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my mum is upset
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Why is there no sound? Oh, oh, it's because my headphones aren't plugged in. Maybe that's why. Idiot. Idiot.
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0:07–0:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_0Is this actually live? It says public. Oh well,
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0:23–0:27 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_1one watching, one person.
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0:34–0:37 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_2Is my camera frozen?
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0:41–0:42 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_3No, I'm moving, I'm moving, moving.
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0:46–0:50 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_4Play game, survivor mode. So I've been wanting, wanting to play survivor mode on this game just to see what it's like. Select set Amanda.
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0:52–1:03 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_5Huh,
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1:08–1:08 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_6so there's a leaderboard. The basement.
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1:11–1:14 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_7I wish I had a basement. That'd be pretty cool. How do I start it?
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1:16–1:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_8Enter to select. Amanda. She looks like a man. Is that why she's called Amanda? If I was a woman, I'd hate to be called Amanda. It's such— actually, I won't say that. There might be someone called Amanda watching. Amanda's a great name. I would name— I would definitely name my daughter Amanda if I had a daughter.
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1:25–1:45 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_9Ripley is not a violent person but will defend herself if needed.
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1:47–1:51 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_10Did anyone hear that?
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1:54–1:55 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_11Why is my mum upset?
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2:01–2:02 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_12I'm not sure. Maybe I should wait a bit until I tell the story.
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2:05–2:07 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_13Beer. What do I have to do on escape the area?
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2:14–2:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_14You can't actually see the game.
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2:20–2:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_15You can't actually see the game because my whole face is covering it, isn't it? Does anyone actually care about seeing the game? I don't think so. I just find it kind of awkward when I'm livestreaming and I've got nothing to do apart from staring at my own face.
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2:24–2:38 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_16So much easier to livestream when you're playing a game. It just— it kind of takes the pressure off you.
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2:42–2:49 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_17What are these?
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2:53–2:54 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_18Maybe I should try reading the chat.
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2:57–2:58 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_19Hi, yo, hi, no, hi, fat. That's great, chat. What an interesting conversation.
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3:05–3:11 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_20Can you make the face smaller so we can see the game? Oh, so people do want to see the game.
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3:13–3:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_21Okay, I'll make it a bit smaller if I move it like this. And then if I put it up here,
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3:20–3:38 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_22if I move the microphone closer— am I growing my hair out? Yeah. Is my hair getting long? I feel like you can see my scalp. Am I going bald? I don't want to go bald. No, I'm not going bald. It's just that when you have longer hair, it makes the scalp more visible.
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3:41–4:03 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_23Can you see my scalp?
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4:05–4:06 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_24Look, my scalp is completely white. It hasn't seen sunlight for 28 years.
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4:12–4:18 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_25Um, crop the microphone out. How do I crop? You can't really crop the video. I can move it. Oh, if I— I feel like spit— feel— I feel like being able to see the microphone is very important for some reason.
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4:24–4:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_26I need to sit more to the right, don't I? I want to sit here. I like it. Okay, what about this way?
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4:42–4:49 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_27That's better. Not really.
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4:51–4:54 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_28Why do you hope no Indians are watching? Did I say something racist towards Indian people? I don't think I did. Not yet anyway.
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5:00–5:08 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_29Let me get my hair out my face.
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5:10–5:12 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_30But when I sit back, then it goes to the left.
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5:18–5:20 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_31I could just move the whole monitor.
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5:22–5:23 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_32Okay,
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5:27–5:28 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_33why is my mum angry? She's not angry, she's upset.
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5:32–5:34 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_34She's upset because of the whole stalker thing.
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6:06–6:22 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_37Now people keep— keeps asking what's happened to my mum. I've already told the story. Someone else said him. She's upset because of the whole stalker thing.
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6:37–6:45 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_38She said it's all my fault. Now you're attracting strange people. We're all gonna get murdered. We're all gonna get murdered.
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7:15–7:28 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_40Piss off. Can I set this guy on fire?
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7:34–7:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_41I need a game where you can mess with people.
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7:49–7:51 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_42I don't like this game.
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8:07–8:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_44Why is he moving? I'm not even pressing forwards. Sound's too loud as well.
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8:19–8:23 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_45Is the sound too loud? Turn it down a bit.
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8:31–8:41 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_47oh fuck.
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8:45–8:46 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_48Because after my phone battery died, I couldn't see— I couldn't see the live chat anymore, so I wasn't sure what people were saying after the stream ended.
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8:51–8:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_49And apparently he was linking stuff, but I don't know if that's true or not.
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9:02–9:05 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_50But I said if you share the link for my Facebook on the chat, then I'll ban you. If you want to tell me about it, tell me about it privately, not on a public chat.
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9:10–9:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_51Oh no, my video froze again. I don't understand why it keeps freezing.
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9:25–9:28 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_52Wait, let me deactivate it. I thought, I thought I fixed this. I updated the drivers.
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9:32–9:38 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_53The guy can just make a new account. Yeah, he can.
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9:53–9:56 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_54I don't know, it's hard to tell who to trust now.
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9:59–10:01 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_55It's frozen again, hasn't it? Why does this keep happening? It keeps freezing when I'm making a really strange face as well.
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10:06–10:13 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_56This isn't going real well.
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10:17–10:19 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_57Um, am I going to get swatted? This is the UK, people don't get swatted here. I guess they do. I guess you could call the police. But they're not going to burst in here with guns.
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10:25–10:35 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_58Don't use OBS.
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10:38–10:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_59He mentioned the site your Facebook was on. You see, that's the problem I have. If you know it, then don't start telling everyone about it. That makes you just as bad as the person who leaked it in the first place.
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10:48–11:00 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_60Maybe I should just tell everyone. I think you already know what my last name is by now. If I just make a video saying, hey, this is my last name, then the stalker doesn't really have anything to tell anyone because everyone knows about it already. I don't really see what the big problem with knowing my last name
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11:13–11:32 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_61is anyway.
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11:33–11:33 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_62Maybe I feel kind of paranoid that if people know my last name, that something bad's gonna happen.
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11:36–11:42 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_63They did a reverse image search on your profile pic.
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11:52–11:54 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_64That's the thing I don't understand. How can they find my profile when it's set to private? If it's set to private, it should be private. It shouldn't turn up on search engines or image searches.
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11:59–12:10 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_65Has it frozen again? It's kind of hard to keep up with the chat.
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12:21–12:25 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_66The strange thing is they found a photo of me from 2008 which I posted on Facebook, but I deleted that photo years ago. I don't even have that photo on my Facebook. But they found it. That was weird. There was this photo of me where I had this anime haircut.
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12:38–12:55 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_67Reverse image search because your profile pic was the one you were using publicly. No, my, my profile picture on Facebook was a gigantic question mark, a big red question mark. It wasn't my face.
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13:26–13:44 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_69professionally, like they've had a professional writer script his videos. And they, they were like B, B movies. What's a B movie? Like an indie movie, because they thought the writing was really good,
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13:44–13:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_70which I found kind of hilarious.
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14:01–14:03 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_71I've had it as a question mark for years.
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14:15–14:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_72Since last year at least.
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14:19–14:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_73Did I use the same email address for Facebook as this YouTube? No, I used a really old email address for Facebook. Because I made that Facebook in 2008. It was ages ago.
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16:10–16:11 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_79Some guy in your latest video claimed he is doxxing you. Some guy
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16:19–16:24 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_80in your latest video, who's that?
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17:00–17:17 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_83I was imagining that I would find this guy standing there taking a photo, and he would look really creepy.
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17:20–17:26 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_84I was so disappointed.
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17:28–17:29 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_85Why is my mom upset? Because she's worried about the stalker.
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17:36–17:39 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_86She says, you better be careful on YouTube, you're gonna anger all these weirdos and they're gonna come and murder us.
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17:41–17:47 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_87I said, you better buy a gigantic dog. Go and buy a dog, you'll be safe. Rottweiler. German Shepherd.
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17:52–17:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_88Now I've got hiccups. I'm gonna hide in this box
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18:06–18:11 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_89whilst I read comments.
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18:13–18:14 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_90What if my stalker knows me in person?
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18:21–18:23 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_91No one knows me in person apart from the people I met in Japan.
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18:26–18:29 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_92Australia. Australia.
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19:10–19:27 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_95Has the camera froze again? Fuck's sake.
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19:41–19:44 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_96Deactivate. I don't understand why this keeps happening. It wasn't happening yesterday.
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19:47–19:51 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_97I've updated OBS, I've updated the webcam drivers. I don't understand what's happening.
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20:32–20:34 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_100Use XSplit. I've never, I've never used it before. I've heard of it.
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20:40–20:46 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_101Stupid OBS, useless piece of junk.
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20:49–20:52 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_102My dad wasn't angry. I phoned him in the morning asking him how to access the CCTV footage, and I told him that there was this guy stalking me.
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21:17–21:27 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_103XSplit download.
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21:31–21:32 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_104Download broadcaster XSplit.
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21:34–21:36 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_105Why is it in Korean? The hell? Why, why is this website in Korean?
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21:40–21:45 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_106How about English, please?
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21:52–21:53 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_107I'm not sure why it would be in Korean. See, it's still in Korean.
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21:56–21:59 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_108How about we change it to English then?
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22:03–22:04 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_109That would be better.
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22:06–22:07 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_110That's the wrong one? Which one is it then? XSplit.
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22:11–22:15 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_111That's strange. Some people think she's angry when I wrote upset. Does upset mean angry? I thought upset meant sad or unhappy, not angry.
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22:23–22:34 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_112Hmm.
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23:44–23:49 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_118[Security-location detail withheld from this public projection.] My eyes look bloodshot. Do they?
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23:56–24:03 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_119Maybe it's because I'm drinking beer.
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24:10–24:11 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_120Upset is a vague term. I guess it is.
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25:15–25:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_124Oh, it's frozen again.
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25:31–25:32 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_125She said, stop making videos. I said, no, it's my job. I'm famous. I can't stop now.
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25:34–25:40 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_126Oh great. The webcam's just completely died.
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25:45–25:48 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_127It's completely dead.
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25:51–25:52 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_128I keep burping.
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25:56–25:57 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_129Look, when I click on— it's just disappeared now. Oops, OBS has crashed. It just completely crashed.
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26:01–26:10 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_130Hello? Is anyone there?
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26:19–26:21 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_131Press 5 if you can hear me.
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26:26–26:27 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_132I said press 5.
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26:41–26:42 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_133Okay, okay, stop pressing 5 now.
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26:47–26:49 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_134But now the camera keeps disappearing. Oh fuck, it's crashed again.
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26:51–26:54 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_135It just crashed again.
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27:07–27:08 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_136Wait,
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27:19–27:19 · rev_59d0ba75567a9409232dfd37296e776a_137I'm going to restart my computer. Hold on, we're restarting. Be right back.
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