playing path of exile 2 after losing my job

Testing,

testing,

testing.

Testing, testing.

Testing.

Is it working?

Is it working?

I'm bored. I don't know what to do.

I already made a video, so I can't stream

today. I mean, I could stream tonight.

I guess I could. Why not?

I got about 6 emails from Amazon from

different people all saying the same

thing. It's like, hey Daniel, I'm Cleo

from the Amazon customer service. We are

still investigating your appeal.

Got the same message from about 5

different customer service people.

So I don't know,

no idea.

Means the ban is not permanent.

I mean, I have been permanently banned.

It's just they give you an opportunity to

appeal the decision and then they review

the appeal. I can't

log into my Amazon thing anymore. It just

says this account has been deactivated.

I got my money though. I got the money

last night, £488, so at least I got the

money. So I guess it's kind

of good timing. I got banned right on the

day before you get paid, which means I

made maximum money for that week.

Will I stream on the main channel tonight?

Uh, yeah, maybe. Posting— kind of

posting too much, but I guess why not.

Couldn't you make an account for your mum?

I guess I could, but I would need to get

my mum to have a background check and

And then, um, yeah, I don't see

why it wouldn't work unless they

have like a rule saying if you are banned,

then also your family members can't sign

up.

Yeah, I don't think she has a criminal

record unless there's something she's

keeping a secret.

Sunny said she would sign up for it.

So I could use her account, but that

wouldn't really work because

she would have to be with me every single

time, because they always check your ID

when you go into the warehouse, and they

also occasionally ask you to take a selfie

to verify it's you.

So yeah, kind of annoying because I had a

2 PM block booked for today, £70. It

probably would have been an easy one.

Those are the really good blocks that I

love. It was probably going to be like 15

or 20 parcels in Coxheath.

Oh well.

What can you do?

Did Amazon reply to your latest email?

Yeah,

they said they're gonna review my appeal

and look into it.

Am I using WASD? I I am.

I like the WASD movement. I didn't like

Diablo 4 where you had to keep clicking on

the screen to move. It felt weird. It felt

like playing Monkey Island,

point-and-click adventure game. I'm stuck

on this stupid boss. I can't do enough

damage to it. My damage is really rubbish.

I got fed up with it. This whole game is

basically just you get stuck at a boss,

you realize your build sucks, and now you

need like 30,000 gold to respec your

build. It's so expensive to respec.

It's like 1,000 gold per respec nodule,

and then you've got like 20 nodules.

It's endless grinding.

I saw Elon Musk was playing this too.

He's already level 91 and he was on one of

the final bosses, endgame bosses. I'm only

level 45, I'm already bored of the game.

I'll show you the boss I'm stuck on. It's

such an annoying boss.

I would easily be able to defeat it, but

there's like a time limit.

Look at this boss here.

They'll see it's your mum and unban your

account. Well, hopefully. I sent them an

email saying it was my mum, she was just

I think it's pretty obvious it's my mum

because she looks like me and it's an

elderly woman, not like some Mohammed from

Africa that I gave my account to.

Well, I'm doing pretty good damage.

Look, this stupid lava comes out and then

you get chased down this tunnel ditch,

and then you run out of room, and then you

get burned alive by lava.

I can't do enough damage to him.

I need to get a better build or something,

better weapon maybe.

Yeah, this is so stupid. Why do they care

so much if I'm not the one delivering the

parcels as long as I'm there?

So what if I'm about to deliver the parcel

and then, I don't know, a friend of the

customer sees me and says, oh, I'm going

there. I'll hand it to them and then I

give them the parcel. Well, is that

breaking the rules too? Because someone is

delivering on your behalf. What a stupid

They have

the dumbest rules ever. Can't do this,

can't do that.

Oh, fucking hell, stupid thing exploded

and one-shot me.

It's so boring, you just kind

of lose concentration because it gets so

boring, and then you don't really pay

attention, and then something just

one-shots you.

And then you gotta start all again from

the beginning.

Yeah, when I first did my first Amazon

block, me and Sunny did it together, and

she was delivering the parcels. I would do

the app, and she was better at saying

hello and thank you, so she would do the

human interaction bit, and then I would do

the app bit. So technically, from my very

first delivery, I was breaking the rules,

I guess. So dumb.

Why can't we have help? Why can't we like

bring someone with us to give us a

hand? What's wrong with that?

What a stupid rule. If they're so strict

about it, they should make it clear, say

You're not allowed to bring anyone with

you? Because obviously if I'm bringing

someone with me, they're gonna be coming

to help me, not just sit in the car doing

nothing. What do you think I brought them

with me for? Oh, for fuck's sake,

I wasn't even anywhere near it.

Yeah, they'd be like, oh well, Sunny

didn't do the background check and hasn't

gone through the process, so legally we

would be responsible and liable if

anything happened. From her delivering the

parcels. Some stupid legal mumbo-jumbo

like that, wouldn't it? Be something like

that, wouldn't it?

My mum messaged Sunny saying Daniel lost

his delivery job, he's so stupid. Yeah,

as if you knew that I'd get banned from

filming us delivering it. It's easy to be

smart after it's happened.

Everyone's a genius with hindsight.

She was so clever and she knew that I was

gonna get banned for that, why didn't she

say it then? She's so annoying.

I had no idea I'd get banned for doing

that.

I'm dodging this stupid move, I still get

hit by it.

Why is my damage so bad?

And I'm out of potions now,

so— my mum thinks she's so

clever all the time when she's not.

And then she's always so quick to be like,

oh, I told you so, I was right, but you

didn't listen to me. Shut up,

you didn't know shit. I can't— I gotta

change my build. I can't do it like this.

I don't think this is working.

How did your mom react? Exactly like I

thought she would, saying, I told you

not to take video, now you take video,

now you get banned, you didn't listen to

me, blah blah blah.

Over 4,000 people saw my video. Not a

single person said, uh, you're gonna get

in trouble because your mum is delivering.

No one knew that would get me in trouble.

Maybe I'll try poison.

Mm-hmm.

Maybe that one.

Wish you find a job that made you happy.

I really was so unhappy doing this job.

You get sent to these horrible places that

are so depressing. I don't know how anyone

lives there. How do they live like that?

Living on like a tiny little crappy house

on a tiny street crammed full of parked

cars. You park your car, you have to

parallel park it onto some tiny little

street. Everyone stinks like weed.

All ugly looking too. That's how poor

people live. I don't want to go to those

places. It makes me depressed. I hate

Maidstone and Gillingham. I hate Chatham.

I hate Sittingbourne. I hate all these

places. I don't want to go there.

It makes me feel so miserable.

Seeing how these people live.

Oh God, I don't know how they live there.

Like, some of these places, they're like—

it's like a big building with shops on the

ground floor, like Chinese takeaway,

kebab shop, and then on the second, first

floor, they got flats, little apartment

buildings. People live up there above the

Chinese takeaway, and it all just smells

like weed. I don't get it.

Fucking hell, why is it one-shotting me?

There's so many nice places in Kent. And

yeah, you get sent to them sometimes, but

not all the time. You're more likely to be

sent to a horrible place, like around

Maidstone. I hate

the towns in the UK, they're all horrible

places, and they attract the worst of

society, like stupid chavvy teenage kids.

I really hate the job.

It's just the money was so good.

Making over $2,000 a month was pretty

I might go out and do Uber Eats tomorrow,

see if I can make anywhere near what I was

making on Amazon.

At least with Uber Eats, you don't have to

go anywhere you don't want to go because

you can always see where it's gonna send

you before you accept it.

I don't know why I can't defeat this boss.

It's not even hard, it barely does any

It's not too hard to dodge its attacks,

it's just so long and boring and then you

lose focus.

Yeah, I can't believe they would ban me

before Christmas just because I'm

delivering with my mum. It's such a dick

move,

such a stupid reason to get— if I got

banned for showing the customer addresses

I wouldn't be so annoyed about it because

that kind of makes sense, but just

delivering with my mum is such a silly

reason to get banned.

I keep running out of potions too, taking

too much. That— see, I don't know how I

didn't dodge that.

Oh my God, what?

I'm dead. Uh,

this game's so annoying. I don't know what

Feels kind of weird not having anything to

do all day.

Usually I'd go out at 1, come back about

4, rest, go back out about half 5,

come back around 8 or 9.

I've already changed my build and this new

build doesn't do any better.

Is the stock market open?

No. Sunny went on the subreddit. She

showed me something they were saying about

her. They're such idiots. They were saying

Daniel thinks Sunny's body is ugly because

he said he wouldn't want to do OnlyFans

with her. I didn't say that. I said

I wouldn't want to do OnlyFans because I'd

be worried that the haters would insult

her body and make her upset. But they

managed to twist that into saying that

Daniel thinks her body is unattractive.

Are they like really stupid and they don't

understand English, or are they twisting

it on purpose? They can't

be that stupid. I think they're just

trying to twist what I say.

I don't have an RTX 3050, I have an RTX

There's too many gems and things.

It's so annoying keeping track of it.

They've got all these little blue head

things that can add a buff to an

item, but there's too many.

So this is my build. I went down here

and I went this way too so I can get

Increased damage when enemies are close to

you, but it doesn't seem to be

doing very good.

I don't know what build to get then. I

could try a lightning build, get these

lightning points. I don't know if

lightning would be good against him.

Hmm, where's my lightning bolt?

Got lightning bolt thing.

Where is it? Oh, here it is.

Galvanic shards. Oh, I got this new one,

emergency reload. I didn't test it because

as I got it I was getting banned from

Amazon and I forgot. Increased cooldown

recovery rate buffs loaded bolts with

22% more damage. Oh,

give that a try maybe.

Galvanic shards.

Maybe he's weak to lightning damage.

Do I think I'll get the job back? I don't

know. What if they see all my videos about

me complaining about how much I hate it?

It was weird because I was getting loads

of replies from them last night and now

I'm getting nothing. Maybe they work in a

weird time zone.

I really think the reason for me getting

banned was so stupid because my mum was

there.

Galvanic— there it is.

Elemental damage buff. Give that a try.

My aspect ratio is really weird. It's

doing the, the ultra-wide aspect

ratio. That's why the sides are cut off.

How does Elon Musk run all these

companies? And do all this stuff with

Trump, and he can still get further in a

game than I can when I basically have

nothing to do. This is rubbish.

Look at the damage, and I've

got to stand here shooting it out for too

This is worse than the other one.

You would think the richest man in the

world wouldn't have time for video games.

Why can't you dodge that? I don't get it.

It's like it doesn't matter which way you

dodge, you get hit.

Where'd he go?

Did you see that video of Elon Musk? He

was nearly crying. Fucking hell, he was

nearly crying because, I don't know, Buzz

Aldrin, the OG astronauts,

were against SpaceX or something, and he

was like, those guys inspired me, it

hurts. That they're so against what I'm

trying to do. And he was getting all

teary-eyed. He's literally like that kid

in The Incredibles. What's his name? You

know, he thinks the Incredible Dad is his

hero, and then the dad is rude to him,

and then he becomes like an evil genius.

That's what Elon Musk is like. All his

heroes seem to hate him, and then he gets

all sad. He's like, look guys, I built the

most amazing rocket company in electric

cars. Why don't you like me? You guys

were my heroes. Oh, this does way more

Wasn't he sad Bill Gates was shorting

Tesla too? Because Bill Gates was all

pro-EV and renewable energy.

Poor Elon Musky Wusky.

I would like to get Starlink, it seems

pretty cool. My internet's so slow here.

Oh my God, nearly got me.

But it's so expensive, it's like £75 a

month plus £300 for the dish.

It is really cool you can get good

internet anywhere in the world now if you

Maybe if my channel was more success—

successful, I would invest in it.

But for now, I guess I just gotta leave my

computer on overnight. It takes 6 hours to

upload a video. I just press upload and

I go to sleep, turn the monitor off.

This boss fight's so boring. Look, I can

do good damage against it,

but it's so slow.

I can get it down to about 50%.

Why is it not doing anything?

This is bugged. What's it doing?

Maybe I can cheese it. What is it doing?

That is weird. It should be stamping out

lava at me.

I think it's actually glitched.

Look, it's glitched! I'm gonna cheese it.

Look at it! Oh my god,

I think I'm actually gonna kill it if it

stays glitched.

Look, I'm gonna

do it! He should be in the lava kicking

out rolls of lava at me. Look!

Oh my god, I can't believe I

glitched the game into beating the boss.

This is insane.

Oh no, he's moving. Look, we're at the

end. Look, I've done such little damage.

I've run out of space now. The lava is

gonna eat me. Even with him glitched, I

can't do enough damage to kill him before

the lava gets to me. Look, I'm dead now.

My build sucks. Fucking hell, I should

have been able to do that, and now he's

just buggered off. This boss— so look,

that was the best I've ever done.

I think there's something seriously wrong

with my build if I can't do enough damage.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

Maybe I get rid of this.

It's so annoying, they put the crossbow

damage perks all the way here, so you

gotta go all the way down here to get it,

but then all these are kind of rubbish.

I need to do more damage. I heard

in the comments someone said 2-handed

weapon damage buffs actually affect the

crossbow. Where's that?

I went the other way. I went this way to

get this perk, which lets you get 40%

increased damage, crit damage against

enemies within 2 meters. But I don't

really feel like it's very good anymore.

Oh, I need to pee. I need to grind for

gold, I guess.

Okay, I guess I grind.

I've got to set up my grinding build.

I get this one.

And that

one.

The perk tree is annoying because they put

good stuff really far away. You need so

many points to get to it,

and then it costs so much gold to respec

it. If you get stuck on a boss, it's cuz

your build sucks, and then you need to

grind 20,000 gold.

Look, I just one-shot everything else.

I can't wait until

I get my YouTube money. It should be

around Christmas, and then I need to— I

think ASML is getting close to a good

selling zone, so I'll sell that for like

$1,200. I'll sell my US bonds

for $700. Russell 2000 hasn't really gone

up. I've got $500 in that.

And then probably want to sell my crypto,

and then I'll have $2,800, which should be

enough to pay off the rest of the credit

card. I could do some Uber

Eats. To supplement it. I'll probably

go out tomorrow, 11 o'clock, do Uber Eats.

I get there before lunch, so I'm sitting

outside McDonald's before lunch starts.

I'll do the lunchtime and the afternoon,

come home about 4 PM before it gets dark.

This thing keeps draining my mana when I

get near it. Oh, oh, look at all that

gold! Give me that.

I got the stacked Sabatons. That's the

name of that rock band, Sabaton.

Hmm, unless I go for a grenade

build. Maybe grenades would do good

against the boss.

Yeah, just one more week. I'm hoping the

Santa rally starts soon because I want to

sell the stocks when I get the YouTube

money. So first I need to wait for the

YouTube money, and then I need to wait to

sell the stocks at a good price,

and then I get rid of my credit card debt.

Then I just owe my mum £7,800.

I reckon, well, before I started Amazon,

I was still making about £800 a month on

YouTube. I focus on YouTube,

refocus back on YouTube, made £800 a month

plus maybe a bit of Uber Eats, I could

probably make £1,500 a month.

My expenses are gonna be Probably

400 a month.

So if I make 1,500, I'd still have about

1,000 left. It will take

7 months to pay my mum off, but I probably

won't keep that 1,000

a month. Probably spend it on other stuff,

like when Sunny comes over.

Well, I'm not really in a rush to pay off

my mum. I'll pay off bit by bit. I was in

a rush to pay off the credit card because

that's different, because every

time you log into your bank account, I see

that stupid number.

Maybe I just cancel the credit card so I

don't use it again. It's really annoying

just seeing thousands of pounds of credit

card debt staring at your face every day.

My shoulder hurts so much today. I

couldn't do any exercise. I don't know

why it's so painful. I must have damaged

the ligament around the socket.

Just trying not to move it today. I

couldn't sleep on my side either, had to

lie on my back.

How's my new video doing? I just posted it

on my main channel.

Number 6 out of 10.

Maybe I'll get a job at Leeds Castle.

Looks pretty nice there. I could

be a cleaner. Give me my mum's old job.

Maybe I'll try and get a job at the Amazon

warehouse. Sneak my way back in.

They think they can get rid of me.

I want some of that Jeff Bezos money.

Maybe it's good timing. I don't know, I

feel like I could have milked December a

bit more before getting banned.

I could have worked another week, made

like another £500.

The weather's not bad either. I wish it

would just snow really heavily and then

I'll be like, well, I couldn't have

delivered anyway cuz it's so snowy. I

think my mum just came home.

Wait. Oh no, it's a white man ban.

I was planning to take a break anyway

after I finished paying the credit card.

It just would have been nice to have it as

an option in case I wanted some extra

money. It would have been

nice to be like, oh, I want to get a new

phone, I'll just grind out some Amazon

blocks, have it there as a backup plan.

It would have given me some kind of sense

of security.

I need to pee, hold on.

Still no email. I'll keep checking.

La la la la la

la la la la la la. Okay,

a part of me is feeling like I wish I just

got a cheap petrol car.

Because my car's costing me so much money

now. I feel

like I could have just spent a couple

thousand pounds on a petrol car and it

would have done the same thing that my car

because I'm

going to be paying over £8,000 For the

next 4 years.

Maybe the insurance will get cheaper next

year now that I have driving experience.

When I renew my car insurance next year,

would it be cheaper now? Because I'll put

I've had 1 year of no claim bonus.

I'm not a complete newbie driver anymore.

Ford Fiesta automatic.

I mean, if I did 2,000 miles

a month with a petrol car, it would have

cost me £300 a month in petrol,

but then the insurance would have been way

cheaper, probably like £60

a month.

Plus the car would have been cheaper, so

everything would be cheaper apart from the

If you just did for— I mean, if you just

did Amazon Flex for a couple months, then

yeah, the Ford Fiesta would be cheaper.

But I was planning on doing this for

years. That didn't really last.

If you're not driving loads as a delivery

driver, then having a fuel-efficient

car shouldn't really matter.

Right now the car is just gonna be used to

go pick up Sunny or odd jobs.

Is it bugged? Why is it not damaging this

This game's so buggy.

It was a gamble getting the EV. The EV

would have been better cost efficiency—

it would have better cost efficiency over

the long run.

I don't know. It's hard to predict

anything. Things just randomly change all

the time. Nothing is constant.

I've got 5,800 gold. I can respec some

I think this part of the talent tree is

kind of rubbish. Get rid of it.

I can respec 6 points and then I'll go

into— hmm,

I don't know, I really need more damage.

I can go into the grenade tree.

Grenade damage, increase grenade damage,

grenades fire additional projectile.

I nearly got a Ford Fiesta.

I looked— I went since this car dealership

after that interview, and I was looking at

this Ford Fiesta Sport Active X hybrid

engine, but it was manual, so I didn't

want to get it. It looks pretty nice. It

was white. It had bigger wheels, so it was

raised up higher. It had this— the, uh,

thing on the top, like the bike rack, so

it looked cool. And it was about £10,000,

so I thought I'd rather get the EV because

I was really nervous about the clutch.

I wonder if grenade spam would be a good

tactic against the boss. Give it a try.

So I'll put grenades,

grenade, and put the reload

thing, emergency reload.

Put that

there. Give that one a try.

So what can I do? Can I send my car back

and then get a cheaper car that won't cost

me so much every month?

And the other thing I'm worried about is

if you get an older car, the risk of it

breaking down could be greater.

The thing is, at the store I bought it,

that was the cheapest car they had, cuz it

was like a Stellantis head dealership

place where all they've got are expensive

cars. They would not have anything around

5K, so I'd probably have to return it to

them, pay however much I've devalued the

car by, plus a penalty for canceling the

contract.

Yeah, I could— but I could easily borrow

my mom's car because she doesn't use her

car much. Sunny doesn't come over all the

time. When Sunny's here, my mom would be

happy to lend me the car.

But then if I want to do Uber Eats,

petrol will start getting kind of

expensive, won't it? I also feel

a bit worried using my mum's car because

if I damage it, she'll be like, oh, you

don't know how to drive. At least if it's

my car and I damage it, I don't really

care, to be honest. My mum's like OCD

about getting a little scratch. I couldn't

care less if it got a scratch.

It's a car, who cares? Whatever,

as long as it still works and it's road

legal. Look at

my phone, it's covered in cracks and

scratches. I don't care.

I'd probably be the type of person to get

a dent on my car and not bother fixing it.

It adds character.

It's like a little story, a battle scar.

Yeah, am I gonna have to change the

electricity tariff back? Because the

daytime electricity went up, I don't know,

40% or something. All this

gear, I keep needing to go back to town to

Someone said, if you're under

investigation and they've seen your

YouTube video, this probably wasn't that

smart as they will see this. You're

badmouthing them. It's not going to look

good on your behalf. There was a guy

called Auto Hustle. He's got 10K subs. He

makes Uber Eats and Amazon videos,

and he got accidentally banned on Uber

Eats because his verification selfie

didn't match. And he made a video and

made a big fuss about it, and he got

unbanned. And he believes he got unbanned

because he's got social media exposure.

So I was thinking maybe they would see my

channel and think, oh, he's got 100K subs.

We don't want to get bad publicity.

And then they unban me, or else I'm gonna

make a big stink about it. I'm never gonna

shut up about how much Amazon Flex sucks.

I'm gonna make another video called

Warning, Do Not Drive as an Amazon Flex

Driver. Modern-day slavery.

Yeah, I want to go back into the crossbow

section here, I think.

I didn't think they would care so much

about what I'm posting on social media. I

thought as long as I'm not in trouble on

the app, they wouldn't really mind.

I didn't think they would look so closely.

I wonder if they're like watching my

livestreams.

Listening to all the other stuff I've

done.

If I— they gave you a second chance,

would I pull my socks up? No, I wouldn't

do anything differently. I would just not

film it anymore.

My mum would still come with me. My mum

doesn't deliver anyway. When we

do the normal Amazon deliveries, she sits

in the car the whole time. She doesn't

even get out once. It's only the

Morrison deliveries where we, we load the

Morrison's bag— bags into a big bag and

then we carry it together. I don't see why

that's a problem.

She's not delivering on my behalf. She's

helping me carry the bag.

I don't see why— why is that a problem?

It's so dumb. I don't need her help

carrying stuff when I'm just delivering

one Amazon package, but the,

the Morrison's groceries, they give you

like 7 or 6 to deliver to one household

and it's full of heavy stuff like a

watermelon, milk bottles.

Yeah, I could carry it myself, but it

would take longer because then I have to

carry less. At a time, whereas with

my mum we can just carry it all in one go.

Especially when you gotta go into a flat

upstairs and I've gotta go up and down the

steps carrying 2 bags at a time instead of

just taking it all in one go. It's just

common sense to make things go faster,

and then they ban you for that. So dumb.

Ban you for using your brain.

I haven't even been doing Morrisons

recently because I haven't seen any pop

An individual has been delivering on

using your account to deliver on your

behalf. What, my mum helping me

carry a bag? They make it sound like I've

sold my account on Craigslist to some

Nigerian illegal immigrant who can't

get a job, so he's like paying me money to

use my account. And I'm making passive

income whilst he works and I do nothing.

That's what they're making it sound like.

My inventory's full already. What?

I hurt my back trying to carry it all by

myself. 2 packs of Budweiser plus

a bunch of bags. I put it all into the

brown bag, lifted it myself, hurt my back

the next day.

I've seen loads of people come into the

Morrison's back rooms with a friend

or someone else. Obviously they're

carrying the bags together. The friend

didn't just come to sit in the car the

whole time. Why are they so strict

Hmm,

well, if I wasn't banned, I might be out

there now suffering in Gillingham,

getting horned at.

Try the boss again.

I got some emails from these Chinese

websites that sell gold in this game

asking if I would make a video for them.

I wonder if I should have said yes.

Excuse me.

I'm gonna spam grenades at him. Watch

this. Problem is,

unloading all your grenades takes ages.

Oh, I keep burping.

You would think this guy who is drenched

in fire would be immune to fire damage.

I'm just running out of mana doing this.

It's hard to spam grenades whilst not

I don't

know, this damage is not that great,

and I feel like I have to do a lot more

Wow.

Oh, I sent the camera back today. The UPS

guy came to pick it up. That stupid

camera got me banned.

Not paying £50 a month for a camera I'm

not going to use anymore. I also sent back

that little battery bank because it was

not very good.

It would only charge my phone maybe twice

and then run out of battery. The battery

bank ran out of battery. Not very

useful.

I think my iPhone is just so old it

drains battery really quickly because

it's— oh my god, how did that kill me?

Yeah, I sent the camera back because I

just don't see myself using it now. I was

gonna use it to make more Amazon vlogs.

I gave my GoPro to Dave Gibson,

so now I don't have a little action

camera.

Oh, what the fuck?

I hate this game.

I think a build where you're spamming

attacks leaves you more vulnerable to

getting hit by his attacks. If I just have

a build that does high damage but

with a longer cooldown, I can just shoot

it and then spend more time dodging.

But I just have to be constantly spamming

grenades at him, which is not ideal.

I keep running out of mana. Uh, suck at

working. Suck at games,

suck at investing. Why do I just suck at

everything? It's not fair.

Natural born sucker.

Oh, that nearly killed me.

Why did I run out of mana so quickly?

I was a pretty successful YouTuber.

Yeah, but then I ruined that too.

I couldn't keep up the content, couldn't

keep the quality of content up to

standards. People got bored.

It's hard constantly trying to come up

with content. You gotta

constantly create drama.

Oh my God,

Dave Gibson said, um, he knows

a couple people who also got fired from

being a lorry driver because they wrote

Facebook posts. They were complaining

about the job. The boss found out, they

got fired. I think

my mum knew someone too who worked at

Leeds Castle, and she was writing on

Facebook stuff like, oh, I hate this job

full of stupid immigrants. And then Leeds

Castle found out, fired her. Social media

is dangerous.

People think they can just voice their

opinions without consequences.

If only.

I don't think I'm very creative anymore.

I used to be quite creative with my

videos, like, um, coming up with ideas,

trying to make it cinematic.

Coming up with jokes. I like the one when

I put the sausage down by my

willy, pretended it was my willy, and then

I cut it off. I thought that was pretty

funny, and then stupid YouTube gave me a

strike. Violent content.

Maybe I'll do like another,

another challenge trying to get a job at

Royal Mail or something. I don't

know, I'm scared of the post office. You

see that whole scandal thing where

thousands of post office workers got

falsely sued and accused of stealing money

from the post office? Some went to jail as

well over some kind of software glitch

that malfunctioned and said that there was

money missing when there wasn't really any

money missing. It was called the

subpostmaster scandal. There was a TV

series about it too.

I mean, if that happens to people working

for the post office, or if it happens to

the post office postmen wrongly accused

of stealing the parcels by this stupid AI,

these people's lives were literally ruined

by a computer software. It's insane.

Fujitsu. Yeah, I met a woman in Japan, a

Japanese woman who works for Fujitsu, and

I was like, oh, isn't Fujitsu the one

involved with the post office scandal?

And she knew exactly what I was talking

about. She said she doesn't work on that

project. She was pointing at the building

where she worked at. Like this big

corporate office outside of Osaka Castle.

I don't understand why they covered it up.

They kept insisting that the post office

submasters were stealing.

Is it because the Royal Mail is associated

with the royal family and then the royal

family didn't want to look bad or

Sad. These people lost decades of their

lives, life savings wiped out. Some went

to jail. I think some actually killed

Life is tough. You don't know what's— so

many things are out to get you. You don't

know what's gonna get you. Everything

wants something.

The good thing about Uber Eats is you get

tips, so there is like an RNG factor to

it. Amazon was good because there was

like randomly random

events that would happen where you just

get the money for not working much or not

working at all. Uber Eats doesn't have

that, but you do get tips which

could give you a boost. It's crazy,

people order McDonald's and then they give

you like a £5 tip.

Yeah, this game has ultrawide support,

that's why the aspect ratio is weird on my

screen. The edges are cut off because it's

too wide for the 16:9.

It looks really good on my monitor, got

such big field of view.

No, I don't think grenades are the way to

It is good for clearing out loads of mobs

like this when you're just farming.

Grenades are great, but against bosses

it's not very good.

You know what I would like to do? Buy a

bit of land and

do something on it, like harvest

wheat. But I could just do that in the

garden, couldn't I? I don't know,

I keep thinking what if my mum sells the

house and gives me some money? I could buy

like a crappy townhouse or

a flat, or I could buy a piece of land and

then park my car. I could make a little

car park on my land. Probably need

permission though. I don't even need a car

park, I just park it on the grass. I'd

park my car on the land and then just

sleep in the car,

and then I don't know, just like add

things to the land to make life easier.

Dig a hole for the toilet.

You know my new Mud Daddy dog washing

thing? That would actually make as a good

makeshift shower. Put some hot water into

it, you pressurize it, and the hose— you

just hang the hose up and it can be like a

shower. You can actually hold the trigger

button down so it stays in place, so you

don't need to hold it to squirt the water

out. All you would need is some hot

water and that would be good enough for a

And then save up some money and get a

shed. I'll live in the shed.

Get a nice bit of woodland and live in the

woods.

Must be about £20,000-£30,000 for a bit of

land. Yeah, you probably can't build on

it, but I don't really need to. I just get

a tent. The problem would be stormy

weather. Probably hide out in the car,

or I get a van. Van life

on my field.

Okay,

let's refund the grenade skills. Wasting

so much money. Get rid of

that, put it into— go

back into crossbow damage.

Crossbow damage,

reload speed. Yeah, I think this was

better. Yeah, look at this skill tree,

it's massive. Look at that.

But it's all the classes in one. So this

part is the warrior part, this part is my

part, the mercenary part, and this part is

the ranger part. He uses bows. And then

this bit up here is probably sorcerer,

witch, necromancer. But the funny thing

is, even though it's not your class, you

can go into the warrior part and take the

warrior skills. Go into the Ranger part

and take the bow skills.

So I mean, I could get totem talents even

though I don't have a totem,

but it wouldn't be very good. There's some

stuff in the Warrior tree that I could

benefit from, like increased fire damage

would help my fire bolts.

Leech life 15% faster. It's funny

when people used to call me a leech. It

was such a meme. A life

leech.

Where's two-handed weapons? Increase

damage with two-handed weapons, but it's

so far away you'd need so many points to

get there. Yeah, I was triggered

because I wasn't a leech. I paid half the

rent, I paid half the food, I made way

more money than Chihiro did. If anything,

she was the leech.

Chihiro would never pay stuff for me.

She was not that kind of woman. She was

very like You pay my— your

share, I'll pay my share. Fair's fair.

She would never have let me leech.

I didn't need to leech. I was making way

more money than she was.

I was making like £2,500 a month off

Yeah, I think fragmentation rounds would

be better than explosive shot.

Double barrel, put that there.

Now I'm getting kind of triggered by

people saying that I made my mum work

whilst I sat in the car, because I didn't.

I did 99% of the work. My mum barely does

anything. My mum does the easiest part,

which is carrying the parcels. What about

driving and navigation and the app

management and scanning and finding out

where to go next and actually finding and

carrying the big boxes? I did everything.

My mum would just do a tiny bit, and now

people are saying I'm getting my mum to

work for me.

Oops, I don't have the right thingy.

Okay, this is way better.

Oh, that nearly killed me.

Oh, that nearly killed me.

Where's he

gone? What?

Ah, there he is.

I feel like I'm gonna be stuck on this

boss forever.

Oh,

I'm doing

way better damage this time.

This is the best I've done so far.

Oh, he nearly killed me.

What is that? I'm nearly out of space.

I just need a bit more. Oh my God, I need

a bit more DPS. Nearly,

I nearly got him.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no,

come on, he's nearly dead. No,

I nearly got him. I just need a tiny bit

more DPS.

God, that was the closest I've gotten.

Okay, I just gotta grind. I'm nearly at

the next level, so I get an extra point.

I grind out to the next level.

That was close.

I've got to catch up to Elon Musk.

I do think the whole getting banned from

Amazon is good drama. I'm looking forward

to the response. We need to milk it.

Finally something interesting happening.

Oh, this thing's tough.

Come on, die!

There, got it.

Am I considering Uber Eats? Yeah, that's

my only option now. I go out and I grind

Uber Eats hard, see if I can make close to

what I was making on Amazon. I reckon

it's reasonable to be able to make £40 a

day. I do that every day.

That's 40 times 30, that would be £1,200

plus £800 YouTube, I can still make £2K a

I'll make a goal to make about £45

in one Uber Eats session. Probably take

3 or 4 hours.

In some ways, Uber Eats is better than

Amazon Flex. Because you can choose where

you're going to get sent to. You don't

have to do like 50 McDonald's all at once.

You just take the orders one by one. Once

you've had enough, you just go. It's not

like, oh, I'm stuck with 50 parcels. I'm

at parcel number 25. I've got another 25

to go. I want to go home. But you can't.

At least with Uber Eats, you do 15

deliveries, feel like you had enough, and

go home now. It's not like you get locked

in to delivering 50

Big Macs.

Also, the app is way less strict. Amazon

is so annoying. It's like, oh, you

delivered late, penalty on your dashboard.

Customer didn't receive the item,

penalty. On Uber Eats I spilled half the

Coke cup and delivered it,

and the customer didn't complain.

I got 100% satisfaction rating on Uber

Eats.

So yeah, I'll give Uber Eats a try

I haven't been doing Uber Eats because

Amazon Flex has always just been way

better, and also I'd rather just do a

livestream than do Uber Eats for hours.

I'd probably make more doing a livestream.

But now I can do both. I can do livestream

and Uber Eats, whereas doing Uber Eats,

Amazon, and livestreaming was a bit tough.

I was doing Uber Eats whilst doing Amazon

at one point. During my Amazon block, I'd

be doing Uber Eats as well.

Easy. Wow, that crossbow is massive.

14 crit damage to bonus damage.

I want to get rid of the additional

grenade skills, find additional projectile

perk, because I'm not using grenades.

I wish I could just get a job where I can

work from home, not talk to any people.

Do things my way,

minimum effort.

That'd be great. So basically YouTube,

only I can get more views.

Oh, my sister's coming back on Sunday, I

think. I can't believe it's nearly

Christmas. We are 6 days away.

But I don't think she's staying for long.

She's a very busy woman now. She's

married. Her whole life just seems to be

non-stop going to parties and dinner

parties, meeting friends, visiting in-law

relatives.

So I think she's only gonna be here for

Christmas and Boxing Day.

We lost her.

I would hate that, to be honest.

Go around every bloody Sarah, Jane, and

Mary's house.

So-and-so's auntie, so-and-so's cousin's

brother's uncle's house. Must be so

boring. All your time leached

And then you gotta go to all these

weddings. Oh, my cousin's brother's

sister's wedding. Oh, my uncle's nephew's

niece's wedding. And then all the

funerals. Oh, my auntie's great-mother's

grandmother's sister's funeral. You're

gonna go so many events when,

when you're married.

My mum went to a funeral today.

The good thing about not having any

friends is you don't have to go to any

funerals. My mum's been to like 4 funerals

recently.

I don't have time for that shit. I got

games to play, videos to make, streams to

do, stocks to check.

Oh, 8 minutes until the stock market

opens. Come on,

ASML! Semiconductor industry is finally

going up again.