Am I a Sociopath Let's find out

Wow.

Hello everybody,

welcome to

the stream.

Hello.

Hello to my— what's that sound?

Livestreaming.

Oh

yes, yeah, lovely.

Antrix.

Oh.

Put it in the bin, put it in your mouth.

Okay, I need to clean up a little bit.

Cleaning done.

Hello.

I was thinking about returning my laptop,

so I got all the boxes out to pack it up.

I don't know if I should return it or not.

It's tricky to decide because right now I

don't need a laptop because I have my

desktop, but my desktop's getting a bit

old.

It's about—

well, the CPU is a 4th generation i5, so

it's about 4 years old, but the graphics

card is

okay-ish.

And my laptop is pretty much the same

specs as my desktop, but it has an 8th

generation i7.

But if I wanted to upgrade my CPU in my

desktop, I'd have to unscrew everything,

which would be a pain.

And if I did get a girlfriend and moved

out of here, then I wouldn't be able to

use my desktop, and I need a laptop

anyway.

So if I got a new desktop,

I wouldn't be able to bring it with me if

I moved out.

So the laptop can serve as a desk— desktop

if I just plug in my monitors and stuff to

it, and it can also serve as a portable

laptop if I move out.

But the only problem with the laptop is

the fan is really noisy when I play games,

and it's just annoying.

It's a bit tricky right now.

It feels like a waste of money because I

don't use it,

and I have 8 days left until I can refund

it.

After 8 days, I won't be able to refund it

anymore.

It's just hard to plan when you don't know

what's gonna happen.

If I went to another country again, like

the Germany trip,

would I bring a laptop?

It was quite nice having a laptop and

being able to play Rainbow Six, I guess.

If I didn't have the laptop, I'd get some

kind of tablet like a Surface Pro, but

then I can't play Rainbow Six on a Surface

Pro.

So maybe I should just keep the laptop.

Yeah, I'll keep the laptop.

It's only £1,000.

What

am I doing?

Oh yeah, I was gonna do a

sociopath test.

Got it set up here.

Answer some questions.

Can you see it?

Wait, um, it should be here, but then I

can't see the chat and stuff.

Can you see it?

I think you can.

Because I need to move my webcam here

and then put it here,

maybe.

Let's see,

how does that look?

I think it looks quite good.

It's a bit A bit blurry, isn't it?

Oh well.

Okay, so you may have seen my community

post.

I guess it was a bit of a weird question,

but there's a good reason why I asked it.

And that's basically because, well, I lost

400 subs after the whole Turkish girl

thing.

And I was a bit worried

about people thinking I'm a good person or

not.

And there's this subreddit who are

basically running a smear campaign against

me, trying to, trying to raise awareness

of how I'm not a good person so that they

can destroy my channel and destroy my

income and revenue.

So they're trying their hardest to

highlight all the bad things I've said and

done.

And yeah, I was a bit stressed out about

it.

So I asked everyone in the community, post

poll, if you watch my stuff because you

think I'm a good person, and I was so

relieved when 90% of you guys said no.

So basically it means you don't really

care if I'm a good person or not.

That's not why you watch.

If 90% of you said we watch you because we

think you're a good person, I'd be a bit

worried because I'm not really a very good

person.

I'm not terrible, but I'm not an angel.

So if you're watching me because you think

I'm a morally good and nice guy, then

you might be disappointed if you keep

watching.

So basically, if it means 90% of you guys

don't care if I'm a good person or not,

then it means that that smear campaign is

pretty much useless because they're trying

to make me look bad, but the joke's on

them because you guys already think I'm a

piece of shit.

So what are they trying to prove?

They're trying to prove I'm a piece of

shit when 90% of you guys already think I

am a piece of shit.

I'm untouchable.

Bring on the smearing.

Haha.

So yeah, it means I'm gonna relax a little

bit, worry a little bit less about people

thinking of me as a good person or not.

Doesn't mean I'm gonna purposefully try

and be horrible and be a dick.

I'm not gonna—

you know, I'm gonna try my hardest not to

make any more girls bleed and cry during

sex.

It's not like I did it on purpose.

It's not like I set out to make her bleed

and cry.

I'm still sick, by the way, so I'm sorry

if I make gross sounds.

I think it's funny.

They're all celebrating on the subreddit.

Yeah, we're bringing attention to Daniel's

Um, not very nice personality when

everyone already thinks I'm not very nice.

So funny.

So yeah, I feel pretty good today.

Yesterday I was worrying a lot about

people not liking me anymore, but maybe I

should just stop caring.

Yeah,

I'm gonna try and stop caring so much

and just be myself.

It's nice not having to pretend to be

someone that you're not, and it's been

kind of stressful pretending to be nice

and good.

I just want to be myself and be accepted.

For it.

No one enjoys being fake or pretending.

Ah,

I feel like a big weight has been lifted

off my shoulders.

What's on my mug?

It's the

Daniel Cup merch, the only one in

existence because no one wants to buy it.

I only made one.

Actually, I made 2.

No, I made 3.

I have 2 of them and there's a different

style one, but I made a second one for

this guy who lives in America.

I sent it to him,

but the handle broke.

I wrapped it all up in tissue and bubbles.

Who's phoning me?

Stupid people.

Hate when people phone.

Just wait for that to finish.

Finally,

it's finished.

There's no point answering the call

because no one's calling for me.

I mean, who's gonna call me?

I don't have any friends.

If it's for my mum, well, she's not here.

And what else would it be apart from that?

Otherwise it would just be someone trying

to sell stuff.

I don't want to be sold stuff, okay?

Who the fuck—

who rings twice in a row?

Oh.

Okay, thanks.

Thanks.

Bye.

Stupid, stupid people.

So annoying.

Ring one time and then they ring again

asking for my dad.

Can we speak to Mr.

Lord?

I said Daniel Lord.

And then he says, uh, the homeowner, I

said he passed away.

That's why I hate answering the phone now.

I hate these companies just phoning you

up.

If I want something, I'll phone you.

Don't just randomly phone people up

offering services.

I'm not the honoma— honoma?

Homeowner.

What

am I doing?

Oh yeah, I was gonna do a test.

I forgot.

Where is it?

Okay, you have to help me do the test, by

the way, because I might not answer

Properly.

Let me see.

So this is the test I prepared.

It's called Pussycom— no, SciCom

Am I Being Bullied Quiz.

I think if you're being bullied, you'd be

able to know without having to take a

quiz.

Let me see if I can make it bigger.

What if I zoomed in?

Yeah, that'll make it bigger.

Zoomed in.

Well,

where's the first question?

Okay, first question, guys.

What do you think?

Do you repeatedly lie to trick others for

your own gain or pleasure?

Um, what do you think, yes or no?

Yes?

What do you mean yes?

Okay, technically I lied to the Turkish

girl when she asked me if I liked her.

I said yes when actually I meant no.

Why are you saying yes?

Since when have I ever pretended to like a

girl just so I could have sex with her?

Apart from sex, what— when else have I

lied for my own gain?

Um,

so you're saying it's definitely a yes?

I lied to my wife.

Okay, I guess I did lie to my wife about

the cheating stuff and, um, loving her

and wanting to marry her.

Yeah, I think that is a yes actually.

Shit.

Okay, next question.

Do you act impulsively or fail to plan

ahead?

Yes, that's an easy yes.

That's definitely a yes.

I basically flew off to Germany on a whim

so I could fuck a German girl.

Are you consistently irresponsible?

And frequently failing to fulfill work or

financial obligations.

I guess that's also a yes.

What do you think?

Oh, Christian Lewis.

Hey Daniel, I signed up to your Patreon.

Thanks.

Also, by the way, I've just had a massive

revelation.

I just realized that I stream at very low

qualities, which means I can download the

file because the file is so small because

the quality is shit.

I, I wanted to download the streams and

re-upload it to another channel to offer

it as a reward on Patreon, but I thought

that the file size would be massive

because I streamed for so long.

I thought it'd be like 40 gigabytes, but I

completely forgot that I stream at 320p,

so the file size is going to be very

small.

So I can download the streams and I can

upload them to my Patreon channel.

So if you want to see the old streams Um,

you can see them on my Patreon.

Yeah, you do have to pay.

I'm so sorry about that.

It's only a couple dollars a month,

but you get unlimited access to my

livestreams that I take down.

And I could have just left them on my main

channel, but I get a bit worried that I

could get a strike for saying naughty

things.

I don't think I would,

But I didn't want to risk getting a strike

and not being able to stream for 90 days.

So yeah, I'm pretty happy about streaming

at 320p now because it means that the file

size is only about 400 to 800 megabytes,

so that's easily manageable for my shit

internet.

Your $3 Patreon has more rewards than a

$10 Patreon?

No, the $10 Patreon has exactly the same

rewards, so it's not any different apart

from I get 7 more of your dollars.

I think it's just like an extra tier in

case you're feeling generous.

I guess I should add extra rewards to it.

I'm just not sure what to add to it.

Okay, next question.

Have you ever struggled to follow the law

or Engaged in criminal behavior.

That's a yes.

Definitely a yes.

My nose is itching.

So that's a yes as well.

I've repeatedly broken the law.

I'm breaking the law right now, actually.

But don't tell anyone.

Engaged in criminal behavior.

Do you remember my used underwear scam I

used to do when I was 20?

I think that's a criminal activity or

behavior.

Do I find myself unable to empathize with

others dealing with difficult situations?

What do you think?

Yes.

Okay, that's a yes.

I do find it hard to care.

That you could tell me that your mum died

and I'd just feel very awkward because I

wouldn't know what to say.

And maybe I'd try and pretend to care.

I'd say, oh, I'm so sorry,

but I wouldn't actually care.

I made a video about this.

It's called Why I Don't Care About Other

People, something like that.

Okay, next question.

If you hurt someone's Feelings.

Do I lack remorse or guilt?

Now this one I'm not too sure about

because,

um, it depends.

I definitely feel guilty about my wife.

I had a little cry yesterday.

No, this isn't a yes.

Why are you saying yes?

It's a no.

Come on, I cried.

About my wife yesterday because I made her

feel sad?

I'm gonna say no.

It depends.

If I hurt someone who I don't like, if I

hurt their feelings, then I wouldn't care.

But if it's someone

that I kind of care about, then I would

feel guilty.

I want to say no.

You did feel bad about Chihiro, the letter

she sent me.

Yeah, I did.

What's the difference between remorse and

guilt?

Isn't it the same thing?

The Turkish girl.

Well, I don't care if I hurt her feelings

because she irritated me and she made it

look— she made it sound as if I sexually

assaulted her, and then she made me look

bad by saying I made her cry and bleed.

So no, I don't feel bad for her.

Stuff her.

But I feel bad for my wife, and I feel bad

for

My dad, but I don't know if I hurt his

feelings.

I don't care for some people's feelings,

not everyone's feelings.

So I'm going to put a no.

Are you an irritable and aggressive

person?

Are you frequently violent and hostile?

Hostile.

Do you think I'm irritable and aggressive?

I do get angry at the comments sometimes.

Oh, shut up saying F.

It's so annoying.

It's not funny anymore.

So do you think I'm irritable and

frequently violent?

I don't think I'm violent though.

How— what if I'm irritable but I'm not

violent?

Which one should I put?

No, I refuse to accept that I lack remorse

because yesterday I cried about my wife

and I felt bad.

If I lacked remorse, then I wouldn't cry

because I wouldn't care.

Are you irritable?

I definitely am irritable sometimes.

Am I frequently violent though?

What do you mean by violent?

I don't beat people up.

I'm going to say no, I'm not a violent

person.

Do you engage, engage in unnecessary

risk-taking or dangerous behavior with no

regard for the safety of self or others?

Would you consider unprotected sex with

strangers to be unnecessary risk-taking

and dangerous?

Yes or no?

I think that would be a yes because, um,

especially in Japan, I had a lot of

unprotected sex.

Wait.

We've moved on from irritable.

We're talking about unnecessary

risk-taking.

Okay, I'm just gonna say yes.

Because

I think having unprotected sex is pretty

risky and dangerous, and it definitely

puts the safety of myself and others at

risk.

Okay, do you consider yourself superior

than the people in your life and those you

encounter?

Do you want me to be honest?

I do

sometimes

look down on people.

Do I think I'm superior?

But I don't think I'm superior to

everyone.

What do you mean by superior?

I know I'm not superior, but I do feel

like I am sometimes.

I feel like the chat is delayed because

you guys are still going on about Remorse

and guilt.

Why?

Remorse and guilt.

You're 2 questions behind, guys.

We're already past irritable and violent.

In video games, I guess I'm violent.

I like shooting corpses and beating people

up in GTA.

Okay, do I consider myself superior than

the other— than the people in my life?

I think I'm just gonna put yes.

Okay, next question.

Do I use charm or wit to manipulate others

for my own benefit?

I don't really know if I'm charming or

witty.

Do you think I'm charming and witty?

Charm and wit.

I don't think I'm very charming.

Or

witty.

I manipulate people into doing Super

Chats.

Well, I'm not very good at it since I

haven't gotten any.

If I was so charming and so witty, I would

have at least one by now, wouldn't I?

So

maybe I try, but I'm not good at it.

But that doesn't mean I don't.

Am I trying to be charming right now?

I don't think I am.

The thing is, I don't know how to be

charming or witty.

If I knew, then

I would have a lot more sex.

Oh, thank you, Oliver Govrick.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, did I just

manipulate Oliver Govrick into giving me a

Super Chat by being charming just now?

Oh, this is very confusing.

Did I just manipulate someone into giving

me a Super Chat?

So do I have to put yes?

So do you think this is— I think it's a

yes since everyone's saying yes.

But I don't think I consciously use charm

or wit because I don't know how to use

charm or wit.

Otherwise, I'd be a lot more successful

with women, wouldn't I?

If I was charming and witty, then I would

have laid with the German girl instead of

freaking her out and scaring her off.

Wait, is the question asking me if I

consciously use charm and wit, or if I

just— unconsciously?

I don't know what the word is.

Maybe I am being charming and witty, but I

don't realize it.

And then I'm manipulating people for my

own benefit.

You're too selfish to think about charming

other people.

But if I was selfish, I would use charm

because it would benefit me.

But no,

I think this is a no as well.

I don't think I manipulate.

But what about sex?

Do you think I manipulate girls into

having sex with me?

I did tell some girls that I liked them

when I didn't actually.

For cereal.

But then a lot of people say I'm not

charming at all.

I'm seeing more yeses.

So if the girl asks me if I like her but I

don't and I tell her yes because I want to

have sex, does that mean I used wit to

manipulate her for my own benefit?

I'm just gonna put yes,

but then pretty much all guys are

manipulators.

Everyone manipulates, I think.

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Thug CD.

And then what?

Enter your email?

No.

Hold on, let me hide display.

How do I get the results?

Oh, thank you, Zorian.

Chat is 2 minutes behind.

Yeah, I noticed the chat is very delayed

for some reason.

How do I get the results?

Submit.

Oh, oh, here it is, here it is.

I don't have to enter my email.

Uh, let me put it up.

Oh no, what have I done?

Your score, strong indication of

antisocial personality disorder.

No,

I'm a good boy.

I'm normal.

This is fake news.

It's a rubbish scam test.

Oh no.

Oh no.

Your score, strong indication of

anti-personal— antisocial personality

disorder.

Your answers suggest a strong indication

that you are experiencing symptoms common

amongst— common among people diagnosed

with antisocial personality disorder.

However, this quiz is no substitute for a

proper diagnosis from a healthcare

professional.

We would encourage you to schedule an

appointment with your doctor.

Well, I guess I'm a sociopath.

Should

I do another test?

Hmm,

should I do another antisocial test or

should I do an autism test?

Do the psychopath— psychopath test.

I don't know if it's psychopath or

psychopath.

I feel weird saying path, it sounds so

northern.

Oh, thank you, Benjamin.

You're a good boy.

Don't believe it.

I try to, um, think that I'm good

and not evil.

You want me to do an autism test?

Okay.

Autism test.

Autism.com.

Autism

online test.

I can't find a good one.

Oh, I think I found a good one,

but it's so,

um, There's so many ads on it, it's kind

of irritating.

Start now.

Download for free.

What?

No, that's an ad.

There's 20—

oh, there's only 24 questions.

Okay, let's do this one.

Display

capture.

Begin the test.

I like things.

Is it big enough?

I could maximize it, couldn't I?

Like this.

But then you can't see it.

Wait, if I put my webcam to the right-hand

side.

And then zoom it in.

That looks good.

Okay, autism test.

I like things the way I like them, and it

upsets me when people try to interfere

with my systems and routines.

Hmm, what do you think?

Oh, the chat's delayed again.

Oh wait, the chat on YouTube is delayed,

but the chat on Streamlabs is not delayed.

Hmm, what should I do?

If I minimize it, put it here, then I can

see the chat.

Okay,

yeah, that's good.

Okay, so I like things the way I like

them, and it upsets me when people try to

interfere with my systems.

I'd say that's often true.

I do have a routine, and I don't like it

when my routine is disrupted.

For example, the Turkish girl disrupted my

routine, and I was pretty annoyed.

My routine of waking up and sitting on my

computer all day.

That's kind of like my routine.

Number 2, when working on a project at

home or at work,

I don't even have any projects I work on.

I sometimes focus too intently on small

details and lose sight of the big picture.

I make great the enemy of good and miss

deadlines as a result.

I think that's never true because I don't

do any projects.

YouTube— is YouTube a project?

Do I focus too intently on small details.

I used to, I used to be very

fussy about how I pronounce things, and if

I mispronounced anything, I would retake

it.

But I don't really do that anymore.

I'm very lazy when it comes to editing.

I barely edit though, don't I?

My videos are hardly edited.

I don't think you could call my production

values— I don't think you could describe

me as focusing on the details.

My production value is so bad.

I'd say never.

Especially in text messages or social

media, sarcasm and tone of voice are lost

on me.

I take things literally and get upset or

get confused as a result.

I'd say never.

I can easily tell when someone's being

sarcastic.

As a master of sarcasm myself, it's fairly

obvious when people are being sarcastic.

British comedy is mostly sarcastic comedy.

All the comedians are always kind of

sarcastic.

So yeah, I think I can tell.

Loud noises, pungent smells, and certain

fabrics are physically painful for me.

I may need to cover my ears, change my

clothes, or leave a situation due to

sensory overload when others seem

unbothered.

Yeah, loud noises definitely bother me.

I hate noisy, crowded restaurants and I

never enjoy being in noisy places, so I'm

going to say often true.

Smells

depends what the smell is.

If it's the smell of shit, then yeah, I'm

not going to enjoy that.

But there's— oh, there's some smells that

do irritate me.

For example, my sister has this beanbag

that's full of popcorn, and she puts it in

the microwave when it's winter, and she

uses it to put around her neck or on her

feet to keep her warm, and it stinks.

And she also uses this apple cider vinegar

to clean the bathrooms, and it smells like

feet.

So I'm gonna say that's true.

Conversation doesn't flow easily for me.

I interrupt or talk over people, finish

other sentences, and speak in fits and

starts, especially with new people I don't

know well.

Well, it's true that conversation doesn't

flow easily for me, but I definitely don't

interrupt or talk over people.

If anything, I get interrupted and I get

talked over all the time.

I never finish people's sentences either.

Which one do you think it is?

I'd say never because I never interrupt

people.

I never talk over— that's my mum.

This is a description of my mum.

My mum always just talks over people,

doesn't listen to what they're saying.

I'm the opposite.

My family members lovingly refer to me as—

oh, thank you, hiding in my apartment.

My family members lovingly refer to me as

the eccentric professor because I know a

lot about the topics that interest me.

But I tend to go overboard.

That sounds like my dad.

My dad would always explain things too

much if you ask him.

So I'd say never.

I know pretty much nothing about anything.

I don't know a lot about topics that

interest me.

I'm kind of interested in

What am I interested in?

I'm interested in sex, but I'm not

knowledgeable about it.

I didn't even know that I could cause

vaginal bleeding from lack of foreplay.

I enjoy inventing my own words and

expressions.

Do I?

I guess the whole cereal thing, I invented

that, but that's only because If you say

sex too much, you might get demonetized.

Serial and combobulating

5Play.

So I guess that's true.

When I meet a person I like, I have a hard

time establishing a meaningful ongoing

friendship with him or her.

I think that's true.

When I meet a person I like, I have a hard

time establishing a meaningful ongoing

friendship because, well,

I have a hard time establishing

friendships with anyone because I either

want to fuck them or have nothing to do

with them at all.

If you remember my Why I Have No Friends

video, I explained that pretty well.

Often true.

When I'm looking in— when I'm having a

conversation with someone, I tend to look

at the wall, her shoes, or anywhere but

directly into her eyes.

That's very true.

I find eye contact kind of uncomfortable,

and I don't feel comfortable looking at

people's eyes.

That's very true.

My tone of voice does not accurately

reflect my emotions in the moment.

Do you think that's true?

People keep saying I'm very monotone.

I'm not emotional with my voice.

I think that's true.

Often true.

At work, I prefer to tackle large projects

with a group of colleagues.

So we can all contribute our strengths and

collaborate on the best outcome.

No, I'd rather work by myself and struggle

than have to work as a team.

So I'd say never.

When in a quiet place like the library or

church, I find myself making involuntary

noises like clearing my throat over and

over.

I don't think so.

I don't like making noise.

I don't like disturbing people.

My boss and teachers have expressed

frustration with my tendency to submit

work that doesn't match their expectations

or directives.

I think I'm doing what they've asked, but

I'm off target.

That's hard to answer because I don't

work.

What should I do?

Never?

If I had a job?

Okay, how about when I used to have a job?

I don't see what that has to do with

autism.

Maybe you're just lazy.

Maybe you just suck at your job.

I'd say sometimes true, because when I had

a job, I often got told that I was doing

it wrong.

I excel at maths and music.

No, I do not.

I have trouble understanding what people

mean when they say, I feel embarrassed for

him.

Not really.

Rarely true.

I am detail-oriented.

Not really.

I notice right away when someone is acting

bored, restless, or frustrated while

talking to me.

Do I notice right away?

I think I'm quite good at noticing if I'm

boring someone.

How am I not detail-oriented?

Because I don't really care about details.

I'm not very— what's the word for people

who care about details?

I didn't notice about the Turkish girl.

I didn't notice that she was crying.

I kind of noticed that she seemed

bored because she was on her phone all the

time watching stuff,

but I didn't care.

The difference is it's not, it's not that

I didn't notice.

I noticed.

I just didn't care.

So I'm going to say never.

I mean, I'm gonna say true because

sometimes true.

She was bleeding.

Well, I can't notice she's bleeding, can

I?

I don't have x-ray vision.

I'd have to pull out my dick, put my

glasses back on, and turn the lights on to

notice.

My memory is like a steel trap, even for

facts I don't fully understand.

What is a steel trap?

If I take off my glasses,

I can't read the chat.

It's just blur.

So if you think I'll notice tears when my

glasses are off

and we're doing doggy style,

There's no way I'd notice.

My memory is like a steel trap.

Oh, it's raining.

Do you think I have good memory?

I think I remember a lot of my childhood,

which most people wouldn't remember.

I'd say that's

rarely true.

No, I'd say never because I don't remember

any facts that I don't understand.

Is it kind of like a stereotype that

autistic people have photographic

memories?

I don't have a great memory, really.

I was targeted by bullies Throughout

elementary, middle, and high school.

Very true.

Yes, often true.

My daily schedule and routine is like

clockwork, and I like it that way.

I'd say rarely true.

I don't have lunch at the same time every

day.

I don't really have a strict routine.

I prefer to play individual games and

sports like golfing, bicycling, and

sailing.

Team sports like baseball and basketball

are not my thing.

I guess that is true.

I'd rather do sport by myself instead of a

team sport.

I'm clumsy and uncoordinated.

That's not true.

I don't think I'm clumsy.

My favorite books are nonfiction.

I love to learn new things.

Never.

And that's it.

Finish quiz.

I scored 39%.

What does that mean?

So am I autistic?

It says if you score below 52%, that means

you answered often true to 12 or more

questions.

And should see a trained healthcare

professional.

I'm not autistic then

if I scored less than

39%.

Well, I think that settles it then.

So if anyone still believe I'm autistic,

then you can refer back to that quiz.

I don't think I am.

Maybe I'm a little bit weird.

Maybe it's a bit higher than most people.

Whoa, it's really raining.

Do you want to see it?

Raining.

It's the raining stream.

Raining.

Look at the rain.

Can you hear it?

I'm sick.

Wow, it's really raining.

Oh, look at the rain!

It's raining so much.

It was so sunny just now.

How can it be sunny then rain?

Daniel, do you like animals?

Yes, I do.

I like cats and ducks and rabbits.

I've never seen it rain so much for ages.

I think this is the first time this year

it's rained.

Oh, thank you, Intel Guardian.

Daniel, you me my boredom sex.

Sounds good to me.

Can I do the Asperger test?

I'm a bit tired doing tests now.

It's a bit boring, isn't it.

I quite enjoyed the sociopath test,

but they always ask you the same

questions.

Even if I did a different one, they'll

just ask you, do you care about other

people?

Do you feel remorse?

Do you manipulate others for your own

gain?

Well, yeah, so does most of humanity.

It's called capitalism.

Myers-Briggs, that test takes ages.

It's so long.

I've done it before.

I got INFP-T, I think.

I think I took the video down because it

was a bit boring.

IQ test, I did an IQ test.

Before is a bit boring.

Why not do a live chat at a restaurant?

You know, I could because I have data and

4G.

Oh, thank you, Cassie Reed.

How's the Essex girl?

Let me check.

She said, I'm done with work, thank

goodness.

So she just finished work.

Do a depression test.

Okay,

but I'm enjoying the rain right now.

I think I just want to enjoy the rain for

a bit.

Looks pretty.

Stupid webcam.

Whoa, was that lightning?

No, it wasn't.

I thought that was lightning.

Look, it's just the webcam glitching out.

I thought it was a flash of lightning.

Have I been talking to anyone else other

than the Essex lady?

Well, there's a few other people I chat

to.

Do I live off YouTube money?

Yes, I do.

And Patreon money.

And if you sign up to be a patron on my

Patreon, you can gain access to my

livestream archives and

other special things that aren't very

special.

Have I met up with the Essex girl yet?

Not yet.

Soon, in about a week's time,

if everything goes to plan.

Are all the girls you talk to younger than

you?

So far, I think most of them are younger

than me.

Am I planning to travel anywhere soon?

Only London.

I don't feel like traveling anywhere else

after Germany.

Germany was such a big failure,

it put me off traveling a little bit.

I feel a bit—

I feel a bit like it was a waste of time.

Waste of money, waste of time.

Yeah, I got some content out of it,

but I didn't get enough views to make it

worth the content.

Didn't even break even.

So it definitely wasn't worth it.

Staying at home would have saved me more

money.

And now I lost 400 subscribers.

So I lost money, I lost 400 subs,

and I wasted 2 weeks in Germany.

Didn't really gain much, did I?

What did I gain?

I had sex.

I guess that's one thing I gained.

But was it worth— was the sex worth losing

400 subs and nearly £2,000?

I'm not sure.

Why don't I want to travel?

Because it costs money, it's hard work,

and it's kind of boring.

I don't really care about seeing other

countries.

Everywhere's the same,

just different layouts, different

languages.

It doesn't really interest me that much

seeing an old building or a street or

a famous landmark.

I could go onto Google Maps and see it.

It's pretty much the same.

Go to Africa.

I wouldn't go to Africa even if you paid

me.

There's no number of views that would make

me want to go to Africa.

Do I think YouTube is trying to sabotage

my channel?

No, I don't.

I think people are just being a bunch of

crybabies and unsubbing.

And I haven't really made anything

good enough to pull in extra subscribers.

Oh, thank you, Selena.

I haven't really made anything

groundbreaking, have I,

since— last time my videos got a lot of

views was the stop calling my— stop saying

my wife looks like my mum.

That got 200k.

That was the last time I got a lot of

views on a video.

Since then, I guess I just haven't really

made anything good enough or worthy

to catch a lot of people's attention.

And then Ben Deane just eats a steak and

gets 2.5 million views, so Seems like for

some people it's very easy to get big

hits, and for me, very hard.

You just need an idea, really, and I don't

really have very good ideas, I guess.

If I had amazing ideas, then I'd get a lot

of views.

I guess my ideas just aren't very good.

Am I done with my Japanese girl fetish?

I don't know.

I still think Japanese girls are very

cute,

but I think I'm,

I'm gonna open up my mind to dating

non-Asian girls as well.

Maybe I should have made one about Game of

Thrones.

Since it's trending and everyone's

complaining about it.

I tried to make one, but I just got bored

and I gave up.

Trending topics are James Charles charging

$500 for his meetup and Game of Thrones

being disappointing,

but I just don't think my my audience

cares about my opinion on those things.

And I don't care about those topics that

much anyway, so it's hard for me to make

content on that stuff when I don't really

care about it.

It would be kind of fake because I would

be forcing myself to make content on stuff

that I don't care about just so I could

get views,

which I don't really want to do.

I'd rather not have to make stuff that I

don't want to make.

I want to make stuff that's interesting to

me.

Sonic the Hedgehog movie.

Yeah, I watched the trailer.

It was a bit weird.

You stream almost every day?

Yeah, I do.

It helps me because I don't have much

content right now, so I guess streaming is