Kick Livestreams/BIG life updates 2025-07-11 19_52 [50752807-big-life-updates] 480p

There's not really much else to test anymore until I get the flip seven. Wear the MAGA hat. It's too small for my head. It doesn't fit on my head. It just rests on top of my head. Seems like I've got a big head. I guess. Is my head really that big? I didn't think I had a big head. Also, if I wear hat, it's gonna mess up my head. My hair's my best feature. Oh, that's really annoying. I don't look good without my hair. So what can I do? Wear sun cream. But I still seem to be getting all red and burned. Even wearing sun cream. And then you got rear pie. It makes you sticky and gross looking. So I, I'm sticking and gross looking or wear a hat and I look like an old man or I stay inside and people get bored. Although people don't really seem to be flocking for the IRL anyway. Like I was at the gorge yesterday barely getting a hundred views. It always say it's boring. 'cause all I do is talk about my bit rate and all I say is wow water. Hmm. I've got three places I haven't been yet that I want to go, but I'm saving it for optimal conditions. Yeah. I also get less earlier on in the day. I guess the Americans are asleep but if I don't stream just 'cause the Americans sleep, I'm missing out on like $80. So That's silly. Yeah, I've been to ton a lot. I went to the Tescos there. Remember I got stuck in the car park 'cause it was rush hour and I drove into the bay, had to reverse out and I was a bit nervous. Never go into Laton. Coton, Tesco is much better, much bigger. Yeah. Been to Laton Coton. Ton. Ton Oakham been at all the tons lunch then that's how I used to say it to Sonny instance. Ton. Wow. Turn is town. Maybe in Kent we have a lot of hams like Harriet hum, Len Rainham gin. So we've got ham in Kent and you've got tons in Devon. Also a lot of shires like SHR share. I don't know where the shires are. Somewhere middle of England. When Thailand. Hmm. Still November. I'm just having difficulties figuring out what to do with my car. But I just leave it here, come back to it and it's covered in bird poo and flat tire and battery's dead and it'll sort out the car. I dunno if I'll sell the car before going, but then if I come back, obviously I need a car so it'd be silly to sell it now. I don't wanna go to my mom's house. Nah. I'm still mad at my mom. I feel like going back to my mom's house, just not moving forwards. It's like moving backwards. I hate having to depend on people. Especially when they throw it back in your face and they're like, use it against you. You feel indebted to them. So I want to be independent, not have to rely on people to do stuff. That's the best way then no one can hold you. Hold it against you. Really nice weather for not going out. The main thing I'm worried about is the tires. If I have to replace all the tires again, that would be 500 pounds. I reckon. I don't really need to go food shopping until one day 'cause I've got enough fried chicken for tonight's dinner. But tomorrow. So maybe I'll go Tesco's today and look for a hat. Look cabbage and two pieces. That's enough for dinner. And I got some sausages. Pate might make bacon and egg sandwich there. Not other stores in town sell things. Yeah it is like a high street thingy. Mountain warehouse shop in Tavistock. But it's annoying having hard park got pay parking. Tesco is your free parking and it's big parking. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative> But Mountain Warehouse has good hiking hat. Go get hiking gear. Since I'm doing IRL and my IRL is basically all just trekking and hiking. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I wonder why when I walk over there I lose my connection. I really can't be bothered to pull out weeds. I haven't sat outside in the garden in ages. I used to do it every day. It's find it really relaxing now. Hmm. I just don't really feel like it. Get a hiking stick. I got one here. This was pretty good when I was looking for the boomerang. Mm-hmm. I don't want, I want like a waterproof looking full rim hat. Not too small. Not like leather cowboy hats lame. My dad used to have one of those. It looks good if you're, I think it looks good if you're an old man. It kind of has a charming look. My dad used to wear like a cowboy hat. Brown leather. Oh yeah. I can make ramen. I got my hon. Or bacon sandwich. Hmm. Maybe bacon sandwich. Oh no I don't have any bread. I forgot I didn't buy any more bread. Okay. No bacon sandwich. Damnit I guess making sober. Maybe I do have to go Tesco today then Tesco at Collington. Someone said they got me a hat but I don't know if it's gonna be good or big enough. Remove on me sober with the fried chicken bits and then get something for dinner from Tesco tonight. Oh there's oil in my pot and there's oil in the pan. Yeah, I could have lunch go Testco. But then if I go Testco first I can't get food because I have to come home first. I mean I can't go to Kit Hill if I go to Tesco first. But I need to get the hat don't I? I can't have food in my car. Go to Tesco, get hat Kit Hill and then back to Tesco. Mm. We should have got how earlier, remember we get one on one on Amazon, one bit of chicken Dun. Wonder if ground did not oil is any good. That's what the fish and chip shop uses. And then you get good clay. Now I'm still eating the chicken. Got one piece left. So maybe do get the hat at Tesco. Go to Kit Hill and then go back to Tesco after I finish Kit Hill. We do Kit Hill at like 2:00 PM What time is it now? It's only 11 when I finished eating like 12 ish. Go at 12 ish. Go to Tesco, look for the hat, get the hat goes to Kit Hill, walk around a couple hours back to Tesco. Get food back home. How about that Kit Hill and Loop? Yeah. Yeah, whatever we're gonna test out um, higher bit rate so we can get better quality since my stream is stream labs set seven k. I didn't realize it is capped at whatever the stream labs bit rate is set. Eh? Get my flip. Seven coming in 20 10, 11 days. Oh it's ages. Want it now? Whoa. I love these noodles. Very nice. I need more things to do. Uh, my life's too easy. It's the problem I need like random annoying tasks I've gotta do. Sending the monitor back was fun. I guess I had a look at Exeter airport where pick up Crypt. Carpi. That's nice and big. It was like a very basic airport. Kind of like the one I arrived at when I met Mki. A very basic, the terminal is basically just a building with a car park outside but it's not like multi-story thingy with multi-story car parking. So that would be quite fun and looks quite um, relaxed as well. The drive there looks easy too. Yeah, I wonder if I just stream the whole thing going to pick her up. You know she's getting a connecting flight to Exeter. Maybe I've gotta send her some money. She says I won't have any money until really the beginning of August. I'll start becoming cashflow positive. I should get, I'll send the GoPro back, get back my 280. I'm still waiting for my one 50 from the Wus. We're looking at 30th of August for her to come. The Wus is the projector that I send back. It says my refund has been issued. Uh, these oranges rubbish. Never get these again. Yeah, I could probably do with a Tesco run actually I need bread, oranges, meats, few more vegetables, spring onions. What else? Snacks. Uh, still got a lot of crisps. Well four packets. We get another pack of crisps. These kit caps are not nice. There's vegan stuff's. Rubbish. Um, oh no, I put the lid of this bottle in the bin. I'm gonna use it for water. How much should I spend on food? I guess at this rate? 150. Now I'm not really holding back before. Look before I wouldn't have gone to Tesco yet 'cause I would say, oh look I've got MRE one packet, I've got pasta. I can, I've got tuna. I'll just have a tuna and pasta with ketchup. I'll just eat whatever's left over. But now I don't know. I don't see the point in doing that. Now another bacon, sausages, pate, cabbage chips. I think the ketchup's gonna get frozen under there. No, I've got peppers but they seem to go off so quickly. But are you using quickly today? I still all these onions. How about the foot warmer? That I barely ever used. Yeah, the potato thing was kind of annoying. I felt stressed out having to eat all the potatoes. Just get me one bag. I can't eat four bags of potatoes before they all can start going off. I can have maybe one potato per milk 'cause they're big. Hmm, done. I hate get stuck in the drying rack. Oh it's like slime building up on the drying rack and it's clean it. I don't even know how this is for nice. Oh not even clean. Why do I have to run it under cold water? What does that do? Don't usually I just put it on a plane like that and then get your hon. See you. Oh I hate these plastic pants I'm in. That's spring on <inaudible> would be proud respecting her culture. Still in massive debt. Well, 'cause I bought some gear and then the beginning of the month it was always expensive 'cause of rent and bills. Uh, we started kick at the end of the month where I only made 700 pounds before my first payout. And then my fir my second two payments were quite good but beginning of the month, so a lot of it went to paying off overdraft. Oh, Bush's tripod went a bit higher. Yeah, you look at the other places in this area, they're all about this price. 8 58, 7 5, 9 50. Sunny said I'm getting ripped off too, which I disagreed with. I said this is how much it costs to get a house in this area. If you look at Plymouth, yeah you can get like a shit hole apartment for, I don't know, 600. I think 900 is pretty good for this. Some of the barn conversion places I looked at were about 8 70, 8 75. Were a barn conversion living on some farmer's land. No thanks. You must be joking. Living in a tiny crappy bond conversion, it should be 600. We charging the price of a house. I ghosted the real estate agency because I signed the agreement and everything and I paid for the holding deposit. So I was basically guaranteed to get the place. Um, but then this place came up and they offered it to me. So I ghosted the other place. Well I sent a message saying, sorry, I found another place. I blocked them <laugh> 'cause the woman was not happy with me. 'cause the woman phoned me saying, um, just wanted to know when you're gonna pay the holding rent, the holding deposit. I said, I'm currently have some other places I'm viewing. And she said, well Daniel, that's not very fair on the other people who might be interested 'cause you're holding them up. So I need an answer from you by the end of today if you're gonna pay the holding deposit. So I said, okay, I'll pay the fucking holding deposit. So I paid it to, to like lock it in in case I couldn't find anything else. But then I found this place. I didn't like her clone. Her tone was like telling me off, I'm a customer, you I'm paying for your life. You gotta respect me. I, oh, I just blocked them. Now holding deposit was about 200 pounds and I paid Holden deposit for this place too. So I paid two Holden deposits. I guess because there's so many people looking to rent, they don't have to bow down to the renters. They have the power. No income check thing. So stupid. They wouldn't let me rent the other house with three bedroom house because I didn't meet the income check thingy. But look at me now making five KA month. So I basically passed the income check for this place, but then I lost my job, which means I wouldn't have been able to afford it. But then I got kicked so now I can afford it. So it was the point of stupid income check when people's lives change all the time and circumstances change. Just give. If I think I can afford it, then gimme the fucking house. Idiot. Stupid financial services and real estate agencies deciding whether I can afford it or not. I know my finances better than you do. No Samsung wouldn't gimme finance fucking phone. Obviously I can afford 40 pounds a month and it wouldn't approve me for financing. Now I wasted too much sauce. Pour it back in the bottle and took it down the sink. But if you don't put enough sauce, you can't submerge the noodles. Chug it. <laugh>, imagine all the salt in it. I got a heart attack. I can't put it back in the bottle. It's got all my saliva bacteria in it. 'cause I put the chopsticks in my mouth. Now I put it in the source. Well, can the bacteria actually thrive in such a high sodium environment? Uh, lunch done, now it's sort everywhere. Next time try pour less sauce. Maybe done okay half 11 Tesco or sit on the beanbag one. If this would need, maybe need to pee really badly like the other one did. Could go Tesco later. I dunno. Maybe just wanna avoid the midday sun. Uh, the life of someone who has no life drive to Plymouth. I'm scared. I drove to Plymouth a few times. So there's a massive road that goes into the middle and there's like five lanes. I always get confused on the roundabouts and there's, I don't know, four lanes on the roundabout and I want to take third exit for example. Do I go in the far right lane or the second to far right lane. You exit from the far right lane. You've kind of, it's a hope. No one's in the left lane blocking you from exit. Otherwise how are you gonna exit? Do another loop around it. Well, sorry if I go straight ahead on the roundabout, do I get in the left lane or the right lane? Sometimes I get confused. I I hate roundabouts. That's so annoying. Especially if you drive manual. 'cause you've gotta be quick to get onto it. Imagine you store it on the roundabout out. I hate the big traffic, light controlled roundabouts on motorways. I remember going to Dave Gibson's house is really annoying because there was these two massive roundabouts and if you're in the, the far left lane, that one only goes to London. Once you're in it. If you try and get out of it, it's dangerous. 'cause everyone expects you to take the first exit. If you suddenly go from that lane and you're like, oh, whoops, I'm in the wrong lane. People horn at you. You gotta, you gotta make sure you're in the right lane. Otherwise you're fucked. Then you gotta put your indicators on and hope someone lets you in to the lane you want to get into. You gotta hope someone's gonna be kind enough. Yeah, I like Devin because driving's easy. As long as you don't go into the city exit is not too bad. People get so mad when you try and jam in front of them. My mom did it once and then they hoed at us from behind. I dunno why people get so mad about it. It's like they feel personally insulted. How dare you if we're in a jam, you're not gonna go any faster. Whether we cut in front of you or not. My driving instructor used to say, I am not very courteous 'cause I don't let people in <laugh>. Yeah. I don't like letting people in. 'cause then I hold up everyone behind me. I I only get annoyed when people are driving 30 on the 60 road. Otherwise I don't really get that mad. I get more mad at the radio music, my news and my, I look we've got some clouds coming. Cloud edge. When are we going to Tesco? I could go soon. Couldn't I see if they got any hats? Just wanted to rest a bit. No, no, no. Everyone's getting bored. Yeah, its like YouTube streaming was really falling off for me. I was again, 80 viewers. I was only like 70, 80 viewers after four months of doing the whole routine. Yeah, I remember I came back after Sunny, we broke up. I was getting 150 viewers and that lasted a couple months and then people started getting bored with the same routine. And then when I started talking about my plans to move to Thailand, I was getting consistent one 50 viewers. Again, when I fall into a routine, people get bored. They want something fresh. That's why I want to do trading. I wish I could do day trading or investing because you can have a boring life and make money. But with content creation, ah, it's constant pressure to try and make your life more interesting when really you just want to chill out on your beanbag and have a drink. I wish I could do day trading. No way. I'm making 180 pounds a day from day trading. That's why the marriage arc was so good. It got crazy to hero life in Japan. Drama of being married and cheating is great. All the perfect ingredients. If you can be making lifestyle content, I probably need to pee first. Maybe I'll wait until I need to pee. I could pee in Tesco. I usually have good toilets. Yeah. Most people don't interact when I wa I've never once chatted in a streamers live stream. Even when I used to watch Ice Poseidon religiously, I never chatted. What's the point? I don't care. I I'm, I'm just here to watch. I don't give a shit about chatting. I just put him on my second monitor and I played Rainbow Six and I was on my discord. I wasn't, I don't care about being in his chat. I never once felt an urge to chat in a streamers live chat. So yeah, I reckon most people don't chat and they're just like listening to it passively. I well you get people like Sea Dog va where they've got so many viewers. The chat's constant spam. So I used to like writing messed up stuff in the chat 'cause no one would even notice it. I'd write stuff like I'm wanking over over Charlotte. Chris, what are you gonna do about it? Bitch? I just write up me, I write messed up stuff in the chat. 'cause it would just disappear straight away. It's not like anyone's gonna notice someone's Who is that? Is that the field in front of my garden? Yeah. There's a guy right in front of my garden. <laugh>. I saw his head. He's mowing his filled. Why does he have a filled with nothing on it? No sheep. And then he just mows it. What's the point of it? Oh yeah, people looked up my chat log on Isis stream on ISIS discord and they were screenshotting it and saying, this guy's messed up because I was trolling in the chat saying stupid things. No, not recently. Two years ago when I was watching ice in Thailand. Oh God, I feel so lazy. I quite enjoyed it when he was in Thailand and then when they all left I felt kind of sad like I'm all alone. Even though I never was with them anyway. I don't know why, but I don't know. Like I felt as if I kind of wanted him to not be able to leave <laugh>. I was actually sad when he was gone. I uh, what's going on today? Well I thought I'd go Tesco, buy some food, maybe look for a hat. Smell his lawn. But he can see him. I was hoping there was gonna be animals in that field and then I can see them from the fence. I I went to that Tesco a few days ago. I didn't check to see if it had hat. I weigh 50 ha ha suck it on 50 kg. Plug in the be box. The phones may be 150 grams. It's not a big deal. I'm a 50 kg G based and you're just jealous. My rosemary. Do you think I need some water? I wouldn't mind a little pepe syringe thing. I feed you good and then I eat you. That's what yeah for tasting. Nice. You think maybe if plants don't want to get eaten, maybe don't taste good. Mm. Smells like roast chicken. Do you think it needs to be in the sunlight as well? It is in the sunlight. Kind of. Maybe I put it in the conservatory. Like give it some, some might a stupid fly big. Oh I got it. Oh it didn't do anything though. It just bounced <laugh>. Too weak to kill a fly. I backhanded it. Oh I got it. That's what get, get the fuck outta my house. One fly down. I backhanded it into the wall and bounced off and it was fine. Crazy If that was a human, you'd break every bone and they'd go unconscious as well. Okay, I look. Tesco Coton 25 minutes kit Tail West Kit Hill. Oh stupid. I saw Google Maps. It's hard to use on the iPhone compared to desktop kits. Hill Callington Kit Hill Castle. What's that? Boarding kennels? No, what's a kennel? Well they just leave their dogs there. Not a castle. Why is he called a castle? Tamar Valley Pet's cremation service. Mm. How sad. Sunny side Eco glamping. May I go get a unwanted puppy from the kennels calling Mr. Ww. Mr. Wolfy 26 minutes. Cox Park. Look Tesla and Kit Hill. It's a bit annoying. The guy's right outside. My god it's a bit annoying because I have to get the hat. But if I get the food then I can't spend hours at Kit Hill. If I get the hat and go to Kit Hill and then back to Tesco, get the food and then home. Get food on the way home. Maybe don't get the food. Get food tomorrow. I could get food tomorrow or I can get things that that aren't gonna rot. Like bread's fine in the car isn't it? I get my Uber Eats bag where my Uber eats. I can get some oranges bro. I don't have to get meat because I've still got that fried chicken. I haven't used my Uber Eats bag in a while and a Nighthawk. Look at my winter jumper. I can get oranges bread. I don't know if raw meat would last in this bag. I was making good money on Uber Eats making like 80, 90 pounds compared to the kick. Those rubbish. I tried doing Uber Eats here and it just sucked. I could barely make 20 pounds after doing it for hours. This wasn't enough people ordering McDonald's or anything really? If you go into Plymouth, yeah it pings a lot. But then you've got to go park in a shopping center and go run and get the food and go back to the car. Pay for parking. Imagine having to pay for parking. Just go and get some food and you park somewhere. Risky. You could get fined. Why Kit Hill? I don't know why not? It's the best place isn't it? Test out my hat. I test out the wind muff. Although it's not windy today. I dunno what else to do. Really well it's getting a bit cloudy. These damn flies. God. So many wind mo test at the beach. Not windy today. So I can't really test wind unless I went maybe at the coast. It's windy. I I'm testing out my new IRL streamer hat. Maybe I make a hat out of cardboard. Amazon cardboard hat <laugh>. It'll be easy. I easy to just buy a hat on Amazon, maybe see what hats are on Amazon. Maybe get prime day deal. Today's last day of prime day. I don't know if I want to get the tv. I've gotta find out what's gonna happen to my monitor first. They haven't messaged me about it. Monitor, update, review. Repair status. She says repair requested but on the other link it says cannot repair item sun hat Men. Oh, what about this? This looks cool. 30 pounds. Oh my god. What? That looks pretty cool. Oh look, look, maybe they got me this. This is like Japanese World War II hat. <laugh> Ash now looks kind of cool. Like a commando hat. That's like a woman's hat. What about that? <silence> I always just get L size. Is that a fedora <laugh>? I get one like a one piece hat. The straw hat mo water. What is this <laugh>. It's got solar fans, solar fan hat built in solar fan and solar USB charging <laugh>. That's pretty cool. And charge my IRL setup using solar power <laugh>. Yeah, it kind of looks like me as well. Same glasses too. <laugh>. I need the solar panel hat. The charge. My phone I like uh, I kind of need the back neck thing too. Neck gets burnt bad as well. Although I don't really care about putting sunscreen on my neck. That's fine. Maybe something like this Looks simple. Practical. Not too grandma looking. Look I look cool just like him. Get a pink one. Oh I hate hats. I really hate hats and helmets. Anything that goes in my head, I hate it. Maybe this one. It is. Got the back flap too. Neck flap black. You can get it tomorrow. How long is that going to mow the fucking lawn Right outside my garden too. How bad is my skin looking? It is not too bad. Don't get the one with the neck flap. Why not? But my neck's gonna burn. No, he's mowing the field outside of my garden. But he comes right up to the fence. Maybe this green one. Do you think they have hats in Tesco? Neck? Flat looks dumb. <laugh>? Yeah. <laugh>. I like this one. It is got a napkin clap. Why is it in German? It wait, is N in German napkin. Wow. German just copied English. The napkin clap. Look. I'd look so cool though. <laugh>. I want one that looks the least stupid. This one looks okay. Where the size is. I need what size do I need M to L or xl? I don't remember seeing hats last summer I went they had clothing. Clothing section needs to be a good fit. Hmm. Tires. Chin strap. <laugh> get a cap. I have one but it's too small. Where is it done? Is that it? I'm sorry. I don't know if I wanna walk around wearing this. What if someone gets mad at me? It's too small. Look, I lemme see. Ah it's gone. iTWO my head. I don't like it. <laugh> too small. Don't like it. It nice wheelchairs keep getting stuck on the grooves. I don't know. I don't want some Trump heat that people giving me trouble. Why don't I just make one out cardboard. How hard can it be <laugh>? How about that? That's pretty good. <laugh>. Come on. That works pretty well as well. <laugh>. That's pretty good. <laugh> must walking around with a cardboard hat. <laugh>. Oh god it is getting kind of cloudy. There's so many flies on this window. Can you all get out of my house? Why would you stand on my stupid dog out? God. Hmm. Now my hair's messed up. Hmm. Well maybe I'll wait until today's hat comes. Someone said they sent me a hat and it's coming today. I better not look silly. Hmm? I can't think that stupid lawnmower. I can't. They make an electric lawn mow. So it's quiet. We've done one hour, 20 minutes. Hmm. Okay. What I'll do is lemme think go Tesco, see if they got hat. If they got nice hat. I buy hat go Kit Hill. If no hat put on sun cream, go to Kit Hill anyway. Food. Maybe I'll buy food tomorrow. We need to save some activities. Set up the Bella box, go to the toilet. I might park at the bottom of Kit Hill and walk to the top. Try something different. <silence> It kept coming out. I thought it was done and I wiped and then more came out. Okay. Switch on the box. Getting good at setting up the bell box. We go into test. Um, what do I do? I got this. <silence> Testing. I forgot to press start on the Bella box. <laugh>. Oh it doesn't look. So testing. I know what happened. So the input source has stored and then it came back on. I hmm. Okay. I guess it's working. I guess should just go. I hate this bit. I don't know. I feel like this weird anxiety when getting ready to go like I want to go but I don't really want to go but then I should go. So get over and done with what time done? About two hours. Kill five hours out there. Uh, seven. And I've got six hours left here. Another great day. My whole life is just waiting for the days go by it like it is basically just waiting to die. I dunno why. So we have precious limited time on this planet and I'm wishing for the time to go faster. What Doesn't make any sense. Oh yeah. I wish my life would just hurry up and be over. So basically what you're feeling right? So the IRR backpack, oh god it's boiling. So my GoPro's coming at 4:00 PM I think. But I kind of don't care about it really. So they tighten the numbers but that's students and other people who are obeying the law and if we want to change it, make it thousand instead of million. We Is it working the bar Vodafone? Hmm. Okay. Welcome to the music. 25 minutes. What's the category said to IRL? Kit Hill on loop. I heard my sun cream still in my bag. It should be. God there's some so hot in Thailand. This radio station is really like being in Thailand. Suddenly technology come, especially implementing diseases like cat, heart disease type diabetes, have biological age there. One of them was a tiny wearable, a little sensor that sticks on your chest, which does a VO two max test. Now the normal test, which is the gold standard, is something that involves you running or cycling to your limit down. You have an oxygen mask over your nose. These plate coming out really, really tough and really uncomfortable. Now LEO two max reading is the best measure of life's expectancy that exists in science right now. It's not, not putting an exact visual but it's age. It's how body and how well it's function. What this device does using based on to work out what body oxygen. It's a test, a oxygen dioxide makes it a lot easier. Where this is really useful is for people who may have a heart condition, may have other medical conditions where they can't be pushed to the limit in that way. So in a medical setting it can be used like that. And it's not quite up to the gold standard, but it's at least 91% of the way there. Well finding that we're going talk to hospital granted. Well and he said common fibrillation is something that is being found by lot of people wearing wearables. They've got diagnostic devices to, to their doctor. Doctors are asking device so can't believe it. Yeah, a good thing Cris doesn't come in July. It should be melting. I don't think it would be that great if she came now so hot. I'm not gonna do anything. I got the air kind of max still age. It's an age test assesses the information in your, so hopefully when you these young come back to. But I actually tested a variety of show years ago and so hot. Oh my god age. I already hope my sun creams in the back. They did talk a lot The six minutes later Kit Hill. I see it just, it just hits rain. Oh God. I want, I dunno if it's a good idea. Our beautiful of 85 weekend, uh, track. Don't forget Sunday at midday free living live aid all through the afternoon. That's it for me for today. I'm back on Monday. Don't forget Kate Thornton's on our way until Monday. Have a great weekend. Greatest hits radio. Wouldn't it be great to have more money for your summer and a better car? Well you can with the virtue 1000 pound bonus from now, the 14th of July we giving you plus bonus. Oh my god. That's hot. That was one hot journey. God get in the store. Suddenly so many cars can't even cross Bella box temperature. Let me check. I don't know why. Kept disconnected earlier. It says 38 degrees. I've got. Oh the Samsung keeps turning the splash. Samsung keeps turning the connection off even though Okay I'm ready. Yeah you got, you only start. I missed it there. Any other hats? It is still too small. They've got, I only got this hat and cups. Maybe I get this one. I think I need to get one off Amazon. But this rim thing's not gonna do much. Yeah, I need a proper hat. Really. I need one that goes all the way around my head. Not just in front. Would you like the show? We good. I need, if I don't get food, I've only got one bit of chicken left. I have to go out again tomorrow. Get food. Yeah I need a proper sun hat. But it goes all the way around my head. Not just the cat. Ever get food now and Goho and don't go to Kit Hill. It's too hot. I don't want to come out Tesco again tomorrow. What if I get an umbrella? I've got no food at home apart from bacon and sausages. Could just have sausages and chips and go Tesco, Sunda. I don't get half. Maybe I'll go tomorrow. Comfort the meat and the food bag. Would it stay calm in the cold back? Think I just go home. I get go home. It's too hot outside. Thank you. Thank you. Good of you. Hello? Can I get this tech removed please? Uh, yeah. Two seconds to you put in. There's a lady there shaking. I didn't realize um, that the, they've got a thing in the wheel. It locks the wheel. If it triggers the alarm. That's, I did not know. I thought my wheel broke. They've got like a wireless thing in it and they scan it to unlock it. <laugh>. I did not know that. They wirelessly lock the wheel. If this, if the alarm goes off, I don't steal nothing. This street. Where's my phone really lag? You are, I don't know why it locked me unless I accidentally now. I definitely scanned everything. So if I put the meat in the, in the food bag, would it stay cold? And it's way too hot. I can't go to Kit Hill like this. There was no hat apart from those tiny caps with the small rim things. That's not gonna help me. I need like a full hat that goes all the way round. I don't know why the alarm triggered maybe my bella box and all the gear in it triggered it. I got this weed killer too. Test that out. I got this cool t-shirt, a Volvo. My favorite. I wish they put the picture on the front though. Eh, guess it's fine on the back. I, I was so confused. I thought my trolley broke and then I was wondering why are they telling me to wait there And then I realized you got this wheel that I guess they can unlock it here. Interesting. Never knew they did that. <laugh>. Very s sneaky. God my neck's burning already just standing out here. It's crazy. The heat. Hey girl. Uh, it's so hot. Even driving. It's kind of hard. I don't know how. No wonder Thailand has the highest number of accidents. It's so hard to drive when it's this hot. Oh god. Oh it's like an oven. Oh Jesus. Yeah. No hat guys, they only had small caps. I need to get a proper sunhat. Oh god it's boiling. The girl that untagged my t-shirt was pretty cute. She has a small body as well. Got bouncer off my lap. No I got the air con full blast. Still freaking hot. No hat. Was she not on camera? She was small. Had like blonde hair. She untagged my T-shirt. Oh god it's hot. Insane. 35 degrees. What In the car? Out the car. God it is boiling. How I open the window if I opened the window. The air con doesn't work so hard. It's 35 degrees in the car. Oh Jesus car battery's at 75%. It's not blowing cold air. It's like blowing out hot air. Okay now it's blowing cold. My iPhone's lagging because it's so hot. Oh god. Light boat is really suffering in the heat. Okay, go home. Oh god. Oh. Oh this sun's so long. Oh remove that one. Testing. We are home. Uh, we are home hot. Very hot. Oh god. Oh well yeah. I don't even think I can go out anymore. That was brutal. I had the air con on max and I was still cooking in my car. I cannot go out again if it's this hot, the hat's not gonna help. Just usually I enjoy driving but that was not fun. I don't know how people in Thailand do it. I mean they've got special boosted air con. My air con was on max that it could go lowest temperature and I had it off eco mode so it should have been full gone. It's about 30 degrees but it was reading 35 degrees inside the car, which felt like Thailand uh, switch to home network. Jesus. Yeah. Do you like my new shirt Volkswagen? It's got cool and it's got this picture on the back. Very trendy. Might have salmon tonight and I got Wagyu beef burger. 35 pounds I think. No. 40. I think it's 48 pounds including a T-shirt. Otherwise it would've been 34 pounds without a t-shirt. Fucking hell. What? What? Okay. Yeah. Ah, we can do Oh. Oh I stink. I never have any food. I'm not really hungry so damn hot. I got a toilet. It's so hot. I don't think I could do IRL anymore. I spent thousands of my IRL setup. Can't do IR too hot. How am I gonna do this in Thailand? There's no way. It's insane if heat where this chat thing? Yeah. Finally got my IRL set working well and I can't do IRL because it's so damn hot. First it's too cold and now it's too hot. Can't win. Can I now open this so that all the insects inside? There's no way. Maybe I would stop wearing two pairs of trousers. Oh take the socks off. Oh god. Oh I can't go outside. Oh I'm melting. Maybe it's getting too hot for two pairs of trousers. Jesus, I saw some weird stuff on the road as well. I think the heat is really affecting the pensioners. I saw one car, he just suddenly went like that for no reason. I didn't see a pothole. I saw another car do a weird swerve as well. I don't know how those bikers do it in the black leather jackets and the helmet. Oh my god. And they're fat so they get hotter even more. My legs aren't their issues. My torso, who cares if my legs get hot, my torso in my head Gotta keep cool. Oh god this is so hot. I've probably got sunburn just standing out there for two minutes. Oh God. Yeah. I wonder if I accidentally stole something. I don't know why the security thing went off. Do you think it's my bella box? Like all the Bella box gear and stuff. Interrupting. Interfering with the security gate. I didn't really understand. I thought my trolley broke. I had no idea. They automatically lock the wheels up if it beeps at you. I didn't wear shorts in Thailand. I just wore went one pair of trousers and I rolled them up. No I didn't go off on the way in. So yeah, that's a good point. Maybe I didn't scan something. I mean they didn't even check I showed them my receipt. She just had a quick look at it and then pretended to look in the trolley and said yeah that's right. Do you think they accidentally didn't scan something but then how does this, how does the security thing know if you've scanned it or not? Because I don't think scanning an item. I don't know. Confused. That's never happened. 'cause Sonny used to steal stuff. Sonny would put the donuts in the trolley and not scan it and we'd walk out the security system. It doesn't go off just because you didn't scan something. Sonny used to steal stuff all the time from Tesco. She would just like sneakily put a donut under a bag and not scan it. I'm throwing her under the bus now. My T-shirt had a tag on it but the girl took it off unless she left. Well you don't think she accidentally didn't take it off? I saw her take it off. No. Oh it's a label. Unless she took it off my new t-shirt. Would you like it about M size? So the T-shirt's the only thing I can think of really if I went to Kit Hill I would've cooked How no hat? Oh God that's insanely hot. All testing. Testing. Well this to sound weird. What? To sound weird. It's kind of crackly. Another white t-shirt. Well yeah 'cause it's summer. It's not pure white. It's like a creamy white. It's not pure white. It's like a creamy white go to M and s. Nah, I'm just gonna get off Amazon. No I didn't get steak. Oh I got Wagyu burgers. Maybe that was it. I imagine. Shouldn't put in security tags on a steak. It's check stock market. Yeah it looks like it's gonna tank. Yeah I must have had a secure, I can't bother to get up again. Maybe they'll buy you burgers 'cause they're kind of fancy. Oh God. I dunno how these flies buzz around like that all day without getting a heat stroke. I barely did anything. I just sat in a car and walked around. Tescos. I feel like I'm gonna collapse whilst they go outdoors shop. Whoops. I forgot to message the Canadian girl. Did I get tickets yet for Thailand? Oh God I'm so hot. I don't want to think about Thailand. I don't want to go to the North Pole. Oh for Cheyenne. Cheyenne <laugh> sounds like a black girl's name. No, I don't have any money. I can't wait for winter. And maybe this is better than winter. I don't know. Winter's so cold. No I don't suspect Crips trolling me. I think she's just kind of wacky. She's a goofball. Shut the blinds. What blinds? Which mean the curtains. See my stocks 4,300 and down. Two pounds today. No it's cooler in here 'cause I've got the breeze from the door. I wonder if the car gets so hot. It starts overheating like the iPhone does and then all the systems shut down since it's basically a massive computer. Now the iPhones get hot in the car. It was moving slow motion. I, oh I got another, what is that? Another grasshopper. It's got stuck in the spider web. It is stuck in the spider web. It's got these massive powerful long legs and it can't get outta the spider web. How's the spider going to eat that? The stupid long leg is stuck in the spider web. It could save it but it's just gonna die anyway. Just jump. Spider's so lazy. They just sit there waiting for the food to come to them. <inaudible> <laugh>. It's like winding the web up around its legs more and more. I remember when I first moved in here, there was a sound, very loud sound of water from the stream next to the house. And now I barely hear it at all. Like it's drained. Oh my God. It just jumped up really high. But it still stuck. It keeps walking back into the spider webs. So stupid. So dumb. Yeah. Maybe I get out this room just damn hard. Sitting in a car was horrible. And then also having to be alert and safe on the road. God it was hard. No, I wonder the driving instructor canceled the lesson. Can you imagine doing that? But the person in the seat is an inexperienced learner driver. Oh God. I can't believe when I was driving doing lessons, it was 40 degrees. I had the air quite on full blast. It was still hot. I wish I had an ice slowly. I might make a pot noodle now I'm trapped in the house 'cause it's so hot. Just driving to a location is hard. <laugh> did I look cool with the sunglasses? <laugh>. I look like a weird stalker night. <laugh>. I look stupid with a hat. Mm Look at me with a bucket hat. Oh god. I feel like I don't know if it's too hot to wear a hat. I shouldn't go outside in the first place. I dunno how I survived in Thailand for two years. I swear in Thailand it didn't feel this bad and it was hotter In Thailand it's only 28. It says look and Thailand's 34. I swear I didn't feel this hot all the time. I I'm hungry. But it was the stream quality good. I increased the bit rate to 5,000. I keep clicking on bong. Bong bags. What's she doing? Maybe to close this I can from the outside. Wow. Why coffee? Maybe Wish you want a soldier. How many hours of stream am I doing? Trying to do 15 hours a day. <laugh>. But now I'm stuck in the house 'cause it's so damn hard I can't go out. I'm trapped in the house now and I took a 20 minute drive to the supermarket and I was, oh my God. I thought that my brain was gonna explode. I don't know if I get hacked. I have a look at the hat that's coming today. I bet it's gonna be too small or something. I need, I think I need Excel size. I don't know. Or I get an umbrella. Should I just get an umbrella? I might as well just get an umbrella at this point at least then I don't have to wear a hat. Yeah, I guess it would be kind of weird. I so imagine I went to the gorge yesterday with an umbrella on those tight walkways. I'd be whacking it in everyone's faces back. I remember I was walking around with chlamydia girlfriend and it was raining and I held the umbrella for us. I kept accidentally hitting her in the face with the edge of it. She was getting annoyed. I don't know. I never held an umbrella for a girlfriend. Holy yourself. Not my fault. Your head's so big. I quite like my new shirt. Uh, maybe I look at a hat and some hot noodle on loop. How much did I make yesterday? 240 US D God the whole house is full of flies. All right, add the expenses then. I think it was, I was at 34 for food and then 15 for the T-shirt. See every time I go out to stream I've gotta spend money. Well I have to buy food anyway don't I? Tests go. So this month I don't think Han Sue counts as food 'cause you're not eating it every day and it's gonna last months. So I move that out. Food. Uh, what about sports drinks? Does that count as food? So I've spent a hundred and twenty six, a hundred and thirty five pounds on food. And it's only the 11th of July. What? How's the food going so quickly? Teco 34 Cornish past and ice cream was eight pounds. TECO 27 co-op 10 pounds. The sausages three pound 60 carp again 44 pounds. I dunno how I'm spending so much on food. My earnings for July so far, 2080 $6 for 10 days. So it's six KA month. Uh again, eight K is hard. I was spending about a hundred pounds a month on food. Now it's like 200 pounds. 'cause every time I go out sometimes I go Tesco and then I've gotta do groceries but I need to get groceries anyway. Might make a pot noodle. Yeah, well I was eating flour, pancakes and pasta with just sauce and nothing else with it. And some onions for months 'cause I was broke. I was making these flour pancakes and just putting onions and cheese on it for lunch. I might have salmon broccoli with rice or chips maybe rice. I think tomorrow is gonna be really hot as well. I don't think it's worth going out. I think it might be dangerous actually I think from Sunday it's gonna get cloudier. See if Crips came now be not great, we'd be stuck in a house naked the whole time probably. Yeah. And I've got no ac it's not worth making. Putting an AC just for two weeks a year when it's hot. How am I gonna go out in Thailand? Well you don't go out in Thailand until 4:00 PM and then you go out. So I would stay in the convo until about four. Then we go out find some bar girls. I would be the next suspenders. I'll find a bar girl like get find my favorite bar girl. And I keep going back to her every night and then maybe I can get her to quit being a bar girl. And then she becomes my girlfriend. We drink them. Meet up with Sam Pepper. Yeah, I wonder if he would meet after I trash talk to him so much. <laugh> because he'll find out we'll meet. I save her recon stream like sand pepper's. Got a Thai girlfriend. How did he get hurt? She run at Girl's park. I dunno. I'd rather get a Western girl maybe. I dunno why suspended? His life looks so miserable. So the way he portrays his life does not look like his life is desirable even though he's got money. There was this clip of him trying to get Riri to kiss him and she didn't want to kiss him. And then he was getting mad and he was drunk as well. And it was given this look like this crazed look. I feel kind of sorry for that reread. But she got herself into it didn't she? 'cause she wanted money. But you gotta ask yourself, is it worth it being stuck in a house with a guy you don't even like It's hot. Oh I feel so much better now. Get away from the sun. Go outdoors in LANs than Yeah, but what is it? How's the difference Tesco? I don't really wanna go outdoors. I'm gonna stay inside. Yeah, streaming outside in Thailand was tough as well. That's why I gave up and I just streamed inside. People say I never went out in Thailand. Um, because when I did it was unbearable to try and manage the stream and like carry the gear whilst sweltering under the heat with all the noise as well. You to talk. You got shout all the time. 'cause the traffic's so loud. There's like no calm peaceful places in Bangkok. Apart from Ben Kitty Park, maybe Lupini Park. Those are the only two parks. So how would I do it next time? I don't know. I'm thinking I just go out at night like from five until 12 when the sun's down and then stay in the condo until then. Like do condo stream until four or five and then go out. Maybe it's also, I mean if you watch my streams for air smr, Thailand's not nice. Yeah, maybe I, I keep Thailand short. I don't know about this whole move into Thailand thing anymore. The heat. Well I was looking at Thailand because winter was so cold here and I wanted to escape winter. Now I want to escape the heat. Do I think it was a betrayal of blood bucket? Well me betraying her Ka betrayed her 'cause he leaked the secret unban someone I don't know who I've banned recently. Blood bucket. Never said to give it a secret blood bucket. Was disappointed that I told her not to tell anyone. She wanted me to tell people who last person banned was could bra remover. 'cause he was saying, I'm coming to find you twink. I'm come find your twink ass. What you want me to unban him? I forgot why I banned his void Co guy. He only had a one week ban that lifts in a few days. Could bra remover void. Co Saron Sarga <inaudible>. The leader Live. Jerry McDougall. Giovanni Estrada. Ambiguous man. Sniffy. So Mario Mario's really annoying though. He comes from YouTube and he's always writing hate comments. What about that BTV Tale is the guy that kept whinging at me about abandoning my YouTube channel and it declining if I ever go back to it. What about Void Co then there unban him. Imagine he's here right now. Well I'll put out some videos when crypt comes. 'cause that's the only interesting thing that's gonna happen. Now I don't have to make videos. I can only focus on making videos when there's something interesting. Instead of pumping up clickbait, I'll do picking up my new girl from the airport and then she's moving in. Why don't I just copy the meter videos? 'cause they did well I'll copy the meter video titles and I stopped posting on YouTube 'cause it doesn't get any views. Doesn't make any money. And I've got nothing to talk about. What am I gonna talk about How I went to Kit Hill and got hot or maybe do some vlogs when cryp hit or I clip the streams and edit that into a vlog. But I think it would just be easier to, instead of editing hours now of footage, it would just be easier to film the footage while streaming. Which is, I mean the GoPro could come in handy in that situation 'cause that could be streamed like this. And just hold the GoPro and say, oh grapes blah blah blah. My problem with Kit Hill, it is too hot. And no toilets, no hot girls. Not up to my standards. So how's the footage? Let me see. Yeah, it looks much better in the Tesco. It would be better when I get my flip server than I wear it on my backpack instead of this POV. It's not POV is it? It's like trolley view. Uh, smash Samsung still doing that Weird problem. Yeah, it looks good. Shirt looks good too. When I was married in Japan, making videos was so easy. All I had to do was just film me and Jiro going out and then make it about life in Japan. Shopping at Japanese shopping center with Japanese wife. I felt like it was so easy to make content. I didn't feel nervous filming either. 'cause I was with Jiro. Having the whole Japanese thing is like a cheat code 'cause it's probably the one thing that people care most about. 'cause no one cares about British this British that. French this French that it's hard to eat with a camera on my chest. Finding a new Japanese wife. Tricky. And she has to be at least as attracted as your hero. And I get married to her and then I ditch her in the middle of the night. Otherwise I'd have to do the whole divorce thing again. Although, to be honest, I didn't do anything for the divorce. I just signed a paper. I signed a paper and sent it back to her. Sheira already did it. All right. Now I'm more interested in having a western girlfriend and we stream together and travel or we live somewhere together. I, I feel like I exhaust all of the viewer girl options and then when there's no viewer girls left. And then I think about, look for another 40-year-old Japanese woman. I don't know if there's any potential girlfriends within the current group of viewer girls. We already cut out Moon. Now we're gonna trial all out Crypt. We've got the other Canadian girl as well. We'll just go through all of them. And then try dating apps. I am much earning from these live streams about $250 a day. Yeah. Pretty good. I guess I can't ban TB then since you chat so much. Ban immunization. No, come back. I need the money. Oh, that was a good pot needle. Can't be a good noodle. No promise. It's so hot. It's hard to enjoy it. Portfolio is doing good. I'm up 10 pounds. Hmm. Prime day sale ends in eight hours. I might buy something. Number one. Fly traps Any sales Fruit flies zero in outdoor fly trap. What's that? It is just kind of gross having these sticker things full of dead flies stuck on it. Hmm. Could get a sun hat. This one's on Prime ail. Should I get this? How about this one? Unfortunately they all look kind of stupid, but it's making me lose money unless I just sit at my house from morning until midnight. Well, I'll wait until this other hat comes and then see GoPro's coming between six and eight. I Well, if I go to Thailand, I just sit in a condo like this. I put the air con on. But then what's the point going? <laugh> Go all the way there. Sit in a condo. I dunno. I still want to go. I just don't think I'd want to go for that long different Asian country. Like what? Oh, I got my only fan's money. 38 pounds. Oh yeah. Paid to myself, Malaysia. And uh, yay. I'm out of overdraft. I got my refund for the wus. Amazon one 40. I, I'm up 60 pounds. How long until I go back into overdraft though? I've got 30 pounds in my checking account. I mean, get rid of the overdraft thingy. Back to zero. Okay. Can we stay out of overdraft challenge? Where is it? Wait, what? What is it? Oh, I didn't save it. It still says overdraft. 8 2 4. Yeah. Stream lapse is with thing. We change numbers. But if you don't press X and close stream labs before you shut the computer down, it forgets what you did and reverts it back quite green. Nice. Shade of green. Isn't that beautiful? Overdraft is zero. Make it bigger. Uh, fly my ear. It's like maybe we find more indoor activities do in my house. Like I do some painting. I, uh, dunno. I, it's so small I can't grab it. Ah. Oh God. Everything's moving. It's so annoying 'cause this screen's so tiny. I got it. Fucking fire. Why does it land on my arm? Uh, why does it buzz around my head? Oh God. It really wants me to kill it, doesn't it? Yeah. Keep pissing me off. Keep on doing that. See what happens. I will end your life. Fly. Just leave me alone and I'll leave you alone. Now look, overdraft is zero. Looking nice. Seems like the stocks never move. It's always 4,500. I I try her face without glasses. Better or worse? I think the glasses make my face look more interesting. I look a bit plain without glasses. I, how about points? Channel points. 1 million points. Shave my head 1 million points. Dye my hair pink. Yes, it's 'cause you're so used to seeing me with glasses when I take them off. It looks weird. I think I look weird as well without them. Yeah. Where are my white hair? Oh, that's one there. I think I need to pay someone to pluck them out for me. Oh, is that one? No. Ah. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I got it. No, I'm losing it. I got it. I got it. Where is it? Oh, I pulled out the black ones. Oh, where's it gone? Oh, I lost it. Fuck is that? It is that one there too. Oh my god. It's loads. Oh, it's loads. Look. Oh my God. No, no. There's more under here. Oh, there's loads here. Ah, I got you. Fucker. Oh, there's tons. Oh no, there's just so many I can't keep up now. And where's that big one? Oh God. Oh there is. We've got white hair pucking content now I got, I got it there. Come on. I said I've got it. Oh, I got it. Oh that's a black one. The fucking where? That it then it's hard to get it. My arm's hurting. Oh, I've got it. I've got it. I got it. <laugh>. Oh, is that another one? No, this is that one. Oh my God. It's over. I'm old. It's over. I'm old. There's no hiding it anymore. I got so many grays. There's loads around the lower bit. Like this bit here is low. I see that one there. Like this bit. Look, I can see loads. But there's one. There's too many. There's that one There. Isn't that one. Look, there's that one. Ah, that one there. Oh got it. Three. Oh, I see another one. I lost it. Oh, I can't see it. I didn't realize how that one. Oh what is that? There's lots at the back look. No, no. Oh, there's so many. I can't even look. I can't get them. I got that one. I lost it. Where is it? Oh it's a black one. No, there's too many. I can't get them. It's too difficult. I'll pull them all out. Ah. I can't use my left hand. There are too many and I can't grab them. And this, it looks weird. Like it's too long here. White hair plucking content. Uh, I think we gotta do this properly. It's time to bring out the big guns. Fucking fly. Fuck you. Ah, they're too short. Can't do it. I can't do it because everything's mirrored. And if you wanna go left, it goes right. I fucking get it too hard. I leave. My hair stay longer. My hair needs to be longer. Really? Let it go. Great. No, never. If this is a couple, I want to pluck it out. Where's your content? This is the content plucking gray hairs existential crisis in. Oh fuck. I keep putting up black hair. I nearly got it. Oh, I got it. I got it. <laugh>. I got it. Ah, I can't get the ones out the back. Well, as long as you still like me Cryp, then whatever. I guess the ones at the back of my neck, like the back of my head. They're so hard to get out. You can't really see them anywhere unless you brush under. But the ones on the top and the side of the head. Yeah. I don't like those. Do you like my new shirt? You got a new t-shirt today? Bulks wagon. Samba pretty ice. Yeah, so I got this food and I walked out of Tesco and the security alarm went off and then it automatically locks the wheel in the trolley. I didn't even know they could do that. Did you know they could do that when you go out the door and the security thing beeps? 'cause you've apparently stolen something. It locked the wheel in the trolley. I couldn't move it. And the staff instantly knew what was going on. I thought, how do they know my trolley's broken? I thought it was broken. I thought the wheel jammed. And she told me to stay there. And I was like trying to lift up the troll. I looked like I was trying to make a run for it. Trying to lift the tro up. I was just trying to get outta the way of the door. And um, I don't know why the alarm triggered. Was there a security tag I bought Salmon wa you, where's the security? Oh, what's that Lock? Remove all packaging for security. Protected you sneaky fuckers. Where's the security tag? Where is it? Is it in the barcode? Security protected. It must be like a little chip. Do you think it's in the packaging? It's in the meat <laugh>. Maybe it's in the packaging. What about the salmon? I can't believe they security package the Wagyu. Even though the salmon. I think salmon was more, what about the pork? It's so embarrassing. I mean I paid, I scanned it and I paid for it. I It is not on it. It must be on this fridge. Oh my God. Stay good fridge. Good boy. My carpet, when I stand on my carpet, I can feel things on it. Oh my god. Existential crisis. So many white hairs. Oh Jesus. Ingredients. Wagyu beef. 86%. What it says British beef. How is it Wagyu? If it, you know, wa means Japanese idiots. British beef would be aew. How does it Wagyu? If it's British beef, it's supposed to be Japanese beef. That's what the WA means. Like Ku Wagyu. What else starts with a why Not real Wagyu, but I melted my mouth per a hundred grams. Grams. Why do I put per a hundred grams when there's 340 grams on it? How am I supposed to do the maths? 29% fat in one burger. Oh my God. Oh there's 300 calories in one burger. 40% saturates in one burger. Oh my God. Getting heart cancer. Rich and succulent. Oh, getting old. Got white hair. Look. Got three. This is why I need my big monitor back. <laugh>. Good old <laugh>. I don't lie my way here. I don't wanna dye my hair either. 'cause it will make it damaged. It's over. Damn. My scalp is so white. My scalp has never seen sunlight. Maybe it's time to shave it all off. No, no. Where are my tweezers? Where are my tweezers? I don't have my tweezers. No, you fucking fucking here. Get you. Get you fucking, fucking Come here. Rip it all out in a minute. Yes. You fucking bitch. Got you. Fucker ha eat shit. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Oh, where's he going? Ah ha ha. Get get outta my head. What was that? Another one? No, there's too many down there. I can't get them. Ooh, where you going? Ah, there's loads. No, I can't get these ones. They're too hard to get. And is that skin cancer? So skin cancer, I can get the ones on top easily. What's that? No, no. Ah. It's all wiggly as well. Ooh, disgusting. Where's it gone? That is who I see it. Ah W sucker. Oh I got it. Oh God. Do you have gray hairs? Crips. Oh is that one? Oh no, it is fine. 'cause it will regrow black. You pull the white one out, it won't regrow white again. Ah. Ah, let's see. There you go. Ah, black ones. Oh, I lost it there. Oh, I got it. I got it. I got it. Oh God. Oh well I thought indigenous people had gray hair too. All the whites. Is this good content? This or driving this or Kit Hill? Oh, oh, oh. No, no. Not another one. No. Ah. Oh God. I can't get it. Can't isolate it. Well I got it. I got it easy. Oh God. Oh God. Oh god. This is the worst day ever. The worst day of my life. I need my big monitor back. It is not gray. It's the light sharp. The lighting's making it look great. Ah. I need to buy more stuff of that Amazon to make myself feel better. It seems like a lot around the back bit and the sides. Yeah. Well I saw white hairs on my sister too and she's younger. Oh girl. Getting paid $250 a day for this white hair. Oh there you are. White hair content. Okay. Yeah. Nepal guy had gray hairs and he was like 25 when I first met him. I was 27. I didn't have white hairs when I was 27. Do you think I'm stressing out more? I ha I remember seeing some white hairs when I was with Jiro. Maybe I just didn't look that coly. 'cause I didn't have this camera set up. I was starting to get a bit cooler. I'm gonna try out my weed spray maybe in the evening. You dumb fucking fly the door's right here. No, I've always had those gray hairs on the back of my head. But I never thought I'd do this on screen. <laugh>. I just kind of don't give a shit anymore. I guess there's a few things I never thought I would do on camera, which is number one, show my face without a filter. And number two, show my gray hairs. I guess streaming all the time really makes you not give a fuck anymore because you just can't hide it anymore. Spray the weed spray in my hair. I heard there's like a service in Japan. Get young, cute girls. Pull your white hairs out. Maybe they give you a BJ too. Well if I spray this on my spring onions, what if I spray it on the fly? Well I've got weed here. No, there's a weed but I spray it on the roots. On the, actually on the pedals. It's not doing anything. It smells funny. Nothing's happening. Oh it's dripping on my fingers. Oh, it's dripping all over my fingers. Oh it smells weird. Oh it burns. Ah, ah. Uh uh. Is it gonna kill the insects? I saw lots of insects. Is this chemically sprayed them with the chemicals? Is it Asian orange <laugh> mustard gas. Oh it stinks here. Fuck. Oh, I stepped on the fork. Stupid fucking thing. Oh, I stepped on the fork. Ah. Over the fucking fork there. Ah. Gardening's. Hard work. Get rid of some of the songs on my playlist. They're annoying. I don't even know why they're on my playlist. My foot. Oh. Oh my foot hurts. Hmm huh. Wow. Look at this. Look, I think you're really attractive and really want to fuck you. But I know you won't see this. Hmm? I have seen it. Okay. Is it a girl? First of all? What should I say? I want to fuck you too. Oh yeah. As if that's her. This is definitely a troll account, but yeah, sure. That's what she looks like. Definitely fake. Send me your pics. Oh, why don't I mean if you want me to want to fuck you, at least show me what I'm dealing with so I know if I want to fuck you back. I can't believe they put the security tag in there and it triggered the alarm. Never buy and wag you again. I don't think I buy this again. Mainly because it's embarrassing. People think I stole now next time I'm gonna check on the back to see if it's got a secret security thing. I can't stop looking at my hair now. It's over. Promise. You spray it and the wind blows it and then I can smell the spray everywhere I switch to. I can't tell which way it's supposed to be up 69% <laugh>. Really? I wonder what new games are on it yet. Any new games? I wanted to go Kit Hill. I start my wind muff into my pin code. Oh God. I've gotta scan the fucking QR code. Why can't anything just let me fucking go in the shop. I don't care about stupid Nintendo account security. Oh no. My Nintendo account's gonna get hacked. Stupid security stuff. Okay, what we got it is given me a tutorial on how to use the shop. Just show me the fucking games. Oh my God. What are you doing? How about search now what about current offers? Find Fantasy nine. That's old. Switch is great if you wanna play games that are like 15 years old. What about charts? Oh, Tony Hall was pro skaters out now. Oh, the girl who wanna fuck me message me. I, she said I would, but I was just on your live. Really? Well where are the picks then? I can't tell if I want to fuck if there's no picks. Where are the picks at? Should not sending pics. There's no games coming out that look good. No, I think Tony Hawke's be boring. You just jump and do tricks and try and get a combo without falling over. So how long until the weeds die? I gotta spray my whole garden. Put this here. Getting hungry again. I am bored. Chocolate. Maybe I'll have salmon tonight. Oh God. What the fuck are you guys on about? Okay, you're all timed out. <inaudible> timed out. Uh, you're timed out. The fuck are you talking about? This ain't your fucking Facebook page bitch. Get get the fuck outta my live chat talking about food. Go DM each other like little gay boys. You are fucking use my life. Catch your your Facebook chat page. Fuck they fuck off here. Fucking cunt. Get the fuck out my chat. Fucking bullshit. Talking about completely irrelevant fucking bullshit in my chat. Get the fuck out of here. Fucking Marge. Who else talking about fucking kebabs in my chat? Turbo. Express your band. I fucking my fucking fuck up my fucking life. Why the fuck are you talking about German food? Why are you fucking talking about German food? I never said anything about German food. Why the fuck are you Ram talking about fucking German food? Shut the fuck up. Stupid fucking idiots. Yeah. This is not a place to have a discussion. It's not your Facebook page. Derailing whatever we are talking about is just stupid bullshit. Oh God. So annoying. Who gives a shit about fucking kebabs? Kebab over Turkey donor Germany, Turkey donor kebabs. Shut up. No one fucking cares about your stupid, boring fucking conversation. You're the fuck out my life. Chat fucking bitch. Fucking ban all you fuckers. Don't give a shit. I'd rather have a dead chat and bunch of fucking idiots filling up with bullshit topics. I don't give a shit about the fuck out here. Fucking idiots. Fuck they think they are. They think they'll, they think I won't ban them. Just 'cause Oh more engaged chat is gonna gimme more. I don't care. Still make $200 a day better. Makes a difference anyway. Oh God. When we can't do IRL the day drags. I just play marro cart on my switch. There's no other game on switch too. That's worth playing Cyberpunk. Yeah, but I've already finished it on pc. I don't wanna play it again. Yeah, this is too damn hot. I can't go out there. Maybe from around five or six. Be a bit more bearable but I don't go out now. Yeah, it would've been cool if I hadn't already played cyber punk if probably all the cool games coming out on it are like five years old. So I've already played them and I can send the conservatory again. There's no way to walk near here. You end up just walking on the country roads where people are doing 60 miles per hour. It's not fun. I looked around on Google Maps and it's just uh, country national speed limit roads everywhere with no footpath, no parks. You've gotta drive and know 15 minutes to get to anywhere where it's a nice walking area. So I keep going to Kit Hill 'cause it's like the only place nearby where you could have a nice walk. The new GoPro's coming between six and eight and they've got the flip seven coming on the 22nd. Although I'm not looking forward to the GoPro. I didn't realize it was not gonna work Wirelessly with stabilization and how market's doing. What the hell does that sound? Well, I didn't know. I thought GoPro was still good. I all I wanted was a small camera. Now I dunno if I give up on this idea or I get the Osmo action five now. Silly meaning for assuming a camera known for a stabilization wouldn't be able to have a stabilization. And then what's the point of it? I think I'll just stick with my phone. I don't get an action cam. At least with the phone. I can read the chat on the phone as well. Way too hot. I don't really think there's much else you can do for the setup. I think it's fine. Another grasshopper outside. Where'd that really big grasshopper go? It was stuck in the spiderweb. Oh my God. It's there. Jesus Christ. It's covered in cobwebs. All gonna be dead tomorrow. Spider's gonna be hard. Oh Jesus fucking cry. Oh, oh my God. Oh I hate how they jump. There's no spiders here big enough to eat it. Oh that one over there is kind of big. Spiders are feasting. The spider is not an insect is it? Oh, it's on its back. So for it to be an insect has to be have, it has to have six legs doesn't it? So it has eight legs, which means it's not an insect. Is that why it's not as stupid as all the other insects? These insects so dumb. They just jump into the death trap conservatory and they get stuck in it. What is it even doing? I am not attending the garden when it's this hot. I wanna go spray some weeds. The weeds think it just got sprayed some delicious water and said it's poisoned. Why do I ban the kebab chats and not the hater? I'd rather have haters than people spamming my chat. Talking about completely relevant stuff that I don't care about. At least the haters are talking about me. Why go have your fucking conversation somewhere else. Why are you spamming my chat with your stupid private conversation? I didn't say anything about kebabs did I? So why are you talking about kebabs abs? I hate people filling my chat full of stuff I don't care about that has nothing to do with anything. Get the hell outta here. Here's the things you can talk about in my chat. Me, me my girls, me, that's it. Everything else. Band. Mm-hmm. I dunno how I can do IRO in Thailand. It's so hot here. Thailand's even hotter and it's full of mosquitoes and weird stuff. I probably just stay in the condo all day and then go outside after sun's gone down. Oh, wake up. What was that? Insect is whacked into the window. So loudly content. Mm. Yeah. I could do a month or two in Thailand and if I get sick and tired of the heat, fly off to Japan for a couple months. Cool. Down back in the uk. February, march I'll come back. My car is pretty rusting falling apart. Have I given up on day trading? No. But nothing ever happens. Look for the past week. It's just been like that. Not doing anything boring. Look, it's just slowly gone up. But it hasn't, I mean that was a bit of a big move I guess. Oh my god. Oh the fucking grasshopper. She's jumping up at the wall and again pissed off with it. It's covered in spiderwebs. I think it's gonna jump back into where the spiderwebs are. Look how dumb it is. Why is it going back into the spiderweb corner? I don't know how these insects don't get cooked. Hmm. Tesla doing nothing. Russell doing nothing. Everything's doing nothing apart from crypto, which I already sold And Barrett Gold's got up back over 21. I probably said it. If it gets up to 22 Barrett Gold is just doing that boring. That's why I'm not saying ripping and tanking anymore. Nothing happens. Yeah, it's so hot. I went outside earlier today thinking I was gonna go to Kit Hill. Even just driving was not fun. I was burning up in my car. Even with the air con on Max. It was, I think it was 35 degrees inside the car. I had my air con full blast. I guess I'm stuck in. So I just made this really good IRL set up with great stability and quality and now I can't even go out and use it. A Saturday is also a sculpture. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, cloudy. Thank God. Can't do eye rail like this. I need a hat as well. Mm-hmm <affirmative> anything to buy before the prime day ends. How about this one? Looks, how about that? <laugh>? Oh God. I do not let that grass up. It's really big as well. Uh, now I'm reading Discord. Why I There is a massive grasshopper. It randomly keeps jumping and making this disgusting sound. Like I don't like grasshoppers. Those weird looking legs. It'll be dead tomorrow morning. Door's right there. And it's gonna cook alive in here too stupid to find a way out. Oh my God. It's so stupid. He keeps getting stuck in the spider webs. He keeps climbing into the spiderwebs like it wants did die. Oh God. It's so tired. Oh God. I dying. I gotta go out this room. It's still too hot in here. I can't do anything. Okay. What shall buy next? Although I kind of wanna stay out of overdraft now I'm out of overdraft. I don't see what's gonna get me back into overdraft before I get a load of money. And uh, when I get my GoPro refund I have 300 pounds so I won't be getting into over draft. I don't think there's anything else added by until next week. It says my next payday is the 16th of July. What day is it today? The 11th. So I get paid in five days or sixth. Should be another 1,200 pounds if I do 15 hours a day. Yeah. Still doing only fans. It's just hard to make stuff now 'cause I have to set time aside to focus on it. But I feel like it doesn't make that much money. I feel like I should maybe post something tomorrow. It's a nice extra five, 600 pounds a month for hardly any work. I wonder if the YouTube viewers missed me yet. Don't get any comments begging me to come back. Um, yeah I wanna stay off overdraft. Hmm. How can I stay out of it? Usually after the first week of the month, I don't really have any more bigger expenses. Bills all paid. Rents paid. So I should be free flowing with positive cash flow. Uh, no. I'm getting a girl coming over next month actually gonna have sex every day. I'm gonna be naked on the sofa whilst you write hate comments. So next money I'm getting will be GoPro refund 280 that gimme up to 300 pounds. And then wait five days for another Thousandish from kick. Wait 10 days about a thousand from YouTube. Yeah. I don't really wanna buy anything more for the IRL setup up. I think it's fine. I I think we're done. No, she hasn't shown the passport bit suss that she hasn't taken a picture of it. You could just take the picture of the outside of it holding it. Any mood news about moving to Thailand? Um, not really. I think I'm just gonna go for like a month or two. I don't really wanna move there anymore. I think after a month or two I'll be sick and tired of it and then I'll come back to my house. I guess after I nut my brains out. I don't know. I mean living in Thailand would be solve some problems. Like I have easy access to girls. I mean a big city. I don't need a car. I can live in a nicer place for less money. I could easily just go downstairs and then start walking the streets. Look for a girl. Maybe I'll meet some horny backpack of white girls. Be like Asian guys. 'cause nothing's gonna happen here Is that all I'm surrounded by is old people and sheep. But drive an hour until there's any kind of nightlife. I don't wanna do nightlife in the UK anyway. You'll miss the UK and go back. Yeah. Once I get fed up of nightlife and messing about with girls, maybe I'd miss the UK and driving and peace and quiet. You forget how peaceful it's here in the UK until you spend a year or two in Thailand and it drives you insane. The only piece you get is when you high up in your condo. Yeah. I will miss my pot noodle, my RU'S burgers, my bacon sandwich. Good food. McCoy's crisps, pepperoni. No country has food like we do. Well crypto will come end of August into September. I'll see if I can get the other Canadian girl to come in September too. And then I'll rest up in October. Try and apply for the, I don't know if I wanted DTV visa anymore. I'll rest up in October and then prepare for Thailand. November two months in Thailand. January, February somewhere. I dunno. Back here in March Hill Unloop. And then if I'm still doing kick next year, maybe I'll get Tesla model Y because I'll be rich. Kit Hill Reservoir. Where else? I don't really like the beach that much. I don't know. Beach is okay I guess. Yeah. Maybe I'll go to the beach again. Yeah, maybe we go to the beach. Yeah, I quite like the beach actually last time. Now we've got a night hawk in the Bella box and the wind muff. It says the beach. Mm. An hour drive. I definitely would start the stream there, not do an hour drive stream If I feel myself stream myself driving that basically pays for the electricity that it would cost to do the driving. Yeah I could park. I don't know the national trust carpark had no signal and I maybe I do Beed car park again. Which you mean I'm lazy. I'm working hard now. Is that ale my finger? I'm working now having to put up with your stupid ass. It's more than enough hard work having to suffer your existence. I dunno. I mean look, we live in a world where you can do anything you want. You can work hard. You can be a porn star. You can be a bank robber, you can be a crypto millionaire. You can sit on your ass live streaming all day doing nothing. Why would you choose not to? And from my dad's generation, you had to get a job. There was no internet, there was no crypto, there was no porn star. You had to get a job. There's no other choice. But we live in a day and age where I'm getting paid to sit on my sofa doing nothing. So why would I not do that? You, you can do anything you want in this world. People making a living, filming themselves sleeping. Why bother? Mm. Imagine the whole world starts thinking like this. No one gets a, everyone just starts streaming sitting in the house doing nothing. No one works. <laugh> whole world falls apart. Uh, I think I'm providing very valuable service to the world. <laugh> 10,000 people at Kit Hill. Yeah <laugh>, all of Devon at Kit Hill Live streaming <laugh>. That would be pretty funny. Like the ice beside and leeches. But instead of just 10 people, a thousand leeches walking around with the better boxes going. Oh no it's effing. Is it bad guys? It is. Oh it's effing massive. 10,000 people group orgy on top of the Kit hill filmed by a drone. I I problem with the beaches. It's so far away. I went to the beach twice. I went back to the Cliffs to test the Nighthawk. But then the EE sim was actually better than the Nighthawk. Hmm. Well I guess it's better for me that everyone does still keep trying to get real jobs and it's just me and a couple others living this far bond lifestyle. I, I reckon most people still don't believe. But if I told them I make six KA month sitting on my sofa doing nothing, they would think I'm just having a laugh. Uh, I'm making content actually. I What do you mean I'm wasting my life weight. I'm working hard making money for me and Crips future baby. He's gonna be called Mr. Wawa. Wow. Will I be the dad? Well I don't know. It depends. If she's sleeping with a bunch of other people and she says it's my baby, I'm gonna need DNA test. 'cause I don't know. She says she's not gonna sleep with other people but who knows? I, she knows I disapprove. So she might keep it a secret. Now I think she's just never slips with an Asian guy before. She wants to give it a taste. So yeah, if she does get pregnant and claim it's mine, I'm gonna need DNA test. Although how's the DNA test gonna prove it's mine? I need to submit my DNA as well don't I? Well if it comes out black then obviously it's not mine. She says she's gonna try and get the barbecue going. Oh nice. See how good she is at being a housewife. Cancel the phone. No flip. Seven looks really cool. It's got a really big external display that can open any app. I could watch YouTube on it. Discord, what else did I do? I wonder if I can stream from it and have the external display show the kick chat. That would be fucking amazing. 'cause when I do this, I can't see the chat. I look on my iPhone like this. If the external display shows the chat outside, that would be so cool. Wouldn't that be amazing? I could turn it around like this and still see the chat. I could do a do not buy video as well. So look, there's massive external display so you don't even have to open the phone. You can use it as a little square phone instead of having this stupid long rectangle thing. Which I've always hated because look, even this is the iPhone mini. I can't reach the top of the screen with my thumb. It's too long. I want a square phone. I do need it. It's for my job. Yeah Also I need uh two phones, two new phones because if I'm gonna do dating, I need two fresh devices. One device is good but two is better. I can have two shots of they. I've got five sims now with five new numbers. I just need some new photos. My thumb needs to reach the top so I can look. I can't tap the search button only makes no sense to you 'cause you're not thinking outside of the box. No, I don't care about drones. Drones are boring. What they do is fly about how the flies not get tired flying around around circles all day. Can't you just sit down and shut up? It keeps flying around my feet. What is it even trying to do? Oh so you've never had to use your phone one handed and struggle to reach the top of the phone and had to like jiggle it about in your hand. Then you just don't use your phone that much I guess. Or you've got massive hands just 'cause you can't picture it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Well I'm not getting a square phone to watch things on it. I'm just saying that's a cool thing it can do if you needed it to do that. And sometimes yeah, I would like a square phone instead of a rectangle one. And the main reason is so I can put it in my bag strap flipped and it doesn't look like a rectangle in my bag. Strap. The square shape will blend in more with the bag strap without sticking out. Also because it's thicker, 'cause it's folded, it can stand up on its own. And also you can open it slightly, put it into tent mode and you can just stand it on things. But a normal phone, you can't do that 'cause it's really thin. But you can do it tent mode, LS shape mode, put it in L shape mode and then you can prop it up on things which is really useful. It's a perfect camera. It's got the footprint of almost an action cam like a GoPro 'cause it can fold in half. But it has a functionality of a phone apps and other stuff. I'll send the GoPro back. I wish I didn't get the GoPro. It's just I've had fond memories with GoPros back from my Japan days. I spent many days using it to make videos. Some of the vlogs were made on GoPros which mean I didn't use money to buy courses. I was in traveling traders this school for two months learning cost me $200. I learned the skills I needed for day trading and I left. And I think the results speak for themselves. Let's see up 500 pounds. Learned about s and t diversions, fair value gaps. Uh data, high data, low London, high London low. My all time chart since a year ago I'm up. I am up 13% and see, look, I'm doing better than the market. 13%. I'm doing way better than the market. See look, I'm outperforming the world market by about 5%. I'm up 13%. World markets up 8%. So yeah, I am winning late stage goal is I wanna put more, I wanna put my kick money back into stocks to get back to where I was before I lost it all. But that would be after I pay off my mom. Well I'll be doing it while I pay off my mom. I guess I, I'll chuck a couple thousand my mom's way once I'm out of credit card debt and reinvest the rest of it. I obviously at no point looking at lifetime 'cause it would have that massive loss that I had in 2021 but that doesn't count. That was one catastrophic loss I had when I first started and didn't know what I was doing. So I don't think it's fair to count that it was just one loss where I invested at the high of the market and the market crashed. So my performance doesn't look good if you include the one that massive catastrophic loss I had. So I don't think that counts. It's like someone could be good driver but then they had one crash where they wrecked the car. Yeah, okay. It's just unlucky, beginner's luck whatever. It's just one crash. But then the rest of the time they were a pretty good driver. It's just beginner's mistake. Then we did six hours, 45 minutes. Another seven hours. Get to wait six. I wanna do another nine hours. Really it's five o'clock so it's seven. No I can't do nine. I can, it's only five six. I can do another six. I can do another seven. I think so I think we do 14 today. It should get me about $240 since we got higher viewers today. I can't be with the market's not doing anything. It's crazy. Well yeah you don't need a license to trade but you kind of should really trading's the one thing that's so difficult to do that you don't need any qualifications or licenses to do it. Everything else you need qualifications. But anyone can start trading, open a brokerage account and start putting money in even though it's this extremely difficult thing to do. That's why a lot of people get wrecked. Less people get wrecked by driving because they have to do a lot of learning and training to be able to pass a test. Like if you needed to pass a test to trade, most people would fail and not get to the point where they're able to lose any money. So like imagine if driving, you didn't have to take tests and anyone could just go and get a car and you didn't need a license. And imagine how many people are gonna crash, crash on the roads. Now I'm not really day trading anymore to be honest. I'm just swing trading. I hold petitions for weeks and months. I haven't actually entered an exit trade in a day in a long time now since I started kick, I haven't really bothered with day trading 'cause to try and catch these little movements based off a setup, you gotta sit there staring at the fucking charts like a hawk. I don't have time for that. I've got the live stream and the chart's not doing anything most of the time. So you are gonna be staring at it like this whilst he's doing nothing all day. Look this is doing nothing bar coding, nothing. Uh, Russell 2000 tanked. Uh, 1.7%. I'm better off using my money to buy tech that I can use to create my content. That is the thing that's making the actual money here on this stupid fucking grasshopper crawled back up into the spider webs and oh my god, it is so dumb. It's now completely stuck and suspended in the air. It was over here, it was fine and it just walked back into the corner. Spiders are smart setting up the webs in the corners 'cause insects seems to gravitate towards the corner but it's like suspended in the air from its legs now It's not getting outta that. That's so dead. A spider's gonna suck it dry. I can't believe how dumb it is. It could have just walked out the door. It literally walked into the spider's nest spider's webs. But it's completely stuck. <laugh>. It's like hanging there from his legs. I was gonna buy a new phone anyway because I want fresh phones so I can do dating again in case in case these fan girls don't come through and have sex with me. I'm gonna have to resort back to dating apps. In which case I'll need some new phones won't I? And also extra phones is gonna help with my IRL 'cause my Bella box needs modems. Bare box modem hungry. You wouldn't understand this 'cause you're dumb. You don't understand why I need new phones. It's because this phone is really hot and slow. The Samsung is smashed the smash Samsung is smashed. Unusable apart from being a modem. And this phone is fine I guess, but a bit old and I need a second clean phone. So if I meet some girls it'll be content won't it? So it's an investment into content and getting sex. If you don't understand that then you're very low at IQ. Now I don't want another iPhone. If I'm getting a new phone, it's gotta be Samsung iPhone's rubbish. Now this phone will be retired and you'd be used as a modem 'cause plugged into the Bella box. It'll work as a modem. It works as a modem better than the smash Samsung because I don't know why but the smash Samsung, it keeps switching itself off. But I could test it. It now, so is one of the biggest problems I have right now with the bear box. Where is it? What's, so what you do is plug in power and then we plug in the smash Samsung. It's already plugged in. Alright so it says that it does this and it automatically does USB tethering. Okay now let's see. Yeah it's connected but will it stay connected? That is the question. We'll just leave it on I guess. See what happens. I need toilet. I smashed the Samsung. I was doing every loading my car up, I put the phone in the door hinge of the boot, forgot it was in there. Shut the boot down, cracked it. I completely forgot I put it in there. So it's using the Samsung S 10 plus as a tethered connection right now. I only said you're low IQ if you don't understand why I need new phones. I need three phones for the Bella box and I need two fresh new phones for dating apps. Do you want me to have sex or not? Me having sex is the best for both of us. It means I get sex and then you get funny stories. Do you want funny stories or not? Otherwise shut up. So Samsung's still connected, introduced Bobby to K Crypt <inaudible> sale. The new viewers came in from Zdi and I showed them Bobby Brown. They all left <laugh>. That's funny. Look, I can't see the screen. Uh, it's really annoying data. Hmm? Hotspot hot spot hotspot. Oh my god. Hotspot. Oh so this mobile hotspot is off but does it need to be on? I think it doesn't need to be on to be tethered. Yeah, you don't need the hotspot on I think. Oh my God. Okay. USB tethering on. Oh God the market is not doing anything. How boring <laugh> is it just me always Tom Cruise beginning to look like a middle aged lesbian. What? He still looks fine I guess. Isn't he like 70 though? Well David Mitchell looks like a granddad now. You don't know David Mitchell from Peep Show. Mark Corrigan. This girl's pretty hot. Damn. James May looking old too. Oh God, we all old now. This girl really does look like Oscar from Neon Genesis. Wonder what ice is up to. Which I think is having a nervous breakdown over Kim. He wasted eight years of his life dating this girl and now it led to nowhere. That's got hurt. It's a shame. Kim seemed like such a nice young lady. Everyone's telling ice he should dump Kim otherwise she'll just feel like she can get away with anything. Apparently Kim sent pictures to another guy, made ice feel insecure and treats him like shit. And is rubbish at being a girlfriend and isn't there for him when he needs her to be. I saw a 10 minute phone call with Sam Pepper. Sam said you got a dumper. And then I said he can't stand, he hates uh, Hannah. Sam's ex said she's a really annoying bitch. See these girls, they look nice but they're, they're nightmares be with no wonder Sam ditched Hannah. Now I got ditch Kim. These girls look nice but they must be absolute nightmares to be with little mentally insane. Aren't they playing their little shit games like making you jealous, hanging out with other guys to see if, see how you react to see if you care or not. It's a problem with women but they look good and everything. You wanna be with them and make them happy. But then they just, they do the stupid shit tests to see if you really love them or not. Oh I didn't even, oh I hung out with Joe. I didn't even think you would care when they're only doing it to find out if you care or not and see if you flip out. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Sonny did it to me. Do you remember the sweet guy? Oh I made up the sweet guy Date to see if you cared or not. Oh I, I lied to you about staying in Japan to see how you would react to see if you cared or not. So inflicting emotional torment upon me to see if I care or not is okay in your eyes. That's just messed up as you ditch Sonny straight from that incident. Toxic. I think if a girl does that, you gotta ditch them faster. Never did that. Ro never did that. Mila never did that. Sonny was my first taste of like a truly toxic woman who does these emotionally manipulative things and they, this is selfish. They don't care if it upsets you as long as it pleases them. You're very selfish, toxic woman. Sunny is, it's all about her like oh shut down YouTube channel because it makes me upset. Don't worry that it's your entire career legacy. That's how you make your money. But because it makes me upset you are turn it all off. What bitch Never hand over power to people like that. Good thing I came to my senses before it's too late. Never let anyone have that kind of power over you. I think if they can try and control you in that way then not someone you want to be with anyway. 'cause it would blow up sooner or later. I mean it's her right to not wanna date someone who has a toxic audience. Would it be nice if you decided on that before meeting me? 'cause you should have known that I have a toxic audience but I guess when she first met me she didn't really think of dating. It's just like a, you know it was just a hookup really. She said a hookup wasn't it? And then it turned serious 'cause she caught feelings and I was like okay. I mean I don't really have feelings that much yet but sex is good so I guess I'll go with it. But she was catching feelings so obviously I'm not gonna say, oh no I've had enough sex. Of course I'm gonna continue wanting sex. So I just went on with it, dragged it out. It was only, I couldn't stand it. And to be honest, the last time I had sex was kind of rubbish and I didn't even see um, 'cause she was taking so long Beaning herself and she wouldn't see. Um, so I kind of ran out of energy 'cause I was planking on her for like half an hour. So I just pulled out and I was like, I'm done. I can't even nut now. And I woke up next morning and I said that was the last time she went home. That was the last time I saw her. So yeah, it wasn't really good last time, but at that point I felt like, yeah I've had my feel. It was a good run but she's getting too annoying now. It was time to let her go back to YouTube and now I've got like four girls lined up so don't even need her get loads. I'll have sex like three other women end of this year. Mark my words. What the fuck is that weird? Why that these stupid grasshoppers still in the spider web. They stuck in the spider web. <laugh> dumbass. You crawled right into it yourself, you moron. It was sitting right here and it just crawled into the spider's web and it can't get out because these long skinny dangly legs that get caught up, it's just hanging there. Suspended name the four women. Um, you know some of them. So I think you should be able to do it yourself. Ditched faster for Sunny. Yeah, well I just had zero sexual interest in faster anymore so it made sense. I, I couldn't even like the last night with with Fasta, my dick went soft whilst it was in her and I had to stop 'cause I just couldn't get it up. I said I'm sorry I'm really tired. But really it's just 'cause I felt zero sexual attraction to her. Isn't it crazy like as a guy who loves having sex and loves women, that you can be inside a women and then lose your action just 'cause you don't feel 'cause you're just bored I guess. I don't know if I met faster now after all this time has passed, would I get aroused again since I've kind of forgotten what she's like? I don't know. I definitely seemed to have better sex with chubby girls. Like the sex with Sonny was probably one of the best ever. Why do I crave sex so much? Because I'm bored. Name one thing that feels instantly as good as sex where you don't have to put any effort into it. Apart from putting your Willie in a hole. Eating food and drinking drink. That's it. And yeah, I can eat food. I just buy food. I eat it Again. Sex isn't so simple. You've got a lot of logistical things to organize. Like go get a passport, we need money. You gotta book a flight, you gotta get here. I am so bored right now. Exercise. Exercise doesn't feel good. I have to force myself to do it and it only feels good when it's over because I'm like oh thank God it's over. The only feeling of goodness when you do exercise is when it's finally over and you feel like you've done something and then you get to enjoy the muscles. I guess I don't like exercising but I like having the results. I like having sex but I don't like the results. Which is sometimes yeast infection, potentially an STD. And then worst case scenario, you're stuck with a girl in your bed that you don't really like that much and now you've gotta wait until your heart again. Hmm. Seems like the Samsung's disconnected itself. Oh no it hasn't. Yeah, it's still there. Yeah, I think it's fine. No, I didn't rage about German food. I raged about these idiots in my chat talking about something completely irrelevant that I don't care about sub clogging up my live chat with this stupid meaningless conversation that has nothing to do with anything I've said Go chat on a Facebook group chat or something. Why are you using my live chat as your little friend group chat session thing? It's not, that's not the reason for it. The reason for the chat is you chat to me or you chat about things I'm doing or talking about. You don't just start having random conversations with each other in the fucking chat. It's not discord. Okay? It's really annoying. Like I'm trying to stream, talk about stuff and I'm looking at chat and dunno what the fuck you're talking about. It's got nothing to do with anything I'm doing or saying and you're distracting me and it's rude and disrespectful. So yeah, you can get fucking banned if you do that using my chat like it's your Facebook page or something. No one cares about you unless you're one of my girls live chat is for talking about me and my girls or whatever I'm doing or talking about. Not some random stupid topic. You started that. I didn't even start talking about German food, did I? So why are you talking about kebabs pissing me off? Am hungry. I thought I had another pepperoni. I swear I had one more hungry. No. Mm-hmm <affirmative> So only six o'clock. A bit early for dinner. I already went grocery shopping today. 34 pounds. I got Wagyu. The Wagyu had a security thingy on it and it triggered the security alarm when I exited the Tesco and it wirelessly locks the trolley wheels and I couldn't move the trolley. It was so embarrassing. I tried lifting the trolley to move it out the door and the staff were telling me to stay there. Oh, can you shut up Starman? And you're irritating. All you do is whine gonna ban you two in a minute. Check outside if you've got a parcel. I don't see it. I don't see a parcel. Yeah, so the trolley wheels wirelessly locked. I didn't know they did that. And I was wondering did I steal something or what? It turns out the Wagyu Beef Burgers has a security label on it. Somehow it can trigger, even though I paid for it and I scanned it, it still triggers the door and the staff didn't come over to say, oh okay, you've paid for it. It's, it was embarrassing to be honest. I don't know if I'd buy it again. 'cause you think if you, if you pay for that and then scan it, pay for it, someone will come over and say or disable the tag so you can now walk out without it looking like you've shoplifted. Imagine put a security tag on a Wagyu burger that costs four pounds. 50. What Even the fuck. I know Wagyu is supposed to be luxury but it's only four pounds 50. It's not like a premium. Ribeye actually put in security tags on stakes as well. Spine is gonna have a big juicy mill and that Ralph hold the Tuckers itself out. It's completely run out of energy. It's not even moving. Now maybe I'll put this in the bin. Dunno, maybe if I lose my current tripod, I might need a quick temporary one. Like keep it. I bought that Thailand at the camera shop because I smashed my other GoPro tripod when I got angry. I remember getting that. It was like 3000 but and faster kept saying no, no, I can get one online cheaper. I said don't worry, I'll, I want it now, so I'll just get it now. I don't really care about saving a couple hundred bucks. It's not really important. I finally, the sun's going down. Let's go. IRL Kit Hill. No more. Sun Kitchen's getting a bit grimy. I haven't had time to do proper clean since I'm streaming all the time. We are higher maids. If I have to waste time cleaning, I'm losing streaming money. I can probably make more money than it costs a hire maid for an hour. She could blow me through nice and clean. Lovely, lovely. How should I cook the salmon pan? Fried oil. A bit of rosemary. I'm gonna start weigh now. 51 kg EG 51. Sucking it. Losers wrong again. So far I've made $2,124 in July and $2,435 in June. So it's 4,000. I made $4,500 so far. Three weeks another week. I make about 6,000 in total. A month on kick. Not bad, huh? I've made half of what I make on YouTube in one month on kick. That's crazy. Rich. Six KA month making 80 KA month. I mean a year. Life's so great. Got myself a new t-shirt it. Maybe I'll wear it. I'll save it for when Crypt comes. So I've got something fresh. Look, it's got raised lettering. Looks nice. Less than simple Volkswagen. T one samba. Keep away from fighter. Duh. Nice new t-shirt. Gotta wash this rug as well. It's getting food on it. Ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding. I can't wait for the sun to go down. I've been boiling in here. I can't even sit in. My favorite room cats haven't been coming back for catnip. Go for it should be coming between now and eight and I guess I could test out the GoPro with the Bella box. Eight stops away. I've got special password two. Oh maybe I'll write it down on my paper. What was that? Don't look my password. Yeah, that's the one. Look, they changed the little picture of the truck. It used to be just a blue dot. Now it's an actual car. Pretty cute. Look. GoPro at 13 coming, but I'm gonna send it back because I didn't check to see if it would actually work for what I want to do with it. 'cause I just assumed it would work. Silly me. I should have got the DJ I, although I don't care anymore. I just use my phone. Whatever. Shouldn't have bought it. Sent it back tomorrow. Yeah. Weird. I don't, there's a stupid dog out there. I don't hear that river gushing anymore. When I first moved in here, there was a gushing river. Listen. Yeah I can hear it slightly now. I swear it was much louder when I moved in really loud and I thought, how do the neighbors put up with that when they're right next to it? I'm not right next to it. Do you mean my kitchen's messy? How is it messy? What? 'cause I got stuff it is not messy. Nothing put away. 'cause I use it. What's the point? Putting it away and then taking it out again. I'm going to use it. I use it all the time. So I just feel like a waste of time. Putting it away. Taking it out. Put it on the rack, then put it away and then take it out again. It's pointless. So why don't I put this away? Why don't I put that away? I put everything away so I make it really hard. Next time I want to use it. 'cause now I'm gonna pull everything out again. Everything is in its place where it needs to be for when I'm gonna need to use it. Which is gonna be very soon. I don't use sesame oil much. Oops. Maybe I'll put this away. I don't use the cheese grates ever. Uh okay. I could have a cod liver oil. Yeah. Sunny used to tidy up. But all she did was this. She would just line stuff up like that. Uh, this looks a bit nice. A spice rack would be nice looking a bit grimy. My mum just looks for something to nag me about. It's not really about what's in the sink. If it wasn't about something in the sink, it would've been about something else. I can't believe she's that OCD about stuff in the sink. When she herself leaves things in the sink all the time, she says she's leaving it to soak. She would say it Soaking soak. Okay it's fine. Okay, wait for dinner. Oh, fucking fucking fly. It is just flying around in circles in the room the whole day. What is it even trying to do? Find food or what? What's the point of it even existing apart from to annoy me Like some of you people I guess not too different plan for tomorrow. Oh I dunno. I can't go out like this. It's just too hot to go anyway. The worst bit is driving. I feel like it's actually dangerous to drive your, your reaction times and judgment gets affected. Trying to feel like you're zoning out. I saw some kind of scary driving today from other people in front of me. Suddenly swerving. I dunno how the old people are coping with it. Maybe I go to the beach, it might be cooler. Take my shoes off, step on a nail and get te tinnitus to tin us or whatever the thing's called te te. But I don't really fancy an hour drive in the heat wave. Yeah. Sea water on mess. Cheesy feet polluting the oceans. I only go out and test my bella box. I even cranked up the bit rate. Got my wind muff. Where is my wind muff? It's so now I'm trying to fish things out the bag When I'm on the field. I should put it in the front pot pocket. Then I put it in the back part is the worst bit. Oh here it is. Ah. This keeps buzzing around my head. I think I'm gonna have to go on a search and annihilate mission. It keeps like doing a whiz fly around my head. I gave you plenty chances that you pissing me off. Disappeared now. Oh there it is. Where's it gone? Ah, Bella box is at nearly 40 degrees today. I think it's fine There we god, peace and quiet. Oh my god. Got another one plan for tomorrow. Hmm? I think it's gonna be another sculpture tomorrow, Saturday. Oh God. 28 degrees sunny all day without any clouds. 25, 28 degrees until six o'clock. Oh I'm not going out. It's even hotter. Oh Jesus. How are we gonna get it through these 50 hour streams? Maybe tomorrow I take a half day. I'll start later like 2:00 PM or something. When I do some only fans, hot weather is actually good for only fans. 'cause you get brain fog which makes you hor and being nakeds nice 'cause it's hot. Could make some only fans start streaming around too. I still do a 12 hour stream from two now that's 10 hours to do 12 hours. I need to start at 12. From two I could do 10 hours. That's about $160. Well I wanna make 200. Hmm. I've only got 42 followers on OnlyFans. So it's only generating me about $8 per follower after OnlyFans fees. Eight times 40 is three 80 something. So OnlyFans are only making me about 400 a month. If you throw in special messages, maybe 600 let's like two days, three days of streaming. It's not really the pulling power. Not really the having the pulling power it once had. But I sacrifice five hours kick streaming to make some money fans content to keep people subbed for a month extra. It's about 400. I guess. I wonder what I could do though. I wanna get that machine that thrusts a dildo in your ass. That looks pretty hot. 'cause none of my toys thrust on its own apart from the dildo. Crypt got me thrusts a bit, but not much. The thrusting machine's like, like that. Imagine that pounding on your prostate. That would feel good. I could ride Bobby again. I already done that though. I just do the same stuff on Loop as they say. I want a dildo with a suction cup that tilts. So it might, one has a suction cup but it only goes straight up when it's on the floor. Be nice if it tilted like that, then I can lay on my back on the beanbag. I don't really wanna buy more toys. I've already got loads. I'm not really that interested in doing only fans with Crypt anymore because Kick would just make so much more money. We gotta focus on Kick OnlyFans won't. She's been doing OnlyFans for a few months now and she's only made how much? Like a hundred dollars or something. It's rubbish. We should focus on Kick. We should focus on click baiting the YouTube people to come over to Kick. We could make hundreds just from one's room. And my fans are all gay guys so I don't really care about what they wanna see me have sex with a guy and not have sex with a girl. Their fantasy is fucking me. So they wanna see me get fucked and not have sex with a girl. They're gay. They don't care about girls. I'm sorry, I don't think it's gonna make that much money before kick. I thought yeah, only fans could make some extra money with it. Now I'm fully thinking about kick the max. Worst kick. What Sand peppers, tie streamer house. It sounds horrible. Bunch of loud, obnoxious streamers all getting in one place, shouting at each other. Sounds great. I think that's my Amazon shit. I completely forgot about my Amazon. That's just how much I don't care about the go. Hello? This one for that one. I, yes. Uh, two three. Three charges. Sorry. And uh, 2, 3 5. 2 3 5. Yep. 5, 6, 7 5, 6, 7. Thank you. Thank you very much. You too. Let's see. And usually I'll be excited but I'm not really excited. Why does it rattle? It's not the GoPro is it? What is that? Hmm? Someone got me a drink last. Nice. Thanks so much. Why is there a spring inside of it? What's that? Why would that be inside of a drinks flask shake? The protein shake. Oh. Kind of weird but I've already got one. I've got the heel flask. Oh well I guess I could have another one And then my GoPro. GoPro. I think it's such a rip off. It doesn't come with the media mod. Why do I have to buy it separately? I can't return it if I open it. Well maybe they didn't make the stupid box so hard to open then I wouldn't have to destroy it. Yeah, it's a weird box. Why do they put these stickers in it and all this rubbish? No, never reads. Okay so look, it's kind of big. Damn. It's way bigger than the GoPro seven. Put a stupid paper on it. Damn. It's way bigger and it would be cool to stream on this. How'd you Ow What? How'd you put the battery in? Oh. Oh my fingernails. Oh, there's no battery inside of it. Battery's here. Oh, I guess I need an SD card, don't I? Oh no I don't because I'm gonna stream with it. But how'd you put the battery cover over it? Oh, this design sucks. Well it's only gonna break my fingernails off. What is this? Ew. I put the battery in the wrong way. Ah, okay. Oh my God. What is that stupid noise? Beep beep beep. Okay, where's the charging port? What are the flaps? So, oh, my fingernails gonna snap off. It won't let me use it without putting SD card in. Oh my god. This is fucking shit. Oh, I'm gonna take the battery out again. Oh this sucks. Oh they put the charging port there and then I go, now I've gotta try and find my SD card. Oh, I got one. No I don't. If I don't have an SD card, I can't even test it. Aerial extra sting. Yeah, I don't card. My God, what that is. So shit, I don't have an SD card. Why? Why doesn't it let me use it without an SD card? Just let me turn it on. I don't think I have an SD card. No I didn't rage at German food. I raged at people de raiding my live chat with meaningless. Stupid conversation about nothing. No, I can't use it 'cause it's telling me to put in an SD card and I don't have one and it obviously doesn't come with one. Oh my god. That whole fucking hell. What a piece of shit. Ugh. I can't even test it. Yo Daniel, what's new? I bought a GoPro 13 but I don't have an SD card and it's telling me to insert an SD card to finish the update. Can I not test it without an SD card? You won't be able to record or save footage without an SD card. It's essential for the update process too. Grab a compatible SD card to get started. But I don't have an SD card and I just wanted to use it for live streaming so I didn't think I would need an SD card. I feel you. Even for live streaming, the GoPro needs an SD card for core functionalities like updates and storing settings. It's a bit of a bummer. That's stupid. Why can't it just save it to internal storage? It does feel a bit old school. Right. GoPros rely on SD cards mainly for their flexibility and ah, I can't believe it. I'm not buying SD card 'cause I'm gonna send it back anyway. But I wanted to test it out. I can't even test it out. Oh, a load of rubbish. It is way bigger than the GoPro seven. I mean I would not wanna walk around this with this on my bag strap anyway. And then how do you pull out the the uh, like that? Uh, I can't even test it. That's so shit. Well that's going straight back in the box. Fucking piece of shit. Waste my time. Uh, no I don't have an SD card in my phone. I had one of my GoPro but then my mom gave my GoPro to Dave Gibson and I might have had one in my switch light, which I gave to. So see how I get screwed over by giving people things now I can't even test it. Load of rubbish straight back in the box. Even quicker than the emus. Oh rubbish. I keep the USB cable. Do you think they notice? Hey this actually fits perfectly in here <laugh>. It fits perfectly in the flask box. Why won't the tripod stay? Stand up. It fixed perfectly in the flask box. Well a load of rubbish straight back to Amazon. New UPS. Oh god. Oh UPS. I hate UPS. You remember last time I tried to return something using UPS? They never showed And then they came when I was out and I'm stuck with a switch too. I was hoping we'll do royal mail. Return UPS is the only option now I've gotta stay in all day. They better come on Monday now. They'll wait until Monday for them to come. At least Royal Mail they work on Saturday. So I probably gotta stay in all day on Monday. Make sure this gets sent back. I don't wanna keep it because I'm not gonna use it. I can't even test it because I don't have an SD card. It's just giving me more work isn't it? This stupid Amazon Now I will wait until Monday for UPS to come hoping they come on on Last week when I returned the switch, they never came on Monday. I don't know when they came. They don't tell you when they're coming. Oh that was completely disappointing. Didn't even get this test out. I didn't think you needed an SD card hungry now. Seven o'clock next working day from the date of return request. Yeah, but that's what they said last time with a switch. And they never came until the end of the week. A non timed out. Can't believe I couldn't even test that. Oh well whatever. I've gotta wait until Monday. More waiting, get my 280 pounds back. Waiting, waiting, waiting. Everything's waiting for something isn't it? Uh, wait for dinner. Gotta wait for crypt to come. Gotta wait for Monday or wait for kick to pay me. Gotta wait for YouTube to pay me or wait for the stocks to go up. I gotta wait for the heat wave to finish. Oh my God. I can't do fucking anything. What can I do in the moment? I can't do anything right now. I'm just okay, I'm here. I'm sitting here. What am I gonna do? What can I do? Can't do anything. Now I'm down 280 pounds. 'cause I got stupid GoPro that I can't even test out. Yeah, GoPro was two 80. I thought at least I could hook it up to the Bella box and see what it looks like. Need an SD card to set it up. What? Why do they need SD card to do a live stream? I'm not saving anything. They could have at least put, I don't know, a gigabyte of onboard internal storage. Oh well. Oh no I do have an SD card. It's in my car. Dash cam. 'cause you just said dash cam. I just remembered I do have an SD card. Uh, should get it. Can't be bothered. Uh um. No. I thought I had an SD card. Could test it out. I dunno. I don't want it anyway. It's too big and it will look. I think having a GoPro on your bag strap looks even worse than having a phone on your bag strap because then it's really obvious you're filming. 'cause it looks like a video camera. It's too big. They, they've made the GoPro much bigger than it used to be. Well I've got all of Saturday and Sunday to maybe test it out if I pop into my car. The SD card. Uh, I don't have Ethereum. I sold it at 2,700. Sold. Oh my theum I should got. I put half of it into my day trading account and then lost it all. <laugh> here. I sold all my Ethereum for 450 pounds and then put 200 of it in my day trading account. My day trading account and lost 180 pounds of its value. So I lost all my Ethereum gains. I've got a hundred percent gains on Ethereum. But I lost it all when I put it back in my day. Trading account. Locking in gains on a trade. It's a myth 'cause you just stand up blowing up, blowing it on another trade and losing it. It's never really locked in is it? Unless you quit trading forever. I don't realize you can hear the sound so much from the neighbor. I hear them going up and down the stairs usually. I don't hear that. Don't tell me their staircases on the other side of this wall. Hmm. Well I thought 2,700 was a good place to get out. I bought it around 1600, a hundred percent gains. Seemed pretty good. No I didn't get a hat. They only had caps at Tesco. I need a full rim hat. Yeah. Someone said they sent me one but it hasn't come. I thought it would come with the Amazon delivery. Maybe it's from Temu. When it got delayed. Hmm. I know who these people are. They come sometimes to the neighbor's house and they make a lot of noise. Yeah but when they come I don't hear any talking unless I can't hear talking from this side. But I can hear snoring and footsteps. How come they don't say hello or anything? It's like he just lets himself in the house. Weird and can't be a social visit. He came for 10 minutes and left. It must be a pickup or I a drop off. Well at least I can test the GoPro if I can be bothered to get the SD card out of my car. Dash cam. I actually don't even know if my car dash cam's working anymore. Have you noticed when I start the car, does it say start recording? 'cause it used to, I actually don't remember hearing it say start recording anymore. Which is probably not even plugged in. No. The SD card re re whites rewrites itself over and over when it gets full. I don't know if I'm be bothered to test it out now. Hmm. Even if it works. I still don't want it to be honest. I actually don't know why I bought it. Oh boy. I just press by. I reckon it'll connect but it won't have stabilization then It's pointless. Nah, I can't be bothered to test it. I shouldn't have bought it. Really annoying. This phone is so ugly that nothing phone. You've got random circles all over the place. Bits of texts all over the place. The GLY system is stupid. Why would I want flashing lights on the back of my phone when I get a notification? The rubbish phone or like No, I send about the GoPro. I don't want it boring and rubbish. I wanted this chair for the patio. Looks pretty nice but I don't even sit in the garden anymore. It's either too windy and rainy or it's too hot. I, I wouldn't mind a big mirror down here. Get naked in front of it and do any fans. No, I'm done with crypto. Unless it has a massive crash or something. Which means it's pretty go only go up more. I don't know what to buy anymore. Maybe silver. Maybe I just got all in dollar cost average into silver. Once I've paid my credit card, my bar Gold's doing well. I'm up 20%. Just disappointed with Tesla. But Tesla's rebounding. Yeah, Tesla's doing nicely. What happened to PayPal? What <laugh>? 4% is tanking only at eight hours. Another five hours in the day That will get me to 13 hours. Should be a $220 day. Okay. I don't have dinner too early. 'cause then there'll still be a lot of time from after dinner to bedtime. It make worse Rice. Yeah. I don't remember what I did with the rice club. I did something with it. Oh yeah. Day trading one big debt is not very smart when you, you've got over 20,000 pounds in debt. Paying off 200 pounds of it doesn't make any fucking difference. So it is not, not smart. Doing a few little day trades with a couple hundred pounds isn't gonna make any difference for uses of pay debt. Stupid comment. Looks like a drop in the water. 200 pounds wouldn't make any difference if I lost it all today trading or spent it all paying off some of the debt. I'll no 200 pounds of debt. What a big difference. That made a lot of dumb comments right now. Imagine thinking taken out by day. Trading <inaudible> and paying off the debt with it is gonna make any fucking difference. Look very smart. Am I wasting away from all the streaming? Yeah. 'cause I have to put up with all these stupid comments in the chat all day long. Every day day. It's like endless retardation from people who think they're smart. It's the most annoying thing about it. It's like endless idiotic comment from an idiotic comment endlessly. It's either from trolls or from people who actually think they're being smart saying it. I don't know which one's more. Actually I think I prefer the trolls more. 'cause at least they're just saying it on purpose to be annoying. Whereas the smart asses think they're actually right when they're talking nonsense. Actually you think I prefer the trolls. I mean for starters saying that day trading is not smart. Move when you're in debt is the stupidest fucking thing I've ever heard. And what's wrong with day trading with a couple hundred when you're in debt of that couple thousand? Yeah you could pay off. You could pay off like 2%. Half a percent of the debt with the money you've got in day trading. It wouldn't make any difference. Would it? Just 'cause you're in debt doesn't mean you can't do anything else with your money. And you've got to direct every single penny into paying off the debt. Well fucking load of nonsense. Oh okay. I'll just, I'll delete my RRL server and I'll send all my tech back and I'll sell everything off so I can pay off 20% of my debt. But no I can't do anything else 'cause I sold all the stuff I need. Fucking retarded things. Say well not very smart. Shut the fuck up. No. What's not very smart is selling my whole day trading account, which is worth like 200 pounds to pay off 26,000 pounds. As if that would make any difference. It's like 1% of the debt. Yeah. If I had 20,000 in my day trading account and I was day trading instead of paying off the 26,000 with the 20,000. Yeah that would be not very smart. But there's like two, a couple hundred in my day trading account. Why the fuck would I sell it all off to pay off the debt and make that in a day fucking stupid, fucking retarded thing to say. You look very smart. Shut the fuck up, idiot. What you insulting my intelligence when you make the stupidest fucking retarded comment yourself. You're the one who's not fucking smart. Fucking Maura. I'm not very smart. My fucking backside. Oh no. I'm so not very smart. 'cause I didn't sell 200 pounds of my CFD so I could pay off my 26,000 debt if only I knew. All I had to do was pay off 200 pounds, 1% of my entire debt. That would get rid of all of it as if it would make any fucking difference. Pay off 1% fucking fucking thing. Say and then calling me. Not very smart. Get the fuck out here. Fucking prick. What am I cooking? It's just some rice. I'm have salmon and some peppers and cabbage shut the bragging about his fucking crypto gains and caused me not very smart. What do you mean? Imagine Daniel. Supporting anyone. Supported loads of people financially supported meer faster, sunny to an extent faster. Barely paid for anything. I had to pay all the rent. I paid nearly all the food. Paid for trips. Ah, stupid GoPro. Why did I get that? Got carried away with the IRL thing. Nearly eight. That means we've got four hours left. Make another $65 us, uh, hate UPS return. They don't tell you when they're coming. Royal Mail. They tell you when they're coming. Tesla's gonna rip. Ripping, ripping, ripping reminds me of that Dave Trippen guy. Wha him. Didn't he move to Thailand? He tried being a YouTuber in Japan. It failed. And then he suddenly made these really boring videos in Thailand. Oh, I like it. He was a film maker. He made many films. Uh, can't do anything outside. How am I gonna do this tomorrow? Maybe I take a half day off. So I either take a half day off or start in the morning sitting in my house doing nothing. Or try and go out and get cooked in the heat. Crypt was here earlier. She said she was gonna go to do something for a few hours. I can't remember. Kind of would like if she took a photo of the passport. Kinder would be cool to see the passport. 49. Thought you liked warm hot weather. Yeah, but if I'm gonna go outside, I didn't realize it would be so hard to drive. I don't know if I like it anymore. I mean this is too hot. I said I like warm weather but it's too warm. I um, I don't know. I go It's a Saturday as well. Means there'll be more people. I mean I've miso soup. It's been a while. Miso soup Salmon's pretty good this ISU brand. So the only reason there's any Japanese stuff at Tesco, it's kind of watery. I thought the past was supposed to be thicker. It's weird. They've never felt me so paced, so watery like this. Actually it's a kind of thick paste. Uh, I don't like this vegan Kit Kat. I've got so much of it. Be a waste not to eat it. Nearly eight. I guess I could make dinner now. Why not put some spring onions in the mess of so sauce. Oh, I think it melted in a car. Why is it like chocolate sauce? MISO's pace is not supposed to be run like chocolate. I've never seen miso pace like that. Maybe it melted. And why is this war have two quite hungry. Okay, pepper. That's going off already. I only got it a couple days ago and it's been in the fridge the whole time. Why does it go off so quick? The salmon says best before 14th. Don't you think it'll be fine? No, I do like warm weather. I just don't like driving in warm weather. 'cause you, you get very, you get headache. It's hard to concentrate but you opened it so, oh the fuck. Say I fucking cook all of it. And me happy now. Jesus Christ. Everyone's such a fucking smart. Whoa. Smoking. Why is it smoking and brown get oil? My, I'm scared. I'm gonna get oil stains on my favorite shirt. Like I got on my trousers come out. I put wish had some sesame seeds would make out, would make it look nice. Look at that salmon rice. I hope the miso soup. Nice. This is the paste. Look. Kind of weird. Never seen it watery. Usually the pace is thick and you have to melt it down with the boiling water. Hmm. I Oh, another day of hard work. Ah, my candle of hope flickers in the darkness. Oh wait, look at my dinner. Better be cooked in the middle. Salmon has an annoying thing of looking like it's cooked and in the middle it's not. Oh, thank God. Um, um hmm. Hmm. Eh, taste like me. So it is funny to think this salmon was swimming around the ocean. Where the Norwegian ocean or the Atlantic. It was swimming around with all its salmon friends. And now it's on my plate. <inaudible> gonna be swimming in the toilet. Hmm. Miss those soups. Nice. Uh, kind of put up. Uh hmm. Uh, yeah. Ugh. Oh, oh. Uh, ah. Oh. Hit my elbow on the floor. Ah, uh, uh, full up. Uh, okay, I gotta finish. I will answer the questions when I finish my dinner. You know what miso soup reminds me of? Cold winter's day in Japan. Tired, old Japanese band. Comes home from a hard day of work and then he cups his miso soup bowl like this and goes and then he goes, ah. And then the rich umami of the miso surrounds his tonsils. And then he goes, the Japanese food is the best. Those westerners are missing out and, and he's got a point miso suit. Pretty good. It's like a warm hug in your mouth. No. Oh God. Oh geez. Oh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Oh. Ah. Oh. Oh God. Um, oh God. I feel sick. The dinner started off as an 8.1 out of 10. Ended in a 4.2. Still so fucking hot. Oh my God. How hot. It's getting hotter. The sun's shining in now. Keep that shut. Yeah. Even hotter. Uh, no. Not the watching conservatory door is closed. So already closed. All already closed. Uh uh. Oh God. Sometimes I love eating. And then I also, I hate eating now if I open the doors, insects come inside and then I'll go around. I can't believe we've been doing the same thing over and over and over Every day for the last five fucking months. It would be cool to bang at least two women in this house. Okay. Finally, I feel like the part of the day I hate the most is eating dinner. It's so hard. And my stomach is all fat. And then I'll do all the washing up. The best bit is when it's over. I enjoy my orange. Oh thank God. That's the worst part of the day. So when I go eat dinner, oh God, if I put the rubbish outside, we'll start attracting rats and fermin. If it's inside, yeah. Maybe a few flies coming in, but I'll just kill them. I want rats and stuff outside my house. No q and a. I forgot what the questions were. I hope this orange is good. I've had a week of horrible oranges. This looks juicier. Uh, usually we keep the ru the food rubbish in the house until the bag fills up and then you put it in the outside wheelie bin. So it is not weird to have the food waste in the house. What you're talking about now. Hmm. Oh, finally a nice sweet orange. Even when my dad was alive, we had a black bin bag in the house in a bin. Put the food rubbish in there until the bag gets full and then you take it out and you put it in the outside weirdy bin. Well, me calling my dad and my mom weird then. 'cause that's how we did it. You don't take, you don't put out every piece of food waste into the outside bin. One by you collect it in a bin bag. Okay. So you're just insulting my dead dad now. Thanks. Always had little bin attached to the cupboard door under the sink. And you open it. There was a bin bag. You put the food waste in there. That's how my mom does it. Now. We have a bin in the kitchen. You put all the rubbish in the bin and then when it gets full, we take out the bag, put it in. I don't really smell rot food. Ah. Stock market's so boring. It doesn't do anything. What is that? Why can't it do something? Where's my mo monitor? Uh, it broke through no fault of my own. I sent it to Amazon for repairs. I'm waiting for them to reply to me. And last time I had a shower this morning, no, they haven't contacted me yet. I really don't like this vegan Kit Kat. It tastes rubbish. God, it's so hot. I, no, I don't have any update emails from anyone. Now I've gotta wait for Monday for UPS to come. Here we go again with the fucking UPS return. That never comes. And then if I go out and do Ira, they'll come and then I'll miss it. And I've gotta stay inside all day until they come. They said it can't be repaired. We will contact you. And then they never contacted me. Kit Kats were melted. Um, I wonder what's different to the normal kit cap vegan alternative to milk Chocolate. Maybe use oat milk or something weird. I swear it tastes, it tastes like oat milk or something. Oh for a sec. I've got chocolate on my shirt. Oh. Hmm. Ah, finally eating is done. Oh, eating's Hard work. Hmm. Yeah. When I was at my peak on YouTube making amazing videos that everyone loved, people used to say I'm the king of making content. I never thought things would end up where I'm just sitting on a sofa, eating Kit Kats streaming, doing nothing all day. Did he enjoy doing anything today? No, I didn't enjoy the drive. I was way too hot. Tesco's disappointing. No hats. I guess the bit when my trolley locked up and then I got stopped at the exit 'cause of the security was kind of funny. What's the matter? Uh, I don't know really. It's like I know I should be cherishing life 'cause it is not gonna last forever. I know I should be enjoying every moment of it and appreciating it, but then I'm just like waiting for every day to end as quickly as possible. I, I'm sitting here looking at the time thinking, oh God, I wish today was just over. I. But I dunno what to do. Yeah. I can go out for a drive, a walk, do a bit shopping and can't drink my tea because it's too hot. Oh no wonder Crips doesn't wanna come in July. If I'm hot, I think anyone else would be boiling. Yeah. I've got two pairs of trousers on. I remember Sunny at my house last year walking around with that fan. She had to sit in front of the fan the whole day and then at night had the fan onto, I think Crips gonna be similar where she gets hot very easily. Like I couldn't hug sunny at night 'cause she said I was too hot. She said my body's really hot like a furnace. So we couldn't really hug much. I remember putting my arm around her waist like that, spooning her in bed and thinking my arms like really curved around her. Very different to faster. You are poor war sack. Well that's how you stay in fertile and don't accidentally impregnate Crips like you wear two pairs trousers, sit cross-legged and have hot showers. You know what's kind of sad? I quit YouTube for three weeks now. I don't have a single comment saying, where's Daniel? We Ms. Daniel come back to YouTube. Why no videos? No one gives a shit that I left YouTube. No one cares that I'm not making videos. If I quit YouTube in like 20 18, 19, 20, I'll be getting loads of comments to people saying, when's the next video? Where's Daniel? It feels kind of sad. Maybe I should make a video. This really can't be bothered. You know, maybe I will make a video since I can't go outside tomorrow and then do a half day on kick tomorrow. Like 10 hours, 12 hours. Yeah. Maybe I need like some, I don't know. I lose money doing that. I wanna make a video and then have lunch and then relax and play some maricar and then go live on kick and do like 10, 12 hours. I have a bit more variety in my activities. Or may do video lunch and then marry cart and then make some money. Fans. Yeah. Maybe I'll try and make a video tomorrow. Okay. What am I gonna make a video about? Why I quit YouTube. I think I do feel like I wanna make a video. I have decided now I need to find a topic. Hmm. I think having like a goal to make something is nice. This is my goal for tomorrow. What is the goal? I just said to make a video. Oh my god. I find politics boring. I did once make a video about Trump. I lost a couple hundred subscribers. It was called Why I Am Sad. Trump won. No. Why? I'm sad Trump lost. It was back in 2020 when he lost to Biden. And people thought it is because I'm pro-Trump or like a Trump fanatic. When really it was just 'cause I placed a bit that Trump would win. And then I lost my bet. I had all these girls racing comments saying, oh I'm disappointed in you. Daniel lost hundreds of subs. They didn't even watch the video. I talk about a new fan girl drama. Uh, what am I supposed to say? This girl said she'll have sex with me. And then she didn't. And then this girl said we are gonna meet and have sex. But then she didn't 'cause she got jealous 'cause another girl won. Have sex with me. She's just stupid. Nothing's actually happened yet. All this drama. But nothing's happened in real life. I also really don't care about politics. I find it really boring. I don't know how people get so strongly opinionated about some politician, like they love them so much. I can't imagine loving some politicians that much. But they, they become fanatics. Okay, well think of a video to make tomorrow morning. Why? I hate my ex-girlfriend. Nah, I feel like it's a bit mean. I do kind of hate Sonny but I can't be bothered to make a video. How I can't keep going on about kick. It has to not be about kick people sick and tired of me going on about Kick. And it has to not be about Kik I think. And not about money or about ex-Wife. Oh God, I gotta do workout. Do the workout and then I'm done for the day of doing all the things I don't wanna do. And then I've got brainstorm how I nearly died. Live streaming attacked by a venomous snake. Why? I hate my ex-wife. She's so smelly. Only toilet. Hmm. Oh 50 kg. 50.4. Suck it. Peter said 50. Ah, exercise is not gonna be fun. There's a cat sitting in the field. Is that my cat? Where's just sitting? There I Is that my one? What's that weird grinding noise? Why is he just sitting there? Alright, stopping on stuff. Okay, we've gotta do the workout. The day's chores aren't over yet. It's bicep time and pushup time. Oh, this is not gonna be fun. My stomach's on explode. Crisp, broad Benning push. I Hi. I can't. Oh God. 29 Getting harder and harder. Oh my God. So hot. This why you get fat in Thailand so easily? 'cause it's so hot. You don't want to exercise. I think I should open the door. They're really stuffy. Oh it is my cat just sitting in the field. Oh. Feel the cool air coming in now? Hey, I do the 15 kgs. Try and get some endorphins going out of this depression. 15 Cagey. Jail. Jail. Jail. Jail deal. Jail. GOLI Drop it and crack the tile. Oh. Oh God. Look how big they're getting. It looks massive. Damn. My biceps huge. Look, I can't even fit my hand around it. Fill my pack. Look at the power. Look at the power. Straight up. Yeah. I feel my pack moving right there. <inaudible>. Look at the <inaudible>. Oh. Made some fuel. And then I've done all my jobs. Another day. Completed. Then I must brainstorm. It is brainstorming time. Oh. Oh. So full. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Okay, let's take it to the conservatory. Oh thank fuck. Finish another day. The days are a never ending chain of events that things I have to do that I don't wanna do. And now we've done all of them. Well I still brush my teeth. I guess that's the last thing. Oh thank God the sun finally fucked off. So nice and cool. Now where's that grasshopper? Oh the grasshopper is still down there. <laugh>. Life sucks for him. It's still stuck in the spiderwebs. It's so funny how to us, the spiderwebs are so fragile and flimsy but then to all insects. So it's imp, impenetrable, barbed wire that they can't get out of. Oh God. My stomach actually feels kind of cold now. The grasshops hanging upside down by his legs. <laugh> fat. Okay, lemme think a video. I've gotta make a video tomorrow. I'm gonna make one about. Damn. I got my biceps though. My biceps getting massive. Come on. My biceps definitely getting bigger but I'm not even flexing it right now. Now I am. See that I'm not even flexing it. Biceps getting huge. Um, lemme think why I hate my life. Um, what would 2018 Daniel have done? God, I wish I could just bring 2018 Daniel about to life and let him take over. He would've known what to do. Why? Money doesn't make me happy after striking it big on kick. No, I don't feel like I am the same person from 2018. That Daniel had creativity and energy and passion He had. He was excited to make videos. Why don't I feel excited about it anymore? But 2018 Daniel was doing stuff like going on dates, cheating on his wife, having sex with prostitutes, blowing all his money. Hmm. My problem with I feel like, I dunno what's going on anymore in the world 'cause I'm just streaming all time. I don't have any time to just get annoyed at anything. Why are people hating on the new Superman show? I dunno why they do those weird closeup shots of his face. Yeah, like that. They do that a lot. He almost doesn't look like a real per it looks like it's CGI man. Okay. Yes. It's CGII felt cold. It's funny. Without, the sun gets so cold, isn't it? The air's gone really cold. I know what that weird trek to sound is like. Heavy machinery at nine o'clock. Uh, let me think. I gotta make a video tomorrow since I'm not going out. Hmm. Come on. Fucking think. Why or, or everything starts with a why or how a like why. Why I regret why I hate or how I wasted my life. I need more big plans. My big plans for the future. Hmm. I some remain. I recently, I've been mean. How confident am I Crypt isn't messing me around. Like 10 out of 10 confident, sunny messed me around a lot. I feel like crypts been pretty consistent with the whole wanting to meet me even after I um, placed two other girls above her. She still wants to come now. The date hasn't been pushed back. We were always talking about end of August. No one ever said anything about July or beginning of August. Hey Daniel, you're back. I need video ideas for my YouTube channel about sadness, loneliness, feeling like I wasted my life. And regrets in general as a 36-year-old man. Powerful topics. Daniel, you could explore personal stories of transformation. Sit down with people to discuss their regrets and lessons or offer advice on how to move forward from feeling stuck. Telling relentless stories. Uh, no, there's no updates from my landlord. Why would there be updates about what? I don't, I didn't tell him I wanna move out and he didn't say I have to move out. So what would the updates be about? Okay. That machinery noise really killing my mood. God, you go home to your fucking wife and have dinner and go to fucking bitch. Stupid idiots driving tracks or whatever the hell is that sound. Can you hear that? How you going Daniel? How's it going? I need video ideas about being sag, lonely, depressed as a 36-year-old male who can't get a girlfriend in the uk. Well done. Let's get into it. You could try content that's real and relatable, like sharing personal experiences or challenges and how you cope. Maybe vlog about hobbies or activities that bring you joy or fulfillment. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Hmm. It just won't work. How I became a psychopath. Society made me this way. They turned me into a monster. <laugh>. Nah. To cringe. How society turned me into a monster. Why? I became evil all my life. I've been beaten down, stepped on, abused and disrespected. And when I decided to stand up for myself and take a stand and fight back, they labeled me a psychopath. <laugh> cringe. Now I will vow revenge. My name is Matus Tel and I am the last gladiator alive. <laugh>. So lame. Kind of funny how, Hmm, I don't know. Maybe too soon for sunny stuff. Well that fast. But my experience dating a Thai woman, Hmm. Could do my experience dating Thai women. I never done a video about the relationship with vaa. It all started when I started talking to a girl on Tinder. I went to Bangkok to meet her. She was small and skinny. I went to her house and nearly got beaten up by her ex. Started getting T viewers. T talk with Dan. Why never date a Thai woman? <laugh>. My experience with Thai women, I don't know. I mean I've got a lot to say. Like the money stuff, how she wanted me to look after her financially, the family stuff. I don't know. I feel like the like relationship with VAA was special. Making a video about it seems like disrespecting it. But I could make it respectful. Not bash her. So as long as you may know, I dated a Thai woman for two years from 2022 until 2024. Wonder about my experience dating Thai woman. So it was my first time in Thailand actually I want to go to Japan. But Japan was shut. So those are return and said, and I says dates Thai women but met on Tinder could do. Hmm. And then in the two years time, I do my experience dating English girl. Sunny's time will come immortalized on the channel. Maybe I draw her maybe an iPad. I draw her, maybe I draw her on my whiteboard. Drawing xs from memory on my one. Why does she look Chinese <laugh> this? Why does she look a Chinese girl? It doesn't anything like it. I made the face too big. I can't draw people. It always ends up looking nothing like them. I pretty good. So annoying. <laugh>. What does that kind of look like? This eye is too far apart. What does that kind of look like? Looks just like it. <laugh>. Oh I need toilet again. It's over liquid. Get rid of all this. All these numbers are irrelevant now. These numbers were calculated pre getting banned on every times. Okay, I need to pee again. Hold on. I am cold. It's crazy how cold it is when the sun goes down. It just makes you think it's really just that hot because the sun's out. Although the sun's out every day, it's not hot that much every day. So what's the difference? I think that's the last P. It's 'cause I have the hue and then the tea and a can of carrot. So it's all coming out now. Okay. So I'm think a video for tomorrow. Lemme think. Hmm? What video? It's been three weeks since I made a YouTube video. I will post something. Come on. Where's the I've got nine K views on my last video. Nine K views. There's still 10,000 people there. I just got to find a way to grab their attention. It is got three K. My first IRL. It made $11 such amazing money. Look all these has got three K made. About $22 per video though. Hmm? The sunny logs. <laugh>. They're sunny logs. Full story explained the switch to video got 26,000 years. Biggest views I've had in years about, it's been four months since I broke up with my ex-girlfriend. You know that's not a bad topic. It's kind of like the, it's been a year since I've been divorced. Write this down. I could get the SD card and test out the GoPro since I've got it for the weekend. Because the creative juice is flowing. You know, making videos. There's something about making videos that you just don't get from streaming. It's the creativity and storytelling side of it that you don't really get to exercise those muscles when you're streaming. It's been four months kind of long title since I, it's kind of a long side broker with my ex-girlfriend. Kind of long. Hmm. I'm gonna condense that. Yeah. If I say I broke up with her, everyone can say, oh she broke up with you Daniel. Yeah, I trigger them into commenting. That's a good point. It's been four months since I broke up. I mean saying I broke up with her doesn't imply that I dumped her. It means we broke up. What if I changed it to, it's been four months since I dumped my ex-girlfriend. <laugh>, I don't know, broke up or dumped my ex-girlfriend. 'cause I haven't made a video about it. I've only explained what happened in streams. So if people don't watch the streams they might not have any idea what happened. So it's been so as maybe No, I dated a British girl called Sonny would be pissed if I'm already making videos about her. Do you think she's going to come for the revenge? Coming for something or on something? Um, it's been for, so some you may know I was dating a, a viewer from England for about a year. We met in Japan and then the relationship became serious when we both moved back to England. But people we know and soon I broke up recently with my ex-girlfriend Sonny. And it's been about four. I thought about talking about it has affected me and changed my life for the better. Moving on. I am so much better off without her. She can't get me to take it down. I won't put her photo in it. It's been four months since I broke with my girlfriend. My experience dating stupid, annoying crybaby woman dating Thai women. Even though I only dated one technically the French girlfriend was Thai but she was French, so not Thai culturally. Although she looked more Thai than the actual Thai girlfriend. Hmm. Breakup and girlfriend. Sorry. Why? I hated my ex-girlfriend. Oh. Oh my stomach. So first of all I thought I couldn't live without her. But actually I realized that the relationship in extremely toxic and destroying me from the inside. I tried really hard to make the relationship work. Bending her backwards and doing things I wouldn't really want to do just to please her. Unfortunately, even after all this, it wasn't enough. And she still wanted to break up with me in the end. I had to agree to it 'cause I just could not stand being with her anymore because she found sex videos with my ex-wife on my laptop. And then she got really mad and I tried to apologize. Is that the grasshopper? Stupid grasshopper as you walked right into all the cobwebs. My plans for tomorrow here. I wanna make a video and have a half day off 'cause it's just too hot. I can't go outside. I, she text videos on my laptop and I tried very hard. I said I'd do anything to fix things and she said, I really hope you do mean anything. 'cause that's what it's gonna take the ultimatum that for us to be together, I'm gonna have to give up on my YouTube channel. I love thinking. And after a one day of thinking, I decided that I couldn't give her up and I wanted her in my life. So I decided I was gonna give up the YouTube channel. I thought the YouTube channel is kind of dead anyway. Gonna make that much money. And why not? Oh wait, Canadian girls mis, I put some work into the Canadian girl. We haven't been texting as much. And then she managed an ultimatum to give up and show I stupidly agreed to because I was really horny and I would basically have done anything she asked me to in that situation, <laugh>, she said I still owe her four questions. I said, well have I already asked six? And she said, no, you've only asked one. But she found it funny. She wants me to ask her four questions. Why are you so bad at asking questions? Um, I feel like I know everything. I wanna know how old are you? <laugh>? I think that's the kind of question she had in mind. How old are you and how tall? My only questions are like how tall? How old, how much do you weigh? Uh, do you wanna have sex? When can you come over? <laugh>? Those are my questions. They want, um, romantic questions, don't they? So that's so important about asking questions. Yeah, I talked to this other girl that was like this before. She said something like, sorry, do you have any questions for me? And I was like, no. Hmm. I don't know. No, I can't think of any questions. I'm trying to brainstorm video I guess. And then maybe agreed to doing YouTube channel. Delete my YouTube channel. 'cause I thought at the time mainly YouTube channel was kind of dead, didn't make much money. Maybe I could just get a fulltime job and have a happy, healthy life. And so I gave it some serious thinking over one night and came to a conclusion that I will give up YouTube channel to pursue the relationship. So I started to pursue a relationship. But then I realized really after that, actually not doing YouTube made me really depressed and I didn't have any interest in trying and get a full-time job and I'm trying to do every part-time. So I thought I'd just do every part-time and then instead of doing YouTube, I'd do something else like day trading. So I started trying to do day trading and I thought that could supplement my income. I could just learn how to do it. So day trading is really difficult and I didn't actually make any money and I lost more money to be honest. And I got really depressed when I realized I probably won't ever be able to make money day trading. And my every money is just not enough to live here where my YouTube income, I really started to freak out about how I was gonna afford my life and I had no interest with this desire to get a full-time job. And then we started playing again that point. Fuck it, I'm just gonna get rid of that and come back to YouTube because that's what I've been doing my whole life. That's what I wanna do. Yeah, I could explain the whole thing really. Story time style. Do you think Sonny will notice any content? Just shut up and let me make the video. I've already talked about it on stream anyway. Oh. It's like she wants me to fill out a, a questionnaire to see if we're compatible or not. Hmm. I don't know if I wanna do the Sunny story yet. I might let it cook a bit longer. Like until the end of the year. Maybe I'll go back to faster stories. May I do the um, experienced dating Thai women video first? I leave Sunny to cook a bit longer. I, my experience dating, um, Thai girlfriend. Okay. She's going back to work. All right, let me think. I'll probably leave Sunny, but later this year when I really need a topic, if we would get the juices flying again, I'm thinking faster video. My experience dating a Thai woman. 'cause I never made any videos about the Thai relationship. It was all just talked about on streams and obviously I didn't make videos about it whilst I was with that. A bit weird. But I think enough time has passed. It's been a year since we broke up. Oh, it's been a year since I broke up with my ex-girlfriend. My ex ex-girlfriend. Nah, I like my experience dating Thai women. So there's some reason I know it's been about a year now since I broke up with my Thai girlfriend that I was dating for about two years and passed and I fell matter. I talk about experience. So I up began in 2022 when I was on Tinder and I was <inaudible>. I feel like I've told a story before. I think I've made, have I made a video about it? I think I have Tinder 'cause I wanted to go back to Japan but unfortunately the time Japan was still locked down so they decided to go to Thailand and instead meet TI have high expectations 'cause never we'd been interested in Thailand in the first place. Nice hotel to go to Japan to over the house. Unfortunately it turns out that the ex-boyfriend was still kind of lurking about. I work, I was in in the house myself and then this guy knocked on the door. At first I was confused and I thought oh maybe it's so for my work documents on. So those a ex-boyfriend claiming to be her husband, have I not told the story about how he came to the house on a video? Yeah, I like this. I think it's good. I think it's been enough time since we broke up. I don't think she'd really care if I made a video about it. It's not a story I've told before. Outside of streams, it's got a good title. My experience dating Thai women. I like the title and I think I'll make that tomorrow and I'll talk about the hus ex-husband, ex-boyfriend chasing me out. And then how do I go from that to the breakup? Move in <inaudible> together two years and it is nice. Yeah, maybe some of that. And then talk about money. How we had fights about money and how I'm used to going 50 50 with my girlfriend and in toilet. Again my experience, should I make the title negative? Like my horrifying experience dating Thai women could make it negative that they've issued an amber health warning for the heatwave. Amber Heat health alert rising deaths, likely pensioners are gonna be dropping like flies. Amber Health alerts issued for UK's 34 degree heat wave sparks danger to life. Yeah, it does look like list tech tips. Is it not him? I would say it is him. Millions face host pipe ban as UK heat wave reaches 35 degrees. Who even uses a hose pipe Anyway, I saw some scary driving today. I saw someone suddenly swerve in front of me and this, I don't know, maybe a bird jumped out at them. I was struggling to be honest. I was like, I was driving and I was really locked in focusing as hard as I could and I was getting mind fog. I had to rely fully on my six months of driving experience to not die because then I got the reflexes and the experience. I think you do not wanna be driving in this temperature. The air con did not help much. God it's so hot. Even the steering wheel was like burning my hands. Yeah. So I said, she said I can't go out now 'cause it's so damn hot and I don't wanna get heat stroke. Yeah, I've been wearing two pairs of trousers but I think it's fine 'cause I balance it out with wearing just one pair of t-shirts. I really want to go out and test my wind muff. I thought I'd go to the Reservoir Hill 'cause it was really windy there last time. Yeah, tomorrow I'm gonna make a video. It's been three weeks since I made a video for YouTube. I feel like making a video could be a nice change of pace from the nonstop screaming. How are you dying from heat but wearing two trouss. Uh, that's just the fashion choice really. But my legs don't really get hot. It's mainly my torso and my head. Yeah. I'm gonna make a video about dating Thai women. Should I make the title negative or neutral? My experience dating Thai women or my horrifying experience dating Thai women. My terrible experience. My awful experience. My Tating experience. Mm-hmm <affirmative> The sky is so clear but I can't see any stars. I don't get it. I've never seen a single start since moving out. Why not? There should be no light pollution 'cause I'm in the middle of nowhere. Why do I not see any stars? Weird. I think the moon is on the other side of the house. It's usually up there. I Who the fuck is that? I think it's the grasshopper. It makes such a weird noise. Ugh. It's like flicking itself away And every time you say moon you think of Moon. Not really. It wasn't ever really very emo. Emotionally invested in Moon. But yeah, when I say oh wow, it's really sunny. Yeah, I do think of Sunny every time I see a camping place or a road with the name Sunny in it, like Sunny Valley. Sunny Meadow reminds me of her. It is annoying 'cause now every time I want to say it's really sunny, you know I instantly see her face pop up in my mind. It's also like faster now. Every time I say faster it reminds me of my tie girlfriend. I dunno why all, all the recent girls' names have been everyday words. I can't get a girlfriend who's got a normal name. No one ever has a normal name. Like I don't know Rebecca or Samantha. Why has everyone got a weird name? What happens to normal names? Crypto is ruined. Yeah. Now when people talk about crypto, I think of Crypts. I think of her as crypt and not as Shyanne. Oh what the fuck is happening in the corner? Uh, weird. Weird creatures stuck in cobwebs. Well something's getting eaten tonight and it ain't May it will give you the fake name. Yep. And I do not docs people's names. So I guess you'll never know Fast's name and you'll never know Sonny's real name. You know when insects get caught in a spider's web, do you think they know it's a spider's web or do they just feel really confused and don't understand what's going on? 'cause I don't see how they would know that It's a spider's web and they're about to get eaten. Now I know fast's name but I'm not saying it. She band. What kind of name is that? Every time I see those Kubota tractors I think of Jiro Kubota she chose faster 'cause she likes the movie Fast and Furious and she likes to drive fast. My mom said when you have sex do you call her name out faster? <laugh>. Imagine your mom asking you that. Ba <laugh> <laugh>. I felt so embarrassed thinking oh my God, I'm gonna have to introduce my girlfriend. Say hello. This is my girlfriend. Faster <laugh> moon's name. Pavlova Anastasia. Boko <laugh>. Yeah, she did drive pretty fast actually. She drove so fast. It felt like the Toyota Yaris engine was gonna explode. She was going like a hundred and I don't know, 20 kilometers per hour. I think that's like 80 or 90 miles per hour. Isn't Venus's name actually just Venus but it's her is her real name. I think Venus's last name's Palermo isn't it? Her mum has a YouTube channel called Margaret Palermo. Yeah, in Thailand they've all got a strange name. They just choose it. They think the word is cute like gift or precious or flower. They just choose some random word they think is cute. And it's not even a name, it's just a word box, tissue, paper, box. Boxy, boxy, boxy. I, I never caught it by her name. I never went faster. <laugh>. I felt silly. I actually have a thing where I never call people by their name 'cause I find it awkward. And one time I called Mila Mila and she said, wow, you called my name for the first time ever. She seemed really happy 'cause I realized, yeah, I never actually call anyone by their name unless I'm talking about them or when I'm talking to them. I would never say that. And when people say my name, I feel like it's weird. Like when AI says my name, yes Daniel, this sounds weird. Like I'm being told off. Yeah when I hear my name being called in a certain way. Like my dad used to say it makes me feel good. Daniel. Daniel like that. That's how my dad used to say it. Daniel or the teachers would say Daniel Lord Daniel Lord it's not the time for sleeping detention. Now I fall asleep in the class. And then I got kicked outta the classroom. I got sent to the other teacher's classroom was so I knocked on the door and she was like, come in. I said uh, Mrs. Blah blah blah sent me here 'cause I fell asleep. And then she goes, okay, sit there. The whole class looks up and looks at me, starts giggling. How do I get their attention if I don't say their name? Just start talking <laugh>. I dunno. I just start talking at them. Oh I dunno. Wow. Let me guess it's wrong. Oh what a surprise. How would I have known I It didn't play on the speaker did it? I'll do it again. Okay. Can you hear it now? I'm so glad you seem to be enjoying life. There are so many of us. Oh wow. Thanks. So generous. And I hope you pay off for that. Pay back for mom and travel the world. I go in and out and interact with the judge. Yeah, well I hope those things happen. He's the only one who donates now. All the other $1 trolls. I don't know if they didn't come to kick or they just didn't want to donate. I think the one who spams the n word came. But then after he realized I'm not gonna let you spam n word, he got bored. Well there's one that PayPal people from YouTube don't, don't know anymore. My PayPal is dead. Daniel Lord stand outside the classroom now. <laugh>. Yeah. So I would just start talking to them without calling their name. So I don't see how they would not know that I'm talking to them. 'cause I'd be standing right next to 'em and then I'd start talking. Unless they were really far away. But then I still wouldn't shout out their name. I'd just go up to them. I don't like shouting outside. Your PayPal is blocked. Well how come I just got a PayPal. I just got a PayPal donor. How can it be blocked? Yeah, I've got a PayPal. Yeah, I said con because I had to otherwise he, unless I ran up to them and tapped them on the back. Sometimes you have to call their name 'cause uh, in front of you and you're trying to catch up. No, I withdrew the money paper has some kind of weird bug but it's fine now. It's a shame there's no Don thing on kick. I dunno why they don't implement a built-in Don system. Twitch has bits. You know it'd be cool if the viewers can convert the channel points into a Don and then I get money. But then who's paying that money? Kik would be paying for it. Well Kik has a lot of money don't they? So whatever. Yeah you need a third party bot. But then it's not integrated into the actual web. I mean it should be integrated in the website. Like Super Chats. Anyone could do a third party bot, like Stream Labs, bot Ricks. They're supposed to be streamlined so the viewers don't have to jump through hoops. Which is why Super Chad's so good. 'cause it's right there on the website. You don't get taken to some other weird looking website corner. <laugh> Connor, can I take a picture? Yeah. I said Connor really slowly and weirdly and then I said can I take a picture really quickly? Connor, can I take a picture? It sounded really weird. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Oh no sorry I don't do pictures. Oh no I don't do pictures. Sorry. Oh no I don't do pictures of I'm too famous. Sorry. Oh yeah. Do you remember after I left and then you watched the stream and then they were talking about me for like two seconds. Oh what noise guy? And then on my shame I'm like who's bunch of stupid idiots? And I trash taught them didn't I? Not straight away but at some point later I trash taught them. I find Connor's voice too deep. I wonder if his deep voice vibrates in his skull and gives him a headache. 'cause sometimes when I talk too much I feel like the voice sound, my voice vibrates my head and gives me a headache. And if it, I feel like it's vibrating the back of my skull. It's like when you get sick your voice gets weirdly deeper and sounds strange. You talk nonstop all day. Yeah. I get headache though from the vibrations. I think I'm getting brain damage. Constant voice, vibrations giving me brain damage. Yeah. Tomorrow I make a video and then I have lunch and then I play Kat and then I do a kick stream about, hmm, one or 2:00 PM I think I'll finish my video at 11 and then have lunch. Wake up nine, shower half, nine. Start making video at 10. Should be done by 11 ish. Smash bobby lunch. Maricar on beanbag. Then kick stream from one or two 12 hours. Should we get, since I can't go outside, do IRLI think Sundays basically a bit cooler. Monday is raining. It's either insane heat wave or it's raining. Can't there be an in-between? Do I get it up the ass every day from pop? Not every day but maybe every time I use it I actually found it easier to come. If I take it up the ass instead of banging his bum, I come faster and easier if I'm taking it up the ASRS than banging his bum Not gay though. Yeah it makes me cu just from taking it up the ass and I don't even touch my dick. Like I'm just gently rubbing it against his chest and then it makes me nut hard. Yeah. Hopefully I can still have sex. Normally when crib comes, no it's not a child torso. It is just portable sides. Well it would be like a meat eat. Admitting that beyond burger tastes good. Doesn't make make him a vegan means he can appreciate the taste of a plant-based burger. Yeah. 'cause they make it look like a burger and taste like a burger. It's just not a burger. So not gay but that looks like a cock. Yeah, I guess. Yeah. Well I'm pretty sure most straight guys, if they ended up doing it, they would agree that it feels good. It's just they won't do it 'cause they're like, I'm straight, let's go. Yeah, but you would enjoy it if you did it. I mean I'm not attracted to men so I'm not gay. I think gay means you're attracted to men, which I'm not. Yeah. But a lady boy would look like a lady. But if it looked like a man, I would not wanna bang. No I didn't come during the sucking off. He asked me if I wanted to cut him. I said nah, I'm good. Yeah, if the dick was on the girl then it would be hot. I would never have a guy come over my house and stay like Crips gonna come over and stay. I would never have a guy come over and stay. That would just be weird. So I like girls and I would want to have a girlfriend. I wouldn't wanna have a boyfriend. That'd be weird 'cause I'm not attracted to men. But if it's a lady boy and she looks really cute and feminine, like no hair, small shoulders, small face. How much was the overdraft I paid off? Um, I got paid by kick a couple days ago, $1,400. So I paid off most of it and then I got my refund for the emus. You don't mind if it is a man as long as it doesn't look like a man maybe. I don't know. I mean, yeah if it looks completely like a girl but she had a dick then I probably wouldn't mind. But it would have to be very convincing. I'd still rather be with an uglier girl than a really hot lady boy. 'cause I'd still rather have a proper woman. I didn't let the guy give me a blowjob. He was very insistent. And I gave up and I just let him do it. I tried to stop him many times. He kept putting his hand down my trousers and I kept, I kept putting my hand across like that to stop his hand going down and he kept trying to put his hands down my trousers. So in the end I just let him do it. And then we were in the park and then he asked if he could see my dick. So I was like, okay, I guess. And then he started sucking on it. Well it was in the middle of the night so no one was at the park. It was one of those Japanese parks where it's like a tiny little green square of trees and stuff. And then mosquitoes bit my backside, I've got mosquito bites all over my bottom. So I've got my dick sucked and my blood sucked at the same time. Everyone's sucking me. Just not the things I want to be sucking me. But sucked by mosquitoes and a gay guy at the same time. <laugh>, everyone wants a taste of Daniel. And then he asked me if I wanted to go to his room for sex. I said no, not really. It was weird. Uh, I mean I guess it felt good because getting your big sucked feels good, doesn't it? It was just weird that it was getting sucked by a guy. Well at least I've got some action. I guess. 2016 Japan trip was a complete failure. Nothing happened apart from that. And then I had to fly in my Korean ex to get any kind of sex. So I had a week of sex with Korean Ex in 2016 in Japan. So I had some action. I was kind of hoping that something would happen with the Iranian girl 'cause we hung out every night almost. We'd go on midnight, walks around the neighborhood and she would hang out in my bedroom. We played Slender man on my PC and she put her head on my shoulders. It was cute. But then when I asked her for sex, she said no and laughed at me. Iranian girl had, she was short and slim, had a nice figure. She had long curdy hair. Her nose was kind of big though. She was also a bit weird. So I guess we were drawn to each other and we hung out. It was nice 'cause I finally had someone to hang out with. 2016. I really struggled to make any friends at the guest house 'cause I had become weird in 2010 and 11. I was very normal. Like I was outgoing and social and had positive mindset and I was new to the world and people liked me. By 2016 I had started to become kind of like emo incel, depressed and edgy and uh, started to repel people. People didn't want to hang out with me anymore 'cause I was coming across kind of weird. And I had like dark energy. I then also started doing YouTube around 2016. And I was using my dark energy to make all these weird cringey skits in my bedroom at the guest house. No, I struggled to make any friends but I kind of clicked with the Iranian girl 'cause she was also kind of dark and weird. Yeah, I know why. I was kind of normy in 2010 and then I just became weird and dark and edgy. I think in the beginning of my adult life. Had very positive outlook on relationships and women. And then after many failures started to get a bit jaded. Now I was pretty normal in 2010. You wouldn't even recognize me anymore. I was like a completely different person. In 2010, I was a fresh young guy ready to make his mark in the world without any negative trauma or baggage from previous relationships or bad experiences as like a fresh blank slate. But yeah, I like the Iranian girl. We used to hang out and play video games, but she had a boyfriend. But the boyfriend was in the UK and she was in Japan for some reason. Yeah, she had a Japanese husband and they got divorced. So she was living in the guest house deciding what to do with her life. And I remember I licked her neck and I smelled her armpit. And then I tried having sex with her. I didn't do anything. I just asked her, do you want to have sex? And then she laughed at me and said no. And she patted me on the head. Yeah. I said we were sitting next to each other playing slender band and I just suddenly go, do you wanna have sex? And she goes, what? And I said Nothing. And then I got up and I left the room to go to the toilet and she goes, wait. But I just walk off and I'm in the toilet with my hands in my head thinking, oh my God, what did I just do? I go back to the room and she says, uh, what did you just ask me? I said, uh, do you want to have sex? And she goes, no, I have a boyfriend. And then she goes, oh. And then she pats me on the head like I'm a dog. It was so embarrassing. But sometimes you know, you just go ask. She might have said yes. Usually it doesn't work. Sometimes it does work because sometimes it's hard to make a move. Sometimes it's too awkward. So you are like too scared to physically make a move. So then all you can do is like verbalize it. They have to be in the mood. Yeah. Gotta get 'em drunk and then touch the neck. Smell neck, then make move. If all fails. Ask do you wanna have sex? When I used to go on dates in Japan on Tinder, I would just ask them, do you want to go to a karaoke <laugh>? I'd say, or I would just, if I kind of didn't care anymore, I would just ask, do you wanna go to a hotel? We'd just be walking, hanging out. And then I'd suddenly go, so do you wanna go to a hotel? I'd be so shocked. I don't know. I get bored. I feel like it's just going nowhere. So either I'm gonna ask, I'm just gonna ask. And then either we're gonna go to the hotel or we end the date here. It actually worked quite often. <laugh>, it worked nearly every time. I think it maybe didn't work twice. One time I took one to a karaoke and I tried doing my moves but she didn't want anything. Like she, she wasn't interested. So then I said okay, I'm going to toilet. And I just ditch her at the karaoke <laugh>. I went to the toilet and then I just left. I did not want to sit in the karaoke after getting rejected, pretending to sing. Oh, I am sure she recovered. Well why'd you agree to go into karaoke if you weren't interested? What else are we gonna do with the karaoke? But I didn't think you go to karaoke to just sing. I took Sunday to the karaoke to, but we were live streaming so I couldn't redo anything. How many viewers did I lose when I went to that karaoke and started singing? I feel like I lost 50 viewers. Asia mark it in three minutes. Nice. Mark it. Give or tank. I am telling you I feel it in my fingers. Yeah, I really gotta make a YouTube video. I think I'll make it tomorrow. What else could I make my experience dating? My terrible experience. My awful experience. My horrific experience. My nightmare experience. No. What if I just put my experience, my crazy experience? Oh that's pretty good. It's not too negative. My wild. No, my crazy experience dating a Thai woman. No. My crazy experience dating Thai women. And then it sounds like I've dated a lot when I've only dated one as someone who has dated many Thai women. My crazy experience. Yeah. I just ramble for 10 minutes. Yeah, I'm gonna make a YouTube video tomorrow. I feel like maybe I should cut down a bit on the kick streaming focus a tiny bit more time back to YouTube. Even though it's gonna make me lose money. But I think it'll be good for my mental health to try and exercise the creative juices. I feel like I'm making a lot of money. I can sacrifice 60 bucks to make a YouTube video for $20 to have a bit more variation in my life stream. The video making process <laugh>. I get awkward. So I may not, I only dating which I when broke, got my girlfriend a year ago. I two years since 2022. I was trying remember being experience dating type women. So it all started when I was on, when Japan was locked down. I when Japan, I swear I've told this story before. Have I really not told this story before? Do you remember when I got the switch too? I was so excited. That was only a month ago. It feels like it's age ago. Who was the new girl in this video? 26th of May Was that cake was cake. My new girl. It must have been cake. How Turkey? Tom ruined my life. <laugh> 20 5K views at me with my jumper and my bathrobe. I was so cold. <laugh>. Look at my debt a year ago. It was so much less than it is now. My debt was only 12 k now it's like 26 k. I found how to join your stream. Oh wow. Welcome to my stream. Oh there's my battery bank dead. Um, battery bank's dead. I had changed the title when I met Momo to met this weirdo in Japan. I'm pretty sure the first title was hanging out with this guy. I like going back and changing the titles. I nearly got beat up by Japanese teenagers. <laugh>. But it's funny, the whale meets video flops. Three K views how I got dumped by every girlfriend I've ever had. Hmm. What else? Hmm? Not video comic. My gay experience. Not gay. Oh Asia market. Hmm? Why is it so dark? Uh, I don't have any lights in here. I have a light over there but it's not plugged in 'cause the plug's too far away and I don't have an extension cord. But it's only this room that's dark. Wait, I can't see any stars. I don't get it. There's no clouds in the sky but there's no stars. Weird. That's my sofa and that's my table. Uh, that's a photo of me when my hair was longer. And this is my new t-shirt bought its date. It is. Got a picture on the back. No it's not a women's shirt. It's M size actually it's an official license product by Volkswagen. My favorite. Volkswagen. Yeah. I have an upstairs. Do you wanna see it? This is my bedroom room. Smells. Smells sweaty. Oh is that the cat over there? Smells sweaty. This is my unwashed pillow case. Probably should change my bedsheets. Bothered. Yeah. Very minimalist. The bedroom. This is my getting ready for work room. Wow. Well look it reflects the light. It's so hot up here. I dry my hair and then I look for white hairs on the back of my head. How long since I washed my sheets? Probably months. Actually I don't think I've changed my bedsheets since Sunny left. <laugh> that is uh, oil stains. No. I definitely changed the duvet sheet but I don't think I've No wait. I did 'cause she changed it and it was dark blue and then I changed it again. That's my toilet. That what the hell is that weird looking mo? That's my toilet paper. Bless me. I could do laundry tomorrow since it's a heat wave. It'd be pretty good for drying a bed sheet. I could change the um, mattress sheet every two weeks. Are you sure? Seems like a lot of washing. I well I don't mind. I sweat all over my bed. It smells like me. I like it. Who's gonna know my kitchen? Maybe I should tidy my kitchen up. This is a spring onion and my rosemary plant. Fresh rosemary cut from the stem. Does it grow back if I cut it? Yeah. Crips gonna be rolling in my stench when she comes. Comes and this is my big stick and that is my house tall and this is my car. Can't really see her. Oh, there's a cat over there. There's a cat. I shouldn't let it in otherwise it will stay here all night. Last time it ran upstairs and went under the bed. Where's my iPhone? Oh, I forgot where I put it now. Hey, can I take it upstairs? Oh no. Did I hang those curtains? Yeah, I had to go to a shop to buy them. Oh, there's a big spider there. Uh, maybe I'll change my bedsheets tomorrow. I could do, that's my weight. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. I can't put my iPhone. I don't know. For some reason I'm losing weight instead of gaining it. I actually don't remember where I put my iPhone. Do you remember where I put my iPhone? We were scammed. No, I was scammed 'cause someone sent me scales and they're not accurate. Actually dunno where for my iPhone. Fine. Okay, I see you kitty. Yeah, maybe. I've been losing weight from all the tricking. I've been doing 13,000 steps when I go outside. I can't do that in this heat wave. It's too much. I'm gonna get heat, stroke and collapse. Oh my god. I've lost my iPhone. What? I It's not in my pocket. Hey Siri, where are you? Is it on my beanbag? No. Oh my God. What? Um hmm. I lost my phone. Oh God. Oh Jesus. It's actually gone. Oh it's there <laugh>. How did I not see it there? It blended in. Okay. Yeah because it was just black glow for some reason it blended in perfectly to the armrest. What do you mean can't afford a bowl? I've got loads of bowls. You got this one at that one. Ugh. Why is it dirty wash? It got toilet duck. I haven't used my chicken stock. I actually dunno what to use it. You know what I haven't made? I haven't made my famous creamy chicken, mustard chicken stir fry that I made in Thailand. I used creme of freshs mustard Dijon the mustard and uh, chicken breast with peas. I made that in Thailand and I was like whoa my god. How I never made this before. It was creamy and chickeny. Garlicy. Oh no, there's no Asia market. It's Friday. Oh, I keep forgetting. Tomorrow's Saturday. No, I think I'm done making pies. I had my pie arc era in Thailand. It can die there while, am I even day trading? Because when the market crashes I'm gonna make hundreds of pounds. What you're saying the market's never gonna crash. That's a bold assumption. No Asia market until Sunday night. Yeah, I made the pastry. I just mixed flour butter water and a bit of salt and made it into a dough. And then I rolled it out, put it into a pie dish, cooked the pie filling, put it in the pastry, put the lid over and then put it in the air fryer. I don't really think that thinking the market is gonna have a small pullback at some point is a wild assumption. You can't keep on going up forever without any rest. The air piss not a potential crash. There's a guaranteed crash coming. It's just when it's not. If it's when and when it happens, I'll be ready with my shorts with Well, yeah. I'm be quite happy if I got a couple hundred, you'll lose that much on your stocks. If Market CCRA created that much, uh, I don't think Barry Gold would really be affected if the market crashed. I think Barry Gold would be strong. But yeah, my shorts are just like a hedge really. You're not supposed to want your hedge to work. You want your, you want your longs to be making money. The hedge is like, just in case. I think my stock portfolio is quite diversified. I've got gold defensive. I've got Russell 2000 that is small caps exposure, which hasn't really had a big move up like the indices have had. And then I've got Tesla, but that's, Hmm. Yeah. I don't really know what I'm doing with Tesla. It was supposed to be a trade, the Robax event thing. But that's over now and it's sold off. Well we'll see. And then when I'm right, you guys will just be all quiet all of a sudden. I won't get my apology. I won't get my Oh, Daniel was right. Wow. Nope. You will just go quiet and then you'll be there with your Oh, but I didn't so Oh but, but, but, but, but, but, but nope. All a bunch of naysayers. Even though I'm up 20% on gold, I'm up 7% on Russell up 5% on Tesla. We're still all negative comments. How many hours have I done? 12 hours, 40 minutes. I can do 20 more minutes. You have a losing record. Uh, actually I don't, most of my trades have been winning trades. Can you even name what? Trades have been losing trades for me so you can't even name them. So how would you know? I've had more winning trades than losing trades. It's just the losing ones have resulted in catastrophic losses. I had one catastrophic loss back in 2021. That's why I lost a lot of money. But apart from that, I haven't done two badly. Yeah, I'm down overall because the one catastrophic loss I had was down a lot. I've had four main investments over the last three years and they were all wins. Number one crypto number two gold, number three Tesla and number four China. They all did well. I bought an, I bought Tesla 180. Sold at like two 60. I was buying Ethereum around 15, 1600. I sold at 2,700 because I didn't have much money to invest with anymore. Yeah, the gains haven't been great but you know, it's just a couple hundred here, a couple hundred there. And then China did really well. It's just I didn't have a lot of money to invest in them. So didn't make a huge amount. Couple thousand in total. Maybe my biggest, um, losses recently probably would be trying to short s and p 500. I had to close that 20% loss. Lost a couple hundred but I made it back already by, by going long Russell 2000. No, a couple. You getting confused with the CFD account and my main portfolio, I know it's, it's difficult and under difficult to understand. I have a CFD account and I have a normal trading account. Like I mean an investing account. I know it's very difficult to understand. I'll try. I explain it slowly. I have 200 in a CFD account. I have 4,300 in a stocks and shares ia. Last year I had 8,000 in it. But I took money out to fund my Devon move the CFD account was for me to practice day trading with and yeah, I added a couple hundred to it as I felt more confident then I got bored day trading and I blew my account. Yeah, I was doing well. Like I was looking for setups and I was trying to do the risk management thing. I was trying to do the day trading thing and then I got kind of bored and I blew my account 'cause I wasn't doing it properly. Yeah, I find it hard to set stop losses and stick to it. I let the losses build up 'cause I get stubborn investing's a lot easier. You just buy and hold. CCF D is tough. You get wiped out like the market rips and then you get wiped out. Uh, day trade's boring. I'm be bothered but not doing anything boring. Although it did tank a little bit towards the end of today. But it's just been this stupid flat line bar coding since 3rd of July. It's for a week. A week. Been stuck in this range. It's so fucking boring since the 3rd of July. It's just done this zigzag. It's so boring. I hate it. I'm already short right at the top of it. It's like washing paint dry, it's fucking tank already. Now I'm still gonna do CFDs but I'm just gonna keep the account size small just for fun. Couple hundred. And then I've gotta sell all my stocks, pay my Amazon credit card and then I'm gonna rebuild my portfolio. Something like I want two silver, something else and something else. Maybe just NASDAQ or spy. Maybe 30%, 40% silver, 30% spy. 30% No. What about 20% bonds, 30% silver, 50% spy. I definitely want silver, uh, sharp moodies. You just dunno what you're talking about. I've literally made thousands over the past few years people who say it's a scam of people who don't understand how to trade or invest. So you just think it's a scam 'cause you dunno how to do it. Okay. Your banned talking rubbish. Oh, I worked in finance. Oh it is a scam. Eh? Shut the fuck up bitch. VIP title revoked. I wrote your phone and mark as a scam. If you think it's a scam it is. 'cause you dunno what you're doing and you're fucking moron. Shut the fuck up. Get the fuck out here. VIP role removed. I a fucking moron. I've literally made thousands in the past years from dollar cost averaging into a few positions and you're sitting there saying you just came <inaudible>. Yet maybe I haven't become rich from investments, but most people who invest make money. The hell are you talking about? And then you claim to have worked in finance. Well you don't work in finance anymore, which you're fucking moron. Dunno what you're talking about. Shut the fuck up. Fucking prick. People on my investing discord have made tens of thousands, some even made hundreds of thousands from investing. And then this pricks in going, oh what Finance market's a scam. Shut the fuck up, you stupid. Fucking fuck dumb idiot. Only morons think it's a scam. 'cause you dunno how to play the game. Don't think you should have banned moodists. Well, I don't think he should have been arguing with me like a stupid bitch and then throwing about, oh, what's in finance? Don't go back your fucking finance then Don't give a shit. I don't give a shit if he's a loyal viewer. I don't give a shit. If it's a girl who sucked my cock. I don't give a fuck. You piss me off. You get fucking banned. Okay. I don't give a shit. You got the stupid crown emoji thing. Or the roll or the rank or you donated or I don't give a fuck If you piss me off, you fucking banned. Okay. So shut the fuck up. That stupid word in finance lecturing me about the fucking stock market. Shut up. Fucking idiots. Yeah. As if anyone here worked for finance. Yeah, sure you did. And my dad worked for Michael Jackson. How's the market a scam? I hate these people who say, oh, there's no point investing unless you have insider information. What a lot of bullshit. Millions of people have made money investing without insider information. Talking a lot of rubbish. I Oh congrats. Prison on fire. He meant don't in don't trade. He didn't say that. Add the VIP. Oh yeah. Now look, he said the market is a giant scam for rich people with insider knowledge and connections to farm idiots like you. So number one, he called me an idiot and brags about working in finance says I lost thousands. Yeah. Because I was very reckless and I made a mistake. It doesn't mean it's a scam, it just means I made a stupid trading mistake and I can't find the prison on fire guy's. Username. VIP prison. Why does his name not show up? Uh, yeah. All of a sudden, oh, so many of you work for finance? Yeah, sure you did. We'll let you worked with Dunkin Donuts. Wow. I didn't know I had so many viewers. Was financial hedge fund manages stockbroker as well? Yeah, I work finance too on trading 2 1 2. Hmm. Where's, why can't I present? Oh, present on fire. Okay. Added you. He called me an idiot. He said the markets are a scam for rich people to farm idiots like you. No, you're the fucking idiot. Fucking banned idiot. That's what you are market's for. Rich people. So many dumb comments today about investing. I don't see how it's a scam. Yeah, there's a lot of manipulation and markets get moved about by people who have a lot of money. It doesn't mean it's a scam. So that's saying Tesco is a scam 'cause the prices fluctuate and prices get manipulated. It doesn't mean it's scam. Stupid idiot. I mean, what do you expect? It's like you go on to, if you went onto traveling traders channel and then you start saying, market's a scam, he's gonna be pissed too. And he would tell you to shut the fuck up thinking, saying it's a scam. Just 'cause you suck at it. He didn't specify trading. He said the markets, he didn't say trading is a scam. He said the markets are a scam. And then he called me an idiot. So he's just saying investing and the markets in general is all a scam. Scams the stupid things to say and then calling me an idiot on top of it. Not very wise. And yeah, like the big hedge funds have quants and analysts and like financial experts. So they have, 'cause they got all the money. So they have the money to spend on the very best to give themselves the biggest edge. Why wouldn't you give yourself the biggest edge if you could afford it, but you don't need it. It's like you don't need the biggest combine harvester in the world to farm grain. You don't have to have the best van to deliver Amazon packages. You don't need to have the best of the best to do it. It just gives you a better edge. Yeah. I haven't done well with CFDs to be honest. I find CFDs very difficult. But I have made money on investing, but it's not a scam. It just means I'm not very good at it. It doesn't mean the whole thing's a scam. Just 'cause I'm not good at it. And which means I don't have the patience and stuff to do it, or I don't have the impulse control. Okay, well I'm going to bed. Thanks for ruining my night. Fucking mood juice. I hope he doesn't come back. Put me in a bad mood. Stupid fucking s with their stupid hot takes on investing. Marcus, wouldn't they shut the fuck up? And then they go, oh, I worked in finance. Yeah, okay. You did the till at McDonald's. Well fucking <inaudible>.