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Why is there a

thingamajig? Oh, I get

Can't get the donation goal to display

properly. Why is half

of it clipped off?

No, I don't

get it. The text at the bottom of the

donation goal is missing.

Oh look, it's moving.

Oh, I'm so hungry. Come on,

why

is the bottom bit cut off? Oh, who cares,

who cares, whatever.

Oh look, red sky at night.

I went shopping today, got more food.

Look at the sky.

I don't know how much I'm going to miss

this view. The apartment I'm going to see

next week, the windows aren't very big.

I'm just wondering how claustrophobic it's

going to feel. But to be honest, I don't

really spend that much time looking out

the the window staring at my phone most of

Most of the places around the £700 range,

they don't really have nice views.

They've just got like a normal window.

And then if you want a nice view like

this, you usually have to spend around

£900 a month, or at least £850.

The price you pay Is

a nice view really that important? I'd

rather save the money.

I think I'd rather have a cheaper place

and then just sacrifice the view.

Because it's like an extra, extra 200

a month just to get a nice view. Or you

could use that extra 200 a month on a nice

call girl, maybe 2.

2 call girls a month or nice view every

day, which one would you choose?

Difficult.

Okay, let me show you what I got in my

fridge. I got some new coffee as well.

I think it's, uh, caramel latte caramel.

I got chicken

and mushroom slices. I got a massive

pork pie.

I got 99p pizza. I can't believe

how cheap this is. It looks pretty good.

I might have the pizza. I got salmon from

the fishmonger.

I got some ham.

I got this Korean Fucking person keeps

slamming the door. Person next to me is so

damn loud. Every time I go shopping and I

walk past his door, I can hear like really

loud music and I can smell— it

smells like Indian food. I think he's

Indian. And then I heard a girl coming in

and out. And I got these duck burgers

still. I think I'll have them tomorrow.

And then I got this kebab

thing. This looks quite good. I don't

know, the kebab meat looks kind of janky,

like processed. I guess that's what kebab

meat is, but it doesn't look like the real

thing. Hopefully it tastes good. Yeah, I

think I'll have the pizza.

I walk past his door and it's like a smell

of curry hits you in the face, and he's

always playing weird music really loud. I

guess the soundproofing is pretty good

because when I walk past his door, I can

hear it so, so well. But then when I enter

my apartment, I can't hear it at all,

which is good. But he's so clumsy.

Like when he opens and closes the door,

he's just like, boom,

every time. No gracefulness at all.

No fucks given.

It's like they exist in their own little

world where they don't understand that the

sounds they make travel to other people's

ears. Every time I live

somewhere, I've got to live next to some

stupid annoying person.

Why can't I just find some nice quiet

people to live with that don't make any

sound? I feel like quiet people are such

a rarity in the world. Voice crack.

In the world, in the world. I can't redo

it if I try to. Okay,

what do I want to put on my pizza? I want

to put bacon, I think. One time I was

on, on a plane and then the people in

front of me were this Indian couple And

they whipped out their own curry. They

brought their own curry onto the plane and

it smelled so strong.

It's just like curry smell hit you in the

I was going to buy broccoli. I forgot.

It's just funny how addicted they are to

curry. They can't even go one meal without

having curry. They have to bring curry

onto the plane. They can't just eat the

plane food like normal people. They have

to bring a big rucksack with a load of

plastic Tupperware containers full of

curry. Why can't they go one meal without

curry? It's just so weird. Don't they eat

anything else?

It's like Korean people with kimchi, I

guess. Listen, this bloody person.

Listen,

some damn noise.

Wait for it, here comes the door slam.

Here it comes.

Oh my God, why does my door shake when he

closes his door?

What's he saying?

At least some people have girls coming

around. Oh my God,

the whole thing shakes when he closes his

door.

At least they've gone for now.

Yeah, probably gone to get a nice meal in

a restaurant, and then they're gonna come

home, have sex. Some people live life

well. Maybe we can see them walking out.

Let's see if we can see them.

What's happening with the Manchester girl?

She still hasn't messaged me.

Saying that she's coming. I don't know

what's going on. I can't keep asking her,

when you coming? When you coming? When you

coming? So all

I can do is wait, I guess. Maybe she

didn't think I was actually gonna come. I

said I was gonna come, and we've been

chatting since January, I think.

Or was that him? No, he's with

a girl if he's coming out.

No, I don't have any luck on Tinder. I'm

chatting to this Asian girl who lives

nearby,

but she takes ages to reply.

Where are they?

Might get a call girl.

They're not very expensive here, it's like

£100 for an hour. Problem is this

place is a pain to get them because I have

to go down and open the door and then We

need my key to open the elevator door.

I like it when they can just come straight

up, then I don't have to go outside.

So maybe the new place would be like that.

There's too much security here. There's

always a guy sitting downstairs at the

front desk. Just feels kind of intrusive.

Your stream last night was hilarious at

the end. I don't remember what what

happened.

I got to do something on the weekend.

I've been here a week and I haven't even

gone anywhere. I should at least explore a

bit tomorrow. Where should I go?

Do you want a girlfriend in Manchester? I

want a girlfriend anyway.

Not sure how to approach it.

I think people know I'm in Manchester

already, so There's no point keep making

videos about life in Manchester.

Oh, thanks, Raymond.

Video idea: do a review of the call girls

in Manchester. No, that would just make me

seem like a creep. Go out

and pick one up. If only it was so easy.

Well, one good news is my 5x leverage on

Baidu is going pretty well. I'm up about

$25. 5x leverage is

nice because Baidu only went up about 2%,

but because I got 5x, that counts as a

10% gain. So I turned my $200 into

$225 just from a 2.5%

increase. Bit risky

though, because, um, if it drops loads,

then I would have a minus times 5.

So if it dropped 2%, I'd be down 10%.

Am I actively looking for a girlfriend?

Well, I'm on Tinder. What else can I do?

I really gotta take some new photos.

I need to shave. I haven't shaved in a few

Wow, look at the sky.

Yeah, I think the Chinese stocks are at

quite a good discount now because they're

getting wrecked,

but I think they're way oversold.

I finally know what oversold means now. I

remember back in January when I was

chatting to that Algerian girl, she was

asking me what does oversold mean,

and I said I didn't know.

She was nice. We were supposed to meet up

and then she just ghosted me out of

nowhere. Don't even know why.

So many girls ghosted me since January. I

don't know what I did wrong. I don't think

I did anything weird since January.

Yeah, maybe my content's been a bit

boring, but I haven't done anything really

horrible that should make people hate me

since January. I guess becoming boring is

worse than being horrible. That's weird.

Back in 2018-19, I was a massive dickhead

and I was getting loads of attention, but

now I became boring. It seems like that's

a worse fate. So stupid

how it works. Okay, let's do the

cooking bit for my Chef Daniel channel.

Maybe it kind of explains why the nice

guys finish last thing. It's better to be

a massive dickhead and famous than a

really boring, bland person who's got

nothing going on.

It's like Keemstar probably has girls who

are attracted to him. I don't know, I

can't imagine that. There must be— not

girls, women attracted to Keemstar because

of his fame and the attention he gets,

even though he's a massive twat. And then

there's probably like some really boring

guy on YouTube that no one really cares

about, like DanTDM. He never has any

scandals or drama, and he's got Like 30

billion views on YouTube. He's like one of

the biggest YouTubers. No one ever talks

about him. People constantly talking about

James Charles, MrBeast, and RiceGum.

DanTDM blows all of them out of the water

in terms of views. He has like nearly more

views than PewDiePie, and no one ever

talks about him because he never does

anything interesting apart from play

Minecraft. He's so squeaky

clean, like a Blue Peter presenter.

There's no, no dirt you could whip up on

DanTDM. He's like the most boring, bland

person on YouTube.

Is he still playing Minecraft?

Jesus, 18 billion views.

I wonder if Social Repo still

gets girls from his channel even after he

got exposed for cheating.

Wait, we're doing cooking. Stop talking

about non-pizza stuff.

It's really awkward doing it when I

livestream. Like, it's easier when I just

Okay, reset, reset,

reset.

Um, I can't— I'm trying not to laugh now.

It's weird when I try and focus too much.

I don't want to upload a pizza video and

then I'm talking about like social repos

and random nonsense.

Okay, what if I just don't say

Hmm.

I'm getting stage fright now.

Okay, let's just make it.

Maybe I don't really have to say anything.

I don't know, actually. Maybe I just won't

make a video for Chef Daniel.

Ah, fuck, can't decide.

Yeah, I could just mute it and then do a

voiceover and

then just talk about something else.

Okay, yeah, that's a good idea.

Whatever, just mute the stream sound

when I download it. But then

there's no ASMR cooking sounds, like the

plastic. I used to really like that,

and the chopping sounds.

The highlight of my day was going to Aldi,

and I had one social interaction with a

human being. I stepped aside to let a

mother pass by with her pram and And she

said thank you to me.

English people are so polite. Maybe

England is a nice place to live. I feel

like English people are quite nice.

Do do do do do do do.

Look at that noodle of fat.

Do you want to suck on it?

Why is it so hard to cut?

I need to get some cooking scissors.

These hair scissors are not very suitable.

Where should I go tomorrow?

Life is so boring when you don't actually

have any reason to go anywhere.

I need some things to do, like go to the

dentist maybe. Yeah, I could go to the

dentist again. Could go to the optician.

Pretend you went to London. Why?

Problem with Manchester is there's no

really nice big park nearby.

I don't really know where to go for

nature. There's small patches

of green, but they're always full of

people just lying around smoking weed.

Go to a barbershop. Oh, that's so weird

you mentioned that. I had the best dream

ever. It was so weird. So I

was resting my head on a blonde girl's

lap, and for some reason she was shaving

my head with a pair of shavers, giving me

some fade hairstyle. And it felt so nice,

like someone was taking care of me and

caring about me.

It was such a nice dream. And we started

making out and she was like this blonde

girl that I never saw before.

Kind of miss that. It's one of the things

I miss about being in a relationship is

not just sex, but the intimate stuff. But

it's only good when the girl does it for

you. Some girls don't do anything. My

ex-Korean girlfriend was so great. She

used to wash my face and she gave me a

facial and she gave me an exfoliating

scrub. And then she'd get a hot flannel,

massage my face. It felt so good. And then

she would apply lotion and then she would

clean my ears. I don't know why she wanted

to do it. I didn't ask her to do it. She

was just like, Daniel, come here, I will

clean your face. Felt so

relaxing. She was the only— yeah,

I think she's the only woman who ever did

that for me. It's just

nice to be pampered.

Maybe they have some kind of place they do

But yeah, that dream was really nice. It

felt so loving and caring.

I feel like the most exciting part of my

life now is going to sleep and having a

dream. At least I can make my fantasies— I

can realize them in the dream world.

Okay, put the pizza in the oven.

Imagine when that guy comes back.

I go outside and I'm like, eat my pizza,

and I slam it in his face.

That'd be funny.

Oh, this reminds me of Rotterdam. Used to

have a lot of pizza back then.

Okay, fan on, heat on.

Yeah, that should do it. Come back in 10

minutes. Maybe I'll set a timer.

It's just when it finishes, it makes a

horrible sound. Oh geez, I hate that.

It's gonna scare the crap out of me. I'm

gonna forget.

Look at the sky.

I feel

like this is an Elliot Rodger moment. A

beautiful view is wasted when you have to

experience it alone.

What is the point of a beautiful scenery

when there's no girl with you?

Yeah, I really should explore the city a

bit on the weekend. Don't know why I still

haven't done it yet. I've just been

stressed out. Um, looking for apartments

and trying to do my stocks and trying to

get the money for the apartment. I had to

sell some stocks. Decided to close one of

my copy trades because I feel like it's

gone up enough.

He got me a 12% gain since November

last year. I put in $2,400

and I think he got me about $400

gain. So I took out $2,800.

See, that's what I wanted to do. That was

the plan. I was supposed to put money in,

let it grow over time, and then take it

out. And it's grown. It's only worked on

the copy trades because my own picks have

been so bad.

But most of that guy's copy portfolio was,

um, made of FAANG stocks. I feel like

FAANG and Amazon have gone up quite a lot

already, so it's not bad time to take

profits. Take your GoPro

like in Japan and film outside,

but it's just not the same.

What would I film? Just the streets and

people walking around. Who cares about

English people walking around on streets?

I guess it would have been funny if I went

out on the football match and I was in the

crowds and everyone was screaming England.

Maybe I can do it next time because the

finals are coming next, England versus

Italy. I don't know if I have the guts to

do it. It just seems pretty intimidating.

And then everyone's drunk and rowdy.

How long have I been streaming? About 30

minutes now.

That girl I met last weekend, she asked me

if I wanted to watch the finals with her.

I don't know, maybe.

It's not like I have anything else to do.

When I came back from Aldi and I entered

the building, the guy at the reception

said, "Are you okay?" To me. Didn't know

if he was talking to me or not. I nearly

ignored him. I just said, "Yeah," and then

I quickly went to the staircase. What do

you mean, am I okay? Why would I not be

okay? Do I look like I'm not okay?

She posted a pic of you on Reddit. I

didn't think she would post it. It's kind

of weird. She didn't say she posted it.

Very weird, some of these people. I

thought she just wanted to take a picture

to show her friend or something, not Post

it on Reddit.

Why post it on Reddit though? Don't get

Boom boom boom boom.

Said you had a lot of freckles. Yeah, she

did say that. Well, I do,

look,

because I use beauty— I don't know if

you could see it, it depends what the

quality on the web stream, the live stream

is like, but because I use a

beauty skin filter, you don't see the

freckles usually. Some of my photos you

can slightly see them,

and if it's a sunny day they're pretty

visible because they get darker like

freckles do. Apparently that's the whole

point of freckles.

Freckles evolved into a thing

because people were getting sunburnt, and

freckles are like a defense mechanism

prevent you getting so sunburnt. They're

kind of like the pigmentation of black

skin, dark skin. I don't

know why I have them. It's just kind of

weird because I look Asian, but then I

have European— random European features.

Most Asian people don't have freckles.

Most Asian people don't have body odor.

Most Asian people don't have big dick.

It's like all my European features are

very subtle ones, like having freckles.

I've never seen an Asian person with

freckles before.

I don't like freckles. I'd rather have

clearer skin. Some people say it's cute,

so I don't really get that.

Some Asians have a big dick. Not many.

I've watched a lot of J-porn.

Most of them have tiny dicks. Like, the

head of the dick is the same size as the

shaft. My shaft is like 3 times the

size of my head. Like, they put the head

in and it's just like, that's it. It's

like, pop this in. Where's the shaft?

Seen a lot of tiny dicks in my J-porn

viewings. That's why I don't

really like Japanese porn. I want to see a

porn where the guy has a huge dick, not

like a tiny sausage.

Recently I started watching old white guys

banging young-looking white girls.

That's quite hot, but the old

guys always look really gross. They've got

massive stomachs and saggy tits, and

that's the guy.

How can a man have saggy tits?

I can smell— yeah, definitely have to mute

this if I'm gonna make this into a pizza

video. I definitely have to do a

voiceover, get demonetized straight away.

That's the nice thing about Twitch. You

don't have to give a fuck about

demonetization. You can just swear and

talk about sex. You do get ad— you

get ad money on Twitch, but it's very

small compared to YouTube.

It's better than nothing, I guess.

I don't

know what to do. I need to find some kind

of activities to do if I'm gonna live here

for a year. I can't just live like this

for a whole year. I'm gonna go crazy from

isolation and boredom. I need to find some

kind of club. I feel like I really need to

do that. What should I do? Maybe I

can join a Japanese class,

but then it's just gonna be— oh, it's

gonna be full of weebs that might be girls

who are into Asian guys. Hmm,

hatching a plan here. Where can I find

girls who like Asian guys? Maybe In

Asian language classes, I could sign up

for a Korean class, Japanese class, and

Chinese class. Gotta use my looks, my

strengths, to my advantage.

Hmm, where do the weebie

girls accumulate? Hmm.

Oh crap, is it burning? No.

Yeah, maybe I'll Google some Japanese

classes in Manchester. Ah, but what if

they recognize me?

Aren't I too shy for it? Yeah, I am, but I

feel like I really need to get over this

shy thing. Life is just gonna be shit

living like this. How boring is life when

it's just like this? Oh, I'm on my own in

my apartment. No one cares about me or

knows about me. It's just a shit way of

living. I need to get out there again.

Oh, fuck! I knew

it! I fucking knew it!

Jesus fucking Christ!

I knew that was going to happen.

Yeah, it looks pretty cooked. Wait, it's

still cooking. It's just the timer that—

ow, fuck. Yeah,

I need to get back out into the world.

Before I got married, I was very

proactive, going to guest houses, going to

Japan, joining classes, going to language

school. Actually, the Japanese language

school, even though I was against going in

the first place, My dad made me go and he

paid for it. It was actually one of the

best experiences I had in Japan. Made a

lot of friends. They invited me to go out.

We went to karaoke, picnics. Didn't get to

bang any of them. They're all Taiwanese.

But it's an opportunity to

socialize.

I shouldn't have said— I shouldn't have

ignored some of the guys who messaged me.

In Manchester, because maybe that's an

opportunity. Maybe they know someone who's

single.

Oh, I've got such a bad attitude to it.

Maybe I'll Google it now.

Japanese classes

Manchester.

I have to pay for it. I might as well pay

for a call girl.

University of Manchester. Maybe I can sign

up to some course at University of

Manchester. University— get those

university girls.

Courses.

I don't want to get a degree.

It's too much.

Institute of Art.

Get like an artistic goal.

Accounting. You don't want to do financial

stuff, it'll just be full of men. Which

course would have the most amount of

women? Art.

Art and art history and Chinese.

Art history and Japanese.

Oh my god, it's a 4-year course. It'll be

like £50,000.

No, I don't want to do that. Maybe I can

look up some kind of social app like

I don't want to take a degree course. I

just want like a fun course. You just go

for fun, not serious course.

I'm just a program.

What is— what kind of girls, what are the

best kind of girls that go to a certain

type of class? So you go to an art class,

it might be like spiritual hippie kind of

artsy girls. And then you go to a

financial class. I don't think girls are

going to be in business and economic

classes. That's just not what women are

into. It's why the world of finance is

just dominated by men is because that's

what men are into. Women kind of gravitate

towards different things, like social

artsy things.

Damn, seems like a lot of effort just to

I'd like to just find a cool girl that I

find attractive and I feel safe with and

then just keep using her on a regular

basis instead of gambling and then getting

like a different girl every time. Then you

don't know if she's going to be cute or

not. I'd like to just have like a regular

call girl. That would be cool.

It's just annoying because they keep

trying to get you to arrange it through

their manager instead of talking directly

to them. It would just be more like a

girlfriend experience if you could talk

directly to them. You could be like, hey

Sally, can you come over tonight?

Look at that pizzeria,

mamma mia!

Pizzeria in Korea.

How's living alone been? It's been very

nice and peaceful. Yeah, it is nice

to just be able to stream when I want,

eat when I want, not have strangers in my

place. I do miss the garden. I miss Mimo.

I miss the duck. Miss my computer.

Don't know if I have a beer. I've only got

Pizza's raw in the middle. How do you

know? Looks cooked to me. Oh, I got

Thicklits, thank you very much.

Why are you living on your own? Because I

got fed up living with my mum and

I want something new to happen. Nothing— I

feel like nothing's gonna happen back home

and I feel like nothing's gonna happen

now. No one cares I'm in Manchester.

Only one person, one girl messaged me to

meet up. There were 2 others,

but they refused to show me their face,

so I thought, well, if you're not going to

show me your face, then I don't really

I just don't understand why girls message

me and then expect me to come and meet

them and then they don't even want to show

me their face because they're worried that

I won't find them attractive. You know,

if we meet in person, I'm gonna see your

face. Or are you gonna come wearing a

mask? Why hide your face?

It's not like I won't find out what you

look like when we meet. If I don't find

your picture attractive, then when we

meet, I probably won't find you attractive

So if you're not prepared to show me what

you look like, then why waste my time?

Yeah, one girl messaged me and she seemed

like a massive troll. She actually sounded

like Pia. Do you want to hear the voice

messages? I don't know, that seems kind of

weird.

She sounded A bit American too. Like when

she said photo, she said photo, like how

Americans pronounce the T. And then she

refused. She sent me some picture, but she

blurred out her face, and then she

wouldn't show me her face, and she kept

sending me voice messages. Seems like a

Okay, maybe I'll play one.

I still have to work. Whereabouts are you

staying at the moment? I'm in Bedford.

She said, I'm in bed. That wasn't her

location.

No, I don't know. I feel like I might get

in trouble showing Uh,

voice chats.

Her voice sounds a bit dead inside too.

How does your mom find dates but we don't?

Because she's a woman.

Just be a woman. You want a partner?

Just be a woman, bro.

One time I used my ex-girlfriend's

picture. This is how I got banned on

Tinder. I, I was using my ex's

picture. This was 2018, and then I

was just messing around. I got like 5,000

matches in a few days. It's just nuts.

Because guys don't care. They just swipe

right on everyone.

Guys will fuck anything that moves.

Women are like, oh, we have to have same

sense of humor.

We need— he needs to

make me laugh. Oh,

it's so soggy.

I couldn't care less if a girl makes me

laugh or not. Can you imagine rejecting a

girl because, oh, she wasn't very funny?

Daniel, why didn't you like Clarissa? Oh,

she didn't make me laugh and we just

didn't have same political views. I'd be

like, I don't give a shit, let's just

fuck.

Why is it so important for women to make

them laugh. If you want to laugh, watch a

comedian. I'm not bloody comedian, just a

normal person. Oh, that's good.

You want to laugh, watch Jimmy Carr.

Hmm, BM Pizza, very nice.

It's not a bad pizza for 99p.

I messaged this call girl person. They

said, I can send you an amazing blonde.

She is slim, size 6, very open-minded,

and always in the mood.

I like, I like messaging the call girl

people for fun just to see what they say.

And it's never the actual girl. It's

always like a pimp managing them. And then

they'll say, where are you staying?

What's your postcode? What kind of girl

would you like? It's probably a guy.

How do you get that kind of job? Jesus,

I'm embarrassed about what I do for a

living. Can you imagine those people when

they go on dates? Yeah, I'm a pimp. I

manage call girls. What do they say?

Makes what I do seem pretty normal.

I'm in the human trafficking industry.

Imagine what

kind of twist your life must make,

what kind of turn it must twist to where

you end up as a manager of call girls.

How do I get that kind of job? It would be

a pretty nice job.

I remember when I was in Japan and I used

to get them, I had to phone them up and it

was always some Middle-aged sounding

woman.

I always got worried that when you open

the door to let her in, the pimp will be

around the corner and he'll bust in and

then rob you.

I'd always hide my valuables before I let

her in, so I

pull my cash, my wallet I put it in a cup

and then hide it somewhere. Now I put my

iPad under the mattress so

I don't get robbed.

To be honest, I don't really feel like

there's much difference between going on a

date and smashing and then just getting a

call girl. The call girl is more

expensive, but then you cut out all of the

faffing around like going on a date.

It's like paying to skip.

It's like entering a cheat code to skip

ahead in the game, but you have to pay for

it.

It's like in World of Warcraft when you

pay someone to level your character up

because you don't want to do all the

boring bit, you just want to get to level

60 and play PvP.

Do I kiss call girls? I kissed them if

they were cute. Some of them don't let you

But I want more than cereal. I want the

Otherwise, it would be pretty easy to just

be happy from call girls. I don't think

any man feels happy just from living a

life with prostitutes. There's no

intimacy, genuine intimacy.

I still just feel sad and lonely.

I feel like some of them let me kiss them

because they found me attractive.

What do you do if you finish 10 minutes in

but paid 1 hour? Happened a few times when

I finished and there was still half an

hour left. Sometimes they just leave, and

then sometimes— a few times they stayed

and we just chatted. That's how I got the

contact details to that Korean girl. She

didn't message me again after she asked me

for money. She messaged me about a month

ago asking if I could give her some money,

and then she didn't reply to me.

One of them stayed and we talked.

She just asked me things like, what, what

are you doing in Japan? She was chatty.

It was nice messaging her.

A bit disappointed she didn't message me

Wow, I'm only 100 subs away from 109K.

But then my views are as low as

they used to be when I only had 8K

subs. The views I get now

are around the views I used to get when I

had about 10K subs,

even though now I've got the most subs

I've ever had.

It's just weird how tens of thousands of

people can just disappear like that.

100,000 people gone.

Just in a click of a finger.

Don't really know what to do now.

There's only one— no, there's, there's 2

main events that I'm waiting for.

Number one is viewing my apartment, so I

think I'm just gonna get it. It looks

fine. I scouted out the area on Google

Maps. Supermarket's right next to it.

I'll probably

just get that place.

And then the second event is meeting

Manchester Girl.

You're going to lock yourself to a place

for a year? Yeah,

because I don't think Japan's going to

reopen soon, and then living

in a hotel every month, it's just so

expensive,

and I don't have any reason to go anywhere

to a different country.

I'm just worried it's going to be noisy.

All it takes is one annoying neighbor who

keeps slamming doors.

Well, it just takes lousy building

construction, lousy building Um,

design where when the neighbor closes his

door, the whole room shakes.

Yeah, I still haven't met her. I don't

know what's going on with her. Maybe she's

still busy because she just moved in to

her own place. It's been a week.

Just need to give her some time until she

gets settled in her new place, and then

maybe she'll message me saying, hey

Daniel, I'm ready, I finished moving in.

She said, I'll be busy over the next few

days with moving, but hopefully you'll

still be here for a while. Then we can

hang out.

But yeah, I kind of expected to have met

her by now. I've been here a week.

Maybe she has some personal problem going

on.

Oh well, it's like a— it's a gamble,

isn't it? Anytime you go and go somewhere

to meet a girl, nothing's guaranteed.

But if you don't go, then you'll never

know if anything would happen.

Sometimes you just have to, to take a

Am I talking to other girls?

Not really.

There was another girl in Manchester, but

then she got a boyfriend.

Why did my wife leave me? Because I was

not giving her enough attention and

positive emotions, and I was just giving

her negative emotions.

But I decided to walk out. I could have

apologized and I could have said, I'm

sorry, I'm going to delete Discord. I

could have begged and she probably would

have forgiven me, but I took it as an

opportunity to leave because I kind of

really wanted to leave actually after the

Hong Kong guy thing happened. I kind of

started hating her. I just— I

found that unforgivable.

When I block someone, it means I don't

want to have anything to do with them

anymore. And then she forced him— she

forced me to have him back in our lives,

interfering. I was just like, no,

that's the final straw.

Why did I block Casey? Because he's

annoying as fuck. Watch his videos and you

can see why. He's just weird.

He's like the weirdest guy I've ever met.

He's just weird and he's boring, and I

didn't find it fun hanging out with him,

and he kept spamming my messages, so I

just blocked him.

Some people are just so annoying. Like

this, this other guy keeps messaging me,

keeps emailing me. He's this guy that I

sold some nude gay videos to. A couple

years ago. And then he keeps messaging me

saying, Daniel, I want a jerk-off video

now. I'll pay you $100. And I don't

really want to make a jerk-off video now.

I don't like his tone, like ordering me to

do it. So I just ignored him. And he keeps

sending me more— he keeps sending me more

emails like, Daniel, didn't you get my

email? Daniel, why are you not responding?

Daniel, is it so hard just to make a

video? Fuck off.

He sent me like 100 emails demanding

a jerk-off video.

Gmail is really annoying because you can't

block people. How do you block people? I

put him into the spam folder and his name

keeps popping up. If I'm not replying, it

means I'm not Interested, idiot.

Some people just have no clue that if I'm

not replying, it means I'm not interested.

Stop fucking spamming me.

It's so annoying. I am calling it.

Manchester girl is fake. Fake, fake,

fake. Q. No, she's not fake. We were

messaging since 2018, but then I

wasn't really interested at the time,

but we still messaged on and off over the

I just don't really feel like making a

jerk-off video. I don't really feel that

horny, and I don't really feel like

setting up the camera and stuff.

No, she's not fake.

The Hong Kong guy was just really

irritating. She kept trying to invite me

to restaurants.

I think Chihiro just pitied him because I

used him for views, then I blocked him.

You jack off every day? Yeah, but I need

to be in the mood, and I'm usually in the

mood when I'm in bed and the lights are

off and I'm about to sleep. I don't really

feel in the mood during the day, and then

having to set the camera up and then it

just kind of ruins it.

It's hard to get in the mood in that

situation.

I just thought I'd make a couple videos

with him because people kept going on

about how I should make a friend. And then

I did the sex doll thing, and I thought

it'd be fun if we did it together. But the

views were just kind of shit. People

didn't really care. I didn't really feel

like we clicked as friends.

How's the portfolio doing? It's just flat.

The whole week has been shit. Wednesday

was like massive crash, and then Thursday,

Friday it recovered, so it's not

really going anywhere.

This whole week has just been a complete

The only good trade I made was Baidu. I

put $200 on Baidu with a 5x leverage.

I got Baidu at 176. That's pretty

low. Last time it was 176 was last year

in autumn.

So I think I'm just gonna hold on to it

for a few weeks because if Baidu gets back

to— Jesus, I'd make so much money if Baidu

gets back to $200.

So $176 plus 2.7%

is $180. So $176 plus 20%— no,

I don't think it'll go up 20%. Sooner. It

would be $176 plus 17% would

get— no, 15%.

Yeah,

back to $202.

So that's a 15% gain, but because I've got

5x leverage, I'd have like a 75% gain.

So 75% of $200, I'd get like

$150 So

if Baidu goes up 15%,

that's actually 75% gain

on my $200. It'll be a $150 gain just

from investing $200 at 5x.

Damn, that'd be crazy. Making nearly 100%

gain just from a $200 investment.

If it goes down, then I'd be minus 5x.

If it goes— let's say it goes down to

$150. Come on, it's not going to go down

to $150. How'd you do that? So if it loses

minus 20%, I don't know, it wouldn't, it

wouldn't go down to $140. Come on. I'd say

it could lose 10%. It would

just be 10 times 5. I'd lose 50% of the

$200. I'd lose $100.

Let me check.

Yeah, look at this. I got Baidu.

I opened at 176. I've got current gain

of 12.6%, even though it's only gone up

about 3%.

3 times 5 is 15. I should have 15% gain,

but I think eToro takes a fee, takes a

cut. I got 5x leverage.

What do I think would happen to crypto? I

feel like it's going to drop more before

it starts going up again. Daniel, what do

you think will happen with crypto? It

seems to be going in a straight line.

Yeah, it's going in a Look at these trend

lines I drew. It's stuck in these, in this

channel. It's just slowly sliding down.

Descending channel is usually a bearish

sign. Descending channel is a— says

descending channel patterns are short-term

bearish. But they often form

within longer-term uptrends as

continuation patterns.

So it needs to break out of

the resistance line.

Look, this red line, it has to break above

it and stay above it, but it keeps

bouncing off it.

Look, it's hit the red line 5 times now

since June. Look at that.

Look, bounces off it, bounces off,

bounces off, bounces off.

So I don't know, I feel like selling my

Bitcoin mining slots or cutting it down a

bit.

People are saying it's going to drop down

to $20K first and then it's going to

continue going back up.

It's just a risk because if I sell now,

what if it goes up and then I miss out on

gains?

Come on, Baidu. Look at Baidu.

I bought in here at this trench and

it's gone up this much.

Baidu. That'd be nice to make $100,

but nothing else is really moving much.

Yeah, kind of boring stock market. It's

not doing anything. I thought

July was supposed to be a good month.

Maybe we already had the good month in

June. I feel a

bit nervous. Because I need the money if

I'm gonna get an apartment. I need to free

up about $6,000

to secure the apartment for 6 months, and

then 4 months later I need to get another

$6,000 for the remaining 6 months.

So I can't really have all my money in

stocks now.

Didn't you just move into this apartment?

This one's— I'm not renting it as an

apartment, I'm renting it as a service

department. And I just extended my stay

by 2 weeks and it cost me £1,940 because

I needed extra time to look for a place.

I was hoping to bring the girl here.

I chose a really nice place because I

wanted to impress the girl and give her a

nice time. We could have sat on the sofa,

enjoyed the view, but it seems like she

doesn't want to come straight away.

The new apartment's nearby here. It's

just— where is it? I think it's that

way. It's just about 5 minutes walk away,

so it's in the same block,

but I'm not sure about the view. I think

the windows are pretty crap,

but then to get a place with a nice view

is pretty expensive. You have to pay 1,000

or 900 a month.

It's kind of weird you can't access the

entrance door from here. Usually in

apartments there's a doorbell.

Oh, what's this?

The fuck? Okay, I'm stupid.

What if someone picks up?

I don't know how it works.

How does it work?

Oh, I didn't know this was

here.

So that's the camera to the entrance. I

can open the door. Maybe I get call girl

tonight. Hmm,

should I?

I didn't even notice this was here. I

thought I had to go down. What's this

video thing?

So I can actually contact the guy. I don't

know what concierge means.

Settings. Oh, I need to find

sound installer name messages.

Help.

Back. Event log.

No messages. Interesting,

interesting, interesting. Okay, I need to

So I can open the door from here, but then

when you come up from the elevator, the

doors are locked and you need the key to

open the doors. So how do I let her— I

guess I'd have to go to the elevator room.

The, um, the pimp, he said it's £100 for

an hour and then £600 to stay

He recommended this girl. She's 23,

she weighs 49 kg, and she's 164 cm.

And you can do dinner date, £400.

First hour, £100. £100 is pretty

good. It's like $130. I was paying $250

in Korea.

Yeah, it's like $130, $140.

I wonder what overnight is like. How many

hours until morning? 8 hours.

I wonder how much sex I could have in 8

hours. I think I could maybe have 4

times, probably 4 times in 8 hours.

I hate it when they're fat. I want a slim

one. I got so many fat ones in Japan,

got to the point where I had to request a

non-fat girl to come.

But I said blonde. This one's brunette.

Maybe she's blonde now.

I just never tried it with a blonde girl

before. So I asked for a blonde girl and

he sent me a link and then she's not

I don't know, seems like quite a lot of

money. £100.

Should I? I don't

know. I don't feel that— I don't feel that

desperate yet. I don't feel like

I want it that much yet.

Yeah, £100 is not bad. It's a pretty good

price. In Japan, in Tobu to Shinchi, it

was 100 and— no,

it's ¥15,000, which is $150,

and you only get 20 minutes.

And that was in-call.

And then in Korea, it was like $250 for

out-call. Hmm.

Yeah, I guess if you just— if all else

fails in your life, then you should be

able to afford £100 a month. You can

always rely on call girls, I guess.

There's hope for us yet.

Don't have to be an incel.

£600 though for overnight.

I don't know what that's like. What if she

rubs you in the middle of the night?

Maybe I'll consider it if I get completely

ghosted by the Manchester girl.

Got to look presentable. I might

have a bath tonight because I skipped it

yesterday. Streamed too long yesterday.

Just do one hour. Yeah, sounds good.

This is life as an adult. I'm an adult

now. It's funny, it took me until the age