Week 2 In Lockdown - Life Update With Daniel-1-Bj0lsp Sfau

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Finally, I'm alone.

I'm alone.

Where is Mila? I had to kick her out. No, I didn't really. She went to town with my mum to get stuff. Hopefully they get me a McDonald's. I decided to stay to do some streaming by myself because it's been such a long time since I streamed alone. Last time I streamed alone, um, I think that was

before I went to London and met her. That was weeks ago now. She's been here for 2 weeks now.

2 weeks. Do you think it's too long?

Hopefully it's not lagging today.

Do you think it's too long? I don't mind, to be honest. I like her being here.

It's better than not having a girl here, isn't it?

But my mum and my sister were moaning about cleaning the other day.

Oh, thank you, Nicholas. Can I have permission to talk in #CastleDaniel? I messaged you on Discord, but you haven't responded. Um, I think right now no one has permission to speak in Castle Daniel channel. I'm not sure what to do with it.

Maybe I'll let Patreon members, give them access to it. I'm not sure yet. I kind of messed up my Discord server and I deleted everything apart from the main chat, so I need to think about how to make it better.

Uh, what was I saying? Yeah, my mum was moaning about us not cleaning. She keeps wanting us to clean stuff even though nothing really needs to be cleaned.

It's kind of irritating. I do clean, I do tidy up, but she still moans about something.

She asked me to clean the shower, so I went to the shower to have a look at it, and it wasn't even dirty. It looks fine. I don't know what she wants me to clean. And isn't it kind of stupid cleaning the shower? Because every time you have a shower, it cleans itself, doesn't it? It's like cleaning

a car wash. Why would you clean the inside of a car wash when it's constantly cleaning itself and everything inside anyway?

Oh, thank you, Raina.

But last time I went to McDonald's, they were still doing takeaway. You could still do takeaway orders.

I think I might be able to do a long stream today. It's been hard doing long streams when Mila's here because— I don't know why. I guess there's nothing stopping me from doing long streams while she's here.

I feel kind of distracted because there's people at home all the time now.

Wait, I forgot how to do this.

New tab.

Stop spamming the chat.

Where are my moderators?

Who cares?

How is life under lockdown? It's pretty much the same for me. The only thing I find stressful is People are at home all the time now, so it's difficult to make videos and it's difficult to do any cooking for the cooking channel because I don't need to cook now. My mum makes so much food and there's always

so much leftovers in the fridge.

I don't really feel like I need to cook anything, and I just cook the same things every day anyway. Just put some bacon and and some tomatoes in the oven, have some toast with it.

Had a bit of drama with Mila yesterday because people, people are leaking her Instagram profiles and They're harassing her friends as well,

and she was a bit upset about it. I keep trying to tell her to, to ignore those people saying stuff about her, but she keeps replying to them.

Well, at least this time I can honestly say none of it was my fault. Coronavirus, coronavirus. None of it was my fault. I didn't start any of this. It was her friend's fault. She had one friend who leaked her Instagram account in the comment section, and I didn't realize until a few days later. But by then it

was too late because people found it and they were sharing it.

And then they started adding her friends and then started accusing them of being prostitutes or something. I don't know why they just jumped to the conclusion that they're prostitutes,

because on her Instagram she has lots of pictures and videos of her partying and going to clubs and eating out,

and she doesn't have a full-time job, so people jump to the conclusion that she,

she has sex for money.

Don't know why.

It's not as if Instagram is a realistic portrayal of someone's actual life. People upload pictures onto Instagram of the fun things they're doing. So obviously it's gonna be full of photos of them having fun and messing around.

It doesn't mean they do that stuff all the time, constantly.

It's kind of annoying because even if, even if I behave well and I don't say anything negative about girls I'm meeting, There's all these weirdos online who start saying really horrible things about the girls I'm meeting, and I don't have any control over it because I can't, I can't get rid of those websites.

And then they end up finding their social medias, and then they end up adding their friends to their own friends list, and they start harassing their friends and their family.

I didn't even do anything. I didn't have anything to do with all of this.

To be honest, I don't really see why it's a big deal. I mean, so what if a couple random strangers find your Instagram and start sending you messages?

Just ignore them. It's not hard to ignore message requests, is it?

Remember Victoria, when I made a video about her and then people found her Instagram and then she started getting messages from weirdos? She blocked me and my family on Facebook.

Why do girls make such a big fuss over getting weird messages on Instagram and stuff? I get weird messages all the time. I just don't read them, or I press decline and then block them. It's not difficult, but people start freaking out when their social media gets leaked and stuff like that. I don't understand it.

Oh, thank you, Brown Dynamite. Where is Mira? She went shopping with my mum.

Did I love her? I don't think I love her.

Love is a bit of a heavy, strong word, isn't it? Did you love her?

We didn't break up, but we're not— technically, we're not really in a relationship. We haven't really talked about it.

We're just enjoying each other's company

without making it all serious and official.

How often do we have cereal? Usually once a day, sometimes twice a day.

We slept in a tent in the garden a few days ago. That was nice. It was quite nice actually because it was raining and then you could hear the rain hitting the tent and it was windy and everything was kind of swaying about like we were on a boat. But then it started leaking and then I could

feel water dripping on my face. That wasn't so nice. And it was really hard, the floor.

We should have gotten more blankets to lie down on, but we're lying on the grass. And we had 2 blankets on top of us, and it was so uncomfortable.

And at the time, my legs were still really painful because I got this VR headset you can see in the background, and I was playing Pistol Whip, which is kind of like a music rhythm game where you're just floating forwards and then bad guys appear from the sides, and then you have to shoot them quickly and they

shoot back at you, and you kind of have to do Matrix slow-motion dodging to not get shot at, and you're just constantly squatting and standing and squatting, and it absolutely destroyed my legs for about 4 days. I could barely walk because my muscles were aching so much, but they're finally better now. I can't believe it, that I

can squat again.

I was in so much pain, I was walking like an old man.

And then I have this chest problem which has been going on for about 5 days now. I'm not sure what it is, but I just have this sharp pain right here

next to my nipple,

and it's just made breathing kind of difficult. It's getting slightly better. It doesn't really hurt that much today, but it really hurts when I cough and sneeze. Feels like someone's stabbing me with a pencil right here. And it hurts when I press on this rib. I'm not sure why, but it started about 4 or 5 days ago.

I'm not sure if it's a lung problem or a problem with my muscles, because I was riding my bicycle and we were drinking wine and I got a bit drunk and I fell off my bicycle and I landed on this side of my chest. I'm not sure if that was why.

Hopefully it's nothing to do with my lungs. I was looking up symptoms and there's one thing called pleurosis— pleurosis, I can't remember— and it's something to do with your— the lining of your lungs getting inflamed. Maybe it's that.

Could be anything. Pretty sure it's not the virus because I don't have a fever and I'm not constantly coughing.

But I've had this pain before. I've talked about it before, but it's never been this bad. Usually it happens when I lie on my side in bed,

and then I can feel this sharp stabbing pain here.

Yeah, but it's never been this bad before.

It's just made moving around, moving my body painful, and using my chest muscles makes it hurt as well. Like when I do this, when I'm using these muscles, and it's made breathing kind of painful as well. I can't wait for it to go.

It's kind of scary because if anything does happen, I don't know if I could go to the hospital because of the whole virus thing.

The whole virus thing is getting kind of boring now. It's just the same thing over and over again.

I don't understand how the hospitals are so unprepared for it. Why don't they have enough ventilators and masks and protective gear? They've had months to prepare. I mean, this whole thing started getting serious all the way in the beginning of January, and now it's here in England and they're not even prepared. They had months and months to

get all this stuff and equipment ready,

but now it's like they've only just started scrambling to get stuff. Maybe they couldn't get stuff because there was a shortage all over the world. How hard is it to make a ventilator? It's just a pump that blows air into your lungs.

How hard is it to make a mask? It's just a piece of fabric. It's not like it's a complicated piece of equipment.

Finally karma gets you. Hope you join your dad soon. Oh, shut up, H. Karma's a load of rubbish. I mean, if karma actually existed, then My life wouldn't be so good, would it? If you look at all the bad things I've done, I still have a better life than most people do.

Yeah, a ventilator is just a pump. You attach it to, to their mouth and then it pushes air into the lungs. How hard is that?

You can just get a rubber ball and then squeeze it and blow lungs— blow air into the lungs.

Oh well, what can you do now?

I wonder how long it's gonna last for, because

I'm not sure actually. I don't know what I want to do. I'm quite happy just staying here actually, because I got my VR headset, and if I travel, then I would have to buy another gaming laptop so I can bring the VR headset with me. I don't know if I'd bring it with me though. I'm having too

much fun with it. Beat Saber is so much fun when you have songs you actually like playing, listening to.

The songs that come with it are kind of rubbish. It's like dubstep, disco clubbing music, electro clubbing music. I don't like it, but there's a way you can install mods and then you can download all these other songs that you do like. For free. Problem is the people who made the custom maps, they made them really difficult.

Will Mila come on stream when she's back from shopping? I don't think so. I'll probably end the stream when they come back. I don't think we'll stream together anymore because it's just so awkward. I feel awkward streaming with people. I find it difficult to just talk when there's someone next to me, and then she feels really awkward

as well, and then she doesn't say much and she's just laughing all the time. And then I don't even know what to talk about,

and people find her annoying as well.

I think we've done enough streams together. We've done 3 streams together now, so I think I'll go back to streaming by myself.

I tried to get her to make a video called My Thoughts on Daniel So Far, and I just asked her to just make a video about 6 minutes long talking about what it's like living here, and then she couldn't even do it. She took like an hour just— and she couldn't even do the intro. She kept laughing,

and then she said she couldn't do it.

I didn't think it would be so hard. When I used to ask my ex-wife to make videos, she didn't really have a problem. She just pressed record and then started talking, didn't even have to edit it.

I guess for some people it's difficult.

What's my take on the iDubbbz cuckery situation?

Uh, I don't really understand what— why it's such a big deal.

He's just supporting— he's just being supportive of his girlfriend.

I don't have any problems with selling nudes for money. I mean, I do it as well. I haven't done it recently, but I've definitely sold dick pics and foot fetish videos to gay guys. So I have absolutely nothing against, uh, what's that website called, OnlyFans, or selling nudes.

I wouldn't have a problem with it either if my girlfriend wanted to sell nudes. I want to share ex-girlfriend's nudes all the time. The only reason I don't do it is because I don't really want to have this reputation of sharing people's nudes, because then people won't give me any more nudes, will they? If people start to

think, oh, Daniel might share my nudes, then they won't send me them.

But if I had a girlfriend who was completely okay with her nudes being shared,

I wouldn't have a problem with it.

If she's my girlfriend, I'd want to show her off to people and say, hey, look, this is my girlfriend. This is what she looks like naked. Bet you're jealous.

How come you're still wearing the same sweater? Because I like it. It's comfortable. I think it looks good.

Why do people keep complaining about it? Is it really a big deal?

Do I even wash this sweater? I washed it about a week ago. You don't need to wash it every day,

do you?

Is Mila going back to Korea? She wants to. She asked me to come with her, but I'm not sure. I mean, I just came back from Korea and I didn't have a very good time.

And I'm not sure what it would be like going there with her.

I'm not really desperate to go to a different country soon.

Um, we haven't really talked about it, to be honest, so I don't know.

I don't think we consider each other girlfriend and boyfriend.

I'm not really that desperate to get back into a relationship straight away.

I don't really know what to do. It's hard to plan anything right now.

I guess long-term goals would be getting back to Japan eventually,

but I'm not sure when.

Right now I'm not really that interested in traveling. The only reason I'm ever interested in traveling is, you know, to get cereal and to meet girls. But I have a girl right here and I'm having cereal every day, so I don't really have any motivation to go traveling when I already have what I want right here at

home?

I'm not sure if this is a surprise to people or not, but I don't actually like traveling. I hate it. I think it's boring. You sit on a plane, then you sit on a bus to go to someplace that's pretty much the same as where you're already at. It's just different layout, different buildings, and different languages, and

then they have weird food. I'm not really a fan of traveling. The only reason I travel is because I get lonely and I get horny.

Otherwise, I'm pretty happy right here, just playing on my VR, playing Beat Saber, playing Final— I played Final Countdown on Beat Saber 3 times in a row last night. It was so fun. I felt epic. I beat it on expert. I was like, whoosh, whoosh, whoosh.

And I started listening to this Swedish band called Sabaton. They're funny. It's like, imagine your history teacher started a metal band and they just made songs about historic battles and stuff. And I played their songs on Beat Saber and it just makes you feel amazing.

I tried VR strip club, but it was boring because you can't even touch the girls. Your hand goes through them. I want to be able to grab them, push them around, slap their butt, slap their face, harass them. You can't do anything. You just sit there and then you have drinks and a cigarette and a gun that

shoots out money, and then you can get them to do lap dances.

You just sit there watching them do a lap dance in front of you. You might as well just watch porn at that point. You can't interact with them. So I've got this other game called Blade and Sorcery which is kind of like Skyrim, but you do arena battles against NPCs. And in that game, you can do everything.

You can stab them with blades, and the blade goes into their bodies. You can cut off their heads and arms.

You can, you can grab their bodies with your hands and then, you know, move their arms and their legs. Mess around with their corpse. It's really fun. My favorite thing to do is I pick up their corpse and then I throw it over a table, and then I spread their legs and I VR hump them like that.

That's quite fun. I got Half-Life: Alyx as well, but it's too scary and it gives me motion sickness. It's a nice-looking game and it's fun picking objects up and throwing them around, shooting the aliens, but it gets pretty intense when it's dark and you've got the headphones on. And when you move, it just makes me feel sick.

I like music games like Beat Saber. That doesn't make me feel sick at all.

What else do I have? I have Fruit Ninja, that's okay.

Oh, I got Superhot, it's not really that fun. Pistol Whip is okay, but I prefer Beat Saber.

I think Beat Saber is the only game I need. I don't really need anything else.

Have you ever smoked weed? No, but Mila says my armpits smell like weed.

She says she doesn't mind the smell of my armpits. That means she's physically attracted to me. When you're physically attracted to another human being, then there's nothing There's no smell that they produce that should disgust you, because if you're attracted to them physically, then even the armpit smell should turn you on.

I mean, if there's a really hot girl, I wouldn't mind if she rubbed her bumhole all over my face.

It would be hot.

It's so funny, the, um, the whole Instagram drama stuff.

Her friend got, got kind of angry because all these weirdos from Reddit are harassing her. And then she said something like, trust me, I don't want to be associated with Daniel and you creeps.

That's not very nice. And then she got all defensive and she was providing proof and screenshots to prove that she's not a hooker. But why? Why does she care so much? It's just a subreddit full of freaks and weirdos. Why take it seriously? You can just imagine what kind of people they are. They must be fat and

ugly and weirdos. They're not people who you should actually care about what they think. Their opinions are meaningless. They're just a bunch of freaks on the internet. And— but they're taking it so seriously, as if their opinions actually matter.

This is something I just don't get about people. Why do they care so much about what a bunch of strangers on the internet think of them? They're never going to meet them or have any interaction with them.

There's going to be no effects on their real life. But I guess that's what normal people— that's what the reaction is. It's like the Turkish girl. She was so desperate to go onto Reddit and explain her side of the story as if it really mattered, and no one gives a shit about your side of the story.

At the end of the day, it's not going to matter. There's going to be no consequence.

Have you talked to Sinon yet? No, but she did come back to the Discord server. I don't— I still don't understand why she's upset though. Because she was completely okay with me going to Spain to meet the Spanish girl,

and it's not like I said I was gonna be her boyfriend or anything,

and it's not like I said I'm not gonna go to Sweden. I mean, if she still wanted to meet up, then I would consider going. Depends on the situation.

He called all you weirdo freaks. No, I didn't call everyone here weirdos and freaks. I called the people on Reddit who are harassing and doxxing Mida's friends weirdos and freaks.

I think she's upset because she really wants to meet you. Well, I would still be up for meeting. I never said that I wouldn't meet her.

I never cancelled anything. People just assumed that I cancelled Sweden because Mira came.

But I don't really know what the situation is with Mira and us or what we're gonna do.

Everything's just kind of up in the air, especially with the virus. It's really hard to plan anything.

Why didn't you stay in Japan? Because I wanted to break up with my ex-wife, and if I stayed in Japan, it would have increased the chances, the likelihood of me going back to her. So I thought, if I really want to end this boring marriage. I really should just leave Japan and try and reset my life.

So I thought Korea would be a good idea.

It was a good idea. It was a nice little escape. Went on some dates on Tinder, met some cool guys. I think,

um, I think the Korea trip went Not too badly.

You cheated so many times and it was still boring.

I cheated because it was boring.

You failed to get girls. Yeah, I did. Korean girls are so boring though. Only 1 out of the 6 Korean girls I met was actually fun. The rest of them are so dull. They're so serious all the time. No fun. I think European and Western girls are way more fun. There's something about Asian girls. They're just so

conservative and dull. They're nice to look at, but they're so boring. It's kind of like— it's kind of like Skyrim, you know? It's a nice game to look at, but there's There's hardly any depth. TotalBiscuit always used to say Skyrim is like a massive ocean that's only 1 inch deep, meaning that it's a massive beautiful world but

there's, you know, fuck-all to do in it. Kind of like Korean women— nice to look at but no depth.

I miss TotalBiscuit. Why? Why couldn't someone else die like Zach Choi? Why TotalBiscuit? So typical, isn't it? My favorite YouTuber gets taken away.

TotalBiscuit was the best YouTuber ever.

Why did he die? He got What did he get? He got bowel cancer and they treated it, but then it changed to liver cancer and then they couldn't treat it.

I cried for the first time. That was the first time I ever cried over someone dying. That was before my dad died, obviously.

It's just so weird. I got so emotionally affected by this random guy on YouTube who I've never met, never spoken to, who he would probably hate me. He definitely would hate me,

but I still love him.

Why don't you like Zach Choi? Because his face pisses me off, and he's got 7 million subscribers in just 2 years by doing stupid things like eating. No one should ever get 7 million subs just from eating. That's just sickening.

I hate those mukbangers. They piss me off. People like me putting hard work and effort into making quality content, creative stuff, and you get those idiots who sit there stuffing their faces and they get millions of views.

That's why I get irritated. And then people like TotalBiscuit who make really good content, they don't get anywhere near the views that these idiots like Zach Choi get.

That's what annoys me.

Rate Mira scale of 1 to 10. Now, this is something I've been thinking about, my rating. Remember I gave Chihiro 6.2 and I thought that was pretty fair? I would give Mira Hmm, let me think.

I think I would give her a 7.1. I think 7.1 is fair, and the reason for 7.1 is because I recently realized that I quite like tall— taller girls who are around 165 to 170. I think the height definitely makes them more attractive, plus she has a larger butt, which I find very attractive, so that definitely bumps

her up to a 7.

165 is not tall. It is when you're 175. 165 is like down here.

It's tall compared to 150.

Chihiro was like 150-something, and then she was so small next to me.

And then the Turkish girl was like 140-something. She was like down here when I talked to her. I was like, oh. Hello down there. It was weird. I don't like it when the girl's really short. Oh, thank you, Flippy Cat. Sin VR lets you do what you want to women. That sounds interesting. Can I put my finger

in their mouth? Haha. I want a VR game where you can have a basement and then you can kidnap people and chain them up and then do whatever you want to them.

I want a game like Hitman where you have to assassinate people and then Dispose of the corpse somehow by cutting it up or burning it or burying it.

Give an example of a girl, like a model or actress, you like. Um, there's a Japanese model who I follow on Instagram called Hashimoto Rina. I like her. But I think her skin's too dark. I don't like all her tanning, but I like her face shape.

I like that kind of face where they're like this.

That's my ideal face.

There's also another Japanese girl I follow on Instagram. She's kind of chubby, she's got big boobs, but her face is really cute. She looks like a rabbit, like this.

I want to see Mira. She's not here, I'm sorry. I'm gonna make a video tomorrow talking about how I feel about things because people seem to like that, but at the end I'll just put some random footage of us messing around in the tent, setting up the tent,

and I'll try and film some other random footage to make it 10 minutes.

I think a good balance for videos is about 6 minutes of me talking and then about 4 to 5 minutes random stuff, doing stuff.

Does she mind you making videos about her? I don't think she minds.

She hasn't said that she does mind.

Did you record having cereal with her? Not yet. I haven't asked her if she's okay with it yet. I don't think she would be.

It's okay, I have it saved mentally in my mind.

Why don't you have Cooking with Daniel to get to 10 minutes anymore? Because I made a second channel where I put all my cooking stuff on.

Cooking stuff is on a separate channel. But I kind of ran out of ideas for recipes. I don't know what to cook anymore. I feel like I've cooked everything.

Is the cooking supposed to be ironic? Well, I started the cooking just to get it to 10 minutes because I, I usually find it difficult to talk about anything for longer than 10 minutes. I can talk about something for about 5 minutes or 6,

and I need to get the video to 10 minutes, so I thought, why don't I just do some cooking?

And people seem to like it.

Do I know how to cook? Yeah, I got a halogen oven. You just put stuff into the halogen oven and turn it on. Wait until it goes brown. So easy now.

I'm also working on a video where there are drawings. It's going to be about people I hate. And I'm drawing them from memory. I've drawn— I've finished 2 of them, so I've got 1 left. There's only gonna be 3, my top 3 hated people who I hate the most.

But I want to take my time. I don't want to rush it because I wanna make it look good.

The first drawing is quite good. The second one's coming along, but it's still a bit flat. I need to try and make it more interesting to look at.

Do I draw on my iPad? Yes, I use Procreate.

Procreate is good because you can export the time-lapse video of the drawing,

so I can show you myself drawing it whilst doing a voiceover. I think it's quite a good way of doing videos.

There's no YouTubers in my people I hate list because I don't really hate any YouTubers that much. They're mostly people— well, they're all people from my life in the past.

Am I ever going back to Japan to find cereal? I don't know. I feel kind of tired trying to find Japanese girls. I just feel like it's such, such a struggle.

I mean, I could go to Japan and then struggle to find a decent-looking girl on Tinder or a guest house and then get really lonely and then just resort to blowing all my money on call girls. Or I could just stay in Europe or go to Canada where there's girls who watch my channel who are cute and

are interested in me.

I don't know, I feel like I should give up on the dream of getting a Japanese girl, but then I feel sad about giving up on that dream.

I just hate doing Tinder. It's so much hard work making a good profile, then chatting them up, and then taking them on a date. And then trying to get them back to a hotel. It's so much effort.

You should, you should still be having cereal with Pia. Well, that was what I was hoping for, but then she got herself a bloody boyfriend.

I thought if I go back to England, then maybe me and Pia could meet up now and then, do some videos.

But then she got a boyfriend.

That's so annoying.

Why couldn't she get a boyfriend next year? Last year when I was married, we were messaging each other all the time and she was saying stuff like, you know, sexual stuff, and she was really into me. And now that I'm back here in England, a free man, now she's not interested. Typical, isn't it? Absolutely typical.

Why does everything go wrong? I don't understand.

I go to Korea and then the virus starts spreading there. I leave Korea and then the virus gets better and stops spreading, and now it's spreading all over Europe.

It's like everything I do, the universe does something to annoy me.

How do I feel about the virus? It's so irritating.

It's ruined all my plans.

I was supposed to be in Korea still, and then I was gonna go to different countries like Vietnam and Thailand, and I was gonna make my way back to England country by country, experiencing each country.

I had to axe that plan and then come home.

I guess on the plus side, there's no pressure on me to go outside now and take her places.

Some streamers are still traveling. Yeah, the one I watch, Harold Boulder, he still travels. He's in Sri Lanka now. I think it's kind of crazy to still want to travel.

I wish they'd hurry up, find a cure or a vaccine or something. Can you even get a vaccine for a virus? I guess you can.

Smallpox is a virus, isn't it? They found a vaccine for that.

Didn't they find the vaccine for smallpox by accident? Some woman got cowpox, and if you get cowpox, then you become immune to smallpox.

I'm not too bothered about being stuck at home because I'm having a lot of fun with Mila and the VR headset, and it's nice to be home actually. It's just the only irritating thing is my mum whinging about cleaning.

Most fine, but then sometimes