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I got ATTACKED on the Street

2020-10-07 · 20 min

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  1. Hi, so it's been a while since my last

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  2. video. Actually, I think it's the longest

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  3. I've gone without uploading since I

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  4. started the channel. It's been 7 days,

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  5. and that's because I've kind of been a bit

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  6. busy trying to get my new Airbnb sorted

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  7. out. And I don't want to show the place

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  8. because if you saw my last video, I got

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  9. banned I talked about how I got banned

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  10. from Airbnb, probably because I was doing

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  11. OnlyFans in the Airbnbs. Anyway, I managed

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  12. to make a new account and I used a fake ID

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  13. to, um, get it approved. So I don't really

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  14. want to get in trouble and get banned on

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  15. this account as well. And the last week

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  16. has just been pretty stressful because I

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  17. really liked this place. It looked good,

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  18. it had a good price. It's not in a very

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  19. good neighborhood, which is probably why I

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  20. got attacked on the street by some weirdo,

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  21. which I'll get into in a minute. And I

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  22. finally moved in, even though I was

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  23. expecting to be able to move in last week

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  24. on Friday. It's now Wednesday.

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  25. The problem with this place is it's just

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  26. not really ready to be lived in. They're

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  27. still working on it, and even though I

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  28. moved in today and they told me it was

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  29. completely finished and fine to live in.

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  30. It's not. The hot water is not working and

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  31. the heating is not working, and they still

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  32. haven't finished some bits. And they said

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  33. they're coming back tomorrow to try and

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  34. fix the hot water and the heating. So I'm

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  35. sitting here freezing, sitting on the

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  36. kitchen floor, and I can't even have a

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  37. shower because there's no hot water. It's

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  38. just been, uh, it's been pretty stressful

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  39. and I haven't had any time to be alone to

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  40. make videos until now. And it— now it's

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  41. like 11 PM, so I'm trying to keep my voice

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  42. down because I don't know how soundproof

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  43. this place is. I can hear footsteps above

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  44. and they're pretty noisy. I don't know if

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  45. this has anything to do with it, but maybe

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  46. this is why there's no hot water, because

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  47. this boiler thing is blinking red. And I

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  48. pressed the buttons, but nothing happened.

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  49. And these pipes, aren't they supposed to

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  50. be hot? All these pipes are cold, and I

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  51. don't think it would be a good idea to

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  52. start touching or switching these

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  53. switches. So I guess I'll just wait for

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  54. him to come back and fix this as well.

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  55. It's just really frustrating because all I

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  56. want to do is get my own place that

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  57. doesn't cost $3,000 a month.

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  58. Like those other places I stayed in. And I

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  59. want to start living my life making videos

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  60. in my own home without having to move to a

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  61. different place every 2 weeks. That's all

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  62. I wanted. And I guess I just have to be

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  63. patient with this place because it is nice

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  64. and it is good. They've done a good job

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  65. renovating it. It's just little things

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  66. like the heating and the water and

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  67. it's still a bit messy here and there.

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  68. They have to finish up things. So on

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  69. Monday, I got attacked by this crazy

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  70. person on the street in broad daylight

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  71. because they said I could come and move in

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  72. on Monday. So I brought all my things and

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  73. my bag ready to move in, and I got here

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  74. expecting everything to be finished and

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  75. for it to be nice looking. And I get here

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  76. and is a complete mess. There's about 6

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  77. guys banging and fixing stuff and doing

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  78. DIY finishing touches, and there's boxes

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  79. everywhere, there's tools everywhere. The

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  80. sofa is lying on the floor, not even out

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  81. of its box yet. And the owner is here as

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  82. well, and she said they'll be finished in

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  83. a few hours. So I thought, really, you're

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  84. gonna finish all of this in just a few

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  85. hours? Anyway, I believed her and I said,

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  86. well, I'll just leave my bag here and I'll

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  87. go shopping to get some stuff. Maybe I

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  88. need some, some towels, some plates,

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  89. knives and forks. And I went to the

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  90. shopping mall and it's about 6 PM, still,

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  91. still bright outside, still lots of people

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  92. outside. I went to the shopping mall and

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  93. all the shops were closed because this is

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  94. Europe and shops close at around 5. This

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  95. isn't Japan. You can't go to shops at 10

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  96. PM and expect them to be open. I kind of

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  97. forgot that I was in Europe, and I, I

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  98. don't know why, but I expected the shops

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  99. to be open. But anyway, they were not

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  100. open, and I left the shopping mall,

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  101. and I decided to come back home. And

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  102. there's this big busy main road, and I

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  103. thought instead of trying to cross the

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  104. road, I'll go over the bridge. The walkway

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  105. bridge over the road. So I, I climb up the

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  106. bridge, cross the bridge, and as I'm

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  107. coming down the staircase, this guy

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  108. approaches me and starts saying something

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  109. in Dutch, and he seems kind of aggressive.

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  110. I thought he was just some kind of beggar,

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  111. so I said, sorry, I don't understand. And

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  112. then he just walks off and goes back to

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  113. his car, which is parked. At the bottom of

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  114. the steps. And he goes back to his car and

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  115. I carry on walking to go home. And then he

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  116. starts shouting at me from his car and he

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  117. runs back towards me and he grabs me like

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  118. this by my collar and

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  119. he starts pushing me and he was like

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  120. hitting me in the face like this. I

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  121. wouldn't call it punching because it

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  122. wasn't like a powerful punch. He was just

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  123. knocking my chin with his fist.

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  124. It wasn't really painful, but it was

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  125. really, really scary because he was bigger

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  126. than me. His frame was really big compared

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  127. to mine. His hands were huge. If my hands

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  128. are like this, then his hands were like

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  129. that. That was, that was the size

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  130. difference. If I had to describe his

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  131. physical appearance, he was not white, he

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  132. was not black. I don't really know how to

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  133. describe it, but he He was brown,

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  134. kind of like one of those gangster bad

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  135. guy villain characters from Breaking Bad.

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  136. Maybe Middle Eastern or Mexican. I really

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  137. have no idea. Or maybe just a mixture of

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  138. black and something else. Anyway, he was

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  139. really scary and he was yelling and

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  140. screaming at me in Dutch. I had no idea

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  141. what he was saying. And there was this

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  142. white guy and a woman who walked past us,

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  143. and I called out to the white guy, help!

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  144. And he didn't really do anything. So I

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  145. tried asking him, what is this guy yelling

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  146. at me? What is he saying? And then the

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  147. white guy says, he thinks you threw stones

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  148. at his car from up on the bridge.

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  149. Obviously, I didn't throw any stones. Can

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  150. you imagine me throwing stones at a car?

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  151. Why would I want to do that? Why would I

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  152. be doing that? So I turned to the guy

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  153. who's still grabbing me like this and

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  154. pushing me. I tried explaining to him that

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  155. I wasn't throwing any stones and it wasn't

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  156. me, but he didn't understand. And he

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  157. carried on shouting at me in Dutch. And

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  158. then he pushed me to the ground. He was

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  159. holding me like this. And then he put his

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  160. leg behind my legs and pushed me over.

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  161. And I'm lying on the ground like this.

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  162. And he's still shouting at me. I thought

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  163. he was gonna beat the crap out of me. I

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  164. was really scared. Thankfully, he stopped,

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  165. and after he finished shouting, he walked

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  166. off back to his car. And I got up,

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  167. and the white guy asked me if I was okay.

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  168. And as you can imagine, obviously I didn't

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  169. try to fight back because this guy was way

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  170. bigger than me. He was really aggressive.

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  171. He could have been crazy. He could have

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  172. been carrying a knife. You don't know what

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  173. these people are capable of. So I really

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  174. don't think it would have been a good idea

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  175. to try and punch him in the face because

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  176. he would have just punched me back 10

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  177. times harder. So I just lay on the ground,

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  178. you know, trying to get him to calm down,

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  179. but there was nothing I could do because

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  180. he didn't even understand what I was

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  181. saying. And I didn't call the police

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  182. because I didn't really feel like they

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  183. would do anything. He didn't really— he

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  184. didn't really hurt me. He just pushed me

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  185. about. It didn't really seem like a really

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  186. serious thing, even though it was very

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  187. scary. So I got up. I said thanks to the

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  188. white guy. Thanks for nothing, I guess.

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  189. And I start walking back to my home, and

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  190. then the crazy guy is following me

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  191. in his car, and he stops the car next to

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  192. me, pulls up over— pulls up next to me,

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  193. and he opens the window and starts waving

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  194. at me to come over. And he carries on

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  195. shouting at me. I don't know what he was

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  196. saying, but then he starts filming. He

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  197. gets his phone like this and he's, he's

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  198. filming me. And the only word I could

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  199. understand was police. So I was guessing

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  200. he was saying, I'm gonna show this to the

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  201. police. So he was 100% convinced that I

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  202. was throwing stones at his car. Now the

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  203. white guy said Um,

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  204. he was saying his kid said he saw

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  205. you throw stones at his car. And in the

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  206. car, in the passenger seat, there was a

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  207. very young child, maybe 8 or 9 years old,

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  208. so his son, I guess. And the kid was

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  209. laughing the whole time. The whole time

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  210. his dad, or this guy, was screaming at me

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  211. and attacking me, this kid was sitting

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  212. there laughing next to him. I tried

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  213. saying, sorry, it wasn't me, I didn't

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  214. do anything, and I gave him a

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  215. €20 note. I look— I went into my pocket

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  216. and I just took out any money I could

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  217. find. I gave him this €20 note, which is

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  218. about $20, I guess, and he just took it

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  219. and drove away. And you might be

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  220. wondering, why did I give him money? He

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  221. didn't ask me for money. I gave him money

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  222. because because he was convinced that

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  223. I threw a stone at his car, and he was

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  224. completely mental, and he was so angry at

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  225. me, and his, his face was like— the

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  226. rage had just taken over him, like this

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  227. animalistic rage was just controlling him.

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  228. And I thought giving him money might calm

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  229. him down. I can't think of anything else

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  230. that could calm him down. I couldn't run

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  231. because my joint pains were flaring up

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  232. again, so running was not an option and he

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  233. could just chase me down with his car. I

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  234. guess I could have called the police. I

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  235. guess I could call the police now, but I

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  236. don't know if it's a good idea. People I

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  237. talked to, they said that I should call

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  238. the police, but I don't even remember what

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  239. the guy looks like. I, I didn't catch his

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  240. license plate on his car, and I don't

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  241. really feel like the police would do

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  242. anything just because he grabbed me and

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  243. pushed me over. It's not really an

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  244. extremely serious case.

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  245. And even if the police did come and arrest

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  246. him, how, how long would he be in jail?

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  247. He wouldn't even be sent to jail, would

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  248. he? Maybe a few nights he would get locked

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  249. up, and then if he sees me again, he's

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  250. going to be even more pissed at me for

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  251. getting him locked up. And he might live

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  252. in this area, he might drive past again

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  253. and see me and then remember that I got

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  254. him in trouble with the police, even

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  255. though he thinks that I'm in the wrong

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  256. because he's convinced I threw stones at

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  257. his car, and he would just be even more

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  258. angry, and you don't know what else he

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  259. would do. These people out there are

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  260. crazy, and some of them are not even

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  261. scared of the police or the law. They lose

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  262. their temper, the animalistic rage takes

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  263. over, and it's like they're not even human

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  264. anymore. It's like they just turn into,

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  265. into animals, and it's just not really a

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  266. good idea to mess with them, I think.

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  267. Especially when you're like me and you're

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  268. not very big and you have absolutely no

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  269. fighting experience. I have never had an

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  270. experience like this. Last time someone

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  271. attacked me was when I was in secondary

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  272. school, when I was a kid. In my entire

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  273. adult life, I have never been attacked

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  274. like that before. It was, it was really

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  275. terrifying and I was pretty upset.

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  276. For a couple days. It's been, it's been 2

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  277. days now, so I guess I'm over it. I'm not

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  278. really that— I'm not really crying over it

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  279. anymore, but I was pretty depressed and

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  280. upset and shocked and traumatized by the

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  281. whole experience. Even now I'm kind of

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  282. scared to go outside and go shopping.

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  283. Some people did warn me that this area of

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  284. Rotterdam is a bit dangerous.

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  285. Can you hear that? Someone upstairs is

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  286. stomping so loudly.

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  287. Yeah, so some people did warn me that this

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  288. area was dangerous, and obviously I'm not

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  289. going to go out at night, and I thought

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  290. it'll be fine if I just went out at 6 PM

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  291. on a busy street where there's lots of

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  292. traffic and lots of people. I really

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  293. didn't expect to get Nearly beaten up over

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  294. what? Even if I was throwing stones at his

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  295. car, how, how can you be

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  296. so angry and nearly hit someone

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  297. and knock them over just because you think

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  298. they threw a stone at your car? Maybe if

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  299. it was a massive brick, I would

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  300. understand, but you know, he probably

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  301. thought it was a tiny little stone that I

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  302. was just chucking off the edge. Which I

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  303. wasn't. Maybe because I look— maybe

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  304. because I kind of look like a teenager.

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  305. Maybe he thinks I look like a teenager and

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  306. he thought I was just a kid messing

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  307. around. But I'm a 31-year-old grown man,

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  308. an adult. As if I'd be throwing stones

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  309. at random cars. And then even if I did

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  310. throw the stone, I wouldn't be walking

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  311. towards the car that I just threw it at,

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  312. I'd be running away. I'd be walking in the

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  313. opposite direction of the car, not walking

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  314. towards it in a casual manner. So this

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  315. guy has no brains, terrible judgment,

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  316. believes his giggling 8-year-old kid.

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  317. This is, um, I think this is a pretty

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  318. dangerous thing when parents just blindly

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  319. believe anything their kids say.

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  320. You can't just believe what an 8-year-old

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  321. kid says. They can be so mischievous.

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  322. They can just make up anything for a joke

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  323. or a prank, and you're just gonna blindly

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  324. believe what your 8-year-old kid says.

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  325. Scary. You know, this is exactly the

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  326. reason why this channel is called Hiding

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  327. in My Room, is because I don't leave— I

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  328. don't leave my room. I don't go outside.

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  329. For this exact reason. The world is full

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  330. of crazy psycho people who have

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  331. problems. They have serious issues and

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  332. they're dangerous, and you just never

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  333. know. You could just be walking down the

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  334. street going to a shop and they could ruin

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  335. your life. They could ruin your day just

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  336. because they've got something wrong with

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  337. them in the head. And the only way you can

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  338. avoid them is by staying inside.

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  339. And I thought I was being silly, you know,

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  340. locking myself up inside, refusing to go

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  341. out, spending all day long inside.

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  342. I thought I was being too paranoid. I was

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  343. worrying about nothing. And I

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  344. step outside for maybe just half an hour

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  345. when when every single day I've just been

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  346. hiding inside, and then this one time that

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  347. I step out for like half an hour,

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  348. I bump into this guy who nearly beats me

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  349. up because he thinks I threw stones at his

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  350. car. What are the chances? If I was just 5

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  351. seconds slower, his car

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  352. would have passed me before I got down to

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  353. the bottom, and none of that would have

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  354. happened. The chances of what happening—

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  355. the chances of what happened happening are

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  356. just so slim, it's crazy.

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  357. I kept replaying the situation in my mind

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  358. over and over again, thinking about things

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  359. like, what if I called the police and he

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  360. grabbed my phone and smashed it? What if I

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  361. tried to run and I accidentally ran into

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  362. traffic? Well, what if I looked different?

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  363. What if I was a 6-foot-tall guy? Would he

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  364. have messed with me if I was bigger? And

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  365. tougher looking. Maybe because I look like

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  366. a nerd and I don't look tough or

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  367. strong, I look weak. Maybe I'm an easy

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  368. target. What if, what if I wore my GoPro

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  369. and I filmed the whole thing? Would he

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  370. have backed off? I don't know. I kept

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  371. replaying the situation, asking myself,

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  372. what if this and what if that? And what if

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  373. I kneed him in the balls? What if I

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  374. punched him? Would he have backed off or

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  375. would he have been even more angry?

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  376. There's no way I'd have the guts to even

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  377. punch anyone in the first place, let alone

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  378. him. You should have seen him. He looked

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  379. like, like an absolutely crazy person

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  380. from Breaking Bad. So yeah, I am

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  381. pretty scared. I'm even more scared now to

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  382. go outside than I was before, and I'm

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  383. trying to think about how I can overcome

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  384. this. I have to get food. I have to go

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  385. food shopping, and my plan is to go maybe

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  386. during midday when there aren't many

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  387. people around and to maybe wear my GoPro

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  388. and just film everything when I'm outside

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  389. in case I need to use it as evidence. It

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  390. was a really scary experience, and I don't

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  391. think I've ever been that scared Since

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  392. I can't even remember the last time I felt

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  393. that scared for my, for my safety and my

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  394. life. I felt so powerless and defenseless.

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  395. There was nothing I could do to stop this

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  396. guy. He was just completely overpowering,

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  397. overpowering me. I was defenseless, and

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  398. it's just weird. Like, why was he doing

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  399. it? Why was he picking on me when I'm so

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  400. much smaller than he is and I can't even

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  401. defend myself? Over what? Just some

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  402. stones. It's just absolute craziness.

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  403. Yeah, it's been a pretty stressful week.

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  404. I still haven't— I still don't have this

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  405. apartment completely finished. I don't

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  406. even have hot water. I don't even have

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  407. heating. I'm gonna be freezing tonight.

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  408. And nearly got beaten up in broad daylight

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  409. in Rotterdam, which is supposed to be one

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  410. of the safest most civilized places in

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  411. Europe, but I guess not.

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  412. Yeah, so that's what I've been up to this

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  413. week. I'm just looking forward to this

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  414. place being finished. I can't wait until I

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  415. have hot water and heating and everything

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  416. to be finished and sorted, and for

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  417. mechanics and workers to stop coming in

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  418. and doing stuff whilst I'm supposed to be

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  419. here, and just get back into my daily

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  420. routine of making videos and playing

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  421. games. Thanks for listening and goodbye.

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