Kick Livestreams/BIG DAY HUGE NEWS 2025-09-11 19_11 [f5d4a301-big-day-huge-news] 480p concat

Hmm. Testing. <silence> Hmm?

Testing. Oh what? Borderlands four comes out today in six hours. Oh, I gotta review that. How big is it? Oh, a hundred gigabytes. Why? I hate do not buy. Why regret buying? What else? Top five tips and tricks. Uh, why I love never works. Last stream, I made

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114.81 round up to 1 1 5. You do the maths, it was a 12 hour, 40 minute stream. So divide by $12.49 an hour. Oh God. I used to make 16 hours. I mean $16 an hour, actually seven pounds an hour. <laugh> it's like half of minimum wage. You get a normal job, you get paid. Double that to work. Half the time. It's like, do you wanna make seven pounds an hour and work 12 hours or make 12 pounds an hour and work six hours? I wish they just make a demo of the game so I don't have to download the whole hundred gigabytes. No offense. But streaming with homeless is like the last thing I would want to do. Streaming with anyone is the last thing I'd ever want to. I'd rather go and get a job. I don't wanna meet any of you weirdos. Thanks very much. I wouldn't wanna hang out with any of you people. Yep. I left Discord and I deleted my account. You are posting disgusting videos of Charlie getting shot. I don't wanna see that. So I just left, deleted my account as well. Fuck Discord. Something wrong with you people. You are all sick in the head. Disgusting. Don't wanna see this stuff. I'm nuking all my social media and just milking last drops of kick and YouTube. Now I'm done. I'm out.

Instagram's nuked. I hate go. It's disgusting.

I,

Uh, Mr. B Livery, when I was in the shower, I was paying 24 pounds for garlic bread and pizza. A kind of farm or an hour drive away would've taken three hours to finish. Maybe I get another one.

Hmm. Oh, oh man.

I'm not leaving Kick or my channel never said I would. Yeah, I am milking the last few streams. It doesn't mean I'm leaving it, I'm just milking it. I just think maybe there'll come a time where I'll be happier without streaming and I'll find something else to do. When I'm making less than 500 a month, then I'm leaving. I mean, I'm only making about a hundred and $110 a day by streaming all day the money. Shit now, unless I did it all day long every day, how am I supposed to have a life if I only streamed normal hours, like six or seven hours? I'd make half of what? I'd make $60 a day. You know what? I don't wanna do anything for content. Do I? What do you want? Like me to go to Thailand and do nothing there instead? Wow. Such a great idea.

Walk around Kit Hill. Endlessly. I wouldn't mind if the weather was good. It was raining every fucking day in this stupid fucking place. I wouldn't mind going to Kit Hill and having a walk. It's raining every day. Look at the weather until next Wednesday. Every day and then even beyond. It's probably raining every day. I can't even go outside. Even if I wanted to. Now I'm not buying junk to make more junk out of the junk. And then I've gotta get rid of it. And whenever I do stuff and stop talking, my viewers drop as well. No, I will do stuff but I won't stream it. That's what you get. I will go back to my mom's house and do Uber Eats outside of Mastone. Make hundred a day. I guess I should make a YouTube video if there's no B livery. I don't know what to make.

Uh, my done with Japan video made $28 and then the, well, I haven't paid my mum back. I only made 12. And the 36-year-old loser that made $10, oh my god, it's fucking over. Made like 50, $50 from those three videos. It's like 17 a day. How is saying something weird the same as seeing a guy get shot in the neck and all his blood coming out? How's that even the same? See, this is the problem. You guys are just fucked in the head that you even think that's the same thing. And there's something wrong with you people. That's why I'm deleting all my socials. I'm done with you people. You are sick. I don't want anything to do with you with people anymore. Deleting everything. I'm just milking my last pennies from this fucking bullshit streaming stuff and I'm done. You all need therapy. Who wants to buy my Bella box? It's an orange pie. Five. No one wants an orange pie. What can I do with it? I was thinking I'll turn it into like a fire stick. Turn it into a TV. Useless piece of junk, isn't it? Wasted 240 fucking pounds. Isn't there something I can do with it? How do I put Linux on it

Does it really require brain power? I think you just download some flashing thing and then download some other thing and then put it on a USB stick and plug it in.

I,

Okay, how do I do it then?

Ah,

Should I put Linux on it or Android? How to install Linux on orange high five I his micro SD card. I think I've got one in my dash cam. A buntu D me got his money and then ditched it. It was ambient. Oh, I, I saw a news thing. It said, uh, a safari keeper in Thailand got mauled to death by five lions. Jesus fucking Christ. Maybe don't get out the car when there's load of lions around <laugh>. And then all the people there were like watching it beeping their cars at the lions. Well, they should have rammed the lions with the cart.

How do you install Aion on your orange pi Andd card? Let me show you.

Why are the people doing tutorials about this? Have the most annoying accents ever. We

Need the Aian image. And there are two ways to get it. The first, the easy way is simply to download it from the website. We,

It's so hard to concentrate on what you're saying that

Up today. The second, uh,

If it's got Indian accent, I click right off straight away. I'm not listening to that.

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Approach is that you will get all the latest updates to arm beyond right into your,

I can barely understand fucking what he is saying.

Look in the corner of this video or the description for the link to my tutorial. Now let's install RB on your orange five five the easy way. Visit www.orange

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Scroll down and choose the RB image option again. Scroll down. And here you will see the available options. The two basic versions are Iun two based. The G name corresponds to the Eun 2 22 0 4 lts version. LS stands for long term score version. Here's the full desktop version with no. And this one is the CLI version strip to the left.

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I don't know why town's going out with a high school boy. They like docks have to clean up

Orange PI five GitHub.

And we already have an

Oh thank God

Orange PI five through the orange PI five official website. But I thought this would be worth looking at. So this repository provides a pre-installed Ubuntu 20 0 4 and 22 0 4 desktop server image for the orange PI five offering a default abuntu experience with this port. You can experience the power, the ability of abuntu on your orange PI five making an excellent choice for a wide range of projects and applications. And if we scroll down, highlights package management via app uses the five point 10 Linux kernel, which is what we're used to on the orange PI five. That is an old kernel, but it does seem that the rock chip 3, 5, 8, 8 doesn't seem to happen.

I dunno what the fuck he's saying. How'd you do it? Oh God. Why do they talk so much? Uh, why is it so expensive to get an orange pie? What does it even do? Stupid little black box. I just wanna play videos on it like movies. Netflix, so I don't have to buy a fire stick. Download Abuntu from for your specific board. I don't even know what the board is. Abuntu for orange pi. Five downloads for orange PI five pre-installed desktop abuntu 1.5 must be this one. Download it then. What? Belina Etcher do I need that Flash the image to your micro SD card. Can't be that hard.

Oh my god.

Belina Etcher. Oh, oh spasm. Uh, what do I get? ET for Windows download. I've gotta get my SD card that my stupid car. Oh, I need more SD cards. Her nicotine's not working anymore. I don't feel anything. Do you think it's run out? I don't get addicted to substances. See, I drank all the beer. I'm not really craving it. People were saying, oh, he is gonna get addicted to alcohol and then he's gonna crave it. No, I'm not. Not craving it at all. I didn't even like the feeling of getting drunk. I just liked the flavor of the beer with the food. Yeah. All these substances just make me depressed. Weed makes me depressed and then really horny. We just makes me rock hard. And then I've got to put effort into coming. Otherwise I'd just endlessly fuck. I gotta like think, okay, I've gotta start racking up. I should probably not about now. Yeah. I like caffeine. Caffeine makes me feel good. And pot me

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Is good. Something liquid just came out as liquid. It really is true. The older you get, the more disgusting sounds you make <laugh>. Soon I'll be like on my floor and then farting on stream. Okay, where's the belina? Did it install or not? Okay, so flash from file. Flash from URL Clone Drive. Uh, it seems pretty easy. And then I've gotta go outside. The hardest part is having to go outside and get my stupid SD card. Something. Well, I don't wanna go outside in the brain. I've got all the dash cam footage on here. I've never watched my dash cam footage 'cause nothing, nothing interesting ever happens to bother to watch it. Yeah. One of my ideas was when I got the car, I thought I'd drive around and capture traffic accidents on my dash cam and then post on YouTube. Where's that? It's not. Oh God, it's cold. I've got 12 gigabytes of dash cam footage. Damn. Whoa. Quality's pretty good. I don't even remember what this was around here. Who was I talking to? Is that my mum? Surely footage when I was with my mum can't still be on here. 'cause it should override itself. I Daniel it is. My mum can't run all the way here. This is not private <laugh>. You get through that. That's weird. How come I still get this footage? The quality's not bad. What else we got? I thought it was supposed to overwrite the footage. Oh, I think it just overrides it when it's full and there's 124 gigs on it. Oh, is this me doing every

It is pretty cool. This is the view you'd get if I put the camera in the front. It looks funny. <laugh>. Yeah. This is my Every stuff <laugh> so bad. Sorry. Uh, every, every, yeah.

Yeah. The bad one. <laugh>. Is it? Oh, okay. Thanks.

Bye.

They just came up to me for some reason. I don't know what they said. It's funny when they asked you what you're looking for, when you know what you're looking for and where it is, and then they give you directions. But you already know

It's recording.

<laugh>. Oh, this footage. What's that? Yeah, I think some of the footage. I locked it so it doesn't get overwritten. I don't know how I did that. I didn't even touch it.

Start recording.

What's the oldest stuff? Uh, September 3rd. No, this is all new stuff. This is what it looks like. Oh my God. What was that?

One to 10? One to 10. How attractive is girl who is more attractive? Girl or Haj?

<laugh>. No. Um, everyone is 10 out of 10. Look how I have not done any traffic incidents, but just in case I'd rather it not be on camera. Look at me on the jaw. Carriageway. Well, the sky. The sky looks cool in this camera. Oh, sky looks weird. Like the clouds had this weird 3D pop out effect. All right, so what I do, I've gotta format the SD card or something. Hmm.

Number 19th. Eight.

This was December last year with my mom. Look at me. Lemme run off with the parcel. Where am I? <laugh>. I went to the wrong house. No, I didn't even knock on the door. I just put it down when it ran off. <laugh>.

I

Grinding Amazon hard.

Should be,

I can't be. If my mom came with me almost every time. How is she not bored? She didn't even make any money. I didn't give her any money. Other is the army base. But they got a tank. There's the GIR regimen Army base that the army. Man.

I go, no. Do

I? If there's any clips of me and my mom shouting at each other. Oh, the army trunk. What is it?

Uh uh.

Okay, so what do I do? Flash from file. Do I have to unzip? What is it? Where is it? Couldn't download Network issue. What? Okay, try again. Yeah. Dutch canvas is pretty quality tobacco. So boring. I am downloading the orange pie. Five open to image xz. I remember I thought I could pay my mum back in three months. I can barely stay of overdraft now. I spent 1,700 already in September. 20 seconds left. What? Why does it finish downloading this as couldn't download network issue? It gets to the very end and then says couldn't download. Oh my God. What if I download this one instead? What about this one? Why there's so many Ubuntu 24 point 10 with Linux. Six point 11 orange pipe. Five. May we get that? If I download it on Chrome instead of edge and it says you can flash it from a URL. I mean we would do that. I watch the Ben Shapiro live stream about the Charlie thing. He had a hundred thousand viewers and the chat was, is full of spam. Like civil war we riot tonight. <laugh>. Oh, is that Mr. Miel? It is Mr. Miel. I can see his skinny body. Oh funny. I wonder how come I haven't seen him in the weeks? I think it downloaded

Aun two. Yeah, I got it. Okay, now what do I unzip it or put it straight into the flasher Select target SD card flashing. It's flashing decompressing. I didn't unzip it. Is it really this easy? Damn. I should become a coder. Maybe I'm good at this flashing 1%. Is it buntu still up to date? I guess so. Is it the best version of Linux? I remember using it when I was in my early twenties being too cheapskate to just buy windows. And then I felt like, wow, I'm so cool. 'cause I'm using a free operating system. But then I wanted to do gaming so I had to get windows. It worked fine for watching YouTube and doing internet stuff. Oh. Oh, I've gotta plug it into my monitor so I can see what's happening. So it's flash complete. Okay, now what? I think it's already ejected the SD card. So now I just put it in the better box. Where is it? Oh, there's, hmm. If I plug in the monitor, HDMI and I plug in the power,

Uh,

Parallel supply. What happens if I just do that? It's not turning on. Why is it not working? It's weird. It didn't work when the HDMI was plugged in. Well, it's doing something. Bella Box login and I put in the SD card. Where does it go? There lot happening. I turn it off and on. I wanna put a buntu on my orange pie. I don't want Bella box anymore. I I now it's got a red light insert. Flash storage into orange pie. Connects monitor boot up. Follow onscreen options. It's not doing anything. All right. Put in flash SD card and rebooted. But it has the red light turn. Oh, now it's green. Why is it not working? Oh, oh, it's doing something while I'm in the matrix. I've been to login. It's working. I created my keyboard. It crashed. No, it says completed socket interaction for boot stage final. Well, it's nothing happening. It says completed socket interaction for boot stage. Vinyl boot is nearly complete and the display manager failed to start. You're booting into a headless or minimal server image. I downloaded, I dunno, it doesn't say the been 2 24 point 10 server with Linux. Six point 11. Was I supposed to download desktop? Oh, I get desktop one. Okay, turn off then.

Get the SD card out. The SD card's not showing up. Now where is the SD card not showing up? No, it doesn't show up on Etcher. What? How can I do it then?

How? Oh,

CI data. It's, oh, now it says uh, format it. Yeah, it shows up now.

Hmm.

Oh. Oh, hungry. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. I know why the wall is so dirty is that wasn't me. The landlord was worried about the cat scratching the wall but doesn't care that the previous tenant did this to the wall.

Makes sense.

Better not say failed to download. No, I downloaded it last time. Flash it a lashing 10% got bacon, no eggs. I've got rustler and a steak. Yeah, it still smells in here. <laugh>. Uh, these went off ages ago. It's probably not these because they're not open, but maybe it's those chips. I don't know what it could be. I might go to dump, get rid of all these black bags. I got bacon and chips. Or have a RU'S burger. This bit's dead. Uh, it rotted and fell off. Where does it grow? These little spikes. As if that's gonna stop. Anything from eating it. Spikes are so flimsy. Bella box. Better box. Better box. Better box. Remember how stressed I was about it? It kept going on and on. Oh, I gotta put my jumper. It's too cold. My jumper smells like vomit. I gotta wash this too. I don't know why everything shows up. Vomit it. Yeah, it smell weird or whatever. Oh. Oh, I need new jumper. Don't like my gray knitted ones anymore. I look stupid. I my why? It smells, it really smells like vomit. What? Something went wrong. Okay, well that flash from URL.

It is not doing anything. It is just doing this spinning, loading thing. Or maybe I'll make my burger, put some bacon in it.

Uh, why is it wet

Doing anything? Try and flash it again. I think it's broken. Uh, I'm still trying to flash abuntu. No. While having problems

Do,

Oh, calm down. Jesus. Maybe I can get a job in the EV industry. Can't be that hard. Just learn some electrical. I like EVs. Do you think it's hard getting a job as those people who installed the home charges just a bunch of wires, isn't it? I dunno. Electrocute myself by accident. What a way to end. I feel like Mark Grimes from The Simpsons. Wait, is it Frank Grimes or Mark Grimes? I keep calling him Mark. Is it Frank? I dunno why I keep mixing up. Frank and Mark. I think it's Frank. No, it's Mark. I can't remember is Frank. I know I keep calling him Mark <laugh>. Yesterday I was a plumber fitted the toilet seat went pretty well. It says fucking hell. Why does it say something went wrong? Check the archive is not corrupted. Uh, why remember I try Abuntu 22 with Linux five.

I

Tried download this before and then when it got to the end it said could not finish download. Uh,

Shut

Stupid curly bacon now for the we

And cheese. Cheese melting. Cheese melting already.

Lunch break.

Uh,

I bet it's gonna say it could not download uh, stupid rain. When's gonna fucking stop? So,

Oh my God,

It is so loud and power's only gone off once and it came back on straight away and it rains so much. Devin. I might do a YouTube stream tonight if I pretend I'm moving to Japan. I bet I get some viewers. My viewers obsessed with Japan. Amazing. It's either be honest and get no viewers or just blatantly lie and get some viewers and facing, moving to Thailand got me back to 150. I will just say, yep, moving to Japan next week. Got a new Japanese goal

And

People dumb as fuck. And then they'll be like, yo, then we've gone back to Japan. Content coming. I, oh wow. It didn't fail. I have no idea why. Needing my whole life I thought I didn't like British girls. That's insane. I feel so stupid. I love British girls now. Okay, well Abuntu 22 try and flash that. Oh, now my drive isn't showing up. I mean I guess there's a point in saying that having an Asian girlfriend would mean I could probably still do YouTube 'cause they wouldn't understand what I'm saying. They wouldn't care. That is the catch. But then you've gotta move to a whole other country. Yeah, but there's just nothing really special about Japan that the UK doesn't have. It's just like the uk but it's got more mountains and it's got Japanese people and then you'll be completely reliant on YouTube. Can't get a job. And even if you could, you'd have to speak Japanese and work in seven 11. Maybe do Uber Eats in Japan. I'm so bored of Japan. Like the streets and the cities and the temples are, I never wanna say it again. Every street just looks the same with the neon signs and everything. All the food. Same Ramen, sushi, <inaudible>. I just want a burger. I want just want a truck setting. A greasy burger.

Tell go Tochi. See if she can get a lesbian girl there. <laugh> you. You said not Tohin. How did you know I was gonna say it <laugh>. It still cracks me up. When my sister showed me her travel itinerary in oic, she put down to Shichi on her spreadsheet it said top of Shichi. Imagine if I didn't say anything. They just went there. The thing is like, oh, traditional Japanese tea house. I wonder if foreigners to just ever acts any stumble into that place without knowing what it is. I don't know if you would know that they're brothels unless you knew. The only giveaway is young, attractive women wearing not much with the boobs out. I accidentally walked into there when I was streaming. I didn't even know what it was. I turned off the stream and had a bang and then I got hooked. I thought Jesus, I could bang as many Japanese women as I want just for 15,000 yen. Such a waste of money. I remember blood buck got mad 'cause I suddenly disconnected and came back an hour later. <laugh>, why did you get mad? See if it's gonna fail again. No, I just find life in Japan to be very depressing.

The magic's gone. Ah, fucking how you stupid fucking buck. Why won't it flash? Try and find a different download link. Maybe min open to why did the server file work where the desktop file won't work? Yeah. This is the same download list I was downloading from. Oh, I could try this one.

Hmm.

No, it just says something went wrong. Maybe I download Android instead download Android. Ugh, download android orange pi five orange pi os download. I dunno which board I have. Orange pie plus 4G. What does it say?

Hmm.

Maybe it's just orange pi five or orange pie. No, it must be just orange Pi five. What's gnome? I'll try and no, after I try this TU thing, God I still can't believe they shot Charlie like that. That's brutal. That's traumatized me. I think just for having an opinion. You get shot in the neck less insane. They still haven't caught the gunman have they? And they're saying it's the worst assassination in 50 years since JFK. He was saying some pretty wild stuff about Israel, wasn't he? Wow. 78 years we are back baby. I think this is the new one. Why not have to unplug it every time? Ba flush it. I have been inspired by a pew pie. I'm gonna nerd out on a tu as well if I can get the damn thing installed. One of the assassin was like, I don't know, a professional or just some crazy guy with a gun and these bulletproof vests and their use, if you just get shot in the face or the neck. Aspen gold made a video about it. Of course he did. I think if they can't stop the guns and they need to up the defenses like bulletproof neck color, bulletproof face mask armor always has to keep up with the weapons, doesn't it? You gotta bring back full plate armor. Bulletproof.

What am to trading someone to? Oh, why is the website looking like this now? Looks weird. Okay, see if it works. Validating. 88% says I can skip validating. Here comes the rage. Oh my God. Something went wrong. The writer process ended unexpectedly. Uh, I'll try gnome try use it anyway. Yeah, it finished writing but then when it validates it doesn't validate.

Woo.

Oh, everything's so hard moving stuff about plugging stuff in red light. Oh, what's it doing? Green light. Well it's doing something. Bella box. It's gone back to Bella Box now. How's it still got Bella Box when I've formatted the SD card. What? Oh no. So what's that Bella box software written into the board. How can it do that? I thought I overwrote the Bella box and I downloaded No. Uh, I wanna get rid of the Bella box software. I already tried reopening Etcher. Ah, do I need to unzip the open two file? It says yes. You need to unzip it. Oh, maybe I'll try that. Extract. Where did it unzip to? Okay, now I've unzipped it. See if it works. Jeremy Clarkson said he's genuinely frightened to voice his views after Charlie Clark's death. Just don't go to America then Jeremy Clarkson fears for his safety after tragic death in devastating admission. Why? Jeremy Clarkson doesn't do school. Campus lectures does. He says he's genuinely frightened about being a newspaper columnist. Columnist. Columnist. Why do I leave Discord? Because people just being gross on it. It's either just people being annoying or just recently now just sharing disgusting stuff. It's for the idiots. Oh, I think it's working. Finished successfully. It's finished

Now. Every time I go on Discord, either I'm just mildly annoyed and now just repulsed. See if it works. Yesterday stream made $115. Looking good. Let's see what happens. No, a hundred fifteen's a bit lower. I usually, I make like 150. Oh whoa. A buntu. I am a genius. Got second computer now. Maybe the bell box wasn't a waste of money after all. Fucking genius. Oh my God. Oh I've got a tu now. I'll put my mouse into it. Now I've got, do I have mouse? Mouse not working. Why it not working? Mouse isn't working. What? Oh it's working. Look. System config English. Where are you? Uh, London. Your name log in automatically. Computer's name and you plug in my keyboard. Um, Jason Cumber. It's not working. Need USBI probably need USB. Think we A god damn USB. Okay. Oh, for God's sake. Why is everything USBC? Come on. You want USB? Oh my God, why is it so long? Fuck off. Fucking wire. Oh, mini USB

You stupid bitch.

Oh the out of here. Why is everything so, ah, I'm struggling with physics. Okay. USB, everything just feels cumbersome. Like I'm knocking everything and everything's not. Oh, I just wanna get things done. Oh, the stupid physics and gravity's getting in my way. Oh it's working. Your name computer's name Jimbo Jenkins. No, I'll just put Orange Pi five. Username. Username rabbit face. Choose password. Password continue. Rabbits fucks my family installing system. I can probably download the latest one or update the system from this version. Wow. Look I've got a buntu. Hmm. Interesting. Hmm. What can I do with this? When you found power, that's cool. I can use it for something else. Not stupid mailbox. I've got this OBD reader for my car. You plug it into the fuse box thing and then you download an app and it shows you all the numbers for the car, like how much it weighs and how fast it's going and temperature and all this stuff. Kind of useless but cool. I guess I thought if you go to a hotel, instead of bringing the whole laptop, I just bring the Bella box and then an A-H-D-M-I cable and I just plug it into the TV there.

Now that is genius. I got a second computer for free. Ha. If I need a switch to had apps, it's got YouTube on switch two, but it doesn't work. So it's not supported. It'd be nice if it had some video apps like Amazon Prime and I used to switch to in the dock as a little portable computer and the gaming thing. Wow. I can't believe that it's that easy to just flash it. I thought it'd be really hard for some reason. Interesting. If I go back to my mom's house, I pick up a second monitor. I dunno to connect that one because I want this one to stay here. And I had a second monitor with bow box maybe that way I don't need to buy a TV because I could just get one of my monitors from my mom's house. Now I'm going to go to my mom's house probably end of next week to see my baby nephew, uncle Dan come in with cat food gifts. I've got some, she bark cat food. My cat scratching post is coming today. I dunno why people think if you reject the delivery then it automatically gets refunded. I've never heard of that.

To get a refund, you've got to initiate the refund process by sending it back to them. If you just reject the delivery, you'll just deliver it again the next day. I never heard of that. Dun. Okay. How to update latest version of the two. Now it's my orange pie also that this Bella box has 4G wifi card built into it. So yeah, it could connect to the hotspot. The jammy jetty fish. You can update. Its a PT update. <affirmative> most stable and widely supported version of orange pie is two, 2.4. I think that's what I got. Hmm, hmm hmm. Oh

Look.

Welcome to abuntu. Next finish. Oh. Oh, okay. What should I, it does seem kind of laggy. Uh, where's the internet? How do I get internet show apps?

<laugh>.

Oh, it's probably not connected to my wifi 'cause I made it. Forget the wifi, didn't I? But where's the app? Where the internet is? Settings. Oh, we ever put wired proxy. Why is there no wifi? Wireless wifi. What? Anytime I got plug in my ethernet cable. Does it have wifi? Says yes, it does support wifi, but it could connect to my wifi wirelessly with the belt box. Use Dex. Whom? True? I used to smash Samsung, couldn't I? Huh? What do you mean it doesn't have wifi? I mean that's kind of shit. If I need to plug in the internet. Why is there no internet app? I remember you had to use Firefox on it. Where'd you download it from then? Pseudo apps install Firefox. Uh oh. The terminals there. It says already installed. How to open it requires Firefox to be installed. Server misbehaving. Oh, I got plug in my head in it. Why can't I connect to wifi? How many things will have plugged into it? How do I know if I got into that now? So server misbehaving. Oh my fucking god. Net. Oh, it says disabled connection failed. Oh my God. Uh, why is it saying failed? Maybe have to restart it.

It doesn't Let me turn on wired. Internet can't enable wired network. Ah, can't be positive. How to enable internet. Pseudo command. Not found. Oh no. Hi. This is stupid. Quite bothering. Internet doesn't even work. Hmm? It's also really loud. I don't like that. Nah, I don't want it anymore. Rubbish. Turn off fucking waste of time. Uh, where it is this massive waste of time, that box. I just use my Samsung decks. Now what? I might keep my keyboard out. It'll be easy. Nothing ever is is it? I getting cluttered?

Hmm?

Where's my little US sb hub?

Stupid bell.

I've got the SD card back into my dash cam. Do I need to format it again? Nothing to use the box with. Now.

Um, see here?

Hmm. H oh, uh,

What's

This? HDMI again? Oh yeah. I stole the emus. HDMI didn't, I I might have to go to Tesco tomorrow. I go dump first and then Tesco. Get rid of its black bags. Uh, where's that little mini USB hot thing? Oh, I took it out when I sent my, my, my microphone out for the Sam fucking way.

Ah, ah, fucking stop every fucking way. Ah, <laugh>. Stupid cables. Get off the fucking bag. Idiot. Now I fucking hell. Why do the cables keep getting stuck on everything Fucking cables. Oh God. Huh. Jesus. Huh?

I can't find that little USB hub. It's not in the drawers. It's not in the closet.

What the hell is it? Ah, hot Now.

Uh oh. I losing everything

Here. Uh oh.

It's all your fault. Rubbish. Now's that. More screwdrivers. I didn't realize it has so many screwdrivers every What's that?

Ah, God.

Hmm. I am. No, no. Not again. Fucking rain. Why do I need you to tell me? My kick view is a declining, you think? I don't know. Wow. Thanks so much for telling

Me.

It's not like I can't see for myself it, at the time I said it, it wasn't declining. Obviously now it has declined. Duh. I don't know where that little USB hos gone. I took it out and I used it to plug in my mic and then I realized I didn't need it and I chugged it somewhere. Now I want it again. I can't find it. Yeah, I know it's 50 stop going on about it. The fuck am I supposed to do about it? What my fuck got stupid viewers? One minute. Oh, this is so interesting. And the next minute, oh this is boring. It's the fucking same thing I was doing a couple months ago and you all loved it back then. Doing this got me 140 viewers plus thus time. Now it doesn't, don't say it's boring now. And it's exactly the same as what it was a few months ago. How is it boring now? But it wasn't boring then. Idiots made no sense. Got a bunch of women. Oh it was boring. Didn't say boring a couple months ago. Did you? Where my USBC adapters gone? I hate all these stupid plugs. Can't they submit everything the same plug

And I lost all my USBC to USB adapters.

Where

The hell is it? I've got such a tiny house. How do I lose stuff in such a tiny house? How am I supposed to do about the trend? Even if I could see it, of course I could see it. There's nothing I can do about it because you people impossible to place. You want me to travel the whole world and meet women and expect 'em to want to be on stream and do all this stupid dumb fucking stuff. That's just not possible. I've got stupid expectations for someone who just sits in his house doing nothing and that's his whole content, his whole life. And then I dunno, what the fuck are you expecting from me that I'm gonna be like Roberto versus as well? I go to clubs and pick up women. The fuck do you expect the channel's called hiding in my room? The fuck? Do you expect the content's gonna be about what the fuck you're expecting? What if I accidentally chucked it out and I'm looking for something that's not even there? Where the stupid binmen, all my stuff's getting wet out there one o'clock and they're still not here. Now if KCI P's gonna pay me $8 an hour,

Then yeah, it's not really worth it anymore. Might go back to YouTube. Where the fuck's my KCIP? Oh look there's one uh, lightning. I don't want lightning. Oh, what's that? Oh, lightning to USBC. That could be useful. Where's the mic? Cable.

Oh, there No. Uh oh. Can't find it. Oh god. What's this? Spring onions. I wonder if this works. It doesn't work.

Oh, it does kind of. No it doesn't. Okay is if I buy the USBC to lightning, it might work. Is there such thing? Oops. USBC to HDMI. Not lightning. 10 pounds. Oh god sake. Someone sent me a hub thing, didn't they? I can't find it now. I bet it shows up when I get the new cable. Yeah, but I need a hub 'cause I need to plug the mouse into the phone as well. Unless I use the screen of the phone as a touch pad. Oh, sorry. I need to charge the phone as well. Whilst I can't just get lightning into HDMI, I need a hub, which I had now. I can't find it. Can't believe I lost it. I can't accidentally put it in the bin. I've been vaping since five years ago. What do you mean? Don't you remember the vaping pipe and the vaping cigar? I've had lots of different weird vapes. I'm sure it's not in here. Uh oh. I'm not suddenly vaping. I've been vaping since five years ago. On and off. I've got the vape two months ago. Really? Dunno where it's, I think it would be connected to the original mic cable. But I where that cable's gone now

It must be here. I think it's tangled up in these hangers. How the hell does he get tangled? It is a paintbrush. What I, how have I lost the mic cable? What? Can't believe that I can't find the mic cable. I've gotta buy a new hub. Hello? It suddenly rains and then it's suddenly sunny again. Stupid weather. Ah, I buy a new hub then. Whatever. I can't find the mic Cable or the hub. HDMI. Splitter 4K display. USBC, <inaudible>, whatever. Buy now. Ah, waste of money. 14 pounds. How did I lose it? 14 pounds. Okay. Arriving tomorrow. It's most Friday,

Isn't it?

Yeah. I pay fees. 40% overdraft. But I'm getting paid today so most of it should be gone today. I don't really care about paying 20 pence a day for a couple days. Who gives a fuck? Idiots are like, oh wow. He's, he'd rather spend money on the overdraft than lose his daily interest. Yeah. 'cause I don't give a fuck about 15 pence a day for a couple fucking days. I'm not an overdraft every single day of the year. Am I? Obviously I'm not in overdraft 500 pounds for the whole fucking year.

Dumb ass.

Oh no. 60 p lost. 'cause I'm in overdraft for a few days. Who gives a fuck?

Jesus Christ

Nitpick. Every little thing. I've got cash. Half my stocks are in cash uninvested. But I'm bothered moving it back into my bank account and then moving my kick money back into my stock. So I just wait until I get my kick money in three hours and then most of the overdraft would be gone. And you've got people saying, oh, he'd rather lose money on his overdraft. Now this vape doesn't work. Now I only made 360 from kick this week because what I had, I had two dates and I met a Spanish girl last week as well. And then I was away for two days. So I missed three days and a half of streaming. So I only streamed three and a half days out of the whole week. And viewership's been really bad. Yeah. But I've got a stream like 80 hours a week to make good money. 40 hours doesn't cut it when you're making below minimum wage per hour. So I've gotta double my hours to make more money than a full-time job. That's the trade off. Well hopefully you shouldn't be spending too much for the rest of the month. I'm hoping I do a full week of streaming this week until next Thursday. I should bring in six, 700 pounds

Because I need to go to bed. I can't sleep more than 12 hours. I have two hours in the morning just having coffee and getting ready and I have an hour before going to bed in my bed. Doom scrolling.

Yeah. If it's boring, then fuck off before I fucking ban you. How many stupid statements do you wanna make that are so obvious? Yeah, I'm going insane. 'cause of people like you saying the stupidest things as if I don't know. Oh well really I'm not getting any new view. Oh wow. Really? Am I losing my existing view? Wow, I didn't know that. What more genius insights can you teach me about? Fucking idiot. Why do you think I don't know this? Why do you think you need to have to tell me Shut up and go away as if I don't know any of this. No. Fuck you.

Next you're gonna tell me if I make good content, I'll get more viewers. Wow. Really? I never thought of that. Why didn't anyone tell me that before? I thought I had to make rubbish content to get more viewers. Can't believe none of you ever told me this genius advice. Useless viewers aren't you? What More stupid advice people give me. I lost my USB hard now to waste 14 pounds to buy another one. The hell did it go. I got such a tiny empty house. How can you lose anything in here? I took it out when I tried making YouTube videos to plug my mic in and then I put it away. Don't need your help. I thought I just chucked it in the closet. Well so when I leave, I'm taking my toilet seat with me. I think I can get a free toilet seat out of me, my toilet seat. Also the contracts said when leaving to have everything put back to how it was. Okay, I'll just cover the oven back in grease again. 'cause it's not, it wasn't as clean as it is now when I'm moving in.

Uh uh

Uh uh

Hmm.

I got a bit excited that I got up on my Bella box and then I couldn't get the internet to work on it. So I chucked it back in the closet. All that time wasted. No, not really. Looking forward to anything. Future chill with weed girl. Yeah, we're meeting next week. Where the hell are there been men? I thought if I move back in with my mom, I don't have to pay rent and stuff anymore and then she can just come over to my mom's house. Or we just get a hotel between my mom's house and where she lives and then I save like 1,500 on expenses. Plus I only do Uber Eats outside of <inaudible>. There's no Uber Eats to do here. Oh, it's ing trade is live. Oh, the CPI thing. Buy crypto

With British pounds minutes.

My hero people

Doing their spares time. But that

Shit why just sounds so low. I'm up my volume. I could barely hear him. So what happened? Oh, it tanked and then ripped. But if I did

Start a game like golf,

I missed it.

Um, I would likely get very addicted to it. It's something that's on my list, but I just don't have the time. Just don't have the time.

Right?

Oh no, I missed it.

But I know for a fact I would get super addicted to that for sure. Like that type of um, games of like self-mastery where you know, it's just you. I really uh, gravitate towards stuff like that. But it would drive me crazy. I know

It was at half one. So what is 2.9? Good or bad?

Hmm. Better see a bounce here. Or your boys gonna exit this.

Oh, he's in it. Trade.

See what happens if this order block,

What is he going long?

One hour Fair value gap. That higher right there. You gonna see. I do. We respect this. Get back above eight 30. Oh, so

Maybe I got along. Uh,

Want to buy open AI stock? Great. I think you're a bit too late for that. So I should have thought about that a while back. What does CISD mean? Easily Google it. Changing the state of delivery.

Or you could easily just, just say it. What does just say you could easily Google it. You

Have to learn how to play golf when you start a hedge fund.

And why watch your stream then if you're going Google everything. Idiot.

How can I invest in chat GBT stock? There is no chat GT stock. Dude. OpenAI is not a public company.

Not very often then is it Okay,

Look up VP monitor while you trade through the day. Like blood pressure. Dude, I'm pretty calm when I trade. Doesn't doesn't really affect me in that psychosomatic way. Not to say I don't get mad. Yeah, of course I've gotten mad with more. But in general, like my day to day is not what's going on internally is not that chaotic. Uh, as it relates to training. No, you can't invest in chat. GT open AI is not a public company. Yes. I mean maybe if you're like Sequoia or, or some sort of venture capital. But I'm saying to buy chat GT stock, you can't No, I no, uh, doubt that open AI will go public at some point.

Hmm.

The market opens in 18 minutes. I would much rather manipulate to the upside and then

I can't hear what you're saying. Travel and trade. I thinks it's going up and I

Obviously will be looking at stocks about 18 minutes.

Maybe I've got up to

Do you suggest to buy SNPS? What is that? Do you have any favorite stock in the healthcare industry? XL would be buy that you have.

It is tanking. Was he wrong again?

Donor order filled.

All right.

I'm gonna take profits on that as I think we are going down now.

<laugh>. Oh now he thinks we're going down after he kept saying we're going up <laugh>.

Um, two minute. CISD two minute IFPG

And I'll wait until after market open to get in there. Is I I don't think this is enough confirmation yet to shore. Sure. Um, and I certainly don't want to be in a position at market open. Hmm. But I think a short good set up here. If we weren't so close to market open, I would certainly take this. So make a determination worth it for you. What's a stop? 20 point stop. Have SM smt. Fuck I wish we did. If we had s and TI would take this. I can't take it. No, not yet. Um, Chipotle. Yeah, I mean this is a falling knife here. So Jesus Christ Financials got a nice little win on the day so far. And if you want to trade live with me every day, click the link below. I go live every morning at market. Open guys. Not on YouTube. God no. But on Discord. Um, still expensive to be honest for. It's okay if a company's expensive, it's fine as long as they're growing and I think their growth has slowed quite a bit. So they're still trading at 34 multiple and had a four, four and a half price to sales, which is fucking wild. I think it can drop away more. I think Chipotle and I think it broke a long term trend here.

Oh, not on a weekly. So yeah, I think in the low thirties I would entertain

It.

I think I would've entertain it in the low thirties. Definitely not entertaining it now. Now it's, this is actually a fractal and it's done this before, which is essentially the same trend line. But if you look at this, it looks very close to what it might do here. Order filled. Oh, there was a break right Then 10 minutes until market open we will find another trade also doing pre-market headache for that 3, 360 7. I wonder if we get there today. I think Tesla will be, will have a big day today or have a, a wide range today I should say. So I'm very curious what happens in Tesla.

Hmm.

I wanna see which side it sweeps first. Pre-market high or pre-market low. That's usually the tell with Tesla. If the Fed cuts by 50 basis points, I think you'll see a massive move on TMF slash LT. If they cut by 50, not by 25. 'cause right now 25 is what's priced in. But 50 I think you see a massive move. We saw this um, there was a crazy move I remember during COVID when they slammed rates in March. So I don't think it would be quite that move, but I think something like that can happen. Okay,

Seven minutes

Consolidating here.

Are we going up or down?

Gonna see what the market wants to do. Um, looking at Tesla pre-market, I want to see if the 10 year, the 10 year touched 4%. Exactly. Um, if we can get below 4% to the threes, that'll be great. I think a bunch of people tried to short Oracle yesterday and I think it's gonna be Max paying for them might entertain a Palantir Short. A short term short back to like the low one forties. I'm, I'm gonna look at that today. I'm looking at Palantir for a day trade. I'm looking at Palantir, I'm looking at Tesla. What else? I wonder if we get a short on gold goal is going for data load for sure. You can get a retracement of

Oh of delivery.

I might take this short on loads. Like a three one trade

What? Saturday Daily mail and Saturday Daily Telegraph. But it's not Saturday. Who buys a newspaper from an app like this? That's weird. He wants one times Saturday. Saturday One Daily mail. Saturday. Saturday and one Daily Telegraph. Saturday. Saturday. What does that mean? But it's Thursday today. Imagine buying the newspaper. You know, you can just read the news online. Imagine buying the newspaper so far. It means it's near Eden Projects like an hour drive away. 21 pounds though I don't know what these newspapers are weird. I can't believe they still sell newspapers.

Hmm. I wonder if we get S two divergence for Es and

I can't believe they stop selling DVDs and they shut down HMB like blockbusters but they still sell newspapers.

Market opens in one minute guys,

I don't like taking it if I don't understand what the order is. I mean what if, what's this Saturday? Saturday. Well last Saturday's paper. Saturday times Saturday. Daily mail. Saturday daily. Telegraph dunno. Market open bars ripping. Looks like he wants a short gold.

So he is still stuck. NQ took that high.

If he thinks gold's gonna go down, that means market will go up.

I can short gold here down to data, low order filled. It'd be my second trade of the day.

He's shorting gold. Okay, I'm long in Nasdaq then all in long I'm at one pence. If he's writing gold goes down, NASDAQ's gonna go up, isn't it?

I can see it potentially going up to the five minute fair value gap. In which case I would explore that but would much rather just reject from here.

Uh, I'm down three pounds.

Back down to data low. This is a three to one trade. So I like the risk to reward here.

I'm down five pounds.

Yeah, only risk is this internal high 'cause we do have a fair value gap here. So technically we could come up and reject off there but um, and I'm already up on the day so come close below eight 30. Nice. Give the why is Kramer on my screen? Is it bad omen? We get 1200 outta this.

Oh, why am I down five pounds? Oh my god, I'm down six pounds. It's tanking. I'm down seven pounds. No <laugh>.

So I took this in my uh, real money account too. Obviously

It is all traveling. Trade's fault.

3, 6, 5, 1.

Oh my god, I'm down 10 pounds. Um, I'm down 15 pounds.

Stop as a break even.

Oh God,

Don't fuck me.

I thought if gold goes down, NASDAQ goes up. But they both went down. That's a big FedEx man. Think it's massive. Bigger than my house. Geez, look at it. How does he find his parcels in there?

Actually that's not where I wanna stop now. Three,

I have three 6,000 invested.

It doesn't always have to be breaking even guys put a stop where it makes sense. Come on, gimme data. Low

Newspaper guy still being press newspapers. No one takes it 'cause they don't understand what the order is. Well you want today's paper. Why does it say Saturday on it? Look TBS on this chat a little more on TV is still lurking about your thoughts on people re streaming your live content. Someone is re streaming you on kick right now. Tb, you little bitch. Fuck off.

I don't like the close above nine

30. Holy shit is tanking. I'm down 20 pounds but TB little bitch snitching on me.

Potentially a long setting up.

Tbs been here the whole time whilst he's still banned. Oh my god it's tanking. I'm down 17 pounds. I couldn't get the internet to work on my bun too. The TBS in Traveling Traders chat. Some people have trouble making their own content so it's still others. It's very shame for someone is re streaming you on the kick right now. <laugh>, you can barely see him though. You can't, you can't even see his face. TV became a hater. No, I'm not paying for term and trader. He is on YouTube now. Oh my god, I'm down 20 pounds. It's all traveling Trader's fault. Do you think he's gonna read t's message?

<laugh>

Fun if he did. He ignores the cat most of the time.

Don't be a cuck.

Gold's ripping and NASDAQ's tanking. I'm down 22 pounds. You can't copyright strike me. I'm not even using this copyright. This is my own footage

If I get stopped out here. I think it goes for this five minute fair value gap kind of order fill kind of sucks that we didn't take out. Um, data low first but

Oh my gosh. Tanking.

See if I can catch it from here.

Traveling Trader was wrong too. <laugh>

At midnight I would take this again

And you tried shorting gold and it ripped

Still nice. Up up nice on the day.

I was only wrong 'cause he was wrong.

Must have been so

So near break even

Does

Still think this is a play here. Lemme just make sure I'm reading this motherfucker right.

Come on. Bounce. I'm down 1989. My

Patience,

I'm down 23 pounds. Oh my God. Yeah, I'm glad Crips gone and she's a complete nutter. Ended up scaring off or trying to chase off every other girl. It was really annoying.

Yeah, I still think we get down to day low here. So broke even on the first attempt. I'm gonna second get it. Uh, even a four hour rejected off the four hour fair value go equal lows. A data low.

Yeah. Well he might have literally stream sniper me. I might have gotten Charlie Kirk in the neck. The thing, I have a pencil neck. It's a smaller target. Charlie Kirk's neck's pretty thick

On prop. I'll take it in GC on my uh,

<inaudible>. Something you said

I'm already down nine gc It's written.

I can add a full position.

Mm.

If the trade is working out. But if it doesn't relatively unscathed here. So we had midnight BPR data loads the draw. OTEI

Do not smash almost anything. I had three other dates in the past few months. I didn't like any of them. I wouldn't even meet them again. I wouldn't even touch Indian or gamer girl. They look weird. No, I wouldn't really wanna make it Spanish girl again. This is boring. Order filled. Order filled traveling trader doesn't even talk either.

Four hour. Alright, we do that. Tesla took pre-market low.

What order filled his order for breakfast? Tacos. <laugh>.

Where

Denise is ordering McDonald's breakfast, not trading

Order filled <laugh>.

New toilet seats. Okay,

There's a potential frontier short to get back up here.

It's ripping. I'm only down five pounds now.

Cool. Hovering around. Break even on this gold trade. I would love to add to this position to be honest, but we close above this on the five minute it will definitely show

Strategy. It doesn't really feel much different to plastic. I'm a bit disappointed. It just feels like plastic-y looking. Wood

Micros are the right call here because

It doesn't feel like actual wood. Like my mom's toilet seat

Award is so large if it pays off. Plus I can add

Maybe I make my own toilet thing

Position but the risk is not bad if I get stopped.

Well my vape feels more powerful now. I charged it up.

What a wonky day on nq. I'm glad we made money on NQ earlier. Don't want to be in. Um, I'm gonna set an alert on Palantir here because I think that if Palantir retests this breaker at nine 30 in this Fair Valley guy

Told me. What about the vape there? A essential

Short, yeah. Nq really wonky here. Also the dollar definitely not helping Gold's case because the dollar tanking like that usually leads to at least uh, gold stagnation if not strength. The dollar needs to find getting hair.

Well it still looks nice that it just doesn't have that warm wood feel that I was hoping for. I was hoping for a nice warm wood feel.

Yes. Took PPI high. Still hovering around break even on gold.

I think some people find the fluffy toilet seats gross 'cause it might have specs hidden in it. I guess you just put it in the washing machine.

Yes. Took PPI high and you didn't. This is very significant.

I'm only down four pounds now. I might get out of this down three pounds.

I wonder if this then sets up a short on your cue

And sometimes if I wanna stand up and piss, I just piss in the sink.

Don't tell anyone

Because the sink basin's at dick level isn't it? You just flop your ball and dick over the edge of the sink and then you piss right into the drain hole that way nothing spills anywhere. That's just a little secret. Secret hack. And then if I'm in the mood after I finish pissing, I nut into that drain hole as well. Come on. Just rip. Oh my God. Oh the binmen? Yeah. Oh wait, that's the garden waste there. I'm looking good. He looks tall as fuck. That man looks really tall.

Give us a nice blush.

This is just garden waste.

Beautiful PO three on A and D.

The whole truck just with garden waste.

Yeah, this is the same exact thing Testa did yesterday. Took out pre-market low. There might be a long to yesterday's pre-market high or yesterday's. Uh, P high at 3 56

Must be horrible when it rains being a garbage man. You just get soaked

Below this. Feel comfortable

There.

There's still one thing on my bucket list. I want to shit outside squat in the grass like an animal. That sounds pretty hot.

Give us at least a two minute CISD motherfucker. At minimum

He's up $120 on this gold short.

We have major bearish divergence between NQ and ES. Unfortunately it's not that clean. Do have a two minute CISD already in a trade so I'm not gonna try to jump a hundred trades at once. Think Tesla doesn't long here but I would much rather see a break in retest with this level.

Yeah S piece. Ripping nest stack's not

I do hope we take data low before we try to address the big honking RTH gap up there. That would be ple. We still have a five minute fair value gap here. We could definitely bounce off it to take it data high. So if we get down here, I'll probably move my stop to break.

Damn it's S me 500 all time high again. It is.

Dollar is not helping bro. That motherfucker needs to find strength.

What is Nasdaq not rip? I'm down two pounds.

Hmm.

Ooh. Ooh

I'm down three pounds. Come on.

Alright. Say the five minute.

Uh, he's up $200. We

Close below this. I mean I'm just gonna say congrats way ahead of time.

I mean if he thinks gold's gonna go down, NASDAQ's probably gonna rip. Yeah, well it's not about the gain, it's about the percentage isn't it? I'm down 180 5

BPR midnight OTE data low. Only thing I don't like is this. You have to be aware of any and all possibilities.

Oh, I'm up 22 pence. Oh I'm up one pound 40. Good job. See patience.

A little too strong. Alright. Hell is silver doing.

I'm up one pound

Close above this five minute. I will take this off near a break even.

Come on rip.

Because then even though data low is my thesis, it will be that RTH gap first take more liquidity.

Liquidity,

Core data load because we bounced off this but bounced really strongly off this. So we went five minute, five minute. Could easily take us up there.

I'm up two pounds order filled. No.

Yeah I might get out here for minus a hundred bucks. I would just wanna see how this close in the

Next damn gold ripped. He's down a hundred dollars <laugh>. Oh I'm down two pounds. Oh no. Travel and trade is down $140 per contract. He's not happy. Is he gonna close it? He's down $130 per contract. He's probably got like 10 contracts open. He's probably down like $1,500. He closed it. We

Closed above the five minutes. So I'm gonna get out around 120 bucks. Number one goal is to manage risk not to be right. So far

I'm down six pounds break even. Oh no I'm down. Seven pounds

Loss and 1-800-DOLLARS win on nq. And that's the only thing you can do. Ah, you motherfucker. I told you Tessa was long made me jump. Where's the retrace? Where's the goddamn retrace talks? Semiconductor industry and how C-P-I-F-X price action. No please.

I might get out to five pound loss.

Where's TLT going? I have 40% portfolio. You have 40% in something that you don't understand. Right? I think Amazon might be ripe for calls today. Shorting Oracle. Nice.

Hmm. Down five pounds. Oh, down eight. Oh my god. Thinking I should have gotten out. Uh, fucking hell. I should have got out when he got out. It's all his fault.

I think NQ might be a short here. At least to that low. It's not data low. You got a two minute CISD definitely have s SMT because NQ didn't take PPI high the way that es did. Nine 30 cis d

Now I'm out 10 pound loss fuck sake. Oh, fucking traveling trader. All he does is make me lose money.

Palantir never got to nine 30. That was my short level. And Tesla never gave us a retrace <laugh>. That was my target right there.

Lost 10 pounds. Hmm.

There might be a short on NQ here off of nine 30 down to at least that low if not data low.

Oh, rubbish people. Yeah. Are you gonna take my rubbish? Better take it now. He wants a short NASDAQ order filled. Now NASDAQ's probably gonna rip. He's taking my rubbish. That's mine. But my cardboard

Chuck it in.

He's squishing it. Now my rotting food I go is my rotting pork. It looks like a tough job. You gotta run alongside it. And then they all sit together up front. Three people stinking garbage men in the little cab. How much do they make? 12 pounds an hour. Do you think they banter whilst driving or they just sit there in silence? Do you think they gossip it like, oh yeah mate, my Mrs last night didn't want to gimme a bjo. No, I wouldn't wanna do that job.

Tesla can now aim to go short. Um, now that buy side is taken. I wouldn't like, one thing you have to realize is the way that stocks move, you're not gonna get this like long, short, long short, long, short. It's usually one move for the day. Um, Tesla's up 2.5%, right? So

The optimal move was along. I just didn't get, I wanted a break and a retest, right? And I, we just didn't get a retest. I wanted to retest this level here on Tesla. A break in a retest to get to there. But it doesn't mean that once you get here you can just automatically short it. That's not how stocks typically behave during the day when the stock is trending. Obviously there can be, um, reversals here and there, but not every stock is gonna ping pong. Like right now am d is down two and a 5%. Does it mean that there's a long now in play? No, it doesn't. Don don't. Uh, how do you know which index pairs the leader on s and t? There's no such thing as leader. That's not what you're looking for. F1 C next week. Any views? Yeah, they're gonna cut. Let's see if I can take NQ short here.

No, he wants a short NASDAQ

History. Doesn't always repeat. I have no idea what this guy's talking about. What's up with gold? Oh nice. Thank fuck for that break even or near break even. That was the, the right sentiment. I think gold is going for, um, RTH. The RTH gap here. That's why that's why I took profits on on not to That's sorry. That's why I closed the

Trade on. He took a loss on it.

Um,

He lost like 140. What does he mean? Breakeven

Thoughts on Palantir? I don't have thoughts on Palantir asking more specific question bro.

Why does he get so triggered when you ask Kimberly's thoughts at

Whatcha

Trying to do?

I dunno why that triggered him too

Much. You tell

Me what you trying to do.

I've been watching him since 2020. He always gets triggered by that. Which weird Thank

Q. Do you think gold will rally for fed cuts? Yes. Back at the CISD. We do have equal highs here. This is kind of, the indices are definitely messy. Um, thankfully we were able to long it pre-market, get a nice, nice little win. I think once we get these equal highs, I think we can short nq. I might get a star position in, in real money just 'cause we have A-C-I-S-D

Here. Go get my rubbish bags.

Whoa, shit that worked out fast. If we can get, if uh, if Es can give us A-C-I-S-D then I think there's potential for for us to revisit this low, if not data low. But Es is so strong right now. See, I would've got stopped out for the full thing on gold pays to manage risk and to know what the fuck you're doing. Let's just say that now when gold fills this RTH gap in

Stupid fucking useless idiots didn't take the rubbish look. Why don't they take it? Fucking morons. It's plastic in the recycling sack. Why did they not empty it? Fucking useless Idiots aren't, they can't even do that fucking job. That stinks. Maybe I wash this. I get it. Sometimes they don't take the rubbish. That's where it's supposed to go. Food packaging goes in the white sack. I don't understand it. I dunno if that's mine. I think it is mine. I I might write on pen. Pen on it.

Yeah, it a fucking

Fucking job to at

Least test this interim load if not one of them taking.

They did that before and then I put it out again next week and they took it. I don't understand. Like, did they think it was empty?

Looks

So messy. Pay them all that money for council tax. They don't even

Take the rubbish.

What is that? Uh, that big spider

Toyota time. Okay, order filled.

I told you I'm bullish. Whoever told you the loser, he asked way overextended. Whoa. What are you guys arguing about?

Mm,

There's a full on argument going on in the chat. You're down three 80 trading futures and let's walk through it. Had a NASDAQ long for 800 had a break even on gold and on micro gold I got out for minus one 20.

So

I'm not sure what the fuck you're doing, but it's likely that you're trying to copy exact trades on a stream that's delayed 30 seconds <laugh>. And you have no idea what you're doing.

<laugh>.

And that's likely what's going on.

Delay 30 seconds

Is not a green date. No, he doesn't know what he, he's just trying to copy trade without learning how to trade. Not even paying attention to entries. Realizing, not even realizing that the stream is 30 seconds to a minute delayed. Not by me, by by YouTube. And he's complaining. <laugh>, that's all it is.

Is he talking about me? <laugh>,

When do you think it's a good time to take action on Es? What does take action mean? Bro, I have no idea what's take action?

Oh my god, the Nasdaq ripped.

Um, I think Amazon is set up for a nice swing. Trade long.

Huh? I lost 10 pounds for nothing. Oh my god. I would've been up uh, five pounds but I didn't close it. <laugh> bicep. Big news. Is your band

So good? Um, based on how NQ price action

Is, oh my God. Ripping,

I likely won't do anything until that PPI high is

Taken. Okay, I'm going long again.

My scalp to get up there.

I'm long again. Gimme back my 10 pounds itch. I'm up 20 pence, gimme back my 10 pounds.

I wasn't aware. Stream was delayed by 30 seconds. I'm in emotional as hell, dude. Just stop trading bro.

<laugh>, I'm emotional.

Even if you don't know the stream is delayed by 30 seconds to a minute.

That was my car story. Even know that it's obviously trolling

The basic skill to look at my price and look at your price and realize that they're not the same for some reason. <laugh>, you should stop trading altogether, bro.

Real talk. Honest to God truth if, if I like say that right now, okay, and this is delayed, but say that right now I'm doing this and I'm not. But just say right now I'm doing this and there is a price here and I set this up and you can see where I enter. You can see my stop. If on your screen you don't realize that our prices are different because it's delayed, you are not equipped to trade. Like just, it doesn't take any skill. Just basically looking at this price versus yours. What what the hell are you doing

<laugh>?

Look at Amazon calls here.

He said short gold and gold ripped. He said short. Nasdaq. Nasdaq ripped. Great.

I think this is a no brainer here

When sport it lands for, huh? You

Can't really see the price on my phone and trade at the same time. Everyone is so mean instead of encouraging one another. Yeah, here's some encouragement. I'm encouraging you to stop trading. Okay? <laugh>,

There's

People that want to take it seriously. You have to respect those people. And there's people that just want to fuck around. And at this point, I'm not saying you can't change, you are in the, I just want to fuck around category. So I am encouraging you, I'm encouraging you to stop trading.

He is funny.

I think I'm gonna send this out at Discord.

Yeah. So

E eight, jump off the stream bro. If you're irritated, jump off the screen.

<laugh>, he's still going.

It says a lot about you. If you don't want to be here, you're still locked into the stream and wasting your time.

Uh, no that, that CPI high or sorry, PPI high hasn't been taken yet. Um, Josh, that right there on nq. 24 0 4. Four 50. That's the data high. I mean that's yesterday's data high. Yeah, I mean I'm, I'm glad we had a, a nice win, um, pre-market, but I haven't really, I haven't really found anything a plus since, what time is it? Seven. Okay, so we're in the continuation macro. I might take this here, but it's not two to one unless I take it from here. Let's see, hold on. Try and set up the play. It would have to be something like this to get two to one. Um, and by the way, after PPI highs are taken, I think tomorrow we could have um, a down day. That's how long, that's my trade right now. This would be my fourth trade. So one nice win, one break even one slightly break even is like minus 120. And this is, this is my four trade. See if we get move back to PPI high. Um, and I think this might be my last water filled futures trade before lunch. Not think probably.

Ugh, done. Oh God,

Yeah. Tesla might get to 360 7 tomorrow. Wait, if we mitigate RTH, most of it, not all of it. That's nine 30 open by the way. TGIF. Yeah, I think we get A-T-G-I-F tomorrow. Ugly

Raining again I think,

Yeah, data loads obviously are still a threat. Um, but, and we have RTH there. I have no doubt that either today or tomorrow we go back down. Um, so right now it's just a matter of whereas the draw liquidity before going back down and we have not yet taken data high from yesterday on nq. So that's the thesis right there. When is the next mastermind? Um, boy, sometime in the next month or so. I don't like the NQ left equal lows right there. I would much rather take the that high before revisiting these equal lows. I'd be very surprised if you don't take those highs. Um, um, yeah, I mean

The,

You have what's plausible and what's likely and you just manage your risk around that. Sure, it would be surprising, but the market can do anything at any time. Right? In the meantime we'll send out this, you take a play yet. You can see my screen

<laugh>.

Wait, what the fuck happened?

I, why? He's funny, funny

What

All the other stock trader people are so boring, but he's pretty funny.

Is New York am high the same as yesterday? Data high? No, New York AM high is today's AM high, which is that candle right there. Yesterday's data high is that candle right there? Have a good day. Josh, can you please explain why you took this trade? Yes, I will explain that for sure. I don't want to say stop to break even because of those equal lows right there. It might be the proven thing to do considering PI Day, but do you have a discount code for Top Step? No.

No, I didn't do anything today. Work with being very boring

Traders any longer. But Apex, there's a 80% off code right now.

Wait, boy.

At checkout man. I might sell calls on against my Tesla shares. Again, if we get to that 360 7 level,

Very boring day again.

Yes, I will explain all this.

When is you gonna explain? I'll

Explain all this. Actually gimme one second. I'll be right back. I'll, I'll leave this trade open, but I'll be right back. Gimme one second.

What's up guys? All right.

Um, you can use code TT t on my phone or fus as well. Smokey. You're very welcome. Alright. The thesis of the trade is as follows. We swept London low. You can see there. Um, we obviously had TPI, we took data high and um, we are obviously in bullish market structure right now. We left PPI high yesterday. So yesterday was PPI, that right there. If you look at this candle, that's the eight 30 candle. So PPI was released at eight 30 and that high, um, at 24, what was it? 24 0 4 1 that high was never taken. So being that data highs and data lows are for sure targets.

The fact that we left it for yesterday means that we would like, uh, we left it yesterday means we would likely address it today. ESS already addressed it, right? ES took that PPI high, which is that, that right there it was at 65, 65, 25. NQ hadn't. And so I was just looking for an entry on the five minute you have the nine 30 there, you have a breaker here and you have a five minute fair value gap. So even though we are longing in a premium, um, that is a decent entry model if you have a draw liquidity, that that, that makes sense. So the only thing that doesn't make this a plus is technically you're supposed to long in a discount and short in a premium. Not, not anytime you're in a discount, you long. But I'm saying if you find a long, if it's in a discount, that's an added confluence that makes it a plus, right?

Right. Same as shorts and a premium. So longing in a premium takes a lot of nuance and you have to have a lot of reason to do it. Um, and then obviously today so far we're, we're quote unquote bullish, right? So we're following trend until the drawing liquidity now can price completely tank from here and decide at once data low. Yeah, of course. This is actually what we did yesterday. We got so close to PPI high yesterday. Um, and instead of taking PPI high, we tanked yesterday to take PPI low and left PPI high for today. So don't be under any illusion that the market is supposed to do what you think. Um, you just draw a well-rounded thesis and then manage your risk around that thesis. And that's all you could do. And if you do that enough times while not losing your shit or like homeboy spent his grocery money trading futures delayed, um, as long as you do that every day, you're going to be profitable. There's no, it's, it's just simple math. There's no way around it. As long as you're taking a plus setups while managing your risk, there's no way you won't be profitable in the long run. It doesn't mean you'll win every trade, but you know, Steph Curry's three point percentage is 40%. That means he misses six out of every ten three corners. Would you say that he is unsuccessful? He's the greater shooter that I ever lived.

How come I can't make profit then five years doing this?

You were looking for shorts of data low for a while. What flipped? My bias didn't flip. It was just which liquidity level is likely to be addressed at that time. And actually my first trade of the day was a long, not a short go back and rewind the, the clip. My first rate of the date was a long on nq. So I have no idea what you're talking about. Do you live stream for paid only normally or just through Discord? Yeah. For paid members on the Discord short. You were mentioning earlier in validated kill a Chem. What short are we talking about? Or are you talking to me or someone else?

I

Wanna see Amazon jump from here guys in the coming days. Not today. You know what's missing is a nut s what's missing? Put the nut.

I'm up five pounds.

That's when Trey's hit. No, you can move your stop to break even because you're much more than one to one.

Yeah, I guess I will,

Right? And if the trade came back here, I still might take it after a sweep of these

Lows, but make back my 10 pounds.

Um,

Well it was ripping.

I like the entry off the breaker. Barely any draw down on this trade, guys. Yeah, I stream every day in the Discord. Um, and yes, it is, it is paid. I mean taking my time to stream every day, <laugh> and it, it still will cost you less than all your streaming services put together. See that drawing liquidity is very strong and technically it's at 24 0 4 1 order filled, boom nut achieved, perfect trade. Hopefully whatever that fucker's name was, got his grocery money back. 'cause this trade took a while and it was set up perfectly. It wasn't like I had to mark it in. The nut is likely the future of Chuck Norris <laugh>. Yeah, I don't want to be the future of Steph Curry. Actually, I I do want to be the future of Chuck Norris. You post your trades in Discord, guys who are in the Discord, guys and girls who are in the discord respond to Juno. I go live like this every morning. Oh man, I'm not only

Eight 30 post

My swing trades, but I'm live on camera.

Lost 10 pounds, made eight pounds myself

To this. Come back to YouTube. What do you think this is Rumble. I'm on YouTube, bro. Oh, you mean come back to YouTube every day? <laugh>. Nah, nah. Discord is, discord is where its at, bro. Discord is a family. Why

Would you do that when you barely makes,

If you want to stream live with

<crosstalk>, how much do you think he made from one stream with a thousand viewers? Probably a couple hundred.

Look, this trade was over $1,200 per contract, right? That's the entire year in the discord

<laugh>. He's saying if you took that trade with him, it would pay for the whole year to this group.

I wanna promote like, oh, this is a signals group. Aside from that, you're learning a skill that even after you, you leave me and you go in your own merry way, you will have with you for your entire life. So what more do you want? And all of your streaming services together will cost you more than what it costs you to watch someone live stream, trade every single day. Fire ass trade guys. And I know that like, winning is, winning trades is awesome, obviously. Um, but the, like, it's not like I won every trade on this stream. I took one win, one break, even one little loss, close to break even, right? Like minus 0.25 R minus 120 bucks, and then one really big win, $1,200. So what did I do in all four of those trades? I manage my risk. That's it. No emotions, no marketing in marketing out, you know, no, um, being stubborn about whether a trade has worked out or not. Physician size is always managed, right? That's the best you could do. Have a very, very, very clear thesis for why you're trading that and execute with risk management. That's it.

But I'm glad you guys banked on that. And for those of you that were on the live stream in the AM before market opened, you guys banked on that too? Do you copy trade? What does that mean? You mean like, do I copy my trades across multiple accounts? Yeah. Quiet. Holy shit. Tell em I get the 360 7 today. Um, there might be a short, by the way, in the PM session,

There might be a short in the PM session. Um, I don't, I'm not too sure about it just yet. I'm gonna have to see what happens after lunch. I'm gonna work out, I'm gonna go work out during lunch. But, um, there might be a short to that low, if not data lows, it might not set up today. And that gets left for tomorrow, which also makes sense and has happened quite a few times. So if you don't join the, the discord, um, and you, you're not trading with me tomorrow, just keep that in mind that if we don't take data low tomorrow and you find a setup, that would be your tar, that would be your target at eight 30. At eight 30 low.

Um, why was I long on Tessa or why did I think Tessa was along? Uh, well one, if you guys watch my videos, you know, that's been my target for months and I've actually been clowned for this target, uh, because it, it hasn't happened in a few, and every time Tessa broke out of this, it would retrace. But, uh, it's clear to me that that 360 7, those equal highs were the target. So today I was saying, um, that if we got a sweep of pre-market low, we did, then Tessa would likely get to yesterday's PM high. The only problem is we did not like we, we broke out but never retraced. So if we did something like this, then I would've taken it long from here to get to this level. Um, I am long Tesla in terms of like, uh, shares, but for day trade, I, I did not get my my entry. But that, that is why you said, uh, Tesla was likely loan, right? You have this consolidation and then the manipulation below free market low. So the obvious move is an expansion.

Good. Will you take a short at 3, 6, 7? No. This is something that you need to erase from your mind, okay? Not every target means it's a short. So if, if you are, you know, that's your target and you get there, it doesn't mean now that that's a short, all right? Now in terms of a day trade, say we get to 360 7 and then tomorrow we're at that level and then, you know, we get a spike above pre-market high. Yes, you might be able to find a day trade short, but if you're talking about a swing, this is one of the worst things that you could do is treat profit targets as short targets. They're just take profit targets. It doesn't mean that once price gets here, you're gonna have a short that makes zero sense. If you look at, uh, Google for instance, you know, look at how many targets it hit along the way.

So take this high for instance, right? This was one of our targets on Google when it hits that, sure, during the day as a day trade you might have some resistance and if there's a short set of, you might have a nice little day trade, but to think that Google's gonna hit this level and then just tank for no reason, that right there is gamblers fallacy. Like it's a huge problem in trading. Um, so erase that from your mind. Christian, thanks a lot for your valuable comment and advice for understanding how the market is moving and behaving. Yeah, you're welcome man. You follow trend lines. Um, I don't, I'm not opposed to trend lines. That's not my strategy. My strategy is, uh, liquidity. That's it. That's how I identified that exit up here was because it was my drawing liquidity, be less tired, wake up earlier. What are you guys talking about? Any videos recommended to learn how to trade futures? Um, yeah, I have a free course on YouTube. Do that.

What time do you usually stream discord at market? Open. You copy trades across accounts? Yes. I mean, I'm mostly a real money trader, but yeah, I do fuck with props. Well, it's not the main source of my trading, but I like, I like the gamification. I like the, the challenge of it. Sure. And, and a lot of our members trade prop as well. Do you think level two matters in this day and age? Uh, what does this day and age have to do with level two? What's different about this day and age? Kind of a weird question.

I think that anything, any tool that you can generate an edge from is worth it. If I don't use, uh, level two doesn't mean that level two is bad. I personally don't need it. I don't use it for the way that I trade. I don't need it now. Say that you're trading, um, penny stocks, right? And not futures, not options. Yeah. It might help you. It's not, that's not my preferred form of trading. It's not what resonates with me and my style. And that's perfectly fine. It doesn't mean life is bad. Can you copy trades across personal accountants? Yes. I have a personal trade aid account, which is what you see me execute when I'm executing here. You can see down here it's my trade aid account. It's the real money account and I have that as the leader and then the props as the copier accounts.

Um, if you search for how to copy trades or copy copying trades, the traveling trader on YouTube, I have a whole tutorial on that. Are you still in XLD? I have no idea what XLD Thanks for your opinions. You're welcome. You think Uber is bullish? Um, I think Uber is priced around where it's going to be priced at. I think that it eventually does hit a hundred easily, but yeah, like right around this range I think is is a prime for, for Uber. I bought it in the sixties, so I'm obviously holding it. But what I started new position here. No man, we had such a, a nice day trading XLK. No, I sent out my update on XLK yesterday in the discord. Do you have an options course? Yes, but it's not on YouTube. I have a full options course that's like hours and hours long that talks about everything from spreads to iron condors to option selling to the wheel to, yeah, it's on WT though.

The only trade futures, no, I trade futures and options stocks, um, is long term only. I don't day trade stocks. So here, here's the stock section. T-S-M-A-S-M-L. These are things that we bought way back when UnitedHealthcare, which I started a position like at 3 0 3, um, Dell. Yeah, but I don't day trade stocks. So most of the uh, swings and day trade day trades will be mostly options. I mean, sorry, mostly futures, but I will day trade options on the, and then the swings are all, um, options. I wonder if the 10 year can get a low <inaudible> very psychological level, but I think, and I hope that the 10 year drops to three six after the fed cuts. Are you a fulltime trader or do you have other businesses too? Uh, I'm a fulltime trader and a fulltime business owner. Yeah,

I education business options seem too confusing. Well, everything is confusing if you don't want, if you don't wanna take the time to learn what isn't confusing anything, anything that's worth making. Look, dude, you, I don't know, maybe it's a generational thing, dude. Okay, think about this. Look dude, you're literally sitting at your yo dude. Like, what did I do today? What value did I create today? I don't make, uh, a product or service. I mean, aside from the education company, but let's leave that aside. I'm talking about trading, right? What are you doing? You're clicking buttons, <laugh> and literally printing money. You think that's gonna be easy?

Oh, it's confusing. Yeah. No shit. <laugh>, who doesn't want to sit on the computer and print money with buttons? Yeah. So of course it's going to seem confusing if you haven't even taken an hour to learn it. But it's absolutely worth it. It's absolutely worth it. Now if you don't think it's worth it and you find, uh, joy in your work and your nine to five or whatever it is your business, amazing, then stick to that. But yeah, you're literally printing money at your computer, so, well, how easy would you like it to be if it was easy? Do you think anyone would, would want a job? Uh, how was your work life balance working in tech? It was actually very easy. The reason is I live on the west coast and when I was working, I lived on the west coast. So if you work on the East coast, even though I prefer east coast market hours because you're not rolling out of bed onto the computer, um, if you have a job, the West coast is way better than the east coast because my job on the west coast started at 9 30 10, but on the west coast the market opens at six 30 and that's if you're not even trading pre-market, right?

So six 30 to nine or 10, you're literally trading the entire New York session before getting into work. So it's way more advantageous. So my balancing my trading or learning how to trade even, um, while working was amazing, um, because of my geography and my job, right? Like I didn't have, and most people who work in tech will tell you this, right? Like I didn't have, oh, you gotta start at 9:00 AM sharp. Um, unless we had a meeting or something, it was, uh, pretty open, right? I roll in at nine 30, sometimes 10, sometimes 10 15, sometimes 9 45 wasn't that big of a deal. So I can trade at home all morning and then stroll into work and be done, right?

Can you please explain your strategy more? Um, I went over the trade very de in a very detailed manner. Um, so I don't, is there a way that you can ask something specific about what I went over as opposed to just having me explain it again? If you have a free trial for your discord, absolutely not. There's way too many people in there and if I had a free trial, there would be hundreds if not thousands, more people in there asking low effort questions. So we definitely, um, want to keep it to where people who are there want to be there. And that way it creates a more cohesive environment as opposed to people We've done free trials before. This is why I'm saying that. We've done free trials before and it's been an absolute mess. People come in. What are your thoughts on this? What are your thoughts on this? I I bought a hundred options on Tesla. They're down 60% tell me what to do. When do I exit? It's a mess. And people who are in the discord, um, can tell you that. So unfortunately, um, I'm not on board with that and I think the discord speaks for itself. So if you want to be in there, welcome aboard.

Go pay the money. Perfectly

Fine today.

A hundred dollars.

You trade live on Discord daily? Yes. Monday through Friday. What are the times again? What do you think the time is, bro? Market open.

<laugh> <laugh>,

Can you please tell me what is going on today with spy? No, because I already went over <laugh>,

No hours

Of SSIS on the SFP and the Nasdaq. How many hours, how long, how many hours does it take to become good enough at options? I don't know, bro. Every human being different. Some people are <inaudible> people are not. Uh, I can tell you how long it took me. So it took me three years to become a break even trader, like three full years of losing money, of trying every day of, um, strategy hopping of, you know, doubting myself of study, of back testing, of journaling. It took me three years, um, to, to become a breakeven trader, okay?

It took me another two years after that to become actually profitable. And by profitable I don't mean I was bawling either. By profitable, I mean I was making a very nice side income. Remember I worked in tech, right? So I was already getting paid a nice salary, um, which is one of the reasons why it was so hard to quit. But so a total of five years to get to a point where I'm generating a nice side income. And then, then after that it was really, I felt really locked in to the point where I can pretty much scale it. As my account balance grew, I can, I can scale my trading up. So, uh, let's say for instance, if you're taking, you know, trades that are 2% of your account balance, and let's say your account balance is a hundred thousand, so each of your trades has a max risk of $2,000. If once your account balance jumps to 200,000, right? That 2% becomes $4,000 and so on and so forth. If your account balance drops to 50,000, right? That 2% becomes a thousand dollars. So I think people try to increase their size, um, way too early and I've certainly been guilty of that. They try to increase their size without their account growing significantly. And I think you're much better off sticking to the same risk and letting your account balance dictate what the dollar, what the nominal dollar amount is, right? If that makes sense.

Were you in sales? No. God no. Um, I was in, in tech, uh, project management and then I was a, a director. Are you mean to unpaid? Dude, how was, I mean, I'm giving you fucking free game. I you must be Gen Z or Gen Alpha, like I'm giving you free game and I'm giving you advice and you're telling me that you're blowing your G money on delayed trades. How do you, how do you want me to react? Do you anticipate the VIX to up? When do you think permanently I have a crystal ball. I don't know when that will be. Um, yeah, I expect the VIX to go up to 20 at some point. If, if you can anticipate volatile events, then there wouldn't be a need for the vix. Like if I can tell when the VIX is going up to 20, then the VIX has no reason to go up to 20. The whole reason that the VIX goes up is because of events that you can't anticipate. I'm surprised that you left that once you became profitable. I didn't. I said I was making a side income, it didn't take me. I left my job after 10 years of trading

And you take trades in futures and discord direction down or just show 'em on the screen. If I'm trading live, I just show them on the screen. If I'm not trading live, I write them down. I'm not gonna write them down and try and take live trades. But I'm also not the only trader on there. We have two other traders and this is what it looks like. When did you leave your job? I just told you.

<laugh>.

You so obsessed with my job.

<laugh>.

Hmm. Alright, I wonder if we get a

Short, see how annoying viewers are even he gets annoyed.

Discord delayed as well. No, because I don't, I don't stream in the Discord on YouTube. It's on Zoom. So it's live, it's uh, real time. That's a good question. I guess how often do you come live to YouTube? Thankfully, once took two times a month.

What's a good starting capital for options trading? $0 paper trade. Okay. Paper trade. Paper trade, paper trade, paper trade. If you've never traded paper trade, also, I have no idea who you are. There is no good starting capital. You could be the smartest person with $5,000 or the biggest idiot with a million dollars. The dollar amount doesn't matter but your experience does. So paper trade, whether you're a millionaire or a thousandaire or whatever, paper trade, how much you need to make to leave the job. My god, you guys are cooked bro. <laugh>, some of you guys are cooked, bro.

How do I know where you live? <laugh>, if you live in New York City, you probably need to make $200,000 a year to leave your job. All right? If you live in fucking New Delhi, you probably need to make $2,000 a year to leave your job. How do I know? Find out what the stats are in the area that you live. Hopefully you know that. As opposed to asking some random dude on YouTube. How much do you need to make to leave your job? I have no idea where you live. Also, I don't know, you could have 15 kids or you could be single living on a mattress <laugh> in the middle of a room.

Uh, do you still trade with public? Yeah, I trade with public and uh, but public doesn't have futures. So I trade options with public and I trade, uh, on think or Swim for futures. Do you see AI helping spot patterns and trade setups? Um, if there was a good algorithm that actually worked, it's definitely not being sold. I'll tell you that much. <laugh>, BJ's. Hilarious. What is a good book to understand Level two and or book? I don't know. I we shy away from all trading books. Took a short on nq A 24 0 2 2. Do you think that was a good setup? Um, no, I don't. And the reason is because you don't have any confirmations here, um, short, you have, you know, a kind of a tepid CISD here and an IFVG closed. Um, we obviously did sweep major liquidity. That was our take profit and you could justify a short here. Okay, let me not So you're short would be here. I assume your take profit is here, but there's a couple things going against you, bro. One, it's lunch and lunch tends to make a new high, um, outside of, especially on a bullish day outside of the high of the day, right? Two, you have equal highs here.

These equal highs, um, are likely to get perched, especially during lunch. So in my opinion, you're better off waiting until after lunch. Once lunch is resolved, then you want to look for a trade. That's my opinion. Why are you so rude to your viewers? Man, I'm giving you guys free game <laugh>. I'm asking people's questions about their trades. I'm giving people life advice. I'm giving people investment advice. What is, what is being rude? People telling me that they're blowing lunch money on, on late trades and asking me how much money I think they need to quit their jobs. <laugh>, come on bro. <laugh>, are you looking to add Tesla? No, no, no, no, no, no. I've added a lot of Tesla. Um, this was my target. You got, I'm assuming that you watch the videos. Um, that right there was my target. I'm done adding Tesla. 'cause I have a lot of Tesla I saw from another famous trader that s should be dynamic based if you're experienced.

Yes. If you're experienced. Um, I agree with that there. Like there will be times, so say for instance, someone has a really strong conviction that the market is going to tank or something and they put it put on a big short position and their experience. Yeah, of course, but I'm, I'm just talking about, um, the day-to-day of regular day trading, right? No anomaly events or, or any of that, right? You, you wake up and you're looking for day trades and you want to build your account up, um, through consistent trading. That's what I'm talking about with keeping your size a mixed percentage, 1%, 2%. And if once you get really good, you can bump that up to 5%. But I'm just saying that it will be a lot more beneficial as opposed to sizing up too early as I did when I first started trading.

It's a lot more beneficial to size up, meaning more dollars, but a fixed percentage of your balance. That way you're rewarding yourself with a bigger size even though it's the same percentage. But you're, you are rewarding yourself with a bigger size as your account grows, right? So like I said, 2% of a hundred thousand dollars accounts, 2002% of it, $200,000 accounts 4,000. So you are trading a larger nominal size, same percentage, but you are making sure that you are awarding yourself as your account grows. And if your account drops, um, you're not, you know, going overboard. Uh, either. So when you say lunch, wall Street, Eastern time, uh, yeah. 12:00 PM to 1:00 PM Do you ever try listening to music? Yes, but the music that I, that I listen to is mostly like, um, soundtracks. I really like things that don't have, uh, lyrics especially 'cause like I, my, the way that my mind works, I remember lyrics. Like I know lyrics to a million songs and I'll want to, and you know, if it's, if it's like a routine trade, sure. But I feel because I wake up really early in the morning, I, I really like the vibe of trading with soundtracks.

Ooh, Joshua drop in truth bombs. What are the trans, uh, bro, I agree with you. Joshua Bolus or VOAs, what are the transferrable skills from tech to trading? Absolutely zero. There is zero. Um, trading, the closest thing to trading for me is poker and sports.

<laugh> Poker.

1000%. Um, the reason I say that is because say that if you play basketball or soccer for instance, right? Um, you know that you're going to miss a lot of shots and that doesn't determine whether you're having a good game or not.

Uh,

If you're in a game, if you're playing a game and you went, I don't know, 10 for 17

Had a fucking amazing

Game, right? If you shot, uh, four from, from seven, from three pointer, you have an amazing game. And I think that that type of mentality is the people who play sports understand that mentality

Than

People who

Haven't Where's borderline for.

So, you know, or, or even say you play baseball, right? Like what is a, a great

Baseball in one minute? Batting, I already bought it, whatever.

Um, so you're, you're exposed to that over and over and over again. And through that exposure I think you develop a different mindset than the average person. So that, and then poker obviously because you are putting up money, you are risking a certain amount of money for a certain outcome, not like gambling, right? Because you still have a lot of decision making. You can decide whether to check that, raise, counter ray, et cetera, uh, fold, right? A lot of times you have to fold the hand when you know your beat and you have a read on your opponent that he or she's not going to fold. Um, that, that ability to lay down your hand and not tilt. If you haven't played poker, uh, you don't really understand it. If you've played poker, you recognize that tilting in poker and tilting and trading feels very similar. Talk about Apple stock. Boy, shut the fuck up wrong. <laugh>. Thoughts on Netflix, thoughts and prayers. What platform brokerage do you recommend in your opinion for trading? Uh, trader Bank that

Has Boy <laugh>.

When you say 2%, do you mean maximum daily loss? No, I mean portrayed, you know what? It's been a while. It's been a while since we roasted someone.

I'm hungry. Hungry.

It is a beautiful morning today. Just take two to three minutes in. Today is an end it. Tommy Salami. Talk about Apple stock Boy. All right, let's see who this Tommy Salami is. Recon

<laugh>.

Oh, Tommy Salami has a YouTube channel. <laugh>. Alright, 44 views. I'm about to be your 45th view. Um, and then add like another

Cooper. I strike him out. <laugh>.

Let's see what this guy's about. It is a beautiful morning. Today is, and then Miss Haggerty. Yep, it is. I'm gonna be showing you guys how to cook some Tommy's finest eggs on the fucking planet. And uh, here we go. What you're gonna need, bro, who is this for? Who did you make this for you? Uh, fridge. Secondly, I like to go with butter. Get a little bit of butter. Fridge and

Ingredients

Here.

<laugh>.

These are looking pretty, pretty, pretty. Danny now in the middle of the cooking I like to just go ahead and ice

<laugh>.

Shut that off buddy. Who is this for?

It is like the stock music from video editors. Isn't it like the Apple stock music and the Apple editor? I iMovie, <laugh>. Oh my God.

Why are you holding your eggs with your fucking head? Did you were gonna try to order me around

<laugh>

And you fucking pick up. You called the scrambled eggs. By the way, this is some ghetto as omelet here with nothing inside it. <laugh>. This dude right here, Tommy Salami, you didn't even put salami in your eggs and your name is fucking Tommy Salami. What is this for? Who's this for? I just gave you one more view.

<laugh>. This is so

How my high school project. What fucking high school bro, if this was my high school project, my dad would've pulled me out of school. <laugh>, that's what you were doing in high school. Showing people how to cook nasty ass eggs with a GoPro

<laugh>.

What the fuck? Tommy Salami motherfucker didn't even put no salami on his eggs.

<laugh>,

You're betraying your namesake. Um, whoever was asking about the NQ short, this is what I was talking about. Hopefully, uh, you got out. What percentage do you get? Correct when you sell cash at your puts? Um, there is no correct because you are looking to get assigned on a stock that you want to own. But the last time I was assigned, gosh,

Oh, I got my kick money,

Um,

Right on time. 360.

Not Celsius, not Robin, I can't remember but it was months ago. Yeah,

360 fat ones raking it in.

Just want some knowledge about Apple. All right, so next time ask nicely and don't try to be a dick 'cause I will look you up Mr. I cooked eggs and filmed it on a GoPro in order to graduate high school. The fuck kind of high school is that bro? <laugh>? Um, yeah

Or the drop

As I said. Oh,

You're

Not at the discord, but as I said in the discord, apple has never bottomed on the day. Uh, it's event. So I'm waiting to see if we can clear below that low on Apple. Um, there is a major level here, right? You can see if you look at this right? Low, low highs low. Clearly this is a level right here, right? And if you can't see it, look at that. You can even extend it out to this low too, right? Um, so off of that level at around 2 23,

How coffee

CI

Think there's a potential long on Apple

And cupcake.

Well

It has weakness in September and I think when,

Come

On, come out. Oh, board land. Oh we gotta, I gotta press download button. I hope it doesn't lag the string. Waiting for gold

To fill the entirety of the regular.

I think downloading would affect the upload speed. Would it? So

This is the close from 4:00 PM yesterday and the open from nine 30. This gap is called the RTH gap or regular trading hours, right? So I'm waiting for this to get filled before looking at a potential short on gold. Um, but I tend not to trade gold in the PM session 'cause it gets very slow, but yeah. What type of strategy you use? Liquidity.

Liquidity. Liquidity? Mm mm mm-hmm <affirmative>. Mm. How long is it gonna take? Two hours. Uh, not bad I guess I didn't make any money trading. I lost 10 pounds and then I made back eight pounds. Not very good. Is it? This is salty. Uh oh. Oh oh, that's a good coffee. Uh, this bean bag's been the best thing I bought. Ah, nice relaxing day. Ah, do you think you can like, can you get a remote zapper collar for the cat and then you track its GPS? So when it gets near my house, they remotely give him a little zap so that he gets scared of getting near my house. And then you can train him not to come to my house because I haven't seen him in weeks. I'm gonna say just shut him inside now. I think I saw him in the morning. Outside the front. Weather's horrible. Hmm. Salty fingers. Ah, uh, I guess downloading a game doesn't affect stream. It's good. Um, non-tech. What the hell kind of content do you even want from me? What do you want? You don't even know what you want. I think I'll have to go to Tesco tomorrow. I've got one steak left and that's it. Unless I only eat half the steak,

I might go to the dump as well. Or I might just put the black bags outside like someone else said. I might actually just shove it all in the shed. Actually, I put them outside now in, at the front of the house. I guess it's fine. There just looks a bit ugly. I mean, I'm sick and tired of having two weeks worth of black bags piling up in my house.

Stupid

Council tax. And then they didn't even take my recyclable plastics, so they, I don't get it. Why aren't they taking it? Maybe 'cause there's paper on it. Like, uh, the paper, the label or maybe the lid. A thin film of plastic for the lid. I don't know. They'd probably take it next week, weren't they? What's wrong with a milk bottle? I put milk, plastic container. Milk container. I don't understand why they're not taking it. Maybe they thought it was empty 'cause it's not very full. Whatever. Am I supposed to be bothered? Well, I ain't bothered. Uh, shall I get my Willie out? You wouldn't even know. What do I do when I don't stream? I fall asleep on my beanbag.

<laugh>

Before kick. I would fall asleep around maybe four o'clock to six o'clock. I'd check the market, try and trade and I'd fall asleep if nothing happens. When it was summer it was so relaxing 'cause it was nice and warm as you fall asleep like this, wake up at six, go live on YouTube for four hours. Make about 60 to $80. It was nice. Kick was nice when I was making $250 a stream. But now I'm making, starting to get down to YouTube levels of income for triple the hours of streaming. So at some point I'm gonna go back to YouTube. If it gets any lower, you know, I would just sit here all day, probably place America put on a podcast. I literally do nothing with my life. And then I might go masturbate, ride Bobby. That usually wakes me up. My day used to be more varied. Make some clickbait gaming videos in the morning. Install Bobby as my car seat when I press the accelerator. Makes his willy vibrate harder. That's why I drive so fast.

<laugh>,

I rate that crap. 7.6 out of 10. I thought, what if I stream from the morning until about 6:00 PM and then after that I go stream on YouTube. I miss out on maybe five hours of kick for five hours of YouTube. I wonder if that would make more money than just streaming on kick all day. 'cause it might get some donuts. Plus I need to pump my watch time hours on YouTube or I lose partnership. Said Eugene said I need 4,000 watch time, hours every six months. I thought maybe I do it today. I really got put out some YouTube stuff at some point. But the views are so low now. It's hard getting the watch time out. Yeah, I didn't know you could lose it either. But Eugene said it happened to him and he knows what he is talking about. I don't know why they do that. It doesn't cost them any money. Does it? Watch time? Thinks stupid. I hate it. Listen, she completely bald now. I saw she shaved all her hair off. If I left my house at 9:00 AM I can get to the first checkpoint at 11:00 AM Fuel up back on the road half 11 ish.

Get to my mom's at like two ish. Wouldn't really be too hard. Would it? Is it just me or does it seem like, it seems like it's very easy to just assassinate someone in America, just get a rifle and then sit on a rooftop and then no one knows <laugh>. How does no one notice it? Why don't they just just shoot everyone? They don't make, I haven't even caught him yet. Well at least they got the Trump shoot up. There's like no consequences almost. And then some of these crazy people think it's worth dying to do that. Yeah, the problem is people like, I don't know, some of these people want to believe that America's a good country. That's the whole point. They're campaigning but then they kind of prove themselves wrong, don't they? I just assumed the worst, unproven wrong. I don't know. It just seems so easy to prevent. All you would need is one guy with a drone and then he flies the drone up and then you would see anyone on a rooftop. 'cause where else are you gonna do it from? Obviously you need to be high up on a rooftop, but I mean they got all these security guys surrounding them. You just need one guy with the drone goggles and then fly the drone around,

Like pay him a couple hundred per hour and then he just flies the drone about this seems so easy to prevent. Or I don't know, have a guy on the roof patrolling, or I don't know, have a bulletproof screen in front of you. It seems so easy to prevent, but they don't do anything. I don't know, maybe the school should have cameras on the rooftop. Got all this technology and companies setting bullet screens. We're gonna start making profit now. Turn all those COVID plastic dividers into bulletproof windows. Downloaded 22%, one hour, 40 minutes left. My vape broke. I dunno what happened. Two weeks. Look, see it works for one puff and then it doesn't work and it does blue light. I don't understand it. Not my, no, I've gotta suck on this tobacco flavor. Oh no, I need to far, where's the mute button? Ah, it was silent. Ah, wonder what Mond Gold said about it. Release pictures of person of interest

Or right,

And because of that, I've been on calls, I've been dealing with other people talking to member. Hey guys, it's me again. And it's been a little while. Um, just before I get into the main topic of the video, I want to explain why there haven't been any videos. My dad has been in the hospital for the better part of the week now. Uh, very serious situation. It has required my full attention and because of that

First his mom, now his dad, other people talking, he's all alone

To the family and doing everything that I need to be to

Be because you not have brothers or sisters,

My family during this situation. And because of that, I haven't been live and I haven't made a lot of videos and I apologize for that. Hopefully I'll be back as soon as possible. That being said, we had something insane happen today and I was able to break away a little bit earlier. And I wanted to make a

Video. Yes, get the views,

Talk about the obvious and inevitable nature of the

Couldn't drop everything until this big news happened so we could put out the video to get 2.5 million views.

Vaccination of Charlie Kirk. This happened a few hours ago and it was probably one of the most gruesome and graphic. And this is coming from somebody who grew up on live week, uh, videos I've ever seen. The i the first time I saw a video, I thought it was AI generated. Uh, the guy gets shot in the neck and blood is spurting out. I didn't even know it could do that. And it was absolutely fucking horrifying to see something like that happen in front of a massive audience of people. Now, if you don't know who Charlie Kirk is, Charlie Kirk has been a pretty noteworthy, uh, you know, like controversial guy. He's a conservative. He goes to a lot of college campuses, does live debates. It's a pretty popular, uh, format nowadays. And, uh, Charlie Kirk has been popularizing it and utilizing it now for many years.

And he's even featured at South Park recently because of it. Um, Charlie Kirk definitely is not a super radical right-wing person, but I would say that he's more of the moderate to, you know, kind of extreme right-wing, very, very, I would say lukewarm though, in my opinion at least, especially, and this is where we're going, uh, especially compared to now. And what I think is gonna happen now because obviously you, you, these shootings like this don't really happen inside of a vacuum. And they never do. They never have. And I think that the situation that we have right now is that there is a tremendous amount of political violence that is advocated for, promoted and allowed to exist on social media that has turned up the temperature in all political conversations, all social conversations, and all discourse on the internet in general, to a point where it's almost unrecoverable.

Uh, you have people that are out there all the time advocating for violence, advocating for people to get killed. Somebody needs to take care of this guy. Somebody needs to deal with this. I wish you were dead. Won't somebody do it? The 86 47, all of the crypto messaging and all the, the doxing, right? Why do you dox somebody? Why do you post the person's home address? It's to make other people that are insane, like the person who killed Charlie Kirk. It's to give them the ammunition they need to kill that person and to put that person's life in danger. That's why they're doing it. And so that's the reason why they wanna find out the identities of ice agents. That's the reason why they wanna find out the identities of Tesla owners like at the beginning of the year. It's so they can destroy their car and destroy their lives.

And this isn't necessarily a one sided thing. I think that in the last five years or so, especially since BLM, uh, it's been a like 90% left wing thing, but that doesn't mean that the 10% right wing people are right either. But I do think that now you're gonna see a lot more right wing people balancing out those scales. Uh, the fact is that you can take a knife to a gunfight all you want and you can think that you're honorable, but you're gonna end up being dead. And I think that's what right wing people have done for a very long time. Uh, they've tried to speak above the political violence, they've tried to, uh, advocate above it and not try to stoop down to that level. But the issue is that a lot of these social media companies have expressed literally zero desire to even do the bare minimum of moderation.

Uh, I think that two of the worst actors are Twitter or x and uh, Reddit. Uh, both of these platforms are full of a bunch of extremist nut jobs that not only should have their accounts banned, but they should probably be put in middle institutions. And I think that now I find it to be kind of interesting taking a step back for a week or so and seeing how many people are coming around to the inevitable reality that this is the only path forward. Uh, there are so many people in society now that are just completely unhinged, underm, medicated, and really just completely insane that you can't have a person like that running wild out in society. They cause problems for themselves, not to mention everybody else around them. And I think that the society, we need to have an honest conversation about how to deal with these people in a way that, and I'll be real.

Um, I don't really care about the people. They're crazy. Their, their wellbeing and the way that, you know, things are for them. Of course, obviously I wouldn't want it to be bad, but it's certainly not important. Uh, what's really important is all the people who aren't crazy, making sure that people that are not crazy, that are good actors, that are law abiding citizens are able to live a life of peace, a life of, uh, prosperity and a life without fear of going on the subway, for example, as of the recent event as well. Uh, and, and I think that every single person in the world deserves to live in a place like that. And, uh, I don't wanna see, you know, America turn into a PDP server and it sure seems like it is. And I think that in order to prevent that from happening, we need to have honest conversations about what do you do with people that, you know, get arrested 14 times? And it's not even a, it's not even a question, right? You put them in jail and you throw away the key and you compel them to work. And that way you can make the money back from imprisoning them forever. That's the way that you solve that problem. It's very simple actually. But for some reason, uh, the way that that makes it

Harvest the organs

Has made them

<crosstalk>. At least they're good for something.

Got this obvious truth. Uh, if you look in history, this is what we've always done in history, and it's because it works. And the problem is that now we have so much of the discourse that's dominated by emotional thinking that's dominated by the most unstable, the most virtue signal, the most, uh, you know, ridiculous performative empathy possible. Uh, and that's defining a huge political voice in the country. Uh, this has become a tremendous detriment to everyone. And I think that with people like the shooter, uh, that probably shot Charlie Kirk with that guy in the subway that stabbed that Ukrainian woman or with that trans shooter that shot up the school, uh, one thing that's common among all of 'em is that these people, in almost all cases were verifiably nuts beforehand, and nothing ever was done about it. And until we can stomach the idea of solving problems like that before they happen, we're gonna keep having problems.

And I think that with Charlie Kirk, it's very obvious that the amount of, uh, you know, political violence and advocating for political violence that's happening on the internet has turned up the temperature and created an environment and a culture where this type of behavior is normal. And not only is it normal, but it's actually encouraged. And the problem is that now people are acting on it and you're starting to see this happen. And I think it's going to continue getting worse. I don't think Charlie Kirk is gonna be the last one, but I think that we will look at Charlie Kirk's death and see it as a turning point in this topic. And what I'm really trying to get at here with this entire point is that right now we are at a extremely pivotal, pivotal moment. And I think that what's going to end up happening is that right wing people are not going to continue to turn the other cheek.

They're not going to continue to just, oh, well, you know, this is just a crazy left wing radical. I think you're probably going to see right wing people doing the same thing to left wing people. And honestly, while I don't think this is a good thing, I certainly don't really feel that sorry for them because a lot of left wing people have no problem advocating for violence or at least using coded language in order to advocate for violence. Uh, the fact is that there's a certain level of intellectual dishonesty that goes on in situations like this where it's considered, oh, well, you know, this isn't actually what they meant and no, this is actually some others. No, it is, it's exactly what they mean. Uh, they're trying to advocate for killing people that they disagree with. That's what's happening. And there's no talking around it. And to the extent that you try to, you're insulting the intelligence of anyone that you're speaking to. And I think that now you're going to start seeing a lot of right wing people end up doing this to left wing people now even more because it's very clear that these social media platforms are not going to moderate this behavior. The FBI, for whatever reason, just refuses to deal with or have any,

He is he trying to hide his balding

For dealing with these obvious terrorists that are in the country. And because of that, I think you're going to start seeing an uptick of violence from right wing people as well. And this is going to be, in my opinion, uh, I don't really think the word is justified because it's not justified, but the word is expected. I think it's going to be expected. Uh, the fact is that, you know, again, you bring a knife to a gunfight you're gonna lose. And don't be surprised when you keep bringing guns to gunfights and then somebody else decides to start shooting back. I think that's what's gonna happen. And I think this is a degradation of society as a whole, and ultimately the real burden of responsibility here doesn't really fall on influencers. And I don't think that it falls even on the commenters themselves. I think it falls primarily on the government.

The fact is that the government, there are already laws that permit, uh, you know, explicit calls to violence. There's already laws that permit the types of stalking and doxing that people engage in online. And one of the big things that is a misconception is that people like me want new laws. We want any form of extra censorship at all. Uh, I certainly don't want that, and I don't know anybody else that does either. But what we do want is we want the existing laws to be applied and to be enforced in an accurate and a fair way, which is clearly not what's happening. And really the government not doing that and giving this asymmetrical, in my opinion, advantage to left-wing people to fully and free with, with complete freedom, uh, practice genuine terrorism on a daily basis, and, and then, you know, congratulate each other about how moral and how good they are for doing it.

Because something bad that happened in, in Palestine or something bad that Donald Trump did three years ago, uh, this is just simply a, a response. This is what's going to happen. And so, and, and I think that that's probably what it's going to take for these left-wing people to realize what a bad idea, what they've been doing is because until it starts happening to them, until they start having people that are their, their friends or you know, their, uh, you know, like icons that they look up to, same way people look up to Charlie Kirk, um, you know, until they start seeing those people get killed, I don't think it's really going to be real for them. And unfortunately, I think that's the path that we're headed down because of the government and social media companies and every other seemingly governmental apparatus that has just completely hand waved this problem and ignored it entirely.

So, uh, the death of Charlie Kirk and the assassination of them should not come as a surprise to anyone. This should be something that everybody could have expected. All you had to do is reach Twitter for an hour and you could have told me this would've happened. Of course. Uh, same with Reddit. And until that core problem is addressed, you will continue to see a rapid decline in any type of social discourse. And I'm actually kind of afraid, uh, to see what's going to happen next because I think it's just going to continue getting worse and I don't see the reason for it to stop. And so anyway, um, I wanted to make this video because it's obviously a topic that, you know, I've been talking about this a lot for the past, uh, few years now, and I was laughed at a lot and people are telling me it wasn't that big of a deal.

And oh, they were joking, they were joking. Well, I, I saw the video that wasn't a joke. And the reality is that those jokes and everything, uh, create a culture in an environment where the actual actions are more permissible. And you also have people that are the ones telling me quote jokes that are talking around, uh, just, you know, directly, you know, saying that this is a bad thing and it shouldn't be tolerated for any reason. Uh, you have, I i, I don't want to go through a bunch of different names, but um, anybody, this is the way I look at it. I'm just gonna make a categorical uh, judgment here. Uh, is that any content creator or anybody like this who uh, has been advocating for violence, uh, against the person in an extra judicial way, I'm not talking about trying people who they disagree with for treason.

This is advocating through the judicial process to be used against people we disagree with. I think that's fine. But whenever you have people that are saying things like 86 47 or anybody who's advocating for any form of extra judicial justice, yeah, yeah, extra judicial justice and basically vigilant justice, some people who they disagree with politically, um, you have to realize that all of those people I think have made themselves acceptable targets. And I think that there's a lot and millions of people out there nowadays that see that. And I think that that should be extremely worrying for them to be terrified. But the reality is that they have created,

I'm so glad I'm not a political content creator

In that environment themselves. I'd be scared through their own actions, through their behavior and through their own words what you sell. And I think that things are about to get a whole lot worse. So anyway guys, I wanna thank this. You talk about,

I don't know why the vape is like spitting liquid into my mouth

Here and there, but for the most part, as I said before, uh, my dad has had so many really serious issues going on. Uh, I need to devote my full attention to making sure that he's healthy and taken care of. And so as much as I look forward to streaming, uh, this has to take priority. I don't have a timeframe that will probably

Thanks a pixel. It all comes together brilliantly. Pick up the Google Pixel 10 family with O2. I've just spent the last few hours hands-on with every new iPhone. So that's the way better than expected. iPhone 17, this, the bezels are now the thinnest ever on our bezel. And yes, sometimes these bezel improvements need a microscope

For you to be able to tell,

Not this one. It's pretty immediately obvious when you look at this compared to the previous bone. It's got a tougher ceramic shield two coat.

It's so funny. People think or used to think that I had controversial opinions. Like what though? What is my controversial opinion?

They say it's three times more resistant to scratches.

I don't have any,

To be fair, I'm pretty sure the random particles,

I barely have any opinion on anything.

But also this is like the easiest to read that an iPhone display has ever been. Even in this super bright room where you can kind of tell that my oldest 16 is struggling and that's,

But having friends is or something,

3000 knits of brightness. It also has an anti-reflective coating which we've never had on an iPhone. Wow,

Look here. Wow. But can look the same. We talking about anti-reflective coating, you still can't see anything. It's not good, is it Light is

Hitting the screens. Can you see how there is a little bit less for a visual

Inter, oh wow, a little bit less, still can't see shit

Direction from it now. And it's all topped off with promotion, meaning that this is now a one 20 hertz display that can also go all the way down to one

Hertz, uh, whatever boring. This is now

A square camera sensor, which means you can take vertical selfies.

It's the flip 7 1 20 hertz.

Welcome back rabbits 1, 2, 3. What's on your mind today?

Does flip seven have one 20 hertz screen? Hello? Fucking hell. Does flip seven have one 20 hertz? It says it does. It looks the same. I don't know what they're talking about.

Take horizontal selfies no matter which way you are holding the phone up. This is so cool. The shots are wider than before. They're more detailed than before. And it also has center stage, which means the camera can automatically go out wider and follow you around when you are on a FaceTime call. Not just faster than that. Generations think that they we're gonna bump the price up to $899 but they didn't. This is the same $799 starting prices as last year. Honestly, if I bought an iPhone 16 at full price IB Prime right now, but then they've got the completely new $919 iPhone air and this is where things get very interesting. So this is Apple's latest attempt at filling that awkward middle child slot in their lineup in 2020. They made the iPhone mini but then realized that no one wanted mini phones. Then in 2022 they changed that for the plus, which failed too because it just didn't do enough differently.

So instead of shrinking or stretching, apple's decided that now it's time to try flattening. And I, I'm gonna be honest with you, this phone absolutely creates an impression. Like the first time I picked the thing up, my mouth involuntarily formed silent O as I truly came to terms of how at 5.6 millimeters, this is thinner than any previous iPhone. This is thinner than Samsung's ultra slim Galaxy 25 edge, the things thinner than a pencil. But the other thing is it also feels a lot more luxury than I was expecting it to. When I watched the thing get announced, I thought, oh it looks kind of flimsy and so light that it's a bit cheap but it really doesn't feel it, especially with this glossy titanium rail all the way around the sides. The ceramic shield that you've now got on the back. I think the 17 air is made for the kind of person who cares enough about their phone to not just take the base 17, but also someone who isn't so into the specs that they'll worry about what they're missing compared to the pros.

And I think if you are that kind of person, you will look at this app, you'll compare it to all past experiences you've had with iPhones and you will think this is a miracle. But I see this product kind of like the really hot girl that you probably shouldn't try to date. You know, it's bad news, you know it's not gonna last. But to be honest, you're probably gonna try your luck anyway. But the truth is you are making two pretty fundamental compromises for this ven the battery, which Apple helpfully tells us is still an all day battery, but who's day. So this is a smaller battery than you get on every other iPhone release this year. And it doesn't exactly reassure me that Apple has specifically made a safe power bank designed to slip onto the air and that when they quoted the battery life of the air, they quoted the figure that assumed you had this battery bag attached.

But then according to Apple, 'cause of all the efficiency improvements of their new A 19 chips and this new N one chip that handles wifi and Bluetooth and airdrop, that this tiny sliver of a phone has the same battery life as the 16 pro. I mean if that's true, that is absolutely bonkers. I will start prepping the battery test immediately. But sadly it's not just battery, you are also getting slower charging. You're only getting one speaker which is really poor in 2025 and that the other big one is you are also losing the ultra wide camera that you would've had on a normal iPhone 17. And yeah, the one camera you do get is a decent 48 megapixel sensor, basically the same as the one on the 17. But this does mean this is a single rear camera on a thousand dollars phone in almost 2026

Tobacco free nicotine pouch. How are they allowed to advertise that?

Which tell me that's not form over function. I mean to be fair it might work for Apple. It's exactly what they did with the MacBook Air and that's now their best selling laptop by a mile. But my take is that the weight and the thickness of a normal phone is, it's not enough of a problem to need this drastic of a solution. It's a very alluring phone and you can so see how they're gonna market it to the average consumer as a way to get pro performance since it does come with a new more powerful a 19 pro chip. But I actually think there'll be a very large difference in how that chip performs in this compared to in the actual pro phones. So let's talk about those pros. I think the fact that the base iPhone 17 now has all the previously PROEs and that the air has become the pretty phone, the phone for people who just want their device to look sexy means that this year it really feels like Apple has been freed up to just prioritize function over form on these models. These are the most clearly actually made for pros pro iPhones I have ever seen, which is probably why they now feel comfortable charging the new higher prices of $1,099 for the pro, which is pretty much the highest amount anyone is charging for a non Excel size device. And then 1,199 for the Pro max. So there's a few

See

Function delivery like scratching post

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Best approach in action like the first is these are thicker, but the 17 pro and the 17 Pro Max, they're almost 8% thicker than their previous

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Past stylish. But you know what makes a film truly beautiful? It it is just having a big fat battery on the inside. Of course Apple's saying you'll get up to 33 hours of battery on the 17th pro, which is a very healthy jump from the 27 on the 16th pro and then 39 on the pro max this time all while having the side effect that I'm absolutely sure Apple a thought through of making the air look even thinner when you hold them side by side. But there's more. You'll also notice these pros look very different to last year's. Again, there is functional reason you might know that for a long time now pretty much every smartphone has had metal all around sides and then a glass sheet across the bed because you can still wirelessly charge your phone through glass. But there's a problem. Glass is absolutely terrible at dissipating heat.

So this time the iPhone 17 pros are metal everywhere except the specific zone where they have to be glass or I guess ceramic shield this time around this kind of window from here to here. So they've sacrificed on the minimalism of the design, but this metal should be like no exaggeration, 200 times better at getting heat from inside the phone to outside the phone, which is also paired with a vapor chamber for the first time ever on an iPhone and a swap from titanium as the metal of choice to aluminum, which look the choice to go with aluminum is fine. It's a very standard material that's still used in many flagship phones and it might be an improvement. It's lice and titanium, it's over 10 times more conductive, it's easier to color, which is the only reason how they've been able to make the first actually interesting pro iPhone color in far too long.

This bronzy orange, which is definitely the one that I'm gonna try and get my issue with this situation is that Apple just switched to titanium two years ago and when they did that they made a massive deal about it. It was the headline feature of the iPhone 15 pros and they didn't stop talking about how much more beautiful the phones were because of this titanium. So it just feels a little bit cheeky to now quietly be like aluminum like every other phone and then proudly talk about all the reasons why the new phones are better that are just because it is aluminum. But anyway, put all these things together and the iPhone 17 pros should run a lot cooler, which is not the most exciting thing in the world, but it is needed. It'll make the phones perform a lot better, especially with the new a 19 pro chip.

I tried some gaming on this and I'm not normally too taken aback by mobile gaming demos, but this actually was the most graphically impressive smooth gaming experience I have ever had on a smartphone. They should charge faster 'cause charging is also programmed to slow down when things get hot. Honestly, I'll be happy if this just means my phone won't dim it screen to zero brightness the minute the weather forecast changes to predict sun. But the thing that I'm most curious about is what's happening with the cameras. So the pros get the same square front camera sensor that can do both orientations. And the other big change is the telephoto camera is going from five times optical zoom with a 12 megapixel resolution to four times optical zoom but with a 48 megapixel resolution, which should actually be a double-sided upgrade because it means that when you're zooming in you don't have to wait all the way till five times before your

Selling photo camera kicks in. So hmm.

Quantity in the early part of it.

But also

Because you have four time number of pixels, even though the optical zoom number is slightly lower, it should mean your photos look better even when you go really far in. And the seventeens very impressed with the base bone interested by the air. And then I feel like the pros could have done a little bit more but they're solid shockingly little mention of apple intelligence this time round. But I kind of prefer that 'cause it means you get a bit more on the hardware end compared to the iPhone 16 generation, but now there's no titanium. It's like all the more reason to just get a Taurus case that Q3 air has literal air backs inside of it. So cushioned, it doesn't matter how many times you drop the thing. But also is there any phone case that actually makes your life easier? I use the magnet on the back all the time to quickly snap it onto things to take videos. I use this stand every day so I can call someone while I'm eating or hook it around something so I can watch a show while showering. And I've seen so many companies trying to copy this design, but this is the real deal.

Strongest time. Imagine being in the shower so long you have enough time to watch something on it. It

Plus their flex line charger is a lifesaver when I'm traveling. 'cause this one brick replaces two high-speed chargers but also with a baked in retractable USBC cable link below to have a look yourself.

Really. Even when I have a nice hot bath, I can't stand in there for longer than 15 minutes 'cause I get so hot and I just wanna get out. And the first bit when you get into the hot water is really nice and it kind of wears off after 10 minutes. God I wanna have a bath again. That was so nice last weekend it warmed you up so good. It is still downloading one hour, 18 minutes left, it's done half of it. Come on. Losing money if I can't get my video out, video, video, video out, video out quickly. I really wish that they just had a demo version. It on switched too as well, isn't it? Or is it not? I don't see it. I thought it was coming out on switch two. I guess not. I guess not. How come I don't see it? Maybe I search for it. I only see Borderlands three. Uh, borderlands four 60 pounds. It doesn't come out and switch to until October. October 3rd. That's weird.

Hmm. Might make dinner steak and chips. Uh oh. Why is he going dark color red? I didn't think that was gonna happen everywhere. Fridge is not nicely. Oh god, this stinks. Why does it smell like blood?

Ping hot.

The oil's spraying everywhere. Oh my God. Not my t-shirt. Not more oils. Me Hong Kong man with his fucking white band on the way. He's so secretive about his job and maybe he's scared of getting dogs or

Something

And he could just say, I don't know, in an office or in a restaurant.

I

Fucking raw. Uh,

Hong Kong guy doesn't really strike me as someone who's got a good job to be honest. I mean he doesn't just doesn't really seem very smart. I dunno what kind of job he does. Surely it can't be an office job. He just doesn't seem like that kind of person. But if he's got a work visa in Japan, you must have a degree. But how'd you get a work visa in Japan without a degree? And then how'd you get a job without a work visa? But then just 'cause you've got a degree doesn't mean you're smart either.

Whoa.

People always think 'cause of the way I look that I'm like in some kind of ID job programming. How'd you get a work visa just to work in a warehouse? I didn't know they hand out work visas for that. So you need the company to sponsor you unless some Japanese company just sponsored a thousand Hong Kong immigrants because for some reason there's not enough Japanese people possibly for Chinese teacher. Ah, it's actually gonna cook it. Oh it's plastic in it. It's not even hot. Pan fried and then f fried beef. Dunno if it's gonna be good. Do where's my s? Oh this is all sticky. Uh, I don't want my s It's been a while since I used it. Oh it was there. Maybe that's enough. Boil peas.

Hmm?

Pops in your mouth. No, no, no, no. Very British dinner

Taste. Uh, I don't like it. It's weird.

1919. Are you planning on competing? Just keep your eyes open

And

Look at us or look to

They disagree with hate. All the genzer watching this convention on TikTok right now I have a message just for you. You don't have to stay court a competition where you can. I am so tired of talking about work culture. We're told that many of you suffer from climate

Anxiety.

My

Wife, everything is so nice that for the next two rights I'm gonna be right. Hundred percent. This I tried to stab police officer with nothing. Then this happens. Photos of the first public person call one and Charlie.

Oh ugh. Oh fuck Hmm. That warm.

Oh test tomorrow. Oh

Everyone enjoying the stream stream to

Low orange is

The stream up to your

Standards.

I couldn't bother making dinner anymore. I might just buy microwave moves tomorrow. I'm probably cheaper than buying ingredients.

Uh oh. It's nearly finished. 17 minutes remaining. Nice. Hmm.

Ah, very stupid borderlands for game 12 minutes. It's probably a lag on my stupid laptop. Maybe I just buy a gaming computer on finance. Recently I've been pulling brand new borderlands for and as avid fan of ball lands I know have to play this game. Uh, no. I lost my microphone cable. Maybe I can use the other one. Uh, I really can't be bothered. Stupid gaming videos. Do you think skydiving is worth doing? I would be terrified. I don't think I could do it. I think I would chicken out at the top in the plane and then even if I was pushed out something, I wouldn't enjoy it. I'd push shut my eyes tight the whole way down and then probably piss myself as well. I don't see how falling for however long it takes is fun now a bit. The views are great and everything but you're just falling through the sky. And then what if the parachute fails and you're dead? You risk your life to achieve what? Nothing. Didn't even get any money. You paid money to do it to get some city more two minute experience. I don't see the point. If I'm gonna risk my life, it's gotta be for like a million pounds or something or I don't know, 10,000 pounds.

Okay.

Yeah. Well when I talk no one says anything so I can't be fucking bothered. Ignore me. I ignore you. How about that? You started it. Two minutes left until border lands. Lands downloaded. Ah, I think what I do is I just um, get an hour of footage and then I do the voiceover on top. It's easier than doing the voiceover bus I play. Okay, get ready. Two minutes. Oh, 45 seconds installing, verifying this band cam.

But what

Was an Amid fan of you to play this guy?

Excuse me.

Alright.

I always hated this character. This looks lame. Like Mad Max wannabe. There's this app where if you've got a van you can create an account and then people who want a van driver post what they want a van for and then you can offer them to do the job and then you offer them a price. A quote. I wonder if that makes any money. Little skinny Asian guy shows up to put your big piano in his van. You must be having a laugh. We wanted a van driver. Not a 15-year-old kid. Probably gotta be strong. We'll have a driver's mate 'cause if they need a van must be a pretty big thing. Or maybe just lots of little things like these bands are massive. You could live in that huge, come on, 93% complete. Whatcha doing? What are you doing? I remember my neighbor's friend's dad took us to the cinema to see the lost swell Jurassic Park. His dad and his sister and my friend and me or, and I went to see the movie but they wouldn't let my sister come 'cause she was too young. I think it was PG 12. No, it kind of been because I wasn't there when I was 12. It must have been pg. So I think you must have been 10 years old. But my sister must have been like seven. My sister was so upset.

Did you ever feel really naughty watching stuff that said 18 plus

Or

Or 15 plus. And there's all these forbidden things like drinking alcohol, smoking, driving a car, having sex. Now you're an adult. You can do all of the naughty things and then one of these vices or multiple ones pick you to be a slave. So many pleasurable things as an adult and it is all up to you to self-regulate. No parents controlling anything. Sex is pretty nice though. Yeah. I wanna do wholesome things like go on a road trip, do a barbecue with someone special and do the naughty things. Okay, here we go. Boulder lands. I need maybe half an hour of footage. Actually I only need 10 minutes of footage really? But I wanna make like three videos.

Well

See if it actually runs. Oh my god, what if I actually like it? No, I've gotta spend 60 pounds on it and pump out content.

Okay. Raining again.

Come on. Why? I'm not doing anything. I'm getting excited to play a game that I don't care about and I'm having a bowel movement. Why is he not opening? It says launching, running, install script. It doesn't seem like he's doing anything launching. How long is it gonna take to launch? Hope? There's a delivery tomorrow. I want to go on a drive. I'll go driving anyways, I'll go to Tesco. Although actually I don't. 'cause I still got some of that steak left. Maybe I'll go Tesco on Saturday. Uh, launching executable Boulder lands bold. Oh uh, what's this voice and video thing? What's that?

Oh,

What's this weird overlay? Can't click on

It.

I have an RTX 40 50 with Ryzen 7,000 series powerful gaming laptop. The stream is lagging. Is it 'cause of the game? I'm compiling shaders. Calm down. Is it lagging? I don't think so. 2%. Well the hell's a shader. Oh, spasm. Yeah. It is lagging testing.

Yeah, it's lagging testing.

Audio is not lagging. It's just a video. Uh,

Defeat. Who knew the professional landscaping could be So it would be painful. A weird tradition at this restaurant in Houston.

Eight.

Uh,

<silence>

Come on, I've got two hours until I can refund this. Maybe I'll buy a gaming computer. A blow kick money on a 5,000 gaming PC lagging. Come on. How many fucking buttons do I have to press? I've gotta scroll to the end of all this text. What is the point? How many submit? Confirm. I'll put a stupid birthday. Not

Few.

Let's get get How do I get rid rid of these stupid overlay things? Is it bandi cam? That is bandi cam doing that. Uh oh. What is it doing? Why is it doing that now? I didn't use to do that. Discord. Now when I close Bandi cam it disappeared.

Yeah,

I think the graph not good because it excel shade stuff. Isn't it

The right room that see anyone alive in there?

Right here?

Hell yeah. That's put up there. Hu. So they can check interest. I will fault Hunter. With the crimson resistance. The crimson resistance. Look, let's get outta here. It runs pretty good actually. Hey, you want escape? The whole place is going into lockdown. Come on. Come right. Are you Hunter too?

I'm Amark. I'm glad to be free. But why are you helping

Me? It comes in. Resistance is gonna free this whole plate.

I

All the vault hunters we can get.

Put the camera now

What that

Guard are onto us. Take them out with

I'm bored. Already lagging Don. Shit. What? Wow. What? How am I dead already? What?

Bang up grab this rep kit should take the edge off. Come on, we gotta get to the next floor.

This is so li uh, graphic. It's already on low Ultra performance.

The security. There's our way out. I think that's better. What were those contraptions? Since the timekeeper's robot army.

Well this feel like time splitters good written. I hated time

Splitters Sleep Design of this prism belies its intended function. They're called the order for a reason. They like and under control people too. Everyone who lands on Kairos has a, the only welcome people get is the timekeeper's domination. There's a security room.

How do I heal?

Huh?

It is a lot smoother now. Graphics look stupid. I think it is DOSS. Oh no it's not. When you got 40 FPS

Pandemic Echo four.

I want 60 FPS. Why is it at 40 low graphics? Ultra performance texture is lower. Yeah, you can see better now. What A new gun on that.

We're gonna crack this prison wide open.

Crack my back son.

All hunter

Prison

Break baby. Nice one force open. Let's go. I'll remind Kenny and all rapid prisoners that he is watching now. There is no escape. No one. The prisoners won't get far, but they'll distract the order while we escape. Hell of a sight. Huh? Six years ago that moon appeared from nowhere. Sky cracked open shards fell in plane. The world was ending.

Can you shut up?

Crime people's been in full ever since. What did you mean when you said the prisoners won't

Get fired?

They're both

Just like us.

Oh, I'm gonna die.

Won't be longer for the time back into their, we just need the timekeeper looking air way. Not yours until we can jam your We are almost out. Just fight through sit. Which I spelled here. You're gonna need this

No good.

Then follow I. All right There we gotta slide down. Come on.

Damn.

Got separated. You good?

Hmm

Indeed. Are we clear of the timekeeper's mins then? Not exactly. The order's gonna have search parties combing through these woods. I stash doesn't right out though. Let's meet up ahead. Might be a tight squeezer there. You'll have to crouch. Oh Jay, I dislike knowing this timekeeper could control me with this bolt, I will simply rip it out with my hands.

Whoa.

No, no, no. That thing is in there. Hitched to your nervous system. When people try to rip that bolt out, it turns 'em crazy or straight up kills him. So why bother running? It's only a matter of time. Now with the echo four on our side.

Stand my bolt. And

If we get you somewhere safe while the timekeeper's

Distracted,

Tell Sam yours too.

Stop moving. Fucking stupid fucking things. Head dog enemies in games. Oh God, this is boring. Gimme a real gunner. What I do now.

Oh, go ahead.

You're still in one piece. Not that I expected anything less bolt. They're looking for us. Keep a low profile. Come on. We gotta reach our getaway ride. So have you ever opened

The vault?

I have.

It

Changed me. Scar me

Except

What brought you here? Ah, no. I was born on Kairos.

Okay. But I heard

All about fault hunters from all boulders who crashed.

But the

Moon fault chaos started. I took my chance and struck it on my own. Been training up ever since. I'll introduce you to the leader of the Crimson resistance when we get off this island. I only joined recently. But it's exactly what this planet means. A whole rebellion. No fighting together for freedom from the time people. Oh. And die waits. Rub it in a shiny face. When we crack that bolt there. We'll go through that order plate,

Search

Party. Clear him out.

Lagging. Uh, once I died again, why are the guns so rubbish? I lost 500 cash. How do I get a new gun? Ugh.

All right. Just through here. Damn, this cold wasn't

Locked and I came prove. Gimme a sec.

The lock is giving me some trouble. I my best bottle.

This could take a bit. Hey, I let this stash up on the ridge when I was doing my recon. How about you clean it out while I get this door open.

What do I do?

No. Oh,

You had quite the cozy camp set up here rj. I've been waiting a long time for the rightful hunter to arrive.

Go ahead,

Raid the place rj. I've got the shield.

Awesome.

Almost got the door. Come on down. The serenity.

Yeah. I like keyboard mouse more. It's just, this mouse is kind of weird 'cause it's a vertical mouse.

There we go. Let's get to our right. Maybe we should even pick up some of

The other. Yeah. Shot him the fucking door. He stupid

In here. Oh, oh. I don know

He

Made me. There was a time I would've used a chitter touch with these way white creatures. But now they serve a greater purpose. Now you see the true bars of your cage, you cannot break free. What devil we have to get out of here now.

I

Thought he watched house. I never imagine.

Watch

You have been man. We need to get your bolt jammed as soon as possible. I hijacked an order gunship for us. Sit down this way.

When are they gonna gimme a good gun? It's just ammo. I don't need ammo. Come on, I wanna kill something. Ah, died. This can rubbish.

Who?

Who? Why do I have to reload so much?

<silence>

Where's rj? Oh, he is dead. Useless. Rj, go away. Where's the boss? Aha. Suck it.

It's time for upgrade.

What do you get? An energy shield. Oh, what's that? Sub machinery. Hey,

Can I get a handout?

No. You were useless. Oh no. That's some cool guns.

Ooh. Oh all part of my man.

Hello beach. PT P can call me clap.

Message

Of the crisson resistance.

Let's

Hear.

And my whole deal is that your friend RJ just helped. They told me to find you.

Rj.

AJ died. Voice is so

Hot.

Oh,

I center on. I was scared.

Well, I'm not. What? Oh god

Out here. Oh

My.

Find those psychopath. They fire

Up knee. You're not sad little sister. Boy, I'll destroy these.

Really?

I mean really Good

Job at Rookie. Come on, come here this way. We are headed to that old order broadcast tower. I was gonna use it to send out a planet wide recruitment message, but I couldn't get off the elevator without me. Again. Keep trying. Clear out the,

Oh my god, this getting sucked.

I am still here so there must be a reason for it. My Quest winds this way.

Wants to party her head.

Oh Ham done. Fucking shit. Game close. Oh God. Okay, now where's my video editor? Just make sure I don't have all your fans on it. And that is why I don't share my screen. I'll clean up this. It's a full of my bumps on it boiled up and I plug into my mic. Uh, what is it? Testing, testing, testing,

Testing, test. Okay,

Borderlands four. Hello. Welcome back to a new video. So recently I've been playing the brand new Borderlands four and as an avid fan of the Borderland series and Luta shooter games in general. Anyway, just had to play this game. Unfortunately so far has been bland, boring and uninspiring. It lacks a certain kind of luster that was able,

Hello, back to a new video. So recently I've been playing the brand new Borderland four and as an avid fan of the Borderland series and Luta shooter games in general and anyone just had to play this game. Unfortunately, so far it's been bland, boring and uninspiring. It lacks a certain kind of luster.

Cool input, input, audio input. This one in this game, you basically run around. So in this game, like voice track <laugh>. So in this game, in typical borderlines fashion, you basically just run around this big map kidding enemies and you loot them and get new weapons and upgrades for your character. Now in theory this sounds fun and everything, but in reality it's just a massive pain in the backside and leads to repetitive, tedious and very boring gameplay. I wanna hear that voice crack.

So in this game,

<laugh> in this game <laugh>.

So in this game,

<laugh> voice, crack

Luster, voice crack, <laugh>. So in this game, in typical a certain kind of luster. So in this game, in typical borderlands fashion, you basically run around this big map killing enemies and you loot them and get new weapons and upgrades for your character. Now in theory this sounds fun and everything, but in reality it's just a massive pain in the backside and leads to repetitive, tedious and very boring gameplay.

But you said you like bored band. Yeah, they're all like that.

Shut up.

Both. All the beginning tutorial is, first of all, the beginning tutorial is extremely annoying and takes way too long to introduce you to the basement account of the game. And you only get stuck with boring pistols in the beginning game until you play a bit later, about half an hour or an hour into the game. Then you start getting some more beefy weapons which are slightly more fun to use, but still kind of annoying in the way that you're constantly reloading. 'cause these weapons seems to have extremely small clips or magazines or whatever they're called. And you constantly have to reload every 10 seconds is what I found myself doing. It just felt like a reloading simulator if anything else,

Or in gameplay. First of all, the beginning tutorial is extremely annoying and takes simulator. If anything else,

What's the point? What's the point of what the point is to make money? Fucking idiot. What else is the fucking point? Or I'm trying to save the planet with my strings. The fuck do you think the point is,

Idiot,

What is the point? What the fuck do you think the fucking point is? Pay my fucking bills bitch. Can you guys shut up whilst I'm working Jesus Christ, bitch and money. Um,

So the main me of the game is just shooting these trash mobs, which are extremely boring to fight against. And then you get to a boss, which are basically just massive bullets, sponges. They have a shield and they have a big part of how far they depletes and you just basically shoot them in their heads to get critical hits to do more damage. And then you just do that over and over again whilst dodging their project holes. The bus battles leave a lot to be desired and are not very engaging or fun or mentally stimulating. And as someone who likes to be mentally challenged, I do not find this game mentally challenging in any other way.

Anything else? So the main meat of the game is just shooting these trash mobs, which are extremely boring to fight against. And then you get to a boss, which are basically just massive bullet sponges. They have a shield and they have big puffing in any other way.

<affirmative>.

Uh,

So when it comes to the gameplay, unfortunately I had to give it a 3.2 out of 10. They haven't really made any differences, any different changes from the previous games. And it basically just feels like you're playing the older games. But it's a new game so it's newer, although it just feels the same as the older ones. But you're paying a price tag, which is the equivalent of the new game, which is 60 pounds, which is kind of expensive for a game that's basically the same game as the previous game. So when it comes to graphics, graphics aren't very good. It basically just has that self shaded kind of 2D flat image, which is what the game is known for. But if you want more realistic graphics that are gonna blow you away, then you're not really gonna be blown away. Also, the performance of this game is lacking in a certain kind of luster.

I'm running on a gaming laptop with RTX 40 50 graphics card with a rising 7,000 processor and I couldn't even get more than 30 frames per second and that's not very good considering that this is a game that came out in 2025. I couldn't even get over 45 FPSs even when I put graphics down to extremely low. And I put D-L-L-L-S-S on upscaling onto ultra performance mode. And I think even with all the graphics down to low, it should at least do 60 FPS. Unfortunately, I could only play gaming in about 30 FPS, so I didn't really have the best gaming experience,

Meant challenging in any other way. So when it comes to the gameplay, unfortunately I have to give it a three clicks down to low it should it lead.

I don't know what else to say.

Uh,

The biggest thing I hate about this game is they haven't removed that stupid little robot called clap trap and he just keeps talking on and on and on in the most irritating voice. And it'd be nice if there was a way to disable his voice somehow. I don't know why, I don't know why the developers of the game think we want to hear this really annoying voice from the stupid robot that's supposed to be funny or quirky or cute, which it's none of those things. To be honest,

The biggest thing I way to disable his voice somehow. I don't know why they, his voice somehow, I don't know. I don't dunno why they

<laugh>.

There was a way to disable his voice somehow. I don't know why the developers of the game think we wanna hear this really annoying voice from this stupid robot that's supposed to be funny or quirky or cute, which it's none of those things to be honest. None of those things to be honest.

So

Unfortunately for those reasons I can't really recommend this game and I give it a 3.2 out of 10 then done

Whatever,

3.2 out of 10.

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Back to a new video. So recently I've been playing the brand new Borderlands four. Okay, export lower, um, borderlands four and that is how we make a YouTube video watch and learn guide. And then you get thumbnail. This one's uh, upload, download, download. Come page done YouTube. Come on. So slow video, video <inaudible> upload. If it gets used, I might make more videos but if it doesn't it won't bother. Do not buy border lines for very disappointing. My already on hands on gameplay of a new border. Four on pc. Where's my thumbnail? So come on, gimme my thumbnail. Oh, oh there's gaming four that four

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God, I hate making videos so fucking boring. The most annoying thing is how many times you gotta click the mouse button to get anything done. You gotta download image, upload the image, put on the text, press the download button, create the video, do the voiceover, export it, upload it. Put the title, put the tags, put the description, choose the thumbnail. Press on for monetization. I dunno why it's always on. Why is it not always on for default and press upload. I don't have to press so many damn things. Unlisted public. We are live

Developing. Hello,

Back to a new video. So recently I've been playing the

Brand new Borderlands for and as an avid fan of the Borderland series and B shooter games in general and you just had to play its game. Unfortunately so far it's been bland, boring and uninspiring. It lacks a certain kind of luster. So in this game, in typical borderlands fashion, you basically did run around this big map.

Pretty good

Map.

Okay, now gimme my refund. Don't need any more footage support. Uh, not what I expected. I wanna refund. It's not fun. It frequently crashes. How about just make the game free for the first two hours and then charge me? Okay, such a boring game concept. Do not like looter shooters? I uh, no I'm not getting a cat anymore. I'm born. I got 41,000 views of my silk song video steak and chips were okay. Beef was a bit tough. I don't think Rump steaks very good. It's got that weird blood smell. Can you imagine actually enjoying making videos? I used to think it was really cool like leafy. You say some silly things with counterstrike gameplay footage and you get thousands of fans who love you make good money, the things so cool but you gotta have something special to be able to achieve that. Like be funny or people like you 'cause you're likable. You are either likable or you're not. You are either funny or you're not.

You

Can't really fake it. Is it going viral yet? 12 views. Nice

Toilet.

On a scale of one to 10, how attractive is weed girl? Who is more attractive Weed girl or Raj?

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I think do not buy Always works better than why I hate 16 views. I think is gonna be a flop. It's weird like some, I don't know, like some random 2D game like Silk song get 40 K views. Then a big triple A game. <inaudible> flop how it's like I covered court of duty or Battlefield and it would flop and not even get a thousand views. But then I do some random 2D game like Darkest Dungeon or Hades and then I get loads or I did cults of the lamb, got like 30 K views. Remember I tried doing Hogwarts legacy and it's just I couldn't get any views during that staff field as well. I don't know. Staff field got like 20 k. I remember how disappointed people were with that Stella Blade flopped as well and the Mario Kart flopped night rain flopped, well else flopped basically everything. Assassin's Creed flopped. I got hmm 1.4 K views and then before that it was just nonstop path of Excel spam. They paid me $200 a month for about four months until, I don't know why they canceled my sponsorship I think 'cause I was just deleting all videos and reloading them as new ones

Because I got banned. The path of Excel game company banned me and I couldn't log in anymore so I couldn't make any new videos. Can't believe I got banned from a game. I got 13 K views on my pressure washer video. Simon Hill got 10 K. Oh my tips and tricks for Persia. E 2 0 8 got eight K now. Oh it made $42 but it's slowly going up. That's a slow burner. I don't think borderlands get any views. My fold six spam on well 18 k on my how I replaced my laptop held in ring shadow of the earth tree spam. God I pumped out so many videos of that. I've got some good views on that. Frost Monk insane damage and then hell what a grind, yeah is flops 16 views is oh 17 views fucking flop. All that effort for nothing. I don't understand why it works with some games and there's for a lot of other games it just doesn't work at all. Is it because of the community around the game? Like if it doesn't have a strong fanatical audience or community then it doesn't work And Starfield doesn't have a strong fanatical audience. They're still have 26 K views and you can't say this channel shadow band. They've got 40 K views and silks on.

So you're talking rubbish like your saying huh uh ugh. 22 views nice. Ah

Uh, Friday, tomorrow and Saturday and then Sunday and Monday, Tuesday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday is five, five times 90. 600 plus might make 700 ish. That would take out the overdraft plus 500 in the bank now put 500 into my stocks and shares icer or might pay off the credit card. I never thought China would end up like this. I thought I'd never run outta things to talk about, but here we are. Hmm. Testing the huge news is on board. Uh, yeah, if I, I wonder if I just limit myself to four hours of streaming, would I have more to talk about? I don't know. I don't even know what I wanna talk about. Nothing really. When I took that two week break of no streaming and I came back, I felt, I mean two weeks of not talking obviously build up a lot of things to say and it was nice to just trauma dump it on you guys. It was easy. I don't really know what to do.

Uh,

I feel weird tonight. I don't know why. Slightly melancholic.

Mm

Just got a growing heart every day. Oh, got my refund. Nice.

60 pounds.

I refunded borderlands. I made the videos boring. Imagine wasting 60 pounds for that. It felt like a mobile game. That could have been a mobile game and I wouldn't even been surprised. Well it'd be a waste if I didn't use it, but it seems to last forever. I am sure it's fine. It's like smoking one pack of cigarettes. Not really gonna do anything is it? It's just a bit of nicotine and chemicals. I don't think anyone's dumb enough to try risk sending illegal stuff in the post could easily trace it back, can't you? I don't know how ding ding. Uh, I kind of got addicted to Diablo four for a bit back when it was popular. People like Elon Musk were playing it. I didn't like that feeling. I felt relief when I finally got bored of it and then I felt like why did I put so much effort and energy into playing this stupid game? The views were good. I got some 20 K 30 K bangers on my insane damage warrior build, but it just felt pointless. It didn't fulfill me.

I still find things like Uber Eats kind of crazy, like these big massive companies, McDonald's, KFC, subway just entrust some random person in a car or moped to deliver the product when they care so much about customer satisfaction without a uniform or proper training. In Japan, they have those special McDonald mopeds, aren't they? They don't have those here. At least Domino's Pizza, you actually work for Domino's and you wear the uniform. I remember I went for the Domino's pizza interview. I said I want part-time. He said, why not full-time? I didn't have the right car insurance. Wouldn't really wanna do it anyway. It will be in the city, wouldn't it?

It's not like you can choose what you do, you have to do what you're told. It would just be half. It would be students and young people doing weed and then they get the munchies and on a pizza and a lot of people do weed. Remember did different Amazon a lot of the time they opened the door. I could smell it waffling out and I thought, I bet they just had sex. Lucky bastards. Yeah, the pace sounds good for Domino's, but I don't wanna drive around the city. It would've been Exeter or Plymouth. One time I drove 40 minutes to deliver a fish and chips to gauges. I thought, is it gonna be all soggy when I get there? Oh, not even 10 o'clock yet. Oh my god. Uh uh. Hope there'll be livery tomorrow. Break up the day a bit. Not a weird one. Pick up some newspapers. I don't even know which ones. Nice easy test goes is good. Oh no, I need toilet. I wanna go to toilet again. I dunno where to look for a new jumper. I looked in Tescos, they didn't have anything and when I, I was in Plymouth, I went to Primark h and m, they still had summer clothing when I went, maybe I got look on Amazon.

I just, I'm gonna spend another 30 pounds or 25 pounds and jump, oh I the toilet that. Oh, I just went to the toilet. This is a massive fart. Keeps tricking me. No, this is a massive, I thought it was a poop. It wasn't becoming like my mum farting all the time. Oh, I really doubt anyone could hear it. You're lying.

Keep two people apart until the timing is right. When they finally meet, there will be so many coincidences in the timing. But if one thing would've fallen out of line, they would've never crossed paths. But the universal lines and they will realize everything they just went through before they met was just preparing their heart for them.

Do you know the invisible string theory? It is said the universe will keep two people apart until people who grew up protected get a head start. They build careers, relationships, and stability early because they didn't have to spend their energy just surviving. Just because you give love doesn't mean you are entitled to get it back. You want to believe that being good you guarantees good treatment. That loyalty creates loyalty that if you care enough, they'll eventually care too. But life doesn't work that way. The hardest lesson is accepting that what you give might never return to you. Not from that person, not in that relationship, maybe not at all and you have to be okay with that. Most people can't handle this truth. They give love like it's a loan that needs to be paid back. They keep track of every kind thing they did waiting for their return on investment.

But love isn't a transaction you chose to give it. No one owes you anything for that choice. Your problem is simple. You get obsessed with people you are not even dating. You create this entire fantasy relationship in your head. You imagine conversations, futures and connections that don't actually exist. 11 things people learn too late in life. One, the less you say the more your words will matter. Two, don't take everything personally. Not everyone thinks about you as much as you do. Three. When you focus on problems, you'll have more problems. When you focus on possibilities, you'll have more opportunities. Four, no matter how much it hurts. Now someday you will look back and realize your struggle changed your life for the better. Five, you meet people for a reason. Either you need them to change your life or you are the one that will change theirs.

Six, never be afraid to try something new. Life gets boring when you stay within the limits of what you already know. Seven, you will never truly know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory. Eight. Once you begin to take note of the things you are grateful for, you begin to lose sight of the things that you lack. Nine. If you do not have control over your mouth, you do not have control over your future. Yeah. 10. Life is a mirror and will reflect back to the thinker, what he thinks into it. 11, the only person you have to face in the morning is yourself. Be unbeatable.

What's the point of dating someone if you don't see the potential to love them forever? Dating itself isn't love. Talking all day isn't love. Staying up all night together isn't love. Those are just the easy parts that anyone can do when things are new and exciting. Real love means choosing someone for life, not just for the butterflies, but for everything that comes after the hard times, the boring times, the times when you don't even like each other much. That's what scares people. Committing to someone forever when you can't predict what forever looks like. Choosing them even when the feelings fade and all that's left is the choice itself, but that's the whole point. You are either looking for someone to stay with through everything or you are just avoiding being alone. If you are not dating to find your person for life, whatcha actually doing Just wasting time. Pretending connection means something when you know you'll leave.

What's the point of dating someone? Soulmates always find their way back to each other no matter what happens between them. Relationships that appear to be over completely are sometimes just taking a necessary break. When two people are truly meant to be together, nothing can keep them apart forever. Even if they lose touch completely or their love seems to have disappeared, the connection between them stays, their special bond stays strong. Even when they can't feel it in the moment, every separation they experience is actually preparing them for a stronger relationship when they reunite, no matter the distance or time apart, these connections are too important to be left to chance alone and certain circumstances naturally bring these souls back into orbit with one another. The connection works in ways we can't always comprehend. Doesn't audio book Alison, don't fall in love too fast? You don't really know someone until you've seen all their sides.

You need to see how they handle being exhausted after a long week. How they act when money's tight, what they're like when work is crushing them, who they become when they're genuinely angry about something. Anyone can be charming when everything's going well. Anyone can be their best self when life is easy, but who are they? When things fall apart, do they take their stress out on you? Do they shut down completely? Do they turn into someone you don't recognize? The right person doesn't become a stranger when life gets hard. They don't make you pay for their bad days. They don't add to your problems when they're dealing with their own. You can't know if someone's right for you until you've seen them at their worst. So take your time. Let reality show you who they really are. There are people out there who understand that love isn't about perfection, it's about acceptance.

We are all a mess of broken pieces. So just because I got, if I could give you one thing in life, it would be the ability to see yourself through my eyes. Only then would you realize how special you are. To me, I had it's actually very attractive to ask for clarity instead of pretending you are cool with things being confusing. It's actually very attractive to be your passionate oddball self from the start instead of watering yourself down to seem chill. It's actually very attractive to know what you want and to not be subtle about it. Also, we have a timer. There's something beautiful about people who have tasted bitterness but are still determined to savor the sweetness. Life has to offer. You can feel it in their presence. They have a sense of calm walk. When you wait for someone for a few minutes, it's your need for a few hours.

It's your trust for a few weeks. It's your friendship. But to wait when you know the person will not come is your love. People say never expect anything in return from anyone, but the truth is, when we really love someone, we naturally expect a little care and love from them. Everyone you meet is a part of your journey, but not all of them are meant to stay in your life. Some people are just passing through to bring you gifts, either their blessings or lessons and in this journey you must learn to appreciate the transient nature of relationships. One day you'll look back and see a painful truth. Your dreams faded because you chose what felt easy over what felt hard. All those small comfortable choices added up to a life smaller than what you wanted. This kind of regret cuts deeper than most. It's not about bad luck or outside forces.

It's about the choices you made, the safety you chose, the risks you avoided each time you pick the comfort. I've made some of my favorite memories with people that I will never speak to again and that's the strange part about life. Some chapters hold laughter, love and late night talks, but still end without closure. You don't always get a goodbye. Sometimes people just fade into the background, leaving behind echoes of moments. That once meant everything. It hurts not because the memories weren't real, but because the connection wasn't meant to last. We shared secrets, made promises and planned futures that never happened and yet I wouldn't erase them because in those moments, even if temporary, we were exactly who we needed to be for each other. I've learned that not everyone is meant to stay in your story forever. Some people are lessons, some are blessings, some are both.

And just because we don't speak anymore doesn't mean I've forgotten. It doesn't mean I'm bitter. You could also do the one key challenge. The ironic thing about life is that you are a different person to everyone you meet. To some you are quiet to others. You never stop talking. Some remember you for your kindness, others for the time you walked away, you are a villain in someone's story. A hero in another's and to most you are just a passing thought, a name they once knew you don't exist as one person, but as countless versions of yourself shaped by fleeting moments and personal perceptions and here's what's unsettling. You'll never truly know yourself the way others do. You'll never hear your own laughter the way someone else does. You'll never see the way your absence lingers in a room you used to fill to yourself. You are just you, but in reality you are a thousand different stories, none of which you'll ever get to read.

Every choice has a cost. Not choosing is still choosing. Staying safe costs your growth. Taking risks costs your comfort. Doing nothing costs your dreams. Then the minute you decide to get married, you have to understand this one truth. Your partner is and should be the most important. The way I value people makes me wish I had someone like me in my homeowners. Suddenly you are 25 and you are making your morning coffee, getting ready for work, coming home around six or seven. Too tired to do much except make dinner, scroll on your phone and go to bed. Then you wake up and do it all again and Friday comes. Maybe you go out, maybe you are too tired and then it hits you. How did everything pass by so quickly? You don't feel 25. When did you grow up? When did you stop being 15 and you feel nostalgic and you wish you could go back to 15, which seems like it was just yesterday, but it's already been 10 years.

Time passes by too quickly and all you can do is reminisce. But this also means you'll one day miss today being 25. So you try to enjoy it as much as you can because you know there's an older version of you begging you to enjoy 25 a little more. Isn't it weird how some friendships just siblings share some? Have you ever wondered what's going on behind the scenes? A person you love most is also the one who triggers you most. That's not a coincidence. It's how love actually works. Your partner isn't there just to make you happy. They're there to show you the parts of yourself you've been avoiding the wounds you haven't healed, the patterns you keep repeating. The way they challenge you, the way they make you feel exposed and vulnerable. That's not a problem with your relationship. That's love doing its job.

Real love doesn't just comfort you, it forces you to grow. You don't need a perfect relationship. You just need someone who is scared to lose you, respect your efforts and is proud to have you. It's not about grand gestures or flawless moments. It's about the small things, the everyday reassurance that you are valued and cherished. You need someone who sees your worth, someone who understands that love is built on mutual respect and appreciation where both of you feel seen and secure. You want to be with someone who values the little things you do, who notices the care and attention you pour into the relationship. It's not about being perfect, but about being present, showing up for each other even when things aren't easy. You need a partner who stands by your side. Recognizing that love isn't just about romance, but also about being each other's safe haven, especially in times of uncertainty.

If you have an apple watch, emotionally healthy people don't need a crowd. Loyal people often lose self res. Have you heard of the turtle theory? Turtles Don't rush turtles don't panic while others. Were free to grow. You were fighting to survive with vintage. Are you really in love or is it just a crush? The difference matters more than you might think. When you have a crush, you see perfection. You build an ideal version of someone in your mind focusing on their best parts while ignoring everything else. You are not falling for who they actually are, but for who you've imagined them to be. This fantasy feels amazing. Your heart races at the sight of them. You think about them constantly, but you're not connecting with a real person. Just the flawless image you've created. Real love works differently. It sees the whole person, their strengths and weaknesses, their beauty and their mess.

It doesn't need them to be perfect. It accepts them as they are complicated and human with genuine love. You know their flaws and care about them anyway. You see their bad days, their struggles, their less attractive sides and you choose them. Still ask yourself honestly, do you love who they really are or just who you imagine them to be? True connection isn't built on fantasies. It's built on seeing someone clearly and choosing them anyway. The worst feeling is when you find out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did, and then you just feel stupid for caring so much. You wish you didn't care about anything but you do. You care too much. You led someone on knowing they liked you. You saw the way they waited for your messages, the way they instantly responded, like your words were the air they needed to breathe and still you left them waiting on red, on edge, wondering what they did wrong while you ignored them because you didn't feel like replying.

You knew you knew how they felt. Every time you gave them an inch and pulled back a mile, you watched them try harder, convince themselves that if they just gave a little more, you'd finally see them the way they saw you, but you didn't. You never did. You liked the way they made you feel important, desired, needed. And when they started to pull away, when they finally gave up, you didn't stop them because deep down you knew you never really cared. And yet when it happened to you, when someone left your messages unanswered, when someone didn't care the way you hoped they would, you played the victim. You cried about being let on, about feeling invisible, about how unfair it all was, but now as you sit with the ache they left behind, you can't ignore the echo of your own actions because you know what it feels like now.

Don't you to be the one who gives everything to someone who only gives enough to keep you hanging on. Maybe that's the worst part of all, realizing you've become the very hurt. You can't seem to heal from you. Let some when someone knows they deserve better, but still stays with the one who breaks them. That's called cognitive dissonance. Have you ever wondered why not every hope I loved you enough to ignore the things that should have been red flags the way you pulled away when I needed you close the way your words felt warm, but your actions were cold. I told myself it was enough. The little moments of affection, the glimpses of the person I wanted you to be. I held onto the hope that if I loved you harder, you'd finally see me. I gave and gave until I think people fall. Do you know the invisible? It's emotionally intelligent. People can't really hate anyone.

Don't have any plans for tomorrow. Maybe test, go on Saturday.

No plans. A plan is to do nothing all day. 48 minutes to go and then good time. Oh God, back breaking 13 hours shift. I don't know why, but I've got this feeling. If I go back to my mom's house, it would be really hard to come back here. I'd feel like, why do I have to come back here again? I stay at mom's house and pay the rent here. At least the atmosphere back home is lively, familiar, comforting, nice food, pushkin the vibes back home. So much nicer than this. It just feels like some kind of prisons out might end up staying at my mom's house weeks after weeks and then still paying for this place at the same time moving. I'm just visiting. I wonder if my driving's gotten better or if it's only feeling like it's gotten better. 'cause the roads here are so much easier than Ma Stone. Maybe I'm just more experienced now and I'm less anxious. Or maybe Ma Stone just makes me anxious. 'cause the people there are rougher. You just don't really see young people that much around here. Young people always intimidated me. The more predict and wild than what they're gonna say or do. My mom doesn't live in a city, lives in a village. I can't even go to Kit Hill 'cause it's rain all the time.

Tomorrow it's raining from 8:00 AM until 10:00 PM Great, and then Saturday rains. Sunday rain. Monday rain Tuesday, rain Wednesday, rain life. Does it ever stop raining? I remember feeling so adventurous with the streaming, exploring new places. I don't know what happened till that. Maybe it's the rain. Used to enjoy it. Exploring the mos, wearing my silly little hat. The beach was fun. Took my shoes off, went in the water. It was a nice day. The last of the summer days, exploring the beaches. I feel kind of stuck now 'cause of the weather.

Oh God was today.

Yeah. It's like there's been a storm here for weeks. Maybe after a weekend, the storm will go away. That'll be nice. I remember when I was drinking the huel out of the plastic bowl. That was funny. When I have more viewers, I feel like I want to be more silly. Like the food comas, the head spinning. The less viewers I have, the more boring I become. Like I, I feel like, what's the point? I definitely get like a thrill when there's more viewers. I feel like doing more dumb stuff. I don't know. I'd be like, imagine being Elvis Presley. You got locked into that contract to perform on stage every day at that stupid hotel. But then less and less people come. But you still gotta do it because you agreed to the contracts and you got paid and then you're expected to have the same energy every day. Depressing. I made steak and chips today. Yeah, I've been less creative with the cooking, making less complicated stuff. No more batter and fried stuff. I can't be bothered with the cleanup. I don't like a cook. Now I'm just thinking I get a microwave meal now I've got a microwave

For more convenience. There is less creativity you need. Can't believe. I thought I was gonna go to Thailand, get visa, start over again. I just don't have that energy. Might just call it a day now. Just want this day to be over. Reset everything tomorrow, go clean the shower. Well no point in torturing myself for half an hour just to make $4. Is there? Very good to bed.