[2025-01-04] my new plans for 2025 [_q2Teyme7Wk]

Testing.

Testing. So there's been big changes in my

mindset recently.

Um, are you and Sunny still on bad terms?

Um, nothing has changed since the last

stream, so there's no updates.

But I wouldn't say it's good.

I don't think I'd say it's like completely

over. If she's letting me keep

the blanket. So I don't

really know what's going on. There's not

really much else to talk about because, I

mean, if she's going to get a job and then

she can't come over anymore because of the

job, then we're kind

of at a stalemate unless something

changes. Like, I don't know, like, what

could actually change?

So I can't tell her like, don't get a job.

If she wants to get a job, she'll get a

job. So it's not really much I

can do, really.

Could be out on Uber Eats. No, my New

Year's resolution is I'm not going to do

any more Uber Eats or get a job. I'm done

with that. No, I want to focus on

doing things that make me happy and things

I care about and things that make me feel

fulfilled. And delivering McDonald's just

wasn't fulfilling me. It was actually just

making me feel very miserable. So I

want to not do things that make me feel

miserable and focus on

things I think are going to make me happy.

That's my New Year's resolution.

Oh, I got a new credit card. It's just

talking about credit cards. I applied for

the Amazon Barclaycam Amazon credit

card and I got approved. You get £5,000.

Credit limit, you get 1% cashback on

everything you buy on Amazon, 2% cashback

when you buy on Amazon during Prime times,

and, uh, 0.5% cashback on buying stuff

everywhere else. So that's pretty cool,

but I'm not gonna use it, obviously.

I'm not gonna like buy a new gaming

computer on my new Amazon credit card

because it's got 30% APR or something like

that. And if you don't repay it at the end

of the month, you get charged interest.

There's no introductory 0% interest rate

offer, but I get 1% cashback on

anything I buy on Amazon.

What are those things you feel good— well,

I look back at my past and I think YouTube

made me feel good about myself more than

anything else. I think I just focus on

Why get a new credit card? Because I buy

stuff off Amazon and might as well get 1%

cashback. And I got a free £20 gift

card for signing up for the Amazon credit

card, so if anything, I got £20 for free.

And I could just wait until Prime Week to

do my shopping and then get 2% cashback.

A lot of people in hospital with big

sickness. Yeah, Dave Gibson had to check

himself into the hospital because he got a

bad chest infection.

I'm still kind of sick.

Um, yeah, so I don't know what to do about

the car. Getting the car was to serve

2 functions only. Number one,

to get a job, delivery work or a normal

job. And number 2, to go on trips with

Sunny. But seeing as I don't want to work

anymore and I don't want to do delivery

and I got banned on Amazon Flex and

Sunny's not coming over anymore and I

don't know if she's ever going to come

over again, And even if she does come over

again, I don't know when she's coming over

again. So it just seems like I got this

big paperweight sitting in the driveway

costing me £334 a month.

If you don't have a job and you don't have

a social life, there's literally no reason

to have a car. What is the point having a

Last time she texted was when we

had that big blanket argument.

Haven't talked since then. I don't really

know what else to say. Like, okay, get a

job if you want to get a job then.

And she said I can keep the blanket, and I

said I'll keep your present and not return

it. So I guess that means maybe

there's a chance we meet again, don't I?

But I need— I feel like I need to focus on

something else right now, not getting all

depressed and miserable over a girl.

I need to figure out what I'm doing this

year. What do I

need to change? What to focus on? I don't

really know at the moment. At the moment,

I'm feeling like—

I don't know.

I am seriously considering sending the car

back as an option. I just don't know if

it's worth sending back. So I've got

another— well,

the car, if you include the insurance and

everything, the car's going to cost me

£13,000 over the next 4 years,

or £330 a month. And my current

YouTube earnings, I'm only making about

£700 to £800 a month.

I made nearly £1,000 in December, so

that's pretty good. The, the conversion

currency exchange rate is really good. In

favor of the pound. Don't know why. I

don't know if the dollar weakened or if

the pound strengthened, but the

dollar-to-pound exchange rate is

a lot better for me now, so I should be

getting more money out my YouTube money.

Do localized travel? Well, after doing

Amazon Flex for months, I feel like I've

seen everywhere in Kent.

The only reason I'd want the car is to go

on trips with Sunny, but I don't know if

she's coming over anymore now.

So if I I still have to pay 50% of

the car before I can cancel the contract.

I've paid about— because I paid £4K

deposit plus about £800 for 4 months,

I've paid probably about £5K, and the

car's worth about £13K,

so I would have to pay another couple K,

like £6.5K.

And then cancel the car, and then I lose

the car. And then I would have just paid—

basically, I would have paid £6,000 so

I can work for Amazon and make the money

back. So basically, I just worked for 4

months for the privilege to drive a car,

when if I didn't— just didn't get the car

in the first place, I would never have had

to do Amazon Flex, and I wouldn't have had

to pay that money. So it feels all a bit

pointless now.

But if I keep the car, that's going to be

another £13,000 I pay slowly, and then at

the end of it I'll get the car and own it,

and I could sell it in 2029. I don't

know how much that car is going to be

worth, probably £8K. Maybe 7K.

I don't know how much it's gonna devalue

So I pay the extra 13K, own the car,

could sell it in 4 years, get back 8K.

I still would have lost 4K.

So if I just give it back after paying

50%, I would only— I mean, I would end up

not losing the additional £4K, wouldn't I?

I don't know. I feel like giving the car

back is probably the best idea to save

money if I don't plan to get a job or work

delivering through delivery apps.

And then I could just share my mum's car.

There's absolutely no reason why I can't

share my mum's car. If I don't know,

maybe I do need the car to go somewhere in

the future. I just hate

my mum's car. I think my mum should sell

her car and then we just share my car. My

car is way better than her car. Her car is

£17,000. If you were going to buy her

car on finance, it would probably be like

£22,000 plus interest. But because you

bought it in cash, She only got it for

$17K, but my car would have been about

$12K in cash, not $18K. It's only $18K

because of all the stupid interest.

I think my mum sells her car, $17K.

She just wipes off my debt and then we

just share my car.

She'll get 10K. She'll get 10K in her

pocket. I'll wipe out my debt. Plus,

I won't— wait, I'll just wipe out her

debt. I'll still be paying for my car

though. Her car's

worse than my car in every single way.

It's petrol, it's manual, it has no rear

parking camera.

The only good thing about her car is her

infotainment screen is 10 inches. Mine's

only about 7 inches.

She's got that Peugeot, the 2024 version

petrol Peugeot 208.

Does about 400 miles to the tank.

So it has double the range of mine. I

don't know if I did Amazon Flex in a

petrol car, the petrol would have cost

like £300 or £400 a month. So if I got a

petrol car, yeah, it would be cheaper than

my electric car, but then my profits would

have been way lower because I would have

been paying hundreds of pounds on petrol.

So I don't really know. You'd have to do

the calculations.

She did have a Honda, but then,

uh, she lost the car key, so she sold

it to Peugeot and got the new Peugeot

instead of the Honda. She could have just

got a new key cut, you know, but she gets

a whole new car. Goddamn,

it's cold now.

Everywhere was frozen with ice in the

morning. My whole car was frozen.

All the ponds in my garden froze up. I was

outside yesterday shooting it with my gun.

My, my BB gun, it couldn't crack the ice.

It wouldn't penetrate the ice. But when I

took the ice out of the pond and then I

propped it up on the table and I shot at

it, it shattered like a bit of glass. It

So yeah, I don't know what to do.

Maybe I'll change my mind later when it

gets warmer and I feel like making some

extra money.

I don't even know if my car's going to

start anymore. I haven't driven it for 2

weeks. How many weeks Can I not drive my

car before the 12-volt battery dies? I

might have to get that jump starter kit.

I feel like I could go months without even

getting in the car at this point. I have

zero reason to use the car.

The only reason was to go pick up Sunny,

and now she's not coming. Now I don't know

what to do with the car.

I don't want to go outside. I hate going

outside. Everywhere's ugly and it's

freezing cold.

What would I do with £10,000?

I don't know.

Put it in the stock market, maybe. I kind

of want to buy a shed off Amazon and then,

like, fix it up so it's really nice. You

know those cheap garden sheds that cost

about £500 and you put it together

yourself? I thought I get a garden shed

and then I make it really nice. I get

insulation and I insulate the walls and

I get nice— like, I get a carpet and a

nice sofa and like a little fireplace. I

get a really nice pimped-out shed. I can't

You have a guest house? Yeah, that no one

uses. Guest house that costs nearly

£30,000 that no one uses.

Sometimes I don't know who's worse with

money, me or my mum. I think we share the

bad money decision trait. My mum has made

some terrible financial decisions. I think

her getting that Peugeot has got to be the

worst financial decision ever. There was—

it's literally better in zero ways

compared to her old car. There's like no

way it's better than the Honda. It's

smaller.

I mean, I don't really think you can say

it's worse. It's the same. It's a manual

petrol car. Is it the same?

If I was her, I would sell her car back to

the person and then we just share my

electric car.

Because I'm— I don't think I'm barely ever

gonna use my car anymore. I was doing

2,000 miles a month doing Amazon Flex.

Amazon Flex was the only thing getting me

out of the house. I can't be bothered

getting out the house for £6 McDonald's

Uber Eats delivery offers.

Yeah, I don't know.

Don't know. My only hope

now is my stock portfolio goes up and then

I just use that to repay my mum.

I need my stocks to go up about 20%.

I got $5,100 in stocks. If it goes up

20%, that'll give me $6,100.

I got about $500 in crypto. If that goes

up another 30%,

that could be $650 plus $6,200.

I would nearly have enough, and then plus

a couple months of YouTube money. Oh, I

have one good news. I don't have to pay

any tax this year. I just realized for

some reason I thought I would have to pay

the tax on my Amazon earnings this year

come April. I don't have to pay taxes for

2024-2025 until January 2026.

It's been such a long time since I cared

about taxes, I kind of forgot how it

worked. So I would have had to pay 2023

and 2024 tax year this month,

but I claimed that I don't have to pay any

taxes because I was living in Thailand.

So I claimed that I don't have to pay

anything. And also I only made like

£13,000 in Thailand. So even if they

say, oh, actually you do have to pay tax

because you were in your mum's house for

10 days in 2022. So even if they do say

that, I would only have to pay taxes on

like £500 and then I could just actually,

I could probably just put business

write-offs. I wouldn't have to pay any tax

even if I was not— even if I was tax

resident of UK when I was living in

Thailand, which I shouldn't be because I

wasn't in the UK for all of 2023.

I was in Thailand and Vietnam and Japan.

But even if I was tax resident for UK, I

wouldn't have to pay any tax anyway

because I only made £13,000, and then I

could probably do business write-offs for

£1,000, and then I would be under the

threshold. So I wouldn't have to pay any

tax for 2023 to 4.

So if they come knocking, I've got a good

excuse— barely made

any money. So joke's on you, suckers.

But for this year, even if I stop doing

delivery work, I'm looking at making— so

I've already made £15,400. I guess you

could already include December's YouTube

money, which is about £960. So I made

about £16,400. We got another 2 months,

February, March. I'll probably make like

£600-ish. Because the CPM is really bad

in January and February. So I'll probably

make like another £1,500.

I'll probably make £18,000 this tax year.

Uh, minus £12K, that's £6K, minus a couple

K business write-offs, my taxable income

is probably like £4K. 20% of that is going

to be about £800. I reckon I look— I'm

looking at paying about £800 for tax

from 2024 for

doing Amazon, and I won't have to pay that

until January 2026, so there's plenty of

What do you mean I'm lying to you about

earnings when I was in Thailand? I got all

my earnings on this spreadsheet. I made

and £10,800 from YouTube. I made £1,500

from PayPal and £30 from Amazon affiliate

links, so I only made about £13K.

Oh, I've got a KitKat.

You said you were making 2K a month in

Thailand. I do not remember saying that.

I was making about $1K a month, and then

the few months I was in Japan doing my

subathon, I made about $1,700

in April and then about $1,500

Having the same street that turns into

Dickly Drive. Do you mean Dickly Lane?

Yeah, I always find it funny when I come

home, I see the road sign says Dickly

Lane.

You say you made 2K. No, I didn't. I don't

know what you're talking about.

I was making about 700 or 800

on YouTube and then a couple hundred on

PayPal in Thailand.

And then I made a couple hundred here and

there from selling a painting.

Am I traveling this year? I don't know.

It's really hard to plan what I'm going to

do this year because of Sunny.

Sunny is so unpredictable. I can't—

I can't even predict what's going to

happen next week with Sunny.

So now I'm kind of like in this state of

limbo where I don't know if we're together

or if we're on a break or if it's over. I

think from what she says, her intention

was not to completely have things over

with us, but to be on like a break.

So I don't know what that means.

I think she just wants to focus on getting

a job and, like, sorting her life out and

then worry about us after that.

So I don't know, really.

It's time for solo hot boy summer in

Germany. No, I don't

know what to do.

I want to, um, get back into YouTube. I

think that whole period of where I ditched

YouTube and I was completely all in on

Amazon Flex, I don't like that.

I don't want to do that again.

Amazon Flex didn't make me happy.

I feel like I want to focus back on

and concentrate on stuff like investing,

finance, which I'm interested

in.

I don't want to just be driving up and

down delivering McDonald's for

chump change. You make like £60.

If you have like a— if you have a bad day,

you just make £50. If you grinded all day

really hard, until you

go dizzy from all the driving. Best case

scenario, you can make maybe £60 or £70.

That's after deducting, probably having to

pay £8 in insurance.

Amazon paid off the debts. Yeah, Amazon

paid off the debts that I got into to be

able to do Amazon. It feels so stupid.

I paid £6,000 so far to have my car.

I made £7,000 doing Amazon Flex and Uber.

So I didn't make anything.

What was the point of it? If I just didn't

get the car, I wouldn't have had to do any

of that. I wouldn't have made any money,

but I wouldn't have lost any money either.

And then I could just use my mum's car to

go pick up Sunny.

Just feels so pointless now. I mean, I

guess you could say I got a lot of driving

experience and I'm halfway to owning a

car. If I don't commit to

owning the car, then I would have just

paid all that money and then got no car

out of it.

The car's not paid off. It's not even

halfway paid off. Working hard on Amazon

just paid off the deposit on the credit

card and a couple months of payments,

and also about $1,600 I paid to my mum.

You just seem lazy. Um, I don't

like doing things that I don't enjoy

doing, and I don't like doing things that

make me feel miserable. Oh, my mum's back.

My mum went to Leeds Castle to get her job

back. She's so bored,

she went to have an interview at Leeds

Castle so she can have like a volunteer's

role. You guys think I drag my mum to

Amazon Flex because I'm lazy.

She was more enthusiastic about doing

Amazon Flex than I was. She loves keeping

busy, and now we've lost Amazon Flex,

she's going back to Leeds Castle to get

a volunteering job so she's got something

to do. Can you believe that?

If I was her, I'd just sit at home and

relax. What do I enjoy right now?

Well, that's why I'm depressed right now,

because I don't enjoy anything and

I feel a bit empty. I'm trying to find a

new project, something to focus on.

Right now I'm just playing Path of Exile 2

and making videos about it.

I don't want to get into debt again. I

don't want to get into massive debt again.

Yeah, I feel really lost now. I don't know

Um, having a car is not really that

interesting.

And also, no one cares if you have a car.

I thought people would be like, oh wow,

Daniel got a car, and they'd be all

interested in it. Literally no one cares

that I got a car. The most they'll say is,

oh, Daniel's driving. That's it. That's

it. That's all you get. I don't

know what I was expecting, but I thought

Wow, people will care so much if I

get a car. And literally no one cares.

So now I feel like if no one cares, then I

don't care either.

Isn't a car necessary in Kent? Well,

yeah, if you got a social life and you got

a job. You kind of need a car. I don't

have any of those things.

I kind of wish I had a bigger car.

Sometimes I go outside and I have a look

at my car and I feel like, is this even a

real car? It's so small. I feel

like I could just pick it up. It doesn't

even look like a real car sometimes. It

looks like a little toy. It literally

looks like a toy car out of a cereal box.

Sometimes I wish I had like a proper

looking car, like a pickup truck or

something. I don't know, this doesn't

really look like a car, but then you get

inside of it and it feels like a car.

I don't know, I feel conflicted about the

car now. I kind of want to get a big car

now, like an SUV.

Because if I'm not doing delivery work, I

don't really care if it's electric or not

because I'm not going to be doing 2,000

miles a month.

No, I kind of don't care about cars

anymore. I've— I realized a car is

not gonna fix my problems,

and I don't think buying anything is gonna

fix my problems. I don't think there's any

amount of money or any product of any

value that I could buy and have that's

going to fix my problems.

I need passion. How do you get passion?

I want my passion back.

That's what I've been trying to figure

I don't regret doing it. I mean, it's been

a good experience trying out delivery

work.

Maybe I get a fish tank again. I get into

aquarium stuff again.

I quite liked growing aquatic plants when

I was in Thailand.

I've been watching that Caleb Hammer guy

recently. He's blown up so

much. He started his channel only 2 years

ago and he's already got a billion views.

And over— he's got nearly 2 million subs.

Under the bed.

Yeah, I've been watching that Caleb Hammer

guy. And why is Ice Poseidon's

girlfriend in one of the videos? I saw it

and I was like, what the fuck, is that

Kimmy? Why is she— how

does she know Caleb Hammer? The fuck?

Such a weird crossover. She's such a clout

chaser. Like, she chases after Ice when

Ice was this big streamer. Now she's all

with Caleb because he's like this big new

blowing up channel. God, she's such a

clout chaser, that Kimberly.

Something very annoying about her.

Scrolling through the comments in the

video where she's in it, there were barely

any comments saying, oh, she's Ice

Poseidon's girlfriend. I think I found one

comment saying that, and the video has

like 2 million views.

Yeah, that Caleb guy's pretty annoying.

He just gets mad and yells at people all

the time. It's a bit stupid. I like the

one where he interviews Boogie. That was

really interesting.

I think Boogie is quite an interesting

character. I feel like he's quite

relatable because I also do like—

or I did the whole shock content, like the

shock baiting,

and I act nice and friendly to people,

but then I trash talk them on my

livestream. I do that too. Boogie does

that too. And he also went broke from

just spending all his YouTube money.

And I like the one where he talks to

Graham Stephan. That was a good one.

But the rest of the videos where he just

interviews or he talks to random strangers

aren't that interesting.

Yeah, I like the bit when Graham Stephan—

he shows Graham Stephan his dating app

messages and Graham roasts his messages.

His messages were so bad. He was like,

oh, so are you not interested in me then?

And then he got— I don't know, he was like

sending weird messages to girls or trying

to say jokes where the girl couldn't

really say anything back to it, and then

the conversation would die.

It's just weird because he's really good

at talking to people in person, but then

his texting was so bad.

Just goes to show that

maybe some guys or a lot of guys are just

not very good at texting. In person

they're fine and they know how to talk,

but they come across as very dry or

awkward when texting. It doesn't mean

they're not interested in you.

It just means we're bad at texting. I hate

getting accused of not being interested

just because my texts are a bit dry, a bit

short. It doesn't mean anything.

It just means you suck at texting. You

can't judge a person based on how good

their texting game is. It's not fair.

Yeah, Sunny got mad at me so many times

just because I didn't text her much,

or I would not send like a really long

reply back to her, and then she would rage

at me saying that I'm not interested, and

I'd be like, No, I am interested in you.

I'm just not very good at text. I'm not

much of a texter.

Men are not texters.

That's a woman thing. Men— or like a gay

man thing. Us men, we're busy.

We've got stuff to do.

Not spilling out our emotions in the form

of texts.

I've never been much of a texter, and I

think a lot of guys aren't really much of

texters either.

No, I just think women, they put a lot of

emphasis on texting a lot,

and they, they assume

the guy's not interested if the guy

doesn't text much,

which I disagree with.

I prefer to have face-to-face

dialogue. I think texting is good for

sending short instructions or requests.

And conveying information in an

easy-to-understand, simplified way.

Like, I'll be home at 7. Do you want

dinner? What time are you arriving at the

airport?

What number's your gate? You know, like

acquiring information and organizing

things. That's what texting is good for.

Having a conversation like a

heart-to-heart chat and stuff like that,

it's just an inferior way of

communicating. You don't hear the person's

voice, you don't hear the laughter. It's

just not good. So I don't prioritize

texting apart from just acquiring

information like what time you're

arriving, when you're coming.

Uh, what do you want to do? That kind of

stuff. What do you want to eat?

That is because I grew up in the '90s when

we didn't have the internet. As a kid, I

grew up, we didn't have mobile phones, we

didn't have the internet, we didn't have

text. If you want to send a message, you

gotta write a letter and post it in the

I grew up pre-internet age when people

would just talk face to face.

Call me old-fashioned, but that's how it

used to be done.

I didn't really use the internet until

Probably 2004,

probably like 2005. I started using the

internet, social media, Facebook,

MySpace, Bebo.

Internet came out in 1994. Yeah, but we

didn't have anything. There were no

phones, no apps, no social media.

You could write an email, I guess. My dad

wouldn't let me on the internet. I had to

ask my dad's permission to use the

computer. It wasn't a toy, it was a

serious expensive bit of machinery.

I don't even know what my dad did with the

computer. There was nothing on it. It was

early days, there were no websites. You

couldn't go on Amazon, do shopping. What

did people even do on computers back then?

Play Pac-Man?

Why are you so quiet when people are near

you then? You barely spoke to Ice when you

met him. Um, because I feel very anxious

and awkward,

and Ice is not a very good person to make

you feel comfortable. He just makes you

feel very uncomfortable, puts you on the

spot. Ask you these difficult questions

like, quick, tell me something interesting

about you now! And then he shoves the

camera in your face. You got like 10,000

people watching and you're like, uh, um,

I can hold my breath for 5 minutes.

That's not interesting! He'll just start

yelling at you, asking you stupid

You barely speak to Sunny on stream.

Yeah, but off stream we would talk

normally.

I don't feel comfortable talking to people

on stream because I feel pressured.

I think off stream I'm, I'm much more

natural.

Oh, I might watch that video where Caleb

Hammer has Amaranth on his video.

That could be interesting. I think he

should have more famous people on it and

stop bringing nobodies onto his show. I

don't care about some nobody. I wanna know

about the finances of some big YouTuber

who blew all his money.

Imagine if you could get Leafy. I would

love to know Leafy's financial situation.

Do you think he blew all his money too?

What even is your love language? Yeah,

isn't there like that graph? That says

what your type of love style is.

And there's acts of service, like opening

the door, holding out the chair. And then

there's physical touch and there's words

of affirmation. I forgot what the other 2

were. I think my one is probably physical

I'm not— I'm really bad at words of

affirmation. Sunny would keep complaining,

saying I would never compliment her.

Yeah, I don't usually compliment people to

their face. I would only compliment people

if I know they would never see or hear

what I said. Otherwise, I'd find it very

awkward.

I don't think acts of service are very my

strong point either.

I'm more of a, I'll open my door, you open

50/50. Even stevens.

I believe in equality. I believe— I'm a

feminist. Women should do 50% of

the work. Open their own doors.

Pull out their own chairs.

What mic do I use? It is a Razer

X2 Siren. I spent a lot of time looking

for this mic. Do you remember I had that

USB Mini Rode and it broke? I spent hours

in the Thailand shopping malls looking at

gaming shops for a mic.

Yeah, this one's pretty good. It's hard to

tell before you buy the mic if it's gonna

sound good or not.

I've also got that big Blue Yeti mic

somewhere. I'll just keep that as a backup

Did I see my ex-wife's Instagram? I don't

know if she still has me blocked. She

messaged me on Christmas Day. She said I

was really surprised. I couldn't believe

it. What? I thought she hated me. Why

would she send me a happy Christmas

message? She said, Merry Christmas,

followed by love heart.

Hope you can live a happy life every day.

I bet she still has me blocked on

Instagram.

Very strange.

So where's she on vacation? She seems to

go on holiday a lot. She seems to go on

vacation at least twice a year.

Do you think she's alone? Because she sent

me that message. It must have been around

midnight in Japan on Christmas Day.

Christmas is usually a romantic thing in

Japan where you spend it with your lover.

Why would she be sending her ex-husband

messages on what is supposed to be one of

the most romantic days in Japan? Probably

second to Valentine's. I reckon Christmas

Day is probably more romantic of a day

than actually Valentine's is in Japan.

I still can't believe she came to Thailand

and she came so close to where I lived.

She was at that Mochit Station. I go past

there every day when I went to school.

It's next to Chatuchak Park. She took the

bus because at Mo Chit Station they got

like a big bus stop where big buses pick

people up, take them to faraway places or

even to the airport.

She thinks she's so slick, thinks she can

come to my part of Thailand.

We figured out I remember looking at

Atsushi's— was it Atsushi? He filmed the

video vlogging in Thailand. I saw

Chihiro's reflection in the bus.

That was definitely her. Looked exactly

like her. I was like zooming in on the

video to see the reflection.

That was funny.

Yeah, I would always have to change trains

at Mochit and then go to Victory Monument,

and then I'd get off there and walk 5

minutes to my school. Yeah, I remember the

British girl's name now. It was Fern.

I can't believe I forgot what it was. It

was Fern. I remember it was funny because

in Thai Fen means girlfriend,

but it also means boyfriend.

Next video, my ex-wife messaged me on

Christmas Day. I don't think I can make a

10-minute video talking about that. What

am I going to say? My ex-wife messaged me.

It was so weird. I thought she hated me.

The end.

Get back on OnlyFans. Are there

any people here who'd sign back up to my

OnlyFans if I started posting back onto

I do still have all my tools. They're

under here.

Demonetized. I wonder if the algorithm can

pick that up. So pixelated. My stream must

look so pixelated. I got like 3 of them

under my desk.

I really wanted to make a video today,

but I just couldn't think of anything to

talk about. That is the toughest thing

about doing YouTube, is when you just

don't know what to do for a video.

So I gave up and I just played Path of

The new video seems to be doing okay,

better than those Amazon Flex videos.

Learn to ride a motorbike, do Uber Eats,

make Uber Eats videos.

Yeah, I feel like doing it on a motorbike

would probably be easier than doing it in

a car. Why I regret buying a car

could be the next video.

How much do I owe for the car?

About £7,500,

and then plus £5,000-something to own it.

If I want to own the car, I've got to pay

another £12,700.

That's a lot of money.

The balloon payment really kills whether

it's worth it or not. Without the balloon

payment, it seems quite reasonable.

£12,000 for the car.

Buying a car in cash would just save you

so much money. If you just bought it in

cash, you could have saved like £6,000.

No fine from the police yet? No, I haven't

heard anything. Fingers crossed.

Surely they can't just forget about it.

Once they've pulled you over and they've

sent off the report, that's it, you're

gonna get a fine, right?

It's gonna be nearly a

month and a half at this rate.

Well, if I get sent on like a special

driving course instead of getting points,

at least I can have something to talk

about. Maybe I'll just take the points.

Points expire after a few years, don't

What do you think your life will be like

on your 40th birthday?

I should own the car by then.

2029? I'm gonna turn 36 in

March this year. Only 4 years left and

I'll be 40.

I was watching the new Trash Taste today.

They got Pete on, and then Pete was

telling them about the Christmas cake

thing, and I'm surprised

that they— I mean, they seem aware of the

Christmas cake thing that Japanese people

say, but I was just kind of surprised at

how surprised they looked. Hearing it.

Like, they don't really seem very aware of

it. And then they were talking about how

Japanese people just casually joke about

when women are over 30, they're useless

Christmas cakes and stuff like that.

I don't know, I think it's ironic that

these super SJW lefty kind of YouTubers

like Connor, Anime Man, Gant They will

idolize living in Japan so much, and

they're constantly praising about how

great Japanese society is, how nice and

polite Japanese people are, when Japanese

culture is probably the most anti-SJW

ideology in Asia. I mean, all of Asia

is really anti-SJW left-wing

politics.

And anti-feminism. Why are all these,

like, left-wing SJW stupid YouTubers

living in a country and praising it so

much when it's full of stuff that they

would be opposed to?

They're living in the wrong country.

They need to respect Japanese culture of

shaming women when they get too old.

The Christmas cake analogy is a little bit

harsh though. I mean, 26, 27, or 28,

29-year-old woman, what's wrong with that?

He's wearing the same sweater for 3 weeks.

Yep, better get used to it. I'm never

taking it off ever again. I only wash my

clothing if I'm going out or if Sunny

comes over, so I guess I'm never washing

my clothing ever again.

I don't know why Japan attracts so many

left-wing type people.

Who would be disgusted at a lot of the

stuff Japanese people casually joke about,

but they still want to live in Japan and

love Japan so much.

You realize Sunny is a lefty. What makes

you think that? She likes Trump. She said

he's funny. How can you be a lefty and you

don't hate Trump?

If I had $100K, what would I do with it?

Hmm,

I don't know. I realize buying expensive

things don't— doesn't make me happy.

What can you really do with $100K to make

money? I mean, you could put in like a

dividend ETF. I know some Asians have that

gene where their body odor is way less.

Do you have that, or do you just not care

that your body odor is everywhere? I

remember one time your mom said your room

smelled bad when you weren't there. No, I

have the stinky European armpit smell

gene, unfortunately.

I do like the European smelly armpit gene.

I think it's hot. When the woman has

no smell, it is so boring. It's like

eating food that has no flavor.

Am I left-leaning? No, I'm ultra hardcore

right-wing.

Being enamored with Japan is more a weeb

thing than a political thing. Yeah, but

it's just funny when they slowly realize

all the aspects of Japanese culture that

are so opposed to their own political

thinking.

Like, Connor is such like a feminist

lefty. And then watching him get disgusted

at this stuff is so funny.

But that's just what Asia is like.

They're always saying really rude,

horrible things. Casually to your face,

like, oh, you're fat. Oh, is he gay? Oh,

I think he's a gay. That's what my mum

says all the time. She just calls them a

gay. Not even gay, but a gay.

She says, I think he's a gay. It sounds so

Asian people just rude and they don't hide

They're just really blunt and

straightforward talking.

Is Daniel and Sunny on again? I don't

know. What do you think?

She said she was upset when I talked about

returning her gift because it sounded like

I was making things final,

completely final, when that wasn't her

intention. This is what she said.

She said she was thinking I would keep the

present while we fix our problems.

I said I thought you were making things

finer with what you said.

So I don't know.

I don't really know how to fix the

problem, to be honest. The problem is she

lives really far away and she she's going

to get a job. Yes, we know. We still

remember the stream where your mum said

Daniel is not a G H A Y. He's bisexual.

Also, why did she say that? Aren't you

still identifying as straight? Is it

because she knows your serial— the

Japanese guy? Cuz she probably knows the

Japanese guy BJ story and thinks I'm

bisexual.

No, I don't find men attractive, so I

don't see how I can be gay.

I can look at the hottest men in the world

and not feel a thing. No excitement

in my stomach. No throbbing.

Then how can I be gay?

Oh, wow. Thanks, TikTok clips. Who kisses

better, Sunny or Sabrina? Red heart.

Obviously Sunny.

Yeah, well, he sucked my dick. I didn't

suck his. If I sucked his, that would be

gay. I got him to suck mine, so that's

alpha.

It's alpha and manly if you treat the

guy, the gay guy, like he's a woman.

But if you get treated like a woman, that

makes you gay. Not gay at all.

Nobody rides a male torso. I think they

would for the right price.

Yeah, I got bitten all over my bum from

mosquitoes. Whilst I had my pants down.

Stupid Japanese park mosquitoes. Pulling

down your trousers in the park at night in

summer in Japan is probably the worst

thing ever. The mosquitoes just swarmed my

buttocks. I got sucked

off by multiple things at the same time.

The mosquitoes sucking my blood, The gay

guy's sucking my willy.

Getting sucked all over the place.

Stupid mosquitoes.

No, I didn't see you, Em. It would have

taken too much effort.

I didn't really like it, to be honest. It

felt weird.

I put, you know, the guest house manager

contacted me because he found out I put

his face in the thumbnail. I blocked him

and then he reported my video, forcing me

to change the thumbnail. But then a couple

months later, I just put the same

thumbnail back. YouTube's so stupid.

Because his face is in the thumbnail, he

can report the video as privacy complaint,

and then YouTube gives me a 48-hour window

to remove the privacy-violating content.

But there's no rule saying you can't just

put it back afterwards. You just do what

YouTube says, and then the 48 days

expires. They don't take any action

because you've complied, and then you just

leave it a couple months, and then you put

his face back on. I guess he doesn't even

know I put his face back on the thumbnail.

Idiot. He can probably report it again,

and then I'll just take it down and then

wait a few months and put it back up

again. Idiots.

I think they could make me change my

Guest house manager guy is such a prick.

He slept with my chlamydia girlfriend.

Remember the story? Before I hooked up

with the chlamydia girlfriend, uh, she was

at the same guesthouse I stayed at a few

years earlier. She was doing it with the

guesthouse manager. She told me all the

stories. She said his willy is small, but

he knew many techniques.

And she gave me all the gossip from the

guest house back when we were there. At

the time, I was dating the French

girlfriend, so I wasn't really interested

in the chlamydia one.

I wonder what she's up to now. She must be

like 45. I was 24 and she was

about 32 at the time.

She might actually be the same age as

Chihiro.

It is. I was quite sad that the guest

house days are over. I kind of realized,

yeah, the guest house days, they're done.

I'm too old for this.

You cannot go into a guest house when

you're in your mid-30s and think it's

going to be the same Like when you were in

your early 20s going to guesthouses. It's

just not the same. You're not young and

full of energy and full of innocence.

Last guesthouse was horrible. I tried

going down to the living room a few times.

I talked to that Malaysian girl a couple

of times. But it didn't really go

anywhere, and no one else talked to me.

Everyone looked really young. I felt

really weird. Everyone looked like they

were in their 20s, and I'm like 35.

It's weird.

I still think it was some of the best time

of my life when I was 20 and 21

and 22, staying at Japanese guesthouses.

But I feel like you can only really do it

when you're young. No one's stopping you

going there when you're like 40, but it's

just weird. Honey is younger than you,

right? Do you think you will date younger

than you from now on? Also, have you seen

your energy levels decline as you've

gotten older?

Um,

I don't know if I'd say I would never date

someone older than me ever again.

I would prefer not to, to be honest.

No, if I'm in my 40s, I would rather just

be alone than dating 50-year-old women.

Get lost. I would rather just become like

a lonely incel with a sex doll than date a

50-year-old. Unless I'm

60 or I'm also

50, I wouldn't date a 50-year-old.

I just feel so miserable when I'm in a

relationship with someone who's over 40.

I just— I don't feel happy.

But obviously, if I was 40, I wouldn't

complain about it.

When you're in your 20s and the woman's in

her early 30s, I think it's fine.

The problem is when you're in your late

20s or early 30s and then they're nearly

40. That's when the

problem begins.

I mean, the main problem is, number one,

it, it's embarrassing because it feels

like you're with your mum. And then number

2 problem is you just can't

get an erection because you don't find

them attractive. So now you got no sex

life. So it's all just

bad all around.

But there are other benefits, like usually

they have their financial situation sorted

out by that age. Usually the family isn't

really part of the equation because

a lot of the times the parents are dead,

or at least one of them is.

But then if they've got kids from a

previous relationship, that's a deal

breaker. I would not really want to date

someone who's got kids.

Learn a skill that makes you money, like

cybersecurity.

But it's so boring, I couldn't learn it.

Today we're going to be teaching you about

the UIX Data Center Application

Program and what kind of applications it

can be applied to. The UIX version 3.0

was created in 2017, used in

multiple software systems by big companies

across the— I'd be like, fucking hell,

it's so boring, shut up. I couldn't care

less.

It's so boring, all this software computer

stuff. They use all these words

I don't even know what they mean.

Version 3.0 UIX data network

utilizes a complex system of Blockchains.

Shut up. I hate IT.

IT is so boring.

I'd rather do something like plumbing.