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Yeah, it didn't go very well, to be honest. The date, a bit rubbish. So many things happened. Yeah, Indian girl. Oh God. So many, yesterday was so rubbish. So first of all, um, I got banned on Bumble, so I lost gamer girl two and the stupid idiot didn't add me on WhatsApp. We arranged a date and everything for Saturday, so now she's not gonna turn up, I guess. So I got banned on Bumble, I lost GamerGirl two, really sucks because she was nice looking. She seemed into Japan and Asian guys and stuff like that. Really fucking annoying. Two days before the date and I got fucking banned and a stupid bitch didn't add me on WhatsApp.

Uh, but I still got a date with Gamer Girl One on the weekend, so thank God she added me on WhatsApp. So I've been banned on Tinder and Bumble now. I don't know, she seems overly cautious and ignored me when I asked her to add me. She's probably one of those people who wanna stay on the app to chat. I went to the place. She said, um, "Let's meet at some cafe in Plymouth." So I went to Plymouth yesterday for the date with Indian girl. Whilst I was waiting, I went and checked out the cafe. Seemed okay.

So remember yesterday and the day before yesterday I was at the beach, an Indian girl messaged me and I replied to her. Apparently she didn't get my message and she though I ghosted her. So I went, I showed up for the date yesterday. I said, "Hey, I'm here." And then she goes, "What? I though you ghosted me. I'm still at home." And I said, "What do you mean?" She said I didn't... She said she didn't get the messages I sent her. So I had to wait around for like an hour for her to get ready and come out. So I walked around Plymouth. It was kind of rubbish to be honest.

I though the Drake Circus shopping center was gonna be like this big, massive mall. It felt really small. It didn't really feel very luxurious or big compared to Bangkok Malls. It was okay, I guess. I walked around looking for clothing. Didn't find anything. I went to next, Primark, Fat Face, also H&S. Uh, super dry. Yeah, the UK shopping centers are just kind of rubbish. Managed to get there without any problems, went into the car park. I felt weird driving into that shopping mall car park. It reminded me of me and Faster going to all these shopping centers. Parking the car, walking across the car park, going into the shopping area.

It was kind of nice. Remember the squeaking of the tires on the ground. I don't know what they make the ground out of. Very squeaky material. I've got so many updates. I'll wait until more people come. Oh God, I wish people joined the stream faster. I don't have to wait so long. Repeat the same thing over and over again. Okay, so basically I got a band on Bumble. I lost Gamer Girl two. Um, the neighbors put a massive collar on Mr. Miaomio. I saw Mr. Miomiao, he came up to my door. It was really sad because I had to ignore him and walk away. He was sitting there and he's meowing at me.

He's got this massive collar on now. I don't know what it is. I though, is it a camera or is it like a GPS device? They've, they've put like this big circular dongle thing on his neck with a bell and like a little tag. It probably has a phone number on it. Like they seem really scared and worried about it. I don't know what the trolls or the haters have been telling them, but they seem like they've gone overkill on the collar. It's got like massive circle thing on the middle bit. I wasn't sure if it was a camera or not. Like what they're spying on me with the cat. I think it's just like a GPS device, but it's fucking massive. I've never seen a GPS device like that before. Like we got a collar for push kin and the GPS tracker. It was not that big.

It was like a very small little square thing goes on his neck. I don't know what they got.

So yeah, if they, if the cat comes to my house, they will know it's here because they've got this GPS thing on it. So I didn't let it in, don't wanna get in trouble. Feel sorry for it. It's got walk around with that massive thing around its neck now. I mean, if you're that worried about the cat disappearing, then don't let the cat out. It's not my fault. It comes into my garden. Yeah, so the haters have definitely sent all the neighbors letter or something. So it seems like all the neighbors know the landlord because the landlord messaged me about the cat and I though, "That's weird.

How, how does the neighbor know my landlord?" I think, I think the landlord owns all the houses in this area. 'Cause I know the next neighbor also have the same landlord, because I got a message from the landlord saying, uh, "The neighbors have lost their cat and they've seen a YouTube video of you with the cat. Can you please let out the cat and any other cats in the house?" I said, "Okay, it won't happen again." So at least two of the neighbors know the landlord. It's really weird. I think they all know the landlord. So I really don't like living here anymore and I think I'm gonna leave. So I got an approval letter from the Thai Elite company. They said I've been approved for the Thai Elite visa and I just, I'm fed up living here. Number one, the stupid fucking troll with the prostitute thing, don't feel safe in my house.

Number two, all the neighbors are like snitching on me to the landlord and I can't speak freely because they, they'll be able to know what I'm saying. I don't know what the haters have been sending them, but I just, I don't really feel very comfortable living here anymore. Uh, number three, I'm banned on all the dating apps, so I can't really get any dates. And the date yesterday was shit. And number four, um, yeah, I don't know. I don't even wanna live here anymore, to be honest.

Yeah, the haters have been sending neighbors, I don't know, a letter probably. I don't know if they sent pictures or something. So I've been thinking about Tai Levisa now that I've been approved for it. They said I've got 30 days to pay for it, otherwise I have to do the, I don't know, like this process again. Well, another background check. No, she wasn't a catfish. She was nice and everything. She's, I was not attracted to her at all. As soon as I saw her, I though, oh my God, now I'm gonna have to force myself through this for hours.

It was just not fun. No, she looked fine, I guess. It's just not my type. She wasn't fair or anything. This is not really my type. And she had a lot of problems, like, I know. She kept saying back hurt and she kept needing to sit down. So not, she's not very fit, physically fit. Couldn't even walk around. We went to a museum. We had, we didn't even finish looking at all the things because she was like, "Can we go sit down in a cafe?" And I was like, "Okay." She kept complaining it was really hot as well. It wasn't even that hot. It was like 20 degrees. I was wearing three layers and I was fine. But she kept saying it was really hot, and then we had to sit down a lot. And then we went to like a, a cafe place to just get a drink.

So I don't know. She's got this thing Sandpepper has, like the bad back thing. I don't know why so many people like Blood Bucket has it as well, that's why her back's kind of whooped. I don't know why I keep meeting people with or whatever the fuck it is.

It's just like they can't walk a lot because they get back aches. So it's not like I can take her to Kit Hill or anything. She can't even do 500 steps around a museum. Oh no, I didn't like her anyway. So I just walked around the museum a bit. It was, as soon as I saw her, I though I'm not attracted and I just, I could not be bothered to put any effort. She was doing most of the talking, like most of the questions. I tried, I was like, "Oh God, what the fuck should I ask her now?" I just started telling her random things about my past, like I got banned on Tinder and I was divorced in Japan. When I don't care about the girl, I will be really honest. But the more I like the girl, the less honest I'll be. 'Cause at that point I don't really care.

I mean, I just tell her everything.

Like past relationship stuff. So it's better than just sitting there in awkward silence, isn't it? So yeah, I really, also the real estate agent woman came yesterday and I know what her problem is. I, I know she was like tutting and grumbling because I could see her on the camera and I could hear her as well. She was in my house. And she saw the camera, she was like, "What the bloody hell is this? Oh, okay. I don't know what she's like grumbling about. What the fuck is your problem? Like there's nothing wrong in the house.

I mean, you, look, you're in my house. I don't know what she's grumbling about. What, because I've got the rubbish there. What's wrong with it being there? Because the bin's on the fridge. I mean, what's wrong with the kitchen? I could hear her grumbling and stuff on the Blink camera because it was recording audio. So I didn't get a message from her. I don't know if she's like sending the beats to the landlord. I've got to sell the car fast and get the fuck out of here. I don't like it here anymore. I do not like it. This whole place is just cursed. The whole fucking place cursed. Everything just goes wrong all the time.

I'm gonna get the fuck out of this country. I gotta take some photos of the car, of the dents and damage and I'm relisting it on that website. I'm gonna sell it. And then I just need 5K for the Thailand visa. Getting the fuck out of that. Sick and tired of this. I feel like I'm just under surveillance. I think the landlord knows my YouTube channel too. 5K Visa? Oh, it's a 15K visa and it lasts five years. But I've already got 5K and the car's worth 5K, so I just need to scrounge up another 5K.

Yeah, but this sucks. I'm getting fucking people coming to my house. I've got the neighbors snitching on me to the fucking landlord. Oh, stupid inspection thing where this real estate person comes to my house and grumbles. There's nothing wrong with my house. I think it was fine. I can't get any dates. I'm banned off the two main dating apps, and the one day I went on was shit. I got one more date this weekend and then I'm done. I'm just so fed up living here. Mr. Miaomiao's got a massive, like, thing on his neck now, massive GPS tracker, because neighbors are scared I'm gonna, like, steal the cow or something.

All the neighbors seem to know the landlord as well, so they've probably been saying stuff to him about me, I don't know. Ah, fed up living here. Raining every fucking day as well. It's sunny one day and then raining six days, raining again. I can't even go out. I fucking hate being spied on and watched. I just, you know, I just wanna talk freely without getting in trouble. I can't talk freely when things I say could get me in trouble. All I wanna do is just talk freely. So I don't wanna get in anyone's face. I don't wanna cause any trouble, so I wanna talk freely without having any consequences, but I can't now.

Yeah, they should've put a collar on it in the first place. Plymouth is shit as well. I went to Plymouth, I walked around the center of it. I went into the Asia supermarket and this couple asked me if I worked there. <laugh> I said do you work here? I said, no. I said, Do you know what this is? It w - I think it was a Japanese gouya. You know that, that green spiky bitter thing they slice up? Yeah, just because I'm Asian, they though I worked at the Asia supermarket. I was around the Drake Circus shopping center. I went outside, I walked around Promenade bit in the high street. Um, I mean, I guess it's fine.

It's like a bigger maid stone. I had some Thai restaurants. Had a lot of Thai restaurants, actually. I though, is this a sign? I went to the marketplace, had like Thai noodle bar and a Korean barbecue place. Tell us about the date. Okay. So first of all, she didn't show up to the date on time because she though I was ghosting her because she didn't get my message that I sent her when I was at the beach, maybe because I didn't have very good signal and that it didn't send a message. So I was waiting and I said, "Hey, I'm here now." She said, "Oh, I'm still at home. I though you were ghosting." I said, "No." I sent the message. So then she comes, I had to wait nearly an hour, and then I see her walk past me, and as soon as I see her, I'm like, "Oh, God.

I wanna leave." <laugh> I, I didn't have it in me to just ditch her and ghost her there, so I though I better go and say hi. So we walked around the museum. I was very low ener - I was like so low energy, I just could not be bothered. She was nice and friendly and everything. No, she wasn't a bitch or anything. It's just, I wasn't attracted. I had like zero attraction. I could not date her.

So yeah, we just had a talk. It was really boring. I started opening up a bit to her at the bar, at the cafe, started telling her that I find it difficult to, uh, make conversation. I didn't know what to talk about. And she was making most effort. So I was trying really hard to, like, increase my effort as well. But I just felt so fatigued. I was just blanking out. I was just, like, zoning out after a while. I didn't text her after we left. No, I didn't touch her. I didn't do any, I didn't wanna do anything. I'm not interested.

Thankfully, the museum was free and we just got a five pound drink, five pounds for a... It was actually six pounds for a smoothie. Oh, God. I could buy a whole bag of fruit and make 20 smoothies for, for six pounds. So first things first, I need to sell the car. Can't do anything until I sell the car, really. That thing is the biggest pain in the backside. I don't really care if the neighbors dislike me. It's just knowing that they can snitch on me to the landlord is fucking annoying. It's like Japan with the Japanese neighbors, I don't know, disrupting your life, snitching on you. I hate snitchers.

No, I'm not going home. I would sell the car and I'd go straight to Thailand. I mean, if I didn't dox my, my place and the neighbors didn't know, I could have continued seeing Mr. Miaomiao and no one would have known. Now I feel really bad. I feel really upset when I see him and he's like meowing at me and I have to ignore him. The, the Car Wow website is shit. Why didn't you just save all the photos I took last time? Thankfully, I saved most of them, but I didn't save the, the pictures of the damage, so I gotta go back out and take the pictures of the damage, but it's fucking raining, fucking again. Stupid fucking shit country, raining all the fucking time. It can't go a single week without fucking raining, driving me crazy.

It's never like this in Kent. Devin sucks in stupid fucking Atlantic Ocean. It rains more than half the week. It can't even be non-rainy for more than two days in a row. Well, last time I listed it, I got an offer of 5,300, I think. So I'd take 5K. It's just got scratches and a dent. Three new tires, one new wheel. Needs a good valet. It got kind of messed up inside from all the parcels and stuff, delivery work, but easily cleaned out. Yeah, I came home about 5:00 PM yesterday, but I felt so depressed. I just couldn't go live. I felt socially drained from that date. The day was, oh God, it was like torture. I, I don't know how un - how it can be so uncomfortable just hanging out with someone when you don't really... I just didn't feel it at all.

And you know, when you go on a date and it feels bad, it makes you feel really miserable because it makes you feel like, oh, my previous marriage or relationships were so much better. Like with Faster, I felt so comfortable, didn't have to put in any effort. Like we could just sit at a restaurant in silence and not feel weird or anything. That's when the relationship's good, isn't it? When you don't have to talk and it feels nice. It makes you feel miserable thinking that you had something good before and then you lost it. It made me feel so depressed. And then getting bound on Bumble, I lost Gamer Girl too.

Uh, I need a, like a fresh start, a new life. No, I didn't see any sailors. Uh, I've only got one dating app left. I don't know if Spanish girl's gonna meet up or anything. Why abandoned kick? I just don't really see any, any positives of staying anymore. What's the positive of staying here? Plymouth compared to Bangkok, Plymouth just felt really depressing. Bangkok is so much nicer. Bangkok's got these luxury malls, nice evening night market vibes, cool temples and nice parks. And Plymouth is just shit. Just felt like this. Maybe it was good once. It just felt like its heydays are over. The biggest shopping center, Drake Circus, just felt kind of pathetic.

The vibe. When you, when you go to, unknown, Central World or Paragon, the vibe is buzzing. Like the people there, they look happy. There's food courts, the restaurants, beef noodle shops. Everyone's like having a good time and eating food and the shop's all cool looking. You got gaming stuff and it looks nice. And then I went to Drake Circus and it felt like, what the fuck is this? Like zombie apocalypse, dystopian shopping center. Oh God, the vibes were just not it. God, I miss Thailand. Maidstone Checker Center is also shit. Half the shop's closed down since COVID. I went there with Mila during COVID. The last time I went there was, I think, last year to get new glasses. Went to the optician.

Yeah, I don't know. I feel like the walls are closing in on me, so only amount of time before I get too many complaints against my name, I gotta leave. So I'm launching preemptive strike. I've been approved for the Thai Elite Visa. Depends if I can get my car sold within a month. It says I've got 30 days to make the payment. I did a check up to check to see if the company's legit and everything. It seems fine. Bumble sock is down 90%. Yeah, because they're stupid, woke fucking morons banning everyone. Even I told Indigo I got banned on Tinder and she said she also got banned. I said, "Why did you get banned?" She said some gross guy was like being pedo to her on the app saying, "You look like my daughter. I wanna fuck you." So then she told him to go fuck himself, and then she got banned for swearing at him.

The reasons why they banned is ridiculous. How was the day? It was awful. We walked around the museum. I just did not feel interested at all, so I had to force myself to try and think of things to talk about. She would say stuff and I'd be like, "Hmm, that's true. Yeah. I just did not know what to say. I had... I just didn't wanna talk. I had no interest in talking." When you're with a girl and you're actually like a, I don't know, you feel excited, like you wanna impress her and like say stuff and make her laugh. I just didn't feel that at all.

Yeah, I felt zero attraction. I didn't wanna do anything. I wasn't attracted. I honestly, I couldn't care less. All I wanted to do was leave. I didn't do my moves. I didn't do anything. I didn't make any jokes. I just, I couldn't be bothered. Just waiting for it to be over. When it was over, I was like, "Oh, thank God. Oh, thank God. Back in my car." I'd definitely say her photos look better than what she looked like in real life. I just felt so mentally drained I couldn't stream. I just came home and I, I played Mario Kart for like six hours watching C Dog VA play in Melvia Solid. I had to like de stress and just do nothing. I was just mentally destroyed.

By the way, Metal Gas Solid three is shit. Why is the whole thing in a jungle walking around in caves? It's rubbish. You waste all this time eating things and fiddling with your camouflage. Metal Gat Sod one was so good. The characters were so good and the dialogue was so good. Snake is like a poet. And then Psychomantis, Sniper Wolf, Ocelot, Liquid Snake, they're such cool characters. And then Melchizot three has nothing. So boring. The B man and young authorities lame. Spinning his revolvers, kidding all the bees, stupid. I don't know why Melchizot three is so rubbish.

How do I invest in the wrong stocks? Barrett Gold is up 40%. Barrett Gold is outperforming S&P 500. I don't have any food in the fridge. I got to go to Kit Hill, but it's raining. Neighbors are spying on me. Uh, walls are closing in. I can't get any dates. The only ones I do get ugly as well. Oh my God. In Thailand, I could have 40 dates with Thai friendly. The neighbors are snitching on me to the landlord. I get this itchy patch on my finger here. It becomes so itchy, I rip the skin off to get relief and then it hurts because now I've got a gaping hole.

I get this like thick bit of skin on this patch here, only here, and it gets incredibly itchy when I'm stressed. I don't know why. And then I just chewed it off. I, I, I've had this for like 50, I don't know what the fuck this is. It's just like this random itchy thick bit of skin on my finger. I don't know what it is. I've put antifungal cream on it, anti-everything cream. It just, it never goes away. It's like a faruka or something on my finger. And it's just like a thick bit of skin. I bite it off to relieve, relieve this, the itching. And then it's like, I mean, it hurts now.

I haven't picked a single losing stock. I picked China growth 40% up. I picked Tesla from 180. It's up like 100% more. I picked ba - what are you talking about? I picked losing stocks. The only losing thing is I keep trying to short the market, which hasn't worked out. Yeah, there's Gamer Girl one. I lost Gamer Girl two because I got banned on Bumble. I got 100% gain on Eth. Yeah, I would've had 200% gain if I still had it. But that's just the way it goes. If I go Thailand, I'm not doxing my place. So the problem with doxxing my place is it means I can't talk freely. What do you want? Do you wanna see my place or do you want me to talk freely? I can't talk freely if people I'm talking about might find out what I say.

No, Gamer Girl two's gone. I got banned from Bumble and I didn't get her WhatsApp. Kind of relieved that I really don't wanna drive into Plymouth again. Felt very anxious navigating the multi four lane roads. It wasn't too bad though. I think they would've found the house, but I don't think they would've known the exact address, like the number of the house. But they could've sent, I mean, they could've sent letters to everyone in the village. The village is not big. There's probably not even 100 houses in the village. They just have to like print out 50 copies and then send it to every number in the, in the area.

So I don't know if people know my exact address because I showed the Amazon parcels or if they already knew it before then. No, you can't. There's no Google Street View into the cul-de-sac, so you wouldn't be able to see it. And I don't know how often they update the Google Street Maps, probably once a year. I mean, some places haven't... No, some places in this area haven't had Google Street Map updates since 2022. Yeah, also, yeah, you can see it from the satellite view. That's how people found my mom's house. Back in 2016, they found my mom's house because of the shape of the garden and the trampoline.

So you didn't even need street view. So I would have to do what I did last time in Thailand, just show a white wall. I'm not, I'm not gonna dox my place again after this. I can't talk shit if people are gonna find out what I'm talking about. Uh, I played Marikart for like six hours. She said, "So what do you do for fun?" I said, "Uh, I like to go for a drive and walk around." Oh, I also like video games. I play Merikart, which is also driving. I didn't know what to say. What do I do for fun? I don't even do anything. I just stream and I rant. And then I go for a drive and I walk around.

I just, I don't feel comfortable here. I don't, I feel very paranoid. I don't feel relaxed. I don't feel safe in my own home. Yeah, I told her that I lived in Japan and Thailand, so to speak some Japanese, a bit of Thai. She's just not that kind of person. She's like into art and create. She doesn't care about cars. She doesn't care about stocks or travel. No, we don't really have anything in common. I said, "So what do you think about Teslas?" She said, "Oh, all cars look the same to me." She said she was terrified of driving. I said, "So was I, but it's not that bad.

Your car's visible and satellite. Really? They updated satellite view. Oh, shit. I've had too much nicotine. I feel a bit dizzy. Really? They updated the Google Street thingy, not street view, satellite view. Oh shit, yeah. That's my car. 2025. Yeah, you can see my car. I must be in the house. I mean, obviously if my car's there where else am I gonna be? Maybe you can see me. Very blurry. Stupid satellite doxing me. Damn, my ti - my garden's tiny compared to the neighbor's. Neighbor's got a massive garden. I wonder if these houses were always semi-detached or if at one point it was just one big house.

That field's huge. I don't know what that field is. It doesn't seem to be connected to the road. Must be some kind of gray... I don't know. They don't seem to do anything with the field. I don't see any livestock on it. It's just the grass field. Maybe it's this house. There's a house here. Looks pretty big. What happened? I got a band on Bumble. I lost Gamer Girl two. Mr. Miamo has a massive GPS thing around his neck now. Neighbors must be freaked out. Don't know what the haters have told them. I think maybe... I don't know. I thought maybe it's a camera on his neck. I think it's just a GPS tracker. But why is it so big?

The date was shit. I wasn't attracted to her at all. I had zero attraction. It was just really awkward and not fun. She was nice though. She was nice. I mean, if she was cute, it would have been totally different. But if you're not attracted, you're not attracted and then you just don't care to. The neighbor's snitching on me to the landlord. I got approved for the title visa. They just said, "Once you've made the payment, your visa will be issued. I need 15,000 pounds." What? I didn't poison the cat. How did I poison the cat?

I didn't poison the cat. What are you talking about? So you've got fucking retards like you saying stuff like that, which is probably freaking them out. You got fucking autistic retard viewers saying dumb shit. People feed cats milk all the time. We gave our cat milk at every mill and it would lift until like 23 years old, talking complete rubbish. I've got dumbest fucking most idiot autistic fucking retard viewers in the world saying dumb shit about me, freaking my neighbors out. Some of you guys are like the dumbest, thickest pieces of shit I've ever known in my life who say the most fucking moronic statements I've ever heard. I don't... Like I think you need to get some kind of mental help. You're so fucking stupid. I've never seen dumber people in my entire life giving cats milk as poison. Are you actually real?

People give cats milk all the time. I think Bengal cats are just naturally very slim. It's just what their build is. A lot of things are unhealthy for cats. Like a lot of cat food is not great for cats. The cheap, this cheap cat food stuff is not great for them. And then the all human food is not good for humans. Bacon's not good. Sugar's not good. We still eat it. No one's giving their cats like a completely 100% healthy diet, are they, unless they're super enthusiasts? They saw what you were feeding it. I didn't feed it anything it can't eat.

How do you know what they said when they knocked on the door? I muted the shrimp. It wasn't muted. Oh. So I think what happened was I muted IRL Pro, but because upstairs IV cam was being used as my outside camera, I didn't mute that mic. I didn't realize I had two mics running. The second mic was hot. I muted this mic on this camera. I wondered why you guys knew what was being said. I didn't give it that much milk anyway. It was like a couple spoonfuls at most. Cats eat shit all the time. I mean, they eat a whole mouse.

Don't you think there's shit inside of the mouse when they swallow the mouse down whole? People are crazy. Cats are apex predators. They've got stomach acids six times stronger than humans. They're designed to eat raw meat and guts and bones and fur, and they literally lick their own anus. You think they're gonna get sick? People know nothing about cats. Cats are true carnivores. They've got stomach acid designed to destroy this bacteria. Their natural prey is mice and rabbits, and they eat the whole thing like guts and the bile and the stomach acid and the poop and the intestine, digestive tr - they eat the whole thing. They eat the mouse anus, they eat the brain, the skull. No, they eat everything, and you think a bit of milk is gonna harm it. Milk that is for humans, so it's being very thoroughly cleaned, so it's safe for us.

You think it's safe for us, but it's not gonna be safe for the cat. Oh, what are you people living on?

My cat, Toffee, lived until nearly 20 years old, and I used to feed him my leftover dinner. He'd lick my plate clean. Never had any problems. I know more about cats than everyone else. I've had four family cats. I grew up with cats. We fed them milk, bread, and they lived very long lives, talking bullshit. Girl, I'd get a restraining order against the cat if I ever see the cat in my garden. I didn't say it's okay for the cat to be in my garden. I didn't complain about it, did I? But I like cats, so I don't mind.

I got banned on Bumble. I didn't get Gamer Girl two's number. I met a Thai woman on this other app. She lives nearby, but she's 40 years old. I said, "Are you looking for a boyfriend? Am I too young for you?" She said, "You are young and looking good. Hope you to see someone soon." "I hope you to see someone soon. ""What? Can I see you?" "I like older women. Can you be my mummy? " <laugh> "What'd you think?" "Not bad, 40 years old. ""Would you smash?" "Oh, uh, I'm very stressed out. ""No, it's a Thai woman.

Let me get her number." "Oh, girl, I feel dizzy. I sucked up too much of that nicotine. Holy shit. "Whoa. Got a head rush or something. So here's the game plan. I need to sell my car ASAP. So I've got 5,000 pounds. Uh, blue's ugly. I've got 5,000 pounds. My car is worth 5,000 pounds. Now, you might think Thaility Visa is a waste of money, but actually it saves me money because five years of council tax is 7,000 pounds. Why is this pen rubbish? Yeah, f- five years of council tax is 7,000 pounds, and five years of car insurance is 5,000 pounds. So that alone is almost what the cost of a Thail Visa is. So just by not paying council tax and car insurance and road tax... Road tax is 200 a year, but that's like 1,000 pounds. So just by not paying car tax, car insurance, road tax, and council tax for five years, pays for the Thail League Visa in and of its own.

Yeah, my council tax is cheap, but also still expensive just because I live alone. My, my band is low because it's a small house. Council tax would equal 7k over five years. Car insurance would equal 5k over five years. Road tax would equal 1k over five years. So six plus six, that's, uh, 13K. The Thail visa is basically free. I can summon up 10K when I sell the car and then I just need to use 5K credit card debt. And then I'll pay off the 5K credit card debt probably in a month or two. And then what else?

Drop it at home. Yeah, road tax is like 250, I think. Without the money from the car, hmm, I can get 7,000 out of my credit card plus my 5K. I'm still short 3K. I can make 3K by end of this month maybe, but I've only got 30 days to make the payment. DTV. Yeah, but with Thai Lee, um, you don't have to fuss around with... You don't have to worry about proving your income or writing a letter asking why, saying why you wanna go. And you don't have to fuss around at immigration. They do it all for you.

DTV, I need 11K and I've got to explain what I do for my job and take screenshots and stuff. Thai, all I have to do is pay the money, I get the visa, no questions. They pick me up at the airport, Concierge VIP, fast track. And I'm allowed to open a Thai bank account. I don't know why I would do that. I've already got one actually. I just, I forgot what the password was. And also being... Living in Thailand would be way better than living in the UK if my income declined because it would just be way cheaper. There's no counter tax, no car insurance, no road tax. Rent would be cheap if I could find a long-term solution instead of booking hotels.

I- if the worst case scenario happens, I will go back to YouTube making 1K a month. I could easily live off 1K a month in Thailand. I couldn't do that in the UK. I'd have to get a job. And then I'd be able to easily travel around Asia as well because it'd be nearby. So yeah, I mean, I'm not seeing a lot of pros in staying apart from my car. I mean, I don't, don't love... I mean, I kinda... I do like driving. I just don't think it's worth making all your life decisions around driving a car. Girls don't care about cars either. Girls care about cars as much as guys care about girls doing their fingernails pretty.

They don't think it's cool. They don't care what car you drive. They just think it's like a convenience thing. Pros of living in the UK, I don't even know anymore. Food. I don't really care about food that much. I just get a taxi everywhere in Bangkok. A taxi's like $1. A taxi from the airport into Bangkok takes about an hour and a half and it costs like $5. You just get a chauffeur, personal driver, drive you everywhere. It's insanely cheap to get a taxi. I just don't understand why anyone drives in Bangkok and has their own car.

It must be cheaper to just get a taxi. In Japan, it's stupid. I'd never get a taxi in Japan, so it's like 2,000 yen to drive half an hour. I have never gotten a taxi in Japan. Yeah, so I mean, if you look over five years, it was actually more expensive to stay here just in terms, not even including rent, but just in terms of council tax and car insurance and road tax is easily 15K over five years. So you get rid of all that and then you just pay 15K for the visa instead. You're basically not paying anything more than you're gonna pay anyway, but you just switch out all the car stuff in UK with Thailand and you get way cheaper rent, like half, less than half what I'm paying here.

Dating's way easier as well. Nicer weather. The weather's just like this 80% of the time in the UK. I've been here six, seven months now. This is always like this. I can't, I don't even think there's been more than 15 sunny days in the entire seven months. Yeah, I mean, that's the risk though. KCIP goes away after five years or within five years, YouTube is dead. That's the, the main gamble is that I will have paid for five year visa and I can't support myself anymore. That's what makes me a bit nervous. Also, I can't get, I wouldn't want to get a job in Thailand anyway. Don't think you're allowed to get a job on the hi - I don't know really, but the pay would be so bad, it wouldn't be worth it.

I think I could get my YouTube going again if I did some interesting things or met people maybe, but it would be hard. So I mean, KCIP is not gonna die within half a year. If I keep doing Kik for like another few months whilst in Thailand, I could easily pay back the credit card and start building savings again. The goal would be then to start building savings so I could live in Thailand for five years, even if worst case scenario happens. So really, like imagine you got the visa paid off and credit card debt free again.

You would just need enough to pay for rent and food, which could just be 5K a year. So it's like five, 25K for five years. That's quite a lot. I don't know, it depends what my mom wants. Does she want the money back or does she want me to move back in? I think she'd rather me not move back in and then I just don't pay her the money back. Or I give her the car and she wipes off 10K off my debt. I'll just drive the car home, give her the key, say it's yours.

And then I just owe her about 9K. The problem is I can't afford to pay her back because I'm in very precarious situation where I might have to leave. And this, I don't know how long this kick thing's gonna last and I make shit money on YouTube. These are the dilemmas. The final frontier. I don't, the problem is I don't make good enough content to maintain a large enough audience on YouTube without a lot of click bait. But the thing is, I need the money from the car sale more than I need five or 7K wipes off my mom debt.

I need the cash. Otherwise I'm gonna max out my car. I couldn't, I tried to increase my credit card limit. They wouldn't let me. Really, I need 10K because I've got about 5K. I get paid by Kik today about $1,200. I need to take some more photos, but I can't because it's raining. Hmm. Carwell says my car's valued at 9K, but then when I put it up for auction, all I get is about 5K. I think it's the damage, but then it co- could cost me 1000 or more to repair the damage, so then is it really worth it?

Yeah, the police gave me a crime number, a reference number. I s - I scratched and scraped it many times whilst doing Amazon Flex. Just, you know, nube driving mistakes. At one time I drove into like a, the entrance of a driveway where they've got these wooden posts on either side. So I drove into it like that and I wanted to reverse out of it. I didn't realize if I drive in sharply and I try and reverse out sharply, the front of the nose is gonna hit the right corner because I was a noob. So I hit the post of this guy's fence, got stuck on it and just forced my way out. Fucked up his fence post by the way. And it scraped the front right corner of my car lightly because it was just wood. If it was concrete or metal would've been even worse.

And then I tried turning a corner too tightly, hit the side of the car on the corner of a wall. The weight of the car leaned into the corner denting the door because the floor was like a bit sloped. So I got a big dent. My car's three years old. 2022 model. Well, I can't really do anything until I sell the car really. That has to be the main priority. Well, first number one priority is I go meet this gamer girl. Maybe if she becomes my girlfriend, everything changes. But I doubt it. Hmm. I'd like to inform you that we have acquired an approval letter, bronze membership.

Oh, why they write so much in the email? Yeah, first, if my home base is in Thailand, I'd definitely travel to other countries like Vietnam, Japan, maybe Korea. I don't know. I'd get bored in Thailand. I'd take like a month to go out in here, go here and there. This approval letter is valid for 30 days. Any payments submitted after the due date will not be accepted. Imagine they just take the money. Payment manual. 650,000, but... It would probably be way at lower risk if I just go there as a tourist and then hop about. But anyway, I need to sell the car regardless what I do, because that's a big chunk of money.

I don't understand why it only lasts 30 days. Probably want you to hurry up and pay them the money. I'm hungry. Oh, no food. Oh, I got pork belly. Chips. Ah, maybe I have a pot noodle for lunch. Oh, I got eggs. Eggs and toast. Two eggs. Yeah, maybe I just get, try, try and get DTBs. I don't know. It is kind of scary just sending 15,000 pounds to some random Thai bank account. Oops, it's quite a lot. I'm not spending five years straight in Thailand. I will travel still. I gotta spend somewhere five years straight.

Keep it in the original bottle, because I poured it all out to deep fry, but pour the used oil back into the fresh oil bottle. Come on, use your brains. Why'd you think I poured it all out in the first place so I could deep fry stuff? Why would I pour the used oil back into the fresh oil? No, I didn't do anything wrong, but if you frame stuff I've done in a certain way, it looks like I've done something wrong. 'Cause you can always twist reality to make it out of context and make it sound like I've done something wrong. And then idiots believe it. That's the problem.

Everything can be twisted to make it sound bad, which is what the stupid haters do. Like they're making shit up about the cat. I didn't do anything wrong. Promise people are gullible and they kind of believe what they hear without questioning it, like my mum. That's what normies are like. They don't understand the world of trolling and haters and stuff like this. They just think, oh, everyone's a nice person with my best interest at heart. <laugh> So I buy all that clothing for nothing. 70 pounds of clothing, probably ditch it. The trousers were good though. I like the trousers.

I probably bought too many shirts. I buy, I buy clothing for dating and I get bands for dating. The problem is I don't know if I'd wear those trousers in Thailand because I'm not a bit thick maybe. Still raining. I think it stops around 12 or 1:00. And then I'm gonna go Kit Hill, walk about, and then Tesco. Gotta buy food. My lunch. Hmm. Imagine thinking apex predator can't eat an egg. Mammals prey on bird eggs all the time. It's like a source of pure protein and energy. Food source for the baby bird. So it can become a food source for anything.

God, I miss my life in Thailand. It was so much better. When the real estate agent came to the house, I heard, "Okay, all right." Like this unknown, like this weird, not very impressed kind of sound. What's the problem? Why emboaming? Probably thinking, oh, the state of the house. What's wrong with the state of the house? Life was so much better in Thailand. I prefer Thailand life way more. Thailand has better condos, swimming pool and gym, got better shopping centers. Japanese shopping centers suck. All you got are the shore 10 guys, which are just rip-offs of Victorian arcades. And you, then you got maybe a couple big shopping centers on the outskirts of cities, but they're soulless.

Bangkok has luxury shopping centers that are really nice. I like the vibes in Thailand more. No, I didn't like Indian girl. Didn't find her attractive. No, I'd say Blood Bucket was way better looking. It really just shows that age, age really is just a number. I mean, Faster is 12 years older than that Indian girl. Faster looks 100 times better, easily. Jahiro's like double the age of the Indian girl, and Jahiro looks a thousand times better. It's all about genetics. Even if you're young, if you got bad genetics, you're ugly. I'd rather bang an older woman who's got good genetics than a younger girl who's got bad genetics.

And it's all about the face. I just didn't like her face. Yeah, I would say the face was kind of different. No, I'm not gonna go into detail, that's just kinda mean. Maybe next year. Yeah. No, there's no amount of preparation that can change your whole face unless you get plastic surgery. And I don't wanna date someone who only looks good if they got makeup on. And you can tell what someone's face structure looks like even with makeup on. I did not like the face structure. It's all about the face structure, the proportion of the features, the balance, the distance between the eyes, nose, and mouth.

Makeup don't change this stuff. You can see it. I'm not blind. No, it can't. Stop disagreeing with me. It's really annoying people keep disagreeing with me when I've just given out my opinion. This is why I ban that chicken feet guy. Stop saying actually no, actually it can. It's fucking annoying. I just said makeup isn't gonna hide it. I can see what someone's face looks like, whether they got makeup on or not. Stop disagreeing with me, it's fucking annoying. It doesn't matter how much makeup they're fucking wearing, you can't make a fucking ugly person, you can't hide it.

You can put makeup on pig, but it's always gonna be a pig, isn't it? Yeah, beer, this is what I have to put out with every day, all day long, and then people whinge at me why a band viewers, because they're fucking annoying. I have the most annoying viewers probably out of anyone. You're idiots like TV, bitching all the time. Anyway, the makeup thing's pointless because I mean, if she only looks good with makeup on, then what happens when she's not gonna wear the makeup all the time, isn't she? When she's in bed and stuff?

You gotta be attracted to them when they're not wearing makeup. And then it's like saying, "Oh, you gotta wear a mask because I will only be attracted to you if you wear this mask that makes you look nothing like you actually look like." I've gotta be attracted to how they look like without makeup. Otherwise, I'm just not interested. I hate makeup anyway. I always think it makes girls look worse, not better. I always said faster look way better without makeup. Mila never wore makeup and she looked great. If you look good, you don't need it. And if you need it, then you don't look good and you can't hide it very well anyway.

I hate makeup. I wanna be attracted to her natural look, not this fake artificial look. Why, why don't you just put on AR goggles where she's permanently got a filter on? That'd be the future, in it. Everyone's got AR goggles and you just put a face filter on, like a Snapchat filter. Faster put on way too much makeup, like heavy foundation as well. I don't like the foundation. Oh God, that fucked up my life. Can we rewind two years? Reload previous save. I really fucked up this last year. Just get me out of here. I wanna go back to, mm, beginning 2023.

No, I have no regrets about 2018. I'll do it all again. Uh, I've made a few mistakes. Like I should not have agreed to the Elvis interview. That was stupid. Uh, shouldn't have made videos about Black women, even though didn't say anything wrong in them. I didn't think people were so fucking stupid to get triggered over a title. They didn't even watch the video. They just got triggered over the title and left. It was called Why I Never Dated a Black Woman, not Why I Will Never Date a Black Woman. And then all I said was, "I've just never really met a Black woman before, but I would if I could." And she was hot. And then I lost thousands of subs. I didn't even watch the video. YouTube people are fucking stupid. I made a video about Trump and I lost hundreds of subs.

It was all, all it was called was Why I'm Sad, Trump Lost. And the reason was because I placed the bet that he would win. I lost money. Of all these stupid idiots saying, "Oh, I didn't realize you were a Trump supporter, Daniel. I'm unstopping. You fucking dumb fucking fuck. Y didn't even watch the fucking video, did you? People on YouTube have morons.

I didn't realize people were so dumb. That was my mistake. You go play the game more intelligently. I felt like if you could make a YouTube channel and maintain your audience, you really got to treat them like the bunch of stupid, dumb kids. Politically, I don't really care what Trump stands for. I just think he's funny. I don't even know what he stands for, to be honest. I don't even care. I couldn't name a single one of his policies. But I think people hate him because of other stuff, not of, because of his policies, because he's a racist or something, like all these stupid things.

He's a racist and a Nazi and rapist and misogynist. Yeah, okay, what about his policies then? When people attack Trump, they don't attack his policies, they attack his character. As if Biden never did anything weird, like sniffing kids' hair. Oh, bunch of weirdos, he's politicians. And what do you think men go up to when they've got ultimate power and money? Go after Jeff Epstein's island, don't they? Or she's on the beach. Good people. I mean, good people only follow the law and stay in line because they know if they don't, they're fucked. But if they have the power and the money to get away with it, a lot of people would try.

I feel like that's why a lot of people just settle in a long-term relationship, also known as a marriage, because they know if they don't, they're gonna die alone and they can't get anything better. It's not like they're Leonardo DiCaprio. They do the whole, "Oh, I care about her as a person. I never cheat." Yeah, because if you did and you got caught, you'd be busted and you'd be dumped and you won't be able to find anyone else because you look weird and you're fat and old. Gosh, someone shut up. God, shut up, fucking stomach.

There's only two types of relationships that are long term. There's the type where the guy can't get any better and he knows it, so he's settled. And then there's a type where the guy is like a good looking guy and he's successful and he got the goal of his dreams, so why would he lose that over something inferior? Those are the only two. Most men fall into the number one version until they can upgrade. I mean, why do you think people who win the lottery end up divorcing their wives? Like if you're some fat, old, middle-aged bold man who's a bin man who just won $50 billion, would you really stay with your wife who's that fat and old as well?

If I was a millionaire, would I still date Mila? I know. As long as she didn't become annoying. As soon as she became annoying, I'd ditch her. If Mr. Myomo comes, I'll show you the collar that's on him now. If I'm not letting him in, I'm not doing anything wrong. He says I can't film him if he's in front of my door. I'd only stay with her if she agreed to get those tattoos and laser removed. I'll pay for it. She'll get a tattoo of my name on her butt instead. Property of Daniel. Branded Daniel's girl.

Oh, why is my... I've got egg on my shirt again. Stupid shirt. What was the date like? I didn't feel attracted. I felt incredibly bored. No chemistry. Beer gets very triggered if you insult Japan. She got mad at me before because I was whinging about Japan. You know, it's awful when you, you're stuck with someone, there's no chemistry, you'd rather just be alone. Whenever girls say they're into gaming, they always say the same games. Can you guess? The Sims, Star Dew Valley and Minecraft. Every single girl who likes gaming says the same games. That's so funny, like the viewers keep whining at me because I'm banning viewers, but then I give you mod power and then you start getting angry and then you start getting the urge to ban people. Yeah, now you know what it's like.

Now you know how I feel. Why is Milky a story three so rubbish though? He wants to run around in a stupid jungle the whole game. Milky story once cool with the facility and Milky Sod two was cool as well. I was watching Connor play it and he was just walking around in caves half the time, picking up snakes. Rain ends at one o'clock and then Kit Hill and Tesco. Can't hear my stomach. <laugh> What if I just make everyone a mud? Everyone's a mud. Wait, can muds ban a mud? Wallabo white-knighted moon, that was his fault. Oh, I'm sorry, her fault.

I don't know if I can feel bothered to go outside, but I don't have any food. I saw an S25 Ultra. I went to the CEX shop in Plymouth. That S25 Ultra for 780 pounds. It's pretty good. I walked around the marketplace. It had Thai restaurants and Japanese restaurants, Korean stuff. That was nice. I mean, walking around by myself, just exploring Plymouth was way more fun than the whole date. I walked all around, I looked at the Asia supermarket, and I talked to some people in the Asia supermarket. They asked me if I worked there. The Oriental Supermarket. They never have anything interesting there. It's always just loads of jars of bean paste and instant rum and, and then all these vegetables, like chili and big leaks. And then they got a bunch of frozen stuff like fish bowls, rolled up bits of frozen pork.

And there were so many spices and sauces, all of which I don't care about.

I talked to this couple in the supermarket because they asked me if I worked there. <laugh> If you're Asian, I guess they just think you work here. No, they've got a couple Chinese supermarkets in Plymouth. I have to look. And then I went to the CEX shop. They had a ring doorbell for 60 pounds. The big wide one, not the slim one. I know, I see all these people in relationships and I think, God, if I was you, I would not wanna be in a relationship with that woman, but you're probably tied together and stuck here and you probably can't do any better. But I'd rather be alone, to be honest.

Right now you don't have freedom because you're gonna have to break up if you wanna randomly do stuff unless she comes with you. But then that'd be like dragging a ball and chain everywhere you go. Maybe being single really is the best. And the thing I hated about being with Fast was I couldn't just get up and go when I wanted to. You end up getting stuck in a place where you don't really wanna be for too long. And then you get a house and kids and pets and then you're fucked. What are you gonna do, just leave in the middle of the night? The guilt would eat you up inside unless you're a complete psycho.

Sometimes I get, I get those feelings of guilt and I try and bury it deep inside. Otherwise it destroys it. You gotta enable psycho mode sometimes. Sometimes for your own survival, you gotta do some, you gotta make tough decisions, like a mother lion has to ditch her sick cub and refuse to feed it because it's not pulling its weight and it's just a drain on your own resources and it's defective. It's cruel but logical. Yeah, I like nature and evolution because it's pure logic with no emotional, no emotions attached. 'Cause in the harshness of the wild world where it's dog eat dog, emotions have no place.

Survival of the fittest. Emotions just drag you down. Although having an emotional purpose is kind of nice. Like some, like a memory you honor and it's holy to you. You keep that holy memory, it's sacred to you and then everything else is just meaningless. Like I go on all these dates and I think, "God, they just look so much worse than Mila." Uh, maybe I'll meet other women in the future, but in my heart it's always like Mila number one. Like I make a mental, what's that word called? Shrine, like a mental shrine in my mind.

Yeah, maybe she looks bad now, but the memory I have is when she was 26. I mean, in 30 years, she's gonna be 60. She's gonna look awful. I'm not enshrining that. I'm enshrining 26-year-old person that I dated. I dated Peak Mila. It's sad to think that I only got a lot of these girls because of my YouTube success, and I can't recreate my YouTube success anymore. Just like the British Empire, I can't recreate the British Empire. Yeah, I'd love to recreate it, but I just don't have the ability to. Just like the British Empire, British don't have the ability to invade a country and colonize it without hardly any resistance.

I can't make a video and get more than 5K views anymore, no matter how hard I try. The only thing about egg is it dries and it becomes very hard to cut off. You know what the funny thing is about people is they get mad over my opinions about them. Like maybe they'll have harsh opinions about people and that's fair, I guess, to say. But then they also have harsh opinions about me. It's just they don't say it in public. They keep it to themselves or they only tell their partner about what they really think. I mean, the hypocrisy is they're mad at me because I've got harsh opinions. And they, they also got harsh opinions about me.

It's just they're too chicken shit to air it in public. They're like, "Oh, you should not bring nice things about me." Yeah, but you're probably thinking not very nice things about me too. You're just not saying it out loud. Bunch of liars and hypocrites. Might go Kit Hill. Gotta go to Tesco, so I might as well have a walk whilst I'm there as well. It's a good thing Kit Hill's right next to Tesco. What are these? Chuck these out. Do, do, do, do, do, do. Bin's gonna be stinking. Stupid bin men only come once every two weeks.

Well, there's no other place that's near Tesco. There's a Tesco in Tavistock, but there's nothing around Tavistock to walk around. I'm not walking into town again. And there's a Tesco in Launceton, but there's nothing around Launceton either. There's a Morrison's and a Liddle. No, there's a waitress in a little near Bog Hill, but I don't want to go to Bog Hill again. I went there last week. And it costs five pounds for parking, and I don't really wanna walk up Bog Hill. That's a big track. So if you wanna go for a walk and go shopping, Kit Hill is the best.

The real estate Asian person's funny because she, she mutters to herself. Like she, she verbalizes her thinking and I could hear it on the camera. She's like, "Oh, what in the bloody hell is this?" I could hear her sighing and stuff. <laugh> What's wrong with that? I understand what, what's wrong with the house? What's the problem? Well, that. Why can't I put the rubbish in the house? It's just some plastic. I really don't see what the problem is. Was it the kitchen maybe? What's wrong with the kitchen? I really don't know what she's moaning about.

Guess I'll find out soon. Probably send the report off to the landlord. What do you think she would've looked under the bed? There's no way. Yeah, well, it's kind of an invasion of privacy, isn't it? Having someone come in your house, snoop around. What'd you expect? Humans have sexual urges. But loads of women have sex toys with themselves, I mean, of their own. Nothing weird about it. I'm a young, sexual man without a girlfriend. We never had someone come inspect our condo in Thailand. Lived there for nearly two years. I don't really see anything wrong with the house and look fine.

Bin men still haven't come and it's midday already. Let's hope I don't go out now and the bin men are blocking the road. I've got a toilet. Can't run a business from home. What? So many people work from home. How can they say that's the problem? Yeah, I've got one more day lined up for the weekend. Hopefully she's more attractive. If they're not attractive, I just, uh, I can't be bothered to put an effort. At least the thing we have planned isn't just sitting in a cafe. So i- if I'm not attractive, at least the place we're going to should be fun to look at. Hopefully she can walk more than 10 minutes without complaining that she's tired. I hate girls who can't walk. What's wrong with women? Like they can't walk more than 20 minutes without having to sit down.

We couldn't even finish walking around the museum yesterday and she had to sit down. She had to sit down like twice in the museum and then she said, "Oh, sorry, can we go to a cafe? I can't walk anymore." We've only been walking for like half an hour. Jesus Christ. And women need to sit down every 10 fucking minutes. I need like a hiking tracker girl. I don't like just sitting down doing nothing. I like moving about, seeing things. I guess no one can join me on my 15,000 step trackathons. I need a fit, healthy woman.

Must be able to walk 20,000 steps with me. And people say I'm unhealthy and unfit. This woman can't even walk 10 minutes. Pathetic. I'm not sure if I need to poo. I feel like maybe, but I need, I need to have a spasm to trigger it. Definitely something up there. But I already did one in the morning. Oh, I played Marikart for six hours straight when I came home yesterday. It was so fun. I came first a couple times. Okay, I think it's coming out. I took a S-H-O-T. Oh, shit. I got a don't I? Why do you want to go back to Thailand? An hour ago. Why do you go there?

Thanks, Nicholas. Didn't notice. Um, because it's cheaper. Weather's better. I can get dates easier. Bangkok is way nicer than any city in the UK. Don't need a car. If I was gonna move from here, why would I move to another UK house? If I had to choose between moving to another UK house in Thailand, easily choose Thailand. Hmm. I mean, my main, my main complaint about living here now is that I don't have a lot of privacy. I don't like people that are near to me physically knowing what I do. It's, um, I like to be anonymous offline, but online, I, I'm very open. But in real life, I'm kind of private. I don't like people knowing what I'm up to. It's not a nice feeling. You're broadcasting it. Yeah, but I didn't ask them to watch it, did I? I won't, I wouldn't I don't want people to know what I'm doing.

I want to be anonymous, just like you're online. I want to be anonymous in real life so I can do what I want to do and speak freely.

But now everyone knows what I do and like who I am, which is kind of annoying. So I just don't really feel very mentally comfortable here. I don't care if people online know about me, but if people in my near vicinity know about me and what I'm doing, I don't like it. I don't like it when things I do on my stream affects me in real life. I want to not be affect - I don't want consequences in real life is basically what I'm saying. But when your whole neighborhood knows what you're up to and you got stupid fucking pizzas snitching on you and then you got a neighbor snitching on me, the whole thing's just a mess and I need to wipe it all clean and start fresh.

Which means I can't dox my next place. So if I go to Thailand, I can't show the condo or cooking or anything, just be a white wall. So if that's boring, then it's not my fault. Maybe if you guys help me take down the subreddit, but you don't, do you? So if it's boring, then you know who to blame. It's just stupid retail haters and trolls. They're the ones shutting down, um, shutting me down basically. It's not giving me much of a choice. Well, I mean, in Thailand I wasn't walking around outside of the condo and walking up and down the corridor streaming. I stayed in my condo in the corner of the room. So you didn't really have... I mean, you did have neighbors, people living next to you, but you'd never see them.

What do you mean I do it to myself? Well, you're saying I sent letters to neighbors and I told them stuff. I didn't do anything. I'm just sitting in my house minding my own business. I didn't do anything. The haters are doing it. I don't know how you're blaming me for it. Yeah, it leads back to me. If I wasn't here, this wouldn't be happening, but then you could say the same about anything. Say, "Oh, this is all my mom's fault because she brought me into the world." You're just twisting it now to make it sound like it's all my fault.

I've kept myself to myself. What happened on the date? It was really boring. I just went to the museum in a cafe and I felt zero attraction. I just think it would be very hard to do what I do without doxing the whole place. Technically, it's my fault that I doxxed the place by walking around like this. But how am I gonna do what I do without doxxing myself? Like how do I get in my car and then drive off? I have to... It's such a headache. I wouldn't be able to show anything. I just have to point at the corner and be like, "Okay, I'm going Tesco now. Black screen." Or I just point the camera at the floor in the car. It would just be such a pain in the butt.

Make it a wholesome channel. I think it is a wholesome channel. I cook cupcakes and then I played with the cat and then I go for a walk and I go shopping Tesco. I think my channel's pretty wholesome, but the DJ trolls are trying to drag it back down into the toilet. I don't do unhol - I just cook in my kitchen and then I go shopping and then I sit on my bean bag. Uh, I do weightlifting. I think I have made it pretty wholesome. Yeah, chuff weasel. The reason why I got it, you won't ever understand because I can't say, but one day you'll know and then you'll be saying, "Sorry, Daniel, I didn't know." July 2026.

It was when I couldn't reveal it. If you knew what I knew, you wouldn't be saying the things you're saying. You don't know the whole picture, so I'd give you the benefit of the doubt. But until July 2026, no comment. You guys have no idea. Switching to outside setup. Smooth and flawless transition. Hmm. Oh, that's right. Mm. I though I ran out of data. Huh. Mm. Mm. Oh, I'm so fed up going on dates. Yesterday was horrible. When you're with someone that you just don't really... It feels like there's nothing in the world that would be any fun that we could possibly do together, unless it's like a massive lesbian orgy with our friends.

Yeah, she told me she also had a lesbian orgy when she was in uni. I said, "Is that something that happens a lot?" 'Cause my ex, Mila, also had lesbian orgy when they were high. The girls just, like, suddenly have an orgy and start getting naked and eat each other out all the time. But she said she was all, um, drunk and stuff with her friends at uni, and they all just had an orgy. She said she had a threesome. I said, "What with two guys?" She said, "No, with girls." "So three girls, including you? "She said," Yeah.

"Two guy... I said," Well, how come guys don't do that? "Imagine, like, a bunch of bros just hanging out and they say," Hey, bro, you wanna bum me? "They just, like, bum fucking each other. Why don't it seem like girls, even though they're not nuts or anything, they just get naked and start licking each other? Nina said she did that, too, at some, like, house party with girls. She kissed the girl. I don't know. I didn't actually ask for details. Maybe they just made out. But she said an orgy. I don't think making out counts as an orgy. If all they did was make out, she would just say," We just made out. "An orgy is, like, they get naked and start scissoring and stuff.

Uh, okay, where's my wallet? Getting anxiety going out now. Wallet. Now I get anxiety now. Stepping outside my front door. Mm-hmm. No, I'm not putting the feed on the stream. I get in trouble. I'm not signing. The voice of sound, I think it's just a drain from outside the house. Yeah, I don't even need. I just felt sick all morning. Locked and loaded testing. But they're not minty, they're fruity. Yeah, I need a walk, detox my mind and then test her. Every time I drive and then come here, I don't want to leave anymore. Can't beat Kit Hill, really.

So much nicer than Plymouth. Yeah, I saw the noodle tattoo. She didn't let me lick it. She showed me her other tattoos. She's got loads. She got them on her thighs too, like. She said she wants more space left. She said that's the point. Another Mila. Mila was like, "I'm not done yet." I though, "Oh my God, you're still getting more. I though you were done with this tattoo stuff." I don't understand people getting addicted to tattoos. They just wanna fill their whole body up with endless tattoos of nothingness. Random pictures of things they like. I like my car, I'm not gonna get it tattooed on my arm. It's stupid. That's the point.

Get a picture of Mila tattooed on my butt. I don't understand why people wanna tattoo pictures of things they like on their body. Oh, I can't just like things without having it on your body. I don't understand people who are into tattoos. Didn't Teacher Sam get HIV from a tattoo needle? I would never. Yeah, she said her ex. Oh yeah. Remember I said she, um, said she recently moved back in the parents and I guess it was because of an ex breakup. I asked her why she moved in back with her parents. She said she broke up with her ex <laugh> and moved out. She said her ex was this tattoo artist. I though, of course it was.

I said, "Why did you break up?" She didn't wanna talk about it. She asked me why I can't talk about that. Not very nice weather, a bit windy. Although it says it's gonna clear up about one o'clock, which is now. Drive, drive here's nice, parking that one little bit through Gunnish Lake with stupid speed cameras. Uh, windy. Today sucks. Hmm. I've never been caught by a speed camera yet. Came close one time though. I think they have a tolerance of five miles over the limit. So you can do 35 or you can do 34 and it won't trigger.

Uh, cold. I hope I brought my long sleeve. Doing three to four less than it shows. Really? Maybe I'll get a speedometer app to see how fast I'm really going. That would be quite sneaky. These are good. Fruit adventure. What should I get for dinner? I've had a fine for dangerous maneuver in front of a police car and then car park overstay fine and also I enter the bus lane fine. Never got a speeding fine though. The bus lane is so annoying. I was in the bus lane for like one second and they got me on the camera. 30 pound fine. And then overstay at the car park when I was charging it. 100 pound fine. Insane. Has two, two hour free parking. I was there for like two hours and 10 minutes.

So I couldn't get the car charger. I couldn't get the charging machine to work properly. I though it was charging. I came back to the car, I didn't charge anything. They put like a little terminal, bus terminal, like a little roundabout thing in front of the Tesco. I didn't notice all the signs. <laugh> They were loads of signs. Somehow I didn't notice them. They see stupid cameras everywhere. At the petrol station, we had this camera system that would make this alarm sound if a flagged license plate entered the fourth court. So if someone drove off without paying, you'd put their license plate. So if they come again, it triggers the alarm. But some people would just steal the petrol knowing that they would never come back again.

And the police don't really seem to do anything. Like I don't think they're gonna chase down the person who lives, or I mean the person's address where they live. Or maybe if they get sent a letter, who knows? It's like a court order thing. Can't believe how many times people would steal petrol. They'd just put the petrol and drive off. I kept saying, why don't you make them pay before they put the petrol? Prepayment. I think most places are like that now, but Texaco is kind of old school. Today's Thursday.m. Got a date on the weekend.

Gamer girl one. I got her WhatsApp, so even if I get banned, should have that in the bag. So depending on how well or how bad game a girl date goes, I'm either gonna be like, "Fuck this place, I'm gonna tie it," or I'm gonna be like, "I'm gonna stay, guys. I'm in love." And then you've got a Spanish girl who says she's in Spain until tomorrow. And then no more, really. Band on Tinder and Bumble. Got one app left, but it's not very good. I don't get any matches on it. I got that 40-year-old tire woman. I don't know if she wants a toyboy or not.

Whoa, my long is up 10 pounds. You see, I'm telling you. You just go long. You go long in the morning before market open. Yo, this time I'm not gonna take profit because yesterday, no, day before when I was at the beach, I took profit 42 pounds. If I just kept, kept it open, would've made 100 plus. There's some I'm not taking profit. The date is on secret day, you'll never know. Well, I didn't pay for five matches. What do you mean? No, she thinks I'm 34, so she's 40 plus. She probably lied about her age too. She felt like 42. I can be a toyboy because you can play with my willy and make her feel young again.

Make her revisit her days of youth when young guys are into her. What you mean? Dating apps are all three? You pay extra to get boosts. I don't pay anything. My chewing is echoing across the hill, louder than a horse. Tongue like a snake. Chew like a horse. Fuck, like a pig. Poo everywhere. The poo, the grass grows out of the poo and then the horses eat the grass. They're basically eating poo. And then we eat meat from cows and pigs and they eat the grass that grow out of the poo. So it all comes back to you're eating shit, no matter how you wanna frame it. The meat is grown out of eating the grass. The grass comes out of the poo.

It's fertilizer. The grass takes this, the poo stuff and turns it into grass and then the animals eat the grass and it becomes the meat and then we eat the meat and then we turn it back into poo. Cycle of life. It's the cycle of life. I've got no girls to bring here to fuck. I though Crypt was coming. Thought moon was coming. Really didn't get to nut my brains out this summer, did I? I felt so confident as well. I was gonna nut my brains out. I had moon, had crypt. All gone. All the Turkey Tum girls gone, not even a single fuck.

Useless. All time wasters, aren't they? Talk the talk, but they don't spread the cheeks. Whatever. That's why I just left Bobby on the bed uncovered. Massive erects dick. That would be embarrassing. But I put it under the covers. Wouldn't want to be indecent. Yeah, I will miss this if I go to Thailand. I miss driving, walking around nature. This is really hard to do in Thailand. You got maybe two parks. Benture Kitty is okay with the walkways, but it's quite crowded and you got Lumpini, which is quite open and wide. And you've got Jack to Jack, I guess. Got a couple parks. Otherwise, you gotta drive out of the city. Be over an hour drive, really.

Yeah, but you sacrifice this and then you gain unlimited women in a city full of shops and restaurants. That's the trade off, isn't it? Oh, you live in the countryside in Thailand, get caught. I don't have to have stuff like this in Thailand. Was pretty nice. I like. I think it's east of Bangkok. I didn't like Cantana Brewery, very brown and dry. Very, like, desert barren kind of landscape. And then I think it's more luscious towards the north Changmai. And then south you got all the beach stuff like Phuket and Pataya. I don't know. Every time I come out for a drive and come here, I feel like I change my mind.

I just don't like jungles. I like forests. I don't think ev - anyone ever said the jungle is so beautiful, so it's just like dangerous and hostile, full of scary things. Massive spiders, snakes. One or two hours from Bangkok. It's so far away.This place is only 20 minutes drive from my house. Imagine if I had to drive an hour or two to get here. Suck. It's funny, I feel so comfortable and talkative when I'm alone out here. Then I go on a date and I just, I don't know what to say. I completely close up. Well, first of all, I don't wanna say anything rude because I don't upset them. And then I don't wanna be too negative. I don't wanna start whining because people find that annoying unless you can make it funny.

Water the plants. So half of what I usually say, I can't say. And then I can't talk about any funny sorties mostly, unless I don't care anymore. When I don't care about the outcome of the date, I will start just saying stuff like, "Oh yeah, I was married in Japan. She cheated on me. We divorced. I had a sex doll." I'll just start being a bit more open if I don't care anymore. I just don't really know what to talk to people about, really. Share ideas, ask questions. Not really much I wanna talk to someone about.

I like to talk about myself, but I try not to do that on a date because I don't wanna seem like I just care about myself. 'Cause I find it annoying if I go off a date and a girl just talks about herself. It's boring. Well, maybe that's better than silence. But I like talking about my life plans. I like my life plan ideas and money stuff. I like talking about this stuff. Like what to do next in life, sell this, buy that, move here, move there. She said she was living with her parents and she's, she wants to move out. She wants to sort, get her life sorted out by next year. Next year? That's ages away. I asked her what she did for a living, what she does for work, and she didn't tell me. She just said, "Oh, my contract's nearly over soon, so I won't have anything to do." But she didn't actually say what she did.

I just went, "Oh, okay." I said I do delivery work. She didn't really say much.

So I actually don't know what she does. Oh, what? You're kidding? Ugh, the market tanked and my, my long just got stopped out. I lost 11 pounds. Damn it. It was up 10 pounds. Market tank. I thought it took profit. Hey, maybe I won't go long. Market is kind of tanking. Annoying if it rips, that's why I don't like having a stop loss. Mobo. Wow. No one here today. I missed out on $170 yesterday for not streaming. That was a costly date. 70 pounds for the clothing, so $100. Probably cost me nearly $300 for that day. Clothing and not streaming all day, plus parking and electricity. 15 pounds. The drink, 20 pounds altogether. I bought a smoothie, it costs six pounds. Oh, no, I didn't bring my water. It's in the car. Damn it.

Thirsty now. Uh, $170 missed income to spend four hours with this girl. She said she couldn't believe I'm over 30. I said, "How old do you think I look?" She said, 23. Are you joking? 23? Pretty good. Yeah, I definitely look younger than she does. Yeah, I don't like Plymouth. I think the town's around here nice, like Tavistock, Callington, but Plymouth next to... No thanks. Well, market is crashing. Claiming you still owe financing your car. Well, I don't. I paid it all off. Well, I kept the 10,000 pounds and I haven't paid off the car. <laugh> Lost it all on crypto.

No, it's not true. I paid it off. And actually, I did send a screenshot to my mom. Why are they saying I didn't? They seem to be very obsessed with my car recently. Like they're jealous. Jealous of my car. They probably drive shit cars, that's why. I bet half of them can't even drive because they're scared to leave their mom's basement. I bet half of them are terrified to drive and the other half have a shit car. They're like really honing in on my car thing right now. They'll never be able to drive a Peugeot. They're too broke.

I bet they can't even drive. Like a bunch of sissies pretty sitting on Reddit all day. They're just jealous. Yeah, it takes 24 hours just to charge from zero to 100, but it costs, it costs a fifth of what it would cost to charge, I mean to fuel up with petrol. And then if you really need to top it up quick, you can go to a supercharger. They're just jealous losers, trying to bring me down to their level because they're broke and sad. Well, if I save up for another few months, I might be able to get 10... I'm nearly at 7K for the end of this month. I'm currently about 5,008, I mean 4,800. So I get paid another two times by kick this month, I think, before the month's out and I might have 6,400 end of this month.

And then minus 900-ish, that's... Can I get to 10K end of September before I get kicked out? That's the race, really. The race is like... Can I save up enough money that I need before I get kicked out, before I have to initiate Operation Sea Lion or whatever it's called? If I can... I need to save up maybe another month or two, and then I can get the Tylee. Although if I use my credit card money... So listen here. Shush, listen. If I max out my credit card to pay for Tylee Visa at 7K, I'll be in 7,000 pounds of credit card debt, right? But if I'm paying off 3K a month, the total interest I pay on the credit card is only 500 pounds. So in the first month, I will pay maximum interest, 200 pounds something. And then the second month, I'll pay off half that 100 pounds because I would have paid off half the credit card in a month.

And then the third month, I already pay... I mean, the amount of interest I pay every month will go down by 50% because I'll be paying off thousands of pounds of credit card debt each month. So yeah, I'll max out the credit card and you think that's insane, but the maximum interest I'll pay on it for being in credit card debt would only be about 500 pounds because I'll be putting all my money back into the credit card after I've used it to get a Thail visa. So I only need three plus... I need 8K, really. I need 8K plus my credit card 7K to get it. And I've already got about 5K. So I only need another 3K and then I can use that plus credit card money. I get Thail Visa. I sell the car, I get 5K back, uh, or straight away pay off most credit card.

And then I just need to pay back another 2K, 25% interest, not that much on 2K. It's probably like 100 pounds a month. But I'll pay that off in two weeks.

HMRC, I don't know. I'll probably slow down on streaming so I don't need to make so much money and I'll just let my income drop below the required level. And then just, you know, stream once a week maybe. I'll stream once a week, I make 1,000 a month. And I'll just enjoy my peaceful life. All I have to do is stream twice a week and I would make 1,500 a month. Then I'll just bare, pay like the bare minimum, like need for taxes to HMRC because I won't be making tons of money. Or I focus on making tons of money, I don't know.

Maybe I'll focus on making tons of money just in case I need it. 'Cause I need to survive five years in Thailand, don't I? I'll be 41 by the time it's over. I should find a wife by then. I'll find a wife and then I'll get a marriage visa. Otherwise, I try and apply for the DTV visa. I need 11k, so I've already got 5K. I need... Actually, I do have enough. If I max out the credit card now, I've got 12K. But I don't really want to do that, to be honest. I'd rather just have the actual money.

So I get... I need another 7K, don't I? That'll take me two months to make. Then I'll have twe - I'll have 12K, it should be enough for the statement. If I sell the car, I'll have five, I have 10K, it's another 2K. We get a D2V visa, but then I've got to... I don't know. It's like more complicated than just paying 15K for the elite visa. Hmm. I need this streaming thing to last my whole life. I've got another 30 years. You guys better not die on me because I'm not getting any new viewers. You guys better be eating healthy and going to the gym and getting checkups.

Did he go on a date? Yeah, it was rubbish. Zero attraction. I had a look at her butt and it looked okay. Um, but I didn't like the rest of what I saw. She was not fat, which is nice. She just was not attractive to me. TB's banned because he's trying to get people to stop watching me. He comes into the chat and he goes, "Guys, you should all find something better to do with your touch. Shut up." Trying to make me lose money. To be honest, I didn't even feel like I could get hard. I had zero desire to fuck.

I was completely soft. I couldn't even picture it. I had look at her boobs, like her chest bit and I though, eh, I just feel nothing. Maybe I've gone full gay. Maybe I rode Bobby too much and it actually made me gay or something. Male sex torso turned me gay. I only get rock hard now if I've got something on my bum hole. Time for the real thing. Yeah, maybe I prefer white girls, who knows? Maybe I'm just not into dark skin girls. It's not really the color of the skin, it's more the face anatomy that I'm not a fan of.

The facial type I like is more often found in white and Asian girls. Magnesium salts of fatty acids. Fructose. Does it have that crushed parasite food dye thing? Carne Uber wax. Well, there's no one here at all today. Not even anyone walking dogs. What should I make for dinner? Don't understand what you did to make these haters so mad at you. Yeah, it's weird. Because I'm arrogant or I brag. So what? So this proves they're jealous. 'Cause I haven't really done any one singular thing that's really bad. Like I didn't do a crypto scam, I didn't do any grooming, I haven't done any of these things that these big YouTubers get canceled for. I've just done like a bunch of tiny little things that are not very nice, like stole parcels at the guest house like 15 years ago. Rubbed my willy on dirty underwear.

They're all very tiny little things that doesn't really make any sense to hate people. I think they're just jealous. You cheated. Imagine hating on someone because you cheated. <laugh> Hasn't Leonardo DiCaprio recently admitted that he's cheated on every girlfriend he's had? Imagine being like, "I hate Leonardo DiCaprio, he cheated." On some woman I don't even know. Imagine hating someone this much just because they cheated a few times. They're just jealous because they don't have the ability to cheat. Number one, they can't even get girlfriend. Number two, they wouldn't even have anyone to cheat with even if they had a girlfriend. I had girls throwing themselves at me.

They all got mental issues. Now they're harassing my neighbors. So at least I don't do stuff they've done. It's gotten worse since you've been making big kick money. Yes, it proves my point that they're just jealous. Their biggest nightmare is I become a millionaire and get loads of girls. They would, they would be seething. Anytime I have some success, they seethe. Well, I didn't steal the cat. It just, it fell asleep on my bed at night and I thought I can't kick him out. I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna leave the door open in the middle of the night.

I had my door open because it's hot and he just came in. How's that my fault? Well, so I keep my door shut all the time. So then the cat didn't come in. Dating strategy is based on lying. Yeah, because I don't really have a choice. 'Cause if they look stuff up about me, they will get an, a very biased, unfair portrayal of me. So if, it's not my fault. I mean, it's not fair if people judge me poorly based off of hate comments and posts about me before they really get to know me and give me a fair shot. So to give myself a fair shot, yeah I have to lie, which is what most people do anyway. Most people don't tell everything about themselves, including the dark history, do they? You don't go on a date and they say, "Oh, um, I cheated and I had gonorrhea and I had an abortion and I was in jail." No, they keep it all secret, don't they?

Everyone's got skeletons in the closet. They don't take them all out on the first date. Maybe later when the relationship's more stable, they'll be like, "So this thing happened a year ago." Everyone wants to present their best image on the first few dates in the initial stage of the relationship. It's just not fair for me because all my skeletons are posted online.

Yeah, I guess it was my fault because I, I made videos about it. But I can't change that now. Well, oh my God. Oh. Yeah, well skeletons make for good stories and I was desperate for content, so I built my channel off of my weird stories and it comes back to bite me, I guess. But that's my edge, isn't it? That I reveal this stuff that no one else would. Otherwise I don't really have an edge. I'm a pretty boring guy that doesn't really do much. I don't have any special skills. I'm not insanely attractive, so I had to use what I had. And making self-humiliating, embarrassing stories about myself was the only way I could get any attention.

So now I have to try and keep it a secret whilst I scout out new girlfriends. It's just the game, I guess. Don't play, don't blame the player. The market is tanking. I'm gonna go long at some point. It's gonna rip, isn't it? Yeah, I bought a little cat tree. What's wrong with that? Designed for cats, healthy. Healthy little stack. You should see the collar on it now. I saw him, uh, yesterday after I came back from the date, but I didn't let him in. But he was meowing at me from the door. "Let me in, let me in. "He had this massive collar, like big circular disc on it too, which I can only assume is a GPS tracking device. Or maybe it's a camera. I don't think it's a camera, but if it was a camera, I though it was Jesus Christ. What if I had my dick out?

What if I was naked in the conservatory? I better not start putting cameras on the cat, on the cat. I had to walk out because he kept staring at me. I went out of the conservatory and he walked away. So now they've got a GPS tracker on it. If it does come in my house, they'll know it's in my house. I don't know how accurate the GPS pinpoint thing is. But yeah, I can't let it in the house now because if I do, they'll know. Alarm when it steps in your house. Yeah, but it comes right up to the door. I'm not letting it in. It's just right at the door, pressing its face up against the glass.

I've made the whole house into a farrow cage. Insane news with Ice. What happened? I heard that Zena girl got banned off Kick. What did she do? Apparently she assaulted someone and went to jail. These stupid idiots are really losing their KCIP and Kick channels because they can't stop assaulting each other. Like Baby Hayes, didn't he assault someone and then he got knocked out for revenge? And then he, didn't he lose his KCIP? And then Xena's also pretty aggressive. What about Burger Planet? He's punched a few people in the face. How come he doesn't lose his channel? How can these people just not assault each other on camera? I don't get it.

If he broke up with Kim, she cheated. Damn, that sucks. So that's like eight years of his life wasted focusing on Kim thinking she was gonna be the future mother of his children. Feel a bit sad for him. Yeah, I feel sorry for Ice because he can't really do anything else apart from streaming. What's he gonna do? Like go get a normal job and make shit money when he could be making millions doing live streams? Why would he do that? So he's gotta find a girl. He's okay with his crazy life. Haven't they broken up and gone back together loads of times, Lee?

Ice has said loads of times he wants kids, that he wants a family. He keeps saying by 35 he wants to have a family. I don't know, maybe Kim just lost interest because Ice is not really mega famous anymore. Used to be top of his game on Twitch. That's when she's liked him, wasn't it? And okay, he's making good money still, but he's not really like a big star. Maybe she lost interest. But hung around because maybe she felt guilty or because he's rich. Who knows? Very sad situation. Tragic. What does my future look like? Don't really know.

I don't know. Find a nice normal girl would be nice. Someone like Faster, but a bit younger and more attractive. Big boobs. Although it is expensive having a girlfriend, mainly because I have to not stream. Yesterday cost me $180. Yesterday it cost me nearly $200 because I didn't stream. And then parking and food, I didn't buy food, but I bought a smoothie. Thankfully the museum was free. Funny thing is, um, if I had Kik last year when I was in Thailand, I could have left, lived a pretty comfy life with only streaming a couple hours during the day, not all day. I still would have made thousands of dollars, probably 3K, three to 4k. I wouldn't make crazy numbers like six or 70K, but maybe I could make 3K, which would be amazing in Thailand.

And then I could have lived normal life. The annoying thing is, even though the channel's dead, it can temporarily resurge, like with the turkey comm thing. And then like a new wave of girls comes, disrupts my life. I was kind of hoping the channel just stayed dead so I didn't have temptations. But sometimes it does surge, like resurge, for a very short amount of time. And when it resurges, a new wave of girls come into my DMs, just when you think it's all dead and over. Yeah, these fan girls back in your life ruining your life.

I think I did capitalize on the Turkey Tum thing. I streamed three days straight. Whilst the whole thing happened, I made $500 and I made a video about him, which made nearly $100. But I couldn't make videos for a couple weeks for obvious reasons. I didn't really have anything else to say though. Apart from my reaction to him, what else could I have done? The problem is I bored them all the way with my... I didn't change my content. I didn't just suddenly pat my bags and go to Japan, do something crazy whilst I had their attention. Whilst I had the attention, I bored them off, which I guess you could say was a mistake. I could have done something crazy whilst I had their attention, like, just pat my bags and flown off.

But I don't really want to make major life decisions based off of temporary viewers. I make major life decisions when I'm either forced to, or there's just so many pros to making that decision, or I want to do the thing, but I won't do it because I think it'll get views because I, I've realized at this point nothing get any fucking views. Nothing gets any views. There's no point doing stuff because you think it gets views because it just won't. It'll get a tiny bit more views maybe. Game plans when Kik dies. Well, that's why I wanna be in Thailand, because then my living expenses will be really cheap and have like savings and go back to YouTube. Go YouTube, Twitch and Kick. They can't all die.

The problem is my audience will die, figuratively and literally. And I don't know how to grow nowadays. Damn, this place is deserted today. Market is tanking. Well, if I had to choose between moving out and getting a new place in the UK, or going to Thailand and moving to Thailand, where it's not... You guys are getting it wrong. You think if I move to Thailand, it's only Thailand. Japan is right next door. Vietnam is next door. South Korea is right next door. I could travel to these different countries much easier. It's not only Thailand. It's not like I'm gonna go there and never leave. Obviously, I'll do little trips to Japan and stuff.

I don't know why you think it's just, like, only gonna be Thailand for five years if I go there. It'll be way easier to find... I mean, it'd be way easier to do a tiny trip here and there. I don't wanna fly 12 hours to Japan for two weeks and come back. That's just stupid. Japan's, like, five hours away by flight. Costs 100 pounds or 200 pounds. Also, um, if I get a DTV visa, I've gotta go to immigration every 90 days. When I go to immigration, it takes up the whole day. I wouldn't be able to stream. I've been to immigration before. I know how long it takes. You can get there early in the morning and queue up.

You won't even be halfway through the queue by the time it's lunchtime, and then they close for lunch, and then you've got to go away, and then come back in an hour, and then you queue up again, and by the time they've called your name, it's like one or two o'clock or three o'clock, and then it can take until five o'clock sometimes. I spent nearly all day at immigration when I could be streaming. So going to... Spending all day immigration costs me hundreds of dollars, and you gotta do that every 90 days. And there's 90 days four times in a year. So that's 400 times five. I'd be missing out on $2,000 from all the time I spent at immigration.

No, I'm not streaming immigration. I'm very strict about that. With Thail, they do it for you. You just drop off your documents at their office, and then they, they spend all day at immigration for you. Or they have, like, a fast track service, so you don't have to do any waiting there. They do it all for you. That's why it's an elite service, because you don't... You spend the money for the convenience. You're not expected to waste any time or queue up. You even get fast tracked at the airport. You can go into the VIP fast track queue at the airport as well.

So the point of spending all the money is so that you have the time and the convenience to do other things that you do to make money instead of wasting it standing around, because I'm a very... My time is very valuable nowadays. Amazing. $13 an hour. So actually, you save money because time is money, isn't it? And you get a free taxi from the airport, and you get some kind of discounts and vouchers and stuff for massage or something like that. I researched the company and they're very legitimate. They're one of the top Thai elite websites.

Pretty sure it's not a scam. But it's a bit risky, I guess, not knowing what's gonna happen over five years. 'Cause what happens if my income dries up and I'm stuck overseas without online income? I would have to come home, wouldn't I? And then I would have wasted 15K on a visa that I'm not even using. Let's say I spend 15K and I'm there for a year, and then my online income dries up, and then I leave four years earlier because I have to come back to the UK and get a job. That would really suck.

I mean, it's a bit scary. But who knows what happens in five years? Maybe I hit some big money or my investments pay off. Now I'm stuck up there. I'm stuck up here because there's people there. On the way back down off this thing is towards them. If I sit down... Well, it's a 15K long-term investment, isn't it? To set myself up in Thailand and live cheaply. I mean, yeah, it is a risk that I fall for temptations like a 5,000 buck prostitute. Mm-mm. But I think if I get a sex toy, I'm pretty good at it because I haven't really been tempted to get a prostitute here, and it's been how long since I've had sex? Probably four months, and I don't really feel the urge. I just do it with Bobby.

I need to get some kind of sex toy in Thailand as well. Do I even have 15K? I got 5K, and then if you sell the car, it's 5K more. And then I've got 7K on my credit card. I ha - I will have probably, hopefully, 6. 5K end of this month. And then maybe 10K or 9K September. End of September, 9K? Oh, this goes to stack as much money as I can. Uh, it's a race against time, really, to accumulate the money before I get kicked out. Also, I've got a date on the weekend, so if we fall in love, then maybe all plans for Thailand are off.

Guess I have to see if this girl's attractive. The pictures look okay. The problem is people look okay from the front, and then they got, like, a weird side profile. Obviously, they're not gonna show the side profile if it looks weird in pictures. No one's gonna show the ugly side, are they? But they can't hide it in real life. So as long as she doesn't look weird or too chunky, I don't know. As long as she doesn't have, like, a frog neck or hunchback, and she can walk more than 10 minutes without complaining. Gamer girl one either becomes new girlfriend or is over. Got a Spanish girl, but I don't know. She doesn't reply.

Maybe I go to Bud tomorrow, charge off of the supercharger. There's Tesla's just superchargers on the way to Bud. The problem is, hmm, I don't wanna leave the car charging overnight, and there's not enough time in the day to fully charge it. If I get home today about 4:00, I could charge it for six hours. That would top up about 20%. I could do that. I just don't really wanna leave the window open overnight, and also, I don't wanna leave the plug plugged in overnight in case something goes wrong. No, there's no outdoor outlets. Run it under a door. The door won't close. There's no gap under the door.

A window or a door has to be open to get the wire through. Well, if I sell the car, a lot more opportunities become open. I don't have to do a Thai league visa. I just like the Thai League Visa because it's like you pay the money, you get the visa, you just go. Nothing's stopping you. Welcome to Thailand. Maybe I've enjoyed a Thai class, even though I don't need to. I could learn some Thai. Imagine if Japan had a five-year visa at just 15,000 pounds. It's so hard to get a visa in Japan unless you get married or you get a job, but then you need a bachelor's degree. Or if you're famous like Purebine, just buy your way in.

Self-employed visa. Oh, yeah. Thailand kind of brands itself and markets itself as... If you're a loser in your own country, you can come to Thailand and feel like a big shot. Uh, maybe you feel like your life's going nowhere and you're a nobody and you're broke. But in Thailand, you being broke in your own country is actually pretty good money in Thailand. It's like you feel like you're a broke, boring person of no status in your own country, but then you come to Thailand, you feel like you're this hot shot. Probably attracts a lot of narcissists like you, not me.

But when you're in Japan, you kind of feel like this loser, like this loser from his own country, can't get a girlfriend, obsessive Japanese girls. It's not a good look. Yeah, I felt privileged and high status in Thailand with my money. Faster literally burst into tears because I was bringing her to expensive restaurants every day, even though it was not expensive for me. It was just what I would consider normal. 20 pounds for a restaurant milk is normal. I didn't realize that's expensive. She started crying, started pushing me into the restaurant saying, "Go enjoy yourself. I'll wait outside." I had to drag her into the restaurant to come join I bought her a bowl of chips whilst I had the Wagyu special Japanese.

I gave her one bit of beef. The manager came over because she was crying. She was like, "What's wrong?" It was kind of funny. I allowed her singular chip and slice of wagyu. No, I did insist. I said, "I'll buy you something." But she kept saying, "No, no, no. I'll just have the cheapest thing." So she got a plate of sushi. It was like a plate of nagiri, just five pieces. So she got... I sai, "Are you sure? I get you a wagyu set." She was like, "No, it's your money." So she chose the cheapest thing on the menu, which was the five piece naguri. And then I gave her a couple slices of wagyu and let her try some of mine.

So she wasn't, you know, like, "You pay for everything." She was quite, um... Nice about the whole money thing. I don't really like Malaysia, to be honest. KL never really impressed me like Bangkok did. Also, I'm a minority in Malaysia. Chinese Malayse are not the majority, and I'm not Malay Malay. Probably more Indians in Malaysia than there are Chinese Malaysia. I remember getting mad. We went to this place once and I said, "I'll pay for the hotel if you pay for the food." And she said, "Okay." And I went, wanted to go to a Western restaurant, and then I though, I said, "I though you were paying." She was like, "No, because I chose expensive food." <laugh> Yeah, but I don't want to eat Thai food, so I felt so angry because I though she was gonna pay for the food. I ended up paying for my own food.

I just got some shitty pizza.

Yeah, I've been to Penang and Pension Island and this place starts with an R. I went there with Jahiro and my family. Yeah, I used to get so mad when there was no Western food and all they had was Thai restaurants. And all they have is the same food. Pad Thai, Padca Pal and Tomiyum with loads of crabs and shrimp covered in chili. That's all they have. Uh, nothing like a sandwich or burger. I just want burger and chips and a Coca-Cola. I get mad if I don't get food I want. I hate spicy food. I just wanna enjoy my food without being in pain. I really don't understand spice. It just hurts. It doesn't add any flavor, it just hurts. I don't wanna eat my food struggling. I wanna enjoy the food.

So if you go outside of Bangkok, it's hard. There's more and more Thai restaurants and less and less Western Japanese stuff. Uh, I just couldn't really get used to eating Thai food. I didn't really try, maybe. I'm not really a fan of that Tom Yum flavor. Even if you go to KFC and get plain chicken, they put the orange spicy sauce into it. Oh, she would take us to like a seafood restaurant by the water, and it looked quite nice and everything. It's by the river and it's got like a wooden decking. And then the menu comes out and it's just crab and lobster and massive shrimp with pad Thai and Tom Yum and chili. And all I can find is like a plate of chips maybe. I'd get so mad. I'd just be sitting there and she'd be eating alone and I'd be seething.

I'd have like a little tantrum and I'd salt like a child. I got so fed up with the food. I'd rather get the 7-Eleven microwave burger. Whenever we went to a shopping mall, I always, we always went to that Japanese restaurant called or some kind of like a steak place or a burger place. I hate seafood, like shellfish, crab, that kind of stuff. I hate it. It's so disgusting. It doesn't taste good and it looks horrendous, like mixed with a shell. They're basically just insects. They've got six legs and they got claws. There's massive shelled insects and you're eating this disgusting goo. It's gross.

Ugh. I hate it. Whenever we went out on a road trip on the way home, she'd go to like a crab shop, buy a bag of crab, and then for weeks there'd just be a bag of frozen crab in the freezer. No, Thailand doesn't have McDonald's and Burger King that much outside of Bangkok. It's hard to find. It's gotta be in a big city. If it's more remote, they won't have that stuff. It would just be Thai food. Well, we go to a cafe. She quite liked going to cafes, like a little indie coffee shop, and the food is always Thai food. The only Western food I have is some frozen chicken nuggets and chips that they reheat. I'd just get chicken nuggets and chips and get like a coffee.

Yeah, they have it along the big roads. I'm talking in the middle of nowhere, remote places. God's sake. Obviously they have it in the service stations along the big major roads. In the middle of nowhere, they don't have this stuff. A buggy ripping. Is it ripping? Maybe I go long. I'm going long. It's getting hot. I didn't put any protection on. And we couldn't go to a Western restaurant every time. Sometimes I had to not be selfish and say, "Okay, we can go to this Thai place." 'Cause she didn't wanna eat Western food all the time, she's Thai. So I had to let her eat Thai food sometimes.

And then I'd be stuck with my little chicken nuggets and chips. It was sad we didn't like the same food. Remind me of my mom and dad. My mom and dad never ate the same meals. My mom always made her own meal of like curry or Malaysian food, Chinese food. My dad would always have English roast, and they would never eat together. And my mom would eat with her hands, Malaysian style. My dad would think it's disgusting. My dad would use proper English, knife and fork, eat with your mouth shut. My mom was like eating with her fingers in the food and mouth open.

My dad would say, "Oh, disgusting. Can't you eat with your mouth shut? Can't you eat with knife and fork?" And my mom would say, "Why'd you eat a sandwich with your hands?" And she would say, "My dad eats like a rabbit." People can be very fussy about what they eat, especially if they grew up eating a certain type of food. I'm very fussy too, I guess. I don't like spice. I don't like shellfish. I don't like mussels and shrimp. I don't mind it sometimes. Like I'll have a prawn salad if the shrimp look nicely pr... If it's prepared nicely and it's not got the head and legs on it and the gut's hanging out. If it's a nicely prepared shrimp and it doesn't look like a shrimp and it's small, I don't like the big ones like tiger prawn.

I like my brown food, fried. Japanese food is a lot better. It's not spicy. It's not got a lot of seafood in it apart from sushi. But sushi's fine. I like sushi. I don't mind raw salmon and tuna. I don't like shrimp. Shrimp's weird looking. I'm up one pound on my lung. I need to make back that 11 pounds I lost. Come on, mark it. Rip it. Rip it. Why isn't fish considered seafood? Seafood is shellfish, mussels, scallops, oysters, shrimps, crustaceans. Fish is just fish. You just say it's fish. You wouldn't... I wouldn't say seafood. If I say I want seafood, you would think, oh, he wants crab and shellfish and oysters, not salmon.

No, I don't consider fish as seafood. Google seafood and look what comes up. Seafood. See, it's all just shrimp. Shrimp, lobster, crab, oysters, mussels. There's just like a load of butchered crab legs, shrimp, crab, hot, pot. See, just Google image. Search for seafood. It's all just shrimp and shellfish. It's hardly any fish. People don't say seafood when they're talking about fish. They just say fish. Disgusting. It just looks like you grabbed a load of insects and chopped them in a pot and boiled it and then put some orange sauce on it. It'd be like picking up a big rock and then you get all the disgusting things crawling under it and shake it off into a pot and then make a soup out of it.

I don't understand why people won't eat insects, but they're happy to eat crossations. So you would describe as Ariel, the little mermaid, as seafood, because she lives in the sea.That's stupid. Just because it's from the sea doesn't make it seafood. So if I swam in the sea and you ate me, am I seafood? No. Where's her pussy anyway? If she's got no legs to spread, where's the pussy? And where does she shit out of? Does she like pull the scales down or something? Or does she have like a little poohole like a fish does? I don't know how she's supposed to have babies. Maybe she lays eggs like fish do. Oh, one time Faster brought home fried fish and I though, oh, this looks pretty good. I started eating it and then there's like a big sack of eggs that had been fried with it and I spat it out.

I was like, "Oh, what's this?" I was like, "This tastes really fishy." They had the sack of eggs in the fish and they just fried the whole thing.

It was so disgusting. Oh, I'm up 12 pounds in my lung. I made back what I lost already. The market ripped, holy shit. I told you. Didn't I tell you? I'm up 12 pounds. I remember one time I was young, I ate a mussel and inside of the muscle was a tiny crab, like a tiny miniature baby crab inside of the muscle. It was disgusting and then I never ate it ever again. And then you hear scary things about people getting diarrhea and sick from eating mussels and scallops. No, I hate fish egg sushi. The the orange salmon eggs are disgusting. They're like fishy balls, you bite into it, it explodes with fish juice. Sea, like sea salty sea flavor, fishy water. It's disgusting. Pop in your mouth. It's like an orange, like the little individual sacks of orange juices, but fish flavor instead.

Horrible. I know me and Faster did a live stream on Kick once. I went to this rooftop of this skyscraper, had like a little garden. It was after the whole ice persiding kick thing happened. Didn't make any money. No one donated. Didn't have case IP. Complete waste of time. Hmm. It will be hard streaming in Thailand because I don't want to docks myself and also it's hard to find places where it's not too crowded. And also it's just so... L- listen to how quiet it is. What you can hear is the wind. Bangkok is so loud and hot.

I hate it streaming outside in Thailand. No, I don't think I'd rent a car. Huh? Is that the sea? There's no way you can see the sea from here. Really? I'm facing south. Oh, I think I'm facing Plymouth. Wait, that can't be Plymouth over there, you're joking. It'll be that way, wouldn't it? I don't know what that is. I can see the sea. I'm up 14 pounds. Market's ripping. People coming that way. Go back. I had such a nice time yesterday on my own. I came back home and made pot noodle. I put on Seadog VA's Mel Geer solid play through and I played Maro Kart fiveows. And some of the dialogue in Mel Gear Solid was really entertaining.

It's funny, you kill a bus, they start going on and on and on about their whole life story. They sure can talk a lot considering they're supposed to be dying, bleeding out, but they can still monologue their whole life story. It's like Omantis was funny. Can you feel my power? And then he makes you control the rumble. I like Sniper Wolf. She was hot. Liquid Snake, all his lions are so good. The voice actor was amazing. He sounds a bit like Stewie from Family Guy, but more sinister. Everything's just so dramatic. Yeah, Melgie Solid one seems to have the best story, I think, out of all of them.

Melgie sod two was still good. I don't know what happened for three. I'm watching the play through for three and it's just really boring so far. Even the Kodex thing doesn't look as good. I liked it when it was just two faces side by side. They changed the whole Kodex layout. Kodek, is it Kodek? The walkie-talkie thing. I don't like Raiden. Ryden. One character. I remember being so mad when you realize almost all of Melgis are two, you're not playing a snake. You don't play a stupid Ryden. Only at the beginning you play a snake. I want to play snake. I don't play stupid Ryden.

Why was the date bad? It's really boring. I didn't find her attractive. If you're not attracted, you're not attracted. She wasn't attractive. I would never wanna date her. Probably wouldn't even wanna ba- bang, to be honest. I think I would actually struggle trying to bang. I would have to put effort into getting hard. Yeah, I think... I just don't really have an Indian thing. With Japanese women, even if they were ugly, I still would wanna bang, because I had a fetish for Japanese women at the time. What? Pia really broke you. What do you mean? What me? How?

She smell good. She smelled like perfume. Couldn't really smell anything. This guy came up to us in the museum, someone who works there. He wanted to do a survey. He asked if it was okay if we did a survey, so we said okay. And then she was answering the questions, but she kept looking at me and then laughing, like this kind of fed up kind of laugh. She said the guy's breath was really bad. It wasn't that bad. The guy looked nervous, like he was kind of shaking. It was a bit annoying had to answer these stupid questions, like, "How did you find out about us?" If I was a guy, I'd just make it all up, pretend I've asked someone.

I would not like that job. I'm making for dinner. It's been a while since I had a steak. Steaks? My lungs up 16 pounds. Oh, I felt so depressed yesterday. Got banned on Bumble, terrible date. Not allowed to see Mr. Miami. Lost gamer girl too. Feeling the pressure of the neighborhood coming down on me. Maybe Thailand's the way out. Cheap rent. More interesting place. Easier access to women. Try not to dox myself. Be weird doing everything on my own though. No girlfriend to do everything for me. Gotta be careful, I don't get scammed. I'm up 18 pounds. Pay for my steak.

Well, I'm up 22 pounds. Market ripped. Easy money. Whenever it tanks, it rips. Just go long. Do I manscape? I pluck my eyebrows a little bit and I trim my armpit here. But I knew there wouldn't be any cereal, so I didn't trim my pubes. I just don't really see a point trimming your pubes unless you're gonna have sex. Unless it gets too long and then you might just cut it all off. Pre - pubes starts to look a bit gray now. It's going kind of light brownish with some of them just Kind of grayish. Have you seen Jack Sepsi guy? He's completely gray now. Isn't he only 35 or something? Must be a weird genetic thing. The guy's completely gray, like an old man.

He looks good though. It doesn't look bad. Silver fox, some might say. I'm up 25 pounds. I wonder if I take profit here. No, not yet. Day trading on Kit Hill. Her Indian girl kept saying she was really hot, making... She said something was making her feel really hot. I said, "Is it the weather?" And she said, "Maybe." She said, "Maybe it's you." Like she was flirting with me. I was like, "Yeah. Okay. Maybe she found me very attractive." Gray face, what do you mean? Wasn't there one girl, a viewer I met who said she was disappointed because I didn't look as Asian as she thought I was gonna look? Who was that? I remember they said something like I look more Western than they thought I was gonna look like. 'Cause I don't look super Asian compared to 100% Asian guy.

Shut this stupid fucking dog up. Stupid fucking bucks. A waste of energy. It feels very lonely and sad up here today. I don't know why. Usually it feels kind of jovial. Maybe it's the winds and the clouds. It's like an ominous feeling. You can only think I'm 100% Asian if you're Western and you're not used to seeing Asian guys. But to an Asian person who sees 100% Asian guys every day on the street, I would look kind of different to them. They can tell like if they look close to my face, they can tell things.

But some people like Thomako, they take it too far where they, they say they though, they think I look white. When Tomako said that, I though, "Oh my God, they look fucking blind." How do you think I'm white? With my whole life I'm a bully for looking Asian. Now you're saying I look white. Oh, when are you gonna shut the fucking dog up? Gamer girl two on her profile she had this text saying, "Stop Asian hate." And she wrote that she was learning Japanese. She would so be into Asian guys. I'm so annoyed I lost her. She definitely was into Asian guys.

Fucking Bumble banned me before I got her WhatsApp. She didn't give me her WhatsApp. I gave her my number. I don't know if she added it or not, or if she can still see my messages. I think if I'm banned, maybe my messages are still there because it would just say deleted user. My Indian girl deleted her account, but I could still see her messages. I asked her why did you delete the account? She said she met four or five guys and they were all weirdos, so she deleted it. Meeting Maypro made her think, "Oh, thank God I deleted it." Yeah, sometimes online dating can be so shit.

But sometimes you have no choice. People get desperate, don't they? There's no one at work that they like. They don't know anyone. They don't wanna go to clubs or bars. You don't really have much choice, do you? Uh, maybe if I go to bars and clubs in Asia where white people go, there'll be white girls there who like Asian guys. The doggies. This is my favorite spot to sit. I wonder if I get to Tesco from here without Satan. Should... I think I can actually. Yeah, I can. I've driven to Tesco before without Saturn. My little ledge.

Check my stocks. I'm up 19 pounds. Oh, 15 pounds now. Is it gonna tank? So windy. Wish I brought my drink with me. What do I do for fun? I sit on a hill and I do nothing. Yeah, it's pretty quiet today. This is fun. What more do you need? It's got nature and silence. I hate it when people say, "What do you do for fun?" 'Cause then I feel like I sound really boring. I just go up a hill and then I sit here. And then I drive my car in a blast CDM, and I go Tesco to get food, I go home, I make food and I have a beer.

Maybe I just... If I get kicked out, I go homeless and just drive my car and live up here. Charge at the supercharger. Where am I gonna shower? Get a gym membership, shower at the gym once a week. Trade my car for a camper van. I think Indian girl knows that we're never gonna meet again. I didn't te- text her afterwards. She probably knows I'm not interested. I wouldn't really wanna go into Plymouth again. Don't really like it. It had an Apple store, Next Primar, HMS, Waterspoon. I had a nice looking Korean barbecue restaurant that looked quite good.

I should've gone eaten there by myself. Remember I, I went to a Korean barbecue by myself. Where was it? I think Liverpool. And I made that little vlog, pretending I got stood up when actually there was no date in the first place. That sad music. Yeah, I was texting this Liverpool girl, but then I went to Liverpool and she never messed, she never met up with me. Don't like Chinese hot pop. Korean barbecue is nice. This is the only place I like. Bokhill's pretty good too sometimes. I wouldn't go back to the viaduct. It's, uh, too annoying getting up there and then when, when you're up there, there's nothing to do apart from that long cycling route.

Where else do we have? Didn't really like Bamsam Beach. I think Bude is better. Yeah, I wanna go back to Bude. I like Bud because you can walk along the beach and it's not just like a little patch of beach, like a long stretch of coastline, and the internet's good there. I like how you can either walk along the beach or walk along the cliff edge. I didn't like the beach at Bantham because it was like pockets of beaches full of people. Whereas Bude is stretched... I don't know if Bude would also be crowded now. The last time I went, it was not that crowded.

If the girl was attracted, you know, I don't care what the color of the skin is if the girl's attractive. I just didn't feel attracted. Sometimes I can't believe people are actually in their 20s when they look older than I do. I just think, I can't believe my ex-wife who's like mid - 40s looks better than you, and you're half her age. The whole age thing really doesn't matter. Unless they're good looking and they're young. But if they're good looking, they're old, it looks better than someone who's young who's not good looking. I though the pics were nice, but she didn't really look like that in real life. Now I don't remember what the pics look like because she deleted her account and I got banned.

Tess goes soon. What should I buy? Steaks? Mm. I didn't really like the tacos, to be honest. Too meaty and messy. I like the curry more. Maybe I'll make another curry. I got butter chicken last time, maybe get something else. Oh, I should have put the tacos in the food waste bin. Too late now. Chuck in the garden, maybe. Mm, what to make. Might get a prawn salad with the sushi as well for lunch. Kim cheated. Wow. What a bitch. Wonder if Kim's gonna file a restraining order on Ice so he doesn't talk shit about her.

Don't tell Ice that she cheated with me. That was our little secret. Just kidding. At least I can say I've never been cheated on. It is something I worry about. It wouldn't feel nice, would it? I try not to get too emotionally attached. Maybe the reason why girls think I don't care about them is because I'm consciously trying not to get too attached, so I don't get hurt too much if they cheat on me or dump me, because I know they're probably gonna dump me at some point. Maybe that's why, like I prevent myself from actually developing an attachment because I'm protecting myself and then they sense that, that's why they feel like I don't care about them.

Because I can't imagine it would feel pretty painful, wouldn't it? Uh, parents and dog owners shrug bossy, aren't they? Don't do this, don't do that. Come back. They must think I'm just randomly filming nothing. It's my job. Live streaming Kit Hill. The wind is really ruining it. Might go to Tesco now. Get back at half four-ish, maybe. It's just nonstop blowing with hardly any brakes. It's not noisy. 40% of everything people say is like an order or a command. Be the rush hour traffic. At least because it's school holidays, there's no school rush. School rush is horrible.

Kids are everywhere crossing the road. I'm up 22 pounds. I'm up 22 pounds. I spat on the ground. I put my leg in it. Yep. So many people. This is the same view you get when I'm on the sofa or the beanbag. Gotta be consistent. What didn't I like about Indian Girl? Just her face. That's what it is at the end of the day, isn't it? Whether you like their face or not. Time to move. Too many people. Ruining the Iowa. Someone popped a bottle of wine. It was like a cork thing and the foil.

I always get scared of losing my car keys. I put, I make sure I always feel it in my pocket and I zip it up. Otherwise I'm stuck here. One thing about the Tesla that's good is you can get an app to unlock the car. If I, imagine I actually lost my car keys. I'd have to walk home and then get the spare keys and then walk back or get a taxi. Imagine if it takes 25 minutes to drive here, it would take probably more than two hours to walk. Yeah, it would go Tesco. I got a message from that Thai girl. She said, "Did you forget me?" Whoops.

So sad. No, I didn't. Sorry, I got busy. Damn, she must be keen. For a girl to message you asking if you forgot them. I forgot how old she is now. I think she's like 35 or something. She's a teacher and she's like more ethnic type. She said, "Forgot me nah. So sad." Maybe I'll tell her I got the visa. Thailand definitely seems way easier. Like you just put minimum effort and just say you're from the UK and you got a house and everything. They'd be like, "Wow, you can afford to live in the UK." I want to get the car, the fucking wind's annoying.

Ah, I hate the wind. No, I miss my car though. You can always get another car, can't you? Maybe driving a petrol car isn't really that different. The citran aircraft is so ugly. Those rubber bits on the side. I guess it's good. Like if I had the rubber bits, I wouldn't have gotten this dent. The C4. Oh, what is that? Look at this guy's car. Bang bang. <laugh> No, that's crazy. Imagine if it was electric, you could easily electrify it, couldn't you? <laugh> I saw a car like that ages ago at co-op. Was it electric? Yeah, it sounded like it was whirring, but it didn't have the green thing on the license plate.

Could have stayed with my car. It's from putting all the parcels. The parcels were on the ground and then I put them on the seat. Got this dirt up here. It needs a good vacuum. I can't clean it because then I have to stand outside my house and the neighbors might attack me. And I don't have a vacuum cleaner powerful enough. I used to be so diligent cleaning my car at my mom's house. Got the Henry Hoover out. My vacuum is not really powerful enough. It would take ages. I don't wanna buy a vacuum cleaner if I'm thinking of leaving.

They had a car valet thingy at Drake Circus Shopping Center. I should've done that. Oh, I love my car. I don't wanna leave it. But then I like having sex as well. Imagine how many random Thai girlfriends I could get in five years. If I'm in Bangkok for five years, eventually I'm gonna start getting recognized by all my Thai women. That's the problem though. Like you mess around with too many women, you're gonna start getting recognized on the street. I mean, what if I accidentally bump into Indian girl in Plymouth? I'm up 28 pounds, but I'm up to 30 pounds. Market's ripping.

Yeah, that is the risk if you mess around with too many women. They start to recognize you outside and then they'll, I don't know, they might do something, like confront you and your new girl. That's why when the girl gets you and likes you, she's trying to lock you in, get you to move in with her so you can't sneak out at night. Is that a car? Mm-hmm. Oh, I didn't take the photos. I was gonna take photos of my car damage. So I got this dent here. Is that damage? That's kind of like damage.

Oh no. That's definitely damage. That's damage. That's damage. That's damage, isn't it? That's damage. <laugh> But I've hidden the damage with seller tape. That's damage. Damage. Do you think they want me to take the tape off so they can see what's under it? It's a mystery. Do you think that counts? Come on, that's barely anything. And then this bit. Ah, maybe I shouldn't have put the tape on it. Look, now there's glue stuck to the car. I can't get it off now. There's glue. It's really sticky as well. I don't know how to get that off. I need like alcohol based solution.

Apart from that, no damage. Oh, weird cheesy smell. I'm up 30 pounds, my lung. Yeah, I need to clean inside. It gets all dusty, but... Oh, such a pain cleaning cars, isn't it? All this gets muddy as well. So I use my foot to open the door. It's hard cleaning all this as well. There's too many grooves. And then you get dust under there. And on the steering wheel, uh. You kind of just give up after a while. Just like my garden. Pull out all the weeds, it'll just grow back again. You wipe the car, it all gets dusty again.

No, it's automatic. Electric. I'm up 32 pounds. Dogs are so weird. How are they just so excited over everything all the time? Oh my God, it's coming over here. Oh, shit, that's a fucking ugly dog. Why does it own that? Looks like a pig. Oh God. It looks like a pig. It sounds like one too. I don't think it knows I'm in here. I think those are its owners. Okay, I got a Tesla. What's whiskey? It looks like a little pig. Ugly dog. Little business. Yeah, I was hungry. Yeah, but also what you didn't see now was the site for my life to open this lollipop. It was like the tightest rock volleyball I've ever had in my life. I was horribly nearly 10 minutes. Oh, they do talk about a lot of rubbish on the radio, don't they? Oh, lollipop.

Tweaks on the road. What the hell happened here? Tweaks all over the road. They didn't clean up what they cut off. <sing>. What you insulting my music. I have the best music taste very discreet mode. Where's my key? Oh my God. Oh, he just hit the other person's car. That guy just hit his car. Holy shit. He just hit the person's car. Did you see that? He rubbed the corner of the other guy's car when he passed it. Look that guy there. The, this guy in the black car, the Jaguar. <foreign>. There is a corner in the back gate. Please attend.

You all. Market's tanking. Spent 71 pounds. Lost my 30 pound profit. Stupid fucking market. Q sound effect. Oh yeah,. If you want tickets after running a leads competition, well tough because you should have called 15 minutes earlier. Running versus leads is going to be head to head but who's gonna win? It's gonna be dramatic and we are gonna give our players a chance to get their hands on those tickets. After a bit of black people's got a bit of dozer cut on the way for you. Let's get ready guys. Do you think the radio is better than my music? Black Pink. Isn't that the Korean band?

Well, they play Korean music on the radio. Oh God, K-pop's so fucking shit. Hate K-pop. I don't know why people were saying that I didn't pay for the cars. I might add this to my playlist. Testing. I'm home. I don't know if I want to charge the car. Look at my Tesco shopping hall. So I've got milk. I might chuck out that port. Frozen chips. The ice has taken up a lot of space. I've got 70 pounds of shopping. I've got ice cream. Box. Box TV. I have one actually. No, no. Mm. Mm. Mm, no.

I got smoked salmon. Mm. Mm. Go there. I got ramen tom yum. See if I can learn to like tum yum. A rustler burger. I got a tea masala curry. I got another rustler. I've got knickknacks. I've got a miso ramen. Uh, where'd I put the tom yum? Oh. Oranges. Pineapple. I'm gonna have this for dinner. And I got two mangoes. They were so cheap, 80 pence. Beans. Green beans. Peppers. This is my lunch. Oh, a poke bowl. Why does it say on top of it? Got a chicken breast. Bacon. Not bake-off. Pork stir fry.

I got a dragon roll salmon and leaner beef for my curry. Wait, what should you put in tika masala? Chicken or beef? What else? Got one pot noodle, chop up my pot noodles. Greek yogurt with honey. 71 pounds list and my rump state. But dinner. Will it all fit? Oh, come on. Ah, fucking physics. Pepper. Oh, the peas. Oh, the peas are falling out again. Peas everywhere. Will it fit within the fridge? Yes. Hm. Huh. Ah, I didn't take my 30 pound profit. I got stopped out at break even. Could have had 30 pounds profit. Why didn't I take the fucking profit? When I take the profit, it keeps going up. When I don't take the profit, it tanks, and then I lose my profit. Why does it do that? It's probably going to rip now I've been stopped out.

I'm back in. Can't beat me. Stops me out. I get right back in. I think I'm falling for that oldest trick in the book. Get my 30 pound profit back. I've got my lunch. What the hell is the dragon roll? Crispy salmon dragon roll. Why is it crispy? Tesco already upping their sushi game, aren't they? Oh, they got crispy fried onion bits. What is that? Looks too thick to be soy sauce. It's weirdly thick. Better not get on the carpet. No, it's like weird thick soy sauce. Not runny. I don't really want the crispy onion bits.

I mean, how am I supposed to put it on there? It's gonna fall off. It's the black cat. I wonder if they put a GPS collar on him too. 'Cause I think the black cat belongs to the same people. Can't hear me. How many times has ice broken up with Kim anyway? I think they put a new collar on him too. <laugh> The neighbors freaked out. They put these massive collars with massive GPS trackers on their cats now. Jesus, calm down. Sushi one. Hm. Poker bowl. I kinda feel like now. Where's my kick money? Oh, I got it.

$1,200. <laugh> Pay into my bank. Kick streaming limited. Thank you and very much. 820 pounds. <laugh> Got my money. Bank accounts looking to wallow. No, there's no rent until three weeks until rent. By three weeks, I would've made another 3,000 pounds. So just add 2,000 pounds to what I have now. I've got like 6,500. Money's pretty nice. No, I've gotten full up. In two weeks, I should have 6,000 pounds. Easy. I wanna get to that magic 10,000. Wow, I can get a new Tesla Model three for 300 pounds a month lease. I'll save the sushi for tomorrow.

Uh, too much food. Yeah, I'm not worried about the tax man because if I had to worry about the tax man, that means I've made like $50,000. As long as I don't spend $50,000 on something, then I would still have the $50,000, wouldn't I? I don't know why they've put sticky soy sauce. Weird. I don't think I could spend $50,000 even if I wanted to. Mm. Mm. Mm. Uh, this fucking bitch. Oh, that's a force in. <laugh> Palm strike. Job done. Good old palm strike. Never fails. Uh. I hope weather's good tomorrow. I need to do laundry.

Can't leave my door open now. Neighbor's gonna think I'm stealing the cat again. They're tracking it with GPS. I can't even have peace in my own home. No, chicken feet didn't come back. Another sensitive, whiny cry, baby. Can't take a couple hours ban. And then stop saying the market shut when it's not shut. You shut. Kept disagreeing with everything I said. Really fucking annoying. I hate people who do that. Don't care. Keep this yourself. If you disagree, just keep it yourself because I didn't ask for your opinion, did I? It's fucking annoying. Do I recycle? Yeah, I do.

It's in the recycling stuff. Slippery. Got to work out. I didn't work out yesterday. I was too miserable after the horrible date. Yeah, I've got a date on the weekend. Gamer girl one. I lost gamer girl two. I got banned on Bumble. We had a date set up for Saturday and everything. She was cute as well. Stupid fucking Bumble. Could be making me miss out on meeting my twin flame or my soulmate. I should sue them. They're breaching my human rights. I think it should be inhumane to stop a man from getting cereal or looking for love.

No, the one from Wales, I unmatched her because she was boring. Poor muck, it ripped. I'm up 11 pounds. I would have been up 40 pounds if I took profit under 30 pounds. Up 10 pounds. I told you, didn't I tell you that you never listened to me? You never do. Always think you're right. That's your problem. You'll never learn. You'll never change. Oh, God. Six days until next payday. Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. No, seven days, actually. Venus doesn't message me anymore. She doesn't even reply. She's a stupid idiot, just like the rest of them.

She's another time-wasting, drug obsessed, talks a lot but no action, waste of space. Just like all of them are. Last time, she's called me a coward and said, "Fuck you," and said you can't keep your pie hole shut. What is she talking about? Didn't say nothing. I won't need dinner until probably 11 o'clock at night now. It's basically six o'clock. I don't even think I can have a steak. Yeah, she would definitely scare me. No, she... More than being scared, she would embarrass me. I would be really embarrassed if she just started saying weird stuff or yelling in public.

I would just be embarrassed all the time. I don't like loud, crazy people who drink and do drugs and get in trouble. Yeah, she's like Mila if Mila never sorted herself out. Mila had a near death ex- experience and she sorted herself out and went on a spiritual pathway journey. I feel like Mila and Venus would get on very well. <laugh> They're almost the same people. They even sound the same. They do that middle finger thing all the time too. I don't know why some girls think it's cool to the middle finger. What's so funny about doing middle finger?

I only use my middle finger to itch my bum hole because it's long. Mila's near death experience. I think she overdosed on cocaine or something. She ended up in a hospital, had to get her stomach pumped. How come you drove so fast from the supermarket? Was it that fast? This is how I normally drive. If the speed limit's 60, I'll do 60. I can't understand people doing 30 or 40 on the 60 road unless it's like very tight with bends on it. Then I'll slow down to about 30. I drive faster than faster. What? 60 in kilometers?

90? 90 kilometers per hour. I hate kilometers per hour. Isn't it like 1.6 times 1.6 miles? Well, if Mila licks my bum hole, I would licked a pussy, but she didn't want to do 69. If you want me to lick the pus and you got to lick my bum, it brought a new tow to hybrid. Which one is it? Yaris, Corolla or CHR? I just, I feel like if you're not doing 60, it feels so slow. I hate the 30 mile per hour speed limit zone. Stupid speed cameras. That's why I like Devon. Most of it is 60 roads until you get near one of the towns. Then you got to do about 30.

40 times 0.23 is what? Uh, 2. 0.23 times 10 is two pounds 30 times four is about nine pounds. It costs about nine pounds to fully charge my car from nearly zero to nearly 100. Nine pounds to do 160 miles. Is that good or bad compared to petrol? I think it's good. I think petrol's like 30 pounds to do that. No, I didn't book my flight tickets. I got approved for the Thai Elite visa, so once I've exhausted all my dates and saved up a bit more money, promise you only have 30 days to make the payment, otherwise you've got to start the process again. Which wouldn't be hard. I mean, I've got the school documents. The only thing that held me back was the school documents and waiting about two weeks for the background check. Guess I'll have to do that again.

So yeah, it's like a backup plan, I guess. Let's see what happens with GamerGirl. I reckon I could get a second date with Indian Girl, but I don't really want to. Get DTV. Yeah, probably should apply for DTV instead. Just you get a lot of perks with Thai Elite. Like they handle the immigration stuff for you. They fast track you, you get VIP service. You don't have to, like, fill out a form or anything. You just pay the money, you get the visa. It's simple. Oh, I feel kind of lazy to work out. If I put all my money into Bitcoin, turn 4K into 6K.

Something's got a hefty BMW, hear the engine. I can't believe that person in the car park at Tesco hit a parked car. Jesus. He... There was a car parked, and he was trying to, like, turn around it, and he was turning way too tightly, and then the back of his left corner hit the front of the left bumper of the other car. It, like, rubbed against it. I can't even maneuver around a nearly empty car park. There was so much room as well. There are loads of empty spaces. Maybe he did it on purpose. Am I still in a rush to ditch? I don't know.

I do kind of... I don't know. I think just having a car and driving would be the whole reason to stay. Yeah, but I could get sex. Sex versus driving. Hmm. Don't wanna drive in a city, but can't get sex outside of a city. Sex is pretty nice. It does this thing to your brain. It, like, refreshes your brain. It feels like, I would describe it as... It's like when your teeth are really dirty and you've got bad breath, and then you brush your teeth, and it feels fresh and clean. I feel like that's happening to my brain when I nut or get my dick in a hole. It feels like, oh, like, relief from... It's like this daily existential horror of not having sex gets wiped away when it gets sucked into that tight hole. Do you know what I mean?

Your brain feels like, "Oh, thank you." Like it was suffocating before. I nuts it three times today already before waking up. 4:00 AM, 6:00 AM, and then again around 8:00. And that, then I fall asleep. Then I wake up and nut again and fall asleep again. And then nut, and then I wake up. Nut machine. I probably use more tissue paper on nutting than I do wiping my bum. Nut more than I shit. Yeah, I'm just a highly, highly testosterone driven man, I guess. Okay, doing my workout before I get too lazy. One out of four done.

Market's ripping. I'm up to 20 pounds. One more set. And then I'm done. I forgot about the Thai woman. The Thai woman replied to me. She didn't. Oh, she did? Oh, shit. Fuck. She said, "Good and you. I'm good too. My Thai visa, my Thailand visa got approved. Hope I can see you soon." I put a love heart. Oh, shit. That was at 3:50. Oh my God. I don't realize. She's probably sleeping now. She said, "Did you forget me? So sad." <laugh> She messaged me three hours ago. I guess I was at Kit Hill. Whoops see one more workout set.

One more. That is you done, mate. Bicep. Biceps looking good. Put these trousers on for my date on weekend. Might wear my date shirt as well. I think it looks quite good. My wardrobe. Hope the cat doesn't come. My rosemary's dying. Why is the pineapple so small? Though they were bigger. Might make cupcakes. I think this time I'll definitely make them perfectly. I figured out all the reasons why they're not good. Like, not enough. Baking powder, too much batter in the cup. Oh, I'm up 20 pounds now on my long. I needed my shalong. <laugh> I'm up 20 pounds on my shalong. <laugh> I was gonna say so and long at the same time. I was up 30 pounds earlier. I lost it all. I'm up 20... I would've been up 50 pounds.

Biceps looking good though. Look, you see those extra bumps? That's a new layer of muscle being added that hasn't fully formed yet. You see these, that line? That's like a new layer of muscle being added. The rainbow mat was here before I moved in. No, I'm not selling my car. But if someone comes and they wanna buy it for five, 6,000, then we got a deal. I'll reverse high with them because they're coming thinking I'm selling for 4k and I'll say, "Actually, that wasn't me, but I am actually looking to sell it. But I was looking for 6k." And then they'll say, "Oh, 5. 5k." Uh, the money stat is on the home setup. I'm still on the outside setup. Uh, I can't bother to change it.

But I've got 4,500 or something, I think. Waiting for my OnlyFans money. I've got $160 coming in, that's about 115 pounds. 115 plus 4187 plus 270. 4573. Nearly 5000. Yeah, because I spent 70 pounds just now on food, and then a couple days ago I spent 70 pounds on clothing for my date. And then yesterday, I lost 150 pounds because I didn't stream. So I lost like 300 pounds, otherwise I'd need to have 5K. Yesterday's date cost me a lot of money with clothing plus not streaming. And then I've got another date on the weekend, so I'm not streaming then. Depends. If I had a really good time, a really like date, then I'd go live. But if it was horrible and it made me feel miserable, then I'd probably... I don't know. 'Cause I really, the date's gonna end probably about three or four and then it'll take me an hour to drive home, so I'll be back at like five or six.

And then I've only got like five hours to stream. If you only got five hours, you're only gonna make about $70. And then you feel like, "Mm, I don't really feel like I could be bothered for $70." I'd rather just take a break.

Besides, after Gamergirl, I don't really think I'll get any more dates. I'm banned on Tinder and Bumble and Spanish girl don't know about her. Once you're banned off Tinder, Tindle, Tinder and Bumble, I mean, where else are you gonna get dates from? I guess it's a good thing. I mean, if I was fully booked with dates every day, God, I'd never make any money. God, those fucking shapes are loud. Dating's expensive because you can't make money and you spend money. Ah, I got banned on Tinder because I showed my and then I got banned on Bumble because I think people reported me using clips, probably a clip of me calling some date woman a bitch or something.

Stuff you do outside of the platform can get you banned if someone reports you is stupid, isn't it? But actually, I've never done anything wrong on Bumble. It's just I ranted about dates on stream, and then that was sent to some Bum- Bumble, Bumble moderator. Isn't that really dumb? I don't know. I can't bother. It's just costing me money, isn't it? All this dating stuff. I need to focus on streaming. Lost all that money, didn't even get sex. So just gone with the hooker. Better chance approaching girls in real life. Yeah, but I'm scared. The date dragged.

She was the one that ended it. She said, "So what time do you think you need to head off?" I was trying to build up the courage to say, "Well, gotta go soon." I feel very... I find it very difficult to end the date, unless I really hate the woman. I'm just sitting there trying to pick the right moment. I mean, I hinted it. I said, "So are you gonna walk home or get the bus?" I even offered her a Lyft, but she said she's okay walking. I'm too scared to go up to strangers and talk, unless it's for something else, like someone lost their phone.

But I mean, you're approaching the stranger because you wanna have sex with him, which is kinda weird, like, kinda creepy. Makes me feel like I'm a bit of a creep. Yeah, all it would take is, like, for example, AJ goes up to a girl and says, "Hey, my friend really likes you." And then I go, "Hey." Then it's less weird, maybe, if I'm with a girl. I don't know. I'll see what happens with this date and see where life takes me. I'm not exactly a take control of my own life kinda person. I just go where life takes me.

Like a leaf floating in a river. What's that? Weeble.m. I wonder the, what the estate agent though when she saw the garden. Weeds everywhere. Yeah, well, it'll die off in the winter, who cares? Shouldn't put stupid stone garden in. Should've put a lawn and then I could've mowed it with my scissors. Who puts stones in a garden? What, you think I'm gonna, like, s - think I'm gonna go around pucking every single weed as if I've got nothing else to do with my life? They really expect me to puck in every single individual weed, because there's no way else to get the weeds out. You spray a weed killer, it doesn't do anything.

And even if you sprayed weed killer, the weeds would die, but then you'd have just brown dead weeds all over the garden instead of green ones. They should've just concreted the whole garden then so nothing can grow. State Adrian was here for the house inspection. I don't think she was impressed. Okay, so 71 pounds, Tesco. So far, I've spent... Oh my God. I spent 200 pounds on food, and it's only been two weeks. Are you kidding me? That food I bought today better last for the rest of the month. I spent 200 foods on pounds.

I got a smoothie was six pounds. Ice cream and ice was five pounds. Sabaloin chips was 10 pounds. And then the rest of it was groceries. And then I spent 200 pounds on random stuff. I got a monitor, dating apps, clothing, and a belt. And then on parking, I spent 28 pounds on parking. And then monthly bills, I spent 260. Internet, Vodafone data, uh, road tax, overdraft, electric bill. So far this month, I spent 1,600. Oh my God. And I've made... Where's my calculator? 1,773 in two weeks. I saw the OnlyFans money coming, 120, maybe. Made 1,900. How much of my YouTube earnings? I haven't even checked. I don't even check my YouTube earnings anymore.

238 pounds on YouTube for June. No, July. For July, I made 238 pounds on YouTube. That must be the lowest I've ever made on YouTube since I blew up, since before I blew up. I made 238 pounds for basically uploading nothing, almost. I uploaded a couple videos, I guess. So I made 2,100 so far this month. PayPals, I've got like seven pounds on my PayPal. Made 2,131 in two weeks. If I times out by two, might make 4,000. Last month, I made 7,000. My monthly expenses are so expensive. Parking, random stuff like dating apps. I spent 2,200 last month.

280 pounds on food. There was printer, data, toilet paper, raincoat, windmuff, postage for my monitor, which I didn't get back, by the way. GoPro amounts for my phone. Suncream, bell box, 240. T-shirt, Honzu, cables, lighting cable, flip case, I don't even use. High school, 24 pounds for certificates. Dating site that I don't even use anymore because it's a scam of 37 pounds. Expensive months. I spent 3,200 in June. What? Oh, I got the new wheel, the switch to MOT plus new tire. That was all nearly 700 pounds. I got Marikart Weld, that was 67 pounds. Oh, I got... What's M6? Oh, Nighthawk. I can take that off because I got a refund. Wait, is M6 the Nighthawk? I'm guessing it is. Yeah. Yeah, take that off. Cable and suncre - oh, night... Wait, I already put the Nighthawk down. What's M6?

I've got Nighthawk here, 458. That was a Nighthawk. What's M6? 442. Unless I put the Nighthawk down twice by accident. But why the price is different? What possibly could the M6 be? That must be wrong. I should write it properly. I don't know why I put M6. Switch two. M6. What could that be? Maybe I'd delete it since I don't know what it is. The Nighthawk model was M6, maybe I put it down twice. Yeah, that's more like it. Okay. Ooh. Okay. Might make cupcakes. I chucked all the cupcakes out because they were not cooked in the middle.

Make a new batch. A kumba batch. Yeah, those cupcake holders are pretty good. They keep their shape better than the paper ones. See if these turn out good. You need a surprisingly small amount of batter to make a whole cupcake. I keep thinking I need the same amount of batter that I want the cupcake size to be, but I forget it expands. Maybe this time I'll get the perfect cupcake. Don't see what could go wrong. I didn't add the salt. I think you already need salt. The CCTV cam's pretty good. I really like it. So cheap, don't need a wire. Don't need any subscription plan either, like Blink has. It can record. It's got motion detection. Pretty damn good.

Apart from low light, low light's really bad. Low light's rubbish. How many more Thursdays are there left, left in the month? Two more. 21st and 28th. That means I'll get paid another two times. But say I make 900 per week. Plus what I've already made, which is 4,000... No, I've made 2,130. Um, 3,931 this month. Not as good as last month. But last month was kick plus YouTube earnings. YouTube earnings tanked now. Summer was pretty short, wasn't it? <laugh> Don't you think it would be kind of, um... Don't you think it's kind of cheeky if I leave my door open and the cat comes in and then they complain to me about it? I mean, I should be complaining about them for the cat coming into my house all the time.

I mean, you wouldn't just let a dog run around going wherever it wants, would you? I feel like I can't even have my door open now, otherwise the cat's gonna come in, then I'm gonna get told off again. I didn't ask it to come into my house, did I? Like if I go, if I leave door open, I go toilet and the cat's come into the house, they're gonna think, oh no, he's stealing the cat again. So I don't really, um, don't really want the cats coming into my garden and shitting everywhere, to be honest. But I didn't complain about it.

It's got a collar now. They put a massive collar on it. It's got like GPS track in it. It's got a GPS tracker and a bell and it's got like a little name tag thing, probably got a phone number on the other side. They've got an overkill on it now. I think they put a new collar on the black cat too. They're both the cats, the black one as well. I don't think it, it comes because I'm feeding it. I think it seems to come to sleep more than anything. Like it slipped on the beanbag and then it keeps going onto my bed. It's not coming because of the food.

They should get a beanbag as well. Uh, my cupcakes smell like pork fat. Pork fat cupcake. What if it only responds to Mr. Meow Meow now? <laugh> Uh, because I, I cook the pork belly and air fry and all the fat trip down. I forgot to clean it. I smell pork fat. My long toes getting stuck on things again. I wonder if I'm gonna get a complaint after the house inspection. I don't think they can really complain about the state of the house if it's fine. I mean, I haven't damaged anything, have I? It's just maybe this bin bit's a bit untidy.

Oh. I don't really see what the problem is. I don't know what all the huffing and puffing is about. Maybe it smelled like garbage. Yeah, well maybe if the stupid binman came more than twice a week. I mean, once every two weeks, then I would be able to put my bin out. Come be, they're paying, paying all this fucking council tax, this stupid binman only come once every two weeks. So I gotta have rotten garbage for two weeks. So stupid. What did they say? I don't know, but I could hear her on like blink camera when she entered the house.

I could hear something like, "All right. Okay. Sounds... I don't know, that doesn't sound very good, does it? It sounds like sighing and mumbling." And then she saw the camera and she was like, "What the bloody hell is this? <laugh> What the bloody hell does it look like? Fucking camera. Well, what do you think it is? Everyone's got a camera on the door these days. A ring doorbell, blink doorbell. What the fuck does it look like? There's a camera, isn't it? Are you bothered about holes and doors and things? Yeah. Just, um, I don't know, like, what's wrong with the house. I think it looks fine.

I don't think it's a dump or anything. She hates her job. Her job looks so easy. You just go around showing people houses and then you do an inspection. And then you just, like, show them houses and then send them the application form. It looks so easy. And you drive in, you drive there. And maybe they put up the signs, the four rent signs. Mm-hmm. I don't know if it was a planned inspection or if it was triggered because of recent events. It just seems kind of strange. I didn't... I don't remember them saying there was gonna be a six monthly inspection thing. It just sounds kinda like they made it up on the spot. I don't even see why you need an inspection. I mean, I'm streaming in the house all the time. Just watch the stream and you'll see what the house looks like.

Uh, maybe the troll said something. I wonder if she looks inside of the cupboards and stuff. So if the cat comes, I've got to scare it away, don't I? Otherwise, it's gonna come up to me and rub me. Now I feel bad. I've gotta be mean to the cat, otherwise it's gonna keep coming. The cat's gonna be like, "Oh, why does he hate me now?" He just won't understand. The bureaucracy of humans, the stupid social stuff, social dynamics. There's so much misunderstanding in the world just because you just can't explain certain things to people or animals.

And then you're just left wondering why this and why that? You never get the real answer. Why am I dumping the cat? The owner knocked on my door, told me not to let it inside, and told me not to feed it. I though I muted the stream, but I had the second mic that was hot. It was the camera upstairs. The mic was on. I forgot I had two mics running. 'Cause I muted this stream, definitely. I pressed the big mute button. They look kind of small now. I understand why I wouldn't cook in the middle.

It looks like a face. <laugh> Why are people so annoying? Why can't people just stop annoying me? Next day, it's on the weekend. Game I go one with the name that I don't even know how to pronounce. I need to watch this and that. She's got like a weird Scottish name, like Scottish or Welsh name. It's nearly all the continents, like... The old English language and names are really weird before the Romans came and fucked all up. All the Normans. The Normans probably changed the whole language, and then parts of the country that were least un - least affected, like Whales and Cornwall, managed to re- retain a lot of the old language.

The Saxon, old Saxon English. Ugh. The market's tanking again. Does it still visit? Oh, the black cat. I saw it earlier today, but that one doesn't usually come in. It's the Bengal cat that seems to really wanna come in a lot. It really likes my bed. Whoa. Whoa, what's up, man? What was that? The fuck was that? Was it a fly? Was it that fly over there? I though it was like a big spider. Oh. I felt something crawling on my arm. I think it was that fly. Oh, the market's tanking again. It's 20 pounds up, now I'm only up six pounds.

Imagine the cat snuck in behind my back. The cat's gonna get me in trouble. I'm gonna snitch the landlord again. Imagine it was just up here. No. Well, this year didn't really turn out how I expected it would. Oh my God, I lost all my fucking gains. I'm up one pound. Uh, I was up 30 pounds, I didn't take the profit. And I lost 11 pounds. And then I was up 20 pounds, I didn't take profit. Now I'm up two pounds. Why does it do this? Why doesn't Ice ever rant about his relationship problems on his own stream? He always does it on someone else's stream. Does he think it makes a difference? Does he think if he rants on someone else's stream, it doesn't count as him airing his thirsty laundry? Why not do it on his own channel? Farm drama.

Let me add up all my savings. 4-1 plus a little... Huh, what happened? Maybe I'll switch it to inside mode. Why are you beaving? Testing. Uh, testing. Oh, nice. I've got my numbers up. 4586. It's only gone up a tiny bit. Uh... Because... Uh, it should have been... It should have been like 4,900, but because I spent money on food and then clothing, and then I didn't stream yesterday, and also the market ripped. Testing. Testing. Oh, there is sound. Hm. Yeah, it only went up to 4586. I was, I was hoping it would be like 5,000 this week, but I made less than I usually make, and then I spent money.

A bit annoying. I only get to that 5,000. My target is 5,000 pounds. Damn, I've got this long nipple hair. That's so long. Uh-oh, black cat's coming. Black cat's coming. Shut the door. See, I can't even have my door open now. Why the fuck do I have to shut my doors just because the cats keep coming to my house and then I get told up? Fucking annoying now. I wanna see if they put a big collar on a black cat too. Is he coming around? Where is he? Oh, there he is. I think that's the same collar.

That looks like the same collar. Yeah, it's the same one. How can they put a fancy collar on the other cat, but this cat gets his, like, old scruffy looking collar? <foreign>. But he's just got his normal bell collar. How come only the Bengal cat gets GPS? Gracious. This cat's fine because he doesn't try and come in. But the Bengal one loves trying to come in. Must hurt his feet walking on the stones. Maybe I complained to the landlord about the cats coming in my garden and sitting on it. If that's how they wanna play it.

Oh, when can we see those savings go up to 5,000? I'll, I'll update the savings day by day, even though I haven't got the money. But I know how much I've made every day, so I'll just add the balance to the savings before I've got it. When do we see Monday at zero? <laugh> tonight. I have more concerning matters to be concerned about, like, getting kicked out and maybe having to move to Thailand. It's either that or I get a new house. What if I sweeten the deal? I'll offer 20% more rent money. I might need the money to get myself a visa, go to Thailand.

'Cause once I'm in Thailand and I have the visa, I will not be spending thousands every month will I, like I am here. My monthly expenses here are insane. Parking, electricity, food... Gonna ban this markers guy if you don't shut the fuck up. Gonna ban your ass. Gonna ban it real good. Ban that sweet ass. I kinda wanna play America on my new monitor. Doctor mode. Dock it. My new monitor has speakers. 80 pound monitor has speakers, but my 1,400 pound monitors did not. How silly. What's his crime? Uh, he's talking about smashing my mom or my sister. This kind of inappropriate behavior.

Dock it. Timet. <laugh> Japanese insult words sounds so stupid. <foreign>. <laugh> It sounds like... Why is my wifi tanking? Time is like one level below kisama, which is the rudest way to say you. They got five different ways to say you. Kimmy, she's like a cute way to call someone. <foreign>. <foreign>. It sounds like the south puck to me character. <foreign>. It sounds so stupid. Daniel's gonna be an uncle soon. Yeah, in a few weeks. Can you believe that? Hello, nephew. I'm your uncle Daniel. <laugh> Me, when I was young, now I'm probably 50. Imagine 20 year old Daniel's nephew watching this. I'll be 50 years old. Hello, I'm your uncle Daniel when I was 36, still looking handsome.

Hope I'm still alive. Teach you how to get girls. Go to Japan, it's easy. I'm relatively young for an uncle. Mm, no. A lot of women have kids in their 20s, aren't they? My sister's a bit late. Like she just, um, had it in time before she got, like, I don't know, nearly 40. I think my mom was, like, 31 when she had me. But a lot of women have kids when they're 25 or younger, so then I would've been an uncle 10 years ago. But it's tough finding the right guy, isn't it? Finding the right guy could take a decade, unless you're lucky.

'Cause you wanna make sure you've got the right guy to start a family with, and that could take years. And you don't wanna waste years on some guy and he's just missing about and doesn't actually like you. But he's just with you because he can't get anything else, and then ditches you when he does find something better. That's like a woman's worst nightmare, isn't it? Especially if they're already running out of time. Yeah, finding the right girl, too. I mean, I wasted eight years on Kim. And then she cheated on him and they broke up.

Now he's gotta find someone new. But I feel like he might not get someone better than Kimmy, looks-wise, because he's not super famous anymore. Maybe he can get someone easily better personality-wise, but looks-wise, he probably peaks with Kim. Just like I peaks with Mila. 'Cause I don't really think girls care about the money as much as they care about the clouts. I mean, I've, I'm making way more money now than I'm, than I was making when I was peak famous. But I got way more girl... I don't have any girls now. I got zero girls. But when I was peak famous, 2018, 19, I had girls coming at me from everywhere, just because I had the clout. Now I've got no clout because my channel's dead and I get hundred viewers and one thinks that's famous today. But I'm making four times the money I, I was ma...

I'm making, like, three times the money I was making when my channel was booming. So the girls don't really care about the money, but they do care about the clout. Is that a cat in front of my door? Why am I surrounded by cats?

What cat's this one? Surrounded by cats but I can't touch, just like my dating life. Yeah, girls get... If the girl found you or came to you because you had clout, then you lose the clout and then she's gonna go too, eventually. She'll stick around for a bit and then realize, "Oh yeah, I was running into him because of the clout. I don't really care about the money. Tons of guys got money." Having clout is like a unique, special thing that not a lot of people can get. You gotta be real special to get clout.

Problem is you end up losing it if you can't pick it up. I had so many goals, Mr. Mee, when my channel was doing well. They think you're so interesting until you don't get any views anymore, then they don't give a shit. Klout is way more powerful than money, unless you're talking like millionaire status. But it's... I don't know, maybe it's easier to get clout than it is to make millions. Making millions is hard. No one really cares if you're like small time rich making 50K a year, that's not really that impressive. Those girls are mentally ill. Well, I mean, if they only like a guy because they've got clout, then yeah, I guess they are mentally ill.

I don't get any girls in my DMs anymore. All I had was Venus Angelic. It's because the clout makes you interesting and then when you lose it, you're not interesting anymore. So then they feel like what's the point? The sad reality and duality of mankind. The weird thing is, I don't think I'm any less interesting than I was back when my channel was doing well. It's just that the algorithm boosted my videos and made me famous, and now it doesn't. So all these girls were just like brainwashed into liking me because they got tricked by some stupid fucking algorithm that gave me a million views. And now it doesn't give me a million views anymore.

I haven't really changed that much. I'm s - I still got like my same old crazy life getting in trouble. All the girls gone. Even Toki Tom couldn't get me any girls, even though his video got nearly two million views. I wonder what happens if someone made a video about me and it got a lot of views, but they painted me in a good light saying, Daniel has problems, but at least he's trying. And he has moments where he self-reflects. I mean, he was kind of nice, I guess. Someone said my artwork was nice. These cupcakes seemed kind of hard.

Yeah, I think my own fan girls were better than the ones that came from Tokyo. I don't think I ever had any fan girls that were as crazy as Crypt. I had pretty normal fan girls. Cupcakes done. 'Cause I used to make normal content, I guess some people might say, before it became complete degeneracy. Maybe the downhill slope was OnlyFans and the gay stuff, but OnlyFans made so much money, I can't really say I regret doing it because it made me like 50K. It helped fund a lot of traveling and paying for stuff. Yeah, I had some fun fan girls, like Turkish girl, German girl too.

Yeah, I had the Indian date. I was not attracted at all. Zero attraction. I wouldn't even bang for fun. I don't even know if I'd be able to get it up, to be honest. Maybe if we're both drunk and it was like a sad, desperate fuck because we're both lonely. She basically looked like an Indian woman. Yeah, I'm not... I wouldn't even want a second date. It was so boring. I didn't even know what to talk about. We, we just didn't really know what to say nearing the end of it. I, I don't really know what I want to talk to girls about.

I don't... To be honest, I don't really wanna talk about anything. If me and Jahiro or me and Farso went to a restaurant, we didn't talk. We'd just be like, "Oh, what you getting? Oh, let's get this. Oh, this is good. Let's try this. Oh, oy she, yummy." That's basically all we'd say. It's not like we're having deep conversation. You can watch my videos on the gaming channel. There's videos of me and Jahiro at restaurants. We're just sitting there in silence, and then sometimes we'd laugh at some random thing. Oh, Jahiro laughed because I ordered a burger at the sushi place. Or she'd laugh at me because I'm burning the taco yaki.

Maybe I'll show you the video of me and Jahiro at the Indian restaurant. Give you a taste what a date with Daniel's like. Yeah, she, she did do well trying to make conversation. I was terrible. She put in way more effort than I did. See you on the flip. Samsung Galaxy Z Flip seven with Pocket Perfect AI. It's AI. Date with Jahir. The nice thing is when you're in a relationship where you've already established everything, you don't need to do this small talk thing anymore because you already know everything about each other. Jahir is both big ears. Like an elephant.

Papa dump, what did she say? I heard she said. She doesn't know what a papa dum is. Imagine not knowing what a papa dum is. I actually didn't catch that when I was with her. She liked making eye contact with the lens. She said so many times that she doesn't know what a papa dum is. I could have really said, "You don't know what Papa Dum is." I didn't say anything. Like I was not paying attention to anything she was saying. <foreign>. Oh, I did explain to her what a. I said it's like a big potato chip. <foreign>.

<foreign>. Why is it frozen? But I don't understand why it just randomly freezes and doesn't load. I mean, what, what are you saying on my internet's dead or what? Why is it just not loading? It's fucking loads of the fucking video. What are you doing? Oh my God. What Mr. Beast is on kick now or are you joking? Why is she laughing? Beef curry would be pretty nice. I forgot what mutton was. Mutton is loud. <foreign>. And salad. Oh, you got the p- popper gum. I miss doing this, going to the restaurant, trying something new. I miss just going to a restaurant and not having to do a bait. Chicken.

Hungry chicken. Pandori. Pandori chicken. Such a great conversation. Making random comments on the food. I can't take it. I felt comfy around. Didn't have to put effort into talking. And nan bread's always been massive, like a huge diaper. Oh, it's so simple. All you have to do is enter a few details about your cart on our website. Messed up my life. I had a wife life in Japan. Threw it all away to have sex with endless fan girls. Would you do the same? Throw away your entire life, have sex with a bunch of 20 year olds.

It was pretty good there, not gonna lie. Yeah. I have sex really 10 women. This is the price you pay. Now you're all alone. At the time, I thought leaving the marriage made sense because I had easy access to girls, like a never-ending supply. There was a certain never ending supply of girls coming from YouTube. And now that I can't even get one girlfriend. Shouldn't have got caught. It's impossible. I don't know who leaked. Either Cesium leaked or I don't think it was Pierre, but our text got leaked, remember? We were texting each other planning to meet up and then it all got leaked.

It's just impossible to keep it a secret. Eventually some girl would leak everything, wouldn't they? And then that Swedish girl thing, they threatened to blackmail. They tried to blackmail me. They wanted a thousand pounds or else they were gonna leak everything. So I launched a preemptive strike and leaked it myself. If I did Tinder, she would've found out that I was on Tinder and her friends would've found out. She said, "You better not be on Tinder. My friends, if they find you, they'll tell me." And yeah, I did go to hookers already. I was going to almost every week.

I did it all. I went to hookers, I dated on Tinder and I banged fan girls. But I didn't just wanna bang a fan girl. I wanted to date one, like have a girlfriend who's my age or younger. I just didn't, I didn't like being married to someone eight years older than me. It felt a bit embarrassing. I though I could do better. Yeah, and then I tried fan girls and it didn't work out and I went back to her and I felt happy. I though, yeah, this is better. I like being with J - I mean, I did like being with her.

I think we got on well and it was nice, but I kept getting horny and it was stupid fucking fan girls kept popping up. One after another is a new fan girl every other week. My DMs send me nudes. So I though, oh, just screw this marriage and then I'll be able to meet as many fan girls as I want and then stupid COVID happened, shut the world down. I was getting fed up living in Japan as well. Started to miss home actually. I really started getting homesick. I'm all depressed. I started being really negative on stream playing Minecraft.

And then I'd go home and then I'd fight with my mom and then I'd run off back to Asia and then this cycle repeats. I feel like it's a game of ping pong. I'm the ball and then on one side you got my mom and then on the other side you got some Asian woman like Chahiro or Fasta and I'm just bouncing between the two. I've always been in this struggle to get away from my mom. In this video, so hero's the same age as I am now I think. 36 and 37. <laugh> I'm talking about the phenomenon.

You know, my sister always liked scruffy, dirty places in Malaysia. I think she changed out. I, I hated how she brought us these really scruffy, dirty places in Malaysia. She wants to try and get him to die around. Listen to how much the other man is talking compared to me. That's what a man's supposed to be like on a date. He just yaps and yaps and yaps. I barely say a word. The guy from the other table's louder than me and he's all over there. Fucking so slow, isn't it? Oh, why is it? Yes master. Master. See how's he laughs at that? That's because the Australian guy used to make her call him Master. Look how else he cracks up when I say yes master.

Yes master. Master. She suddenly just got flashbacks of Australian guy. Yeah, sometimes I wish I just, I wish I could just be a bit more lively, talk more. I don't know why I freeze up. I just don't know what to say. I'm not nervous. I just, my mind goes blank. The other table guy is just nonstop talking. Almost finished. Did you like it? Is he thinking something sexual again? Better than Japanese food. Can you imagine eating this every day? Indian people eat it every day. That's why it's called Indian food. Such great conversation. New views are exclusive. Stupid ads. 10 pounds off train track.

Don't think I'm going to pretend to be British. It looks more like a. And salad. Did Chihiro forget about this channel? 'Cause she reported my other videos and I had to blow her face out, but she didn't report any on the gaming channel. I've got all the restaurant videos of us. Yeah, I missed your hero sometimes. We had some nice times just, you know, in between the drama where life was normal and stable. We were just like any other married couple, went to restaurants, went shopping, bought suffer at home. But then I needed to get my views up and then I got bored and then I got horny and then I had to make some drama. Fuck a fan girl. Then they'll ruin my life.

Maybe I need to just get back to Asia, get myself a Thai girlfriend again. I want that again, you know, like going to restaurants, feeling comfortable with someone, not having to talk a lot. I wanna get that domestic lifestyle again. No, I won't cheat again. It's not like I'm gonna get fan girls. Look, there's gonna be no more fan girls tempting me, so I don't see how it would happen again with it. I've got no girls interested in me, so there's no risk of temptation. I like being in the presence of someone, but not having to talk a lot because being alone feels lonely, but just being with someone, even if you're not talking, is not lonely.

The problem is I can't, I can't have a stable relationship and a channel that does well at the same time. If I have a stable relationship, the channel dies. If I want my channel to do well, I need a chaotic life and no girl wants to be part of that. So that's the problem, isn't it? I have a bit of both. Stable relationship for a bit and then a bit of chaos and another relationship, then a bit more chaos. Most people probably think, "Why do you wanna live like that? Just have a normal life." Yeah, but I can't have a normal life, boring.

Getting a bit hungry. And I do like having content, but it would be nice to have someone to do it with who doesn't run away, but also isn't completely crazy like Cripped or Venus. I don't want to be with someone who's batchy insane doing drugs and stuff. I know why they always end up doing drugs. Venus ain't coming no more. I can't even get a girl like Venus. Even drug addicts, alcoholics, homeless girls don't even wanna meet me. I can't get much lower than that. What's the weather like? Windy tomorrow. Hm. It says sunny until 2:0 PM then cloudy. Maybe I can go to the beach, viewed.

So Saturday and Sunday, very windy. Oh no, that's where my date is. Uh, what if the weather's really bad on my date? Do you think she's gonna cancel? We're gonna get blown away. Oh, God. It's really windy on Saturday and Sunday. I hope it's not too bad. Four to 18 miles per hour. That is moderate breeze. It shouldn't be too bad then. What? Indian girl was slim. I never said she wasn't slim. Why'd she think she wasn't slim? No, I'm not gonna message Indian girl again. I'm not really interested. I'm not into skinny girls if I don't like their face.

Actually, I'm not into skinny girls, so wrong about that as well. I'm more into curly, chunky girls with a nice face. Skinny's nice if the, the face is okay, but not just because she's skinny isn't gonna be what I'm after. It's all about the face. No, I don't think I could even get hard, to be honest. I'd probably get harder for the gay Japanese guy. A slim girl with bad face or chunky girl with nice face was one. I'd go for the chunky girl because nothing's worse than a bad face. And Shahira wasn't skinny. She's just normal. That's just normal size in Japan. That's just what Japanese women look like.

Yeah, compared to a fat massive American woman, she's skinny. I wonder if the haters communicate with any neighbors via text or emails. They're only done through letters. What kind of letters they're sending? Like, this is the, this is Daniel's channel. He lives at 17 Park Court. He stole your cat. Here's the link to his subcredit where we recorded his crimes. But they can't click on the link because it's a letter. They have to type it out. Surely if it's a physical letter, should be able to trace it back to who sent it, shouldn't you? I don't know. You don't really need to prove... I mean, you just put it in a letter box and you put a stamp. I don't think the post office would know who sent it. They would know where, where it came from, wouldn't they? 'Cause surely they would know which post box the mail came from.

I don't know how the system works.

So it must be someone in the UK if they... I don't know. Can you send someone a physical letter in the post from online? Like you... I don't know, like you get the post office to send it to the address and like you type it out digitally. Otherwise, it would have had to be someone who posted it from within the UK. I heard there used to be a service the post office did where you could write out a letter online and then they would print it and post it for you. I don't know if something like that exists now.

What am I on about? I think if you listen, then you'd know what I'm on about. What do I have to repeat all over again? How are they getting letters sent to the neighbors? Are they sending it from a post office or post box from within the UK or can they do it from overseas? I mean, they could send it in the post from their own country and then it gets shipped over, maybe. They do overseas shipping of letters. Take a while though. A few weeks, maybe a week. Yeah, yeah, you could send a letter overseas, I guess not really a problem.

I just wonder if it's a UK stamp or if it's an overseas stamp that they're getting these letters from. I should have asked when the neighbor knocked. At the time, I wasn't 100% sure that he knew about the channel, but then it became obvious. I wasn't really expecting it. I just don't really want to bring it up. It's too awkward saying, "Oh, by the way, have you got any weird mail, mail, too awkward?" Where's my Samsung? Maybe I'll try a cupcake. I need a toilet. New batch of cupcakes. This one looks quite good. See if it's cooked in the middle.

Oh, yeah. I perfected the cupcake. Mm. Mm. It was slightly crispy on the outside. Is that? Not raw in the middle or collapsed. Mm. Oh, wow. No, actually pretty good. The first time I made a successful batch of cupcakes. Generation seven, we did it. And these are damn good. You know what would be good? What are those little, uh, yellow orange square things? Not sultanas. Maybe apricots. No little cube, like, yellowy orange cube dried fruit things. I put raisins and cherries. And also desiccated coconut. Mm, those crispy on the outside. Damn, these are good. I have another one.

Still not really like how my nana used to make them. My nana buns were... Mine is so flat and smooth. Her ones were fluffy looking. It kind of tastes like the one she made. The inside is the same, but the outside is not. Mm, mm. Yeah, maybe it's candied fruit, but I don't think that's what we caught them. Mm. Maybe if I cook it in the oven, it'll be different. So fluffy. It's weird. A bit of flour and milk turns into this fluffy, soft kind of bread texture. I want more. I can't stop. Oh my God.

One more. Oh, look at this one. So cute. Mm. Damn, these are good. Well, I made something good, finally. It only took me these seven attempts. Remember the flat cupcake? And bits of raisin and cherries definitely juice it up a bit. Otherwise it'd be a bit dry. Oh, that, sorry. These are the best I've made. The ice is a multimillionaire with a house, a car, Lamborghini, still his girlfriend cheats on him. Why even bother? I guess the Trash Toast boys are clever, not doxing themselves. Connor always streams in that little room. Chris never streams his house or shows his house. He has that bar, special bar for streaming, and then it's also, you can't really find it, can you? 'Cause the inside is like a custom-made set. I don't know if Joey... I think Joey has shown inside of his house. I don't know.

And then they keep the Trash Toast Studio very secret. If I have to move, I've got to set up a stupid streaming room and then just sit there. I can't cook. I can't spin around on my chair. Can't do this, can I? Boring. So it sits stationary in front of a camera. I wanna put LED globing lights under my car. Is that legal? Can I put LED lights on my wheel so when I'm driving they spin so it looks like a circle of light? That would look cool. But the problem is you can't see it because you're inside of the car, so what's the point?

It's illegal. What? Boring. But I've seen in other countries, they put lights, LEDs around the bottom of the car so it glows up the ground. It's 8PM, I'm not hungry at all. I don't even think I'm gonna have dinner. I'll just have the rest of the sushi. There's no way I'm gonna be able to eat steak and chips even in two hours. I can't believe people were asking if you're allowed to vape on the kick or not when you got suspenders puffing like 20 cigarettes a day on this camera. You guys are weird sometimes. Well, are you allowed to vape on kick?

You can't even see me do it anyway. No, I didn't buy the vape. Someone bought it for me. It'd be rude if I didn't use it. I literally smoked weed and got high on kick back in Thailand. Imagine thinking vaping is not allowed. Someone else said you gotta show your face as well. All these weird random rules people just making up. Here's my face. Maybe they just miss my face because I'm so handsome. Rebuild the city. Rock and roll. Tomorrow, mm, might go to Bud. I've just been going out a lot recently. Faded a bit like I'm doing a lot of driving.

Electric bill's gonna be crazy. Every time I drive out, it costs me like five pounds maybe. And then parking, five pounds. That's a whole hour just for driving and parking. Whole hour of streaming. <laugh> I wonder if she saw the real estate agent saw my picture on the mantle. I should get like a really big one, really big picture and frame it with my face on it. <laugh> That'd be funny. I just have loads of my own pictures framed on the walls. Imagine the same picture. Imagine like a big one there and then a small one there and another one there and another one there. <laugh> It would be so funny.

A shrine to myself. An homage. Wow, I said it correctly. I meant homage. A homage. Homage. I will make an emerge of myself. Oh yeah, I was gonna water that. The aloe vera is growing like crazy. Look at this thing. Look at that. I swear it didn't look like that when I got it. When I first got it, it was all lopsided and this bit wasn't this long. Drink, my boy. Drink. Well, I try not to put too much water so it doesn't leak out. It should get absorbed into the soil. If I move out, it's going in the bin though.

I saw some nice EVs at the Tesco carpark charging at the Pod Point. I saw this nice Volkswagen. It looked really good. Volkswagen and Volvo really making some nice looking EVs recently. Some of the Volvo EVs look pretty good. You barely ever see any Ford EVs around or Japanese EVs. I don't know why Japan hate EVs so much. They're obsessed with this hybrid idea. Yeah, I do like my car. If I sold my car and ever came back to the UK, I was gonna get a new car, I wonder what I'd get. A Honda Civic looks pretty cool.

Imagine I try an Audi and I realize, wow, these cars are so much better than my Pega. How's it better though? Why do car enthusiasts love Audi and BMW? Is it because of the sound they make? I wonder why you'd care about what sound your car makes. Why does it matter? It's like a display of power, isn't it? Louder equals more powerful. I don't get it. Ow, what the fuck was that? Uh, I just bit something. It was like grit. It was on my foot. That was loud. <laugh> I was picking my foot and I put it in my mouth and I didn't realize it was like grit or sand.

It made me jump. <laugh> That scared. I though my tooth snapped. I was eating my foot. What's your craziest opinion then? My craziest opinion is that... I don't even know. Pot noodle is the best noodle. British food is the best in the world. Pot noodle is better than anything that Japan has. And no, I don't think I really have crazy controversial opinions apart from harmless ones, like noodles. I don't know why I'm so polarizing. So many people hate my guts and then some people actually like me and give me money and send me stuff and have sex with me. So how come some people wanna have sex with me and then some people hate my guts? I don't get it.

You think if I've done something so bad, then everyone would unanimously hate me. Yeah, cup noodle's awful. I've been to the cup noodle museum in Osaka twice. I went in 2010 with a Korean girlfriend, number one, and then I went again two years ago with Vasta. We made our own cup noodles. Ah, ah, I just remembered that. Yeah, we made our own, own special custom-made cup noodle cups, and we drew on it, the date and everything. And then we put them on top of our fridge. It was like this special thing we did together. Uh, I kept it in my bag because it was special to me. I brought it back with me to Thailand, put it on the fridge next to her one.

I wonder if she threw all my stuff in the bin. It's sad when you do little stuff like that together and you create something. Like me and Mila went to a pottery class and we decorated pre-made pots. Mine's still at my mom's house. I though that was cute how we put our little cup noodle cups next to each other. Yeah, maybe she threw all the stuff away. Otherwise, it keeps bringing back bad memories, doesn't it? Would I date her again? Ah, I would just cheat again, wouldn't I? It's best that she moved on, forgot about me. Sometimes the best you can do for someone is to just disappear, vanish.

That's the best you can do. Cheat with who? I don't know. Get bored and find someone to cheat with. I get sexually bored. And the idea of my sex life being over kind of depresses me. Like I went as far as banging bud bucket for God's sake, and it was really good sex. I know it's so hard. I do get kind of scared being in a long-term relationship and then my sex life dies. Why did the realtor visit your home? Well, she said it was the six month, six monthly inspection. But I don't really remember them saying there's gonna be a six month inspection, so maybe they're just pulling my leg. Having my Jeffrey on, pissing on my bonfire.

I didn't even know they did like an inspection. It's kind of weird. I mean, it's my home that I'm renting. I shouldn't have people coming into my house, and this is the police. The hell is that beeping? Be livery. No, thanks. Yeah, I miss Mr. Mio Mao too. She's another casualty for trolls. No, it's not true that I didn't pay off the car. I don't know why they're suddenly saying that. I was just grasping at anything at this point. How would they even know anyway? And what would I have done with the 10,000 pounds? I would just put it in my bank account, doing nothing.

I don't know what you mean, spots. Try to rewrite, rewrite that again. That makes no sense. What did I do with the money? Uh, I paid off the finance. What the fuck do you think I did with the money? I paid it all off in one go. They said they no longer have any interest in the car. And that was it. Actually, I think I screenshot when I paid off the finance and it's on Discord. So if someone would like to look up my post history, because I was saying that it was weird the way they word it, saying we no longer have any interest. I didn't write the ad, you dumb fuck. It wasn't me that wrote the ad.

It's the stupid trolls writing stupid ads pretending to be me. Probably you. Imagine thinking I wrote the ad. I didn't write any ad, fucking moron. What do I do when I can't sleep? I masturbate and watch porn. No, I'm not selling the car. I haven't listed it anywhere. Oh, I don't know now because I had a really fun drive today and now I don't know if I wanna sell it. If I was gonna sell a car, I wouldn't sell it on Craigslist. Uh, I'd put it on car wow. Yeah, I'm kind of torn between I like my car and also I wanna have sex and have a girlfriend. Getting a girlfriend's tough it.

But I like my car and I like driving. I feel like I've already got like five Thai girlfriends lined up. Like this one who messaged me saying, did I forget about her? So sad. It's like I could easily make her my girlfriend. I reckon I could ask her to be my girlfriend now and she would say yes. What's stopping me because I don't want, I don't know, I don't really want a girlfriend straight away. I wanna shop around first. I'm scared I end up accidentally getting a girlfriend straight away and then I'm locked in like I was last time without getting to date around.

All his neighbors are watching his streams now. Is that why my viewer's so high? Half my viewership is the neighbors plus the police force. Hello neighbor. My name's Daniel. Nice to meet you. And by the way, I did nothing wrong. I'm being framed. Okay, spots, your band is just obviously a Reddit troll with this look called troll. You can't even try to make it subtle. I can't even try to make it less obvious. We're one of Gonna Larson's troll, I mean, troll accounts. You see, I'm not even doing anything wrong and these stupid trolls are harassing me. They don't hate me, they just think it's funny to annoy me.

I'm not even doing anything wrong. I'm just sitting in my house doing nothing. So when the police asked me, why do these viewers hate you? I don't even know. They're just sick, twisted people who like tormenting me and get some kind of pleasure out of doing it. I'm not even doing anything. I'm just sitting in my house. What did I really tell them? I said, "I don't know." I said they're jealous of my success and sexual conquests and my head of full hair. I think I just ditch everything. I'm not gonna take anything to my mom's house.

It was just sigh and moan. "Oh, Dan, you coming back and now he's gonna dump his stuff at my house. Now what do you do? Why can't you just stay in Devin? Why are you gonna leave? "She's been moaned the whole time about everything. I'm just chucking it all in the bin. I get a black bag, I'll shove this, kettle, the air, fry everything into black bags. Bin men will pick it up. She think if I put the monitor into a black bag, the bin men will take it. I don't wanna accept help from people if they're just gonna moan about me later and then use it as ammunition against me.

She said she wanted her money back ASAP. Well, I don't have it. I've got 5K, but I might need it soon. I might have an emergency where I need the money. What am I gonna do if I get kicked out? I go find a new place to live. I'm more worried about my current life than paying her back a couple thousand. If she can't survive with a couple thousand, then maybe she shouldn't have blown... She's blown like 70K, summer house, the new car. I don't know why she got this roof for the conservatory that costs like 20K, did you know? The previous roof had no problems apart from, okay, maybe it leaks. It needs to buy a whole new roof.

Spent like 30K on the summer cabin. Should've just put it in the S&P 500, like I told her. Five years ago would've made 10X. Now she's bringing lodges into the house to pay money. There's gonna be no money left. Yeah, imagine... I mean, my mom freaks out at me over an alleged dirty dish in the sink. How's she gonna cope with a bunch of lodges living in the house? She must be losing her nut, but I guess because they're paying money and they're not her sons, right? She won't have the same problem with them. I mean, maybe if she didn't kick me out, then I wouldn't have gone into 10,000 pounds of credit card debt and I wouldn't have had to borrow the money.

I would've just carried on paying my car finance plan. I would've paid off all the money I owed her by this April if I didn't move out. So it's kind of her fault. If she was nicer to me, I wouldn't have to waste thousands of pounds to get away. She, she loses it over stupid little things like, "Oh, I didn't tighten the coffee jar really, really shut tightly." Or, "I don't know, I didn't flush the toilet." The toilet is stupid. You flush it, the poo doesn't go down, and then you go wait for like five minutes for it to refill and then flush it again.

My toilet here, I flush it once, the poo all goes down in one go, swallowed whole like a whale, swallowing a swarm of fish. There's something wrong with that upstairs toilet at my mom's house. It got flushy like three times. I don't have time standing in the toilet waiting for it to refill to flush it again. I don't know how my dad made that toilet, but the flush is really rubbish. I think I'm the one who's owed an apology, to be honest. I'm the one constantly getting attacked over nothing. Imagine demanding that I apologize when I didn't even do anything.

Damn, I'm not hungry at all. I did only 4,700 steps. Kit Hill really doesn't take a lot of steps, does it? <laugh> The milk one looks good. <laugh> Did you see the Tesco girl handle my pineapple? What the fuck? Why are we kissing? <laugh> It's like it's our baby, the pineapple. Damn, some of these Tesco girls are pretty hot. Never had a mango for dinner. I just cannot eat a meal, a whole meal. A lot of young ladies seem to work at Tesco, usually stacking shelves or at the self-checkout bit. And then they put the old women at the coun - at the, what's it called? The conveyor belt counters because they're too fat to be on their feet all day, so they go sit down.

How much of my vaping? Not much. I just take a couple puffs. I'm not even inhaling it. I just suck it and blow it out again. If I try and inhale it... Oh, I can't really inhale it. I don't like inhaling it. It feels bad. Burns. Oh, it gives me a headache as well. Yeah, I smoked cigarettes before when I was a kid, but I never inhaled it. I just sucked it and blew it out. I tried inhaling. It was scary. It burned my lungs. It burned. I remember trying to inhale it and it burned like fuck. I hated it.

It feels horri... I don't know how smokers do that. It feels horrible. What? They banned vapes in Netherlands, but you can get weed. They're saying vaping's worse than weeding. It's banned in Thailand as well, isn't it? Why are they banning vapes but not cigarettes? Are they saying vaping's worse than cigarettes? Maybe because vapes are kind of marketed towards young, young people. So it's like trying to get them addicted on something that looks cool. 'Cause I mean, they look colorful and they look kind of cool, don't they? Cigarettes are like old people things. Hm. Maybe the cigarette companies lobbied against the vapes to get them banned.

Isn't this one supposed to be tobacco flavor? Smells like caramel. This one's way stronger than the green one. I think I like the feeling of nicotine. It feels weird. I wouldn't say it feels good. It makes you feel a bit dizzy. I definitely notice it's doing something to my brain. I don't know how you get addicted to this though. What if I just do more? Okay, that was a bit too much. Whoa, I feel weird now. It's kind of like alcohol. Like it makes you feel a bit woozy, like bit tranquilized. Yeah, I feel, I feel kind of weird now.

What, is this supposed to feel good? Oh God. Oh. This does not feel good. I, I don't get smoking and alcohol. It does not feel good. I like beer because it tastes nice, so I don't like the feeling of the alcohol. I don't know how people get addicted to this stuff. Sex feels so much better. Fex sex. Sex actually feels like pleasure. This does not feel good. I would rather inhale the sweet aromas of ass. I feel slightly tranquilized. It doesn't feel good. Uh, what are people on? How do they get addicted to this stuff?

Ice was addicted to nicotine. He kept smoking. I remember back in the Japan dreams, 2019. Yeah, you get like a little buzz, but it doesn't feel good. I just feel like, I feel a bit dizzy. Whoa. Yeah, I just feel dizzy. Like I span around in my chair 50 times. You get the same feeling, you spin around in your chair like this. Oh no, this is not feeling good. I enjoy the smell of my fart more. Inhale my fart, fart right in my face. What a big ass girlfriend fight in my face and inhale it.

The smell of ass. Get fecal matter in my lungs. Fecal lung. A hot girl fart in my face. Well, she sucks my dick. Ugh, fucking market tanked. Oh my God, I had, I had opportunity to take profit on 30 pounds and 20 pounds, and now I'm just down five pounds. Maybe I have a mango. Whoa, I feel dizzy. Might unplug my car. I don't know how much that charged. I think it charged about five hours, so 10 kilowatts. It's about 25% of the battery. I might have to do like a mega charge at the supercharger, otherwise I won't have enough for my date.

What married Korean woman? There's no married Korean woman. I don't know what you're talking about. Talking rubbish. God, people do talk rubbish half the time, don't you? Update me on the date. It was rubbish boring. The girl wasn't pretty. Not up to my standards. It was really awkward. And I got banned on Bumble. Not a great day. And I lost a whole day of kick income because I felt too depressed to go live yesterday after the date. I just felt so miserable. No, I didn't fuck a married woman for years. It was three months. Mm-hmm.

That reminds me of that TQ Sam video he made about George, and then George watched it and nearly everything TQ Sa- Sam said was wrong. George was like, "Dude, if you're gonna make a video, at least get the stuff right." He had to keep pausing it and correct him. I'm on my camera. <laugh> I look funny. Does TQ Sam still make stuff? Why did he call himself TQ Sam and not Tokyo Sam? It was back in those days, people used to name their channels after where they live and then the name. Like that guy who died and then you got Tokyo Cooney. Why didn't Victor call himself Nagoya Victor? <laugh> That sounds so lame. Nagoya Victor 112 over. That sounds like a weird code name. Brother, that's me reversing.

Skills. But beautiful Pogio. I passed my driving test first time. Yeah. Well, I took the test back in 2006 or seven when I was 18. I, I failed it. But then I took it again in 2022 and I passed it. So maybe that second time, but I counted as first time. No, first time, because I took a 10-year, 15-year break and then tried it again. But I'm driving off. Look how fast I go. Whoo. I'm like launch. Like a tie fighter launching out of the imperial star destroy hanger bait. Damn, I do drive kind of fast. Even when I take off from the driveway, look.

I'm like and then zoom. Look at me go. The driving test is way easier than what they train you to do. Maybe I just got lucky. Well, the hardest thing was reverse parking, but now I got the hang of it. It's easy. I just, you just kind of randomly stop slightly ahead of where you wanna park and then just do a full turn, full lock left. And then if you've, if you're too close or like you, you've started it too early, then you just do full lock right and then move forwards a little bit. It corrects the angle and then full left lock again. I don't even do it how the teacher told me to. The teacher was like, "Look at your space you wanna park in, and then count one, two, three lines down and then park so that your head is in line with the third line and then do full left lock and then you'll perfectly get into the back." I don't do that.

I do... Actually, I learned how to do it from faster because I watched how faster would do it. She wouldn't do that. She would, like, line up with it and then turn right to get the angle and then turn in. She would go, "Oop, ooh." But I got taught like this, go straight up and then like that. I think the whole turning full lock right and then turn as much as you can to create the angle and then full lock left to go in is, is easiest to do it that way. It's also a lot easier with the parking camera. I didn't have a parking camera with the instructor's cart.

I had to use the mirrors and reference points. It was stupid. I knew it wasn't that hard in real life. But reverse parallel park is still a bit tricky. I don't like doing parallel park. What? Faster's family didn't hate me. We hung out together. I met her sister many times, and I met her mom a few times as well. She was always nice. I spoke some Thai to her and she was very happy. My favorite word I learned was means enough. Um, I liked how good was D, like, so what D. Sometimes Thai was very easy to understand the basics.

And then sometimes it was really hard. I think the way the bob treats the sisters is very unfair. She definitely gives special treatment to the sister. Not very nice, is it? That's me. <laugh> Reversing. Mm, there we go. Zoom. I've got multiple camera angles from me driving off. I wonder if it makes a noise. Market better not crash tomorrow. I've got a long open. Well, if it crashes, I'll take profit on the shorts, I guess. What went wrong with the date? Um, well, yesterday. All my troubles seemed so far away. Then I got blocked on Bumble, had a terrible date. Saw Mr. Miaomiao, but wasn't allowed to let him in.

I missed out on $180 because I didn't stream yesterday. Oh yeah, so I have mango. Mango for dinner. I might actually go to bed without even having dinner. I'm not even hungry at all. That's the problem when you have a late lunch. I actually don't know how to peel mango. Mango rice has to be the worst abomination out of Asia ever. It's not even ripe. Is it ripe? I though if it's squishy, then it's ripe. Something hard in the middle. Uh, it's all sticky and slimy. It's all slimy. How are you supposed to eat it?

Like this. Pretty good. Sweet. Oh. Oh, sharp. It's slightly sweet. Oh, it's dripping. Oh. Oh, yeah. How bad was this scoliosis? Um, I didn't notice it until she said she had it. God, this thing's so hard to eat. It's like a bar of soap. Hmm. Enough manger for me. It's kind of like jurian or buttery and creamy, but it doesn't have to stink. It's my dinner. Video call, I can't be bothered. What am I gonna do? I mean, if she's ugly and I see the video call, am I gonna say, sorry, but you're ugly? I mean, if Indian girl just messages me and say, "Hey, I'm lonely, do you wanna hook up?" I mean, maybe I'll say yes, but I'm not putting any effort into it. I'm not interested in dating her.

I mean, the goal is, ideally get a girlfriend. And if it doesn't, if I'm not attracted, but she's attracted to me and she wants sex. Uh, why not? Problem is it starts off with sex and then they start want - they start catching feelings, don't they? And then they want a relationship and then I have to go, "Um, but I guess..." I mean, maybe you don't want a relationship, but you wanna continue having sex. And anyways, continue having sex is by agreeing to the relationship. I'd definitely give her, like, two out of 10, but there's no way I would date her.

Well, I would not give faster two out of 10. I'd give faster, like, 4.9 out of 10. A fruit dinner tonight. I saw some YouTubers died in a car crash, and they're called Toyota World Travel or something. 200K subs and 22 million views. They did off-roading car content. They died in a car crash. Tragic. That'd be like me dying from having sex. They died doing what they love. Look, there's one more orange, guys. Calm down, Jesus Christ. Can't even let me masticate for one second, can you? I've kind of broken my chain of Kit Kats and tea. I didn't have it last night.

Don't really feel like it. I don't even feel like having dinner. It's 10 o'clock. I feel like going to bed, Rudy. I feel a bit sick of Kit-Kats, actually. I wonder how this weekend date's gonna go. Will I be infatuated or again depressed and miserable? Maybe I'll do a prediction. Will the date go well? No, I'll go well. I think she looks pretty in the pictures, but then I though the Indian girl looked pretty as well. I wonder if Spanish girl's actually gonna message me back ever. Maybe I'll send her another text next week. Say if she's... Ask if she's back from Spain.

What even is scoliosis? What do people... San Pepper's got it as well, really badly on his back. Why is it always the back? Blood bucket had it as well, didn't she? That's why she's hunched. Is it genetic or does it just happen? It seems like if you have it, you're gonna get it from a young age and it's just with you forever. Do people get it because of lifestyle choice or is it genetic or is it just random? Must suck. My body might look skinny and weird, but at least it, it's not in pain or fun - it functions normally.

Yeah, I wouldn't wanna date someone with that. It just looks kinda ugly. And then if you have kids with them, the kids might have it too. Fasa had weird upper back. Did she? I didn't notice that. What made sex with blood buckets so good? Just because it was weird. It was like weird and freaky with the massive age gap. She's like 20 years older than me. She could be my mum. It was like, imagine you had a Japanese mum and then you fucked her. 'Cause it, it seemed like really wrong and messed up, so that's what made it hot.

That's probably why gay sex is fun, because it's like really weird. Like putting a dick up a guy's bum or a guy's dick in your bum's like really weird, but that's why it feels good because it's like messed up in DJing. It'd be like banging your girlfriend's mum <laugh> because if you had a girlfriend in her 30s, her mom's probably gonna be in her 50s. Like Mina's mom was 50 something. I would bang Mina's mom too. I mean, Mina's mom was pretty good looking for 50 something. It was really awkward the next day, because in the morning I wanted sex again, so I texted her again. I waited in the bed for like an hour or something, but then I heard her come downstairs and do her usual morning routine and I though, "That's weird. Is she ignoring my text? Why is she not coming into the room for more sex?" So then I finally gave up waiting to go out of bed and she made me a coffee and I though, "This is weird." Didn't she get my text?

So I though, "Okay, forget about it." So I sat down and had my coffee and then she finally opens Instagram and then she goes, "Oh, I didn't see your text." <laugh> I sent it at like 7:00 AM in the morning.

And then she goes, "Uh, oh, does the offer still stand?" And I said, "Yeah." And then she goes, "Okay, come on then." And then she took my hand and, like, led me back to the bedroom. <laugh> Uh, I mean, the way it was really awkward and weird kinda made it hot as well. And then we had lunch, and then we did it again after lunch, and then I went home. Got have one for the road. We got some kind of ord- ordered food in, I don't know what it was. And then after food, I said, "Let's do it again." I took her back to the bedroom.

Did it three times within about 12 hours? And then she never invited me to her house ever again <laugh>. After we banged, I never went to her house again. I though, "If I go to her house again, we're gonna do it again." I mean, every time I nutted, it was kind of awkward afterwards. My favorite position, probably a squatting frog style, upright squatting frog style with hands on her hips. I liked how the futon sheets rub my ball sack when I thrusted. I like bunching up the bed sheet. I like to... I like doing missionary and then bunch up this, the bed sheet so it rubs against my anus and ball sack. So you get stimulus from everywhere. Only thing that would make it better is if there was a dick on my ass or a tongue, like another girl and she's like dicking my ass.

And then you get pleasured in every area. I'm gonna go to bed now. I've been waking up too early, so I get tired really quickly now. I'm thinking dude beach tomorrow. Hopefully the weather's good. I've done 12 hours and a half. See ya.