[2023-01-23] life update [xoeFtFQM7lo]

Testing, testing, testing, testing, testing. Oh, sounds good. Um, okay. Oh my god. Testing, uh, Twitch? No. How many hours? Two. Two plus two is four And then four plus. Wow. I can do eight hours today. We will set the timer at 12 hours set. <laugh>, I love this timer thing. I dunno why I like seeing the numbers tick down so much. It's like watching my channel die. Oh no. I shouldn't have said the D word. Hopefully I didn't get demonetized. Watching numbers tick down has to be my new favorite hobby. Okay, so today I'm gonna do desktop stream because the IRL stream did really badly <laugh>. Oh my god, the IRL stream. You guys just really don't want to see IRL stuff I'm guessing, which is kind of expected I guess, but still disappointing. People who watched it liked it but a lot of people just didn't watch it and I didn't make much money off it 'cause stupid Ed Shean copyright claimed me. So I lost all of the ads from the first couple thousand views and then the streams only got a couple thousand views anyway, so like 90% of the views weren't monetized. So I barely made anything off it. It was so stressful. It was all this stupid music trying to screw me over and then naked man And then the quality of the stream was so bad, so shaky and kept going laggy as well. So I don't know, I don't really wanna do IRL anytime soon. And then I got sunburned and then my legs were really painful and I ended up spending $10 as well getting taxis and trains and drinks and stuff. So yeah, I don't really wanna do IRL anytime soon again. Oh thanks. Two heroes, new Bs. Oh my God. How do you guys know about this already? I haven't even said anything about it. So I do have someone tips me off on who this boyfriend might be and it seems like a coincidence but there's just too many coincidences that make it hard to deny that this could be her boyfriend. They talked about it on Discord. Oh have they? Oh yeah, yeah. Someone messaged me saying they think they found who the boyfriend is. Apparently he is a YouTuber and yet he gets more freaking views than me, which pisses me off. His channel's only half the size of mine. He's got like 50 K subs but he gets like 40 to 80 K views. I get like 2K views now. Can you believe it? I unbelievable Don't, I dunno how my views dropped again. It already dropped from like 10 K down to about six or seven K and now it drops down to like below 4K. I'm so shocked. I'm trying to put out all this different stuff and go outside and do new things and and people just don't care anymore. It's so frustrating People complain that I don't do anything and then when I do they don't care. Is it <inaudible>? No, it's just some random Japanese guy who has like a travel channel. His videos are so boring. It's like it's got typical stock music in the background, happy stock music and then he just travels and then he's like this is the bus station. Oh look at all the people. It is so boring. But I guess that stuff gets views doesn't it? Whining losers on the internet doesn't really get views anymore. There used to be a time when whining losers used to get views. Like there was that just James Guy and there were a lot of other incel type channels. It's like they all died. Maybe the algorithm shadow banned all the incel incel channels. Maybe YouTube is telling you to go outside without the YouTube stuff. It's telling me that my audience don't give a crap about IRL and travel stuff so I don't know what you guys wanna see anymore 'cause I tried a lot of stuff and none of it works <laugh>. So if none of it works I might as well just do the the easiest thing, the one that takes least effort. Uh, why would you do something that takes more effort when it doesn't get you more results than what takes less effort? If that makes sense. Also, I dunno what to do when I do IRL 'cause I just end up walking around in circles to do IRL. You've actually got to go to a place and do something like do an act, an activity, <laugh>, do an activity like um, I don't know, go fishing or meet a friend. I end up just walking around around in circles and it's kind of boring. I don't talk to anyone. The way it was edited was hard to watch 'cause it was really shaky. I applied um, software AI stabilization to make it more stable without the editing it was even more shaky. It was like every time I took a step it was like woo ooh ooh. It was like an earthquake was happening Every time I took a step. I dunno what's wrong with this stupid phone. I pressed stabilization on it clearly wasn't on. I did some test streaming with my iPhone and it's way better so it's actually got stabilization and everything works pretty well. So if I did IRL again I'd try it on my iPhone. Oh thanks hut. Business beef with the new boyfriend, gain back views beef with new BF and gain back views. Great content. I think that could get over 5K views. Now I'm trying to get over 5K. So pathetic back in the day I would delete a video out of anger if it only got 10 K views. Now getting 10 K views is very rare. I don't know if I'd wanna do that because if I did it I don't really know what to say. And then would I show the channel If I showed the channel I'd be driving, well I don't have many viewers to drive anymore anyway, but I'd be giving him subs wouldn't they? 'cause people would sub to him and then they'll say stuff like, ha ha he gets more views. Ha ha he's this and that. So someone sent me a message, um, saying that he has videos and vlogs going to Laos and doing the exact same things Jiro did on the exact same timeframe when she posted her Instagram stories. So either it's a massive coincidence or it is actually her boyfriend and he's from Osaka. He's got Osaka dialect and I remember 2021 me and Shahi used to chat back in 2021 around February to March. We chatted quite a lot and she did tell me that she has a coworker who has blown up on YouTube recently. And then she started asking me loads of questions about how to start a channel and how to monetize videos. Apparently that's him. I thought it was a girl who blew up on YouTube. I think it's kind of surprising she'd want to date a YouTuber again after what happened. I I would've thought that after what happened she would never want to talk to another YouTuber ever again. It's just kind of weird isn't it? He doesn't really look like me. He looks like a Japanese guy. He's got like a K-pop bowl, cut haircut. He's got big frame glasses. He's, I think he's in his late twenties according to my, my tip off And I think I looked better when I was in my late twenties. I don't know if I'd looked if I'd say I looked better now 'cause I got kind of old but I think I looked way better when I was his age. Are we just guessing that's her boyfriend? Well we don't have solid evidence but there does seem to be a lot of coincidences that would point towards that being him. He's from Osaka, he's got a relatively new channel. I think his oldest video is like three years old. He's going to the exact same places as Jiro went to according to her Instagram stories. He's also massively into Pokemon and Jiro also went to the Pokemon place didn't she? But I thought she went to the Pokemon place with Masaki. Not some unknown camera person. Uh, the main thing that pisses me off is he gets more views than me and he's only got half the subs. But I guess it's not hard to get more views than I do even channels only have 5K subs get more views than I do now. Yeah, even a channel with a hundred subs probably get more views. All you have to do is you get more than 2K views and then you get more views than me. <laugh>. I dunno what happened to my, my viewership, my audience. I had such a, it's had such a tight knit loyal audience and now they've almost all gone. It's just so weird. Do you think they all just lost interest at the same time or I got shadow banned or something. It's just very strange. I maybe I need to go back to doing like very personal story time videos about how my life failed. I really need to rethink so the travel vlogs don't work so I'm gonna scratch that out. IRL doesn't work so I'm gonna scratch that out or else doesn't work. Life in Thailand doesn't work. I might go back to maybe some illustrated videos. Again, never ending circle with the continuous splurge of fabricated girlfriend drama 'cause that's the only thing that I can think of that you guys find interesting. Why don't you tell me what you find interesting? Then I'll make it. Because according to analytics, the only thing that you guys are interested in is the girlfriend stuff. Search your sushi vlog on YouTube. It's new bf How do you know that? How do people know about it already? No, don't search it. And the s hero's gonna be pissed at me and then she'll start reporting my channel more. She reported a bunch of videos. Uh, last time I made videos about her, she um, did a privacy complaint so I had to blur her out. Pierre Docs him. How does Pierre know about it? Oh, for god's sake. I'm trying to keep it a secret. Why don't you marry her for the Thai visa? 'cause I don't want to live in Thailand permanently. I, and I'm kind of bored in this relationship to be honest. It's just a bit boring. Even traveling to Vietnam felt, I felt bored in Vietnam. And traveling is supposed to be one of the most exciting things you do in a relationship isn't it? I just, I felt like oh my god, when's this gonna end? When I was in Vietnam? Oh thanks Brian Masaki exposed animated video and also drama <laugh>. Yeah. Yes. You want drama, animation video on exposing Masaki would be funny. I feel like I did some pretty good animated stories back in Manchester with the Turkish girl making it illustrated. The thing that's nice about a stable relationship is you have somewhere to live that's pretty cheap and that's comfy. I would hate to live in a guest house again 'cause I'm so used to the comfort of having my own apartment now suddenly we're back to Giro. Yeah I've gotta get the views up don't I? So on the weekend we went for lunch with my girlfriend's friends. It was the same friends from the music festival. It's so awkward because they don't talk to me. I think they don't speak English. The girl says hi and I say hi back but her boyfriend doesn't say anything at all. Like not even. Hello. So it is really awkward and me and the girlfriend's, I mean me and my girlfriend's friend's boyfriend, we just sit there in silence on our phones whilst my girlfriend and his girlfriend talk And we went to some Shabb shabb place. We walked around some markets and I felt so tired and it was so boring having to hang out. In Thailand they've got these conveyor belt, shabu shabu places. It's weird. You get your own little hot pot on the table and then this conveyor belt brings cabbage and meat around. How old are they? I think they're pretty old 'cause the guy has got gray hair almost. His entire hair is great so he must be like 50. Surely in your forties your hair doesn't go all gray does it all? Not all of it but like almost all of his hair is great And um, my girlfriend seemed kind of sad 'cause she said her birthday didn't really feel very special. I got her a cake, like a little cake from seven 11. I got some candles but I could tell she seemed kind of disappointed. Oh well I'm not very good at celebrating birthdays. I honestly don't give a damn about celebrating birthdays or trying to make it special. It's just an annoying day where I know I have to get my girlfriend something otherwise she's gonna whine. Usually I cross my fingers and hope that um, their relationship has ended before her birthday comes around. And at least I didn't get her bottle of Pepsi. Like I got my Korean girlfriend on her birthday. I got a big bottle of Pepsi. I thought it would be funny. <laugh>. She was so pissed. Women are so weird when it comes to birthdays they're like oh it's my special day. Oh you'll get me a special gift that's meaningful and then we could take me to dinner. Honestly, who gives a damn about birthdays? We're not kids anymore. Birthdays were exciting when I was a 12-year-old and be like, oh yeah I got a new transformer present and my friends are coming over for my birthday party. I'm gonna blow out my candles on my cake. When you become an adult who gives a crap about this stupid birthday? It's just like another depressing day of you getting older. One year closer to getting ugly and dying. Why the hell do you wanna celebrate it? I don't even wanna think about it. It's just depressing. Yeah. Wow. I'm gonna be 34. Congratulations. I just, I don't understand women when it comes to birthdays and they act so childish. They're like Oh you didn't do anything special grow up. It's just this stupid day where you came out of vagina of a vagina. It is probably the shittiest days in all of our lives and women are weird. The hate birthdays the next um, big day the hates is Valentine's. I hope they don't do Valentine's in Thailand 'cause I'm still gonna be here aren't I? Do Tai do valentine's? Yes. I should buy her another seven 11 cake <laugh>. I got her these candles. I didn't realize her magic candles and she blew them out and they kept reigniting <laugh> and all this smoke was coming off and I was trying to fan it away from the smoke alarm and she kept blowing, they kept reigniting again. So I got a pot of water and we chucked them in there. I didn't realize there were these magic candles. Shaira and him also went to Okinawa at the same time. Oh my god, that must be him Then Shahi and him also went to Okinawa. Were at the same if they're going to the same places at the same time. But how does he manage to film the videos without her in them do you think? He's like, okay I'm gonna make a video now you stay in the hotel room or maybe she just stays behind him. Maybe there's some point in the video where you can see her reflection. Who apparently people have found Chi Hiro's new boyfriend and he's a YouTuber. Who was it that figured this out? I don't know. I have no idea how you would find this out. You would have to scour through how many, how many Japanese YouTubers and how would you know he's Japanese in the first place? Could it be Korean or Chinese or American? I think you would have to maybe just search Osaka YouTuber. Why would you even think that she's dating a YouTuber in the first place though? I dunno how people found out this stuff. Internet people are pretty scary but also impressive when it comes to finding stuff out. It is pretty impressive though 'cause Jira has not given away any hints about her boyfriend, has she? She hasn't said anything about dating a YouTuber. The only thing she said that people know about is that she has a coworker who blew up on YouTube. <affirmative>. I wonder. He must know about me. I wonder what he thinks every time I make a video about her <laugh> she think he's like, oh that Daniel always like that fucking bastard using my girlfriend for views again. Yeah. Well what you gonna do about it bitch that'll go to Osaka livestream. You got a problem with it Then come face me. That'll get me some views too. <laugh>. He's not gonna do anything if I'm streaming 'cause he'll be on camera. The good thing about IRL is it kind of makes you invincible doesn't it? He's ashamed of dating our because Phish is a lot bolder. I don't think he's ashamed. I think Jiro told him not to film her 'cause there's like weird trolls from Daniel and then he was like okay that makes sense. How did you find out his age? People are saying he's 29. Why is he dating someone who's like 13 years older than he is? Do you know what they say about guys? I mean I dated someone 15 years older than me And do you know why that is? It's 'cause I'm a loser <laugh> 'cause I'm like uh, weirdo feminine loser with no charisma or confidence that can't get a girlfriend his own age because she's beautiful. I don't know about that. If she's so beautiful then why did I leave? I, although she is better looking than my girlfriend. She's got a bigger eyes, she's got a better nose. But I think my girlfriend has better lips. Shaira has kind of thin lips for an Asian woman. My girlfriend's got better skin as well. I nothing wrong with a more mature lady. Well there is if you want to have a family and have kids and if, if you don't want to have family, don't want to have kids, then you're basically mentally ill. 'cause it's not normal to not want to have kids. If that was normal then the species would've gone extinct wouldn't it? Like pandas are going extincts 'cause they don't wanna have kids. So it cannot be normal to not want to have a family or kids. There has to be some kind of mental deficiency there in the brain to, I mean making life the prime directive of life is to make more life. You're going against your prime directive. That should be like your biggest urge is to reproduce. And if you're saying you don't want kids, there's definitely something wrong with you. Daniel, my boy beef with the new bf, I'll donate. Oh thanks Teapop. I mean it would be funny all caps. Oh my god I found my ex-wife's boyfriend <laugh>. I gotta find a way to make it funny and like have a spurge rage about how he gets more views than me and how he's younger and stuff. Not only they have the same glasses, they also have the same phone. It is kind of funny to hear. He is dating someone who looks like me and is also a YouTuber. Yeah, well he's only got 12 million views. I got 35 million views beach. I still own him In terms of total views. Not only that, they have same glasses, they also have the same phone winking face. How many, I've got a lot of phones though. He's got an iPhone 12. How tall is he? If he's taller than me, I'll be annoyed. I've been going to the gym. I went to the gym yesterday. Have you noticed my arms getting bigger? I don't really feel like they're getting a lot bigger. I feel like I've, I've reached a peak on the size of my arms. I <laugh> my ex-wife traded me in for a younger version of me. But then to be fair, didn't I also do the same? I traded in my wife for Mila who was like 10 years younger than she and now I've got basically a younger version of her. A tai chi hero. Big by whose standard? Well my own standard considering my arms used to be like sticks. I feel like my biceps are huge now look and also my packs are pretty big. Especially when I do like that. Make a video about meki. I'll send you $50. Well I need a good title. First of all I maybe I can do an illustrated video. I get chihiro tattooed on my bicep <laugh> Daniel, you should go chase after JI'S new boyfriend and try and kidnap him and take him to the airport. What? That's illegal. I'll be like my Ty's ex T girlfriend's ex take him to the airport to make him leave his own country <laugh> to show up the house. Also make video on Masaki. I'll send 50 USD. I dunno how to make Masaki into a video though. My ex-wife's crazy friend. If you can give me a good title then I might consider it. Am I staying in Thailand and how long? Um, I can stay in Thailand until the end of February but I need to go to immigration soon to uh get, get it extended. She's gonna be annoying. The taxi ride is maybe, I think it's like $10 or $8 to get there. They put the immigration place in such a dumb place. It's not near any train stations, it's near one train station but it's nearly impossible to walk from the train station to the immigration center because there's all these big roads and none of them have side footpaths. So you got to go there by car. The video before that got 80 4K views. He's destroying you Daniel? Yeah, well he's obviously got a travel audience and his channel's a lot younger than mine. His channel's only three years old. My channel's like seven years old. See where his channel is in three years time. Is your girlfriend, what a coincidence. Smirk. Does Chihiro have an iPhone 13? I think my girlfriend has an iPhone 13. Hir is copying my girlfriend's look with the glasses. Even the hairstyles look similar don't they? Yeah. Well let's see how many views he gets in three years time when his viewers get bored. Why don't you get travel channel views? I don't know why Every time I try and do a travel vlog it doesn't attract travel people. And then my current, wait, why did is the timer going up? I set the timer at 12 hours and now it's over 12 hours. What's going on? It's the timer going up when I get a donation. That's not what I was planning for. Yeah, it was at 11 hours, 36 and then it went up by 30 minutes. Why did it go up half an hour? That's weird. And then I've gotta set it back. What was it? It was 1132 I think. Put 1129 I There you go. You stole the timer widget from Ice <laugh>. Yeah. I don't know if it's exactly the same one 'cause you probably got a co of friend to make it specifically but I found one on Google. It's for Twi, it's supposed to be for Twitch. My ex-wife's friend was a serial seller. My ex-wife's friend, Hmm was a prostitute 'cause she was, she told me that Masaki started working in a place like Tabi and her husband found out they had an argument And then for revenge, the husband, as the husband left, he banged one of the girls at the prostitute place before leaving that Masaki has a TikTok as well I think. And she's got like three kids and she does serial work and she got chlamydia. She accidentally gave it to her husband and she slipped in antibiotics into, into his coffee and told him it was no, she put antibiotics next to his coffee and told him that they were cold tablets for for flu or cold. So she's pretty crazy. My ex-wife's crazy friend but no, I can't think of a good title. She would make great YouTube videos 'cause she's got so much drama. I feel like people have so much drama that they keep secret. Why do I not have any drama? There's like no drama that I can think of. So my plan for the timer was uh, I wanted to do some challenges in Japan, like living in a net cafe and then if the timer gets to zero then I get to leave the net cafe. So if you want me to stay in the net cafe, you have to donate. I thought that could be fun. But then people might want me, people might want me to leave 'cause they feel sorry for me. Then they won't donate. Oh I could just stream 24 7 like I stars. But that would get very tiring. And I wanna go to bed. I don't wanna stay up all night. I also don't wanna film. I don't wanna stream myself sleeping because wouldn't that be just be really boring. I don't see the point of keeping the stream on when you sleep. That story is so funny. Do an animated video. Oh thanks Brian. I thought I could do like a, you know Sonny V two. I could do like a exposed video. I won't donate anymore unless you give us Masaki bid. No superhero would be pissed. I wanna do like a very sinister sounding true crime style documentary. Like Sunny v two's videos with with um, intense music. There's my girlfriend arm YouTuber. No, no. She still doesn't know. I think she doesn't know. I don't wanna brag about her not knowing 'cause then I might jinx it. I find it hard to watch ice many times now. Yeah, I got a bit bored as well. 'cause most of the stream, he's either sitting on a train in bed or sitting in a bar trying to talk to Japanese women and then wandering around the streets either by himself or with annoying people. This Korean guy he streams with is kind of annoying. Does anyone else find the way Korean people speak English? Really annoying. I I don't like the accent. Uh, the accent reminds me of some Korean girls that piss me off in the guest house. All Korean people have this same way of speaking English and it really annoys me and it is just, I dunno, they just, they keep repeating what I say. Ice would say something and then he would just repeat back in a, in a like a rising intonation tone. I saw Sam Pepper is streaming in Thailand as well and he's doing all this ladyboy stuff and it's not getting him views either <laugh>. So I thought yeah I don't wanna do this ladyboy stuff anymore. It's just kind of cringe. It's like the only thing people know Thailand for is lady boys. As soon as you say you go into Thailand, everyone goes oh sleep with a lady boy Sam Pepper's channel's dead as well. 2 million subs and he gets like 5K views. It's weird how dead channels can become. He went to who's outside my door? Nobody. He went to that train thing. There's a train in Thailand that runs through a little village and he was running after it but he's doing all the Thailand stuff like eating insects and meeting lady boys and it's not getting him views. My girlfriend should come home I think in, in 11 hours time. Well not 11, maybe 12 or 13. I mentioned you and he was like ha, I don't think Sam Pepper would know who I am. I don't know. Sam Pepper knows ice and Ice knows me and a lot of the ice community knows me. So I thought maybe he would know me but I don't think so. He's copying ice. Yeah, I think a lot of people have been copying ice with the Sabbath on. 'cause I've seen how much money ice is making people saying ice has made like 60 K in a month. That's a long shift. Well she has two jobs. She has a second job after the first job. What kind of British accent does Sam Pepper have? I think it's like a very chubby accent. He's actually from the town that's right next to my town. It's called Ashford. He's also born almost the same day as me. He was born on March 26th, 1989. I'm born 20 20th of March, 1989. So we're very close in age and location is very weird. I thought he was older than me. She has two jobs and never has any money. Yeah, I know she never pays for anything. Imagine you guys sleeping with she, she for some reason I don't imagine this sex being very good with him. He doesn't really seem like he would have a big dick. Does he? I think after being married to me it's hero would probably want a guy who's not really horny and sex obsessed. But then I thought she wouldn't date a YouTuber after dating me. I, oh yeah, a couple days ago, actually a week ago she cried 'cause I refused to give her money for her car repairs. Her car had some problem. They said they she had to pay 24,000 but, and then they raised it to 30,000. But, and then she asked me for 8,000 but, and I said no. I said I don't want to pay 'cause I paid for Vietnam, I paid for everything else. She started crying and then she started saying stuff like, oh I thought you and my boyfriend and you would want to help me. And she said she didn't wanna ask her mom or other people because she's embarrassed. And I said, are you gonna pay me back if I give you the money? She said yes. But then we just stopped talking and then she didn't actually ask me for the money. And then she came back from the mechanics and she was happy because they, they took the price down to 25,000. But, so I don't know how they managed. I don't know how she managed to get the price down by 5,000. But who knows. What did she do? So she got her car back and I didn't have to pay. I really don't wanna pay for her car repairs. Why should I have to pay for her stupid car repairs? It's her car. I kept saying, how's you not have any money? Don't you have savings? How come you're working so much? You don't have enough money to pay? It's so frustrating how she keeps saying she doesn't have any money. How'd you buy anything? What's the point of working? You don't have any money then? I don't know where all her money is going. I'm getting a bit frustrated with the money thing. I'm paying so much. I'm probably paying I for 85% of everything. She pays a little bit, but just tiny bits here and there. Oh thanks Brian. This girl Brian is trying to leach Daniel. Yeah, people said I'm the leach. This is a true leach. Actually Mila was more of a leach. Mila didn't have any money either. I, I said to her, I don't have, I said I'm running out of money and I'm not rich. She said Okay, I don't think it's my responsibility to have to pay for her car stuff. You're paying her rent. Well I'm paying my rent. She has a house. She doesn't need this place to live. This place is more for me 'cause I don't wanna live near her house. I could have lived near her house. I don't know why I can't just live in her house. It's so stupid, isn't it? She's got an entire house. Neither of us are living in. Maybe she's doing something to the house with her money. She said she wants to rent it out. And she said next year she'll have money. <laugh>. She said that last year. She said last year after December she would have money. She still doesn't have money. What would you do if Chichis new man's Willie was waving in front of you? Uh, bite it off and swallow it. Dunno what's PVP Player versus player? What do I talk about with my girlfriend? Absolutely nothing. She speaks so slowly. For example, she wanted to say yesterday, her friend is coming to pick us up at 11 and she was like my friend, uh, coming at, uh, come here, uh, pick us. Uh, I was like, oh my god. This takes ages for her to say anything so frustrating. I end up finishing her sentences before she finishes them. Most of the time I, I don't want to talk about anything 'cause she doesn't understand. And then she takes Asia to say anything back. The coughing thing is, is getting really annoying as well. She's still coughing but it seems to be getting worse. And then she'll start spitting into a bucket. I looked in the bin, we've got a little bin this size and it was full of spit. It was disgusting and she was just coughing cough. It usually starts after dinner and lasts until she falls asleep. And she would just cough for hours And she started doing like a little scream before the cough, like, like that and then cough. It's really annoying. Four months of coughing. She has medicine but she says she doesn't like taking the medicine for some reason. I dunno what it is. She had COVID and then she recovered from COVID. And then she said ever since COVID she has had this cough that won't go away. She, she thinks she has long COVID. I think she's right. Maybe long COVID or maybe the vaccine did something. It is really irritating every single night. Coughing and coughing and coughing. I think she needs an inhaler. A to loosen up the mucus. She said an inhaler's expensive aren't they just like 10 pounds? This is why you're with her so you can complain. Well I'm mainly with her for two reasons. I can get a nice apartment for only 250 pounds a month thanks to her. And I don't feel lonely anymore. Which is one of the things I hate about life is feeling lonely. I remember in Manchester just feeling miserable for being alone. So the worst feeling ever feeling like you're completely alone in the world. I don't really care much about the sex anymore. In fact, she is the one who initiates the sex most of the time. I'm not really that bothered if we do it or not, it's always the same. Next um thing, next thing that's coming up soon that I'm dreading is she wants me to come to her mom's house and meet her mom. The good thing is I don't have to meet her dad because I don't think they like her dad. The dad left the mom ages ago and started a new family with a different woman. So I don't think I have to meet the dad, which is good news, but I really don't wanna meet the mom. She doesn't speak English. I'm just gonna be sitting there being weird and awkward. It's really boring having to meet her friends as well because I just sit there, I end up staring into space, not doing anything and then end up going on my phone. I wonder when she's gonna get the message that I don't like meeting people. I told her I don't really wanna meet her mom. And then she got all upset. I started giving me silent treatment. She was like, why don't you want to meet my mom? You don't care about my family. And I was like, no, I just don't like meeting people. And she was like, oh my god, I already told her I don't have friends and I'm antisocial. I just don't enjoy hanging out with people. It's boring. Talking to people is is so boring. They never know about what I'm interested in. They don't ask me about things I'm interested in. And then even if they do, I don't really wanna talk to them about things I'm actually interested in. It just feels like a waste of time. I'm not going to the, the stuff I'm talking about now, I'm not gonna talk about to I people because it's kind of stupid isn't it? Going on and on about my ex-wife and then people who are into stocks investing, I don't really wanna talk to them about my stock picks. And they might be like, well why do you think that? Or they might disagree with me and say, I think you're wrong. And then I have to explain why I think I'm right and I can't be bothered. I don't know for sure if I'm right or I'm just guessing. There's not really anything I can think about. There's nothing I'd wanna talk about to a person, especially someone who doesn't speak English. What's the point? It's just a waste of time. I don't you want criticism to get better at stocks? Uh, I don't want criticism. Maybe I'd want um, friendly advice. I don't like the whole tough love approach. I don't think it's very effective. Just pisses me off and makes me think, uh, well screw you. I'm not gonna listen then if you're gonna be a dick, that's like the main thing that pissed me off about my viewers back in the day. They thought the whole tough love approach would actually be of any use. When in fact when I get aggressive criticism, my defense mechanism is screw you. I'm gonna ignore everything you say 'cause I'm very childish, tough love doesn't work with me. What do I want out of life? I want I uh, I want a bigger community on YouTube that watches my videos. I want to find something I feel passionate about and I want financial stability and I don't wanna get a job. I don't really care about sex and women anymore to be honest. Sex is nice. But I'm starting to realize that there are more important things in life. Like having a passion, having a community, having financial stability come way above sex and women to me now, I used to think women and sex were the most important things in life and everything else didn't matter after having sex with a lot of women. I don't know, it's just, it's the same thing over and over, isn't it? I guess I'd like to have sex with more attractive women, but to be honest, I'd rather have my audience back. If I could choose between, I could get my 40 K community and audience back or I can have hot sex with hot women. To be honest, I choose the community 'cause that made me way happier than any sex did. I felt so much happier 20 18, 19 when I felt like, like I had a not dead channel and I had an active community who were interested in my stuff. Losing that has to be one of the most painful things of being going through recently. It is tough losing that I'd do anything to get it back. It's not just the money though. Sure losing the money is is sad as well. But I miss, I miss the community feeling of a bigger community. I wish I could get it back. I, I dunno how to, I think I made, maybe I made a mistake pivoting towards being a gaming channel during the Eldon ring stuff. Maybe I should have done that on the second channel. I made a lot of money thanks to Elden Ring but I think I lost a lot of viewers. If back you had to beef with new bf do you think 2019 Daniel would've beefed with the new bf? I would've been like, oh my god, my ex-wife's new boyfriend is like a more successful version of me. Maybe I would've, I did stuff like I found my ex-wife on the dating site and the SD card. I dunno why I lost the interest in doing stuff like that. 'cause I got, I got burned a lot. Maybe I'm also a bit scared that S Hero would get angry and then actually try to get revenge. You need lots of drama to keep the old community going. Yeah, I know they just want drama and life updates but only if there's interesting things happening. I oh yeah, the LA girl. Do you remember LA girl? The Japanese LA girl who does PornHub? She messaged me again as well. She messages me once every year and then she'll say stuff like, let's meet up. I really wanna meet up. And then she goes to me again. I don't hear from her again for another year. This time she says she's going to London for two weeks and then she asked me if we could meet up in Thailand. I said it would be better if we met up in Japan 'cause it's kind of hard now with a girlfriend. She said she's been in a bad place mentally. She's pretty hot. But she's definitely got problems that I'm a bit concerned about. No, not Erica. She's ugly and fat. I'm talking about Una Tomago. She's on PornHub. She, she gets millions of views on PornHub now. She's actually on the SD card. She's on the SD card 'cause she used to send me a lot of nudes and I saved them. She's pretty wild. She sent me all these videos of her and her car naked jerking off to me. Do girls say jerking off? I don't, girls don't have anything to jerk off. I guess you say fingering. She sent me these videos of her having sex with a guy in a library as well. Drama is interesting but don't let it ruin your life. Yeah, the thing is I don't really want drama. I want a nice peaceful life, but then I want my community back. So I need drama <laugh>, it goes, it's like contradictory to what I actually want. I need to do something I don't want to do to get something that I want. I want a comfy lifestyle, nice place to live, but I want things to talk about so I can do live streams. If there's nothing to talk about then what? What would I talk about? <affirmative>. You seem to like drama. Yeah, I do get kind of excited when bad things happen. I get this tingle in my chest when I feel like bad things are gonna happen or I've done something bad and I've been found out. I get this kind of adrenaline rush. Maybe I, I do have like this mental addiction to doing bad things and then getting caught. It is kind of exciting. I, it's funny, there was so much drama during the marriage and now there's none. I think that's mainly because my girlfriend doesn't know about the channel. If she knew about it, she would get upset and cry and I'd probably walk out and then I'd do stuff like walking out on my girlfriend and then going back to my girlfriend and then I'd do streams and say something that upsets her. I'd be like, oh my god, my girlfriend crying again. It would just be the same as the marriage I think. But I think she's, she's not an angry person like Tira. She's more of a sad person. So I think she would just break down and cry instead of getting angry. I, she never gets angry. I've never seen her angry. I've seen her cry and she cries a lot over really tiny things. Like I didn't ask her if she wanted McDonald's when I went to buy McDonald's and then she cried about it. Do IRL streams where you interact with people. It's too hard. I don't know if, if talking to people would get people interested in my IRRs, what has to happen is I need to talk to someone form a connection and a relationship. Add them, add them to my contacts and create a character out of them like the Hong Kong guy. And then we meet up with them again, do more stuff together and they become a character on the channel. That would be something interesting I think. But I don't wanna do it. And it's go out there, talk someone, click with them, exchange contact details and then we do stuff together and I don't know, we have sex or we have a fight or we get up to some crazy stuff together and then we have an argument That would be, Casey was great for drama because he was so stupid and easy to trigger. But I was actually really pissed off that Jiro went for dinner with him and helped him grow his channel. If you don't want to do anything, your channel will die. Yeah, I know it's annoying. I don't want to do anything. I just wanna sit here and do stocks and watch ice play video games. I don't really want to have to interact with people. I need to mess with. People get in trouble. I, I don't like making connections with people. I try to avoid people as much as possible because it's stressful. They start messaging you a lot and they start inviting you to do stuff and then they create this kind of expect expectation of you to be their friend. And I remember I had a Japanese friend back in 20, I think 2013. This Japanese guy was trying to be my friend and then he came, there was some kind of miscommunication where he asked me, he invited me to go out and I said something that made him think that I wanted to go out when actually I didn't really want to go out. I think he said something like, no, I checked the weather and it was raining all day. So I said I think it's gonna be raining today. And then he said, oh yeah, maybe we will do it another time. And I said okay. And then I messaged him again saying, actually it looks like the weather's cleared up. So he thought, I thought he thought that I was saying let's meet up 'cause the weather cleared up. I didn't think he was gonna come. So I was in bed in the guest house and he just came to the guest house and came to my room 'cause he used to live at the guest house. He knocked on my door and I was like, the hell, why did he come? And I just told him that I didn't want to go. The look on his face was so like, so shocked and disappointed. He came all his way to go out with me and I just said no, I'm going back to bed. And then I blocked him 'cause he was so awkward. I felt bad about it but I really didn't want to hang out. The thing with getting friends is they want to hang out all the time and then I have to keep saying no. And then if they keep saying no, they'll think does he not want to be my friend? It is tiring because I, I was planning to hang out with this Korean guy. The Korean guy was so boring as j as well is addicted to Zen list YouTubers. Oh thanks. And then, yeah, why does Jira keep dating YouTubers? But I don't think she cares 'cause she doesn't wanna be in his videos and she's given up on her own channel. I thought she would make videos in Laos and traveling and stuff. Why did Shahi give up on her YouTube videos? She'd probably get more views than I do now. If she made, if she made a video about her new boyfriend, she would definitely get maybe 10 K views. You should be flattered. People want to hang around with you. Yeah, but I feel insecure 'cause I, I feel like I'm not very fun to hang out with. I don't make people laugh. I'm not high energy. I don't really bring any value to any kind of friendship. I don't have any connections. I can't help you with anything. I can't help introduce you to people who might help you with your goals in life. I don't have any skills or expertise that can help you. I kind of do want to help people. Um, but I feel insecure 'cause I can't help people 'cause I don't have any connections. I don't have any skills or anything that can actually help people. So I feel like I don't bring anything to the table so I feel really insecure about myself. So I think it's better if I don't have any friends. Maybe if you are also interested in having a YouTube channel, I could give you a shout out. Maybe a hundred people would subscribe to you. <laugh> I can't even help you much in that area 'cause even my own videos don't get views now I don't have any, I don't have any influencing power like I used to. I used to be able to send some traffic to people. I need to pee. <silence> There's nothing to talk about. I don't want him doing the same thing and he's 40. What do you think I'll be doing when I'm 40? Do you think I'll finally be a stock expert? Over the weekend I was learning about stocks again. I am starting to find um, trading interesting again. I kind of lost interest in doing IRL streams. Now I'm back in the whole stock stuff again. <laugh>, I do uh, lose interest in stuff pretty quickly. I think maybe a month is how long I've, I remain interested in stuff a month or two and then I lose interest. I imagine if she makes videos with the new boyfriend. Yeah, if they become a travel couple vlogging couple then they're just going to destroy. I mean they've already destroyed my channel. The boyfriend gets way more views than I do. And then if Jiro started making videos with him and my old audience finds out the old audience, they were giving KC maybe 20 K views just from Jiro stuff. Those are the viewers I lost. The reason why my channel died is 'cause I lost that 20 k 'cause there was no more <inaudible> stuff. I underestimated how much people liked Jiro. I guess I really shot myself in the foot. If I was still with Jiro, I think the channel would be doing much better than it is now. So it seems like I made a pretty bad decision. Plus I'd be living in Japan, which has way more content opportunities. I thought I would have more content opportunities by leaving T Hero and meeting up with a bunch of viewers and having crazy adventures. And I was right. The Meer videos did do really well until she stopped wanting to be part of the channel. But every girl that messages me, they keep saying I don't wanna be in videos. Well then don't freaking message me. Idiot hate all these girls who say I don't wanna be in streams or videos. Don't talk about me like that stupid Manchester girl. She was so annoying. I just, I don't really know what I want to do in life anymore. I can't decide. Sometimes I like my comfy life here but then sometimes I miss, I don't know what I miss. I miss having interesting stuff to talk about. It seems like the interesting stuff to talk about always revolves around people, doesn't it? Like so and so said this and so and so did that. And I keep claiming that I'm not interested in people and I find people boring but then everything I talk about always revolves around people. Gossiping about people. I create another channel, do fun stuff on it. Well that's what the second channel's for. But I don't do fun stuff on it. I do tech reviews. I made a three six Insta 360 camera review. It got 7.5 k views, which is now double the views I get on anything on my main channel. I still, I can't find something I truly enjoy. Which is i's kind of sad that you have nothing you enjoy. The last time I felt like I was really having fun was when the crazy ex-husband thing happened and I escaped. That was pretty fun actually. <laugh> because I felt excited and I felt like I had something interesting to talk about. Maybe I do like danger, but I like controlled danger. Don't you enjoy OnlyFans? No, I hate OnlyFans. This is boring. I gotta shave my bum. 'cause the gay guys don't like hairy bums. Then I got to make sure my big, my fat belly doesn't show so I got to edit it. I got to angle it so my belly doesn't show. I think my belly's a bit smaller now. I've been trying to do ca Catie restricting. So I usually skip lunch. I try to do travel vlogs but they never get views. I want to do street market, street food stuff. But they don't get views. Nothing gets freaking views. I dunno what to do apart from do not buy blah blah blah. My Twitch died 'cause I didn't stream for nearly four weeks. Twitch is hard 'cause you gotta stream almost every day to keep the money up and then you get bored. 'cause I streaming all day long every day. Unless you have loads of things to do, it gets pretty boring. I need to have a break from streaming so I can build up stuff to talk about. So I, I dunno what to do in life anymore. Video games are boring as well. There's nothing fun to play. I played dark tide but I'm bored of that now. Dark tide, there's nothing to do when you reach max level and dark tide, there's no new interesting levels or weapons or anything. The game just kind of dies when you get to max level. I dunno what's fun anymore. What would be fun to do? Traveling is not fun. Going to Vietnam was not fun. It was hell, it was raining every day. Stupid Vietnamese people kept coming up to us trying to sell us stuff. It was so noisy with all the motorbikes and mopeds. I did not like Vietnam. Ugh. I'd never wanna go see the Vietnam again. Ho Chi Minh is a horrible city. And then anything outside of Ho Chi Minh is just like poverty farms and tiny villagers and dirt tracks and jungles and it's a bit scary. Did not like Vietnam. I Thailand's scary as well if you stray from the beaten track and stray away from the main roads and end up finding yourself. Where I found myself in that stream last week, there's all these weird dragon komodo, dragon lizards everywhere and they're massive. I dunno why Thailand lets 'em just roam around. So apparently they eat dead things, but they've got a very venomous bites. It's not venom, but they've got a lot of bacteria in their mouths. So if you get bitten by one, it can get pretty bad. It can get very infected if you don't get, its treated quickly and they're huge. I think they're scared of people so they run away, but still they look very intimidating. I read the, they're not aggressive towards humans unless they feel threatened. They look scary, they look like crocodiles. They're like a mix between a crocodile and a snake. It's like a crocodile's body with a snake's head and they can move very quickly. One time we were walking in a park and there was one next to the road, next to the path in the grass. We didn't see it and we walked quite close to it and it got scared and it just shot off. It was like, so it's got four legs. It runs really quickly. So Thailand has all these scary dogs and lizards. If you stray away from the main roads and it can get a bit scary and you see all these poor type people living in these waterfront slum areas. I don't think they're dangerous. They seem friendly, but they just look weird. They look, I don't know, I don't wanna say subhuman, but they, they just look weird. Like they've got some kind of genetic disease and they're usually sitting around half naked, got warts on their necks and weird, weird body stuff and they don't look clean. Why? I don't understand how they can be so poor. They probably live off of 50 bucks a month and they look scary. I'm scared they'll be walking around naked and I'll be streaming and then get in trouble. I don't think I'd see a naked man streaming. That really scared me. I thought I'd get a strike or something. What a Thai people like, they're pretty friendly. I like Thai people more, more than Vietnamese people in Vietnam. You walk around the marketplace, people will constantly come up to you trying to sell you stuff. But in Thailand, no one, no one pesters you to buy stuff. You can walk around in a market and no one comes up to you. It's great. My skin issue, my hand is better now see. Almost completely healed. Although I did feel a bit of a an itchy, bumpy patch coming back I might put cream on. I've got a new cream. A new tub of cream. I think this cream is the magic cure to my problems. It's antifungal and topical corticosteroid. This cleared everything up last time, so I might have to put this cream on when I think it's gonna flare up again to prevent it flaring up. So now I'm addicted to corticosteroids. If I don't take corticosteroids, the stupid thing starts appearing again. You need vitamins. I take multivitamins. Oh I forgot to say my vitamin CI take multivitamins and also buffered vitamin C capsules tablets. I think the problem is I became sexually active. That's the only thing that drastically changed when I came to Thailand. So I became sexually active and I think the candy duck got out of control 'cause I wasn't washing properly. Oh thanks Jenkins. Do you miss cereal with she? She, yeah. Sometimes the only good thing, the only thing that made cereal with chiro great was when she put her finger up my bum and she'd wiggle it around. My girlfriend, she doesn't put her finger in but she rubs the entrance. Her fingernails are too long to put it in. But Jiro knew that if you put the finger in my button up until maybe the second knuckle is usually far enough and then you wiggle like that. I really like that. It really turns me on. Jiro found that out after about a year and we would orgasm at the same time, which was really nice. The sex with Shahi got really good after about a year, but apart from that it wasn't very special. Danny just likes pegging. Yeah, I think I would enjoy it if I was doing missionary and then a guy did me from behind. I probably really enjoy that. I probably comes straight away though. It's the, the stimulation having like a secondary stimulant. 'cause men also have, people think women have multiple, what's the word? Erogenous areas. But men also have multiple people think men only have one, which is the dick. That's not true. Men have multiple erogenous areas as well. The ball sack and the bum hole is very sensitive and he just likes pegging grin. The best thing is have something robbing against the ball sack whilst you're penetrating. So I like to bunch up the duvet and then have that between my legs. Which would rub against the ball. Ballsack. I mean in an ideal world you'd have all three areas stimulated, but that's kind of tricky. You either need multiple people or you need the girl to reach around with her arm. That's why you need two girlfriends really. One girlfriend you'd be doing missionary. And then the second one would be she'd be licking the other area areas. Uh, I don't really care about my nipple. She licks my nipple but I don't really feel anything. I don't like it when she sucks my ball. It feels weird. Does any other, do any other guys not like the ball being sucked? I feel like the tube connecting the ball to the rest of the thing is gonna snap for some reason. <laugh>, I'm, I'm scared she's gonna suck too hard and then the ball tube is gonna snap from the actual ball. So I feel a bit scared about that. Do you remember I made that video about the lump on my ball? I think I still got the lump. Let me check. Yeah, it's still there but it's not, I don't think it's bigger. I was a bit scared about it because I got this little lump. I think it's just where the tubes are bunched up and enter the ball. But I was a bit scared it could be cancerous. I don't think it is because I found that lump probably 10 years ago. Would I prefer girlfriend with a penis? Um, maybe if she's good looking. Dan's dream is to have Mila Shihi in Tai Gf L. Yeah, my dream missionary missionary with maybe missionary with Mila. 'cause I like to kiss Mila's face. Mila had a nice face to kiss. I don't like kissing during sex usually, but with Mila we kissed a lot during missionary. So I'd do missionary with Mila and then maybe Thai girlfriend, she could finger my bum and then Sha Hiro could lick my balls. That would be my fantasy. But if the girlfriend has a dick, I don't want it to be like a micro penis. He would have to have a big dick that I could like jerk off whilst I'm bumming him. And also he has to have very feminine face and feminine body. Otherwise I'd find it unattractive. I'd find him unattractive. Some people were saying Mila is pregnant. Is that true? Some people said they saw on Mila's Instagram that she's having a baby <laugh>. How do people find out this stuff? Even I can't find out this stuff. If Mila was having a baby, that would be weird 'cause she kept saying that she didn't want to have a boring, stable life and she wanted adventure and she dumped me because she didn't think she could have adventure with someone like me and then to find out she's having a baby. I find that insulting 'cause that that goes against the reasons why she dumped me. But can you imagine having a baby and living in the Netherlands? The Netherlands sucks. It's such a boring and dull country. Plus it's full of, it's full of um, race racial problems. Like um, I feel like there's a lot of racial tension in Netherlands with black people and white people and it's really expensive to live there. And Rotterdam is a bad city. It's full of drugs and gangs and brown people. I mean immigrants. It's just not a nice place. It's got a bad vibe. It's got a bad atmosphere. Amsterdam is rubbish. It's just full of drunk British people going there to have sex with prostitutes and do weed. Amsterdam is a joke of a city. It's like a theme park of degenerates. Rotterdam is like a drug haven. So the only nice place would be outside of Amsterdam or Rotterdam living in the middle of nowhere. Countryside would be okay. Maybe Netherlands just looks bad. I hated it. It's probably one of the worst countries I lived in. I never felt so unsafe and I never felt so poor before then when I lived in Netherlands, I mean the police raided my neighbor and they were banging on my door. That was so scary. They were using a battering ram to knock down my neighbor's door. I never felt so scared before. Never again would I go to Netherlands. I don't like Germany either. It's full of beggars. Europe is just like the movie hostel. It dangerous. Yeah, I don't like Europe. It's full of protesting as well. So many problems in Europe, the gov European government's really screwed over their countries with all this mass immigration. Sure they got cheap labor to, to fill out the jobs, but they just ruined the countries culture and vibes and atmosphere. For what? So they can save a couple dollars here and there on cheap labor. It's sad. The great thing about Japan is they have strict immigration laws. I feel like this won't happen in Japan, although it could if the aging population problem doesn't get fixed. But I feel like Japan's so xenophobic they would try and replace the, the population with robots before they let mass immigration happen. Wow. Look at my tip chart. I got a load of donations today. Holy crap. I got $60 today plus no stupid Ed Sheeran copyright claiming me. And I made like $5 from ads on my IRL stream. Stupid Ed Sheeran did I see they're giving away houses in Japan. Don't you have to be a Japanese person though? Yeah, there's loads of, there's entire abandoned villagers in Japan where they fill them up with these creepy looking dolls. Why don't they just give them to people? You've got all these homeless people who need a house and then you've got all these empty villagers. Uh, why don't you just give the homeless people houses? <laugh> Ice went there and also Chris Broad made a video at Shean, stole my $20 ad revenue. <laugh> that busted. But I don't want a house in the middle of nowhere in Japan. I'd want to live in a city so I can go on dates. You shouldn't be invited to live in countries too, because it messes with the culture. No, because um, I don't have a culture. I'm very anti-culture. I don't really do anything that's British, do I? I'm not like, oh we need churches in Japan. I'm like an invisible person. I don't really have a presence. I don't really assimilate into the country's culture. I kind of reject the country that I'm staying ins culture, but I don't really have my own culture that I impose on people. I don't have my own traditions or things I do. That's very cultural. It's not like I'm going to try to get a mosque built in Tokyo. Am I I I hate all that stuff like building shrines and statues. I think it's just though those stupid waste of time. I want to live in my own kind of bubble. I don't want to impose anything on other people or try to change anything. So, um, I don't think it's the same. I complain. I'm complaining about mass immigration. I'm just one person. So as one person I'm not mass immigrating. I'm just like one guy. I'm not advocating for masses of British people to come to Japan and then made like a British village. There is actually a, a British village in Japan. <laugh> Chris went there. My best mate Chris, I kind of lost interest in Chris. What's he doing now? He's not even in Japan anymore. He's in England with Charlotte. I feel like Chris is lost losing interest in Japan himself. And he wants to branch out into more America stuff and doing boxing and fitness and more time spent in Britain. This could be the decline of Chris. I reckon he's gonna lose a lot of viewers being himself. It's kind of cool. Oh thank Jenkins. Very generous. Yeah, I wanna be my own person. I don't want to have to listen to traditional stuff or follow customs of other people. I wanna live my own life my own way. Have my own customs. I move to Japan again. I will 100%. Now whether I move to Japan in February or in March, depends on immigration. If they let me extend my stamp for another 30 days, then I guess I'm here for another 30 days. But I hope my girlfriend's mentally prepared for us having to say goodbye. I think she is. I think she understands that I will have to go away for a period of time before I come back. I'm gonna have to sit her down and give her the talk. I I don't think I'm gonna leave when she's at work. That's too, that's too cruel. I can't do that. I'm gonna have to just let things play out and uh, let, let my visa determine or my lack of visa. Let my passport determine how long the relationship lasts. I'm just hoping she doesn't cry too much. I'm gonna have to reassure her that I will be back. I'll leave some stuff here. So it seems like I'm definitely coming back. I probably will come back after I get bored of Japan 'cause I feel like nothing's really gonna happen in Japan. I'd probably go to Japan, maybe have a few dates, feel bored. I might go to Hinche maybe once or twice and not really have a great time. And then I'd probably moan about how nostalgic it is. I'm not sure, there's not really anything in particular that I'm really looking forward to about going to Japan. Just maybe just the atmosphere and the nostalgia and I wanna do some IRL streams. I think IRL stream in Japan will be a lot more fun also. It'll be nostalgic. It'll remind me of the good old days getting a thousand viewers walking around Osaka. What's the point of going to nip pond to avoid going back to my mom. <laugh>. That's basic. The basically the whole point of me traveling is to avoid going back to my mom's house. The less time I spend with my mom, the happier I am. She drives me crazy. My mom just moans all the time. She's so negative. The only time she'll come to talk to me is when she's moaning about her coworkers or someone. She'll be like, oh so and so, so annoying, blah blah blah blah. And then if I talk to her about my problems, she never gives me positive encouragement. Like I'll say to her, oh my channel doesn't get many views anymore. Instead of saying something like, oh don't worry Daniel. Uh, you can bring it back to life. You can do it. You'll have a new idea. No, she'll say, oh give up and get a job. Oh it's time to give up Daniel. People don't care about your videos anymore. Daniel. She'll just say really negative things. That just makes me feel worse. I want someone to encourage me and give me positive encouragement and say, why don't you try this? Or why don't you try that? Or it will, it will turn around. Don't worry. I want like positive encouragement, not people telling me to give up and quit on my, it's basically my dream in life is to do this. Lots of tips. FRM talking about Masaki and she, she's bf lots of tips. Do you mean donations? I already talked about them a lot. I run out things to say now about what a hero. I'm suppose Jiro doesn't message me telling me to shut up. She messaged me online but it was just a screenshot and I couldn't see the message 'cause there was like an error. She stopped whining to my mom. I think my mom stopped telling me to stop talking about her. Does she know you may head back? Yeah, she probably knows that I want to go back to Japan and she hasn't said anything like please don't come to Osaka. I don't want to go to Tokyo because Tokyo's full of certain people if you know what I'm talking about. Osaka is full of Osaka has less, you know, sleazy Americans wandering around trying to get Japanese women. So Osaka is the biggest city apart from Tokyo. That is interesting to live in for Ocah it just looks really boring. Sapporo looks really boring as well. Osaka has character and I've got a lot of memories and ex Osaka is like a second home to me. I feel like Tokyo's just a big bland, boring version of Osaka. I like osac up honestly. It's got a nice vibe to it. Plus it's got mass red light districts. Aren't you the same? I don't really see myself as the same as these white Americans bragging about how much pussy they got. I don't really think I'm bragging. I'm just number one. I'm shocked that I even got a vagina in the first place 'cause I don't really have much self-confidence. So I'm excitedly talking about the woman I slept, women I slept with. But I don't think I'm a like a big shot stud with the ladies. I just think that I get lucky and I somehow manage to get a woman to have sex with me. But I don't see myself in the same light as these Americans. Not naming names but you know the type they walk around with like a tank top tattoos, muscular. 'cause they go to the gym, they think they're hot stuff 'cause they're white and they slept with like five Japanese women last week. I don't like that type. I don't really wanna associate with that type. It's not really my kind of, it's not the kind of crowd I wanna be a part of. I never got stream swiped even in my peak when I had like a thousand viewers. It's weird. I never got stream Snipes is it? I don't really want to be stream sniped. I don't think it would improve my streams. It would just make me very quiet and awkward. 'cause I can't, I can't speak my mind if I'm with someone 'cause I, I find it difficult to speak my mind unless I'm alone. When was the last time a subscriber recognized you? I got recognized in Manchester a few times, which was weird. I didn't think I had so many viewers in Manchester. I've had a few messages from people in Bangkok saying that they live nearby to where I streamed and let's meet up. But I don't think someone's recognized me outside. I don't really know what we would do if we met up. I can't stay out late so we'd have to meet up in the afternoon, get lunch maybe. And then what would we talk about? I feel like my viewers would wanna talk about prostitutes and getting call girls. I don't really want to be tempted. One viewer sent me a link to a website where you can get high call girls. I don't really wanna go down that a path again, it cost me a lot of money. The sex was never good. The girls never looked like how they looked like on the website. It just feels like a waste of time. Dan gave me the confidence to have cereal. Okay, hand medium skin tone. How? What do you mean? I gave you confidence. Did my teachings help you? I should write a guidebook. How to have sex. The one guy who defended Toko <inaudible>. Why? What happened to him? I don't think he makes videos anymore. He had a kid didn't he? Isn't his kid like five years old now? If he had a kid, I think he had a kid in 2019 or 2020. Where's my iPhone hotspot Not connected. iPhone's weird. It keeps doing things randomly. You don't meet with anyone or do anything interesting. Uh, I met my girlfriend's friend but I didn't talk to them. <laugh> didn't. All I said was one word to them. I said hi, no one interesting wants to meet me. I want a girl to meet me. Not a guy. Maybe I could meet a viewer and then they could become part of the channel but then I'd end up complaining about them and then they might get upset and then try and dox me or something. What's Chris doing? That's so interesting. Then he did a, he did a marathon fitness thing and he did chess boxing with Ludwig. I don't find that interesting. I didn't even watch it. Hong Kong guy didn't make a video in one year. Yeah. What happened to Hong Kong guy? Is he active anywhere? I wonder what he is up to and maybe he moved back to Hong Kong. Am I worried about my future? Yeah, I'm worried if my YouTube channel doesn't make me enough money anymore and then I have to go back home to my mom. I'm kind of stuck, really stuck in a place of stagnation. There's nothing I want to do, there's nothing I really need to do. It is like when the stock market doesn't go up. Hong Kong guy didn't make a video in one year. No, it's, it's like when the stock market doesn't go up and it doesn't go down, it just goes sideways and nothing happens. It's like that. At least if my life was going down the toilet, it would be kind of interesting. Could make all these videos about how I'm broke, my house burned down, I've got cancer. There's not even anything bad that's happening that I could make content about. There's just nothing happening. Well Hong Kong guy probably realized that he has to make videos about me or Jiro to get views and then he probably got fed up none of his hacky sack or philosophy videos did. Well the problem was he built his channel off of my audience. That's just one drama. And the YouTube algorithm probably thought that when he stopped making drama videos, the views were so low the algorithm probably thought, okay this is a dead channel. So his channel never had any chance to grow independently because straight from day one it was, it was attached to my audience. So because all the views kept going down the YouTube algorithm probably stopped, never promoted his channel in the first place. 'cause it just seemed like a dead channel straight away. Casey couldn't, couldn't get enough views and subs to ever monetize. Really? I thought he got ads, he got over a thousand subs. But did he get 4,000 watch time hours? I'm not sure if he did 4,000 watch time hours is, let me check my videos. Casey, I think he in total, he got a couple million views. Then would you let Australian guy bang your bum hole to get revenge on chichi? What? No, but I would bang his bum hold to get revenge for chichi. Casey only got 360,000 views and I dunno how much watch time he got. I thought we got more than that. Lemme check. So on a video with 10,000 views, you would get 440, 450 hours. Huh? That's quite a lot actually. 450 hours and you only need 4,020. So you'd need like 80,000 views to get 4,000. I don't know. I'm leaning towards thinking he must have gotten monetized. But then if he got monetized, why would he quit making videos? Maybe he just doesn't care about the money. I, some people just don't care about it. Even if the money is there, they, they don't even care 'cause they're not interested in making videos and then they'll just find something else to do. Some people do make videos for the fun of it. I used to, I don't know why I don't find it fun anymore. I like streaming 'cause it's easy. I don't really like making videos, editing it and putting music and creating a vibe. I used to, something changed in my brain where I stopped enjoying it. I wanted to make voiceover commentary videos like colossal is crazy. I liked his videos and I kind of liked Sonny V twos videos. But those videos take a lot of effort to make. You can't just have a voiceover. You need something in the video like screenshots and clips of what you're talking about. But then I get worried about copyright. I don't wanna take screenshots of someone I'm bashing and use their eclipse. 'cause they might, they might do a copyright strike if they're petty. If you don't enjoy it, why not quit? Because I don't have another way to make money. <laugh>. And I like the feeling of having a community. I like having a community, but I don't like making videos, which is a problem. When did I like making videos? I think the whole Mila thing had something to do with it. When I was with Mila, I did not enjoy making videos 'cause I felt like she, she wasn't encouraging, she wasn't supportive. In fact, she didn't like my YouTube thing. I enjoyed making videos when she came to my house. But then after she dumped me the first time, something really broke mentally for me. I started associating heartbreak with making videos and then I lost enjoyment for it. 2019, I feel like I, I was enjoying making videos. I made some creative stuff in 2019, I think. Yeah, something definitely changed in 2020. I remember being in that roddam apartment and thinking that every time I make a video or stream it's, it's jeopardizing my relationship with Mila. And I was scared of losing her. So many bad things just happened. And getting bullied on the internet is not fun by the way. I was very carefree, happy go lucky. I knew I was weird and I wasn't ashamed of it. And I just made these very spurge videos about weird stuff. But then when I started to feel like everyone's hating on me and everyone doesn't like me and now it's actually affecting my relationships. Uh, my mom's angry at me. Uh, everyone's just angry at me all the time. Uh, different, it definitely broke me in a way. I, and then all these big channels started making videos about me and the comment section was all just so hateful towards me. I didn't think people would hate me so much. I thought I'd be like, maybe like report of the week. He's weird as well. But people love him. I thought I'd be weird but in an enduring kind of way. I, I was, I was shocked and surprised at how much people hate me. I wasn't expecting that. It definitely made me feel dead inside in 2018. I felt like people liked me and I thought they would like my quirky content. And I, I thought I had a chance here to, to become big. But I ended up becoming like onion I guess. And when I realized that it definitely killed my spirit. I wanna be light, but it's just, it just feels like being hated helps me get views better in a, in an easier way. I wanted to be popular and be unique and quirky. Just not good at being likable. I guess. I never have been, being likable has never been something I was good at. Now I realize that I want attention more than I want people to like me. So I stopped caring about being likable, accepted the facts that I'm not likable. But now I don't even get the attention and the channel's dead. Was I bullied in school? Yeah, because I was not likable <laugh>. No one liked me at school. I was weird. I was quiet. I wasn't a team player. I, people could, even as a kid people could sense that I'm not a good person. It's very complex. I think the way my brain is wired is very weird. I think. Oh, my girlfriend messaged me. Ah, nice message. She said, I never thought that you would give me a good moment on my birthday. I'm really happy with you. Thank you my darling. I thought she was gonna say, I thought she was gonna complain that I didn't give her special time. I, I, I don't know, I just got her a cake. But I got candles and I lit the candles for and I sang happy birthday. I, I guess I could have done more. Couldn't I? What could I have done? Maybe bought her a special gift that has meaning. I remember my French girlfriend back in 2010. She bought me a bracelet. It was like a bracelet with a tiny planet of the world and like a bird. And when I got it from her I thought, I was thinking in my mind, what the, what the fuck is this crap? You think I'm gonna wear a bracelet? But she said she got it because it represents how I'm free like a bird and like to travel around the world. And I was thinking about it recently and I thought actually that's kind of cute how she bought me a present that represents my personality in a way. I didn't really think of it in that way when she gave it to me. But it was nice that she saw me as a free bird traveling the world. And then she got me this little little bird and planet bracelet. Mila got you a book. She got me the Art of war for Christmas for my birth. She was with me on my birthday, wasn't she? I met her a few days before my birthday and she moved in the day before my birthday. Oh yeah. My mom filmed it and she was singing Happy birthday with a cake. Let me reply to my girlfriend. She said, never thought that you would give me a good moment on my birthday. What do you mean? So she wasn't even expecting me to do something on a birthday. She was thinking that I was gonna do nothing for a birthday. My girlfriend probably already has a good idea of what I'm like very unemotional. Doesn't really celebrate anything. I dunno why she wants to be with me. I'm such a boring person to date, aren't I a real boyfriend? Would take his girlfriend out to a nice restaurant, re reserve a nice place maybe by the riverfront with a view and get her gift and give it to her during dinner and be like, happy birthday baby. I love you so much. There's just no way I could do that. Even the idea of that makes me vomit in my mouth. Okay, let me say, um, uh, sorry. I'm not very good at celebrating people's, no, what should I say? I, I am glad you liked it <laugh>. I just got a cheap cake from seven 11. Got these candles as well. Sorry I didn't make it more special day for you. I'm not good at these things. I hate, oh shit. Oh shit. All my cream's coming out my tube now I wasted all this cream. How do I get it back in? How did it leak? Ah, if I squeeze the tube more will come out. All that wasted corticosteroid cream. How am I gonna put this? I could just rub it all over my hands. Why did it leak? I guess I'll just rub it all over. What a waste. I, she did seem a bit upset yesterday. She was saying it didn't feel like a special day. And I was like, yeah, I feel kind of sorry for her that she has to spend her birthday with someone like me <laugh>. 'cause she seems like she cares about her birth date and wants it to be a special date. Oh boy, you're with the wrong person. If you want special days, I'm not the right person to be with if that's what you want. 'cause if every day is not gonna be, I mean that's why Chihiro left me 'cause she realized that wow, life with Daniel is depressing. He doesn't wanna do anything. He doesn't celebrate anything. Nothing is special to him. He doesn't put any effort into making our day special. And he just sits around whining all the time. That's why Jiro divorced me. Not because of the cheating or anything. 'cause she realized that a future with me is pretty bleak. A future with me is depression, boredom, moaning and whining and no special times. No special days. I see pictures. Okay, recently I've been stalking the Facebook of this tie girl that I met in a guest house in 2012. And I recently found out she got married to a Japanese guy and she's got her wedding pictures on her Facebook and it's like PewDiePie and marsia kind of wedding. Really nice wedding dress dressed up. The Japanese guy's wearing a suit. All the family and friends are there. There's like a massive beautiful cake. It looks like picture book, amazing looking wedding. And I'm thinking to myself, I could never give a girl that experience. Number one. I don't want that experience. Number two, I can't afford it. Number three, I don't wanna wear a stupid suit. Number four, I don't have any friends or family that would I that would I want at the marriage, at the wedding. I don't want that. But then this is what makes women so happy. They women want this. And I'm just thinking if that Thai girl was my girlfriend, she would not experience any of that. And she looked so happy. I just could never make a woman happy like that. I also found out she was at the music festival place, not the music festival, but on the 11th of December before the music festival, we went to a mountainous area. I think it's called Cal Kun, Cal KI can't remember Cal, Cal Kun or something. It's like a mountainy area. It's got a massive Buddha temple at the top of the mountain. It's got five white Buddha statues getting one's really big. And then there's four getting smaller and smaller and smaller. If you've been there, you know what I'm talking about. But it's like a Buddhist temple on top of a mountain. Me and my girlfriend went there before the music festival. I was stalking this Thai girl's Facebook that I went to, that I met at a guest house. She has pictures at the same place on the same day. I'm actually gonna look for those pictures again. See if I'm in the picture in the background. Can you imagine I walked past her. She might have been there the same. She might have gone to the same music festival. She was quite cute. Back in 2012 there was about six or seven T girls that came to the guest house and they all came together. They all knew each other and it was known as the T Girl era. And they were all kind of ugly and fat apart from one. One was quite cute. And I took a photo with her. I can't find the photo, but I'm friends with her on Facebook and I found out she married a Japanese guy and they, they live in Bangkok now, so they might be quite close by. But my point was that she had all these pictures of like a really elaborate, beautiful looking wedding. And I feel insecure that I, I can't make women happy like that. Anyone who's gonna be my girlfriend? Well you're in for a pretty bleak and miserable future unless, unless you're a very cynical person like me and you think, well that soppy stuff is kind of gay. It's like stupid soppy, Hollywood romantic stuff. Disney princess. The girls want to be a Disney princess. I think that's just kind of lame. And wearing a wedding dress and a big cake. What a waste of money. How much money that costs. And they're like, oh, special day. Only once in my life. I want my friends and family to be there and remember it as uh, the best day of my life. I think the whole idea of a wedding is just stupid. Stupid and lame and gay. We're not living in a Disney movie. This is real life. And then it's just embarrassing if you get divorced. I feel like you're just jinxing yourself to get divorced because it's like you have a massive party showing off how much you love each other, how much money you spent. And then what if you get divorced? It doesn't work out. She said It's okay baby. We'll celebrate again on your birthday. What do you think she's gonna do for my birthday? Is she gonna get me a present? What if she plans a special day out and books a restaurant and takes me in and takes me there and I'm not gonna like it. I just wanna stay at home. I don't wanna go to a restaurant. What if she makes me pay for my birthday meal? <laugh>. I don't wanna go out. I just want to get me. I wanna get McDonald's, watch a movie on Netflix, relax at home, no pressure. I'll say it's okay. I don't like to celebrate it low. I don't like to celebrate anything. I don't celebrate Christmas. I don't celebrate birthdays. What's there to celebrate? Celebrate my dead YouTube channel. Celebrate my aging. Celebrate my ex-wife dating a more successful YouTuber. Wow, I'm so happy. She said. Really? I will. What? You will celebrate it. When's she gonna realize she's dating someone devoid of joy and happiness. It's just like a walking embodiment of depression and anger. I don't want people to celebrate my birthday. I think it's lame. I hated it when my mom would get a cake and then sing Happy birthday. Well am I supposed to feel happy about that? Oh wow. Singing happy birthday. Wow. I'm so happy. I really hope she's not gonna plan anything. I'm just gonna tell her I just want to relax at home with you and have a nice time. Smiley face. That's, that is enough. Sounds like you have depression since a long time. Yeah, maybe ice is about to reach the end of his journey. Really? Is his timer gonna run out? I feel kind of sad about that. But the guy is kidding himself to do sleep media streams to get the timer back up and then he goes back down. It's getting darker. Why is he playing music? It's harder. Harder. Is he playing like inspir inspirational hero music as he climbs up a mountain? He's got 10 hours, 11 hours left on the timer. I can't fucking breathe. I'm not getting enough oxygen in my body. He says after SAP Poro, he's done everything in Japan. I don't know, I don't know if I agree with his, his tactic of doing Japan ICE's idea of living in Japan is to travel all over the country and go from one place to the other and then spend a few days in one place and then just go to the next place and see everything. I don't really think that's living in Japan. My idea of living in Japan is you go there, you you get an apartment, you build a life, you make friends, get a job maybe. And you create a life around a home in one place. That would be my idea of life. Moving into Japan and creating a life in Japan. Ice is just like randomly going from one place to another. Going to the tourist places and then saying he's finished all of Japan. I don't, I don't really feel like he's even scratched the surface of life in Japan. He's just living in hotels going from one place to the other. I think my life in Japan series was more, more of a true life in Japan experience. Getting a girlfriend, moving in with her, getting married experience, true monotonous life in Japan. Not just living in a hotel and then going from one place to another. He is like living in Japan as a tourist. Um, but it's like tourist on five x speed going from as many going to as many places as possible in in the shortest amount of time. Sorry. Why is he playing this music <laugh>? Because it's supposed to be like the epic finale You are meant to be in Japan. Show them how it's really done. My ideal new life in Japan's video series would involve she, she slid in ice with df. Oh thanks Brian. That's not nice to her. Bf. I think ice is just trolling when he said that. I don't think she actually slid in his dms. My ideal new life in Japan would be meet Japanese woman, move in with her, get married again <laugh>. If it was in Japan, I think I would get married again just for the lows. I don't wanna do it in Thailand. I feel like my girlfriend would say yes if I said we should get married, we should get married and then leave her. But if I got married in Thailand, I truly would be stuck. The only thing that's giving me an escape door, it's the facts that I have to leave otherwise I'd be breaking the law. The annoying thing about getting married to Tira was it took away my, my excuse for being able to leave 'cause I couldn't leave. I had no reason. I had no real reason to leave so I couldn't. So I felt like I had to create drama and fight with her so I could get her to kick me out and then I would be able to leave. Can I do more IRL streams? I don't know. The IRL streams get less views than my inside streams and I make less money 'cause I get copyright strikes. I have to worry about music, I have to worry about naked people. And then I get sunburn and my legs really hurt. My legs were so painful after also when I got back from the stream, I kid you not my girlfriend got home literally 10 seconds after I got back into the apartment. I was in the elevator. I got a message from my girlfriend. She said, I'm waiting by the lobby. Let's go shopping. If I was just five or 10 minutes late, she would find out that I went out by myself. She didn't notice. I got a sunburnt. My nose was all brown and red and she didn't notice I was limping. My legs were really painful after walking for seven hours doing the streams outside. Really? It's really exhausting. My legs are so unfit. So I guess I'm burnt. My legs are painful. I have to spend money to, to get drinks and taxis. I have risks like accidentally playing music and then getting copyright claims so I don't make any money. And then there's also risks like naked people might get banned and it gets less views. So everything is just con con, con con. And not many pros. I thought some of the clips like the dragon thing and the the alleyway. The slum looking alleyway was cool and interesting content. But people think it's boring. It's not drama. The Vietnam War Museum looked tough on the legs. Well the war tunnels. Yeah. My legs were in pain for over a week after the war tunnel. 'cause you had to squat through the war tunnels. They ended up losing power in my legs. I had to crawl on all falls like a dog. If I kept doing it, I guess my legs would become stronger. Mm-hmm <affirmative> But I just, I don't feel motivated to do it. I can't be bothered to go out again and do what? Just walk around for hours and hours. Nothing would happen. Maybe something tiny would happen. Like I don't know. The unexpected detour into that alleyway was pretty fun. I guess. Am I bringing Thai girl to Japan? No, I think she understands that I'm not gonna pay for it and she can't pay for it and she can't take more days off work. I guess I'll just say that uh, I'll spend a few weeks in Japan and I'll try and get a visa for Thailand and then whilst I'm in Japan, I guess I'll just slip away. Depends if I really feel like I wanna go back to Thailand, maybe I will. But I don't know if they'll let me back in so soon. I don't know if I can do a visa run again. I might have to wait in Japan for a month or two and then try to come back to Thailand. Am I gonna cheat on her in Japan? I don't know. I might try and get a Japanese girlfriend. I do miss sleeping with Japanese women a little bit. It's been a while. I haven't had intercourse with a Japanese woman in three years now. Yeah, since I got divorced. I had a Dutch girl, a German girl, couple English girls, couple Thai girls, Vietnamese girl. I think that's it. And then we're back in Japan baby. What would I do if I came back to Thailand? It would just be this. This is it for life in Thailand. I don't see anything else happening apart from this. This is the, the climax of life in Thailand. I mostly, I wanna focus on making some video game videos, hog walks, legacy comes out next month. I've got to take advantage of that. And there's a new Star Wars game coming out. I'm not sure what else is coming out. The new Zelda game, I might get that. I like the first Zelda game. I think video games in tech. That's the only chance of me getting any real views. Life is the same everywhere once you get used to it. Yeah, it's like my mom says everywhere's the same. Just different layouts. If if you got the same mindset everywhere you go is gonna be the same. You gotta change your mindset and outlook on life to have real change. And I'm too old to change. I'm 34 soon, a few more months and I'm 34. I'm not a young a person who is gonna make massive personality changes. I'm kind of set in my ways. I know there's a lot of um, controversy about JK Rowling 'cause isn't she very transphobic and she said transphobic things on Twitter and then people were saying let's boycott the new game because we don't support JK Rowling. I could say why JK in defense of JK Rowling. And then I could take the the unpopular opinion. I could say why it's the best game ever. Maybe that would make people angry. No, I would say do not buy. I could say do not buy and then say it's crap game. But I don't really wanna talk about transphobic stuff 'cause it might get me demonetized. I don't even know what she said. What did she say? That's so bad. I know she's got a bad reputation on Twitter. I don't know why. I thought she said that Dumbledore is gay. So how is she, isn't she homophobic as well? I don't know. I already know what I'm gonna complain about. I'm gonna complain about Harry Potter not being in it. I can say how can Harry, how can Harry Potter game not have Harry Potter in it? I don't wanna play some random Asian kid. And then I could say, why is he Asian? Isn't Hogwarts in Europe and shouldn't it be primarily European people? Doesn't make any sense. Should at least let us create our own character so I can make him look like me. And then people can say, wait you complaining that you have to play as an Asian character and you wanna make a character to look like yourself when you look Asian? They can point out the hypocrisy. People can make fun of me say that I look like Asian Harry Potter <laugh>. They can say, oh Asian Harry Potter's complaining about looking like an Asian Harry Potter in the game low. The fun thing about making these review videos is to be as hypocritical and contradictory as possible and then let the viewers think they're smart for pointing it out. You, you give them like a little piece of string to pull on and then let them feel clever for tugging on it and revealing they think they're so smart. Pointing this stuff out in the comments when I'm the one who set this up so that they can find it out. I'm the one laying the Easter eggs for them to find. They don't realize I'm doing this on purpose. YouTube commenters can be so stupid. Like they point out stuff as if, as if I haven't purposefully made it that way for a reason. Yeah, I think reviewing Hogwarts legacy could get me some money. When's it coming out? I think February something I, how do I not know about JK Rowling? 'cause I don't care about her. She's just some stupid woman who made a book and I don't care about gender politics on, I hate all this gender politics stuff like pronouns, trans stuff. I couldn't care less. It's so boring as a topic. How do I feel about getting fat? Uh, it's a bit surprising. Wasn't expecting my face to get fat. I watched some of my old videos from 2015. My face was so it, it seemed like there was no meat on my face. You could see my jaw structure very clearly and it looked like I was sucking my face in like this. You could see lines like I looked like that now you could see very visible, um, definition in my face now. My face got so bloated. I don't know why. Yeah, I used to look like this. Maybe I get plastic surgery again to suck the fat out my face. I think it's just something that happens when you age. People's faces just get wider. You look at old Asian men, they've got massive blockheads like Lego. Lego heads don't they? Look at Jackie Chan. His face just became like a cube. Your dad's jeans are kicking in. No, my dad's face never got fat. My dad's face actually got hollower as he got older. It was like he was, he was getting skinnier and more frail as he got older. I noticed it quite, it was quite a drastic change when I came back from Japan after nearly a year away, I noticed him getting older and older and he just looked, looked weaker and weaker. You could kind of tell he was gonna die. It's like when your cat suddenly stops eating, starts eating less and your cat becomes skinnier and 'cause toffee. My cat toffee used to be a very fat cat. And then a few years before he died I noticed he was getting very skinny. He could feel his bone on his back, his spine. What do I do all week? I live stream and make videos and then on the weekend when my girlfriend's here, I pretend to look at stocks and I watch videos about the stock market. And then I play some war Hammer darkside. I played some dark souls remastered as well. That game's actually pretty good. It's exactly like Elden ring. It is unbelievably the same as Elden ring. I can't think of any way that it's different. I mean you can't jump and you don't have a mount. But apart from that it's like identical in the way that elder ring plays, which is a good thing 'cause I like elder ring and I wanted elder ring on on switch, but you can't get it. So it is a pretty good substitute for elder ring. I've gone quite far in it. I beat what boss. There's like a big gargoyle boss on the roof and then there's, there's like a big ball that's armored and then there's this, there's a few mini bosses I killed. I'm about level 25 now. I got the Hal Bird and I found out you can double hand weapons in it as well. Like eldrin ring. I double hand the Hal Bird and I had just one shot nearly everything. And I got some nice armor. I got cool shield. I accidentally killed one of the n the friendly NPCs 'cause he's just appeared out of nowhere. And I thought it was an enemy. It's got the same vibe, the same music, same massive castle that you got to explore the same gameplay. But it's quite fun. You can upgrade the weapons using a blacksmith and you have to get, you gotta get these stones to upgrade the weapons. Just like an elden ring. You don't talk to your girlfriend? Not much. She'll be on the bed most of the time she'll have food and then go on the bed and then I'll just sit on my computer all day and then she'll come back, have more food, maybe go on her computer for a bit. But it's pretty boring unless we go shopping. But I'm trying to save money now so I don't really want to go shopping. Life is pretty uninteresting. Do you think Chi Hiro's life looks interesting now? Maybe Chi Hiro's life looks interesting because she doesn't show you much of it. I show you way too much of my life to the point where there's no mystery that everything is known. I think if you saw everything Cura is doing, it would seem pretty boring as well. You didn't get like that until you went to Thailand. What? Fat? I'm pretty sure people were saying my face got fat before Thailand and by belly. I noticed my belly getting fat at the, during the time I went to Malaysia and I was having four pints, four glasses of beer every, every dinner. But beer is so nice in Malaysia. It's so refreshing and cooling. My uncles kept buying loads of beer. Uh, my uncle came to Thailand. He didn't even message me to meet up. Isn't that weird? Well, I went to Vietnam. I didn't even tell my uncle who lives there that I'm going. And I guess it's not that weird. It's not like I really clicked with my uncle anyway. I maybe he was here for secret reasons. Why do you think married man would come to Thailand alone? Do you think he had fun at the, you know what place? I surely, um, women who have husbands wives must think in the back of their mind when their husband goes traveling by themselves. Maybe they're up to something like having a massage. They must think it in the back of their minds. A show hairline. I don't think my hairline has really changed. Although a receding hairline would make my forehead bigger, which would help make my face look longer, wouldn't it? <silence> Do I still go to therapy? I don't think I've ever been to therapy. I Your depression keeps sounding worse and worse. You keep getting more miserable. Yeah, things are not going well. I can't really say anything is going good YouTube wise. Everything's getting worse. Looks wise. I'm not really looking better than I used to. Although my skin is better now on my face. My face skin is better compared to back in Manchester. Uh, I don't like how I'm aging. I didn't think I'd age like this. I, I wish there was something I get excited about that is going well. Maybe my stocks are doing a bit better. Made a couple thousand pounds on the stock market since last October. My stocks have been doing quite well, but I'm not sure if I should sell. If I sell, they might keep going up. Um, but I'm not sure what to buy now. Uh, I'm not really sure if the market's gonna go down. I was pretty confident it was gonna go down, but it seems like it might want to go up now. I'm hungry. I don't know if I can skip lunch today. I'm pretty hungry. Remember you doing a video on your experience going to a therapist a year ago? I think that was fake <laugh>. Was that 2020? Yeah. I made a couple fake videos when I was with Mila. One was called the Sandwich Factory, where I lied about getting a job in a, a sandwich factory. Let me check therapy. I think I deleted it. A therapist. That's why I refused to see a therapist. That was 2018. Yeah, I think I did make a fake video about going to a therapist and then I deleted it. Most of his stuff is fake. Hmm. Not most of it, but some of it. So the sandwich factory thing in Germany was fake. And what else was fake? I had to fake a lot of stuff in 2020 'cause it was stupid Meela. Mila wouldn't even let me tell people that. I mean Rotterdam. She said, oh, if you tell people you're in Rotterdam, they'll think we are back together. So I had to lie and say I was in Germany and people figured out I was in Rotterdam because of the doorframe or something and then she wouldn't let me talk about her. So I had to lie about not being with her. A lot of stuff was fake in 2020 'cause of Mila and I was dying inside because I wanted to talk about it. 2021. I don't think I really faked anything. What did I do in 2021 apart from Manchester? Beginning of 2021 I was at home. 'cause I went back after Mely dumped me. And then, oh yeah, I was doing all the stock market stuff. Wasn't I the A MC and GameStop stuff and then I moved to Manchester. Had a lot of fights with my mom. I in 2021 Manchester, I made some nice illustrated videos in Manchester. The tragic tale of the Turkish girl. I think that was pretty good. I I miss my wife and being married. I remember the why regret divorcing my wife got like 28 K views. That was the last time ex-wife video ever got massive views. Oh yeah, I did the whole dressing up as a woman thing. I got 30 K views. My response to the haters as a non-binary woman <laugh>. Okay, that was a massive troll. You can't really say it's fake. I mean it is fake but it, it is just content. It's like comedy content where I'm playing a role. The views were still pretty good in Manchester are still getting like 20 K, 30 k Sometimes the views are so bad now. I can't believe it. Never thought the views would be this bad. So quickly. 2K views. Oh my god. Problem with Seed Dog who got over 5K, but I think 18% YouTube search, 55% of that was Sea Dog. So to 18 just say 20%. So say 1000 views. So only 500 views came from Sea Dog searches. Hopefully you'll get more views later. Stream Snipe, Sam Pepper, Sam Pepper's channels more dead than mine. He's got 2 million subs and he gets like five or 10 K views. But when he streams he gets 300 viewers. Is he streaming now? No, he's trying to do the whole Lady boy click bait. But it's not really working. Funny how big it used to be five or six years ago. Sam Pepper is a huge name. This new hairstyle looks so bad. The hell is that? It's like curtain center parting with green highlights. Why? Why? How do I feel about the 5K View ceiling? Well, I feel annoyed, angry, betrayed. What can I say? But I guess it was inevitable. I dunno what to make videos about anymore. People not interested in IRL. What can I do? The problem is I feel dead inside, which means I can't make good content anymore. I need to feel excited about something betrayed by who? My viewers, they're supposed to watch my videos and they don't anymore. I, they abandoned me. Maybe life in Japan will bring some people back. Life in Japan will be better because number one, I don't have to hide anything, you'll be able to see the entire living environment, which I think does add to the content. Being able to show myself in my space instead of just a square. People watch for the escapades. Yeah, they watch for like the little nuggets of drama and crazy stuff that happens. People watch the ex-husband stuff. There was like 20 K views on that stuff. But I don't have anything. And the facts that I'm not making stuff up should be a good sign should tell you that. I don't just fake drama for views. Otherwise I would've faked something by now. I don't fake stuff 'cause I don't have anything 'cause there's nothing and I haven't faked anything 'cause I can't be bothered. So I don't really have any weird stories. Funny stories recently go to Japan for March and April. Yeah I will probably in probably end of March I think. Let's see what the plane tickets are like. I think I saw a cheap plane ticket for 300 pounds. But you got to wait overnight in, I forgot where I, I hate all these verification on websites now proving you're not a robot. Uh, they're really bot accounts going onto flight booking websites leaving from Bangkok. I think there's cheap, there's two airports in Bangkok. There's Savannah Boomi, which is the new one. Then there's the old airport Don Wang. Maybe there's cheaper flights from Savannah Boomi and I wanna fly to Osaka departing, let's say March 25th and I'll just get a return ticket, which I won't use. April 12th I wasted 70 pounds. I bought a ticket to Malaysia 'cause I was worried that immigration in Thailand will ask me where's my outbound ticket? And they never asked me for anything. So I bought a ticket to Malaysia just in case. And it says I can't cancel it. So I wasted 70 pounds buying that. You do fake full views, do outrageous, full views. But I'm not good at acting. What? Like onion. Where's my a apology? Do you think I could pull that off? Can I rip off my shirt? Go crazy. No I can't. That's just not what I'm good at. That's not me. I'm good at having monotone weird rants that Dylan the hacker guy was good and he would rip his shirt off and then start screaming at the camera bu well, je messaged me in 2021 saying that her coworker's channel blew up. So that means his channel is only two years old since it blew up. Give him another three years and then see what his views are like. Oh crap. The ticket price is quite expensive and they're not direct flight. 600 pounds. One stop in Hanoi. Find a cheap. Oh that's pretty expensive on the 25th. Well the 22nd <affirmative> 500 pounds. One stop in Manila. Where are those 300 pound tickets? I think March is kind of expensive 'cause it's nearing the golden week and AMI holidays. I don't think that's her boyfriend. He was slumming it in a hostel. Chiro was definitely bawling on her. Insta maybe he just stayed there one night and then they stayed in a nicer hotel later. Look, I dunno why those mundane travel channels do so well. Uh, you know tahira's videos don't they seem like his videos that same cringey banjo stock music and just going to places and then putting some voiceover explaining what the place is today is very crowded. Oh this is a French crap. It tastes very nice. That's what the commentary is like. I feel like she was trying to copy his style seeing that he blew up. She was hoping that she would blow up as well. But then she used my audience to grow the channel. Here's my theory, okay, listen to my theory. I I got it, I got it guys. Listen around January, February, 2021, her friend coworker blows up on YouTube. It inspires her to make her own channel to do the same. She messages me asking for tips and also wants to use the viewership that I built to grow her channel. Then around May she stops making videos and disappears. I think that's around the time that they become girlfriend and boyfriend. So because now that they're girlfriend and boyfriend, she wants to cut ties with hiding in my room and the old audience. So she stops making YouTube videos because it's tainted with me. But she continues posting on Instagram even though we'll have followers are from my channel. I don't know. I think something has to do. I think it has to do with them becoming a couple around May also has something to do with her giving up on YouTube videos. I definitely think I'm sussing out the pi. The bigger picture here. I found the cheap ticket. 11th of March. No I can't go that early. 12 hour to Manila. Oh no. 12 hours, 55 minutes total. Five hours, 40 minutes in Manila. 300 pounds. Well first I need to go to immigration and find out if I can stay longer. If I can't stay longer then I have to go. I'd go to Japan in February. I Jira has someone taking Instagram pictures. She found a good man. Get over it. I am over it. I'm only talking about it 'cause it's what you guys find interesting. Otherwise I'd be talk, I wanna talk about stocks really, but I know you guys don't care about it. So I'm not gonna talk about stocks. I honestly don't care. I mean I care a little bit. I'm a bit curious as to who she's dating, but I'm not like, oh I'm so opposite. I'm just curious and I know this is what you guys find interesting. So might as well talk about it. What stocks am I buying? I wanna buy Intel 'cause I think it's made a double bottom and it's got a good dividend and it's in the chips and AI industry. Ai, I think AI stocks are gonna do well. Everyone's going on about chat. GPT and semiconductor chips and chips in general are a good, good industry to be in. And Intel is in bed with the US government. So I don't know if I wanna wait for a pullback, but I definitely see a double bottom Intel and 50 50 day moving average is crossing over with the one 50. Very bullish. And I want to get more gold. I definitely see a golden cross with the 50 day moving average. And I see a, I see a, a falling wedge which is very bullish and my day trading, now I'm investing with a timeframe of six to 12 months. But I want to use uh, technical analysis to get myself a good entry. So I wanna get Intel, I wanna put, I wanna allocate maybe 3000 pounds into a bunch of chip stocks. Nvidia, Intel, maybe a MD. I want to diversify a little bit and also I wanna get some Tesla. Tesla bounced off the 68, 68 0.68% fib line. Tesla's looking pretty good for a quick swing trade. I'm very excited for today. February 1st is the next FOMC meeting. So markets are pricing in that the Fed will only raise rates by 0.25 basis points, which is a very good for the stock market, which is why it's ripping right now last week. But there's still a possibility that they raised by 0.5 50 basis points which would send the market back down. I don't know what's gonna happen. That's why the SP 500 is, is like bouncing up and down in this very tight range. It's like a triangle right now and the range is getting tighter and tighter. It's gonna break out either upside or downside depending on what the Fed says. I'm a bit nervous 'cause I got 3000 pounds shorting the market. If it breaks out and they announce 0.25, my shorts are gonna get wrecked. So I'm a bit nervous. I dunno if I made a good choice buying puts, Daniel ignored every one of my questions tonight. Really? I haven't noticed your name in the chat to be honest. <laugh> until then, ask them now I'm watching Meet up with Shin. I don't think Shin likes me anymore. I'm not handsome anymore. I'm not famous. I, or would I get back with her if I had the chance? Who she hero? Um, I don't know if it means I get my community back, my channel gets views again. I'd be tempted but what's likely happened is I get back with her, the views spike up and then drop back down again 'cause they're bored and there's no drama. So then I gotta make drama and then Shaira would dump me again and Shaira won't get back with me 'cause she knows I need drama to get views and she knows I'll get depressed if I don't get views and she doesn't want drama and she knows the same thing would happen again. It happened every time. There'd be drama, the views would spike up and then life would get back to normal and would just do like normal life in Japan. And then people would say boring. So I need a way to get constant drama to get views, which is kind of sad. Reaction videos. My Sea Dog VA video was like a reaction video but I was a bit too late. I should have made that two weeks ago. But Shin would be the kind of girl who wouldn't want to be on camera. She wouldn't want any drama. I mean who does want drama? No one wants drama. I don't want another girlfriend who doesn't wanna be on camera. It's gonna, it's gonna wreck my channel even more. I swear after this girlfriend, I'm kind of done chasing girlfriends unless they're okay with my channel. Does Jira care you're still talking about her? I think she doesn't like it but there's not much she can do about it. My mom hasn't messaged me so I don't think she messages my mom anymore as if I'm gonna listen to my mom. Does she really think I'm gonna listen to my mom? I've never listened to my mom. That's why my mom and I fight so much. When have I ever listened to my mom? <laugh>. She, I think Shahi thinks my mom has leverage over me because she can threaten me with the house. Well as long as I got the YouTube money coming in, don't give a shit about the house and just stay in Asia. If I have to I'll live in a guest house so as long as I make maybe five or $600 a month I should be fine. The only problem is buying plane tickets definitely spikes up the cost of living basically a plane ticket is like a month of rent. If I was making five or $600 right now, I think this month it's coming to an end soon. How much have I made? Lemme share. I barely made anything on Twitch. I made like 40 bucks this month on Twitch. So I main channel made 7 6 2 to I'm scared of tomorrow 'cause on the 24th of December someone donated $200 remember? So I'm gonna lose that tomorrow. You should react to your hero's boyfriend's channel. I don't want him to be able to. Do you think he would copyright strike me <laugh> if I played his videos? Why I hate my ex-wife's new boyfriend. So I made $762 from my main channel. The second channel earnings got cut in half since Christmas. So a second channel made $334. Uh, my only fans made wow $322. My OnlyFans been making like $400 a month even though I haven't uploaded anything for the last four months. 3, 2, 2. And then my Twitch made a, I knew January is gonna be rough that the ad revenue is so bad for January $36 on Twitch. I haven't streamed for four weeks so it's expected. Any other incomes? Did I get any dividends? I got seven pounds from my, my stock portfolio interest. What's that? $8? Yeah I'll add that. Why not $8? I should be getting uh, AbbVie dividends but I haven't got it yet. No, I didn't get any dividends this month. I should have gotten it. I think free trade is just slow handing the dividends out. Those numbers are depressing. Yeah, I know, I, I can't believe my YouTube channel Flos so badly. New guy. Smaller face than yours. Yeah. Well let's see what he looks like when he's 34 and we'll see what his channel views are like in three years when he's got a five or 6-year-old channel like mine is new guys smaller face than yours bro. Yeah, well let's see when his channel is dead as well. Look at Sawa the troll. His views are going down as well. Sawa, the troll is trying to do streaming as well and he only gets like 10 or 20 K views, which is not much. When he does like a cringe weeb video, he'll get a couple hundred K so that means his core audience is just 10 or 20 K. And then the a hundred K views are mainly 'cause of algorithm stuff. Yeah, so this month made $1,462. Chi's boyfriend channel seems to work well. So did my channel. My channel also used to work didn't it until it didn't. I do I still have plans to get your license? I have my license. I passed my driving test in October so I can drive an automobile. Actually I'm quite pleased with my $1,400 in pounds. That's like 1,100 pounds in but in Thai. But that's like double what my girlfriend makes still. And you just wait until a Hogwarts legacy comes out gonna blow up again like Elgin ring did. I'm still happy with 1,400 I think on a bad month. I can't really complain about that. It's not amazing money but at least I don't have to go back to my mom's house. I can't really brag about making a load of money anymore. I remember I used to make what, $1,800 on this channel easily or 1,500 or 600. So this is the problem. I continue making my kind of content for my dwindling viewership which has no growth potential or I just stop making these videos and I completely change to a different type of videos that you guys won't care about in the hopes of getting more views from a different viewership. But if it doesn't work, the gamble is I change my content, it doesn't get more views and then I lose whatever viewership I have remaining. But I'll never have like a like a community feeling ever again 'cause I'm not gonna create a community based off of shitting on video games like Elden ring. So it is hard 'cause I want, I want to get back what I lost, which is probably not gonna happen but I want to get views. I don't want to completely give up on my my theme 'cause I still got some kind of community even though it's a lot smaller. So I'm thinking I just carry on with this channel. Like I usually do cater towards my shrinking community no matter how small it gets. And then just try any ideas, new ideas I have on the second channel. I, because it's nice and everything, getting 400 K views on a video about the steam deck. But that's not gonna give me what I want. It's gonna give me something like a bit of money but it's not gonna give me what I really want, which is a sense of community and to create a name for myself on this platform, which is what I really want above anything else. So I don't think I'd try anything drastically different on this channel. I think I'll just continue making videos about my life. You'll get more views if you film your girlfriend. I did film her, I just didn't show her face completely. Do I like stocks? Yeah, I did think about making some investing videos but they never get views. It's really hard to get views doing stocks. You need to, it takes a long time. You have to create good videos that people like watching and grow the viewership slowly. But no videos don't go viral. Oh it's very hard to go viral doing stocks. I've been following a few channels and I watch 'em grow and they, they do grow but very slowly. The only good thing about doing videos about stocks is the financial topics get really good CPM and even if the views are low, you can make decent money. Well better money than video about cheating and sex. You realize you have a bits of a rep in Japan. Are you still confident in the dating scene? What do you think Japanese women would recognize me? I don't think so. I still don't really know what I want to do in Japan. I think I want to get myself an apartment and then start doing OnlyFans again. I want to get some tanger sex toys. Maybe I'll go like full degenerate mode again. I wanna get like a big, big plushie and then cut a hole and then put a tanga and then fill myself. Effing the big plushie. But in Japan I think I'm not allowed to shove my dick. I've got to pixelate it. I wanna get like a big bear and then shove a tenga up its bum and then make it seem like I'm having sex with it. Do you think that's illegal? 'cause it's like bestiality isn't it? But it's not a real animal, it's just a a toy. But I can get a strap on dildo and then be fucked by the big bear. I, that'll definitely help pay for rent. Now I don't wanna tell my girlfriend about my channel because then she would know what I'm talking about. I wouldn't be able to talk about all this stuff and then she'd get upset if I talk about living in Japan. She'd be like what about me? You don't love me. I definitely want to revive my only fans when I go to Japan and um, I don't know. I don't think I'd bother doing, staying in the cheapest hotel kind of video is is just not gonna work. I want to do. I don't know. Yeah, my girlfriend doesn't know about my YouTube channel <affirmative> and I'd like to keep it that way 'cause it would just cause problems in that Takashi in Japan, his channel blew up huge. He does street interviews. He's got like 500 K subs now. He even had Jake and bake on one of his interviews. Why foreigners struggle to find love or something. He's like the new nobit. He's good looking. He's young. He's not weird and goofy like Noar and he speaks good English. That Takashi guy just destroyed Nobit area. He does really good street interviews. I wish I could do that. I wanted to do an interview with a lady boy but I'd be like, so why did you decide to become a lady boy? I just wouldn't show much interest in the answers and I'd run out of things to ask. Interviews seem like a good way to get views but you need to be good at talking to people The way does he meet these people. Takashi isn't good looking really. I think he's pretty handsome. He's got a good face, face structure. He's got nice nose, nice eyes and he doesn't seem like a loser when he speaks in Japanese. He sounds cool. Nobert sounds like a loser even when he speaks in Japanese. I saw that Max. Do you know that Max capo guy, he's half American, half Japanese. He interviewed that white Japanese girl who's like six foot tall. That got him a couple million views. I always wondered why Max capo the, oh he got a hundred K subs now did he blow up? Ah it is um video with the foreigner English girl got 5 million and then his other interviews did quite well. It seems like he found something that works. The interview thing only works because only works if the interviewee is an interesting person like black Japanese man. Something unex unusual but you need good network networking skills and know a lot of people. Yep But like usual my anxiety holds me back in every area in life including growing on YouTube. You need to network and need to be well connected to grow on YouTube. I always felt special 'cause I thought that rule didn't apply to me 'cause I could make my own special unique content. I've got my own quirky way of making content. But yeah it really makes it difficult if you don't know people. But that's life. You gotta be well connected to get anywhere. There's a lot of YouTubers with anxiety. Yeah but they're all well connected. Even the introverted people like Jade and animations, they're all well connected with all the other illustrating channels. J YouTubers, I'm not connected in any way. I'm the isolated blacklisted. It's not just being, it's not just having anxiety, it's also being antisocial. That is a massive hinder hindrance. If you hate people then why are people gonna want to have to do anything with with you? They just hate you back And I'm very antisocial and anti-people. Yeah I do enjoy the quiet life but I'm just saying that not being connected makes it a lot harder to, to do YouTube. I don't know 'cause tko Sam is really super connected and know everyone but his channel doesn't really go anywhere either. I wonder why Tiki Sam's channel doesn't really go anywhere. He must be shadow bound or something. I don't know I <silence> Ramble act walks all over Japan Doesn't say anything. Gets decent views. Yeah a lot of those channels do. I tried making a channel like that. I put a few videos up, one got 1000 views but that was it. They're just so boring to me. And the quality has to be really good to attract that kind of audience 'cause they want 4K, eight k super stabilized. My ideal kind of content to make. I don't have to go outside. I can just sit in a room. I don't have to do anything or talk to people. <laugh>. That's my ideal content. The kind of stuff I wanna make is this. This is what I wanna do. I wanna sit on livestream rambling. This is my perfect content. I don't have to go anywhere, I don't have to talk to anyone. There's no noise irritating me. I Why does doing YouTube have to be about pushing yourself out of comfort zones and doing difficult stuff? Can't it just be about being lazy? Why is ice trekking in a blizzard? Oh yeah the, so this road has gotten way worse 'cause of this Blizzard <laugh>. Imagine he gets lost in a blizzard. He's got 4,000 viewers right now. Pretty good advice. Ice is just doing ridiculous stuff 'cause he knows it's good for content. Hi. His thought process must be what is some crazy situation I can get myself into and using my own stupidity. How can I scuff up the situation to make it funny? He's got a pretty good sense of how to make content happen. Do I Ms. English white girls? No. They're always so big and they make me feel tiny. No one wants to watch some guy sitting between four walls talking about nothing. <laugh>. Well haven't you been here since the beginning of the stream? So you are one to talk and why you've been here the whole time then you must find it interesting enough. Ah uh, you just shot yourself in the foot destroyed. I dunno why ICE is not making videos. He, he's had some interesting and with with interesting people in Japan. He could have made it into like a 20 minute highlight video and posted it on a different channel. None of ICE's shorts have really gone viral. I don't think shorts are that great unless you have a viral format like A SMR cutting rainbow colored bread. Zach Cho's shorts have done so well. I can't believe it. I was shitting on him a couple months ago saying why is Zack Choi doing shorts? They're only getting a couple hundred K views. I check back later now his shorts have like 50 million views on them. Freaking Zach Choy. How is he so good at YouTube? He's got 18 million subs now his videos only get about a million views but he's his shorts. Oh my god. Mr. Beast level of views. Some of them have a hundred million views, 77 million views. 150 million views on his deep fried bacon wrapped cheese short. He's got 4 billion views. Bloody hell no time for edited content. Well he is got no time for thumbnails and shorts but he is paying someone to make them for him. He could pay someone to just clip, clip some part of the stream, make it into a video. It doesn't really have to be super edited. Just trim it from where it starts and where it ends. Yeah, HML edits is just trying to trigger me but he's not doing a very good job. Should I, should I ban HIMR edits? Let the community decide. 71%. Yes your time is up. HI mark edits Still going Danny boy. Well yeah, can't you see the timer? It says eight hours. Eight hours. Wait is the time had gone up? I dunno why it went up 30 minutes previously. I don't think donations make it go up nine hours. 8 48. 'cause it should end when it's 8:00 PM here and it's 8:00 PM in eight hours. Eight minutes. I don't wanna say it's eight hours, 40 minutes. Lemme change it. Eight hours and eight minutes. Oops. I added time. I meant to change the time. Eight hours. Eight minutes. The time is funny. I wonder how it works. How does this website manage to update a timer onto my stream? I Hmm. You should start narrating stuff. I narrate my life. People kept saying I should do A SMR but I, I don't think that would get views I that would require me to get a completely different audience who like listening to someone talk in a very low energy way. Boring talking A SMR. Wow I lost, I think I lost like 20 subs today. The ex-wife, the ex-wife stuff does bring back viewers but then it makes them unsu sub 'cause they're like oh I forgot I was subbed to him. He's boring now. It's a double-edged sword. I, yeah I know air smart channels get views but if I try and do it like everything else just won't get views. I need weird stuff like weird train wreck stories. Am I gonna meet my ex-wife in Japan? I don't think she would want to. I could do a stream in Osaka called stream ends when ex-wife comes to fight me. I don't think she would. I My el ring video is blowing up again for some reason it says in the last, in the, the last 28 days, El ring got 28,000 views. I thought that video died and I'm getting loads of comments again. N last 28 days it got 28 K views. Wow in the last 90 days it got 32,000 views. That video is a year old now. Someone said I know you're just a hate bait channel. That's why I want to say bravo to your acting. You managed to convince me and many others of your seriousness dunno how I feel about my channel being labeled as a hate bait channel. But I guess it is. My whole tactic since 2018 has to be has been to hate bait, hate watches and to getting angry at stuff. I say why I have no friends doesn't get views anymore. It's completely dead. But the el I only way the elder. I don't know why the elder ring is getting views again. I don't think it's trending again. It's a pretty much dead game now. Which video still gets views? Uh, according to analytics, top content in this period Elder ring, stealth assassin build also got 10 K views this month still the elder ring videos are getting views. I'm so glad I jumped on that bandwagon with the build videos. There were 140 K views of my Holy Pal. Didn't build video <laugh>. I can't believe it. It's just me saying how to make Holy Pal didn't build first. Gave yourself Yellow Armor and then get the holy spells and get a big shield. So you look like a Paladin, a stealth stealth assassin. Build a got wow 146,000 views. I made $300 off that. The elder ring stuff has been my best stuff last year. I wonder what's gonna happen this year. I've gotta keep trying different stuff I guess. Never give up. I, I've gotta be quick on the trends. What's trending this year do you think? I did Do not buy Elden ring on the steam deck as my last attempt. I got 20 K views after a while. I just need to think and come up with ideas. I think some of my videos last year were quite good. Like do not come to Japan. Reasons why Japanese people hate foreigners. I need to do more stuff like that to get more views. I think the sea dog video could get views later when his, his viewers find it but it'll take a while. I just need one of those J loggers to have some kind of scandal they can jump on. The problem is these trash taste guys. They're so careful with the brand and their reputation. They very rarely or they never slip up that Gant guy. I don't think he's ever had a scandal. Chris never has a scandal. They're very careful. They never slip up. The easiest one that might slip up could be Connor 'cause I see him cracking a little bit with the whole stream sniping situation. But he's so damn likable. It is really hard to bash him. They take YouTube seriously. Yeah, that's what I should have done. I should have been careful. I didn't realize how careful you had to be. I thought if you blow up on YouTube, that means you are a God that you could do no wrong. I thought blowing up on YouTube equals you are now a God. But I was so wrong. When you blow up on YouTube, you're basically a slave to your viewers. You, you think. I thought it was like you are the God and the viewers are like the peasants. I got it the complete wrong way. Basically the YouTuber is like the monkey on the chain and the viewers are like looking down at you going entertain us and be perfect and do this and do that. And then the YouTuber is like, oh, oh please like me. Oh, oh I'm a good person. And you got to tiptoe on eggshells not to upset your viewers. I had the the complete wrong attitude. I think I should have been way more careful with not upsetting and alienating viewers, which I did so badly. I wish I could go back in time and try it again. And there are some YouTubers who are like, well fuck off if you don't like it. And they get away with it but they're not, you need to have a special gift like uh, coach Red Pill. He would easily just tell you to fuck off if you don't like what he's saying and he doesn't give a shit. But he still managed to get a load of views. Now he's doing all this Ukraine political stuff. He doesn't do the red pill dating stuff anymore. He does this round table podcast with people about Ukraine and NATO and he gets like a hundred K views every time. So even though the guy is really abrasive, I guess people like him for that. The ice has frostbite <laugh>, I like it when he shows his tattoo in Japanese. People are like, oh Kry 'cause ice and Japanese is cordy but it sounds like Corey which sounds like a really lame English name. Love chick deco. What the fuck do you say? Put my, put my feet in hot water. I find that Korean guy really boring, don't like him. Entertainers are slaves. Yeah, cancel culture is something you have to worry about. Cancel culture is like when enough people start hating you to the point where it negatively affects your income, then you are getting canceled and you can say what you wanna say. No one's stopping you from just saying dumb stuff. You're free to do that but the consequences, you get canceled and your enemies use it to take you down And YouTubers have enemies. It's not really even personal, it's just con, it's just opportunistic commentary channels using any ammunition they can get to shit on a bigger creator or a creator who has an audience. They don't really care if it brings them down. They just want the views so they can make money like that. Sonny V two guy, he does it so masterfully. His rising four videos are probably the best on YouTube and he's just profiting off of a bigger YouTubers. Dumb mistakes is pretty genius. The Korean guy is opposite from you. Yeah, when he does that cringe dancing is so lame. He he'll get a donation and then he'll start dancing to music. It's so lame. It's not even funny. Cringe. It's just, oh my god. Roll your eyes up into your skull. Kind of cringe actually the Cring guy's kind of like Casey don't you think? Even looks a bit like Casey. Casey was so cringe in an annoying way. I couldn't stand him. I can't do what ice does 'cause I get pissed off with people, especially if they're lame. I get pissed off with people very easily and then I start shit-talking them. Then they find out and they get annoyed. Casey was just so lame I couldn't stand the guy. There's not an ounce of coolness. I a sword did a stream until trash taste notices me. Then he got messaged. Who did he get messaged by? Was it anime Man, I feel like he and anime man would get along well 'cause they have like weep cringe sense of humor. Even Chris said Joey would've reached out to me if I didn't make that video about him. <laugh>, I don't think it was a video that made him not reach out to me. I think it's me calling its girlfriend fat over and over. I was pretty big and upcoming in the J vlogger scene, wasn't I? My channel blew up so quickly. I was getting noticed by a lot of people and then I shot myself in the foot mate as Chris said. Why am I so stupid? Oh my God, I could have had such a successful life if I wasn't so dumb. I dunno why I'm so stupid. I'd say my biggest mess ups were cheating on your hero. And then seeming like I was breaking about it. So basically turning everyone against me who liked your hero and then also raging about the leach thing was probably a bad move. And then attacking other YouTubers and coming across as bitter and jealous was a very bad move and constantly whining about views. That was probably a very bad move. I should have been more humble and better human but I can't help it. I just, I take things very personally. I get very butt hurt and defensive. That's just my personality. I can't hide it forever. Eventually it's gonna surface. Casey helps you carry the love doll. Well yeah he was, he was helpful. I'm not saying he's not helpful but he was just annoying. I, but I find everyone annoying to be honest. I get it from my mom. I'm very similar to my mom. You think Jiro could report my thumbnail? I pixelated her face didn't I? So it should be safe. What so are the troll doing these days? Is he still screaming about penis? Uh, he got seven K views his last video. So videos are weird 'cause they'll get really shit views the first few days. But then I check back a week or two later and they've got like quarter of a million views and then sometimes it doesn't get picked up by the algorithm just stops at around 60 K. His hair looks weird like a, it looks like a bird's nest. Like a bird's nest on top of his head. Why is it so ory and I don't know. I don't like his hair. It's too messy. See it looks like some kind of alien growth. That's the kind of hair I used to like when I was 18 years old. I used to want this kind of hair like visual K, anime hairstyle. Maybe I should get highlights, get a bit of a bit of red red tips, maybe some brown tips. Maybe I'd look good. I think if I didn't turn on Casey we could have done some fun IRL stuff together. If I wasn't such a dick, I'm so jealous. Sora was able to buy a whole house with his YouTube earnings. I could have bought a house as well if I didn't waste it. You know I made like 150 K from my YouTube stuff and OnlyFans and mech and all that. I could have actually bought a house if I didn't waste it. Well I don't really wanna buy a house 'cause I want to be free to move around. I reckon Sora made half a million Easy. You and Casey make up. Well if Casey was down for it, I'd meet him when I go back to Japan to try and get the views back reconsideration with the Hong Kong guy and we stream together and I do feel a bit bad sometimes. I do feel like I owe him an apology. I don't blame him for the Jhi stuff. I blame mostly Jhi for that. And Jhi was mainly using him to get back at me. I, and he was just being a friend. I don't think he was like, I don't know maliciously trying to use her to get views and he, he did say that he didn't know she was gonna come alone to the dinner. He thought I was coming as well. What kind of house can you buy for 150 K <laugh>? Well you can probably buy like some shitty apartment above a chip shop in Chatham, in Thailand you could probably buy a nice property but I think foreigners can't buy property in Thailand. You can buy property in Japan. I could buy like an abandoned house in the countryside in Japan. Do I still hate Casey? I never really hated Casey. I hated Shaira and I hated people for siding with Casey. I just found him mildly annoying at most. I mainly hated the viewers for taking his side and not taking my side and I hated to hero for, for streaming with him. I just got fed up with him and didn't really want to talk to him anymore so I blocked him but I never hated him. I I hate that stupid. Who do I really hate? I don't know. I don't really hate anyone. I hate those stupid girls who said they'd have sex with me and then ghosted me more like Manchester girl hate her. I hate Essex girl. Her Essex girl really pisses me off mainly because she's hot and she said we would have sex and we never did. I ban hate, try my edits. Well I can't 'cause he's got 64% said no. Only 69 people voted. It's not many. I dunno if <inaudible> posted anything <laugh> it still makes me laugh. The first thing you see when you search him is hiding. My room is a liar, a cheat and a coward In the thumbnail says the little boy. <laugh> the little boy. I find it so funny. People call me boy or Danny boy when I'm like 34 <laugh>. Even my girlfriend says stuff like, you're like a kid. You are like my son. It's like no matter what relationship I get myself into, I always end up becoming the son. I guess I act very childishly now. He doesn't make videos anymore One year ago. Is that his actual kid in the thumbnail? Dad try this if your baby won't. Oh yeah he does have his kid in the video. I can't believe he became a dad. It was so weird. Well at least his sperm works unlike mine. I'd be a dad too now if my stupid sperm worked four months with my girlfriend her period, she never missed a period. There's something wrong with my sperm. Oh wow, thanks. Happy Chinese New Year Rabbit. Happy Chinese to you too or gong ye fat choy as they say in Cantonese. I think in Mandarin they say <inaudible> but my mom says gong it must be Cantonese. Oh yeah I got an ow at the restaurant. Where is it? I dunno where she put it. We went to a sha sha restaurant but it was like a Chinese restaurant and after we paid, they gave us this big box and they said take one. We took one and inside it had 50 but 50 but note, which is about one pound. I was really surprised. That's cute. They gave us money gogi, fat choice Mandarin. Really? Then why does my mom say it? Conge Fat Cho. Oh yeah, no, no I think they're both Cantonese but one's like Hong Kong, Cantonese 'cause I'm pretty sure Malaysia, Cantonese they say I don't know actually I because Mandarin they say but I have heard Khe F what's go? No I don't think my mom speaks Ian Confused now are I'm pretty sure Malaysian, Cantonese and Hong Kong. Cantonese is different. Dunno, Cantonese is weird. It sounds so gangster. It sounds pretty cool when you got cool guys speaking it. Cantonese is a goofy sounding language. It sounds funny. I the language I don't like the most in Asia has to be Korean. Korean is an ugly, angry, annoying LA language to listen to. I think Thai is a a more friendly sounding language. I just find Korean people to sound very whiny and aggressive. Like they're constantly man mansplaining when they speak well it just sounds like they're constantly trying to tell people, no you're wrong, blah blah blah blah blah. It's this and that. They just sound angry all the time. It's annoying. I don't like Korean. Have I spoken with David Bond? No. Last time we spoke was when I got the sex stall. He said that I should get a wheelchair and then push the sex stall around Tokyo or Osaka. That was when I was most passionate about making crazy content. The sex style was like my peak idea. So when I was most creative and most ambitious, I did have a lot of crazy ideas with the sex style. I thought I could take it on the train, film myself pushing it around and then it would go viral and I'd be known as the crazy guy with the sex do. But the videos got demonetized and flopped and I got annoyed. The video got demonetized. Even though I pixelated the sex though, I got really annoyed with it. It got about 20 K views. I, I should have left it up. I did not like it when my videos got demonetized, I just took it down out of anger. Biggest flop. I spent nearly $2,000 getting the Airbnb and a sex do for that content. And then I only made about five or $600. I think I made a few videos and I sold some videos on only fans having sex with the love doll. YouTube's reason, they didn't give me a reason, they just demonetized it. I said not suitable for ads. Is Korea your least likable country in Asia? Yeah, I find the people very intimidating, unfriendly, very brunt. What's the word? Very blunt. Not blunt. <laugh>. When I say blunt, blunt in like a an aggressive way. Some of them are friendly. Like when I went to the market looking for a part, they're old Korean ladies are quite friendly, asked me where it's from. But then I remember going to seven 11, I wanted a bag and I said, I said yes, but she asked me if, if I didn't want a bag and I said yes so it means no but I actually wanted a bag but they, she looked really scary and unfriendly. They just looked pissed off all the time and very intimidating. Like they would tut at you if you don't speak Korean or something. I don't know. Japan pisses me off as well recently with how they, they won't let ice in. I remember ice was streaming, he was trying to get into a, a restaurant or a bar. They wouldn't let him him in. They said because you don't speak Japanese. They were like only Japanese do. Even though he is got a translator app that can translate Japanese in Japanese, they were saying oh no we can't let him in because he's filming. But then in eng in English they were saying you can't come in because you don't speak Japanese and they wouldn't tell him that he's not allowed to film. So that's so two-faced and irritating in Japan. Why don't you tell him directly that you're not allowed in 'cause you're filming. There's BS about not speaking Japanese when he's got a translator out. I think it is so stupid how in Japan they can refuse entry to non-Japanese people. Well they're so I don't know what they're afraid of 'cause they can't communicate. Just use Google Translate then there's no way that would happen in Thailand. Thailand. They'd love to have anyone come and spend money and the Japanese people piss me off sometimes and they just seem so freaked out at people who speak only English. Like they're so scared of them. Yeah, imagine if they did that in the uk. No black people, the place would get burned down, get beaten up. I don't understand why it's socially acceptable to do that in Japan. The whole no Japanese, no non-Japanese thing. It's just because they don't wanna bother talking to someone who doesn't speak Japanese and they don't want to have to bother to use a, an app or try to speak English. I've never been denied entry 'cause I, I had a Japanese wife so it's never a problem. Plus I'm not white. I guess I, I blend in you in Vietnam they'd be screaming at you from across the street to come and buy something. Japan just has a very weird attitude towards foreigners. I think Thailand is very welcoming to foreigners and open-minded, whereas Japan has traditionally been very isolated. I think ice should, should confront them next time he gets denied entry he should enter into his translator app. Something like don't you think it's morally wrong to deny entry to me just because I'm not Japanese? Like really, really press them on this. Uh, so I think it's really fucked up. I they shouldn't be able to get away with it. I think, I think it's wrong. Japanese people still seem to have this superiority complex with foreigners I think and they still seem to think foreigners are like a different breed of humans or something and Japanese shyness is irritating. Yeah, that's annoying as well. David Bond was right when I met him in Japan 2017. He said Japanese people are socially retarded. They are, they're just weird. They, they dunno how to communicate with people that are not Japanese and the women running away from ice is, is funny but also irritating. I've never seen women run away from people outside of Japan. It's like they think they're so high value and sought after as a woman that they feel the need to run away from men as if they think they're the queen of Japan or something. When it's probably like some four out of 10 looking middle aged old woman hiding behind a mask as if men wanna RAP you that you feel the need to run away. Now Ice tries talking to people and they literally run off <laugh>. It's like when filthy Frank was wearing that costume and was trying to scare school girls and they scream and run away <laugh> it's like that but on an adult doing it to an adult not dressed up as a weirdo. I think more people should call out Japan or their weird, weird social attitudes and behaviors because Japan's very quick to criticize other countries for doing stuff like making jokes about the ABOs and they think they're so perfect for themselves, they need to be brought down a notch or two. Didn't the BBC write an article hit peace on Japan saying something like Japan was supposed to be the future but they're just stuck in the past? Stuck in the glory days of the eighties when they were almost about to topple the US as a global superpower. Economically I thought Japanese culture was all about what they say. Han just like self retro retrospective in intro Flex I, they need to do some han say on how they interacts with foreigners. What does Han say sort of translate to <silence> Introspection. Yeah, introspective Retroflection. <laugh>. That's what I used to say. I, I notice more people on Twitter are ranting about it as well. Especially Japanese bacon. Someone else pointed out, someone needs to tell Japan that this is not bacon, this is ham. I bet Japanese people cannot tell the difference between ham and bacon. They're like oh isn't it the same? They're both cured salted meats. What is the difference between bacon and ham though? They are both cured using nitrates, but ham is always cold and slimy whereas bacon is like a cooked no, you can't just cook ham and call it bacon. It's not the same. Let me google it. Difference between bacon and ham. Bacon is cured. Pork flesh cut from the ribs or rear the pig. Belly is also used to create bacon in the United States, ham is cut from the upper thigh or buttock so it is just a different cut. But ham is usually cold and wet and put in a sandwich. Bacon is usually cooked and hot and sometimes crispy and smokey getting hungry now I bet they don't think it's different but ham. I mean bacon in Japan is just ham. It looks like ham. It tastes like ham. You can eat bacon out of the packet raw in Japan 'cause it's just ham. You don't even have to cook it. Ham can be cut from the hind leg or from other parts of the carcass so it's less specific. Maybe bacon is a type of ham. I don't know actually I find it weird. My girlfriend puts bacon in the freezer as if you need to preserve it. You know bacon can last outside of the freezer or fridge for a while. How long can bacon last? Unrefrigerated and but doesn't it start to go yellow? I thought bacon was created by the Romans so they could put it in their ships before refrigeration was invented. I thought that was the whole point of curing meat was so that it would preserve it and last longer so that the troops on the ships would have food. Back in the olden days you would have a pantry and then in there you would store food like cheese and biscuits and dried meats. My granddad had a pantry and that was before people had fridges. I can't believe so much of my video about why I hate Japan was dedicated towards bacon and crisps. <laugh> so funny. And then all those stupid Japanese people were hating on me. I, it comes from a different part of the pork but I think the flavor and texture is completely different as well. And the usage is different. Well not really. You have ham sandwich, you can also have a bacon sandwich, but bacon is hot and cooks and crispy and ham is supposed to be wet, cold and sleigh. You never have ham hot do you? But you don't cook ham. I've been making a lot of Japanese food recently. I made <inaudible> which is like noodles and then you dip it into a sauce. I always wondered why don't you just pour the sauce all over the noodles instead of dipping it into the sauce? Every time I got men Sue and Hsu, she's like bonito and fish oil, soy sauce. It tastes so good. You can make any kind of soup with it and it tastes really good. Next I wanna try making maybe something crispy like maybe I make tong kasu or some of temper a bit bored of soups. I been having a lot of nabbit had shabo shabu yesterday. Bit boring. You just get cabbage meat, put it in the soup. Some mushrooms. I want something crispy. Is it weird? I rewatch all the videos and streams with you and Mila when I go to bed every night. <laugh>. So do I sometimes when I want to jerk off Mila's face was very jerk laughable too, but I didn't like her body. Her body was very tomboyish and like skinny, lanky guy. Like I, I don't know why her body reminded me of like um, skanky white sailor guy with tattoos. I very weird. Her body was masculine but her face was very feminine and her body was very angular. She had very wide shoulders and very flat bum. Nearly no tits at all. Mila, her body was very unfeminine. The only good thing about her body was she was slim but she had no like big waist, I mean big hips. She had a small waist but she didn't have like the hourglass figure just like plank of wood figure. But she had a nice face, nice features. She had nice teeth, very straight. No crookedness. I don't think I've ever dated anyone who's had crooked teeth. Even my Thai girlfriend has really good teeth, very straight. Your hero's teeth were perfect. I dunno why I got such crooked teeth at the bottom. They were a few crooked teeth. I think my wisdom tooth bunched them all up. I should have had my wisdom tooth taken out. None of my exes or girls I slept with had great bodies who had the best body. All my Asian girlfriends have no bums and no hourglass figure. I don't think I ever got a girlfriend who had an hourglass figure and looked good when they bent over maybe Turkish girl. But that's just 'cause she had a big bum bum. I haven't really had very feminine looking women that I slept with. I'd just love to have a relationship with someone who had a big bum but wasn't fat. Do I like Japan's cityscape? Yeah. Japan has way better cities than Thailand. Thailand has too much traffic and it's very inconvenient if you're walking sometimes. 'cause you have these massive multi-lane roads and they don't have footpaths and you end up having to walk under the road and you get into these like crazy labyrinth of slum looking alleyways, which don't feel very safe. It's like poor people living in poverty under the roads. It's a very symbolic, don't you think? Because they just, they built all these massive highways. Wait, I can hear something. They built all these massive elevated highways and roads over where the poor people live and they probably didn't even give a crap about the poor people. They were like, well you better move or we're just gonna build a bridge and a motorway on top of your house. And they probably just thought, well, might as well just stay here. Can't afford to move. There's a lot of ugly buildings in Thailand as well. I think it would take a couple more decades to get rid of all of them and then for it to become Japan is a very pretty looking city. It has a lot of pretty looking cities without, you know what I'm talking about, the slum looking concrete blocks, that old moldy looking and black and gray. Thailand has loads of them. Japan has very few. I feel like Thailand eventually will become like Japan where everything's new and modern, but it'll take ages. I like Japan because it's very pedestrian friendly and the traffic isn't insane. It's not. It swarming with mopeds and motorbikes like Vietnam. It's very rare to see motorbikes actually in Japan. If one just drives a car or they take a bus or they get on the train. Why would you want a motorbike? Why would you want a motorbike when you can just get a train? Imagine a granny, Japanese granny on a moped. No, they just get a bus. Japanese people just use public transport. They're not like Vietnamese people who go everywhere on a moped. So it is more pleasant to walk around the cities in Japan as a pedestrian. And the roads are way more orderly and it's got traffic lights. It's not like a chaotic mess. Ho Chi Minh is just a chaotic mess of motorbikes. Very ugly. I mean it's a new, a nice looking city with French architecture, but all the motorbikes and traffic ruin it. I miss walking about in Japan. It's, it's more enjoyable and you never feel like you're in danger. I never felt like some beggar's gonna come up to me and harass me or someone selling coconuts is gonna try and scam me and make me buy a coconut. And Thailand managed to attract all these sleazy white men like very sleazy, degenerate, middle aged white men seem to flock to Thailand. I don't really see the same types flocking to Japan. I don't think Japan appeals to that type as much as Thailand does. So I like the way Japan filters out the sleazy naked white men walking around Nana Plaza. But instead it seems to attract sleazy young white guys like incel types or wannabe Chad types who wanna smash Japanese women. It seems to attract those types instead. I guess they are better than the sleazy fat beard Betty White men. I dunno why the fat Betty Beard white men prefer the Thai girls over Japanese girls. I've seen the Thai girls standing outside the massage parlors. They're not attractive. They're kind of ugly to be honest. They're like young man massage. You can hear it in my video or the young man. They're not pretty. I'd rather have a Japanese prostitute or even the Korean one. I had a lot of Korean call girls when I was in in Korea after I ran away from Jiro. I think I had about five or six Korean call girls in my little hotel and I think two of them were really ugly. One of them was very attractive. I actually exchanged contact details with her but then she blocks me and two of them were middle, like mid average looking. One of them let me nuts inside of her and then another one let me do it raw. She said it was her first time doing it. So I can do it raw if I wanted to. Which is weird. Why would you, why would you say that? Why would you let the guy do it raw when it has no benefit to yourself as a woman? And it just, it's like all risk, no benefit. But she said I can do it raw if I wanted to. And one of the Japanese court girls let me nut inside of her. Why would, if you are a prostitute and you had the choice of a guy nut inside of you or using a condom, wouldn't it make sense to make him use a condom when it has no benefit to you being nutted inside of and you don't love the guy, you're not trying to get pregnant. Maybe the prostitute really liked me or something. That's the only thing I can think of. Or she wanted me to come back as a return customer. 'cause if I go to Japan, I probably would hit her up again if knowing that she would let me nuts inside raw. Now I don't know if she would let me do it again 'cause it's been three years, four years actually and I have aged. I don't know if she would even recognize me, recognize me and I don't know if I'm attractive enough now maybe she would not remember who I am and not find me attractive like she did back then. I'm not sure if she's still on the website And let me go on the website. What was it called? Osaka escort or something. I hope my glasses are not reflecting. Let me hide my camera. I don't know if they changed the website. See if I can find Miss Aki. Maybe she's on the website. I think I have to go on Google. Actually not bing. That's weird. I can't find the website. I think they changed the website name girls list. It's so weird. You can just shop for girls like you're trying to buy food. The pictures are so enticing but then it's always so disappointing when they show up. I <silence> a special class girl. 820,000 yen for two hours. How much is that? That's a lot. That's nearly a million yen. Oh my god. $6,000 AV prawn star. 1,600,000 yen. That's like $12,000 for two hours. What the hell? Why is this website so expensive? Millionaire class girl. What? No, I don't think this is the same website. This is like the price list of the girls that work in Davos. Everyone's joking on Twitter. Thousands of call girls heading to Davos to please the billionaires. Why can't I find the website? Imagine you find your girlfriend scrolling down on this website. I would feel very turned on. They're not ugly but they look like sex dolls. They don't look real, they don't look realistic. Oh, oh, oh I found it. They changed the website name. Let's see what girls they got now. O sucker. I did see a girl on here called Misaki before and I was wondering if it's JIRA's friend I, I wanna see if the girl I bang before is still here. I think she would've been up for some freaky stuff like OnlyFans. She was like a, a gato with dyed blonde hair, tanned skin, very long nails, thick makeup. Just kind of disappointed when she showed up. It's not my type of girl. I like natural looking Japanese girls, not fake skits, fake tan and fake hair. But she was quite attractive and the sex was pretty good. Why the picture's loading. I better do window shopping in person. Yeah, that's why I prefer tab shichi 'cause you can get a good look at the girl before you do it. But it's such a pain getting there. It took me like an hour two trains to get to Hinche. Usually when I stormed out on my wife and did a stream in a hotel after the stream I used to get a call girl. So I end up wasting all my donuts on the cool girl <laugh>. I can't get the pictures to load maybe 'cause I'm using a VPN through Singapore. I think my VPN is stopping the pictures from loading. The best cool girl to date would be. Hmm. I quite liked the first health delivery I got in Japan. That was pretty hot. It was after one of the, I think it was when I did the walking out on my bitch wife stream. I got a call girl, she was a bit chubby, not super slim but she had a waist and hips and big boobs and she was quite young. She's like 24. And I asked her can I put my dick in? And she said no. So I said okay. And then we started doing doggy but I was like rubbing my dick in her bum crack and then I could feel she was getting really wet. So then I slipped in anyway and she was like dammit, dammit do. But I kept doing it and she didn't stop me and then I took it out and flipped her over and we did missionary at that point she wasn't saying damn it anymore. So I think she wanted it. I think it felt so good she couldn't say no anymore. I wish I nutted inside of her. I ended up putting out and nutting on her leg and then afterwards she was like, oh I shouldn't have done that. Usually we're not supposed to do that. And then I told her that I'm married and had a fight with my wife and she, she was like, oh you should make up with her and go back. That was probably one of the best. It's hot when they say no, when they're like damnit. But then they, they give up trying to resist 'cause it feels good. It is not rape because I'm not physically doing anything as if I could physically overpower a girl that size. She would crush me. She probably weighed like 60 kg, 70 kg as if me a 48 kg at the time. Guy could overpower someone that big but she wanted it and she wanted it so bad that she couldn't say no anymore. That's hot. I can't load this stupid website. Uh, I could go on my phone. I don't think the VPN is on my phone. I think I'll weigh about 54 kg now. I gained weight. Didn't think you're the power hungry type. No I'm not getting off on overpowering anyone. I'm getting off on the idea of her saying that it's wrong and we shouldn't be doing it. But because she's so horny and turned on she wants it even though she knows she shouldn't be doing it and then we do it anyway. I think that's really hot. Like she can't, she can't resist anymore 'cause she wants it so bad. All logic and human intelligence goes out the window 'cause you want the D Why can't I see the pictures on this stupid website? Maybe I should change my VPN to Japan. The worst call go I got was before I left for career and it was really bad timing 'cause at the time I had like an itchy rash on my foreskin, probably a yeast infection and it was hitting up but it was still there and I really wanted to get a cold girl just before I leave. So I got one anyway. But the sex was just, I mean she wouldn't even let me have sex. She would just massage me. The most she would do was she would let me, she would use her hand to jerk me off. So we did like missionary but she had her hand where her, you know what is and I pretended her hand was her vagina and I ended up nutting into her hand. But my dick just went soft and floppy 'cause she was trying to gimme a bj but it was so uncomfortable she put this soap on my dick and it was burning 'cause I had this rash with this kind of itchy dry rash on my foreskin. It was terrible. And this one wouldn't let me have sex with her. I tried doing my tricks but she was just, she was not having it. I mean if I really tried with her, that would probably end up becoming RAP. So I think I would have to use my muscle to overpower her, which I would never do. And I have never done. I always use my charm and my sexual appeal to change a no into a yes. I never had to use physical power to change. Yes, I mean to change no into a yes. I had many nos that turned into a yes just because I turned the girl on. Not 'cause I overpowered her. Physically changed my VPN to Japan. Maybe it'll let me see the pictures have solid proof. I, my edits is cesium. Well I don't know. Who cares if it is, it might be him. I think if you have to resort to using physical power to get sex, you're kind of a loser as a man. It means a goal. You can't get a girl who wants to have sex with you voluntarily. You can't turn a girl on to the point where she wants you. So you have to force her using muscle. That just means you're a loser that no girl wants to have sex with. It's kind of humiliating isn't it? I can't see this stupid website. Even when I changed my VPN Oh there is a girl on the website called Miss s Age 31. Isn't that, I don't know. Wouldn't Jay's friend be around the same age as her? Wouldn't she be like 40 something? I think 31. It's too young. I can't see the pictures. Let me share it on discord. Let's see if anyone else can see. Can you guys see the picks? My discords pretty dead as well. No one's chatting. The website is broken. Maybe it's temporary. Yeah, it seems like other people can't see the The website seems to be broken when you click on the profile instead of a picture says warning file Get contents fail to open stream. PHP network get address for j Pike. Perry gord hti formental.com failed movie of Masaki. Oh my god the video playback works. It is just a woman rubbing her bum but there's no face. I'm pretty sure that crazy <inaudible> looking one was this one called Sao? No, nothing shows on the profile. Dammit. I wanted to look at the profiles. This was my favorite website in Japan. I there another one for call girls. Call girls are aka what's a good website? Esco girls aka Japan esco.net. Hmm. This one looks good. 20 minutes. 12,000 yen. They don't have many girls. Oh they do. Damn imagine that's your job just getting fucked by lo of guys. That's wild isn't it? Imagine waking up in the morning thinking I am a prostitute. My job is to get fucked. It's kind of hot isn't it? It must make you feel like such a slut. I bet some girls find that arousing though. Like yeah, I'm a slut. So what? I wanna become friends with a prostitute like Carlos's friends with that Shibuya. Well she's not a prostitute but she was a porn star. I love to become friends with a prostitute and create like an emotional connection and then interview her for my YouTube channel and then have sex become a host boy <laugh>. I think I'd be a pretty bad host, bad at drinking, bad at socializing, bad at making women feel special. I can't even make my girlfriend feel special on her birthday. The whole point of being a host is you make lonely women feel special and wanted. Whoops, I moved the timer. Are you gonna fuck a hooker once you land in Japan? Maybe could do. Maybe I get a hotel in Tochi and I just walk down there five minutes walk. I get a cheap one. Like those 8,000 yen for 15 minutes. But the some 40-year-old middle wage Japanese woman, they're not bad. I don't really think that, you know, just 'cause the girl's younger that the sex is gonna be better. Plus you save a couple thousand yen, you pay maybe 15,000 yen for a young girl when you only pay about nine or 10,000 for middle aged women. Depends if you're into MILFs or if you're into the younger ones. I tend to find the older ones better. Maybe more experience. I don't know if I'd get a girl when I arrive in Japan. I'd be tempted but I might be too lazy. Maybe I should, you know for for the memories. For the tradition, it is a Daniel tradition to get laid on the first day he arrives in Japan. Wait, I wanna look at the website again. 12,000 yen, 45 minute escort service, Cobe beef. <silence> You know these bars, if you walk around on the streets at night in the evening in Japan, a lot of people hanging around on the streets trying to get you into bars and they usually say you can get get like a BJ or you can touch breasts and it's like a thousand yen. Get some drinks you can play with boobs. Has anyone tried one of those before? I always feel like those are scams like Nigerian scam bars. They'll say oh it's a thousand yen. Or you can drink and then when you're leaving they'll charge you like 20,000 yen and then all you can do is touch boobs and get a BJ but you can't have sex and it seems kind of pointless. You get a bunch of girls sitting around you trying to get you to buy drinks. Maybe they'll play with you. They'll drug you <laugh>. That's why I've always not, I've always been scared to go into those places. I don't un understand why Japan bothered to make it illegal when prostitution is so obvious and done out in the open. They've even got buildings ice went into one. It's called information guide or something and it's usually just a room and it's got pictures and prices. It's got like a man in there who can guide you to you tell him what you want and then he'll guide you where to go. I can't believe ice went in there and streamed. I thought they would smash a camera or something. Go to Patia Walking Street. Why sit it full of prostitutes? I wanna go to the Japanese Street. I heard they've got a lot of massage parlors and apparently they speak Japanese there 'cause a lot of Japanese men go there and my stream is sniping ice. No but I probably stalk him for a bit and then get bored. I wouldn't want to go up to him when he is streaming. He might be weird. I wanna do something creepy like follow him and then see if his viewers notice. I wanna wear something that stands out like a very bright orange hat so they could, so they could easily spot me in the background. And then I wanna see if they notice uh, I used to go with the bright orange hat has been following you for the last 40 minutes. And then if he turns around I'd quickly hide <laugh> and then see if it was stop and notice that's me. That would be pretty funny. I think that'd be funnier than just sniping him and then following him around on stream. And then if he tries to, if he like turns around and tries to come up to me, I'd run away and then I'd change my outfit and then follow him again. <laugh>, that would be funny. And maybe I get an egg and I'll egg him. <laugh> just think I'll get in trouble with the police if I egged him. It's not punching him or attacking him, it's just like getting him a bit messy. No, I wouldn't do that. That would be so mean. Imagine I'd just walk past and I throw an egg in his face and run away. <laugh>. I think I'd get in trouble if you reported me. He would beat you up. I think I can run faster than ice. I had get a bicycle drive by egging <laugh>. He would hate me. But that would make it memorable wouldn't it? The guy who egged ice. No, I wouldn't do that. I wanna do something that's creative and funny. I <laugh> he's got bigger strides. Yeah, but I think my legs would rotate fast. I think my legs have faster. RPM he also, he runs outta breath really quickly and he's carrying that massive backpack, isn't he? He's got like live use and battery banks and loads of stuff and water. He's definitely wearing a 15 kg backpack. He, he runs out of breath pretty quick as well. And he's been non-stop streaming for a month. He's very sleep deprived. How many of you got face during your lovely time watching a big news? Godwin love you <laugh>. I think um, way I've got way more energy than he has right now. You don't seem as athletic. Hmm. I think I could run pretty quickly. I'm, I'm light footed and quick on my feet within. I'll probably pull my muscles afterwards. I, I think it'd be boring if I just sniped him and tried to be on the stream like the other snipers. 'cause I'm not very high energy. I don't really know anything that could bring value to the stream. So I wanna do something creepy and weird in my own way. What if I got like a laser pen and I laser, laser pen this leg and then he'd be like well the house is laser pen coming from. I thought it was funny when I streamed in front of him without saying anything. I just went live and I didn't say anything <laugh>. That was pretty funny. Now I think about it, I just pointed the camera at him. I had five or 600 viewers. I think he'll be leaving Japan soon. I reckon he's gonna be out of Japan by the time I get there. I reckon he will go back to America and rest. He said he wants to go to India because he's got some kind of sponsorship paying him to go, okay, what should I talk about now? Wow, I talked for five hours, hours. Maybe I'll have my leftover KFC. I've got one chicken wing left from yesterday. Oh this stream did so much better than the IRL. I really don't see a reason to do IRLI got way more viewers. Way more watch time. Way more donuts. No Ed Sheeran. Yeah maybe IRL is not the right thing to do. Why did I buy a live use soda? Ugh. So now I wanna sell. I don't know if I wanna sell my switch 'cause I have been having fun with dark SOLs re mastered but now I could just get it on steam. But the switch is nice to play sometimes when you don't wanna play it on a pc. I don't wanna sell my flip phone because it is a fresh phone for Tinder. It hasn't been banned on Tinder yet. I do need as many phones as I can get because Tinder keeps banning me. The longest I went without getting banned on Tinder was about I think three months. I managed to last on my new Android phone before they banned me. But I can still use Bumble on it. I haven't made a Bumble on it or Hinge. And I heard Bumble is pretty big in Japan so I'm gonna save the cheap Android phone for Bumble and my flip phone is completely fresh. But after I've been banned on dating apps on the flip phone, it doesn't have a use anymore. The whole reason I got the flip phone was so I could stream and flip it so it's small but when I flip it, it stutters and gets really slow and there's no stabilization. For some reason I can't get it to work so there's no point of having it for streaming. The only use it has now is I can use it for dating apps. You're doing IRL wrong. But you don't have to talk to strangers to do to do IRL. Look at Connor. Connor hardly ever talks to strangers. He's either talking to Chris, he Connor usually streams with another streamer like Rob CD or Pete It. But its content isn't about talking to strange only ice. Ice is the only streamer who has this whole content revolving around talking to people. But most other streamers, they just walk around to get some food. Maybe they'll ride a bus <affirmative>. But I think you need to do something when you stream outside. You can't just walk around in circles for hours. That's the problem with my streams is I never do anything and I'm too scared. I really, in the ideal world, the ideal outcome would be I talk to a girl, get her contact details and then we do stuff together and it becomes content and then people are like, who's this girl? Aren't you cheating? And then maybe I run away from the girlfriend and then hook up with this new girl. Just something unexpected and random. But it is hard to make connections like that on the street. I could go up to someone and say hi, excuse me. Uh, I'm new in Thailand, I'm looking for friends, can we be friends? And then they'll be like, oh yeah sure. Where are you from? I'm from uk. One thing my girlfriend says that's really cute is sometimes when I say something silly to make her laugh she would say UK funny man. Like that <laugh>. It just sounds so funny. It it is so grammatically bad as a sentence. That is funny. It's like something Yoda would say like, Hmm UK funny man. That's what she says. Never heard someone say that before she, she'd say why are UK funny man <laugh>, that's cute. But yeah, the only interesting outcome for me doing IRL would be if I could somehow manage to create an acquaintance out on the street that I do stuff with that would lead to other doors opening for content. But I just, I don't see that happening. Uh, I scratched my mosquito bite, now I'm bleeding. Great. Look at that. It is time for my lunch. Would you like my lunch? KFC. When's Daniel's next? IRL. I want to stream. Snipe. You <laugh>. I dunno. Now I'm scared. I spicy. Ugh. Oh why is it so sweet? Ugh. Oh my god. So spicy. Oh I live near Nana. What would you recommend something fun to do if I, if I did IRL again? It is tricky 'cause I need to avoid music otherwise I get copyright claim. So anywhere that has a lot of loud music playing, I can't go to, I hate spicy food and it gives me diarrhea as well. If I have a lot of spicy food the next day it's not good times in the toilet. I don't see the point of spicy food. It makes your mouth hurt and it makes your lips burn and then you get diarrhea the next day. Japanese food is nice 'cause none of it's spicy. I don't really know what else to do in Thailand. I feel like I've been everywhere. I've been to Nitty everywhere in Bangkok. I went to Patay, went to other places. I went to Cal Calco Mountain, it was a four hour drive from Bangkok. So I've been out of Bangkok and I've been in Bangkok rock, dunno what else to do. Maybe I'd like to go to a pettet for the beach. I can you give me advice how to break up with my clingy tie girlfriend? That sounds like advice I need. I dunno if I wanna break up with her though. I don't see a good reason to break up with her <laugh>. Review street food. I feel like that won't get views for me personally. I, how did I meet my girlfriend? I met her on Tinder when I was in Manchester <laugh>. Kind of weird isn't it? Before my Tinder got banned, I must have matched her and exchanged contact details. But then I never spoke to her for about six months. I got back home from Malaysia last year and I was bored so I randomly messaged a bunch of people, a bunch of people on my friend's list and she replied. I just said, Hey how are you? Are you still single? She said yes. I can't believe now I'm living with her. It's so weird isn't it? What a random chain of events. She said she was on the Manchester Tinder because she wanted to learn English. So she was using the the Tinder passport thing. And then she said she deleted Tinder because weird men kept messaging her. I honestly don't remember seeing her on Tinder. Must have been just a random swipe. I don't even remember adding her as a friend. Very strange coincidence, isn't it? Just as I was in Manchester. When you leave for Japan, who's gonna pay the apartment? I don't know. I guess I'll pay before I leave unless I arrange to leave right before I have to pay. So I'm guessing I would pay for half the month. I don't know if she's gonna ask me how's she gonna afford it? She can't afford it. She said she wants to quit her job and get one in Bangkok that's nearby and then rent out her house. Hmm. I dunno. It would be so difficult for her to move back to the house 'cause there's so much of her stuff here. I don't know if it would all fit into her car. She might have to do a few trips back and forth. And this place is so full of her stuff now. I guess you would have to cancel the contract and then get the deposit money back and then just move back to the house. It's kind of complicated. I don't know. What would you do if you were her? I would say I sell the house and then move to Bangkok and live here in this apartment. Why would you wanna live where the house is? There's nothing there and your ex is nearby And then just get a new job here in Bangkok. Can't be that hard can it? There must be loads of pharmacies here that you could get a job and she would make a profit on the house. I think 'cause she's renovated it. I don't know if she would make money that she lost paying for the renovation or you could rent the house out maybe. She said it's hard to make any plans 'cause I won't tell her how long I plan to stay here. She keeps asking me, how long are you gonna stay in Thailand? And I keep saying I don't know 'cause I don't know. I can't say anything concrete. I saw Sam Pepper last night in Chinatown. Yeah I know him. I saw his streaming in Thailand. I haven't seen him. I think it would be pretty easy to see him. I bet he's really loud and his hair stands out. He's leaving today. Why is he here in the first place? I don't really know what he's up to these days. I heard he does pretty well on TikTok but I thought he has a girlfriend that he does TikTok with. He's super loud. Yeah, I bet he is. <laugh>. I watch some of his stream and his voice is really loud and he, he doesn't care at all about looking silly. Okay, so first an eco's immigration and then we'll find out if I can stay longer or not. If they reject my, my attempt to stay longer, that means I have to leave at the end of February, which is only a month away now. But if they approve then I can stay until the end of March and then I can go to Japan and then we go onto the next chapter of life. Do I stay in Japan for six months or do I come back to Thailand? Do I ditch the tiger? Find out in the next episode. This is an extremely slowly developing story that's gonna take months to play out. So unfortunately if you like short form content that's like wham bam full of action, it's not what you're gonna get. You gotta have patience. Things play out very slowly on the hiding in my room channel. You'll get the 30 day extension. 100%. Yeah. I feel pretty confident that I will get it. It seems like they are not very strict here. And then life in Japan begins. May I look at apartments now? Osaka for um, 30 days. <silence> I am not sure if I want an apartment or if I would just get a hotel. Would I cook? Cooking would save me a lot of money if I just bought a big bag of rice would last me a month. And then just go to the supermarket, get some pork vegetables, get some sauce. Why do I want to go back to Osaka? Because I like it. It has a nice atmosphere. It's got less weird Gai gin. Most Gai gin just goes to Tokyo 'cause that's all they know. And I've had a lot of good memories in Osaka from 2010. My first time in Osaka when I lived in a guest house, actually Osaka was the first place I went to in Japan. My first time in Japan, 2010 I had a Japanese girlfriend. She was from Osaka so I went to Osaka and the second time I went to Japan I went to Tokyo. Number guest house Hive, $500 for a month bunk bed. No thanks I Why are they charging $800 for? For a bunk bed? A capsule room? $700. Oh my god. Apartments and 1,600, $700. There are some cheap apartments. Mansion low lower G 765. It's got a very good rating. One bedroom apartment Looks okay. It's got kitchen. I think it's probably in some quiet neighborhood. On the outskirts though. Where is it on the map? I uh, it's pretty far north of Oh I got, yeah you're gonna have to go out of the city center to get a cheap place. I guess it's north of the river of Osaka. Probably be kind of boring there. If I look on the map. $10,000. Imagine being that rich. The cheapest apartment in Osaka is at $1,400. Oh my god. Maybe I would buy that one. I think I could easily make, I already made $1,450 this month. I reckon if I re-start my OnlyFans and I start making more videos can easily make $2,000 a month. Still though it's a lot of money just for an apartment. $1,300. It's a 12 square meter that's tiny. 12 meters squared. So expensive compared compared to Thailand. Oh my god. Japan is gonna bankrupt me. I am I drinking whiskey. No, I'm not drinking anything. The place I'm renting now is about 250 pounds a month. I, I would not be able to get an apartment in Osaka. I would have to get one on the outskirts. That's way too expensive. I $4,000, 5,000, 9,000. They must be having a laugh for these prices. Do I actually like your girlfriend? Yeah, she's okay. But you know I gotta leave when I gotta leave. Mm-hmm <affirmative> nothing's gonna change the facts that I got to leave Thailand in a few months time. I How do they charge so much money for an apartment? These apartments for Japanese people would only cost like 400 a month. They charge two to 4,000 on booking. I had have to live in a guest house 400 a month, either a guest house or maybe I'd just get a hotel. How much would a hotel cost Apple Hotel? $2,000 for 30 nights. Oh my god. Does my girlfriend know I do YouTube? Nope. I, she has no idea. Life's not gonna be comfy in Japan either. I bankrupt myself getting an apartment or I torture myself by living in a horrible guest house. Why is Japan so damn expensive now? Well if I get a hotel where the Jira lives <laugh>, that'd be so creepy. I am a kaki hotel. <laugh>. No, that'd be too weird. Have a look at Tokyo. Do you think it's cheaper to book a hotel for 30 days or to book two hotels for two weeks each? So I book two weeks, one hotel, then two weeks in another hotel. Or I book four weeks for one hotel, which is cheaper. I feel like the prices are cheaper. <laugh> if I book in two weeks slots. Anyone know about the hotel industry? It seems cheaper to book two weeks and then two weeks and then two weeks bunk bed. $400 for two weeks. Oh my god. Uh, I don't like living in a hotel. Don't you feel like living in a hotel is really miserable? It just doesn't feel homely. I think I'm gonna crack and think live in a hotel. Sucks And I can't afford to get an apartment in Japan. I miss my apartment in Thailand where it's cheap and nice. I miss the apartment more than I miss my girlfriend. <laugh> is that bad? Prices are down when you book way in advance. But I am booking in advance. I'm looking for hotels in March. May. I look for an April. April 1st. I don't want a stupid bunk bed. Hotels and apartments. $700 and $800. And that's a bunk bed. So hard to get a place to live isn't it Airbnb prices. I don't think they would be cheaper and I'm banned so it's a waste of time to check. What don't you like about your girlfriend? She keeps coughing every night. I, apart from that, I don't really dislike anything about her. She keeps coughing and it's hard to talk to her 'cause her English is bad. I Toyota Inn. $1,300, 29 nights single room. Uh, $1,000 for a hotel room. She has long COVID. I think a guest house could be the best choice but then that really limits me. I can't stream or make videos in the guest house. I'll be constantly waning about people's footsteps and noise and stuff. I so I'd have to stream and make all my videos outside, which would be very challenging. I'm not really looking forward to going to Japan actually. Now look at these prices. Where am I gonna live? I can't afford this. This is thousands of dollars a month for a basic hotel room. I guess I have to find a smaller city maybe or go in the outskirts of Osaka. $476 for two weeks. One bedroom apartment. So that's 900 a month. That's not too bad but it's pretty far from Osaka Central. It is probably like an hour actually. Where's ta? It's kaki. Where's I think it was around there I think. Oh yeah, Tashi. Bana comes after a Masaki. Wow. Tachibana is quite far away from Osac Central. I get a hotel in Ana. I always used to joke saying it sounds like touch banana and my Thailand on a Taurus visa. I was last year I had 90 day Taurus Visa. But then it ran out. I came back in without a visa. They gave me a 45 day stamp. So how long would it take? I, Hmm. It would probably take like an hour, 40 minutes by train to get into Osaka. I bunk bed, 16 bed mixed dormitory. Make a new Airbnb and my sister's name. But my sister already has Airbnb and she uses it a lot and if she gets banned because of me then I'd feel bad 'cause they could find out somehow that she's booking rooms for me. I don't know how they would find out. Let's say she books the room and then it's self-checking and then she just gives me the code and then I go and self-checking. But then I don't know. Trolls could find out that I'm staying in an Airbnb and then report me and then Airbnb will find out. I'm pretty sure booking a room for a banned person would also get you banned. I don't think Airbnb's any cheaper. There's a reason why Airbnb failed to disrupt the hotel industry. If Airbnb's so great. How come all these hotel apps haven't gone out of business? People are getting fed up with Airbnb. People are getting banned left, right and center for having parties or being noisy. And then you gotta pay for stupid cleaning fees And then if you don't clean the place up as stupid Airbnb host moans about you. And what's the point of paying a cleaning fee if you're still expected to clean? I'm paying for the cleaning aren't I? So I should be able to leave the place in a mess. In a hotel you can shit all over the room and the cleaner cleans it 'cause that's their job. You don't have to pay a stupid cleaning fee. Airbnb, they expects you to keep place clean and still pay the cleaning fee. So I think Airbnb's going down the drain 'cause a lot of these hosts are just stupid. What about Corbe? $800? I think I could easily afford $1,000 a month. That should be fine. But over $1,200. I mean I could still do it but I'd be pretty skinned afterwards. I wouldn't have much disposable income. No, I don't think booking for two weeks is any cheaper than booking for four weeks. Apartment share websites. I don't wanna share an apartment with anyone. I wanna make OnlyFans stuff and I want to live stream and flog and stuff. And seeing as my IRL stuff doesn't get many views, I need a room where I can make clickbait. 'cause that's the only way I get views is by doing clickbait and hate baiting. I don't get views from doing IRL. I need to be able to make stuff like do not buy blah blah. I can't do that in a guest house. I'd be whispering 'cause I'd be scared. People can hear me. Oh hmm. This one looks like the best. $740 29 nights. I don't really care about internet 'cause I'll just get my own sims and stuff. Only thing I care about is, hmm, as long as it's clean and the neighborhood doesn't feel depressing or dangerous. I also hope the manager doesn't live in the same building. That'd be pretty awkward. When trolls find out where I live, they'll start messaging the manager probably I, oh it's near sweeter. I think I've been there before. They've got an Ashi beer factory there. I went on a beer factory tour back in 2010. I'm pretty sure that was in sweeter. $789. That's the best I can find. I weekly green in number $1,000. Where's that? Mm-hmm It looks okay. I just need a room and a shower and a kitchen. That'll be fine. Get somewhere to live. Make videos. What else do I wanna do? Get food. Then I got sort out the whole dating stuff. Do I wanna go on dates or do should I just pay for sex? I guess I could try dating again. Imagine going on Tinder in Osaka and then Chi's friend sees me and they catfish me. Would I still do OnlyFans if you had enough money from YouTube? Probably not. OnlyFans is annoying because you feel like you're doing something wrong. I feel like I'm doing something illegal. People keep slamming the doors here. $1,800. Why don't I get like a very expensive apartment and see if I can challenge myself to make over $2,000. And then if I fail the challenge, I go and live in a guest house, maybe I can stay in Japan for six months. Oh sorry, $2,000 a month. It was gonna cost me like $12,000. I'm gonna be broke. I, why is it so hard to make over $2,000 a month if people easily make 5K or 10 KA month? If I can make over 2K, it'd be a lot better. The last resort would be a guest house. But that would be so restrictive. Where? How would I make videos? Where would I make them go to a park, set up my tripod, my mic in the park. <silence> <laugh>, you have a girlfriend who loves you but you are going to Japan to pay for sex and have complain about not having a girlfriend rinse and repeat. It makes no sense. Yeah, it is pretty funny. I've got everything that I'm going to want when I'm sad and lonely in Japan. I've got a cheap place to live. I've got a loving girlfriend get sex every night. Now I'm planning to live in Japan where I'm gonna lose all of this and have to pay over a thousand dollars a month for a place to live. Bet you anything. In two months time in Japan, I'm gonna be like, oh, I missed my Thai girlfriend. Everything was better. Now I'm broke 'cause I'm spending all my money on rent. Why can't they rent places to foreigners just for a few months? I don't mind living in a guest house, but I am gonna struggle to make videos without having peace and quiet. But I would save so much money. The guest house is gonna cost maybe $400 a month. I think they are maybe 51,000 yen a month. That's like $390 versus apartment, which is nearly over triple. But I get to make a lot of content. How much money am I saving? So I would, I'll save nearly a thousand dollars if I lived in a guest house. But am I missing out on a thousand dollars worth of content that I'd make if I had my own place? Otherwise I really got to go with the IRL stuff. If I lived in a guest house because I can't make videos in the guest house. Get kicked out. I nearly got kicked out last time. Remember I can make videos in the guest house room but people in the next room will be able to hear me and I'd feel very self-conscious about it. And I'd be like, Hey guys, today I'm making a video in my room. Can't speak loudly 'cause people might hear me. Guest house rooms are very quiet so you can hear what's happening in the next room. Very clearly. Cheap business hotel, 5,000 yen a day is, oh my god, 150,000 yen for a month. That's like $1,200. That's not cheap. <laugh>. You live in a net cafe. They're like $10 a day living a net cafe challenge I think. I think I would save more money than I would lose from not having my own place to make videos. My videos don't make that much money, do they? So I think saving money is better than spending money to make content. I'd be better off saving money by getting a cheaper place and then just sitting in the room playing games. I don't know, what am I gonna do every day? I, and maybe I'll do both. I'll try one month in a guest house and then one month in an apartment I try and make videos when I'm in a guest house I have to go out and maybe just do IRL. But I wanna do sit down rants videos and cozy inside live streams. Guest house is also very stressful 'cause you kind of have to talk to people. People are gonna come up to you and say hi and expect you to be sociable. Which can be nice if you're lonely. But it's also annoying if you just wanna be left alone and have a meal by yourself. Sometimes you don't really want to be social. Uh, I miss just having JIRA's apartment to live in. It was so comfy. I current place, not comfy. It is, it's really comfy. I love it. It's great. I've got a great view of the city. This is the best apartment I've ever lived in. It's huge. I think it's double the size of Ros apartment. I wish I could show it a massive living room. I got a separate bedroom that actually has a door to close it. So it's not like having a bed in the living room as you got a whole separate bedroom, a whole separate kitchen that's not just like a counter in the hallway. Got a big toilet and shower room. It's great. And it's only two 50 a month but it's in Thailand, not Japan. And I want to go to Japan. First cabin $1,000, you get an entire cabin capsule. It's like living in a storage container. This is nearly triple the price of a guest house. But it's way more luxurious. But still, I wouldn't make videos in this. People could hear me. I think it'd be nice to live in. But the, the problem with my life is I have a weird way of making money that involves me talking to myself. It's not like I'm sitting there working hard on my stocks. I have to sit here and talk and people can hear me talking, which I find very uncomfortable. If I just had a job where I didn't have to make sound, I don't like making sound. I don't wanna be the stereotypical obnoxious YouTuber being a loud annoying twat with a camera. That's not what I wanna be. It's not who I am. Otherwise, if you know, if I just had a job where I sat on a computer going to all day long, then I wouldn't care less. I'd just sit in the guest house room working all day. Or I'd sit in the capsule cabin hotel not making any sound and I'd be fine. But ah, I need a place where I can, I can do my thing and not annoy people. I don't wanna annoy people. Oh it's like a guest house, $700. Do I still have contacts with my first love? I messaged her in Manchester slightly before Christmas. I mean she messaged me but we haven't talked since. She said, next time I'm in Korea, let's meet up. I wonder if she would have sex. She's like 50 something now. She must be 50. She's 15 years older than me. So she's not 1534. She must be 49. Or she would say in Korean age, Koreans have Korean age, which is so dumb. So in Korean age you just add nine months onto your age because they count the time you are in your mom's womb as the time you've been alive. Which is kind of stupid, don't you think? Please make she she mad again. It's good content. I think she's, she's not taking the bait anymore. I think she knows that when she reacts I can use it as content and she doesn't want me to use it as content. So the best thing for her to do is just stay quiet. So it's kind of hard to make her mad anymore. I, yeah, she was 35 when I met her. I was 20 when she was 35. She seemed, she's like the same age as my girlfriend now. <laugh>. Well I'd always end up dating middle aged women in their thirties. I always like 32, 35, 36. I think living in a guest house would save me more money than the money I would lose from not being able to make videos in an apartment. Don't you think? And then I would have to find a way to stream or make videos outside. Maybe I would want to stream outside, be like ice. It's not like any of my videos go viral anymore. They just get the same views and then I can make like the shitty do not buy reviews on a park bench whispering into my microphone. Oh thanks Meet with by Japanese guy from guest house for love. Yeah, I wonder if he would meet up. I don't know if he knows that. I've basically chat on everyone that we knew from back in the day. I don't think he remembers these people because when I talked to him, I talked to him in, when was it? I swear it was only like a year ago. He messaged me saying he found my channel. Oh no, no, no. I remember I, yeah I got my dick sucks in 2016, which was after Chlamydia girlfriend. So in 2016 I went back to the guest house and he was still there and I was like, oh by the way, funny story. Um, do you remember the chlamydia girl? And it took him a while to remember. He was like, uh oh yeah, I remember her. I was like what? How do you not instantly remember her? We were like all friends back then. But I think the guy meets so many people every year that he just forgets everyone from 10 years ago. There's no way he remembers people from 10 years ago. But I basically sat on everyone we knew back then and used their faces in thumbnails <laugh> and made fun of them and talked about how much I hated them. I dunno how he would feel about that. He didn't complain that I used his face in the thumbnail and told 80,000 people that he sucks my dick. He just apologized saying that he's sorry if I felt like he raped me and he said he wants to go to Europe and I said let's meet up if you come. I don't know, he's probably kind of old looking now. He was quite good looking back in the guesthouse as I reckon he's aged better than I have. I aged pretty badly. Japan is lowering COVID-19 to flu status in spring. Yeah I heard that as well. And I'm hoping that's gonna make them get rid of the stupid mask rules. I don't wanna wear a mask in Japan. I'm not gonna wear it properly. I'm just gonna have it around my chin. Uh, wearing a mask is so, so annoying. I hate it. So hopefully they relax stuff a lot more. By the time I'm ready to go. I don't really care about the vaccine proof 'cause I've got proof of vaccine vaccination. But in Japan on the train and taxis you have to wear a mask. Uh, even inside some places you gotta wear a mask. I haven't worn a mask once in Thailand and no one's told me to wear a mask. So I don't really need to. Would I date Mila again if she said she was sorry for slapping you? Well only if she lets me film her and talk about her and film us having sex on OnlyFans, then I might consider it. Damn, a lot of comments are getting rejected. I got to manually approve them. It's only RAP if he physically overpowered you. Yeah, he was just very insistent. Women suddenly get horny in the thirties. Yeah, I think it's because the biologically the body knows that time is ticking so they're like, oh crap. Getting close to the age where I can't have kids anymore. Better make this person very horny. It's like a last hoorah before the, before the clock finishes ticking. I wonder if, if you said that you had taken a COVID test and it says you're negative, would people still tell you to wear a mask? I bet Japanese people would be like, oh I don't care. The rules are the rules. You gotta wear a mask and then even if you show them a negative COVID test, why do they want you to wear masks so much so you don't spread COVID. But if you can prove that you a hundred percent do not have COVID, then they don't, they shouldn't have a reason to make you wear a mask but they'll do it anyway. 'cause rules are rules and Japan, Japanese people are obsessed with following rules. Uh, logic doesn't, doesn't matter about logic. It's just what the rules say. If the rules say pat your stomach and rub your tummy five times, then they'll be like, you gotta pat your head and rub your tummy. Uh, masks are to prevent the spread. Yeah, but if you took a COVID test and prove you don't have it so that you're not gonna spread anything 'cause you don't have it, then what is the point of the mask? I Malaysia was annoying. They made us do do a swab test before we could get into a restaurant. It was like a, it was called Susie Wong's dinner with Susie Wong or something. It was like this underground secret back door cabaret club kind of restaurant bar. It was really weird. I dunno how my sister found it. But you had to enter the secret entrance and then they made us do like a swab test where you gotta put the thing I think up your nose or no, I think it was the back of your throat. It's so silly. I don't wanna put that thing up my nose. I would just spit on it and pretend I've put it up my nose. How they know if I've actually put it on my nose or not. You gotta put it right up there so it hits the back of your throat. It's disgusting. You ever had something go up your nose that far? It feels horrible. Put it up my bum hole. I hmm. Are the stock market future's open yet? I'm gonna see what the spy is doing. We've got half an hour until the UK market opens. I wanna buy some Chinese stocks. Actually I think China, I think Chinese stocks are gonna go up. It's already gone up quite a lot. But China is reopening. I think they're starting to ease a bit on these restrictions they've placed in Alibaba and I think they wanna get the economy going again and I think they're doing quantitative easing. So that should be good for the stocks. So I'm interested in getting some Chinese stocks as well. What else do I want? I want to get, I'm also kind of thinking about US growth stocks and NASDAQ stocks. Again, maybe there will be a bit of a rally if Fed announces 25 basis point hike rake rate hike. The market's gonna love that. Maybe that's, we priced in, I don't know, so hard to guess what's gonna happen. I got chat GPT to work the other day. Maybe they, he knows. But I need to turn my VPN off. Um, what are the, what percentage fit rates? Hike 0.25. I also found a website. It's like an AI stock picking thing. I wanna try that. That looks interesting. There was an app, I think it's called Candlestick. It's an AI stock picking thing. Put a thousand dollars into that <laugh>. It is got one review, three out five stars. That doesn't look very reassuring. How does it not have any reviews? I, I typed into chat GPT, what stocks should I buy? And it, she says, I don't know. I cannot give you financial advice 'cause I do not know about your own situation. Blah blah blah. Chat GP t's boring. It's just like Google search, isn't it? I typed in, how do I revive my dead YouTube channel? And it just says, creates more engaging thumbnails and make videos about trending things as such. Basic advice. Capture a new audience's interest by making videos about a popular topic. No shit. Duh. You gotta tell me what's popular. I typed in what is trending now and it says chat GPT knowledge cutoff is from 2021. So I do not know the current day is trending topic. Useless, isn't it? Do I have crypto? Nope. I don't think crypto is safe. My girlfriend has $2,000 in Bitcoin in crypto. She lost over 50%. She bought when Bitcoin was like 60 K <laugh>. Such a noob. What a noob. Let me look at the bitcoin chart. I will find a bullish indicator with my new charting knowledge. Bitcoin. Where is it? Hmm hmm What do I see in the charts? I see uh, I see a downtrend that has been broken. Maybe it is reversing now I see 50 EMA crossing over with the one 50. Uh, see all the E eMASS trending up again. Oh, I also see a a, a falling wedge right before the new breakout. Yeah, this is definitely a falling wedge here. Falling wedges are my new favorite shape. I notice so many times a stock breaks out back upside. It's always right after a falling wedge. There's a perfect falling wedge on bitcoin <affirmative>. So the next level of resistance with bitcoin would be the 30 K zone. Oh no. Next one is actually the 2020 4K zone would be the next one. When it gets above that, the next major resistance would be 30 K. It could shoot straight up to 30 k, reject off the 30 K zone. Come back down to the 20 4K zone, which is where I think you'd wait for that pullback and then buy. I don't know about buying now. I reckon it's gonna pull back a bit. Maybe back down to 21 K. Look at the fib lines. Fibonacci says, uh hmm A FB line doesn't help much here. The weekly charts. Wow, that is a perfect falling wedge though. Ah, I should have seen that earlier. I haven't been looking at Bitcoin. I've been focusing more on gold. I really like gold. I've got a lot of money invested in Barrack Goldmine. They mine gold and they also mine copper and silver copper's having a massive rally and silver. They say silver's gonna go to the moon and they say if China wants to buy oil using Chinese yuan instead of US dollar and undermine the petro dollar, they're gonna have to have massive reserves of gold to back up their currency. So Russia's already, I think Russia, didn't Russia peg the ruple to the to gold? I think China would do something similar. I heard a lot of central banks stocking up on gold. So I feel good about gold. I don't know if I wanna buy more. I've already got, I've actually got way too much the ex Peter doesn't, Peter Lynch say you should never have more than 2% of your portfolio. You should never have more than 2% of your net worth in any one stock. I've got 4,000. It's like 20%. I've got 20% of my life savings in gold. That is quite a lot. <laugh>. That's pretty big chunk of money to have in one thing. Is it 20%? Four thou 10% of 20,000 is 2000. Yeah, 20%. Really? I should never have more than 400 pounds in any one stock. Guess I didn't learn my lesson. That gold guy who? Peter Schiff. There's Peter Schiff and Robert Kiosaki. They're the big gold guys. I, I'm gonna sell my gold if you bought it. Well I've got 4,000 in Barrett Gold. I had 3000 in Rio Tinto but I sold it recently 'cause it's approaching major area of resistance. But I'm a bit worried about Rio Tinto now that I've sold it. The Rio Tinto chart is showing, hmm, it's rejecting of the same line for a third time. Well nearly a third time but it's got higher lows. Uh, according to a YouTube video I read, wait, let me get Microsoft paint and a window thing. Ms Paint and where's my window capture <affirmative>. Get a nice big fat brush. So Rio Tinto is doing this is going bong, bong bong B boom like that. Let me see if that's accurate. Yeah, it's pretty accurate. It's like a triple top. So I thought a triple top would be pretty um, bearish. So I sold here 'cause I have a feeling it's going to reject again, but now I'm worried 'cause you can see each low is higher than the previous low. And the reason is because more people are willing to buy this at a higher price and eventually it's gonna go like that and then bust up to the upside. 'cause this resistance can't hold it down anymore. There's so many buyers willing to buy a higher price. It's not gonna reject off this forever. Eventually it's gonna break out. So I'm a bit nervous if I made a good decision setting that I might wait for a tiny pullback like back to here and then buy back in Rio Tinto they sell I think diamonds, copper, titanium dioxide, bunch of other metals. I don't know if they sell gold or if they mine gold. Why don't you invest in ETFs? I do. I've got the emerging, I've got 1,200 in emerging markets. It's emerging markets dividends, not emerging markets growth. And I also got, I got 20 pounds in Russian securities which is now blocks 'cause they won't let me buy more Russian stuff. I wanna buy Russian stocks and they won't let me. So this is Rio. I don't know if I made it. It seems logical to sell here 'cause I think I bought, I bought around here. That's my entry point. So I made nearly a 30% gain. So I'm quite happy with that. But I have a feeling Rio wants to go way higher and I'm kind of interested in Pinterest 'cause Pinterest currently looks like this. Pinterest is like drop massive drop bottoming, bottoming, bottoming. And it's like that now. Now it's starting to reverse. Oh my god, you scared me. But thanks for becoming a member. I dunno why the member alert is so loud. <laugh>, what was that? The problem is if you buy stuff and they block people from buying it, then that means it's never gonna go back up is it? 'cause how's it gonna go up if people can't buy it anymore? So Pinterest uh, looks like it's forming a cup and handle. So a cup and handle would look like that. And then drop, pull back and then form the handle. And usually the handle skyrockets like that. And this is called a traditional cup and handle, which is a bullish, a lot of the growth stocks and NASDAQ meme stocks are showing this cup and handle right now. Include, I think Facebook is also showing this meta. Where's meta meta? Meta meta. I don't wanna show my web browser 'cause I got call girls and porn stuff open and a bit worried. Um, yeah even meta is showing kind of like a, like a cup and handle forming and it's also got a descending wedge and it also looks like the 50 day EMA is starting to cross over or it's about to start flattening out and go up again. So I don't know, I was short the market but now a lot of chart signs and signals are showing that we could see a reversal. There's a lot of bullish signs on the SSPY uh, Adam Kku guy. He thinks the market's definitely going up. People are seeing an inverse head and shoulders on the s and p. I see I even, I see a bullish divergence on the RSI. So currently the s and p 500 is doing this is just going up and then down and up then down like that. And then the RSI is doing the opposite. It's slowly zigzagging upwards. It's called a bullish divergence. See it's going up and it's going down. And you also got a, this trend line, it's like um, it's like a triangle like this, like that. And the SMB 500 right now is just ping ponging up and down in between this triangle right now it's around here. And then this apex of the triangle is probably gonna be the FOMC meeting, which is when it's gonna break up cycle or downside. And the 50 day EMA it it, I think it crossed over the one 50. The one 50 is like that now the one 50 is flattening out and then the fifties starting to go up. So you got the EMA is crossing over, you got the RSI is showing bullish divergence. And you got this inverse head and shoulders. It's kind of a wonky head and shoulders though. It's like this. You've got one massive left shoulder and one tiny right shoulder. But head and shoulders don't have to be perfect. They can be wonky and lopsided but the only way you can confirm it is a head and shoulder is when, so that would be, I think this would be the head that would be left shoulder. So the neckline would, the neckline would be there for it to be a confirmed head and shoulder. The right shoulder must break the neckline like that and stay above it. Might pull back and use it as new support. Uh, then that would be a confirmed head and shoulders. But you need to see that break above the neckline. So if it does that, I think the market would definitely go up like, like that. Confirming the head and shoulders reverse inverse head and shoulders. The bearish bullish divergence. The crossover on EMA not looking good for the bears. Well how many viewers say I lose from talking about stocks? And did I learn all this from YouTube? Yep. I watch Adam coup and I watched this guy called the trading channel. What do Chinese stocks look like? <laugh> I, oh I can't believe I had an 8% gain on my s and p 500 short and now it's like 1% gain should have taken profit. Why didn't I take profit? I was stupid. I didn't even notice this stupid triangle thing. I didn't realize it was ping ponging in between this triangle. I thought it was doing this. I thought it was doing a descending tunnel like that. But now it's like stuck in the triangle bit here. There. Where's my timer? Oh there it's five hours to go. I'm still a noob at this trading thing. When am I gonna get good at it? I've been doing it for two years now. I can make a profit but then I don't take profits and then I see all my gains disappear 'cause I'm in the trade for too long. So China stocks looking interesting. Chinese stocks have already gone up 20% from the bottom. I would wait for it to pull back before jumping in. It might, I don't know, it might be making an inverse head and shoulder. It's already formed the left shoulder, now it's forming the head. So the Chinese ETF looks like this right now. It's like peak and then massive drop and then you got the bottom there and it's, let me check again. No that wasn't the bottom it bottom there. And then it bounced and it dropped even more like this and now it bounced. It's now bounced back up to here. So it looks like it's gonna make an inverse head and shoulders. So if it is making it head and shoulders, I wouldn't jump in here. I'd wait for it to finish the head and then wait for it to pull back. But most traders say you gotta wait for these signs to be confirmed. This still isn't confirmed. You gotta wait for it to do that and then break through the neckline. The neckline would be here and then it would be a confirmed head and inverse head and shoulders. And then you wait for a pullback, maybe back to support here. And then you would enter the trade here. I would wanna enter the trade here, but that's kind of risky isn't it? I'd pre, if it does do that, I I might put in a thousand pounds. I don't have great track record with trying to short the market. I lost, I think I lost 700 pounds when I was day trading and I went short and then the market just flips around, shut up maybe 8% got margin called really dunno. It looks like it might go down again. And then up maybe this week it'll go down before the FOMC meeting. And then I think I wanna take profit on my shorts if I can because I'm, I'm a bit scared to be bearish right now. There's too many signs pointing towards going up. I had like to zoom out more to see the bigger picture. I don't like doing small timeframes like 10, 30 minutes. Although the 10 minute on the spy does look like a cup and handle, oh my god it's making a cup like a perfect cup. I tend to notice that gaps almost always feel and then it almost always pulls back when it reaches a previous resistance. So if it's like, if it's like that and then it rejects and then it comes down and it bounces around a bit and it eventually starts going back up, it almost always gets rejected again and comes back down. So I'd be very nervous holding stuff when it starts going back up to where it got rejected before. I find this trading stuff so interesting. I don't know why 2K And you think that's much? Yeah because 2K is 10% of my whole life savings. <laugh>. These people losing a hundred k, they've probably got like a couple million to play around with. 2K is a lot for me. I love all these tactics and indicators and chart signs they've come up with. It really has become like an art form these lines. I don't really find candles very helpful. I prefer the line charts. I see what Twitter's saying. I follow a bunch of trading Twitter accounts. Apple made a new watch. The Apple watch Ultra our most rugged and capable Apple watch. Imagine a rugged mountaineer actually buying Apple watches when they buy like a proper dedicated mountaineering watch. Everyone's looking at this same triangle wedge shape. I don't think anyone's tweeting right now. I think Americans are sleeping. I think most of these tweet is Twitters are Americans. Yeah it's 2:00 AM New York time Americans don't wake up until another six or seven hours, maybe five or seven hours. The problem with technical analysis is it seems like it always works until it doesn't. So it is like you go on the s and p 500 now and it looks like it looks, it looks like, like that. And you would say the trend line is, is here and then the bottom of the channel will be there. So in hindsight, yeah it has obeyed these trend lines perfectly every time. But how do you know if it's gonna obey it the next time? It might not. Not that's a risk. It might go boom, blow you out the water. How many times can a resistance line be tapped onto? It breaks. I mean it's been hit so many times. Eventually it's gonna break isn't it? But I don't know. Where's the spy and the spy's been making lower lows every time but recently for the first time in a while it's made a higher low. Very exciting. What timeframe do I trade? I usually go to the four hour or the daily. I like four hour and daily. I don't really scalp or day trade. I usually stay in a stock for a few months. It's weird 'cause I have investing mentality. But I do kind of like day trading tactics. Having an investing mentality has really made me lose a lot of money. 'cause I thought oh you gotta buy and hold and never sell. If I never sold, I would've lost way more. I'm so glad I I cut my losses with those meme stocks. Buying at the top and then never setting is such a bad idea. 'cause those stocks are never going back up again. The Warren Buffet method doesn't work when you're, you're just gambling on meme stocks. You end up losing so much if you don't cut your losses and staying. The longer I stay in the stock a lot of the times I just end up losing. I've been in Rio Tinto since last year mate. And it took seven months. No it took, took eight months for me to make a, in total I think it was a 15% gain. It took me seven months to make 15%. I was in that trade for ages. I've been in gold for age as well 'cause I bought at the top and I've been dollar cost averaging in. Finally I'm, I am 2% up now but I was minus 15% on gold for nearly five months. For four or five months. My gold investment was making me lose about 600 pounds. It took nearly eight months for it to finally break even and get green again. So sometimes having patience will get you your money back. But it really depends. Um, I'm, I'm glad I sold those meme stocks 'cause I don't think they were ever going back up. Uh oh 3:00 PM UK markets opened. It's funny, the UK market opens eight hours before the US market opens because you get to see the UK US ETFs before the US market is open. I dunno if I wanna buy some nasdaq, I could buy a, the NASDAQ stock EETF stock. Where is it? NA 100. Do I trade Forex? No. I don't really understand Forex Well I don't know why the currencies go up and down. I Why do people trade Forex instead of stocks? Why? I guess people just choose what they prefer. So why do you trade stocks instead of crypto? Why do you trade crypto instead of stocks And now I'm kind of swing trading ETFs. <laugh>. Why don't people swing trade ETFs? If you think the market's gonna go up, why choose one stock when you can pick the whole ETF? If the markets go up then I guess something like Tesla would go up more than the ETF would then the s and p 500 would. Okay. NDX, it looks like the NDX is making a double bottom. I and it's kind of making a, a falling wedge. It seems pretty solid. That support line that NDX is bouncing on. Is it a fib level? Oh my god it is. It's a 61.8 FB level as well. It bounced off it three times. Ah, should I buy 1000 pounds Nasdaq 100 mm Would you buy Nasdaq right now? Make a scam coin in rug. Bullet. I don't think I have enough viewers to make that work and I don't think my viewers are stupid enough to fall for it. My viewers are very hard to scam. I don't know if you realize I don't have stupid dumb kid viewers. Most of my viewers are adults that are quite aware of things like scams. I don't think it would work on my audience. You need a very young impressionable audience for that to work. Logan Paul gets away with it. 'cause his viewers must be what kids? 12 year olds. 15 year olds. Are you watching ice while streaming? Um, I've got it playing but it's on mute. I click on it now and then see what he's doing. Gary does. I think Gary does add to the streams. If Gary was here with us right now, you don't think he'd be adding to the strips? No. Gary's boring. I met Gary. Gary's just like a very nice American guy. He's not funny or wild or crazy. I think Moisis is boring as well. I think they're all boring. Actually <laugh>, I think who? Who's not boring? I thought vexed and that homeless guy were kind of funny when they were boxing show A bit boring but he brings wholesome vibes. I like the original gang vex homeless and show they they were fun. I'm not a great fan of suspenders. I dunno why his hair just really pisses me off. Can he cut his fringe a little bit so it's not in his eyes? Isn't it kind of silly to to go long on Nasdaq whilst I'm also short on the s and p 500? Well at least I can't lose if it goes up, I win on my long. If it goes down I win on my shorts. The NASDAQ looks very tempting to buy right now. It's got like a triple bottom, not a double bottom. And that bottom is a 61.8% fib line and there's a descending wedge. And is that divergence on the RSI? I see a little bit but it's not massively obvious. Uh, it was very attempting. Don't short and long at the same time. <laugh>, I really want to go long on nasdaq. I regret reloading my shorts. Do I plan to talk about something more interesting? What is more interesting than gambling on the US stock market Main Look at that chart. I really wanna bring it up on my screen but I get scared sharing my browser. Uh, maybe I'll just screenshot it. I've created a beautiful chart of the NASDAQ stream labs. Oh no I can get this image thing. Pictures, pictures, pictures. Where is it? Yeah, so here is my chart. Actually I could open it in paint. Can I let me hide paint first and then I can draw on top. I can't see the bottom of it. Uh, okay so I'm seeing the 61.8% fib line has acted as support 1 1 2, 3 times. And here we have a descending wedge. This descending wedge that's a descending wedge and RSI looks like it's going up. Doesn't it look like it's going up whilst the NASDAQ's going down? So that's a bullish divergence. So you've got one uh two, a three, a four confluences and also fifth confluence. You want fifth one? Look at the 50 day moving average. It's starting to point upwards and the one 50 moving average is starting to slope and flatten out. So I don't know when it's gonna cross over. It doesn't seem like it's crossed over yet. It has crossed over on the two hour chart. Uh oh. The one hour chart is definitely crossed over. So that's five bullish confluences. Okay, I'm going 1000 pounds. NASDAQ <affirmative>. Although the NASDAQ ETF looks kind of different to this one, why is that go this one here and then it looks kind of different. The one on free trade, maybe it's a different one. Nasdaq, there's so many NASDAQ ETFs on free trade. There's iShares. There's N-D-A-Q-E. Q-G-B-E-Q. QQ. Maybe that's the main one. None of his titles ever have to do with the stream. Well I talked about it in the first hour of the stream. It's now been seven hours. I can't talk about the same title for seven hours straight. Eventually I pivot to different topics. Oh I dunno. It seems kind of tempting to get nasdaq. What do you think? Um, a skilled trader would wait for this to actually be confirmed. So it would have to break above and then close above and then use the 50 fib liners and new support and then they'd pre putt the trade in there for risk management. But me being a risky gambler, I wanna jump in now. Fuck it, I'm gonna do it. Buy 1000 pounds, 1000 in the Nasdaq place my order js, phone up my brokerage, NASDAQ next gen 100 Was that maybe US growth would be better than nasdaq. You've lost 70% of your viewers. I went from one 20 down to 70 since I started talking about stocks. Oh yeah. Is that seven? That's not 70%. If it was 50% I'd have 60 viewers now one 20 minus 60%. No, one 20 minus 40%. It's more like 40%. Well I dunno what else to talk about. And so I'm gonna talk about what I'm interested in, which surprisingly is not about Jiro. I couldn't give a shit about Jiro as its click beta because I know that's what you guys wanna hear about. I wanna talk about stocks. That's what I'm interested in. <affirmative>. I don't know why you, my viewers find your hero and girls so fascinating but then they find this boring. I think this is way more interesting and stupid. J here. Dammit. I'm too late with this trade. No I'm gonna wait. I think it's definitely gonna pull back. It looks like it's making a cup right now. I don't want to jump in before it makes the handle. I'll wait for the handle and then I'll jump in. I think that'll be best. It is, well it's making a cup actually also it's already made the handle. Let me get rid of all my scribbles. How do I move it around? Look at this. Doesn't that look like a cup like this And then it, it made a handle so maybe it would go like that and then break out. I <silence> Hmm. No this is dangerous. I'm getting FOMO. I'm getting fomo. I should have been aware of this earlier. I Where's my camera video? Okay, I'm back. No more stocks for now. I think I'm sick. Okay, four hours, 40 minutes left. What should we do? We've got a plan tomorrow. I ought to think about when I'm going to immigration. Maybe I'll do that. I've got a whole month. I don't need to rush there. Do I? Maybe I'll go this week. Maybe nearing the end of this week. It's better to get it over and done with and then I can plan the rest of the next two months better. May I get a taxi there? I could ask my girlfriend to drive me. I'm just worried she'll see my name since I've got experience doing it before. I know they don't call your name unless she gives me a lift there before she goes to work and drop drops me off because I'm pretty sure it would be on the way to her work. Otherwise she's gonna be sitting around waiting with me for the whole day. It took quite a long time last time I went. The risk is you gotta fill out a form and you are put a picture. I've still got the picture so I can use that from last time. And then you go up to the counter, they'll give you a ticket with a number. You just wait for your number to get called out. Last time I went to the wrong place and I got lost. So it took me a long, took me a long time. I think ICE is also really into investing but he never talks about it probably 'cause he knows his viewers would lose interest. Oh well doesn't she know your name? Nope. I don't think she does. Although maybe she saw my name when I was checking into the hotels. They print your name on this piece of paper and she was definitely looking at the paper. It's funny she hasn't gotten suspicious 'cause the way I act is very suspicious. I'm very, I am very um, protective over stuff like my passport and my names being printed on stuff. And I always minimize my phone when she comes up to me. If it was je Hiro, she would definitely be suspicious and ask questions. Okay, what should I do now? Running out of things to talk about seven hours, got four hours to go as a female, I don't understand how you could be dating someone not even know their name. Well she thinks she knows my name. She just doesn't know that it's not my actual name. <laugh>, she just thinks that I'm very private and careful about private information. I gave her a fake name. If I refuse to tell her my name then I think she would definitely be suspicious if she was like, what's your last name? And I said Secret. One of the British girls I dated, she also asked what my last name was. She said, she said I realize we've been dating for a few weeks and I don't even know your last name. So I gave her a fake name. I think it's kind of a silly thing to ask what someone's last name is. Why does it matter if you're only asking? 'cause you wanna find out stuff about them, then they might give you a fake name. If they've got anything to hide and they're not stupid, they're not gonna give you their real name are they? So you are asking their name because you think there might be something that you can find out about them that you may not like. So if there is something that they would want to hide and keep a secret, why would they tell you their real name? They wouldn't, would they? So it's, it's like a pointless mission. If someone has nothing to hide then they'll just tell you their names. She definitely Googled me. She also searched for me on Facebook 'cause I, she showed me that she searched me on Facebook and nothing showed up. And then she got upset 'cause she saw me on Facebook one time and she said, but you told me you don't use Facebook. And I had to quickly say no. I said I have it but I don't use it much. And then she went on our chat history and scrolled, she searched all the way back to our beginning messages and she said, oh yeah you did say you have it but you don't use it. Your face is pretty recognizable from YouTube. Don't understand how you're able to date people and not recognize you. I guess I'm not very famous unfortunately I never really became a very big YouTuber and most people who would recognize me are Americans. Most of the viewers I had were Americans. So as long as I don't go and date in America, I think at least 60% of the people who watched me were Americans arrest were Europeans and just maybe 10% were British. And basically 0% were Thai. So no one in Thailand knows who I am apart from maybe a few westerners who live here. There was one Tinder dates I nearly went on. She found out about my channel before we went for the dates. She said her friend recognized me. So girls share pictures of the guy they're going on a date with before they go on them I guess. 'cause they probably tell their friends, oh I'm going on a date next Friday. And then the friend will say, oh show me his pick. Is he good looking? And then they'll be like, oh this is him so unlucky that that friend knew me off YouTube <affirmative>. But if you're the kind of person who watched the whole onion drama stuff and you watch drama channels, then I guess there's a higher chance you would know me. It kind of, it works against me. My fame or infamy. You would think being famous would be so great. I mean it is when the money's coming in but after the money stops coming in as much you still have the fame 'cause people don't completely forget But then people don't want to have anything to do with you because of your past. Sorry it's kind of annoying. My videos only get a couple thousand views now it's not exactly famous is it? But then way more than a couple thousand people would know me probably tens, hundreds of thousands. I mean I'd even say millions of people know me. 'cause those Elvis the alien video's got millions of views. His el, his Asian Orion video got 2 million views. My why have no friends video got 1.5 million and my elder ring video got 800 K. So I think it's pretty safe to say millions of people know me but it's not like I'm rich because of it. They don't even watch my channel. I got 2K views on my last video. Is she dating that bodybuilding guy now? Apparently she's dating some travel Japanese guy travel vlogger. He's only got 50 K subs but he gets like 50 or 80 K views. Have I considered making really positive IRL travel and relationship vlogs? Yeah and they don't get views. I check out my Vietnam videos. Uh, my girlfriend vlogs, they're pretty positive and they show cool stuff in Thailand and Vietnam. But people are not interested. My old audience are not interested. They just want stupid Jira drama. That's all they care about. Oh J'S new boyfriend this and JI'S boyfriend that. I don't know how to make the travel videos get views. I can do negative gaming reviews and tech reviews and they get views but I dunno how to make travel videos get views. How about do not go to Vietnam warning and then talk about why Vietnam sucks. Maybe that would work. My Insta 360 video has eight K views now. So that's doing well. My channel's so dead. It's like completely dead 2K views. I can't believe it. That's just a joke. I used to get 2K views when I had 4K subs. I it's like 99% of people who sub don't watch. I dunno why everyone lost interest. It's so weird. How am I different now compared to when people have found me? Interesting. How is it not different? How is it not the same? Still complain about life. I still talk about sex in graphic detail. I still bad mouth people. Isn't that what I've always done? So I, I haven't changed so I don't know what the problem is. I and I gain new interest but people don't find it interesting like stocks IRL that doesn't work. It gets even less views. This is frustrating. I thought I could always get at least 10 K views easy. I don't think things would get this bad. I gotta try harder with the click bait. I guess tomorrow I'm gonna make videos tomorrow. What should I make? You need to just keep making travel vlog videos. But the risk is they never take off and it just makes my channel die even more. 'cause people I have now don't find it interesting. Also, I don't really travel that much maybe once every few weeks. So it is not sustainable. It's expensive to do. I can't do it five times a week. I need to be putting out five videos a week. Travel people don't travel all the time, they just travel maybe once every few months or a weekend here and a weekend there. And to be honest, I hate traveling is so tiring. My only hope to get views is the search search results and the algorithm. I can't rely on my subs. I've gotta find out what's trending and and make a very unpopular opinion about it to get attention. Japan in March will get views. It might get more views than usual for the first couple videos and then people lose interest again. I dunno why people have such high expectations for my life to be super exciting and fun on. They signed up to the channel thinking wow, I'm like watching, watching some guys a crazy life. And then they realize actually it's not that crazy, this crazy maybe 5% of the time. And then the rest of it he's just at home playing games and stuff. So maybe they signed up for something they didn't realize they were signing up for or maybe I, I falsely gave off this impression that my life is so action packed. I just subbed to you because you were on ICE's. IRL was I oh when ice showed my video. Oh I can't be bothered doing IRL. It's so tiring. I only did it last time because I thought maybe people would find this bit more interesting than my usual stuff. Actually the IRL stuff got the worst views ever. 2K views, <laugh> 2.5 K, Jesus Christ three K views. Oh no matter what you do, it's gonna take a while for views to go up. Well the thing is it shouldn't, if I was a new channel starting from zero then yeah it will take years to build an audience. But I've already got an audience, got 112 K subs. I shouldn't have to wait for five years to get them to watch again. Oh thanks. Sickly made robot cooking with Daniel was wholesome segment. Yeah I can't do it now 'cause when it's dinner time she's here and I can't show the kitchen 'cause I might dox myself. My point was that I shouldn't have to be making stuff to build a new audience 'cause I've already gone audience. I need to get them to watch the stuff I'm making but they won't watch it. I feel frustrated because it's like I have to act as if I'm a new channel trying to build an audience when I've already gone audience or had an audience. Now how do I get them back? There must be some title I can use to get them back. Like uh, dressing up as a woman actually works quite well last time. 30 K views. I dress up as a woman again. I dress up my girlfriend's clothing. I'll be like hello my name is Daniella. I'm a lady boy. Actually the livestream with the lady boy in the title brought back a few people I saw in the comments. They were like, oh I haven't watched it for years and this is what I come back to. No you didn't come back to it. The algorithm brought you back to it 'cause that's what it thinks you like. It was nothing you did to come, you didn't come back here, you were brought back here. Did I cross dress before here in Manchester? I bought a dress and a wig and I bought kneehigh stockings and I was doing girly poses. <laugh>. It was funny. And I got so many comments saying I haven't watched Daniel in years. Viewers wanted you to improve your life and but they gave up 'cause you never changed because I don't want to change. This is the life I want. People keep saying, why don't you do something else? Because I don't wanna do anything else. I wanna do YouTube. People keep telling me to not do what I want to do. Why would I be doing YouTube if this isn't what I wanna do? This is what I wanna do. It's just why I'm doing it. It doesn't, it's so silly. People kept telling me to do something else. It should be pretty obvious that this is what I wanna do and people want me to change and like get a job or do self-improvement. But that's not what I want to do in life. I wanted to be a YouTuber and do streams and meet videos I and share my life. Not get a stupid job and go for therapy and get some stupid education course idiots. If I wanted to do that, I'd be doing it already. Not sitting here waiting for people to tell me to do it. You are not sharing it. I am sharing it. I told you everything that's happening talk. There's nothing I haven't talked about in my personal life. We can't see it. Well I'm not gonna show you everything. I just, I talk about it. My channel has always been talk, not show. It's always just been me talking about stuff that's happened. Not actually showing it whilst it's happening. Charlie is so cool. He's trans now. Really? What the fuck? That guy always looked weird. His channel name's so gay as well. Oh my god. <laugh>. Oh my god, look at him. What the fuck? That is the most unattractive attempt at being a woman I have ever. Oh my Jesus Christ <laugh>. That's so funny. Hello. Thank you so much for clicking on this video today. I appreciate it. If it has been a while since you last saw me, I will now address the elephant in the room. I got bangs. I mean no, I'm, I'm, oh my God, you guys have to see this. He's actually a woman. <laugh> a woman now. Surprise. So yeah, why transgender woman? My pronouns are she, they and I am continuing to use the name Charlie. I can't believe people actually do this Seriously and not as like a joke. This has to be a joke. I should make one too. But this time actually make a video and not do uh, stream highlights. Hi guys, my name is Daniela. My pronouns are she and Shem. Those are the headlines. So why am what what is this? Why am I here today? I'll get into the why a little bit later. Um, but I have decided that I am interested in sort of dipping my toe back into the orders of, of YouTube seeing how it's, why is he speaking like that? He never used to sound so I don't know. It sounds like he's trying to sound really posh like the queen, queen speak feels I've been gone for quite a while. <laugh> so funny and I felt like maybe if I came back perhaps I might enjoy doing it again. And I thought that might be nice. His voice is so annoying. Charlie McDonald, the last time I checked on him was a couple years ago and he was doing science videos and I thought that's pretty cool. He used to be a big YouTuber in the OG days and then he's changed to doing science videos. That's respectable. That he is a bloody woman. Oh my God. And he's deleted all his videos apart from this new one. Why has he deleted everything? Hello. Thanks <laugh>. M hello <laugh>. So funny. Very much looking forward to uh, the, the renewed version of Dr. Who Russell t Davies is coming back. David, this would be funny if it was a joke. Is it a sketch? Is he doing like a sketch? It's coming back. Work on that. Uh, he's pronouncing certain words weird like back he's saying Beck at the heart of the game that I have ever experienced, why is his voice so nasally? Some people see bisexuality as being attracted to men. And on this front, yeah. Oh she got rid of that mold on his face. How much would it cost? A hundred pounds. If I had a massive mole on my face, I think I would get it surgically removed. A s hero had a bunch of moles. She showed me a picture when she was 20. She had like mole there, mole there. They were like little brown ones. Not massive black ones but she said she got them surgically removed. And I thought actually that's a good idea. I dunno why more people don't do it. Like Noober has a massive mole on this stupid face. Why doesn't he get it cut off? If you're gonna be on camera that maybe those talk but just cut the stupid mole off for Christ's sake. Rock Farm. I have also been playing a lot of beat Saber by the idea of <laugh> <inaudible>. You might be trans <laugh>. Yeah I started HRT four months ago. Hormone replacement therapy for oh my God he's even doing the hormone stuff. It's not just dressing up. People are so weird. Why do people tell me to get a therapy? Hey everyone in the comments they're like oh I'm so happy to see you. Oh so glad you're doing well. So great to see you doing well because they see him. He looks happy. I guess I think the problem with me is I don't look happy and I don't sound happy 'cause I'm whining all the time. But whining makes me happy. Some somehow people don't understand. I enjoy whining. He doesn't know. It's just special. And I do also wanna say like if you're not interested in Twitch then you don't have to come to the streets. It's completely fine. Woof left YouTube. Thank you for giving me permission to not have to watch you on Twitch. I hate to when YouTube is do that humble thing. They're like well if you don't wanna watch, it's completely up to you. Duh. As if it's not up to me. What's the point of saying that? I, I'd be more impressed. I said if you don't wanna watch what fuck off then I they just say that 'cause people are gonna say, oh I don't wanna watch your stupid twit streams. But he said you don't have to. So your point was redundant and no one ever says in my comments, oh so glad to see you doing well. Daniel chat. GPT is actually good. Good at what? I feel like it's just, it's just like a Google search engine isn't it? I type in, Hey why did gold stocks crash in 2 20 10? And then it will tell me why. Uh, I told her, uh, what should I do with my girlfriend? How can I break up with her? And then it just gave me normal advice. Like communication is a very important part of relationships. You should be open with your girlfriend and tell her how you actually feel instead of dragging her along, stringing her along and making it even harder when you eventually break up. Me, me, me, me, me. It's not real proper advice is it? It's just like generic stuff you find on Google and if I ask you anything personal it would just say I don't know your personal situation. So I cannot comment. It's got no personality or opinions of its own. It's rubbish. I'd be doing well if my stupid YouTube channel didn't die, I'd be doing great. If I was getting like 20, 30 K views like usual, I'd be feeling pretty good about myself. I'm only feeling shit. My stupid channel died apart from that, everything else is fine I guess. Hmm. Who else became a woman and what's that? Uh, Bobby Burns guy doing. Is he still crazy and doing drugs and making emo rap? Oh he is back to doing documentaries now. How bit he eilish took over the world from her bedroom. Is he back to normal? That guy was so wholesome and sweet And then Shane Dawson, Dawson ruined him. He looks like a male version of that Ukrainian girl I met covered in tattoos, blonde hair, kind of drug addicted look on his face. I I do not like this type of person. Who else is there from the olden days that I forgot about Rachel and John. What are they doing now? They get a new house one year in our new house. 400 k. They have such a loyal fan base. The fan base seems so easy to please like they find anything interesting about cats or just cooking or whatever. No drama. Super thin tofu chips. God they must have the most boring videos I've ever seen. Who do I like to watch Now I'm a bit bored of ice Poseidon to be honest. Do that's what Korean is like. Why does it sound so whiny? How are you there? It's like every sentence in Korean ends in a like a downward down droning out tone. It's like the opposite of Australian. Australian ends sentences end with like a upwards inflection. Korean is like a downwards inflection. That's what Korean sounds like to me all the time. I don't know why Korean just pisses me off This the sound of it. It's just $200. $200 is like my life, you know what I'm saying? I know boots but maybe across the street they have better boots. Was buying boots Fascinating. I like to watch stock videos about charting <laugh> and bars and uh, chart patterns. That's what I find interesting. I good. This shit is motherfucking 180 small extra lock. I do struggle to find interesting stuff to watch on YouTube these days. I dunno why am I just losing interest in everything Or is YouTube just becoming boring? I wanna watch this best macd trading strategy. I will we be getting an apartment tour? No, I have filmed one. I was testing out my iPhone stability running around the place but it's set to private. Maybe I'll set it to public after the relationship ends and I don't care anymore. I wanted to get a Tesla. They look really cool and I just look at guys who drive testers and I think wow they've made it in life the hip and with the technology they make good money. They're probably internet entrepreneurs. I just feel like Tesla drivers are usually cool people then I realize I can't afford it. I can't even, I could afford the insurance but I don't think I could afford the car. The insurance would be like 10 KA year. Being a new driver. I didn't realize the insurance for an electric car would be so expensive. I have not seen your videos in years. How's it going? Well I'm very sad 'cause you're not the only one. 99% of my subs have not watched my videos in years. I think you have enough for a used model three. I've only got 21 k which is $26,000. I can buy a brand new per show. 3 0 6 electric. How's that worse than a Tesla? I only like Teslas 'cause I like the design. Be thankful you don't look like Charlie McDonald or at least he got 400 K views on his video. I only got 30 K views on my being transgender video. I think actually becoming trans would get a lot of the old viewers back 'cause it'd be like what the fuck happened to Daniel? The only way to get my old viewers back is to make them have this reaction. What the fuck happened to Daniel? Oh my god, if I can't get that reaction out of them, they pray won't care. The only way to do that would be becoming completely trans or actually getting a job and succeeding at something. Impressive. I got to like WTF the fuck out of them. Maybe I should make a fake trans video again. It works Last year, I mean two years ago I need a wig and a dress up. My girlfriend's clothing, my pronouns are Z and zem. And if you do not abide by my pronouns, you are banned. I will have zero tolerance against people who are trans phobic. I think people actually think I'm, I think people would believe I'm being serious 'cause I'm pretty good at at acting <affirmative>. People always like at first I thought his video was a joke and then I realized it is serious that I can pull up an example straight away. Wait, where's the guy's video? Listen to this guy perform. Have only fats. I can't drop I'm dating. Some people hate it, some people swear by it. But one thing nobody can deny is that a bunch of people try it now while most people stick to match dot completely serious. Oh listen, listen certain that it was some sort of joke just in my room. If I can get one comment printed on my gravestone, it will be this. For example, now when I found this channel, I was quite certain that it was some sort of joke. Just some dude taking the piss on guys on the internet. But as I venture deeper, it became more and more clear that this guy was completely serious. So why did they always say that? At first I thought it was a joke. No you were right. It is a joke. You got it right the first time and then I realized it was serious. The amount of comments I got saying the same thing, it's just insane. People were right. You, it is a joke. Why did you change your mind? 'cause there's other videos that are also in the same kind of style just 'cause they've got a whole channel full of joke videos. It means they're not jokes anymore. Okay so from what I can sell, he's got a bit of a variety channel, but most of it is centered around his dating life. Making videos about not being able to find a girlfriend. Problems he's had dating in the past or like the video we're going to watch today. An ad essentially that he put out in order to try and find a girlfriend. The video is titled Quite Fittingly. I'm looking for a new girlfriend. Now look, you're gonna have to trust me on this. I promise that this is not a joke. You're going, it is a joke. You stupid idiot. I made the video as a joke 'cause it's funny like incel weird guy looking for a girlfriend on the internet. Who are you to say that? It's not a joke. I'm the one who made the video as a joke. Oh my God. The joke is, look at me. I'm a weird creepy guy looking for a girlfriend on the internet using a YouTube video. That is the joke. I think it's a joke. It it's formatted like a joke because it is a joke. Like it's a joke because it is a joke. You're going through this guy's channel. He is a hundred percent serious. I'm not. It's a joke idiot. Please subscribe. No, I'm not subscribing. Can you see put funny music, romantic piano. Hello, my name is Daniel and I'm looking for a girlfriend. I am not even fucking joking. That is how the video starts. <laugh> straight to the point. This man does not have time to waste. It's like you're trying to be like leafy, isn't it? Hi, wow. I was so much more handsome back then. Where did my looks go? So the winter has finished and springs here and summer is coming soon. The summer. I should have said the, my mating season has begun and I'm looking for a mate as how the weather's getting really nice and I'm feeling a lot better and I'm starting to starting to look forwards to the summer and start to think about what, I just don't know why anyone would watch this and think it's not a joke. Let's do where I want to go. And it would be kind of nice if I could meet a nice girl again. So you might be thinking how would this even work? What's the process here? Once again, I'm, I'm not making this up. He has an application form in the description as you, it's not a real application form. If you clicked on it, you'll see it doesn't actually lead to anything. 'cause it's part of the joke that I have an application form to apply to be my girlfriend. I was in a relationship about four months ago in Roan and things didn't go extremely well. And I feel like enough time has passed to officially announce that I'm 100% over that relationship and over my ex. I had looked pretty good back then. <affirmative> looks very neat and I'm ready to move forward. The hell is happening to my hair now and find a new partner. And I thought I'd just make a video kind of like announcing what I'm looking for, what I expect. And you know what also, I dunno what's so outrageous about a guy listing what he would like from a girlfriend, as if every other guy doesn't have a list of things that he wants from a girlfriend. A lot of people have preferences and they're like, oh, I want the girlfriend to be shorter than me and she can't be fat. And I like blonde and brown hair. Why is it so weird when I do it? What kind of relationship I would like in the future to try and avoid another disaster happening like last year. Wouldn't it be worse if I just said, oh, I'd date anyone. I don't care what they're like. Oh, of course. Yeah, because a relationship formed on YouTube is destined to be great. No risk of disaster there. And I'm guessing didn't PewDiePie and Marsia meet off YouTube? And who's saying that a YouTube relationship can't work? I'm pretty sure there's a lot of famous YouTubers who've met their partner on YouTube and they've had great relationships. I think some people might be worried. 'cause in the past I have had a few bad experiences where after I met the girl, like the Turkish girl and the German girl afterwards, I kind of said some bad things about them. And I've learned from those experiences. This is when I was trying to, it was when I was trying to change and become a better person. Remember those days I was like, Hey guys, I realized that I made a mistake saying that the Turkish girl's bum was very big. But I have changed. I'm now going to respect women experiences and I feel like I've matured and that won't happen again. I also, a lot of people bought it as well. They were like, oh wow, I'm so proud of you Daniel. Don't have a discord anymore. So that means, uh, I'm not going to have a place where I can talk behind your back a whopping two days after he said this and up. Oh yeah. Didn't I make a discord after I made this video? <laugh> on this video he pinned to comment advertising his new discord <laugh> in case that does happen. So I don't see, that's part of the joke. I say I'm gonna do one thing and then I do the opposite. It's called hypocritical comedy. You have stuff like discord like I did before, so that automatically reduces the probability of me saying mean things about you behind, behind your back by my lot. But not entirely. There's still a chance that he's gonna talk shit behind your back. So watch out. So what do I expect from my next girlfriend? And what am I looked at that I still took them back to my hotel? Uh, this video, the commentary is so dry and you got 350 K views and they ended up standards. I feel very attracted to you or unless you really insist on, but it would be nice if I could just film maybe your shadow <laugh> foot <laugh>. Come on ladies. He is not asking for much here. Just a few feet picks for his viewers. Every now and then, I just need to film proof that you exist. Come on, don't be rude. Otherwise, my us would call me a liar. Physical proof that I am actually going out with someone. To me, <laugh>, that'd be nice. This guy must have some sort of strange complex where he feels the need for other people to know that he's getting laid. Because how else do you get this disparate to where you make a video like this? Okay, so finally you might be wondering, what do I bring to the table? What do I have to offer? You are making a lot of demands, Daniel. You want this and you want that. Um, what do you have to offer that I can't drive. I don't own any property. Well, I can drive now interaction. I'm kind of weird at <laugh>. What a fucking catch you are Daniel. Who the fucking clues that in their online dating profile. Yeah, I'm a massive pervert. I'm a social outcast. Nobody likes me. Publications down below. Also, I'm pretty skinny, as you can see from my wrists. I don't have much muscle. I'm not short, but I'm not like this huge big guy owns the shape of the cheek in your region. Daniel people with Elia laws in your region. Uh, I wanna brush up on the necrophilia laws when I know you wanted to hear him list off. More of his preference is I'm, I wonder what the comments are. Like 1,600 comments. I feel a lot better about myself. Oh no. Come on guy. You don't believe this guy. He's so obviously playing a character. It's a shame. He has a really pleasant voice therapy. Daniel needs therapy. It's all just the same stuff that people used to say on my channel. Hmm. I dunno why people can't tell when someone's trying to make a comedic video and play a role. And why do they think everything on YouTube is real? I don't get it. Even though the ab and preach people, they're like, why would you make video about this? Uh, so I can get views maybe. Well that is the whole point of commentary, isn't it? You've got to, you've gotta create a narrative that this guy is weird. And now I'm going to show you why this guy is so weird. So the whole video has to focus on about how weird this guy is. That is the job of commentary channels. It's like my video about Connor recently I had to, the whole point of the video was me being pro snipping and complaining about Connor complaining about sniping. So I had to frame Connor in a way that makes him seem like he's a bad streamer. Why does he stream though? He doesn't like sniping. He doesn't say thanks when he gets a don know. He doesn't even talk to his chat. He's always talking to whoever he's hanging out with. Why doesn't he flog it? Just get a camera and hit record and don't go live. It would make life easier, wouldn't it? We've got three hours left, I think. What is, oh yeah. 45 5 and then eight 8:00 PM Um, it's kind of depressing sitting here all day and watching it go from daylight to nighttime. How do I feel about JIRA's new boyfriend getting more views? Well, I feel disappointed in my own views 'cause I still think my content's way better than this guy's boring travel documentary, voiceover, rubbish. There's nothing good about his videos. It's just, it's like I film the sky and I say the sky is blue and there are clouds. That is what his voiceover is like. Says today I'm going here and now I'm having rice and it tastes good. And wow, the scenery is so beautiful. I love it. It's so boring. There's nothing interesting about the commentary at all. It's just like watching an NPC walking around and having a holiday. I don't get it. Why are people finding that interesting? My videos are cool. Recently, especially saw a naked man on the street. I got spooked by a crazy looking lizard I rode on the back of a motorbike. This is way more interesting than what he does. And then I went to Vietnam and I got on a bus. I, I dunno why people say my content's boring. It's not as boring as some people. Uh, the C doc VA video is kind of flattened out. It was getting views. It's like flattening out. But the YouTube search results what? I feel like YouTube is fucking me up. It's like videos seem like they could go up, but then they flatten out. I I mean I reload it onto my second channel, see if it does better. Uh, I'm pissed off 'cause I remember something Jiro said when I was making fun of her for drinking on the floor while streaming with Casey. Do you remember? It was back in March, I think 2020. 2020. And she was string with Casey. And then I was trying to trigger her and I was saying all this mean stuff. And then she got actually pissed off and then she said something like, I, she says something like, your channel won't last. Your content has no appeal. It won't sell. Like there's no, there's nothing appealing about your content. And it's annoying 'cause she was right. And my whole content was based around hate baiting people to click on it. And that was my tactic that I went with. I used the word which means won't sell, cannot sell. It pisses me off that she was right about that. I was hoping my unlikeable personality and constant whining would work forever. Oh, thanks Anne. On very generous. What is Scon? Is it like an anime thing? The Kott Live was very fun and action packed. Yeah, no, it was way more interesting than these boring YouTubers just walk around and don't do anything. I thought my reactions were pretty funny as well. She was like this stupid annoying, condescending tone. I bet. She's like, oh my new boyfriend. People like his content. They watch it 'cause they like it. It did work for a few years until, until I ran out of ways. Wait, did the timing. Oh, when I get a PayPal donation it goes up. It did go up when I just got that $3. That's weird. I didn't think it would go up. Yeah, it was at three hours, 40 minutes. It went up by by 20 or 30 minutes when I got that donor. Interesting. I didn't think that would work. It doesn't work when I get a super chat though. I, I mean I do need a new type of content, don't I? This obviously doesn't work. Maybe I could cheat on my girlfriend. How can I get the hate watchers back? Hey guys, I cheated. Are you mad? I know you're mad. Your girlfriend's doing overtime? No, she's just doing her second job after her first job. How can I piss people off? That doesn't involve cheating or pedo stuff. Maybe I can make a video. Why? I hate my girlfriend say she's annoying 'cause she coughs all the time. Why? I hate my goal. I think I've done that before. <laugh> someone, someone got chat GPT to make a problem about me. How did you do that? It is pretty good. HIMR is a man who's known as Daniel Lord that behind the SI screen, his true self is ignored. He creates videos with a tech savvy flare. But his personal life is filled with this bad <laugh>. His ex-wife Shahi, he left her in sorrow. Now she's moving on with a brighter tomorrow. <laugh> and Shannon and Pia were just flings in the past but now he's alone. His love life won't last. I don't know what the end of that sentence is. That's pretty good. Are you still in Japan now? I mean Thailand. Why do Americans say Thailand? It sounds weird. It's Thailand, not Thailand. Heard some Americans outside the other day and they were saying Thailand and even I said Thailand, it's not the same as England. I know it's not England but it's not Thailand. Thailand boring. Thailand. Nothing interesting in Thailand. I think what would work better with the channel than what I've recently been trying would be long videos about an emotional experience that I had. I go into great detail of my feelings and why it didn't work and how I feel about it and maybe some kind of introspective statements about what happened. I think people wanna hear me talk more than see me do stuff. But I need to think of a story or an experience. My thoughts on all the old white guys in Thailand, I think it's weird. They're definitely morally degenerate and don't care about living a normal life. They just wanna bang young Thai girls, which is fine I guess. But I find it kind of weird. Dunno, I just feel like I'd respect the guy more if you had a family and ki I mean maybe they do have family and kids like CRO and England, but they're just here to have like some fun with Thai women. I guess it's understandable you've told your stories hundreds of times on this channel. Yeah, I don't have any more stories. Is there anything from Vietnam I could use? Not really. I already talked about Vietnam. I only got 4K views. All Thailand is known for a lady, boys and street food. Is that it? What's abroad in Japan doing these days? Is he still in England with Charlotte? When's he coming back? Wow. His last video was four weeks ago. I am done. Oh yeah, it's January. A lot of people take January off because they want the money. You can tell so many YouTubers, all they care about is the money. If they didn't care about the money they would post in January. They're like, oh no, I'm not posting in January when I could post in February and get more money. That Eros channel never really blew up, did it? It's just like Chris says bored abroad in Japan. Viewers, why didn't Eros channel blow up? His videos are pretty good, well edited, good quality. He's good on camera. He's got good, interesting very topics about Japan. He only gets like 40 K views. Nothing really viral 'cause he's old. Maybe if he was younger it'd be different. It's really weird. What, what makes a channel blow up and why some channels just never blow up. Objectively speaking, I would say this Rios channel is way better than my channel ever was. But my channel blew up way harder than it did in terms of views on single videos. Was that just because I was young? Maybe being young had something to do with it. Harold Bolder disappeared again. Oh my Sage, I are you. I wonder if my viewers, I wonder if people are surprised my channel died or if they expected it or if they were surprised it took this long. Maybe I'll do a poll. I am honestly, I'm not surprised. I am leaning towards being surprised it took this long. 'cause I've always thought my channel was kind of boring. I, I did expect, I mean I was saying last year, a year from now I'll probably get like 5K views now and then maybe even this year my videos just get two views, 2K views. But even if you know something's coming and it's still sad when it happens. It's like, you know one day your parents are gonna die. It doesn't make it any less sad when they actually die. So being prepared mentally and knowing what's gonna happen doesn't really help that much. You need to do more. I'm doing so much. I went to Vietnam, Thailand got a new girlfriend I'm living with. I feel like this is so this is me doing so many things right now. Doing more than ice. Ice. Couldn't even get a girlfriend. All us does is hop from hotel to hotel going to different parts of Japan doing the same thing. I thought you'd keep growing. Really? I think the growth ended around the Elvis Ian period. Maybe Elvis Ian's videos killed. Any chance that my channel had to grow more 'cause of the whole Asian onion stigma. What's that dark side of Japan Yuki guy doing? Hmm? He still has decent views I guess. Jay porn idol. Job hunting brothel for girls Japan. Massage brothel industry for girls. Wonder if this video is even monetized. Get a real job. Nah, I don't wanna do that. I'll scrape by. Don't worry. I'll keep shitting out the videos. Eventually one of them's gonna pop. I'm not giving up. Never. Never given up. Not even if my videos only get 10 views. It costs me nothing to make. I'm never gonna stop. One day I'll find something that works. The fuck is this girlfriend sent me a video of, it looks like her whole work office saying happy birthday. Holding a, oh she's holding a cake in the middle. That's her <laugh>. Well at least she got got a special day at her office. They must be like, oh, what did your boyfriend do for your birthday? Did he whisk you after romantic island? Did he get you a hotel? Did he get you a restaurant, romantic dinner restaurant with candles? And she'll be like, no, he got me a little cake from seven 11. Put candle in it. <laugh>. I'm such a shit boyfriend. My girlfriend is such a social animal. People love her. I, how does she end up with a boyfriend like me? I feel kind of sorry for her. I'm such an antisocial, hateable, useless. Fuck. That's nice of them. Who's that? I feel like she's sending me a message saying this is how you make me feel special on my big day. Actually I ended up eating most of the cake. She, she didn't want it. She had a few bites and she said she was full up. I ate my own cake that I gave her <laugh>. Actually I want my other cake talking about cakes. Got a cheesy cake. Oh Jesus, KU look. Am I trying for a mini Daniel? I'm not really trying. I'm just having sex but I know that it's not gonna do anything. We've been having sex for four months and she's not pregnant. Something is wrong with me. How can my sperm not work? I And then people say Daniel, it's not that easy as you get pregnant. Well I'm pretty sure any guy, any normal guy having sex in four months would impregnate the woman. I now hate a spoon. Don't you hate these really deep spoons that you can't really suck on? 'cause they're so deep. Cake gets stuck in the tip. I can't shuck it out. I use a fork. Get tested and you'll know. I already know. I know. Because there's no babies. The lack of babies coming out of a hole is pretty solid evidence. Hmm. That's a good cheesecake. I think it is stupid when people say you should get tested for autism. 'cause it'll make things so much clearer. It won't make anything clear up. It just made me think, oh I got autism. Still think everyone's stupid and everything's dumb. What am I unclear about? Why would knowing you have something, how would it change anything? It would not change anything. I would just wake up one day and think, okay I got this thing. Which is why I'm weird. Okay, so what? Even my girlfriend thinks I've got Asperger's. She said, I think you've got Asperger's. And I said No I don't. She said it's okay. I will accept you. She's the one who's got Ash's. She seems way more aspy than I do miss you too. She gets upset when I don't message her all day. I don't really care. I don't want to have a baby. How's having a baby going to bring my dead channel back to life Unless I can get the hate watchers back. 'cause me proposing the idea of becoming a dad seems to trigger a lot of people. If I video document how much of a bad dad I am doing everything wrong, they might start calling services on me. I feel like my bad hands are coming back. I can feel it and they're going red again. Look. Ah, why can I never get rid of this? I put cream. What if the cream stops working? Does she know about your channel yet? Nope. Don't think so. I was pretty stressed yesterday 'cause I had to go for lunch with her friends and I, I feel really uncomfortable meeting those friends 'cause they don't talk to me. So I just sit there in silence like a weirdo whilst they all talk with each other. And I just start thinking, what was the point of dragging me along? You know I'm not gonna talk and they probably don't speak English so it just seems so weird to drag me along. I don't know these people. They're your friends. I can't just meet them alone. I feel like she's brought me along so I could pay for the milk. Why did I go? 'cause it's her birthday lunch. I had to go. How do you find anything to talk about for 10 hours? But you claim you can't talk to people. Well I wouldn't talk about this stuff to people. Would I imagine that I meet someone, I'm like, oh my girlfriend's so stupid. She invited me to a birthday lunch. She should have known that. I would hate it. People would be like, what the fuck? That's your girlfriend man. She's supposed to be the love of your life. Yeah, I had to pay for the lunch. I paid for me and her and not for her friends. It was so awkward. We went to the toilet and then me and the friend's boyfriend came out first. We didn't stand together. He stood over there and I stood at the entrance of the toilet and we were both just looking down on her phones waiting for a girlfriend to come out. I, I guess I've been shadow banned. If you've been banned, your comment won't show up in the chat. Why did you keep saying that you've been banned <affirmative>. First of all, comments I sent didn't show up 'cause you're probably swearing and saying stuff. The YouTube auto mud removes. Oh yeah, I see them now because you wrote shit in the comment. Has any been, anyone been watching this shit? Maybe if you learn to speak like a civil human. Actually a lot of people's comments have been disapproved. Let me accept this way. The chat looks so dead. You guys gotta stop swearing so much. I got to approve these comments one by one. Even the word autistic gets the comment blocked. I said sperm. Yeah, that would definitely block it. I got to approve the comments one by one. I, yeah, I gotta prove fuck. Why are you okay with paying for her? I'm not okay, but I don't have a choice. She doesn't have any money. And then if I say I don't wanna pay, she'll start crying and then say, oh you don't love me. At least Jiro paid for her stuff. Getting into the title of the stream. One great thing about Shaira was she always paid for herself. We went to a a vacation trip in a hotel. She would pay for her hotel and I'd pay for mine. We went for lunch or dinner. She would pay her half, I'd pay mine. Shaira was always very adamant to pay for her half and for me to pay for my half. And she never made me pay for her and I never made her pay for me. And it was great. That's what a relationship should be like. I do feel a bit insulted that my current girlfriend thinks she can just get me to pay for everything and I'm supposed to be okay with it. So no, when I'm feeling guilty about dumping it, I'm gonna think about that and it's gonna make me angry and make me think that it wasn't such a bad thing. We got separated but she's still saving me more money than I would have by being alone. 'cause being alone, I'd end up spending a lot on hotels in Japan. I'm gonna end up spending a lot. So I don't know if I can stomach living in a guest house. I'm gonna have to just blow the lid, splurge out on some $1,500 apartment <laugh> and try really hard to make the money back by, I don't know. OnlyFans gonna have to get creative. I might get like a big bear, cut a hole and then shove a 10 inside of it and then fuck the bear. Do you wanna see me? Fuck the bale? Do you want the bear to fuck me? I bet I can get some freak stuff in the adult shop. Oh thanks. Honestly, she on, she has money. How do you actually think she doesn't? Well why do you think she does? She showed me her bank accounts and they're all empty. I dunno how to rent apartments here. It's all in Thai. I'm confused by it. Yeah, she's saving me a lot of money. She managed to get us to this nice apartment for only two 50 a month without it. I'd be living in a hotel for probably one KA month and then I'd be really horny. So I'd be wasting all my money on prostitutes. I, I haven't cheated once or even gotten a prostitute whilst I've been here. Number one, I don't think it would be good sex number two, I think it'd be a waste of money. Number three, even if it's really, really good, it's pointless. 'cause then what am I gonna do it every day and waste all my money? So it is gonna be bad. Which is bad but even if it's good, that's bad. So it's like bad, bad. What's the point of it? So I guess I'm good for not cheating. I can't be bothered as well. Go out of the house, look for a prostitute. How did she buy the house? Because she borrowed, borrowed a lot of money from her mom, her cousin, her ex. She owes a lot of money to a lot of people for that house and she blew her entire life savings on it. Your relationship is purely transactional. I would like to describe it as symbiotic. Is that the word involving interaction between two different organisms living in close physical association denoting a mutually beneficial relationship between different people. Yeah, symbiotic. I think that's a good ways to describe it. There's benefits in it for her and there's benefits in it. For me, if there's no benefit, it's benefit. It's in it for either of us. Then one of us is going to exit the relationship. A marriage is basically a business transaction anyway. A and a relationship is like the testing waters before a marriage. Yeah, she's got a lot of debt but hey she has a house that no one lives in. Am I able to love people or care about someone's needs over your own? No <laugh>, why would I care about someone's needs over my own? My needs are the most important. 'cause if I don't meet my needs I will die. If I'm dead then I can't do anything. I need to make sure I've got water, I need to make sure I've got food. I need to make sure I've got safe accommodation so I don't get stabbed on the street. I've gotta make sure I've got medicine in case I need it. Otherwise I'm gonna die. Nothing is worse than me dying. The number one goal in life is to not die. So yeah, my needs are way more important than anyone else's. It's not a single person in the world who has more important needs than me. There's no one in the world who I would say that I would sacrifice my life for. That's just lame. I'm not jack from Titanic. If I was Jack, I would've pushed rose off the door. I'd be like, fuck you bitch. I'm not dying and about love. I don't know. After the mealer thing, my brain um, chemically shut itself off from emotional connections 'cause it hurt so much. I don't want to experience that again. I emotionally fortified myself against that happening again. I got hurt. I healed. I created wound tissue, scar tissue. So I'm not gonna fall in love again. No way. That was so painful. Fuck that. So I want another meter. No, that was the most, the hardest two weeks of my life. I was crying over Mila for like two weeks every night. Depressed. Couldn't think of anything else. It was horrible. I would never want to experience that ever again. So no, I don't wanna fall in love again. Even rethinking about it makes me feel sad. I was so heartbroken. You have no idea. I dug a hole in my garden for Christ's sake. They're blocking my comments. I for what? I saw that comment and then it disappeared. Moved to New Zealand. No I don't wanna move to any western countries. They look too expensive. I England looks like a mess. They've got the NHS striking 'cause the government won't pay them more. You've got sak bragging about not using a seatbelt and then getting fined by the police. <laugh> he got that Z naja. He got fined 'cause he wasn't paying taxes. He was not paying taxes on like 24 million pounds of something claiming that he's non do so he doesn't have to pay taxes. And it turns out he did have to pay taxes. And if Rishi AK sack him or Rishi soak can't sack him. 'cause Rishi Sak also does the same thing claiming non dom so he doesn't have to pay tax. The conservative party is a complete joke. It needs to get them all out. They just, they're all corrupt. They're all clowns. It's just like clown party. And then you got train striking. Everyone's striking in the uk energy bills are just skyrocketing. The UK seems like a mess compared to Thailand. Thailand it seems like it's actually functioning properly as a country not falling apart. Although there's probably corruption here too. You just don't hear about it. 'cause then you get arrested by the, I don't know what kind of special police force they have here. I mean you get arrested if you make fun of the, you know whats, you know what bear, be careful what I say. You get rounded up sent to the gulag. I Mila was like my, they call it manic pixie dream girl. She was like my fantasy childhood fantasy puppy love kind of experience that I always dreamed about when I was a kid. I always have these dreams I where I'd be in the garden, there'd be like a cute girl, like a tree elf frolicking around and then we fall in love and it's like final fantasy nine with gar garnet and that monkey boy zidane and it's like puppy love and Q or romantic. It was like that. It was great but it's just, it's not real life is it? It's not reality. It's just like a stupid childish fantasy thing I guess. I'm glad I experienced it. I'm glad it's over but I don't want to do it again. It was too painful. MDA matched you really well. Yeah I thought she did. I thought we really clicked well. We had very similar childish personalities, the way we could play and act like kids. I thought that was special. But then she started criticizing me and saying that I'm not adventurous and I'm boring and I like my comfort zone too much and I'm not open-minded 'cause I'm not interested in drugs. Why did you stream about how annoyed you were? I don't know. I was getting very annoyed after two weeks stuck with that and I, I felt like she was getting increasingly annoying and I felt stressed out as well 'cause I couldn't make my typical videos. I, I needed peace and quiet. I dunno why I felt so annoyed with that all the time. Everyone seems to annoy me. Even my girlfriend now annoys me a lot. I dunno where I get it from. My mum is also similar. She finds everyone annoying. I'm very much alike. My mom, I dunno how I inherited all her bad personality traits. My mom's exactly the same. She constantly complain about people say everyone's annoying. It is like Sheldon from Big Bang. He finds everyone annoying. Maybe it is like autism. Would I claim non to? Well I'm gonna claim non dom 'cause I'm not gonna go back to England <laugh>. Well I just think I'm staying in Asia. I mean at this rate I won't have to pay any tax 'cause my YouTube earnings are so shit pay like 200 pounds maybe. But I'm going to click on the box that I haven't been a resident of the UK for 180 days. I've been out of the UK since October. So that's three, four months. I'm two months away. Then I can claim Nando. I think that's what Nando is. That means I'm not, I don't know actually I think that's different. Richie Sunna is rich like he's a multi-millionaire and his wife is a multi-billionaire and he has all these offshore tax havens and does all this tax cutting loops, loophole stuff. His wife is the daughter of some super billionaire in India and then she makes millions in dividends alone. She gets like 10 million pounds a year just from her dividends. And these people are so damn rich. Now this, this other guy is under fire. What's his name now? Weed Ji. I can't remember his name. They're so funny. All these top British politicians now they'll sound like they're from India. Who he ak? Jim Bob. JJ. Who the fuck all the British people? Nav? No I can't remember his name. Is it z Nadi? Why can't they have normal names for God's sake? I actually don't remember his name. I can't even find it on Google. I You still need to pay tax if it's going into a UK bank account. Yeah, but I have to pay a lot less tax if I've been out of the UK for a certain amount of time. It's not like I have to pay much tax anyway. You don't have to pay much tax when you only make about 15 KA year. Which is a bonus of being broke I guess. Yeah, the mayor of London, uh uh he's a Muslim. What's his name? Sadik Khan from, I think he was born in England but his parents are Middle East or something. The colonies are having the revenge. The Indians are like you English people rule us 400 years now we rule you. Ha ha ha <laugh> so funny. Now we have an Indian ruling. You suck it person that all cheering 'cause Rishi Sunnet became prime minister. <laugh> so cute. Even Boris Johnson. Isn't he a third Turkish? His great-grandfather was a Turkish minister. It is funny. Boris Johnson looks completely white but then his grand great-grandfather is completely Turkish very dark skin too. It's just interesting how I, you can go from being dark skin and then generations later you're white again and then depending on who you have kids with, your offspring would be non-white again. And then depending on what your offspring has kids with, they could become white again. It's so weird You think oh black is black and white is white. Humans change so drastically. Look at Mila. Her mom's black and Mila's not black at all. Look at me. I don't look anything like my dad. My dad looks like stereotypical British man or a put looks like a load of ash now. But before he died you would easily see oh he is an English man that I look nothing like him. So strange Turkish people were white. No, they look very different to white people. They got a big, big nose and they got very much darker skin. You have his bone structure. Maybe I was younger. I had like the sucked in face. I don't have his nose. I got my mom's nose 'cause my nose is round. I definitely see more of my dad in my sister's face. Sometimes I look at my sister and I think wow, I really see my dad more than I see my mom in my sister's face. I dunno what it is. It's like the lips and the nose alignment and size and shape. My eyes are nothing like my dad's. My lips are nothing like my dad's. My dad had very thin lips. My fingers are just like my dad's. I've got very long skinny fingers just like all my uncles and my dad. But my sister doesn't have these long skinny fingers. My fingers do look a lot like my dad's. But his were thicker. They weren't so slender. I don't have his male male pattern boldness maybe. I reckon me and my dad have the same size dick. If we got the same, same size fingers, I wonder if my dad had a twisted dick as well. My dick is slightly twisted to the right it. It's not completely straight down. It's like rotated, not bent, not like a curve but it's like rotated slightly. I think it's, that's just 'cause I jerk off with my right hand and it's over the years it's twisted it to the right. A corkscrew dick <laugh>. Imagine having a corkscrew dick like a Turkey twizzler. Yeah, I didn't really inherit a lot from my dad didn't inherit his interest in mechanics and engines. My dad was a painter when he was a school kid in college. He used to be really into painting and his paintings were really good. He had these oil paintings, oil paint and they looked good. He had this painting of an ocean rough, choppy waves crashing on a rock. And it was all done with with oil paints and it looked pretty good. Actually. I'd say my dad's better at painting than I I was, but he said someone stole one of his paintings and then he lost interest. He said he had a painting of a spitfire or something. Yeah, oil painting looks hard. You make a mistake. It's very difficult to, to fix it. You can't just rub it out. I rely on software and stuff to make my faces look good. Otherwise I end up doing one eye too big or the eyes are too far apart or the space between the lips and the nose is too wide and they look weird. I need to use the las suit tool and then move the eye down or shrink the eye a bit or make the nose slimmer. Like for some reason I can't draw an attractive face without using the las suit tool and moving stuff around. I draw the eyes and the nose and mouth as best I can. Then I need to use the the resizing and movement tool to make it attractive. It's never, I could never get good at drawing very well. I, I don't have natural talent. I have to use a lot of tricks like constantly flipping the image so I can see what looks weird. What happens to the video game you were making? I got bored. If you wanna play it. It's on my Patreon. I don't even know if it still works. It should work. I don't think code just breaks for no reason. I reckon it'll work but it's very unfinished. It does work as a game. There's points, there's a working shop system. You get money from kidding the enemies. You can jump up and down. There's a bit of platforming in it. I was trying to make a tank so you could have like a, a little drone, a tank thing that follows you around and helps shoot. It was gonna be a turret actually. I wanted to make turret so you can buy a turret, place it as a defense. So it was gonna be like a tower defense game. And then zombies would attack you and you'd be hiding in the house. And then you would get money from killing zombies and you upgrade the house and put turrets and traps and stuff. Have an online shopping system to buy stuff on. And they even made a stock market in the game. Very basic, but you can put money in and then it randomly goes up and down and then after a while you can take the money back out and you would either lose the money or gain money. It took such a long time to figure out the code to make that work. I used game maker studio to make it. I can't believe how into it I got, I was actually pretty good at coding. I could, I could conceptualize an idea, a game mechanic in my mind and then make it happen using my knowledge of code. Even if my code was very messy and very, very rough and basic. I could get most things I wanted to work by using the code. I knew I even made a mini game where you go to work in the petrol station. I made the petrol station and you can go, go up to it and enter it and then it would start a mini game where NPCs would come up to the counter and then you had to scan the item and they'd go away. But that was really hard to get the NPCs to queue up and then stop one by one in front behind each other and then walk the other way when you've scanned their item and made them disappear. It was such a nightmare. They kept getting stuck. They kept walking into each other and then getting stuck and then walking off in the other direction. Trying to get that to work smoothly was such a pain. It was just trial and error. I kept trying different things and eventually I got it so that they would line up like a cue and then walk the other way so you could make money from the petrol station and then go home and then sleep and then it would reset your health points and stuff like that. And I also put a girl in the game. You could hold her hand and make her move. So you would find her, hold her hand, bring her back to the house and then you could have babies with her and then little Daniels would pop out. And I thought it was pretty funny but I got stressed out with it. I wasn't enjoying it. People weren't really interested in it. I think it was, it was two years too late. It would've done well in 2018 back when I had meme popularity and there were a lot of memes with the channel. I think the old fan base would've loved it. They would've found it really funny. But it was just too late. 2021 channels already dead. It would've been great in 2018. There were so many great memes with my channel. Like the whole leach thing. My, my fashion sense being a man child, my mum hero. There were so many great memes from the community back then. I had a a pretty good humor community. I miss them. They're good these days. There's just no memes or anything. There's nothing to meme about I guess. But I think things like the subreddit and the discord and like the splinter communities helped make the channel more interesting than it actually was. Maybe there's just nothing to meme about these days. There's one Instagram fan account who was pretty funny. Uh, had the stuff like this still his look meme and they had my glasses and my flip flops and my socks and stuff. It's funny, my sister really likes coding. I, I couldn't stand it. I got fed up with it but my sister really likes it and she's got a pretty good job now. Software engineer just seems so unexpected. I guess no one would expect that I would become a YouTuber and a porn star. <laugh>. So I guess you never really know what's gonna happen. I thought my sister would do something creative like music, art, artwork, maybe something with filmography. 'cause she studied film in university and she was always busting and doing music on the street with her friend and her boyfriend. And she would even perform live music at, at the park on stage. She used to go to a pub as well and do busking live music. I can hear someone, just the neighbor. You can be the next tech lead. I check tech lead channel and there's nothing I can copy from him 'cause he does such technical videos about stuff I have no idea about. Like coding, ai, crypto, the technology behind crypto. I can't even copy stuff. Even if I tried. I think I need to poop a poop. No poop, just air. What is the topic now? I need a girlfriend Daniel. Hook me up. You can have my girlfriend when I'm finished. I'm moving onto J pan. J pan is where the views are. I need to get back in my prime life in Japan. My main goal in life, my dream is living in Japan by myself in my own apartment and then going on dates, smashing Japanese ladies left right and center. The hardest thing about being a digital nomad is getting a nice cheap place to live in without living in a hotel. Hotels are nice but it, having a home is nicer. It's just something depressing about staying in a hotel for too long. Just, I don't know. It's not it. I mean you can relax in a hotel but it just feels so temporary. I wish there was a way that some companies should set up a way for people who want to have a nice apartment that doesn't cost $10,000 a month. Where they don't need to sign up for a year contract. They can just get like a three month contract if they're so scared, uh, you know of things like, well what if he just leaves? Well I need guarantees and that. Why don't you just make them pay up front? What? What if I just pay for the three months up front and you don't have to do a stupid contract or whatever. Why do the apartments need a stupid contract? Why isn't just like pay the money and then you get the key and then you can live here. Why can't they make it simple? These stupid agencies need you to sign this and sign that and pay guarantees and rent in advance. I, in Manchester, I didn't think they would rent me an apartment 'cause I don't have a job. But then when I said I can pay for the rent upfront, they were, they were completely fine with it. I said I can pay for six months rent upfront. They said that's completely fine then you don't need to have a job. And then I went into their office and filmed it, put it on YouTube. They got upset. <laugh>, they said we will take legal action if you do not remove the video, you have illegally filmed inside of our offices. You know, stupid electric company is still sending me messages to pay my electric bill. They want me to pay 400 pounds. 'cause I didn't tell them that I moved out. I'm not paying it. I wasn't even living there. I asked the person who's living there to pay for it. The new person who moved in expects me to pay 400 pounds of his electric bill F off. What are they gonna do? Can't get me now. I'm in Thailand. Suck it. Electric company. I, yeah, I paid for six months upfront. They wouldn't accept proof. They wanted me to pay either pay it all upfront or show proof of employment. I as my first time, my first time getting my own apartment all by myself, I felt pretty proud had to do stuff like setting up the electric meter and the water bill. But it, it is always such a headache getting an apartment. Guess houses are easier but then, I don't know guess house life is just all these cringe weeps coming to Japan thinking they're hot stuff 'cause they speak Japanese and bang Japanese women. I, what is this title? It is why I love my ex-wife more than my stupid girlfriend. My ex-wife doesn't cough all night waking me up. My wife gives better head as well. Actually chiro very rarely gave me head. My girlfriend gives me head almost every time. Like she enjoys it. I never had so much head from an ex before. Usually I would only get head if I made her do it if I like took my cock out in front of her face. Most girlfriends I had in the past never really liked sucking on it. But my girlfriend seems to love it. I get a bit worried sometimes, especially in the morning before I've had the chance to wash it. I might still have some cheese on it that develops overnight. I don't want her sucking on my dick cheese. I'm pretty sure there won't be dick cheese in the morning if I washed it out before going to bed. Pre-market open? Yeah, pre-market open. Yeah. Oh, pre-market open. Where is the spy? A spy is flat and I better not talk about stocks. So otherwise I'll lose my viewers again. Okay, I won't say anything. Why does he move to Japan? Because I cannot stay in Thailand. Next video. Why I left Thailand. Someone's walking outside. Well my videos now are just like, why I left Thailand. Why I left Vietnam. Why I had to brush my teeth. Now I'm coughing. I think I'm sick. Got a sore throat. Do you think I need to cut my hair again? It's getting long. I, it is definitely not as good looking as when I was back home I had it a lot shorter. It won't stay down. It keeps going. Woo. Like that. I think it's okay for now. Does my girlfriend like your hairstyle? Uh, I think so. Maybe she would like it a bit more shorter. She likes my beard every time I shave she's like, oh no don't shave. She likes my facial hair. It looks like a cactus. <laugh>. Well it's supposed to be anime here where it's spiky. What does your girlfriend like most about you? I would say she likes I, I don't know. I can't really, I don't think she really, really likes my personality. I think she's just really physically attracted to me because I haven't been trying hard really. I've been pretty spoiled acting like a spoiled child. Being a bit lazy and selfish. I'm not really trying hard in this relationship to make her happy. I'm putting in minimum effort but she still seems to be really into me. I'm not even trying to talk to her friends. She would take me with her to meet her friends and I'd just sit there and won't even say a word to them. <laugh>, any normal girl would be like, why are you not talking to my friends? I think she likes my slightly western look maybe. But you know the saying keep them keen. Treat them mean. I read that women find it repulsive when a man puts more effort into the relationship than the woman does. They find that needy and there's like something built into the female psyche that finds that unattractive. So I'm playing it cool. Like I don't really care. I feel like with Mila I was definitely trying harder than she was and I was being very needy and clingy and that was pretty, one of the reasons why Mila lost interest in me was 'cause I was so clingy and desperate for her to be with me. That was very, probably very unattractive. Gave off beta energy. But right now I have this, I don't give a crap attitude. Yeah, I sit around playing video games all day. So what? I'm still the one paying all the rent and food. It is funny. She has, she's the one who has to go out and work all day and wake up early and go to work and I just get to sit at home playing video games all day. But she doesn't have any money and I'm the one paying for everything. It just seems kind of backwards, doesn't it? But in the back of her mind she's thinking, oh it's not fair. Daniel doesn't work. 'cause in her eyes I'm not really working. I'm just looking at stocks. She doesn't know. I'm doing YouTube, making sick money. $12. I made $12 on my IRL video. I I alert my concurrent viewership line is creating a cup and handle formation. <laugh>, it's going back up now. Maybe Europe is waking up tuning in also. Maybe 'cause I stopped talking about stocks. Good morning. What did I miss? Uh, you missed. Hmm. I dunno. A lot's happened in the last nine hours. Wow. Oh yeah. We found out two hero's boyfriend's YouTube channel. That was quite fun. He does vlogs, travel vlogs. He gets like 80 K views now. He has like 50 to 80 K views. A bit annoyed. He gets more views than I do. What's the channel name? It says secret. I remember she told me back in 2021 she has a coworker whose channel blew up. I was hoping it was a girl, not a guy that she's now dating. I yeah, well if his channel blows up and he becomes super famous, I really doubt that he's gonna wanna stick around with Jro. He's gonna wanna move on and get like a cute young girlfriend pre he's going to imagine the same thing happens. I would actually feel sad for Jro but I can imagine he blows up really big. Gets like million subs, has loads of cute fan girls messaging him. Is he gonna choose Jhi over cute fan girl who's like 25? The guy would have to be a massive simp to not be tempted by that. 'cause I would, I'd be super tempted. Imagine the same thing happens. <laugh> Daniel's a hater. Well yeah, I hate anyone I guess. Who number one gets more views than me? Number two stills. My ex-wife. A baby sleeps in my bed now using my gaming chair. Do you think they live together? I saw some videos. He was doing an apartment tour so maybe he has his own apartment and they live separately. What if he does an apartment tour and it's here or his apartment and it's got my stuff in it. My chair, my desk. She's still using a lot of stuff that I bought like the mirror, the coffee machine, my Amazon cup tell us his race, his Japanese from aka. My worst nightmare was that I would date someone who has a better channel than me. Can't believe it's actually true. I thought she would just date like a normal Japanese guy who works an office or something. How did I find out? Someone messaged me about it. At first I thought, oh come on, it's just a coincidence. Just a Japanese guy vlogging. But now I think about it, he goes to Laos same time as Giro. He does a lot of things that Jiro has post posted recently on Instagram at the same time. He's from Osaka. I dunno where the links there are. It's just that he's got vlogs going to the same place as Jira goes to on Instagram at the same time. Oh no I need to poop. I think this time I really need to poop for real. Oh I <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> My sister just messaged me. She said she might be coming to Vietnam in Thailand in April but I won't be here. I'll be in Japan. She said it's Bangkok. Nice. I said Nana Plaza is a very nice place. You should definitely go <laugh> full of a very respect for higher class people. I wanna show her the clip of me getting freaked out by the Komodo Dragons. She would definitely be freaked out. She saw these massive six foot long lizards just walking around that scared the hell out of me. When they come to Japan. I can show them around my favorite parts of Japan. Well where would you recommend to go if you're coming to Thailand? I would say, hmm, I don't know. Ben Kittie Park is very nice and some of the shopping malls are very big and posh looking like Icon Siam Central. Siams nice too. But it's just big shopping centers isn't it? And there's some temples near the river. They're quite nice. I don't know. Where would you recommend to go in Bangkok Temple? The park? Hmm. I feel like I haven't really been anywhere <laugh>. I have, I've been to lots of places. I just forgot everything 'cause it was all boring. Google maps. I maybe go to the Golden Mount Temple. Uh, maybe get a get a boat taxi. That's quite a fun experience. Oh yeah. You have to go to a Chinatown Chinese market. And a Asiatic is quite good as well. I really like the Chinatown. Where is it? Ywe that road or something. Super circum. Circum is just like a load of bars and restaurants but there's a lot of foreigners there. I don't think my sister likes places where there's a lot of tourists. They like to have the, the unique and original experience. Not tourist traps. Maybe just get a motorbike and go on a road trip. Does my girlfriend cook for you? I think I do more of the cooking. Actually last night we had KFC. Before that I made Yy Ous stuff, stir fry pork and before that I made sha. There's not many places to go to in Bangkok bench Kitty Park. I don't really, I think my sister would like markets and street food stuff and like the gritty, chaotic side of the city. So she should go to like a floating market or one of these Chinatown markets. Siam Paragon, that's a big shopping center. Central world. That's where I was last time. I streamed that. I not very good. People think I travel a lot so I should know about good places to go to. But I just end up sitting around inside all day. I, if she's going to Vietnam, I would say definitely go to the War Remnants Museum. That was really interesting. The city Ho Chi Min City Museum was a bit boring. Didn't like it just showed stuff like this is a tool Vietnamese people used in the 1950s to create nails is a bit boring. I like the war museum. That was good. And the war tunnels were good. Yeah, I remember going to that Ben Tan market in Vietnam 10 years ago. I remember my mom was patting the Vietnam Vietnamese women on the heads, you know, in the market in Vietnam, in Hoi Minh. They just sit on a very small plastic chair and they like squat on the floor. My mom was patting them on the head and she was like, oh she's so cute. And then she was saying stuff like, my son's looking for a wife. Are you interested? My mom's such a troll. She would be hilarious if she live streamed. She's like Ice Poseidon. But she's got a funny accent. So it is way more funny. I would you watch the new boyfriend's channel? Do you actually find it interesting? There's no drama. It's just boring travel stuff. I think the only reason you'd watch is if you like him. If you watch your beer and think hey he's got a nice personality. That's the only reason people would watch people watch me. 'cause they used to like me before I became a dick. I think that was the only reason that hooked people in. 'cause I used to be quite likable. His channel is boring. Yeah, that's what I think. I don't think there's a lot going for his content. Unless you like him and you enjoy watching him travel to places. I don't think my viewers would want to watch that. They just want drama. They would watch if he made stuff like my new girlfriend used to date hiding in my room. They just want messed up titles. Don't they like why I'm a better lover than Daniel Lorde? They want toxic autistic buring drama, don't they? That's what we're here for. I don't think my sister is a kind of a park kind of person who wants to go to parks she wants to get, she probably wanted to get a massage and then get like a therapy session. I mean a relaxing therapeutic session. Then go to some street food market stuff. She said she was disappointed with the Malaysia trip. So she feels a bit put off. Asia in general. The Malaysia trip wasn't that bad. I thought it was okay. Why? I hate my wife's ex-wife's new boyfriend. I already did that, didn't I? <laugh>, I did that before I came to Thailand. That was when I was just guessing she had a new boyfriend. I didn't know for sure. I, where is it? It was when I finished making the eldrin ring stuff. Why? I hate my ex-wife's new boyfriend. It got 13,000 views. If you expose this channel, you'll get so many views. I dunno what to say. I guess I could screenshot the message I got telling me about it and then I could show like a quick screenshot of his channel and then say that it's boring. And then I can say, yeah, he's got more views than me now, but his channel was younger. Let's see how many views he has in a couple years time after it's been seven years. And then see if he's still getting views. Most people's channel would blow up because of luck and then because the channel blew up and grew because of pure luck, they dunno how to keep it going and then it will just fizzle out and they'll try their best trying to click bait and stuff and use drama here and there. Now I don't wanna start saying he's ugly a bit, a bit stupid isn't it? I'd be like, oh, I can't believe she's dating him. He's so much uglier than me. When I was 29, if I really pissed her off enough she might say, okay, fuck it. Let's get Daniel where it hurts. And then she would agree to being in his videos. If I piss her off two bucks she might actually do that. It's a really twist the blade. And your hero is just a cash cow. She made me a lot of money. She made Casey a lot of money. She could make him a lot of money as well if she gets my old audience to watch. I dunno why people like Jiro so much. She's not that special. She's just a pretty normal Japanese woman. I guess. She has likability. She's not spur you autistic. I, I found out my ex-wife's new boyfriend. No, that's not a good title. What would be a good title? I already did. Why? I hate my ex-wife's new boyfriend. I think more proof would be good. Right now we just have a few coincidences but we need more proof I think to make a solid video. So if you can find like a screenshot of Jahi in a reflection. Maybe he was careless and left it in. We need some kind of solid proof that it's actually him. It's definitely him. How do we really know that? We just have guesses. How much more proof do I need? I don't know. Something that isn't just guessing. What proof is there that he went to the same place that she went to and from Osaka. Why I'm a better YouTuber than my ex-wife's new boyfriend. <laugh>. It's a bit long. He's buff. I think you're looking at the wrong guy. 'cause he's not buff. It's pretty normal looking. He's looking at at sushi vlog. No, that's not it. What are you talking about? The channel name is in Japanese. It's not English. It's at sushi in Hi. Who's this rips guy you're talking about? He looks Korean, doesn't he? Why does he? He looks like a World War II soldier. Especially with that cap and those glasses. He looks like a World War II Japanese soldier. Why does he look old? But he's young at the same time. She, she's new boyfriend is an Ellie Express version of Yope. Oh thanks Rosetta. Very generous. Yeah. Well if only Chihiro could see her mistake. He looks Korean. Yeah, he looks like a Korean guy. He looks kind of old actually in some of the footage. He looks young, but you can see his face looks like a mature man. Not a young guy's man. Not a young guy's face. He's got a Korean hairstyle. The Korean glasses. What if he's Che? Maybe he's a Che Ko Kaon. He's even doing the yoga stuff that chiro does. There's a lot of Che in Osaka. You know they have Koreatown in Osaka. That's 'cause they got a lot of Zion Ichi. He only has 50 K subs but 10, 20 times your views. Yeah. 'cause his channel's new. It's a fairly fresh channel. My channel's old. My channel's like seven years old now. Eight years old. I can't tell if he's alone. The video looks like he's alone. He's using a tripod. No one else is holding the camera for him. I don't get it. Did they go to Laos together And then he's, he just went alone on one day to make a vlog. Unless Jhi is behind him the whole time. It's so boring. She's like, this is the mountain. Now we are going to the station. I'm going to get on the train. The train is so colorful. Wow. It's like Paolo kind of commentary. Hey guys, he's only 31. How'd you know he's 31? Someone said he's 29. He looks like he's nearly 40 but he's aged. Well he looks young but he looks old at the same time. It's hard to explain. Says on his video. Really? Where I all these white people in the video Don't, don't any of them recognize my wife? Why don't they tell me who the fuck is my ex-wife sleeping with Now he doesn't look nearly 40 says 31 sign a lot of his videos where he, he's only got 12 million views. I've got 35, I've got triple the views. He has his channel's just new. That's why his channel obviously only blew up a couple years ago. Tahira was messaging me in 2021 about a coworker's channel blowing up. So that was two years ago. You go back to two years ago. He looks like me. What the fuck? Go back to two years ago. He's got like the same kind of hairstyle, the big round glasses. That's so weird. He doesn't, he's got like the longer kind of mop hair that I've got back in two years. Two years ago. And he was only getting like 10, 20 K views two years ago. Now you go back further than two years ago. He's only got 12 K views. 15 K. He looks like a we neat kind of guy. He's got like minimalistic apartment life videos as well. That's so weird. His mouth area I find unattractive. I think I definitely look better. I, his channel was made three years ago and it was all about minimalism room tour. Let me post it on Discord. If you go back to two years ago, that was 2021. If there's, if there's proof that he worked in a company setting cosmetics, that's definitely true. His boyfriend then <laugh>. It's like a different version of me <laugh>. That's so weird. I mean she already did say I have a, an attractive face posted on Discord. This is J's new boyfriend. Did you scroll down two years ago? He looks kind of like me. Come onto your channel to see his girlfriend's ex can also see his girlfriend on the channel. It must be so weird seeing your girlfriend on some other guy's. YouTube channel minimalist closet 2020 spring. Now his video's all about travel. He has his own apartment so they can't be living together, which means the relationship can't be that serious. They don't even live together. Tell him if he wants his girlfriend's nudes, then I want 10,000 yen. Two 24,000 yen frita one week. Is that like one week in the life of someone who lives off of 24,000 yen rents or something? He does a lot of these minimalistic broke lifestyle challenges. Why would he pay for his girlfriend's nudes? I don't know because they, she was younger in them. I don't know. He's unemployed now. Three months ago means unemployed man. Qui is job to be a YouTuber. I wanna see proof that he used to work in a cosmetic company. Where's that? I hate hearing footsteps. One year ago. What does IL Betty mean? Il Betty. Acute routine. Sleepy. Had sleepy headness. Betty Z. What does that mean? I think it's like sleepy person's routine on his day off. I've never seen that word before. Guessing It's like sleepy head meaning English. Oh, why isn't there any English nale Betty Sugary Stupid Bing. Hate bing. It just says Nestle Betty Tribe Lighting down. The fuck is Nass Betty Zucker. Love how your face is looking a bit thicker. Are you on steroids? No. I'm using topical corticosteroid cream but I'm not eating it. I can't find any Google results for this word. For some reason in English. I ah English. A lying down group. The hell does that mean you need to give chosen the green light For what? <silence> One year ago. Now I need to poop again. Oh damnit. I need to investigate now I need to poop again. No, I think I've got food poisoning. Oh God's sake. <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> <silence> Lost weight. <silence> Uh got diarrhea. I had KFC last night. You think it's KFC? It always seems to get diarrhea after I have KFC thinks with the grease and the oil. Okay, what was I saying in his video from a day ago, he was in Thailand. Who? The boyfriend says he's in Laos one day ago. It says Laos trip. I think they were just having Thai food in Laos. He needs to see what he was doing two years ago. Don't get it. How do these videos get views is all the same title. All like Frita. Always 24,000 yen in the title rent. 24,000 Yen Fri Unemployed guy's life. That's why every single title is the same. Minimalistic Living what's in my bag? Minimalist watching his video at Be at my house. He's in Thailand. Really? I don't think he would lie. Every video is about one of them's in Korea and the title is Korean. Does he speak Korean? He's speaking Japanese. There were approximately 45 online viewers in the past stream. What are you talking about? I've never had less than 80 viewers. Someone Discord saying I used to get 45 viewers. What you mean? And I never had 45 viewers on YouTube lost. I've had on YouTube pretty like six 60 or 70. Jira is dating a poor YouTuber guy with no job who lives out of a backpack. <laugh>. Yeah. That's pretty funny. Actually. The guy has like 24,000 yen rent, which is, that's like 200 bucks. But he must be making decent money now. Yen in dollars. Like 180 bucks. Why is this video all in Korean? But they're speaking Japanese. He's trying to get Korean viewers. Weird <inaudible>. I am trying to find a hero in the background. Which part of the video do you think looks like he's in Thailand? I dunno. It looks like Laos to me. I don't know. This looks like Laos. I don't know if it's Thailand or not. I think I found GT's reflection on one of his videos. Really? Let's see. There's all these videos about how money doesn't make you happy and living without much money. He was celebrating 40,000 subscribers four months ago. So in four months he only gained nine K subs. It's not really explosive growth. Say exchanging yen for But what, what timestamp on the video. What two heroes in Thailand. Now I should go to Bangkok girlfriend's not home until four hours. Hunt them down in cell rage. He's pretty here with her If he's here two minutes 15. Well in the Laos video, let me see this. Oh, studio circum it. Oh yeah. And there's maybe it's just a shop in Laos. This is Thailand. A IS number one network in Thailand. What this is Thailand. What? What that mean? Machi Isan. Actually the doesn't have Laos in it. Oh my god. When was this taken? One day ago. Money exchange. I, this is the skywalk in Bangkok. I was there a few days ago. 40 bar or a peasant in 40 Bar Ramen. What was that? Ro is definitely trolling you with her new man. Oh thanks. We're trying to find proof that Ro is uh, connected with this guy. He's in Thailand. The fuck. And this stupid Thailand vlog gets 38 K views whereas mine's got shitty 2K or 10 K at most. I owe to main more girlfriend vlogs. She already thinks she can out show off me with a new boyfriend again. My girlfriend we're gonna go vlog in this weekend. What if they were here when I was streaming? IRL. He got some kind of cream. Oid Mucopolysaccharide. What the fuck is that party? He soul s hap he happening. That he soul happening. What's happening? Hebrew died. What is that? What kind of disease did he get from her? Oid? A local anticoagulant preparation applies to skin relieves pain, inflammation. I thought it was like herpes cream. <laugh> another victim of jro herpes. What part of Bangkok is this? Imagine I'm in the video. There'll be, I don't remember seeing anyone filming mochi. Oh my god. He was at mochi. Eki. I mean mochi station. That was the station I went to. Remember before I ended the stream I was at Mochi at chat to chat park. This guy was so damn close to me. Now where is he? He's back on the plane. Oh, so he already left. Guys contact your hero and let her We found her bf. No, don't tell her otherwise she'd be freaked out and then she'll blame me as if I had anything to do with it. Ah, so you went from Thailand and now he's now in a different country. The first nine minutes were in. Oh he is using a DGI pocket. Imagine he was using my camera that J stole from me. Yeah, now he's in Laos. Weird. Was Jhi in Thailand? I dunno when this was filmed. It was posted yesterday but it was pretty filmed a while ago. So weird. Hir didn't post any stories about Thailand. Yeah, that's Air Asia. Tourists is filming traffic Thai and Vietnamese people must think we're idiots and we spent all this money, we spent more money flying here to have a vacation than they make in a year. So we can stand it filming the stupid traffic <laugh>. His video vlog sucks and he gets 38 K views. Mine's better. Bruising and inflammation. What did Shahi do to him? <laugh>. Maybe she grinded his pelvis too hard. Isn't Jaro 45? I think she's 43 this year. Next month actually maybe I'll get her new present pack of condoms. Ha. There's someone got a screenshot and they say it's true. Can barely see anything in that picture. Can barely see anything alone. If anyone saved Chi's story picks, you can confirm. If she's in the car with him from her dress, you can see a lady's dress sitting beside him or can't see anything in that reflection. You can just see a white top with a V-neck and a black undershirt. Mm dunno Maybe Hir deleted the stories 'cause she's scared the stories have gone and she's not highlighted it. I see what the comments say. How many comments does he get at 200? No stupid comments. Ha. Stupid comment. 'cause you probably Googled it. It's like oh your first time in this country. How come you know so much about it? Doesn't know shit. Lame boring comment section. So nice to solo trip. I wonder if he was solo. Oh did Jiro come? It'd be so weird if Jro came. He's solo traveling. I don't know. He could be pretending to Sodo travel. I wanna see concrete evidence that they are linked. I don't really see much, can't really find anything from his content 'cause it's all boring minimalistic room stuff. I <silence> I don't see it saying his age anywhere. Where does he say his age In the title I where? Oh yeah it's in the thumbnail. Not the title. Sun Drew is site. That was seven months ago so it's probably like 32 now. But it says which means living alone. But does it mean he's single? I thought ing means single or does it just mean you live alone? It can be living alone in a relationship. I guess I am pretty sure Doc. She means you're single. Single person. Why is he saying you're single then I two years ago it says 29 so he's probably 32 now that means he's not really that much younger than me. He's only one year younger or two years. I think I'm sick. Why do I keep coughing? Why now this is not enough proof though to make a video about I need more to go on than just that they were in the same country. No, I need more evidence. I can't make a A ca. I can't build a case off this. How's uh Ian ISDA doing? His channel stopped growing as well. He grew a little bit a 16 K views food festival. No, his channel didn't really blow up. Phew as soon like only Zach Cho became mega huge. What happened to join in? I think join in gave up four weeks ago. Like 70 2K views. Okay, I guess. What about Terry tv? What him? He's still doing true crime videos that don't get views. 20 4K. 2 million subs. 20 4K views. It's weird 'cause Terry TV used to be very good at gaming the algorithm and getting views. Especially with its animated story time videos. People won't stop being racist to this stream at 4 million views. It's pretty good. Uh, Terry Sea's fan base definitely died though. He also have a pretty big fan base. It fun catching up on these old channels. Bendin one of your 89 K views, he still gets decent views I guess but it seems like he struggles to get over a hundred K now. It would require a lot of extra work to hide Gigi. Yeah, I know I had to edit my girlfriend out of the video so many times and make sure she wasn't in shock. I filmed one street market video. I couldn't use it at all 'cause she kept turning around. Bring my girlfriend to Osaka. My revenge. Oh my god you scared me. <laugh> Twitter handle is an really, let me look that up. How can I copy and paste that? I don't wanna type it out myself. I can't copy and paste it. Copy Twitter. Larry doesn't copy the thing at a 0 21 5 at a 0 2 1 5 T. Oh I found it. Oh he got 12 K followers. How many, how did he get so many followers? 90. 91. Should I tweet at him? You are dead <laugh> now I get banned on Twitter. Is the interest on his Twitter? It just links to his YouTube channel. What is they call cardboard? Dan Borderer. What the hell is Dan Border supposed to mean? Dan Danball. Maybe it's like a German word for cardboard ban. Is that where Chihiro went? What is that in English? Ban English. Royal Buddha Image. Luang Pang. I don't know if that's where Jira went. Oh yeah I do recognize this building from her story. That is where she went. He has a separate PIKA two channel. He quit his job in November, 2022. 2022. Does he say what his job was working company for seven years. I quit seven years. I can't see any posts where he says what his job is. I feel like both me and Giro downgraded after we separated. My girlfriend looks worse than Giro. JIRA's boyfriend looks worse than me. I'm definitely more handsome. We should just get back together. We we. <silence> He posted how much money he made from one video. 14,600 views. $115. Yeah, that's about right. I wonder how much he makes a month. Probably like $2,000 I reckon. 1,500 maybe. Hmm. I don't see anything interesting on his Twitter. I ah oh ah. I remember Shahi posted an Instagram story of her in a kayak kayak. A yellow banana looking canoe in pinata. He has a vlog in Penn. Sara on that river six months ago. Wasn't that when S Hero went? It was around the time I went to Malaysia, which was in July, which was six, seven months ago. They were both in pin at the same time. That's pretty good proof. That's pretty good proof can use that in the video. Maybe June 28th and his video was in June. Rate his channel on Twitter for you. DW Thanks. And you guys had my back. This is just a travesty. Outrageous. She thinks she's so slick, doesn't she? When was this video in Pin e Sarah? They definitely went there together six months ago. Uh ah. July 17th. Maybe he uploaded it two weeks later. So exact same yellow boats os 14,000 views gets a hundred dollars. Yeah, pretty much. Usually. So much effort for very little money. Yeah, well 14,000 views isn't many views just like tiny compared to people who get a hundred K views or a million views and people are not aiming to get 14 K views. They want a million views. If you get a million views, it's like a couple thousand dollars. I it's pretty good proof. 6 28. 6 28. Oh my god. In his video it says June 28th that he's there on Jo Hiro's Instagram story. She posted it on June 28th. Also exact same day. June 28 says on his video. They definitely went on the same day. Maybe I save this, I could use it actually. Where's my screenshot thing? Screenshot save. I, I knew she was with a guy but I didn't think she was with a YouTuber. Interesting. Hmm. Does she have videos in? Where did she go when I went to Malaysia? She went to some island in Japan Or where is Pnet? Isn't it Okinawa or is it the Philippines? Six months ago Pin and he went to that island that, I dunno how to read something. Something Shima Uni Island. Is that where Tahira went nine months ago? Chio went to the Pokemon Cafe nine months ago. Volume 83. Did he also go to the Pokemon Cafe? Imagine calling your vlogs Volume one, volume two. I don't think that's what a volume is. It should be episode one. You go to the Pikachu Cafe. Oh yeah the Pokemon Cafe thing. Let me check S Hero's channel. I thought you went there with Miss Misaki nine months ago. Maybe that's when they hooked up. That's why she stopped making videos. Even the style of her videos I like is with the lame music. Aimless wandering around and boring voiceovers. No Maki's. Not in this video. She randomly blurred out something on her left shoulder. I wonder why she blurs out two kids. I look, go to Je Hiro's latest video. Two minute 51 seconds. She blurs out two kids that come into frame on the bottom left. Why I, unless those kids are related to him. Check out 2 51 of two's Pokemon video. She blurs out two kids. What if he's like a single dad? He's also wearing the same glasses as Jiro. Juro started wearing Korean styled glasses. She also blurs someone out at the top left. That is him. That is so him. Oh that is so him. He is got like that K-pop hairstyle. What hairstyle did he have nine months ago? Two. Oh my god. The go to 2 56. She blurs out top left corner. That is so him. Gotcha video content created. I gotta check what he's wearing. I know if he's wearing the same thing that 'cause I can still see what he's wearing even though he is blood. When does he go to the Pokemon Cafe? Is he wearing that black top with like a white? He is. That's him that there's my concrete evidence. I got you bitch. It is him. I'm a freaking genius. <laugh>. Got you. Got you. Gu. I got you. Now check this out. Oh my freaking God. And he is wearing a, a wireless mic on his clut. That is him. I can't believe it is that easy. How did I not see this before? Oh my God. I can't believe she's dating this guy. I <laugh> Now how do I profit off this? I know my audience is gonna be interested in this. How can I make money off this? She thinks she's slick. He's wearing exactly the same white collar turtle collar with the black thing. I She tried to bur him out. <laugh>. I can't believe it. Show what you're looking at. Go to je Hiro's channel. Look at her last video. Go to two minutes and 56, 57. I'm gonna download this video quick in case she deletes it. Jen YouTube net download. I already got the screenshot so I don't really care but there might be more clues in this video. And also go to 2 5 1 2 minutes. 51 you blurs out two kids, which is weird unless the kids are related to the guy or are they her nephews and nieces. <laugh>. I can't believe she put him in the video and it's only like one second frame. She could have easily cut that out and he's seen behind her and then he walks past and he's got some kind of wireless mic on his collar. Interesting. No one in her comments pointed out the blurring <laugh>. So funny. I wonder if there if there's any other clues. This is like a puzzle game to hero's new boyfriend discovered <laugh> that is concrete evidence. Exact same clothing. Oh my god, I'm a genius. If you don't smoke this guy out, I'm leaving you. Hmm? I am. I am tempted to make a video about this. This is the juicy topics we want. Maybe I'll make it tomorrow. Need to be careful though. I don't wanna let him copyright strike me. I to hero. To hero dating another guy who's nine, nine years young. He's 10 years younger actually. 1991. Ro is born in 18. I mean 1981. He's 10 years younger. Jesus. No wonder she stopped making videos then. Me boyfriend unlocked. Yes, we got him guys. Now I'm gonna make some money off him. <laugh>. Oh this is fun. I wonder if your hero is gonna message me and say, Daniel, please. No, too late now. Oh my phone's dying. That was nine months ago. So no one noticed this. How come no one else pointed this out? I remember seeing the blur and I thought maybe she accidentally blurred it. Now it's so clear. I didn't see the the second blur. Dunno why she blurred out the kids. Maybe the kids are his nephews or something. I only know she has one niece who is a girl and she's like 10. Those kids don't look as fat as the niece did. I Now how do we use this? How do you know his age? Because he writes it in his video thumbnail says a 31-year-old shit. Just a neighbor. Damn, I'm getting some kind of dopamine adrenaline rush from this. I don't know why <laugh>. This is like the most exciting thing that happened to me the whole year. This is good. I did the video download. Let me check. Her video size was only 60 megabytes. Where is it? 2, 2 50. Yeah, I got it. <laugh> to lean. Neil, I wanna see if there's like a split second frame before he gets blood out. I, I can't believe she would betray me like this with another YouTuber. Oh my god. How could she? It's a lot of glass in the first two minutes. I wanna see if there's a reflection. So we've got, we got the screenshots of her kayaking in June last year, 28 June. And we also got his vlog on the same day kayaking at the same place. That's proof number one. Proof number two is, Hmm. Well the blurred out face is all we need really. 'cause the, the clothes match up perfectly. And then we've also got the other hints. Like she told me in 2021 she has a coworker who blew up on YouTube and she was asking me for tips, how to make a channel. What else? That's all I need. Really The case is closed. You know you sound like a stalker. No, I'm not the one stalking her. It's my viewers who found this out. Okay. I found out the blood thing on her Pokemon video. Plus they went to the Pokemon Cafe at the same time. Let me screenshot this stuff. Uh, I need the dates. It's good that he puts the dates on his video in the subtitles. Makes my job easy. Now we need a cool catchy title. I found my ex-wife's new boyfriend. Something like that. I can't believe this is who she's dating. Well we don't know that they're dating though. Could they be friends? I would like to have proof that they're dating, like holding hands or a kiss or something. Jira might copy strike you. I'm not gonna use any of the content. I'm gonna pixelate it. I am gonna like scribble over it. Red marker. So it's gonna be like a new image. When did she go? 17th of April. 17th of April. I found my ex-wife's boyfriend's YouTube channel. It's too long. I need to find way to shorten this a bit. I don't know if Giro went on the 17th or she just uploaded it on the 17th. When is the actual date that she went there? So, so funny. She blurred it out like that. If I put it onto playback speed 0.25 <laugh>. I can see her eyes moving. She's looking to the right as he approaches from behind and steps into the shot. You can tell she's holding her phone looking into the screen and can see him entering the shot. You can see her eyes darting from from middle to right. That's so funny that she keeps looking to the right where he is. Oh you can see a tiny bit of his head before it blurs out. But it's kind of blurred 'cause he's moving. There's a tiny second before the blur pops up. Gotcha. Screenshot <laugh>. It's not stalking if they're posting this on a public YouTube account. It's not like I'm hacking into her house or something. I Oh I thought that was her. I thought that <laugh>. I thought that was her stupid people coming home from work. Proof number three. The tie board chicken they both had. Where's my picture of the Thai chicken? Do you think the boyfriend would copyright strike me if I showed his face and then I make another video saying my ex-wife's boyfriend copyright strikes me. Oh yeah, I got the pictures. The same meal. I, she thinks she's so slick. I wonder if he's in previous videos before the Pokemon video. I don't think he is. And one before that was cherry blossom viewing and climbing a mountain with my mum. Don't show his face. You'll get in trouble. Hmm. It's tricky isn't it? Because I think, I don't know if you hear, I could copyright strike me if I use a screenshot of the video. <silence> I don't wanna risk it 'cause live streams made me a lot of money. I don't wanna lose live streams for 90 days. What if I just pixelate it? If people don't believe me, they can go to JI'S video themselves and check it themselves. I can screenshot the guy's channel as long as I don't show the thumbnail. 'cause he can't copyright strike me for screenshotting text of his video title. Put a link to his video in the description. Maybe if Jira deletes the video. Yeah, well then if she does that then it's definitely suspicious, isn't it? The white part of her eye is the background and her cheekbone is her shoulder. The mask is a white top one. The white part of her eye is the background. Her cheekbone is her shoulder. I don't get it. No, I don't see anything but a cheekbone, an eye Pokemon video. He also goes to cherry blossom. I I it was so boring. He's like, today was very hot. It went over 25 degrees. How the fuck did he build an audience? People say I'm boring. Jesus Christ. I I uh, I can see the mic. If you go to, there's a picture of him in the Pokemon Cafe using the twirling hologram thing. <laugh>. That's so funny. You can see the mic in his reflection. Yeah. Confirmed. I guess there's no point trying to find more hints. This is basically solid proof. What time is it? Seven. I think she comes back at 10 or nine. Hmm. Okay. So how do I turn this into content without getting a strike? First of all, I need a title. What am I gonna say though? I can just say a couple years ago Jiri messaged me about a coworker blew up on YouTube and recently I found out that there's a guy on YouTube and I found out he's been to the same places that she's went to calling her Instagram posts on the same day. And then I found concrete evidence on she's last video. She went to a Pokemon store. I dunno how I can drag this out for eight minutes. It's curiosity driven, not hate driven. Yeah. I'm just curious. I've been wondering for a long time who she's dating. I thought maybe she's dating a foreigner or just like some random Japanese guy. I'm surprised. I don't think she'd date a YouTuber. Surely this must have some kind of bring back bad memories in a way. <silence> Is that the real Hong? It's not the real Hong Kong guy. There's no videos on your channel. Where's the real Hong Kong guy? Hong Kong guy is better looking than this Japanese guy. How she rejects my bro like that? Hmm. Let me think. This is pretty interesting content but risky. How can I show anything without risking my channel? I know Tahira would try to report it, but I don't know if the guy would, I wonder what the guy thinks about this. Maybe he thinks it's funny. <laugh>, why was he in Thailand? Do you think she came with him to Thailand? She didn't post anything about Thailand. It looks like you only spent one day in Thailand according to the video. The first, no, the 9th of January. I was in Vietnam the 9th of January. There's a woman in front of him. Is that your hero? Was that your hero? Can't tell. It kind of looks like what she would wear. I the um, the kind of big large color on a blouse kind of top is something she used to wear a lot. Do you remember which hand, which arm she wore those metal bracelets on? Was it her left arm? Because I can see her right arm but her left arm is not visible. I can't see. She's like holding her arm up bent. I wonder if that's her and it would make sense for her to come to Thailand on the ninth knowing that I'm in Vietnam. That does kind of look like a, I can't see her metal bracelet. Very brazen of her to just appear in the shot. I can't really tell what she looks like from behind 'cause she just was like a, an Asian woman. I, yeah, it does look a bit like a Jiro doesn't have a very feminine walk because she has like a very aggressive Osaka lady walk. She's carrying a black handbag. I, I can't believe they would come to Thailand whilst I'm away. Sneaking sneaky sneaks. They are aren't they? What video are we looking at? His latest one in Thailand at five minutes. Where is it? Five minutes. 45. Five minutes 46. There's a woman walking in front of him. She's got a white top black trousers that kind of looks like J She is got that kind of Osaka walk as well. Bet she thinks she's so funny. Doesn't she coming to my country whilst I'm away? Channel name is at sushi vlogs. His channel name's in Japanese but I think you can find it if you search in English here. Actually I'll just link the video. Is that your hero in the white at five minutes? 45? I don't if she appears again later. This was on the 10th. I came back on the 11th. Did they leave just as I left as I came back. January 10th. He's in, I think they're in Laos now. Go to one one. Ones that also 1 1 1. Seriously. Is that Js pink top? That looks like Jro two. Actually I've never seen her wear that pink top though. Are those shoes the same? It's got like a, a white sole black top. No, not the same. So funny. <laugh>, I'm making videos. Try not to show my girlfriend. He's also making videos. Try not to show his girlfriend. Everyone's so secretive. I don't think it's her in white. Hmm. That's not Casey in the chat. I clicked on his profile. It says no videos. I my leaving Thailand video only got 10 K views. His one got 40 k. Where's my Thailand video? I, I had to leave Thailand 9,000 views. Where do you claim to have seen Sha hero at 5 45? Yeah. 5 45 white top. Carrying a black handbag to plastic bags as you're wearing a face mask in Thailand when you don't have to wear a face mask. I don't think he is. I was gonna say you can take the Japanese out of Japan. You can't take the Japan out of Japanese. And so Japanese are like, oh you must wear a mask in Japan. But as soon as they leave Japan they're like, oh, don't need a mask. Am I happy for her? No. I mean I'm happy that he's uglier than me but I'm not happy. He gets more views than me to feel a bit insulted. Yeah, well YouTube is a marathon, not a sprint. See what his channel's doing in a few years time. Hopefully dead, dead channel. It seems like they were in Laos when I came back. After I came back from Vietnam. Yeah, that makes sense. I can't believe they had a sneaky trip to Thailand whilst I was gone. I can't believe the audacity on that. That is just taking the piss. I'm definitely the best looking boyfriend. I mean partner Jerry ever had. So I've seen her first husband and I'm way better looking than him as well. Oh I can see reflection in a bus. It looks like he's solo. 7 4 7. Hmm. Maybe she's in the toilet or something. What about that woman in front of him that looks like Jira and she's wearing a baseball cap. Wait, don't you think that that reflection in front of him looks like your hero? 7, 4, 9. I look at her ears. JIRA's ears are pretty distinctive. Screenshot that. I think that's her. She's got like those elephant ears. JIRA's got pretty big ears. Looks like uh, I'm looking at the same reflection when he's about to enter the bus. The door opens as a reflection of a woman. I think that's her. She's wearing white trainers know it's not the same as the other one. That's her. I'm pretty sure that's her. Go to seven. Four seven on his to the left of him, there's a woman wearing white shoes and a baseball cap that looks just like Jhi confirmed they were together. She thinks she's so sly. That's so hot. I can recognize the ears. She's got very big ears. I am pretty sure that's her. Damn, I can't believe she made it this easy. That's her. Yeah, I pretty, I'm pretty sure that's her seven. Four seven. She's got a very similar walk as well. So this was on the 10th <laugh>. Look at the timeframe. I mean the time the bus came was 1 1 1 1. <laugh>. Oh my god. You can't make this up. That's so trippy. 1 1, 1, 1. So lame. Look at that one. 1 1 1. <laugh>. I better wrap the stream up soon. She could be back any minute. It wouldn't be unusual for her to come home at eight. I already gave chosen green. Yeah. Very impressive. Finding this impressive skills. I tip my hat. Next thing we gotta do is how can I make money off of this discovery? The problem is I need to use the screenshots to show what I found. But I have to blur everything out. It ruins the fun. That's definitely true. Hero. The way she's walking, she's got a very macho walk. Yeah, that is definitely her. The ear shape is also very similar. Wait, this is still Thailand isn't it 10th? Yeah, I think they left on the 10th back to the airport. That's so hurt. I can't believe it. The utter nerve came to Thailand. Just when do you think they planned the trip before I left? Or do you think they saw me leaving and they were like, oh look Daniel's not gonna be there. Let's go there. There's no way they would come here whilst I'm here. It's just the timing is so weird. There's no way they coincidentally came to Thailand just when I was in Vietnam. Go to 1418. Uh, they her pants to the left. 1418. Um, the pink and blue white dress. Oh, on his right. She's wearing the white Trina. And aren't those she was wearing like the Thailand. Oh my God. That's why she was wearing Thailand pattern print skirt on her yoga Instagram story. 'cause they just came from Thailand. That's her the fucking bitch. Where's her Instagram story? She hasn't highlighted it. That's her on the right. Look. She's wearing the same white trainers. I remember seeing her posts when she was in Laos. She had some, uh, yoga posts and she was wearing the Thailand elephant print that you see everywhere in Thailand. I can't believe she would do this to me. I look those are the same white trainers you can see in the bus reflection. 7, 7, 4 7. She's wearing white trainers. Yeah, you can see them clearly. I can't really see her skirt in the reflection. Well, it's a dark color. Can't believe she'd come to Thailand whilst I'm gone. 4 4 14 46 zooms on a girl swimming. 1446. Oh yeah, that's probably her. It looks like this person has dreads. Are those dreadlocks? 1, 1 1. January 11th. He's lying in his blocks that he travels solo. Yeah. What a liar. Pretends to do minimalistic living when he's probably living at her place most of the time. I remember seeing a comment weeks ago saying they saw Jiro at the airport and I thought it was just trolling. When was that airport? It was two weeks ago. Someone said saw your hero at for Coca Airport two weeks ago would be 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 would be the 9th of January. I mean, that would be the time that they would go there. I asked if she was with a guy and he said no, I another content idea. Exposing that he scans <laugh>. Yeah. I don't think his viewers would care though. That guy, Dennis Kelberg saw her at the airport the other day during a connecting flight into Roka. Why would she take a flight from Roka to, I'm guessing he went to Thailand then Laos. Why not take a flight from Osaka International? I a 30 30? If you zoom in on his face, he's crying. You can see her reflection clear as day. Really? In his tear. <laugh>. How big are his tears? A 30. 30. The video only goes to 30 15. Which video? Oh, you're joking. Ah, I thought you were being serious. <laugh>. Wow. I wonder where else she appears in the video. This is like, where's Wally? I was trying to find where she is. <laugh>. This is fun. I I don't know why this is so fun. All the puzzle, all the pieces fit together now. Like this coworker who blew up on YouTube that she was telling me about two years ago, the blurring on the Pokemon video. Her wearing the Thailand print skirt thing. Damn. I can't believe she's dating this guy. It is so funny. <laugh>, what an interesting discovery. What happened in class today? Well, we just found out JIRA's boyfriend, they were in Thailand together. I can see her reflection in the bus. Thus so her, I can see the white trainers and then she's sitting next to him on the bus. Wait, I think I just saw he blurred out something. Ah, I saw it for a split second and I lost it. I maybe I didn't see it properly. Why does he include his rent price in his Twitter bio? I think he's saying that he lives really, really cheaply. No, I lost it. I think it was just this MacBook not, um, a blood thing. Should I make a video about this? Hmm. I don't think the interest Forger hero is really there anymore. Although I think people would be interested to see who her boyfriend is. What's the worst that happened? Well, I could get a copyright strike <laugh> for screenshotting his video. I, Hmm. I guess it's not really a mystery anymore. I I am gonna tell my sister, she said that she wants to go to a beach. I found s Hero's new boyfriend Low. He's a YouTuber. Where are my screenshots? You need to upload it to Google Drive. Can't log into my Facebook. I forgot my Send it to myself on Twitter now. I put it on Google Drive and you upload pictures. Bring my sister on Dream. They came to Thailand when I was in Vietnam. So weird. Then they went to Laos. I can see her in his video. <silence> Why doesn't Google drive an iOS? Let you just download the image. There's no download button like Android has. I know. Screenshot it all. What if my sisters' like I already know. Mom knew. 'cause she already told her and mom told me, but she told me not to tell you. <laugh>. I'd be so annoyed if my sister already knows. Maybe my mom knows. 'cause my mom asks a lot of questions. I to this screenshot of Jiro looks so bad. <laugh> eyes are like drunken weird eyes.