[2025-02-03] i can't do this... [oLv3Jck3A_U]

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Gotta pay for rent now. No slacking.

So, I kind of got bad news.

Um, I found out how much money I'm gonna

get paid for that nightmare every shift I

did on Saturday. It's not very good.

I was kind of hoping it would be like

£100. It was more like £66,

which is very rubbish.

So you get this app called Onzy,

and so your earnings show up on Onzy and

you're allowed to instantly withdraw your

earnings. At a cost. So it's like a payday

loan. So you can only withdraw 50%. So I'm

not sure if I'm correct in thinking that

because it says here,

it says £33, my earnings available to

withdraw. I'm assuming that's 50%.

So the full earnings must be £66 or £67.

But you gotta pay £1.80 to be able to

withdraw 50% of it now and get the money

straight away, or you gotta wait until the

end of the month. So I'm not even gonna

get the money until the end of this month,

and it was rubbish anyway. £66 for doing,

I don't know, 9 hours of work.

That works out to be £7 an hour. Okay, I

was really slow, but still. For that

amount of work. The work was backbreaking.

My body is still in pain today from

running up and down, and I lost the

parcel, and I delivered 80% of them late,

so I didn't get the bonus. Yeah, and then

charging the car probably cost like £15,

so £66 minus £15, it's like

£51. I did 9 hours of work

to make £50. That's absolutely insane.

On Amazon Flex, um, I could make £50

just by doing 1 hour or 2 hours of work.

So usually you do a 3.5-hour block for

Amazon and they'd pay about £48.

Or it sometimes gets boosted up to like

£70 if it's Christmas, but usually it's

like £48, £52, and you usually only have

to deliver about 30 parcels. So I

delivered for Every on Saturday 70

parcels, so it should be double of Amazon,

which should— would have worked out to be

about £100 if you did 2 3.5-hour blocks.

You would have made about £100. But I only

made £66, and that's mainly because,

um, you're supposed to deliver the parcels

within the hour that it says

you're going to deliver them. And then if

you deliver it late, you don't get the

bonus. If you deliver it on time, you get

a little bonus. So because I missed 80% of

the bonuses, I don't know how much more

money I could have made if I actually

delivered on time. I ended up being so

slow, I delivered most of them 2 hours

late. And,

um, you spend about 40 minutes,

maybe nearly an hour at the warehouse

sorting the parcels, numbering them,

loading them. I guess because it's my

first time, I was really slow. And if you

keep doing it, you'll get faster,

obviously. But it was

just really hard work. There's so many

parcels. 70. I've never delivered so many

parcels. The most I did at Amazon was

maybe 40,

and then I'll do a double block, so maybe

I'll do about 70. Okay, maybe I have done

70 for Amazon doing a double block, which

is basically because I asked the guy, I

said I want to do full-time, so he gave me

a double block, which is full-time, isn't

it? So actually, I don't know, I guess

it's the same as Amazon Flex, isn't it?

It just seems like the pay is way lower

than Amazon Flex.

Um,

so yeah, I don't really want to do that

again. I don't know why I was so slow.

I think it was mainly because I was

parking too far away from the houses and

running up and down, wasting too much

time. And also the,

the EveryApp, the navigation system is so

bad. It's so difficult to find where the

houses are because the app just doesn't

guide you directly to the house. It just

guides you to a general area. It's just

not a good app.

It's just—

I thought I was gonna do full-time every.

I did one day and I've just been so tired

ever since I did that on Saturday. I just

felt so tired and my whole body's aching.

To think about getting in the car and

doing it again today was just no way. And

I don't really understand because it's not

like the guy phoned me and said, Daniel,

where are you? And you've got like this

planner thing and it says, uh, tell your

manager when you are available.

So, um, yeah, you enter

your availability into the calendar and

then you can choose not available for work

or I'm available for up to 4 hours, or I'm

available for more than 4 hours.

So I don't know, maybe on

Wednesday I could do available

up to 4 hours, but then that would mean I

would only— I'd only get about 40 or 30

parcels to deliver, which means I would

make half of what I made on Saturday,

which would be like £30, which is just not

worth it. It's just not

worth doing 2 or 3 hours of

work just to make £30, and then you

minus the charging and I'll only make £15.

I go all the way there, I pick up the

parcels, I spend 2-3 hours delivering

parcels, and then I only net £15.

I could literally make a YouTube video and

it flops and makes 2K views and it will

make the same money as that. It's just not

worth it. So I think I'm done with

Evry. The money's rubbish and the work is

too hard.

So I don't know what I'm gonna do for

money now. My only other plan was Uber

Eats and Beelivery, but Beelivery

only seems to pop up really late at night

and it's always the same person ordering

alcohol. So it's not very reliable.

So maybe hopefully I can do Uber Eats near

Plymouth and

I'll get signed up to Deliveroo and Just

Eat, so maybe that will help me make a bit

more money. Or I just have to get

a normal job, which I really don't want to

do. I really wish

I had Amazon back. Could do the Morrison

block, make £27 in half an hour,

or do an easy 3-hour block and make £40,

£50 in just an hour and a half or 2 hours.

Now, I'm not moving to Plymouth. I'm

moving somewhere outside of Plymouth in

the middle of nowhere.

No, I'm not moving back to my mum's house.

I'm committed.

My stomach feels a bit weird. I don't know

if it's because of the carbonara I made.

It tasted really good and it came out

creamy, unlike my previous attempts.

But now I don't know, my stomach feels a

bit weird. Is it because of the raw egg

yolk? I don't know how much the egg yolk

actually cooked or if the pasta was hot

enough to cook it a little bit.

I took a picture. My carbonara came out

really good compared to attempt number

1. Look at this.

It was actually creamy and silky, like a

cream sauce. And then my first

attempt was like— this is my first

attempt— it was

all dry and the cheese didn't even melt

over it.

Lactose intolerant? There's no milk in

carbonara. You just

put egg yolk. This time I separated the

egg yolk and I only put 2 egg yolks, and I

put more of the pasta water into it, and

then I cooked it to evaporate the water so

it leaves the starch, which thickens into

like a sauce with the bacon fat. And then

you add the yolk with the cheese and it

becomes creamier. So it turned out really

well just changing how I made it.

Last— the first time I added the egg

whites and I didn't really add much of the

pasta water. So, and I'm pretty good

at making carbonara. I just need to get

the proper cheese next time and maybe some

garlic. So I need to

get a cheese grater too.

Who's planning a Hate Jaimar blackout?

It's fucking dry.

Why do I owe my mum? Because I didn't pay

my taxes properly back when I was a famous

YouTuber, and then they found out, and

then they gave me a penalty plus interest

on late payments, overdue payments. So I

had to borrow money from my mum.

Uh, Sunny messaged me. She texted my phone

number at 4 AM in the morning and she

seems kind of sad. Now I feel bad.

She said she was crying all night. I

didn't reply because I don't really know

what to say. She said, I didn't realize

you hate so much about me.

Well, everyone's annoying in their own

way. You just don't tell them and you—

because you try and be nice.

But she pushed me over the edge.

But yeah, I feel a bit guilty now. I went

a bit hard. I guess she was watching the

streams. I didn't talk to her. I didn't

reply because I honestly don't really know

what to say. Sorry, I guess.

But she kind of started it.

She just seems really confused, like she

doesn't understand anything.

This cycle keeps happening. She gets angry

and then she's sorry, and then she gets

angry again, and then she's sorry. It will

just happen again, won't it?

Oh, my Amazon credit card. They said to me

I have 0% interest until July,

so that's basically when I, when I would

go home after my tenancy ends in July

if I don't want to continue it.

So I could use the £5,000 on the Amazon

credit card if I needed to.

I'm thinking I go to Tesco

and I buy as much as I can from there.

Like the little things— kettle,

cutlery, plates, kitchen stuff,

bedsheets, pillows— and then big stuff

like desk, computer chair, futon.

I'll get that on Amazon. And then once

I'm there, I'll probably order the fridge

and the washing machine to come later. I

just want to make sure I get the keys and

everything's fine before I start ordering

those big ones.

Do I even make $900 a month from YouTube?

Sometimes.

Not, not this month. Because this month

I'm gonna get the money that I made in

January, which was only about £620 because

it was January. So February,

I'm only gonna make £600-something from

YouTube and then probably a couple hundred

from PayPal, and hopefully I get

another sponsorship payment. It could get

me up to £1,000, and I guess I'm gonna

have to just do some Uber Eats. To get an

extra £800 to meet my minimum

expenses. Uh, how much Uber Eats would

that be? If I did £50 a day, I'd need to

do 16 days. Well, if I just grind it out

and I do £65 a day,

it could be done in 12 days. 12 days,

£65 a day.

Charging won't really be an issue because

I'll just charge it at home. It'll cost

about a pound. The problem is,

yeah, okay, I could pay my expenses, but

then I won't have leftover money to be

able to pay my debt. So the debt is not

going to go down because I'm using all the

money for rent and stuff. So this is

kind of a problem. I'm really gonna have

to pull my finger out and figure out like

a a good route for Uber Eats that

is repeatable, doable, I just

memorize the route like I did in

Maidstone. I don't like Every because they

just send you to all kinds of locations—

farms, industrial estates. I just want to

do like a circular route around one tiny

area.

Am I watching Ice Poseidon in Japan? Not

really. Did anything happen? I watched a

bit a couple days ago, but he was just

walking in the dark with a bunch of

other people moaning.

You won't add in the 7K for mum debt?

Well, I kind of just sent it back to her

after she sent it to me.

But if I do need it, I guess you'll just

send it back to me. It's like, uh, an

accessible safety fund.

Who's losing weight?

Yeah, he gets stopped by the police a lot,

I noticed. And then the police have to ask

for passports and all this rubbish. I

don't understand, what is this whole, oh,

you need to have your passport on you?

It's such a dumb thing. So what

if they don't have their passport on them?

It means they're dangerous? If they're

gonna do something dangerous or criminal,

they could just carry their passports and

still do something dangerous. It doesn't

prove anything, does it? Why would they— I

mean, how would they get into Japan in the

first place if they didn't have a proper

passport? Or they smuggled themselves in?

Japan just makes no sense sometimes.

Moving to a deserted area trying to do

deliveries with an e-car. No, I found a

little town outside of Plymouth. It's

about 20 miles away, 30-minute drive. I

will start the day at 100% battery, 190

miles range. I get there, I have 170 miles

left. I'll do about 100 miles worth of

driving and then get back home, 20 miles.

I have about 50 miles left and I'll plug

it in, top it up overnight.

Shouldn't really be too much of a problem.

I just need to find somewhere that's good

for Uber Eats.

And maybe add in a few B liveries here and

there if I'm lucky.

No, I'm not in Kent, I'm in Devon.

Oh, and also,

also the, the brick farm house,

they messaged me today saying that I

passed referencing. Yay! They're going to

send me a document that I need to sign. I

need to pay up 6 months rent upfront,

£5,000. Now either

I ghost them or I tell them I

already found another place. Should I just

rent 2 places? I feel kind of

scared to tell them because they're going

to be pissed. I made them go through the

whole effort of writing a proposal letter,

going through the referencing,

negotiating with the landlord, and now I'm

just gonna say, actually, I don't want it

anymore. It's kind of awkward because she

told me off on the phone because I

remember they, they asked me to pay the

holding deposit and I didn't reply because

I had some other viewings to go to, and

then they phoned me and And I said— well,

they said I need to make a decision today

because, Daniel, it's not fair for the

other applicants because they're waiting

and we can't keep it for you unless you

pay the holding deposit. So I said, okay,

I'll pay it. But I went to do the viewing

anyway. So I paid it.

I paid the holding deposit, which

obviously I'm not going to get back now.

Because I thought, well, if I don't get

anything else, this is better than

nothing. But then I got that house

that messaged me, and then I wanted the

house more than the farm barn.

Maybe they don't care. Do you think I'll

get blacklisted or something if I ghost

them? If I just don't reply, they will

just assume that I'm not interested

anymore. I don't think they would

blacklist me. I just don't like

confrontation. I can't be bothered.

I'm just worried that maybe in the future,

let's just say, oh, I really like it here

and I want to stay here forever, and I get

kicked out, or maybe my landlord wants to

sell, or he doesn't want me living there

anymore, and then I've got to find a new

place, and then I might need to use that

real estate agency because they're a

pretty big one.

What if they won't deal with me?

Oh well, I don't know. I really don't

think I'm gonna live in Devon for my whole

life, and I

don't see myself trying to rent another

place unless I get it kicked out or

something like that. Will there be a house

tour? Yeah, I'm gonna show the whole

place. I don't care anymore. If I get

kicked out, I'll just go back home to my

mum. They can't kick me out. There's very

strict rules and laws about renters'

rights. I would have to do something very,

very bad, which I'm not.

They can't just kick me out because, I

don't know, they saw some clips of me

being naked or something. Something silly.

You need— the landlord needs good reason

to kick out a renter,

especially if there's an agreement that

was being signed saying that we signed for

5 months and it's got the terms of the

contract. And as long as I just don't

break any of the terms, should be fine.

Yeah, one of the rules did say do not do

immoral things. I don't know what that

means. It sounds like pornography, but I

don't do that anymore.

So yeah, I think I'm just not gonna worry

about it, and I'm just gonna stream in the

house and show you guys what I'm doing,

how I'm decorating.

Do— I want to do cooking. I'm really

looking forward to doing cooking. Cooking

with Daniel.

What's the update? Basically, every pay is

really bad. They're expecting me to be

finished in 5 hours and they only paid me

£66, and it actually took me 7 hours.

So even if I finished in 5 hours, that's

about £13 an hour. I guess it is above

minimum wage. So I'm not doing that again.

I'm not delivering 70 parcels, 8-hour

shift, running up and down just

to make £60. And then you minus my

charging fee, which is £15. I only make

about £50 net. I'd rather do Uber Eats. I

can make £50 on Uber Eats easily just by

delivering about 10 McDonald's, not 70

freaking parcels.

So I want to give Uber Eats a try, but I

can't really give it a proper try until

I've moved in because there's no point

doing it here because the town nearby here

would be not near my new place, so I

wouldn't go to the town nearby here once

I've moved in. So even if the town nearby

here is really good, I would never come

back to that town because it's so far

away. It's like an hour and a half, maybe

an hour drive away from my new house, so

it would be kind of pointless. Also, I

have to use public chargers, which means

anything I make, you minus £15 for

charging. It's just not worth it. It's

only worth it whether you could charge at

Oh wow, you could go back on Grindr and

charge guys £100 to suck you off. Yeah,

you earn the £800 in 8 days. Easy money.

I don't know, maybe I would get bummed if

it paid half my expenses in just a couple

days. That's why working ladies

get hooked on that kind of work. Because

it's, um, it's a lot of money that you

make just for half an hour of doing

something that you don't really want to

do. It's not really hard, you just get

in the bed, spread your legs, make like

£100, £200. Don't have to do a freaking

8-hour delivery shift.

But it would be scary though. Imagine

you're a girl and then you, you go to the,

the door of the place and then this big

fat ugly gross looking guy who looks weird

and scary like he's gonna murder you. I

don't know how they do it, they're so

brave. I bet they, they feel relieved

when I open the door and they see me and I

look so gentle and sweet.

They're like, phew, not gonna get Chopped

up into bits and buried tonight.

Oh, my stomach does not feel right after

eating that carbonara. Are you sure it's

okay to eat hardly cooked egg yolk?

Oh, I feel like I'm gonna need the toilet.

I don't see why the pasta would give me

stomach problems. It was fine the first 2

or 3 days I had it.

Did I sell my £1,000 monitor? No,

I am thinking about it, but if I'm going

to be at home all day at a desk, it would

be nice to have a monitor. But I did some

calculations and having a monitor on every

day for about 12 hours a day would

probably cost about £10 to £15

a month in electricity.

Yeah, I can decorate the house. I get

furniture, but I'm gonna go for a very

minimalistic thing because I'm gonna be

broke. It's gonna be a struggle to make

enough money to meet the minimum expenses,

and I'm really lazy now. I don't really

want to bust my balls doing delivery work

I want to do YouTube and make vlogs and

That's why I was careless about Amazon,

didn't care if I got banned. So I thought,

oh, I'll get banned, whatever, I'm gonna

be at home anyway, I'll just focus on

YouTube. But I knew I was

always worrying in the back of my mind,

how am I gonna live alone and be in a

relationship where the girl can come over

without my mum being annoying. Remember

when Misaki worked in Tobita Shinshi? If

you went back to Osaka and saw Misaki

working, would you go in to purchase her

services? She has big boobs. Yeah,

maybe. I don't know if she'd recognize me,

but she can't really say no, can she?

Because I'm a paying customer.

Tell Chihiro Daniel sends his regards.

Yeah, the problem is I would sell the

monitor and get, I don't know, £800, but

then I've still got to pay the monthly

payments over the next 4 years. So the

£800 would just disappear straight away to

pay debt or whatever, furniture, and then

I'm still making the payments, but now I

don't have the monitor, so I might as well

just keep the monitor. I need to poop.

I don't know what's wrong with my stomach.

It can't be the pasta, I just ate it. An

hour ago. It must have been lunch. I had a

sandwich. I had a ham and coleslaw

slammage. Slammage.

Ham and coleslaw sandwich. I don't know

why that would give me stomach problems.

And I had a packet of crisps, and then I

had a pot noodle. I haven't

eaten anything with a slammage.

I don't know why I said it like that.

I gotta cut my hair soon. Why is it

getting so long on the sides? This bit's

long. Stay down.

This bit is weirdly long. This bit here,

it looks weird, like a mushroom.

Yeah, it's Think about trimming

it soon.

Remember guys, those who have money

problems in reality have skills problem.

Learn, educate yourself. There are no

skilled, educated broke people. Simple as.

Aren't there lots of people who have

degrees and they work minimum wage as a

waiter or something because they can't

find a job? Or they ended up not wanting a

job in the field they studied?

Or there's just not enough jobs that

require degrees going around, there's too

many people with degrees. It's like in

South Korea, literally everyone's got a

degree. And there's not enough jobs that

require degrees going around, so they end

up just working in a restaurant or

My problem is just that I'm too lazy.

Like, I could have just done every, and I

would get better at it, meet my, my ETAs,

and get the bonuses, and then the pay

would be better, and then I'd get faster,

and then The first day was just really

tough and now I've given up already.

That's my problem.

I'm feeling like maybe I should give it

another shot, but now I'm kind of scared

to go back because I feel like the manager

is probably gonna have a word with me

because I didn't really do it properly.

And I don't know how

I'm supposed to know if if I delivered

everything to the right place, because

it's not like Amazon Flex where it says,

warning, you have a customer says you

didn't deliver it, didn't receive it. But

there's nothing like that on the Every

app. It says deliveries 100%.

What does that mean?

Your delivery performance was a pass,

100%. I definitely think I delivered to

the wrong places a few times.

Maybe they don't care because I,

I had a missing parcel and I didn't

deliver it. So it might be in my car. I

haven't looked ever since I got home from

Every. I haven't even stepped outside. So

I need to go look in my car to see if I've

accidentally lost

the parcel in my car and it slipped under

somewhere. I did check under the seat and

I couldn't find it. My only suspicion is

maybe when I was pushing the cage of

parcels, it fell out. Was Sunny open to

sticking a finger up your bum? Was she

open to pegging you with a strap-on?

Uh, yeah, but she couldn't

quite reach.

Get an education or learn a skill.

I did. I learned how to drive. Why don't

you guys think driving is a skill that can

be used to make money?

There's many careers that require driving.

You can use your driving skill to make

money. Why do you guys have to— why

do you think it has to be like

something where you take a course and pass

an exam? I mean, you do take a driving

course and then pass an exam. It's called

a driving test. Why are you just ignoring

the fact that I learned to drive?

Got myself into 14K of debt as well.

I really don't like driving work though.

It is so stressful. The only thing I like

about it is you can be your own boss and

you don't have to work with people and you

can pick and choose when you do it.

Wouldn't it be great if you can just get a

job at McDonald's and just pick and

choose? Like, oh, I can't be bothered to

do it today. Oh, tomorrow I want to do a

4-hour shift at McDonald's. I just go in,

I pick up the scoop, and I put the fries

in the bag, and then I go home and no one

talks to me. That'd be great. But no, if

you get a McDonald's job, you're gonna be

screamed at. They'll be like, Daniel,

where are the fries? What? Speak up!

Speak up, Daniel! You really have

to speak loud and shout in the McDonald's

kitchen. You can't be all quiet and half

awake. You've got to be locked in.

You've got to speak with a loud voice.

Order number 25!

I know what it's like because I was

waiting, doing Uber Eats, waiting for my

order, and I stand there watching them and

I think, Jesus, I would not want to work

in McDonald's. It looks stressful. All the

customers waiting, getting annoyed. All

the people in the kitchen. There's so many

people in the kitchen.

Who knows how to do grill? Need someone on

the grill. And there's so many things you

need to learn to do, like grill, the chips

bit, the drinks, cleaning. Doing the

drive-through. Obviously every person

working at McDonald's needs to know how to

do everything in case they're needed to

fill in. So you can't just be, oh, I only

know how to do the chips. You got to know

how to do everything. It's a lot to do, a

lot to learn. And then you got to manage

the Uber Eats delivery. So they got like a

touchscreen where it just looks like

colored buttons and sounds popping up.

For orders, and then you've got to look at

it, make the order, put it in the bag,

give it to the driver. Drivers are all

rude as well. It's all foreigners.

Some of the— most of the Uber Eats drivers

are like very short-tempered,

rude immigrant people.

Have I unblocked Faster? I never blocked

Faster, did I?

Did I? I don't remember. I must have

unblocked her then because she messaged

me.

Oh yeah, yeah, I messaged her on— because

first I deleted her and then I felt bad

and then I seeked her out on Facebook and

I messaged her. And then she blocked me.

But then she messaged me back a couple of

months later to say like a farewell

goodbye message online. And then

I just— I kind of left it on read. I

didn't say anything back. Didn't really

know what to say.

I might have to get a drink. I feel

Now I think about it, I haven't had any

water all day. I had a cup of coffee and 2

cups of jasmine tea.

Oh my God, that's good. I didn't realize

how thirsty I was.

Oh God, there's nothing better than just a

glass of water.

Don't need juice, alcohol, sugar, or

That was a damn good glass of water.

Can you admit you are a bad boyfriend?

Um, yeah, in previous relationships, but I

think I've been a pretty good boyfriend to

Sunny, but she doesn't seem to think so.

That's why I got so angry, is because I

feel like I didn't do anything wrong, and

I feel like I've treated Sunny the best

compared to previous women. And despite

that, she still got so angry at me,

which is why I lost my temper.

See, it feels like I tried so hard, but in

the end it didn't even matter.

My stomach's so gassy. I don't know what's

wrong with me. I feel like I need to puke

or something. Is it that carbonara messing

up my stomach?

It tasted really good. Maybe it was just

really rich with all the fat and the egg

and the grease and the cheese. It's a very

decadent meal. I've been having it every

day because I bought 4 packs of pancetta.

I wanted to master carbonara.

I don't— what picture? No, I'm not showing

Fasta's face. I can't be bothered, and

it's not very nice when

she requested I don't show her face.

Yeah, the woman was on B livery again.

She wants another bottle of Chardonnay.

Every single time she wants Chardonnay.

She wanted a semi-skimmed pint of milk and

2 Yellowtail Chardonnays.

It looks like no one took the order. It

expired. I should just get a stockpile of

Chardonnay so I can deliver it to her.

Why doesn't she just stockpile Chardonnay?

Like buy 30 bottles of it instead of keep—

she knows she's gonna drink a bottle every

night, then why not get a massive

stockpile of it? Imagine the amount of

money she blows on wine. That Chardonnay

is maybe £8 or £10 a bottle, and she seems

to buy a bottle or two every few days.

She must be blowing hundreds of pounds on

wine. She must be a

raging alcoholic. When I delivered to her

the first time, her face was bright red.

What a waste of money. She could be

putting that money into the S&P 500 and

benefiting from compounded 10% annual

gains, but no. All down the drain to get

drunk. What a waste.

I'm so glad I'm not an alcoholic.

My only problem is I seem to blow

a lot of money on accommodation because I

have standards. Like, I don't want to

house share. I want a nice place by

myself. I'm not willing to pay

£400 for like a flat share thing,

which really I should. Caleb Hammer would

shout at me. He'll be like, you're broke

and you're in debt. You cannot afford to

live in a £900 a month semi-detached

house, Daniel. Yeah, shut up,

Caleb.

I'm 35 going on to 36. I'm not gonna house

share with a bunch of students unless

they're hot girls. I can be their daddy.

What's my

plans now?

Um, try my best on YouTube,

do some Uber Eats to top up my earnings.

Oh, Kingdom Come: Deliverance 2 comes out

tomorrow, so I can review that.

The problem is I'm worried I might

actually enjoy it and I won't refund it,

and it's a £50 game. Because I really

enjoyed the first game. I really enjoyed

the atmosphere and the characters. The

combat sucked, but I really like Henry and

I liked the story. The story was

intriguing, so I'm kind of worried

I'm not going to refund it and not make

£50 from the video unless it gets 20k

Hmm, I don't know if I have the patience

to play it.

I need to make money and not sit around

playing video games.

It would look really nice, my big monitor.

Good job I'm here in this place with the

really good internet. It'll probably take

half an hour to download. I don't even

know if my laptop is powerful enough to

What's the latest on Sunny? She sent me a

bunch of messages. Because I blocked her,

she had to text my phone number. She

messaged me at 4 AM at night. She said she

can't stop crying and she didn't know I

hated so many things about her.

I don't— I'd say hate is a strong word.

I only got annoyed about certain things

because she would

criticize me over things that I don't do.

Because they were things that she does.

And I would feel like the things she does

are not necessary. I don't mind if she

does it, but I got annoyed that she

expected me to also do it just because she

does it. It's like, if you want to say

thank you and sorry a lot, that's fine.

But don't get angry at me because I don't,

because that's not my culture.

So then in retaliation, I said, well, I

find it a bit annoying when you're so

polite. You don't

need to be so polite with me. I'm supposed

to be your boyfriend. But don't be rude.

Just be nice. Is that too much to ask for?

You don't need to say please and thank you

all the time with me. I'm not your boss or

like a stranger in the supermarket.

I don't require politeness. Just don't

No, I didn't respond because I don't

really know what to say.

Mm, she said some pretty horrible things

to me.

Hmm. So yeah, I don't

know about this everything. Do you think I

should give it another shot? I'm just

scared now because I feel like he's going

to have a word with me. Or maybe he

doesn't care. I don't know. Does it really

matter if I leave it at the door and I

just put, oh, it's at the shed door? It's

fine, whatever, they'll find it.

Yeah, I don't really— I mean, with Amazon,

no one cares at the warehouse. They're

just there to guide you. But if you mess

up and you screw up, you won't get told

off. You'll just get told off in the app.

But with Every, they've got like an

on-site manager that deals with everyone.

And he's even said that if

your photos— because they, they review the

photos you took, so they'll say if your

photos aren't good, then we'll have to

have a chat with you. And I don't like

that. I don't want to be confronted and

told off, so I'd rather just not go back.

I like it when it's hands-off and

automated and I don't have someone

breathing down my neck.

And because I never do anything properly,

inevitably I'm gonna get a warning,

aren't I? So maybe I'll just keep doing it

until I get fired, make as much money off

it as I can. The problem is it's just not

worth it. It's too much work, it's too

hard, the pay is rubbish.

It's also really— it's like an hour drive

away from where my new house is gonna be.

Why don't I do things properly? Because I

can't be bothered, and it's stupid. It's

stupid and dumb. The system's stupid. I

shouldn't have to do what the system wants

me to do because it's a dumb system. Why

do I have to take a photo of the customer

with the parcel? To prove that I delivered

it? Can't you just leave

that to the customer? If the customer

didn't get it, I'm sure the customer will

say something. You'll know I didn't

deliver it because the customer would say,

where's my parcel? It's so stupid.

Can't I just leave it at the door and then

take a photo and then send that to them?

I'd be annoyed if I answered the door for

my parcel and the guy was like, oh, I need

your photo. I'd be like,

come on, just give me the bloody parcel.

Stupid photo. And then sometimes the photo

would fail. It's got like some kind of AI

software that can detect the quality of

the photo. So if it can't really detect

that you've taken a picture of the front

door with the parcel, it says photo

failed, take again. So I had to stand

there, keep taking the photo sometimes.

It's just annoying.

And there's no button to quickly open the

address in Google Maps. You can't even

copy and paste the address, so you'd have

to type out the address into Google Maps

if you wanted to use Google Maps, and it

would take ages. And then sometimes you

type the address And Google Maps doesn't

know where the address is. It just doesn't

come up, and it will say, "Did you mean

this address?" Hello, B Livery.

Is that woman again?

What does she want this time?

It's like she's the only woman who uses

this bloody app.

Why is it not showing? Oh, it says taken.

She wants one Bell's Original Whiskey,

but it says taken already. That was quick.

Might as well just say, um, just give me—

I'll give you my number, just message me

when you want stuff, and then just give me

the money directly. I'll be her personal

delivery boy. Go live next

to the Tesco's so

I could go buy the stuff quickly.

Yeah.

If you had £20,000, what would you do?

Put down a deposit, get a mortgage for a

house, or get the 5-year Thai Elite visa?

2 very different paths. You can have a

nice house, paying off the mortgage,

£400 a month mortgage payments, live a

nice comfy English countryside life, or go

to Thailand for 5 years. And during the 5

years, you'll probably end up meeting a

woman and get married.

Why do I want Thai Elite Visa?

I don't know what I want, to be honest.

I want to live comfortably doing YouTube

and not get a job. And I feel like that

would be very hard in the UK. That would

be very doable in Thailand. Did you know

Thailand is the only country that ends in

land that you pronounce as land? Apart

from Disneyland, the only other one was

Swaziland, but they renamed that country

to something else.

All the other lands are -land. England,

Finland, Iceland.

What are the other ones?

Greenland. Is it Greenland or Greenland?

But Americans say Thailand. Americans

don't say Thailand.

What numbers was I getting in Thailand?

Same as I'm getting now. 5K,

4K. But cost of living

would be so cheap in Thailand.

I've calculated my cost of living here,

and I reckon it's going to be about 1,800

to 2,000 a month. We got council tax,

rent, electric,

house insurance, car payments,

food. Although I was kind of spending the

same amount of money in Thailand on food

as I'm spending here. But then in

Thailand, I was paying for the food for 2

people most of the time.

Although I was main— when we went to the

supermarket, I was mainly buying my own

food because she wouldn't eat my food.

She would just go and order her own Thai

food. She would usually come home with a

bag of like noodles or something, and then

I'd cook a steak and chips, but she

wouldn't eat any of it. And then she would

just have, I don't know, some weird crab

thing she brought home. So maybe I was

just paying for myself. Because I remember

my food bill in Thailand was like 150-ish,

which I think that's what it would be

here. So the problem is when I was in

Thailand, I didn't eat Thai food. I only

ate Western food and Japanese food,

which is not cheap in Thailand. If you

only ate Thai food, you'd be able to have

a much cheaper bill. Buying meat and

steaks and vegetables in a Thailand

supermarket, it's not cheap, especially if

you go to a nice fancy supermarket. We

used to go to Lotus, which is like the

equivalent of Aldi, and I hated it. I

really liked the big international

supermarket, but it was just so much more

expensive. Every time we went there, we

end up spending nearly £60-70 because

there would be so much stuff to buy.

Japanese, authentic Japanese brands,

Korean food, steaks.

You really can't eat steaks if you're on a

budget. Steaks are so expensive. They're

like £15, £10 just

for one meal as well. Steaks are really a

How would I set us up in Thailand? Um,

I'd have to do Booking and get one of

those condos on Booking. Uh, they're

around £800, so around the same price as

my house, I guess. But then I don't have

to pay bills. I reckon they'll be

I can't believe my Bangkok condo was like

£250 a month.

Well, that's just like a very far in the

future plan, maybe next year. For now,

we're gonna do the 5-month house in Devon,

and then after 5 months, I'll see how I

feel. Do I want to stay there? Do I want

to go home? Do I feel like it's not worth

it? Or maybe I really enjoy it. Enjoy the

freedom of having my own house. I enjoy

the responsibility.

You never know. It's worth— I think it's

worth giving it a shot, giving it a try.

I've got to try and use my brain to find

out, figure out a way to make some extra

cash now the YouTube money just isn't

enough anymore.

Unless I can turn YouTube around, pick

some trending topics, get the Switch 2,

pump out videos. Don't know, might get

lucky. But I feel like it's very hard to

focus on YouTube when you don't have a

stable place to live, because here,

here's nice. But I feel like I'm living in

someone's house, so I don't really feel

like I can make a mess or be loud, be,

be silly, because I've got to be

respectful because it's not, it's not my

house. I'm a guest.

I would like to just feel relaxed

in my own home and then get creative,

try and get back into video making.

Maybe I can make 1,000, 1,200 on YouTube.

And then I just need to make an extra

£600-ish. I can do maybe 2 weeks of Uber

I could do minimalist lifestyle videos,

copy out sushi vlogs.

Well, we just got 3 days here. We've got—

today's basically over, isn't it? So we

got Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday,

and then Friday morning we out of here.

So I'm, I'm hoping they're going to make

email me soon. They haven't

emailed me because

I want to know what time I can go and get

the keys.

They just said— I'm

a bit annoyed because I messaged them When

I paid for the deposit and rent, I said,

I've just made the payment now. It would

have been nice if they replied,

at least saying thanks, or I don't know,

we got it. They didn't reply.

They're not very good, to be honest.

And they also didn't tell me where to—

because I signed the contract, and in

the contract it said deposit payable upon

signing the contract, but didn't say where

to send it to. So I had to email them

asking asking, so do I pay the deposit

now? And she was like, yes, you got to pay

the rent, remaining rent plus deposit.

And I said, okay, where do I pay it to?

Why aren't they giving me this

information? Why do I have to ask for it?

They said,

I will confirm where the keys will be for

you on the morning of your move-in date.

So are they gonna hide the key,

or are they gonna put it in a little box,

or is there gonna be someone there to meet

me, or have they already placed the key

there and they're only gonna tell me where

it is when it's my move-in date so I could

just go there straight from here early in

the morning? What time in the morning are

they gonna tell me? 9 PM, 9 AM, 10 AM. I

might arrive there because I've got to

check out of here before 10 AM. They

usually meet you. Yeah, but the way they

phrase it sounds like they're going to

hide it. I will confirm

where the keys will be for you.

Wouldn't it be in the pocket of your

colleague who's waiting at the

entrance? Kind of weird. In Manchester, I

had to go to the office of the real estate

agent and pick it up. That'll be kind of

annoying because then I've got to go into

Plymouth. I think that's where

they're based. Yeah, it doesn't sound like

they're gonna meet me there. It sounds

like they're gonna just leave the key.

Maybe they've already left it there and I

can go now and see if I can find it.

I will confirm where the keys will be for

you on the morning of your move-in date.

So that sounds like they would leave the

key hidden somewhere the day before the

move-in date, unless they're gonna get

there really early.

So I can

check out here up until 10 AM, so I might

as well just leave here at 10, and then

I'll go to the house, and it'll take me

about a 30-minute drive, I think.

Let me check.

Yeah, 30 minutes drive. What was that?

Yeah, 30 minutes drive. Hopefully I pick

up the keys, I have a quick look around,

and then I want to go straight to Tesco

to— well, I need to get food, but the

problem is I don't have a fridge, so I've

got to be careful what I buy. I'll

probably just get some ham and salad.

Does that— I think it— I don't know, does

it need to be in the fridge? I don't

have a microwave either, so I can't get

like a ready meal. So then I'll go to

Tesco and I'll do my shopping, and I need

to buy all these household items like

towels, pillows, duvet. And then tomorrow

I'm probably going to order my Amazon

bedding so it arrives on Friday.

Yeah, Uber Eats. And then I switch on my

Uber Eats and then I deliver it to myself.

Free Uber Eats.

My Amazon basket is now £700. I've got the

Japanese tatami mattress, I got the Simino

gaming chair made out of faux suede

fabric. That's £150. It's got,

it's got lumbar support. That's really

nice. I think I need a good chair because

I'm gonna be sitting on it all day long

and I don't want to hurt my back.

Look, looks pretty nice. It's got a £30

discount voucher, so I get that. And also

I want to get the

desk, £60 desk.

Looks pretty nice. It's got little drawers

as well. And then

I'm getting a Japanese futon and also a

little camera, the one that my mum has.

And I'm getting a lumbar support car

cushion. And twin-size Japanese futon.

I really want the tatami mat because the

reviews say it smells really nice and it's

relaxing, has a relaxing smell.

And you can't just put the futon on the

bare floor, you gotta put the futon on the

tatami mat. Can't be a savage.

So I'm gonna spend £700 on Amazon to get

bedding and desk and a chair, and then all

the other little things I'll go buy at