last weekend was crazy - life update

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Testing. So I had an interesting Saturday

night. If you were watching my last

stream, I ended it by jumping into

a taxi and going to meet you know who.

Hope you're okay after the bullying from

Ice, his girlfriend, and Sam Pepper.

Yeah, I'm okay, but the thing I'm most

butthurt about is how basically—

I don't know if I'd say all of them, but

like nearly the whole CX community his

viewers seem to hate me now.

So that's kind of disappointing, I guess.

Seems like I alienated another entire

viewership. Why am I so good at just

making people hate me? I don't get it.

Hated by my own community, then I thought,

ah, join Ice's community, and now they

hate me too.

They gave me the dumb idiot role on their

Discord, and now they just call me a

Do you know why they hate me? Because all

I said was that it's lame that

Deepak didn't stream just because of his

mum passing away. But how is that even

bad?

You don't want that kind of audience. I

don't know, I thought they were cool, but

they all seem to got so butthurt over

nothing. If you think that's bad, you

should see what else I've said. Now that's

nothing. What are you crying about? You

should see the stuff people like Leafy

says on Twitter.

So yeah, I'm kind of, um, I don't know, I

kind of shot myself in the foot again.

Like Chris Broad said,

when you bash someone's friend, then they

kind of don't want to hang out with you

So that's kind of really frustrating.

But I guess it's too late now.

They were calling you non-tent. Okay,

then how come they call me non-tent but

then they were non-stop talking about me

for days? I go on to Deepak's stream and

they're still mentioning me. So how can I

be non-tent if I left some kind of

impression or mark?

And more content than some of the other

people like Chris Travels or whatever.

You barely spoke. Yeah, because they kept

yelling at me and saying— they kept asking

me stupid things like, oh, why did you

cheat? Why did— why do you love your

girlfriend? Basically very impossible

to answer questions. Tell me something

interesting about you.

Quick now, quick. Tell you guys now, tell

me something interesting about you in the

chat right now. See,

it's, it's not easy, is it?

Uh, let me just try and remember my entire

life. Um, I don't know.

What were they saying about you on the

recent streams?

Who? I don't know, because I've been busy

doing my own streams. But I

think Ice was just kind of disappointed

that I said what I said.

Wish you spoke to them like you're

speaking now. Yeah, well, I get nervous

in person. Right now I

feel very relaxed. I feel comfortable in

my own home. I don't have anyone yelling

at me. So yeah, obviously I can articulate

my thoughts pretty well right now,

but in person I just— I can't. My mind

goes blank. I need you to give me time to

speak because I'm not a very loud or

forceful person. So I need,

I need, I need like, uh, an opportunity to

just speak my mind. Twitch IRL

streams with your girlfriend are fun.

Yeah, it was good and it made some money,

which is good. I don't know, I've got too

many choices now because we're gonna do a

stream tomorrow, but I want to do it on

Kick. So I get more viewers on Kick, but I

make basically no money.

I get, I get fewer viewers

on Twitch but make a little bit of money,

and then I get like normal amount of

viewers on YouTube and make the most

money. So I'm not sure. I mean,

YouTube would probably be the most obvious

choice, but then I'd get more viewers on

Kick.

Yeah, I don't know if I can trust the view

count on Kick either, but then why would

I be botted? Why would anyone view bot me?

Because I'm like a no one.

No one. I, I streamed on Kick for 6 hours

and had like 150 viewers, and I didn't get

one, even one sub, and there's no ads on

it, so I didn't make anything.

So it kind of feels like a waste of time

unless you can stream with Ice and get

his viewers to watch you. But then, you

know, when Ice leaves, then what are you

Yeah, I could stream on everything all at

the same time, but it'd be pointless

because I'd just be splitting up my

audience. Over 3 websites.

Would help if you fix TTS. Well, I got TTS

now, it's just I don't know how to set it

up when I'm outside.

Look, how do I do— like,

I can play your TTS now, Fishy Dude.

See, Daniel, that was good content. You

must go meet Ice tomorrow for another

round. I didn't see it when you donated

because I was being interrogated and

I couldn't— didn't really have time to

check my setup to make sure it's working

Yeah, on YouTube I would get a couple

Super Chats, maybe a PayPal TTS,

and some ad rev. On Kick I'd probably get

nothing. Twitch, I would— might get some

Prime subs and some ad rev.

Trying to decide. I feel like,

hmm,

Twitch versus Kick. Twitch would get very

low numbers, but then I'd make some money

at least. Kick would get higher numbers.

I don't know, I want to try Kick maybe

tomorrow. Me and my girlfriend are gonna

go smoke weed— I mean, W-E-E-D. I'm, I'm

very stressed out about YouTube because I

always have to worry about getting

demonetized, and then also music copyright

claims screwing you. Did you actually

enjoy the whole interaction? Yeah, it was

fun. I enjoyed it. I thought it was funny.

I didn't feel— I mean, I guess they were

kind of disrespecting me, but I didn't

really feel disrespected because I know

it's just streaming content, like trying

to make it entertaining and stuff. Didn't

really take it personally or seriously.

But it's kind of annoying when all they

talk about, all they want to talk about is

cheating. When they talk to me,

all they ever do is talk about cheating.

Oh, why did you cheat? Why do you think I

cheated? Why do you even need to ask why

someone cheats? It should be obvious. Why

do you do something that feels good?

Because it feels good. Why else? Why else

would I do it? Because obviously it feels

good.

It's such a boring topic because,

because it's not that deep.

Cheating, it's like the most boring topic

to talk about.

Chihiro K, is that the real Chihiro?

I can't believe 5 years later and all

people can talk to me about is cheating on

my ex-wife 5 years ago. It's like that's

all I am, just like a physical embodiment

of cheating.

Yep, it's me. It's not you, don't lie.

What country are you in right now? I'm in

Thailand. I like my YouTube audience

more than the Kick CX audience. My

audience is better.

I thought I wanted a new audience, but I

kind of just want my old audience back. I

wish they came back. What can I do to

make them come back? My audience was way

funnier, way more— my

old audience and my current audience just

had way better sense of humor,

way more interesting.

I miss my old audience.

You know, the guys and girls who actually

cared about me as a person.

I missed 2019 when I had, had big,

big audience of my own. They're so much

better than this CX community.

Some of us still here. Yeah, I'm grateful

that you guys still around.

You know what I feel like? I feel like I

just cheated on you guys with Ice's

viewers. Like I was trying to pander to

them to get them to be my new viewers,

and I thought that I was

like ditching you guys for them, but then

I realized, wait, you guys are way better.

I feel like I just cheated on my audience

and now I'm back. You know what this

reminds me of? When I played Star Wars

Galaxies and I was in a guild and I

thought the guild was too small and kind

of boring, so I left the guild to join

this other guild that was bigger and

better and Well, I thought they were

better, but then I realized I missed my

old guild, so I left the new one,

rejoined my old guild, and it was like

being home again. You're a horrible person

in general. Whatever, I don't care.

So what? I'm tired and fed up trying to

convince you that I'm a good person. If

that's what you think, then go ahead.

Think what you want to think, I don't

care. Can't be bothered anymore.

It was just like the Elvis the Alien

interview all over again.

It was basically exactly like the Elvis

the Alien interview, but a bit more

crazier.

You know, the questioning, like, why do

you love her? Don't you think cheating's

bad? It's like, don't you think eating

meat is bad? It is bad

for the animal because they get

slaughtered, but we, we don't care. We eat

it anyway because it tastes good. Do you

regret not meeting Ice when he asked?

Hmm, yeah, on Sunday he did message me

asking if I wanted to still meet up. But I

said no because the

whole D-Pac thing kind of ruined it.

I, I was, I was excited to

be part of the CX gang when I thought I

had a chance of joining

a new community and they would like me.

But after the whole D-Pac thing, it kind

of destroyed all my chances. Because they

will hate me now.

So imagine hating me because of some

Indian guy.

Whatever.

I've been a fan of, of Ice's streams for

like 5, 6 years,

and they all like some random Indian guy

who's only been on the scene from like a

couple months ago.

Whatever, don't care.

I don't, I don't have beef with Deepak.

It's just they all don't like me because

they found out that I said something that

wasn't very nice about Deepak.

I didn't even say anything that bad. I

just said that it was lame that he stopped

streaming after he lost his mother,

because when I lost my dad, I still

streamed. I got loads of donations. I got

like $1,000 Super Chats. It was amazing.

And I vlogged the funeral.

So like, from my viewpoint,

I don't really understand why you would

take a massive break just because you lost

a family member. When my mum dies, I'm

gonna stream. I'm gonna be like, hey guys,

my mum just died, let's talk about that,

let's talk about my feelings, and maybe

And if, if I didn't stream and someone

said, oh, Daniel's not streaming, so lame,

I'm not gonna get butthurt over it.

I'd be like, so what?

People so sensitive.

I probably won't even go to the funeral,

to be honest. I don't like— I'm actually

very anti-funeral. I think funerals are

stupid and a waste of time and money.

Doesn't help anything. My dad's funeral

did nothing for me,

didn't really help me at all. I actually

would have preferred not to go. I wish I

didn't go to the funeral because it was

just a horrible experience. Everyone comes

up to you and they say, oh, I'm sorry for

your loss. And then you say thanks. And

then they make empty promises like, I'm

always here, Daniel. If you ever need

something, just hit me up. Yeah, sure.

Okay. Never going to hear from you ever

again. No one— everyone just pretends they

care when they actually don't care.

Funerals are dumb and stupid.

Imagine going to a funeral.

I wouldn't even go to my own funeral.

What would be the point?

Oh, thanks, Best Crypto. Windows Theory,

that's why people attack you. I knew my

community was the best. Better than CX

community. Thanks. I don't know what

Broken Windows Theory is. Can you

explain it?

People jumped on the hate bandwagon so

quickly after that screenshot got leaked.

I even got loads of messages on Instagram

saying stuff, really horrible stuff, that

if I say I'll get demonetized. So I don't

know how they think they're better than

me. When they say much worse stuff because

I said something that they think is bad.

So delusional.

What screenshot? So there's like this

Indian streamer that is

a, I guess, a friend of Ice,

and his mother passed away and And he

stopped streaming to do funeral stuff, I

guess. And I said that it was lame that he

stopped streaming, and I said, imagine

crying in your 30s over losing a family

member. And apparently that makes me a

scumbag.

So I'm from Britain and we believe in

stiff upper lip. I'm not gonna— I don't

think I'm ever gonna cry again because I'm

a 34-year-old grown man, not a baby.

It does. How does it make me a scumbag?

Explain.

Now my, my Kick career, streaming career,

is basically ruined.

Before it even got started.

I can't believe how quickly I made

everyone hate me. That has to be a record

of completely destroying your reputation

in like 2 hours. Didn't even get

home before my reputation was destroyed.

Thought I could start a new leaf, start,

start fresh page. With a new viewership

and already shot myself in the foot.

I am kind of gutted about that.

Nice haircut. Thanks, I cut it myself.

I think it looked pretty good. I watched

myself on Ice's stream where you can see

me, and I was looking at my hair and I was

thinking, yeah, I did a pretty good job.

Oh wow, thanks, Epic Wave. On you,

because Ice realized he couldn't con you

for money like his little crew. Have a

beer. Thanks.

I don't think he wanted to con me for

I think I'm just too self-aware and I'm

too smart about like the

whole streaming thing, and I

would kind of— I think I'd ruin the

immersion. I would like break the fourth

wall. By explaining exactly why this

is being done and that's being done, and

it would kind of ruin the show, I think.

I wouldn't really— I mean, I'll try to

play along, but then I'll just

accidentally say,

yeah, I'm just playing along to like go

along with everything, but this is not

really what I would actually do.

This is not what I actually think or feel.

I'm just like going along in the moment.

I enjoyed it. It was really interesting

and probably the most exciting thing I've

done all year, like jumping in the taxi,

trying to find out where they are,

jumping on the motorbikes. And then when

I first approached the VR place where they

were, and I heard Ice's voice. I saw his

backpack. It was kind of exciting. I was

like, wow, there they are. And then I

tried sneaking around, and then he saw me

nearly straight away. It was fun.

I had a good time.

I was kind of shocked when I spoke to Sam

Pepper. I couldn't believe the first thing

Sam Pepper said to me was that I'm,

I'm posh. And then he kept saying, why do

you talk like that?

Why do you talk like that?

I felt like he was accusing me of faking

my accent or something.

When did— I didn't meet Sam, but when I

met Ice, he phoned Sam and put Sam on the

phone. And then Sam basically said, let me

talk to this posh motherfucker. And then

he kept saying, why do you talk like that?

And I said, I'm from Maidstone. He said,

no, you're not. Yes, I am. I was born

in Maidstone Hospital. A lot of people

speak like this in Kent. I don't know why

he's so surprised.

Maybe because I look Asian and he was like

expecting an Asian accent.

Don't know if he was like accidentally

being racist or he

just didn't believe that this is how I

actually speak. You go and watch

my stream with my sister. I would love to

see what he would think if he saw my

stream with my sister, because my sister

basically speaks the same as I do.

I don't sound posh. This is not what posh

sounds like. If you want to see what posh

sounds like, then look up Jacob Rees-Mogg.

Jacob, Jacob Rees-Mogg, that politician.

Now he sounds posh.

He's like, oh yes, I don't believe Brexit

was a good idea. That's what posh sounds

like, like Queen's English.

I just have a Received Pronunciation

accent. All my family— well,

my British relatives and family speak like

this, and maybe even posture

sounding. Because my mum's Chinese,

so I had a bit of Chinese accent influence

during my childhood. But I was mainly

surrounded by— I don't know,

where did I pick up most my English?

Probably my dad and my school, my

teachers. Yeah, the teachers at school

mostly spoke like this as well.

I just— I was kind of shocked that my

fellow British person was like mocking my

accent so much, man. I have a pretty

normal accent, like pretty standard

British accent. I don't have a crazy

weird accent or anything. It's pretty

normal. Yeah,

Chris Broad speaks way less posher than

I do because he's from— it's

from a village where— it's from a

low-income village,

and his dad was probably like a lorry

driver, and he was like, all right,

Chris, I'm getting in my lorry, see you

next week. Chris Broad's dad's a proper

bloke. He's actually on YouTube. Look up

Richard Broad. Richard Broad. He was on

Robot Wars. He had a robot called, I

think, Killatron. Actually, you can see

Chris Broad when he was 10 years old on

some clip of Robot Wars, and his dad looks

just like him. It's so funny, but he

sounds more working class.

There's a wide variety of accents even in

one county of England.

So it was like kind of weird being pressed

about my accent.

I have strong Osaka accent. Oh, you're not

Chihiro, prove it.

Say something in Japanese.

So if you're really Chihiro, then why did

you break up with Atsushi?

Not as good as me, was he? Not as good in

bed. Oh my god, my mic!

Nearly broke it. Testing.

What happened to Atsushi Vlogs? I don't

think his channel was booming much

anymore. Well, when you have— when your

whole channel is about minimalistic

living, it's, it's like a very limited—

there's a very limited amount of topics

you can make videos about because it's

basically just you sitting in a bare empty

room talking about how little money you

live off. You can't really make hundreds

of videos about that. You can make maybe a

couple dozen at most, and then you're

screwed. I don't know what else he could

do, like self-improvement videos, like

self-study tips,

product productivity tip videos like that

Ali Abdul guy does.

Oh wow, thanks, Chosen. Why do you put

spatulas up your bum bum for a living? I

says you're pathetic. Because it made good

money. I told them I made like £40,000

and then they were like, oh, that's less

than minimum wage. Okay, so you're saying

to me if someone offered you £40,000 you

wouldn't put stuff up your bum? Come on,

who here would put a spatula up their bum

for £40,000? You say no?

Okay, sure, whatever.

$40K for me is a lot of money. Remember,

I'm a broke failed YouTuber.

Cuz I said $40K over 3 years, so that's

like $12K, $13K per year. Yeah, it'll be—

if you— I mean, if you do it like that,

then yeah, it's going to work out to be

rubbish. So what, 5 years later I'm

gonna say, oh, I made 40K over 8 years?

Now it's even less per year, isn't it? It

doesn't really calculate like that because

I made all the money within 2 years. It's

not like, oh, I made it 10 years ago,

so that's 40K over 10 years. No, it's 40K

over 2 years.

And why would I say no to that money when

all I had to do was just take some

pictures? I think it was a very easy way

to make some quick money, and I don't

regret doing it. Yeah, it's a bit

embarrassing when people pull up my nudes,

but whatever. I got a nice bum. I'm not

ashamed of it. I think I got a nice body.

So I'm gonna smoke weed with my girlfriend

tomorrow for a stream. Hmm, I think

it will get age-restricted on YouTube.

I've seen other people smoke on videos and

they're usually age-restricted. So I'm not

sure what to do.

Maybe, maybe I should just scrap the idea

or just do it anyway on Kick, and maybe

I'll get lucky, get a couple subs. I don't

know. I feel like I'm gonna get shadow

banned or banned on Kick because the

owners of Kick love Deepak. You know

Trainwrecks? He's like the co-founder of

Kick, and he just gift subbed 100 subs to

Deepak. It's like $500. And the guy who

owns Kick called Eddie, he's gifted like

1,200 subs to Deepak. Do you know how

much money that is? That's like $6,000.

So if they find out that I've been

badmouthing him, they might ban me from

Kick. So I don't really feel like

Kick is a solid piece

of land to build foundations on.

Yeah, Deepak's boring. I don't get it. I

watch his streams and he just walks

around. He barely reads chat, he barely

talks. Sometimes it's funny because his

English is bad and he's got a funny

accent. That's basically it. The only

entertainment value is he's got a funny

accent and he's kind of innocent and sweet

looking. That is it. That's the only

entertainment value. And if you're

going to watch an hour, you'd maybe get

like a couple chuckles for a few minutes

per hour.

It's just, I don't really understand what

the big deal is. Yeah,

he's a little, little Indian guy.

I feel like he's like one of those little

side comic relief characters on South Park

or something.

Who does Daniel refrain from badmouthing?

George Trombly. Actually, I saw George on

my Kick stream. I don't know if it was

actually him though. It said Polyglot

George and he said he was planning to

travel to Korea and Japan soon, but I

don't know if someone's trolling me. It

just seems strange because I haven't

talked to George in 3 years. I really like

George. He's funny, he's good company,

he's very knowledgeable about business and

Japanese and entrepreneurship. He's got a

great personality. Maybe I'm in love with

George. George is great.

He's so wholesome as well. I love George.

I learned my Japanese from, from his

website, yesjapan.com, and watching George

and Keiko. It's a good part

of my growing up, my teenage years.

George is planning to go to Korea and

Japan. Oh, maybe it was him then. I feel

kind of bad because I was— the way I used

to chat to George was on WhatsApp. I mean

KakaoTalk. It was KakaoTalk. But I

also used to chat to Mila on KakaoTalk.

But when she dumped me, I got scared that

she would message me and I'd like try and—

we would try and get back together or

something and she would just mess me

around. So I deleted my KakaoTalk. So I

don't know if he messaged me because I

would never have seen it. So I don't

know if he messaged me and he thinks I

ignored him. I deleted my KakaoTalk

Christmas 2020 after Mida dumped me

because I didn't want to hear from Mida

again. She broke my heart twice. She

wasted my time. She wasted all my money.

I sacrificed my channel's integrity and

I betrayed the trust of my viewership to

appease her and to make her happy, and she

dumped me anyway. You know why I made fake

videos like, oh, I worked at the sandwich

factory? Because I had nothing else to

talk about because she wouldn't let me.

She said, Daniel, don't talk about me,

don't talk about what we're doing, don't

film this, don't film that, don't tell

them you're in Rotterdam. And I was like,

yes master, please don't dump me again.

And I made all these fake videos. People

found out, caught on because they're not

dumb, and then they didn't like me anymore

and stopped watching my channel. So she

destroyed my channel, she broke my heart,

wasted over like £20,000 of my money,

and I got beat up in Rotterdam because she

made me move into the ghetto of Rotterdam,

Zuidplein or something,

south of Rotterdam where all the

immigrants go. And it's basically like

poverty street and they will just beat

each other up on the street, and I got

attacked by some, I don't know, like

African immigrant, probably drugged out.

Worst experience of my life. Hate Mila.

She ruined my life, ruined my YouTube

channel,

and I got banned on Airbnb.

And Rotterdam was like the worst place I

ever lived. Hated it.

I asked George on stream if he would be

interested in Thailand, but I didn't see

his response. I think I missed it.

Mila was the worst girlfriend ever.

She didn't— she didn't like my

personality. She didn't like my YouTube

thing. She didn't like my content or my

viewers. She disapproved of my way of

living and my outlook on life. So she

didn't like— I don't even know why she

likes me in the first place. Probably just

because I'm handsome. I was

watching the ice stream of me and And I

was looking at myself and I was actually

honestly thinking, yeah, I'm pretty good

looking, not gonna lie. I'm way better

looking than anyone else on his streams.

But who's better looking than me on Ice's

streams? Maybe Joel comes close, but his

face is kind of, I don't know, big and

saggy.

And they're all short, like Suspenders,

Chris Trout. They're all really short,

like 5'2 or something. Sho? No way. Sho's

got like a weird nose. Sho looks like an

old man in a young boy's body.

Sho literally looks like an old man, like

his facial features are old man,

but he's young, which is very weird. He's

got like old— have you ever seen guys who

are not old, but they look old. Like

Nobita. You remember Nobita? He's around

the same age as me, but he looks like a

freaking old man. Like, he's got really

thin hair, he's got a big mole,

he's got like very hollow facial features.

He looks like an old man, but he's like

30. What the hell is that about? And

there's this other guy called Nihongo

Gamer. He looks like a freaking old man

too, and he's only in his 30s. Some people

look freakishly old even though they're

not. And you know Lock from— I don't know

if you watched that camera guy called Kai.

They used— it was Kai and Lock on Digital

Rev TV. He looks old as hell too,

even though he's not.

Nobita literally looks like an old stinky

Japanese man.

They're all ugly compared to me. I'm the

best-looking guy who ever sniped Ice.

Ice said, how do you get all these girls

when you don't talk? I should have said,

well, when you look like this, you don't

really need to say much. Oh, if I said

that in the car, that would have been

hilarious. Took me 3 days to come up with

that joke. Lightspeed wit,

because I don't think girls are dating me

for any other reason. Like, I'm not rich,

I'm not really chatty, I'm not

ripped. All I have is my face, really.

That's my biggest asset. Don't want to

sound like I'm bragging, but I think I'm

the best-looking guy on Ice's streams.

Who's better looking than me?

Yeah, exactly.

The only problem I have is my head looks

kind of big on my body because my body is

very skinny. I wish my body was a

bit bigger, like slightly

bigger frame.

Best looking guy everywhere. Yeah,

Chihiro, you know. That's why you married

me, wasn't it? Because of this.

In Thai, they call it lò, lò leo.

Handsome.

Lò leo.

Ah, I do have to indulge in some

narcissism to make myself feel better

because I've been— I

just feel like I've been ganged up on

recently and like picked on, bullied. I

need to pep talk myself back up a bit.

Wasn't his girlfriend taller than you?

Yeah, by like 1 centimeter.

Actually, I don't know, because I, I

screen— I froze the stream when we were

standing next to each other, and our

shoulder height perfectly aligned, and our

eye level was perfectly aligned. But for

some reason, her— the top of her head goes

slightly higher than mine, so the top

of her hairline is, is higher than my

hairline. So it seems like she's taller,

but then our eye level and shoulder level

was like exactly the same. So it's

like her head proportions are larger than

mine, which gives her a slight height

advantage. Yeah, her forehead was bigger

than mine, which makes it look like I'm

shorter, but I think we're roughly the

same size. I thought she was taller, like

5'10. I thought she was gonna like tower

above me, but I was surprised that I was

around the same height,

kind of like Mila's height. Mila was

around that height as well. People kept

saying Mila was taller than me too, but I

think— no, I definitely stood in front of

a mirror next to Mila and I was taller.

Also, my hair is quite voluminous.

So you got to like pat it down, otherwise

it just kind of poofs up. Because I do

have good hair, it's very fluffy.

Yeah, I have fluffy hair. I don't, I don't

count this part of my hair as my height

because I admit it's just my hair. I mean,

you can't do this and say, oh look, I'm

taller. Look, look, now I'm

6 foot tall because my hair goes up there.

No, I think my height is like around my

hairline would be my true height,

slightly above the hairline because, you

know, my head's round. My height in

centimeters is 175 without

shoes. With shoes, it's probably like 177.

YouTube stream's so much more fun.

I definitely enjoyed this YouTube

streaming way more than anything else.

Stream snipe Deepak. Yeah, I thought about

it. Could get my girlfriend to go and go

up to him and say something. No, just

leave him alone. They're all a bunch of

wet tissues crying over Deepak. Oh,

boo-hoo, you said something mean. Yes,

the internet. Welcome to the internet.

People say mean stuff. If you can't handle

the heat, get out the kitchen. People say

mean stuff to me all the time. Do you

think I cry about it?

Imagine crying because someone said

something mean over the internet.

That's what the internet was made for.

Are you going to fight Ice in a cage

match? No, maybe I fight

Deepak.

But I feel satisfied that I did what I did

on Saturday cuz I had a good time, got

some funny clips out of it, got a couple

videos. Thought it was fun.

Finally I did something for content that I

genuinely enjoyed doing and wasn't just

faking it or forcing myself to do it.

It was, it was a nice feeling. It reminded

me of my early days

when I did really enjoy making content,

and it was content I wanted to make, not

content I was just making to farm views.

This was something I I genuinely wanted to

do and enjoyed doing. And I think it went

so well. It actually went better than I

expected. I didn't think I'd be able to go

back to the hotel room and hang out and be

part of, be part of the stream and be part

of the content. I was thinking I'd just

follow them a bit, go up and say hi,

maybe hang out for like 10 minutes, get a

drink or something.

And then leave. But it

definitely turned out better than I hoped

for. And then this drama with

Deepak is pretty funny though.

Yeah, it went well. I'm happy with the

outcome. I had a, I had a plan,

a goal, and I think I executed it well. I

think the execution was done extremely

well. I'm very happy with the way it

worked out, apart from the ending. It was

a bit annoying with the whole D-Pak thing.

What a way to ruin a night.

I don't think I would meet again because

it's kind of awkward now. And then it

would be— I think he would press me or

interrogate me again about the Deepak

thing, and he'd be like, why'd you say

mean stuff online but in real life you're

very shy? And timid. I don't know,

why do 1,000 monkeys dance on the head of

a pin? It's just like, it is what it is.

I don't know why, it just is. Why does ice

cream taste cold?

It just is. I don't know how to explain

it, and I don't know why I should have to

explain it.

Everyone's trying to, trying to

psychoanalyze me all the time. It's so

frustrating.

I wish some— someone just accepts me for

who I am and not try and change me or try

and pick me apart. It's just, you know, I

want to be loved for who I am. Like anyone

else does.

But I don't think— I don't think I'd get

on with those guys because

I kind of feel like they're intellectually

inferior to me. I feel like they're on a

different level, like a different,

different wavelength to me. I don't think

I could really connect. Do you think I

could connect with Sam Pepper?

No. So I don't think this is the right

community for me.

Let's just stick to my own community. You

guys understand me.

Does your girlfriend know you have

OnlyFans? No, and you better shut up about

it. Thai people don't know what OnlyFans

is.

It's just a big thing in America and

the UK. Most of the world don't know what

it is. It's only like an American

phenomenon, this OF malarkey.

My girlfriend's sister came round our

house today. It was kind of— it's actually

kind of fun. We never had guests come

round before. Her sister

was saying living in America is better

because she can make $5,000 a month

working at a restaurant. And then rent is

like $1,500, but then you,

you have like $3,000 left over. Is she

telling the truth? I find that hard.

$5,000 working in a restaurant?

Seriously? And she said like doing Uber

Eats as well. There's no way.

She said she loves America and now she's

like motivating my girlfriend to want to

go to America too. Too, because now my

girlfriend thinks she can go to America,

make $5,000 a month, and then send it back

home to Thailand. And I'm like, no way.

If that was true, then everyone in America

would be rich and not broke. Everyone in

America is broke, in debt, have student

loans, share house sharing, can't afford—

don't have any savings. We Do you think

everyone in America is, is banking like

$3,000 disposable income

after paying expenses? There's no way.

Don't know what she's talking about.

$5,000 a month working in restaurants,

okay, and doing

Uber Eats.

There's no way. America is the most

expensive place to live in. Inflation,

insanely expensive cost of living,

terrible wage to living,

cost of living ratio. Like,

people who work in restaurants and do

customer service jobs in America rely on

tips to make minimum wage. To have

a decent standard of living, they need

tips because the minimum wage is not high

enough. So I just— I don't, I don't

believe it that you can just go to

America, make $5K, spend $2K on rent and

expenses, and have like $3K left over. If

that's true, then everyone in America must

be loaded. Why, why is everyone in America

then desperate to do OnlyFans to make some

extra money and they've got loans and

they're broke. That's not the impression

of America I get, that everyone's loaded

and full of money.

I'm broke? Well, according to my

girlfriend's sister, why don't you just

get a job in a restaurant, make $5K a

month? Problem solved.

So I don't understand. How they're saying—

how my girlfriend's sister's saying this

Unless you're living in a dormitory,

house sharing, not going out

at all, cooking your own food and saving

everything you make so you can send it

back home. Then I guess— and

then she said the wage in Thailand is too

low. Yeah, but the cost of living in

Thailand is insanely low as well. Like,

yeah, you make $4 an hour working in

Thailand, but then rent is like $200 a

month, and meals— you go to eat out in a

restaurant in Thailand, it's like $1 a for

a meal. So obviously the wage reflects the

cost of living.

For me, it's great because

I make YouTube income.

If I was living in the UK, I'd be broke.

I only make like $1,000 a month, but in

Thailand it goes quite far. On a good

month I made like $1,500. Actually,

earlier this year I was making like $1,600

to $1,700, nearly $2,000

for a couple months. But the last few

months have been pretty bad. Nothing's

gone viral, there's nothing trending,

there's no new big games out, my core

audience has gotten even smaller. So it's

been kind of tough, which is why I tried

having a go at Kick. I tried branching

out, so I thought it can't hurt

to give it a try. You told Ice you make

$500 this month.

I've made $500. On my YouTube channel.

But all of the previous months this year,

I made like £1,500,

£1,400.

So the reason why I told Ice I made only

£500 was because he was trying to make

a point. He was trying to say that girls

only date me because I'm rich or because

I've got money. And I was trying to

emphasize the point that I've got no money

and I'm not rich, and that's not why girls

get with me. And when I got married to

Chihiro, I was making like $400 a month.

Girls don't get with me because I'm rich,

and I, I do not lie to girls and tell them

I'm rich. Do you think I go on a date

and I say I make $5K a month, baby.

You want to get with me? I'm rich. I'm a

stock trader. Kiss my fingers.

No, I never say I'm rich. I usually say,

oh, I make some dividend income from my

stock portfolio, or I say I'm not working

right now. I've got savings from when I

worked at the petrol station. But I

never say I'm rich. Why do people always

assume that I've got like rich parents

or I've got a trust fund or I've got money

being sent? It's so annoying. Excuse me.

Because my mum never sends me a penny.

The only time my dad ever sent me money

was when I ran out of money and I was

stuck in Taiwan. But I paid it back to

him. My parents are not rich.

I don't understand why people think my

parents are rich. My mum is a cleaner.

She cleans hotel rooms in Leeds.

I mean, in a castle.

My dad was an electrical mechanical

engineer who made like 35K.

We were not rich. It's just

my parents were very hardworking. My dad

was very frugal. He invested all his money

back into the house. He didn't buy

expensive tech or new shiny things.

My dad drove a secondhand used crappy car

for his entire life. He never had a brand

new car. He always just drove this crappy

Saab What's it called? Like, you know

those long cars? What are they called?

Estate wagon or something like that. He

only drove secondhand crappy Saabs that

broke down all the time. He, he never

bought anything nice.

He spent all his money buying concrete and

bricks and things to improve the house.

Yeah, station wagon, that's the word.

It's like one of those long cars where

you've got big boot space.

My dad used to love Saabs. He said they

were reliable and cheap. But then

Saab stopped making cars and it was hard

to find parts for repairs.

But even until the day he died, he drove a

Saab. He loved them. I think it's a

Swedish car company. Saab. S-A-A-B.

People assume you're rich, your parents

are rich, because how do you survive all

the traveling and living without working?

Because I make YouTube videos. I'm a

famous YouTuber.

How else?

Okay, things are not great now, but I used

to pull like half a million views a month.

But even before YouTube, I traveled a lot.

Okay, so here's the secret: you get a

part-time job, you work for maybe half a

year, you save your money, and then you

meet a girl on Tinder in Japan,

preferably, and then you go and meet them,

and then you move in with them, and And

you get a free place. That's how you do

it.

Oh, thanks Teacup for the ARS 10.

Why is your currency always different

every time? First it was Turkish lira.

It's not expensive to travel the world and

be a backpacker who sleeps in women's

houses. You don't have to be— I don't

understand why people think you have to be

rich to travel the world. I was traveling

around Japan when I was 20, and I

had savings from my job working in a pub

cleaning dishes. I worked in a pub

cleaning dishes for a year and a half,

and I saved up around £5,000.

Guest house in Japan is like £300

a month for a guesthouse room. You buy a

plane ticket, maybe £700. Food's like a

couple hundred pounds a month. You can

easily live in Japan for maybe

half a year on £5,000.

And if you have a girlfriend, you can live

even longer on £5,000 because you don't

have to pay rent. Or you can split rent

and pay half rent and split the food

bills. And you don't have to waste money

going on dates anymore because you've got

a girlfriend now. You don't have to pay

for cereal.

I wish I had rich, rich parents,

but I feel kind of insulted that people

never give me credit for being

able to make my own money. Travel the

world doing

it my way and doing my own thing, but they

just automatically think, oh, he's getting

money from his parents, how else would he

be doing it?

So insulting. Yeah, okay, my YouTube

doesn't get mad views, but it gets enough

to fund what

I want to do in life.

Yeah, Japan is extremely cheap if you know

what you're doing. You stay in a guest

house, you don't go shopping in Tokyo mega

malls, you go to the cheap supermarket,

you buy a bicycle and you bike around,

you go to cheap restaurants like Skia and

Caesarea. I don't know how people still

think— it is so— it's mind-baffling. It is

absolutely insane that people still think

Japan is this really expensive country,

as if we're still living in the '80s when

it actually was a very expensive company—

country. Back in the '80s and the '90s

during the Japanese economic boom Japan

was an expensive country to live in

because the value of the yen was just

really high because of how strong the

economy was. And the Japanese government

and the Bank of Japan were doing this

thing called, what was it,

window guidance. It was this government

policy where they inflated the value of

stocks and assets and it It caused

this massive bubble in the Japanese stock

market during the '80s, but it crashed in

the '90s. But this stigma and

stereotype of Japan being this expensive

country and being super high-tech has

never gone away. I don't understand it.

Japan is one of the cheapest countries

I've ever lived in.

Japanese food is cheap in Japan. Like,

you can get a bowl of ramen for ¥400,

which is like 100 baht in Thailand. Good

luck trying to find a bowl of ramen in

Bangkok for 100 baht. You're paying

minimum 300, 250 baht for a bowl of ramen

in Bangkok.

Cheap is food. I mean, food is cheap in

Japan. Rent is cheap in Japan. Me and

Chihiro, in our apartment, it was like

$400 a month for that tiny apartment, and

then about $600 a month for the slightly

bigger one. So I really don't understand

why people automatically think, oh,

Japan's so expensive. Yeah, because you

booked a hotel in Shibuya and you went to

Starbucks every morning and you go

shopping in Shibuya 109. Duh,

obviously it's going to be expensive. And

you're eating premium wagyu beef every

night, so of course it's going to be

expensive then. But that's because you're

an idiot and you don't know how to— you

don't know where to buy things cheap. You

think everyone in Japan's eating wagyu

beef every night? Give me a break.

People are morons. Oh, Japan's so

expensive. No, it's not. Shut up.

Japan's one of the cheapest countries I've

ever been to. So annoying

people say Japan's expensive.

Complete morons.

I get so triggered. People think

Japan's expensive. No, people think I

don't make my own money because I travel

to Japan a lot, and they think Japan's

expensive. That's why they don't believe

that I make my own money.

People are so dumb. They know nothing

about Japan.

And they're like, oh, how do you live in

Thailand when you only make $500 a month?

The majority of people in Thailand make

less than $500 a month.

Especially outside of Bangkok, people are