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Hello, hello.

That was weird. I started a stream just

now and it just said starting stream and

it never actually started. Hello.

That was weird. I started a stream just

now and it just said starting stream and

it never actually started.

That was weird. I started a stream just

now and it just said starting stream and

it never actually started.

That was weird. I started a stream just

now. I just put out my new YouTube video.

See how long until Chihiro messages me.

Put out the Discord notifications. I just

put out my new YouTube video. Oh my God,

3 days straight I couldn't stream because—

put out the Discord notifications. I just

put out my new YouTube video. Oh my God,

3 days straight I couldn't stream because—

so I was going to take a break on Thursday

because I stream Monday, Tuesday,

Wednesday, thinking I'll stream on Friday.

And then the worst thing happens is

actually I'm not going to work on Friday

for no reason. I don't know why she took

the day off Friday. Monday, Tuesday,

Wednesday. Because we didn't do anything

or have anything Friday. And then the

worst thing happens is actually I was

testing Friday mic for no reason. I don't

know why she took the day off Friday. Oh

my God, it's so annoying when I'm planning

to stream and then she suddenly says, oh,

I'm not gonna go to work today. And then

it's like my whole plan for the entire day

is ruined. 3 days straight

of just sitting around doing nothing. Oh

my God, it was so freaking boring.

The only good part was we had random sex

during the middle of the day. So then

after that, finished, then sitting around

doing nothing. It's like nothing to do.

The only girl part was just called random

sex during middle of the day. So then

after that finish, then your sound is

repeating. Is it?

Hold on. Oh, I know why.

I didn't

notice it was repeating. I didn't

notice it was repeating. Is it fixed now?

It's so dumb because when I plug in the

mic, it uses the mic as a speaker until I

set it back to the normal speaker.

I fixed it now, don't worry, don't worry,

it should be fine.

It's so annoying. I don't know why when

you plug the mic in, it changes the the

default speaker to the mic. So then

it, it starts taking the audio from my

mic and then sending it back out as sound.

So silly.

What was I saying? Yeah, I was saying I

was going to stream on Thursday.

What do you mean sound still crap?

On Thursday. What do you mean it sounds

still? It sounds fine. What do you mean

it's crap? I was gonna

stream on Thursday, but then my girlfriend

just randomly said she's gonna take the

day off on Friday for no reason, just

because she was feeling tired or something

like that,

and it ruined my entire day plan.

And then we had 3 entire days just sitting

around in the apartment doing nothing. It

was so boring.

She felt her period? No, it just finished.

Her period. Her period lasts a really

short amount of time. It lasts like 3

days. Usually when I had girlfriends in

the past, it would last like 5 or 6 days.

Yeah, she's had 2 periods now since we've

been together. That means no pregnancy,

which is really weird. I guess I really am

So weird I can't impregnate a woman,

isn't it? What is with that?

Maybe that's why I find it difficult

getting a girlfriend. Maybe they can sense

the infertility. Because why would a girl

want to waste her time with a guy who

can't make kids unless the girl also

doesn't want kids? Get it tested.

I think this is a pretty good test.

Having sex for 2 months and seeing no

pregnancy.

Maybe you're fucking the wrong hole. I

heard some people were doing that because

they had no education about sex and they

were doing it the wrong way the whole

time.

So I just uploaded my new YouTube video.

A bit nervous about it because Chihiro

messaged me when I was planning the video

because some idiot is still in contact

with her. I don't know what stupid fucking

troll is still messaging my wife, but if I

find out who you are, oh, you are so

finished. Stop messaging

my ex-wife, you stupid idiot. But I was

brainstorming different video ideas in my

Discord, and I thought this was a pretty

good idea about talking about why I don't

regret leaving her. Somehow she got the

screenshot of me discussing it and then

just sent it to me along with another

message which I couldn't read because it

said something like— let me read out what

It just says this message cannot be

displayed because it wasn't backed up and

restored from your previous device.

Unfortunately, there's no way to read it.

I don't get it. Line is such an irritating

messaging app. You can only have it on one

phone at a time, and then if you move it

over to a different phone, you lose— well,

you gotta back up the chats, I guess,

which I didn't do. What was that sound?

Yeah, I hate LINE. It's so irritating to

use, but pretty much every single Japanese

person uses it, and a lot of people

use it in Thailand as well.

Also, my mum messaged me as well on

WhatsApp. Spamming me all caps. Daniel,

for the love of God, leave her alone,

please. Jesus Christ, why can't my mum

leave me alone, for fuck's sake?

Why is my mum and my ex-wife ganging up on

me? It's so weird.

Oh, thanks, Vishidu. Find Chlamydia

Girlfriend and sue the bitch for making

you infertile. Yeah, I bet she made me

infertile. She went nightclubbing, slept

with a random guy who infected

her, and then she didn't even get checked

out or anything afterwards, and then gave

it to me. And then the stupid idiots on

YouTube, when I complained about it, you

know, I made a video saying I got

chlamydia and she didn't use a condom.

Stupid Elvis the Alien reacted to that bit

on his video, making a dumb face going,

She didn't use a condom. This guy's

unbelievable. What's so weird about saying

that? She didn't use a condom. She had sex

with a foreigner at a nightclub, got

chlamydia because she and him didn't use a

condom. I don't understand why they

pointed that bit out and all the idiots in

Elvis Alien's video was like mocking me

and saying I'm a weirdo for saying that.

There's nothing weird about saying that.

She didn't use a condom and she gave me

fucking chlamydia.

Women can also use or not use a condom,

you know. It's not just the guy. Yeah,

okay, the guy technically puts the condom

on, but the woman can use or not use one

as well. It's called making the guy use

one. She didn't make the guy use—

actually, she said she did make him use

it, but then he took it off midway

through, which I can understand. You know,

if you're having sex, it feels good, the

guy suddenly takes it off. You're not

gonna be like, uh, excuse me, put it back

on. No, you're like in like this drunken

state of sexiness, and then you just let

the guy put it back in without any

protection on after he's taken it off.

Then yeah, okay, I've done that

Anyway, I got pissed off because Elvis

Alien kept ripping on me over little

things I say, and then his whole audience

were like, oh, what a weirdo. What's that

beeping sound? It's like a USB device

is getting unplugged and plugged back in.

Beep beep beep beep beep beep.

How long do you think until Chihiro

messages me? I don't know why Chihiro's

whining about it. She knows what I do now.

I say dumb stuff. I say horrible things

because that's what people want to see.

It's evident by the views. That is my

shtick. What I do is I say horrible things

with a clickbait title. Why does she care

if what I say is true

or not true, or if I really mean what I

say? We've been divorced for 3 years.

And she's still trying to harass me,

trying to shut me up, trying to stop me

from making videos talking about her.

It's so weird. And then she goes to my mum

and messages my mum saying, Daniel's

talking about me again, he's saying mean

things.

It's so irritating.

I thought I escaped from my mum

from leave by leaving the country, and

she's still messaging me stuff like

Daniel, please stop. Leave her alone.

Blah blah blah. Why don't you leave me

alone? Mind your own business. It's my

ex-wife. It's my personal relationships.

Why are you getting involved? Fucking

annoying.

I don't know any other person who has

their own mum who keeps meddling in their

own personal. Into relationships.

And then the mum takes the side of the ex

instead of just letting the son get on

with his life. I'm trying to make money to

pay the fucking bills here, and I've got

idiots saying, don't make this and don't

say that, stop talking about me. When

Chihiro's got an entire year's worth of

livestreams with the Hong Kong guy

shitting on me in every single stream.

And she has the nerve to complain that I'm

being mean when the stuff I say in my

videos are so tame. It's just like, oh,

we didn't really get on because of

language and we don't like different

foods. She's literally got a whole year of

livestreaming with Casey saying stuff

like, Daniel's skin's bad. Daniel's

younger than me, but he's got worse skin

than me. Daniel's Japanese is not good.

Shut the fuck up. Fuck up, idiot.

You get Casey to take down every one of

those fucking livestreams, then I'll think

about not making videos about you anymore,

idiot. Trying to tell me what to do? You

divorced me, bitch, and then you're

trying to tell me what to do still?

Oh, what is that stupid pinging sound?

Anyone know about computers? My USB sound

keeps going beep boop.

Let me plug my headphones in.

How much do I need to live and support

yourself? Well, my current lifestyle is

pretty cheap, but it might be coming to an

end soon because I don't see a way to get

a visa in Thailand.

But right now my rent is like $300, and

then I gotta pay her about $100. For

petrol. I'm probably paying like $100 a

month for food, so maybe $500

a month is what I need.

See how the views are doing on the new

video. Looking good.

Also, you know my other video where it's

just a black screen saying secret and

loads of people complaining, saying, oh,

this is why your video is get less views.

That video has more views than the

previous 2 videos, so shut up saying,

oh, this is why your views are going down.

People don't know why views go down, yet

they think they can tell me why my views

are going down. I know why they're going

down. You don't need to tell me. I'm a

YouTube genius. I know how the algorithm

works. You see Bold and Bankrupt in Japan

recently? That was a bit of a surprise. I

thought he quit YouTube. Now he's in Japan

exploring abandoned places. Ugh,

it's always the same with him.

Exploring abandoned Japanese nuclear

facility.

Why is he in Japan all of a sudden? I

thought he likes former Soviet Union

places with babushkas.

Everyone's in Japan now. Bloody PewDiePie,

what's-his-face. Trash Taste bringing over

boatloads of American famous YouTubers for

no reason, like Daidus and that Emery Chu.

All these random, random-ass American

animation channels just coming over to

Japan, getting a free visa from Trash

Taste. What a joke.

They don't know anything about Japan.

They never even studied the culture or the

language. They're just like, oh, could get

a free visa from Trash Taste. All I have

to do is appear on their stupid podcast

once and then I get a visa for a few

years. Why not? And then people like me

have to work hard to try and find a way to

get into Japan. These stupid multi-million

subscriber animation channels can go suck

my nut. I hate them. Like Jaiden

Animation, Odd1sOut, they all suck.

They've got that stupid American voice

like, so I was in high school and I got

bullied. That's why I got anxiety.

It's all this fucking same sob story with

these animation channels, isn't it? Oh,

I'm a shy introvert, which means I

couldn't make many friends, so I spent all

my days drawing, and I like watching

Naruto, and I love Pokémon. They all

love fucking Pokémon, don't they? Bunch of

stupid nerds. Now that

they're all loved by Trash Taste audience

because they're all a bunch of anime weeb

nerds. I tried so hard to

make animated illustrated videos, and my

artwork is so much better than people like

Jaiden Animation or Odd1sOut. I was on

Netflix, saw a bloody Netflix

series made by Odd1sOut, and I just gagged

in my mouth. Oh my God, YouTubers on

Netflix now. Can't escape it, can I?

My drawings are so much better than those

really popular channels, and then I could

never get any traction with illustrated

videos or animated videos. I don't get it.

I did some really good illustrations like

Draw My Life and,

you know, about how I got bullied. I'm

also an introvert who got bullied and

likes anime and Japan stuff. Why can't I

have 2 million subs?

So unfair. That should be me on Trash

Taste. Their art style

is so basic, it's like a 10-year-old could

have drawn it. My art style is unique,

full of detail,

and my channel has zero growth. You know,

over this past year, not a single one of

my personal life videos has done even

more than 15K views probably. And the only

ones that have done views were the Elden

Ring videos, 820K, and the Steam

Deck videos did like 200K each. Pokémon

Arceus did 100K. So it's not

like I've had— it's not like I haven't had

any successful videos this year, it's just

they've all been gaming. Gaming and Steam

Deck, why I hate the Steam Deck, you know,

that kind of stuff.

How's Chihiro? She's upset because I'm

still making videos about her, and then

every time I make a video about her, she

starts crying to my mum. She goes crying

to my mum saying, Daniel's saying horrible

things about me, and then my mum starts

getting upset, spamming me in the messages

saying stuff like, oh, why I have a son

like you, Why'd you have to do this? Why

can't you leave her alone? Because I need

views, Mum. I need to get fucking views on

YouTube so I can pay the fucking bills,

so I can pay my girlfriend's petrol so she

can come to my place every day.

Because I lost 90% of my fucking

viewership, so I still need to spam

ex-wife videos. Maybe that's why,

Mum,

telling me what to make and what not to

make. 'Cause I gotta make money, that's

why. Why do you think? Do you think I

enjoy having to talk about my ex-wife for

the 100th billionth time? No, I'm bored of

it as well, but that's the only fucking

thing that gets views.

Name one thing on my channel that gets

more views than ex-wife XYZ,

something something ex-wife. That's the

only thing that gets views. Even the new

girlfriend videos don't get as many views

as the ex-wife stuff. I don't

know why people care so much about Chihiro

and the ex-wife stuff, but they do. Now,

as a YouTuber, I gotta make what people

are interested in. Why don't— why

do I have to explain every time how

YouTube works to these people who insist

on irritating me like my mum?

Can't they mind their own business? Jesus

Christ. I'm already struggling

trying to get the views up.

The sex doll was popular. Yeah, that did

pretty well, only because it was like a

massive meme and that Tosh.0 American guy

promoted it on his Facebook page. But I

can't do that again because then, I don't

know, what else can I say about getting a

sex doll? I've already made 5 videos about

sex dolls.

CDawg is streaming on Twitch now. Yeah,

he's like a full-time Twitch streamer now.

He's basically gone from being a YouTuber

to a Twitch streamer because he's bored of

YouTube, and I don't blame him. YouTube

gets boring after doing it for 5 or 6

years, and he probably makes way more

money on Twitch, I reckon, because I make

more money on Twitch. From streaming with

the viewers I get compared to the viewers

I get on YouTube. Plus it's way easier.

You just sit here talking, playing a game

or something. You don't have to edit any

video.

I bet Connor makes loads of money on

Twitch. Otherwise, why isn't he streaming

on YouTube? He's like, oh, I'm bored of

doing YouTube, I wanna be a streamer. But

he chose Twitch over streaming on YouTube.

He could have made a streaming YouTube

channel But he didn't.

What's he doing now? He's playing some

game about the devil. I didn't watch it.

I like it when he streams with Chris and

he does IRL. That's interesting. He's the

only IRL streamer in Japan that gets like

13K viewers. Even Andy Miller Narciss

gets only about 4 or 5K max. And then 3K

usually. Then make a video about how she

is jealous of it.

So, oh, thanks, Vishy. Do get

another cereal doll and cereal itself

instead of your wife.

I wish I could cereal both.

Get another cereal doll and cereal it

instead of your wife. Then make a video

about how she is jealous of it. So yeah,

I should have made more videos about it in

Japan. It was funny though, the whole sex

doll thing. But I think I'm done with sex

dolls for now because I got, got a

girlfriend. Don't need a sex doll. Why

would you want a sex doll when you've got

a girlfriend? I only got it when I had a

wife. Because my channel was blowing up.

I had maximum, maximum exposure from

Elvis,

and I wanted to, I wanted

to profit off of this exposure. And I

thought the weirdest thing I can do is get

a massive sex doll and Airbnb.

Oh, I can still hear that bleeping sound.

Can you hear it? It's like beep beep

beep beep beep beep.

What is it? Everything is plugged into my

USBs firmly. I'm not

plugging anything in and out.

Oh, it's gone now. What can it be?

I think that was it. I pushed everything

in again. Maybe something was slightly

coming out.

Is that really her face in the thumb?

Maybe. I wonder how long until people find

out who that is in the thumbnail. I'm

taking a bit of a risk putting these faces

in the thumbnail. I'm sure it's fine.

It's just I'm a bit worried that I could

get the channel in trouble somehow. But

it's fine. The only reason I'm worried

about strikes is because it means you

can't livestream for 90 days. But now I'm

streaming on Twitch, I don't really care

if I get one strike because I'm not going

to stream on YouTube anymore. I'm going to

stream on Twitch because it's way better.

I don't think there's anything they can

do. Otherwise, all these commentary

channels that constantly shit on

YouTubers, how come they don't get in

trouble? Have you seen that channel called

SunnyV2? He's constantly taking

the piss out of Boogie2988. And at first

I thought this guy's videos are good, but

then he's just like a massive bully. He's

constantly making fun of Boogie. And

recently Boogie views have gone up loads

because he's talking about how he's got

cancer. Don't know if that's real or not.

Could be just fake, but it worked because

he's getting loads of views again. Now

that SunnyV2 guy is shitting on him again.

And I just don't like the tone in his

voice. I mean, Boogie is obviously an

OG YouTuber who used to be huge and now

struggles to get views because his channel

fell off because it's been such a long

time. And the guy doesn't have anything

else to do in life. He spent the last 15

years of his life dedicating it to being a

YouTuber. What else is he gonna do?

Obviously getting views is his primary

goal. Why is this Sunny guy shitting on

him for doing that when he's doing the

same thing, trying to get views? And his

whole tone is just so, I don't know,

condescending, as if he thinks he's better

than Boogie. SunnyV2 is also a YouTuber

who's trying to do the same thing, get

views. He just does it in a different way,

in a very vulturistic kind

of, um, you know, like picking at a dead

corpse to get any little scraps of meat.

Like, these commentary channels that do

rise and fall videos, they're just massive

vultures. They couldn't get famous on

their own using their own personality or

their own original content, so they just

leech off of previously famous people.

Those are fucking vultures of YouTube.

And then they have the nerve to act all

morally righteous as if they think they're

better when they're not really any better.

They're just doing this— they're playing

the same game but just in a different way.

This used to piss me off with the UK crowd

because, you know, the first

UK crowd were vloggers like Alfie Deyes,

Marcus Butler, all them lot. And then the

next wave were like these annoying little

shitheads like ImAllexx and Jackmate, who

were all commentary channels who just

basically got famous by shitting on the

previous wave of YouTubers making

these stupid videos like, oh, Alfie Deyes

is so out of touch because he did the £1

challenge. Jackmate's also a stupid prick.

Hate Jackmate. And then he got his views

and then he disappeared. He stopped making

videos, didn't he? They just become the

things that they're criticizing.

I should make videos like that. No one

even made a rise and fall about me. That

makes me sad. The worst thing about your

channel dying is at least these big

YouTubers, they died and then other

channels made videos about them rising and

falling. No one even cared or noticed that

my channel died. They all— everyone just

basically forgot about me without even

noticing. That's sad as

well.

I like to support the underdog, and I see

Boogie as a massive underdog, and I

congratulate him on getting views again.

It's not easy once your channel fell off.

Getting views is a struggle, and if

someone has found a good way to get views

again, I think, you know, well done.

It'd be so funny if he was faking cancer

just to get views, because I've thought

about that before. You know, there's a

Netflix series called Sick Note. It has

Rupert Grint in it. He played Ron in Harry

Potter. The show is about him and how he

gets diagnosed having cancer, and then his

whole life turns around and everyone

treats him nicely again. And then it turns

out his diagnosis was, was wrong and the

doctor just messed up. But then he just

carries on pretending to have cancer, and

then the rest of the show is him trying to

avoid getting found out. It was pretty

funny. I only mention it because my

girlfriend started watching it because we

were on Netflix. I got a bit nervous

because the main character is called

Daniel, and he fakes his entire life, and

he lies to his girlfriend, and it hits a

bit close to home.

I get really nervous now whenever there's

shows on TV and the character is called

Daniel and there's some form of

social media and lying involved. Makes me

very nervous.

How many views did Boogie get on his

cancer stuff? Wait, let me check my video.

Uh, only 8 out of 10.

It's not good.

Uh, maybe we'll pick up when Europe wakes

up, cuz I'm only getting half the

viewership cuz Europe is asleep right now.

So I'm only getting the Americans cuz

I'm posting videos at this weird time zone

because this is when I start streaming.

Otherwise, I would have posted the video

when both time zones are awake, but I want

to post when I'm streaming.

Have I watched the new Lord of the Rings

series? Is it Rings of Power? I watched

the first 2 episodes and it was so boring.

There's also a new Star Wars series,

Andor, And then that Star Wars Theory guy

on YouTube is getting a load of hate for

some reason because he complained about

there being bricks in the set or screws or

something. The Star Wars community is so

weird. This is what they have drama about

because the biggest Star Wars YouTuber

channel complained about a set having

bricks on it. That's so

weird. I never liked that Star Wars Theory

guy. He looks weird. He's got like really

thick red-looking lips, like he bites them

all the time to make them red, or he puts

lipstick on. He looks like he has women's

lips. And then he's got like a weird bum

chin with hair all over it. And he's got

these really feminine-looking eyes. I

don't know why he looks so feminine. He's

got a manly face, like a manly head with a

beard, but then his lips and his eyes look

so feminine. He's got these really long

eyelashes and these really red lips. He

looks strange.

He looks kind of JAY as well. Not that

there's anything wrong, I'm just saying,

just pointing it out.

New Game of Thrones, that looks boring

too. I finished Nearly every episode

of Better Call Saul. Now that's a good

show. Do I make money from Twitch

streaming? I made loads of money. I made

like $230 last 30 days from

only having about 40 viewers, which is

pretty good.

I make about $15 to $20 per per stream

when I stream on Twitch. So if I stream

about 16 days or maybe 20 days,

I could make nearly $300, which is not bad

for just playing video games. So I'm

thinking I could make $600 on main

channel. Second channel right now is

making $700. If I make $300 on Twitch,

that's about $1,500.

A month. Plus I'm still making money on

OnlyFans. I made about $400 on OnlyFans

this month and I posted nothing onto it,

which is nice. But how long until

people realize that there's no new

content? I'm not sure when I can make new

content. Maybe in Japan.

I just don't want to make OnlyFans content

anymore. It's just weird. You have to get

naked and then set the camera up on a

tripod and then try and find an angle so

your body looks attractive. And then you

gotta jerk off in front of the camera.

It's just kind of weird. Now that I

haven't done it for over a month, I don't

really want to do it. It's just— it's

just weird having to do that. The whole

setup process is just strange. And then

you kind of need toys to make it

interesting, otherwise you're just jerking

off on your own.

Uh, what was I saying?

Yeah, Twitch is pretty good for, um, ad

rev now. I don't know why I didn't

realize, cuz when I used to do Twitch ages

ago, I never made any money from ads. It

was all from people giving me Twitch subs

and giving me bits.

And ads were never really a thing on, on

Twitch. I used to say that the ads on

Twitch were rubbish compared to YouTube,

but now it seems like things have changed

on Twitch because they put like 6 or 9 ads

playing at the same time, probably.

Oh, my plan for today is I got Call of

Duty Warzone, so I'm gonna see if that's

any good. And I got some other games over

the weekend since it was autumn sale. I

got Resident Evil 2, got Resident Evil 3,

I got Farming Simulator 22. That looks

quite fun. It's like GTA but you have a

farm and you got to make money by growing

crops and raising animals and stuff. And

you can place stuff, I think you can build

in it as well, and you can drive around

the town, the village. Maybe that'll be

fun. And I think you can do co-op, so I

might play it with Pia. We're looking for

a new game to play. I started to get a bit

bored of Sea of Thieves because you

just sail around finding loot, and then

there's not really much to do in the Sea

of Thieves apart from that. What else

Um, I got— yeah,

that's it. Oh, American Truck

Simulator. I got that as well. Cost £4.

Some games are so cheap right now. I got

Resident Evil 2 for £8.

So I got a bunch of games to test out

today. I want to try Warzone 2.

I think it's like Fortnite. You run

around, you get loot and money, and then

you got to go towards the circle.

So I'll try that out, see if I like it.

If I don't like it, then I've just wasted

£60. Hopefully I can make a bunch of

videos about why it sucks and

make some money back. My Pokémon video is

doing really well. It's made nearly $100.

But the views fell off. It shot up to 10K,

but then the views kind of flattened out,

and now it's just stopped about 14K.

Warzone is free? No, you gotta buy Call of

Duty Battle— I mean, Call of Duty Modern

Warfare 2 to be able to play it, don't

Chihiro— I think Chihiro's at work. What

time is it in Japan? So I don't know how

long until she realizes what I've done,

because if she's still working at the same

job, then she won't have access to her

phone. I remember she said when she's at

work, they have to put their phone into a

locker, so they don't get to use their

phone during work. So she won't actually

see that I've uploaded this until

lunchtime. And then we'll see if she

messages me. Time in Japan, I think

they're 1 hour ahead. Oh no, they're 2

hours ahead in Japan. It's 10 AM in Japan.

Wait, what have you done? I just made a

video talking about why I don't regret

leaving her, but when I was planning the

video on my Discord, she found out that I

was talking about it and And then she sent

a message to me. One was a screenshot of

my brainstorming, and then the second

message, I couldn't read it, so I don't

know what she said.

I don't know why she keeps messaging me

about videos when we've been divorced for

nearly 3 years now.

What kind of job does she have? She works

in a call center. I don't know if she

still works there. Maybe she quit and got

a new job. But I think she quite likes

that job. She always, always used to brag

about how she was the number one top

saleswoman that month, and then she got

some kind of bonus for being the number

one top saleswoman.

But she was really upset a few months ago

when I made a few videos about her.

Remember I made some videos called— what

was it called? Let me

see, I forgot now.

My Japanese ex-wife is trying to ruin my

life. She was not happy with that.

And then because I made a video called Why

I Hated Being Married in Japan, Wow, that

got 20K views. And then she wrote a

comment saying something like, this is

your karma. You're not happy. You'll never

be happy in life. And I screenshotted that

comment and made an entire video about it.

And then she went crying to my mum,

moaning about me. And then my mum was

scolding me.

I barely said anything bad in those videos

either. I just put in the thumbnail that

my wife is evil, as if that's really bad.

Oh no, Daniel called me evil. Called her

much worse things than evil. I think I

changed the thumbnail. Did I? Oh no, I

didn't. I put she is evil with the

screenshot. So I don't know if this new

video is gonna bait her again into giving

me more content. I don't understand why

she doesn't realize that the more she

reacts, the more content she's giving me.

Because if she reacts again,

maybe my next video I can make something

like, my ex-wife keeps

complaining about me to my mum or

I wish you had managed to get the PR

before the divorce. The permanent

residence? But then don't I have to live

in Japan for 5 years? That's way too long.

I can't commit to something for such a

Chihiro is obsessed with you. Yeah, it's

weird. She has a new boyfriend. Why

doesn't she just move on with life? Why

does she keep talking to my mum? Why does

she keep talking to these trolls? The

trolls are obviously just sending her

messages because they want drama and

they're bored. I still find it weird she's

messaging trolls. She's definitely

messaging a few. Maybe it's Cesium or some

other weirdo from Reddit.

Wait, I gotta ban this guy.

Where is he?

Original Killshot is being banned for

using the N-word.

I get in trouble if I don't moderate my

chat.

Okay, he's gone. New WoW expansion

tomorrow. Is it getting any hype or is it

trending? Cuz maybe I can make a video

about it. World of Warcraft would be a

good game to stream, it's just endless

grinding. An MMO could be good. I wish

I streamed New World when it came out.

There's nothing that's really catching my

eye recently. I watched a few World

of Warcraft streams to see what it's like

these days, and it just looks weird. It

doesn't look anything like how I remember

WoW looking like. Everyone's got a massive

dragon flying around, and everyone's got

like 60,000 health points. The numbers are

just getting out of control. I remember

back in the day having 5k health was

amazing. Noobs would have like 2 or 3k

health. Mages would have 2k health and get

2-shot killed by rogues and hunters.

And having 5k or 4k HP,

you would be seen as a god having 5k HP.

Now people got 62,000 health. It's just

weird. I don't like how big the numbers—

the numbers have just become meaningless.

Back in the day, you'd get a 2K crit and

you'd be like a god. People would worship

you. People would fear you for getting

1.5K or 2K crit. And now you get

like 100,000 damage crit. It's just silly.

Everyone's flying around on some ghost

spectral by a flame dragon with shining

magical armor. It looks so silly. Vanilla

was good because it looked grounded, you

know, people had leather armor and simple

chainmail, some spiky shoulder. The kind

of gear everyone was desperate to get

their hands on back then was just like a

helmet that had some horns coming out of

it because it looked cool. Now you got

these stupid crazy-looking spectral

flaming neon lights glowing rubbish.

I remember being really desperate to get

the Scarlet Monastery chainmail gear.

You know that red helmet with the horns

and the red plate shoulder with the horns

coming out of it? That looks so cool back

then. As soon as you get to level 30,

everyone was desperate to get into Scarlet

Monastery to get those— what weapon was

it? There was a really good weapon as well

that you get from Herod, the boss.

You could get his helmet or his shoulders

or his weapon, and you'd come out with the

gear from there thinking you look amazing.

You'd go to this the main city and you'd

strut around in your new armor and people

would gather around inspecting you. Those

were the good old days because everyone

else had crap gear and if you had anything

that looks cool, you'd look cool. But

nowadays everyone has shining something.

My favorite game of all time, Rainbow Six.

I'm back into it now. I was playing it

yesterday and the day before and the day

before. I've entered phase 3

of the relationship, which is I start

paying her less attention when we're

together and I just play games all day

because there's nothing to do. What are we

gonna do? We're at home all day. She's

mostly on— she's mostly on the bed. We

don't have any plans to go anywhere. I

can't just sit there staring at her all

day. I've got to do something. So I just

fire up Rainbow Six and I just play that

all day, occasionally go over to the bed

to give her cuddles.

But that's kind of a telltale sign that

you've entered phase 3 of the

relationship, which is where you feel

comfortable to just do what you used to do

when you were single but around her. In

the first week or 2 of the relationship,

or even the first month, I made sure to

give her all of my attention. No laptop,

no gaming, no staring at my phone. But

after a while, you have to just go back

into your old ways.

But I can kind of sense she's not

entirely happy with it. She says stuff

like, oh, you can play your game, it's

okay, but I can sense that

she's probably not that happy with it,

that I'm spending more time with the game

than her. How long until she gets fed up

with it and then gets

visually annoyed with it?

Well, we just had 3 days straight of doing

nothing. On Friday, I took her to that

park that I livestreamed in. It was quite

nice. They had some kind of exhibition and

they had live music and they had special

light-up things. So we went to that park,

walked around a bit. That was a nice day.

But then Saturday, we didn't do anything.

What did we do on Saturday?

I think we went shopping for food and that

was it. Yeah, we went shopping for food,

spent about £25, got 2

bagfuls of groceries, so that was pretty

cheap. And then Sunday we were gonna go to

this river thing, but then we ended up

doing you know what. In the afternoon,

and then I fell asleep for 2 hours. Woke

up at 6 p.m. with a headache and didn't

really feel like going anymore. She has

the air conditioning on so high, it's

freezing. The bedroom is freezing. I'm

shivering and the blanket's so thin,

but she keeps saying she's hot. The air

conditioning is set to like 24 degrees. I

need it to be about 26. Minimum.

Below 26, I'm cold. I don't understand

why she needs the air conditioning on.

You don't need it on. It's not even hot

during the night. So I'm shivering and

freezing during the night. I gotta wear my

clothing in bed, otherwise I'd be naked.

Isn't it colder in England? Yeah, but I

have a thick duvet in England and You kind

of expect it to be cold in England, but

it's Thailand. You expect it to be hot

here.

Oh, my fingers are driving me crazy as

well. I don't know what's happened to my

fingers, but ever since I came to

Thailand, my skin condition on my fingers

has gotten bad. So first of all,

I had this weird blistering of all the

skin on my fingertip on one finger. First

it started off like a bit itchy, and then

these little bubbles started appearing

under the skin, and then the bubbles

started drying and flaking, and then the

entire fingertip just flaked and peeled

off, and then new skin appeared under it.

And then that kind of got better, but then

the palms of my hand and then the inside

of my middle fingers and my wedding ring

fingers have gone all dry and itchy and

flaky, and I wake up in the middle of

the night insanely scratching it,

and I can't stop scratching it because it

feels so good. Oh my God, it's so good

when I just go full out scratching my

fingers, but then it hurts because I've

scratched up all my skin and it looks

gross because all the skin's torn and

flaking and red. But I'm half

asleep and I'm just scratching away and it

feels— actually feels better than sex. I

don't know why it gets so itchy. Why is it

itchy? Why does the body want me to

scratch it? The body must want me to

scratch it if it's making it so itchy. I

don't understand why I have to scratch it.

Maybe it's like some kind of disease and

it wants me to scratch it to spread it.

I don't know what's happening to my

fingers. I have had this condition before.

I don't know what triggers it. It was okay

when I was back home in England.

So my girlfriend's been putting this cream

on it, which doesn't really help. It

soothes it for a bit, but then the cream

dries out. And then it's dry again.

But it just— it drives me crazy scratching

it because it feels so good. I can't stop

scratching it. It takes so much mental

willpower to not scratch it.

I just— I want to get some boiling water

and just put my hand into it and burn the

skin off or something to relieve the

itchiness. It's so itchy. It's fine now.

Now it's completely okay. But then

randomly it will just get really itchy,

especially during the night.

And I've tried creams, I've tried applying

stuff to it, I've tried cutting out dairy.

Nothing seems to make it get better.

It looks okay today, it doesn't

look too dry. But it just looks gross.

It's all red and flaky and dry.

I'm not sure why I started getting this

because I didn't used to have this in my

early 20s. I don't remember having this.

And then sometime in life, got this

massive rash all over the palm of my hand.

And I've got this really itchy patch on my

finger for some reason, and it never

heals. There's just like a tiny little bit

of thick skin on my index finger that

sometimes gets very itchy. It's just like

a piece of thick skin, and then I can pick

it, and then it grows back again. It's not

a wart because it's not actually like a

lump. It's just like a bit of thick skin,

probably from where I've scratched it so

many times. I don't know why it's there.

What is it for? Skin is weird. It just

gets itchy and grows stuff for no reason.

Oh, one time I did have a wart— not a

wart, it's like a verruca. Is it called a

verruca? On the bottom of my foot.

Is it a verruca? Caused by

human papillomavirus.

I think that's what it was. It was like a

lump on my foot, and you would never guess

how I got rid of it. I just picked it and

picked it until I digged deep into the

skin, and then there was like this little

white round thing at the center of it,

and somehow I managed to just tear it out.

There was so much blood. I used to pick it

all the time. This was when I was about 21

or 20. I managed to completely rip it out

and And it just disappeared, and there's

no scar or anything on my foot. I can't

believe I did that. The amount of blood

that used to come out when I picked it— it

was gross.

Yeah, that verruca thing is also a virus.

I didn't realize.

Human papillomavirus.

So many weird viruses.

It's a wart on the sole of your foot which

can be painful when you're standing, also

known as plantar warts. Oh, it is a wart.

How did I get it? Maybe I went swimming

and then I stood on something.

The virus can survive outside the body for

over a year.

I think because I'm in a new country and

maybe I feel stressed out, that's why my

skin is getting weird on my fingers. I

don't think I'm stressed out, but I must

be a tiny bit stressed out. I'm mainly

stressed out about not being

able to make videos or stream because my

girlfriend takes so many days off work.

My views really struggling on the main

channel is kind of stressful, and then

trying to figure out what to do in January

when my tourist visa expires is also a

little bit stressful. I don't know what to

do. Because I don't want to make her sad.

That'll make me feel sad. But I think the

sad truth is I'm gonna have to leave, and

whether I come back or not is undecided

because I kind of want to go to Japan for

a bit, but then I feel sad having to leave

her. Because she's going to be upset. I

would like to say I'm just going to go

overseas for a few weeks and I'll be back.

Maybe I'll take her with me, but then even

if I come back like that, I can only stay

for 45 days. So after 45 days passes,

I gotta leave again.

So I don't know what a good long-term

solution is. And then she's going to quit

her job at the end of this year, which

means she's going to be home every day.

So how am I gonna stream and make videos

when she's here every day? I don't know

how long it's gonna take until she gets a

new job. Be nice if

she had a new job lined up before she

quits, but I feel like she's gonna take a

break so she can spend time with me before

I have to go home, and then it's gonna be

like 2 weeks or maybe more of me not being

able to stream or do anything because

she's got no job now.

It's so frustrating.

I don't know what to say.

She wants to quit her job so she can get a

job in Bangkok so that she's closer to the

apartment, but then I might not even be in

the apartment next year. So then she's

gonna quit her job and move to Bangkok for

me, but then I'm not even gonna be here

anymore. So she's completely changed her

life for me. Gonna sell her house as well.

And I don't even have like a long-term

solution to be able to live in Thailand.

Maybe I'll go to Japan, feel lonely, get

frustrated because I can't get a

girlfriend, and then just go back to

Thailand. Thailand. I don't know,

I already feel like life in Thailand's

boring. Stuck in this apartment,

same old routine.

Weekends are boring because we don't do

anything, and that's partly my fault

because I don't really want to do

anything. I feel lazy,

so unless she suggests something we can

do, I don't really say anything. Like,

let's go and do— let's go and do

something. Let's go and do this or that.

Because I can't be bothered. I'd rather