My first stream-ea18710a-d466-4663-bd02-064734e9be21

Testing. 1.

1, 2.

Hmm,

why is he hiding?

Wait, I didn't put the widgets.

Oh yeah,

welcome back to a new stream.

I'm streaming on YouTube, Twitch,

and Kick all at the same time.

Also, I put the bitrate up, so I don't know if you notice if the quality is a lot better. I put the bitrate up to 6,000 from like 800. Yeah, I put 6,000 bitrate.

Hello. I'm not sure how to angle the camera so you can see me as well, because

the fish tank is kind of annoying because it's got a rounded corner, and if the camera points at the rounded corner, it looks all distorted.

Wait, I want a text box. Text. I've got a funny idea.

Text box,

days alive,

2. The fish has survived 2 days.

Is that clear what it means? Days—

how about like fish Health, days alive, 2.

Fish, days alive. Fish health, days alive,

2. What would be better?

How about just days alive?

What kind of fish did you get? I got a better fish, better than what I had before.

How many viewers I got on Kick? On Kick, I mean, I'm streaming everywhere for probably 5 hours, maybe 4 hours. Girlfriend's downstairs melting.

Okay, let me post it on Discord too.

I can't believe I spammed out my Kick link all across every social media I have and only 88 people joined. That's pretty embarrassing. 88 people out of what, 100,000 something?

Streaming now. Send.

Damn, I look sweaty in the thumbnail.

Ah, whatever.

Why you hide behind the fish tank? Uh, if I sit If I sit here,

I have to sit here,

but then the mic's too far away. I mean, I could sit like this. Interview with my fish. Where is he? Why is he hiding? Come out, introduce you, stupid fish.

It's hiding at the top of the fake plant. It looks like a Venus flytrap. Do interesting stuff? I can't be bothered. What's the point? You guys don't find anything interesting.

Not again, after you abandoned those in Japan. I didn't abandon them. That was Chihiro's fault for kicking me out.

Chihiro was the reason why my fish died. You know what she did? She went on holiday and she forgot to put the heater on, and because they're tropical fish and Japan's very cold in winter, they didn't survive. She said she came back and they were all dead. I've got to be very careful with my words. Every single

stream is getting demonetized, but then I request a review and then it gets remonetized like 2 days later. I don't know why it's gone so sensitive. I used to be able to just say anything I want and it would stay green, but now it's like every stream is just going yellow after I finish the stream. It would

be yellow, then it would go green, and then it'll flip back to yellow. Something is weird with the algorithm.

Your streams are pretty boring. Well, I don't know what you expect from me, really.

Since when has the channel ever not been boring? Or when I was doing backflips off of the Empire State Building in my Superman cape? You guys have a very weird perception of what to expect from my channel.

Keep saying the streams are boring, but when they're basically the same as a video, just unedited. And then people say, oh, no one has 5 hours. You don't have to watch the entire 5 hours, okay? I feel like I need to make a whole video explaining the concept of a livestream. It's not so you watch it from

start to finish, you just watch it You watch as much as you want. It's up to you. Why can't you just decide for yourself? You want to watch 10 minutes, you want to watch 1 hour, you can watch 2 minutes. It's up to you. Just if it's boring, maybe skip ahead or click around, find a topic that

I'm talking about that you do find interesting. I know people are so lazy now, they want everything spoon-fed to them in little bite-sized chunks. And they see a big 5, 10-hour stream, like, oh my God, I don't have 10 hours. No one's forcing you to watch the whole 10 hours. What is wrong with people these days? I

feel like social media and the internet's really rotted people's brains where they've got no thinking power.

Sound is hollow. What? Why?

Hello?

Hello? Wait. Oh. Oh my god.

This thing's not even plugged in. I don't know what mic it's using. Wait, it is plugged in. Hello?

Hold on.

Hello? Um,

hello? I don't understand.

I think

it's using the mic from the laptop.

No, it's using this mic. It's just not sounding good. For God's sake.

Oh, oh, it's not plugged in. Oh my God,

the damn thing is not plugged in.

Look.

Hello? Hello?

No, still, I don't think it's plugged in still.

Um, hello? I

might have to end the stream and reset this.

Oh my God.

I don't know where the mic— what mic it's using. It's not using this. Hello?

I think it's using the webcam's mic.

Let me— I'm trying to fix it.

No, it's using the mic here. Listen, can you hear it clicking,

or is it using this?

What? For God's sake.

Ah, hello, hello, hello. Okay, now it's working. I think it's working now.

Hello? Okay, now it's working.

For God's sake. Hello? Hello? Hello? Okay, now it's working. Yeah, it's working now. God, so stressful.

I don't know why, it just, it doesn't show the mic on the list of mics.

So I had to make a new input capture thing. Okay, it's working now.

Oh, I really should test that before I start the stream next time.

Why have I only got 40 viewers? The hell?

The resolution is bad. Oh my God, how? I put the bitrate to 6,000.

It should be really good, like 720p.

Could be really good.

Are you sure you've set it to 720p?

I think the camera is just out of focus.

How about that? Oh, it's worse.

Maybe the camera is smudged.

Is that better?

I think it's not in focus.

It should be a bit sharper.

God, setting this up is such a nightmare.

Can you see him? It looks kind of— I don't know. Kind of fuzzy, I guess. I think because I've just got a cheap crappy webcam.

This angle's not great.

What about this?

Uh, one Super Chat equals treat for Fishy.

Uh, where should I put this?

This is what happens when you don't title the stream right. Yeah, exactly, because I didn't do something like, oh, my life is ruined. When I just put a normal title, this is what happens.

If I end the stream, make a new one, and then call it like, oh, my girlfriend kicked me out, probably have 100 viewers.

Do you wanna— do you wanna see?

Oh, thanks, Blood. I didn't notice your donation 2 days ago until after the stream ended. I forgot to say thanks. I'm not sure about the angle. Are you hiding behind the fish all stream long? Hiding behind my fish tank.

That looks creepy.

Is the water right temperature? It says betta fish need a temperature of 75 Fahrenheit. My room temperature is like 26 Celsius, which is about 70,

so it should be room temperature. It's a tropical fish, so it needs warm water.

I think it's okay.

Should be fine. It seems okay,

although it looks like its scales are coming off on its left side.

You got a fish. Yep. Got a better fish.

I used, um, bottled water and then I put this pump to make it oxygenated, but apparently these fish don't need a pump cuz they can breathe air. I Googled it, it says they have a special lung-like organ and they can take gulps of air at the surface. They can even survive out of water for like an hour

or something, as long as they are kept moist. I haven't fed it anything yet.

Oh wait, I didn't feed it your Super Chat. See if the egg was good

for feeding. I got this

better food.

Put one. The food's not very big though.

Is it gonna eat it?

I don't think it— see? Oh, oh, it ate it. Oh, but you couldn't see. I'll put another one.

My room's pretty hot, it's like 30 degrees if I don't turn on the air conditioning. Put it here. Come on, fishy.

People paid good money. Eat it!

Where'd it go? It's there.

I haven't named it. I feel like it's kind of pointless giving fish names.

I want to get the money shot. Come on, come over here.

Why is it hiding here?

Yeah, the money shot! Yum yum.

Hehe, it poops a lot. It's pooped like 3 times today. I use a chopstick with a sponge on the end to scoop up the poop. Look, I use this.

Might have to buy one of those vacuum pump things sometime.

I don't have gravel. In Japan I had gravel and the poop got in between all the gravel and it was hard to clean. This time I'll just keep the floor empty. I think

I might get like a little barrel so it could hide inside of the barrel. Seems like it wants to hide in in the bush,

or it's just kind of resting on top of the bush.

We're watching a fish tank with one fish. Well, it's a better fish. If you put other fish with it, it would attack the other fish.

Oh, it's moving. Come here. It's not like a neon tetra where they all like swimming together. These ones would actually fight if you put another one.

Didn't you buy the boats? No, I bought this green plant instead.

Haha, I feel like that patch on its left side is getting bigger, but I don't see any scales at the bottom of the tank. What's wrong with it? I'm pretty sure it was there when I bought it.

I'm not sure if I want to buy a bigger tank or more fish.

I could buy a rabbit. They've got so many animals at that market, you can just buy anything. You can buy an emu, you can buy a goat, you could buy a fox, could buy a parrot. I don't know who actually buys this stuff. Imagine buying an emu.

I wonder if I can get it more in focus. Yeah, they got these huge parrots that look like— they look really weird, like they've got massive heads and a massive beak,

like they could stab you with it.

The webcam is just not very good,

it's a crappy $10 webcam I got off Amazon. Do you remember that AI 360 webcam I got for £200? Yeah, I didn't bring that. It's not very good because I don't want the camera to be tracking me with dogs in my apartment.

Put a camera in the water.

Don't think the webcam is waterproof. I would need like a GoPro. I've got a GoPro, but I lost the little flap that makes it watertight. So it's not waterproof anymore.

It's a betta fish.

Never had a betta fish before. I had neon tetra and medaka, which is Japanese rice fish, before, and they were very fragile. They kept dying

and they got sick. I had some medaka fish and the spine was going bent, and then they would lose the ability to stay upright. They would just end up getting floated around the tank.

But I heard that these fish are much stronger and they can survive even if the water's not great. I'm trying to keep the water as good as I can, but last time I had fish, I don't know why they kept getting sick.

I was changing the water. I added this thing into it to make it nice for fish as well.

What's it doing? I think it's stuck.

I'm scared it's gonna jump out of the tank. I made a little cardboard lid, but it makes the tank really dark.

I heard that they're good at jumping.

If the water's bad, it might try jumping out. I had shrimp as well back in Japan. They all jumped out the tank during the night, and when I woke up, found them dead on the floor.

Wish you got the bunny. Yeah, it'd be funny to have the bunny. The bunnies were cute.

You hide behind the fish tank. You want to see my face?

I have to sit here then.

I need to cut my hair.

I guess the water was pretty bad if they jumped out.

Don't know, maybe Japanese water is just toxic.

My mic stand's not long enough.

I think the stream looks good.

If you did a planted tank— I tried before, but the leaves kept rotting and kept dying.

How many viewers does iShowSpeed have? Probably like 50,000.

I wish I had 50,000 viewers. I can't even get 50 viewers.

I'll try and make some videos tomorrow.

I think I'll have time. It's just, it's been really hard recently because I have school 5 hours a day. I come home and I'm kind of tired and my girlfriend's here a lot.

We had a fight actually yesterday because I was stressed out

about not having time to do stuff. Why is it going crazy?

I don't like it when it starts swimming really quick. It looks like it's freaking out.

Where is she now? She's downstairs. She's downstairs in like the—

there's a floor with gym stuff and the swimming pool and like a study area. She's in the study area.

I think she's working all day tomorrow, so I'll just make loads of videos, I guess. I just don't have any ideas for a video. People keep saying, yo, the streams are boring, but I don't have any other ideas of what to do.

If I had loads of ideas, I'd be doing them instead of streaming. The streams are just what I do when I don't know what, what else to do.

Maybe it wants more food. Yeah, I'll give it some later.

I don't want it to get fat.

It's called a betta fish. B-E-T-T-A.

I got highly nutritious food, vitamin C and E,

promotes growth.

You're happier when you're working towards something. Yeah, but it's hard finding what that thing is.

I used to love it when

I felt like there were loads of videos I wanted to make.

Like, oh, my wife is cheating on me. My wife divorced me. Oh, now she's angry about the SD card. What's on the SD card? I remember having so many things to make videos about. It would just flow from one video to another. And now there's like nothing.

I had people pretty hooked.

We do have fights, but I don't really want to make a video about it because I don't really want to upset her more. I already upset her quite a lot yesterday and Saturday.

If I made a video about it, it would just make it so so much worse. Oh, thanks, Junkers. Feeding time. Okay, I'll give him a few pellets since they're tiny.

Fish, fish, come here. It doesn't eat that much. I noticed after giving it about 10 or 11, it stops eating.

It's good when it eats here, you can see it.

You were trolling your audience for a while. Yeah, it was so easy.

Oh, what's on the SD card? I mean, it was real because I did have an SD card full of, you know what. Still do,

but I don't just leave it lying around now.

Fishy Fish says thank you.

I'm scared to, to make videos about drama now because Because my life's pretty comfy. I don't want to lose it. Like, if I made a video about the drama and then she got upset and kicked me out or something, or she left,

then that would just suck.

I learned that trying to keep the peace is better. Then just like burn everything down, storm out and have a tantrum and then feel stupid after a few days and then crawl back.

How can the fish survive in dirty Thailand tap water? I put bottled water, not tap water. Only the best for my fish. He's swimming in Singha premium drinking water.

Good enough for me to drink.

Did my palms heal? No, they're all scabby. I mean, they're all dry and flaky still, and it tries to come back, and I put cream on it again, then it goes, and then it comes back.

But there are these dry patches all over my hands still and they don't go away. Maybe I need moisturizer.

Do IRL stream with Ice? Maybe if he invited me, but I'm not good enough. I'm not entertaining enough. If I can't even keep my own audience entertained, then I'm not going to be able to keep his audience entertained. I feel like his audience are way harder to keep entertained. Because they want IRL and they want drama and

they want interaction with strangers and funny things. I can't really provide any of that.

Maybe I can provide some drama because I'll just say that I hate everyone. Joel's annoying, Deepak's annoying, but then they would all just hate me and then kick me out.

I need some drama. I need like a new character. Maybe I get them to make a channel too. We stream together and then maybe we talk shit about each other behind each other's backs. I'm like, oh, I hate that guy. And then the trolls go and tell him, Daniel said he hates you. That'll make some, make some

interesting content, but I can't be bothered.

Who's going to want to do that? Most people have like a normal life, not trying to make internet drama.

I quite liked doing the IRL a couple days ago. That was fun.

Maybe I'll do it again, doing something else.

But I need an idea what to do. I can't just walk around aimlessly. Maybe I'll go and get a haircut and then stream it or something. Grow my hair long and then go to a hairdresser.

Problem is they'll probably have music in the hairdressers.

I'm scared of music.

Do you ever drink kratom? No, I've never heard of it apart from, from suspenders.

What is it?

I don't do any weird stuff like drugs. Imagine they just jumped out of the tank. That'll be scary.

I don't want to do any kind of drugs. I just want to keep a level head and stay in this realm of reality.

No one really wants to start drama with me anymore. People don't care.

It's like people have already established that I'm a bad person. So what is the point trying to expose me being a bad person when it's already like common knowledge that I'm a bad person? I think people only started drama with me before because people felt like I was trying to portray myself as a nice guy.

And then when people realized I'm not a nice guy, they were just really coming hard for me to expose Sorry, mate. Clip stuff. Oh, Daniel said this, Daniel said that. But that's been established. There's nothing to really expose, is there?

And no one really cares to try and debate me about anything.

Because I'll just be like, yep, you're right. So what?

Do you like being a bad guy? Who's Jason? No, I don't like being a bad guy. I wish I was great and everyone loved me, but it's hard, you know? It's not easy being a good guy. It's easy being a bad guy.

It's hard to read the chat from here.

I get stressed out, and even if I know it's wrong, I can't control my emotions.

When I get angry, I find it very hard to control my emotions, even though I know I should just pretend to care.

I find it hard, you know, I just— I get fed up. You can see it on my face that I'm fed up. It's hard to fake the caring anymore.

When you're too stressed.

Current favorite video game? No, everything's boring. Even Diablo 4, I got bored of it. I got to level 95 and there's nothing to do. I ran out of sigil powder because I kept dying on tier 50, so I had to go back down to doing tier 30. Get more Sigil Powder. But Tier 30 is so damn easy,

I just one-shot everything. But I need Sigil Powder to get the Tier 50 sigils, and I don't know how else to get the Sigil Powder.

So it's really dumb they make you need Sigil Powder to create the Sigil Keys,

cuz I want to do the, the hard stuff like Tier 50 and challenge myself, but I kept dying. I lost all my sigils

and I can't be bothered anymore. I never get any good loot. My loot— my gear is already really good, so to be able to find gear that's better than what I already have is very unlikely or very rare.

And I've tried loads of different builds, they all suck apart from one build on the Barbarian. I can't be bothered making a new class. So I think I'm done with that game. I don't want to play the new season because I don't want to start a new character.

I'm waiting for Starfield. Starfield looks really good, like it looks like a game you could really get sunk into. Looks like it has really good world, really deep story and characters and stuff.

And the gameplay looks pretty good. It looks fun. Looks like Fallout plus Cyberpunk plus No Man's Sky.

Get your fish a bigger tank. Yeah, I might get a bigger tank. I always regret buying a small tank. I did the same thing in Japan. I bought a small tank, they ended up getting a bigger one.

It's just hard to carry home.

I thought I'd just get a small one. Yeah, maybe I'll get a bigger one at some point. I want to get a light as well.

I guess it's a bit small, but he was living in a little bottle in the market. They were all in these tiny bottles like this big. So this is a big improvement.

I think I'll just have one fish for now, see how long I can keep it alive. Having— I had like 20 fish in Japan. I had about 12 medaka and then I had about 10 or 12 neon tetra.

I like the neon tetras,

they're cute.

What do I think of Rishi Sunak? Uh, nothing really. It's funny because sunak means dog in Thai.

We're learning quite a lot. We've learned quite a lot of new grammar today, like when and I must. I feel like it's really coming along now. It's kind of slow in the beginning. We're just learning, my name is, what is your name? But now we're getting on to the good stuff. Like, when I'm at the market, when

you're at the market, what do you do? Or I go to Phuket by train. Starting to get more complex sentences, which I find really interesting.

Learning how to say all my name is really boring.

Today's lesson went by so quick. 3 hours finished and I thought it felt like only 1 hour.

We learned when. When is where la. Like that. Sounds funny. And then we learned must.

Must is dong.

And we also learned directions.

I'm really enjoying it. I know you find it boring when I start going on about Thai, but it's, um, it feels really satisfying learning the new grammar and being able to use it.

I think I quite enjoy learning languages. I thought I'd hate it and I'd really struggle, but I'm really enjoying it.

Because I go on the train and then after a lesson I hear the words I just learned and I'm like, wow, I didn't hear that word before, but now I hear it.

But Thai people speak— they speak too fast. I can't catch it. I replayed my stream to try and understand what they were saying. I finally understood.

They were telling me not to stream. She said don't take video. To take a video or picture is Thai. I thought she was saying like Thailand Thai. I didn't understand. Take a picture or take a video is Thai.

So that was interesting. Also, to put something down is wang.

And women say ka at the end of sentences. So they're like wang ka.

But people in the classroom, they're really struggling. Some people in the class, they are still struggling getting you and I right. They would say kun instead of pom. I don't know how you're still mixing up I and you after 2 weeks of learning lang— of learning Thai.

And this American guy was complaining to me about the teacher being too fast or something.

I don't feel like— I feel like it's kind of slow. We only learn maybe 1 or 2 new bits of grammar in the day, and then we spend the whole day practicing the sentences. But because the teacher goes around the entire class one by one, every student has to practice, and it just takes a lot of time.

Oh, we learned birthdays as well. And we were going around the classroom saying our, our date of birth. There's quite a few people the same age as me, 1989. And one's like 1980.

So that means that they're 40+.

The one next to me, she said she's 1995.

I think maybe a tiny sieve would be good to scoop up floating stuff.

For the poop, I squish it against the glass with a sponge and then I lift it up. You gotta make sure you don't let go, otherwise it disintegrates and floats around everywhere. Try and squish it so it gets stuck onto the sponge— sponge.

Only 59 watching. Yeah, I wonder why. I think the title was not clickbaity enough. Also, I got 10 viewers on Kick, so maybe those 10 people who would have been on YouTube are now on Kick. I gotta stream for 5 hours on Kick to get the sub button, and I got one viewer on Twitch. Hello, one viewer

on

Twitch.

One viewer.

Got 10 on the kick.

Flush my fish down the toilet. Yeah,

or what about

Flushing my fish down the toilet if I don't get 1,000 likes.

Oh,

I need to take some frozen meat out for dinner.

It's kind of awkward when I get on the train and I see one of the other class people on the train. Should I go up to them, say hi, or do I just ignore them? I pretended I didn't see them and I just looked at my phone.

Didn't really want to talk. I talked to one of the Americans on the train a few days ago.

He's nice.

But I don't really know what to talk about.

For some reason, I just randomly told him I was married in Japan and got divorced. I don't know why I keep telling people that.

I get, I get nervous. I don't know what to say, so I just say, well, I was married and then I got divorced in Japan, just in case you wanted to know.

I told that cat cafe woman as well, didn't I? She randomly said, oh, I was divorced and married.

Yeah, I don't know what to talk about, so I just tell them something very personal, like I had chlamydia.

Because I'm scared of being boring to talk to, so I just think, what's the craziest thing about myself. I'll just bring that up. Try and find a way to bring up that I was divorced. Makes me seem like a more interesting person.

I only talked to the— I talked to the 2 Americans. The Chinese guy talked to me a little bit,

but he talks to everyone.

I feel like the American girl wants to talk to me.

But she's not sure how.

Oh, there were 2 Japanese people as well. I went onto the elevator and there were 2. They were like 40 plus, a man and a woman. They were talking. Felt weird to be able to understand what they were saying.

Don't remember. He was just saying something about his wife. At home being sick or something. Didn't really want to say hi. Maybe if they were younger. They look like they're nearly 50.

Very short and kind of stocky built. I think they were in the other class, like level 2 or level 3.

Are you on good terms with your mum? Yeah, she sends me pictures of Pushkin, the kitten, the cat. She wants me to come home for my sister's wedding,

but I said it's too expensive and I'm broke. She said, don't come for Christmas, come for the wedding instead. But I'd rather go to Christmas. I don't really want to go to the wedding. No one came to my wedding. The wedding is just gonna be loads of her friends and then her boyfriend's family and friends and then

the friend's family, and I'm just gonna be standing there. Do I have to bring my girlfriend as well? I'll just be standing there being bored, and then I'll just go hide in my room and play Rainbow Six. It's so expensive to go back to the UK. It's like £1,000 direct flight.

And then October or November is still like £800. It's probably £700 or £800 for next year spring.

She's known her boyfriend since,

I think, I think quite a long time, but they didn't start dating until like 20— 2019 or 2020, but they've known each other before that.

I'm not really surprised they're getting married. I always thought that— yeah, I think she's gonna choose him. He's got a good job, he's quite good-looking, he's tall, he's like 5 foot 11 or 6 foot. He's pretty tall.

He's well-educated, he's got a good job, he's got a good work ethic. He's a pretty good guy to choose. I mean, if I was a woman, I would find him pretty appealing as a man. No homo.

If you're a woman, I feel like, yeah, that's the kind of guy you want. Makes good money, works hard,

well-built, like strong build.

Enjoys traveling, outgoing, social. That's kind of guy you want really, isn't it, if you could pick? So I'm not really surprised.

Oh, my hair looks stupid. I want to cut it. Looks like crusty

Do I like him? Yeah, he's nice. I didn't— in the beginning, I didn't like him, to be honest. But I, I changed my mind. It's just, it's just I met him after Mila dumped me during the lockdown, and I was very stressed out. Stressed out.

And moody.

And I found a few things he said kind of annoying. Like, I don't know, he said something like, don't you get worried when Japanese people— when you tell Japanese people that you're Chinese? And I was like, what do you mean? I tell them I'm English. Why would I tell people I'm Chinese? Triggered me a little bit.

Does he not think I'm English? Like, does he think I'm Chinese or what? Just because I'm half Chinese doesn't mean I am Chinese.

I get very touchy about the whole, are you not English, you're Chinese, or what are you really? Where are you really from? That kind of stuff I get annoyed with. I just never— it never crossed my mind to go around telling people, oh, hey, I'm Chinese. That would be so weird. Then they'll say, oh, what part of

China are you from? Oh, I never actually been to China. Then how are you Chinese? I know. That's what I mean. Imagine I go to Japan. I'm like, uh, hajimemashite, chūgokujin desu. So I'd say I'm Igarisujin because I'm from England. It was just really weird to be asked that. I got a bit annoyed.

Maybe he didn't mean it nationality-wise. Maybe he meant ethnically. When you tell them that you're part Chinese, do they dislike you? Because it's like a stereotype of Japanese people not liking Chinese people. I guess that's what he was getting at.

But I was very moody back in 2021, being stuck in the house.

No, he's okay. I think I just overreacted a bit.

And then he also said that it would be impossible for me to make £500 a month on stocks. I guess he was right. But at the time that annoyed me because I thought, what do you mean? I'm making like £2,000 a week. I thought I was going to be a stock millionaire. And I felt like he was

pissing on my bonfire. But he was right. Yeah, I didn't make £500 a month doing stocks. Whatever.

I hate it when I'm wrong and people are right.

If you were a girl though, everyone would think you're amazing. Well, if you're a girl, you just need to look nice and not mentally ill.

Nice hair, nice skin. Doesn't look like you have a disease. That's all men want, really.

But I think he's okay. Yeah,

he's fine.

My girlfriend met him when my sister came. Do you still have to do your taxes?

Yep. They asked me— what did they ask me?

They asked me if I had a visa in Rotterdam and Germany, and then they asked me if I have a visa in Thailand. And I took a picture of it and sent it to them. And they want me to send bank statements from 2021 and 2019. But I don't have statements from 2019. My online statements only go

back to 2020, so I'm not sure what to do.

It sounds like I'm lying. Oh, I don't have the statement. Sorry. No, I go onto my online banking and it literally does not have 2019 on it.

So I might have to phone up the bank and then they send me paper statements. To Thailand. I don't know what to do. I guess I could go to 2019 on AdSense to show my YouTube earnings, but I was in Japan for like 9 months, so I don't think I would have to pay any tax.

Hopefully. Fingers crossed. 2021, I'm kind of screwed because I was in the UK for the whole year in Manchester. And I made pretty good money, like £20K, £25K. But I'm pretty sure I reported it correctly or close enough. If it's close enough, do they still penalize you? Like, what if you just declared £100 less than what you

were supposed to have?

Because I get little payments from Amazon, £10 a month. Because of my affiliate link and I get like $5 a month from Patreon. I can't be bothered. Like, who cares? £10. Add up every single thing. Oh my God. I'd rather just close down my Amazon affiliates. I don't even know why I'm getting money from Amazon affiliates. So

who's using my link? I haven't linked. I haven't shouted out my link. In ages. When was the last time you remember me saying, oh, click on my affiliate link?

I guess I'll do it. No, not tomorrow. Tomorrow I want to make videos. Maybe Sunday, start downloading the bank statements.

They sent me another email saying, we have still not received your bank statements for the year 2021. Yeah, because you said I have until the end of July to send them to you. So why would I be in a rush? What's the point giving me a deadline and then saying, oh, we still haven't received it? Yes, it's

still like 2 weeks away from the deadline.

They take weeks to reply to me.

Where did you buy the fish? I got it from Chatujak Market.

I think it cost, uh, 100 baht just for the fish.

There's only one person chatting on my Kick.

Why girlfriend doesn't want an extra job? She said she wants to rest for this month before looking for a new job.

I would do online classes. I like going to the classroom because I like to have a bit of social interaction

and I like being able to talk face to face with the teacher.

And I like, I like the classroom environment and I feel like there's a competitive aspects of, I want to be the best in the class, so I'm going to pay attention

and not mess up. So I like going to the classroom. I like going out and experiencing commuting somewhere. That's why I chose the classroom instead of online class.

Oh, thanks, Blood Bucket. I'll give the fish a treat.

Many treats. Gotta go. Here's a treat for you, and give the fishy a treat for me. Fishy, stop hiding. Come, come, come. Is he coming? Fishy says thanks.

That's probably enough. I've given him about 10 or 12.

He's gonna be pooping all day.

You have a new buddy? Yeah, my son. Should have called the stream, I became a father. My new fishy son.

Oh wow, thanks. Oh wow, $20.

Wow, huge grant. Tipped $20. You're not gonna come back to jolly old England? I want to. I miss my home, my garden, but I'm scared if I go back, I won't want to leave. I feel depressed having to leave again. My house is so nice, so big. It's not 30 degrees. I felt miserable last time I went

back for Christmas in 2019. I felt sad to have to go back to Japan.

But if I go back for Christmas, it's going to be like £2,000 and then go back again for my sister's wedding. Am I going to have to get a suit?

I went to my cousin's wedding when I was— I think I was 19 or maybe 21 or 22. Guess what I wore to my cousin's wedding? I wore jeans and this gray jacket. Like a suit jacket. But under the suit jacket, I wore black and orange checkered buttered— buttered? Checkered button collared shirt. And I looked so stupid.

I'm wearing these jeans, like blue jeans, orange and black checkered shirt with a jacket, gray jacket that looks too big for me.

Uh, give the fish treats for the donor.

Just give a couple, it's gonna get fat.

Its head looks stretched. The corner, the corner of the tank is rounded. It looks like his face is melting.

Maybe I'll try some fish food. It's got vitamin C.

Anyone who is supporting having a fish alone in such a tiny tank— it's not that tiny, it's just because you can only see it from the end. No, no, it's, it's, it looks tiny because the camera is at the end. It's like a rectangle. It's a rectangle shape. I put it at the end of the rectangle. It's

not really that big. It's long this way. It's long.

I should have rotated it.

Oh wow. 206.

From Nora, you are amazing. You're amazing too.

Fishy's gonna get fat. I give him one, one or two.

He comes for the, for the trees when he sees me.

Did

he eat it?

I

forgot to put the mic on the table.

What if we do a donation goal to get a bigger tank and then I go stream buying it at the market? Market is Talat. So you say Talat Chatuchak. Do you want to learn some Thai? To ask, what are you doing? You say, kun tam arai. Tam arai. Tam means to do. Like tam ahan means to make

food. So it could mean to do or to make. To work is tam ngan. To do work. Arai means what. So do what, you do what. Kun tam arai.

Very easy language, I think. I don't know how you could find it difficult.

We learned days today. Monday is Wanjan. Wanjan. Tuesday is Wanakan or something. Wednesday is Wanpur. Thursday is Wanpruhan. Friday is Wansak. No, one suk. Saturday's one sao. And then Sunday's one a tit. One a tit? That's what it literally sounds like.

One a tit. And Friday's like one a suk. It's such a funny language. One suk.

And

one— oh yeah, day is one ni. Tomorrow's Prung Ni.

My favorite word is khao pad. Khao pad poo means crab fried rice. You like crab, uh, pad khao pad poo?

There's a lot of funny words in Thai. Helps remembering it.

It also sounds like the Jawa language from Star Wars. To say stop is jot, and then here is teeny. But they say it like that, like teeny. So you say jot teeny. It sounds like the Jawa language. Are they called Jawas? You know, little hoodie— hooded midget things in Star Wars on Tatooine who say hooty hooty? It

literally sounds like that.

The tones make it sound funny, like jottini. It's a funny language to learn.

I should make a video reviewing the Thai language when I'm better. It's so going to flop. I wish it would do well though, like 20K views. Make a video reviewing the entire language.

Your betta will get brighter colors because it isn't in the cup it came in anymore. Yeah, but for some reason on one side it looks like its scales are coming off. It's got like a patch on its other side. It's blank or faded looking.

Don't bite me.

I like its orange and blue mixture, that's why I bought it.

I wanted to get a nice colorful fish. I like the red and white better as well, but I like this one more.

Look, if it turns around

you can see its other side looks— oh, look, look, look! Look, you see, it's like the scales have come off on that side. That looks kind of weird. Is that normal?

I like the blue.

Have I played PUBG? Nah, I don't really like those kind of games. Isn't that the game PewDiePie said the N-word? PewDiePie had his kid Recently, didn't they? Baby boy.

Do you think they're gonna stay in Japan? Just seems kind of weird because their family's so far away.

Usually people want kids near their parents so the parents can come and see their grandkids.

I feel like they might move back to either Sweden or Italy. Are they really going to stay in Japan for the rest of their lives. I reckon maybe they'll stay in Japan for a few years.