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I don't even know where to take that.

She said, shouldn't we talk more? I said, yeah, we can. And then I just left it like that. We'll talk then.

Talk about what?

What would you like to talk about then?

Yes, I want— I remember Moon said something like that too. She said, uh, would you like to talk more and get to know each other? I said yeah. And then I just left it like that. Yeah, I want to talk more, and then I don't talk.

And then she goes, well, what do you want to know about me? I don't know. When do you want to meet? That's all I want to know. And do you want to fuck? What else do I need to know? I need to know when you want to meet and when do you want to fuck.

When's your period? Crypt was even telling me like when her period's going to be. So we can meet up after the period. Why go through— I don't understand, Crips. Like, she sent me all these DMs like, oh, we should start planning, discussing the game plan. My period's on August 15th until August 20th. After that, we can meet

then.

That's why I can't believe it was a troll. I think she just changed her mind.

She likes the attention. What, from me?

Look,

look, she said, hey, did you want to have a chat about the game plan? I looked on my period calendar, I'll be on my period from 23rd to 27th. Thinking of coming for August 30th. How long would you like me down for? Max is 11 days. Start my ATE for entry to the UK this week. I wouldn't

like to come in the dead of summer since you don't have AC. I'm a hot, sweaty girly.

Hot, sweaty girly.

And she sent me this: I'm still planning on coming. I'll be home Wednesday evening.

It's not like I'm crippled, but can't be standing for 7 hours straight.

And then just vanished.

She got denied passport. Why didn't she just say then? Like, why did she just disappear? At least say what happened.

Still be friends and like she could still hang out here.

I don't understand why she just vanished like that.

She was starting to grow on me a bit,

but who knows. I wonder if she has a crazier past than Venus,

both involved with drugs.

I don't know,

I think Crips— I don't know, they, they both seem like

they've got a past with hardcore drugs.

AJ doesn't seem too bad. I don't know, AJ just seems like she does weed but not hardcore stuff.

We're gonna have to quiz her if she does voice chat with me tonight.

I talked to K-Bug. She said even she couldn't get hold of Crypt.

Venus is more dangerous. Yeah, I feel like I'd rather have met Crypt.

I

think Crypt maybe looks a bit better too.

AJ definitely looks the best out of all of them, hands down. Like, she looks clean as well.

And healthy. Like, my number one thing is

if they look healthy and clean, that's, that's the best, really.

AJ doesn't want sex. That's fine.

Better than nothing, isn't it?

I think just because you— just because you look clean doesn't mean you can't be stinky.

It's not really like a dirty smell, it's more like the natural smell.

It's the— what the natural smell is what I'm interested in, not necessarily— didn't Napoleon like his wife to be unshowered when he came back from wars because he liked them smelly?

Yeah, I hated it in Korea and Japan when you get a hooker and they go and have a shower. I would tell them, oh, you don't have to.

They'd be like, are you sure? Yeah, because I'm gonna smell you. I hate it when they make you have a shower and they wash your willy with that weird soap.

They make you gargle that brown stuff too. Sometimes I thought, are they trying to drug me?

They give you this weird brown, like, mouthwash.

As long as I don't swallow, it's fine.

I mean, why do I have to gargle? We're not going to kiss.

I don't know.

It was in the Chinese massage parlor in Osaka. They take you for a shower, they wash your bum hole and willy and stuff,

and they take you to the massage table, get a condom out.

And you could hear the other women and men fucking in the next rooms. It wasn't like a room with walls. It was like, I don't know, like little partitioned rooms inside of a big room with curtains and like, I don't know, plasterboard fake wall. With massage beds in each

room. It wasn't like a proper room though, so you can easily hear people in the other rooms fucking.

It felt really degen, and it was all dark and like scuffy inside. Yeah, it's like dirty brothel, like dirty Chinese massage brothel. It looked all run down and ugly inside.

But it had this feeling, like this vibe. And if it was raining outside, I had like this degen vibe, which was pretty hot.

They're all Chinese women, like 50 years old or something.

Cheaper than Tobita though, ¥8,000. Tobita is ¥15,000 cheapest.

I went there a couple times.

One time I was walking drunk back home from the bar and I went through Juice Side on the way home and I thought, uh, it's 3 AM, I could spend a couple hours there waiting for the train. She asked me if I wanted a threesome. I said okay, but then she wanted more money. I said I don't

have any more money, and then we were having sex. And then started hearing like Chinese. And then she says, one minute. And then we stop having sex and she leaves. And then I hear like 2 women talking in Chinese or something. And then she comes back. I said, is that the police? I thought we were getting raided

or something.

But at that point I lost my erection. So she has to like start again with the blowjob.

I remember walking through the night, like the adult section, at 2 AM or something, drunk. Well, I had a lot of drinks from the bar and I was walking home.

And this guy approached me, you know, like the guys who advertise the bars, whatever, came up to me. He said, "もういいですか?" And I thought that's a weird thing to say. It's like, "Have you had enough?"

Because I probably look wasted, and he's probably thinking, "I don't know,

guy probably has had enough."

It's not really fun to have sex when you're wasted. You feel too dizzy.

Juso is a shady place. Looks very scruffy,

grimy. There were these Chinese massage parlors in this alleyway around the back of the train station,

and they lie to you as well. You ask if you got any Japanese women, they say, oh yeah, yeah. They bring out this laminated book of women, and then you pick one, and they all look nothing like the pictures.

And they're not Japanese. I think one was Thai.

I think the Myanmar girl wants to phone. She tried phoning me last night.

What would you Like to talk about.

Phone her. Oh God, I don't know. That phone call with the Thai girl was excruciating.

These Chinese women probably have kids

and like probably like teenage or 20-year-old kids somewhere.

Their husband probably works in a Chinese food restaurant. Who knows?

I just don't understand what kind of lives these women live.

Like, how can they have a relationship and a family when they're working all night unless they're honest about it? And the guy doesn't mind, or it's— or they, they lie about it. Oh, I'm doing night shift at the hospital, babe.