[2018-07-02] My Wife gave me one last chance [Awrh5XmTEmQ]

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the description. Okay, so, um,

as you can see, I'm back at my wife's

apartment. That's because we, we made up

and she forgave me. And I know

I said I wasn't gonna make a video about

this, but I asked her if I could and she

said yes. And I'm gonna make a video

explaining what happened and why I decided

to come back to her, even though I said

all of those nasty things about her. So a

few days ago, I had this big argument we

had this big argument and I got a little

bit angry. I overreacted a little bit and

I said some things that I shouldn't have

said. And then I stormed out. I did a

livestream where I continued to say more

things about her that wasn't very nice.

And yeah, she watched the livestream and

she heard me say those things and she was

really upset about it, as you could

imagine. So I went to a hotel and I calmed

down. I slept on it. And then the next day

I felt kind of stupid. I felt really bad

about all of the things I said, and I

should have controlled my anger better.

I'm not very good when it comes to

controlling anger. I kind of fly off the

handle and I say all of this horrible

stuff about the person that I'm angry

with, even if, if it hurts their feelings.

And then when I've calmed down, I feel

like a piece of shit, and I really regret

everything that I said. It's not very

good, I know, but that's just how

arguments affect me. That's what happens

when I get angry. And I know a lot of you

don't even believe this actually happened

because this is like my 3rd video titled,

um, I left my wife, or I've left her,

or we had a big argument. And yeah, I

guess this does sound like I'm making it

up and I'm just pretending this happened

so I can get views, and I totally

understand if that's what you think or

believe. And I just want to say that none

of that's true. It's not staged, it's not

made up, it actually happened. I'm not

sure how to convince you otherwise. Um, I

guess I could ask my wife to come on

camera to tell you about it. So it's up to

you if you want to believe it or not, but

it did happen, even if it does look kind

of made up. So, um,

she said that the main reason why she

decided to forgive me was because of my

mum. She was chatting to my mum the whole

time on WhatsApp, and my mum asked

her to give me another, another chance.

And she said that if it wasn't for my mum,

she wouldn't have given me another chance.

She said if it wasn't for my mum, it would

have been over because I said too many

horrible things, too many damaging things.

But luckily, thanks to my mum,

everything's okay. I decided to come back

because after spending a day or two away

from her, I kind of realized that I missed

her, and I, I feel emotionally attached to

her. I feel like I want her in my life,

even though I said all of those horrible

things like I don't find her to be very

interesting, we don't have much or

anything in common. Yeah, those things are

unfortunately true, and it'd be great if

we had more things in common.

But I kind of realized that having things

in common isn't really that important,

because when you're in a relationship with

someone, you're not in the relationship

because you have things in common. You're

in it because you have emotional feelings

for that person and you want to be

together. And being away from her kind of

made me realize that I do have those

emotional feelings for her. I do want to

be with her. Even if it means that some

days, sometimes it's a little bit boring.

Even if it means I can't share my favorite

hobbies or passions with her because she's

just not interested in them, that's fine.

It would be great if she was interested in

them, but that's just the kind of person

she is, and I'm the kind of person that I

am. And I think a lot of couples are

like this, even my parents. They don't

really have anything in common. I don't

think having things in common, um,

is that common for couples. A lot of

couples don't have things in common. I

think that most couples actually don't

have things or anything in common, and

that isn't the reason why they're

together. They're together because they

have emotional feelings for each other,

or they're just lonely and desperate.

There's nothing wrong with that either.

So she said that she'll give me one last

chance, and she said that she wanted me

to, number one, stop talking about

her negatively on the internet, and that

includes YouTube, Twitter, other social

media platforms. Doesn't mean that I, I'm

not allowed to talk about her ever. I am

allowed to talk about her if she's okay

with it, and I'll ask for her permission

in the future if I want to make videos

talking about her. Like today's video

where she did give me permission to make

it. I lost a lot of things. I lost my

entire winter wardrobe. I stuffed it all

into a green plastic bag and I left it

outside in the hallway, and then she

chucked it all into the rubbish and the

rubbish men took it away. I've lost a few

things like my microphone. My camera was

also chucked in the bin by her.

I'm not blaming her, it's completely

understandable. She was angry, she thought

I was never gonna come back. I also busted

my cable for my Blue Yeti microphone.

This connector thing has broken,

so the audio is gonna be kind of shit from

now on until I replace that.

But I guess that's my own fault, so I only

have myself to blame. I decided that I

didn't want to take everything with me

when I stormed out because I had too much

stuff. And I left behind all of my winter

clothing, so I have to buy that back again

when winter comes. Luckily, it's not

winter now. It's very hot now, actually.

What else did I lose? I lost some other

stuff I don't really care about because I

can just replace it easily. And my hair

straightener, my favorite Nicky Clarke

hair straightener, which I brought from

England. That cost over £100, and I

stupidly smashed it on the floor. So if

you're thinking he only made all of this

up so he can get money and views, Um,

yeah, I did gain a few hundred pounds from

ad revenue and donations from the videos,

but I also lost over £500 worth of stuff.

Clothing, my camera, my microphone's

busted. I lost a few other things like the

hair straightener. I spent £160 on 2

nights in that hotel. Why would I make up

all of this stuff so I could lose money?

So in conclusion, we're back together and

I feel terrible for the things that I

said. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have

said those things, even if I did mean

them. Sometimes being completely honest

isn't a good thing. Sometimes there's

things that you should keep to yourself.

And in case this happens again, I'm gonna

try not to fly off the handle. I'm gonna

try and control myself. I'm going to try

and calm myself and not smash things and

not storm out and not act like a little

child. So let's hope that this doesn't

happen again. And I'll see you in,

in the next time.

Hello and welcome back to today's cooking.

Today we're making spaghetti again. I know

we already made spaghetti before, but

today's going to be a little bit

different. We're going to be making curry

spaghetti, which I know it does sound a

little bit strange, but that's why I

thought it'd be interesting to make. So

for ingredients, we have Bacon, and— I'm

not sure what these are called. They're

like tiny green onions. I know,

we don't have many ingredients today, and

that's mainly because I'm too lazy to go

and buy some, and this is what I have in

the fridge. We also have cheese, which I'm

going to sprinkle onto the top of

everything when it's finished. So this

might be tasty, it might not. It's kind of

like an experiment. Let's find out if it

tastes good. Okay, so the spaghetti is

boiling in the frying pan. We're going to

cut up our bacon. We're gonna use— I

think we'll use half of the bacon. We

don't want too much bacon. So just cut the

packet in half like this, and we should be

able to take out the bacon without

too much trouble. It doesn't really look

like bacon, it kind of looks like ham,

and there's weird pink juice coming out of

it which doesn't look great, but that's

what we have for today. Just slice it not

too thinly. We're not making ham today.

Nope.

Kind of smells like cat food actually.

Doesn't smell great, I have to say.

That's all the preparation we need to do,

really. There's nothing else to cut. We

just pour on the beef curry, and then we

put in the bacon, and then sprinkle the

cheese on, and sprinkle the green onions

on top, and then it should be finished.

Okay, so the spaghetti has finished

cooking, and I just added the bacon on

top. You don't have to cook the bacon

because it's not actually bacon, it's ham

that's been precooked. So we're just going

to heat up a bit, and we'll add the curry

sauce and then the green onions on top.

It actually looks pretty good. I'm very

surprised how it turned out. So let's just

sprinkle on the cheese and then we'll give

it a taste.

Curry spaghetti. Why don't you give it a

try yourself and tell me if you liked it?