[2025-02-17] started my new job today [wAgWRaMQe_A]

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You look like you're aging very fast.

Uh, not really. I think I look the same,

to be honest.

I really doubt people age within 2 weeks.

It's probably just camera or the lighting

that's changed. That's the more

likely hypothesis.

This is— it's kind of funny how,

uh, people think you look like how you

look on the camera when you can

look drastically different depending on

the camera that's used, the lighting,

whether I got my soft light on or if it's

off. You don't really know what I look

like unless you met me in real life.

So don't give me all that oh, he's aging

rubbish. You don't know what I look like.

You only see what I show you. So shut up.

You look older compared to your 2017

videos.

Duh. So that was like 8 years ago. What do

you expect? I think people look the same

over the course of 8 years.

People call me stupid.

Anyone would look different 8 years ago

unless you're like 70. People don't

really look that different when they go

from, I don't know, 70 to 80.

Oh, why do you keep asking every stream,

do you miss the Thailand condo?

I already answered that yesterday.

Why isn't Sunny helping you out more?

Doing what? How can she

help me? You're in a bad mood today. Not

really. I'm just— some of these questions

are just so stupid. And then people wonder

why I don't answer the chat a lot,

and I'm just like ignoring the chat.

Is Sunny his Thai girlfriend? No,

me and Thai girlfriend broke up ages ago,

back in June. Must have been June,

I think.

Yeah, so I did the job today. It was

pretty good, really easy.

I managed to do about 40 parcels in about

2 hours. Way easier than, um, Every.

So I did 40 parcels in only about 2 hours.

I couldn't believe it. It was so easy as

well. It was all around my local area, so

just little towns and villages, and it was

literally like deliver this one, walk down

the road, deliver next one, drive around

the corner, deliver the next one. I

whacked out like 5 or 6 deliveries in, I

don't know, 15 minutes probably. So it was

really good. And that was just part-time.

I reckon I could easily do full-time and I

would finish full-time in like 4 or 5

hours. I felt like today was too short. I

was thinking, damn, it's only been 2 hours

and I'm done. I can keep going.

So yeah, it was pretty good, really easy.

I was just a bit slow because I didn't

organize the parcels very well. I need to

improve my parcel organization skills.

And I said— I told him I want to do

full-time. He said, yeah, we'll get you

started on part-time and break you in and

then get you up into full-time. So yeah,

that's pretty, pretty promising. I feel

like if— he also said you'll basically be

doing the same routes every single time.

It's not like Amazon where you go there

and then they give you a random route that

could be anywhere. Could be Maidstone,

could be Dover, could be Chatham. It could

be anywhere. But this job, they're going

to give you the same route over and over

again. So every single day you're just

going to do the same area. So you're going

to get very familiar with it. Nothing's

going to be a surprise. You always know

where's easy to park and where it's not

easy to park. And so I'm really looking

forward to how it's just going to be the

same thing, repetition, repetition. I

don't want a surprise route every single

day. I don't want to be going there and

guessing, oh no, where's it going to send

me? I actually feel like this is a good

thing that I got banned from Amazon Flex

because I swear to God If I was doing

Amazon Flex, they would definitely have

loads of blocks in Plymouth, and I hate

Plymouth. It is horrible for driving,

really confusing, massive roundabouts,

bus lanes everywhere. I'm really glad

because this delivery job, they are not

going to send me to Plymouth because it's

just around my local area, and they aim to

give me routes around where I live, so

it's really good. Not like Amazon. Amazon

Flex doesn't give a damn about where you

live. They're like, okay, you accepted the

block. If you get sent 50 miles— I did

one, I did actually 2 Amazon blocks where

they sent me, uh, where was it? Royal

Tunbridge Wells, which isn't even in Kent.

It's in Suffolk or Sussex.

I forgot. Is it Sussex? No, Suffolk's in

Essex. I think it's Sussex, which is in

the next county. It took me like an hour

to drive there. Amazon Flex is really bad

in the way that you would have to drive

nearly an hour sometimes to actually get

to the area where you're delivering. So

this one's really good because they said

you're just going to deliver around where

you live and we're going to give you the

same route and that'll just become your

local route that you do every day. And I

said, sounds great, sign me up. Come to

Scotland. Oh, thanks. I already went to

Scotland in 2021. It was okay.

That picture kind of makes me a bit sad,

seeing the Thai condo every time and my

fat green face. Fat Thai face.

I don't know why I'm feeling a bit

nostalgic about Thailand. Like, the

feelings of nostalgia about Thailand seem

to be growing stronger, and I don't know

why. Maybe it's because on Instagram Reels

it's like showing me a lot of Thailand

stuff recently,

and it's getting into my subconscious.

So yeah, I'm looking forward to a job. I

reckon I could do full-time. So I did 40

parcels today. It took 2 hours. If they

give me 100 parcels, I reckon I could do

that in like 5 hours. I'd be more than

happy to work for 5 hours. It's just I

don't want to do what I did last time and

it took like 8 hours and then it got dark.

No, I'm not going to tell you what the job

is and I'm not going to tell you about

day-to-day mishaps. I'm not going to give

you any ammunition to get me fired again.

Keeping this one tight.

No, stop asking me questions about it.

I'm not going to give you details like pay

or that kind of stuff.

B Livery keeps popping off. Royal

Tunbridge Wells is in Kent.

Not all of it. I don't know. Maybe it

wasn't. No, it wasn't Tunbridge Wells. It

was like towards that area and then past

Royal Tunbridge Wells. I drove through

Royal Tunbridge Wells and then it took me

into the county of Sussex.

The postcode wasn't even ME. It was like

I can't remember, like Hastings postcode.

Yeah,

so if I can do 5, I'm thinking

maybe do 5 days a week. And then I spend 2

days and 1 evening with Sunny.

Because I think if I do 6 days a week,

that's maybe a bit too much and I might

burn out. I'm really hoping I can— I

should be able to make more than what I

was making on Amazon because Amazon only

lets you do part-time. This is letting me

do full-time.

So, I mean, I guess it depends if Amazon

pays more per hour than this one,

then Amazon might be the same. Then that

would kind of suck because then you're

doing part-time work on Amazon for

full-time pay, whereas I'll be doing

full-time work for Amazon part-time pay.

Which would not be great, but I'm hoping

it's easy. I mean, it should be way easier

than Amazon, which is the whole point.

Didn't your pay leak on Reddit? It's not a

leak if I wrote it myself in a public

space. How is that a leak? A leak

implies that the information got out When

I wasn't— when I was trying to hide the

information. When I type stuff on Discord,

I'm not trying to hide the information

because I know everyone's on it.

What do you mean leak? What, leaked by me?

If I leaked it myself, then how's it a

leak? It's just me saying stuff. What's

wrong with you people?

No, it's not really 50 pence per parcel.

I'm not gonna give you the exact number.

Jesus Christ. I'm not gonna give you any

accurate specific numbers. I'm just gonna

give you like a ball range. God Almighty.

Jesus.

Anyway, so I'm hoping I make like 400 a

week. Where's my calculator?

How can I make £400 a week divided by 5?

That would be £80 a day. Hmm, I don't

know, maybe I could do it. I think maybe I

can do £80 a day. So I'm aiming for about

£400 a week, so that'll give me £1,600

plus my YouTube £800, maybe, maybe some

PayPal is £120. Maybe I make £2,500 a

month and and then minus my expenses of

£1,850, I've got £650 left over

net profit. And then times that by— what

kind of time range are we looking at here,

6 months or 12 months?

Let's go 6 months time range. I can save

£4,000 in 6 months. And add my stock

money, I've got £8,400. Within 6

months. And then minus my debts, I got the

Amazon credit card, I got the normal

credit card, I've got the IKEA loan. That

leaves me with £3,000 left over,

and I guess most of that's going to go

towards paying tax next January.

Oh, I can still smell cabbage.

You won't get new viewers if you continue

getting mad at everyone. Shut up. As if I

get new— you think I get new viewers?

Lol. New viewers,

that's a good one. What does that even

mean anymore? Oh, I don't understand the

word, it's not in my dictionary.

Words I have erased from my dictionary:

new viewers, Going viral,

living off YouTube, making— oh yeah,

making triple digits on a video. No more

of those days.

I'm hungry. I forgot to make dinner.

As soon as I get new viewers, they unsub

because they've— I don't know, I say

something, or maybe like an old video pops

up and scares them off.

Yeah, so, um, I'm hoping with this new

job if I can get £650 net

profit after expenses in 2 months, uh,

it's not going to be enough to pay off the

first credit card. I'm probably still

gonna have to sell some stocks, but not as

much as I hope not as much as I thought I

was going to have to sell off.

Yeah, so hopefully the job's easy and I

stick to it and I don't get banned because

I'm not gonna film it, I'm not gonna talk

about it, not in detail. I'm not gonna say

like, oh, this happened, a dog chased me

and then I kicked— I'm not gonna say all

that stuff. I'm just gonna keep things

vague.

So I feel, I feel pretty hopeful.

Yeah, I guess life is all about

finding a job that you don't hate and you

can stick to it for as long as possible.

And yeah, I guess not every job sucks. I

guess there are some jobs where you can

put up with doing it and it's not too bad.

Got a good feeling about it.

Saw some amazing views as well during the

drive. I have got bad news, so I

can't get the cheap overnight electric car

charging tariff, because to be able to get

that, you need to have a smart meter. And

apparently I can't get a smart meter in my

area because there is no WAN coverage.

Coverage. So a smart meter needs to

connect to WAN, which is

like a phone signal. And like I told you

before, you can't get any phone signal

where I live. Is completely dead. There's

no phone signal at all, which also means

there's no WAN coverage, which means you

can't get a smart meter, which means you

can't get the overnight 7p per kilowatt EV

tariff, which is kind of annoying because

the whole point of getting a house with a

driveway was so I could charge it and take

advantage of the overnight charging, but

now I can't do that. So the cheapest I

could get for daytime charging— I mean

daytime rates— is 23p per kilowatt.

So it's okay. I mean, it's still, it's

still really good, still really cheap,

way cheaper than petrol. It means if I do

about 2,000 miles a month, it's probably

going to cost £100 in electricity instead

of £30. So it basically means I'm now

paying 3 times more for charging than I

was expecting to, but it's still way

cheaper than public charging. It's just

kind of annoying because I was kind of

hoping That to be able to take advantage

of the overnight rates, I would save so

much money on electricity. But now I can't

do that because this area is like— it's

like in the Bermuda Triangle where there's

no signal for phones, there's no signal

for WAN. It's just ridiculous. At least

they've got internet. I don't know what is

wrong with this country. Why can't they

just put up like more cell towers?

One complaint about Devon is because it's

so rural, there's not enough cell towers.

You drive towards Lifton and your phone

just goes dead. It's ridiculous.

2025 and you can't get phone signal and

you can't even get a smart meter. So yeah,

it's kind of messed up my plans.

Local councils block new towers put up

because it looks bad. Yeah, and then they

got these big wind turbines everywhere,

as if that doesn't look bad. I mean, I

like the wind turbines, I think they look

cool. That's just silly. Why can't the

smart meter connect to the Wi-Fi? Why does

it need to have WAN coverage?

The smart meter has to connect to WAN.

It's not allowed to be connected to your

So yeah, kind of annoying, but it's okay.

It's not, it's not a deal breaker. It's

only £100 a month charging for my car.

Still pretty good. You know how councils

are. You can see it on Clarkson's Farm.

Yeah, they're so annoying. They're

basically like real life version of a

subreddit and no, it's like real life

version of Discord moderators where they

got all this power. How these people

get into those positions in the first

place, they just seem so dumb.

It's not fair. So why does the landscape

and the country get shaped by these few

people who are in the council? Who voted

them in in the first place? Us young

people. We need, we need 5G, we need WAN,

we need Wi-Fi.

Supposed to be pushing for electric

vehicle, 100% electric vehicles. How are

we going to do that when we can't even get

smart meters anywhere in the country?

Ridiculous. Oh well, I kind of feel like I

wish I had a bigger car because then I

could fit more parcels into the car and

then I could make more money and then

maybe get a petrol car. But petrol

will probably be like £400, £300 a month

if I was doing that much driving, so still

electric vehicles are way cheaper. And

also, um, I didn't even drive that much

today. I did 40 parcels. I drove about 2

miles— I mean, 2 hours. But because it was

so close together and the, uh, pickup

location so close to my house, I barely

used more than 20% of my battery.

So I actually didn't need to charge today.

But I'm just thinking, if tomorrow they

give me a full-time shift, Would be nicer

to have a full battery.

Morrison's hiring customer assistance

scanning. Oh yeah, I forgot to apply for

that IKEA job. I couldn't log in for

some reason. God, it's getting cold around

my neck. I need to cut my hair soon as

well. It's getting weird. It's like all

long at the back and going mushroomy.

I had to cut the fringe today, but I

really need to dedicate— I need another

mirror so I can see the back of my head.

It's getting long on the sides. I only cut

it— I cut it before Sunny came to my house

after Christmas, didn't I? And now it's

already getting long. Why does my hair

grow so fast?

How much did I get for a shift? I don't

know yet. I need to figure it out later.

What's up with that haircut? Uh, this is

the trendiest haircut in Asia.

Maybe you'd know that if you actually left

your basement and traveled the world.

I can't pull off the Western haircut where

they just shave it really short on the

sides and have a bit of fluff on top. I

can't pull that off. I would look weird.

So I do the Japanese hairstyle,

center parting.

No, I would not look good with a fade.

Why do you think that? I would

look terrible.

It would probably make me look really old

as well. I think the main reason why I

look young is because I got hair. If I

started doing like buzz cuts and just

shaving it all off, God, it will probably

age me like 10 years. Hairstyles make such

a massive difference with how you look,

especially with women. A woman with a

fringe looks 10 years younger than a woman

without a fringe. It's insane how much the

hairstyle can change what you look like.

I reckon the thing that determines what

you look like is probably like 50% your

Makes your big head look even bigger.

Well, if you got a big head, having short

hair is not really, really gonna make it

look much smaller. I mean, look at Psy

from Gangnam Style. His head's massive.

Look at Kim Jong-un. His head's massive.

You're not hiding that with a short

haircut.

I like my hairstyle apart from when it

gets weirdly long and then I've got to

start figuring out how to fix it.

I do like that hairstyle I had when my

dad— after my dad died and I went back to

Japan because it was quite short but I

still had the floppy fringe and I cut the

sides quite short too. I wouldn't mind

going back to that one.

I just gotta dedicate some time to just

sit down for a couple hours and sort it

No stock market today. Boring.

The only thing I'm worried about is

getting sick, and then I won't be able to

work for like 2 weeks.

Daniel's haircut looks like a woman's

haircut. I wish you would go to Japan and

then see what you think. Every Japanese

man has this haircut.

Yeah, getting sick really sucks, cuz if

you get the flu, uh, you can't drive for

weeks until it's gone because you just get

really dizzy. If it's just a cold, you

have a cough and it's whatever.

But your glasses are feminine? No, watch

Caleb Hammer. That guy has

the same glasses. Stop saying my hair and

my glasses look feminine. Maybe my face

just looks feminine and that's why I look

feminine, and it's got nothing to do with

The accessories. If The Rock, Dwayne

Johnson, wore my glasses, would he look

feminine? No, because he's a

masculine-looking guy. I'm just a

feminine-looking guy no matter what I do.

Stop saying it's the glasses, it's the

hairstyle, it's your bathrobe. It's none

of that. It's just because my face looks

feminine.

They're all talking a load of rubbish.

Look at Caleb Hammer. He's like a fat

Mexican-looking guy with a fade and a

short haircut. He wears the same glasses

as me. Where is he?

Look,

literally the same glasses as me.

Does he look feminine? Does he look

Look, exactly the same as my glasses.

Does he look— no, he doesn't look feminine

because he's more of a masculine,

chubby-looking guy. It's not the glasses.

I don't like that guy because he treats

his guests like shit. Yeah, it gets a bit

annoying. He's just yelling at them all

the time, and then when they try and

speak, he just yells over them.

Sometimes there's like shy guests who

sound a bit monotone, a bit robotic, and

then he just starts swearing at them.

It's a bit weird.

He's white. He looks more— I don't know,

he looks kind of Spanish-ish, Spanish-y to

me. He doesn't look white white, you know,

like, um, like a

blonde-haired, blue-eyed dragon.

He's got that dark Latino look, dark hair,

dark eyes. Thick lips.

It's the scarf. What, this? It's not a

scarf, it's a bathrobe. The inside of it

has like a gray bit.

Look, I'm like the Akatsuki member with

the collar thing. Who's your favorite

Akatsuki member? I like Itachi

because he's cool.

Yeah, I do. I feel like I have entered a

new era. Now I've got my house and I've

got my job.

What's next? I got the car, I got the job,

I got the girlfriend, I got the house.

I'm just winning at life. Now I need some

children and a cat, and then I

have achieved peakness.

I tried cooking rice again today. I used a

different technique this time. I put a

towel around the lid and I sealed it

tight, and then I turned off the heat and

I just let it cook in its own steam for

like 20 minutes, and it did kind of cook

dry. Not gloopy, and I washed it, but it

was still a bit raw in the middle. I can't

be bothered. I'm just gonna— I got the

rice cooker, it's coming tomorrow. I need

the rice cooker anyway because if I'm

gonna make rice and like a soupy stew,

I need the pot to make the stew at the

same time as making the rice. So I need 2

at the same time. Stop spamming, stupid

idiot. Ban this guy. Fent.

Band.

Hmm,

I need to buy food soon. I've only got 2

beef pies and I've got enough— I've

got a couple slices of ham so I can make a

few more sandwiches. I should actually

make a sandwich for tomorrow to bring with

me, but I need cling film.

Damn it, I should have bought cling film

because I'm gonna get so hungry. Unless

I'm gonna have to eat breakfast, I guess.

I don't feel hungry in the morning, but

I'm gonna have to just force it down. I

really hate eating in the morning. I just

don't really feel hungry. It's either pack

a sandwich or eat in the morning. I think

I'm just gonna try and eat in the morning.

Yeah, and I've got a couple packs of

pancetta but no eggs. Just wondering what

I can make. And then I guess

in a few days I'm gonna have to go to

Tesco, although I'm thinking of timing my

Tesco shop for when Sunny

comes so then we can get food together.

I'm thinking if she comes on Friday,

Friday evening, I'll work on Friday and

I'll take the weekend off and then we can

spend Saturday and Sunday together.

Although she might not want to go to Tesco

on— in the evening because she might be

tired. So maybe go Tesco the next day on

Saturday. That means I gotta survive until

Saturday on rice, salted rice with— what

do I even have? Yeah, I need a bigger

freezer— I mean fridge— because I went on

Tesco's, the online one, and you gotta

spend a minimum of £50 or they charge you

£5 extra. And I was trying to fill up my

shopping basket with £50 of food and

I was just struggling. I was just loading

it up and, and it was so much food. I

don't think it's all going to fit in the

fridge. Just buy more expensive

individual items maybe. I think it's

probably better if I just go to the

supermarket in my car and then buy £20-£30

worth instead of stocking up on £50 worth

and then half of it starts going off and

expiring before I can even eat it.

Not fair, she takes you away from us.

Well, maybe if you guys didn't bully her,

she would still want to do streams.

That's what you get. You bully off all the

people and then all you're left is boring

me. Like, you all tried to bully Blood

Bucket off, but she didn't care, so she

stayed on the streams.

Don't you like the supermarket? I do,

it's just that if I'm working and I just

finished a full-time shift, I might not

really feel like going to the supermarket.

I just want to go home.

It looks like Ice is really not enjoying

the Japan streams. There's a lot of clips

now coming out. Even Asmongold made a

video recently of some Kick streamers in

Japan getting chased down and beaten up by

some Japanese kids. It's not just me.

Did you see the video? These Japanese guys

were like attacking this Kick streamer

with a bottle.

Yeah, I would not want to stream in Japan

again. Japanese people just getting so mad

at streamers now. It's all the Kick

people. They're just doing crazy stuff and

they're not getting banned. If it was

YouTube, they might get demonetized or

banned or something. He threw snowballs at

people. Was it the same guy? The guy I'm

talking about, he went into a bar and he

asked some drunk girl to go to a love

hotel, and then he was like taunting her

boyfriend saying she's my girlfriend, and

then they all yelled at him to get out.

They're like, did they kill me? With their

stupid nasal voices. I'm actually on the

side of the Kick streamers because I know

what it feels like to get attacked by

these stupid little Japanese dicks with

their gay voices. Oh my reee,

reee, reee. They sound so stupid.

I just wish the streamer fought back,

like punched them, but then they'd get in

trouble, wouldn't they?

Oh, so he was the guy who threw the

snowballs. Yeah, it just triggers

me because I actually got in some trouble

when I was streaming in Japan. I honestly

wasn't doing anything. I was just walking

down the street and some kid screamed in

my ear. And then another time I was

panning the camera, accidentally pointed

at a bunch of hooligans for like 2

seconds. They chased me down.

If someone hits on your girlfriend in

front of you, they're not a good guy.

Well, you shouldn't be taking your

girlfriend to a bar. Why are you going to

bars when you got a girlfriend? You go to

bars to look for a girlfriend. Women go to

bars to get picked up. If you're in a

relationship, you shouldn't be going to

places like bars and clubs. Should stay at

home and like go to Tesco's, have a meal

in your home, maybe. I would never take— I

would never want to take Sunny to a bar.

God, me and Sunny went to a bar in Japan,

in Osaka. All the guys were like being

weird with her, like trying to talk to her

and stuff, and I was like, screw you guys,

she's coming home with me tonight. I saw

this Korean guy, he was like giving me the

evils. 'Cause he was wasted and

he kept staring at Sunny with this like

creepy look. And then he'd like look at

me, he wasn't interested in talking to me

'cause he knew that we came in together.

I bet he was thinking, congrats on your

new job. Thinking you can pay up your

bills making 50p per parcel is a stretch.

Even though we know you can't handle such

a job and that you will give up after a

couple of months, we should salute you for

trying. Delulu Daniel, lol. 50 pence

per parcel. Wait,

yeah, 50 pence per parcel. Do 120 parcels,

that's £60. Plus you might get

extras because, um, you get, you get paid

extra depending how big the parcel is.

And also if it's like a farm, you get paid

It's a really easy job. I did a shift

today, I did 40 parcels, which would be a

lot if I was doing Amazon, but it was

literally all just around a couple

villages and 5 or 6 of them were all just

on the same street. Easy.

You'd need 150 parcels to make £400 a

week. Yeah, but you don't only get paid

per parcel, you get paid extras as well on

top of it. And they also,

they also top it up to make sure you're

making above minimum wage.

And you can also get tips. So it's

not, it's not exactly 50p per parcel. I'm

just giving you an average figure.

No, it's way more than minimum wage.

The ad said £16 to £20 an hour.

And he, he asked me after I finished, he

said, so how did it go? And I said, yeah,

it was great, really easy. And he said,

yep, that's what it's going to be like.

And we've got this other route we're going

to get you to do as well, and that would

be like your main route, but it's pretty

much the same area. So yeah, it seems

really easy, to be honest, unless I just

really don't— the main thing I hate about

Amazon Flex was probably when they,

they sent me into the city town areas and

I couldn't find any, like high streets. I

hate high streets because, um, There's

hardly any parking. If you park on the

pavement, you can get in trouble. So your

only choice is to park far away and then

have to put it all into a bag and run to

where you deliver it. I don't think you

realize how much you're becoming like a

mom. You insult everyone calling them

stupid and idiot, never listen to advice,

and always think you're right about

everything. And you complain nonstop about

everything. Are probably going to deny

this. Yeah, shut up, idiot. That's where—

that's where you get your characteristic

traits from. You get it from your parents,

don't you?

Every one of us here, we're basically the

culmination of 2 people combined into one

person. You are basically just your mum

and dad, but in one person.

There's no such thing as an original

person. You're just a copy. You're

literally a carbon genetic copy of your

parents rolled into one person. And it's

not just physical, it's personal as well.

Unless you didn't grow up with your

parents, unless you're like a foster kid

or you only had one parent.

But your parents are like the first adults

you ever interact

with when you're young. So that's where

you're going to pick up all your— all your

personality traits you're going to pick up

from your parents. So yeah, obviously.

Now my ears are getting cold too.

Yeah, so hopefully this job goes well and

I can get into a routine. What I really

want to do is get past this phase of, oh,

everything's new, everything got set,

everything up. No, I just want a routine.

I want to do my 5 days of work a week. I

make my money and then I see my sonny and

then eat my food and then save up money

and then pay my debts and then buy stuff

on Amazon. That's like my dream life.

Although there's a few things I wish I

had, like a bathtub,

overnight EV tariff.

I don't really like the driveway here

because it's like a— and it's like a long

driveway. You can't park side by side,

you gotta park in a line. So if you had 2

cars, what, the car in front is going to

block the car behind unless neighbors are

out. So I feel like the driveway here is

not very well designed,

but it's fine if you've got one car, I

guess.

Yeah, really hope this job goes well

because Uber Eats is not gonna work.

I'm gonna have to get— try and get a

normal job like a supermarket job if this

doesn't work out because I don't know what

else I can do. I guess I could apply for

the other delivery jobs like Royal Mail.

Or like a contractor job where you get a

van and then you, you're working for an

agency like a contractor. And then maybe I

can get back on Amazon. I really don't

want to do Amazon because Amazon's just

going to end up sending you all around the

town. I do not want to do delivery work

around the town. I'd rather work in a

supermarket, or I'd rather even do

warehouse work than do delivery work

around the town. I only want to do

delivery work if it's in rural location.

You are a copy of your beta dad and your

woori Malaysian mother. Sabrina has the

same parents as you, but she seems to be a

decent human being, works hard, has a

respectful husband, and is already

accumulating assets while you are a loser,

a cancer cell. No, I'm a carbon copy

of my warrior World War II survivor

grandfather. I'm a survivor of Hitler.

Yeah, well, my sister had a different

upbringing, didn't she? She went to

grammar school. Also, she's a girl. If she

was a guy, it would be completely

different. I would love to see my sister

try and survive in her life as a

guy instead of a girl. She didn't get

bullied. She didn't get outcast by

society. She barely even looks Asian.

She had a good life. I had

a, I had a tough life where I was bullied

and ostracized because I'm Asian looking.

Already accumulating assets.

I don't know if the house is in her name

or if it's just in her husband's house. I

think it's just her husband's house, but

he only owns half of it. He doesn't own

all of it, so he pays— it's like a shared

ownership, and then my sister just helps

him pay the mortgage, but I don't know if

her name's on it. So what assets does she

have? She doesn't even have a car. I'm

putting monthly payments into a car that

I'll eventually own, and then that'll be

my asset, won't it? Also makes money. It

makes money and it'll have resale value.

Do I still get bullied for being Asian?

Not really. I haven't really felt like

people were rude to me since I got here.

Everyone's been very friendly.

I haven't had chavvy— I haven't really

seen chavs here either. I haven't seen

gangs of hoodie-wearing English kids

causing trouble. Everyone just seems nice

here. It's not like Maidstone.

You do get some maybe grumpy

old English people on the roads and

they horn at you.

But sometimes they also horn at you to

thank you, and they really do the whole

thumbs up thing if you give way to them.

They're like, like that.

They really take the effort to thank you

when you give way sometimes.

Sometimes they give you like a little beep

beep as well. That's funny.

I also feel like my driving, I feel much

more confident. I'm just driving a lot

faster, doing 60 on 60 roads,

you know, the country roads. I mean,

even Sunny said, uh, the people in Devon

are much friendlier than people in Kent.

And Essex. Yeah, I kind of agree. You

don't— I don't really see chavs hanging

around. It's all just lots of old people,

which is nice.

Yeah, maybe in Plymouth and Exeter.

That's why I don't want to go to those

places. All the young people, they love

going to cities. So just avoid cities and

then you will avoid 80% of

human trash. Basically,

cities are like, I don't know,

they just attract all the scum.

Maybe scum's a bit harsh, you know, just

young people who are stupid and annoying.

I was the same when I was young. I thought

countryside is so boring. I want to go

live in a big city in Japan. Imagine

living in a boring countryside with a big

garden surrounded by nature.

I wanted to be, you know, with all the

other young people mingling, partying,

drinking.

And then I got a bit older and I felt

like, hmm, I kind of like nature and peace

and less people.

Crediton, Tibbeton. They're all chavful.

They seem pretty nice so far compared

to Maidstone and Sittingbourne. They seem

like lovely places.

Where do I think the cheapest place to

live in all of Kent is? Probably Wales or

north around Liverpool. You get a lot of

investors, housing investors buying.

Everything you touch turns into shit. You

lost thousands and thousands of pounds.

You don't own anything and is paying to

live in this shithole. At the end, mummy

will have to bail you out. Only mentally

ill people do what you do. It's not

normal, Daniel. Um, I own a £500

sofa. I own a £400 mattress and bed

combo. I own £2,000 worth

of furniture. I own 40% of my electric

vehicle. I own

this £180 pro gamer chair.

I own this monitor. I own my laptop.

I own a lot of things.

And money is just a tool to experience

life. It goes up, it goes down.

You'll lose some, you'll get some. You'll

lose some, you'll get some. But at the end

of the day, it's all to do one thing.

It's to experience life.

I have experienced many lives across

the world with multiple women.

Yeah, sometimes I was broke, sometimes I

was in minus money, and then other times I

had lots of money.

But all that matters are the memories I

And now I'm just gonna grind my delivery

job. I'm gonna make £2,500 a month,

putting away £600 a month net profit,

pay off my debts

without sacrificing on the luxuries in

life such as heating, a comfy sofa,

a nice bed, good food.

Occasionally. The point with credit cards

is that you don't have to sacrifice in

order to enjoy having stuff.

Like, yeah, without the credit cards, I

wouldn't be able to buy all this

furniture. I'd probably have to sit on the

floor. And yeah, I could have done that.

But I wouldn't want to do it.

Why is Sunny never in chat? Uh, she

doesn't really like you guys anymore.

Sorry about that.

You can ditch everything in 1 second, as

we have already seen. You don't care about

stuff. You are happy to throw your

mother's money out of the window. I hope

one day she comes to her senses and cuts

ties with you because you are the worst

son. 200% trash.

Well, yeah, in an emergency,

crap's cut off their own arms to flee,

don't they? Sometimes you just gotta ditch

everything to improve your life and then

start over. That's not something I

would write off the table.

If I have to, I will just ditch everything

and have to restart again somewhere

Yeah, I'll pay back my mum. It's just

gonna take a while because now I've got

£5,000 credit card debt, which I didn't

have a month ago. But it's kind of her

fault, isn't it? If she didn't get mad at

me, then we wouldn't have had that fight,

and then I could have stayed at home for a

few more months to save up a bit more

money. But nope,

she couldn't be civil for one

week while Sunny was there.

Yeah, when Sunny's at my house, maybe I'll

get a little bit lazy with the cleaning

because I'm not— I don't really want to

spend all day cleaning all the time when

Sunny's here. But when Sunny goes, yeah,

I will I will put the bedsheets in the

laundry. I'll do the vacuuming. I'll tidy

up. Why is it a big deal? It's not like

Sunny's living there forever. She's just

there for a week and then she'll go home.

Don't have to, like, have a big meltdown

over unwashed cups in the sink.

I do clean. I clean all the time.

I vacuum the whole house.

When we have guests round, I go around

with my wet wipes and I wipe down all the

surfaces in the toilets and I clean down.

I get the little metal thing and I scrape

the carpet to get all the cat hair out of

it. I clean all the time, which is why I

got so triggered when she had a big go at

me for not cleaning. It's like, you clean

9 times out of 10 times, but the one time

you didn't clean and then they're like,

oh, you never clean. Why can't you clean?

I do clean. Just didn't clean that one

time.

That's what pisses me off about it.

It's like the whole, oh, you missed a spot

thing. Paint the whole wall perfectly,

but you miss one little patch, and then

they're like, oh, you didn't paint it.

No, it wasn't my plate. I still don't know

what she's talking about. She made roast

duck for me and Sunny for dinner. We took

the plates into the kitchen, and then she

just shouted, leave it there, I'll do it

tomorrow. So we said okay, we left it in

the kitchen, and then we took a plate for

chocolate cake. We cut the chocolate— we

took the chocolate cake out of the box,

put it onto a plate, and then cut it and

then put it onto another plate, and then

gave my mum a piece of cake. And then we

took our plate upstairs and we had 2 cups

of tea, one for me and one for Sonny.

Took upstairs 2 cups and a plate, and they

stayed in my bedroom overnight. They

stayed in my bedroom overnight. They were

not in the sink. I come downstairs next

morning and my mom's washing up. You are

flexing your toxic relationship, your

shitty delivery job, and your house with

no central air that you have to sit frozen

in. Sure, you have all the basic things,

but they are shit versions of them. At

least winter is over soon, right?

No, it's a much better delivery job than

Amazon Flex and Uber Eats. The pay should

be on par in combination with it being

easy. The whole point is I don't care if

it pays more, I'm okay with it paying a

bit less because the best thing is that

it's really easy. That's all I want.

I don't want a hard job, I want an easy

job that I just do over and over again,

then I grind it out. And I've got electric

radiators. I just— yeah,

I don't know why it's so cold today

because it is on. I might have to blast

the fireplace too,

so you might hear a buzzing because it's

the electric fireplace blowing out air.

Nobody wants a stressful job. I don't

know, it's like Trump. Why does he want to

become the president when he can just

retire and relax and enjoy his money in

his last 10 years of life? But no, he's

like, oh, I want to be the president, the

most difficult job in the world. Some

people are actually just wired to be

Yeah, so all my dirty plates and cups were

in my bedroom. We played Resident Evil,

we turned it off, we left the dirty stuff

in my room, went to bed. I woke up next

day, went down to make lunch, my mum's

there washing the plates, and then she's

having a go at me about unwashed plates.

The only unwashed plates that were in the

sink were the ones you told us to leave

there the previous night, because our

dirty dishes were still upstairs. So I

don't know what you're talking about. I

demand an apology. My mum makes

mistakes all the time. Like, a couple days

ago, she was messaging me saying— early in

the morning— saying, Daniel, what's wrong?

Did you and Sunny break up again? And I'm

like, oh, What? No, what are you talking

about? Why are you saying that? And then

she also messaged Sunny. Sunny messaged me

saying, uh, your mum is sending me weird

messages, and she screenshot it, and she's

like, Sunny, what happened? Are you and

Daniel okay? And I just don't understand

what's going on. And then an hour later,

my mum goes, oh, sorry, I was confused. I

was watching your old stream thinking it

was a new— see, my mum gets confused so

easily, and then she just reacts.

And then even if she makes a mistake where

she's wrong, she won't— sometimes she

does, but if it leads to an argument, she

won't admit that she was wrong and she

won't say sorry.

I panicked. I thought, why is my mum

asking if we broke up? Did Sunny message

my mum saying, oh, I can't take it

anymore, Daniel's just terrible, I gave

him so many chances, I'm breaking up with

him? I thought, did Sunny say we're

breaking up to my mum but she didn't tell

me? What's going on? So such

a horrible feeling to have early in the

It was the stream a week ago.

How long has it been? It's been 10 days

since I moved in here, which means it's

not even been 2 weeks since we got back

together. After our little breakup thing.

It's insane, isn't it? It was only 2 weeks

ago. It feels like so

much time has passed.

I thought, did she have a dream where we

broke up and she thought it was real?

Because that wouldn't even surprise me.

I might make food. It's 8 o'clock.

Lol, you and Sunny are a match made in

heaven. Maybe you could actually work long

term with how toxic you both are. You'll

both cheat on each other and abuse each

other, but she will be far more abusive,

or people will still like her more. Oh

well, enjoy it.

Well, you know what they say,

the cereal is always best when you feel

like you're about to lose it. When you

feel like, oh yeah, I've, I've got it

locked in, guaranteed it's not going

anywhere. Then it gets a bit stale.

But if it's constantly like on the verge

of getting flushed down the toilet, you

savor it more. I'm so sorry

for your mum. She has to deal with your

unhinged lifestyle and oh my God, even pay

for you to live this life. Are you not

aware you are a 35-year-old man? OMG,

that's so weird. Are you not ashamed to be

like this and make your mum suffer? Not

really. Kind of her fault in

the first place anyway,

cuz she started that fight.

Otherwise I'd probably still be at home

grinding Uber Eats, making £90 a day,

and then I could have built up some

savings and then moved out the proper way

instead of this frantic rush blowing loads

on Airbnbs and hotels.

You never admit to anything. Yeah,

because that's boring. Yeah, I could just

sit here and say Yeah, you're right. I was

wrong. So sorry. That's boring.

Figuring out ways to show you

how it was not my fault is more

interesting. If I was just like,

oh yeah, I was wrong, you're right,

that'd be so boring. So what would be the

point of anything? Why even stream?

What would we even talk about?

The only thing I was wrong about was

losing my temper. As a man, I should be in

control of my emotions, but I let my

emotions control me that day, and it was

not good. I don't like it when I lose

control. Things get broken,

feelings get hurt,

and my phone gets a new crack on it.

By the way, we aren't crazy. I DK about

the other donators, but I have a very high

status job and make lots of money where I

act completely differently to on here. I

take out my bad emotions on you sometimes,

BC. At least you get money from it. So who

is crazy? Maybe we're all a little bit

crazy.

I think everyone's crazy, to be honest,

and then they just try their best. To look

like they're normal on social media and in

real life.