FINALLY ALONE

Hello, welcome back to a new livestream.

Testing,

testing, uh, testing.

Testing, testing, testing.

Oh my God, finally can livestream again.

Stupid you know what.

Um, let me see.

Am I not bored of this game yet?

Getting a bit bored.

I think I'm approaching the end of the

game.

Last 2 days I wasn't able to stream

because my girlfriend was here all day,

but I played the game yesterday and the

day before.

I think I'm near the end.

I've finished most of the side gigs and

the little side quests whilst I was off

streaming.

So I think today we might be able to

finish it.

I'm also nearly max level, so I don't

think there's much left to the game.

Okay, let me release my new YouTube video.

Stream seems to be good.

I increased the quality of the stream as

well to 4,000 bits.

I think my 5 internet connections should

be able to handle it.

Okay, let me do my announcements.

Everyone, streaming now.

I wish it was easier to copy and paste My

Twitch handle.

I need to charge my gaming mouse as well.

I forgot to charge it,

so I'm having to use the trackpad.

Oh crap, I put it in the wrong channel.

Send now.

And I need to—

I need to put CPU and GPU on boosted mode.

And then I need to— the YouTube video is

about why I can't tell my girlfriend about

my YouTube channel.

It's got some good old-fashioned dumb

logic ranting about women rejecting me, so

I think it's a classic.

And I made a new Pokémon Scarlet review

video for the second channel.

It took me nearly 2 hours to finish making

those 2 videos.

I can't believe it.

How is it taking so long just to make a

stupid 10-minute video?

Got to upload it, wait for finish

uploading.

Oh, let's title it, tag it, put ads.

Okay, new YouTube video is live.

Should be live now.

At this point, she wouldn't dump you.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure she wouldn't dump

me.

But there would be a lot of growing pains

and teething

pains from the initial finding out about

it,

and it's going to be a massive shock.

It'll take her a while to get used to.

Why haven't I been streaming?

My girlfriend was sick, so then she took

medication for the sickness, but But then

the medication made her break out in

rashes and red skin, so she didn't want to

go to work because it looks embarrassing.

And then she stayed home Tuesday and

Wednesday,

which means I couldn't get any videos

done.

I couldn't do any streaming.

So frustrating.

That's the bad thing about being a

YouTuber.

I need to be alone to be able to do stuff.

I can't make videos or stream when

someone's around.

I need to be able to put all my focus on

the stream or on making a video.

Wow, the stream quality looks good.

What did I end up doing those days?

I played Cyberpunk all day and then she

just stayed on the bed.

It was so boring.

We went shopping for a bit and we bought

some food at the supermarket.

Spent 4,000 baht, which is like £100.

We bought groceries and then we went to

eat ramen.

We got 2 bowls of ramen.

Neither of us could Finished the bowl of

ramen because it's so big.

We should have just bought one bowl of

ramen and shared it.

We're such small eaters.

We struggle to even finish one meal at a

restaurant, and it's not like it was a big

portion.

It was just medium, normal size.

Ah, finally got some peace.

And then she was crying yesterday.

She got all emotional.

It was so frustrating.

I could sense it coming.

And then the day before, she seemed kind

of emotional too.

Having a girlfriend is hard work.

Oh my God.

So on Tuesday, she took the day off so we

can go look at apartments.

Because it's coming to the end of the

month.

We got to think, we want to stay here or

look for a new place.

It's kind of too late to look for a new

place because we have to decide already.

We have to pay for the next month in this

place.

Why did she leave it until last minute to

start looking for apartments?

Because it's kind of time-consuming.

You need to book an appointment with the

agency so they come and show you around.

You can't just book it last minute.

So she booked Tuesday for 2 agencies to

show us around.

One of the agencies cancelled on us

because they found someone else.

So we went to see one place.

It was okay, but it was too high up.

It was like floor 38, and it reminded me

of Beetham Tower in Manchester.

Felt really lonely.

I don't like being so high up.

So far away from the ground where the

ground looks so tiny and you feel like

you're so isolated and far away from

society.

I don't like that.

I like to be closer to the ground.

Although the apartment looked nice, it was

around the same size as this one, but it

was like half the price.

11,000 baht per month.

It's like £260 a month.

It's so cheap.

I can't believe the rent is so cheap in

Bangkok.

But the problem is I've only got 2 months

left in Thailand.

Well, less than 2 months.

So it's either pay 40,000 baht for 2 more

months in this place,

or pay 33,000 baht upfront for a new place

plus 11,000 for the second month, which

would be more expensive than this place

is.

Because when you rent an apartment, you've

got to pay upfront money like deposits and

insurance.

And they want like 2 months' rent upfront.

So it's not just 1 month, you gotta pay 1

month plus 2 months for the first month of

payment.

And even though over a year it would work

out to be cheaper, I'm not here for a

year, am I?

I'm here for like a month and 2 weeks.

And although I'd like to come back, I

don't know how I could come back long

term.

I don't have a long-term visa.

So it actually works out to be cheaper if

we just stay here

and pay what we've been paying.

So I don't see any financial benefit in

moving to a different place,

apart from maybe we can get a bigger

place, but I'm not really too fussed.

I think the size of this place is okay.

So I was kind of fed up because I didn't

really want to look at apartments But she

went to the trouble of booking

appointments.

And then we went to another apartment, but

we just sat in the lobby.

She said they— she said they have room, a

room for us to look at, but not today.

So I thought, then why are we here if

we're not looking at the room today?

She said, just so we can get a feel of the

apartment, if I like it or not.

We just sat in a lobby.

It was so pointless.

And we left after 5 minutes, went back

home.

Because there was nothing else to look at.

So now she has another agency said we can

look at some rooms next Thursday, which is

like 2 weeks away.

Well, on Tuesday it was 2 weeks away.

So I thought, if we have to wait 2 weeks

to see this apartment, by the time we move

into the apartment, it's gonna be December

already.

And then she didn't understand what I was

saying, and I was getting annoyed because

I was just Oh, how do you not understand?

I'm saying by the time we can move in,

it's already going to be nearly December,

so we might as well just— this is like

very advanced grammar for someone who

doesn't speak great English, you know?

Might as well, almost, nearly.

This is not basic grammar, I think.

So she just wasn't understanding what I

was saying.

I was getting annoyed, so I just said, oh,

forget about it.

Never mind, let's just go back.

It's so frustrating, the communication

barrier sometimes,

you know, little English idioms like

might as well or last minute.

She doesn't— I don't think she understands

what I mean.

So I was getting fed up and then she got

all upset.

I said the place felt lonely.

And then she thought I meant that I was

lonely.

And then she got upset thinking, how are

you lonely when we're together?

Do I make you lonely even when I'm here?

I said, no, I mean the building.

The atmosphere of the apartment feels

lonely because it's so high up.

And I was getting so frustrated that every

little thing I say, she misunderstands and

then gets upset.

Oh my God, it's driving me crazy

sometimes.

And then we had nearly 2 car accidents.

She was pulling out into the right lane

and then some motorbike actually hit the

door mirror and bent it backwards.

Don't know how she didn't see it.

How does she not see a motorbike coming up

on our right?

He hits the door mirror with his

handlebar, with his elbow or something.

It was fine, luckily.

And then we nearly hit another motorbike.

We were going straight ahead, but a

motorbike on our left was turning right

and was trying to turn right in front of

us.

What an idiot!

Why didn't he go on our right side?

If you're turning right, then why are you

on the left-hand side of us?

You should be on the right-hand side of us

if you're turning right.

I swear, people on the roads here are

complete morons.

So she had to like almost emergency brake

because we were about to hit this guy who

was trying to turn right in front of us.

What an idiot.

God,

why would you turn— try to turn right in

front of a vehicle that wasn't indicating

right as well?

I mean, if we were indicating right and

clearly turning right, then he could have

turned right with us, but we're obviously

driving straight ahead.

Being on the roads here is so frustrating.

Half the people on the roads here should

not have a license, probably don't even

have a license.

They shouldn't be on the road.

The police don't do anything here when it

comes to traffic violations.

The people are looking on their phones

whilst driving all the time.

Police just walking up and down, not even

caring.

You try do that in England, you lose your

license straight away.

And even in America, if the police catch

you on your phone, or they catch you

without a seatbelt, or if you don't have a

front license plate— I've seen so many

cars that don't have a license plate, just

no license plate.

And the police here don't give a damn.

What are they doing?

No wonder this country has so many car

accidents and traffic accidents because

they don't enforce the highway code.

There isn't even a highway code.

No one gives a shit.

You can just be driving with your phone in

your hand the entire time like my

girlfriend and nothing happens.

You do that in England, you lose your

license.

If someone— if a police officer saw you do

that.

It's just unbelievable.

I feel so stressed out driving here.

Oh God,

and people weave in and out lanes so

pointlessly.

Just stay in your lane.

They just weave in and out lanes so they

can get ahead by a few cars, and then they

get stuck again because obviously the

whole lane The whole road is in a traffic

jam.

Oh my God, it's so anxiety triggering.

If you do that in England— when I was

doing my driving lessons, if someone tried

to weave in and out of traffic just to get

ahead slightly, my driving instructor

would be shaking his head and tutting and

saying, oh, what an idiot, just weaving in

and out just to get ahead by a few

seconds.

They do that.

All the time in Thailand.

And they don't drive in the middle of the

lane, they like have the car slightly over

into the left lane or the right lane

because they're trying to peep out, and

they're just weaving in and out.

It's so dumb.

And then they, they stop their vehicle

so close to the vehicle in front of you

It's like they're right up the arse of the

car in front of you.

Why is it necessary to get so close to the

vehicle in front of us?

You're supposed to leave tires on tarmac.

You can't even walk in between the

vehicles because they're so close to each

other.

So we nearly had 2 motorbike accidents on

the road yesterday and the day before.

How's the Thai girl?

She keeps coughing, so she went to the

doctor to get, to get medicine.

I think they gave her antibiotics and it

made her break out in this rash all over

her body.

It's like these red rashes.

So she was upset about it, didn't want to

go to work because of it.

So I couldn't stream or make any videos

for the last 2 days.

And then she started crying.

I don't really know why she started

crying.

Something about she doesn't think she can

get into my heart.

I don't know.

I just said, there, there, don't worry,

that's not true.

I really like you.

Then she eventually stopped crying.

Bloody women and their emotional

breakdowns.

I swear, having a girlfriend, I mean, it's

like you'll be a therapist.

You have to give them a hug and go, there,

there, don't worry, you'll be fine.

Jesus fucking Christ,

so fed up with all the crying and

emotional stuff.

I swear, I just want to

have some alone time and play some

Cyberpunk and stream and do my own stuff.

Oh God,

trying to sort out living situation stuff,

it's not easy.

She wants to get a cheap apartment on a

year contract with I think is a good idea,

but I don't have to pay for all the

deposits and insurance when I know I'm

leaving in under 2 months and I don't know

how I can come back long term.

But if she wants to sell the house, then

yeah, she's going to have to get an

apartment anyway.

So it'd be good if she just gets an

apartment,

but it's got to meet my criteria.

It's got to be at least 35 square meters.

I don't want some tiny little shithole.

It's got to be low down.

I don't want it above 15 floors, because

my— how's my data, my SIM cards, gonna get

connection or signal when we're bloody 40

floors high up in the sky?

I remember in Beetham Tower, I was up at

floor 29 or 28, and I was getting really

bad signal on my phone.

I could barely get 4G.

I could get like 2 bars of 3G.

Using your phone signal is just unusable

when you're so high up, and I've got 5 SIM

cards I'm paying for monthly so I can get

this livestreaming working properly

without getting disconnected.

I don't want to be above floor 30 and none

of my SIM cards are connecting to 4G after

I paid for a whole month for unlimited

data on my SIM so I could do streaming.

It doesn't make any sense.

So I didn't want to stay in this apartment

that we looked at 2 days ago because it's

too high up.

I thought you liked a small apartment.

No, I want a medium-sized apartment, not

like a tiny hotel room that has one tiny

room with a bed and then a tiny little

kitchen, and then the entire day you're

gonna be sitting on a bed.

It's just depressing.

I want a bedroom and a living room and a

sofa, and I want a desk for my computer,

and I want a decent-sized kitchen, not

just like 2 little counters in the

corridor.

I want a nice size apartment, but these

apartments that I'm describing would cost

maybe $400 a month.

And then she says it's expensive.

Everything she says is expensive.

I go to the supermarket yesterday with her

to buy scissors because I want to cut my

hair.

And then decent scissors for cutting hair

are like £20, 1,500 baht.

How much is that

in pounds?

It is, okay, £35.

And then she says it's expensive, so I put

it down.

I buy these cheap scissors, but they're

kind of crap because the hinge isn't

smooth.

So now I cut my hair with these crap

scissors.

She thinks everything's expensive, like

spending £20 on a kitchen knife.

She says expensive.

It's not expensive.

You got to spend some money to get quality

things.

If you're gonna cut your hair, you're not

gonna use like crappy $5 scissors that are

made for cutting paper, are you?

You want a nice quality pair of Japanese

sharp stainless steel scissors so you can

cut your hair well.

And then you obviously have to pay some

money to buy that because it's a quality

piece of item.

It's not that expensive, £35, but then she

keeps saying like, oh, how come you got so

much money?

Do you find it easy to make money?

This is expensive.

You spend money like it's water.

No, I don't.

I just buy things I need to buy, and I

don't mind paying for, for some higher

quality item.

This is— I, I didn't think it would be a

problem dating someone who's poor

and thinks that everything I buy is super

expensive when really it's not.

I don't think the stuff I'm buying is

expensive at all.

Wait, let me check outside.

I can hear noise.

Just cleaner.

So today we're gonna move into a different

room that is in the same building because

I complained about this room And I think

the room down the corridor is slightly

bigger, plus it has a big desk.

They didn't give us a desk, they just gave

us a tiny table for some reason.

And hopefully that one doesn't leak water

from the next room.

So hopefully moving to that room is going

to be a bit better than this room.

But then she thinks that it's still

expensive and she's saying, oh, you're

paying so much.

And then she keeps apologizing to me,

saying that because of her I'm wasting a

lot of money and she's not been able to

help me save money.

She really wants to move into another

apartment that's cheaper so she can help

me save money,

but it's not really going to save me money

because I have to pay for 2 months of rent

upfront plus insurance.

And then she asked me if she could stay at

her house for a bit because all the petrol

is getting expensive.

I said, no, you gotta come home to me

every night.

I'll pay for the petrol, don't worry.

Petrol is gonna be maybe £100 a month at

this rate.

I think maybe £100 or £80 a month for a

whole month.

It's not that bad.

She's having to fill the tank about

maybe twice a week.

Filling the tank in the UK is like £90

at the current price per gallon, per

liter.

If this was the UK, filling a tank 5 times

would be like £400 or £500 a month, which

is insane.

But Thailand price for petrol is, is

pretty good, so I don't mind paying it.

Plus, you know, I want to have sex every

night, so I don't mind paying it.

Bit frustrating, she's got her whole life

set up in that other, other province, but

she has to come to Bangkok to come stay

with me.

I mean, we could have gotten a place

that's closer to her work,

but I wanted to be near Bangkok because

after what happened in her place It was a

bit traumatic and I felt kind of helpless.

There was no public transport nearby.

And that was what the ex was saying.

He was saying, get in my car and I'll give

you a lift to the airport.

Because what he was saying was true.

There was nothing nearby for miles.

There's no public transport or train

stations.

She really lives in the middle of nowhere

and you need to have a car to live there.

So without her, I'm kind of screwed.

Because I would need her car to get

around.

So I don't want to live in that place

because it sucks.

I want to live near a train station in the

city so I feel like I've got freedom and I

can move around easily if I need to get on

the train and run away quickly.

So I don't want to live near her place.

It's rubbish there.

Yeah, I don't want to live in her house

because it brings back bad memories.

Her crazy ex lives near there.

There's nothing there.

It's really hard to move around unless you

have a car, and it's just like a

depressing vibe there.

And the village is weird.

It's like this weird gated community of

brand new houses that all look the same.

They look like Monopoly houses.

It's not like a real area.

It just feels really fake and

prefabricated and artificial, not like an

actual place where Where it's natural and

people live.

It's just weird.

It's like that weird fake community

village in Fallout where it looks all

perfect and nice, but it has like a weird

undertone to it.

That's the vibe I got from it.

It has cult vibes.

Even the person who financed it and got it

built, he lives in the village.

I phoned him when I was freaking out and

asking that neighbor for help.

He phoned the— I don't even know what

you'd call it— the mayor of the village,

like the self-appointed mayor.

He must be some rich billionaire if he can

get a whole village built.

But he spoke good English and he asked me

like, how could he help me?

I said send security, but I don't think he

actually sent anyone because my girlfriend

never said anyone came to the house.

I didn't even know what house number it

was.

So when he asked which house it was, I

kept saying I don't know because I don't

remember what house number the girl

girlfriend's house was.

Yeah, in the beginning I wanted to stay

because it was a nice house, even though

it was unfinished and empty.

It was a big, big nice-looking house, and

I thought, okay, if I don't have to pay

for rent, this could be a good living

situation.

But then it all just went tits up with the

ex thing showing up.

I think it would have been kind of

miserable living there.

Hmm.

So I think it's, it's better off and

easier if we just stay here

because I kind of like this place.

It's decent size, building's got swimming

pool and a gym,

it's near the central of Bangkok, central

Bangkok.

And I feel, I feel safer in the city, to

be honest.

But she thinks it's expensive and she

thinks I'm, I'm rich or something because

I can afford to pay £400 a month for rent.

In Manchester, I was paying £890 for rent

plus like £100 in internet, electricity,

and water.

So I was paying like £1,000 a month.

Manchester for a smaller place.

So to me, I feel like this is a bargain.

£400, plus I got a cleaner who cleans my

place whenever I want them to,

and the Wi-Fi is free here.

But I gotta pay electricity.

That might be a couple thousand, but it

depends.

I use a lot— I think I use a lot of

electricity with my gaming laptop and all

my devices charging all the time.

You can't protect her if you're afraid of

her husband.

Well, he might be crazy.

I don't know if he's violent.

I don't think he's violent because he

didn't use any violence in that situation

when he could have.

But

he's physically bigger than me, so I can't

physically manipulate— I mean, I can't

physically intimidate him.

Or push him around with my size because

I'm smaller, and I'm not going to attack

him because then I'll get in trouble with

the police.

He can just say, oh, this crazy guy from

England attacked me, and then the Thai

police are gonna believe him over me, and

then I might get put in jail if I give him

a black eye or something.

So I can't do anything physically.

What am I gonna do?

I'm literally powerless.

So no, I don't want to have to encounter

him again.

He's got all of the cards against me,

and I really can't imagine the Thai police

even caring or doing anything.

The Thai police here just seems to sit

around doing nothing

and probably don't care about little spats

between 2 guys fighting over a girl.

It's like some stupid TV drama, isn't it?

It's not serious.

I really don't have confidence in the

police here.

Am I gonna play the game?

In a minute, when I finish ranting, after

my pro gamer mouse has charged up a bit.

I just want to chat for a bit because it's

been 2 days, haven't been able to stream

at all.

And my Twitch is actually making a lot of

money.

I can't believe the last stream I did made

$21 so far, which is nearly on par with my

YouTube streams.

I can't believe Twitch makes so much

money.

I didn't know this.

Why didn't I do this earlier?

I didn't know I could just play games and

make a couple hundred dollars on Twitch

even if I only have like 40 viewers.

It seems like Twitch pays more because how

can a Twitch stream make nearly as much as

a YouTube stream when I have like a

quarter of the viewers I usually get on

YouTube.

So I'm happy with the Twitch income.

It might be able to come close to

replacing my OnlyFans income.

Actually, I could pay for the rent using

just my Twitch income if we rented that

other place that was only about $300 a

month.

I could nearly pay the entire rent just

from Twitch, which is pretty cool.

So if I was staying here for like a year,

I'd say, yeah, go ahead, let's rent that

other place for 11,000 baht a

month

using my credit card.

I don't have a credit card, I only have a

debit card.

Huh, I don't know what's gonna happen in

January because my tourist visa is gonna

run out.

To even to get a new visa, I would have to

leave the country.

I'm gonna go to Japan as I planned, but

Japan's gonna be freezing in January,

so I'm not looking forward to going to

Japan in January.

Maybe I'll go to Malaysia for a few months

and then wait for spring for Japan.

But then that means I'm not coming back to

Thailand for a long time.

She's not going to be happy.

For the relationship to continue,

I'm going to have to tell her that I'm

only going to be away for a few weeks and

then I'll be back in Thailand.

So I have to like hop over to Malaysia for

a few weeks, come back to Thailand on a

visa exemption, which would be 30 days.

And maybe I can extend that to 45 days.

Let me Google it quickly.

How long can extend visa waiver Thailand?

Because I don't know if I can get another

tourist visa so quickly.

And from what I saw last time They said

they were shutting down the tourist visa

program.

Okay, listen, listen.

Entered with a visa waiver for 30 days.

The government has changed this visa

waiver to 45 days starting October 1st,

2022 until March 2023.

Why are they doing these very short-term

temporary visa rules?

It's weird.

So I can come back in and get 45 days.

Maybe I just go on holiday to Japan for a

few weeks, take Tiger with me, come back

to Thailand, 45 days.

But still, it's not long, is it?

45 days goes past in a flash.

And then what?

I don't want to pay £14,000 for a 5-year

visa.

And I don't want to pay for a language

school.

So what is the other options?

Get married.

What if I say to her, we could get

married, you know?

What do you think she would say?

It'd be a good video idea, wouldn't it?

I proposed to my Thai girlfriend.

She said no.

Why my girlfriend rejected my marriage

proposition.

Basically all my videos are now just

day-by-day updates on the relationship.

This is how the Chihiro stuff started,

didn't it?

Introducing my Thai girlfriend to my

ex-wife.

I had some weird dreams last night.

One was about Chihiro, and then I had one

about Mila.

Then for some reason I had one about a

dream about this Twitch streamer, this

Thai Twitch streamer.

We were streaming together.

My dad was there and we were in an apple

orchard.

It was really weird.

Every time my dad is in my dreams, it's

like some weird random thing where he's

nagging me.

Why is she sick so much?

I don't know.

She's been sick the entire time we've been

together.

She says it's long COVID.

The doctor said it's rhinitis,

which is some kind of inflammation of the

mucous membrane in the lungs,

or some kind of allergic reaction.

I don't know.

How can you be coughing nonstop for 3

weeks and antibiotics is not doing

anything.

I don't know what rhinitis is.

R-H-I-N-I-T-I-S.

Rhinitis.

She's got ligma.

Ligma balls.

I

feel kind of annoyed I wasted £200 buying

health insurance thinking it's really

strict here.

No one even checked or asked if I got

insurance.

I didn't need to get it.

They did an x-ray of her lungs.

They said her lungs look fine,

but it's really annoying because she's

always coughing during the night.

She's fine during the day, but then she

keeps coughing during the night.

And then sometimes she goes into the

bathroom, she's just like coughing out

phlegm and spitting out.

And then she's not in a great mood cuz

she's tired from coughing.

Does she cough during cereal?

Yeah, she coughs during cereal.

And then when you cough, it tightens the

sphincter muscles, and then my dick gets

squeezed out.

So I got to pull my dick out when she

coughs cuz it really gets really tight,

and it's too tight.

I have to pull it out.

Luckily, I'm fine.

I haven't gotten sick at all since I got

here, and I've been on planes, been at

airports, been on trains.

So touch wood, I don't get sick.

Maybe my 3rd booster shot actually made a

difference.

But if she's got something and coughing,

then how come I haven't picked it up from

her?

So hopefully I don't get sick as well.

Kind of annoying living with someone who's

always sick because they don't go to work.

They keep taking days off and I've got

stuff to do, you know.

I've got streams to do, I've got videos to

make.

Pokémon Scarlet and Violet's coming out

tomorrow.

Had to rush to make my video today.

If she took the day off today as well, I

wouldn't have been able to get my Pokémon

video Made in time.

It's hard keeping up with all these games.

A lot of new games are coming out and none

of my do not buy videos are actually

blowing up recently.

I don't know why it's not working anymore.

My do not buy God of War didn't work.

Do not buy Sonic Frontiers didn't work.

Do not buy—

what else did I do?

Hopefully this Pokémon video works.

My Legends of Arceus video did really

well, uh, beginning of this year, so

hopefully, fingers crossed, this new

Pokémon video works for me.

Be honest because she's gonna get sick a

lot.

Even if I be honest and I tell her I need

to make videos, I physically cannot make

videos when someone is in the same room.

I tried with Mila.

I tried doing it when Mila was on the sofa

and we were in the same room, and it was

so difficult.

I had to ask her to leave the room and go

into the bedroom for like 20 minutes so I

can quickly make this stupid video.

I just feel so embarrassed making a video

or talking into a microphone in front of

people.

I can't do it unless we're doing a stream

together and we're doing it together.

Then I can kind of do it.

But I need to be alone to make videos.

If I can hear people outside my room, it

really puts me off.

I can't do it.

I have to wait until my mum goes to work

as well to make videos when I was living

at home.

I just feel very uncomfortable if I feel

like someone's nearby.

That's why I need a girlfriend who works.

I can't date a girl who doesn't have a

job.

And is in the house all day long like me.

I need a girlfriend who goes outside,

which is why Chihiro was such a great

girlfriend and wife because she was never

around most of the time.

I mean, she went to work nearly 6 days a

week.

She very rarely got sick.

I don't think I remember Chihiro ever

getting sick.

I think she had a bit of a cold for a few

days once.

Chihiro had a very good immune system.

That should be my new requirements for a

girlfriend.

You need to have a strong immune system

because I can't be dating someone who's

getting sick all the time.

You're gonna drive me crazy if we're stuck

together for like 5 days a week, all day

long, and you're just lying on the bed and

I'm just on my computer and I can't do

anything.

Oh my God, it drives me crazy.

I can stomach 2 days, maybe 3 days at

most, but I need 5 days

minimum alone so I can make my videos and

stream and stuff.

But yeah, I kind of took it for granted

dating Chihiro with how much she wasn't

around.

That was great.

And then she'd come home in the evening

when I'm finished doing my streams and

videos and stuff.

And that was great.

We'd have dinner together and share each

other's company and have sex.

It was great.

I think that's the best lifestyle balance

because I need to be able to

make my money, you know?

Otherwise I can't make content, I can't

make money.

So I'm just losing money if I can't do the

stuff I need to do.

But she says she's gonna quit her job at

the end of the year.

So what are you gonna do?

You're gonna be in the house all day every

day?

Thankfully, end of the year is around the

time when I'm gonna leave,

so hopefully it won't be too much of a

problem.

I don't know how quickly she can get a new

job.

But my new life in Japan might be

beginning.

It might be good timing actually, because

she quits her job, then that means she can

come with me to Japan for a few weeks, and

then she has to go back to Thailand alone.

Or maybe I'll go back to Thailand with her

and stay for like another 45 days

and then back to Japan.

Oh my God, these plane tickets are gonna—

how much does it cost?

To, um, get a plane ticket.

Let me check.

I guess I'll have a return ticket from

Thailand to Japan and then back to

Thailand,

leaving from Bangkok.

I hate the name of the Bangkok airport,

it's so hard to pronounce.

It's like like Suvarnabhumi.

I guess it wasn't that hard.

Suvarnabhumi to Narita.

Also, one thing that worries me about

Japan is how easy is it to get a

pay-as-you-go SIM card?

Because when I was in Japan, it was kind

of difficult to get a SIM card as a

foreigner, and I don't remember seeing

pay-as-you-go tourist SIM cards.

Maybe they do them now.

But Thailand is great because you can just

pick up a pay-as-you-go tourist SIM card.

So let's say 1st of January to

the 14th of January.

Searching.

The character looks like Chihiro with wine

red hair.

Who are they?

Maybe.

I like this hairstyle and hair color.

Look at my sexy bum.

I got this cool pistol, it's called

Comrade's Hammer, and it literally

one-shots every single enemy in the game.

But it only has a one, one-bullet

magazine, so you gotta reload every shot.

But it literally one-shot kills anyone and

blows their limbs off is really cool.

I'll talk about the game later when I run

out of things to talk about.

Looks like young Chihiro.

If you take her, you have extra costs.

I don't know, cuz booking a hotel, the

price of a hotel for 2 people compared to

1 person is pretty much the same.

I compared prices

And it's literally the same, same price, I

think.

Let me check.

If I go to booking—

imagine I book a hotel in Tobitsushinji

and don't tell her it's the red light

district.

Uh, tickets.

Oh, I searched for

I searched for hotels, not flights.

Whoops.

I searched for flights and hotel.

Oh,

Tokyo.

Also, flying together is a big risk

because it involves passports, boarding

passes, stuff that has my name on it.

Plus I'm gonna have to buy the ticket, so

I'm gonna need her passport details,

and then she might ask about my passport.

It's kind of messy, isn't it?

Oh wow, it's really cheap.

£475 direct flight from Bangkok to Tokyo,

6 hours direct.

Thai AirAsia X,

£475.

Not bad.

She wants to do YouTube.

Yeah, she mentioned a few times about

making money online, having a YouTube

channel, selling products on Amazon.

What about OnlyFans?

That would make you some easy money.

If she finds out you lied about your name,

what's my excuse?

I'll say—

I think I'll just come clean and say,

well, in the beginning I wasn't sure if I

could trust you,

and then we never really talked about the

name thing again, and as time went on it

became harder and harder to tell you that

I lied about my name because I thought— I

was scared you would be worried.

I mean, I was scared you would be upset

about it.

And then I could say, well, you didn't

tell me your name either, so I didn't

think it really mattered.

It's a pretty good explanation, I think.

Take her to a love hotel.

Yeah, that'd be fun.

And maybe we can do it in a capsule hotel

as well.

But she's so loud when she orgasms, so I

don't think that'd be a good idea.

Imagine she finds your OnlyFans.

Well, even if she does find my OnlyFans,

there's nothing to say that my nudes are

on it unless she pays for it and signs up,

because most people don't know what

OnlyFans is

outside of America.

Most people in America knows what it is

because America is like degen world

central.

But a lot of people don't even know what

Twitch is.

I saw Twitch streamers in Japan stream

outside and Japanese people come up to

them and say, are you a YouTuber?

They say, no, I do Twitch.

And they're like, huh, what's Twitch?

Japanese people don't know what Twitch is

unless you're like a hardcore gamer who

watches League of Legends.

In South Korea and Japan, Twitch is only

known for stuff like League of Legends or—

I don't know, some stupid multiplayer

game.

I can't believe idiots are still playing

League of Legends.

It's like a decade-old game.

It looks rubbish.

It's got stupid boring gameplay mechanics,

and there's like this whole community

built around it where it's all pro gamer,

where they live in a house full of guys

where all they do is play League of

Legends so they can win some stupid

tournament.

It's so sad and pathetic, these pro gamer

houses that do stuff like League of

Legends and Dota.

Oh my god, I think I'm sad for playing

video games all day.

These pro gamer people are like a whole

other level of sadness.

At least I have sex.

They just live in a stupid frat house full

of nerdy guys and they just sit in a room