[2024-09-25] why i quit Youtube [OjGvXXAKUKc]

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I got something very interesting. I'll

show you later. I'll show

you now, whatever. I got this new,

uh, 39-inch ultrawide pro

gamer monitor.

240Hz refresh rate,

0.03 Response speed,

600 nits of brightness. Uh,

what else? That's it really. Pretty nice.

800— no, 1800R curve

radius. Price, uh,

£1,000, but I got it on finance, so 20%

APR. So it's gonna cost £1,400.

I thought I wasn't gonna buy a new

monitor, but then I got so much money from

my new job, I thought, what's the point

working so hard and having so much money

if you don't enjoy some of it? So I got

myself this. Look at the curve.

That's a nice monitor. So much better than

27-inch flat screen. Look at that. So

wide.

Well, it was 40% off on Amazon, so it came

down from about £1,500 down to £1,000. So

I got it on finance because I didn't want

to blow £1,000 all at once. So I'm

spending about £25 a month for

the next 4 years.

So I've got my car financed 4 years, got

my monitor financed 4 years, put

everything on finance.

Stupidest thing he did was buy a car.

Thanks to the car, I made so much money

this month. I made like £2,200

this month. It's insane. I never made so

much money before since Hmm,

maybe 2022 when my Elden

Ring video went viral. I made that much

money. It's been 3 years since I made,

made, I made that much money. So yeah,

it's nice having money again because I've

been so broke since coming back from

Thailand and the channel dying and

everything. I've been so broke, and though

OnlyFans Only making like £800 a month

on YouTube sucks so much.

Can't do anything with £800 a month.

Can't even buy a new monitor. This monitor

is so nice. The problem is

some games, there's stupid black bars on

the side or it's stretched looking,

but it's fine. I downloaded Rainbow Six

Today, see if it has ultra-wide support.

It's been a while since I played some

Rainbow Six.

It's been nearly 2 weeks since

I did the last stream. Been busy. I nearly

got another job. No, Domino's Pizza. They

contacted me if I wanted to do an

interview. I haven't replied yet. I don't

know, it doesn't

seem great. They only pay minimum wage,

so it's not like I could do that plus my

other job or my YouTube. So I'd have to

sacrifice something to be able to do

It doesn't seem like it makes that much

money. Compared to what

I'm doing already. I would just have— I

wouldn't be able to do it in addition to

what I'm already doing. I'd have to

replace something I'm already doing.

Yeah, I got a job like a month ago. I've

made— I made nearly £1,800 from the job

and like £600 from my YouTube channel.

Made so much money,

and then I had a nice drive home just now.

The A20 is a very nice road. I think my

favorite road is A20.

You can do 50 to 60,

there's no lanes, it's just mostly one

lane, and it's pretty empty.

It's just a straight line with like some

slight curves, so it's not boring. You're

not just like going in a complete straight

line. You got some curves, but it's not

scary like sharp curves.

I think you will still do YouTube as a

side hustle. It's really hard. I thought

I'd make so much money because I can do

YouTube and my job.

It's really hard to do YouTube and a job.

Can't be bothered if

I'm getting the money from the job. For

like, what's the point doing YouTube

unless I got something to talk about? I

mean, I don't really have anything to talk

about even though it's been 2 weeks.

Nothing's happened. Just go to a job,

come home. Oh, I paid off my mum some

money. Let me update.

Doesn't this prove you should have quit

YouTube years ago? No, what are you

talking about? Years ago my YouTube was

making loads of money. Why? It would be

terrible to quit when it's going good,

you quit when it's going bad. I think

I did a good job milking my YouTube

channel as hard as I could when it was

popular. Now it just feels like now

is the time to start looking at other

things because the YouTube thing is kind

of— I

can't really squeeze much juice out of it

anymore. It's all been squeezed Squeezed

dry. How about 5-year anniversary

since I got divorced to my stupid Japanese

ex-wife? Bit chiro.

Maybe it'll still get 10K views and I make

$30.

I can't believe she moved apartments just

because I went there and I stood outside

the building. Should I get like an Amazon

gift for the new person? Hello, my name is

Daniel. I used to live there. Here's a

gift. Can I come over?

What kind of idiot moves to

a completely new house, apartment, just

because— I don't know, I just streamed

outside of it a couple times. It's not a

big problem, is it?

I'm not dangerous. As if. I mean, what

does she think I'm gonna do, like grab her

and drag her into a bush and make cereal?

As if I'd do that. Get busted straight

away and then locked up in Japanese

prison. She thinks that

I want her that bad I'm willing to risk

life in jail.

She's just a 44-year-old woman. As if I'd

be that desperate.

I wasn't stalking her, I was just

reminiscing in my old neighborhood. She

doesn't own the place.

She's completely overreacting.

I need to cut my hair again soon. It's

been a while. Back's getting long.

Hair really suddenly grows and

you don't really realize it until it's

grown.

Seen Sunny recently? No, she hasn't been

around since last time. She keeps saying

she's got no money. She said she doesn't

have much money. I said I don't mind

paying, but then she said she doesn't want

me to pay cuz she'll feel bad. So,

she said maybe October we could

meet.

My sister's coming back next week, so

maybe after that.

I've got loads of money now. Oh yeah, I

want to update my money I owe my mum.

Paid her off some— I paid her off some

money today. Where is it? Text.

So I now owe her 7,782.

Hey, that's quite— I paid her £1,600

today. It's quite a big chunk.

So I think according to my calculations,

at this rate, I should be able to pay

off the remaining £14,000 in about

8 or 9 months. So that

was 1 month of wage slaving down, another

8 to go. Great,

it's gonna take ages.

It's not just the debt now. I mean, the

debt is the car, isn't it? So the credit

card debt is mostly the car now. So I

gotta pay my mum, the credit card, and

then pay off the car. So in

total, plus the car,

it would be like £22,000,

because the car payments are £200 a month

for the next 4 years. It's £8,000.

So yeah, when I finally paid off

everything, I don't really know what I'm

gonna do. Do I just carry on doing

the job or what? It'd be nice to

fully own the car and not have to make

payments anymore.

If I just did YouTube, it would have taken

nearly 2 years to pay off £14,000 because

I was making like £800 a month.

God, it would have taken a year and a

half. So getting the car and getting the

job and doing it this way is definitely

way faster. I make more money, but I

have more expenses now.

Yeah, the job's fine, I guess. It's

getting a bit boring now. I was quite

excited to have a job at first, but then

you get used to it and it's not really

hard anymore. It's just, it gets boring,

I guess. I feel a bit bored with it.

Maybe I'll just get a Domino's Pizza job

The original amount you owed. I owed my

mum about $13K, I think.

And the credit card debt was originally

about $1,600. No, it was like $2,600,

wasn't it? And then I added the car

deposit on the car. Credit card and it

went up to £6.6K because it was a £4K

How much tax you pay now? Well, according

to my calculations, I will make,

um,

£200— no, £26,000— no,

£25,000 a year £25,000

a year. I minus tax-free allowance, that

means got £12,000 left of taxable income.

And now minus like my car payments,

insurance, I just add that all as like

business write-off. I should be able to

get it down to just £8K taxable, and then

it's like 20% of that, so it's about

Probably like £1,500 tax,

which is fine. I mean, I could just make

less money, only make £12K, but then I'd

be losing out on like £12K just to not

have to pay tax. It's better to pay tax

and make an extra £10K, isn't it?

How are my investments going? Oh my God,

they're doing so well. You see what Israel

is doing? Blowing the crap out of Lebanon.

Gold is going like crazy. Barrick Gold is

going really well. China's even bouncing

hard because they're doing stimulus or

something. So China's up like 8%.

Tesla's doing insanely well. It's back up

to like $255 when I bought at

$190-something. So my entire stock

portfolio is doing amazingly. I'm up

loads.

Let me quickly check something.

Ah, what?

Is your mum and Dave Gibson doing yard

work? Yes, garden work.

Uh, he's trimming the bush and my mum

is— I don't know what she's doing,

standing around.

I just came back from work, made a

No, I'm not going to sell my Chinese

stocks. I was down 20% on my Chinese

stocks, now I'm only down 12%, and I

bought more when it was down 20%, so I'm

doing pretty well now. And gold, I've been

saying gold is really good for

ages now.

Why do you say his whole name? I don't

know. My mum says it. So now we all just

call him Dave Gibson. I don't think anyone

calls him Dave. It would be weird to call

him Dave now. It's like everyone calls

Jeremy Clarkson Jeremy Clarkson, not just

Jeremy. What do you mean gold is not up

that much? It's up like 35% in the past

year. It's up more than the S&P 500.

Gold is outperforming the S&P 500. The S&P

500 is up 34%. Um,

Newmont Gold is up 40%. Barrick Gold is

only up like 32%, so it's not doing as

well as Newmont. I should have bought

Newmont Gold, not Barrick Gold. A bit

No, gold has outperformed the S&P 500 this

year. Obviously since the beginning

of the market it's not outperformed it,

but in the last year it has, which is

All that matters. Nothing matters before

2022.

When do you think World War III is going

to start? I bet 2025,

World War III.

Wait, that's next year. I bet 2026. I bet

between 2025 and 2028.

Things are gonna get wild.

I'm not— I mean, it has started, but it's

not really properly started right now.

It's just a bunch of proxies fighting the

bigger countries. Like, it's a bunch of

proxies fighting Israel, and it's our

proxy, also known as Ukraine, fighting

Russia. None of the big powers are like

directly head-to-head yet.

I'm gonna make bank when World War III

starts. Start stocking up on canned food

as well. Get out of the cities.

If you live near London, get out of

London. Russia's gonna nuke London.

I'll be safe in the countryside with my

buckets of Spam and Pot Noodle.

What's that? Tesco. Got a

message from Tesco.

Why is Tesco bothering me? I don't want a

stupid Clubcard.

Aren't you scared of being drafted? No,

I really doubt they're gonna want

40-year-old skinny Asian guys to send

to the war.

It won't be like World War I and II where

they're sending millions of men to the

frontline trenches. Modern war has

changed.

It's not like those days anymore.

It's not. Yeah, it's just going to be

drones and missile strikes and

weird stuff. You see, recently Israel they

blew up some pagers and walkie-talkies

that the Hezbollah people were using.

It's just gonna be weird stuff like that.

I don't think we see trench— like massive

trench warfare coming back.

But I'm gonna profit. All conflict is an

opportunity. Opportunity comes

with chaos. So I'm

buying— well, I'm not buying more,

but I'm just holding on to my gold, my

gold reserves. Oh, did you see

Keir Starmer? He said sausage. That was

funny. He said, we demand the release of

the sausages. The return of the sausages

instead of the return of the hostages. I

couldn't stop laughing at that.

This sounds so silly. How do you get

hostages mixed up with sausages? They kind

of rhyme, which is interesting because I

never realized they rhymed. Sausages.

Was he thinking about sausages? I've done

YouTube for nearly 10 years. I've never

accidentally said a completely different

word to what I was trying to say like

that. How'd you do that? I think it's

because everyone started applauding him

and it maybe distracted him because he

said something like, everyone needs to

back down from the brink, and then this

massive applaud came— applause. I think it

distracted him and he said sausages.

I want some sausages now too.

Nuclear fallout can travel as far as 40

miles. I saw that American black scientist

man who's famous. What's his name? He said

modern-day nukes don't have radiation

fallout like back in World War II. He said

modern-day nukes are like 40 times more

powerful than the Hiroshima bombs, but

they don't have the radiation.

Something like that, I don't know.

Please don't quit YouTube. Okay, maybe

I'll reconsider.

I think I'd be fine. Why would— why would

Harrietsham get bombed? They wouldn't

waste bombs and missiles just striking

some random village in the middle of

nowhere. Unless the army started— if

the British army started hiding missiles

and artillery in Harrietsham, then I'm

Are you more lonely since quitting

YouTube? Yeah, a bit. No one messages me

anymore. My phone's just completely dead.

Nothing fun to check up on anymore.

No views. No one talking about me.

Boring.

It's fun being a famous YouTuber, but only

when you get views. When you don't get

views anymore, it's boring.

I thought you quit gaming. I don't know,

I felt, I felt quite pleased

with my job and the money I was making,

and then that Space Marine 2 game came out

and I thought this game would look great

on a big monitor. And then I bought it, I

played it for like 2 days, and I got bored

of it. It's such a boring game. There's

only 6 levels for co-op, and you just

do the same thing over and over again.

You just spam hack and slash at the hordes

of enemies coming at you, and then you

sometimes do like a counterattack when the

big blue ring appears. And the guns are

rubbish, and there's barely any weapons.

There's like a chainsword.

Knife, combat power sword. There's like 4

melee weapons and they all do the same

thing. It's a pretty boring game. It looks

cool, the graphics are nice, and if you're

into Warhammer, it's pretty cool.

I used to play the tabletop game when I

was a kid, so it was

kind of cool to see it in modern-day

graphics. I like the Imperial Guard I used

to have an Imperial Guard army. It's cool

seeing how tiny they are compared to Space

Marines. I kept switching my

army. So first, I think first I had a

Chaos army, and then I had Imperial Guard,

and then I had an Eldar army, and then I

had a Tau. I liked Tau the best. I

couldn't stick to one army.

I had the Tau mechs and the tank— what was

it called— the Hammerhead railgun tank.

That was pretty cool. And I had a big

Imperial Guard army. I had that

tank, the Leman Russ,

lascannon troop things. So expensive,

it's like £30 for a box of 15 soldiers.

I never had Space Marines. I thought Space

Marines were lame. All the stupid—

everyone wanted to be Space Marines. All

the dumb little kids at Games Workshop

were always Space Marines, and I thought

that's lame. I want a cool unique army

like the Tau. I like Tau because they hide

and they shoot from a long distance with

advanced weaponry.

Minimum wage jobs come and go, but do you

really want to let your YouTube channel

fall off completely? It's not much I can

do. I don't know what to do.

It's like nothing I can do that interests

people anymore,

even girls. I had Sunny in a

stream last time. It didn't really get

that many more views than usual.

Usual. There's not much more you can do

after you've cheated, gotten married,

gotten divorced, have a baby. I can't have

babies, can I?

I feel like I've done everything.

Gotten into debt, done stock market, lost

my money. What else? Bought a

car, got a job, maybe buy a house.

I don't really want to do the house thing

anymore. Sounds like too much stress.

No, Sunny didn't cut ties for now.

I don't know if she's gonna in the future.

I think we're gonna meet next month.

I've done everything and it didn't really

work out, did it?

Didn't really have what it takes to become

a big YouTuber. I gave it a good shot,

didn't I?

The only thing that interests people the

most would be when I move to a new

country, but it's just not worth the cost

and the stress of it.

I don't really want to just randomly,

aimlessly travel to random countries

anymore, blowing all my money. It's not

I want to pay off my debts, make some

money, do some driving.

It's only £14,000. I reckon it'll take

8 to 9 months of wage slaving.

I do 8 times— how much do

you think I could make? Like £1,800 for my

job, maybe £300 a month from YouTube.

It's really tanked my earnings not

regularly uploading stuff. I reckon I make

like £2,100, but then I've got like £500

expenses, car payments and stuff. So in

the— at the end, I've only got 1,600 left.

Times that by 8, it's like 13k.

It's nearly enough. Or I could sell my

stocks and then just get a quick 8k.

But my stocks— I think my stocks are good.

I think gold's a good investment.

I think China's really cheap.

I don't know why I can't have babies. It

just doesn't work.

Even IP2 don't want Daniel.

Yeah, they didn't. They really didn't like

me. They didn't even Upload the clips of

me meeting Ice, and they clip everything

that happens to Ice. But when I tried

searching for Hide in My Room meets Ice

Poseidon, there was nothing. There was one

channel that uploaded some clips, and then

for some reason he wiped his whole

channel. Ice's community

hated me just because I said something

about stupid Dickpack's mum. Oh,

boo-hoo, his mum died. Whatever.

Imagine the edgiest community on the

internet who follow the edgiest streamer.

They get all butthurt over that. Bunch of

wieners. What a loser audience

to have. God, I'd be infuriated if

I had Ice's audience. I thought my

audience was annoying, but his audience is

even worse.

I came running back to my audience after

that. I thought, nope, I don't want

anything to do with Ice's audience.

They're so toxic and they're so stupid as

well. The problem is they're all American,

which means even more stupid than a mixed

international audience. I feel sorry if

any YouTuber has like 99% American

I think the most annoying parts of my

audience were probably the American

people.

What's Ice been up to recently? I haven't

really followed him apart from that

hunting Hunger Games thing. I watched a

few clips. It's a bit stupid.

What is the keyboard I have? I don't know,

it's just like a random red 60% keyboard

I still got that black mark when I had

that massive pimple here. Look,

it's gonna take months for that to

disappear. That was the worst pimple I've

ever had, I think. It was so big, even

maximum beauty filter couldn't hide it.

And after it popped, it was like a black

dot. Now it's fading away slowly. My

audience demographic is like 30% American,

and then it's like 35% European, and then

5% Japan, 5% Australian. So I got

I feel like I look less

bloated now since I've been working,

been burning calories.

Does it take you long to commute to work?

No, it takes like 20 to 30 minutes.

Sometimes I go on the motorway.

I think I like the motorway. It's the

easiest part. I still get horned at on the

stupid roundabout. Got horned at

yesterday. Don't know why.

Maybe I was going round it too slow, or I

was in 2 lanes at the same time, but the

person behind me followed me in to that

same exit and So it's not like I was

blocking him from going around the

roundabout.

What do you mean I'm doing insurance

fraud? I really

hate roundabouts. They're so stupid.

There's no roundabouts in Japan or

Thailand or Korea. America doesn't have

roundabouts. Why are we like the only

country that has stupid roundabouts

everywhere? I hate them so much. It's

either I'm too slow approaching it because

I'm not sure if it's okay to go onto it or

not, or I'm too fast and I zoom onto the

roundabout and then out of nowhere this

car zooms onto it as well and he's coming

around and then he horns at me. But people

do that to me all the time. I go around

the roundabout and people just jump in

front of me when they're supposed to give

way to me. I don't horn at them.

So either I'm like zooming too fast or

slam the brakes to not go onto the

roundabout, or I can't really slow

down fast enough, so I have to like go

onto the roundabout, cut someone off, and

then they get mad and horn at me. So

annoying getting horned because you can't

do anything back to them— well, horn back

Maybe I'll just drive really slow in front

of them to piss them off more. And then

there's like a small country lane and the

cars were coming towards me from the

other— from the oncoming side, and I

didn't brake fast enough to give way,

and I was kind of half in the road, but

they were able to squeeze past. 3 cars

squeezed past, and the last woman, she was

like making this stupid face at me. Like,

I don't know, stupid idiot face gesture.

Shut up, you can fit. Stop whining,

stupid idiot. Stupid drivers whining

all the time. So annoying.

People get so mad over nothing.

It's not my fault those stupid roads in

this stupid country are so small. Why are

all the stupid roads here so small? Well,

I only fit one car in it, and then you've

got to use like the spacers every

few hundred meters or whatever. There's

like a cutout where you give way. Why

can't they just cut all the stupid hedges

and the banks of the road? Just cut it and

make the road wider.

It's so irritating that you can only

fit one car. These roads are designed for

horses. And it's 2024. Oh my God,

so annoying. I hate the country roads

because the speed limit on the country

road is like 60 mph, so experienced

drivers get pissed off at me because I'm

doing like 30. I'm not doing 60 on those

roads, that'd be insane.

People do like 50. If I do 40,

I can do 40 if it's straight, but as soon

as a corner comes, I slow down to 30 to go

around it. Every time I go around a

corner, stupid car comes speeding around

the corner and then I have to brake.

Country lanes and roundabouts, I hate

I didn't get horned at today though, so I

felt pretty proud.

Fastest I've done? I did 80.

I was only doing that because everyone

else did it. I was doing 70 and everyone

was speeding past me. I think the top

speed my car does is only 95.

Uh, the sticker on the back. Yeah, I have

been thinking of putting my L plates back

on, see if I get horned at less. It was so

annoying to get horned at.

So unnecessary. Okay, I'm a bit slow.

Okay, you had to brake behind me. Who

cares? So what? Stupid Mini Cooper— I hate

Mini Cooper drivers because one Mini

Cooper driver about a month ago shouted at

me, learn to fucking drive, because I

made a mistake on this road. I didn't

realize there was like a middle bit of the

road where you'd go in to turn right, and

I thought it was all just one lane. And I

stopped behind a car that was turning

right and I was blocking the left bit of

the road and then he got pissed off. Mini

Cooper drivers seem like the most annoying

drivers and then this other Mini Cooper

just overtook me on this A-road and I

caught up to him at the traffic lights and

I was like, wow, you really got much

further ahead, didn't you, idiot?

I was doing 40 on the A-road and it was

dark because I was a bit scared And then

he just overtook me, whizzed off, and then

he got caught at the traffic lights.

It's always stupid Mini Cooper drivers.

They think they're so cool, this stupid

Mini Cooper, don't they?

It's always, always the

stupid petrolhead people, aren't they?

I really don't understand petrolheads. I

like Jeremy Clarkson, but When he says

stuff about EVs, it pisses me off a bit.

Did you see he did like a live screening

of the final episode of The Grand Tour,

and then he did a Q&A afterwards? And then

he said that he hates cars.

He hates modern cars. He doesn't know

anything, or he doesn't care about modern

cars. And he, he says he doesn't

understand why people want to drive around

in a microwave. And people who hate EVs,

they always compare them to a microwave

for some reason. How are they in any way

the same thing? What, because they both

use electricity?

God, I wish my mum and Dave Gibson would

go somewhere. Oh my God, my camera

disconnected. What the hell? Give me a

second.

Is it back? Don't know why

it just— oh my god, it shut off again.

What's it doing?

Oh my god, it's playing an ad. Shut up,

this stupid software.

Plays ads now.

I think that's why. It used to be free,

and now I think it wants you to pay for

it. I think that's

fine. Anyway, I was saying— what

was I saying? Yeah, people who hate EVs

and they love petrol cars, they keep

calling it a microwave. How is it a

microwave? And he said he hates modern

cars. And he only likes, like, the old

classics. Why are enthusiasts— they

always like the ugliest thing and

everything. Car enthusiasts, they always

like really ugly cars, like Porsches,

Bugattis, like these really ugly sport

cars that look really flat, like someone

sat on it and squished it. And then food

enthusiasts, foodies, they always like

weird food, like goat cheese and and

caviar, and then they, they're very snobby

about McDonald's and pot noodles. And then

fashion enthusiasts always wear the

stupidest looking things. And then art

enthusiasts love really stupid looking

art. Why are enthusiasts— they have

terrible taste. Have you seen those girls

who are like really into fashion, but then

they always wear really stupid looking

stuff? Compared to just a normal girl

who wears normal clothing. And then

petrolheads are the same. They're all, I

love my V8 engine because it goes vroom

vroom. And then the cars they love are

like these crappy, stupid, ugly old cars

from the '60s that look like they came out

of Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, and then they

break down after doing 10 miles. Why do

they— I don't get it. EVs and modern cars

are so much cooler than all that old crap,

like vintage cars. I hate vintage cars,

they're all ugly.

Jeremy Clarkson's a bit annoying sometimes

with his comments about EVs. Who cares if

it doesn't go vroom vroom? Why are

petrolheads so obsessed with the sound of

the engine? Who cares? Stupid annoying

sound it makes. Much prefer my electric

vehicle that makes no sound. Couldn't care

less what sound my car makes. It just has

to be comfy and look nice and modern

and have good miles per

gallon or whatever the thing is.

Really don't understand. And they're

always those Mini Cooper drivers, aren't

They like changing the gears, don't they?

Oh look, I'm gonna change the gears and

look at my engine, it makes sound.

Weirdos.

I think EVs are way cooler.

I just press the pedal and it goes.

Yeah, I can do about 200 miles on my

battery, but I never need to. I only

do about 20 a day, and then I plug it

into my charger every week or so.

And at the traffic lights, I speed off so

much faster than everyone else. As soon as

it goes yellow, then green, I'm miles

ahead and they're just starting to get

boi— boi— biting point and clutch and

stuff, and I've already just hit the pedal

and I'm going. Hate clutches,

trying to find the biting point, and then

you gotta put the gas, then you gotta

fiddle with the gears. Oh, I hate gears,

they're so stupid.

Am I excited for Christmas? Not really.

My mum wants to get a new car. She nearly

got one. She went to the dealership and

she signed up to buy a Honda Jazz hybrid

petrol, and she was really excited about

it. And then the next day she sees my

uncle and tells him about it, and then he

says it's not a good car. So then she

calls up the dealership and cancels it.

He said you shouldn't really get a hybrid

unless you're gonna do loads of miles,

which I agree, because, you know, usually

Uber drivers and taxi drivers have a

hybrid like a Toyota Prius.

I said to my mum, didn't you think about

that before you went to the dealership?

And she was like, I don't know. What do

you mean you don't know? You don't know if

you're gonna do hundreds of miles driving

or you're not gonna use it much? She

should just get an electric car like I do

if she's not going to drive that much. I

don't see the point getting petrol over

electric anymore. What's the

point? Yeah, you can do like 500 miles on

one tank of petrol, but when are you ever

going to do 500 miles all at once without

any breaks? No one does 500 miles

in a day. Unless you're like some kind of

engineer that gets sent to the other end

of the country, then wouldn't you be

better off getting a diesel? Because if

you do like 500 miles, you're gonna be on

the motorway. You're not gonna do 500

miles on the country roads, are you? So

you're gonna be on the motorway. You'd be

better off getting a diesel than a petrol.

So what's the point of petrol anymore if

you're just doing short trips into town?

Electric's way better. Because then you

just charge it at home. The only good

thing about petrol is if you don't have a

driveway or off-street parking. If you

don't have off-street parking, electric

vehicles are not very good because then

you've got to charge them at the rapid

chargers, which are kind of expensive.

It's not much cheaper than petrol.

So maybe if you didn't have off-street

parking Maybe petrol is better.

It would suck so much to not have a

driveway. Imagine leaving your car on the

public road where anything can happen.

Well, that's why having an EV is good for

me, cuz I got a massive driveway. I got

The overnight electricity tariff.

Any news from Sunny?

Uh, I talked to her yesterday about

Domino's Pizza.

But she said she can't come and see me

until maybe middle of October or end of

She said maybe it's best if we didn't meet

until next year, and I said that's too

long. She said she won't have any money

until next year, so she, she could come,

but she won't have any money, which means

she won't really want to go out and do

stuff because she doesn't want me to pay

for everything. I mean, I guess we can

just hang out in my house. Don't have to

do expensive things.

I think she was working some kind of

online job.

Well, I said if you want to come, you can

just come. Don't need to plan things.

It's up to her, I guess.

Why don't I go to her mum's house? I don't

know, I don't— don't think I can stay

at her mum's house, and I don't think I

would really want to. That means I would

have to book a hotel and take

time off work, so it would just be easier

if she came here because she works online

and she could stay here for free.

It is a bit annoying she lives so far

It would have been nice if she was just

like 10, 20 miles away, not hundreds of

No one clogged up the toilet. I don't know

what this weird rumor is about.

The toilet's got clogged up. I don't know

who did it.

It just happens sometimes, doesn't it?

Oh, I checked my OnlyFans today. I made

$25 on it. This month thanks to people

still subbed to it.

For some reason, when I titled my stream

my new job, it kept getting demonetized

and And then I changed the word job to

work, and then it went green. Why does

it demonetize the word job?

Weird.

No,

I don't want to do OnlyFans. Can't be

So hopefully I can stick to the job for

another 8 months and

then pay off my debts. What?

Meow. Meow meow.

Weird cat. Why does he just come in,

meow, and then walk out?

He was doing weird stuff yesterday. Oh,

he's scratching that closet door again.

Look what he was doing yesterday.

He was scratching the mirror on his

reflection. That's weird. I've had

4 cats. I've never had any cat do that

before.

He was just attacking his reflection in

the mirror.

Now he's under my desk.

What are you doing?

Meow meow.

He seems disturbed.

Maybe he's lonely. I think

my mum shut the cat flap. She doesn't like

him going out after— when it gets dark.

Don't know why she cares so much. She says

the fox is gonna kill him. We've had 4

cats and we've never cared when they come

in or out. They just came in when they

wanted to, but with Pushkin She's

really strict about not letting him out

when she's not here or when it's dark.

Also, the neighbor's black cat keeps

coming into the kitchen eating the food.

Yeah, maybe he's hungry. Don't know, he

eats too much.

Did you see my Instagram story? He just

ran up to me and then whacked me. It was

funny.

Look,

he just whacked me for no reason. All I

was doing was holding my camera like this.

He doesn't seem to like being filmed.

Meow meow.

He's gone.

Maybe he wants a friend. We should get

Meow meow.

Maybe he wants to go outside. I don't

know. They should learn to speak English

instead of meowing all the time.

Oh, I'm bored. I don't know what to do.

I wonder what I feel like when I finish

paying off my debt.

It's not like I really want to buy

anything.

If I didn't have to pay the debt, what

I'd— what would I do with the money?

I don't know. I already bought everything

I want.

Do I still play games? I played a bit of

that Space Marine 2 game, but it got

boring. Everything's boring

now. I just go to work, eat food, watch

news, watch some YouTube, go to bed.

Why is your credit card debt higher?

Because I bought a car with my credit

card. I paid off $1,600 to my mom today,

so she's happy for that— about that.

I might play some Rainbow Six tonight.

Bit bored of gaming, to be honest.

I just watched Dr Disrespect recently.

I'd rather watch someone game than game

myself because I can't be bothered. Watch

Dr Disrespect play Wukong.

So I got a job because I was so bored of

being broke, and it was not fun just

sitting around streaming every day.

If you're gonna do something and it's

boring, it should at least make— if it's

gonna be boring, it should at least make

money. Good money, and live streaming just

doesn't really make much money anymore. I

made nothing so far today.

So then might as well get a job, because

that's boring, but at least you get money.

Gets you out of the house as well.

Don't know, what can I do to feel more

fulfilled with life? Got a nice house,

got a cat, got a car, got money,

got food.

Why do I still feel really bored?

What's missing? Like, something's missing.

I don't know what is missing.

Maybe I'll clean my car tomorrow. It's

getting a bit dirty. I don't

know, I don't have a goal. My goal is to

make money and pay off my debt. Really?

Love? Yeah, a bit of love would be nice,

but every time I try, it seems to go

wrong, doesn't it?

Do you think it's weird you would do

anything to not get a job and now you're

the opposite? Yeah, Daniel is so hot, I

love ya. Oh wow, thanks, MOK,

very generous. Yeah, I don't know why,

just after I got back from Japan,

I feel like something changed in my brain

where I didn't really want or care about

being a YouTuber anymore.

I would like to be a YouTuber, it's just

not gonna happen, is it? It already

happened and it finished.

It's over, as they say.

Back to reality.

You're still a YouTuber. Yeah, but not a

famous YouTuber. I wanna be famous. It was

the best part of my life. Now my life's

just boring.

Oh, he's coming back, the cat.

Maybe I need to set my, my— what's the

word— set my aims higher than just having

a minimum wage job.

Then I'll get more money when I like

get a skilled job instead of a low-skilled

job. Oh, he's back. Well,

well, well, look who it is,

Mr. Meow Meow.

What?

He's being weird.

Mr. Meow Meow.

What is it?

He likes jumping up here and sitting at

the window. Go,

jump.

He likes sitting by the window. It's

really funny. And then I do this with the

camera. Look, you see my CCTV? I can

move it like that because it's that— look,

he just sits there by the window looking

out the window. I think he's watching out

for the neighbor's cat because when the

neighbor's cat comes, he runs off

downstairs to go and hiss at the black

cat. He gets so angry when he sees the

black cat. It's funny how cats

hate other cats so much, but then they see

all these other animals in the garden and

they don't care. They see all the rabbits

and the birds and

the foxes, and they're not bothered at

all. But they see one singular neighbor

cat enter the garden, they just lose their

shit. They're like making

all these weird noises. Yeah, like humans.

It's kind of like being in a car when

you're on the road and it's empty. You're

like, uh, pedestrians, whatever, uh,

cyclists, get out my way. But then you see

another car, it's like, oh crap. Because

you're the king of the road when you're in

a car. The only thing that can challenge

you is another car. Pedestrians and

cyclists are like nothing. Same with

humans. We go out in the garden and see

all the animals and we feel safe, but then

you see another human and then we feel

nervous. Are they friendly? Are they gonna

betray me or whatever?

All animals fear their own species the

most. What's that noise?

Are you earning the same money from

YouTube that you were earning in early

2017?

Yeah, around that, like $400 a month.

But I barely uploaded anything this month

and it still made a couple hundred. The

Elden Ring video is still getting views.

The I Hate the Steam Deck and Switch OLED

still getting views. My Chinese massage

parlors in Japan video seems to be getting

views. My older videos still getting

views, so still making like $300,

$400 a month passive

Pushkin. He doesn't react to his name.

I'm scared. I got this nightmare. I had

this nightmare where I broke my new

monitor again. I can't believe I broke my

£400 gaming monitor from 2020 just by

shooting it with my BB gun. That thing's

dangerous. I just broke the whole thing.

I had to buy this. In case you just

joined, I bought this last week,

a 39-inch ultrawide 21:9

aspect ratio gamer laptop.

It's really nice.

The only thing I don't like about it is

vertically it is no bigger than a 27-inch

monitor that's next to it. It's the same

size. Look, look at this,

my fingers. It's exactly the same.

It's just wider. It's not taller.

It would have been nice to have like a

bigger screen, not just a wider screen.

It would be nice to have like a vertically

bigger screen as well.

I, I actually got the Samsung Odyssey G9,

which is even wider than this. It's like

41:9 aspect ratio. I think the 9 is

the clue. All these at 16:9,

21:9. The only thing that stays same is

the 9. I think the 9 is the vertical. So I

nearly got the Samsung super wide one,

but then I realized it's just 2 27-inch

monitors side by side. It's just really

wide. That'd be stupid. So I cancelled it.

I got the LG UltraGear 39-inch ultrawide,

which is not as wide as Samsung and it's

cheaper.

Is your screen 4K? I think it is, but my

computer is not powerful enough to do 4K.

If I put it onto 4K resolution on

the game, it's really laggy. So I think I

need a new graphics card.

So to get a bigger screen, you need to get

a TV monitor because they don't really get

much bigger for monitors. You need to get

a TV screen, like a 40-inch TV, but that's

too big. For my desktop. It needs

to be usable for computer use and gaming,

not just gaming. You blew

your first salary on this. No, I got this

on finance, so it's only £29 a month for

the next 4 years, paying 20% APR.

I mean, it's okay, I guess. Just a screen.

But it is nice that it's curved. Once you

go curved, it's hard to go back to flat

screens.

I haven't really done proper gaming on it

yet. I think Rainbow Six has ultrawide

support, so I'll try that later. £400

interest. Yeah, well,

it's over 4 years. You won't

even notice £400 over 4 years. Whereas you

would notice £1,000 out of your bank

account, all gone now, today.

You would notice that and feel the pain.

I use the bank's money to buy my

liabilities. It's not my money, it's the

bank's money. You don't pay tax on

interest.

That's the nice thing about being back

home in the UK. You can just buy

everything on finance. A car. I mean, you

could buy a house on finance. It's called

a mortgage. That's what a mortgage is.

They just call it a mortgage. I don't

understand why they call it a mortgage.

Why can't they just say you're financing a

house? Here are your payments. They say

mortgage and it sounds scary and stuff.

You can get like a 4% mortgage where

you only pay 4% and the bank pays 96%,

but you're not supposed to rent it out.

You're supposed to live in it.

No, I don't. I still don't see the point

getting a house. 'Cause I can just live

here for free and it's really big and

really nice. If I get a house, it needs to

have off-street parking for my charger,

my EV, and I want a garden.

Might as well just stay here.

So I just don't— I mean, unless I got a

serious relationship where we were gonna

live together, but then we can just rent a

house. Not buy a house.

I don't see the point getting a mortgage.

Yeah, I'll own the house after what, 25

years? I might be dead after 25 years.

Just rent it.

Now I've kind of gotten bored of the

getting a Welsh property and renting it

out. I think if I had the money, I'd just

stick it into the stock market, get

dividends and capital gains. It's too