very stressful day -(

What a What

a day. What a day.

Oh my God.

So if you saw my cooking video, you

probably know why I'm stressed. I nearly

set the place on fire. I thought the

fire brigade was gonna bust down my door.

Oh, the bloody smoke alarm. I was trying

to cook a burger and then the stupid

frying pan just started going black,

and it all happened in like 5 seconds

before I could even switch. I could smell

smoke and I was like, oh crap, better

lower the heat. So I lowered the heat and

then the stupid fire alarm started going

off, and then I Just switched off the

whole thing, and then I quickly opened the

window, put the fan on.

I'm never using that frying pan ever

again. It's the stupidest frying pan I've

ever had. Why was it going black?

I just— I put oil in it, and then I put a

burger in it, and then half the pan

started going all black.

And then the fire alarm was going off for

like 5 minutes. It felt like it was going

off for ages, and it was so loud.

My ears— I was going deaf. I couldn't

hear for like half an hour afterwards. My

ears were ringing.

And then I thought someone was gonna come

and I'd get in trouble.

What a disaster.

Never ever frying anything with that pan.

It's a stupid stainless steel pan that's

got no stick.

Yeah, there's sirens going off all day for

some reason. Ambulances.

It's finally quiet now.

But yeah, today kind of sucked. And then

people kept knocking my door. Stupid house

cleaning. They, they just try and come

in. They don't even knock.

And I had a feeling that might happen, so

I put the chain on the door. There's no

lock. You can't lock the door from the

inside. I don't know how to do it.

You can lift the handle up, but then you

can still just open it from the outside

because it's not locked. And there's

this metal thing here where the key goes,

but how do you— oh,

oh, so that's how you do it. Well, I put

the chain here because I didn't realize

you could do that. They,

they kept trying to come in.

Um, so then they started knocking on the

door, so I had to answer the stupid thing.

And they said house cleaning. I said no

thanks. And then they came back again,

this time a different man. He said, uh,

your house cleaning scheduled for this

week. I said I don't need house cleaning.

If I've locked the door, it means I'm

here. It means I don't want cleaning. I

don't want you to come in here and then

start cleaning whilst I'm in here,

obviously. What do they think, I'm gonna

sit here whilst they go around cleaning?

What's there to clean? I've only been here

a few days. Clean what?

So they kept bothering me. It was really

annoying. I hate being bothered. I just

want to live in peace without stupid

people annoying me. It's why I moved out

from my mum's house.

And I've only got a few days left here and

I haven't met the girl yet. So I'm

thinking of either messaging this place

and then asking if I can extend my stay,

which says on that piece of paper I can do

that, but it's kind of expensive here.

So for another 10 days it would be about

£600-£700. So I phoned the

real estate agent yesterday because

they've actually got this apartment

available, and I

asked if I could rent the place, and they

said if you make— you have to pass like an

income test to show that you make 26K a

year, which I don't. So I said I don't

make 26K a year, so he said well then you

would have to pay 6 rent 6 months' rent in

advance and then you can rent the place.

So I said, okay, that sounds good. So the

6— I've been doing a lot of planning

Fuck, now I tore my plan.

So it says, um,

I would have to pay ¥6,259 upfront

Because that's 6 months of rent at £875

plus deposit, which is £1,000.

So I would have to just whip out £6K out

of my— I have to sell some stocks, I

guess, to free up the money, which I don't

really want to do, to be honest. And then

I didn't realize that £875 is just the

rent, so I asked if bills are included.

He said no. So I also have to pay council

tax Which I didn't think I'd have to, but

apparently I do. So I have to pay £133 a

month council tax, and then I don't know

how much bills would be. I guess I have to

sort all that out myself, like, uh,

signing up to like an electric provider

and then the water thing, and then I have

to find out how to do that. I've never

done that before. And then that could be

£150 a month or maybe £200 a month even.

So then you add all that together, the

rent would probably come to ¥1,200 a

month. And then I probably won't

get the deposit back because they probably

want me to sign a 1-year contract, and I

don't think I'm gonna be here for a year.

Surely Japan's gonna be open again next

year this time. I just don't see myself

living here for a whole year, so I'll

probably have to break the contract, and

then they won't give me my deposit back.

So you might as well include the deposit

into the rent, which depends how long

I stay here. So if I only stay here for 4

months, then it would be like £250 added

on top of this because you divide the

£1,000 rent by 4 months and then add it on

to each month. And then that would make

the rent like £1,400, £1,500. And then

at that point I feel like, well, that's

not really that much cheaper than just

staying in a hotel, is it?

Can you find a place where you sign 6

months? I looked for short-term places and

there's only 2 places and they look

rubbish, so I don't know what to

do really. The cheapest

option would be to like live in a hotel

for £500 every 2 weeks,

or rent like one of these apartments would

cost £2,000 a month.

But then I don't know how long I'm staying

here. It's so frustrating, all this. I

don't know what to do with my fucking

life. That's the problem.

I just have no idea what's going to happen

in the future. What if Japan reopens at

the end of this year? What if Japan

doesn't reopen until end of next year?

What if I want to go and meet a girl in a

different country?

Is furniture included? Yeah, I think so.

They all have the same furniture,

but I don't know if they provide all this.

I don't know if the hotel I'm staying in

has provided all this or if this comes

with the apartment by default. And then I

don't know if I have to set up all the

electricity. And the water stuff myself.

Sorry, I just— I can't make my mind up.

Look, so if I stayed here, I would have to

first pay £6,000 upfront for

6 months. And then every month I'd have to

pay about £300 for

bills every month.

And then after 6 months I'd have to pay

another £5,000,

um, which would

be fine if I was planning to live here for

like a year or more, but I don't know if I

would want to stay here for a year.

Then a hotel— hotel would

be— you can get a really cheap hotel,

just about ¥500 a month, but then it's

like a really tiny room. It's probably

going to be the same size as that bedroom,

so it'd be like, oh, I'm just in this room

all the time. It'll probably just be like

this big And

then I wouldn't be able to do cooking,

which I don't really care anymore. I don't

want to do cooking. Sick and tired of it.

It always tastes disgusting and then it

makes a big mess.

So if I lived in a hotel, I don't know

what to eat. Probably just go to a

convenience store and then buy it. I'd

need a microwave at least, won't I? I

can't eat at restaurants or get Uber Eats

every day. It's expensive.

I just want somewhere that's affordable to

live where I've got peace and quiet and I

don't have people nagging me and it's

stress-free and I can live my life without

disturbances.

There's hotels with kitchenettes.

Yeah, I could add the filter, filter for

places with microwaves. If I had a

microwave, I think it'd be fine because I

need a mini fridge as well to buy ham,

and then I can make a sandwich.

And then nothing happened in the stock

market today. It was just completely

rubbish. Just completely flat.

Nothing went up at

all. Didn't make anything. And it's

already the first week of July is over.

And I had a quota, a goal of making £1,000

a month. I've made nothing so far in July.

And then my YouTube channel is dead. My

last video didn't even get 4K views in a

day. I'm so fucked

I have no idea what to do for content. No

one gives a shit about Manchester.

My new Bitcoin video didn't take off in

the search results.

There's no drama.

I don't know what to do.

I could liquidate my copy trades because

I'm up like 20-30% on my copy trades. It

wouldn't be bad to sell those. I could

free up 6K, pay for 6 months

rent up front. And then I'd only have to

worry about paying a couple hundred a

month for the bills. And then I have this

whole place to myself for 6 months at

least. And then I have to figure out stuff

like, does anyone know how to do that

stuff? If you move into an

apartment, how do you sort out the

electricity and the water bills? I assume

it's already connected,

isn't it? Wouldn't it all just be already

The whole building should be plugged in.

And then how expensive is it? Because I,

I'm at home all day, every day. So I'm

using the electricity all day. I'm not

like a normal person where they turn

everything off and they go to work and

they're not even at home for half the day.

I'm literally here 24 hours a day.

And then if I want to move, I have to

cancel everything. I have to end the

contract living here. I've got to stop The

debit payments to the electric place and

the water place, and then the council tax

thing—it just seems like a lot of hassle.

If I just wanted to get up and go,

I don't know. It is the most affordable

option because look, I could get

two weeks in apartment hotel for one

thousand one hundred, so that would end up

being about two thousand two hundred for a

month. But then everything's provided for

me. I don't have to buy any furniture or

things. All the bills are included. I can

just run hot baths all day long.

Um, but if I rent the place, I kind of

have to manage all of the electric

usage, and then there's probably no

internet either. I don't really care

because I've got unlimited 5G data.

£6K doesn't seem like a lot though. Like,

you just pay that one big lump sum and

then you're good for 6 months.

But then I don't even know if I'm gonna be

here for 6 months. Maybe I'll just go to

Germany. I was looking at Germany and

they've got apartment hotels like this and

they're way cheaper than Manchester. You

can get a good apartment hotel in Berlin

near Tiergarten for like £1,700,

£1,600, and then Manchester

Airport is really close, and then it's

just like a £100 plane ticket to Berlin.

Yeah, and I think Germany is also easing

borders. I, I don't know why Berlin is so

much cheaper than England. Why is England

so damn expensive? As if it's so special.

Nothing's that special about Manchester,

and it's still way more expensive than

Berlin. It's cheaper than London, but

still, Berlin's way cheaper than

Manchester. Tiergarten is like

the London version of Hyde Park, and it's

way better than Hyde Park. And you can get

apartment hotels around Tiergarten For

way cheaper than this place.

Why do I want to go to Germany? Because

it's cheap and it's nice and I've been

I can stay in EU for 3 months now. Stupid

Brexit. All those stupid people who voted

for Brexit. Thanks so much. Now I can only

stay 3 months, so I could probably

stay in Berlin for 3 months, and then

what? Where do I go next?

Did I vote to remain? I didn't vote

because I was married in Japan at the

Uh, so you know the most annoying thing

about being alive is finding somewhere to

be.

It's like the biggest, the biggest hurdle

in life is just finding somewhere to exist

that isn't in some shithole surrounded by

idiots. Why can't I just store my body in

a locker and then upload my consciousness

to the internet?

And then it all depends on this girl, I

guess. I haven't met her yet because she

said she's busy because she's also moving

places. I thought she'd be moved in by

now, but she only moved in a couple days

ago, so hopefully I can

meet her this week. And then I don't know

if I'm gonna like her. Maybe I won't.

If I do like her, then it'll be make it

easier to decide if I want to stay. If I

don't like her, then I'll probably stay

anyway because I don't know where else to

I might as well just stay here even if I

don't like her because I don't have

anything else to do, do I? Where, where

else should I go?

I don't want to go back home. I guess I

should just rent this place then. If I— I

don't know, what about

I don't know what to do with

my life. Why can't Japan Fucking reopen.

How long does it take for them to fucking

vaccinate?

I need Japanese pussy.

Getting withdrawal symptoms.

The hell? Why did the TV turn on? That's

weird. What? It just

turned itself off. What?

Oh,

I just want a safe, quiet place where I

can do

my things, stare at my stocks going up and

Okay, what to do, what to do?

Let me look at Germany.

Back to Tiergarten.

Look, if I do 30 nights in

Berlin Berlin

search.

Oh look, it's that hotel I stayed at last

year, that really tiny room. Pension

Bernstein. That place was so shit.

Apartments. Uh,

look, it's Tiergarten. I want to stay near

Tiergarten because I want to walk around.

Um, studio.

Now look at this place, €1,600 a month.

It even looks Japanese-y for some reason.

It's in Berlin. Look, it's like a

Japanese-style room. €1,600 studio

apartment near Berlin— I mean, in Berlin.

Or, or, dunno.

AMC Apartments. Why is it called

AMC?

That is $1,700 for a studio apartment.

Look at that. £1,700 for

this. It's got a kitchen, washing machine.

See, Germany's good.

If I look at Manchester, um,

it's usually about £1,000 for 2 weeks, so

it's like £2,000 for 1 month,

probably more.

I just hate being tied down with this

stupid apartment contract,

and I hate having— I don't know, on one

hand it's nice being responsible, but then

on the other hand I don't really want to

be responsible for it.

Why is it so hard to figure out what you

want to do with your life?

Do you think I should— what do you think I

should do? Just rent this place?

If I rent this place, including tax

and bills for 6 months, it will come to a

total of £8,000.

But then the equivalent in an apartment

hotel would be £13K for the same 6 months.

8,000 for 6 months.

How did it get so expensive? I got all

excited because it said 875 a month for

rent, and then I didn't realize we had to

pay other stuff like bloody council tax.

I thought the owner of the building has to

pay that. Why do I have to pay that? I

don't own the place.

And then I guess bills, you have to think

about that. How much are bills for

a 1-bedroom apartment like this? How much

do you think the bills would be for a

I did an internet search, it said about

£200,

but maybe it'd be more for me because I'm

not exactly the average person. The

average person goes out and spends about

10 hours a day at work.

I don't.

So it might be more than 200.

Well,

maybe I should meet this girl first.

Maybe if we like each other, I could just

move in with her. And then not pay

anything. I don't know, maybe she doesn't

want to live with me.

She only just moved into her new place.

Maybe she would really like me and then

she'll say, you can stay with me. Then I

won't even have to worry.

Maybe I— oh, I don't know what to do.

Should have booked this place longer. Now

I have to contact them to extend it, but

then how do I pay for it? Are they gonna

come here and charge me, or do I charge it

She just seems a bit busy right now,

moving, getting settled,

so I don't want to be a bother.

I guess even with all these bills and

stuff, the apartment— renting the

apartment would still be the cheapest

This is wrong because

I would have to add the deposit into the

rent because I don't think I'm gonna get

the deposit back. Am I really gonna live

here for a whole year? I don't know about

that.

But then I don't know how long I'd stay

here. It might be 4 months, it might be 2

months. If I stayed for 2 months, it would

totally not be worth it staying here.

It's only worth it the longer I stay.

It's definitely going to be a 12-month

contract.

What happens if I, I end— I try to end the

contracts before 1 year ends? Would they

pay me like a fine? Would they make me pay

You can get Airbnbs for 1K a month in

Manchester. I'm banned on Airbnb.

Manchester. If I look for hotel,

29 days.

Jesus, the place I'm staying at would be

2,800. To book for 29

days.

2,500. This place looks rubbish. I looked

at the pictures. 1,600.

One of the reviews said— oh, fucking hell.

Jesus fucking stupid fucking door.

I hate when that happens.

Every time it scares the crap out of me.

Fucking idiot.

How loudly do you want to— that's one

thing I don't like about this place. It's

so loud when they open and close doors.

I hate loud sounds.

It just gives me like an adrenaline spike

that I really don't like.

What about this place? City Central Kind

Rooms, ¥1,300 for a month.

Looks okay.

Looks alright.

No kitchen though. How am I gonna make

food?

215 feet.

I think this place is 400, 450 feet.

I don't want to live in a hotel. It's just

really depressing. But I could get away

with it. This place is ¥1,100 for a month,

but it's just a bedroom. I'd just be

sitting on the bed all day long.

What's wrong with the current place? It's

just a bit expensive. It would be over

£2,000 a month.

If only my channel wasn't dead, I wouldn't

have to worry so much.

Why Twitch recommends this channel?

Because it's the best channel on Twitch,

stupid,

and Twitch knows it.

Uh, living in a hotel is Depressing and

expensive.

Okay, filter apartments.

2,500 a month.

Ah, it's too expensive.

The only option is to rent this place.

I just discovered this channel. What's the

whole travel thing about? Well,

basically, I ran away from my mum's

home because she's annoying. And now I'm

in Manchester to meet a girl, but I

haven't met her yet. And then I'm trying

to figure out if I want to live in a hotel

or an apartment hotel or rent,

rent an apartment. I'm currently staying

in this hotel apartment, which is

too expensive to live in as a hotel, but

then I could rent it as an apartment for

Around £1,200 including bills.

And they said I have to pay 6 months' rent

upfront, so that would be plus deposit,

so that'd be about £6,200 I'd have

to pay all at once. And then every month

I'd have to pay a couple hundred for

council tax and bills.

Go places not in the city center. I looked

outside this city center and yeah,

there's places a couple hundred pounds

cheaper, but it's not a huge difference.

And then it's in a shit area with nothing

around, and they're all in like these

houses. I want to live in a big high-rise

building with a nice view, not, not a

brick house.

And then if I get bored, I can just walk

into the city centre. If I lived on the

outskirts of Manchester, there'd be

and then I'd have to get the train into

the city centre, which I'm too lazy to.

Hmm,

hope you FaceTimed the girl. Yeah, we did

video chat before, but we didn't really

chat. We just had like phone sex.

So I don't even have £6,000 free right

now because I put all my money into the

stock market. I would have to sell some

stocks. Today is not— right now is not a

good time to do selling. Market's been

down a bit.

I think I'd probably close my copy trades

because They've made some good gains.

I'd rather sell my portfolios that are in

the green instead of selling stuff at a

loss.

If only I had my profits from earlier this

year. I had like £12,000—

no, I'd had like £20,000 in profits.

Before February. That would have been very

useful right now.

So the lazy expensive option would be to

live in a hotel apartment.

And then the lazy depressing option would

be to live in a coffin room hotel. And

then the affordable hard

work option would be to rent an apartment.

What do you think is good?

I don't know. I really

like this apartment though, it's nice.

Stop opening and slamming the fucking

door.

I like this room because look, I can walk

around in circles when I'm thinking.

How can they design a building so when

someone shuts one door, the whole place

rattles? It's quite a new building as

well. You'd think architects would know

how to avoid it. How much

per month is this place? This place is 875

a month, but then you add on council tax,

which is 130, and then you add on bills,

which would be 200. Uh, it's more like

1,200 a month,

but that's still way cheaper than living

in a hotel. Living in a hotel would cost

you like 2,000 a month. Even with all the

bills included, this place is half the

price of living in the hotel place.

So I guess it would make sense to just

live here, wouldn't it? Just, I'm so lazy.

How do I even— I guess I have to phone

them again, say I want to rent the place,

and then I have to go down and meet them

and then sign a contract and then send

them the money, and then place is mine.

Is Is it really that easy? I've never

rented my own place before. I always had

Chihiro did it before when I was married.

I didn't have a shower today, so my hair

doesn't look nice.

Sorry about that.

It is nice and quiet apart from when

people open the doors, which doesn't

really happen much. It happens a couple

times in the evening.

Did I ask about income requirements?

Yeah, they said you have to either prove

you make $26K a year or you have to pay 6

months' rent in advance. So I said I'd

like to do the 6 months in advance thing,

and he said, yeah, then you can rent it.

I said, I don't have a traditional job,

but I feel confident I can pay for it,

but I don't make 26K a year. Why'd you

have to make 26K a year? 26K a

year is way too much. You could afford

living here if you made 15K.

I guess the feeling would be different if

I felt like I was living here instead of

just staying here, because then I'd

feel more like I'm here long term, and

then I can relax a little, not panic. And

then I've got 6 months of the rent paid

for out the way. I don't have to worry

about it for the next 6 months. But then I

have to make another $6K within 6 months,

which shouldn't be too hard. In June I

made like $2K. Depends. My income is

so dependent on whether people click

my videos, whether people donate on my

streams, whether my stocks are going up.

Everything is so up and down all the time.

March, April— March and April were really

bad. I didn't make any money on the stock

If you had a job, you'd have stable

income. Yeah, but then I would fail my

life goal, which is to not get a job.

And then I might as well just fuck myself.

Don't want to get a job, that's lame. I

want to be internet famous guy, stock

trader pro. Buy my course,

10% coupon.

When is your life goal considered

accomplished? Yeah, when I die, I guess.

When I'm dying and I lived my whole life

without needing a job, I'd be like,

didn't need to get a job, suckers.

Suck it, wage slaves.

Just buy Ethereum. Yeah, I got 1,000 in in

Ethereum. I sold a little bit because it

was pumping hard. I thought, oh crap,

it's going to drop again, so I sold a

couple hundred Ethereum.

Maybe I'll

phone the real estate. Oh, I need to sell

my shares and then transfer the money back

into my account, which could take a few

days. How do I have to pay the money

straight away, or do they give me a time

limit? Like, can you pay this by the end

of next week?

And then I have to buy stuff, don't I? I

mean, that could be fun. I could buy

frying pans, get my own knife.

Little knife for you.

Oh yeah, my new shopping. I got burgers.

I got duck burger, which is weird,

but now I'm scared. If you watch my last

cooking video, I got this wagyu burger.

Just tastes like a normal burger. Uh,

oh, I need to eat. I think I bought too

much food. I've got this pork still as

well. Look at that fat. I don't really

want it. Fed up cooking.

Everything I make just tastes horrible.

Um, might have an apple.

Okay, I feel like I've decided I want to

rent the place. That is really the most

affordable, logical choice, isn't it?

Even if I don't get the deposit back.

It's still way cheaper than living in a

hotel. It's really depressing

living in a hotel. I don't know if you've

tried it, because you

don't have to do anything, and you might

think, oh, that sounds great, but it's

actually depressing not having to do

anything. I like preparing meals and doing

laundry and doing cleaning. I did the

laundry today and it was nice. Gave me

something to do. I felt productive.

Assuming you get approved for rent. He

said— I phoned him yesterday. He said if

you pay 6 months rent in advance, then

yeah, you can rent it. I asked what are

the requirements for renting it. He said

either prove you can— you make $26K a year

or pay 6 months in advance.

When you're in a hotel, you don't have

anything to do. You don't have to clean

the place. You can't do laundry.

You can't do cooking. You end up just

sitting there on the bed masturbating.

Renting in Manchester. Yeah, I'd probably

rent here. I don't see any reason to go

elsewhere.

What are you doing here? Seems boring.

You only have a TV. Well, I'm trying to

figure out what to do with my life most of

the day. Don't even want to play games

because I'm trying to think about things.

Yeah, hotels are not designed for people

to stay in it all day. They're designed

for visitors who come here to travel and

stuff. But I need a sofa and a chair. I

don't want to sit on the bed all day. I

need some space to pace around.

I really want an apartment.

Yeah, I would love to be able to get a

gaming laptop. That would make me feel

more at home, but I just don't feel like

I'm in the place. I'm not in the right

place to do it.

Mentally, this whole table shakes.

I gotta think of videos to make too.

I'm trying to jump on the whole Bitcoin

crypto craze, but it's not really taking

off.

I heard Chihiro deleted her Discord

server. I told her it would be not a

good idea to make a Discord, and all the

people in Discord, a bunch of weirdo

idiots.

But no, she doesn't listen.

Had that big argument over nothing.

She made me upset over nothing just to get

a stupid Discord server.

And then she's not even making new videos

anymore. Where's her new video?

See, it's not easy to do YouTube. People

just give up if they don't get success

straight away. You need to stick to it for

years unless you're really good at

SEO and really good at clickbaiting.

Everyone gave up. Pia, Shinon,

and Casey.

Maybe I'll copy that, a Saggy's Life girl.

She got half a million views doing brand

names you mispronounce.

She overtook me now as well. 111K subs.

111. Funny,

I'm seeing the 111 number everywhere now.

She kept saying, I want Discord to, to

help grow my channel. Do you really want

to grow your channel using a bunch of

idiot, retard, edgy kids?

They're like the worst people you want on

your channel.

I don't know why it took us such a long

time to realize that these are not normal

adults, like normal respectful people.

They're just a bunch of stupid kids and

teenagers you find on 4chan. Why would you

give a shit what any of them say or think?

Imagine actually caring what 4chan trolls

think.

But nope, no one ever listens to me. Same

with Mila. Oh no, the people don't like

me. What do you mean, the 4chan trolls?

Who gives a fuck? They're trolling,

or they're idiots, or they're just losers

on the internet. Oh, such a big loss,

4chan trolls don't like me.

You know, they're all like 15-year-old

kids who play Call of Duty all day long,

calling each other the N-word and retard.

Oh no, people calling me mean things.

They're not people, they're stupid

internet trolls.

Like, they thought they were actual

people, as in people who exist in the real

world who are normal.

Why don't people understand that?

I kept saying that to Chihiro over and

over. Why do you care what they think?

They're just people on the internet.

So what do we do now?

I just feel nervous about booking— I mean,

renting this place. Because it kind of

ties me down, doesn't it?

It's hard to just get up and leave.

Oh, I don't know now.

I have to set up all the electric stuff.

How do you even do that?

Because there's all this stuff inside this

cupboard,

all this electrical stuff. I don't

know if that was already here or if the

people who bought this place set that up

themselves. So do I have to set that up

myself unless

it's already set up?

I should have asked them on the phone,

like, do I have to set up the electricity

and water?

I'm guessing I have to set up like a

direct debit payment to the electric

company, but then if I want to leave, I

have to phone them up to cancel it, don't

And then moving out would be a big pain as

well because then I have to let the real

estate agent know, and then— ah,

it's so complicated. I've never rented a

place before. I don't know

how it works. It was easy in

Rotterdam when I rented that place because

they gave me like a fixed

bill that was included in the rent. They

said, we'll just make it €1,200, bills

included.

Yeah, I did rent in Rotterdam, but that

was kind of different.

I don't know why it was different. Maybe I

should just go for it and then see how it

goes, you know, jump in with both feet.

I mean, it would take a lot of stress off

my mind if I just had a stable place to

live in that wasn't $2,000 a month.

I don't think I can make $2,000 a month.

At most, I'll probably make $1K a month on

YouTube and then probably $500 on

OnlyFans. And then maybe— I

don't know how much I can make on stocks.

It's always different. It's too

unpredictable. I can't make a stable

income on stocks. The whole market can

go down and then you won't make anything

for months, maybe.

Maybe I should do it tomorrow.

Maybe I'll message the girl, see if she

wants to meet soon.

Hey, how are things going?

Smiley face.

Is it true you had 17K in gains?

I probably had— no, I had less. I had

about 12K, but then I also— I'm still down

about 8K of my initial investment. So in

total, from my peak, I dropped 20K.

Having 20K would be so nice right now.

I would keep doing monthly if I was you,

but then that's like 2K a month.

I'm gonna get wrecked financially.

2K a month, that's like $3,500,

isn't it? Jesus.

£2,000 in dollars.

Oh, it's only $2,700. It's not

as many dollars as I thought.

$2,700.

Can I make that every month? I only make

about $1,000 on YouTube now.

Oh, why did my YouTube have to die?

Bloody fickle YouTube audience. I need

some new topics that I can get trending,

or at least get some views in the search

results.

What if my channel dies even more?

I don't think it would.

It's already pretty dead.

Just need to clickbait more and then do

more trending stuff. Like the Simon and

Martina video was a great idea. It has 40K

views now. And then the Bitcoin stuff did

really well too. Money-wise, not

view-wise.

£2,700 a month.

Then I could just live in hotel

apartments.

£1,200 a month would be easy to make if

I just rented this place.

I'm leaning towards renting.

Rent a cheaper place. But I want

to stay here.

There's cheaper places, I guess, further

out.

But then won't the cheaper places be full

of smelly, loud people?

Who do drugs.

The main areas outside are Stockport,

Bolton,

Wigan. What about Liverpool?

Uh, Liverpool looks rubbish.

Stoke-on-Trent.

I like this place because there's no

sense— there's no presence of other

people. I feel like I'm all alone,

isolated, which is nice, but I can still

see people out the window, so I don't feel

like I'm all alone.

I don't want to live in like a council

area. Where it's full of packs of kids

roaming around, smelly teenagers doing

drugs, families shouting at each other.

It's really nice here because it— I feel

isolated, which is what I want.

I can definitely pay the rent.

How much is it? £1,200. I reckon it'll

be about £1,200

in dollars. Pounds.

$1.38.

£1,200 in dollars.

$1,600. That's easy to make.

And I feel like now July could be a good

time to sell some stocks because

they've had a big run-up in June. Maybe a

pullback's coming.

Can I make $10K a month? No, I wish.

Most I ever made a month was probably $4K,

but only— that only lasted a few months

back in 2018.

Well, wow, look at this sky.

Sky always looks weird. Yesterday the

sun was setting and there were only a few

clouds and they all highlighted yellow.

It looked like the sky was on fire.

Why live in Manchester? Where, where

should I live? Don't know where to live.

I need a sexy MILF girlfriend who has her

own house. Ah, life in

Japan was so much easier.

Only had to give Chihiro about $400 rent.

Make a list of things you want in an

apartment. This, this is perfect. It's got

everything I want. Quiet, good view,

isolated. It's not in the center, so

there's not crowds of people walking

around. It's like on the edge of the

center. I think I'll

just rent this place.

Yeah, maybe I'll phone them tomorrow.

I want to be high up as well so I can look

down at the peasants on the ground.

But then, I don't know.

I only like this room because it's on the

corner of the building. There's no rooms

on this side. But if— obviously the

place I rent wouldn't be this room, it

would be a different room on a different

floor. But what if the room I rent is in

the middle? And there's rooms on either

side. I might not like it then,

because if there was a room on this side,

I feel like they could hear me talking.

Think about opportunities to get cereal.

Yeah, there might be other girls in

different countries.

I know there's one in Greece. So maybe I

should just do a Europe tour again.

Ah, if only my mum wasn't so annoying. I

could just go back home after my Europe

tour. She just nags me all the time.

Or she tries bossing me around.

You don't make noise. Yeah, but I want to

talk to make videos and livestream, and I

feel like they could hear me.

Oh, another girl unmatched me too. Bloody

Czech Republic girl. She found my channel.

How do they keep finding my channel and

then they find it and then they unmatch

me?

Some people are so judgmental.

Stupid YouTube channel. It doesn't even

make money, and then it's just ruining my

chances now.

Oh, she replied.

She said things are still busy. How are

you? And then I said I'm good too, just

waiting until I can see you. Kiss emoji.

So romantic.

Purge the dead videos. No, they all make

money. All my videos still make money.

They make a couple dollars a month, and

then I've got hundreds of videos. They all

add up. I need it.

Passive income. That was my whole plan,

to make a backlog of hundreds of videos

that raking in passive income.

Ignore the views, pump out more videos.

Yeah, I have to shift from focusing on

getting views per video to just

not caring anymore if videos flop and then

just pump them out like a machine. Before

I was like, oh, I'll be careful, only

upload it if I feel confident it's going

to get 10K at least. Oh, wait 5 days

before I upload again. No, I just got to

like pump them out now.

There's no point treating

it that way anymore.

Flirting like that is cringe when you

haven't met. I thought it's cute.

Okay, think, think, think. Um,

I have to check out this place in about 5

days. I think I need to stay longer though

because I don't know when I can meet this

girl. She might still be busy all this

So maybe I'll just try and extend my stay

here for another 10 days, which is like

£600,

so I've got a little bit more time to

think and plan. So I feel a bit rushed

now, so I've only got a couple days left.

How quickly could I move in to a new

place? Theoretically, couldn't I just move

in straight away? I should have asked

that. Oh fuck, I should ask how quickly

can I move in. Maybe they just say as soon

as you pay.

That'd be funny. I check out this place

and I just go down the hall into my new

place, which is in the same building.

Although I think this was a good idea.

This is what I should have done in

Rotterdam, but I couldn't have. It's a

good idea to live in the building just for

a week to trial it, to see if it's a nice

place or not. And I've lived here for

about a week now. And apart from the

doors closing, it is pretty good. I like

it. I don't have many complaints. I don't

really have any complaints, to be honest.

That Rotterdam place, if I knew it was so

noisy, there's no way I would have rented

Okay.

After a month you'll hate it. Would I?

I think I might miss nature. There's not

really any big parks around here. Miss my

big garden. Miss green.

It's not really a big deal.

I could just walk around outside if I

really wanted to.

But what if I rent the place and then I—

we really like each other and then we want

to live together and then I have to unrent

the place? That would be a bad idea.

I think, yeah, I think I'm just gonna

extend my stay here for another 10 days.

It will only be £600 or £700,

and then that'll give me a bit more time

to consider things.

Step 1,

extend stay here by

10 days.

Step 2,

But what if it doesn't work out?

I think even if it didn't work out, I'd

still stay here because I don't have

anywhere else to go.

Would I stay for 6 months?

Depends if Japan reopens or not.

Otherwise, I don't have anywhere else to

Why not live at home? Because there's too

many people there. I can't live my life

how I want to live it. I either get

disturbed because people keep coming

around or Oh, I keep getting nagged.

What's the deal with the shed? I don't

know. I don't really know why she wants to

build it. It costs a lot of money.

Seems like a waste of money to me.

I just want to focus on investing,

playing games.

Doing my spiritual journey. Oh, now I've

got all this other stuff to worry about,

like trying to find somewhere to live.

No donos. No, I didn't even get one.

All my donations were coming from 2

people. And then they stopped.

Can't do trading if you have small amounts

of capital. You can. This is what I

learned recently.

You can just invest $1,000 and then

make a couple hundred dollars if you get

like a 20% gain. You don't have to put

huge amounts of money if you're trading,

making good trades.

I put huge amounts of money in the

beginning and I lost loads because I

wasn't picking good trades.

It's like my, my mini account, which only

has $5K. I managed to make about $2K just

from doing good trades instead

of YOLOing and FOMO buying.

But nothing's really happening right now.

I mean, Netflix had a good run today.

See, Netflix did pretty well, but I've

only got $500 in it.

I put £1,700 into Walgreens Boots,

but it's not really doing much.

If you're doing day trading, then yeah,

you need like a huge amount, hundreds of

thousands. But I'm not doing day trading,

I'm doing swing trading over

So all I need is a 10 or 15% gain and

then take profits, lock in the profits,

and then make a couple more 15% gains.

How down am I? I'm only down about 7,000

Well, it's not really moving because

Bitcoin is not moving. I need Bitcoin to

move up again, otherwise it's just going

to be stuck at this level.

I guess I could just sell out of Bitcoin

stuff and put it somewhere else. What's

moving right now? Stuff like Amazon and

Google and Facebook are moving. The FAANG

stocks are moving now.

Your video said all my videos are

clickbait and lying. Nothing I say in the

videos are real.

I feel like selling out of the Bitcoin

mining stuff.

I bet then it goes up, doesn't it?

Oh, thank you, fish shapes.

If you could make 20% return per month,

you could turn 10K into 10 million.

What? How?

So if I was 10K,

you could turn 10K into 10

million. How?

If I had 10K and I made 20%,

that'd be making 2K a month.

I don't understand the maths.

It's not hard to get a 20% gain.

Got loads of 20% gains.

The hard thing is having the confidence to

put a lot of money into it and

then knowing when to sell at a good price

and then reinvesting that gain into

something that doesn't give you a loss.

Yeah, I'm down thousands because that was

back in January. I picked some bad things.

That was ages ago. I wouldn't

pick those things now. I bought those

things at all-time highs. I wouldn't buy

things at all-time highs anymore.