[2020-04-03] I'm finally happy -) [YHKnMPN5DGs]

Hello and welcome back to my garden. So

it's been about 2 weeks now since me and

Mila have been living together, and I

thought I would make a video just Talking

about how I feel. Now, I know a lot of you

like watching my channel because you want

to see me suffer and you like to see me

all sad and depressed, and I think that's

just kind of sad and pathetic. And I have

bad news for you because actually, um,

recently I'm feeling pretty happy. I don't

really have many goals in life. There's

pretty much 2 main goals that I have in

life, and that's number one, to be able to

make a decent amount of money on the

internet, and thanks to YouTube, I've

achieved that goal. I'm pretty satisfied

that I'm able to make a fairly stable

income just from making simple videos on

YouTube. And my second goal in life was to

be able to find a nice girl that I can

share my life with, and again, thanks to

YouTube, I managed to achieve that goal as

well. So first of all, I want to thank

YouTube for providing me a platform on

which I can express myself creatively and

emotionally. And I also want to thank

YouTube for saving me from a life of sad,

crippling loneliness. So it's been

slightly over 2 weeks since Mila moved in

with us, and I know a lot of you are

thinking, isn't that kind of crazy? You

just met her and then a few days later

she's moving into your house and she's

living with you. And yeah, I guess it does

sound kind of crazy. But after I met Mila,

I just felt comfortable with her, and I

felt like she was a decent person, and I

didn't think she was too crazy. I think

Mila is definitely one of the best girls

that I've been with. I find her physically

attractive and mentally attractive, and

it's also nice that she's 6 years younger

than me. After dating so many women who

have been nearly 10 years older than me in

most cases, it's a, it's a nice refreshing

change to finally be with a girl who isn't

nearly a decade older than me. For some

reason, I think a lot of people think that

I prefer to date older women, and that's

just not true. The reason why I've dated

so many older women is because I didn't

really have much of a choice. If I had to

choose between a 25-year-old girl and a

35-year-old woman, I would choose the

25-year-old version of the girl every time

because she's going to be more physically

attractive. And it's also pretty nice not

to have to fly all the way to Japan

halfway across the world just to be able

to find a girl. Some of you may already

have noticed this, but I don't really

enjoy traveling. Actually, kind of hate

traveling. It's just a lot of hard work

and a lot of sitting around in airplanes

and buses and public transport, and then

you just go to a different place that's

pretty much the same as the place you came

from. It's just slightly, you know, a

different layout, and people speak in a

different language, and the people look

different. Not really one of those people

who enjoys traveling and experiencing

other cultures and languages and food.

I like living in England. I like my home

here. I like the food. I like cheese and

onion crisps and Pot Noodle. And one of

the hardest things about being married to

a Japanese woman was having to live in

Japan so far away from my family and my

home and from all the food that I love to

eat here. Living in Japan was nice and it

was interesting and fun for the first few

months, and then after a while you just

get used to it and then you start getting

sick and tired of living there. And every

time me and my ex-wife came back to

England for Christmas, I always felt

really sad when we had to go back to Japan

and I had to leave again, when really I

didn't really want to leave. I wanted to

stay. So if I had to compare my life when

I was married in Japan to my current life,

I can easily say that I'm 100% happier now

than I ever was when I was living in Japan

married to my ex-wife. I guess it is kind

of ironic that I spent so much time and I

tried so hard to find happiness in Japan

and other countries like Korea when in the

end the place that I was trying so hard to

escape from turned out to be the place

that I feel the happiest in. I also feel

quite happy with the positive reaction

most of you guys have had towards Mila,

but unfortunately there has been a lot of

people saying mean things about her, and I

have been trying my best to remove these

comments because I don't really want her

to see those horrible comments and I don't

want her to get upset. But there's other

places on the internet, certain websites

where I don't have any control over and I

don't have any moderating power. And

there's all these conversations and

discussions saying pretty disgusting

things about her and me, accusing her of

being a you-know-what. And I just

think it's kind of sad and pathetic that

there's all these miserable people on the

internet who have nothing better to do

than to criticize and judge and say

horrible things about Mila, and they

hardly even know her, and they're just

jumping to conclusions and accusing her of

being this and that. I understand that a

lot of people hate me, and maybe for good

reason, but it's just kind of silly to

hate women and girls and other people just

because they like me. Every time a girl

has shown interest in me and agree to meet

up with me and agree to be intimate with

me, there's always this group of people

who start this debate discussing whether

they're mentally ill or if they're just

trying to use me or trying to get

attention or clout or trying to get me to

pay things for them. And I'm sorry to

break it to you, but there are some women

who find me physically attractive and who

do like me and they do like my personality

And it's not because they're mentally ill,

and it's not because they're trying to use

me, or they're trying to get attention,

or they're trying to become famous on the

internet. I just think it's kind of sad

and pathetic that there's so many people

who refuse to accept the fact that some

people do find me attractive and some

people do like me, and it's not because

they have some kind of mental problem.

And I think a lot of the anger that these

people have been showing towards Mila and

previous girls who liked me and agreed to

meet up with me. I think the reason

they're so angry is because they're

jealous. I mean, why else would they be so

angry? And maybe these people are

frustrated because they can't get a

girlfriend or they are unable to achieve

their goals and dreams. Well, it's not my

fault that you waste all day whinging

and whining on a subreddit. I mean, on a

website instead of, you know, actually

trying to achieve your goals and actually

going out there and trying to get your

dream girl. I mean, really, really,

you're going to start insulting me and

start insulting Mila and other girls who

like me just because you're jealous?

Please, can we, can we grow up a little

bit and show some maturity? If you're just

being mean and nasty to a girl just

because she likes a guy that you don't

like, then I don't even know what to say.

Quite frankly, you should be ashamed.

Shame on you. If you're one of those

people who thinks life is unfair because

you think I'm a bad person and I get

things that I want, I'm sorry to break it

to you, but there's no such thing as fair

in the world. There's no such thing as

karma. Things just happen randomly.

And the reason why I managed to achieve my

goals and get what I want in life is

because I worked hard to, to get them,

and I wasn't afraid of cracking a few

eggshells or spilling some juice in order

to get what I wanted. The problem with

people who complain about the world being

unfair and complain about bad guys

like me getting what they want in life is

they believe in karma, and they think

that, oh, if they do good things and

they're good people, then good things will

happen to them. But that just isn't how

the world works. In order to get what you

want in life, you have to be brave enough

to just take it and not be scared of

hurting some people's feelings. And I'm

sorry if what I said just hurt your

feelings, but well, I think some people

just need a bit of a reality check. And

some people need to stop being so nasty

towards women. I mean, can we show some

respect to women? Just because they like a

guy that you find unattractive doesn't

mean there's something wrong with them.

There's probably someone out there in the

world who finds you attractive. There's

someone for everyone. And I really hate to

sound so preachy during this video, but I

am 31 years old and I do have quite

a lot of life experience— probably more

experience in life than a lot of you guys.

And you know the saying, if you don't have

anything nice to say, then maybe keep it

to yourself? Maybe that's something you

should be thinking about. And Mila was

really upset because of all of the mean

things people were saying about her, and

if she's upset, then I'm upset, and trust

me, you do not want to make me upset.

That's dangerous! You're dangerous! You

could hurt yourself. What are you doing?

Just filming you.

No. Do you have anything to say? Yeah,

Daniel should stop talking shit in the

garden. I'm defending you.

I'm defending you against the haters.

Thank you, you're on my side now. I'm your

protector.

We're making a tent.

Sleeping in the garden.

Yeah, I've got

a lot.

Hi.

Yes,

Mimo, she's inside here.

Yes, I got it. You see, the roof opens.

This is me,

Mom.

It looks a bit weird. Why?

Because this one is saggy.

Maybe this is where the poles go.

When you see green, put green. Okay.

Yellow, put yellow. Yes. Daniel,

help! I'm filming.

Yes,

Daniel,

that's not helping. I'm documenting it.

This one, you see? Please goodbye.

This is one bedroom. This is second

bedroom. So can you see the color? Can you

see? Can you see? Oh, uh,

this We don't need to make bedrooms.

Yeah, I sleep here, you sleep there. No,

where is the green?

Uh, green is in front. Your side

is the green. This orange, orange. Where

is the orange? Let's make the floor.

This one is the door. Oh, I don't want to

sleep on it.