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A nice clickbait. It's not clickbait. She

said on her Instagram, she put a smiling

winking kiss face emoji.

What does it mean? Why would

she put that emoji?

She recently reactivated her Instagram.

She put 2 new photos of her in Australia.

Hmm, wonder why she's in Australia.

Kind of fishy. So do you remember when I

made that video about that @sushivlogs guy

and I speculated that that's her new

boyfriend? And then when I made that

video, she deleted all everything or set

everything to private on her YouTube and

Instagram. And then a couple days ago,

her Instagram suddenly came back out of

nowhere, and it has no posts apart

from 2 new photos, or like photo albums

of her in Australia. But someone is

taking her photo. I don't know if that's

@sushivlogs because it was obviously him

when she went to Thailand and a few other

places, because he was at the same places

at the same time that she was there. So

it's obviously him, but I don't know if

they're still traveling together. I still

find it really weird because they seem to

have— I don't know why she would like a

guy like him. There just seems to be like

zero chemistry,

but I mean, it could be him. I guess,

unless she found someone new, unless she

just asked a stranger to take the photo,

or she used like a massive selfie stick or

tripod. So I wrote a comment on the

Australian pictures. I said, oh, are you

going to meet the Australian guy? And then

she replied saying,

hello, my ex-husband. And she put like a

winking kiss face. By the way, I want my

Apple Watch back because I gave her an

Apple Watch for her birthday present in

2021 thinking, oh, maybe we

could like reunify, but obviously that's

not gonna happen. So could I have my Apple

Watch back please? If you

sold it, can I have the money? That cost

me like $700. It was an investment,

like a peace offering. And then she went

and reported my videos for privacy

violation anyway and had to blur out the

entirety of my Osaka Castle video. So that

video is completely ruined now thanks to

her. Don't know why she wants to ruin my

videos, forcing me to blur out the entire

thing. I had to blur out the entire thing

because her face kept appearing randomly

And it was just a nightmare to try and use

the YouTube editing tools to blur it out.

So I just played it safe and I blurred out

the entire thing. She went on a reporting

spree and reported loads of videos. I had

to blur it out or the video would get

taken down.

So that was really annoying.

I got her an Apple Watch 6 back in 2021

when my stocks were doing well and I had a

lot of money, so I felt kind of generous.

And you could see she was wearing it for a

few months, and then she just stopped

wearing it, and I never saw it again.

I guess that was her, you know, after I

streamed After meeting Ice, there was

someone called Chihiro in the chat. I

think that was actually her. It's stupid

because YouTube changed it, so I can't

click on, on your name and

then look at your profile to see your

channel. You used to be able to do that to

be able to check if people are real or

not, but you can't do that anymore. So I

couldn't tell because it could be anyone

just copying her name and picture. But I

think that was actually her.

Very suspicious. I wonder why she's

keeping it such a secret. Like, if you're

dating someone, why don't you just say

you're dating someone? Why is it a

big secret now? And oh, the Hong Kong guy

also replied. With a clown emoji. So

bloody Hong Kong guy is still around, and

it was actually him because I clicked on

his name and it was his Instagram account.

So those 2 are still around, alive and

kicking.

Why does Hong Kong guy put that clown face

now? He thinks he's smart because he

he knows I'm trolling. Imagine taking so

long to realize I'm trolling all the time.

So anyway, what's up guys? I'm bored,

felt like doing a stream. Didn't want to

go to school today because the school is

just a joke now. We literally just sit in

the class and read out the textbook and we

don't even learn anything new anymore.

And then we just practice the same old

easy sentence structures over and over

again. I'm so fed up with it.

I'm actually kind of angry because

I thought, oh, I'm in level 3 now, my Thai

language is gonna get good. No, we're just

still doing roleplay in the fruit

marketplace and we're just reading out the

textbook. John came to Thailand in March.

He stayed until September. It's so boring.

And just reading out the textbook is not

going to help you learn a language.

You've got to use the language. You can't

just read— I mean, I could read it out the

textbook, doesn't mean I understand what

it means. Like, I can go on autopilot mode

and just read the text and

not really understand fully what I'm

saying. And I need to be able to create my

own sentences myself. It's just so dumb.

I don't know why they're teaching the

language in this really bad way. I swear

I don't feel like I've learned anything in

the past week after beginning level 3.

It's a complete waste of time.

I'm really annoyed with it. We practice

some basic grammar that we've already

learned last month and I'm like Uh,

I go to McDonald's. I invite my girlfriend

to McDonald's. And then the classroom

laughs. It's not even that funny. I'm just

saying McDonald's because I can't be

bothered to think of anything else.

Yeah, okay, I understand how the grammar

works. Can we move on to something more

complex? Like, I don't even know how to

say let's, you know, like let's eat,

let's go, let's do this. I don't know how

to say let's. I don't know how to say new,

like my new car. Why don't they teach us

this stuff instead of stupid random fruit?

There's so many things I don't know how to

say that they should be teaching us

already, like basic things that we don't

know how to say because we just spend all

day learning how to sell fruit or

reading out the bloody textbook. It's so

bad. I could teach a language better than

this.

Now we only just learned the word for it

yesterday. We should be learning this

on day 1, not 3 months in.

Are they bullying you? Who, in the

classroom? No, I think they think I'm

funny because I keep saying McDonald's.

Love your streams. Oh, thanks.

Yeah, I think I'll just stick to streaming

because the videos are all just doing

really badly.

Why don't you study yourself? Because I

can't be bothered. Sometimes I'll watch a

YouTube video about some Thai grammar and

it's way better than the school because

they've actually got English. I really

find it frustrating because they don't use

English in the classroom. So they'd write

on the board like a new word and I'm

thinking, so the hell does this new word

mean? And then they explain it in Thai and

sometimes I just don't get it and I'm

looking in the book for the English

translation. And one time I just

didn't get it, so I had to just say, what

does it mean in English? And then they

explained to me, and I was like, oh,

okay, why didn't you just say that in the

first place? Then I would have understood

straight away instead of frantically

trying to figure out what does it mean.

I actually still don't know what some

words mean because I was zoning out and I

couldn't concentrate.

Be so much easier if there was just an

English translation.

You learned Japanese, so you must know how

to self-study. Yeah, but I just don't have

the motivation. Like, I've already got a

girlfriend who speaks English.

So I'm not motivated to learn Thai to

speak to Thai girls like

I was. I mean, there's no anime. I was

really into anime with Japanese, which

really motivated me. I've just

got no motivation, and the teaching method

is really bad, and the class is really

boring. There's no social aspect. We sit

in like a grid. Before, we were sitting in

a circle In level 1 and 2, we're sitting

in a circle, so it was like a nice social

atmosphere. But now we're sitting in a

grid with our backs to each other, and it

is so unsocial. There's a Japanese guy in

class now that I would like to talk to

because I wouldn't mind practicing

Japanese, but I just don't know how I can

talk to him. He sits at the front of the

class, I'm at the back. During break, he

just sits there on his phone. What, am I

gonna like walk up to him and say, oh,

The only opportunity to talk to him would

be if I catch him on the elevator, but I

don't think I really want to talk to him.

He looks really young, like 18, 19,

and he's leaving next month anyway. I was

hoping he'd be like 30-something, maybe

divorcee, maybe got like a Thai

girlfriend. I could be friends with him,

but no, he looks like 18 and he seems like

he's going back to Japan next month to go

to university. He said he's going back to

Japan next month to study, and that must

mean university. It can't be, oh, I'm

going back to study at high school.

There's no way he's that young. He can't

be under 18. I don't

want to be friends with like a 16-year-old

Japanese boy. That'd be weird. I could be

his dad. But I would like to— I wouldn't

mind practicing a bit of Japanese. I kind

of miss Japanese. I haven't spoken

Japanese in ages. You know, I did go to

Japan a couple months ago, but I didn't

really use it. I just said, oh,

I don't even know what I said, like,

daijoubu desu, when they asked me for a

plastic bag. I haven't had a proper

Japanese conversation in years, apart from

that cat cafe woman. I did talk to her a

bit, but I kind of miss just chatting in

Japanese and how easy it was compared to

how frustrating Thai is. I just— I,

I feel like I'm being a bit picked on by

the teacher because I go to class

yesterday and then she chooses me to read

the sentence on the board, and I just got

there and I was kind of like half asleep,

and I really couldn't be bothered with the

tones, and I just flat-toned the whole

sentence. I was like,

I can't even think. What was the example

sentence? I can't be bothered. You're

supposed to do. You have to put like quite

a lot of effort into doing the tones, and

if you don't, then you just end up flat

toning the whole sentence, and it'll be

like "prung ni pom

yak cha dang de muang thai." And

it probably sounds really terrible because

I just completely couldn't be bothered

with the tones. I hate it when she picks

me to read off the board. I don't even

know what I'm saying, I'm just reading

what it says. I like half know what it

says, but just kind of reading completely

off the board, not thinking what I'm

saying. Have I watched the new One Piece

live-action? Yeah, I'm watching it every

day. It's actually quite good. I watched

the Arlong fight, and if you remember the

Arlong fight in the anime, he, he does

like a stretch kick where his leg goes up

through the roof of the building and then

comes crashing down, destroying the whole

building. And I was wondering how they

were going to do that in the live action,

because so far the, the CGI and the combat

scenes have been pretty crap. Basically,

Luffy just stands there And he stretches

his arm back and does a punch like that,

and then it comes back and he grabs his

bicep like that. And that's the whole

fight so far. He barely does anything, he

just does like a stretched-out punch. But

the Arlong fight was not bad with the

final finishing move. His leg actually

went straight up through the roof, came

crashing down, smashed Arlong through

multiple floors of the building. It was

quite good, the CGI was good, but just for

that 10 seconds, and then the rest of it

was rubbish. As usual, there's so

much talking before they actually get to

the fight. The whole episode is just talk,

talk, talk, talk, talk, and then like 20

seconds of fighting. I guess that is kind

of like the anime though. The anime really

took ages to build up the tension and make

you build up the hatred towards the

villain before the actual satisfying part

where Luffy beats him up. So I

guess that's true to the anime as well.

Yeah, I guess it is like a lot of the

anime scenes, just a lot of talking,

Luffy getting beaten up, Luffy just doing

a few basic punches. I watched a few clips

because I haven't watched One Piece since

Whitebeard died, which was like 10 years

ago. I haven't watched One Piece at all.

So I watched some new clips of the latest

anime and it's weird. Luffy has white hair

and he has like this rainbow color

heartbeat, and then his chest gets big and

he stretches and he does like running

treadmill on the ground, causing the

ground to like, I don't know, get all

flopped up. And it all looks really weird,

like it's all multi-techno colored and

he's got white hair and a white jacket.

And he looks crazy. It's really weird now,

but that's what happened with anime.

Like, same happened with Naruto. He just

got really weird and just becomes like a

god with these amazing powers and

energies, and it just becomes ridiculous.

But that's the thing with anime, it has to

keep getting more and more ridiculous.

Until the point they just become like an

energy spectral beam that zips around at

the speed of light. I miss it when it was

basic. I was still watching One Piece when

I think it was called Gear 4 or Gear 3,

and then he would like— steam would come

out of his body and he'd go all

red. That was when I stopped watching it.

So why do you think Chihiro put that emoji

on that reply? She's just trolling.

I wonder why Hong Kong guy just stopped

making YouTube videos. I thought maybe

the— IED— was it even her?

Yes, her. It's definitely her Instagram

She said she wants to live in Australia.

Can you imagine living in Japan then

wanting to live in Australia? Why would

you want to live in Australia? It's

rubbish. It's got like a few nice places

like the Great Barrier Reef. It's got some

nice beaches, I guess. It's got like the,

the red desert big rock thing. But apart

from a few tourist hotspots, Australia has

nothing to offer. It's like really high

cost of living, kind of racist towards

Asians. You've got

kangaroos. Why would you want to live in

Australia when

you could live in Japan? I'd much rather

live in Japan.

But I remember Chihiro does like Australia

a lot. I remember her saying that when she

was younger, like 20, I think she was

like— what was the story?

I forgot now. Something about her dad

dying and she was in Australia doing work

holiday experience, and then she met some

Filipino girls who are the ones I met and

made a video about who were lesbians. And

then they got upset because people were

assuming they were lesbians. I didn't say

they were lesbians, but people in the

comments were assuming they were lesbians

because they kind of looked like lesbians.

And then they got upset and told me to

take the video down. And then I refused.

And then Shahira got upset because they

gave me permission to film and then they

told me to take it down after I was

getting good views. So I got upset.

I can't believe that video got like 40k

views. The good old days when

everything got views.

But she seems to really like Australia and

the Philippines.

She likes that whole kayaking at the

beach, waterfalls, and, you know,

sea kind of stuff. Not really my cup of

tea. I'm more of a city metropolis kind of

traveler. I like the cities. Beaches are

nice for like 20 minutes, play around in

the sand, get your feet wet. I don't

really like the beaches in Thailand

because you always get these brown guys

coming up to you trying to sell you

coconuts. You can't walk down the beach

without getting harassed by like 10 guys.

And they come up to us and they always say

ni hao and they start speaking Chinese.

We went to that big temple in Bangkok and

people kept coming up to us speaking

Chinese, trying to sell us stuff.

They think my girlfriend's Chinese,

I guess.

Maybe she just likes the Australian guys.

Yeah, what if she's seeing the Australian?

I'd be so pissed off because she refuses

to meet me. Not that I want to meet her,

just saying, because some of my viewers

did ask her if she would meet me again and

she said no, I would never meet you,

Daniel. How come she meets Australian guy

but she wouldn't meet me? What is wrong

with me? I don't get it. Like, I can kind

of understand why she would never want to

meet me again because

of, you know, the cheating and that, but

come on, it's been what, 3 years now? Get

over it. Why can't we just— I don't know,

why can't it be an option?

And the Australian guy was like banging 30

girls left, right, and center every week.

And she was okay with that, but when I did

it, oh no, I'm the worst human on the

world. She cheated

too, you know. When she was married to her

first Japanese husband, she was seeing the

Australian guy while she was married for

like a year. So don't start

trying to take the moral high ground with

the cheating thing when you literally did

the same thing in your previous marriage.

And I'm just saying, why can't— why

couldn't we meet to do like some content,

do like livestream, get the viewers back?

That's all I care about. I want to see if

I can revive the channel somehow if

Chihiro came back. Now we don't have to do

anything.

Off camera, if you know what I'm saying.

I'm just wondering, we do like fake, oh,

me and Drew are back together. 20K views.

Get the gang back. Reunion.

2040 reunion with Hong Kong guy. We're all

like 50 years old. I wonder

if any viewers would actually come back.

Uh, I miss those days. I was watching my

2018 videos. And I do really miss the vibe

those videos had. It was so innocent and

pure. It had such a wholesome

feeling. And then I really noticed around

2019, everything just changed. Like the

whole vibes changed. It just became so

negative and like

full of anger. I could see the anger

coming off the screen when I watched my

2019 2020 videos. Like, I think it was

the back end of 2019, the beginning,

beginning of 2020, I start to realize that

I'm never gonna become a big YouTuber.

And then you could literally see the anger

seething out of the videos. That's when

the innocence and the charm of the channel

disappeared. I think I

was just so mad. I did all this stuff

and my channel's not getting anywhere,

and I could tell it was gonna die.

So yeah, I think that whole anger kind of

ruined the vibes.

Won't Thai girlfriend get jealous putting

such a title? Yeah, it's a bit of a risk,

but I think she'll understand.

I think she knows because I was kind of in

an upbeat, slightly more upbeat than usual

mood than usual yesterday. And she was

like, someone happy? You talk to someone?

And I was like, no. I think she knows.

I guess she knows about my Instagram.

Does she ever watch your lives? Yeah, she

does. She got upset. Couple lives ago

because I was, I was ranting about how she

doesn't understand my Thai because of the

tones. And then she got upset and

I had to explain, I wasn't angry at you,

I was just angry in general because the

tone thing is really frustrating. I don't

like tones.

It's so annoying having to say a word in a

certain way, or else they don't

understand. I think if I say ma ma ma ma

ma ma ma, that's probably a sentence in

Thai because there's 5 ma's, and I forget

which is which, but one is mum— I mean,

one is dog, one is horse, one is come,

one is— I don't know, I've forgotten now.

But each tone of ma has a different

meaning, and I guess you could just make a

sentence by going ma ma ma ma ma ma ma.

I really hate having to do the tones.

It's just, I think it's so silly. Why

couldn't you just make a new word instead

of using the same word and then just

changing the tone? So I was Googling the

other day, like, why, why do tonal

languages even exist?

And there are a lot of tonal languages—

Chinese, a lot of Indian languages,

Vietnamese.

I don't get it. Just why don't they just

make a new word? Like horse, dog, come—

these are all— we've got words in English

that sound the same but have different

meanings, but the tone doesn't matter.

Like, what's an example?

Boy, you know, like B-O-Y and B-O-U-Y.

Well, in American English you pronounce

that as buoy, but in British English we

But it'd be based on context, wouldn't it?

Like you say, oh, sail out to the buoy.

Obviously you mean B-O-U-Y and not like

the boy. Oh, what, the boy that's floating

in the sea? Sail out to him? You don't

have to say— there's no tones.

Butt and butt. Yeah, that's kind

of similar pronunciation, but it'll be

based on the context. Like, you'll say,

oh, my butt itches. Obviously that's the

B-U-T-T. Imagine if

you had to say Butt. Butt means your

bum, and but means like, but I would like

to go, but my butt hurts. That'd be

so annoying having to say but every time.

I just, I don't feel like the tonal thing

is like a good way to do languages.

Only 1.5 billion people speak tonal

languages out of what, 8 billion people?

So it's obviously the inferior system. I

think they should just ditch it. I

actually read that some languages like

Norwegian were once tonal hundreds of

years ago, and they just ditched it

because it's a silly system.

Just make a new word.

Or was it like Scandinavian? Some kind of

Scandinavian language used to have tones.

I think get rid of tones. It's silly.

I think Japanese is much better,

although kanji is stupid. Get rid of

kanji. I think Korean, they've got a good

idea on how to make a good language. No

kanji, no tones. Hangul is a very

efficient and easy to learn alphabet.

Why do you need 4 different alphabets?

Just have one. And why do you need like

6,000 different symbols when the majority

of languages are fine with just like 20

symbols? Some of these languages gotta go,

or they need to be improved. They're not

very efficient.

Yeah, Japanese has pitch accent, but it's

really not important.

Again, it's the context that matters.

Sure, you'll sound more native if you get

the pitch accent right, but it

doesn't really matter unless you just want

to brag about sounding super native.

Now, I really love how English has no

tones. I can speak like this, or I could I

could speak like this and you still

understand me.

That's how Indians speak, isn't it? See,

I don't understand, like, why do tones

have to exist?

And then you forget the tones. I think

Thai people could understand you if you

were were saying the wrong tone based on

context of the sentence. They— I think

they probably could understand you, but

you need to say the whole sentence and not

just the word on its own. If you say the

word on its own, then it won't understand

what you're saying.

Next month we're going to be learning

reading and writing. I learned a bit,

doesn't seem too complex, but some of the

more complicated letters look so hard to

remember. Did I buy my elite visa? No,

I'm not gonna buy that. I don't even have

the money. What's it, uh,

£15,000? Isn't it

over now? I think they're making a new

system. 600,000 baht in pounds is—

I actually do have that money. I've got

like 17,000, so the Thai Elite would be

13,000. Next year it's gonna be 20,000.

Oh my God, I don't have that.

Maybe I go home, get a job, save up money

for the 20,000 Thai Elite visa. Work for

like 6 months because I just— I cannot

turn this YouTube channel around. Do you—

can you imagine I go back to England and

the views come back? I'd be so pissed.

Hey guys, I'm back in the UK, 15K views.

Oh my God, what is with you people and

getting excited just because I moved

country?

Why would you want to stay in Thailand?

Because it's cheap and I've got a

girlfriend and I've got a home and I got

fish. What is there in England for me?

My mum, I guess. I would like to see my

mum again. I want to see Pushkins. I want

to see my sister for Christmas. The only

interesting thing about the UK is actually

I really miss Amazon because I want to

build a gaming PC. And on Amazon you can

buy the parts for like 48 months finance

program. And I really miss just

buying stuff on finance and being able to

have stuff delivered straight to my door.

And yeah, I miss Pot Noodle and like

British food.

I really miss Amazon. Yeah, I guess I

could go to the shopping centers here,

but they always seem to rip you off

compared to the online prices.

I want to build a new gaming PC. I want

like an RTX 4090, triple fans, big nice

case with airflow. I want like nice big

fan, RGB lighting, I want like a big nice

monitor. I miss having a proper gaming

system. My laptop, I'm trying to play

Starfield and it just does thermal

throttling and then the whole game just

looks like a PS2 game. Oh wow, thanks,

Dirt McGirt. Then we'll get some real

content. I don't even know where Beirut

is, but maybe, I don't know.

Maybe I'll bring my curved monitor from

the UK to Thailand when I go back for

Christmas. It's pretty big though. How can

I bring it? Do you think they'll just let

me carry it on in a plastic bag? I'm gonna

bring no luggage, maybe just like some

underwear. Uh, I don't know if I bring my

gaming laptop. I need to

pee. Hold on, 30 minutes in.

He's avoiding the juicy questions. Which

ones? Is Daniel marrying his girlfriend?

Maybe. Don't know.

What was the juicy question?

Um, I do have this old computer in my

bedroom in the UK. It's a mini ITX case

with the triple fan GTX 1060

Ti, and I'm wondering if that would be

better than my laptop just because it's

got good cooling. It's got liquid cooling.

I kind of want to play Starfield on that,

see if it's better. My laptop gets so damn

hot. Most of the time it's fine, the FPS

is smooth, but then I get into some cities

and it just— oh my God, the thing gets so

damn hot I could cook an egg on it. And

then it just really starts stuttering and

the FPS drops down to like 10, 15. I've

got an RTX 3060. Gaming laptop,

but I think the heat is— I've got a

cooling pad as well, but it doesn't really

seem to do anything. So I spit on this

area, the bottom left chin where I rest my

hand on it. I put some like liquid on it

and I blow it, and it seems to help. It

seems to stop the lag, but then it dries

up, evaporates, and then it slows down

Do you think I could replace the 1060 and

still use the same motherboard?

Do you think I— let me check my Amazon

orders because it should tell me what

motherboard I have because I would have

ordered it on Amazon. I've got this mini

ITX case and the triple fan GTX

1060 could only barely just fit in it.

Motherboard. I kind of miss building

computers. It was fun getting all nerdy

about it. When was this? 2015. Oh my God,

my motherboard. Yeah, I did build the

computer in like 2015, and then I upgraded

the graphics card in 2016. I think it

is an ASUS H81L Plus

socket 1150.

So I guess I got to match up the sockets,

cuz yeah, I could just get the RTX 4090.

Do I still play Switch games? I haven't

switched on my Switch in 3 months.

Maybe I need to do some Switch game

reviews. I noticed my Switch Lite game

reviews got some good views.

I got bored of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom

and I never played it again.

Cost dollars to build a PC? Yeah, I think

it would cost me nearly $2,000, but you

know, I'm a professional games journalist.

I need to have the best equipment. When

did I get new glasses? Got them last year

because I had to get my eyes checked to do

I think my, my desktop setup would be

better just because it's got proper

cooling and fans, liquid cooling and

So what if I do what socket is RTX? I want

to get like a 4060 or 4090.

What about RTX 4060 on 1150?

I don't know. Socket 1150,

Intel H81, DDR3,

SATA 600.

What's the maximum graphics card I could

use on that, because I could go home,

dismantle my desktop computer, and just

put it in my bag and get a new case here,

because the case is what makes it bulky.

I'll just rip out the motherboard.

Oh, I could just take out the motherboard,

bring the graphics card and

the CPU, obviously. What CPU do I have? I

think it's like Core i7 or Core i—

I think it's Core i5.

There must be a Core i5.

ASUS H81L Plus.

I also need more RAM, like 32. Oh my god,

I'm really getting excited about building

a computer now.

Maybe I'll do it when I go back for

Christmas. I'll dismantle it and take

parts with me. Can I do that? What if they

scan my bag? It's got all these computer

parts in it. Oh, it's the

1150, the CPU socket. So what

is the graphics card socket?

PCI Express 2. I think that's it.

I'm such a noob when it comes to computer

building. I built one computer with my

Your orders. Oh,

like GTX, maybe that will say the socket.

Where's my graphics card? Here it is,

ordered on June 6th, 2017. GTX 1060

6GB ROG Strix Gaming How

much was it? It was pretty expensive,

like £500. It was the most expensive

graphics card ever. It was the most amount

of money I ever used on a graphics card.

This graphics card alone is more expensive

than gaming consoles. Do you

think it's better than a laptop RTX 3060?

Also, I want to bring my monitor, 32-inch

curved monitor. How would I bring that?

The stand is what makes it annoying.

I could probably bring it back. And then

what about the plugs and cables? I need

Thailand cable. No Kick stream. No, I'm

done with Kick. Kick's a waste of time.

Look at Deepak now, he's back in India

without Ice, he only gets like 100

viewers. You have to basically just stick

with Ice like glue, otherwise you— I don't

know, Sam's got like 5,000 viewers now and

he's not with— is he with Ice? I know, I

don't care anymore. I haven't watched Ice

since he left Thailand. After he left

Thailand, I lost interest.

What happened to the Finnish girl? What,

Shin? I don't know. She really wanted to

meet me, but then I met Mila instead, and

then she seemed to have lost interest,

and we didn't really talk again. She went

to Japan, and she was like seeing a

Japanese guy. I think she— I think she's

not interested anymore.

Don't know what makes girls lose interest.

Is it because my channel died, or because

I chose a different girl over her, or did

I get old? I know I lost my looks a little

bit. Is it because I

got old, my face got fat?

Yeah, I nearly did book an Airbnb in

Sweden. She was what,

Finnish-Swedish or something? I think

she's from Finland, but she was like in

that area of Finland where a lot of

Swedish people live, so I don't

Deepak got a deal? What deal? Yeah, I

guess you wouldn't really care about

viewership When you've already got the

money from the deal. But then it kind of

sucks out the fun, doesn't it? If you

already got the money, then you feel like,

oh, I guess I gotta stream because that's

part of my contract. What happened to—

what about just like streaming for fun?

Yeah, I think I look better now. My hair

looks way better. I look weird

back in 2017 and '18,

and I spoke weird as well. Like, hey guys,

uh, today I want to make a video about my

ex-girlfriend, and I don't know, guys, I

think it's a funny thing that I find her

really ugly but still have sex with her

anyway. I speak really weird, don't you

think? I sound so different

compared to Hey guys,

today I bought a new camera so I could

take picture of my Japanese girlfriend. I

speak really weird and my voice is really

soft. I think I kind of lost the ASMR

aspects of my voice because I speak more

confidently now. I used to kind of whisper

into the mic. That's why people thought I

had like this ASMR feeling.

You sound the same. No, I don't. I sounded

really lispy and I had like a very soft

voice. I sound so much more confident now,

but it definitely made the videos funnier

because I sounded so funny. I became too

normal now. That's why my videos got

boring. Self-awareness killed the channel.

There are many things that killed the

channel, but I swear the number one thing

that killed it was self-awareness and

realizing, oh wait, I sound really dumb.

Because I didn't notice I sounded so dumb

when I was making the videos. I thought,

yeah, everything I'm saying makes complete

sense and doesn't sound weird at all.

How's taxes going? I don't know, the tax

them proof that I was in Japan in 2019,

so I guess they're checking the proof.

Then we have to wait until they get back

to me.

Uh, what was I doing?

Oh yeah, looking at computer parts. I'm

really enjoying Starfield. It is really

fun. Not trolling or anything, but I'm

really enjoying it. I really want to

stream it, but I had to do a main channel

stream today. I might stream it. I don't

know if I'll skip school again tomorrow.

I might go tomorrow. I might go tomorrow

and then stream Starfield on Saturday. Oh

wow, thanks. That's my girl.

Thanks.

Yeah, maybe, but I kind of miss like the

boyish feminine look I used to have.

I feel like I've lost that a little bit,

the feminist feminine look.

I just wish I had a bit more, you know,

life in my eyes. I look so dead inside.

Don't normalize skipping school. Yeah, I

didn't want to skip school because I

didn't want to get into the habit of

skipping school, but it's just so boring.

I was sketching anime girls in my textbook

and the teacher saw, and then she put her

hand on my shoulder like, and then she

laughed and she said, very beautiful.

Beautiful is สวย.

สวย. If you don't say it like that, my

girlfriend said, if you just say สวย,

apparently that's like a swear word in

Thai, and it sounds really funny. So So

you gotta say like sui.

It's really unbearable these days at the

school. The only fun I have in class is

trying to make the class laugh, trying to

make a funny sentence to see if I could

get a laugh out of the classroom. They

laughed so hard yesterday. So we were

learning or practicing the word for

invite, which is chen,

like chern. So I said pom chern phen by

McDonald's, which means I invited my

girlfriend to go to McDonald's. And I

don't know why, but the whole classroom

just erupted in laughter. And I was like,

what? It's not that funny. But okay, I

think it's because I keep saying

McDonald's in every sentence.

The only fun is like trying to find a

funny way to use the grammar in a

sentence. I kind of want to speak to

the Japanese guy though, but it'll be

awkward. I think I can imagine what would

happen. Maybe I'll just say hi and would

speak in Japanese, and then we wouldn't

talk again, and then it would just be

weird. If I talk to him once, I'm kind of

obligated to talk to him again. And at

least say hi. Now, currently I don't say

hi to anyone. When I actually stopped

going to the toilet after, after class, I

used to go to the toilet, but I stopped

going to the toilet after class now

because every time I came out of the

toilet and headed back to the elevator, I

would walk past the Taiwanese woman, and

it was really awkward because we wouldn't

say hi to each other. We just kind of

Like, like look once and then look down at

the ground and then walk past each other,

and it's so awkward.

I see her talking to everyone else, but

she never says anything to me. But now I

just go straight to the elevator because I

know she's gonna be there when I come out

the toilet. This is so awkward.

Maybe I should just say hi and break the

ice, but we've never talked.

She seems friendly because she talks to

everyone else. But I'm just kind of scared

to talk to her. I don't talk to anyone.

I talk to that, that old American guy.

He's friendly, he says hi.

Yeah, I like the old American guy because

he always says, oh, hey Daniel, and I just

say hi. Old people are nice.

But I talked to the Russian guy like once

because he said, how was your weekend? I

said it was good. I said, how was yours?

He said it was good. That was it.

There's a girl from Myanmar, she's quite

cute, but no,

I haven't talked to any of them. I talked

to the American guy back in

level 1. He was really friendly. He was

kind of like a young Jack Black, you know,

big size, very full of energy.

Oh hey, what's up man? Like that kind of

energy. Gives me Jack Black vibes.

So I talked to him. I was on the train

with him. We chatted. He was nice. But

then he left to go and do his PhD, and he

said he's coming back to Thailand next

year. I wanted to talk to him again,

but I didn't get the chance.

He said he was in Thailand because he met

a Thai, like a rich Thai woman in Chicago,

and they got together, and then she

basically paid for his flights and hotels

and everything. So he's got like a sugar

mummy in Thailand. I don't know how old

she is. No,

wait, then he said they, they stopped

seeing each other, and then he met a new

woman on Tinder and they're getting

married. So he seems like an interesting

character, but he's not— I don't think

he's degen or dumb because he's got a PhD

and a bachelor's and a master's,

so he's obviously really smart. But then

he's like in Thailand. Hooking up with

women on Tinder and getting married. It's

kind of degen. And then

he asked me, so what brings you to

Thailand? And I was like, um, uh, uh,

I, um, I met, I met a woman online. I was

so nervous and I wasn't expecting someone

to ask me why I was in Thailand. And it

just sounds so lame. Oh, I met a girl on

Tinder. And then he said, They do say

Thailand's biggest export is women. And I

was like, yeah, well,

I'm here for the culture and the food.

Say you like the culture. Oh, that's such

a lie though. Yeah, I love culture.

I really— I dislike culture on a

fundamental basis. Because it's like you

gotta do all this stuff to obey the

culture, to fit in. And I just think it's

silly that, oh, you got to do your

marriage, and oh, you got to go to a

funeral, and oh, you celebrate this random

day, you gotta do this and that. I don't

want to do any of it. I just want to do

what I want to do. Oh, I can't

stick my chopsticks into rice because it

offends Japanese culture.

Whatever. Culture's just dumb.

I don't do anything cultural. Like, I go

back home. I want to go back for

Christmas, but just because it's like a

good time to go back to see my family,

not because I actually believe in the

birth of Jesus. It's just like a nice

traditional time to go back.

And it feels nice. I don't care about

like, oh Jesus this and God that.

I'm not going back because of the

religious aspect.

The stream's lagging. Is it really

lagging? Says excellent connection for

Yeah, I'm not really a fan of culture.

I'm more of like a do my own thing kind of

guy.

Oh, I could get my international driving

license when I go home as well, so I could

come back and do some driving, do a road

trip. Maybe I'll buy a motorbike. Imagine

I get a motorbike, we do like moped

streams. It's just the scenery in Thailand

is not amazing. Doing a, a road trip

across the UK, you'd have beautiful

scenery, or places like Australia, New

Zealand, I can imagine having beautiful

scenery for a road trip. But Thailand is

just like, I don't know, it's just

like jungle When you leave Bangkok,

it's not very pretty. I actually don't

remember what it looks like. It's just

like massive highways cutting through

jungle and loads of jungles. Oh,

sometimes we get into areas where there's

like big rock formations. They're not

mountains, they're like big massive rock

formations. They look kind of cool, I

guess. But the countryside in

Thailand, yeah, I'm not crazy for it,

so I wouldn't really want to do a road

trip. Yeah, it's just like

jungle and brown scorched fields.

The word countryside and Thailand,

they just don't seem to go together well.

It's like English countryside, Thai

countryside. No,

the 2 words don't, don't mix because

there's no beautiful countryside here.

Okay, they got some caves and waterfalls

which look nice.

Yeah, they got beaches. I went to Phuket,

but I wasn't really impressed. The beach

wasn't even yellow, it was brown, and we

couldn't go in the sea because the waves

were so rough. We went during a bad time.

It was not very good sea weather,

and the food's not good. Everyone says,

oh, the food's so good, you get crab and

seafood. Oh, you got to go for the Phuket

beach crab. I hate seafood.

I hate crab. I hate shrimp. I hate

lobster. I just want to get like fried

chicken and some chips. Crab smells—

crab smells really fishy. Makes me gag.

I want like fish and chips. With some

lemon squeezed on it and a sausage or

hot dog. I like sushi. I like fish, but I

don't like seafood, you know, like

shellfish. I hate oysters and clams and

scallops. Weird massive shrimp things

where you pull the head off and it's all

these guts come out.

Yeah, I'm very British. Like, a lot of

British people only like fish and chips

and sausage and burgers. Richard Hammond,

for example, hates seafood. I'm the same.

I hate weird stuff. I just want my food to

not, not look like the animal that it used

to be. If the food looks like the animal

that it used to be, then it disgusts me.

I don't want to eat my food and it reminds

me of what it used to be when it was

alive, because it's weird. I want a burger

or sausage because it doesn't look like a

cow or a pig.

I don't want my food to gross me out. I

don't want guts in my food. I don't want

head or legs. No legs. I don't want any

legs on my food.

No, disgusting.

And then shellfish. Ugh, you know when you

eat shellfish, you're eating the entire

body, including all of its digestive

tract, its reproductive organs, the brain,

the eyes, whatever else it's got. You're

eating the whole thing. It's gross,

and it looks weird, and the texture's all

slimy.

I don't really like chicken wings because

it looks like a wing, but I can kind— I

can eat them okay. But the bones and stuff

gross me out.

Imagine they invented a miniature cow the

size of, like, the size of a mouse,

and then people just ate the whole thing

whole. Well, like, they ripped the head

off and That's, that's basically what

eating a shrimp is like. I like sesame

prawn toast because it's like shrimp paste

blended and then spread onto the toast.

Getting hungry now.

Yeah, saying maybe I'll go to school

tomorrow and then Starfield stream all day

Saturday. On the second channel.

Are you guys following my second channel?

Would you watch me stream Starfield?

Because I want to get more peeps over

there for my Starfield streams, because I

really enjoy Starfield streams. But I

wouldn't do it on this channel because I

don't think people would watch it.

I forgot what my channel is now. I keep

changing the name. Expert Review Zone.

Copy link. Okay, so if

you want to watch me stream games, that's

the link for the second channel.

Am I looking forward to cultivated meat?

Well, lab-grown meat. I never tried it. I

tried Beyond Meat burgers and they were

actually really good. Have you tried

Beyond Burger? They're really expensive

though. It's like £5 for 2 patties when a

normal beef patty is just £2 for 4

patties. The Beyond Meat burger is so

good. I actually believe it tastes better

than a real burger. It's just expensive.

It's got like this weird taste that I

really like.

And I was eating these not

meat chicken fillets in Manchester and

they were really good actually. I tried a

mushroom burger. That was disgusting.

Never try a mushroom burger. Get the