First day in Germany [BYzr7xyUR1Q]

Hello.

Goodbye house, goodbye kitchen.

Bye house, see you later.

Hello, he's going to Germany.

Welcome to the fields of Harrietsham.

I just landed. I'm at the train station.

Got myself an Einzel ticket.

Why am I in Germany? What am

I doing here?

Düsseldorf Hauptbahnhof.

Umsteigemöglichkeit zu den anderen

S-Bahnlinien und I'm

in the hotel.

This is my room.

It's a nice room,

I guess. Nice view of

of the city.

Hmm, seems all right. Okay, so what's

the plan now? It's 4 PM, just need to wait

about an hour until the person I'm

meeting arrives. Well, I guess my first

impressions of Germany are it's all right,

it's okay, there's nothing wrong with it

so far. People seem friendly. People in

the comments section kept telling me

German people were very rude, but I

haven't really experienced that yet.

Everyone seems quite nice, or people seem

nice enough here. So I guess I just have

to wait for a bit now until my

acquaintance arrives, and then we're gonna

go and have something to eat, and then I

don't know, maybe we'll do some

sightseeing. I'll try and take some nice

photos for you guys at home.

This is a nice pencil.

I think I flooded the shower. This shower

is so stupid. Look, I can't even get in

there now because the whole floor is

soaking wet. So this is the shower there.

There's no door, so it's kind of like an

open shower. And the drain— there's the

drain next to the toilet. Why don't they

put the drain inside of the shower cubicle

so the water drains into the drain? So

what happened is all the water flooded out

from the open shower, as it would because

it's an open shower, and then the entire

floor got soaked. So So I put all the

towels down to soak up the water,

but the water isn't draining into the

drain. It's really weird.

Look at this. I don't understand who

designed this so badly. Now I don't know

what to do with these towels. There's not

much I can do apart from just leaving them

there. Look, there's loads of water here

and it's not— it's not draining. What a

stupid shower. Anyway, I have to

get ready. We're leaving this hotel.

Well, I'm leaving. There's no we. I'm the

only person here. Leaving this hotel and

I'm booking into— checking into a

different hotel, uh, but I can't check in

until afternoon and right now it's 10 AM

in the morning, so I have a lot of time to

kill. Might do a livestream.

This place is so dead.

Welcome to Germany. The whole place

is kind of dead. It's a nice-looking

place, I guess. Looks clean.

I'm in the second hotel now. It's not

really that interesting. Have 2 beds, a

mirror, little shelf, a little TV,

table, and a mirror.

And a bathroom.

Yeah, not really interesting. Anyway, let

me explain what happened yesterday. I

cannot believe what happened yesterday.

Oh my God. So the whole reason why I

came to Germany in the first place was to

meet this German girl, and I met her. We

went to a Mexican restaurant and it was

okay. I was a bit nervous because they sat

us right next to these 2 German ladies.

The tables were right next to each other,

side to side, and I was sitting right next

to this German woman, and I felt very

uncomfortable. So it was kind of difficult

to make conversation, but I tried my best.

And then after we finished eating,

um, we walked around for a bit in the

freezing cold for a few hours, and then we

went back to the hotel. And I thought,

great, this is going really well. Usually

when I meet girls off the internet Um,

they're not very attractive. They're

usually kind of ugly, a bit fat.

Most of the time I meet girls off the

internet, they are always uglier than

their pictures. But this is the first time

I've ever met a girl who was prettier than

her pictures. I know it sounds crazy,

doesn't it? But I saw her on the street

when I was looking— when I was looking for

her, and she was slim, she was feminine,

she had nice She had nice facial features,

she had clear skin, and I couldn't believe

that she was that pretty. But, but she

was. That was her. And well, you know what

they say when things are too good to be

true. Well, we went back to the hotel that

I booked for the two of us because she

said that she would like to stay the

night, and then things just kind of went

downhill. She kept messaging someone on

her phone, which was weird. She kept

messaging someone on her phone, and that

was kind of annoying because, you know,

when you're with someone for the first

time and it's kind of like a date, you

want them to pay attention to you. It's

kind of annoying when they're sitting

there typing on their phone the whole

time. It makes you think, oh, am I so

boring that you, you don't, you don't want

to talk to me and you'd rather play on

your phone? So I sat on the bed and she

was sitting on a chair messaging someone,

and then I asked her if she wanted to come

over to the bed and she said, no, maybe

later. And I thought, oh, okay, I better

back off. I don't want to pressure her

into doing anything. Maybe if I just be a

bit patient, she'll come over by herself.

So I just went back to my phone and I was

checking comments on YouTube, and then she

got a phone call. She picked up the phone

and I could hear a German guy's voice

on the other end of the phone. After she

finished the phone call, I asked her who

was that. She said it was her ex-boyfriend

and she was messaging her ex-boyfriend the

whole time. Apparently they broke up last

November because she dumped him because

she didn't find him attractive anymore,

but they were still messaging each other

every single day. Isn't that really weird?

What kind of couple breaks up and then

carries on messaging each other every

single day? And then what kind of guy

rings up his ex-girlfriend to nag her or

to pester her? He knew that she was with

me in the hotel because for some reason

she decided that it was a good idea to

tell her ex-boyfriend that she was going

to a hotel to meet a guy. I have no idea

why she would do this. So she, she

finished her phone call and then we

started chatting again, and I thought,

great, we're chatting again, maybe we can,

you know, get to know each other better.

And then the bloody phone rings again and

it's her ex-boyfriend phoning her again.

Oh, it was so annoying. And then halfway

through the call, she turned to me and she

asked me, is it okay if she could take

that call? And then she asked me if there

was somewhere she could take the call. I

said, why don't you go out into the

corridor and take the phone call? And she

packed all her stuff, put on her coat,

walked out the room. And at that moment,

I just knew it. I knew she wasn't coming

back. I abs— I could just feel it. I can

just sense that she was not coming back.

I waited about 5 or 10 minutes, and I got

a message from her saying,

um, what did it say? She said, sorry, but

I don't think I can stay the night with

you. And then she said she's not coming

back. She said her ex-boyfriend was

guilt-tripping her, and then she also said

that she wasn't ready and she wasn't in

the mood to do anything. And I didn't even

like her, apparently, according to her.

And I replied to her saying, no, I do like

you. I think you're really cute. I'm just

very shy, and that's why I wasn't very

talkative. She said it was weird in there

and I just couldn't stay. So maybe I made

the atmosphere or the situation weird or

awkward because I wasn't very chatty.

It's kind of disappointing because

I thought she would know what kind of

person I am considering that she's been

watching my channel since last year

October. But this is something that people

might get— this is something people might

misunderstand. Maybe you guys think that

I'm really chatty and I'm really talkative

because, you know, when I make videos and

when I do streams I'm non-stop talking.

I'm not like that in real life. I'm only

like this when I'm by myself and I'm

making videos. If you met me, I'm not very

talkative. I'm very quiet. I'm very shy.

It's kind of hard to open me up. It takes

a special kind of person that can make me

become chatty, and she was not that

special kind of person because she was

also kind of shy and introverted. And it

was a bit awkward. I found it difficult

finding things to talk about. So long

story short, she came back to the hotel

room with me, nothing happened, and then

she was messaging her ex-boyfriend the

whole time and then phoning him, and then

she left and told me she's not coming

back. And I haven't spoken to her since

then, and I probably won't ever speak to

her again. And yeah, I feel a bit angry,

and I feel a bit pissed off because I came

to Germany for her. I came all the way to

Germany to see her, and I was hoping that

something would happen between us. And now

absolutely nothing's happened. I've wasted

£120 on a plane ticket here, £20 on a

train from my house to the airport in

London, um, all the money on these hotels.

I've booked 3 nights in this hotel because

I need to figure out what I want to do

now. I'm not sure what I want to do now.

I was going to book an Airbnb for a month

and then try living here, but now I don't

know. This whole experience has kind of

ruined my impression or my feelings of

Germany. It just feels kind of boring,

dull, and depressing here. There's not

really anything here that's special or

interesting or nice. I guess

the only nice thing about this place is

it's relatively clean, and that's

about it really. It basically looks just

like England, but people speak German

instead of English. There's no difference,

no difference at all. And I feel

so disappointed because if you saw the

messages we were sending each other And if

you saw the type of photos you— that if

you saw the type of photos that she was

sending me, then you wouldn't blame me for

having high hopes and having expectations

for something to happen. And then for

nothing to happen and to basically have

this whole thing ruined by her

ex-boyfriend, which is such a weird

situation that I'm not even sure if I can

believe it's true or not. Because people

were telling me that all the ex-boyfriend

stuff is just fake. She just needed a

reason or an excuse to get out of the

hotel room. And yeah, I guess that is

plausible, that, that could have been the

case, but it seemed pretty convincing. I

could hear his voice. He was speaking in

German, so I didn't understand what he was

saying, but he sounded pretty distressed

and upset. Unless he's just a really good

actor. Maybe they're both really good

actors. It just seems like a lot of

trouble and hassle just so she could have

a reason or an excuse to ditch me.

I don't know, it's just weird.

What do you think? Do you think the whole

thing was just a made-up story? Maybe she

planned this with the ex-boyfriend. Maybe

she said, oh, I'm going to meet this guy,

but if it turns out that he's a bit weird

and I want to leave.

Can you phone me and pretend to be upset?

And then I'll make up this BS story about

you guilt-tripping me, and then I'll have

a convenient excuse to be able to leave

and not make him feel too bad. Maybe

that's the case. Maybe I was just really

boring and weird and I weirded her

out too much. If that's the case, then I

feel That hurts. I feel pretty bad. I know

people always like to joke and make fun of

me saying I'm a weirdo, but I don't, I

don't think I'm that weird. I thought I

was polite and I was nice and I was

courteous. Maybe I'm boring

in real life compared to videos. So now

what? Um, I came to Germany to meet a

girl, didn't work out. Now I guess I need

to figure out if I want to stay here for a

longer amount of time or if I should just

go back to England after, after a few

days. I don't really want to travel.

People keep saying, why don't you travel

here? Why don't you travel there? I've

never had any interest in traveling. I'm

not interested in going to Berlin. I'm not

interested in going to museums. I don't

care about seeing old buildings and fancy

scenery. That's not something that's, you

know, interesting to me. So I'll probably

just sit around in the hotel doing streams

and then playing games and then whinging

whilst I decide if I want to book an

Airbnb and stay longer or go back home.

So yeah, that was it.

Worst ever, hands down the worst ever

dating experience I've ever had in my

entire dating career. I've never

ever had an experience that was this bad

where I got the girl back to the hotel and

absolutely nothing happened. And I've

never ever been with a girl who had to

make up some kind of excuse to ditch me

like that. It's just insulting. It's just

such a weird situation.