Life in Japan is getting worse...

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Hello?

Hello?

Is it working?

Oh wow, thanks. Let me talk to Yang. When

will you give Megastar a green role? Why?

Ah, h h h h. Who's Megastar?

Oh my god, it's so cold outside. Can't go

outside anymore. Japan is freezing,

freezing cold here.

How is it so cold?

Why won't my stream preview load?

It's just spinning.

Hmm,

stream's laggy.

Testing,

testing.

Maybe I used too much internet. Apple

Hotel's throttling me.

I put 4,000 bitrate.

Isn't that what I used last time?

Don't know, I think it's fine.

So did you like the blood bucket video?

It got more views than usual. Slightly.

It got more views than the, uh, what was

the one with my girlfriend?

Something I put, something like my new

wife. Will we get a staking in front of

Chihiro's apartment stream? Yeah.

No, I don't think that's a good idea.

Has anyone reached out to Chihira, ask if

she would do a reunion?

I was gonna get the special Domino's

pizza, but it's too expensive. It's like

¥4,000. So I got

a Shake Shack instead. It cost about

¥1,700. It was okay.

It's just beef burger with red peppers in

it. Kind of weird, red peppers in a

burger. It was okay, I guess.

Bit expensive.

I can't believe the stream is using so

much bandwidth. I can't even load a Chrome

Yeah, it was a bit expensive, but I was

hungry and I couldn't find anything. I

walked around Namba and Shinsaibashi for

like 3 hours trying to find food. I wanted

some Japanese food. But all, all they were

selling were takoyaki.

Uh, what's the fried stuff on a stick?

Kushikatsu. I didn't want that. I wanted

something simple like ramen,

or I don't know, just, just like

ramen or udon. I went into an udon place,

said no cards, cash only. What's your plan

for the maid torso? Will you be ordering

one to ride in the guest house? OnlyFans

come back? I thought I'd order like an

adult toy on Amazon to put in the guest

house room because I'm kind of bored.

Your food budget is too high.

Yeah, I need to start— I'm not gonna eat

dinner tonight because I spent a lot for

lunch. Why is Shake Shack so expensive?

It's like Triple the cost of a Big Mac,

and it wasn't even that great. It was

okay. I had

chips and a single cheese bacon burger,

and it cost, um, $11. Which is kind of

expensive for Japan. But I, I was hungry

and I didn't want to go and get cash, and

I couldn't be bothered to speak Japanese.

And they had a touchscreen where you can

order food and pay by credit card— I mean

card. So I just went in there. I couldn't

be bothered anymore. I don't know why

these stupid Japanese restaurants don't

take card. The ramen places with a little

machine only takes cash. Places like

Sukiya Yoshinoya, they only take cash.

So the only places that take card are

places like Burger King, McDonald's,

Western, Western food. Don't understand

why, why don't Japanese restaurants want

to take card? They do know they're losing

money by not taking card because some

people only have a card and they don't

take cash out. Like me. I'd rather just

go somewhere else than look for an ATM

because I get 1% cashback if I use my

card. If I use ATM, I have to pay a fee,

so obviously I want to use my card.

There are these stupid signs outside

saying no cards, cash only. Okay, well,

I'll just take my money elsewhere.

Stupid.

I went into an udon place and then it was

like, like a school cafeteria kind of

setup and they give you a tray. They gave

me a tray but I didn't want anything

because I couldn't buy anything because I

didn't have any cash, so I had to put the

tray back and walk out.

No, I'm getting bored living like this. I

don't know what to do. I went to Bic

Camera to buy an iPhone charging cable and

a little wall socket, which I'm hoping is

charging my phone. 53%.

I got a 30-watt wall charger,

and the maximum the Samsung phone charges

at is 25 watts, so there's no point buying

A faster one.

Some of these wall chargers try and rip

you off because they've got 2 ports and it

says 32 watts, but actually one does 12

watts and the other one does like 20

watts, so it's not 32 watts on each hole.

They try and trick you like that.

I'm using Prism Live now.

It's good, but on Android it doesn't have

stabilization. Look, look how

shaky it is.

If I use my iPhone, it does have

stabilization, but then it doesn't have

text-to-speech. So I have to choose, do I

want text-to-speech or do I want

stabilization? I don't really need

stabilization in my room because I just

put it on my tripod. Can I

still speak Japanese? Yeah, but I can't be

bothered anymore. I was in Bic

Camera looking at the phones. A guy comes

up to me. I don't know what he said. I

don't know, probably like,

do you need any help? So I spoke back in

English. And I just asked,

where's the video? And then he was like,

uh, uh, video. So I

just said, dorka. And he showed me it,

and then he just walked off. What, do they

think I'm Japanese or something? So you

just come up to me talking Japanese. I

don't want to talk to anyone. I just want

to look at the phone. I don't need help.

Yeah, there's a Prism Live watermark, but

you can turn it off. I want to know if

the— the Google Pixel 8 looks pretty nice.

I want to know if it has stabilization if

you use Prism Live on it, but you can't

download apps on the store phone.

It's weird because Japanese people are

really good at customer service, but when

you force them to use English, they kind

of just walk off like they don't care.

They don't even say anything, they just

like walk off. It just seems really rude.

In Japanese, they're ultra polite, but in

English— it's probably because they don't

know how to speak English, so they don't

know what to do, and they feel like, oh,

there's no point talking Japanese because

you won't understand. How are you gonna

afford a plane ticket back home? I already

bought the plane ticket. I shouldn't have

to pay any more big amounts of money.

I've already paid the guest house, I paid

for my hotel, I paid for flights. The only

thing I have to pay for now is food for

the remaining— how long? 2 months

and a half. I'm bored already.

I think maybe I go to a bar and I just get

a beer and I just stand there and see if

anything happens, but it's so damn cold

outside. I went outside about 12 o'clock,

came back at 4. Because it was so cold.

My face, my whole face and ears were

freezing. I don't know why it's suddenly

so cold in Osaka now and windy.

Ah, so nice I can drink tap water again.

Yeah, maybe I go to Hub. I saw a Hub

English bar. Maybe I'll go to a bar.

I'm bored. I feel like I want to interact

with people, but I don't know how.

Where do you go? Because it's in Japan,

you can't just randomly go up to people

and start talking to them. They get

freaked out.

You got to do it in the proper places.

But for some reason, I feel really tired.

I don't know why.

My face looks tired as well, like I got

bags under my eyes.

Just living out of a hotel is kind of

exhausting for some reason.

It's really boring because you just sit in

the hotel and then you go out and you get

food and then you walk and then you come

back to the hotel and then you go to bed

and then the next day you do the same.

Do you care about anyone other than

yourself? No, I don't care about anyone,

okay? Give me a break. Everyone else can

suck it.

Why would I care? I don't care.

Care about what? What am I supposed to do?

I can't do anything, can I?

No one cares about me, I don't care about

them.

I saw a massive busload of Australian old

people. I didn't realize Australians do

group tours. I thought group touring is

just like an Indian-Chinese thing. Why

would you come to Japan on a massive group

tour? It looks so boring. Imagine going on

holiday, just follow a bunch of random

strangers everywhere, and then you gotta

stand around waiting for the bus, get on

the bus when you're told to get on the

bus. So weird.

Then you gotta pay money for the tour as

well, get shepherded around all

these different places.

At Dotonbori, a massive load of Australian

old people.

I went to Namba and Dotonbori, it was so

packed. Just loads of Chinese people,

loads of Korean people. When you go to

Don Quijote, it's packed full of Korean

people and they're all buying noodles like

they've never seen noodles before, and

they're buying Korean noodles. Why do you

go to Japan to buy Korean noodles.

Hate Don Quijote because it's full of

Korean people stuffing

their baskets full of shin ramen. Shin

ramyun.

I want to go, I want to get nice Japanese

food, but I'm scared to go into the

restaurants. Cuz they're like small, very

small restaurants, usually with a bar,

and then you got to speak Japanese. I

can't be bothered.

Getting food is hard. I don't want

to talk. I don't want to speak Japanese.

Fed up. It's annoying.

I want to speak English.

I don't want to withdraw cash because I

want my 1% cashback on Revolut.

I think from tomorrow I'm gonna go to the

supermarket and just get those bento

Oh my God, didn't you hear what I just

said? I don't— I don't stay in my room all

day. I went out and I came back. Fuck's

sake. Oh my God, what's wrong with you?

You think I sat in the room all day?

Why, why do you think I sat in the room

all day? Just because I'm streaming in my

It's 7 PM. You didn't think I did anything

else before I started the stream? Idiot.

Fucking stupid idiot. Shut up.

I went out and then I came back and then I

started fucking streaming, idiot. You will

spend all day in the room. I just went

out and I came back, stupid.

Shut the fuck up.

I'm sick and tired of stupid dumb idiots

on YouTube.

Will you stay at the old lady's now?

Yeah, maybe end of May. She said I could

I could have stayed for a few days, but I

already booked this hotel.

Yeah, I'm irritable because I have to deal

with idiots like you.

It's got nothing to do with staying in my

room because I went out earlier. There's

nothing to do. I just walked and I got

food, and then I bought some cables for a

big camera, and then I sat in

a gaming chair, and then I came back.

There's literally nothing to do here.

It's either walk or eat or

drink and then walk and

then go shopping And then come back.

So boring.

I don't know what to do.

Are you gonna do Q&A? With Blood Bucket?

Uh, maybe. I don't know.

The video did get number 1.

It did higher than Valentine's with my new

wife. But it's not like it got loads of

views. I don't

like streaming with people. I feel

I guess if it's a stream, the chat can

help me think of questions.

My mind just kind of goes blank when I'm

talking to people. I don't know what to

I wish I had a bigger cup so I didn't have

to keep getting up. I'm gonna get 2

Oh, Japan's so damn cold.

I can't stream outside because it's so

cold and it's so windy. It would just be

wind noise and me complaining that it's

cold and then disconnecting all the time,

and then I get mad. Smash my phone.

It's annoying. I get sunburnt. My face is

all brown and sunburnt because the sun's

really harsh, but it's freezing. It

doesn't make any sense. Oh wow,

thanks. Maybe you could use this towards

something interesting to do. Take a train

to Kobe or whatever. Wow, $13.

Mysterious song.

I think the train would be more than $13

though. Tomoko said she's

coming to Osaka. I don't know if she

would. Do you think Tomoko would meet up?

Reunion with Tomoko. Why,

why are the only women I can get on the

Like 50-something, 40-something.

Tomoko must be like 50 now.

What can I do for $13?

Maybe I'll go to the supermarket, get some

special food and drink for the stream.

So I have to go to Blood Bucket's house,

um, later this week to pick up something.

Secret package she's taking for me.

Oh wow, thanks, Uncut. So I

might do a stream when I'm at the house.

She messaged me asking me if I was

moderating comments because the comments

were all very nice. I said no, I haven't

deleted any comments. People were very

nice about the house and the decorations.

Just a couple people said they didn't like

the decorations, but they weren't really

rude about it. Seems like most of the

rude, horrible people have left my

channel. And we got a smaller, nicer

community now. I didn't have to delete any

comments, which is nice.

People were very positive,

so she was happy.

It's funny because I got— I used to get a

lot of hate because people said I was rude

and toxic and mean. When really it was the

comments and people, not me. It was

viewers being mean and toxic to people in

my videos. But most of those people are

gone now because they

got bored. You bored

all your haters by now? Yeah, that was my

plan. Bore them all away so they

get lost.

There's a Pokémon card vending machine.

Uh, not really into Pokémon unless

it will get views, would it?

I'm not really into stuff like the gacha

machines, the arcade stuff. The gaming

stuff, the retro gaming stuff. I'm not

into that stuff. I'm not really into

anything, to be honest. I'm into— what

even am I into? Nothing.

That's why

I'm so bored. I go for a walk And I can't

find anything interesting apart from the

electronics store where I just look at the

phones and get annoyed when the staff come

up to me. Why do they think I'm

Japanese? Do I look Japanese?

I bet if you're white and you go into

Yodobashi Camera or Bic Camera, they don't

come up to you. Do they come up to you?

If you're white. They keep coming up

I guess I could get— I could rent a

bicycle and ride my bike a bit.

Yeah, I don't know what to do. My whole

daily life routine has been destroyed

because I'm not in Thailand anymore. I had

such a nice routine in Thailand. Wake up,

make coffee, watch a YouTube video,

exercise, brush teeth, shave beard,

shower, and then spend like 5 hours making

videos. Have lunch, girlfriend comes home,

have dinner, watch Netflix,

do a bit of gaming, go to bed.

Stupid idiot in the hallway. It was

nice having a routine. Now I got no

routine.

Yeah, I miss having a big apartment.

The hotel room lifestyle is Annoying.

I hate the noise from the other rooms.

I thought they'd have sound insulation in

a hotel room. At least no one's having

sex.

Oh, I accidentally found another red light

district. I was just walking around Namba

and I just stumbled into the whole

Infomen, free information areas.

There's red light districts everywhere.

And then these kind of shady streets with

massage parlors and host clubs, snack

bars. It's like ¥10,000 to book

a table and drinks with girls.

¥10,000? Oh my God,

it's like $100 just

to have a drink and chat to girls.

'Cause you're too much of a loser to be

able to just go to a bar and chat to real

girls. You gotta pay girls to drink with

you. So sad.

What do you even chat about? Oh, my day

was so tough. It was so

hard and my wife kicked me out, but it's

okay 'cause I'm drinking with you.

Sayaka-chan. And then she'd be like,

sugoi,

sugoi desu.

It's like the lamest form of human

interaction, and then you gotta pay for it

All these host bars are weird. They got

these Japanese guys with very feminine

looks.

Imagine I go there, pretend I'm gay or

something, get chatted up by a Japanese

host guy. They might— they apparently,

they make loads of money. Didn't CDawgVA

do a video going to them? They make tons

of money. Like, I don't know, 20K in one

day just drinking and talking to women.

But it looks hard. They got to

drink bottles and bottles of wine and

champagne and stuff and then puke it out

so they can drink more, then stay up all

night, finish in the morning, go to bed,

do their hair. Go back to work the

next night, and you gotta be good at

talking to the women. It must be really

hard, for me at least.

I bet it's really competitive and toxic as

well.

Yeah, I bet it's full of drama and full of

backstabbing so they can— because they're

all competing to get to the number one

best ranking host spot because they get

the most bonuses.

No, I wouldn't want to waste ¥10,000 just

to go to a cabaret club and chat to

a woman for like an hour. I mean, you

could spend ¥10,000 and do something else.

For half an hour, which would be more

interesting. If I'm gonna

pay money, I don't really want to talk. I

want to do the other thing.

What if you talk to them whilst doing it?

Then you get 2 in 1. Like, you're, you're

doing it and you're on top of them, and

then you start making conversation.

That'd be funny.

Why are you banned on Tinder? Because I

started trolling people and I put my willy

on my picture and I thought it didn't

matter because I just make a new Tinder.

I thought I could easily just make a new

one, so I didn't care if I got banned.

I didn't think I'd be shadow— I mean, I

didn't think I'd be blacklisted forever

and then keep getting banned over and

Yeah, my big trouble is Blood Bucket's

pregnant. And she's having the baby.

Are you feeling happy living in Japan now?

What was the point of coming? I don't

know, I'm bored. The point of coming was—

I don't know, I was hoping if I came

something interesting would happen so I

could make videos about it.

It was supposed to revive the channel.

Yeah, 4K views still.

Same views when I was in Thailand.

I guess being in Japan wasn't really why

the channel was getting views before then.

It was just because I had, I had good

stories back then, like the marriage.

Was it really just because of the marriage

that people found the channel interesting?

I was hoping there was more to it.

I think it was also because Chihiro just

let me film everything, including her,

which helped make content. If Chihiro

kept saying, oh, don't film me, don't do

this, don't do that, wouldn't have been

very good.

Yeah, maybe I am shadow banned.

Because I remember when I blew up,

it was like every video would get 100K

Loads of stuff was just popping off, even

stuff I posted a year ago about teaching

English in Japan.

And now nothing gets over 5K views.

The only big video I had was that

Aberyn Preach video,

20k views. Oh yeah, the I

identify as a white person got 7k.

Nearly 8K now. Nothing gets

over 10K anymore.

Yeah, my last big video was 22K views 5

months ago, the Abun Preach one.

I need to branch out to a new audience,

but I don't know how.

What audience out there would be

interested in watching me sit in my hotel

room doing nothing?

Very tricky sell.

I can't be bothered, it's too much effort.

I'd rather just make Helldivers videos.

Which I'll get back to doing soon, I

guess. Now that the whole honeymoon period

of being back in Japan is kind of over,

I'll probably just go back to making video

game stuff. I want to make videos

where it's extremely low effort and low

risk. I'm not gonna like go to a

club, host club, and then vlog it. And

then interview the star. That's just too

much effort. I can't do it.

I'm just going to play Dragon's Dogma 2

and spam out videos about it.

I knew deep down just being back in Japan

wouldn't really change anything.

How is it sustainable? Because a new

trending game comes out every 4 months.

It's more, it's more sustainable than what

I don't know, I just came to Japan, meet

some people,

test out, see if there's like still some

interest in people seeing me in Japan or

not.

I was at the gaming part in Big Camera and

I saw some American nerds walking around

and they were talking about Elden Ring and

the new DLC.

So you can tell that's going to be big if

you just hear random people talking about

it on the street. I wonder if they

recognized me from my Elden Ring video,

if they looked at me.

I just go away. Elden Ring DLC is coming

out June. Dragon's Dogma is coming out in

a few days.

What's the big trouble? I'm bored. I don't

know what to do,

and I'm hungry, but I spent too much money

for lunch, so I'm not gonna have dinner.

I spent ¥1,700 on Shake Shack just for

a burger and chips.

Do not buy Elden Ring DLC. As an avid fan

of Elden Ring and Souls games in general—

no, I could say as someone who finished

the original Elden Ring 3 times with over

500 hours Anyway, just had to

play the DLC. Unfortunately, so far it's

been kind of bland, boring, and

uninspired.

Person who donates most money will decide

what you do for the next video, but

they're just gonna suggest something I

don't want to do, like dress up as a maid

and wear a wig and go down Dotonbori and

stream it. No, I don't

want to do stuff that's weird or hard.

Don't you get bored of being bored? Yeah,

being bored is boring.

See if my phone's charging. Ha, yes, at

least my little battery thing I bought

today was good. I bought a ¥2,500

wall charger because I

got a problem with my other one.

I think tomorrow I go to the supermarket

and I'll get— maybe I'll get sushi and

maybe I'll get some wine. Should I get

wine? Have you heard of Report

of the Week? Yeah, I know him.

I wish I could do food content, but I just

never get any views doing it. I wish I

could do what Ben Dean does and just eat

McDonald's. Get like 100K views.

So my— maybe I'll get sushi tomorrow and

maybe Japanese Weisswein.

I want to get whale and try

whale again. Maybe I get whale for the

stream. Do you think it's in the

supermarket? Whale jerky.

Your food review is filmed with no effort.

Look at Ben Dean's video. He just sits

there eating it and then he says a few

things and then he eats it again.

How do you put effort into eating food?

Put more effort into my eating.

Yeah, I could get Whale and then clip it

and post it as a short.

I got 3K views on my ramen short. It made

10 cents. Maybe it's gonna make more after

it's updated. I'm not sure if 10 cents was

for the whole 3K views.

I don't know why I can't get views with

the food stuff, cuz I got big

views on my Helldivers 2 videos. But

everyone hated every video because I sound

like an idiot. But just sounding like an

idiot and being dislikable doesn't stop

you getting views. You still get the

views, just people dislike the video.

Maybe I'll put it on the second channel.

The second channel still gets views.

Okay, tomorrow's mission: I will go to the

supermarket.

They don't usually sell whale at the big

modern supermarkets. You go to like a

little traditional old market

where they sell weird stuff.

What is his big problem? My big problem is

I'm broke and bored. Broken,

bankrupt. Not bold yet.

Broken, bankrupt.

I washed my socks today. Do you want to

I got this new method of washing,

so I put them in the sink and then I used

body soap and hot water. And then

I just squeeze them.

It smells like soap, so I think it did

wash it. I've got to wash my underwear

too, but I'm wearing them at the moment.

I'll do it after the stream.

Body soap is basically just soap, isn't

it? So it kills bacteria,

so it should work on anything.

I need to wash my trousers. I haven't

washed my trousers in nearly two weeks

now. I might make green tea. I don't

have any food. Apple Hotel are so stingy;

don't even give you a biscuit.

Oh, oh, they gave me a stick of sugar.

Precious sustenance. Sugar's energy,

isn't it?

How can you afford to travel when you are

broke? Because I got a credit card.

£1,300 in credit debt.

Excuse me, I vomited in my mouth.

At least I can eat it again. Delicious

Shake Shack regurgitated with a touch

of stomach acid. Mmm, it's like Thai food.

Can I cook rice in the kettle?

See gray hairs on the side of your head.

It's not gray hairs, it's just a light

If I saw white hairs, I would have plucked

them out. It's just

a light reflecting off my hair. What are

you talking about, gray hairs? You You

can't see my white hairs. You got to look

under them. You gotta lift up my hair and

look under.

How do you intend to pay off credit card

debt? With YouTube, of course.

When I get home, I'll just stay in my

bedroom. Grinding out videos. Got nothing

to get in my way. No girlfriend, no hotel

fees. Just sit in my room,

smash out content. Nothing to stop me

24/7.

I need more cups. Oh, there's one.

Elden Ring DLC will be out by the time I

get back. I'll just hook up my computer

to my monitor, keyboard and mouse.

I should have my keyboard still. I had

that red keyboard, remember?

Thought you were going to stay in a guest

house. I am. In about a

week. I need to stay here until

then, then I'm gonna move in,

and then I don't know what I'll do in the

guest house because

there's probably no Wi-Fi,

or there might be Wi-Fi but it'll be

rubbish. I remember in the other guest

houses they had Wi-Fi and they used to ask

you if you wanted like a

Wi-Fi receiver for your room because the

Wi-Fi wasn't strong enough to reach up to

the rooms. You needed to pay extra and I

always used to say no thanks. Maybe I'll

say yes please, or I'd sit in the living

room secretly streaming.

Do you like gaming? I have absolutely no

interest in gaming, but I have to do it to

make YouTube videos.

Couldn't care less about gaming.

Where's my green tea?

Oh,

they have a Visa, like a— is it a credit

card or debit card? They have an APA Hotel

Visa card. Look. I bet you can't apply

for it if you're a gaijin. I wonder if you

get cash back. Upper points.

Uh, this is hard Japanese. 14% what?

¥1,000 cash back.

I don't know. I can't be bothered to

translate. What does W mean?

Wで集まる. What does that say?止まる、たまる.

I forgot how to read that one.

Upper Visa card.

What's on TV? They got adult movies.

I wonder if I can show it on YouTube

because the genitals are pixelated, so

you're not seeing anything. Uh, you see

titties though and bum holes. I get

banned. Do you remember when I was doing,

uh, Japanese translation work and I was

translating hentai? Someone asked me to

show me what— show them what I was doing,

and then I showed a page of the hentai,

and then I instantly Got a community

strike for 90 days. I felt so stupid.

They got me good. I don't know if that guy

was trolling or not to trick me, or he was

just genuinely curious. I can't

believe I was so stupid to show hentai.

Yes, I love traveling so much.

I'm a world traveler.

What happens if you put sugar into green

Well, you guys are probably bored of me

sitting in my Apple Hotel, aren't you?

But don't worry, we only have about— what

day is it today?

18. Uh, we've got 7 more days of this.

At least I've got a bathtub to enjoy and

then meet that British girl in a few days.

She's coming to Osaka.

We're gonna hang out as fellow

Brits. I wonder if she's

taller than me.

Yeah, I accidentally streamed 1 second of

PRN when I went to that love hotel.

And then I accidentally filmed— you know,

me and Chihiro went to that traditional

inn and they had like a spring water

bathtub, and I got into it naked and I

filmed it, and then my willy was

accidentally in the reflection of the

metal bit on the door. I had to quickly

take it down. That was scary as well.

Put my willy on YouTube. I feel like as

one last final thing before I die, I would

love to just post a video of me nutting on

YouTube and then see how long it takes

before I get banned. I'll be like,

hey guys, thanks for watching all this

time. Here's a video of me nutting. Bye.

I wonder if there's a way I can get my

willy on YouTube, disguise it somehow.

Like I could ultra zoom in so much

that you can't even tell it's a willy

anymore.

That's too risky.

My willy kind of hurts now.

I've been using it too much.

Do you still think of Mila?

Not really.

It's funny, I don't really care about Mila

anymore. Like, I feel nothing. But back

then I was so heartbroken and crying.

I can't believe I cried every night and I

was having like a mental breakdown every

night. I literally had a mental breakdown

almost every night when she left.

I'd go out into the garden, I'd just pace

up and down going, she's gone,

she's gone, she's gone, for hours, just

pacing around, around in circles like a

madman. I can't believe she had such an

effect on me.

Is it good to put sugar in green tea? I

don't know if it'll taste good.

I could try it.

Love is scary, isn't it?

It completely wrecks everything.

Where's my little spoon? I felt so great

before I felt heartbroken. I was making

good content, having fun with Mila,

enjoying my freedom from Chihiro.

Imagine if when Mila left, I didn't go emo

and I just moved on to the next girl,

making great content.

That's what I wish I did.

Turn off the heater, it's hot now.

I'm taking full advantage of everything.

Blasting the heater at max, hot baths

every night, use all the internet for my

live streaming,

um, use all the coffee, use all the soap

and shampoo. I'm gonna get all my value

for money.

Do you like being alone in hotels? No,

it's boring.

I'd rather be here with someone, but then

I couldn't stream. Well, the good thing

about it is I can stream, make some money.

It's so cold outside. I was wearing four

layers and I was still cold.

Oh, thanks, blood bucket. Shall I drop by

tonight? What's so late? What time even is

it? Seven.

No, I feel tired.

We can stream at your place when I come

around next. I'll bring

my tripod.

I wonder if I can get

food sent here.

Shall I drop by tonight and we can stream

together if you want? Oh, thanks.

What, would you already come? Isn't it

like an hour away? And it's freezing out

there. I walked around for a couple hours,

I had to come back. I couldn't do it.

My whole face, my whole ears were frozen.

My nose was all red.

It's funny, in Thailand I felt exhausted

from the heat. Now in Japan, I feel

exhausted from the cold.

The weather here is annoying. It's like

really sunny, strong sun, very cold wind,

so you're constantly squinting because the

sun's really bright, and then you get

sunburnt. My whole face is all sunburnt.

Look at my nose, it's like all red and

brown. So I got sunburnt And

then you get wind— windburned because it's

so windy.

It's the worst. At least in the UK when

it's cold it's cloudy so you're not

squinting. I hate it when it's not cloudy.

Japan has clear blue skies a lot of the

time and then you're constantly going like

that. Because I can't see anything whilst

getting blown by really cold wind.

And then you're trying to walk and all

these bicycles coming out from every

angle. You gotta watch out not to get hit

by a stupid bicycle. Why do they ride the

bicycles on the footpath? Can't they ride

it on the road? It's, it's really

stressful walking around in Japan.

Because these bikes, they just come out of

nowhere and you can't hear them. You're

constantly having to look everywhere.

I don't, I don't

really like how there's so many bicycles.

At least in Thailand, the mopeds, they

drive them on the roads, not on the

footpath. No one rides a bike in Thailand.

A bicycle. They ride

really fast, like 30 kilometers per hour

on the footpath. Electric bike, full

speed. It's so dangerous.

Yeah, you got to really be careful.

Always check behind you if you're going to

cross roads.

Or walk sideways. You always got to make

sure you check first.

And then you go to Namba and it's just

full of Chinese people and Korean people

with massive suitcases. They bring these

massive suitcases on wheels And then I

laugh at them when they have to go up

staircases. I'm like, that's why I use a

backpack. They have massive

staircases at the exits for the stations,

and you see them dragging their big

suitcases up them.

That's why I don't have a suitcase.

Suitcases are stupid. Why don't you get a

I can't taste the sugar.

So my goal for tomorrow is I want to buy

whale.

Where can I get some whale? Ah, it's gonna

be expensive, like a couple thousand yen.

How long is stream today?

Um, 7:40,

maybe 4 hours.

Yeah, I'll get some whale and sushi

and osake.

Whale tastes like beef when I had it.

Over 10 years ago. I swear it tastes like

ham. And if you think

about how whales evolved from a hooved

pig-like creature,

why would it— why would it taste like

beef? Oh, unless the

hooved ancestor is also the ancestor of

cows. Yeah. Because all the current

hoofed animals and whales, they share a

common ancestor, which was like this tiny

pig thing that lived in Pakistan, I think.

And then some split off and became whales

and dolphins, and some split off and

became beef pigs, horses,

camels, goats. Yeah, from the same branch.

I wonder what makes the meat taste like

beef or pork. Must be

some gene. Why would a whale

evolve from a walking animal? Because

there was less competition for food in the

water and there's more food available in

the water in that area.

So they just constantly stayed in the

Yeah, I want to try it again, see what it

tastes like.

Maybe there's animals now that in a

million years they'll look completely

different. When getting railed by another

man, is it only gay if you were to cuddle?

You told us that before. Does it still

stand? Yeah, it's only gay if

you kiss and cuddle and it's like, oh, I

love you. But if you just bum each other,

it's not gay.

Imagine kissing a man and looking into his

eyes and being like, oh baby,

I'd rather I'd I mean, I wouldn't say no

to putting my willy in his bum, but I

would never kiss him and do

like affectionate stuff,

because then that's actually gay.

What trouble are you in this time? Well,

my views keep going down. I'm broke.

No money.

I wonder how much money the blood bucket

video will make.

We won't know until tomorrow morning.

It's got to be 24 hours.

Very excited. I don't know,

the title might have wrecked the CPM

because it's a bit of a naughty title,

but the watch time was pretty decent,

about 5 minutes.

So people didn't click it and then click

off straight away, they watched at least

about half of it.

It's weird, I can't taste the sugar at all

in this matcha. I think the bitterness

cancels out the sugarness— sweetness.

Go to Daiso for what? For food.

I went to Shake Shack. I never had a Shake

Shack before and I never will again. It

was okay, but it's just a burger and it

costs like $12 when a Big Mac

is like $4, so I'd rather just get a Big

Mac. It was nice,

I guess. I had like a proper beef patty

And they put these red things in it. I

thought they were tomatoes, but I think it

was paprika. Is it paprika or paprika?

¥1,700 for a burger and chips.

Crazy.

I remember George Trombly took me to a

burger place in Korea. I forgot what it

was called. Maybe it was Shake Shack. It

was like some American brand, like Jumping

Jack. Is it Jumping Jack? I forgot the

name. It was like one of those hipster

kind of burger joints.

I'd rather just have a McDonald's, to be

honest. I don't care if the beef is

hormone-free and antibiotic-free and

organic or whatever.

Hungry Jack. Yeah, maybe that was it.

I want to go to yakiniku. I like yakiniku.

Oh, kushikatsu is nice as well. Me and

Chihiro went to kushikatsu for our first

date. Maybe I can find where we went on

the first date. We met outside

of Starbucks in Namba, and then we walked

a bit and went to a kushikatsu,

and then we went to a hub bar.

What did your girlfriend say about the

video at Blood Buckets? Uh,

she said Her house was very nice.

She's not upset with it. She doesn't think

I'm cheating. I think she just gets upset

when I try and hide it and she feels like

I'm keeping secrets from her. But if I

just tell her, then she's not really upset

about it.

Yeah, I phoned Thai girlfriend before the

stream. We talked a bit.

Oh, thanks, blood bucket. You're bringing

me McDonald's? You can withdraw cash from

ATM with a credit card if you're low on

money. You can withdraw up to 6K, I

believe. Try it if you're low on money.

Also, can I make a sandwich while pounding

Chi-Chi again? Yeah,

but I don't want to use the credit card.

Unless I absolutely need to.

No, I shouldn't have McDonald's again. I

had it yesterday, didn't I? And then I had

the burger Shake Shack for lunch. All I've

eaten is burgers. Oh, I went to Sushilo

in Kochi.

I want to get whale tomorrow. Where can I

I went to Kochi Castle and couple days

ago, and inside of Kochi Castle they had

this big thing. What's it called?

You know, like a model. They had like a

big model of little men catching a

whale. I'll bring you McDonald's if you

want. Maybe next time for

McDonald's. Feel a bit sick of

McDonald's. Why did you call Blood Bucket

an ugly old lesbian on Discord and then

act all nice to her in front of her face?

I never said that. That's fake news. I've

always been very nice to Blood Bucket.

What was I saying? Yeah, they had a big

model of Japanese men catching

a whale and then butchering it.

Looks pretty interesting. I should have

taken a picture, damn it.

No, don't lie, I never said that on

Discord. He's talking rubbish.

Don't believe the lies.

Why is there a hole in here? I need to

Go on Reddit and check the screenshots,

Blood Bucket. We got evidence of him

saying bad things about you.

What was that? Don't check Reddit.

I didn't say nothing. The people on my

Discord, they can back me up. Back me up,

guys. I never said that, didn't I?

Those statements were about someone else,

and the title was a lie.

Wait, let me check, see what they're

talking about.

No, I don't see anything on Reddit.

Reddit's pretty active recently.

56 comments on one of the posts.

Who are all these people?

If he's broke, why traveling?

It's only gay if you were to kiss and

cuddle.

People are very active on subreddit right

now. Blood Bucket, we will create a

Discord server for you. Please join, we

love you. You can share your work and arts

with us. No, don't join Discord. It's just

full of weirdos saying

weird stuff. I don't recommend it.

They made— they did it for Chihiro. They

made a Discord and they invited Chihiro,

and then they just posted nudes on it.

And then they invited the Hong Kong guy as

well, and it was big shit show of drama.

They're trying to lure you in.

They think the same tricks will work

Oh, I'm getting pimples again.

Damn it, getting a big one here.

Why don't you delete your Discord? Uh,

it's fun to chat on it sometimes. But

yeah, they, they just talk about Indian

people all day long. Like Indian people

shits all the time. Indian people this,

Indian people that, shit this and shit

that. Oh my God, so they got nothing else

I can never just get a normal Discord.

Every time I delete it and make it again,

the same people join it, and then it's

just the same.

Do you think Ice could have built your

confidence if you didn't insult his

friend? T-Pac is not his friend.

Ice doesn't think anyone is, is his friend

apart from a few people. He just says

they are acquaintances.

No, I sort of just been like, Daniel, do

this. And then I would say, I don't want

to. And then he'll just yell, do it, or

else I'm gonna tell you to leave.

So I would probably end up refusing to do

it, and then he would tell me to leave,

and I'd be like, okay, whatever.

You would have to give me a very nice

reward if I'm gonna do something I don't

want to do. I need the, um, I need the

reward first, or I need a guarantee I'll

get the reward.

Like, maybe a BJ from Kim would motivate

me. I said that.

Well, he asked me, he was like, Daniel,

would you want to sleep with Kimberly?

And I was like, yes, if she was willing

and single. What a stupid question.

Yes, but only if she's chained up in a

Yeah, it was a bit annoying, to be honest.

All these weird questions.

But I've been watching him long enough

that I know he asks everyone these weird

questions. Blood Bucket, go on Reddit

and read the screenshot. Daniel says on

Discord he doesn't want to be stuck with a

fat-looking lesbian woman. Did I say that?

I feel like I did say that, but I was

talking about someone else, and Blood

Bucket's not even fat, so it's obviously

not about her.

I feel like I might have said that. Did I

say that? I'm on the Reddit now. I don't

see the post.

Where is it?

I forgot now. I say a lot of things.

Does your girlfriend regret going to

America yet? Uh, I don't

She said it's cold, but she said it's

nice, not like how I told her that it's

not nice. She said I was wrong.

Yeah, well, try going to New York downtown

then. I'm only wrong because she only

stays in a nice place in Washington,

and she's only able to stay in a nice

place because her uncle is rich.

If she was broke like me, you wouldn't be

able to afford to live there. You'd have

to live in some rat-infested hostel in

downtown New New York or something.

With all the other immigrants, she's just

They're all accusing me of cheating