[2025-02-02] i had a horrible day [8ESQr1pkNfk]

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Um, so I had a pretty rough day.

I just got home about— well, not just

got home. I got home like 2 hours ago,

but I made dinner and I had dinner.

I can't do this job, guys.

I did my first shift At Every, the

delivery company. It was brutal.

It was so hard. I can't believe it. I

can't. I'm not doing it again. It was the

worst thing I've ever done.

It was so terrible.

God, I wish I had Amazon Flex back.

I don't even know how much money they're

going to pay me. I got a weight,

but I did so many things wrong.

I feel I don't know if I'm going to get

away with it because in the end I just got

so fed up and I was like, whatever, put it

here, put it there. I don't even care if

it's the right place or not.

So basically I arrived at 10:30 in the

morning and then I finished about 7 p.m.

Oh my God.

So they give

you so many parcels. They expect you

to deliver between 80 to 100 parcels.

That's insane. At Amazon,

at most you would deliver about 40 and

then you would have about 30 different

locations. So you only got to go to 30

different addresses. But today they gave

me 82 parcels and

only 2 of the locations had multiple

drops. So it was literally 82 parcels

and 80 locations, but they let me take 12

out because they were really big boxes.

It was insane. I've never delivered so

many parcels all at once. It was like 3

Amazon blocks all rolled into one.

It was a nightmare.

They took it down to 69 parcels. Because I

said my car's too small. And then he was

like, oh, usually you have to deliver 100.

I nearly— I feel like I nearly died just

doing 69 today. There's no way I'm doing

100. When I got to about parcel number

55, I was just begging for it to be over.

I was like, oh my God, when's it over?

One more, one more, one more. And then I

couldn't find— it went completely dark and

I couldn't find the houses. And I was

running up and down the streets.

Everything's pitch black. My iPhone torch

is not that strong. So what happens is you

arrive at the depot half past 10 and

I talked to the manager and then he gave

me a cage and then you had to scan each

parcel like Amazon. But then after you

scan each parcel, you've then got to scan

them all again to— because you get a pen

and you write on the packet 1, 2, 3, you

know, you order the packets by the order

you're supposed to deliver them, which

makes sense. But to find out the,

the drop number of the packet, you got to

scan it again. And to scan it again, it

takes ages. You got to press Scan, and

then you scan it, and then, um,

it would do something like GPS location

cannot be found, wait 5 seconds, and then

you wait 5 seconds, and then you press

back, and then you press the barcode of

the item, and then it will pop up the drop

code, and then you write down the number.

So I don't know, number 2, put it to the

side. And that process, I don't know, it

took like— this took 20 seconds

per parcel, and it took me an hour.

I was sitting in the warehouse squatting

on the floor for nearly an hour. I had

to scan everything and then scan it all

again and then write the number. It's so

dumb. Like, why doesn't the number pop up

when you scan it the first time? Why'd you

have to scan it again? So you gotta scan

everything twice, and you got like 80

parcels, so you got 160 scans. So I'm just

squatting there on the floor scanning one

by one, writing down the number, and then

you gotta put them all back in the cage

and they kept falling out of the cage. So

I had to like shove them in and then I had

to push the cage to my car. At Amazon,

they do all this for you. So I spent an

hour scanning and packing

and that's not paid. You don't get paid

for being at the warehouse scanning. So I

did an hour's work for nothing. So then I

packed everything into my car and headed

off to the first drop and I started

delivering and it went pretty well. It was

easy. Nice countryside houses and some,

some shops and holiday lodges. Did about

20. I couldn't find number 16. I searched

the whole car. I don't know what happened

to parcel number 16, but I wasted maybe,

I don't know, 15, 20 minutes looking for

parcel 16. I just couldn't find it. Maybe

it was a tiny packet and it got lost under

the seat or something. I don't know, it

just disappeared. I might have a look

tomorrow, see if it's in the car or not.

But I couldn't deliver it, so I just

ignored it and went on to the other ones.

And the app really sucks. So it's got a

navigation map like Google Maps GPS, and

then you follow it. There's no button to

copy the address and paste it into Google

Maps. If you want to do Google Maps, you

gotta write out the address. Yourself

manually. And then yeah, you follow the

navigation map, which is— it's okay, it

works. But the problem is when you get to

the location, it just takes you to like a

vague— it takes you to a vague area where

the delivery location is. And then you

switch from the navigation map to the map.

It just says view map in the app, but it

opens a Google Map. But it's not like the

Google app map. It's like a weird-looking

browser ugly version of Google Maps. And

then it'll have like a circle with the

location in the middle, and it'll have

your location. And then you have to like

try and figure out how do I get to the

center of the circle? Because the

navigation map won't take you directly to

the house. And then you just go look at

the street names really and the house

numbers. It's so rubbish. Amazon Flex app

is so much better. Because you can just

press open in Google Maps and then you

didn't have to use the built-in Amazon

Flex navigation. So you got to use 2 maps

in the app, both of them are kind of

rubbish, and I spent so much time

getting lost and trying to find where the

house is and like running around in

circles. My legs are aching because I kept

parking too far away and having to run

down the road and then run back up again.

Some of the roads are just horrible

because Devon is really rural. It's way

more rural than Kent. Some of these farms

and the roads and the little lanes are

such horrible roads. Potholes, flooding,

really tight bends. It was awful.

And I went down to this one farm and there

was nowhere to turn around, so I had to

reverse all the way back up the shitty

little— why do farmers have the stupidest

little lanes that go to their farm?

They're so— farmers are so stupid.

They got massive land, like 10 fields,

100 acres, massive land, but they have a

tiny little piddly pothole-filled lane

going down to the gate. Why can't they

just make a bigger freaking road? Stingy

bastards, farmers are. Oh, I can't afford

to make a proper road that goes to my

house. So then you go down the road and

then you get stuck because you can't turn

around, and then you got reverse all the

way back up the pothole lane. I hate

these farmers, they're so selfish. Like,

oh, I drive a Land Rover, I don't care.

Yeah, well, don't order stuff off Amazon

and online shops then if you don't care.

Go and use your Land Rover and drive into

town and buy it yourself, idiot. I hate

farmers. They're always really rude and

like kind of unfriendly, and they've got

this look on their face like they're

really serious. I can't stand farmers.

Well, I don't understand why they didn't

just fix the roads or widen the roads or

make a little— all they have to do is like

get, get one of those excavator digger

things and just dig out a bit of room next

to the lane so cars can turn around.

Well, you expect all us delivery drivers

to walk down your stupid farm lane that

goes to your house? Even the Airbnb I was

staying at had a tiny little lane, and

they build in little speed bumps. They

like get concrete and they build a little

makeshift speed bump. So you've got

massive potholes and these massive

concrete speed bumps. You gotta go 2 miles

per hour down the road. You could walk

faster. And then you get to the end and

you can't turn around. You gotta reverse

all the way back out. I fucking hate

farms. They're so annoying.

And they got these massive stupid dogs

come running at you. I'm not doing

this again. I'm going back to Uber Eats.

This sucks.

I'm gonna wreck my

car doing this. And then my battery— oh,

my car battery was like 50% when

I got to the depot and the delivery area

was like 40 miles away. So I thought,

okay, I'll finish and I have about 60

left. I finished and I only have about 45

left. I have to quickly go to the nearest

charger. I couldn't get the charger to

work, but then I finally figured it out.

And then this other EV guy came and he's

like, excuse me, how long are you gonna

be? Gonna be however long it fucking takes

to charge my battery, idiot. The annoying

thing about these charging stations is

they put one charger, one charger,

and it takes like half an hour to charge

your battery. So if someone else is

already there So I, I didn't fully charge.

I only did like, I don't know, 50% top

up from like 20%. So then I got back here

and I was back down to like 50% because I

didn't want to make the guy wait too long.

He had like an Audi EV. I've never seen

those before.

Yeah, so it really sucks. So I was getting

range anxiety the whole way. And then

luckily the phone signal was fine most of

the time. There was some beautiful scenery

though. It was like right by the coast.

You could see the sea and the beach was

there, the cliffs. I took a picture. Do

Yeah, maybe I was slow because I was just

standing there looking at the scenery. It

was just so beautiful.

It was like a valley with the sea and a

beach, and then the sun started shining.

There were like sun rays beaming through

the clouds to this picture.

Really nice, really nice scenery.

A lot nicer than Kent.

Yeah, I'm in Devon, so I was delivering

around Barnstaple in a place called

Willacombe, and I think I

was looking over the sea that's towards

Wales.

Yeah, it was Wales I was looking at. On

the other side.

It was so far away. It took about an hour

and 40 minutes from my house to— I mean,

not my house, but the place I'm staying

now. It took an hour and 40 minutes.

Well, it took an hour to get to the depot

and then 40 minutes to the delivery

location. So in total, it took an hour 40

minutes to drive all the way to do my

first drop.

I'm exhausted. I was so tired after I

finished the last one. I was like trying

not to crash my car. Was the pay good?

I don't even know I'm gonna get paid yet.

I keep— it says you get paid on the Onzee

app. I already had the Onzee app because I

was doing Amazon Flex, but there's nothing

on Onzee that shows you money. It just

shows you discounts and gift cards.

Where's my money?

And it showed me my feedback.

I got 5 out of 5 customer feedback.

There's no comment left. I didn't know

they can rate you. It's kind of weird. I

got some badges. I got 2 friendly badges.

2 delivered with Care Badgers, respected

my property, followed instructions on

time. Yeah, and then I delivered every

single parcel late after the 15th. So

with, with Every, um,

when you start your route, you've got like

a time limit, like a 1-hour window to

deliver it in. So it started at like 12.

So you've got 12 until 1 o'clock to

deliver the first 10. And then 12:30 until

1:30 to deliver the next 10. After the

first 20, I delivered every single one

late, like an hour late. It said deliver

between 3 and 4, and I was delivering it

like 6 o'clock, nearly 2 hours late. And

he said, if you deliver

it within the time slot, you get a bonus.

But if you deliver it late, you don't get

a bonus. So I reckon I'm only gonna get

bonus on, I don't know, 15 out of 70

parcels. So I was over an hour late on

every single parcel. I don't know why I

was so slow. I kept getting lost

and I kept having difficulties trying to

find the house because the app's so

rubbish. I delivered to this one man,

he was so creepy. He was— it was like this

big house. The house looked all run down.

He had like a rusted wooden shack next to

it and a caravan. And then I see a light

on at the end of the house and I knock on

the window, and then this man comes out

and he looks like a homeless man with a

big dog. He just looks like a homeless man

and he's all alone in this massive house.

It just felt really weird, like he could

just drag me into the house and I'd be

helpless. It was a bit— I felt a bit

scary. I mean, I felt a bit scared.

What else happened? Yeah, most of it was

fine. It's also really annoying when they

answer the door, you've got to take a

photo. So every time they came to the

door, I had to say, I just need to take a

photo quickly. And then sometimes the app

glitched and it will say photo failed,

and then I had to be like, oh sorry, I

have to take it again. And they seemed

patient, but I felt like maybe they were

getting annoyed because I keep having to

take a photo. So then I started getting

lazy, and then instead of knocking on the

door, I just left it at the door and I

pressed the— left at the back door option,

even though it wasn't the back door. And

then you got to scan the sorry we missed

you paper slip thing. It was so annoying.

Why can't they just make it like Amazon

Flex? I don't think I'm gonna do this.

I— no way am I doing it again. Imagine I

go on Monday and they're like, oh, hello

Daniel, we got 100 parcels for you. It

took you 6 hours, 7 hours to do 70. It's

gonna take— I would be out all night

delivering until, I don't know, midnight

if they gave me 100 parcels. I reckon

it'll take me like 10 hours. But you

don't get paid per hour, you get paid per

packet. So they, they pay like 30 pence

for the small packets and then 50 pence

for the bigger ones. And then I think it's

like 60 or 70 pence for the big boxes. So

I delivered about 70, 70, and most of

them were medium-sized little

envelope bags, little boxes. So maybe I

got 50 pence per parcel. Do the maths,

that's £35.

You have got to be shitting me. He said,

oh, don't worry, it won't only be £35

because we'll make it up so you make a

minimum wage of at least £15 or £16. So I

don't know what he means by that. So are

they just gonna add money onto my shift?

Because if they don't, I don't know how

much the bonuses pay because I probably

only got about 15 bonuses.

So yeah, like the base pay would be £35

for 70 parcels, 69, and then I know

bonuses, maybe I'll get like £5. So maybe

I made £40, and then if they top it up,

it's so Shit. Like, even if you topped it

up by £20 and I made £60,

that means I made £9 per hour. Yeah, I

know it's my fault because I was slow,

but I really don't know how I could have

been much faster because there was just so

many parcels.

I could— I can make £80 on Uber

Eats by delivering 15 McDonald's.

I won't be able to make 80. I don't

really— don't think I made £80 today, and

I delivered 70 parcels. If you delivered

70 McDonald's on Uber Eats, God, you would

have made like £250. I'm going

back to Uber Eats. I found a McDonald's

that is nearby my new house.

There's one here, but Uh, I don't

know, it's a bit fast, like 40-minute

drive, but I guess that's better than

driving an hour 40 minutes to this stupid

Everyplace. I might just go back and do

that Uber Eats. I don't know about

tomorrow, I'm so tired and my back is

killing me. Every time I finish driving,

my back hurts.

Why can't you get a real job? Like what?

How is it not a real job?

I really miss doing my McDonald's Uber

Eats run outside of Maidstone.

Find a normal job. Yeah, I don't know.

Maybe I have to.

Delivery driving is pain in the backside.

Uber Eats is good if you can. Find a good

McDonald's with a big car park, and then

just— it's got like a little town around

the McDonald's, maybe 10,000-15,000

population, and then you can make pretty

good money and just avoid the city centers

and just deliver to those nice little

houses. That's what I was doing in

Maidstone— not Maidstone, Aylesford,

which is outside of Maidstone. Apparently

Aylesford population is only about 10,000

or So I've seen some towns around here

that have at least 20,000 population.

There's Tiverton. Crediton was dead.

Crediton's too small. It's funny, all the

names in this place end in -ton. There's

Crediton, Tiverton, Corlington,

Chillerton. There's even a place called

Borington, can you believe it? Like,

in Kent A lot of places end in ham,

like Lenham, Harrietsham, Rainham,

Ginningham. But here it's all tun, tun,

tun, tun, tun. I think it's Old English

Oakhampton, Great Torrington.

Yeah, all the tuns here.

So I'm really curious to see how much I'm

gonna get paid or if I'm gonna get a

warning because I didn't do a very good

job. One part

of the delivery route sent me to this

industrial estate and had about 5 parcels

to deliver in these industrial estates,

but it was pitch black and there was no

one around and I didn't know where to

deliver it because no one's around, so I

just left it at the door and I put back

door. Oh, that's like Luna.

So yesterday's stream was pretty intense.

You had a meltdown and broke up with

Sunny, called her a cunt and a bitch.

Yeah, well, she called me— it is really

bizarre you are still there after all you

said. Give us an update. Yeah, because I

want to move into my new house. Oh, I was

really excited about my new house. I still

want to move into my house and make a

Japanese room. I'm gonna get tatami mat

and a futon. And I don't know,

I want— what I want to do is I want to

recreate my— I want to create

it so it reminds me

of my life in Japan when I was married. I

want to make like a Japanese-style room,

you know, bed on the floor, little table.

I want to relive the Japan life in my

British house, and then I can sit in

there and be like, oh, 2018,

when my YouTube channel wasn't dead and I

had a wife who didn't call me effing

shittest boyfriend in the world.

I'm gonna remake my Japan life.

I'm gonna get a futon and tatami,

go back to Japan. What, and live in a

guest house? How am I going to get a

place to live in Japan without a visa?

There was something quite nice about the

Japan apartment lifestyle. The little one

room, the bed in the corner,

the little kitchen unit by the door.

There was something quite charming about

Are you gonna do exciting things with us

in Devon? Gonna do IKEA furniture building

streams. How about that? I gotta

build the bed. No, actually I don't. I'm

not gonna get a bed. I'm gonna get a futon

and we're gonna sleep on the floor like

my inner weeb demands.

I don't know, a lot of people say sleeping

on the floor on a futon is better than a

bed, and the Japanese have cracked

the sleeping thing.

You need money though, isn't that more

debt? I mean, yeah, I guess.

But I've already signed up for the

apartment, so if I'm going to have to pay

the rent, then I might as well enjoy my

house. My new house. Might as well enjoy

it since I'm paying for it.

Yeah, I was going to get a king-size futon

and a king-size tatami, but I guess I'll

get a single size now. Did Sunny's home

actually burn down? What happened there?

What? Who said anything about her home

burning down?

Kotatsu. I don't know, because I got the

electric blanket. A kotatsu is basically

just an electric blanket with a table

built into it. So you could just get an

electric blanket and put it over your legs

and sit at the table like this. And that's

basically what kotatsu is.

Blow-up bed. Then I've got to blow it up

like— and then my cheeks are gonna hurt.

I'll just get a futon.

You told Cami you were going home. Yeah,

but then I got all excited about my new

house. And I'm gonna decorate it and live

like a minimalist.

And we can do— I will make like a little

streaming area, a little streaming

corner.

I guess I don't really need a sofa then.

A sofa is only good when you've got

someone to cuddle with and watch movies.

I'm not gonna watch movies. I've got no

one to cuddle with now. I'll just be

sitting at my desk at my computer or in my

bed. You'll get bored living there

within a week. I don't know, I feel like

it might be nice because I can just do

whatever I want. I can just make videos at

peace in the house and stream. I've even

got a garden, so maybe I'll do something

in the garden when the weather's good,

like a barbecue.

Yeah, I'm quite looking forward to it.

I've never just moved into a house by

myself. The Manchester thing was kind of

different because it wasn't really a

house, it was just like a little apartment

in a tower. That felt Kind of depressing.

Didn't really feel like a real home. Felt

like a fancy hotel room.

Yeah, I really hated the Manchester place.

It didn't feel like a home at all. It was

so tiny. It felt like you were an

exhibition on display in a fish tank

because the entire wall was just a glass

window. I thought that would be nice, but

then you get no privacy. You don't have

like a nice little cozy corner. You got no

doors.

It was quite a nice view, but sometimes

you just don't want the entire wall to be

a window and it makes you feel like you're

in a fish tank.

Now I've got a proper house. And a car,

got driveway, got a staircase. I think

it'll be nice. I just gotta find a job

that I can do. I just— I can't do this

everything. It was insane. And to

think that was not even much. 69 parcels

is, is considered not much in Every terms.

Every drivers are doing like 100 parcels.

How do they do it?

I feel like the app is really slowing me

down. It's just not a good app. How come

you are going to move in a house that you

cannot even pay for? And if you can't

deliver 100 parcels a day like you said,

how are you going to survive on 1K a month

with all your expenses? It makes no sense,

Daniel. So I've done my calculations and

all I need to make is about £30

a day doing Uber Eats. 30 times

30 is £900, plus my YouTube money.

Okay, maybe I need a bit more, maybe £40 a

day. All I need to make is £40 a day and

my YouTube money, some PayPal. I should

make that. I had a great day. Yo, good for

bloody you. Chris so rich.

He did. He should give me some money.

Yeah, so I just need to make £40 a day

doing Uber Eats. That's easy.

I was making like £70, £80 a day doing

Uber Eats. Oh my god!

I vomited in my mouth. And then charging

won't be a problem because I'll just

charge at my house for £1 a night.

Charging will be like £35 a month.

So yeah, my target would be to make about

£35 a day. £40?

£35 could be doable. It depends

if my YouTube does a bit better. I just

need to make £1,800 a month, which is

about £59

a day, or £460

a week. So my target is I need to make £60

a day to make £1,860,

which is all my expenses. Your acting is

getting pretty good. I think you had a lot

of people fooled with your empathetic

crying. According to you people, I must

be this amazing actor that can just cry on

demand. Maybe it's not fake.

Gotta use Occam's razor sometimes, you

know. Why would you assume that the

hardest route is the most likely route?

Do you know how difficult it is to put on

an act and like stick to the story and

actually cry on demand?

That's what professional actors get paid

for. You think I'm a professional actor?

I should just go and get a job as an actor

then, since I'm such a good actor.

Robert Kiyosaki. Yeah, I don't like him

anymore. I saw this video that exposed

him, and basically he just lied about his

whole life, and he just became rich by

shitting on his dad. He made— I don't even

know if it's true, but he made this

fictional story about how his dad was poor

and dumb. Yeah, he's just a scammer.

I always thought he was kind of shady.

He, he looks evil, like he only cares

about money and there's no love

in his heart. He uses— You should talk to

her off stream. It's not good to leave the

relationship on a bad note. Well, she

called me the shittest fucking boyfriend

she's ever had. So even

if she's going to apologize, I won't even

accept the apology. That is such a

horrible thing to say to someone that you

are supposed to love and care for.

You don't say that to someone you love and

care for. It's toxic as fuck. I don't want

any part of it. She, she ruined it.

Such a horrible thing to say to someone.

And the fact that she can't admit that

she's being insane just shows how deluded

And even if she said sorry, she would just

do it again. Like, next time she gets

moody and angry, she'll just do it again.

People don't change. She's done this over

and over again. She gets moody and then

she snaps at me, and usually I say sorry

and I defuse it, but that time I pushed

Once— would you want to be with someone

who calls you the shittest effing

boyfriend that they've ever known?

Would you go back to someone who swears at

you like that and uses such horrible

language? No,

it's over.

You would have to be like this masochist

that enjoys being shat on,

which I'm not. I want to be with a girl

who respects me and treats me nicely,

doesn't swear at me, doesn't criticize

the way I talk and the way I am.

No, thank you.

I'd rather just be alone and not have that

toxic toxicity in my life.

Oh, which town in Daewoong are you near?

Is it just the middle of nowhere? Also,

why did you choose that? I didn't

choose I came here because Sunny lives

here. Although it's pretty nice,

maybe I would have chosen it anyway.

I'm around— well, right now where my house

is gonna be.

Secret.

Tell us how much you got in donos. Last

stream? I reckon over £120.

I got like £60 on PayPal and then, I don't

know, $50 on Super Chats, and then I'm

probably gonna make $30 ad revenue.

It was one of the best performing streams

done in ages.

And then I also find it really weird that

as soon as I went live She started

messaging me. It's like she's waiting for

me to go live and then she starts

insulting me, and then she sees how I

react because she gets off on it or

something. Weird. It's just

weird how as soon as I go live, the

messages start coming in. Don't you think

that's weird? Like, maybe half an hour

after I start streaming, or half an hour

before I start streaming, then it wouldn't

be such a coincidence. Sense, but she

literally starts messaging me as soon as I

go live.

I think she gets mad because I didn't

really talk to her much, and then I go

live and then I talk endlessly for hours

and hours and hours and hours, and then

she's like, How come you say you've got

nothing to say to me, but then you can

stream for hours and hours and hours? And

then I think she gets jealous over the

livestream because I'm like paying more

attention to the livestream than I am to

talking to her. Yeah, because it's my job.

Imagine getting someone— getting with

someone who's a livestreamer and then you

get mad at them because they livestream.

So stupid.

And I have to talk for hours and hours.

That's how you make money. If I only did a

10-minute livestream, I wouldn't get any

donos. The longer you stream, the more

donos you get. So obviously I've got to

stream for as long as I can, and I can't

just sit here in silence. So I got to

talk. That's what livestreaming is all

about. What do you mean? Of course I'm

gonna talk. If I don't talk, you guys get

bored and you won't watch it.

Duh. That's why I end up talking about, I

don't know, the evolution of whales and

then silly things like that, because I run

out of things to talk about.

Yeah, and also I talk about certain things

I wouldn't really talk to— talk about to

people because they're just, I don't know,

not really that interesting to other

people, and I'm just rambling really.

God, I'm so tired. But I'm gonna try and

do a stream until 1 AM, and then tomorrow

I'm gonna have a lazy day.

I didn't get any updates. I guess it's

because it's the weekend now about housing

stuff. Oh, I got phoned by a house

insurance company, and I kind of got

convinced into signing up for house

insurance now. They kept calling me, so I

answered it. And then I ended up getting

into a house insurance— So yesterday was

all a performance for donations, just like

you did when your dad died?

I mean, kind of.

That's one way of putting it.

Um, if you mean it's a performance

as in it's fake, then no.

But I guess in a way, yeah, it's a

performance. I put on a show, but it's

based on reality. It's not fake.

I have never done a fake livestream. I

made a couple fake videos, but I never did

like a fake, I'm homeless, guys.

Livestreams are real. Sometimes videos are

fake and clickbait, but that's fine

because it's a video. You're allowed to do

that. People on YouTube do it all the

time, but you can't really fake a

livestream unless you can keep the lie

going endlessly.

What was I saying?

Yeah, maybe I'll make a new Discord. I

don't know yet. I don't want to because

all those annoying weirdos will join and

then I've got to ban them all again, and

then it'll just be the same 4 people

talking all the time.

Nah, I'm not gonna make a Discord.

I end up wasting too much time chatting on

Uh, I try and keep my YouTube personality

locked down in real life. Sometimes it

kind of comes out when I'm in a heated

moment, but I'm really embarrassed of my

YouTube persona if

it's like in a real life situation.

But sometimes I get really into the flow

on a stream and then my,

my ridiculous persona takes over my normal

self and then I morph into Like crazy,

Daniel. Do you really want all of this

responsibility, Daniel? Move back home and

just go to a hotel when you want to have

cereal. No, I want to design a room and

have my own space and get my own stuff and

be able to just do whatever I want without

getting yelled at and not have

to hide in my room when my mum's stupid

friends come over. I hate it when my mum

has friends over and I feel like I can't

go down and get food, or I feel anxious

about going down and getting food. Now no

one can come to my house unless I invite

them.

Oh wow, thanks. I got chlamydia last week,

so I feel like we are brothers or

something now. Did it burn when you peed?

And did you get inflamed joints and

arthritis? Like I did. I remember my elbow

started swelling up and I was freaked out.

I didn't know what was happening. And then

my knee started swelling up. All my joints

started getting attacked by the chlamydia.

And then I had crippling hip pain for

weeks and I couldn't even walk or stand.

Sometimes it was painful in both hips and

I couldn't even stand up. I was like an

old man. It was so painful.

I haven't had that pain in a long time,

thank God. I thought I was going to be

stuck with it for life.

I didn't get treated until weeks later

because I thought, oh, it's just like a

bladder infection. And then the girlfriend

dragged me to the hospital and then we had

a UTI STD test.

Not a UTI test, STD test, and we

had blood samples taken, urine samples,

and then they told us we got chlamydia.

You guys need to stop having sex,

otherwise you're just gonna pass it. I'm

really disappointed with you and I feel I

cannot trust you as a streamer after all

your fake stories. I don't think I can

trust you anymore. For this reason, I am

unsubbing and I encourage everyone who

feels the same to do so. What's fake?

I showed you the place I'm in.

I'm not at home.

What are the plans? I'm gonna go

back to Uber Eats. I'm gonna try and do

Uber Eats and I'm gonna try and do

Beelivery. I'm not doing every Every

sucks. Really nice people

there, but maybe I can ask them if I can

just do 40 parcels instead of 100,

because that's just crazy.

Also, I feel like I'm gonna get in trouble

because the manager checks the pictures

I'm taking. Oh my God, I delivered this

one parcel to a woman And she was like

getting dressed and she only had one leg

in her trousers and her other leg, like

naked leg, was hanging out. And I was

like, oh, I just need to take a photo. I

felt like such a perv. And you have to

include the customer in the photo. So I

was like, oh, I just need to take your

photo. And she was like half leg naked.

It felt kind of awkward. I really

don't like the way I'm supposed to take a

picture of the customer. It's so silly

that my arms are getting ratchet. The only

symptoms of chlamydia I have are a wet

feeling in the peepee because of discharge

and an itchy urethra. I got tested like

the day after I started having symptoms.

Well, you should— but I thought of you

immediately, lol. You should be a real man

and have it untreated for weeks like me.

Wuss. Getting it treated. Yeah,

when I had it, it really burned when I

peed. It felt like someone was squeezing

my pee tube when I peed, and it was like

squished, constricted.

Oh wow, I was like— Was the

woman attractive? Uh, I forgot. I didn't

really look at her face. I was looking at

No, I was looking at the app to take the

photo.

It's funny because some of the Every

parcels were Amazon parcels. I don't know

why Amazon is giving Every the parcels to

deliver instead of the Amazon Flex people.

I was like, you banned me, but look at me

delivering your parcels again.

So I had loads of Amazon next-day delivery

parcels.

I don't know how my text-to-speech

voice changed.

I think you can stop me from delivering

Amazon parcels. I'll get back somehow.

Have you ever had a relationship with a

person outside of your family where they

don't become resentful of you?

No. Uh, there's either

2 things that happen. Either I want to be

with the girl, but then she dumps me

because of all these silly problems like,

oh, we don't have a connection. Oh, we

don't— you don't talk affectionately

enough. Like silly reasons like that. And

then they dump me. Or I don't really want

to be with the woman, but she wants to be

with me. And then I cheat and I like break

destroy the relationship. So those are the

2 outcomes really. So it's either I'm with

a woman who I don't really want to be

with, but they want to be with me, and

then I kind of sabotage it. Or I'm with a

woman that I do want to be with and I

don't sabotage it, but then they sabotage

it by, I don't know, trying to find any

silly reason to break up with me. Now that

you have broken up with Sunny, how was her

pussy compared to your other girlfriends?

What do you think the next girl will be

like based on this? I don't think it's

suitable to talk about that. I don't want

to anger her. I don't want to say things

too bad that's going to like really piss

her off. Maybe, maybe it's too late. I

don't know. We have to have some

restraint. But I think the next girl I get

with, she Needs to understand that I

am not a lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey,

soppy, affectionate texter.

I'm never gonna be like, oh baby, I miss

you, I love you so much,

how you know. I'm not gonna be like that

ever. If that's a deal breaker, then don't

message me. Are you sure you don't want

closure with Sunny? Well, I feel

like I've already gotten closure. I don't

want to get back with her. She's shown

this horrible side of her that I don't

like, and I actually feel a bit scared.

She's so toxic.

Once that comes out of the bag, there's no

putting it back in. If she thinks she can

treat me like that and talk to me like

that, Mm-mm,

no thanks.

I've already been verbally abused for

decades by my mum. I don't want a

girlfriend who does the same. I want a

nice, kind girlfriend who's sweet and

understanding, and she's open-minded to my

weirdness and quirkiness,

not constantly judging me and criticizing

me.

I wouldn't even accept her apology even if

she tried. You can't just say that

to someone and then be like, oh, I take it

back. No, you've— the damage is done.

I, I would never say something like that

to her, but she just goes insane and

then says horrible things to me. I never

said anything horrible about her or to

her.

Can you imagine if I just texted her and I

was like, oh, you're the fucking worst

girlfriend ever? Do you kiss women or

cuddle with them ever? One thing not to be

very romantic, but another to want zero

intimacy. Just curious. No, I am very

affectionate physically. I cuddle and I

kiss and hold hands and touch the bum.

When it comes to physical, I am very

touchy and I am very affectionate. But

when it comes to verbal, I am not very

verbally affectionate.

I like, I like to talk About external

topics, like the furniture we're

gonna get, the job we're gonna do,

YouTube stuff, stocks. I like to talk

about things that don't— that are

not about us. But women like to talk

about, oh, me and you, feelings like that.

I don't want to talk about that stuff.

It's boring. On the topic of the puss,

Was it an innie or an outie? Bald,

trimmed, or wild bush? And did she ever

blast gas whilst doing doggy? I hope not.

Yeah, girls love internal

conversations like, oh, this, this is so

you. This is just like— it suits you so

well. Oh, how are you feeling? How do you

feel about that? Oh, what are you feeling?

Feeling, feeling, feeling. That's so

boring. I hate talking about that stuff.

I want to talk about how can we optimize

my EV battery. I don't know. You said a

lot of untrue things about Sunny in the

past. For example, you've said she was

poor and she had to support her family

because nobody worked. Well, they don't

work. Yesterday you said she stole 6K from

a man, something you admitted doing

yourself back in 2012. No, she said it

herself. She said it on stream. Dream.

Don't you remember? It sounds like both

you and Sunny said things you didn't mean.

You should try to talk it out in person

one last time. Yeah, even if she didn't

mean it, it still hurts.

That really upset me when she said that.

Yeah, I want to talk— I like talking about

stuff like— I

like talking about money and Money

hacks and other hacks

and how to finesse systems. That's what I

like talking about. I couldn't care less

about feelings-based topics.

It's boring.

I like talking about my feelings on stream

because I feel like I'm having a therapy

session. I feel like PewDiePie

would be— I feel like women would love

someone like PewDiePie because he's such a

soy boy. He's like, oh, my dog, I love

you, my doggy woggy. Oh, so cute.

How is he not gay? Women would love a guy

like PewDiePie because he's such a pussy.

The way he talks is like he sounds like a

14-year-old teenage girl when he talks.

But that's why he's so popular, because

people think, oh, he's so nice, he's so

kind. Oh, he's so sweet.

He flew his dog on a jet plane.

And he's got that goofy accent where it's

like, oh, hey guys, like that stupid

cartoon character kind of accent. That's

why he's so popular on YouTube. Swedish

people just sound kind of goofy.

Yeah, I feel like any woman would love to

have PewDiePie as a boyfriend because he

would just be so sweet. Oh, I love you.

Oh, you're so adorable. Ideally, you

should both be able to talk about your

feelings to each other sometimes. By

avoiding it to your extent, you are

contributing to why none of your

relationships ever work out. It also makes

it easier to differentiate a toxic from a

good girl. It makes me feel bad when I

have to bring out emotional topics. Did

you talk with Sai if it was okay to make

up stories about your relationship so you

can make content for your channel? No.

Chihiro explained us in the past that she

agreed on you talking about her and making

things up for views so you can make money.

Hmm, I didn't make things

up, but I did exaggerate. I understand if

you don't see a future with her, but if

you feel like there's a chance with her,

then you both need to apologize and work

on it. We've already done it so many times

where we'd have a big fight and then she'd

be like, oh, we need to talk about this,

Daniel. I did that because in the past

this happened to me. And then I'd be like,

I understand. In my past, this happened to

me. That's why I'm like this. And then

we'll be like, oh, it's so nice. Now we

have understanding of each other. And then

a week later, same bloody thing happens.

So she didn't understand anything.

I told her I'm not very chatty. I've got

childhood trauma where my dad told me to

shut up and I got bullied at school

for not talking. So like, talking is a big

issue for me. And she said she understood,

but she obviously didn't because she still

gets mad at me. So she didn't

understand at all and then just pretended

So my dad was very unromantic. He was

never a sweet talker. And my mum talks

in a very blunt, cold way. So I've

inherited my parents' traits of being

unromantic and a blunt talker,

which are 2 very bad things if the girl

wants a guy who sweet-talks and he's very

sweet and affectionate and romantic and

loving. Neither of my parents were those

things. I am a carbon copy of my 2 parents

combined into one human. I didn't have one

single parent who was like really romantic

and sweet-talking. I had— I have an Asian

mum who just yells and screams at you all

the time and calls you stupid when you ask

her a simple question. And I had a dad who

was like a robot who had no emotions,

never hugged people, didn't say I love

you. So I had like 2 weird parents.

At this point, just date a femboy or a

dude because that personality is not

something any woman will be into. You're

not going to be compatible with any women.

Might as well give up now, or there is a

long road ahead of just pain for you.

Yeah, well, we just continue the cycle of

women thinking they can change me, and

then they realize they can't, and then

they flip out, and then I'm like, oh well,

on to the next one, I guess. That's why my

relationships only last about 6 to 12

months. Yeah, I do realize,

uh, my personality is not great for

keeping women, and it's annoying because

you see like really dumb, stupid men all

the time, but at least they got a wife and

they've got a family and they found a

woman who's willing to stick with them

for, I don't know, 10, 20 years.

It doesn't matter how stupid they all are

or how ugly and fat they are. They can do

the one thing that I can't, which is show

genuine care and affection.

I just— I can't do that.

And I guess Sunny was able to sense

it or pick up on that faster than other

girlfriends.

It makes girls sad. Girls feel really sad

when they feel like the guy doesn't care

about them or isn't affectionate.

So now anytime I get into another

relationship, I'm just going to be

paranoid. Oh no, she's going to think I

don't care about her. Oh no, my act is

not convincing enough. I literally have a

video called Why I Don't Care About

People. I was in the Japanese apartment,

remember? And I say all these things. I'm

like, I just— I'm not good at talking to

people because I just actually don't care

about them. That's why I don't ask them

things like— I don't ask people things

like, how are you? How's it going?

Because I just don't care.

Why would I care? What's so interesting

about your boring life that would make me

care about it? Your life's boring.

And if it's not boring, you've got so many

interesting things going on, why don't you

just tell me about it without me having to

ask? Otherwise, I'm just going to assume

your life's boring. It's got nothing going

on. Everyone's life is boring. They all go