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Breakfast with Daniel (Archive part 3)

2019-02-22 · 3 min

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  1. It just happened so quickly.

    Segment details0:04–0:06 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_0
  2. I think it was the 14th he went to hospital. That was when he called the doctor. He collapsed on Sunday. He got, he got the flu probably on Friday, but started to get pretty bad on Saturday, got really bad on Sunday. He fainted.

    Segment details0:09–0:23 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_1
  3. And really, he should have called the doctor straight, straight away, as soon as he regained consciousness. But he went into bed, got into bed, probably hoping everything would be fine the next day. Things still weren't fine.

    Segment details0:25–0:40 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_2
  4. Maybe, I don't know, maybe it wouldn't have made a difference if he went to the hospital on Sunday.

    Segment details0:46–0:51 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_3
  5. I wish there was a way of knowing.

    Segment details1:02–1:03 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_4
  6. I'm not sure what difference it would make. Even if I found out that going to the hospital on Sunday wouldn't have made any difference, then at least I could stop thinking about it. I don't know,

    Segment details1:08–1:17 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_5
  7. I'm just trying to, to, um, rationalize it inside of my head.

    Segment details1:26–1:31 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_6
  8. It's just hard to accept it. I don't really want to accept it, but there's nothing you can do. You have to.

    Segment details1:35–1:42 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_7
  9. What can I do?

    Segment details1:50–1:51 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_8
  10. I keep thinking of— I keep wanting to do something that would make him proud, but then I keep thinking, what's the point? Because he wouldn't be around to see it.

    Segment details1:55–2:05 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_9
  11. Even if I did do something to make him proud, what would be the point? He's not here anymore. I don't believe in spirits and ghosts. It's just a load of mumbo-jumbo.

    Segment details2:09–2:18 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_10
  12. I wish I could believe all that stuff. I wish I could believe things like he's in a better place now, but he's not. He's— he's in a fridge. Dead.

    Segment details2:22–2:41 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_11
  13. Yep, my father passed away. On the verge of divorce. YouTube channel's dying. My life is meaningless.

    Segment details2:45–2:52 · rev_de9ceea9aeb1c03708543e12ba55f3c5_12