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What's happening today? Going to Tesco Teco. I don't think I'm gonna go to get healed. I have a bit bored of it. Damn. Look at my savings though. My savings looking swollen. Yeah, I need to cut my hair. It's gonna start looking weird. If I meet girls, it starts looking like a helmet. The problem is, if I cut it now, it's gonna take weeks for me to finish cutting it. 'cause it looks awful when I first cut it. It's only been two months. How's it already grown this long again? Uh, either I look like this or I look like when I cut it in the beginning and it looks all ugly. Yeah. I better not let them know that I cut it myself. But when I think, oh, it's weird. Oh yeah. I totally go to the hairdresser like a normal person. Imagine cutting your own hair as if I've been looking at houses. Dunno why. I'm like very attracted to the idea of getting a shit ugly house and trying to fix it. It could be funny, it would be endless content. No. Fixing up a house doesn't require skill. It's not like being good at playing guitar or singing. That's a skill. Anything you need to fix up a house, you can easily learn it. It's not like a talent like singing. Anyone can do it. I seen women doing it on Instagram. Looks easy. Just get some tools. A wheelbarrow, shovel measuring tape. Now I put into copilot if I have 6,000 pounds invested and add 2000 pounds a month to it over two years, how much would I make? And it only said like 15,000. Not a lot is it? I said after two years you might have about 50 k really rubbish. After five years you have like 170 K. Five years. Oh my god. Want it now? You know anything women can do, I can do better. I'm a man. What am I investing in? S and p 500 in gold at two KA month to it. What do you think makes more money renting your whole life but add all your money to investments or buy a house and do what my dad did and put all your money into the house. I think it was easy. As long as the pipes are working fine. I don't have to say dig up sewage pipes and stuff like that. Then basically all you would do is clean it all out and then put flooring in and then paint the walls. Maybe put new windows and doors in. Yeah, maybe it makes more sense to just rent and have the money in the stocks. I just, I don't really like feeling of being at mercy of the landlord. I can't do this. Can't do that. I've got 5,700 now. I had six sales of 90 fans. Plus yesterday I made 155. That's pretty good. 13 an hour. But today I gotta spend money. I probably spend 50 to a hundred pounds. Hmm. What am I buying today? Gotta buy food. Uh, no. If I'd buy something for the house, like something like a shampoo holder with a shower or maybe a laundry basket, I probably don't need it. Well whether it's nice today, look at that. A big spider here. Look, he's trying to hide in that little gap, but it's too big for it. Maybe a mop would be nice. Moping a bucket and a Henry Hoover. It's probably 50 pounds. I definitely want a broom. Broom would be quite nice. Sweep the patio. Hmm. I think I can easily make 6,000 at the end of the month. So what's six days left this month? Six days. I might be able to make a hundred pounds a day. 600 plus what I've got now and then the electric bill. 1st of September. 150. Money in, money out. Yeah. I'm pretty confident I can get over six k end of the month. And then I'm thinking maybe eight k end of September. 10 K, maybe October. Getting rich. Now I'm thinking more clearly now. I think the whole going to Tyra around thing is a stupid idea. I think I just um, plant my feet here. Stack money. Traveling is a waste of money. I've uh, come to the conclusion unless I'm gonna get triple the views in Thailand era, which I don't think I would. It's not like people cared when I was in Thailand before. I think I plant my feet, stick to my guns here, start wasting money in five years I'll be 40. Oh, well start thinking responsibly. Yeah, but what's the point? Going for a few weeks, it would just be a waste of money. It would cost thousands. Would I make thousands doing it? I doubt it. And what's the point? Going for just a few weeks. It's just a holiday, isn't it? A holiday's a luxury. I don't wanna lose my hard earned savings. I don't really want a holiday. That's the thing. If I wanted to do it, maybe I don't really wanna do it. I was only tempted 'cause I wanted, yeah, I was like all excited about getting my kick numbers up and now I don't really care. My savings goal. 10 K is the first psychological milestone. This is no longer travel Asia channel. It's now investments and property channel. No longer sex and drama channel. Time to move on. I already wasted too many years of my life achieving nothing. Three more days I hit six K. Easy. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Mm My web's here. Oh gosh. My web's everywhere. I've got bacon and chips. <silence> Fridge looking empty. Ready for new food. Need new milk? It's all dirty. Why does the fridge always get dirty? Sometimes I wish I did have the S 25 Ultra. I want more sim card slots. I want too many sim cards. I like four, five SIM cards. I need to keep changing them now. Nice to have two spots. Having two spots on the S 10 plus is really useful. However, I feel like my whole brain is changing. Like what I want in life. What I think is cool, completely changing the things I said I would never want. I'm now starting to want and starting to think. Actually that's pretty cool. Things I used to think were lame. I kind of like the idea of it now. I dunno how I'm so stupid with my money when I was younger for it on prostitute. Oh God, it's so dumb. Didn't save my money. I just spent it as soon as I got it. I don't even remember having savings back in 2018 when my channel was doing well. I think I just spent it straight away as soon as I got it to get a house in Devon. It's like 250 K there. Some places like 180 k. But I want place in the countryside. Not in like a good Yeah savings. Looking good. Made 155 yesterday plus about a hundred ish from my own fans. New video about six people bought it. $25 each. Stop breakfast. Eight k end of next month. My goal. And then closing on 10 K for October. 10 k savings will be pretty nice. We're a big fan of pizza. It's okay I guess. I never think, wow, I really want a pizza. I don't like all the cheese. I'm not really a big fan of cheese. It's just too cheesy. There's big New York pieces look rubbish. And all it's got is cheese on it. This big slice of cheese. Where are the peppers and the mushrooms in the pepperoni. You've got tea. How can I get approved for a mortgage? Do you have to have a job? How long do you have to have the job for? Why don't I just get a job and then get the mortgage and then quit the job when my clicking comes. Pretty good, isn't it? You take the last two months and times it by 12. It will look like I've made 70 KA year. <laugh>. I hope Tesco is not too busy. Spent holiday beat the Tesco. But I closed as early today. 5:00 PM I had this weird dream last night. I had this massive butt in my face and I was oiling it up with baby oil and I was eating her out and then she started squirting in my face and it stunk and then I gagged and I had to run off to the bathroom and I thought I was gonna puke. It was disgusting. It was like a big chunky girl with a massive ass. It was like putrid fish source in my mouth. Who got that channel deleted every day. It's raining from tomorrow. Oh my god. Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain. That's insane. And how does it go from that to rain every day tomorrow Rain. I should probably change my t-shirt. The oil stains on it. Want to look my best. The thing is, I don't wanna wear the clothing that I bought in Tesco at Tesco because it kind of looks like I just tried on and walked off with it. I haven't worn this one. I've got this at Tesco. It's kind of weird to wear it at Tesco. Well it doesn't have this security tag on something. I've already bought it. I wanna get more hangers for my clothing. See this is where I gotta hang up the T-shirts. I like this one I bought in Thailand. It kind of looks like this one but faded. Oh maybe this one. No, I dunno if I need double shirts. It's probably not that hot. I quite like this one. F and F. Now I'm gonna test her. I wonder how many points I have on my club card sign in. I've got 165 points. Okay, how much is that? I need 35 more points to get a two pound voucher of rubbish. Don't get it. No, I should just have my club card as my wallpaper. I wonder if I'm locked into the wrong account. iPhone's dead. I haven't used the iPhone in ages. You know I should just print out my club card. QR code on a piece of paper. OG badge. Okay, what would I say? It's a 20-year-old Daniel. Um, you'll probably have an easier time getting a girlfriend if you had a house and assets instead of just wasting 15 years bumming around in Asia and buy Bitcoin. When, imagine how attractive I'd be to girls if I owned a house before age 30. I think Tyra's girls were already kind of into me. She texts me all day and sends me voice messages about still someone's wife. Wonder if she doesn't know that I do own France and I'm a massive cheater 'cause she knows my YouTube channel and she knows that I do streaming and YouTube for my job. It seems like she doesn't know. I might print out my Teca club card. QR code again. Sick and tired of having to print up on an app, open my photo gallery and all of a sudden jump scared by my only friend's Dick pics. Don't want that coming up on in Tesco on my phone. Come on iPhone, turn on. You're plugged in. Why won't it turn on? It won't turn on unless it's got like 5% battery <laugh>. It won't turn on. Why can't I see my club card on my Android Tesco app? I wish apps and websites would stop asking me to accept all cookies. Yeah, just accept it. I don't care. You've just gotta press accept all cookies and then consent. It's so annoying. Still not turning on. What is wrong with it? Is it even charging? I don't even know if it's charging or not. I had the club card picture screenshotted on my iPhone. I should have ordered the physical card. Why doesn't it show it on the app club card? It just says this. I don't have the physical one. The club card QR code should be in the app. I don't understand. Maybe there's a different app. Hmm. Stupid iPhone won't won't turn on. Oh this is so annoying. Fucking hard if I use a proper lightning cable out the way. Everything's in my way. Oh my god. Stupid objects. All my club cars getting annoyed now why wouldn't it turn on? Fucking thing I'm gonna smash it. Shitting Apple. Oh it's turning on finally so slow. Okay. Oh I've got two Tesco accounts. I was logged into the wrong Tesco account. Why do I have two? I've got 266 points. I got a three pound 50 voucher look. But then on the other account I've got 165. Well I've got a three pound 50 voucher. I expires on the 31st of oh 2027. That's weird. I've saved 10 pounds this month. Club card prices. Wow, I saved 38 pounds this year. Don't use it at Tesco. Use it where? Get two x more value with our reward partners. Or Disney Legoland Pizza Express. I'm not gonna use any of this. Cafe Rouge, ZZ Disneyland Thought Park. Colchester Zoo. I went there last year. London. I Warwick Castle. Yeah I think I'll just use it at Tesco. Turn points to two pound 50 voucher. Okay, now I've got, should be five pounds voucher. I've got two pound 50 voucher and a three pound 50 voucher. Got six pounds vouchers. Now how do I use it? Oh I just scan it. Okay. Oh there's my QR code. Maybe I just can I have a widget that's just a picture add widget photo. No, don't like that. Hmm? Can't I just have a photo? What's the easiest way to do this Drive? What's that Genius. <laugh>. I've got my QR code as my wallpaper <laugh>. God this iPhone's so slow. Look at my lock screen. It's got my QR code on it. <laugh> Tesco QR code. Bing bang bing. I got five pound Tesco. No six pound Tesco voucher. Nice. Do you like my luxury screen? Don't scan my QR code. I mean unless you want to gimme test code point. My shoulder's hurt from yesterday's exercise, which means I definitely need to work on that. It means they're pretty underdeveloped if they ache already. Just from that. I've been working just my biceps. I've gotta do my shoulders and armpit. Web muscle, whatever this thing is the armpit web <laugh>. Now my dream is I wanna stand on my hands so I need to develop my, my shoulder muscle. Now I don't know why I've got two Tesco accounts. Weird. Do you think the neighbors owned the house since they can do DIY and they got a cat. I wish my stomach shut up. Weird. The Android version of the Tesco app won't show me my club card stuff and keeps asking me to authenticate my physical card even though I don't have a physical card. Oh, I got it now. Okay. Yeah, I think the previous tenants did some stuff like they nailed these things into the wall and they put up those baby safe baby gates and they didn't dismantle it when they left. Look, they've got this and they've got these baby gate things so I guess they're not that strict and they left a load of junk in the shed. Left a little tricycle. Kind of boost my mic. No, boost your backside. How about that <laugh>? Well better go Tesco I guess. I dunno what I'm waiting for. Really. Maybe I'm nervous. All not the Tesco shot. Tesco Drip. Go shopping by Broom. My bums big. Looking good for Tesco. Testing. Testing IRL mode. Um, nah I'm not going Kit Hill. Can't tripod bit fed up at Kit Hill. Even the name kind of annoys me. I need the backpack. Actually I do because I need to put the phone in the backpack. 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The problem is the mop and stuff is gonna be added to the food bill unless I separate it. Hey, I'm gonna look back and think Jesus, it's ten six pounds on the food and it was actually mop bucket hangers. So that's probably like 20 pounds. But food was probably like 50 pounds. My car's so nice to drive. Just press the pedal when it goes. I don't understand the manual. People are like changing gears is part of the fun of the driving. No it's not. Driving is fun of the driving. Changing gears is just fiddling with a stick. When you don't have to fiddle with the gears, you can just focus on enjoying the driving. How is changing gears? Part of the driving. Stupid. Got gripes. How long did it take me to get home? 1 51. When did I leave? When I got soy sauce, I got tan chicken, spice rub, broccoli, pork chops, non bread. Uh, Scot cake can have those And ages. Plow rices. I'm not gonna drift. Stupid ticking Pop needle. A butter chicken. Hot doms. And I got this Rogan Josh Sauce. I know what that is. North Indian bacon, onions. I got lollipop as well. Isolating. Thanks. Well this just make me think of Joe Rogan. Josh Rogan or Rogan. Josh Capri Sun. Not as good as I remember for my kids. I mean my childhood, they, they put zero sugar. That's why gimme the sugar. Take a picture for Tyra girl. She said she wants to go shopping with me. I used to love Capri Sun. I probably had to take out the really tasty chemicals in it. Where's my Rogan Josh? How we get into the fridge? Okay, where do you go? You just had it. Oh. Oh, nothing Beats going to Testo. Having a good dry luck. I've got 40 hangers. I nearly bought those five luxury fur hangers for the same price. When you can get 40 vegan again. Hmm. Okay. I dunno why my bread keeps going off. I was such a good driver. I felt like king of the road. They only had the zero sugar ones. They didn't have normal Capri Suns. Unless I missed it. Not sure what to have for lunch and bacon. Why does everything fall out? I don't get it. I might have bug a headache. Might have. Oh my god. Everything keeps sliding out. Oh I think that's it nicely. Where that's gonna go. Hopefully it doesn't melt. Oh it's all melted. It's already melted. Fucking hell. How does it melt already? Put it in my cold bag. Oh, lunch. Oh, I forgot about this milk. There's no room. Yeah. Yeah. Oh. Onions my new bucket. Go squeeze it in there. Easy. Got a new garlic powder and I nice. Hmm. For lunch. Oh, I will break it. Oh my god. What? You never had scotch egg before? It's minced meat with a boiled egg inside. Very nice. Proper British food. Where this sesame seeds I think got the wrong one. Testing, testing, test. Where's my charger? Um, what a nice day time first. Okay. Look how blue this guy is. Oh, I can't talk in the conservatory. People hear me. Put this in the fridge. Um, put, I put it. Oh ate way too much food. Way too much. Okay. It would be nice if I could have an ice but it's all melted. Okay. Back to work. Oh, I hate these zip ties. What's the point? Oh this plastic might try my new mo. I wanna hang my shirts. Why would it put points in the points in cotton shirts? How got a single point on there? Look rubbish. Oh, I forgot about that. What's the camera? I got it for outside. Actually not inside. Nice vacuum. Incoming vacuum time. I eat too much food. My stomach's bloated. Okay, next. Gonna mop. Gonna mop outside. Spider's gonna get wrecked Now spider's about to get wrecked. Gosh. Hard doing work when stomach's for the food. Hurry up and digest. Jesus. Market's a bit flat. How many points did I get today? Ooh, 92 points. Damn. You can get hooked on this can't you? I've got 92 points today. I need 50. 150 points is one pound 50 voucher. So one point is one pence. Hmm? I see I saved six pounds today. You turned the points into vouchers. I redeemed a six pound voucher today. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Oh I've got this as well for the shower. Put my shampoo in it. Hopefully it sticks. Like housewife content there. Yeah. I could wash my car with this. Do you think that's weird? Which look kind of strange in that maybe I take my car to Kit Hill. Watch that. Let's see. Bicep color is useful. I what's the outside of the conservatory? Yeah. Yeah it huh? Yeah, this massive spider came out from the pretty big. Now I've gotta do the inside. Yeah. Looks a bit better. Still covered in cup whips. I wanna clean my cart as well. I feel a bit embarrassed doing it in front of everyone though. Have I molested the so yet <laugh>? Yes. Actually I put the flashlight under here. Fucked this over. Fuck real good. Smashed his backside in. Check stop market. Not really doing much. It's fun cleaning. Actually kind of enjoy it. I just get a water gun so I can shoot a bit of a soap off. Oh good. Hard cleaning the car. It's not much privacy. What about this thing? Uh, see this? It's a good thing. It's so hot. Everything just dries really quickly. How's supposed to even walk? I you just stick it on the wall. M down. Bobby put it there. I hate bending down to get the shampoo. I will put it there. Maybe there. It's not working. Maybe there. He sucks in things. I'm very sucky. The bottom one is the bottom one's really sucked on clean it first. Could do. This is not working. These s and puts suck. Oh I think I've got it. Oh that's pretty good. Oh nice. And then, oh life hack. Ugh, it's empty. That looks pretty good. Pretty strong. Damn. Look at that. That's not moving. Now I need, I dunno like a sponge thing. Not that I really scrubbed my body when I wash. I just, I hate bending down in the shower. Especially when it's cold because it's horrible. I bend down. Just put that in a re recycling. Okay, what's next? Next? Only get like a big drawer thing. Fabric drawers maybe put in there. So you're having homes fun. You can do stuff like this. I hated living in hotels 'cause I didn't have any things to do. Really? Oh god. And my mom says I don't clean or tidy. Can you believe that? Oh God. I clean all the time. I know what she's talking about. That's what's annoying, right? You get accused of not doing things that you do do vacuum. And I wife and I clean at my mom's house when I was there all the time. And then she says I don't help in the house. Fuck you want about insane. My sister said you should do it in front of her to make it obvious. So I did. It didn't make any difference. How many times did I clean the windows? I did it eights ago back in March when I got the steam pressure washer thing. But that thing was so loud I didn't like using it. It was like, and you don't really need steam pressure. Just get a mop. How long until all the stupid cobwebs are back for the next day. They just destroyed all these spider homes. Ah, I don't mind the spiders 'cause they capture the flyers but they make such a mess. Spider webs everywhere. You have your CCTV on your screen all day. Yeah, that's why I got the monitor. I've got the monitor so I can always see it. I hated opening the app. The app takes like five seconds to open. I need it now constant feed so I can just look at it and see what's outside. This is what I miss doing when I was in Japan, when I was in hotels and stuff, I actually, I kind of miss doing laundry and cleaning and cooking. You didn't have to do anything. You don't have to really clean a hotel room. They clean it for you. You can't do any cooking. You just go out and eat. I don't like having everything done for me. I like doing it myself. It gives you something to do, doesn't it? How boring it would be if someone just did everything for you. I wish I had my own private driveway so I can do my car. I don't really like going out the front of the house. Maybe I'll do it tomorrow because today's a bank holiday so everyone's home. Yeah. Detached house would be great with a garden garage. Maybe work on my cart. Can I put LEDs on my cart? No. Girl's gonna think I'm weird. What's pretty cool though? Where's my YouTube money? I really, really like that shower rack I got. Oh that looks so nice. It's crazy how something so cheap and simple and makes such a big improvement. Maybe I get some soap next time. Go wild get soap and body wash. Why not? I felt like the model was this big calligraphy brush. Uh, what do you think about iPhone 17 design? It looks kind of weird. I think they should put the cameras in the middle horizontally. It looks so asymmetrical. I don't know if I like it. Deb, Angela ring has got massive boobs. Look at those jugs, but it's got some strapping. Young suns sons suckling on those. Grew up big and strong. That's why they got two boobs. So you can feed two kids at the same time. One for the kid, one for the husband and toilet. Okay, next. Uh, clean called words. Should I use the put the camera put. I done. I gonna check this out. Jesus. Ah, I should have bought a new one. The mold is spreading. I should put a new one today. Okay. Water house looking nice and clean. Hmm? It kind of just looks the same <laugh> to be honest. I guess it looks a bit nicer without the cobwebs. Open your cloth. What do you mean? Maybe we'll go to the garden center tomorrow. Maybe I get some wood in the drill and I'll start making like a flower box. I fill it full of soil. That'd be pretty cool. So I get a drill and some nails or I get a hammer. I can make like a flower box. Get some compost. Where's the uh, exercise time? Ah, I've done all my jobs. Cleaning exercise now. Just cooking. I really like my new mop. Getting stronger every day. Massive. No, I don't want abs. Abs are gross. I want nice soft stomach. As long as it's flat-ish. Don't really want abs. Hmm. 104 viewers. Nice. Not bad for cleaning my house. My new mops pretty good. Got more viewers Doubt there. Well, in Thailand, I think going to Thailand would be a waste of money. It would cost thousands. I wouldn't get thousands more money would I? How do I train my back? How do I get a sexier back? No, I'm not going anywhere. Waste of time. I'm staying here and I'm gonna get British girlfriend. British girlfriend or Dieline Done nothing about with Asian women. Uh, how many English girls Fancy Asian boys? Uh, probably a lot at anime conventions. I get like a weeby girl. Weeby gamer girl. It's a lot of weedy anime gamer girls out there. I need to get a more K-pop looking hairstyle. Mine's like anime. This back bit keeps getting long. I dunno. He is building like some kind of wooden frame thing. It looked like a bed. I don't know, like a bed frame or maybe a wardrobe or something for the garden. Maybe I build something too. Uh, I kind of wanna get some wood and make like a, a flower bed. Get some nails and a hammer. I'll do it old school style and then I'll fill it with a compost. I think there's actually quite a lot of things to do at home when you stop thinking about ditching everything next week. If you have the mindset that you're gonna be here for a while, there's a lot you can do. Like cleaning house improvements, getting new equipment, like my mop. You don't need to go halfway across the world to find stuff to do. Just do it in your own home. Maybe go to uh, BNQ or home base or get some two by fours, some nails and a hammer. That's all you need really? Hmm. Thank you. The ones that haven't cracked on the, the ones, the ones that did Michelle at some place. Better. See all this? You can. I thought you were called B so I get a lot of messages, comments. Oh, your videos would be really good if it wasn't for your voice. Oh well that voice. Yeah. Sorry about that. So I thought I'd try something a little bit different and do a video just for you. There you go. Oh, you're gonna scratch the work top. See, look, I think he wants to be a sparky. I I can't believe you're using the old nuts and olives. You should have topped me inhibitor up. Oh I'll probably looks like on elbow. Don't you get a tap kit if you'll a blockage. You're such a cowboy. Oh my god. Two. That is the experience of posting stuff online. Get a bunch of fucking idiots in the comments. Whinging. If you've never been an influencer, you won't understand how fucking annoying people are in comments. Why don't you just replace, it's called, it'll leak now you've played with it. So your wife, why don't you pay your mom back? You knowed You can buy a house in Sweden. Why don't you go big a fridge. Hi, I'm so that's you guys. And last summer I bought a house for $30,000 in northern Sweden. When I first looked into buying a house in Sweden, I was quite surprised when I saw how affordable some of the places actually were. You obviously can't expect, uh, I'll get double, right? Yeah, I'm gonna, I gonna Japanese week 20 for this 32. Why don't you buy me a fridge of you care so much about it. No time to cook. You need that works. I'm trying to save money. I've got a perfectly fine fridge that does the job. Three minutes so you can recover fast and keep hitting bro. I look fucked up. Like usually girls that's free. Look so like sexy as fuck. You know, I look like I I got left in the streets when I was like two years old. Whoa. It is day 10 of my journey from source to sea down the longest river in Scotland. And it is terribly difficult to explain in England to people, uh, how much class distinction there is. It's only when you go away and look back that you see it. Your your money has not removed you from that, from that kind of feeling. Oh good God no. I should be a cockney working class yobo till the day I die. I mean when I moved into Windsor, it took me four and a half years. I'll give you for instance, took me four and a half years to build an extension because the local council and the the Preservation Society said his plans will be vulgar novo of sin. And they, they were actually published in one of the local papers as being that lemme <inaudible>, you're telling me I could have been earning 7.1% welcome back to my full transit camper conversion. And in this part I'm making my bed, which I'm really happy with. As it came out really sturdy and comfortable. Make the strong bed frame, I decided to go big with the wood and screw two bits into each end before joining them up with three bits. Next I needed to make some slats for the bed and slats need to be strong and springy. So I decided to use even more pallet wood for that. I then laid out all the bits of wood onto the bed with about one inch spacing so the mattress could get there and then I screw them place with the frame done. I thought I might trace something just a little bit different at each end of the bed that I you asta boys. So I'm gonna show you a bit of a trick here and well it's not a trick, it's just obviously when you're laying bricks you want to be saving time, time and efficiency. So what I usually do is when I set my profiles up on the end of here, when I'll set 'em up so that it's get all that fits. Is that a new ankle bracelet? Well then you got a pedicure. Your feet are all dressed up <laugh> because that's the only part of you he can see when he's on the table. <laugh>, you're gonna do some feet flirt. I don't know what you're talking about. <laugh> then how do you explain the tow ring <laugh>. 'cause it's Arabian Princess Day at work. Okay, leave me alone. <laugh>, you regularly spent four pounds on the meal. I've been single for my entire adult life. I've just turned 32 and my last boyfriend was about 15 years ago. And I've never had any experience of someone wanting to spend the rest of their life with me laying in bed next to me to wedding, cooking me dinner when I get home. I've never had anybody take me on a date. And that often makes me feel like I've failed ever. This is what, 25 pounds worth. How to do a U-turn. If you have one of these, why are you still getting your car finance from? Oh, can you fit a new tap for us? What's the magic word? If you're heading to, you're not gonna rainforest deep, dark and barely anyone knows it's here. Misty trails, ancient trees, hidden waterfalls. Everything's green. It's the deepest in the southwest. I went there more like a jungle. The whole place feels untouched and otherworldly. It always blows my mind there. Keep following from more hidden g gorge. The you're not gonna wanna miss this, I went there. It's a separate rainforest, hidden tmore and barely anyone knows it's hidden misty trails, ancient trees, hidden waterfalls. Everything's green. It's the deepest gorge in the southwest. But it feels more like a jungle. The whole place feels untouched and other worldly. It always blows my mind when I'll find places like this especially, oh in there. Keep following for more hidden jumps. If you're heading for dev the summer, you're not gonna the temper rainforest hidden deep dark. You I kind. I let you have an electric suck. This is life changing, found life in the English Riviera. So this free park cup is one of my favorites. You literally park alongside the road next to the beach. And if you're heading to dub in the summer, you do not miss this. I think I might have just found one of the most beautiful spots in the uk. It was like stepping back in time in this car free village, walking down the steep cobble street surrounded by charming cottages, pictures, views in this historic fishing town. I can believe sometimes if you're heading oh perfumes, just because they're 20 pounds, it doesn't mean that they're gonna be any worse than the exact. Today I'm building something. If anyone ever asks you, why would you go hiking Me and Kate. Humans shouldn't always. When you're a guy, people think you're a creep. When you're a guy, one thinks you're cute. A guy walking around, creep girl doing it cute and quirky. No one suspects a girl of doing anything wrong. But guys are all you creeping not fair. Most guys are creepy. Well yeah because guys are the predators and the women are the pret in the natural world. That Willie goes in the hole. Maybe I go to home base, maybe I start hammering some wood together, if you know what I mean. I wanna make a plant bed. Ill fit it with soil and then I grow grass in it. It's not home base or B and q Nearby. Nearest home base is what? In Cornwall or Plymouth. I don't wanna go to Plymouth. Permanently closed the fuck. Did home base go out of business? It shut down. Oh, about. About being cute. My dad used to love being cute. He'd always come home with planks of wood and random stuff. That's why he loved his station wagon. A state car put long planks of wood in it. Ugly damn cars though. Mm. Going to plain earth. Oh yeah there's Wix. Where's Wix? Where can I get some wood and a hammer? It looks like it's all in Plymouth. Um, but this one's quite easy to get to 'cause it's not in the center. Got wick ology. KFC Furniture Village. So there's all these cool things you can do in your home. Make stuff or clean. And then people like Venus just wasting their lives and high and doing drugs and drinking, destroying their bodies. Wasting money. What's the fucking point? These people are so sad. It's just get a house. It really, she must have made enough money from it. Or at least from gardening. People are sad waste their whole lives and health doing drugs and alcohol. What a sad way to live. Aimlessly bumming around Germany or Tokyo or wherever. Implying all your money on point of stuff that's not gonna help you in the future. I wonder if she blew all her YouTube money as well. She's still young so she won't get it. 28 is still pretty young. I would never have thought like this back when I was 28. I think it happens in your late thirties. I just can't imagine doing it anymore. I was aimlessly wandering around Asia being like, oh look, I'm traveling. It just seems so pointless. So if you're in your twenties, go ahead nut your brains out. Mila came to her sense way quicker. Amila was 26 and already came to her senses. Quit alcohol and drugs. I think if I met Mita now when she was 26 back then things could've been different. 'cause when I met her I was still on my like desperate to be a famous usually. But now I've kind of let it go. Accept that it's over. You can focus on other things. Maybe I like connect spiritually with my dad by showing interest and stuff he was into. I'm done with all this. Traveling for sex stuff. It's just not worth it. I seek peace and tranquility. I have changed. I used to feel like I was at war with YouTube. I was like, fuck you, I'm gonna get those views no matter what. No matter what clickbait I have to do or whose name I have to put in the title. I make a hundred videos about your hero. I felt so angry that my channel died and I pumped out 10 videos a day about path of XR thinking you're gonna gimme my fucking money issue. You owe me. No now I let go. I'm at peace. It's like that scene when the army of the dead fulfill their oath to Aragon and the man, he sets them free and then he says, I hold your oath fulfilled. And they go, oh and it will fade off. I'm like that now. It'd be cool if I had someone, it'd be cool if I knew someone who worked at Tinder and they could delete my shadow ban or life ban off the database. Sure. Be the person who put me in the database has probably left Tinder by now and I must have like this big list of people permanently banned. How do I get a job at Tinder and then delete myself off it? I already got cheap phone. I got this banned again and it took about two weeks. One dick pic in your band for life. Biggest mistake of my life. How am I gonna meet girls now? It's really hard to meet a good one in just a week or two. I was supposed to meet a Spanish girl this week. I can't be bothered to be honest. Going on those two other dates already cost me $400. Another date could set me back another 200. Uh hmm I did get a burner phone. It gets banned again. I've still got one more burn on the phone but I'm not gonna use it yet. Maybe next year I kind of wanna focus on making money I guess. Having a girl now wouldn't really be ideal. I strengthen my financial position. Oh that's a good one. <silence> How does feel bit cleaner? Cut things loose so I glue it could glue it back for them. What a beautiful sound. Ooh hmm. A Spanish girl messaged me. She does message me first a lot doesn't she? She thinks I drive a van <laugh>. Oh God, I'm gonna miss a whole day of streaming. Yeah, when I said I'm a delivery driver, she said she was shocked. I kind of like chatting to the Taiwanese girl recently. It's easy so I don't even have to care. I'm gonna take a picture of my bedroom If you took one and it looks really messy, maybe I'll do my bed. I mean make my bed. My bedroom has nothing in it. It's funny. Apart from the bob. A bulb, the poo stain came out. Oh this needs to be taken away. It's quite nice. Put my tissue paper there to see. There's nothing in my bedroom at all. That's so funny. My bedroom looks insane. Have you ever seen a bedroom with nothing in it? It looks like ai. When you think the name Dickinson is really funny. Becky Dickinson. It looks like dick in sun. It's not very nice. Becky where's your dick in your son? Dick in son. Dick in son <laugh>. Oh what name it is nice having the whole bed to myself and I kicked Bobby out of the bed. I sleep in the middle. I can stretch out. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I dunno. How do you like how do you, how do you become friends with someone if we're not talking about meeting up or like having sex. Things aren't very flirty with the Spanish girl. It's very dry. It would be nice to bring a girl to a like a DIY shop. DIY center that improve our home together. Get some two by fours and nails or show make sounds like you're gonna hurt her. Why me show you my two by four? Holy shit. Tony's girl's bedroom is a dump. I can't believe people think I'm messy and untidy. I'm so tidy and compared to nearly everyone else, you wouldn't never believe that my mom kicked me out 'cause I was untidy. That's just insane. That's what makes me so mad about it. How can you possibly think I'm untidy. I can get two by four to make an all in one barbecue flower bed. Sofa contraption with fish tank built in the barbecue fish tank entertainment system with place for TV and Xbox. I should draw up the plans. How about that? Easy. I love having neighbors that do DIY. So great. I can get rid of this ugly plastic door thing. So ugly. This definitely wasn't here before they came. I got sort out this closet that I can unscrew it. Aren't I said I can take it out. Put a proper door. I already got sort out this closet. I might as well do something else. There's plastic. <silence> Fuck you. Oh hmm. I found another one from Cheyenne. <silence> Oh God this mess. Oh this really should go to the dump maybe this week. Otherwise this thing's gonna be in here forever. My precious 39 inch monitor. What baby? Never buy LG again. Shitty fucking rubbish. Yeah, I did get a new one. I did send it back and, and they sent it back to me. It Amazon, send it back. Idiots. Just chuck it in a bin that it's not working. Why? Why do I want it? Waste a postage. No, it plugs in here so I could put something in here. Not washing machine. So I need water for that. But I mean the fridge could go in here. Actually do you think it's weird if you put a fridge in here, got a plug socket or maybe what do you think would go in there? TV <laugh>. Uh, what's this? Get so rubbish. Build up. If you don't get rid of it quickly you think oh I'll do loads of that. And then you got five bags of rubbish. Yeah, they refunded them. I don't know if I want this foam anymore. When do you think it would be useful? It might be useful. I might take this to the bunch as well. I think maybe I'll go tomorrow. I'll take that and that to the dump And then what? Get fish and chips. Maybe I get rid of this foam. I don't really need it. I only got it to put it under the rug to make it softer. 'cause this rug was not very thick. Uh, where's my broom? Whoa, look at that. Did you see that went the wrong way? Oh, not that way. It's out. I think it's crazy. I shouldn't be able to jump that far. Like jumping a mile closet hasn't been emptied since I moved in. So what should I put in there? Since it's plugged so I could put fridge Seems a bit of a weird place but a fridge. I should have got a dust pattern as well's. Pretty useful. Hey. Um hmm. Bought too many hangers didn't I? The bella box tables. All this rub is just a stream when you don't even need it at all. Uh, I guess I'll just chuck it there for now. Now let me go in the car for the dump tomorrow. You guys finally you gonna see the dump. It's amazing. You're gonna love it. All my powers are there. So the problem is black vin men aren't coming until next week and I really want to see this here until next week. So I'll put it back in here. Otherwise it's gonna be until next Wednesday. No, I'm not going to Thailand. I can't be bothered Thailand's over. I need to meditate and reflect. Not waste thousands of pounds in Thailand. If I can't be happy here, I won't be happy anyway. Yeah, I don't think being back in Thailand would be good for my mental health. I must forge onwards to something new. Not something the same. Now I have post not clarity. I'm thinking straight and I know I must do. Okay. Hopefully I don't need them up until next week. Love this broom is a life changer. Oh Huh? Dinner time soon. I wish I Is there a wet patch on the floor? Is it smelly a bit? Oh she had someone to barbecue with. What a busy day. Put it in the car tomorrow maybe. Do you think they even let me dump a monitor? No. Don't care about fan girls don't want any more fan girls ever. I smell smoke. There's barbecue and not my house. It's not like a charger is it? Mm-hmm <affirmative> just cleaning up my house. Deep meaning behind it as I'm bored. I need more storage. Want to Looking good. This is leaking. Stupid thing. I'm talking bit Where is it? Leaking. Don't realize the smell of cherry. And so it's like smells like candy. Yeah. I really like this. This is really cool. I found in the shower, I just grab my shampoo, put it back in. Don't have to bend down. Bend off again. I wanted one of those for ages. Really does. It's such a tiny thing, right? It's such a big improvement. Yeah. I need to clean the toilet. <laugh> my poo keeps getting stuck on it. Sticky poo. Ah. I wouldn't bother to clean the shower in bathroom today too much. Look all that. Uh uh. Call the hair. Uh, don't look in the drain. Uh, <laugh>. I said don't look in the drain video. I already gotta clean this. I cleaned it a few weeks ago. Do not screenshot my shower drain. I know how I'm not bored sometimes. Oh god. Oh and maybe I should clean it now. Now I can't get it out my mind. That's a lot of hair. Oh god. It explain me. Just smell it. Uh uh. Oh God. Who wants it? Disgusting. Disgusting guys. Oh, oh, slippery. What? The hair everywhere. Oh damn it. I should have got another one of those for the sink. Put my toothbrush in. Hair is really annoying. Isn't that? It just gets everywhere and it doesn't disappear on its own. It stays there forever. Biodegradable my ass. It's probably my bulk being so expensive. It's still had everywhere. Oh my god. Look it was had everywhere. Hi. It was pretty good. But I haven't cleaned the bathroom in a while. Then if it's this dirty. Toilet's hard to clean because you can't get in this gap very easily. Leather hair. Another hair. Oh my god. It's never ending. Well how often do you do this that you don't even do it? How disgusting dreams are. Uh, I used a steam washer on the shower with the precision nozzle and I shot it in all these gaps under the metal bits. All this brown stuff, endless brown stuff was coming out. Was it me or was it already here? Because I already doubt that you cleaned it this thoroughly. I know why it's so exhausting cleaning the shower in the bathroom. You get all this dust in the corners turning up. Oh god, that it's so easy to just ignore it because why would you sit down here and look at the floor closely and then in a couple weeks it's gonna be disgusting again. Never ends. The human filth. Endless hand dust coming off my body. What happens to the hair outside? Does it just disappear? It must do. But why does it never disappear in the house? I say you wipe this and all the little bits get stuck on it. Why did the bits get stuck on it? Fucking come off. I hear another clock. This one's all dirty. At least I can relax later and have a nice curry in the nice clean house. Then it'll be all worth it. I don't know. Happy about full-time jobs and keep the house clean. This is my full-time job. Uh oh. Fucking dusty. Leave new cloth. No new cle. And then I get to do this all again in a month. But one thing where low technology or money can make this go away unless you hire someone to do it for you. This will always be a pain in the backside. Always have to do and it never gets easier. This wood is really annoying 'cause it's rough. So all the bits of dust gets stuck to it when it's wet so it doesn't just wipe off. Really annoying. You try and wipe the dust off, it just clumps up. I get stuck on the rough wood. Hey. Okay that's good enough. And then tomorrow I gonna have a shout that it's all gonna be covered in hair again. Okay? Oh, why the bathroom's so tiring? It's a clean bending down isn't it? I want to get something like that. But for my toothbrush, I'll stick it here. 'cause this is always such a mess here with all the toothbrushes. And always remember, do not use the blue one. That's the one I use to clean the drain. Do not put that in your mouth. Okay. Done. Make dinner. Wow. Stock market's so boring today. All it did was that. Okay? I think Japanese bath units, bathroom units are designed much better to be cleaned easily. Less little gaps and stuff. Yeah. Abel will get a cat actually. Great idea. What should I put in the, that's all you need really. And I, oh God. Oh my eyes. God, this one thing's hard right in the eyeball. I got my eyes. Oh my god. Oh ugh. Ugly crying. I've got Rogan Josh. Hmm. Sounds like half pasta sauce. But in you curry sauce is not that different to a pasta sauce. Basically. Tomato base isn't it? All the ice. Lovely turn inside slush already. The freezer's not freezing the ice. Even water here. I sit by it rich. Really sad. My eyes turned into water. Looking forward to having one day. Hmm. Open down. What's not gonna melt? Oh, the rice cooker spoon. I thought you meant the ice latte <laugh>. I thought you meant the ice latte is not gonna melt. I put it on the curry. Something wrong with my fridge. It won't freeze. One Joe Rogan Curry. Is that any good? Hmm. I like butter chicken more though. Uh uh. I'm really sad about my wife's life. I don't know. I really like this. I mean it is Okay. I guess I give it like four out 10. Is this taste like pasta sauce really tastes very curry. Really? I think the butter chicken orca Masada is way better. This is too, this tastes like pasta sauce. I wouldn't buy again. Really sad by my eyes. Slowly. Why are they melting? Just water. Why don't they freeze in the freezer? I don't get it. Wait, this is frozen. Maybe I put it under there, but now it's gonna be frozen. It's like a weird blob chip. I think. Big fridge. I think the freezing has just, okay. I think the freezing air needs to circulate and all the ice is probably blocking it. Um, the reason why I want to get a fridge now is 'cause my stupid isolate is kicked melting. That is the last Sure. I think I'm gonna do Spanish girl. I don't hurry up and suggest something. It's like she's waiting around for me to suggest something. Kind of not really feeling it though. Tuesday it is raining every day as well. Rain, rain, rain, rain, rain. So then it'll be indoor stuff. Only like a restaurant. Oh God, I hate you. God. Why can't they just come over and watch a movie? Don't have to have sex. Why does the first day have to be this stupid fancy thing? She's a bit boring to talk to to be honest. Although it's nice that she messages me first a lot. What if I accidentally get two girlfriends at the same time? Right. I could be problematic but she lives fairly near. I was hoping we'd go outside somewhere. But it's raining every day. This week from tomorrow. I had two girlfriends at the same time back in 2022. It's not that hard. As long as you can get a couple meetups and find a couple that like you. It was just really annoying because one of them had some kind of disability and couldn't have sex much. We only did it once and she was always tired or something. And then the other one lived with her mom and she was quite far away in Essex. And I didn't really want to keep blowing money on hotels. So we had sex three times just during one night and then went on about four more dates but no more sex. She wanted to come over my house but I kept saying no because I didn't really want her to come over. So it was kind of hard. Now it should be better 'cause I've got my own house. But so I had to let them both go because they both started getting annoying. Um, I think I did invite her around but she didn't seem enthusiastic about the idea and then I might not even like her. And then she's at my house and I'm like, imagine if Indian girl came to my house. I'd be like, oh my god, can you leave game? A girl date was good 'cause you went to that castle which was interesting And she seemed like a bit nerdy so she was into that stuff. We talked about King Arthur, maybe a restaurant. So at least I get food if it doesn't go well. No Spanish girl doesn't seem very nerdy or into games. She's more, she seems more like Gurdy girl. Like goes shopping for clothing and goes to Spain. Really hate. Might as well just do it and get over with. I'm not getting any more girls now. I'm bad on everything. Hmm. Elon Musk's first brain chip patient is playing Mario Kart and planning to start a business. <laugh>. It's going well then. I can't believe people actually got brain chips now and what they do like con control the computer. Interesting. Today was pretty productive wasn't it? And clean the conservatory the bathroom mop the floor, cook the dinner. Basic white bitch tongue <laugh>. Never heard that before. Yeah, my stomach. This Korean barbecue's weird. Why did they, why did they grill this stuff on paper? Look, they're grilling the stuff on paper. On the grill instead of directly on the grill then it's not gonna grill it. It's like gonna steam it. Yeah, but it's not gonna taste the same. Never seen that before. That's fucking weird. Isn't it not gonna be grilled then if it's on the paper? You know how come the paper doesn't burn? Must be like some waxy parchment paper. I've never seen a YY NICU where they put paper on the grill. I dunno. Don't really wanna go there. Boring. Yeah, the meat looks like it's boiled, not fried. I mean where the black chard bits and stuff? Mm, I guess it is black. Never seen that before. Kind of weird <laugh> at first glance. Sometimes the word tasty looks like nasty. Thought she said it looked nasty. <laugh>. I don't know if a restaurant is a good idea because you're supposed to be talking and then you got food in your mouth half the time. It's like there you take a bite and then you ask 'em something and then they're like, it blows it all over the place. No, I haven't blocked Ohio. You're one of the least annoying people here. Do you think if an unban mood deuce he comes back <laugh>. Should we do prediction? <laugh> There's fuck with him. <laugh> mind games, <laugh> prediction time <laugh>. Will mo des come back when un yes no do 30 minutes. I unban him after 30 minutes. <laugh> I, I'll unban him after 30 minutes and then well he's got 24 hours. I mean what if he comes back after 24 hours though? I should have changed it to, will he come back within 24 hours? People are gonna say scammed again because it will expire after 24 hours. Wait, can he bet if he's banned? Because he could bet yes. And then come back and then he wins. He can buy back his badges. Remember will my shoes be destroyed in the washing machine? I put yes and then I carry on wearing them. <laugh> scammed. If your muscles got bigger but you're still 49, where where did you lose weight? <laugh>. I dunno. Maybe I lost stomach fat and turned it into muscle. Well muscle can't weigh that much can it? Like 50 grams. How much does it bicep weigh? It's just a sack of blood vessels isn't it? My biceps are not like massive rocks. Maybe like 50 grams per bicep. Imagine like you cut out your bicep and then some creature cooks up as a burger. Hmm. Human bicep tenderloin. Why? Why don't we eat any biceps like cow bicep. It's just called a cow leg isn't it? Wait, do cows have biceps? 'cause they got four legs but they don't have any arms. 'cause you don't have a bicep in your leg do you? Where would it even be? It would be under your thigh. If you compare the leg to an arm it'd be under there wouldn't it? Tomorrow I'll go to the dump and then Tesco again. 'cause I, I forgot a few things. I only get a toothbrush holder. I don't know if Tavistock Tesco sells that stuff 'cause it's not a big Tesco, it's a medium Tesco so it doesn't really have a lot of the home stuff like Coton big Tesco has. So I don't know if they're gonna have the shower stuff. Yeah and chopping ball. Yeah, I gotta remember that. Mine's gonna all moldy dump and Tesco and maybe fish and chips. My chopping board's gone all black and it's getting more and more black. It's spreading added mold in every dish. No, I don't like buying online. I wait for it to come and I'll sit it waiting for it all day. Yeah it comes tomorrow but it'll come at like 7:00 PM I need it now. When am I gonna do something exciting? Like what? Have sex with a girl? I dunno. Really? I'm gonna buy a chopping board tomorrow. That's exciting. I dunno what everyone thinks. Moving to some random country is exciting 'cause I'll move there and then I'll set up a life and I'll just do exactly what I'm doing now. I did exactly the same thing in Thailand. Same thing in Japan. I'll just sit in a condo and I'll cook food and i'll wine. I don't know what else to do. Yeah it'd be nice if there was a girl like a love interest but you kind of need clout for that. And my C child's dead. None of the Tokyo Tom girls came through in the end all gone. Um tired going to countries. Yeah. Who knows. I arrive in Japan. I got an order waiting to be served for me. Who knows what here has done since I left. Maybe faster took one out too 'cause I talk shit about her didn't I? Since last year They were bad from Thailand and Japan then what's the point? There's no other country rather be in than the uk. Yeah imagine I paid 15 k go to Thailand and an unknown. Her friends show up and harass me or something. Can't stream outside. Can't stream inside. 'cause I don't wanna do myself. I don't think fast is like that. Why did Jenny get banned? What? From Thailand. What does she do? She never does anything bad. Poor Jenny can't catch a break. Why does she get banned from Taiwan? She did work. What? Streaming a stream of time in Japan without a work permit. This is why I hate traveling. Stupid visa bollocks also you get ripped off with accommodation 'cause you can't rent a place. Short term accommodation's expensive. Local company collab plus. That's weird. Imagine they just start banning everyone from streaming or walking around filming. Can't really enforce that 'cause everyone takes videos and stuff for their holiday and not everyone's a streamer. I don't know. It would only be interesting if I went to Asia and then got in some drama with a woman. I think I can get in some drama with some women here. Oh it's pay. Hmm? YouTube is so slow paying out. I still don't have it. Well I got a minus 76 pounds from my savings because I went to Tesco today. Probably get YouTube money tomorrow now. I bought a mop and a broom and some house stuff. So I think food was about 50. Really Hope I can get eight k end of next month. Closing in on 10 K to about the kick. Money nearly dropped in half. I made $6,000 in July. I made 3,800 in August. Nearly half because my viewership is half. I guess it makes sense evening and only what 70 viewers you used to get 140. I don't know why there's no way to get more viewers apart from randomly traveling to another country. I don't have any content so there's no point trying to expand. What am I trying to sell them on? Come watch my stream. I sit on my sofa doing nothing. It would be great. You either need to be doing something cool or you need to be already pretty famous like Asman Gold. Asman Gold just sits there reading news articles and then making a funny face. How's he not scared? 'cause he goes on Twitter a lot during streams. My Twitter used to be full of porn. Go. That's why I stopped looking at it. No way I'd open up Twitter on stream and show it. Mm-hmm <affirmative> And the only fun thing I'm gonna do with the money is get a fridge or a TV doing something outrageous gets you in trouble with the police. Unfortunately all these streamers desperate for viewers end up getting in trouble don't they? It's hard to get sustained viewership like that because something crazy might happen but it's not gonna happen for 10 hours is it? How do you have 10 hours of craziness When you say talk to people, what for 10 hours? At most it's gonna be like five minutes. I I said DIY center in tower stock could go thereafter. The dump Uck was great. Hours of just her reading the chat got 200 viewers. People loved it. I didn't even talk. I just sat there on my phone. I wasn't even paying attention. She loved reading the chat. I look banned from Tesco. I did see Mr. Al outside all day today. Not even on the camera, not even around the front of the house. Do I think he's shut inside and out? Not allowed outside because of me. I really enjoyed mopping to be honest. I found that really therapeutic. Remember back in Japan you used to get nearly a thousand viewers storming out on my bitch wife. I can't believe I called her my bitch wife and she still stuck with me. I remember watching, I watched that tiki sound video where I'm in it. Back then I was so on the ball about what videos I needed to make. I knew exactly how to play my audience. I knew exactly what not to do. I would never have mopped and cleaned first stream. I knew exactly what I had to do. I dunno why. Yes. I think he forgot to upload it and then he just remembered he got the footage. I guess funny thing is, you know the guy we ate the pizza with, he messaged me to remove the video back then 'cause I was vlogging too. Funny thing is he's probably okay being on tko Sam's video. But then he wanted to be removed from mine. I ignored him who was from Leeds I think Newcastle or something. He had a Japanese wife. I forgot his name. But I checked my Twitter dms way after I made the video noticed he messaged me and no I didn't delete it. People need to stop whining about being on my channel as if anything bad's gonna happen to you. I forgot he messaged me off. No, he messaged me straight away after probably like the next night or something. But I didn't notice until years later. I don't check my Twitter dms. Oh. <silence> Don't know if things will ever be the same as they were before. I, I just feel less motivated as each year grows by. The only way to change things up would be to leave I guess. But that's kind of sad that I can never have a stable home if my viewers demand. I keep leaving every six months. Every time I get a girlfriend and have a stable life, the channel dies. So am I just supposed to not have a stable life ever. Well that sounds so great. Yep. I can't have a stable life and do this at the same time. Can I? Well I mean I can't but it's gonna be boring. KCIP does enable me to carry on doing this and make enough money. I have to choose someone crazy life, keep view as entertained or have a boring, stable life and have a normal relationship. If KCI P's gone, then I got to choose a stable life 'cause I can't make enough money. I wouldn't make enough traveling the world. Yeah, I do worry about my future every day. That's why I'm choosing to stay here 'cause I can get a job as a last resort. Dunno what I'd be doing if I never had YouTube might still be with Jiro. Who knows then what? I've gotta get a job in Japan doing what? I dunno what I would do in Japan without YouTube. Oh no I didn't unban him yet. It's been 30 minutes. Get up and do it. What is the prediction looking like 29,000 points. 72% say Yes. Okay he's on band. See if he's here. I wonder if band people can take part in the voting 'cause he could win back all the points. <laugh> if he voted yes and then comes back. Well if he bets no and doesn't come back then he'll win the points won't he? He'll win more points if he says no and then doesn't come back. Oo is unbound. He's got 24 hours to show up that people believed in you as you forgot why about him <laugh>, why up bad him and he kept saying your KCIP will be revoked. Shut up. He kept saying my KCIP will be revoked if there's not enough chatters. Lot of rubbish because I get higher percentage of chatters in lot of other streamers including suspenders. And then he goes, oh they have contracts. Well they know edit. Yeah, okay, whatever. Damn stock Marco's boring today. Flat line. What's new today? I got a mop and then I mopped my conservatory, clean my shower and bathroom tomorrow, go to the dump, get rid of the monitor. I'd like some kind of storage stuff to put in the closet. It's like everyone had a great bank holiday Monday barbecues out in the garden could have been me. Um, oh I accidentally muted it and it went bang oops. I was talking and then it turned out that he, uh, snake had missed uh, somehow. So, um, not sure how that happened but then I just said he doesn't sound anything like snake with Major zero it to you know, just brief me on the state of the world before I uh, which is very uh, type art and storytelling. Uh, and the way that affects the story. Mm-hmm <affirmative> everyone's going on and on about male gas solid Delta. 'cause I keep farting so I mute it. I know I fart so much now. I remember a couple years ago when I was really into stocks, whenever my sister came back from London, I talked to her about stocks, like explaining to her stuff as if I knew what I was talking about. And gold's gonna go up because interest rates are gonna go down. I nerded out on stocks so much and I thought investing was really hard before I found out all these easy apps like free trade trading to one. I tried this one app called the Jro and I just did not understand it. I think unfortunately picking stocks is just so risky. You just have to do the boring thing like everyone else and just get an index fund. Like Warren Buffet says just get s and p 500. I thought I was like a genius and I could pick the next 10 x stock. I gold did well though I don't know where the SP 500 would be in 10 years. Like $15,000. Just keep buying it. I guess it's not gonna be lover than it is today. In five years, 10 years I missed out on my epic opera singing The Good thing about Night Wishes. You don't need to know the words 'cause I don't even understand what she's saying. Anyway. EDM opera <laugh>. That'll be interesting. It's too bad and not a lot of the songs are good. They've got some bangers like walking in the Air Nemo, but they got so many songs that are just kind of shit. Try to find the good ones. It's hard. And only the early albums are good with Taja. All the other singers suck so many videos about this pirate software guy because he's arrogant. <laugh> what stupid reason to get canceled and guy can't even be arrogant. And it's not even that he's wrong. Everyone agrees that he's right. Like the stuff he says is not technically incorrect. But it's just 'cause the way he comes across as arrogant, they dislike him. What is he even saying that's wrong? It's just the way he's saying it. People don't like so they cancel him. He won't admit when he's wrong. Well he doesn't think he's wrong. So why would he? Is he wrong though? What's he wrong about? They just want him to admit he's wrong. Even if he's not wrong. Don't even care if he's actually right or wrong. They just want him to admit that he's wrong for the sake of it. Maybe he's autistic too. Otherwise he would just say, okay God, I was wrong. I'm so worried. But Pub I or Logan Paul, they just say, I made a mistake, it won't happen again. He should make a video called Why I'm Never Wrong. <laugh>. Rub it in their faces. That's what I would've done. Why? I'm always right. Remember I made an apology video. I was like, I'm so sorry <laugh>. My whole channel was just complete trolling. Why a pirate software did nothing wrong. <laugh>. I'll say it for him. Hmm. I think I've always had old energy. I've always liked being at home and making food. Not going out. Never been into clubbing or going wild. Hanging out with the guys. The only drunk hookup I had was Mila, but it wasn't hookup. I mean it started off as a hookup. I guess that's my, I haven't really had a lot of drunken fucks. Usually I'm sober. But me and Mina had so much to drink. We had like four of those Mac goly teapot things. Couldn't walk in a straight line leaving the restaurant. We were wasted. Went to karaoke, started singing and then our eyes locked. And then I just went in for the kiss and we were like snogging tongues and everything. It wasn't just like a little kid, it was like full on snogging. I had no fear. I knew she wanted it and we just turned towards each other and that then. And it was like the perfect state, fun city physical activity followed by great food and drink karaoke and fucking the hotel the next morning was great. I went to McDonald's, got a sausage egg McMuffin. It tasted so good. Hangover food. And then we said Buy it Victoria. I said, you can come to my house. She said, what about Friday? I said Okay. And then she said, actually, can I come tomorrow? She must have hated the hostel in London. I don't blame her. It must have been horrible. 20 bunk beds, proof full of immigrants. She had a plastic bag full of onions and potatoes but she couldn't wait to get out there. Also, imagine being in there during the lockdown. I felt good. I felt like I saved her from horribleness. Come take sanctuary in my lovely house. Good time. 2020. Those streams used to get six to 800 viewers imagined out on kick make so much money. Everyone moved on with their lives and just me stuck in this never ending hell. My dream life became my present. My eternal nightmare. Like Elvis Presley got stuck performing at that fancy hotel, locked in a multimillion dollar contract singing the same songs every day until we got depressed and died. Didn't he make that song Caught in a trap because of it. Miserable doing it, but the money's too good to not do it. Yeah, but you can get girlfriends and the internet and your history won't mess it up for you. I live forever in fear that people find out about my past or my present people. They don't even want to like hear you out like that. One girl I nearly met ages ago, she got mad because I didn't tell her that I had chlamydia before. What? 10 years ago? No, six years ago at the time. Why would I tell her I had it? Obviously I don't have it anymore. You think I've just had chlamydia for six years. But they just get mad and they don't listen to your explanation like Game of Girl two didn't even hear me out. Not that my explanation became banned is good though, but you never know. Maybe I've got a banned for some unfair reason. It is depression o'clock late night with the uh, how many hours have I done? Yeah, I might go for 12. I always get all melancholic and blue at this time of the day. I just won't go to bed. Let it be over by her shock. Never lights by a shock. Felt like it was always trying too hard to be funny and edgy and the gameplay sucked. I didn't like the theme. The weird aquatic underwater kind of weird theme. I never liked Halflife by Shark Elder Scrolls. I didn't do any trading today. The market didn't do anything. It went up and down a little bit. Boring best E DM music 2025 Google ads, Google AI powers campaigns that work for you. It's always the same songs Born. Mm-hmm If you've even heard of mm-hmm <affirmative> Vigo Mortenson was so handsome as Aragorn did. So Fear a that's one good looking manwar. But when he learned who A was, but why? Well Aragorn wasn't just a, he was the heir of Ellen first defeated. Sorry. Just because he's the heir doesn't mean it's like magic. I don't understand why MAs so much in Lord with the Rings, if he's the heir, all the special bloodline. But it's like he's not known for doing anything else. I don't know anything else he's in. I wonder how much money you made. Pray like a hundred million. Must be nice. Just do a couple movies set for life. What'd you do with your life though? Hmm. I guess just get a house, get animals, be with family. I'd love to just get a house and mess about with it. Get some pets. If I can't get a woman, that's what I'd want to do. Just get a house and one day I'll do this. Next day I'll clear up that. Get some cats. Maybe we can get a dog that's missed out in the house all day. Same as you do now. Yeah, but I'd have my own house. I'd just get, I know wood and nails and build random stuff. Not have any neighbors. Have a lawn with grass instead of stupid stones. What a weird life I've had. What have you never had to prospect again? We'll do it for you. I also love this song. I used to play it on the loop sitting in my bed. I don't know why. Oh well it gives me shivers. I like the soaring sounds for some reason it comforts me. I like this bit. Listen, listen. Not this bit. This bit. No, this bit. Oh. Oh it gives me the tingles. Oh. I think there's a 10 hour version of it and I just listened to it for hours in bed when I was do scrolling. What a masterpiece of a game. Yeah, it's from Monkey Island too. It was just some random background track for some level. Okay, so good. Kraken Pro is designed by you. We're already getting fed off of ads. Maybe I just get premium. She kind of looks like Elaine as well from the game. If Elaine was a real person, this was 13 years ago. I wonder what she does now. Three years ago, last upload given up probably had a baby relaxing piano version of system of I post on gay Online. No, I posted on some World of Warcraft Durid Forum. It was called the Dreads Grove. If you look up Ray Kiro, that was me. I think they archived it right? I haven Gay <laugh>. Why is it stops playing? Your workflow is important to us indefinitely Monday. It is funny that when I'm in a relationship I don't really feel like it feels special when I'm in it. It only feels special when it's finished and it's over. So the only way to appreciate it is for it to end. It's like only once the animal has died, you can enjoy the taste of its flesh and then they become like these ghosts that I obsess over put on a pedestal all. But if I had only done that when I was with them, it wouldn't have ended. Maybe. And again, weird nostalgia. Standing on a mountain in Japan, climbing to the top of it and there was nothing up there. And then you can see this view of the sea and there's just the wind blowing, felt like a studio Jiggly movie moment. Climbed up this mountain. I didn't climb it. There's just steps going up and there was no one else there. It was a powerful moment. <silence> The Discords pretty boring out. It suji just the same five people back when Crypt was around. It was pretty chaotic with all the Turkey Tom girls who when Cake and Crypt were fighting on the Discord, things were so crazy. Just looking back at the last few months and just as I predicted, it's like something won't last more than a few months. Just like LVA. And that's why I never really cared about it. I knew it wouldn't last. I don't even like when it happens, it just feels like, oh here we go again. Okay. That short few months where it feels like, oh wow, my channel's back to life and then it dies again. The stuff flow. This kind of makes me wanna make a YouTube video. I also look for sad piano songs on the audio library. I'd look for the music first and then come up with the video next. Sometimes art is nice. Express yourself through images or words. Music 12. I was coming, gonna go to bed now this music bummed me out. It's like those Instagram story things with the depressing voiceover. Oh God, that made me cry so much. 'cause in the animation the guy kind of looks like me and the girl kind of looked like faster. It was like suedo psychology with this very deep British sounding guy. Probably AI voice. Well see ya. Oh my back.