper than a Tesla. Then what's the

point? Even without finance and stuff,

it was £13,000. You can get a secondhand

Tesla for £14,000 and it would have,

I assume, better build quality, although

they're not famous for that. But I would

assume it has better range and be more

luxurious. I don't want a Tesla because

they're kind of big and also the insurance

would be very expensive.

Yeah, insuring a Tesla is very expensive,

especially if you haven't got a lot of

driving experience.

And also now I've got 3 points on my

license. I don't know how that's going to

affect my insurance.

Is it even cheaper than petrol if I don't

charge at home? No, if you're going to do

public charging, it's not really any

cheaper than buying petrol or diesel.

It's only cheaper when you charge at home.

So it's— for me, it's cheaper to charge at

home even without an overnight tariff,

But if you get the overnight tariff, it's

even more cheaper than what I'm paying.

But I couldn't get an overnight tariff

because I couldn't get the EV tariff

because I can't get a smart meter because

there's no WAN coverage here. They said

you need WAN coverage to be able to get a

smart meter, and you need smart meter to

get the EV tariff, so I can't get it. So

I'm just stuck on the standard tariff,

23p per kilowatt, whereas the EV tariff is

7p per kilowatt overnight. So you'd be

saving so much money if you could get that

and you charge the car overnight.

Yeah, I am very jealous of these people

who get some car petrol or

whatever and they've only spent £1,000 or

a couple thousand and it's fine. Why am I

spending so much money on this stupid car?

And it's not even very convenient.

With having to charge it.

Bit annoying. But then you don't really

do these long trips a lot anyway, so

unless it's just for those few times when

you might do a long trip, it's a bit

Tastes weird.

I don't know if I like it.

Maybe I have to get used to it. It's got

like a weird— I don't know

how to describe it.

Like weird synthetic flavor,

like on the tip of your tongue there's

like a plasticky taste.

Yeah, like a chemical taste. You know when

you get those artificial sweeteners? It's

got that weird tang. I put, um,

I put creamer into my coffee today instead

of actual milk. Yeah, I don't know. I

don't know if I like that. It tastes like

those Nescafé instant blend sticks.

Although in Thailand I only drank the

instant stick coffee, but it tastes really

good. I forgot the name of it. It was a

Thai brand, not Maxim. I can't remember

now. It was like 3-in-1 blend stick

coffee, and I actually quite liked it.

Yeah, creamer tastes weird. I'll probably

just stick to milk.

I had Maxim in Korea. I think it's Korean

coffee, isn't it?

Well, I'm nearly out of milk, so depends

how much longer I can make the food last.

Is the market going up tomorrow? Um, we

don't even have to wait until tomorrow.

We have to wait Oh, what time is it now?

6. We gotta wait 5 hours for Asian session

to start and then we'll know. I am a bit

nervous actually. I feel like maybe I

shouldn't have opened those shorts last

minute.

It was a bit reckless to be honest, but it

could go either way. I think it's like

50/50 chance it could go either way.

I reckon it could go down, then up, or

first up, then down.

So if it goes down, I will probably sell

it because it probably got up again. I

probably just put in a tight take profit.

I'm not really expecting it to tank

because I think crypto is bouncing.

Yeah, crypto is kind of bouncing.

I've got a bit too much short side

exposure that I feel a bit not very

comfortable with.

What's the reason for my bearishness?

Um, no, Traveling Trader is bearish, so

that's why.

You get used to it, I guess. Doesn't taste

Why didn't I name Travelling Trader in the

video? Uh, I put his name in the tags

though. The video flopped,

got no views. Oh my God,

I've got a new video idea for tomorrow

that I completely came up with by myself.

It's going to be called Why I Will Never

Get Married Again, and then thumbnail Sad

face. Captions: I will die alone. That's

pretty good. I saw this other guy do it.

Got him 120K views.

We're still milking the marriage in 2025.

I think it's a good topic.

I made one today. It's called Why I Will

Never Go Back to Japan.

We've got endless topics to recycle here.

Got that money to make.

You're stuck in the past. No, I honestly

don't care, but I need to make videos

because I need money. I honestly would not

really want to talk about it anymore, but

I made a YouTube channel where my content

depends on me talking about stuff,

unfortunately.

So I just gotta keep on talking, even if I

just say the same thing over and over and

over and over and over and over again.

That's how you play the YouTube game.

Because anything, everything else I talk

about, you guys find boring. Stocks,

delivery work, Uber Eats, Every, cars,

debt. You guys just find everything boring

unless it's about my ex-wife cheating,

Japanese girls having sex.

Then there's like no point talking about

anything unless it's those things. You're

like, oh, stocks boring, oh, cars boring,

Amazon parcel stories boring.

So don't blame me for talking about the

same stuff over and over again when you

don't care about anything else. It's your

fault, not my fault.

I would love to talk about new stuff, but

it just won't get any views,

unfortunately. I hate

how you never talk about video games.

There's no video games out. They're all

boring. The new Elden Ring

looks rubbish. Everyone's saying it's not

good as well. I didn't even play it. I

couldn't even be bothered.

Switch 2 is coming out next week. You can

preorder it on Amazon, but I don't know if

you'll actually get it if you preordered

it. And then I don't even know what game

to get on it. What, Tears of the Kingdom

again? They— it's an old game. Why, why is

like one of the release games for Switch 2

stupid Tears of the Kingdom? They're

charging £65 for it and it came out like 5

years ago. What the hell? And the new

Mario Kart World looks exactly the same as

the previous Mario Kart apart from it's

got open world driving, as if anyone cares

about that. And then it's got a bunch of

third-party games which are like 4 years

old. Elden Ring, Cyberpunk, Hogwarts

Legacy, Hitman: World of Assassination.

That's old. These games are old and

they're charging like £70. I don't

know who's going to want to get this.

There's not a single new game on the

Switch 2 that looks interesting. The

console looks cool and it's cool that it

could play games like Elden Ring, I guess.

But I've already played Elden Ring. I

already played Cyberpunk 2077.

I don't really care about Mario Kart.

Maybe Street Fighter could be cool, but

those games just make me angry because

there's so many losers who are so good at

it and you get destroyed.

It's just annoying.

So yeah, I don't know, the console looks

cool, but there's no games on it that I

would really want to play.

Claire Expedition 33, I tried it, it's so

boring. Oblivion Remaster, I tried it,

it's boring. I got Kingdom Come 2,

played about 50 hours, I'm a bit bored of

it now. The combat is annoying.

You just— it's like the enemies just

block, block, block, block, block all the

time, and you're just whacking them in

the chainmail and nothing's happening.

Yeah, so I don't even know what game to

get. And then if I was going to review

games, they're £70 a game.

It's crazy. Now if they had

GTA 4 or even GTA 5 on it, that'd be

Or maybe Diablo 4, something I'm

interested in.

I fell asleep for 2 hours today on the

beanbag, and then I had this weird dream

where in the dream I woke up and I was in

the guest house, and then I went upstairs

to go into my room, and then when I shut

the door, I was like rubber-banded back to

the beanbag. And then I got up and went

back to the room and then teleported back

to the beanbag. It was really weird. And

then I realized, wait, I'm not actually

awake. It was so trippy.

I just fell asleep in the conservatory.

It was so warm and comfortable.

Oh, I do not like this creamer.

Weird chemical flavor, like artificial

Unfortunately,

Apologies to the person who sent it to me.

It's a weird texture.

It's left a weird texture on my tongue.

Do some bee livery. It just doesn't feel

worth it because they, they want you to

drive for 2 hours and pay you about £25.

If I drove 2 hours, I would have to do a

full charge, and that could cost nearly

£10. It would cost between £5

or £10 to fully charge up my car, and I'd

probably use— I'd probably use the battery

down below 50%. So they're

paying £25, I'm gonna spend probably £8 on

charging, which means I'm only gonna get

like £18, and then divide by 2

hours, it's like £9 an hour. You know,

I'd be better off just making a YouTube

video. Plus there's risks like, I don't

know, I damage my car, I get a puncture,

get pulled over by police, hit an old

woman. Doing a YouTube video, it costs no

money and there's zero risk. I might make

a YouTube video and it makes like $15 or

$20 at zero risk, zero cost,

and it's way easier. So if I went and did

delivery, it would take hours.

I come home, I wouldn't really feel like

making a video. So it's either make a

video or go deliver some shopping, and I

just don't really want to deliver

shopping, not for that chump change, and

damage my car at the same time. I just

spam out YouTube videos every day. They

all flop, but at least It's like $15 a

flop. So at least a couple hundred extra

dollars a month. You might as well take

it. I mean, there's no point— there's no

point taking no money because the money

you anticipate making is gonna be little,

because little money is better than no

money. Yeah, it sucks the videos flop and

they only make like $15 each, but it's

better than zero. So I'm just in like this

carpet bombing strategy mode now.

Throw as many things against the wall and

hope something sticks. And even if nothing

sticks, doesn't really matter. It's better

than nothing. Oh, my sister

messaged me today, just like I thought.

She says— she said she doesn't have

notifications turned on for Facebook and

didn't notice I messaged her. What, you

mean you don't talk to anyone on Facebook?

What do you talk to people on then?

So I told her, um, Mum's getting trolled

by viewers, people saying I'm not gonna

pay her back. I didn't, but I didn't say

And then my sister said,

She says it's weird. I have Messenger

notification turned on, but I don't get

notified. She said that last

time as well.

I've never had that problem ever. I don't

know what she's talking about. If I get a

message on Facebook, I'll get notified.

She said, did you agree to pay her back an

amount each month? No, I've explained to

my mum several times. She— it's like my

mum's got dementia or something. She— I

literally explain stuff to her and it's

like she forgets or it doesn't register in

her brain. I explained so many times

what my financial plan is,

and then she's still like, oh, when are

you done? You're not paying me back.

Yeah, I already told you what the plan is.

Can you not listen to the words coming out

of my mouth and remember them? Is that so

hard? God,

even you guys know what my financial plan

is because I talk about it every bloody

stream. I'm paying back the credit card

first because that's obviously high

priority because it's going to kick in 25%

interest soon. I'm going to pay off the

credit card. And then I'm going to pay off

the— I mean,

that's it really, the credit card. And

then I've got nothing else. Yeah, I'm

gonna pay off the credit card and then I'm

going to wait for the stock market to

crash so I can sell my stocks. So I've got

enough money to pay off the credit card

and then I'm going to make sure I'm out of

overdraft and not going into overdraft.

Like, it would be stupid to pay my mum

back £500 if that's going to send me into

overdraft. And then I've got to pay 40%

interest rate on it. That's insane. Like,

yeah, okay, I can max out my overdraft to

pay my mum back, and then I'm paying £40 a

month in overdraft. That makes no sense.

So after paying off the credit card, my

second priority is to stay out of

overdraft because the interest is insane.

So I've got to stay out of overdraft, and

then I've got to rebuild my emergency fund

of £9,000 So that in case worst-case

scenario happens and I've got to move out,

I can quickly get a new place by using my

9K emergency fund. So unfortunately

it's gonna take— hmm,

if I can save 300 a month,

unfortunately it's gonna take 2.5 years to

build the 9K emergency fund. So I expect

my first repayments to my mum to begin in

in,

in 2029.

So that's my financial plan because

I'm probably anticipating after expenses

I've probably got a couple hundred pounds

left.

So those are my financial plans, pretty

clear.

The only way I can get an extra burst of

money would be if I sold the car and got a

cheaper car, but I don't know, I did see

this nice black Honda Civic for £2,200,

manual diesel, 80,000 miles. I think it's

a— let me check my picture.

2009 reg. No, it's 130,000 miles.

2.2-liter engine, ICTDI SE

5DR. I don't know what that means.

5-door. This is like StockTalk all over

again. CTDI SE Standard Edition 5-door. I

don't know. Manual diesel, 2,500.

It can do 600 miles on a tank. That's

insane. It's got like 50 MPG,

which is really good for fuel efficiency,

and Hondas are pretty reliable.

Yeah, of course I can drive manual. I did

my lessons and passed my driving test in a

manual diesel.

Why would I not be able to keep a straight

face saying I'm paying my mum back in

2029? Based on my current numbers,

these are realistic projections.

So my car's valued at about £8,000-ish.

So if I sell it, trade it in, I could get

£6,000. Oh, also I have to

do my MOT. I completely forgot.

My car's— my car was a brand new

car in 2022. And the rule is you don't

need to do MOT until the first 3 years of

the car has been built. And the car was

built in June 2022. It's now June 2025.

So I've got until the end of June to get

my MOT done. So I'm gonna phone the garage

tomorrow to get it booked. Imagine there's

like massive damage and I've got to get it

repaired and it's like thousands of

pounds. Then goodbye all the profits I

made from Amazon and Evereat. That'll be

so annoying. I think it's fine because

it's an EV, not a combustion engine,

which means that there's not as many

components that can go wrong. So when you

take a combustion engine car for MOT test.

You know, you've got oil change stuff,

clutch problems, transmission problems,

cam belt, exhaust stuff. My car doesn't

have any of those things. It's literally

just got a battery and a motor, and then

you've got your other stuff like brakes,

suspension. Brakes— I barely use my brakes

because it's got regenerative braking.

EVs are really good because they've got

regen braking, which means you just let go

of the accelerator and it It applies

friction. So I don't really know how it

works. It's like reverse motor, reverse

kinetic thingy, but it doesn't use the

brake pads and it will put energy back

into the battery. So I use that mostly. I

only use the brakes if, if I need extra

stopping power. But if you drive well,

anticipate when you need to stop, you

shouldn't really need to use the brakes,

which I'm, you know, I'm a very good

driver, so I definitely do not slam the

brakes like my ex did.

And suspension, I did go over a lot of

potholes, but I think if there was a

problem with the suspension, the car

engine lights would come up and make a

sound. So I think suspension's fine. I

don't really know, I'm just hoping they're

not going to scam me and say, oh, you need

this done, because I need to pass MOT,

otherwise the car is not road legal.

Luckily there's a garage just down the

road, so I could probably just walk home

if I needed to. I don't see why I would

have to. No, not Sunny, I'm talking about

Faster. She would slam the brakes all the

time. So yeah,

I'm going to have to do an MOT this month,

so I'm gonna book one tomorrow. That's

gonna cost £50, and then it's gonna cost

more if they say I need to fix anything.

So fingers crossed it's fine. It should be

fine. I mean, it drives fine. I don't feel

anything weird about it.

Bit annoying because you got to do this

every year. I think you got to do it every

year, the MOT.

I tell my mum I'll start paying back in

2029. No, because I blocked her, but I

already told her I need to pay off my

credit cards first,

and I just don't think it's worth sending

her, you know, like £100 this month and

then £150 next month because it's

meaningless. It would take— if I was doing

that, it would take 126

months. It would take 10 years to pay her

back at that rate. So I might as well just

put all my money into the stock market

whilst I build my £9K fund,

because then at least it will appreciate

in the stock market, won't it?

So that's my plan. She probably won't even

understand half of what I said.

She'll be like, what does appreciate mean?

What's a stock market?

It's not an autistic obsession with a $9K

fund. It is a necessity if I wanted

to move out because I don't make enough

money to pass income checks. Usually they

require 2.5 times the monthly rent that

you make as your income. So as a

yearly annual salary, they expect you to

make like $27,000 a year to be able to

rent a place like this. They ask for

$28,000, but obviously I don't make

$28,000. I make like $18,000 or $19,000,

$20,000. So I need 9,000 to bump it up

because you can use savings to meet the

requirements. So if I was going to rent

another place in this price range, then

yeah, I need— I don't make enough money,

so I need savings, and I don't really want

to ask to borrow the money again.

It doesn't have to be 9K. I mean, 7K might

be fine.

What I would do is I would have the $9K in

assets, and then if they asked me for

savings, I would sell everything,

screenshot my statement showing that I

have the money, and then just move it

right back into the assets.

Stupid system, isn't it?

No, I need 9K first before I start making

payments back to her.

Because after I've got 9K, anything over

the 9K I could start sending to her. So

until I've got 9K,

uh, also I got other bills like council

tax, income tax.

And maybe some trippies that

have to come first. Unfortunately, if she

wanted her money back faster, maybe she

shouldn't have kicked me out. Just a

thought.

This is the cost of getting rid of me.

Unfortunately, if you don't want me

around, this is the cost. This is the

price you pay. You want me gone?

I'm gone. But it's not gonna come cheap.

That's just how it's gotta be.

No inheritance? Well, I'll take that as my

inheritance then, won't I?

I'm working as hard as I can. I'm making

daily videos. I'm streaming every day.

I'm destroying my butthole on OnlyFans.

I broke up with my girlfriend so I could

continue doing this. Otherwise, I would

have been financially destroyed if I stuck

with her. So I'm doing the best I can.

No, she doesn't need the money. She's got

like $100K in the bank account generating

interest, and she's got double pensions,

and she's got a rental property. She

doesn't need this money that badly.

I need to financially secure myself first.

That is top priority.

When I say I'm making $2K, am I not taking

taxes out?

Obviously the $2K is before any kind of

expenses. I mean, what do you expect?

What next? What do you think, I'm going to

take out food expenses? What, do I take

out rent as well? What, do I just take out

everything? Obviously when I say I make

$2K, it's gross. It's before everything is

taken out. Because then, I mean, I'm not

going to say, yeah, I make $200 a month,

guys. No one said— no one tells

you how much they make after expenses, do

they? Because you don't

know what the expenses are going to be.

If I cut everything out, I'll be like,

hey guys, I made £200 this month. And then

everyone will be like, how do you survive

on £200 a month? So obviously I say the

number that's before things get cut out.

What a stupid question.

It's like in the supermarket, they put the

big price tag, the before-tax number,

don't they? And then in tiny brackets,

they put the after-tax number. That's what

they do in Japan. Sneaky.

Very sneaky.

Am I actually in trouble? Yeah, I'm in

massive trouble. My video's only

getting 3K views each.

Um, I've got to take my car to MOT and I

might— I don't even know if I've wrecked

Um, what else?

Don't know if the stock market's gonna

crash or not, because if it doesn't crash

in June, I'm gonna have to sell anyway at

a loss. Well, not a loss. I mean, Barrick

Gold is still up like 10%, so it'd be nice

if it would go up to like 20% before I

sell it, because it'd be so annoying if I

sell it and then it goes up.

Would be really nice. If it did crash,

although we could see all-time new highs

before it crashes, which would be very

scary. That could be possible

because we're barely very far

away from all-time. It's literally a

couple percentage points from all-time new

highs. So it could go, we'll claim

the all-time new highs and then dump hard.

All-time new highs will be a psychological

level. It will sell off hard once it's

reached that. But being short before

the all-time new highs is very risky

because you're going to have to sit there

bleeding and

suffering until it does reverse.

Unless I go long and short at the same

time and I ride it up long and then sell

long and then ride it back down again.

Could work. Like I hedge my short with a

Did I do GCSEs and A-levels? Yeah.

I failed all my A-levels though. I only

have GCSE-level intelligence,

unfortunately. I retook

my GCSEs when I was 22. I got a B+ in

English. Pretty good. But I took science

and IT A-levels, but I got addicted to

World of Warcraft and then I failed all my

tests. No, I got 3 GCSEs.

I got maths, science, and English.

They never helped me in life at all. No

job I ever applied for required GCSEs.

I might as well not have taken the stupid

GCSEs. Completely waste of time. You're

only supposed to take GCSEs to get

A-levels, and then you're only supposed to

get A-levels so you can go to university.

So if you don't complete the chain,

it's pointless. No one cares if you got

GCSEs or A-levels. They want to know if

you got a degree. You got to go up

the ladder.

Yeah, I just said I'm not going to school

today. My dad was like, Okay,

Daniel. Not even,

not even anything like, are you sure?

That's not a good idea. Oh, come on,

Daniel, you can do it. You're a smart

kid. Come on, Daniel. Like, no one ever

gave me any fucking encouragement when I

was a kid. My dad was just like, okay

then. My mum was like, watch it, Chasey

Chasey! Dinner time, Daniel! Like a

fucking spastic.

Yeah,

so I just didn't go to school anymore,

and I sat at home playing World of

Warcraft all day long for nearly 2 years.

Became depressed, and then I was saved

when I found anime. And then learn

Japanese. So I had to dig myself

out of that hole with no help or support

from anyone. By the way, no one helped

I had to— I had to dig myself out of

that World of Warcraft addiction.

Rei or Asuka? Neither, because they're

14-year-old kids. I'm not a pedo.

Obviously Misato every day.

It's funny, I'm probably older

than Misato now, but then when you watch

Evangelion when you were a kid, Misato was

like the MILF.

Yeah, it's like my dad— I won't say

he didn't care, it's just that he let me

do whatever I wanted, which is not good

really.

It's not very good.

Oh well, could have been worse.

Could have gotten into drugs,

alcohol. Could have gotten in with

dangerous people, but no, it wasn't,

wasn't too bad, I guess.

It just stunted my growth mentally and

intellectually.

But I've never liked school anyway, so I

don't know if I would have pursued higher

education even if it wasn't for the gaming

addiction. I've just never really

been a school person.

If I'm interested in learning something,

I don't need a teacher. I'll just look for

online stuff. I don't need to go to a

school is what I mean. I'll have online

teachers, you know, like watching a

YouTube video or finding someone that

I want to learn from, and then I'll, I'll

binge the content. Like when I was

learning Japanese, I liked George Trombly

stuff, so I just binged his content. You

got— there's a lot of people who teach the

stuff that you're interested in, but they

all have different styles. Some people are

really annoying to listen to. There's a

lot of stock people who have really

annoying voices, really like high-pitched.

They talk too fast. They talk like a goody

two shoes. I watch this one guy because

there's not really anyone else to watch.

What's his channel name? Like Trade

Brigade, and he livestreams market

analysis, gets like 5K viewers, but he's

so annoying to listen to. He'll just go on

random tangents about coffee. He's like,

oh, I'm just gonna take a sip of coffee,

guys. Oh, a little bit hot. I'm gonna make

sure it's not going down my windpipe. I

don't give a fuck about your stupid

fucking coffee. Just talk about the

stocks. The hell are you making jokes

about coffee for? Like you think you're

funny. It's really irritating. He sounds

like, like a typical white American nerd

guy. Very fast speaker.

Not very negative sounding. Like very, I

don't know, a bit like Linus Tech Tips.

High-pitched voice, very nerdy sounding.

I don't like guys like that. I like

Travelling Trader because he's cool and he

swears and he calls people motherfucker.

He's not a geek.

I'm not really into like those nerdy stock

guys. They've got a very nasal, annoying

way of talking.

I like FX Evolution because he's

No, Traveling Trey is not Arabic,

but for some reason he won't say what his

ethnicity is. Also, what is his name?

He goes by the name of Z. People call

him Z. What is his name, I wonder?

Very secretive. I wonder how he's not been

doxxed yet.

He looks Arabic. Yeah, I guess he might

He reminds me of that pedo Pascal guy,

but browner.

Yeah, it's just sue Blizzard for ruining

my life. It's all their fault.

They got kids addicted to their stupid

video game.

Sometimes I feel like these addictive

games, they need a warning on it, or they,

they should have like big labels says

warning, extremely addictive, 18+ only.

Cuz these games can be, for some people,

more addictive than cigarettes and smoking

and can be just as damaging.

But I mean, it's like sugar, isn't it?

Sugar is pretty bad, but it's sold and

advertised to kids,

which makes you wonder why that's okay.

Thought you were gonna become a HGV truck

driver. Yeah. I can't believe I was

actually looking into van driving courses.

I was thinking, oh, I could— driving is so

good. It opens the doors to more career

options like van driving and truck

driving. I'm going to become a 3.5-ton

truck driver. Truck driver.

Yeah. What happened to that? Now I'm like,

I'm going to become a day trader and be

gay on OnlyFans.

Yeah, I had a complete, um, change of

trajectory since the breakup.

I just hate— I hate driving work now. I do

not like it. I've done enough delivery

work for my whole lifetime. I don't think

I want to do any more. It's not fun.

You work less than 15 hours a week. Yeah,

and I hated it. Imagine doing it all day.

Imagine doing 200 parcels a day,

6 or 8 hours a day. I wouldn't be able to

do it. I did about 2 or 3 hours a day and

I hated it. I hated it so much I wanted to

get fired. That's why I did everything

wrong. The best

way to quit a job is to just start doing

it really badly until they eventually just

fire you. And then you can be like, well,

I did my best, but if that's your

decision, sayonara,

bitch.

Yeah, I'd rather be— because, you know,

my life goal is not to be a full-time

driver. My life goal is

I want to make money online so I don't

need a job, so I can do something even if

I become a crippled old man. I can still

do it. And I don't need to be employed or

anything to make money. I think

relying on a job to make money is very

dangerous because you're

basically depending on the company

existing in the future and not firing you,

and also you not losing your legs and

becoming paralyzed. And also you're going

to get old. So at some point you won't be

able to do it anymore. So it's kind of— I

think it's dangerous to rely on a job.

I think a job is like a short-term thing,

like a stepping stone to

achieve full freedom, which is you want to

make money online.

Really, that's always been my dream.

Yeah, I wanted to get fired from Amazon

Flex too. Why do you think I doxxed it?

When I don't care anymore, I'll doxx it.

When I actually care, I'll keep it a

secret. If I don't care, I'll just say

everything about it because I don't care

if I lose it. I hated doing Amazon Flex.

They send you to horrible shitholes all

across Kent. I went to some horrible

places. Like chavvy,

slummy council dumps.

Smells like weed. Horrible looking people

everywhere. I got locked in a car park,

remember? I delivered to this horrible

place in Maidstone. I drove into the car

park of the building block and then

someone walked past me and he left in his

car and he shut the gate and locked it and

it had a padlock and I was trapped in

there. I thought maybe I call

the police. I didn't know what to do. I

just— I just stood there waiting until

someone came and opened it, and luckily

someone else came, opened it, and I got

out that way. What an idiot. He saw me

carrying the Amazon boxes, and obviously

I'm a delivery driver, and when I got

there, the gate was open. It's not like

the gate was closed when I arrived. When I

arrived, it was wide open. So I thought,

okay, they just leave the gate open all

the time. So he purposefully locks me in,

stupid prick. And then I waited and this

woman appeared and I explained to her what

happened and she said, yeah, the guy

probably did it on purpose because people

around here are dicks. Yeah, because it's

shitty Maidstone, isn't it? Maidstone's a

shithole. I hate Maidstone.

Full of chavs, horrible people.

Their life sucks, so they take it out on

you. And he looked like some homeless

weirdo wearing these— he wore like

tracksuit bottoms and an Adidas puffer

waistcoat jacket thingy with gray hoodie,

the hood up, and his face— he looked like

Niko Bellic from GTA 4.

Drove a shit car as well.

He's just jealous because he can't afford

a Peugeot electric vehicle like me.

Maybe if he pulled his finger out and got

a job, then he wouldn't be living in a

shithole like that, driving a shit-banging

banger car. I don't know, some rubbish

Ford, grey, with dents in it.

Maybe if he got a job, then he wouldn't

have a shit life. Don't blame it on me.

Go get a job at Amazon like me then.

Probably just goes down to Jobcentre and

then blows all his money on alcohol and

weed and then whines all the time about

why his life is shit. Oh, it's so unfair.

The government's ruining my life. No,

you're ruining your life because you're a

fucking moron.

And then they take it out on people like

I mean, nothing's stopping them from

opening an OnlyFans or making a YouTube

channel or doing some day trading, but no,

they probably just sit at home all day

smoking weed and getting drunk and then

using all their benefit money on booze.

And then they're like, oh, boohoo, my

life's so bad. I hate these people.

I hate Maidstone. Chatham's horrible too.

Gillingham's horrible. Rochester's

horrible. Hated Rochester. The road's

so narrow, there's parked cars on either

side with only room in the middle of the

road for one flow of traffic. So if

oncoming cars come, you better hope

there's a space to pull into. There's

nowhere to park. You've got to hope—

you've got to quickly stop the car in the

middle of the road, run out and deliver

it, and hope no one horns at you. Or you

keep on driving down hoping there's a

space to park, and then you've got to run

all the way back up to the house. I hated

those places. Horrible.

Never again.

Doing Amazon Flex made me realize how

horrible Kent is. There's so many horrible

places. That's why I really liked Every,

because you deliver in the same area every

single day, and most areas around it are

really nice. I haven't seen any horrible

areas in Devon. The only horrible areas

would be the, the 2 cities, Plymouth and

Exeter. But I don't go anywhere near

I've only been there a few times. They

don't seem chavvy, but I don't know, they

Tavistock's really nice. Really nice

little town. I've, I've actually never

seen gangs of delinquent kids just roaming

about in Tavistock. It's always just like

old people and families. I've never seen

like troublemakers, teenagers with

hoodies. In Maidstone and Kent towns,

they're plagued by chavs and teenagers

wearing hoodies. Sitting around up to no

good, making trouble in the neighborhood.

They get in one little fight.

You go to Brenchley Park near Maidstone

Station, it smells like weed. My sister

used to hang out there when she was a

teenager and they used to sit around

Never seen stuff like that in Tavistock or

Horrorbridge or Yelverton or Grenathon or

Tiverton or Crediton or Launceston. Why

does everywhere end in -ton? I don't know

why.

Never seen delinquent kids around this

area yet.

Teenagers really are the plague of

society. I think we should bring back

military service. Get these kids off the

street. Like, 17 to 19, if you're

not in school, you go to the military.

I think it would do them good, turn them

into real men.

Yeah, the village I delivered in was

called Horrorbridge. But not spelt like

horror. It was H-O-R-R-A.

I forgot what it meant. There's some kind

of meaning in Old English. I don't think

it means it's like a scary bridge.

Would I go to military service if I was 17

again? Well, yeah, it would have done me a

lot better than sitting around playing

World of Warcraft after wanking off to

Neon Genesis all day. It would have taught

me life skills, given me confidence,

taught me how to work in a team, given me

skills I could use to apply for a job.

Instead, I was leveling up my druid. But

that really helped me in life, didn't it?

If I weren't in Devon, moved to another

random place in the UK, where would it be?

Hmm, not Scotland,

it's too cold. Not Manchester,

again boring.

Not London. I hate London.

Maybe the Midlands below Manchester

and Birmingham, but very far away from

Manchester and Birmingham because they're

shitholes too. You want to be very far

away from any major city in the nice green

countryside.

Maybe near Stonehenge, I don't know. Or

Cornwall. Cornwall could be

nice. I've heard property is

pretty cheap in Wales, like you can get,

get a cheap house for like £70K,

terrace house. But Wales has damp

apparently. I've heard if you buy real

estate in Wales, you got to worry about

the damp. And the moisture apparently gets

very moist in Wales.

But what about Welsh? Like, do I need to

speak Welsh or does everyone just speak

English? I don't know why they bother

learning that dead language. It sounds

stupid as well. I watched a bit of

CDawgVA's stream. He's in Wales and then

he met his old teacher and they were

talking in Welsh. It just

sounds silly. And they both speak fluent

English. So what is the point of speaking

Welsh? This seems like—

it's like learning Latin, isn't it?

I guess kind of cool, but completely

useless. No one else can understand you

as well. So Yeah,

maybe Wales, I don't know, or Midlands.

Definitely not Kent. Southeast is rubbish.

It's too expensive and it's full of chavs

and it's got all the no-good people

because that's where You know, London and

you got the Dover ferry thingy there,

which is where a lot of people come in

from. No, I wouldn't like

to go back to the Southeast. It's too

expensive and it's not nice.

Not many parts of Kent are nice.

Southwest's much nicer. I really like the

Southwest. If I have to thank Sunny for

anything, it has to be helping me discover

the Southwest. It really is nice here.

Property's cheap, people are nice. I don't

see any chavs. The countryside is really

nice for driving around.

Just avoid Plymouth next to it. That is

the number one rule in England. You avoid

the cities. Avoid cities at all costs.

So yeah, although I kind of hate her now,

I do have to thank her for a few things.

Like,

um, it helps me develop the resilience to

be able to get a house and like stick to

it and discover a nice

part of the country.

I think it's character building, isn't it?

I think my character has been built with

a new skill set and I'm like on my own

now. I've got to figure out things myself,

learn how to do stuff. I gotta go and get

an MOT test, and I've never done that in

my life, ever. I guess you just go to the

garage and then what? They get in and then

drive it onto the ramp, and then you do a

bunch of tests, and then what? I don't

know really. The car's fine.

I don't know what they're testing.

Obviously the brakes work, otherwise I'd

crash, wouldn't I?

Stupid MOT.

Sunny made you grow up a bit. Yeah, I

think she did. Yeah, I think she

did. I do feel like a

proper adult now with a car and stuff.

I need to wean myself off my mum,

really, and just have my own life.

Otherwise, I'm never gonna make any

progress. I'll just keep going back to my

mum's house and then being lazy. I need

to just move on.

Sometimes you can't move on until you burn

bridges behind you.

Mm-hmm. I just need

to financially prepare myself for any

setbacks. I don't know what's going to

happen when I do an MOT. God, imagine they

say, oh, we can't pass your MOT because

your suspension's busted. That'll be

£1,000. I'll be like, uh, just keep the

car, I don't care. And give me £5K for the

car and you fix it. I'll take the £5K and

I'll walk home. Whatever.

I'll get a bicycle.

No, I think an EV does have benefits over

combustion engine because there's less

things that can go wrong. So the only

thing can go wrong is really the brakes,

suspension, maybe the

wheels need realigned, but it drives fine.

I don't think I need to have that done.

Suspension should be fine, otherwise I

would know, wouldn't I?

Actually, I did get it serviced last

November and they said it was fine. They

just said the window wipers might need

replacing in a couple months, but they're

fine. So if I got it serviced a couple

months ago and it was fine, it should be

fine now.

Yeah, I got it serviced in November, I

think, because there was an engine warning

light. The spanner, the orange spanner was

popping up. My mum didn't like it, so she

said, let's get it serviced. And then we

drove her car to do a delivery.

And yeah, Kevin gave us a lift home.

Good old Kevin is always around to depend

Yeah, I wonder if they know how to service

an EV. I'm gonna have to tell them it's an

EV because it's like an old garage.

I don't know if they got young guys or old

guys doing it, but they might say,

oh, we don't do EVs around here, mate. We

only do proper cars with a combustion

engine. And maybe I've got to take it to a

special EV garage. I don't know,

cuz do they know how to check the battery

condition or the motor thingy?

Surely they get people in EVs booking

MOTs.

We only

do tractors around here in the West

Country. We don't

do those electric vehicles.

How's my Devon accent? Is it improving?

You can get a direct flight to Amsterdam

from Exeter. That's what she said.

Such a funny accent. It sounds so dopey as

well.

Are there Chinese EVs in the UK? Yeah,

I've seen a few BYDs here and there. In

Thailand, there were loads of BYDs. I saw