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Testing. Um, testing. I, it is raining again. Hmm. Huh? Yeah. How are they gonna do the carnival when it's raining like this? Fun day. Canceled new fun day. Hmm. Couldn't put my laundry out. I hope it dries like this. I feel like it's not gonna dry. Uh, may if I open the door, get some air in it might dry. May if I put it near the door, maybe. Might try. Can't go anywhere. Can't do anything. Raining again. Oh God, it's so noisy. Oh, so loud. How has KCIP been pretty good get Yeah, it's not too hard to make $200 a day, but it just keeps raining so I can't go outside side. Yeah, I was watching suspenders a little bit and in the chat there's someone called Daniel Lord. Someone impersonating me unless he's got the same name as me. Kind of weird. I don't know why he's called himself my name stream earlier. I don't know. I feel like I'm starting to go crazy if I do too much streaming. I need some time in the morning to do some cleaning, cooking, play some America unless I go outside. But I can't Now. Someone sent me this might turn it on later. Yeah. Feels very bored. I saw him on the golf course. His stream quality looks really good. I wonder what he uses. I made some only fans today as well. That's why I'm late. Two KA day. Wow. But he keeps buying stuff. I saw him talking about getting a $30,000 gold chain. He keeps buying pointless stuff. I guess when you've already got a house and a car and you've got loads of money, what else do you do with it? You're bored. So you buy stuff. Did I make a lot yesterday I made 170. Not bad for 10 or 11 hours. I do kind of miss going outside. But what can you do over my fly Killer? Yeah. Oh, I had the same one at my mom's house. I remember Sonny came over, I remember Sunny came over and I set it up and we were watching Netflix and it suddenly zapped and I went, whoa. And I just went flying up in the air like a cat. She found it very funny. Does it attract house flies too? I didn't think house flies were attracted to light. I thought it was just mosquitoes and moths. Maybe we get a zap show tonight. Imagine you put it out in the garden at nighttime. It was just being nonstop. Zapping electric cue everything. And then all the dead things collect at the bottom. I was having a look at the subreddit yesterday. I didn't realize Crypt and AJ talks so much on it. <laugh>. I was looking at crypts post history. It was quite funny. I didn't even realize Crypts was on the subreddit. Quite eyeopening. That's where the dead things go. How did it go back on? It says it kills flies. I don't like it when the moths get zapped by it. 'cause the moths are really big and the zapping goes crazy when they get stuck on it. It cleaned up the catnip as well. It was looking disgusting. Look nice and clean rug. I guess I'll plug it in here, but I don't really need it now. There's one fly here. It's not very warm now. So it's not many flies another day. Trapped in the house. I wanna go to this firing range. There's a firing range carpark, which is where the military do firing practice. But as long as there's no red flag and you can check up on the government website when the army are gonna do firing. And it said they're not firing today. But I was thinking about going today, but then I can't. So I have to check on the website to see when they're firing to not go on that day. But if they're not doing fire practice, then you can go on to the mos and you can go to where they practice shooting. I wanna go there one day and apparently the rain's not gonna stop until Thursday. Worst summer ever. I, it's raining in Kent and it seems like it's raining here all the time. Yeah. I don't mind the rain if I wanna stay in, but I feel kind of trapped. Thursday is when the rain stops, but it's raining in Bangkok too. Heavy rain warning. But Harriet from Yeah, it's raining too raining everywhere. Is it actually gonna dry like this? I feel like it's not gonna dry. We got zero updates, nothing going on. So the whole world standing still. It is gonna smell bad. Oh. Why do I need the sun to dry it? Why can't the wind just blow it? I shouldn't have washed it. I thought, I thought it wouldn't be raining all day. The weather app lied to me. I I said it was gonna rain until 11 or 12. I put fans on it. I don't have any fans. No fans. I've got a, an oil heater. If I could put it under the wrap. Mm-hmm <affirmative> my back hurts again. It's not, it's not like a painful pain. It's more like just an ache. It doesn't hurt. It's weird to explain. It doesn't hurt but it's like tired. It feels tired. Not sore. I don't know. It's just like stiff. Maybe probably need another day off. Dumbbells. Oh I just put oil in the washer again don't I? It's so annoying. I should buy a drying machine. Tumble dryer. Yeah. I still got my heater. It ruins clothing. Oh. Oh. How you do laundry when it's raining all the time and there's no sun. Just gotta have smelly clothing for weeks and weeks. The fake fireplace blows out higher but it's not very good. It's not very strong. I'm scared to show my laptop 'cause I just filmed only fans on it is rain. This golf cart around in the middle of it looks like the middle of the night almost. Uh, 7:00 PM It gets so dark at seven. The hell is homeless doing. See this is the stuff I'd never do. That's your place gets stuffy. Yeah, I just leave the door open. Usually when I charge my car it ventilates the house pretty well because the door's open or would it stop raining? <laugh>. It stops a little bit. If I put it out, it'll stop raining again wouldn't it? I don't understand why. If it dries wet, why does it smell bad when it's already being cleaned? Maybe it might dry. I wouldn't mind getting a second laundry rack. Oh of course it would dry. It will blow itself off. I came first place in Maricar knockout so I forget. Pretty good. It stopped raining out. It is funny. It's a lot easier now to put the dildo up my bum than it was before. It just goes straight in. Doesn't even hurt anymore. Got stretched out. I remember when I first tried it, it was really hard to get it in. I don't do it too much. I do it like once every few weeks just to keep it stretched. Gotta keep content coming out for only fans before people get too bored. I do minimum effort just to keep them re subbing every month. They keep messaging me and I keep ignoring them. One of them got mad because I wasn't replying. They keep asking me questions like, would I ever try a real dick? Do you do feet pics? I can't be bothered. Just enjoy what's on it. Why don't they keep asking me questions? Yeah, they miss stuff. Like would you ever do this or that? He was mad 'cause I didn't reply to him. He said, I suck at monetizing this. You don't reply boring. I don't really prioritize it anymore. I was before Kick OnlyFans was like my savior 'cause I lost my job at every and Glen Bat's OnlyFans basically made me the money that I was already making at every. So it was a nice way to take pressure off YouTube. But now I've got Kick, I don't care about YouTube War OnlyFans. I'll keep OnlyFans going 'cause it's easy. But YouTube's tough to have to like sit down in front of the camera and force yourself to think of a topic. I don't know what to say. Maybe I'll do some flip seven videos for the gaming channel when I get it tomorrow. No, it's Tuesday. I again on Tuesday nearly there. I saw suspenders got one too. <laugh> looks nice. Any word from Cryp? No. I was having a look at her Reddit account 'cause I noticed, um, I don't know. I was bored. I, I was Googling her name and then the subreddit came up on the front page where she was replying. So I clicked on her username and I was looking at her post history. Kind of interesting. I someone will send me what? Oh that fresh air after it's rain. It smells really nice. Like wet and cool. I hope we get my stock money tomorrow and then I can book my flights. Thinking of first day of November there's two flights. There's a late flight like 9:00 PM and then there's an earlier flight 1150. I'm thinking of the 9:00 PM one 'cause I should get to the airport at least six and it takes three or four hours to get there. So I should look the taxi to leave from here. Uh, about one and get there at five ish and have four hours live stream in the airport. If I do the 1151, I would have to stay the night the previous day. Otherwise it's too early. He has to keep this up the rest of his life. Yeah, I'm already bored. I've been doing it one month and I'm bored the fuck out of this. Not on the ice. Just goes missing for like half a year before doing anything again. Although he does just gaming or sitting around having sex maybe where he seems tired. Well I just got fucked in the ice and he came so I'm like post not high. Maybe I need a coffee. But when I get naked and I'm on camera, I definitely notice my upper body looks pretty nice now My arms looking nice. I, yeah, I might as well book this Thailand ticket and get it locked in. See if I can get 11 K before November to apply for the DTV. Otherwise I'll do my credit card hack where I just send myself my own money and then send it back to the credit card. I, I just keep doing the same thing but in a different room to make it look like it's different. It's just the same thing over and over. I don't really wanna spend any money to buy new things for OnlyFans. I think it smell like baby oil. It's still raining actually. I can hear on the roof. I don't see it. It's like microscopic drops of rain. I can hear it. Laundry's getting rained on, still making about five or 600 a month of events. I guess it's worth doing just for posting a couple times a month. But it's not gonna grow. It's probably just gonna start declining slowly. People get bored. I never even used these, got these pantyhose. They've been sitting there for months. Might put them away. Oh god, I feel like I'm really running outta steam for this kick thing. I was so excited in the beginning to go out and do streams. I think the failure of this setup is like the final nail of me giving up now it's been a month and a day. I think I started 19th of June one whole month from kick. The problem is when I do IRLI get really low viewers 'cause I keep disconnecting and it's costing me money, fuel, parking sometimes gotta buy a ticket. Sometimes you gotta buy food. It doesn't feel worth it. I feel like I'm not actually making any profit from when I go out. So then what's the point? I swear the outside bits are only making me 30 or $40 but it's costing me, I don't know, 15, $20 to go out. It feels like it's not worth it. Uh, I don't wanna do RRL at night. So maybe if I'm in Thailand, I don't know if the time difference would be different. Kit Hill again, I don't wanna see Kit Hill ever again. I've been there 10 times now. Hmm. Thailand will be Central World Shopping centers terminal 21 on loop. Maybe the park. I'd be too scared to go into the adult bits like Nana Plaza. Last time I went to Nana Plaza, a naked man was Willie out. I don't wanna accidentally film something like that and get in trouble. I would have to end the stream and delete the V. It'd be really annoying. So I'm scared of the adult places or so. I'd be tempted to pay for sex if I go there. So I'll just end the stream, pay for sex and then get depressed. I don't know really. Might just keep Thailand down short. Like one month only. I watched a bit of homeless and I just felt like yeah I don't wanna go to Japan. I feel like that phase of my life is over. I'm just dead. Don't know. But I want to go Thailand. Yeah because I dunno so part of me misses it but Miss Japan, something about something inside me is yearning the 2023 vibes. Could try Indonesia. AJ seems to like it a lot. It is probably just beaches, isn't it? Beach stuff. Yeah. I am not really interested in surfing. Right. May I wouldn't mind paddling in the city. I'm not gonna really be into surfing. Maybe I get a little paddleboard and I just float on it. I would be terrible at surfing 'cause my legs have no muscle. You need powerful legs don't you? Thick thighs. I think if I tried surfing I'd pull all my leg muscles and I'd be out of action for two weeks. Can't really stream it either 'cause it's in the sea. If I same get wet. So after I ride Bobby, my legs feel weak. My le my knees are like shaking 'cause I have to squat over him. I've got no leg power. <laugh> build a box in the ocean. Yeah. Get like a plastic waterproof box. I it it, I had this funny thought. It's funny I keep saying Sunny's really boring and her life's boring. But then if she saw me sitting in this house all day doing nothing, seeing no one, she must be like his, his life's more boring than mine. I've got family, I've got work, I've got activities. And then I thought, yeah got a point. I had like an argument with myself in my head she probably thinks my life shit because her life's pretty full of people on laughter and doing stuff. All I do is sit in my house rotting and go produce waterproof. Yeah but I sent it back so I buy it again. <laugh>, if you had a waterproof case with a phone and use the sim card, I guess you could go live if you got connection on the sea at the sea or you could just film a video and not stream. I when am I getting my GoPro refund? I think next week we get a lot of things sorted. Yeah I'm probably gonna stay at home all day. I the weather's just bumming me out tomorrow. I can't go out 'cause I've gotta wait for UPS to come pick up my nighthawk. Nothing is worth more than 450 pounds for my refund. So I hope the UPS man comes tomorrow and then Tuesday get my flip seven. That'll be fun for two minutes. It not make you mental having the same routine. Nothing to do. Yeah, that's why I want a girlfriend introduces some variety into your life. It'll be like, oh Daniel do you wanna go to the fun parade? Oh do you want to get fish and chips tonight? Me, me, me. It adds randomness to your life. Wouldn't I be more bored without the stream? I don't know. I'd probably just play mar car and then fall asleep. Am I still blocked? No but I blocked someone else. I'm not saying who it is <laugh>. So if people annoy me, they're not gonna get banned 'cause chatting makes me more money. You're just gonna get blocked so I won't see anything you say <laugh>, you won't know that you're blocked either. That's my new tactic. There's a few other annoying people have planned to block. Not ban. Wonder if they'll know it's them. Why was I setting up Kick Bot? Uh, I was trying to get the text of speech to work but it didn't work so I couldn't be bothered. I don't think anyone would donate Anyway. It's the same as Dream Labs. It's just got, it's got like AI voices but I've got to pay for that. I've gotta pay for the premium membership. I'm not paying for that to get Donald Trump and Will Smith's voice. Nah, couldn't bother. Yeah. I dunno why I got loads of Dons on YouTube. I get none on Kick. Kick doesn't have super chats but those people who used to spam the $1 donuts didn't come to kick. I think it's 'cause I won't let them do the N word. So they don't want to donate anymore. Imagine only wanting to donate so you can spam the N word or are they 12 years old? So I am how many super chats I missed out on by not streaming on YouTube. I miss getting the super chats. It was exciting seeing the colorful message pop up. I like that reddish maroon color. The yellow color you see the red color, you know it's like a hundred dollars but that's still less than what I make on the kick so there's no point. I get a lot of $2 ones, $3 sometimes like twice a month. Maybe a 10 or 20 and then maybe a hundred dollars Don from that D Sp guy once every few months. It's just not worth it. Some streams don't get anything at all. But it was fun getting them, I don't know, it doesn't feel like a real stream without donno like something's missing. Would I still do Amazon flex if I didn't get banned? No. Pretty too lazy. I was really motivated to do it, to make as much money as I could and I was excited to use my car. I remember seeing the blocks pop up and getting all excited. 1:00 PM block my favorite paying 54 pounds, deliver 35 parcels curing up at that Amazon Depot with my mom. <laugh> every day. And then sometimes you get lucky, you get a cage and it's only got 10 15 parcels in it all grouped in the same place and then sometimes it is packed and you're like oh fuck. 45 parcels all spread out as well And it's raining a horrible job. Hated it. And sometimes you scan all the parcels and then it says you've got two left and there's nothing to scan. You gotta call the staff over and they check and then they take it off your list. It's really annoying. Yeah, I made a lot of money about 1,500 a month plus my YouTube 1000. It's making like three KA month nearly. It's good money but it felt like a full-time job 'cause you would have to do two blocks a day and two blocks would take basically all day. 'cause you would book a 1:00 PM to 4:00 PM and then you'd book a 5:00 PM to 9:00 PM So you might have some time to go home for lunch. If you finish the first block quickly you can go home. 'cause you're not gonna sell outside Amazon for three hours are you? Yeah, I like to, you could finish really quickly and then that would mean you made more money per hour if you divide it. Sometimes you finish a four hour block in just two hours and they pay you like 60 pounds. It feels like you're getting 30 an hour. And then Christmas was really good. They paid sometimes 90 pounds for a four hour block. One time I took a block, I arrived at the Amazon warehouse, they told me to go home. They paid me anyway. It was really nice. I liked every mall because you did the same village every day. So you just memorized where everything was and you could get really quick and it was much more relaxed. Like there'd be a hundred parcels waiting for you at the depot. If you want you can go back and do them all. Or you could just do your 70 and then do the rest next day. And no one was pressuring you be like, oh I got 30 left. Ah I'll do it tomorrow. Plus the new ones that arrived. As long as it didn't build up too much and you weren't stuck with a massive backlog then it was like your responsibility to get it all done. I like the flexibility of it, the freedom. But the app was annoying having to take photos every single time. At least with Amazon you didn't have to take a photo every time the photo thing was so annoying they wanted you to hand it to the customer and then take a photo of the customer with the parcel as if I'm gonna do that. I used to do it in the first few weeks and I couldn't be bothered anymore. I just went take photo and then leave it at the door and run off. I like Uber Eats more to make about 80, 90 pounds in a day. All you have to do is deliver about 12 McDonald's. Do about four or five an hour. Hey I like doing Uber Eats, McDonald's and the fish and chip place. You just pick up one meal, go deliver it, go back to the restaurant. You didn't have to do like 40 all at once. You do one meal, deliver at one meal. Once you've had enough you just go home. It's not like you got 20 left that you have to do. The only annoying thing was sometimes this drink spillt. So you have to drive very carefully, take corners slowly and then you get tips as well with Uber Eats. Some people were very generous, you know quite like Uber Eats. I remember doing it and it would pop up like while I starts driving Subway, six pounds the knots, four pounds felt like a little video game. No I wouldn't do normal Uber with passengers. That would be too much. I can't deal with the interaction. Like if they started talking, I wouldn't be able to concentrate very well on driving. I can't talk when I drive unless it's a completely straight empty road with nothing. I think I'm done with driving for work unless I do a be livery here and there. Bee livery is not bad. It's not drying at all. Oh my God. It's like the same amount of wetness since it came out the laundry machine. Oh, I'm gonna have to do it all over again, aren't I? Fucking hell. How's Sabrina doing? I don't know because she's doing fine. I think she had to go to a hospital for some checkup. Something about her thyroid. I forgot what she said. My uncle had thyroid problems as well. Mimo had thyroid problems and she had low blood pressure and then she was going blind and then needed medicine to make her not blind. And then she died for some reason. I forgot why Hair dryer. I was saying ages. I can't believe just 'cause the sun's not out. The laundry's not gonna dry at all. That's stupid. Is the sun ever coming out? It's not. Oh there's blue over there. Ooh, stupid wasp hofing. Oh god. Maybe I need a coffee. Maybe I shouldn't Nutted Before streaming I thought nothing would perk me up but it's kind of made me drowsy. No, the rain stopped and then I put the laundry out. Uh, it's too early for coffee. You should have coffee four-ish. God I hate the weekend so much. It's so boring. Nothing happens on the weekend. Uh, fucking weekend. Give me my fucking money. No money. Stupid banks. Banks are so lazy. Why can't they just employ some people to work on the weekend? Don't they want money? Surely if they worked on the weekend they would make more money. Banking should be a 24 7 a week thing. Not just for five days. I need my money now. Hate banks. And why can't they just gimme my money next week? You pay for the Amazon credit card, the rest of the payments thing buy my title and plane ticket. What else? I guess I've got book a condo and a taxi at some point. Ooh, there's a lot of money going out. That's why I want to send Nighthawk back, get some money back. I feel like buying stuff to do IRL is not worth it. I'm not an IRL person. I shouldn't. I think now and then it's okay but I shouldn't be focusing on IRL. It's not my main thing is it? I shouldn't be spending hundreds on it. The night hawk will pay for my taxi. I guess my main thing is hiding in my room. Complaining about life and women. I need new woman to complain about Sunny's getting dry. Crips gone. Moon's gone. Everyone gong. What summer ever. I haven't seen a summer so wet before I things to complain about when I've got nothing to complain about. I feel kind of dead. Like I dunno what to say. Like a fish out of water. Someone make me rage when I've got nothing to rage about or complain. I, I dunno what to say to be honest. Now I'm mad 'cause I've got nothing to rage about. I guess IRL makes me mad so I can rage about that. That's one reason to keep doing it. If I go to that firing range tomorrow I turn the Bella box on from the house. Keep the wise by it. Keep the spot fucked. The hotspot running still really dunno why the hotspot only turns on in the house. I turned off the laptop and then turned on the hotspot and it still turns on. So it is got nothing to do with my laptop. It's got nothing to do with my wifi house wifi. It only turns on the hotspot when I'm at home. I dunno what else I can try. I've unplugged the night hawk. Night hawk is no not in the picture anymore. And my milk keeps spilling inside the fridge. I have to lay it down otherwise it won't fit. I had to chuck up my bread. It was going moldy. Oh god. I dunno why it keeps leaking. Oh god, milk everywhere on my spring. Onions, milky springing onions. I shouldn't have bought the milk but it was on the B livery list so I felt like I had to get it. Oh fucking small fucking fridge. I can't drink it faster. It takes Asia to drink a pint of milk. I got, well I had one already so I couldn't fit it. And someone bought me another one. Now this milk is leaking air. Real man smells weird. Oh, if I lay it down again it's gonna spill. But maybe I lay this one down. Maybe this one has a better lid. 'cause this plastic bottle seems sturdier. Oh genius. This one made a thinner plastic. I think there's a gap from where it bent and it leaks out the gap. A new fridge would be hundreds of pounds was keeps coming in my conservatory. Oh yeah, I was gonna make a coffee. That's why I took the milk out. Oh my God. Lazy In my mind I wondered why I took the milk out. Nope. Try not to waste money because I need to spend a lot of money soon for the Tyler. I'm gonna spend 2000 pounds plane tickets. Condo tax, plane ticket. Probably 500. I about buy an outbound ticket too. Or they might tell me off, here's my new printer to print out the ticket taxi four 50 condo. Probably get a nice condo because let's face it, I'll probably be in the condo most of the time. Yeah, maybe I get outbound tickets. Indonesia. I'll go to the place AJ goes and then I'll say it's rubbish and then she'll get triggered. <laugh> uh milk everywhere. Oh fucking hell dripping everywhere. Oh my god. Milk's gonna make me rage. The whole bottle's wet. The milk bottle leaves a trail of milk everywhere. Back in the good old days they used to make the bottles out glass. Now it's made of this flimsy plastic that bends and then leaks. Everything's just got worse since the invention of plastic. When I was a kid we had glass bottles of milk delivered by the milkman. Sometimes you would have banana and strawberry milk. You could leave it at your doorstep in the morning and then when you finish you leave the empty bottle out. He'll collect it the next day. I think it was sold fresh from the farms. The milkman. Yeah it had that funny little vehicle. It looked like a go-kart. Like a golf cart and made some sausages. I don't know, I'm kind of sick of sausages. They're so oily and greasy. They make you feel sick. They taste good at first and they get really greasy. Today's day one of no spart me. I'm gonna chuck that boost away. It's got a spart in it too. No more coke and no more sunny sugar. I should get brown sugar too. Hmm. Ah uh, good old coffee. I have so many pimples. It's insane. I've never had so many. Maybe it's the stress of streaming on kick all day every day And their Sparta mate and the beers definitely not the food. Have the same food my whole life before anyone says it. I mean the same food I've always eaten. I dunno if it's too much winking. I only wink maybe once or twice a night. And then maybe in the middle of the day if I do it OnlyFans. But it's not really waning is it? If you, if you take it up the ass and then you nut handsfree. Is that winking? I didn't even touch my dick. I mean how is winking different to sex? I mean they say winking is bad but then sex is good. Sex is just winking with a vagina instead of using your hand. How's it different? That's what I don't get. No one says oh you're having too much sex. But then they say Oh you're winking too much. That's bad. So why do we have to feel guilty about winking? But then having lot of sex is a good thing. It's still just nothing at the end of the day. Yeah. Had a look at um, had a look at hookers on adult work and it's just a bunch of 50-year-old, old women and there's some young ones but they're like fat and ugly or weird looking. At least you know they're real. If they look weird it's because they are real and not a fake picture. No, I don't really want 60-year-old granny. What does that sound? I think it's my electricity box. Yeah, the electricity box door keeps flapping open. Hmm Uh that's why I like viewers 'cause they already know about me and I can just assume because they know me from my channel that and they still want to meet. It means they like me so I don't feel like I need to sell myself to them. But when it's a stranger you've got to like make a good impression and stuff like that. If you watch my channel, it's kind of too late 'cause you already know stuff about me. You have a look at Crips Reddit account. See what post you made <laugh>. What was her username like fluffy dick or something like that. She, I don't know. She's like I dunno. Do you think you can install windows on the bella box or not a Bella box. Like a orange pie thingy. 'cause then you can make a tiny little computer you like imagine, imagine this had windows on it. I could run stream labs on it. I wouldn't have to take my laptop and then plug my phone in for a screen. Or I wonder if you could do like a virtual desktop with no monitor but it's running off this. That'd be pretty cool. Why can't I run windows on this? I mean you can't put windows on a raspberry pie or orange pie, whatever it is. Because all I want is a PC like that to run stream labs. So I got my beauty filter only IV cam has a beauty filter modeling doesn't have a beauty filter. IRL Pro doesn't have beauty filter but this does. So I need this. But this only works connected to a computer. I wish I could turn this into a mini pc. What about Linux? Can you put Linux on a raspberry pie? 'cause OBS runs on Linux. Maybe I just re-flash the software on this. What happens if I plug this into my laptop with the USB? But isn't that SD card slot? Don't I just download Linux onto SD card and then I plug it in there. Easy. It's got a power button here. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I just think instead of bringing my laptop, I just bring this and this can be my laptop. I used to use Linux before I used Ubuntu 'cause I was too cheapskate to buy windows. Yeah, I had my own. Um, I built my own desktop back in 2013 or something and I bought the cheapest parts and then I just got a tu on it 'cause I was poor. No, I built it not my dad. But then I started regretting that I bought the cheapest parts. I started sending them back and upgrading to more expensive parts. No, my dad didn't help me. He just found it very interesting. So he took over and I let him do it. I built my own PC before that one. That wasn't the first PC I built. I had another one before it. I remember he did the liquid cooling bit, the pipes and stuff. My dad just has a natural interest and fascination with stuff like that. Even though he is not into gaming. I think he really enjoyed it. But he was a professional lead engineer after all designing machines for Royal Navy ships. Something like gaming computer to be child play for him. My dad could design a whole heating system for the house with boiler. His own made, self-made software and touchscreen thingy. He programmed it all himself. That's why when we got the professionals in, they had no idea how to work it. 'cause it was my dad's own own weird system. He made, I forgot what they call that, like a water cooling machine. Like it cools things down in the heart for those big ships. No, he did create a man, not for the heating system but I remember at the workplace he used to get me to print out the manuals. It'd be like 400 page thing and then I had to put them into a folder, like a binder page by page. It was so boring. He'd be like, here Daniel, here's 300 pages of the manual. Need them put in this binder. I was like page one, page two. Oh god. I took pages. He did get me a job doing something like that. He got me a job at his company. I was like his assistant. He wanted me to learn how to use so works. And then he was mad that his company fired me over something as stupid as making tea. And it was a stupid company. They weren't teaching me how to do the job or like training me. Instead they were whining and bitching about making fucking tea. Make your own fucking tea. Stupid fucks fucking Gordon. Oh making tea is so important. Not teaching you how to be a useful member of the team. I mean you're supposed to get like young trainees joining the company and you train them up, not train them to be a fucking T boy. Such an insult. Yeah. I said no I'm not doing it. And then Phil, the manager had a word with me and then I said yeah I don't wanna do it. And he said, well then unfortunately we're gonna have to say goodbye to you. Yeah. You go fuck yourself Phil. Phil is like one of those typical English guys, TWA faces, you know the type that's into football and goes down the pub and drives an Adi and I don't know, worships David Beckham or something has a fake tan ch accent make 60 KA year for doing nothing. He explained to me the importance of making tea and how it creates a family environment. I don't give a shit. All I wanna do is go to Japan and have sex. You think they care about your stupid fucking company. Just gimme the money and shut up. Go in Japan next month, go bang Uri. There were two brothers. So the owner, the CEO was a guy called Chris. He died last year and the owner was uh, called Chris. He took over the company from his dad or something like a hundred years ago or something, I don't know. And then my dad joined the company and then Chris married some South African white woman And the South African white woman had two sons. Phil? No. Yeah, Phil and Gordon I think. And then Phil was the manager, like the team manager. My dad was the project manager, like the lead engineer, like the tech lead maybe. And then Gordon was like the guy who ordered parts on online for the workshop. So if my dad needed parts he'd go to Gordon. And Gordon was like a massive prick. Like really irritating, very like stuck up demeanor and accent. He did not like me. He was like, Daniel I want you to make the tea every morning. I saw everyone in the office what tea they want and take a note of how many sugars and milk. And I said no, I'm not doing it. I felt proud that I stood up for myself. It was scary. I was a bit nervous but I just did not wanna do it. I had had enough. I already worked six months at that company. I already saved up like 10,000 pounds. I was ready to go to Japan and meet Sauri. He was really annoying, like real stick up his ass kind of guy. Even my dad hated him. My dad would come home from work complaining about Gordon stuff. Like oh the Gordon idiot thinks he knows his job, thinks he knows my job better than I do. He would constantly have falling outs with Gordon. My sister did work experience at my dad's company too and she said she didn't like him either. It was a bit of a noob end, like very strict OCD hard worker kind of guy. Thinks he knows everything, thinks he's always right. The worst kind of person to have to work with basically. Then the pool guy, he and the pool guy would be best friends. Yeah. So all I did was I would either help my dad or I would just do general office stuff. So I would usually have to organize files in the cabinet but I messed it all up or I did data entry and I just put numbers into a spreadsheet or I'd help my dad with the manual book and um, try to learn how to use SolidWorks to make 3D objects. 'cause that's how my dad designed the parts. So I don't know who is the CEO now I'm guessing Phil. I don't know if Phil still, I think Phil left, I don't know maybe Gordon's CEO now since he's the stepson of the previous one. Who knows? I used to think Jesus, I don't know how my dad works at this company because at the time I was, I was 19, nearly 20 and all I cared about was going to Japan and marrying a cute Japanese girl. You know I wanted the Japan life. I was studying Japanese. The idea of life in the UK seemed so miserable and I never really knew what my dad's life was like until then. And I thought oh my god this is so miserable. I dunno how my dad's been doing this for decades. Like my dad would get up every morning, drive to some crappy industrial estate and then sit in this little box building surrounded by twats in this little tiny office doing the most boring work ever. Like making these machines. It seems so boring. My dream was he goes to Japan, have sex. I don't know how he did it. Yeah I give him credit but I didn't realize what his life was like outside of the house. I I had six months of it and I had enough. Yeah but those types of people, I look at them and I think God that looks depressing. You basically spent your whole life in this country. You probably spent 30 to 40 years working in this little workshop in this industrial state surrounded by mechanics and laborers and you know, Joe blogs with his van and every day like in and out made guilty, engage in office politics, work on the project, go home in the drizzling rain gray skies. Life in the UK just seems so miserable when I look to these boomers and I thought I don't want to live like that. I don't want a life like that. I hate industrial estates. They're so miserable. All the warehouses, workshops, lorries and bands, mechanical stuff. Boring. I couldn't live a life like that. I'd rather work in McDonald's and steal the chips until they fire me. And then some people have such cool lives, don't they? I mean compared to that people like suspenders are like, they have way better lives just making thousands a day playing golf, shopping, having sex. It's not exactly an honorable life is it though? But at least they're enjoying it. I guess I still, I don't really know what kind of life I wanna live. I'm 36 years old. I still dunno what I wanna do with my life. Can't believe it. I don't know guys. I like my house but it's so boring sometimes. I just, I I wish I still love Japan. Why do I hate Japan? Things would be so easy if I just still love Japan. Do you think I can love it again or is it over? I love Japan so much. What happened? I maybe Thailand could be my new Japan. I watched slightly homeless a little bit earlier today and I felt depressed looking at Japan and then he got kicked out of a bar 'cause he was streaming and I thought yeah I don't wanna do that, I don't wanna do that. I look at Suspender stream and like suspenders stream seems way more fun than homeless Dream. Is it because he's in Thailand or is it because suspenders is a bit more of a cheerful guy? I don't know. Suspenders in Japan was also a bit miserable. I think Thailand just looks like a more fun place. Yeah, I'm like thinking do I wanna be homeless or do I wanna be suspended? Probably suspended if I had to choose. But I wouldn't wanna be married to that woman. Why is he married? I don't understand. He doesn't even like her and she doesn't even like it. There's someone in suspenders check with Daniel Lord, I don't know who that is or why they've stolen my name. Too lazy to get divorced. Yeah, maybe it's sticky. Like she could take half his stuff. Maybe he can't get the entire elite visa for some reason I, I don't know. They told me I need to contact my school to get documents but I can't be bothered. So I gave up on getting the tire elite. All are my slippers. I'm worried if I try apply for DTV they'll ask the same thing. I don't even know if the school has the documents. Man I don't wanna pay 15,000 pounds anyway. I'm making good money now but not that good. I can just blow 15 K Look it's not drying at all. Oh my god it's completely wet. Come on sun. It is coming out a little bit. It's gonna come down. The sun will come down soon. It's two PM's when the sun starts coming down this side. My main problem with going to Thailand is I don't wanna really have it backpack and I don't know if I'm gonna bring my laptop or my switch but sometimes I do like having my downtime and playing a bit of Mario Kart. It does improve my mood and it's nice, feels good. Maybe I will bring the switch and I'll bring the bell box switch and lap. Oh fuck it. I'll just bring everything. Why not moving to Thailand? Also, I don't know if I want to leave expensive stuff in my house whilst I'm gone or if someone breaks in, steals my laptop so I should probably take it with me. So there's nothing I really care about in the house. If it does get broken into. Why Thailand not Japan Because I like Thailand and I don't like Japan. Although I might force myself to go to to Japan to see if the views are good. No one wants your GIZ stain laptop. Well maybe if they know what's on it. Like my sex tapes, the Epstein files. Well I think AJ would like Thailand more than Japan since she likes Indonesia and she says she's never been to Thailand before. I reckon she's never been to Japan. I don't know. Did I not have interest in going to art school? Not really because I wanted to draw animate and hot girls. Not flower VAs and trees. I learned online, I watched Mark crit on YouTube. He taught me all I need to know. Big boobs, animate eyes. Yeah, it's really hard to make money with art. It's easier to make money by being a retard online. Make YouTube videos saying stupid things. I wanted to be an art YouTuber. You know like well those people called, you know like grade A under a or Domin something. Dick and Dom dmo, I forgot his name. You know they do like story times. They have very simple stick men looking. I wanted to do that but I'm not good at, I mean I'm not funny and I can't do the funny voices and I'm too lazy to do animations. Animations take forever. <laugh>. I liked how grade A became a millionaire just by drawing Ms Paint stick figures. But he was funny. So that's the reason. Who was? He was a good comedian. Remember when he and leafy teamed up to take on king style? That was funny. Well that drama was funny. Didn't he get all political and then he kind of disappeared. I think Sun's coming out a bit. I am not good at making jokes like a witty joke. I can't do that. <laugh>. Oh my fucking god. What was that? Oh, oh, weird looking insects on my arm. Jesus Christ. Oh I thought it was impregnating my arm or something with eggs. Oh god. I'm gonna turn on the zapper if they keep pissing me off and let you keep all of them. Oh god, what was it doing? Oh I weather. It's getting nice now. Mood's improving. I feel like. Look, I cling all the catnip off the rug looks nice now. It was getting kind of smelly. It smells a bit like weed actually. So we're not allowed to get weed in Thailand anymore. I thought me and AJ get high would be funny. It looks like the storm fronts moving on over there. Oh that blue sky Nice. I'm drying my laundry still wet. The storm front moving. I feel better now. Sky's clearing up. I'm caffeinated. My arm's itchy. Where that fly was, I'm scared. It looked weird. Not like a house fly. It had a long body. Wonder what your plan is there. What in Thailand? I don't know really. It's kind of like a nostalgia trip as well. 'cause yeah I kind of miss the feeling of being a rich phang in Thailand. Having a nice condo. Also meet aj. But I was gonna go to Thailand before AJ even mentioned me in Thailand. But that kind of sweetened the deal. It's nice to have someone to meet like pre-planned or lined up. Otherwise I don't know how am I gonna meet People might try, maybe I'll go to bars but not on stream. I don't know. Do I wanna ruin the experience with a stream? I don't wanna get kicked out and get in trouble 'cause I'm streaming 'cause it'll ruin it. I had some look. That's the fly wasn't it that? Yeah I had some nice experiences in Japan last year. Bar hopping, hanging out with people and I think if I was streaming it, some of them would be not happy with it. Like streaming stuff like experiences kind of ruins it if people not okay with it. And you get kicked out there to have meaningless sex to end up back in the uk. No, number one, it is a test to see, see how it does for my stream. Like if people care or not. See if it opens opportunities. Like is there more things, are there more things to do to stream in Bangkok than just sit, sit in my house here in Devon and do I feel happier there? There's a big, big question is would I feel happier there or not? And number four, if I wanna start looking for a new girlfriend, Bangkok's a pretty good place. Might find some other foreigners or maybe a tiger again. And also iPhone 17 will be at least 15% cheaper there. And I could go swimming and I could also go to another country from Thailand. Like if the views are good and people are interested in seeing me travel, I could keep it going and go from Thailand somewhere else. So it's like it's a test of many things or so I'm bored as fuck here. And also I don't wanna be here for winter. I do not wanna be in the UK when the winter comes. So there's a lot of reasons. Um, a lot of reasons for this move. Investment into the channel. Meet AJ and potentially other people 'cause no one wants to meet here. So if I go to Thailand, maybe there's more people to meet. And then from Thailand I could go somewhere else and then back. I could do my trick, you know Thailand, then Vietnam two weeks and back Thailand I could do six months abroad. And then I don't know about this place if I really don't wanna come back here, I could start thinking about moving out or if I want to carry on. I don't know, it's just hard to say really. You won't do anything different in Thailand? Well I wanna meet people. I wanna start meeting girls. I don't wanna do that here in Devon. Boring. I kind of miss, I yearned for that. You know living out the backpack, make my money online free to move. Don't have a house and a car holding me down. But I do like my cars. I miss my car. I do feel emotionally attached to my car in some way. Like it's my companion been with me through many things. Had sunny big bum on it. Sonny's butt print imprinted into the seat. Maybe I sell the car, get 5K, whatever. Just get rid of it. Isn't it under warranty? Like if it just breaks, can I just get a refund? Damn sun's coming out good now look at that. Ah, it's nice though. I do like Devon when the weather's good, I'd like to go to the beach again, not to stream. I mean I would stream but I'm not wanting to go there because I want to stream. I just wanna go to the beach really. I really enjoyed it last time and the stream looked amazing just on one sim. So I don't even need Bella box. I just need the right sim card. I feel like the most important thing is you've got the right sim card for the right place. EE is great for the beach but if I sell the car then I'll be free. And I don't think I really wanna do IRL anymore anyway here. So kind of just, I think I'm kind of done doing IRL to be honest in Devon, I feel like I could get rid of a car, not really care, get 5K, cancel my car insurance. Car insurance is like a thousand a year. You know maybe I sell the car before I go to Thailand, which I think 'cause I'm already bored doing this, driving and visiting places in UK kind of streaming stuff. But then I really will be trapped in this house unless I just walk out or I get a bicycle or something. Maybe I'll just get a bicycle. I get an electric E-bike, they're pretty good. Get an e-bike for like 1000 and I could store it in the house. At least that would get me some places. Having a car is a bit annoying. How would I get rid of the other stuff? Yeah, I don't know. Like this whiteboard for example, if I could break stuff down and put it into black bags, maybe I'll return the printer. Amazon's gonna ban me aren't they? Uh, that can't be bothered. Should I just ditch it all in ghost? I just really fucking can't be bothered. Take it to the dump. Do you think they let me dump something that big and then the table? What about table? Can I dismantle it? The sofa. Ah, such a hassle. I feel like I might as well just keep the place. I'll come back to the UK in the summer but it seems like a waste of money renting a house for a year and I'm only here for half the year. No more car streams forever. I don't know. I'm thinking of going out tomorrow to that Firing range service department. Hmm. Yeah but it'd be in a horrible place. Not, it won't be a house would it? It would be in some chubby town, like a multi block thing. And then people neighbors be smoking weed 2,800 a month. Oh my God. Well I feel like I need to go to Thailand first to, to feel how it feels if I want to go back to that lifestyle. Or do I prefer having a house to come back to? Yeah, my kick earnings are still good. I mean I'm not making two 50 a day like I was in the beginning 'cause I'm not doing those crazy 16 hour days. I've cut. I've cut down from 15, 16 hours down to like 10, 11 hours. So I'm not making as much. But it's still good. I like having my house though. Maybe I should just live here and then have short trips to Asia like a month or two here and then come back to the house like Jenny does instead of going all in. And then see if I get more viewers by doing that or if it's same or if I enjoy it. Like if I get the same viewers and I hate doing it, then what's the point? We want Japan. I might try Japan but it has to be done right? No more guest houses And uh, I should not go anywhere near Tab Shichi 'cause that just makes me miserable. Damn. It's crazy to think like going to Tochi for eight years. I used to go back in 2018. That was seven years ago. So the current young girls who work there now, who, if they're like 20, uh, they would've been like teenage 14 year olds back in 2018 and now they're working on the top of the Hinchy streets. That's kind of weird to think. That's like crazy isn't it? Like back in 2018 when I used to go to Hinchy, they could have been like high school girls walking around who would then become future Tab Dehi girls in 2025. Unless the girls at Tahin are like 30 now and they're the same ones from 2018, they all end up on the streets at some point. It's just a matter of time. No, if I go to Japan, I really don't want to go to Osaka because Hir is there and JI'S there and I don't want to go to Shinji. Sex is bad. Waste of money makes me depressed, but I don't like Tokyo. 'cause it has the Nigerian bar scammer. People who get triggered at streamers. Did you see Tezo get hounded by this Nigerian guy following him around, yelling at him? The guy was yelling at him for streaming him whilst following him around. Meaning he would be in the stream even longer giving him more content. Like he was pissed 'cause he was being filmed and Taser was making money. But then he just made it even worse by giving him more content. Whereas in the beginning, if we just was in the background of history and wasn't like in the stream. So I'd be very scared of Tokyo. I think it's the kabuki cho area isn't it? I would not walk around with a selfie stick. Yeah. I would not go to Tokyo again. I hated Tokyo. Too many people and it's not even interesting. The only place I liked was Maji shrine 'cause it was peaceful and nice. I don't even know where'd go in Japan. Osac is off limits. Tokyo is a no-no. Hokkaido is too cold. Maybe Okinawa for Coca was really boring. I went there last year thought I don't know. Nagoya. Isn't Nagoya really boring as well? Go meet. Gimme a break man. Yeah, maybe I just need to go to new countries like could try Taiwan again. It's been nearly 10 years since I last went for Kuka was so depressing. It felt like a weird video game city where everyone's in NPC. I'm just really, I really don't know why I'd go to Japan apart from testing to see what the viewership's like I enjoyed um, I enjoyed showing FASA around 'cause she's never been to Tokyo so that was nice to show someone around Japan when they've never been before. I dunno, I'd rather go to Thailand, you know, I'd rather do Thailand and then country hop and then back to Thailand. I do kind of miss that condo lifestyle in Thailand can go swimming too. And I really like the shopping malls in Thailand. They don't seem to have them in Japan like that. I mean they've got some shopping centers like the Ito Yo Cattle place. But it doesn't have the same vibe of like a big luxury mall. Japan doesn't really do big luxury malls. They have some like on the outskirts of cities. I went to one I stream remember what was it called? It was near that sun tower place. So you have to go to the outskirt of cities to find luxury malls but they're not that luxury compared to the ones in Thailand. Thailand's got these like abandoned shopping malls that might have been popular in the eighties or nineties and then just went out business and they've got like stagnant pools of water. Stupid wasp. Oh my god. Don't go in the house. No. Ah look it's like sniffing around like a dog. I hate wasps flies fly around 'cause they're stuck. Wasps aren't stuck. They're sniffing around for food. Don't let it in the kitchen. Yeah, maybe Amazon is banned entire Thailand so it doesn't kill off their economy and their shopping stuff. I never wondered why Amazon's not in Thailand. Do you think it's just banned in Thailand to protect the local businesses? Smart move isn't it? It's trying to get through the curtain. I can hear it. I think it's trying to get it through the curtain. I can hear another one. I can hear it but I can't see it. Can you see it? Oh it is and it goes in the conservatory. I can shut it out. Oh I am stuck now. You think blood bucket will come on stream again? I might get good views. I was getting 200 viewers on YouTube stream with blood bucket. Imagine the KCIP with 200 viewers. I was just pointing the camera at blood bucket and she can talk. I play America, hear busing everywhere. I just have very little motivation to go to Japan apart from, hmm. I wonder if my views will go up and get an apartment one month. Just trial, test it out and then back to Thailand. Yeah I'll give Thailand and then like a week in Japan. That's Thailand again. But Japan will be freezing in winter unless they go to Okinawa. How hot is Okinawa in January But blood bucket did some hardcore drugs too in her day. But she'd put crypts to shame. Crypts would look like a newbie but blood bucket must have some wild stories. And I think if I keep moving different countries it would definitely keep people more interested than if I just stay here. Which is my main motivation really. Which is why I don't know what I'm waiting for. Like won't this go now? I don't think it's in the house. I guess I'm just feeling kind of lazy. Well number one I need my stock money. Number two, I don't know, I wanna build up some cash reserve so I don't go into overdraft or credit card debt again. So I mean I like ideally I would like 10,000 pounds as a buffer and not be going into overdraft. Well what Harold Boulder does is he travels and then he goes back to his house in Norway and then he doesn't do anything for like a year or something and then he'll come back, spare him out a bunch of videos in the new countries and then disappear again. Must be nice. That's what I would like to do. Yeah, the car is kind of annoying me. Big expensive immovable object. Hard to get rid of. If I sell it, people are gonna come round to have a look at it and they've gotta answer questions. Can't I just get like a sales person to do it for me? I pay them. I don't wanna deal with talking to anyone. Why I haven't returned the switch. The switch is right here. How have I returned it? Yeah, if I returned Nighthawk, I guess I can't claim it anymore. May I go to Sonny's place where she lived in Japan in Obama. I can show you around 'cause I couldn't show it last time 'cause it was a secret. I'll be like this is the beach means And Sunny came to Yeah she lived in Obama City. Obama north of Kyoto after. After I met Hong Kong guy, I got on a train. You remember I ended the stream. I got on the train, I went straight to Chin Osaka and then I got some express train up to some station north of Kyoto. And then she picked me up there in her car and then drove us to Obama. And I stayed a few nights at her house. I stayed the weekend at her house and she drove us around. Obama went to the beach, we went to an Indian restaurant and then we went Have a look at the map. No she didn't live with her friends. She lived alone. Yeah. So tomorrow I want to go here. It's called Wills worthy range carpark. And they've got this, yeah, it's a firing range. It looks like an old abandoned airport like runways. These look like runways and they do fire drills on it firing drills but not every day. So only if the red flags are up, you're not allowed on otherwise you're allowed to go through it. But this is where the military sometimes does live fire training. I wonder if you can find any bullet shells. I wanna go there tomorrow. It looks cool. And you've got free carpark here. Damn. Carpa looks full on map. It's actually near Lipford Gorge. So then you can walk up to HA tour it's called anyway, so Japan, Obama. Yeah Lake be Obama. And then on the last day she drove us to, there's this, there's a Hanen bullet train station Somewhere's. Why she I think sga, she took me there 'cause there's a train station here. I took bullet train from SGA back to Shi Osaka. And then we drove around here. We went to some mountain, we climbed up a mountain and we nearly had sex on the mountain. We both got really horny <laugh>, Ike Naci wetlands. We went up some mountain place and there was a roaring a castle and I was trying to find it but there was no sign of it. Yeah, it's cool. That was Sunny's life in the countryside or a bomb. She drove us here and then which beach did we go to? Maybe it was this one. Yeah, it must have been this one. Yeah. Yeah this is it. I think she drove us here. No way. It's not this place. God. Japan countryside looks. It was kind of lonely. I don't know how she survived there so long. No wonder she missed her family came back home. What counts as nearly having sex? Well we were like touching and kissing. No, no, no. It was here. I think it was here. Yeah. Yeah. We parked here. We parked here. I wonder if she's on Google Street maps. 'cause she would've been in Japan from 2021 until 2024 wouldn't she? Yeah. We went here and I saw that weird structure and then we went up this bit here and they've got like a staircase up this mountain, which is just a year ago. And then we went down to this beach. Oh there's pictures on the beach. He walked around on this beach I think. Or was it a different beach? I'm pretty sure it's this beach. It was really nice. Or did we go to another beach? I can't remember. She drove us around by the edges of these mountains and we stopped a few times at different beaches. Yeah. I wonder if I go, I don't remember where her house was. I wonder which school she taught at. Or Obama Castle. Can you imagine going, staying in Obama? It looks so boring. It her house kind of looked like that. It was like one of these with four different properties in the same block. Me and Shaira lived in the place like this once where you have like a corner room. I was say one of these buildings, maybe it's a shame we only did it once. I should have gone over her place more. Do more road trips. We didn't do many road trips did we? Well we did the first meeting Osaka and then we did Lake <inaudible>, which was a nice day out. And then I went to her place on the weekend and we did a few days driving and then I got her to come to Tokyo and she said yes, I can't believe she, she came all the way. She took like a week off work and came all the way to Tokyo to hang out with me. I paid for a bullet train as well. But I was there for three months. I felt like we could have done more. It's just that she had work. We were meeting almost every weekend. I felt like it was almost every weekend we were meeting up. And then she went to Korea for like two weeks. So I didn't see her for a bit. And then yeah, we texted a bit when she was in Korea and she came back from Korea and she wanted to meet. It was a good time. It's a shame. It's a shame. It overlaps with faster. I would've liked faster to have ended and then sunny to begin. Why are these girls all come at the same time? And then when I'm single and now I've got no girls. It'd be nice if it was more spread out. Remember I tried walking from Nara to Osaka and I couldn't get through this mountain. There was like no way to walk over the mountain unless you go through this scary wood trail. And it was nighttime. So I gave up and I ran back to the train station before I missed the last train. Okay, I'm gonna have time out chubs for doxing. Stop writing coordinates. Time out. If you docks you get banned. Hmm. Oh no I don't really want to go to Japan. Thailand? No I didn't show anything. I was just clicking on random streets. I actually don't know where the house was anyway. But Chubbs is saying that's where she lived, which is not true. Makes me look bad. Thailand, Bangkok, Chinatown. Ooh Tesla <laugh> model three. Wow. Well I don't want to ban but I unfortunately I cannot allow N words and doxing and no I did not. Dox. I was just clicking on houses. Chinatown in Bangkok was crazy. So noisy. Got Instagram message. Who could it be? Cry? I don't know. I don't know who that is. Random person. I went to Chinatown a few times. I went there by myself for a stream and then I went with Fasta for her birthday. I wonder if I can find the restaurant I went to. Remember I was eating noodles on a stream in Bangkok. I mean in Chinatown, in Thailand you definitely feel more confident streaming in Japan. I feel scared Japanese people have no chill. That this bit was kind of wild. This bit here that it's so crowded. I remember I was walking along this road with my backpack streaming and this guy in the moped just pulled up next to me, offered me a ride. Well he didn't offer me, he wanted to sell me a ride 'cause he was a taxi moped. And then I jumped on, he took me to Nana Plaza and that's where I saw the big white man with his willy naked hanging out his car looks cool. What's that? Is it some weird Chinese car? How was gripping on to his shoulders so tight. I was so scared. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Yeah. I remember meeting David Bond in 2017 and he was saying how much he hated Japan and how much better Thailand is. And at the time I thought he must be crazy. How the hell could Thailand be better than Japan? And now I get it completely get it back in 2017. Oh if you ever told me that I would like Thailand, I'd call you nuts. No, we didn't make, I actually, I did go live with him but my stream kept disconnecting so I deleted it. We tried to go live but you know how bad I am doing live streaming. I just can never get it to work properly. Can I? Lupini Park. I remember walking around here with pastor when we first met. I remember walking around these bits and she kept saying, is this real? I can't believe it. Like she couldn't believe that we met and she liked me so much. She thought it was like a dream. She met her dream guy. She kept going, is this real? And I was like, yeah gonna become a nightmare though. Oh is that another rock? Whoa. Who? Oh suck it bitch not coming in my house. Wasps keep coming in there it is. Oh I hate the way wasps fly. They come through this weird hover and they bounce off things. They bounce off things and they go woo like that. And they just randomly swing around. Not like house flies. Come on. I'm a handsome guy. For someone like faster today, I'm a lot better looking than her ex. You should have seen her ex. He looked like you know that baby haze guy on kick? He kind of looks like him. Like a chubby Asian guy. I look way better than these guys for a girl like faster. I'm like hitting the jackpot. I'm probably way better looking than the average tie guy 'cause I got some western features and I'm slim and in Thai standards I'm rich. No Thai guy is making thousands a month. Unless they've got a really good job. Like a brain surgeon. Uh, army corporal, police sergeant, like that kind of high-end job. I probably earn more money than the majority of people in Thailand all put together. Yeah, I remember walking here and the viewer was saying um, go over this. What was it like a walkway? Connecting bench kitty and bini. Was it this bit? Yeah, the green bridge. I remember there was a viewer telling me to go over this bridge. Oh, how'd you get on there? Yeah, this thing. I remember going on this thing and I was live and it kind of goes over this slum looking area, connecting the parks. Although another Tesla, there's so many Teslas in Thailand. I never seen so many Teslas before 2024. I wonder if, I wonder if I was on any of these street maps like 2023. No, they've got 20, 24 and 2022. 2022 December. I would've been there. I wonder where I was. I would've been staying. No, I might have already been in that apartment by then. They all drive Teslas. No, those are the rich Chinese people who own businesses and stuff and they're probably buying it on finance. They probably have it on finance. Really doubt. They have the cash 2024 August. I hated these overhead concrete rail track things. They were so ugly. They need a good paint of white. White paint. Wouldn't look nice. A lot of nice cars in Bangkok. You can instantly tell it's so much richer than Vietnam. <laugh> it his helmet. It's like a snooker ball. Pool ball. Yeah. I could take AJ to Chinatown. Bangkok. I think she was like that. And then you got the w ch pond. We temple. What else you got? What's this? Oh yeah, this is the temple. I think the Supreme court. I wonder if I could find myself on Google Maps. Where would I have been? They've got, they don't have 2023 for some reason. They've got November, 2022. I would've been there. It'd be so funny if you could just see me walking around streaming. I don't know what I was doing in November, 2022. I would've been at that Bun Lumper service department maybe after the holiday in hotel or no need toilet. Yeah I kind of miss Thailand but then I'm gonna miss the UK and then I'll regret leaving the UK won't I? And then I'll be like oh I shouldn't have left my house. Oh I'll never be able to rent a house again. Now why is everything in life just missing stuff and regret this bit Looks a bit shady. These massive elevated trade sections are insane. They're huge. The sky train. What's that? I don't think I've ever been to this park. Where's that Royal park? Maybe it's new. It is a shame. There's no beaches like this. What is all this? It's like weird farmland on the edge of Bangkok where the bay is. Why do they put the farmland there? If it was Japan it would be like manmade islands with shipping stuff on it. I can't see the green stuff. It just looks like this. Yeah like weird. It looks kind of spooky. I didn't like the floating markets. The wooden rainbow bridge. They're these long rectangle green bits. Wonder what they do here. Farming salt or something. I went to so many places. Yeah I did like the Japanese death track. It was a pretty cool place. I wonder if Japanese tourists ever go there and feel sad about what their people did. They probably don't even know their own history. Uh, I have a yearning for Thailand. Ah, sea life. I remember this. The Paragon me and Fasta went to sea life. I thought it's funny. You go to Sea Life Aquarium under the shopping center and then after you finish you can go eat some sea life at the restaurants. Paragon was a good wasn't that where that shooting? Remember the shooting? That was scary. The three people died. This crazy kid had a gun. I think it happened in Paragon or was it Palladium? No Paragon. Uh, I remember this place. Uh, that's where me and and Foster sat when we first met her mom was phoning when we were on our first date trying to like cop block me or something. And then I was trying to like talk faster into ignoring her mom. I was saying in the west we don't listen to our parents 'cause we're adults. We make our own decisions. Foster really cares about what her mom thinks and says. Yeah, I remember this bit. I always got cool exhibitions and displays outside 'cause you got Paragon there and then you've got like the CM center here, which where I bought my shoes here. My vans. Where's this guy got like an earpiece. He looks like some undercover agent. Remember at Christmas they had the Pikachu exhibitions. Funny. Very random. A security guard. What? In plain clothing. Where did I get Bobby from? I got it from Temu actually. Yeah, came from China. Oh look they got kimono exhibition. 2015 CM 5G. The future 2021. Then where was I? I was rotting in Manchester. 2021 cm square one. Do you remember watching any of my Bangkok live streams? I was mainly just stressing out over the live use soda and the GoPro and then whining about how hot it was getting coconut drinks. So it dried a bit. Mm bit dry. Yeah. Getting there. We are getting there. I need to pay. Where's my battery bank this time we've got the Bella box, not the live view and it doesn't work. So that's good. Is it at least the live view worked? Maybe it will magically work when I'm in Thailand. You never know. I just don't know why it doesn't work outside Toilet. I am back. Tazo three times more boring than you <laugh>. Wow. Such a compliment. He makes $35 an hour apparently. So he's probably making like $500 a day or more. Yeah. Even when have you seen the clip? When he is getting harassed by the Nigerian bar people. Even then he, he's really boring. Like he doesn't freak out. He doesn't get aggressive like he's a robot. He's just walking around whilst the Nigerian guy is raging at him. And he's like, yeah, well it is just, it's not legal. I can film. Okay don't follow me then. Okay. Okay. <laugh>. He's like about to get beaten up and he looks like he doesn't even have any emotion. I'd be pissing myself. It's like he's dead inside or something. Yeah, Rob CD guy's really boring too. But he has a friendly demeanor with his Australian New Zealand accent. Joel at Tim's dad's factory. No, I didn't see that. Why? What happened? I can't sit in the conservatory. There's a wasp. I have been exiled. Who's streaming now? Suspender Still playing golf. Jesus. It's all dark. <laugh> five iron all the way out. Fuck it. It's not the worst shot actually. Mm <laugh> thumbnail looks kind of funny. What is Es doing is he's just sleeping outside Weird. Sam doesn't stream much now he's just, he's been playing video games. How come he doesn't do IRL much? Well he is either in his weird green lightsaber room and gambling two weeks ago. Well this is room, it looks like doth vader's chamber or something with the green light sabers. I saw the video where Sam was saying you sound posh <laugh>. Was that on my channel? I think it was on my channel. Unless you saw it somewhere else. Yeah, I called it Sam Pepper bullied me or something. It's fun seeing what other people are up to. Yeah, I thought they'd be my friends but instead they bullied me. I thought maybe they'd be my people since we're all weirdos streaming. Hmm. Yeah, but they, they kind of exist in this world of alpha males where they've gotta be loud and assertive otherwise they don't respect each other. I think that's kind of lame with ISIS community. It's all about are you a beta or are you an alpha? It's just stupid. Uh, there was some Korean guy from a couple years ago who streamed but he didn't talk much either and they all bullied him. What was his name? He was like very shy and quiet and he was trying to stream with them and they were like shouting at him or telling him to leave. And you gotta be loud and big personality to survive in that environment. What happened to the show? This show just completely quit. Showtime. I think out of all of the leeches and streamers, top three who've done the best, it's probably suspenders, sand pepper and Joel, they're like the top three. I think probably Joel's the best. Like he, he doesn't get angry or depressed and he's always got a good outlook and he's not scared of people and he's pretty good at getting goals and everyone seems to like him. I reckon he's done the best out of all them. Yeah, it's a shame about his English. What happened to hu? I haven't heard of Hub in ages. A hub summer. It hasn't been streamed in four weeks. It's funny. They're all on that other site. Africa tv. Africa tv. <laugh>. Why is it called that? It just sounds weird. He's just whacking massive holes in the ground. Look at that. He just Ted the ground <laugh>. That's pretty funny. I've tried golf before when I was a kid and I did exactly the same. I just keep whacking the ground with the club and then I got pissed. I did not have the patience for golf, but let's see if he hits the ground again. Oh he got it. Well Joel had sex with an African girl. Joel's a massive sex pat, isn't he? He seems cute and innocent but he's just banging all these girls. You wouldn't expect it. He seems like a good guy but he fucks like 10 girls every country goes to. But he's not, he's just not DJ about it. Like suspended is he doesn't, does he even talk about it? I guess he does, but he doesn't talk about it in detail 'cause of his limited English. Did he bang those Vietnamese girls from the karaoke place? He's living the life. No girlfriend holding him back. Infinite money. I don't know. I mean sometimes I kind of want meaningless casual sex but then I want something deeper. I'm too scared. Number one, I'm scared of failing then number two, I'm scared of succeeding and then thinking, oh my God, it was that easy. Well I've been wasting my life when I could have just been out getting girls. Like why am I sitting in this fucking house in Devon rotting. So I'm scared. It's either really hard, I give up or I realize wait, this isn't so bad, I can do it. And then I realize, wait, I just wasted my whole life or the sex I missed out on. Then you wonder, wait, is it really that important though? Isn't there more to life than sex? And then you think, oh, oh is sex nice and everything? But I still feel miserable deep down I go through all these different thought patterns and then you think, oh maybe it's for the best. 'cause you know I avoided getting aids and I wouldn't wanna have raw sex that many women anyway. So probably end up getting aids. Uh, ideally I want to get a girlfriend, you know, someone stable. I mean I did all the, I did all the casual sex stuff back in 2017 before I got banned on Tinder. But it was boring most of the time. The sex was bad. I didn't like any of the girls. Maybe 'cause the girls were ugly. Maybe I had better looking girls. I would've liked it more. Sometimes it was fun. I don't know. I did my dating app Rampage 2017. Eh, it's okay. I guess I just banged a bunch of fatties and MILFs. But after I nutted I felt kind of silly. Like I just wanted to be out of there quickly. I just wanted to get dressed and get the hell outta there. I'd rather be alone than have to spend time with those fatties. I didn't wanna hang out with 'em outside of sex. I'd rather be alone actually. Just I'd rather stream and be alone. Although it does seem kind of fun if you can do it. I wonder if David Bond's still doing his pickup artist stuff or has he settled down with his jungle girl? Oh there are no escorts. There are. I had a look last night. A lot of old women like 50 years old and some in their thirties and twenties but they don't look good. Some weird looking ones out there now. I don't wanna pay like 2 50, 300 get some granny come to my house, a waste of money. I'll just ride Bobby. Bobby makes me nut in seven minutes. I made an OnlyFans video today. It's not gonna be very long 'cause I couldn't even ride Bobby very long before he made me nut. It's gonna be like six minutes after I edit it. It's gonna be like five, six minutes. Mm mm-hmm Beautiful. Devon town packs with independent shops where locals even like tourists Sal comb. You know because if the prostate G land getting pounded makes you come so quick. Well why did they put a gland deep in the anus? That feels good if, if being gay was not natural. 'cause a woman can't stimulate that part. Can she with her tools? How many subscribe to my own fans? 40. Well I want a woman because I get excited with women because they look good. Men look ugly and gross. What is the, why does the prostate feel good though? Why? What fall? And since women don't have a prostate, do they not enjoy having a poo like a man does? These are important questions. Should we have a look at Crips, Reddit Post history? What is her name? Fluffy dick. Weird name. How do I find it again? This is Cheyenne, the kinky fan who was in the chat. Yeah, there she is. She's active on our hay. Cheyenne fam. Crazy fucking videos. South Park teenagers. Bad women's anatomy. Nature is metal. Her last post was 23 days ago. Leave Daniel alone. <laugh>. Yeah, they were saying I'm balding 'cause the wind blew my hair up. They're making fun of my hairline. He's aged rapidly in the last few years. <laugh>, he's been hiding his hairline. Receding temples. Yeah. I do sometimes touch my temples like that. And I feel like, hmm, it does feel like the hair's falling out or it's getting thinner. Where's Crips post? Beavers in Butthead side profile. Uh, look. Leave Daniel alone. <laugh> need all her posts are on the hiding my room subreddit look. HMA fam. HMR fam H imr Fa. Oh I put the sub goal as fly crypt out. She put that top. She he'll realize she's fat and ugly and she'll see his pizza Pop. Lesbian granny face without a filter. HJ crypt without their filters and makeup. <laugh> it says deleted. Now I wanna see it. Why is it deleted? <laugh>? AJ's really busy defending herself on the subreddit. I'm honestly really hurt by Daniel. Her last post was 23 days ago. What did you post before joining the subreddit? Face palm. Crazy Effing videos are sex workers. Do you think she did sex work? Hmm. What? She had five pregnancies when she was 14 to 15. Jesus. And how old the men were. What the men were like 25 banging a 14, 15-year-old crypt messed up. And people think I'm nuts. Yeah, maybe I'll go to that firing range tomorrow. I might do Bella box and start it up at home unless it rains tomorrow. Didn't she also say she was cheating on her boyfriend that she was with for eight years with his best friend? That's why I would, that's why I don't wanna have friends. Like if her boyfriend didn't have any friends then she wouldn't have been able to cheat on him with his best friend. I told you don't have friends. Mm, this is raining tomorrow. Oh I can't go anywhere in my poor Bella. She'd have cheated with some random instead. Well better she cheats on a random than my best friend. 'cause then you get double betrayed. You get betrayed by a girlfriend and betrayed by your best friend. Not really betrayal from a stranger. 'cause men would be men. Yeah. My life's ruined. Can't leave my house. Can't use my new IRL dear. All my girl's gone. I dunno why this keeps going around on the internet. It's not even funny. This stupid CEO cheating meme. Yeah. So what a guy had an affair, whatever. Do you think they can sue Coldplay for doing that? The weird thing is his actual wife looks so much better than that woman that he cheats with. I wonder why. Why would you risk it? If you're gonna risk it, it should at least be with a woman who looks better than your wife. I wonder if Coldplay gonna make any comments about it or if they're gonna not do that thing again. Maybe I won't do the camera thing again. This girl's kind of hot. She looks like an eighties Meer. But McKayley kin has a son. I didn't even know that aged kind of weird. I've got so little going on. I actually have to look at the subreddit for content <laugh>. They just keep taking screenshots of my skin. Why are they so shocked by it? Yeah, I've got blemish skin. Why is it such a big deal? Imagine carrying that much about how another guy's face looks. It all looks terrible. <laugh>. Yeah, I had lumps from the pimples. <laugh>. Daniel gets his own packaging sent back to him with his broken monitor. <laugh> Daniel puts $1 million income still gets denied buys S 25 Regrets it. Yeah. I can't believe I nearly got the S 25 vulture. Mm-hmm <affirmative> No one said we are shocked by it. Uh, I didn't say anyone was shocked by it. Twisting my words again. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Well I say hair grow hair regrowth ads on the subreddit. Yeah. Implying that. I thought they were shocked by it. I didn't say that. You said you were shocked by it. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. No I wasn't looking up hair loss. It's 'cause I keep, I don't know maybe. 'cause earlier I mentioned about receding hairlines and then it heard me talk and showed me hair regrowth ads. Oh boy. All I do is make fun of my skin and then make fun of my hairline. Nothing interesting. Mm-hmm <affirmative> bored again. Well maybe if you didn't keep scaring off the content then there would be more content wouldn't there? You guys are the content reduces not me. Maybe you should help me get some girls instead of scaring them off then we have some content. Oh no. You don't want me to have sex 'cause you're jealous. Nearly try. God, I'm so fucking bored. I know what to do. Oh, welcome back. Chubbs. No dock thing. Pacing in my house. And uh, they don't answer that other Canadian girl. She didn't even open my message. Another useless one. Well if you keep doing doxing stuff, I'm just gonna have to permanently ban you. You've been warned you can do it elsewhere. You're not doing it in my live chat. It's not hard finding AJ's real name. It's literally on her Instagram it. Well stop talking about it 'cause it's not allowed. I'm gonna ban you for a week. Next. Next Ban is a weak ban. Then after that's permanent ban. Okay, let's ban you all now. Doxing. Uh, Chubb's one week band and uh, mono. I warned you before about doxing one week band. I said no doxing. And then you keep talking about it. You're fucking brain dead. Both of you. I see you in a week. I literally just said no doxing. And then you're talking about doxing like a bunch of fucking retards. Chat even more dead now. I think they're both retarded. Another bunch of weirdo freaks. I dunno why some people have like this weird boner for doxing people really weird. Like they get obsessed with it. I must find out where they live. I must find out their real name. Get a fucking life. You're so weird. At least I don't do that stuff. There's some kind of mental illness. I dunno why people are like that. I can't stand these people. Go go back to Kiwi Farms or whatever permanently banned them. The Snead feed guy says the most retarded things I've ever seen anyone said. I think he's like actually retarded. I've never seen someone so brain dead. There's people are mentally ill and they needs to go to some kind of brain rewiring facility. They're just lost. There's no hope for these people. I've banned Sneed like five times. I think next one's permanent. I gotta protect my aj. I'm not un banning so don't waste your points If they're breaking TOS, I'm not un banning them 'cause it's a risk to me. They're breaking TOS. You are not allowed to docks. Like if someone's spamming N word and I banned them, I'm not un banning them just 'cause you redeemed it. The unban thing is for unjust bans but they're clearly breaking TOS which could get me in trouble. So they're out, they're liability. <silence> Even on the subreddit where they're all scumbags, they don't tolerate doxing 'cause they'll this because the subreddit would get banned. You know the only reason there's no doxing on the subreddit is 'cause if they let it happen they, the precious subreddit would get banned by Reddit. Which is what happened to one of the other ones isn't it? Didn't one of the sub Reddits get banned 'cause of dosing? No. Unban is not for discord. Have I seen ICE's chat? Yeah but Ice is friends with Eddie. I can't expect to be given the same leniency 'cause I don't have any connections. Ice can literally waterboard people and get away with anything 'cause he's best mates with Eddie Ice would never get banned. I have to be careful. Yeah. Eddie's the CEO or the founder or something. I dunno. I heard Eddie is getting Aiden Ross to meet or CoLab with ice and apparently Aiden Ross doesn't even like ice. And he said rice apparently he's paying Aiden Ross loads to CoLab with ice against his will. How long the streams last? About 10 hours. Yeah, 10 hours. Um, I've been cutting down from 15, 15 hours just destroying my mental health. I can't do the fifteens. If I'm doing 15, I need to go out in the morning and do IRL without IRR. I can't do 15 in the house. So do I ever use my Woodburn stove? What that That's a fake stove. It's electric. Oh my god. My towel. Hmm. And the problem is the stuff under the towels haven't dried much. But good news, if you get oil stains on your clothing and they don't come out on the wash, if you rub washing liquid onto the stain for 20 minutes before you put it in, it comes out perfectly. Before that again we used oil stains. They weren't coming out in the wash. Now I learned this little hack. How do we know his life has actually ruined number one? I lost all my girls. My main girl vanished. Um, I've got no money. Uh, my skin looks disgusting. I've got so many pimples. More than I usually have people making fun of my hairline. It's not that bad is it? I'm not trying to hide it. It's just this is the hairstyle I've always had. I've always had this hairstyle. Yep. I've got gray hairs. My bella box doesn't work. I can't go outside because it keeps you raining. Although it seems okay now. Ah, life is completely ruined. The YouTube channel is completely dead clear guys. Yeah it's cleared up now. Your hair makes you money. Really? So you guys are just watching me 'cause I've got hair <laugh> so if I shave off all my hair, you won't watch me anymore. Adapts your hairstyle with age. No, I like my hairstyle. So you're saying every Korean guy and Japanese guy who has this haircut is not adapting his hairstyle with age. There's way more people in the world with my hairstyle than there is people without it. It's a very normal hairstyle in Asia. You just have no experience going to Asia. Otherwise you wouldn't think it's weird. Literally everyone in Asia has a hairstyle like yeah even people in their thirties have hairstyle like even in their fifties that have hairstyle like this. It's just a normal hairstyle. How do we know what currency the loan is in? For what? What loan? My debt. I'm pretty sure there's a dollar sign next to it. US dollars not Zimbabwe dollars. I think my hairstyle looks good. That's all that matters. I don't care if you like it or someone else doesn't like it. I don't have my hairstyle for you. I have it 'cause I like it just like you have your hairstyle 'cause you like it. Not because I am impressed by it band. This guy KC, very annoying band. Go back to Reddit. Literally everything KCO says starts off with. I did. So you you said but O did say didn't say didn and didn't say shut the fuck up. You're not smart, you're fucking retard. Go back to Reddit. Post your little low. Daniel banned me 'cause I criticize his hairstyle. That's probably what he's typing up right now. Fucking Reddit loser. Everything he says starts off with. I didn't say Yeah you fucking moron get fucked. He's clipping it right now. Right in his post on Reddit about how he triggered me. I would love to see his hairstyle. I bet he's bold or something. I mean I kind of have a similar hairstyle to Tom Cruise and he's like 60 and he looks good with it. So there's no such thing as a hairstyle that you're only allowed to have when you're a certain age. It's stupid. Imagine thinking a hairstyle is limited to your age and then you have to change it because you get older. Stupid thing to say. The guy must be like some, I don't know, 50-year-old stupid prick. I mean look at Aussie Osborne. He's had that same hairstyle his whole life. Imagine thinking you can't have a certain hairstyle just 'cause you're a bit older. Imagine thinking there's not hundreds of millions of Japanese men and Korean men and Thai men who are same age as me who have the same haircut. So dumb. The worst thing about streaming is the amount of retardation you have to put out with. I have the most normal haircut in all of Asia and then they got the career size. My hairstyle, uh, not too long ago people kept telling me to get a proper haircut, like a fade. As if that's not a hairstyle Guys have in their twenties. But there's guys in their thirties and forties have fades too. So it doesn't matter what you are ages, imagine caring that much about what another man's hair looks like. Sounds kind of gay. Or maybe if you're dating me and you don't like my hairstyle, I get it. Why'd you care so much about what my hair looks like? It's not even a weird hairstyle. I mean if my hair was really weird, like sand pepper's, pineapple hairstyle. I have the most boring normal hairstyle ever and people still got to criticize it. I they're rage baiting. But I need something to talk about. I guess I need something to talk about. If we all stopped typing in chat, Daniel would go insane. Yeah, I'd get really bored. I'd feel like I'm talking to no one. Like there's no one there. Which is why I don't like banning people. But then they get so annoying I have to ban them. And then when I'm less annoyed I might unban them than I did I get paid based on chatters? Um, I think so but I just dunno how much it is. Can't be that much. Surely just a couple people chatting won't make that much difference. It took me a long time to stop growing my hair so long. I think I only started doing this kind of short hairstyle from 2019 and before 2019 my hair was always much longer, very big at the back and long down to the neck. And I was very scared of cutting it shorter. So I have adapted it over time. My hair used to be way longer all the time. And I had a fear of cutting it short. It was very scary when I started cutting it this short. But now I'm used to it. You'd know if you watched me in 20 15, 16, 17, I think it was in probably like 17 to 18, I started attempting to cut it shorter than I was used to. What happens is people who chat a lot and are very negative end up dominating the chat and then it dissuades other people from chatting and, and then when I banned them, people who weren't previously chatting now start chatting. So it has that effect as well. It's like an overgrown forest doesn't let new stuff grow. 'cause it blocks out sunlight and then a wildfire burns all the big stuff down. Now the young stuff can now have a chance to grow and get some sunlight. That's my theory. It would be nice if we get some fresh people in and not just the same irritating ones over and over again. Spamming, sick and tired of seeing them. And then if they start like filling the chat with really weird stuff like incel, racist, doxing, weird stuff. It's gonna scare off new people and normal people. That's why I got banned them. Yeah. Clothing's getting nice and dry. I'm really happy with my new little oil removing technique. It was stressing me out. I kept washing it and washing it and the oil stains weren't coming out and now they're gone. Nice blue sky. Hope it stays like this for tomorrow. I want to go to the firing range. I've gotta check when the military are doing firing exercises. You're in massive debt. Yeah. I should be able to pay off the credit card tomorrow though. I'm just, I sold all my stocks about 4,000, 400 pounds. So I'm waiting to get that and then I can pay off the credit card. Stocks are all gone. I, I sold them. I'm just waiting for the money. I'm hoping it comes tomorrow. Tomorrow morning and then I've got to buy plane tickets to Thailand. I miss Thailand. Oh is that a sunny hair? No way. No way. Is that Sonny's hair. I didn't think there were any more of those around. It looks, oh that is a sunny hair. It's like very ginger looking. Look. Can you see it? That's one of Sunny's hair. My ex-girlfriend stuck in my snipper. No, this one's my hair but there it is. It's kind of stuck in there. It's definitely hers. I can see how ginger it is. Look fucking fine. I can't believe there's still sunny. So sunny hairs around. Maybe it smells like a, I don't wanna snap it but it's stuck in my shoe. Look, look, look. Can you see it? Yeah. I was sniffing her underwear this morning. See if it smelled like I still, but I washed it unfortunately before you broke up. Wish I didn't wash it now. I would've nutted all over it. It would be just covered and cu like paper mashing. Look. Look. Can you see it? Ginger? Look. That's the sunny hair. She still exists. I shall save it. Proof She was here stuck in my shoe. There's a lot of hair in my shoe. Is it this one? I'm trying to get it all out without it snapping. It's stuck in there. Oh, got it. Oh Mr Ow. Hello. Ow. Hello. All your cat net's gone. I've cleaned it up but you can still smell it. Miel. I guess you can still smell it. Which want some more now? No scratching. No. No. Well why does he wanna scratch? How's he still getting hired? I've cleaned it all up. Mm-hmm We will play with the minion. Start looking that. That's my beanbag. My beanbag minion. Mr. Minion. No, don't kill Mr. Minion. Let go <laugh>. He's not letting go. Hmm? I can't see it. Look I can you see it? Strand of ginger hair. Got one hair or this long? No, I miss a ginger hair. I'm surprised there's still any left. I can't believe she dumps me. Look, it doesn't focus. Look, I like the way the sun shines on it. You can see the ginger. See look the way it glistens. Mr. Mail. Mail. What's that sound? It looks comfy. Hmm? I got a sunny hair. Hair. There was another one on the sofa I found ages ago. I think it blew away. Oh hey Sonny. I found one of your hairs. Do you want to see I and Ginger? It's very fine. My hair's thicker. Do Miss Sunny as much as I complain about her. It'd be nice if she came and visited even as just a friend. But you know girls are weird. Once they break up, they never want to see you again because they're scared of catching their feelings. They catch feelings and then they get hurt and then they wanna break up to get rid of the feelings so they don't hurt again. So then they never want to see you again 'cause they don't wanna get hurt again. I guess kind of selfish. It's about self preservation. I mean I didn't, it wasn't my intentions to hurt her. If she got hurt because of me. It was because of misunderstandings. Like she thought I didn't care about her 'cause I didn't text her. But it's not true. She, because she felt that way. Even if the truth is that I didn't not care about her. The fact that she felt like I didn't care about her was enough. I mean I did care about her and I wanted her in my life, but there's no, I could say that over and over again. But she wouldn't feel like that was true. It's not what's actually true that matters. It's what feels like is true. That matters. I didn't make her feel like I cared 'cause I didn't text enough. So it's kind of unfair, isn't it? 'cause it's like, even if you do care, they constantly tell you that you don't care 'cause you haven't shown that you care even though you might actually do care. So in a way it's like you're being gaslit. They're, they're telling you how you feel even though you disagree. I just neglected her. That's all. Like I neglected Moon. I neglected the other Canadian girl. Neglected Kbu didn't talk to them enough. Oh yeah, she's gone out of my life. Sonny doesn't have a stepdad. Her mom's single. Maybe she's on Tinder. I really wish it works with Sonny. It's just her attitude was just impossible. Like the concept of Sunny seems nice, but then when she starts getting all toxic and horrible, you just, you don't wanna be anywhere near her. She just becomes insufferable. Look, you comfy Mr. What? Sonny's go-to Insult. Um, you're the shittiest boyfriend ever. <laugh>. Remember she said I now understand how your exes felt. I understand now why every one of your exes was driven insane by you. 'cause you're the shitiest boyfriend I've ever known. It is a problem that exes or girlfriends I have keep getting upset 'cause I don't show that I care enough. This one doesn't pur much. He's gonna fall asleep. I give him some <inaudible>. He had enough. Yeah. Mel, do you think he likes the beanbag more than the Amazon chair? I took away his Amazon cardboard chair, but I think he likes the beanbag more. 'cause it kind of wraps around you, makes you feel secure. And I dunno if I just jump on this bit. He goes, who it go flying? Are you my friend? He's borrowing. We're friends like a little baby. Oh, if I go to Thailand I'll miss him. He took your bean bag. Yeah. I need to get another one. Maybe look at a small one for cats. I can hit another cat neighbors guard. I'm just worried the black cat's gonna come and scare him. Maybe I shut the door. Well we got fucking wasps everywhere calling. Fuck off. Oh my God. Wasps coming in. Sorry Paige. Yeah, well cats aren't annoying. Humans are so fucking annoying. 'cause all they do is whine and criticize and moan about everything. Oh your trousers. Oh your hairstyle. All your glasses look like lesbian glasses. Ah God. The worst thing about humans is they can talk. Animals are great 'cause they don't talk and they don't care about your hairstyle or your glasses. Human's ability to express their thoughts must be the worst thing about them. I wonder if cats even have thoughts like, oh this looks stupid. Oh this is annoying. Check my laundry. I feel like I can't talk now. Wake him up when me and Sonny got the kitten. So then he kept saying, it was like we just went and picked up our baby like it was our family. Yeah, it did feel like that. We drove there and we, we brought this cage basket and then we brought this little tiny delicate creature back home. And then we were like, we were so concerned about it. Started walking around exploring. I mean it looked so fragile and weak. It couldn't even walk in a straight line. It looked so scared to walk on the rug 'cause it wasn't sure what it was. And we were just sitting there like two parents just bringing our baby back home and felt nice. We were just watching it the whole time. Keeping it out of trouble. Making sure it's got food felt so wholesome. When me and Sunny got back together, one of the last times she said she saw this picture on her phone, this picture of me with the cat. And she said she cried when she saw it. Made her want to see me again. I wonder if she deleted them all. Now how much is rent? 900 a month. Okay. Bug messaged me. I better say hi. I will take a picture of the cat. Kay. Probably doesn't, I don't know. She's always, she seems like she's always the one messaging me first. I should try and message her more. But I say, I said I would try Miss. I would try to talk to her more. But then I kind of failed again. Just like I did with Sonny. With Sonny. I said okay, I'll try and compliment you more. And then I actually didn't <laugh>. I say I'll do it more but then I don't because I forget again. Took another photo. Okay. Said she should have time in October. Getting a bit hungry. Dunno. Do you think she'd actually come? Maybe we need to find out about her dad and her family. I asked her, you don't have crazy life like Crips. And she said Definitely not. Well I can't neglect her otherwise she's not gonna come. She's my number one girl. You gotta put some effort in. Otherwise the girls don't like it. They stop me on me. He fell asleep. This little feet. A little rabbit feet. No, the threesome girl doesn't talk to me anymore. I still got sunny slippers. I put it all in a bag. Chucked in there somewhere along with the birthday card, the Valentine card and the moving in card. She got me a moving in card saying New House. Congratulations. And as she wrote in the card, I'm so excited to be part of this new phase of your life. She got me those cards. And then what else? She got me. I put her slippers in the bag too. I still got her makeup stuff. I thought maybe one day she would come take it back. It's funny, she was actually gonna come back. But then I slagged her off too much. She blocks me. Might make a pot noodle. She said she went to a water park. What do you do at Waterpark? Maybe she got bikini photo. <inaudible> getting hungry. The only time I have a lot to say to Kate is when there's like some kind of drama. Either with another girl or, I don't know. Otherwise things are very normal. I might water my rosemary. I think it's growing. Do you think it's growing? Maybe She said she does want come. Do you think she does go to her? I don't know. I wanna go to Thailand. Not America. I said Bet you look good in your swimsuit. I gave a compliment. Uh, what is that? It's like an ear wig. I said Bet you look so sexy in your bikini. What you mean zero Riz? I gave her a compliment. Said she looked hot. That's what Sonny wanted. Yeah. I wish I was doing kick earlier. I could have been raking it in with sunny streams. Didn't make much on the YouTube streams with Sunny, when she came to my house and we did the YouTube streams in my bedroom, I don't think they even made a hundred dollars. Maybe like 60 to 80. I could have made way more if it was kick uh, hungry. Oh, do you wanna see the kitty? He still here snoozing God to be very quiet. He's very tired. There's no V <laugh>. Very quiet. No, I'd definitely turn off the stream so we could have sex. Lunchtime sex was my favorite. We'd have lunch downstairs. My mom would go out and Sonny would say, let's go upstairs. 'cause she wanted to play Magic the Gathering. But before I let her play Magic, the Gathering, I'd make her get naked and we'd fuck for like an hour. And then she would, she would joke and say, all I wanted to do was play magic, but you make me fuck every time. And I said, yep. No fuck no magic. That's the price you pay. Luckily my mom never came home whilst we were doing it. We'd shut the curtains and shut the door <laugh>. It felt so nice. You, you have food, so you get that hunger out the way and then you have to treat your next urge, which is the fuck and then you have a good fuck after you had a good lunch and you feel so relaxed. And now we can do some gaming game for like four hours. She would play magic and I'd just watch. She'd try to explain it to me but I didn't care. And then we play some like resident evil game until dinner time. Dinner time we'd go and get a takeaway. Remember my mom got mad 'cause we got takeaway. Yeah, it is really confusing. We wanted to get Chinese. My mom was already at the Japanese place with Dave Gibson. She asked us what we want. So we say, oh just just some fried shrimp. 'cause Sonny likes shrimp. And then my mom buys loads of stuff. My mom buys like a whole dinner for four people without telling us. So then me and Sonny goes to Chinese takeaway anyway and get Chinese food. And we're at Lenni and my mom comes home. She asked me Where are we? And I say, we're at the Chinese takeaway. My mom gets so mad. She's like, oh you didn't told me you're getting Chinese food. I already got you Japanese food. My mom was mad at us for the whole evening just 'cause we went and bought food. She said, oh you're wasting your money. Yeah, well we could eat the Japanese food and the Chinese food. We had it the next day for lunch. My mum gets mad over everything. I told her, we are gonna get Chinese food. She said We wasted her money. She shouldn't have bought us food. How's she Right? It's no big deal. We'll have the Chinese food and we'll have the Japanese food tomorrow. What's the problem? Don't have to get mad about it. We literally said we're gonna go get Chinese food. We only asked for some shrimp. We didn't ask her to buy the whole shop home again. Misunderstanding. I don't know how my mom gets mad over nothing. My mom could have shared some of the food with us, but she doesn't eat for some reason. She doesn't eat much like everyone's having dinner and she'll just be having a packet of crisps or something. Yeah, I like those days. But we spent a lot of money whenever Sunny came around, always spend a lot of money on food. Like 40 pounds of the fish and chip shop, 30 pounds of the Chinese takeaway. It was hard to save money with Sonny. Number one. She didn't let me make money. So like she didn't want me to stream or, well, I mean that's not true. I guess she did help me stream. I meant that when she was round I had less time to stream. And she said she didn't like it when I was checking for Amazon blocks. And then I felt like, ah, I can't really do Amazon block if if she's here. So I'd be making less money and spending more. How'd she spend 40 quid on fish and chips? You get some bad sausage. Fish and chips. Savalo two drinks. Uh, maybe forties. Next exaggeration. I don't remember. Maybe it would be funny to go back to that village where the Airbnb was. There was a very strange feeling, like a very unique, iconic feeling of the time. It was a combination of the events plus a new experience, plus the emotions I was going through at the time. Plus the smells and tastes and feelings of the girl. All combined into this very unique nostalgic feeling. I wonder if it'll get triggered if I go there. The whole thing was so new. Running away from home in a car with a girl. I kind of felt homeless whilst I was looking for a home. Whilst I was spending so much money on Airbnbs wondering how can I afford this? I need a home quickly. I need to find a job quickly. The financial pressure and stress was probably the most stress I've ever felt. Plus having to deal with relationship arguments at the same time. It was not an easy time. My plans regarding Thailand, I'm still going November. I'm gonna meet AJ and do reminiscing, reminiscing activities. Get a nice condo and try and go out, do some streams, maybe walk the streets. Not talking to anyone. AJ uses too much filters. Well more than me. <laugh>, who uses the most filters? Well if she wants to livestream filter like I'm using now, she'll have to be in my hotel room. 'cause this filter only works with this setup. Lin and IL pro. No filter. So if she wants to look good, she's gotta be in my house out. And will I ever get married? Well again, probably not unless I need a visa. I'm talking slowly and quietly 'cause I don't wanna wake up the cat. I am the cat's host. I want to be a good host. I want to disturb him. He's sleeping. He never seems hungry. He never wants food. I gave him some pepperonis before. Might make pot noodle toy that time I bought a lot of pot noodles. I think five or six. I've had two coffees today. Five PI can't carry everything. Hmm. To me, very quiet. Yeah. I don't think Japanese people like pot noodle. They think it tastes weird or something. They prefer the boring sea salt seaweed flavor instead of beefy tomato savoriness. Oh, it's so good. I don't know how you cannot like I'm salivating already. It must be the MSG. Oh there's tomato in the beef. So good blood bucket, imported chicken and mushroom flavor. I don't know if she was just being polite <laugh>. She seemed like she didn't like it that much. Yeah, she was like, Hmm, interesting flavor <laugh>. I remember at the wedding my sister's wedding and I talked to the best man and I was telling him how pot noodle now. He said, didn't you like living in Japan? I said, I did but I missed British food. And then he says, oh, what kind of food? And I said, oh, pot noodle bacon. And then he goes, isn't Japan famous for noodles? And I say, yeah, but it's not as good as pot noodle. And he was like, what? It sounds like I'm trolling but I'm not <laugh> pot noodle is better than any ramen I've had in Japan. And I had a lot of ramen. Tom got Sir Ramen is good, but it's no park noodle. Oh, what the hell is this span? Oh my god. Oh god. Jesus. Look at all the span. I quickly put followers. Only chat <laugh>. Do you think the spam bot can follow? I put follow only. They can't spam now if I turned it off again. Are they still here? It seems like it interrupted their script, but I turned it off now. Followers only, but they stopped <laugh>. Oh rubbish scripts they got, they can't even write a script to make them follow the channel so they can spam. Who says I'm eating six pot noodles in a day? I never said that. Who said I bought about six pot noodles. I'm not eating it in a day. Japanese cup noodles rubbish. Her flavors are boring. Who says Pierre dipped from the discord? She's still in the discord. What are you talking about? And haven't eaten any pot noodle. I'm going to eat one. Yeah. I didn't think kale was such a weirdo. He seemed like a nice guy. You just another horny weirdo like the <inaudible>. No one's normal. This bunch of weird people. I'm the most normal people out of all the people. And the funny thing is, you all think I'm the weirdo. You guys are way weirder than me. I'm the most normal person here. Come on, I want to eat it now. It's still hard. Oh my God. Oh the tomato inness with the N Nest. Oh um oh no. Oh, nothing <laugh>. Oh no. They're doing live firing practice tomorrow at the place I want to go. Wills worthy. I want to go there tomorrow. If we go, we can hear the gunshots maybe, but I can't go in. Uh, yeah, I want to go Wills worthy range carpark. It says they're doing live firing tomorrow and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday and Friday. Oh my God. I can't go all week. Damn. They're doing a lot of live shooting and I can't go all week today. They're not firing on the day I don't go. And then 26th of July, not firing 27, not firing 28th. Firing day and night. Where's Oak Hampton More says not firing. I wanna go to wills. Yeah. I felt like I dodged it. Bullet by crypt going missing. Quite literally. I think only bad things would've happened if we carried on down that path. I think I definitely would've gone herpes. Like HPV. Ah. Lovely meal. Second lunch. Ah. Ah. Oh I vomited. Look. So I wanted to go here tomorrow. Wills worthy firing range. It looks cool, but they're firing there all next week so I can't go. What's all this? That they got a firing range. It says keep out. And he just went in there. Surely they have this stuff at the military camp. Why do they have to do this in a public area? Gunfire at Wills Worth on Dartmore. No one. The cake fled. I'd be scared too. Imagine your cake and then you got crypt living in the same city and she knows where you live or what you look like. And she's saying stuff on discord like, I'm gonna burn this bitch to the ground. And she's got a record of beating other girls up. And I wonder Cake. This disappeared. I would've disappeared too. Bell Hotel Epping, Essex Police move in. What? What is going on? Well, we the biggest independent news out that gonna come through. We've got the van. Oh, is there some kind of police thingy? I think they might be making way for some new vans. Some kind of protest. Yeah. I would not wanna mess with Crips if I was a girl Palestine thing. We've been running ing ing, giving people a voice. Extraordinary on street. This is what we do. Get out. I was surprised. Crypt was okay with aj Crypt is cool with AJ and Kbo, but then she went ballistic on cake. She said she doesn't mind if I meet other girls as long as the other girls don't stop me meeting her. All these random people making videos on the mos getting like a hundred views after five years. Nobody cares of your, no one cares about your dog picture. And I wanted to go here tomorrow. The Army's gonna be there. Maybe go and look at the Army. Do you think the army would get mad if I streamed them? Kay consulted crypt. Uh, true. AJ and K bug have been very respectful towards crypt. And so would I I would not insult crypt knowing her history now I'm sure she's a very lovely, nice young lady who's done nothing wrong. Her got six o'clock. Who got six hours left? Dragon? I can't wait for Tuesday to get my new phone. Flip seven. Oh no. Is it raining my laundry? No. Saved it. Laundry nearly got wet. I think it's mostly dry now. Wait the mail now it's raining. Here we go again. Share me some bean bag. Do you think Crypt could beat me up? I was really scared. Crips would fall in love with me or something and then become like this obsessive stalker and then they, I don't know, beat up my new girl or something. Now I know what girls feel like when they get weirdo guy stalkers obsessed with them. It is kind of creepy, isn't it? I really dunno why girls fall in love with me. I mean look at me. You wanna fall in love with this? I wanna repel all women now I'm scared that you're gonna fall in love with me and go psycho. 'cause I have a habit of upsetting every woman I meet. Why do you think I've been showing my bad skin and my hairline recently? Yeah. You wanna fall in love with this? Yeah, I didn't think so. I don't even have clout. YouTube turns dead. I'm broke. Barely have a hundred viewers. Yep. No girls falling in love with me. Don't cycle on me. What? There's a falling in love with bad personality, boring person. Not good to people. I shall repel women now I'm safe. I no. Yeah, it all dried just in time and I've got my oil stains out. Do you wanna know my secret tip to getting oil stains out? Well you're gonna have to find out next time. Oh God. The spam is here again. Why are there so many spam bots on kick? What is this link? Like? I don't know, bots or something. Well leave the clothes alone. Why? I wanna put them away. Mm. I guess it's dry. Oh yeah. Do you wanna see Sunny's underwear? I got her underwear still. I got her underwear. No secret underwear reveal at a hundred subs. No one even subs to me anymore. Dead chat. No subs, no follows. Yeah, they smell fine. It smells like laundry. That Crips got me these socks. Kay Buck seems kind of hard to me though. She seems like busy at work a lot. She said the only time she'll have time off is October. Yeah, but I kind of wanna go Thailand. End of not October. I kind of wanna go Thailand around October, November. She doesn't seem to be very flexible with um, freedom from work. The laundry, laundry. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Sounds like she's doing pretty well though. She's got her own house. She's got a car, doesn't she? She's only 20. Didn't have any of those things. When I was 20, I didn't even have a smartphone. I didn't have an iPhone until I was about 22. My first phone was the iPhone four. I got it on contract in Japan and then I fled the country and I canceled my direct debit. Ha ha. Suck. It loses. And this way they don't let foreigners take out contracts without a visa anymore. I was on my, my ex Korean girlfriend's Facebook page earlier yesterday looking at her friends list. I was scrolling through all the people that we met from the guest house. Nearly every single one of them stops using Facebook. Don't have any new posts since like 2014 ish. Either they dyed or just stopped using Facebook altogether or they're busy with their own families. Now I can't pick up this hair. Oh god, I can't pick it up. Oh what I do? I wouldn't mind getting a Hoover. You have long fingers. Yep. Good for fingering myself with fingering. My bummy reach all the way to the prostate. I get Henry Hoover not dicey. Mm. Recycling now we put the laundry away. House husband content. Make some room. Now every time I look at my feet reminds me of crypt. What's that ping pong sound? I asked K Bog if it's true. She's meeting EDK. See what she says. Maybe Crypts got in a fight with some random woman at the kitty shop and then smashed her skull and now she's in jail. Smilingly Sir. Either she did violence upon someone else or violence was done upon her knowing Crypts history. Now I'm leaning towards she did the violence. She's got a very short temper. She's not scared either. Like when those Indian men start perving on her, she goes up to them and confronts them. She is not scared of people. Not scared of people and short tempered and aggressive nature. She talked to the manager. Oh no I don't remember. I thought she went up to the Indian guy, told me to delete the video. I guess you know more than me. Meow Mel, you see? Mm-hmm <affirmative> I think as it's goal was in an abusive relationship too. And he beat her disturb. Meow. You know these girls, they're just like in a constant world of getting abused by men and it's like they can't break free from it. So sad. Isn't it? Maybe if they just went for a nice guy like me instead of weirdos, then they'd be able to escape that life, wouldn't they? I'd never beat no girl, but nope. They keep going for the bad guys, don't they? 'cause I'm boring and I don't text enough. They don't strangle. You still a bit wet. Can't wait for this day to be over. Oh god. Four hours, 50 minutes until Asia market. I hate the weekend so much. So boring. So the reason why they're finding your text dry is because you're only sending them 25 types of seed oil. And the reason why they're saying you the dry, you need a Ted talk done by a charismatic Australian. He watch that charisma and command channel. The guy with the very big mouth. I got fresh clean towels. Oh yeah. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. Still a bit damp. I put it back. The Volkswagen Camper band. I have one sunny hare for sale. Who wants to bid on the sunny hare? A hundred dollars. Oh fucking hell. I hate these drawers. Why can't they put proper handles on them? Why is it stuck? Oh you rip. Then the fingernails off. Hmm. Oh I've got more socks here. Yeah. Underwear. Yeah. Maybe I should get a wardrobe. Oh I've got these Ikea bedside tables. Why not in the bedroom? Because then I have to carry it up to my bedroom. I brought the cabinets down because I wanted to create symmetry. So the idea was I have the Ikea table, Ikea side table with another Ikea side table and I put it there with the monitor on top and it was supposed to be symmetrical. And then I ditched that idea and I moved it back in here. Um, but there's no room there for the other Ikea table. So I could take it back upstairs. But can't bother it. But yeah. Yeah. I moved all the furniture in here and I moved it all back out again. I think this room's better as like a more minimalist room and also without any furniture in this room it made it echo. So when I stream there's a horrible echo that you only get rid of with the sofa being here. The cushions absorb all the echo. Hmm. Oh god. Six hours until the days over. Thank God. Really? Hope I get my stock money tomorrow. Maybe we get it tonight. Hmm. So the towel's up. Hmm? Why is her name Kay Bug? Why not just Kay? Does she like bugs? Overwhelmed? I think she did say I could stay at her house if I come to visit. I forgot where she lives. Like Nashville or something. Isn't that where they shoot people? I thought there was like some mass murder event happened in Nashville. I Oh I bet someone's being shot right now as we speak. I bet this very moment there's a gun firing right now as we speak. People are dying. They're dying. Dying. Has anyone heard Kay's voice before? Has she done a voice chat? Uh, there's a dead wasp and a dead moth. Uh, how did it die in here? Insects is come to my house and die. Sounds southern. What? Really southern. How southern? Where's Bobby? I know Bobby. I never met a southern girl before. Maybe I can teach you to speak British. Can't be that hard. You just say can't. And hot instead of hot is hot. There's an own in it. Not you. I teach her to speak British. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Sonny really liked these bedsheets. She was like wow. Bedsheets nice. So you've got this cord drawer stripe pattern. Yeah, they do feel nice. It's got this kind of bumpy texture to it. Stroking Bobby. He likes it. I wonder if AJ lives alone. I really like this thing. I got this thing. I didn't think it'd be very useful. But actually it's really nice because you don't have to prop up a pillow to stop your head banging against the wood thing. And it fits perfectly on the bed. Like the dimension's perfect. And it's got a little pocket. Put your phone in it. It's really nice so you can sit up against it. I wish it matched my bedsheets though. Yeah, I really recommend this. Got it from Temu. It was basically, or free kind of for cheap. I never had one of these before and now I really like it Definitely makes the bed comfier. I used to put it on my sofa but then I realized actually it's better on the bed. And I think that's what it's for. Rent this room out for a year. Yeah, that'd be amazing. I go to Thailand and I make income from this place. Maybe if Pierre goes homeless, I let her live here for free. Yeah. Pierre can like live here for free and then look after the place when I go traveling and then I won't be lonely as well. Too bad she got a boyfriend though. Okay. Bug told me she has no interest in EDK or meeting him. Well she only has eyes for me. I'm the lucky guy. She said she only have eex with me. I don't believe you. Has she had eex with me? Not yet, but she promised I'm just too tired after streaming. I go straight to bed. I already had Eex with Moon. I dropped off and sent her video but she didn't send me anything back. Not fair. She just sent me a couple pics. How am I supposed to work with that? Moon would never send me anything. She sent me like one pic of her bum and that was it. Yeah. You say Oh yeah. It's so hard. I'm rubbing it all over your wet pussy. Oh yeah. It's rubbing nice. It's so wet. Oh my god. It's going in. Oh yeah. It's so tight and nice baby. I used to do that with another girl. I've got hit. Was the gay guys an only fan like it when I verbalize stuff like fuck my ass. Oh yeah. Fuck my ass asshole. They said I like it when I talk and beg for the dick. Yeah, I've been saying it in recent bits this morning. I just uh, put Bobby on the beanbag in the conservatory and I wrote him for about six minutes before I nutted. I was a bit worried I'd get baby oil on the bean bag. For some reason the baby oil bottle keeps falling over and spilling. Oh God, I wanna go to sleep. I might prepare some food. I've got a very complicated recipe for tonight. Mustard cream, chicken, carrot pea, uh, stir right, I dunno what it's called. My most advanced dish using multiple sources. I might use those carrots. Is the Mr still? He's smiling. Smiling. Maybe you can't spell it. I don't understand how that's comfortable. How can that possibly be comfortable with your legs up there? Isn't using your feet as a pillow. They're so flexible. Yeah. I wanna use the carrots over the chicken filet. Oh no. Oh, they're there. I thought I accidentally froze them best before 15th of July. I think we still get, maybe I boil the carrots and add them so they have mixture later. Later. Ah, stupid. Oh maybe I can use the peeler. Where's the peeler going? Where's the pen? First time to be used. I wonder if that's too thick. Yeah, might try one. Hmm. It tastes good just like this. It tastes good. Raw. Hmm. Yeah. You just say this. Hmm. Here we go. I wanna add it to my chicken recipe. I got mustard. Where's my mustard? Mustard? Where my mustard? Mustard? Where my mustard? I got it. It's got spirit vinegar, mustard seed 10. I dunno what the Z 10 is. Mm-hmm These look like Haribo jellies. I kind of want to eat it. Remember there's that weird fad Kids were eating Tide pods. Didn't a bunch of kids die from doing that? That's so stupid. Remember the chubby bunny challenge? God that was so dumb. They just shoved marshmallows into their mouth. I just don't think it's a good idea to let kids have free room over the internet. They're too stupid. Plus they could just watch porn, couldn't they? What's stopping a kid from watching porn? I would not want my kids to have a smartphone or internet access until they're at least 16. So much dangerous stuff on it. And then you don't even know who they're chatting to when you're chatting. Some weirdo in a chat room. I would not let 'em have a smartphone. Don't have to worry about it. I can't even find a woman who wants to stay with me for more than a year, let alone have kids. I can't even get a girlfriend. Not really something I need to worry about. I swear half the people in my discord need to be put on some kind of criminal watch list. Bunch of fucking weirdos. I put spring on the internet. I probably not. What's that? Oh, broccoli. Uh, broccoli might put broccoli. Oh, I got salmon. I forgot about that shit. 21st of July. That's today. Uh, I should probably eat the salmon before the chicken. Oh shit. The chicken went off on the 19th. What? Today's what? The 20th. Oh my God. All my food's going off. Pork should be fine. Oh God. I should cook all the chicken today. And then tomorrow I have the salmon. Salmon goes off tomorrow. Actually today's the 20th. So yeah, salmon's fine. I'll go eat the chicken. How would having a bigger fridge help than I just have more food all going off at the same time. If anything I need to buy less food. Not buy more food. My problem is not having enough food. It's having too much food. I'm eating it too slowly. The chicken probably smells like farts. I remember I had chicken gone off in my fridge at Manchester when the men, the Muslim girl stayed with me and I opened it to check it and it stank like I had like farts And then she thought I farted. And I was like, no it wasn't me. It was the chicken. And she was like, yeah, okay. Sure. It was as if I just farted so badly. The chicken stinks when it goes off like fart, smell sneezing. Oh, where's he going? Whoa, don't get scared. It's just me. Can you have a nice sleep? Hey, come back. Come back. How rude didn't you even say goodbye is eating the grass. Other. Why is he eating the grass? Why did he have to do that? He like to lick the grass and bite it. How'd they do that? To brush their teeth. Is that true? You just licking the grass. Maybe there's water on the grass. Maybe it's thirsty. I reckon it's like a thirst thing. Wow. The sky looks cool. Hi. No subscriptions. Yeah, no one subscribes anymore. On my first week on kick, I got a lot of subs, a lot of gifted ones too. Nothing. Now you are earning too much money. Yeah. So does PewDiePie and so does Chris. Broad doesn't stop their viewers from showering them with super chats. Pew Pie is a millionaire. And when he goes live, he gets bombarded with super chats. I can't use the park 'cause it's got oil in it. Still got the ran oil. Mm-hmm <affirmative> carrots. Just to boil. Maybe if I pour it on the weeds, it'll kill the weeds. Two birds, one stone. Look, I still got the yucky nicker so sunny. But she thought we were gonna have so many yucky Nicky dinners together. How wrong she was. She likes her yy. Nicker. We could never recreate it very well. We'd get the rice and the sauce and we'd try and get the beef, cut it thinly and it would just never taste the same. I'd prop prepare all the vegetables like cabbage and she wouldn't have any of it. I just got my chair back. Did I have a nice day today? Uh, I guess so. Bit boring weekend. Always boring. There's no movement. Nothing happens. There's no stocks, no money moves. I hate the weekend. It's still hard. Say ages. Cooking carrots is the soul. I I take forever to cook. Mm oh yeah. So ball. Do I wish I had a more prominent chin? No. Quite like watching. I don't really want the big chin. I wish I had a slimmer nose. Not so wide. I've got a wide nose. I don't like having such a wide nose. I dunno why that Muslim girl said my nose is perfect from every angle. Uh, no it's not from the front. It looks fat. It looks okay from the side. I don't like it from the front. These are still hard. What? Hmm. Getting there now for some brokenly. Maybe I should cook this broccoli too. Oil. Everything boiling. It's like I'm making a soup. Well, is this hard to, to stir fry that stuff? Isn't it easy to boil And then I add it to the mixture later. That's my plan. And then I shall pan fry onions with chicken breast and then add mustard and yogurt. I got, I couldn't find creme fresh. All I could find was Greek yogurt. I hope it tastes the same. Dunno if it'll taste the same or not. Yeah. We're done with the deep frying arc. Now we're in the boiling arc. I wanna make some vegetable soups as well. Maybe all I could find was the yogurt section and the cream tea section. But I couldn't find creme flesh. Yeah, maybe like clotted cream. I don't know. Actually I got fat yogurt. So as long as it's got the fat in it, I don't know if it's right or not. Greek. I've got Greek style yogurt. I don't know if that's gonna work in like a mustard chicken. I Oh no. I will give it a try I guess. Fucking hell. Oh my god. Maybe I could add milk to it. Oh, it's the sausages. Yeah. Maybe add some milk to it. It's getting a bit watery on top. Hmm. Sweet. Here. Where's my little bowls? Where's all my little miso? Oh, there's one. It looks kind of nice. I wish had some berries. Mm, they're kind of sour. Oh, that's pretty good though. It's like sour milk. If I mix it with mustard, what happens? Um, more mustard and uh, garlic powder. Garlic powder. One gimme more garlic powder. Maybe a bit more. Hmm hmm. Not bad. Maybe some salt, maybe some sugar. Hmm. Very good. Eat more yogurt. More mustard. Now I want to get a chicken. Stock pot would be good with it. Dunno if I put the whole thing because I need to cook the whole chicken. Okay. I prepared a chicken now. Oh, so slimy. Oh god. Disgusting. And then I'm cut this up. Ugh. Oh god. It doesn't smell like anything. My fingers are freezing. This bit is gross. This bit looks like the inside of a vagina. It's all textured slice in the p. It's a lot of chicken. I don't know if I could fry all this. I kind of have to. Otherwise off. I can't smell like farts tomorrow I could cook some in the air fryer. Okay, so we got the boiled vegetables. Now we need the oil. Oh, the onion. I forgot the onion. I don't have anywhere to chop it. Do I really need onion? I need a bigger chopping board. Come on. Um, should wear my apron as well. It's gonna spray. This is going a spray everywhere. It sounds good with the right. Oh that's fine. Looks pretty good. Ooh, I just wish the mustard was more yellow. This mustard's a bit pale. Cream chicken mustard thingy. I don't know what's not a stir fry. Is it? It's like a stew. Maybe St. Stupid. Uh, sick. Sick. Ah, it's a lot of work. I'm gonna wait for the chips and the other chicken. They do wash up. Yes. Might give it a try. Oh, 8% battery on our looks pretty good. I made this entire land with creme fresh and Dijon mustard and it was good. But this time I couldn't find Dijon mustard. I could only find hot dog mustard and I could only find yogurt and not creme fresh. I can probably make three meals out that, let's be honest. Give it a try. Try this. Huh? Oh. Huh? Hmm. Oh yeah. Oh. Pretty good. Tastes creamy and mustardy. Hmm. I wonder if I could do with a bit more mustard. I want more mustard flavor. Hmm. Very nice. I hope the chicken's cooked. It must be. I'm just worried about like a thick and bitty. Might not be cooked. Probably cooked. I don't know. Why does it look kind of red? Uh, well too late now. Probably fine. Mustard cream, chicken. All the too many chips. And lemme just save this for tomorrow. Well at least I don't have to cook tomorrow. More. Three and a half hours into Asia market. Oh, thank God. Back to normality. Uh, perfect angle for muck bang time. Is it? It's only half seven. I kind of made dinner a bit too early. I'm not very hungry. I am not even hungry. I was hoping it would take longer to me. Hmm Hmm. I made it too early. I'm not even hungry. And I was just so excited for my new recipe full up already. Ah, uh uh, uh, uh. Oh God. Uh, I really wish I didn't start making this so early. I thought it was eight o'clock maybe. Um, eating's not fun when you're not hungry. Yeah. I am just drinking water. All the sugary drinks making me have spots. I think I'll have maybe one beer a week. Paste myself with the beers. Mmm. Ah, ah. That was the most unsatisfying meal ever. It tastes good. I'm just not hungry. It tastes really good. Ah mmm. And fat. Oh. Mm-hmm. Uh, uh huh. I'm nearly finished. Okay. I am done. And the rest is just Ps I can't pick every PI cooked creamy mustard chicken with vegetables. This bunch of peas. And now I've got all of that left over and more in the air fryer. Do you think it will fit in here? I think it would. Yeah. Easy. Okay. So here is the problem. I got all this still. Oh, I'll put it in here. Stomach stomach's so fat now. Oh fuck. I'll leave this to these lids. Don't close. I don't know why. Why don't they close? It doesn't click. See, these are good. That cheap one I got from team. Ah, stomach's massive. Look, why am I so busy? I dunno if I'm gonna have a Kit Kat. I feel so full up. I think I won't have one. I Oh, finally nearly done. What A long day. The day definitely drags without going out. I, I I 10 hours feels like 15 hours. Oh, why don't I tip what? These people are so fucking stupid. Like they get mad at me over not doing things the way, the way the way they want me to. But they don't understand why I do the things I do. I don't tip the stuff outta the air fryer. 'cause then all the oil will come out. Fucking idiot. Jesus people fucking brain dead. Why doesn't he tip it? Because you know the oil will come out dumb ass. You fucking fuck. Obviously if I could just tip it all out the air fryer tray, I would do that wouldn't I? Yeah. I am cleaning the air fryer. It's cleaning now. And actually no because a lot of the fat comes out the chicken. Even if it's completely dry. Air fryer. Okay, turbo your banned. All you do is wine and bitch shock. A fucking fuck head. Go watch someone else then if my stream is so not up to your standards. Mrs. Whining all day like a fucking bitch. I a fuck off. What someone else then fucking retype. He didn't leave. He was still there. Bitching like a real bitch And he doesn't show himself. He shows his house. Yeah. 'cause it doesn't make any difference if I show myself or show my house. No one here is watching. So they can see my face. If he cook sausages and chicken, obviously oil's gonna come out and if I tip it out, all the oil's gonna spill. Uh, this orange looks weird like an old man's toe. I know why people watch my streams and they just say they're bitching and moaning all day. You fuck off then. Fucking yeah. Bunch of backseat drivers. You may. I've had the brain that understand why I do things the way I do it. Why did he tip the air so annoying? He's got oil in it. Dumb fuck A band like three people today. Annoying weirdos. Nagging and bitching. Oh my god. Shut up. You got one guy gets boner from doxing people. Another guy constantly sprouting. Bullshit. Oh God. Why can't I have normal viewers? Why aren't my viewers could be fucking weirdos? Uh, orange is disgusting. It's all dry. I don't even want it. Oh God. Maybe we'll get another orange. Put this one at bin. It's all dry and disgusting. We bought them just a couple days ago. I get it about this one. Mandarins suck. I like clementines. Mandarins are too big and the skin's too thin. I like small ones. This one feels weird too. Like it's hard. Ah, it's not nice Skin looks weird. I've gotta chuck them all out. I eat three to four meals a day. Just 'cause you only see me eat one meal. Doesn't mean I only eat one meal. I eat off stream too. Use your brain. Obviously I have lunch before I start the stream, don't I? Ah, this looks rubbish too. Although it looks a bit juicier. Hmm. Yeah. Finally a good orange. Hmm. Now this is an orange. The other one was like dried up shriveled ballsack. Mm. Juicy suckering. Yeah. I had sausages, bacon and eggs for lunch. That's why you saw sausages. And then I had second lunch pot noodle and I had crisps and, and a banana. Uh, who did I ban? A secret. No un bands allowed. Now we're trying to dox my girls. One is obsessed with doxing and gets a boner from doxing People. Maybe you can guess food was good. I was just not hungry. I made it too early. I thought I was hungry. I don't know why no one Well wasn't hungry. No. No fan girl drama. I don't think they even have fan girls anymore. They're all gone. Ah, nearly died. Oh mm. I've got no girls in my dms. Apart from Kbu. Hmm. I keep feeling bad about faster recently but then I keep thinking even if I could go back in time, I still would've made the same mistake. How can you say no to sex with a young girl that's just offering it to you for free without having to put any effort in. Ah. What happened to your stock number? I sold all my stocks. I'll get the money next week. Yeah. Then I could pay off the credit card and have some money left over. All debt's gone by August. Yeah. I wonder how the carnival went. I guess the rain stopped. I wonder if sunny went. I feel very like um, conflicted with everything. Like I wanted to be a good boyfriend for faster. But then also I couldn't control my raging boner and then I kind of hate sunny. But then sometimes I miss her and I wish it worked out. And then sometimes I felt like I didn't care about faster. But then now I feel kind of guilty. Like I can't settle on any one emotion, like a mixture of everything and nothing at the same time. I was in Japan all alone really horny. I would've fucked anything that came my way. I would've fucked it back to Timbuktu. Imagine being alone in Japan and saying no to free sex. I'd be like dangling a sausage in front of a starving man experiencing him not to grab it <laugh>. But I like the feeling of feeling like I was a good boyfriend or a boyfriend that was wanted. Now no one wants me. You go from feeling wanted to now completely unwanted. I was wanted by two women now no one wants me. It feels kind of sad. And then also the weird thing is I wouldn't even want to go back to faster. She's nearly 40 now. She's like 38. She'll be 39 in seven months. She's gonna be 39. I don't want to date another 40-year-old woman. Oh God. Why can't they just be five years younger? If Jira was five years younger, I would've stayed with her. If Foster was five years younger, I would've stayed with her. It's like when you fantasize about a woman, think of all the sexy bits, the sexy bits of the body. All those things start disappearing after 40. After 45, the woman is basically not really a woman anymore. She's just a man. But with a vagina, all the hot bits that make you lust after a woman, they only kind of exist until about 35. After that they start fading. So then you're basically just dating a man with a vagina at that point. And then you start lusting after anything else that comes your way. But I liked her personality and I like, I like that cozy wholesome feeling. But then I couldn't contain my raging boner. So if we follow the pattern from previous times, what will happen now is there will be no fan girls interested. I will go through a period of in seldom, I'll finally give up on fan girls and I'll start looking towards dating apps again. After going on several dates and getting mad, I'll finally find someone who I find adequate enough. I settle for a relationship and then after about a year I'm unhappy and then outta nowhere fan girl comes and wrecks the whole thing. I try and date the fan girl but then it blows up in my face. It's already happened twice. Ready for round three. By the time this timeline plays out, it usually takes two to three years and by the time it plays out I'll be 40. I don't know what the next fan girl's gonna be like. Who's gonna come into my life and wreck it. And then ditch me. Just like me like, just like Sonny and I end up losing a good partner that wasn't found through YouTube. It's just like the stock market history doesn't rhyme but it often rhymes. Something like that. History doesn't repeat but it often rhymes or something like that. I don't think I will learn. I think I'll get into another relationship where I'm not happy And then a younger more attractive girl will come and they'll cheat and then I'll ditch with the girlfriend and then I'll go with the new girl and then a new girl won't work out and then I'll feel guilty about the other girlfriend. It's just gonna happen again, isn't it? And you could say, oh, just don't get into a relationship with someone you don't really feel that into. Yeah, well well just stay alone forever then I maybe I'd rather be in a relationship where I'm not that into the person. I mean I like faster. I felt comfy around her. She made me laugh. Just didn't really see her as like a sex object. Which is funny 'cause you I get criticized saying, oh you only see women as a sexual object. Uh, with vaa. I didn't see her as a sexual object at all and just saw her as a person. But I couldn't get aroused by her. It was like so un arousing like doing it with your cousin. But it's not all naughty because you're actually her boyfriend. So there's nothing weird about it at all. She's a man with a vagina. I think to be aroused you kind of need to look at them as sexual objects, at least in a bit of a way. Not completely but like at least in a bit and get more roused by Bobby. Maybe only need a lady boy if only there was a way to get the lady boy dick up your bum at the same time you put your dick up there. Bum. How would that be? Physically possible. You would need a human where the ball and where that anus and dick are the reverse location. Like a anus where the dick is and the dick where the anus is. Maybe you have enough lady, boys. You can all stand around in a circle and no one is left without a dick in a hole. Nah, I want a girlfriend. So I feel masculine and people respect me more if I have a girlfriend. They say, why would you want to date Daniel? I need the respect. Oh. Oh Jesus. Yeah. Oh, oh my stomach's full of mustard yogurt, half cooked chicken, onions and broccoli. Topped off with some jasmine tea. This is a vicious viscous concoction. Acid fat and grease with proteins. Oh God. I wonder if my poo's gonna come out yellow from all the mustard. I know why it comes out brown. Why brown? The viscosity is vicious it. I saw something on Instagram today. They said in year 2000 Heinz made a clear transparent ketchup. <laugh>. It looked like glue. How did they make it transparent? They just got rid of the tomato and added artificial flavoring. It looked like glue. It was just clear, transparent. Oop. Mm mm-hmm <affirmative> Two and a half hours Asia market guys, come on hope. Market crashes. What if I put that glue stick up my bum, can I melt it using my anus heat and then squirt it out like the glue gun and then my bum gets glued shut and I can't poo anymore <laugh>. And then I'll just be full of shit. Like always. I only got one pair of trials is today. Mm-hmm Go out. I don't know where to go. I want to go to the wilbury firing range. But the stupid army are using it for firing practice all of next week. Can't they have their own firing range in the base or something? Why they gotta go to my place. I should buy some army camo and dress up like them and infiltrate and bring my BB gun. Can I join the army too? I think it's actually live firing so they won't put the yellow thing on the end of the gun. They're gonna shoot live bullets. Maybe if I go there I can hear the gunshots but then I can't go in. So what's the point? So if I was gonna go somewhere, I need to find someone else somewhere else to go. I wonder if you pay for a prostitute instead of having sex with that. Can't we just stream together? But then what's the point? 'cause I'm not gonna make back the money that I paid her and she probably won't wanna be on stream. She'd probably rather just get fucked. Is this funny? They're okay with getting fucked for money but they don't wanna be on stream. You're literally a prostitute. Surely you shouldn't care anymore what people think. Mm. What do I say? What about so's up to? And I say a lot of things upset her and she's probably very upset and hurt about things I've said. But I wish there was a way I could like explain why I said those things. I don't think I said anything unfair. Sometimes I feel a bit bad. She might have seen the things I've said and it really upset her. But I said them out of anger and fear. I don't know. I don't feel like I'm a monster. Sometimes my words cut deep hurt people or wish I could maybe be nice if maybe they understood why I said these things so I can have forgiveness. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I must be purified. Why won't you forgive me? You fucking bitch. So selfish. Fuck you. Forgive me. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Have you seen that video of King Charles when he was younger licking his lips? I wanna fucking can find it there. This one is so gross. Look, what's that stupid music? I can't hear what he's saying. Do you have any thoughts about the lady that the Prince of Wales should marry <laugh> race? Um, yes. Well I suppose um, I suppose it's difficult because it speak so weird when you marry, when you, you're gonna marry somebody who perhaps one day is gonna become warned it and you've gotta choose somebody very careful. Choose somebody. Be careful. It sounds so stupid why they speak like that Fucking dumb. I think probably cause have anything? No it's not ai. It's real. Why did they put this stupid music? Any thoughts about the Lady of the Prince of Wales shouldn't matter. Um, <laugh>. Yes. He he's, he used to think he was such a stud but he used to think he was James Bond or something. Yeah, if someone tried to shoot him they just shot him out the way. If someone tried to shoot him they just, the security shov him. From my own point of view, I find it rather worthwhile. I belonged to the Coast Guards when I was at Gordons and eventually it became captain of the service. Uh, which was oh shut out. Say shut out. Which was probably a mistake as I could never remember what knot was required to attach the rocket to the line which took the breaches boy to the wreck. So such an old world way of speaking English, is it received pronunciation? It's like what they sounded like on the radios back in the fifties. It sounded kind of cool when the audio is distorted and crackling. <laugh> dick in his lit with a serial killer. Sta so funny. Oh God, he looked so weird when he was younger. You have anyway they put the music on every clip you, it's only difficult 'cause you've got to remember this. He looks better now when he's old then he rage because of pen. He doesn't look so dorky when he is older. And royals look weird. Their eyes are too close together. They've got some weird genetic thing. Same with Prince Harry and William. Hi William Prince of Wales pledge. My loyalty to you and faith and truth. I will bear onto you as your lead man of life. Why are they Prince of Wales and not Prince of England? Who's the prince of England then why are they claiming to be Prince of Wales when they're not even Welsh? The Welsh don't even want them. Oh, prince of Wales. Even though I'm not Welsh. Uh God they were like Wallace and grommet characters. Not a single one. That's good looking. And they got that ginger hair. The queen looked kind of weird too. The royals never really cared about the royals much. The dark side of Japan still catches me off guard. Even after living in Tokyo for three years. Like has your train ever suddenly got delayed because of an incident? They never actually say it. But if you live here long enough, you know what that means. My Japanese teacher mentioned it once that it happens a lot on, yeah it happened to me in Shahi. We were on the train and the train just stopped in the middle of the tracks. No station or anything. And then it said <inaudible> like personal incident injury. And then we were stuck on the train for an hour and they shut off the air conditioning as well. So we were all steaming up. People were trying to open the windows. It felt like being in a gas chamber and we couldn't sit down because we were standing and all the seats were taken. So we were standing for like an hour. I took a video of it but I never posted it 'cause it was just my feet. Horrible, stupid idiot. Jumped in front of the train. The train was hot as hell. Steaming the windows were steaming up hundreds of people sitting in the train. I dunno why they turn off the air conditioning. 'cause I guess they turn the train engine off so everything goes off. Damn. I imagine being the train driver must be traumatizing. I don't get it. So does he see the person in the distance? But he can't stop the train 'cause it's going too fast. So he just hits it and then the blood just splatters all over the window. Or does he try to apply brakes but it takes too long to to stop the train? Or does the person just jump out nowhere and like jumps at him? He's like, well he human guts all over the windows. And then doesn't the body get under the train and like derail the train? I guess not. I think the bone and flesh would just get cut through and not actually derail this rain. I just thought it would get stuck under the wheels and then the train will come off the track. So just imagine the train driver sees the person way off in the distance and can't do anything but hit him. The train driver must be like, oh no, no again, get out the fucking way. Maybe they should put like a big stick at the front of the train or like a big cushion. I've seen one clip of a train hitting a pigeon and it just explodes in the red puff of mist. A massive red mist just appears and the feathers flying everywhere. Well if it's like a really fat person, must be a horrible job picking up the pieces. What are they talking about? There's an article about the mos. It's considered the country's most value valued wildlife diversity. It's known for its diverse bird life. I don't see any birds on the mos. All you see are horses and sheep. It's not very diverse. Dark mo is dying. Two hours, 10 minutes. Asia market. The world is coming back alive. Alive after two days. Slumber. The world awakens. What craziness will happen next week? I swear nothing ever happens on the week end. Might be. Hmm. Mr. <inaudible> had a nice nap on my bean bag. At least right yet. Oh yeah. Maybe. I wish that glass wasn't all messed it up. How I can fix it Spoiling my view. If I blow it with the hair dryer, maybe I try my new fly zapper. I don't think there's any flies in there. Oh there's one Cable's not very long. Let see if we get any zaps. Oh God, I feel so tired after dinner. I was that food. Oh, I got my GoPro refund. 280 pounds. Should I pay off some credit card? I got 280 pounds. No weird. It comes on a Sunday. I could do, it's only two 80. I would have 3,500 left to pay, wouldn't I? Yeah, maybe I banned too many people. That's why chat's dead. I banned the most active chatter. Yeah. I banned Snead again. He kept trying to dock Sonny. First. I banned him 'cause he was doxing moon. And I unban him and I said, no more doxing. And then he can't help himself. I think these people have some kind of special condition retardation. I can't allow doxing. So don't make me ban you. Is that fly gonna get zapped? Like even if I don't want to ban you, I've gotta ban you. The Ikea loan will be paid off automatically at the end of this month. At the end of an era. Five months of Ikea alone. Never go into IKEA again. I only went there 'cause for some reason Sonny really loves Ikea. The cat's on the fence. The black cat? I, no, it's not the black cat. I think it's the cat. That shit to my garden. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Did she still stand at you? She anything to buy <laugh>. Neighbors can see your garden from their bedroom. <laugh>. They must be thinking, wow, Daniel doesn't do anything in his garden. Yeah, well it's all gonna die off anyway. In a few months. The weed killer didn't do anything. The weed killer was useless, didn't kill anything. Maybe I get this tent, I might just unscrew the spray bit and just pour it onto the weeds and just tip it all out and see what happens. Should I, why not? What if I just pour it down the drain Here we get some cat toys. Like a scratching post. Yeah, it just tasted, I mean it just smelled like vinegar. I don't think it's poison. That's why it didn't work. It didn't do anything. Okay. I think there's blocking up the roads. Why have they got the ride? The horses on the roads. What's the green lane? I bet the comments will say, get the fuck off the road. <laugh>. They're going perfectly slow. Take your horse on a fucking field. Not many cars there. So many people mad at horses. I think they should ban horses from roads. I don't see why. What's the point of it? They go so slow and they take up so much room. Why do they need to be on the roads a green lane? Don't really know who's gonna be alone with my computer. No one's coming. We, I edit my only fans video that I made today, tomorrow. And then Hope UPS comes. Take my night hawk night hawk gun, end of an era. Quit IRL in just one month. This is how it's gonna be in Thailand. <laugh>. If there's no girl, there's no story. I mean, what else is there? Talk about, Hey guys, I'm in my condo. It is so hot. I got diarrhea again now I remember why I hate Thailand sometimes. I don't even know why I'm going Thailand again. It's obviously not gonna be the same as how it was before Hmm. I wonder if I'm gonna get the hand rash again. Do you think I should prepare some corticosteroid cream? I don't even know if I can take it on the plane. I need Tara plus maybe I'll just get it there. I don't even know where you get it. VAA did so much for me. VAA had a whole stash of creams and medicines 'cause she was a pharmacist. She steered it from the shop or something. Why did she have it in the house? Funny if she was stealing it. But suddenly still donuts from her office. Don't have any donuts are annoying. Hmm. I thought being a pharmacist was a good job. I thought you get paid well I remember faster showing me her bank accounts to prove that she had no money. 'cause I accused her of having money. She'd be like, look, this is how much I made this month and this is how much is left. I have to pay my health. I have to pay my buffalo. Have you seen that Ma? I have to take care of my buffalo. He very sick. Nah, she said I had to pay off my house debt and I gotta pay off my cousin 'cause he helped me buy my house. She kept showing me her bank accounts. Yeah, but just 'cause you got debt doesn't mean you shouldn't help me pay expense. I got debt too. You know, it's just using me to pay everything so you can focus on paying all your debt. Nothing's going into the fly Z There's a fly buzzing I can hear maybe when the light the sun goes down. We were just waiting for the day to end. Did she do sex massage? No, she was a waitress. She worked in Washington DC Ah, people keep talking about sniping me in Thailand. It makes me not want to go live now. Just stream in my condo. Me and AJ will hang out in secret. I feel like I don't wanna stream with AJ now unless she comes to my hotel room. Like I don't wanna be hanging out with AJ. And then some weirdo just shows up. Like imagine I'm hanging out with AJ and then some like meaningless shows up. I don't know if AJ would be okay coming to my hotel room. I feel like maybe just hanging out off stream. I don't want get, I don't want to like get disturbed when I'm, I'm doing something. It's really annoying when me and has just showed up completely derailed the whole day. Me and blood bug were like trying to do something. I don't know why people think I want to be sniped fucking annoying. I've never once been sniped and thought, oh yeah I am being sniped. How fun. He was really awkward. And then I'm hoping, I hope they hope he is not gonna be mad at me. 'cause I didn't say I, I wasn't friendly enough. I mean why would I be friendly? I don't even want to meet. Of course I'm not. I'm just gonna be like fake polite I guess. I can't believe cheat hero sniped me and I didn't even notice. She walked straight past me and I didn't even notice. And then she snuck up on me from behind and I screamed like a cat. Yeah, that was funny. Maybe AJ won't feel safe meeting me unless we are streaming. Need the cameras on condo streams only? No, IRL. Um, it was 2019 after we got back together. I think I was just randomly streaming outside and she was out with a friend. Um, but she said I could come meet the friend and we could hang out. So I said okay I am streaming. And then she said okay. And then she stalked me. We went to like a beer garden thingy and then I joked saying, yeah I was behind them. Two small Japanese women and I joked saying my two women were gonna have a threesome. And then the boyfriend of her friend was watching and he's like a foreigner Italian or something. Apparently he got pissed and they had an argument about it. I think Hir asked me to take the stream down. Yeah. I'm feeling less and less motivated about doing IRL. I just stay in the house, I think Stay in the condo, stay in the hotel, go all the way there to travel and then I, I don't go outside <laugh>. Hmm. That would be quite funny though. <laugh>. Well I am hiding in my room after all. I don't even know if I want to go anywhere anymore. I, it's all about plan for tomorrow. Wait for UPS to come pick my night, haw up, return my Nighthawk bus edit my only fans video Kit Hill or Bog Hill. The bog Bog stench. Hmm. If I want to go for a walk, where would I want to go? I do like the beach. I could maybe turn bead into my new number one. Just wish it wasn't so far. I wonder if that guy with the bon side trees still cares. He was so fascinated. Just 'cause I was in his town, he doesn't even know who I am. So these oh 48 minutes, they're so damn far. So I drive almost an hour. I wonder if there's anyone new to talk to in my dms that I might have missed. Yeah, maybe tin to gel's a bit closer. Your life's looking miserable. Yeah, it's pretty boring isn't it? This is what I'm telling you. People keep saying, oh why don't you just not have a girlfriend because it's boring as fuck. Life was way more interesting, at least when I was with faster. There's, there's like nothing to talk about when you don't have a girlfriend. Not having a girlfriend is like being a gun that doesn't have any bullets. It's like meaningless, pointless thing. All you can do is pull the trigger and nothing happens. I'm basically paid to just shut myself in a room and not go out or meet anyone. It's like being paid to stay away from the world. Like if someone said I'm gonna pay you 10 KA month or five KA month or whatever number to sit in a room and never come out, would you do it? It's like would you go prison if you're getting paid five KA month? Girls only bring drama. Yeah, that's the whole point. Then we'll have with Sunny, I had endless things to rant about and talk about. Now I've done it all. There's nothing else to talk about now. I can't even do anything fun on streams. I fucking view it as all leave. Leave. Like, I mean I've got 140 viewers now just watching me sit here doing nothing. But if I start drawing or gaming or building some Lego half will go away and leave. They rather just watch me sit here than nothing staring at my feet. As soon as I do anything else, they will leave. It's insane. And the weird thing is they don't even talk but the viewership number's going up. But in the chat it's the same people. You guys like who? Who are these viewers? Who the fuck are they fucking say something you fucks. It's like meaningless mutes forcing me to be bored. I know that they help. So like shouting into the void? No, it's always like the same 10 people in the chat. I mean who are all these other people? Maybe they came from YouTube and didn't make an account so they can't chat. And I felt like doing YouTube was more fun. Yeah, I know I need to meet people and do stuff. Like the Thai class was pretty good. I just can't Bob or everything is just annoying. It would be nice to just meet a girl naturally bring about to my place. Nice normal girl who hasn't killed anyone. I don't know like what kind of activity. Maybe I'll look up activities in tab stock, scavenger hunt. We do a Tuesday. Market craft. Antiques. Collectables. No, I don't think I fell in love with anyone apart from Mila. I don't even know if I loved Sunny Sonny used to say I love you and I'd say I love you back. I'd say I love you too. Feel I love you Daniel. She said, I think I really love you Daniel. I think she was telling the truth. West Dev Art Workshop, print works. Oh God, it's so lame. It reminds me of my first Korean girlfriend. She used to do this stuff, attend random workshops and print shops and swimming classes for like a granny. All you're gonna do is meet a bunch of grannies. Me and Mila went to a pottery class and there wasn't a class. You just go there and you did pottery. I mean not pottery, you don't make it. They give you a pre-made pot and then you just paint it. I still have it in my bedroom. I made a red and black one with a smiley face who was in Germany. Mila just said I want to go to this pottery class. It was nice to do together. I wanna look rubbish, I look better. And then they baked it. We had to go next day to pick it up and really is hard for me. People naturally when you live like this, no friends, no job, no class when you don't have to do anything it's really hard to do anything. I talked to lots of people when I went to T school in Thailand, but I had to go to T school to get the visa. They had like an anime convention in Exeter. Didn't notch from the Minecraft. Get really depressed as well. When he sold Minecraft to Microsoft with billions. He got a big fancy mansion in LA but then felt incredibly isolated without any sense of purpose. Didn't he start hosting parties inviting Beyonce and Jay-Z to fill the void? That's what I feel like. That's why I wanted to you know, focus on this IRL thing. 'cause it's like a goal. Something that's difficult. But I just wasn't enjoying YouTube anymore. I tried and I tried and I just couldn't get any views. Biggest views I got was a switch to review. I can do yoga class. SJS dance academy. I got cute girls there. Tai Chi at Tamar Valley. Taster session five pounds. Senior instructor instructor with Tai Chi, union of Great Britain. He teaches short form based on the Beijing style of the late rose. Shell Chang, Hangley feel good. Yoga with Julia Law, creative waterfall, watercolors, arts with all with Jill. It's just gonna be a lot of old people isn't it? I don't really want to meet people to be honest, but to get the things I want, I need to meet people. Like I want sex. But you can't have sex if you don't meet anyone. I want content but you're not gonna get any content if you don't meet anyone. I don't really wanna meet anyone to be honest. I just wanna sit here but I wanna have sex and I want content. Why can't I get sex and content without people? People are boring. I never once thought, oh whoa wasn't so interesting. I find the cat more interesting than the person I could stare at the cat all day. I'd rather have like a naked woman that curl off my beam back stare at hole all day too. Could fuck her too. Hey maybe do eye L or down at the dump. Get rid of the monitor. The monitor series continues one hour into Asia market. Thank God I think I've made more puking sounds than I've made talking the puke stream. Puking ASR <laugh>. Ah. Date night scavenger hunt to have a stock. The hell is a scavenger hunt. Well someone hides stuff and now you gotta go look for it. What a pointless waste of time. <affirmative> things to do in Tavistock. It's a world heritage town. Kind of boring. I farmer's market. Let me guess. They sell cheese sausages and milk and eggs. Fascinating. Crypt kept saying she wanted to go to eggs. It's a cathedral. See I just don't believe it was a troll. She even researched all these places she wanted to go to really love effort for troll. She even looked up places like she wanted to go to X as a cathedral and this cat sanctuary. She kept going on about X as a cathedral. How she disappeared. Wonder if she'll resurface. I wonder if buying something new would make my life more interesting. It doesn't though, does it? It doesn't work. I could buy a Tesla and it'd be boring. I'm not getting any drawing stuff. Lose all my viewers. Only poo. Do you wanna sit outside the toilet room so we can still talk Poo stream. You guys sit here. Ow. <affirmative>, they look out some of the credit card now. 280 pounds from doing it. 280 pounds. Take 280 off the debt right? He hit me testing, then he hit me. Okay, I just paid off 280 pounds. I got my GoPro refund. Thank God it should be fucking GoPro. I was so excited for it. The stabilization was great. It worked with a Bella box and then it all just fell apart, didn't it? Made me look ugly. Okay, minus 280 from credit card. So we're at 3 7 9 5 minus two 80. We're at three. 5 1 5. Are you watching? Look. 3 5 0 1 5 Oh looking good Numbers getting smaller. I wonder why my Amazon payments hasn't uh, increased for the flip seven maybe. 'cause I don't have it yet. I wonder when I'm gonna get my stock money. It's weird. I've got my GoPro money today. Maybe tomorrow morning it'd be like Christmas and then my mom's debt. God that's one ugly big fat number. If I can wipe off 9,500, I'll get it down to four digits. Crazy how much I spent on that credit card. 5,000 pounds. Unfortunately before I pay off the mom debt, I need to save up 11,000 pounds to get my ty visa. That bug taps not doing anything. Why? Or the Sahi if you don't drink it? Uh, I don't drink every night. I'm drinking it maybe once a week, twice a week for special occasions. Oh my lights, my lights are on. If I plan to drink one, I will preload one into the fridge. I don't have room. Do you think I've got room in my fridge for 24 bottles of beer on the wall, 24 bottles. Boom. I drink. But doing a the glowing thing, someone sent me a bug zapper. It hasn't bugged anything. I mean it hasn't zapped anything. I'm putting all the beer in my fridge. I've in no room. There's not even room now for one bottle of beer on the wall, on bottle <laugh>. It's hard to say that without starting the song. There's a fly there and it's not getting zapped. I'm gonna make that little mini radar dish with the laser turret. Do you think that actually works? Yeah. And it shoots you in the face. Good idea. By a bigger fridge. No, it's a waste of money. Just for some extra convenience. It said it kills flies. A flies attracted to blue light. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Maybe I touch it for fun with my Willy electric shock therapy for my willy. My armpit hair is really long now I usually trim it 'cause I usually have girls but I now have no girls for the first time ever since 2022, no girls see my naked body. So I just let it grow. It's crazy to think that since nearly all of 2022 I was having sex. I think 2021 was my last dry period in Manchester. In 2022 I had sex with like four women, two ginger girlfriends, Peter and then faster and then 20, 23. Yeah, I was just faster. And then the Korean woman, 2024. I was on a rampage 2025. Not since April. Now I don't even know if I'm ever gonna have sex again. Crips was like my backup plan. Now I realize how much hard work, how much hard work it's gonna take to find someone new. I think I had more sex in 2024. So in 22 it wasn't constant sex, it was like bit of sex with ginger girlfriend, one bit of sex, ginger girlfriend, two, one hookup with Pierre in summer. Had a hot boy summer for one day and then faster for the rest of the year into 2023. Now the Turkey tom thing's over and my channel's dead. I'm not really gonna get any new girls, am I? I'm not making videos for three K views. Yeah, I guess faster did excite me in the beginning. But then the relationship became very normal and the excitement was gone. It's just like, oh this is my girlfriend. I wonder if I'm gonna have sex again. Sometimes it feels like you're never gonna do it again. And then out of nowhere I'm a go. It is no I'm not gonna a hooker that's cheating. It doesn't count if you pay for it. It's not about having sex, it's about getting sex, if you know what I mean. Without having to pay for it. If you pay it is cheating. You didn't earn it. I mean you earned the money. I guess you didn't earn the girl's love. You didn't earn her appreciation for you. She doesn't like you. She's only doing it for money. Unless I can get a hooker to fall in love with me, that is boring. Doing it with a prostitute is boring. There's no story on the story. Like, oh we fell in love and then I flew across the world and then this happened and her crazy ex chased me outta the house. I want story. There's no story with a prostitute. It's just oh she's here. Oh we banged. Oh she's gone now I'm broke. That's it. I did a lot of prostitutes and it's like no story. We need storyline. I don't really care that much about the actual sex. I want like a new experience with a new person. I want like the rest of it. Like the story. And then we talk about new girl and then where does it take me? What country? Where do I end up? The sex is just, it's like the carrot on the stick. Yeah, I wanna feel alive, connected to the world. I wanna watch Netflix and Cuddle Orange, but she's on my shoulder and then she falls asleep and dribbles all over my shirt and then farts And then I say, oh she's so cute. What the hell? It's like someone's screaming in the fields. I used to like it when Foster fell asleep and then she would suddenly just jerk like, like that she's, I remember she would just have like a nap and I'd watch her sleep and she'd make these weird twitching movements. And then she woke up and I said, did you have a nightmare? You were twitching. She said, yeah. She said she had a nightmare that I was drowning in a river and she was trying to save me. I know what that meant. Like she was worried about me. You know, her dreams drowning and depression and loneliness. Destroyed everything with my raging boner. Had everything lost at all. 'cause of my raging boner. Had everything twice and lost everything twice I, I remember we got this little Roomba vacuum robot thing and we turned it on and it was going around vacuuming the kitchen and Fasta was standing at the doorway looking at it. It felt like our little kid or something. Like we were watching it as two concerned parents kind of felt like we had a little family. And I remember they putting the Roomba on and it would go around the living room and I, I sell taped a chopstick on top of it 'cause it kept getting stuck. So the idea was it would poke into a wall with the chopstick first before getting stuck and then turn around and she would come home from work and I'm sitting at the computer and the B Roomba's roaming around felt like a little robot child was crawling a bell on the floor. It was wholesome. She wanted to get a kitten. She was sending me pictures of kittens but they were all kind of ugly. And I thought, oh no, if she gets a kitten I'm gonna feel even worse when I leave. We got those fish. I let her use my second fish tank and we went to chat to chat market and we picked out 10 fish together. She looked so excited picking the fish out, putting it in the bag, made a video. She was like, come here baby. And then they died within 24 hours. <laugh>. She put them in the fish tank. There were too many fish for the size and then she put loads of food, they ate it and shot and then they all poisoned themselves with their own shit. I told her not to put so much food. It all died in one day flushing them down the toilet one by one. It was so depressing. She looked so sad. She'd put them in my big fish tank. I was really sad when my better fish died, I couldn't find it. It was completely gone. I looked everywhere thinking it jumped out. And then I took out the fake log to clean it and then it was stuck wedged inside of it dead. I had to flush it out. I don't know how he got stuck in a hole. So stupid. I didn't even know there was a hole in the log. Yeah, when the girls get a kitten, it's like a bad woman. We a lot of kitten. Sunny got a kitten. I thought oh no, here we go again. Didn't even make it to Christmas with Sonny, wonderful of the goldfish. Me and Shahir got a dead already. She said one died and there were two left. One was sick but goldfish should live at least five years or more unless she didn't know how to look after it. And what happened to my fish tank in Thailand? She said she gave it to her friend or something. I bet they were just, I bet they all died. I really can't imagine her lifting a fish tank, emptying the water so it's light enough to lift. She still wouldn't be able to lift it unless she got help. And then putting it in the car and then sloshing it around. Seems like a lot of trouble. I like my little fish tank. I got the shrimps and they laid eggs and then next morning there was like 50 little baby shrimp everywhere. They were tiny things And then some die, some got sucked up into the filter and shredded and they got bigger. Slowly I put this half boiled carrot and they were flocked to it. Devoured it and then had loads of snails as well. The snails kept getting sucked up in the filter and shredded. I'd rather just hear this grinding sound And they'd get spa spat out into the second chamber. There were so many shops in Jaja Park selling fish tanks. Once they get on those really fancy looking better fish that are scared would die. They the better fish Started eating the shrimp as well. And then the shrimp got scared, started hiding. I like watching the shrimp bounce around from leaf to leaf. Yeah, I remember the pun in the tank got really big. The leaf started getting long and then the shrimp would eat the leaves. The plant was growing out the tank. No I can't get a fish tank here. Everything would die if I go to Thailand, that's when I get a fish tank with plants and stuff. I come back and it's all overgrown. Also the water would evaporate 'cause I kept having to fill water back into the tank 'cause it kept evaporating in Thailand. I don't remember that having in Ja in Japan. By the time I get back the fish tank would be empty if I wasn't here to refit it. We got an automatic feeder for our fish tank in Japan when we went to the UK for Christmas. It's a lot of work looking after fish. They're so fragile 'cause you need to recreate the entire ecosystem. Bacteria, oxygen plants, make sure nitrates don't build up too much. Keep the tank clean. I had to like cipher down the PO from the gravel to love work. It gets so dirty. You get all this algae growing as well on the side of the glass. Yeah, very difficult hobby. Although my tank was pretty good into backhand. Nothing died apart from the better fish. But things in Japan with my tank, things were just randomly dying and the fish were getting sick. I didn't have a a natural plant in there but in the Thailand tank I had real plants and I think it completely changed the ecosystem and it made the toxicity of the tank go down. 'cause the plants, I can't remember what the word is, reduce the nitrates, things stop dying the plants uh, kind of take care of the ecosystem and oxygenate the water and the fish weren't randomly getting sick as much as the one in Japan. One in Japan was a bit of a nightmare. I had those AKA rice fish. The orange ones. Yeah she got by fairy lights. So kept telling me I should get some my own room in my mom's house. I wonder what Sunny's plan was if she got a job. 'cause she'd never asked me to come move to Devon. Was she just planning to come over on the weekend or what? Breakup I think she was kind of glad me and my mom had that fight 'cause it finally got me to move out and she said she thought it was a good idea. She said You'll be so much happier if you have your own place than a girlfriend. You is my girlfriend now then. And I'm so happy now spending 1,300 a month to sit in a little prison. Things with my mum. Seem like they're the worst they've ever been. Now what is that? Did I get a subby? I wish there was text to speech with the sub. I heard a sound. It's getting cold. Well I didn't get a sub. What was that sound? I got pranked. What was that sound just now? Did you hear it? It did the cha-ching sound. I thought I've got a sub. Oh I did get a sub Nicholas Resubscribed for too much. Oh thanks. Oh I thought I got pranked. Why can't I put a title for the subscription goal? Unless it was like automatic resubscription <laugh>. It's weird. The subscription goal still says zero. Not very good. Very generous. 30 minutes until Asia market. Asia Mark eh, I think I can commence bicep curls tomorrow. I just need to get my back rest book. Give my booker. Why is it such a messier? God put my lab bar. Why is my lab barus in there? Why is it there? I put the Vodafone in here and lab bar needs to go in here. Actually it's cold. I I might have to shut the door. God that heat wave a couple days ago is over. God it was so hot. I was melting. Do you remember I was saying I don't know how your IRLI got sunburn so bad as well from the alleve on my face. I thought I'm never gonna be able to do IRL 'cause it's so hot and now I can't go outside 'cause it's raining. It's actually kind of cold. Now I wanna put the electric heater on. Crip kept saying she wanted to suck me off under the table and I streamed, uh, no. What if I get banned if I drop the camera and and it falls on the floor and you see like her sucking my dick cake and moon also said the same thing. Cake said she wants to be under the blanket sucking me off. Remember I went all silent and I was texting and I looked really happy. <laugh>, I was texting cake before she disappeared. Oh, cake would come back if I text her again. Oh she just ignored me. Now I guess in hindsight choosing Crypts over Moon was a mistake. I don't even know if I would've wanted Moon to come anyway. I was already getting annoyed. I don't like her tone. Nah, I don't wanna meet any of these girls. I don't really wanna meet Moon, I was kind of scared of meeting Crypt. I don't really know who I really want to meet. Cake was obviously just a time wasted from the beginning. Just like the Manchester girl. They flirt with you. Say they wanna suck you off and then when you talk about actually meeting, they will go quiet and disappear. They like the fantasy, the idea of meeting but they don't actually wanna do it. I wonder if I actually felt sad 'cause I couldn't meet a girl that I really wanted to meet. I just don't think there's been any girls that I really, really like the idea of. They've all been around than me. Well this stuff has been quite distracting. After breaking up with Sonny, I thought I'd just go on like a self-reflective man's journey And the Turkey tom thing brought all these girls to the channel and they all started fighting over me. Before the Turkey tom thing happened, there were no girls. I guess Moon would've still appeared 'cause she was not a Turkey to girl. But before that there were no girls. After breaking up, sunny had no one in mind saying I'd do a no girls for the rest of the year challenge. I always desperately try and find a girl. I feel like if it was meant to be one would just appear. I don't like this idea of like desperately looking for stuff like content, girls jobs. I want it to just happen naturally fallen into place like it's meant to be. If I'm having to desperately force it, then it's not meant to be. Is it? 'cause I forced it into happening. I just want to sit back and like see what the universe gives me. See what kind of wet clay I'm presented with like a mold into something. Applications for the streamer house. What do you do in his streamer house? Is it like big brother? That's funny. He's, if he's gonna rip off big brother, I can't even get my IRL set up to work. How am I going to, I mean if I'm not streaming and I'm on his stream, maybe I believe in the law of attraction by not chasing it, it will come to you Like cats. Like if you want to stroke the cat, you don't chase after it 'cause it'll run away. You stay still and you present your knuckle and it'll come, come and have a sniff and then you get to stroke it. If you chased after it, it'll run away. Same with the butterfly. I like to think if it's meant to be, it will happen. Like the faster was so weird 'cause I didn't force it. I just randomly stumbled upon her. It's not like I was swiping desperately. I all manifest the pooey back into my life first. I didn't like it when I scratched my balls really hard 'cause of the sound. I couldn't hear it. I'd do that 'cause I get itchy and it felt good. Did I watch Sam Stream in China? I watched a little bit. I don't know. He just was in McDonald's causing a scene and spitting his milkshake. And then I got a bit annoyed. Why does he have to be so loud and disruptive to everyone around you? He was like, oh no, I spilled my drink in the middle of McDonald's. Order something expensive and return it. Hmm TV would be cool for one day and then I get bored of it. Imagine trying to rebox a TV get in the car was cool. Do you remember the stream? I did when I got it? I think I had 200 viewers. I remember me parking it and I was so slow and everyone was making fun of me. I was reversing it like a an old granny. I was so nervous I was gonna hit the house like my sister did. And then my mom would come out screeching at me. My mom has weird OCD. Like I parked the car slightly wonky and she'd be like, oh Don park your car nicely. Just 'cause it wasn't like perfectly lined up with the pavement. She's got weird OCDI noticed like with the coffee jar being open or a singular plate on the kitchen counter left out there for half an hour. Even though she leaves all her dirty cups in the sink as well. She has very selective OCD and also the gate. Oh the gate being closed. She gets really stressed out if the gate is not closed. Even though we never had a gate until my dad died. And one time Sonny said she would shut the gate. So I said okay, I'll plug in the car. But I didn't realize Sonny doesn't know how to shut the gate properly so she didn't do it properly. And the next day my mom was like, who didn't shut the gate properly? Oh, I was to do everything myself. Oh you are useless idiot. Because I don't know what Sonny did. I think she didn't put the rod in the hole properly or something. And my mom's so grumpy all the time. It's really stressful living with her. You dunno what it's like you're constantly treading on eggshells, trying not to piss her off and then she'll get pissed off at literally anything. And you won't even know what she's gonna get pissed off at Next. It could be the coffee jar, could be the gate. Could be. 'cause you didn't park your car perfectly straight. Well that rhymed <laugh>. That was a good rhyme. You have no idea what the next thing she'll get pissed off at is next. She'll get pissed off at your shadow. It's impossible to not piss her off. I don't know how someone can live like that. So OCD about nothing. I couldn't give a shit. My car's like parked in a weird angle back to front, upside down, got one wheel and a pavement or one wheel on my little footpath. I couldn't care less whatever. Who cares? I can't stand. Or you CD people. So annoying. You are all stressed out about nothing. And then start nagging. You get your life. I'm not OCD about anything. Look, I just, I put my dumbbell there, cushions all upside down curtains. My dad would be OCD about curtains. He would go around every night shutting all the curtains and I'd be like, what is the point? You're just gonna open them again the next morning. He'd go around each room shutting all the curtains. I don't even bother to shut this one. And then he would turn off all the plugs before going to bed, turn off the TV and then turn off the kettle and then turn off. They switch every mains plug off apart from the fridge I guess. I think my parents are weird. Look, this is a reenactment of my dad every evening. Oh, the time for bed, good night. Everyone like that. Every day it got shot. Oh it is kind of nice with the curtains shot I guess. So he didn't like people staring in. Good night everyone. And then my mom would say, oh, don't need to say good night. He would get yelled at for saying goodnight <laugh>. He would say goodnight Daniel. And I'd say goodnight. My mom would say, don't say goodnight. And then if you don't say thank you, my mom gets mad 'cause you're rude. And then Sonny would say, thank you too much. And then my mom would get mad. She would get mad over everything. Funny is too polite. I have to admit. She says Please and thank you too much. Like, oh, can I have some juice please? Thank you. Okay. She's too British with the British niceties. My mum gets pissed off with it. I'm not over exaggerating at all. You have no idea. I don't know why you're speaking like you would have any idea of what it's like to live with my mom. I lived with her for 35 years. I know everything that happened. You know nothing at all. So shut your fucking mouth. Imagine thinking you know more about my mom than I know. No, it's not my experience. It's an objective. Matter of fact, statement of truth of what happened. It's not subjective at all. The hell are you talking about? These are the things she said. These are the things that happened. It's complete objective fact. It's not how is its objective? No, I'm not gonna ban you. But what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna block you so I don't have to see your messages anymore. But you can still contribute to my revenue. How about that? I'm describing stuff that happened in the house and you're telling me it's subjective. No, it's fucking not you stupid. Fuck. It's literally a statement of truth of things that happened in the house. It's not based off my experience. It's a recollection explaining something that actually happened. How's that subjective? It is a fucking moron. I'm telling you. This is what happened in the house. And you're sitting there saying, oh bitch, she's not that bad. The fuck would you know about it? You stupid. Fuck. Shut the fuck up. Fucking, fucking prick. You got no idea what it was like living in my house. And then you're sitting there talking like you have any clue? You shut your stupid fucking mouth. Shut it for you. I'm describing to you what actually happened in my house over the course of decades. And then you got the nerve to sit there saying, oh, my dad would say goodnight and my mom would snap at him for saying goodnight. It's not subjective at all. This is what actually happened. And then sometimes my dad would get annoyed and snap back and say, oh, this is how he would say, oh, this is what British people say. 'cause he would feel like his culture is getting attacked. I don't think there's anything wrong with saying goodnight before you go to bed. Apparently in Malaysia, the Chinese people don't say goodnight to each other. I mean that's kind of true. Uh, Malaysian people were kind of weird in the way that they wouldn't say, oh, I'm going to bed now. Goodnight. They would just disappear without saying anything. They would just be gone and you'd be like, oh, where they go. Right? They didn't even say goodbye or anything. Chinese people are kind of like that. They do the niceties. Yeah. Even fastest relatives were like that. 'cause they were Chinese, Thai. We'd be walking around and then they would just disappear without saying bye. And I'd be like, oh, where'd they go? Fast said, oh they, they've gone home. They didn't even say goodbye. They just vanished. How am I overreacting? I'm not reacting. I'm explaining stuff that happened in the house. I'm not reacting to it at all. I don't understand how you see that as an overreacting. She yelled at you over dishes. Yeah, she did. How is that overreacting? I'm not overreacting. She did. I'm explaining exactly what happened. I'm not overreacting at all. I don't really care what your parents have done or if you shrug it off. I didn't ask. And I Who asked? No one asked. No one cares. I don't care. I'm explaining my stories, not asking about yours. It's very completely irrelevant what your parents did to you and how you reacted to it. I'm telling my story. Um, I'm saying she gets angry over every little thing. It's not relative. Your life experience is not relative to me at all. I don't know who you are. You're not in my life. You've got nothing to do with me. There's nothing relative about our lives at all. It's completely irrelative. I dunno who you are. I don't know what you do. I don't give a fuck. I don't care if people have it worse than me. It doesn't change anything. I couldn't give a shit what other people have. I'm telling you about my experience with my mom. What does other people have to do with it? Who's completely irrelevant to what I'm talking about? Why would I fucking care if people have it way worse than me? It's their problem. I'm explaining little things everyday. Things that my mom would get upset over and that other people's problems don't make. Don't invalidate my own problems. Like just 'cause some Jimbo blogs down the roads, whole family is dead or something. Doesn't affect my problems, does it? It doesn't change anything. I've gotta start blocking a bunch of people. You are being very annoying. Really. Gas lightly. I mommy blocked. Uh, di Jang blocked. Not interested in anything else to say. It was just annoying, not banned. I'm just blocking you so I don't have to read your bullshit because it's fucking irritating. It was just saying a bunch of irrelevant stuff. That's nothing to do with my story. Trying to gaslight me and invalidate my own problems by saying, oh boohoo, there's other people in the world who have problem. I don't give a fuck about other people that have fucking problems. Doesn't fucking matter. Shouldn't give a shit. Fuck them. Fuck their problems. Every time I talk about problems, you start trying to gaslight me. You're a bunch of fucking cunts. That's what you are. Fuck you. Fuck all you. So how out the stream with the chat turned off, I'm just telling you a story about what life was like at my house and I got fucking moron saying the people who had it worse than you. Oh, my parents were worse Daniel. You know what I mean? It's shut the fuck up. Say my name at the end of the sentence as well. It's patronizing and annoying. I know my name's Daniel. You don't have to keep saying my name at the end of the sentence. It's fucking annoying. Don't say my name. Keep my name outta your fucking mouth. Fuck. I don't give a shit about other people's problems or your problems. It doesn't matter. I'm telling you my story. The hell does your problems. What other people's problems have to do with it? Okay, I have to actually fully ban mommy because I can still see the replies. You're now saying my life problems aren't trauma. 'cause people out there have it worse. What a prick. Get the fuck outta my kick. Chatt, you're banned. You're out. You're gone. You're done. Yep. Mommy's banned. You're done. Don't care. Annoying. Not banning. You just wasted your points. Fuck you. I'm second tired of all of you all annoying. DJ getting banned. Next. DJ banned. I'm gonna ban all of you fuckers. I hate all you. It will suck. Banning will you pricks is the only fun thing doing this like shit. Fuck all you. I hate all of you. I'm just telling a story and now I'm getting gas lit by a bunch of fucking morons. Oh hey Jake. How's it going? Oh, Asia Market opened at the airport. Wow. Mommy's really annoying, condescending, patronizing. I was telling my life story about what it was like living with my mom and dad. And then mommy's going, oh my life was worse Daniel. Oh, other people have it worse. Daniel, shut up. I don't care. I'm telling my story. Stop trying to invalidate my story by saying, oh no other people have it worse. I'm not saying they don't. I'm just saying it doesn't matter. I'm explaining what it was like with my mom and dad at home. I need people going, oh my mom and dad shot at me with a gun. Yeah, well whatever. Well does that have to do with my story. I'm just saying my mom gets angry over very tiny things and that's an objective fact. It's not subjective at all. People trying to trigger me then they get banned. God slaps up so loud. What is it doing? It's not even doing anything. Should get a MacBook. No fan found us. Just like me saying you saw two people from your high school at the airport. It's kind of random. How's my bum hole? It's fine. Doesn't it even hurt today? It's getting stronger, becoming thicker. I know why my laptop's going into Hyperdrive. I wonder if this couple of box is blocking the vans. Wonder if it's hot under there. I it's to create some fan vents. I dunno why they put the fans under the laptop where it gets blocked by the thing you put it on. Mm-hmm <affirmative> I feel like people are way more annoying on kick than they were on YouTube. Maybe. 'cause there's less chatters on kick. So I notice it more. Whereas on YouTube there's more people chatting so it kind of just flooded out. Like you notice how much more annoying people are when there's less people to flood them out. Like the chat moved way more on YouTube. So I didn't really notice that much when it was like, like I never noticed how annoying certain people are until I moved to Kick. 'cause I didn't notice them as much on YouTube. 'cause there were more people in the chat. So it was harder to notice individuals soon nobody would be chatting. Yeah, like you, you're banned too. Mercury still didn't get my apology did I? When you accused me of gaslighting AI, I think. I think I've forgotten. You're banned Ban are Just watch me. I think I've forgotten you accused me of gaslighting ai. No I didn't. Still didn't get my apology either. Who's next? Ban Your It is not a Sabbath on. It's a banner on <laugh>. Everyone getting banned? Yeah. Mommy is really annoying. Like 60% of the time. Extremely patronizing. Knowing it all. Smart ass. I don't know if that bugs up is actually doing. He's not doing anything. He might turn it off. I didn't even do anything. I was hoping, at least for some Zaps I am scared if I leave it on overnight. Might start a fire or something. Burning insect bodies spraying Ash everywhere. I might do another 40 minutes. Get to 11 hours. Might as well. Yeah. Should start charging money for people to get unbound. It's not permanent band, it's just temporary. It's so they shut up for now. At least stop pissing me off. I hate it when people put my name at the end of the sentence. It sounds extra patronizing. Don't you think? It sounds really patronizing when they put your name at the end of the sentence. Mommy always does that. It's so annoying. Not everyone has the same problem. Daniel. I know I'm Daniel. You don't have to keep putting my name at the ends of the fucking sentence. It's really annoying. My life was tougher. Daniel shut up. Or they start the sentence with my name Daniel. Not everyone, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Daniel, call him my name. Why do you say my name? Don't say my name. I'm not Beyonce. It sounds really patronizing. No, you only need to say my name if you're talking about me in third person. If you're talking to me, you don't need to say my name. Fine, I'm banned Mommy. Then whatever. Stupid fucking, I'm gonna make those unban redeem things. Higher points. It is done. When's the IQA loan getting paid off? It'll automatically be paid off at the end of the month. That's when it gets paid off. I mean that's when the payment gets taken. Mommy's gone <laugh>. Hmm. Kind of Miss Crips now. It's gonna be nine days. But she lives, she exists in a world of crime and danger and murder. I can't be part of that. I'm too young, have too much to live for and now I'm rich as well. Imagine getting rich and then you die after being broke your whole life. Imagine winning the lottery and the next day you die. That would be cruel. <affirmative>. Look, I stuck this right in look. Oh, it's like Bruce Lee's one inch punch. One centimeter penetration. Is that why my follower number goes up? People ban making new account <laugh>. If I change it to chat follow followers only then they have to follow me. Ha. Follow only chat for one day and that you have to follow me. Mm-hmm mm-hmm. Is it raining as well? Tomorrow I kind of want go driving. Could drive in the rain. I wanna go to the beach. Asia markets doing nothing. Hmm. Okay, so tomorrow I've got late for UPS to pick up my night hawk. Night Hawk down forever. Night Hawk gone. And then I've gotta wash my air fryer, let it soak and then pay off my credit card. And then flip. Seven come in on Tuesday. But flip seven, it's gonna be a game changer. External screen stabilization. Flip seven. It's coming. Oh my God. Now I'm not adding the debt. It doesn't count. It's only 20 pounds a month. Who cares? That's like one hour. That's like okay, maybe an hour and a half streaming to pay off the monthly payment. It's not even worth thinking about. Not even worth worrying about. No. I'm pretty sure it's 25 a month. Flip sevens on Tuesday. Night Hawk return Monday. I can't go to the place I want to go to next week. 'cause stupid army are shooting guns all next week. They're on the malls shooting guns, wasting taxpayer money, shooting their bullets and they just played court of duty or something. Same thing. Stupid army. Ruin my life. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. I'm cold. So cold. Mm-hmm <affirmative> No drawing today. Nah. I don't wanna tank my viewership yet. If the viewership kept going up and I want to go to bed, maybe I will artificially tank it by drawing so I can go to bed. I mean, it is a waste of money if I go to bed now when I've got a good viewership. Tanked it by banning people. Uh, no. It tanked a lot. Last time I drew, I mean not, yes. Yesterday I drew it didn't tank that much tanked by like 15 people. But the other day it went from like 130 down to 70. Oh, what was that? All banned. Get the fuck outta here. Get the fuck outta my pub. Oh, fucking bad. Don't ever say my mom's a good person, but also don't ever say that I said that. She's not a good person. Like the other guy said, don't ever say she's not not a good person, but don't ever say she's also a good person. Those are the rules. And also don't say I gaslight ai. Moon got banned for that and I didn't ban mercury and he didn't even say sorry. Rude. And don't say I only eat one meal a day. I had lunch, sausages, eggs and bacon. And then I had second lunch pot noodle and crisps with banana. And then I had big dinner followed by Orange and Kit Kat. Come on. That's like four meals. Okay, I'm kind of under 50 kg I guess. Yeah, just under 50. I didn't get it. I've been walking and drinking beer, eating steaks, biceps looking good. I still can't get over 50 kg. I dunno why I can't even think I've ever been over 55. The most I've been is maybe 53 in Thailand when I got a bit fat. I think all the endless walking is making me lose weight In Japan. Last year when I did endless walking streams, I lost a lot of weight. I lost all my biceps. I also lost my face fat. I dunno how people struggle to lose weight. All you would do is walk like five or six hours almost every day. Not every day. You lose so much weight, you burn a lot of calories and it's easy. It just takes a lot of time. You don't need to go to the gym. Just walk from one city to another. I walk in my house too like this. Two, three, 5,000 steps. Oh yeah. My fridge. If I turn off the power, what happens? The fridge is getting smaller and smaller. 'cause of all the ice. I'm getting really annoyed with it. Stupid ice. Where's it coming from? The fridge smells a bit weird 'cause the milk keeps leaking. And I think the milk rotted look, the ice is getting ridiculous. Ah, it doesn't come off fucking Oh. Oh. It's really hard. Ugh. Fucking. Oh, I thought ice wasn't that hard. What if I just chisel it away with my screwdriver that it's really condensed. My knuckle hurts now. Oh damn. Look at that. Oh, that's a big chunk. Boo. I don't know. Which is the ice. And what's plastic? Ooh, that's plastic. Oh, okay. Oh, I was working kind of, it just made the ice go watery. Fuck it. Stupid fridge. Uh, it it's gonna waste my fuel. I'm gonna waste my lighter. I hurt my knuckle. Now it's all mummy's fault for making me mad. It is so thick. Uh, can't be bothers. Stupid fridge. Never seen a, I had fridges in Japan. Thailand. This never happened. What stupid fridge do they have? A fridge where it doesn't get frozen? Oh. Oh, good bed. Wanna make a MacBook? This laptop too. Noisy fan. Less MacBook M five chip can, I still don't know even though I am banned what work this day. And can you do this for next 50, 60 years? Yeah, whatever. That's still bad though. No one saved you from un abandonment. He speaks from the ne net realm. Who's gonna save di Jang <laugh>? Yeah. I'll just wait for the ice to melt and then I'll mop it up tomorrow. 15 minutes for bedtime. I kind of miss the onscreen timer. Asia market's boring. I'm not doing anything. Well, I still have the timer here with the crypt is out. Text <laugh> Crypt is out. I got scared of her dad. So I took, I took all traces of crypt away. Even the emote. I felt bad though. Crypt was so happy when I put her emote onto the channel and she was so happy when I put the subscriber goal. Now she's gone. 11 minutes. And also 1, 1, 1. Viewers. 1, 1, 1, 1, 1. Hi. It's had minutes until we all get released from this misery. Imagine I end at 11 hours. 11 minutes with one one. One viewers. Peter <laugh> says P is playing cyber punk. 27 7. Now <affirmative> Pierce stays up really late. I see her messaging on Discord at like 3:00 AM in the morning. Doesn't she always a be? I mean, if I had a girlfriend and she was up at 3:00 AM in the morning, I find it kind of weird. I'd be like, get back in bed. Why you want Mm, fast? I used to wake up in the middle of the night coughing and then she'd get, she'd go into the living room and sleep on the sofa. And then I had to get up as well and drag her back to the bed. I'd be like, why are you sleeping on the sofa? She'd say, I didn't wanna wake you up with coughing. I thought it was fine. Get back in the bed and can't sleep without a warm body next to me. That's why I need Bobby next to me in bed. The closest thing, I like the weight of it. It's a nice feeling. How a weight of a body next to you in bed. If only had Bobby had arms, then I could hug him. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Four minutes. Oh, thank God. Today. Sucked ass. I go to sleep so well. Oh, got my stock buddy. Oh, I hope you have a nice flight. Aj, don't die. You are the only girl left who wants to meet. No pressure. Hopefully you're not on Malaysia. Airlines and two seat 11, eight. Safe travels. I'm out in three minutes. Mm. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Two minutes. Two minutes. One minute. 40. Oh. It's gonna be so good. Logging off. One minute. Mm mm Oh, 20 seconds. It's been nice knowing all of you. Hope we all have a good rest of the day. Sign out. See ya.