why i nearly quit youtube

Now I lost the whole stream. I've got to

start a new one now. I don't know, I

opened the volume control at the bottom

right and then the whole laptop froze.

That has never happened before.

Now I've got to wait for the 150 people to

Imagine my laptop breaks and I've got to

buy a new one. What would I buy?

I can't afford it.

I have no money to buy a new laptop.

I was gonna start cooking soon.

Yeah, what was the question? How am I

gonna afford rent?

Yeah, I mean, I've lost hundreds of

dollars, haven't I, from not streaming

after the Turkey Tom thing.

Really annoying.

So not only did I, I missed out on the

money I would have made anyway, but then I

also missed out on the bonus money I would

have made from the Turkey Tom thing. How

many weeks? I lost like 2 weeks, so I'm

gonna probably make half the amount of

what I usually make from those lost 2

weeks and a bit.

And also I can't really sell any Barrick

Gold because it's tanked like 8% because

of the tariff thing. Hoping it bounces

next week.

So I'm having to go into overdraft,

and then at the end of this month, after I

get my delivery job pay and the YouTube

pay, I'll still be in overdraft by a

couple hundred pounds, and then I've got

to pay rent again and then wait until the

end of the next month to get my YouTube

and delivery job pay. So it's like a

struggle to get out of overdraft and stay

out of overdraft. I don't think I can

unless I sold off some stocks because as

soon as, as I get the pay and other pay,

I've got to pay for rent.

So annoying that she made me quit YouTube

during the best part of the Turkey Tom

attention.

Do you think that's why she did it? It's

like she did it on purpose.

All the other fights, she never made me

quit YouTube. So annoying. She's made

me lose so much money.

So it's a really bad time to want to sell

any stocks. This is the time you buy

stocks, not sell them. I really don't want

to sell any stocks. So what I'm going to

do is go into overdraft.

I've already taken out £900 for the rent

on Monday. So then I won't really have any

big payments until May.

So I've got until May to like rebuild and

get the overdraft under control. And then

May comes, I've got to pay the rent again.

I'm drowning.

I need a— I need a good month on YouTube

for April. So save me in May.

Yeah,

I think the whole thing was connected.

The Toki Tom video, the fight,

it was all just a chain of events.

Imagine if the TokiTon video dropped, I

don't know, a week earlier where I could

have milked it before we had a fight. Or

what if the TokiTon video dropped when we

weren't having a fight?

My back's really itchy. I don't know why.

Get out of the house so you don't drown in

debt. Well, if I go back to my mum's

house, I would then have to do Uber Eats

in Maidstone, and I'd rather— I'd

rather do this job here because it's way

easier than driving around in Maidstone.

Yeah, Sunny obviously doesn't want my

channel to grow or succeed. She wants it

to die and be nuked because the people are

bullying her.

Who cares about my finances and my legacy

and my career? All that matters is she's

getting bullied, so you gotta nuke it.

She just cares about herself.

Yeah,

I made probably $400 from that 3-day

stream. Imagine if I just streamed every

day for a week. I would have made so much.

Why did you beg and cry for her to come

back? Well, I didn't think she was gonna

make me quit YouTube. I thought we'd just

talk and then she'd forgive me.

And then it was my birthday and I, I

didn't want to spend my birthday alone,

so I caved.

When you stream with nothing happening,

the numbers fall off quick. Yeah, I know.

And I— when nothing's happening, I

shouldn't stream really. But it's still

money, isn't it? It's better than zero.

If I don't stream, that's zero money.

At least I can make some money even if

there's not much interest.

So yeah, it's gonna be tough. I'm just

gonna be stuck in overdraft for the next

few months. There's no

ads.

I don't know why my laptop suddenly froze.

It says it's monetized.

Yeah, I remember when me and Sunny got

back together and I did that stream and I

only had 80 viewers and I got really mad,

remember? Because it was like, oh my God,

Thailand happening all over again.

We'd have a fight and break up, and then

I'd get nearly 200 viewers and get back

together, and then it would drop down to

like 80, and I'd get really pissed.

She was bullied from the start. Everyone

gets bullied. Pia got bullied. Mila got

bullied. Bloodbuck, you got

bullied. Everyone, if you are on the

stream or on the channel, you're gonna get

bullied unless you're like

some amazingly hot,

handsome, attractive, charismatic,

perfect super being. But then why would

you be hanging out with me?

You gotta be cool. If you're

not cool, you're gonna get bullied.

Oh, thanks,

Lee. I bullied her because I could see the

fakeness. Yeah, she's really fake.

She says stuff she doesn't mean all the

time. She makes white lies all the time.

She— I mean, in real life, she can do

the whole act very well, and she probably

fools most people. But I think you

guys saw through it very easily.

And people really liked Chihiro,

I think, because she didn't do

that whole fake act and she was like very

genuine.

Chihiro— people didn't hate Chihiro at

all. I don't remember Chihiro getting any

hate. Everyone thought she was

really cool. And they're really like on

her side.

Well, that's just how it is, isn't it?

Sometimes people like you, sometimes they

don't.

She was perpetually annoyed at you. Yeah,

because I

did act like a man-child, didn't I?

Sometimes I watch those old marriage

videos back and I thought, Jesus Christ.

I don't know how strong I am. Ginger

monster log with obese forearms, slightly

smiling face. Oh, thanks. Do you think

those comments really get to her? Like the

forearm stuff?

Yeah, she, she stopped letting me film her

as well. Like the IKEA video, you notice

you don't see her in it at all. She kept

telling me to edit her out. Because people

were going to call her fat.

So I think that really got to her,

the being called fat thing.

But I mean, it was cold, so we had layers

and baggy coats and stuff,

and she didn't like it when I used my

wide-angle lens because it makes

everything look stretched out. Around the

corners and the edges.

And then when I— when we streamed

together, she didn't like it when I used

my wide angle and she would make me use

the zoomed lens.

So yeah, I think that got to her.

I wonder what her sister looks

like. I wonder if they look the same.

Wow, I can't believe it's so late already,

past 7, but it's so bright outside.

Yeah, okay, switch to the camera.

I've got an amazing dinner planned.

The S10+ is so light compared to the

Nothing Phone.

I can't wait until my new S10 Plus comes.

I got the— I got the green color.

Look, I smashed the screen.

Um,

can't see it.

What? Why is it like that?

Transform, reset transform.

Why is it laggy? Wait, let me reset the

Wi-Fi.

Resetting. Why, why new stream? My laptop

just froze. The whole thing crashed.

Okay,

it's so weird how just turning the Wi-Fi

off and on fixes it.

The distortion makes you look so funny.

Ran out of system memory, but I've only

got the streaming thing open and the

web browser and my orange light.

Okay, switch the mics.

Mikey, Mikey, Mikey.

Testing, 1, 2.

Testing.

Why the orange light? It makes me look

handsome.

Soft warm glow.

You want to spend £120 a month on food?

Impossible. Well,

I spent £60 last week and I've got 10

days to go. Can I stretch it?

I've already eaten a lot of it.

Wait, where's my tripod?

Tripody. Look, I got a stick. Do you want

I can't

find my tripod. Oh,

that is— it's going laggy again.

Look at my stick.

Why is it lagging?

You can have a lot of fun with a stick.

Look at those skills.

It's my new hobby, stick spinning.

So you don't need PlayStation.

Okay, what's in the fridge?

My new video arc, Kung Fu Master.

So we've got some frozen— oh

my God, oh my God, what the Oh

my God, what is going on today?

Everything's going wrong. Stupid Oh, it's

back. It did the thing again. It did it

yesterday, didn't it? Why is all

the technology failing?

Yeah, I've got a huge bag of rice and I've

got a big bag of pasta. Now I'm

getting a Temu ad on it. I can't see half

the screen.

Oh my God,

I can't close the— oh, there it is. Okay,

I think it's fine.

Bit laggy.

Um, okay.

Testing, testing, testing.

Hopefully it doesn't crash again. Anyway,

so in my fridge— it's weird, when I was

doing this it lost connection. So I've got

pork belly, leftover beef, I've got

broccoli. I thought I'd make a stir-fry

today.

Because I can make stir-fry with the

broccoli. Oh my

God, I've got the broccoli,

I've got onions and

a bit of cabbage. Make a little stir-fry.

Oh my God, is that Sunny's hair?

That's Sunny's hair. Look,

it's ginger.

Got Sunny's hair everywhere.

Stream's lagging. Yeah,

maybe I'll try the Wi-Fi trick again.

Hold on.

How's that? Any better?

Really annoying, this app.

But I don't know any other app that lets

you connect it to the laptop as a camera.

Um, first I'll just cook the rice, I

guess.

Is it better now? Yeah, I just don't

understand why resetting the Wi-Fi makes

it better.

Um, so I've got flour.

I don't know if that's good with pork.

I've never really used flour with pork

before. I thought I'd

just stir-fry it.

Get your

cabbage and chop.

Save the cabbage.

What else?

Hmm, a bit more. Oh,

I've got peppers.

Got a green pepper.

Yeah, I noticed this at Tesco. They have,

um, food bank packages.

Can I just take one of those?

I'm basically poor anyway.

So that's the stir-fry.

I'm not dicing it, it's a stir-fry. What

do you mean? Who has diced vegetables

in the stir-fry? Okay, what else? Oh yeah,

the pork belly. Hmm,

this is all I have left of the pork belly.

It's not much.

I can't—

I don't

know why my phone, it keeps locking

itself.

Okay, so I've got the pork belly. Oh my

god, now there's an ad.

Why does it show me ads when I'm logged

into my own YouTube account? Okay, so I've

got the pork belly.

Uh, maybe I just use half and I ration the

That's all the pork belly we can have

tonight. That's all I can afford.

We need the rest of it for tomorrow.

Okay, um,

4 pork bellies. I'll put more

broccoli.

And I'll have miso soup because that's

protein.

There, that should be enough.

Yeah, it's all dirty.

Guess we got to wait for the rice.

Yeah, I got to stretch the pork belly for

carbonara. I'll probably have carbonara

for a couple nights.

Times are tough.

Oh, I could fry an egg as well for extra

Oh, and the onions.

Got some

onions.

Might have a little sip of whiskey, my

birthday present from Sunday.

It's a fun—

okay. Just a little whiskey,

you know, just to, um, get things going.

Oh, it burns.

See, I managed to drink it all this time.

I'm spitting half

I mix it with some saliva to, um,

make it less strong.

I feel like Sunny got this for me to

poison me or something.

The side angle is crazy.

Why? My lips are burning.

Start cooking a stir fry.

So this is my dinner.

Stir-fry vegetables and some pork.

Massive nose. Well, yeah, it's because I'm

half European. I got the European nose.

The best bit about drinking whiskey is

after you've swallowed it, and then you

get that kind of burning warm feeling in

your throat. The worst bit is when it

first goes in your mouth and then you

swallow it, and then you get all the nice

flavors after you've swallowed it. It's

The smokiness of the smoked wood

aged barrel.

It takes ages for this pan to heat up.

Come on.

Oh, the, um, Miso soup.

Miso soup. Miso only.

We know there's

protein in, uh, miso soup. Because it's

edamame,

soybean.

Get a dog? God, it'll be so hard to get a

place to rent if you have a dog. So many

places don't let you have dogs.

Yeah, I got stir-fry I got the Japanese

rice soup, I got the miso soup, and I've

got hon su. And Sunny bought this yakiniku

sauce before she dumped me again.

Do you think she wants it back?

She thinks— she expects me to give her

back her gifts to me. Like, maybe she

takes the whiskey back as well.

She didn't specifically say what she

wanted. I'm guessing it's just the

toiletries and her hair straightener.

So that's how you make stir-fry. Get

garlic powder. Yeah, maybe later.

Bit of salt.

Basically just fry it all and stir it.

I put oil already. I don't know if butter

would be good for Asian stir-fry.

Um, maybe a bit more oil.

The oil disappears really quickly.

Starting to burn already. What the hell?

I don't have any oranges or Kit Kats left.

Oh wait, I do have— I've had— I have

one— no, I got 2 Kit Kats.

I got to ration them.

And then we're going to put in some hot

soup.

Uh, fresh garlic powder.

And then also gonna get an egg.

Little eggy whitey.

Beautiful.

Hates it

when the top part of the egg doesn't cook.

Okay, boil the water. There's barely any

water in

there.

Look at the top of The egg is not cooking.

You gotta scrape it off.

Like that.

Whoa,

that's burning.

Yeah,

much bigger.

This is kind of like, uh, Thai food almost

with the egg.

Pad kapow.

Quick, you get the egg out. It's going to

burn.

That— oh yeah.

Oh, voilà.

How funny would it be if I start craving

Thai food, putting chili on it? I mean,

some chili flakes on that wouldn't be too

bad. What else can I put on it?

I need to season the egg.

Doo doo! Yeah,

it's a bit crispy underneath, isn't it?

Oh my God!

Oops, a little bit black.

How would you make this more Thai-like? I

think maybe I'll go buy some chili flakes.

Faster would be so proud.

Imagine Faster sees me now with my own

house, a car. She'd be like,

Wow, baby, baby.

I kind of miss the way she talked.

Faster would never swear at me and talk to

me like Sunny does. Faster always talked

to me in such a sweet way. Baby, I'm your

girlfriend. Like that.

I miss Vasta sometimes.

She was so sweet.

Don't do that. Nah, baby.

I definitely think Thai women Much

kinder than British women. British women

can be real bitchy.

You fucking— you fucking making

me feel like fucking useless, innit?

That's what British girls are like.

Fucking worst boyfriend ever.

Fucking cunt.

Oh yeah, look at that.

One piece of pork.

Oh yeah.

I'm sucking the egg yolk.

Oh yeah.

This is pretty good considering

it's got barely any meat.

Oh mate, you don't need to show us all the

inevitable spaz fest. We're just here for

banter about Sonny and Dave Gibson. Hope

all is good with you. Oh, thanks.

I'm just enjoying my meal.

Mm, not bad,

not bad at all.

No, very good.

8 out of 10 mil.

Honshu makes a great stir-fry sauce.

Oh.

Okay.

Tea time and KitKat.

It's actually really nice in here now

without— I don't need the heater on

anymore. It's like 17 degrees. 16 degrees

outside.

Yeah,

so it's probably quite warm in the

conservatory. Oh, it is quite warm in

here, heated by the power of

the sun. Can't be bothered

to move all the furniture back in there.

It was quite nice when it's warm, but it

got cold, so I moved everything back in

here. And also, without the furniture, it

kept echoing,

so I'm gonna save a lot of electricity

without having to put the heater on. Now

I'll make back all my money that I lost

over February with the heating on.

When will Sunny longing happen? No, I'm so

over Sunny. I didn't pour much water into

the tea. Hold on. I finally feel like I

don't need her anymore.

Got my YouTube friends back, got my donos.

I already made like $130 from today's

Long, long hours

tripod.

Is it lagging?

It should be okay now.

Is it still lagging? Uh,

it's— well, let me reset Wi-Fi.

Okay, is it better?

I thought Daniel would do what most OF

girls do and tease without showing the

goods. Yeah, I don't know why I did what I

did. I could have just done sexy panty

shots, bit of bum, but I just went

completely degen mode and was like shoving

stuff up my bumhole, cumming everywhere.

I think I just really got into it. And I

kind of enjoyed it too.

Most girls on OnlyFans don't do what I do.

They just, you know, wear bikini.

I went hardcore.

Yeah, maybe I just really enjoyed getting

rammed up the backside. It was

pretty hot, to be honest.

It's kind of hard to place my tripod

without my bathrobe. So I've got 4 fingers

here. I kind of don't want to eat the

whole thing, otherwise I'm gonna have none

left for tomorrow. Can I

control myself?

I made so much money by making these

videos and then selling them for $20 each,

and then about maybe 15 or 20 people would

actually pay for them whilst also

paying for the $10 a month subscription.

So I'd get little clips from the videos

and I'd post those for the members,

but if they want to see the full video,

they gotta pay like $25.

They really liked my stuff, I guess.

Yeah, I was making like, um,

$1,500 a month.

And then even in Thailand, when I stopped

doing it, I was still making about $400,

$500 a month.

I'm thinking about doing it again.

No, I don't think I can control myself. I

want to eat the whole thing.

That's why I got such a big tax penalty,

because I was making a lot of money in

Manchester and I didn't report it.

Yeah, I'm gonna run out of Kit Kats

tomorrow. And then I've got to go 9 days—

no, 8 days without any Kit Kats. It's

gonna be tough.

New tax year starts today.

Yeah,

when do I have to report my earnings for

the previous tax year? I made £18,000

and I've got £2,800 business expenses.

I added the new EV charger and this, the

new tire I bought. As a business expense.

A new tire is definitely a business

So £18,000 minus the £12,000

personal tax income-free allowance

is £6,000— £5,500 actually. Then minus

my business expenses, my taxable income is

probably only like £2,500. I'm probably

only gonna have to pay about £500 in tax.

Not bad.

So yeah, the new EV charger, anything car

related, the car payments, the car

insurance. Oh, I can add the £800

car insurance I paid as a business

expense.

Obviously, as a driver, anything I buy for

the car is a business expense.

Yeah, I can't wait for the Switch 2 to

come out. Should I buy one for Sunny and

surprise her? To Sunny,

I'm so sorry. Please enjoy this Switch 2.

You crazy gal.

Just kidding, it's an empty box.

LOL. Should I buy it for myself and

then I take the empty box and I put a poo

in it to make it heavy and then I wrap it

up and send it to her and she thinks I

gave her the Switch 2 and it's an empty

box? And I put a note inside saying, lol,

imagine thinking I'd give you a Switch

too. That would be so funny.

Like, you trick Faster with the iPhone.

Did people really think I bought an iPhone

for Faster? Did— do you

think she really thought I bought it for

She, she already had an iPhone 13.

iPhone 15 wouldn't really have been that

much of a difference.

No, it was for me to make videos about,

and then I was going to return it.

iPhone 15. I, I took my iPhone 15 to

school at the Thai school, and I would

place it on top of the desk to show off

that I've got an iPhone 15. No one cared.

No one said anything like, oh wow, you got

a new iPhone. I placed it on the desk

every morning, showing off. It was

kind of a boring phone though. It doesn't

do anything differently that my iPhone 12

doesn't do. Dynamic Island, boring.

What else did it have? Macro camera

lens was quite cool, I guess.

No, I would never get an iPhone again

because there's just certain

things you can do on Android that you

can't do on iPhone. And,

um, yeah, for streaming,

definitely Samsung's way better.

I'm gonna send this phone back on Monday

whilst I'm doing my delivery work. I'll go

into the post office.

I really like the Chinese phones, but they

won't have wide-angle support.

1.2 million views now.

The sociopath. An hour-long

video. That's crazy.

I was so innocent in this phase.

Tomoko. Why does Tomoko pop up? Look at

all the filters.

I met hiding in my room. Oh, that was

Eugene. He vlogged it.

Look, Mila. Mila was funny.

What was that? Unmasking Daniel Lord, the

truth behind hiding my room. Why are there

so many videos about me recently? Who's

that?

The Stalker Arc.

Goliath Psychology. Stupid channel name.

Why do people keep calling me a sociopath?

I'm perfectly normal.

People interested in your cereal life.

Well, last time I had cereal was Sunday in

the morning.

Is it because I made a video called Why

I'm a Sociopath or something?

I wish someone bigger would react to it,

like Moist Critical. Oh my God. If

MoistCr1TiKaL did a video, he'd get like

10 million views. Or Asmongold.

Oh my God, if Asmongold did a reacting

video to Turkey Tom on his Twitch stream—

Asmongold gets like a million views every

I'd milk that shit dry.

What do I use fake GPS app for?

Well, sometimes you got a house and

they've got a parcel box, but the parcel

box is really far from the house and they

want you to put it in the parcel box, but

the app won't let you because it thinks

you're really far from the house. So then

I just spoof the GPS. Also, another time

it kept sending me to the wrong house. So

when I got out of the car to deliver it,

the people at the house said, oh, it's not

here, it's over there. But when I went

over there, the app said it's too far away

from the house. So it just

makes life a lot easier to spoof the GPS.

And some of these people got really long

driveways. Like a road, basically.

I mean, there's not really anything to say

if I made a response video. What am I

going to say? Like, I would

only make a response video if Turkey Tom

said a lot of stuff that wasn't true, and

I would say— I would do a counterargument

like I did with Elvis the Alien, but I

don't really think Turkey Tom said

anything that wasn't true. He just,

he just analyzed my channel and said

Daniel does this and he does that, which

is true. I did do that, that and this.

There's not really anything to argue

about, so how can I make a video?

That Walamo guy, he already clipped my

reaction He got 7,000 views.

It's not really much, is it? It's probably

what I would get on my channel. I'd

probably get like 11,000 because I'd get

the 7,000 plus my existing viewers.

So I'd probably get like 11,000, 12,000

views if I did a reaction video.

Someone's gonna report this. Well, I don't

see why that's wrong. Like, if the app is

telling me to go to the wrong house,

and then when I go to the right house,

the app says I'm too far away from the

right house, why can't I just say I am at

the right house when I'm not really?

So yeah, I feel like you're really just

pigeonholed and you're trapped into buying

a Samsung phone. You can't buy a

non-Samsung phone if you want to stream on

the phone and use the wide-angle lens.

The only phone that lets you do that is

Samsung. Maybe the Google Pixel. I don't

think it does though. All these Chinese

phones, they're pretty cool, but they

won't have third-party app support.

I would love to get that, uh, Red Magic

phone. That looks really cool.

7,000 milliamp battery.

The design is also really cool.

Turkey Tom did praise you a lot. Yeah,

which is why there's nothing to argue

about. If he was like bashing me,

I would be able to make a response video

saying he's wrong.

I wonder how many more people are gonna

make a video about me.

Other people have made videos about me, I

didn't get this much traffic to the

channel. Like, August the Duck made one

about me too a while ago, and he got

nearly a million views too. But I didn't

have all these August the Duck people

coming to my channel.

Is my channel reality TV? I guess

so. It's the reality of my sad,

boring life. Do you guys find it more

interesting when I have a girlfriend or

when I'm single?

I think it's only interesting if the girl

agrees to be on the camera. When she

starts being all like Mila, oh, don't talk

about me, don't do this, don't do that,

then it becomes boring because then I

don't want to lose the girl. But Sunny

really took it too far this time.

Mila was really good in the beginning

being on camera and stuff, and then After

we got back together, she was like, oh,

don't film me, don't talk about me.

So I made a bunch of fake content to not

reveal what I was actually doing.

You got desperate and promised something

you couldn't keep. Yeah, I know.

It just hurt too much to lose Sunny. And I

thought I could quit YouTube.

I thought, is it really worth losing Sunny

over, what, $1,000 a month?

But then I realized I'm gonna have to work

full-time to replace that $1,000 a month.

Is Sunny really worth having to work

full-time for? I don't know. I guess not.

I don't think anyone would be. You could

give me the hottest girl in the entire

world for my girlfriend and say, Daniel,

you can date the hottest girl in the

world, but you gotta work full-time. I

still don't think I would.

Who's the hottest girl you can think of?

Like Sabrina Carpenter, maybe.

Would you date Sabrina Carpenter if— but

you had to work full-time?

I wouldn't. I'd rather date someone

less attractive and not have to work

I don't think there's any girl that would

make me want to work full-time and give up

YouTube. She would— I mean, even if she

was insanely hot,

I just— I think sometimes Uh,

sacrificing everything just to be with a

girl is not worth it. Girls are nice and

everything, but they're not that nice.

The view count is really— it doesn't move.

It's like frozen unless you reopen the

It's being weird.

Who here has a job where it's like your

dream job and you love doing it?

Yeah, and then what if your partner said

to you You got to quit your job or else

I'm leaving. What would you do?

Have you ever thought about that?

I think Most guys would not quit their

job. Like, imagine if Andrew, one of

Andrew Tate's girls says, Andrew, if you

don't quit whatever this is that you're

doing as an influencer, then I'm leaving.

Andrew would just laugh, laugh her out of

the room. He wouldn't even take

it seriously, he'd just laugh and then

he'd walk off, probably.

Yeah, I don't know what I was thinking.

Giving up YouTube. Oh my God. I,

I, I can't believe I actually— Logie the

homewrecker, whale, fat ginger, smelly log

machine. She ruined Danny Boy financially.

Please, Danny Boy, get a new girl and

forget Logie. Supreme gentleman like you

deserves better. Oh, thanks. Yeah, I just,

I can't believe I actually considered

quitting YouTube and tried it for 2 weeks.

I was so miserable, hated it.

I tried day trading. I thought, okay, I'm

gonna learn day trading. I watched day

trading tutorials all day long, and I

came up with a trading plan like, I'm only

gonna take 4 trades a day with a 2:1 risk

ratio, and I've

designed it so that even if I lose 2

trades, I'm still profitable.

And then I tried it and I blew half my

account in 3 days.

Yeah, I can't do day trading. And then I

got really depressed, and then I went back

to making gaming videos and I thought,

okay, screw the day trading, I'm gonna be

a gaming YouTuber. And then Sunny got mad

at me because I was making gaming videos

and not trying to get a full-time job.

1 to 2 trades a day max.

Yeah, I mean, that's the thing. You're

supposed to have the discipline to only

take a trade when all the things line up.

I get bored and I'm like, oh, short here.

Oh, buy there. Oh, short here. Oh, look,

it's RSI divergence,

I'm going long.

So I don't have the discipline to do it.

I get bored. I can't just do one or two.

I do like 50 trades a day now because I'm

just randomly clicking. I watch this day

trading livestream and I just copy what

they're doing. So if they go short, I go

short. Now what

I look for is SMT divergence.

And RSI divergence. Although, you know

what I found just works better? Stop

trying to do a counter trend. Stop trying

to get the reversal. Just go with the

trend. So if the market's going down, go

short when it does a little relief rally.

If the market's going up, when it pulls

back, go long. I think that's much

easier way of making money than— because

you always think, oh, I can do the, um,

reversal trade. Oh look, it's bottomed.

Oh look, it's topped. And then you always

seem to get it wrong. So I

try to just go with the trend now, and it

seems to be working better.

Um, actually, I didn't exit the Tesla

short on Friday. I'm still holding the

Tesla short over the weekend, but I think

the market's still going to go down more

next week.

Yeah, I do day trading for fun, but I'm

not, you know, I don't really feel like I

can make money out of it. Maybe one day.

I wish I could. It looks so cool, doesn't

it, when you see these clips of people

making like $2,000 from one little trade,

but then they probably lost $1,000 the

So yeah, I funded my trading account with

£20. I lost half of it already.

It wouldn't really be needed— it wouldn't

really need to be funded by much to be

able to make more money. Like, if you

wanted to make £30 to £50 Now

if you wanted to make £25 from one trade,

you would only probably have to have about

£500 funded because then you go leverage,

you leverage CFDs.

So yeah, if I put £500 and I was trading

with that size my

losses and gains would be like £20-£30 per

trade. Right now I'm just looking at,

you know, I make a pound, I lose 50 pence.

I'm just trading around with pennies.

But I thought, yeah, it'd be cool if I

knew how to do it. I put £500 in.

The £500 is like a tool, isn't it? It's

like a pickaxe, like a shovel, and if you

don't know how to use it, it's gonna break

and you lose it.

Yeah, when I saw my bank account nearly

minus £2,000 overdraft and

the idea of not having any YouTube income

coming in anymore, I was like, yep,

Sunny's gotta go. Fire up the livestream.

I don't know how Sunny thought I would

choose her over money.

I went into panic mode. My bank account

was so low.

Maxed out my credit card, maxed out my

overdraft. This driving job is not paying

as much as I thought it was going to.

I came running back to YouTube.

I actually— I didn't know what I was going

to do.

Maybe I was hoping we would fight so I can

use that as an opportunity to get out of

it. I really don't know what I was going

to do, to be honest. I would have ended up

losing hundreds of pounds every month

because my expenses would have been more

than my income, and I just didn't want to

get a full-time job.

I would have had to start begging the boss

for more, more parcels,

or try and get another driving job like

Royal Mail. I suddenly

really thought I was going to get a

full-time job as a postman or something

instead of just sitting on my couch

streaming.

Do OnlyFans again? Yeah, so what do you

want to do? Full-time job as a postman or

streaming and shoving stuff up your

bumhole?

Would you join, guys? Would you join my

OnlyFans if I made it, started it up

I mean, it really sucks cuz honestly I

didn't want to break up with Sunny, but

she kind of gave me no choice.

It's like money or Sunny,

cereal or heating, electric, food,

and shelter.

I just don't want to get a full-time job.

Sunny moves in, pays half the rent. I

mean, yeah, that could have worked because

then my expenses would have only been

about £900,

which my driving job would have covered,

but I'd still be really broke with no

money left over.

But it's like she never had any intentions

to move in because she's too attached to

her family. And I think she sees her mom's

house as her house. Like, the way she

treats her mom's house is like she's in

her own house. Like, she She plants trees

in the garden and she helps pay for big

things like fridges and driveway

extensions. Why would you do that stuff if

you were planning to live with a

boyfriend? Because it's like you're making

all these investments into your mum's

house as if it's your own house.

And she even said if her mum died, we

could go live in the mum's house because

it's really cheap.

And I don't think she liked my house

anyway. She kept like saying, oh, we could

look for a better place than this combined

income. I bet she

doesn't like my place because it's further

for her to drive to work. So she probably

wants— yeah, she did say we should get a

place in Oakhampton, which is more halfway

between here and her work.

But I really like this place. I think it's

really peaceful. It's really close to my

work.

Yeah, it was a bit cold, but now it's

warming up again.

I don't really want to move out of this

place. I quite like it, actually. It is— I

mean, £900 a month's a bit expensive.

You could probably get a similar place for

like £800-ish.

Yeah, I wonder what life would have been

like if she moved in. Would we have

problems? I think the texting thing

wouldn't be a problem anymore because why

would we text each other when we live

together? She would be at work,

I'd be at work, and then she'd come home,

so we would just talk in real life.

She just spends too much time with her

family. I can't, I can't

date someone who's that attached to their

family. I think it's weird.

Would it, would it be like that forever?

Imagine you're married and then your wife

goes, goes stay at her mum's house for

like half the week every week to see her

sister and nieces. There's just things

weird. You should— so you should only see

family maybe once every few months.

I think if you got a boyfriend, the

boyfriend becomes the priority and then

you live with the boyfriend. And then you

only see your family every few weeks. I

don't know why she's got to like hang out

with her family every weekend. What do

they even do? Like, what's so good about

it? Don't they

have anything else to do in life apart

from just like sit around together?

What do they even do?

It's like they've got no life apart from

hanging out together. It's like, you know,

Friends. When, when you watch Friends,

it's like the 6 friends, all they ever do

is sit in the coffee shop hanging out,

and it's like they don't do anything else.

That's what I imagine Sunny's family like.

Like, they just sit in a room talking.

Just seems so pointless.

It's not, it's not how I envisage a

relationship. Like, you, you have a

relationship, you move in together, your

girlfriend isn't like going off to see her

fucking family every fucking week.

Fucking weird.

It still pisses me off.

Yeah, so I don't know if she ever really

wanted to live together permanently. And

then if she did, would it just be the same

where she keeps going off to her family?

They always got something like a niece's

birthday or mum's birthday or Mother's Day

or sister's birthday.

They always got something going on every

fucking week.

I find out what happened between her and

the manager. Yeah, she said basically what

happened was,

um, he, he was going— I forgot actually.

They were walking to the car park and then

he went He said he was going to go to the

pub and then Sunny just joined him. He

didn't invite her and she said she didn't

have alcoholic drinks, she just had like a

And she said he's short and balding and

he's got a wife.

I think I did see him. Yeah, he was really

short. He was just a tiny bit taller than

So it doesn't— it wasn't really how I

pictured it in my mind. And then I talked

to my sister about it. My sister said it's

normal. My sister said in her previous job

she also would hang out with the manager

and they would go out for drinks. And I

said Don't you think that's because he

fancied you? And she said no. And I said,

how do you know? And she said, because he

never made a move and he was married and

had kids. And I said, well, that wouldn't

stop a man from cheating if he wanted to

cheat. But yeah, I mean, if he never made

a move, maybe he did just hang out with my

sister because— I don't know, I still

think it's weird.

Really? Men just hang out with women and

because not— they're not interested

sexually, then what's the point?

What, friends? Manager and

employee friendships? Kind of weird.

And then my sister said, uh, her husband

also meets up with a female colleague,

and she also meets up with a male

colleague. It's not weird. I mean, I think

it's weird, but I guess it's normal. It's

normal in the sense that it happens often,

but I still think it's fucking weird.

Like, if my girlfriend was like hanging

out with a work colleague, John, I'd be

fucking pissed. I'd be like, you stop

hanging out with John or else we're over.

Why are you hanging out with John instead

of coming home to me? I would

not be happy with that.

You're not that loyal either?

Yeah, I mean, it is difficult to resist

the temptation if some girl is flirting

with you.

It's just not really going to happen to me

because I don't meet girls. The only

interaction I have with girls is on my

YouTube channel, which might be why— one

of the reasons why Sunny wanted me to quit

YouTube, because she knows I get

some female attention with my YouTube

Yeah, well, maybe it's like women think

that a guy is not interested in them and

they're hanging out with the guy as a

platonic thing, but in reality the guy

does fancy the girl. But he's been

friend-zoned. So the guy's been

friend-zoned, so he doesn't have the

confidence to make a move anymore, but he

carries on hanging out with the girl,

hanging out with the girl hoping he has a

chance. But then in the girl's eyes, it's

like, oh no, we're just friends. Yeah,

you're only friends because you

friend-zoned him, and now he doesn't have

the confidence to make a move.

Why am I ignoring Cheyenne?

I'm not really looking to get back— to get

with another girl straight away,

mainly due to, you know, just out of

respect. To Sunny.

Like, if Sunny just got with a guy

straight away and then publicized

it and rubbed it in my face, that would be

really hurtful.

So I wouldn't do that to her, even though

she might be like, oh, I don't care, it's

okay, Daniel. No, I wouldn't want to do

that because I would feel scummy.

It's called empathy.

That's why I felt so bad about Fasta,

because I basically just got with Sunny

and then publicized it all on YouTube.

I felt so guilty about Fasta because,

God, God, I just— I can't imagine

how much pain up at her throat.

Like, can you imagine your boyfriend, the

guy you love, ditches you for a younger

girl and then makes streams and videos on

his YouTube channel where you can see it?

That's just terrible.

So maybe I wasn't a very good boyfriend

for Sunny, but maybe the least I can do

is— because if she really loved me,

if she saw that I just got with another

girl straight away and then publicized it,

it would really hurt her. And I, I don't

want to hurt Sunny. Maybe she pissed me

off and I'm annoyed about certain things,

but I don't want to hurt her because

she could hurt me back, you know. She

could get with a guy and then like send me

messages. She could like take a picture

with a hot guy she met at the bar and send

it to me. Out of respect, it's because

you're still going to get back with her.

I bet $200 you will get back with her. I