[2024-12-13] update on my life and work and ex wife [LVZ6bRLu8Ek]

Testing,

testing.

I don't know why I do the testing thing.

Where did that come from?

It works every time. Why do you need to do

testing? I think there was this one time

with a previous stream setup where the mic

kept glitching. I couldn't get it to work

and it was really frustrating me.

And I had to keep resetting the stream.

So then I got traumatized about the mic

not working, but now it works every time.

Cheese on biscuit.

After work snack.

I think it happened in Scotland in

2021 when I

forgot I used to have a lot of mic

problems a couple years ago,

and I used to get really pissed when I

start the stream, I couldn't figure out

how to get the mic to work, and then I had

to end the stream and start it again.

When was the last time debt numbers went

down? It would have been the end of

I don't have any money. I've only got

£100, but then I'll have to pay my car

payment probably in 2 days. That's going

to take £194, and then I'll be in

overdraft again.

Damn, this cheese is so good! Look,

they don't have this in Japan. Real

Camembert, 100%. In Japan

They clickbait you with the cheese. They

have a picture of Camembert and it's like

a round package, which is what Camembert

usually is, and then it says Camembert

cheese, but you look at the small print

and it actually says only contains 3%

Camembert, and then the rest of it is like

the fake plastic cheese and it tastes

horrible.

Cheese in Japan sucks, and biscuits, and

sausages, and bacon, and ham.

Why do I prefer overdraft to credit card?

Because,

because credit card debt is psychological.

Overdraft is just I'll pay

off the overdraft when I get paid next

week. The interest is only gonna be like

50 pence. Who cares?

Why am I in debt? I've been explaining why

I'm in debt for the last 2 years. Because

I didn't pay my tax and I got in big

trouble. I had to borrow money to get out

of the trouble. Now I'm paying back the

loan. I'm gonna get the credit card paid

off in 2 weeks. I'll get another

2 weeks of Amazon payments. Stock market's

gonna go up. I haven't checked it today.

I just got back from work. I'm supposed to

be at work now, but I finished really

early. So I started at 2:30,

finished around 4:30, and it took half an

hour to drive home. So I finished a

3.5-hour block in only 2 hours. It was

pretty good. It was really good today,

all in West Malling, King's Hill. Really

nice area, bricked roads, all residential

Didn't have any problems apart from I

couldn't get into some flats and I left a

microwave oven on the doorstep on the

street. If it gets stolen, it's your

fault. You should have been there. I don't

know, I rang the doorbell, it said flat

whatever, I pressed the number, pressed it

twice actually, no one answered.

So I had no choice, I'm gonna leave it

outside of the flat entrance.

Stupid people living in flats and then

ordering on Amazon. I hate people living

in flats and ordering on Amazon.

It's so annoying because you can't get in

the building unless someone buzzes you in.

I used to just— I used to ring the

doorbell on every flat to see if someone

would answer and let me in, but I can't be

bothered anymore. Just leave it at the

Not my problem. Oh, and actually I did get

a penalty for not returning the

undelivered item before 10 AM, but for

some reason it didn't make my standings go

down. My standings are the same. Look,

it says return on time.

You were late to return items on the 10th

of December.

Boo bloody hoo. As long as my standing

doesn't go down, I don't care.

And I also returned an undelivered parcel

after 10 AM again yesterday, I think. So

I'm going to get another warning. Well,

maybe— how's it— who cares if

I return the parcel at 1 PM instead of 10

AM? What a stupid rule.

It should be return the parcel within 24

hours.

I'm not waking up at 8 AM and

then getting ready and then getting out of

the house at 9 AM to drive to the

warehouse to return a parcel and then

waiting until 2 PM for my shift to start.

That's stupid. Imagine I get there at 10

AM, which is the latest I can return it,

and then I've got to wait 4 hours until

my shift starts. I could do some Uber

Eats, but I can't be bothered. I could

literally drive all the way home, play

some Path of Exile, and then drive back

there. I'm not driving there, coming home,

driving there, coming home. That's just

stupid. I hate this

rule. Gotta return it before 10 AM.

Stupid people ordering stuff on Amazon

when when the email says you will need a

passcode to receive the item, and then

they don't stay at home, or at least write

the passcode on the door so I can enter it

and just leave it there. If you want me to

leave it at the door, you just write the

number on a note and then stick it to the

door, or tell someone who's at home to—

oh,

somebody messaged me.

I've got a bad feeling about this.

Why would she wait until I stream to

message me?

Is she gonna be mad because I didn't reply

to her last time I streamed?

There's no way she can be mad that I

didn't reply when her last message was

literally, please don't message me for a

while.

I'm nervous now.

I didn't— I talked to— I sent that one

message last time I streamed, which was 2

days ago. I didn't message her yesterday.

Why would she be mad? Did— wait, did you

not see the last stream where I explained

what happened? Things are not good between

us.

Oh my God, it's a long one. It's not good.

It's really long.

I think there's hope. It's not like a,

I want to break up message. But it's like,

uh, I don't know how to

fix the problems, what should we do kind

So, oh, that was nerve-wracking.

I just skimmed it, now I'm going to

examine it in more detail.

Okay, so she seems like she's feeling

better. Doesn't know

why she keeps getting upset.

She doesn't like long distance.

So what's the solution? What, we move in

together?

It just seems like she really doesn't like

long distance.

Maybe she can move in here. We can live

in the summer house. Why not?

What if I ask my mum if I can build a

house down in the garden, in the apple

orchard?

It is really unfortunate she lives so far

away. When we were in Japan, she wasn't

that far away. It was like an hour and a

half away by train, so it was easy. But

now it's like 7+ hours away by

public transport.

Oh, blocks dropping! Wait,

oh my God! 2 PM block Sunday,

give me that. Fuck yes. £70.

Oh, 1:30 PM, £70.

What the fuck? 6 AM,

£74. No thanks. Oh my God.

£70. 3 and a half hours.

What? Usually they're £58.

Oh, I got Sunday. I'm gonna be rich.

£70.

Holy crap. Oh,

I could grab a 6 AM one on Tuesday for

£74. I can't get out of bed at 6 AM.

I've never done a 6 AM. Should I take

it? It's half an hour more

than the one I've already taken and it

only pays £4 extra.

Jesus, I've never seen £70 for a 3.5-hour

block. That's like £20

an hour.

Damn, Jeff Bezos really being generous.

£70 for 3 hours? Realistically, 2 hours of

work because, you know, I'm a professional

experienced driver now. It literally took

me an hour and 40 minutes to finish

today's one. £70?

It's still— I can't wake up that early.

I would have to wake up at half 5, have a

coffee, have a coffee, Have a shower in

half an hour, out the door at 6.

I don't know if there's rush hour jam at 6

in the morning. God, the money is so good

in December. £70.

I have never seen that before.

£70! 1 PM, my favorite time.

Damn, so good.

Let me add up how much I'm gonna make this

week then. I've already made £208 so

far, plus £70 times 2.

350. About £150 short of my target.

Uh, that's because— well, that's Sunday

and Monday. I don't have anything for

Saturday and Tuesday. I have to take my

mum to hospital tomorrow, so I don't know

if I can do one tomorrow.

Anyway, what should I say to Sunny?

The way we communicate is hard.

Does she like the way I communicate in

person? Because it seems like the only

time she gets upset is when we text.

Maybe I'm just not very good at texting.

Maybe I'll just say that for starters.

So, so is my communication

fine when we're together in person?

And the problem is when We're

texting.

I'm not really a very big texter, to be

honest.

Yeah, phone her on livestream. Have like

therapy session on livestream.

Goddamn, I can't believe I got £70

3.5-hour blocks.

That 6 AM one's still there. No one's

taking it. I could do a 6 to 10

AM and then have a lunch break and then

head out for the 1 PM one on the same day.

I'm just so excited I'm gonna pay off my

credit card debt this month. All I gotta

do is grind hard. I think Path of Exile 2

is already dead. The video is not getting

views anymore.

Easy money. Yeah, the problem is I can't

wake up and I'm scared I'm gonna be

all sleepy and then have an accident. I

nearly had an accident yesterday and it

was on the quietest, easiest of roads. It

was literally just the tiny roundabout

coming out of Morrison's. And then I'm

waiting at the traffic lights, there's a

big van in front of me, I'm waiting to go

right, van's also going right. We start

the maneuver, he goes right, I'm following

in behind. Then suddenly you start hearing

wee-woah wee-woah, and then I'm like,

what the fuck, where's that coming from?

Stupid fire car with its blue lights

going, and it's going like 50 mph. The van

suddenly brakes hard, and then I quickly

brake hard, but if I was like a split

second too slow, God, I was so close to

hitting the van in front of me. I was like

that far away from hitting the back of

him. I don't think he would have cared at

that speed, like 10 miles per hour. I

would have just bumped his backside,

might have dented the bumper a little bit,

but I think it would have done me more

damage. I don't think he would have been

that bothered. It was kind of scary

though. Stupid emergency service, I hate

them. The stupid doctors, the stupid

ambulances, the stupid police. With the

stupid blue lights driving at 50 miles per

hour, and then you gotta like think quick,

get out the way. They're causing— they're

more likely to cause an accident driving

like that than— so stupid because they're

rushing to get somewhere to save what,

one person's life, while risking

everyone's life on the road by driving

like a maniac.

I hate emergency services. They shouldn't

be allowed to do that. Just queue up in

the back like the rest of us. Don't care

if someone's dying, for fuck's sake. Make

me crash my Peugeot. They made me crash my

Peugeot because some man's on fire. It's

his fault. Probably had a smoke in his

house and dropped it, and his house caught

on fire, and now my car's gonna get dented

because of that stupid fire car.

I hate it. Every time I hear wee-wool

wee-wool, it makes me nervous. Panic.

Sometimes you gotta mount the curb to get

out of the way. If you don't get out of

the way, apparently you can get in trouble

with the police for not getting out of the

way. It was just a fire car.

It wasn't even a fire engine, it was just

a car. With the emergency checkers, like

checkered squares, and it said fire on it.

What are they gonna do?

They don't have the equipment to put out a

fire. What, they got a little fire

extinguisher in the boot? Stupid car.

Nearly crashed into a van. That was

probably the closest I've ever come to

That 4 AM shift is still there. £74 for

a 4-hour. I don't take the 4-hour blocks

anymore because they seem to send you

really far, like Rochester.

Last time I took a 4-hour block, they sent

me to Rochester, horrible place, and now I

never take them anymore.

But I had quite a lot of deliveries today,

had 38, which is basically what a 4-hour

block makes you do. I might actually send

an email to Amazon and complain. Because

usually, usually 3.5-hour block, you only

get about 25, 27, maybe 29

deliveries. They gave me 38, but I still

finished it really quickly because it was

in a good area.

Well, it was 47 parcels but 38 locations,

multiple parcels per location. I don't

care how many parcels— they can give me

100 parcels for all I care. I care about

the number of locations. If they give me

like 50 parcels, 1 parcel per location,

that's 50 stops. No thanks. But they give

me 100 parcels, it's like 2 stops. That'd

be great. Stopping is the worst part

of the job. Trying to find somewhere to

park, it's a nightmare some of the times.

So when you get a nice residential area,

it is a dream.

Things have been pretty good so far. I

mean, recently I haven't had any big

dramas.

I'll add to my reply.

I think maybe I'm not a very

good texter.

Would I say I'm an experienced delivery

driver now? Yeah, I'm pretty damn fast. I

finish each delivery— I spend like 10

seconds per delivery. I find it really

quick in the car, I scan the code, I rush

off to the door, swing it at the door,

take the photo, legging it back to the

car. I'm so fit as well, I can literally

run to every door and run back to the car

and I feel fine. Don't feel like I'm gonna

collapse or anything. Spend probably 10—

not even 10 seconds per delivery once I

get out the car.

Well, well, well, look who it is.

Pushy the Wushy.

What is it?

What Is it?

Look at his face.

Look at his face.

Pushy the Wussy.

Why does he keep looking at the ground

like he's wet himself?

Where's my laser pen? Oh, there it is. He

wants to play laser pen.

Woo! Woo! He's looking at me,

not— oh, there he goes.

Woo! Why is he staring at me?

It's weird. He's just staring at me. I

thought he wanted to play.

He's under the spotlight.

Dun dun dun.

Look at him,

he's just sitting there staring at me.

It's really weird.

Do something.

We're waiting to be entertained.

Mama.

I don't understand what he wants.

He doesn't usually do that. He only just

started doing it, maybe a couple days ago.

He would usually come in and jump at the

window and then look out the window. Now

he just sits there and stares at me. I

can't see him.

Weird.

I forgot what I was saying now.

Is he just gonna walk off? He comes in,

stares at me, and then walks off slowly.

I'll catch him. Oh, he's coming.

He doesn't seem to care as much now about

the laser pen.

Um.

She said, maybe when we're together I can

tell you about something.

So that means there's

gonna be a next time that we will be

together. But yeah, this is a problem.

Every time she leaves, she gets really

upset. We need to fix it. No,

she's not dumping me, otherwise she

wouldn't say, how can we fix it? And maybe

next Next time we're together, maybe we

can talk about what's on

her mind.

Oh yeah. She's not going to dump me in

real life. Imagine she comes all

the way to my house to dump me and then

goes home. That would be funny though.

My sister's sick and so is her husband,

and the house has no shower, and they've

got damp and rotting floorboards

apparently. My mum said just come home

whilst your house gets fixed. See,

you can't escape it. My mum keeps

complaining about this house with all the

problems, and then she keeps going, oh, I

want to sell the house, this house has so

many problems. Every house has a problem.

That's the thing with having a house.

Things go wrong unless

you're rich and then you buy like a brand

new house. But even then, things can go

wrong.

They've got like a London house, like a

traditional Victorian London terrace house

on the street. So it's going to be old

building, old architecture,

ancient plumbing and wiring,

just like Chihiro.

I haven't done Uber Eats in ages. I've

just given up on it. Oh, she said, I had

no idea you were streaming.

Um, I thought she sent me

the message— what, because I was

streaming?

But she said, there's nothing wrong

when we're in person. I said,

I think you're great in person, but then

you get scary, odd texts. Wait,

I shouldn't say that. Maybe she heard me

say that now.

If we talk now, I might accidentally Read

out messages on stream.

Oh, 5 PM block, uh, 4 hours though.

Should I take it?

So 5 PM, 4 hours, £74 block.

It's not boosted much though.

That's only £18 an hour. Give me £90.

You know what I did once? I had a block— a

block blocked— a book blocked. I had a

block booked for today at 5 PM.

I cancelled it and then another one showed

up at 2 PM, and that's the one I just did

today. So sometimes you cancel stuff and

it's a bit of a gamble. And then you get

something better. I don't really want to

do 5 PM blocks because it's so late. If

it's going to be a late one, it, it would

be nice if it's shorter, like a 3-hour.

I did a 2.5-hour block on Wednesday when

Dave Gibson was here, and it was so easy.

It took like an hour and a half to finish,

and they paid £60 for a 2.5-hour

block. They're really boosting the rates

this month.

Oh,

£74 though would be nice.

I'm just hoping I can take a gamble and I

skip this one and then a better offer

comes up, like 5

PM, 3.5 hours, £68.

I am a bit traumatized of the 4-hour

blocks. Because they seem to be giving us

more to deliver. So if they gave me 38

deliveries for 3.5 hours, they might give

me like 45. That would be horrible. It

usually takes me about— I reckon I do

about 12 or 15 deliveries per hour. So if

they give me about 30, I can get done in

about 2 hours if they're not too far

apart. If it says farm route, It takes

ages to get from farm to farm because you

have to drive slowly as well because the

lanes and the roads, all potholes and

little lanes.

No one's taking it, it's still

there. Usually they get grabbed up really

quick.

When's that for?

Schedule office. That's for Monday. Oh,

oh, 6. Oh Jesus, I could take a 6

AM, a 2 PM, and a 5 PM. Do you think they

would let me do a triple block? I would

die doing that. Oh, someone took the

morning one. No one's taking the 5 PM one.

On Monday I've got— I already just booked

at 2 PM, no, 1:30 PM to 5 PM Monday.

So I finish that probably half 3, go home

4, and then I'm gonna go out again at

5, have a 1-hour break And then I'd make

like 100— 74 times

70 is 144.

£144 in a day.

It's not going to be fun, but I

do want the money. Maybe I get lucky and

they send me to Bearstead for £74.

I think I'm going to take it. God, Monday

is going to be horrific.

I feel like I'm going to regret this.

Someone take it. It's still there.

I think it's a sign it wants me to take

Yes, it's gone! It's gone! I don't

have to do it, someone took it for me.

Remove the temptation.

I bet another one's gonna come up. It

seems like blocks drop around this time,

around 5 PM.

I'll get another one, a better one will

come. It's about having abundance mindset,

guys. It's always a new offer around the

block, around the corner.

I don't think Sunny wants to talk now

because she's noticed I'm streaming. I'm

gonna finish in an hour and 20 to go for

dinner. Today's a short stream. I can't

stream after dinner because I have to go

to bed early. I'll go to the stupid

hospital at like 7 o'clock in the morning.

I might do a stream in my car whilst my

mum has her thing.

I'm not doing that again. Last time I took

my mum to the hospital, I thought I can do

a sneaky Morrison's block, and then I got

all stressed out, and then the stupid

police pulled me over,

which I still haven't gotten the fine yet.

Do you think they really just cancelled it

because I was nice? It's been over 2

weeks. I still haven't got a letter in the

post or an email. I want

to find out if I'm getting points on my

license. I didn't check the stock market

yet. ASML slightly up.

Bitcoin still around $100K.

Gold, oh, back down to 2%,

$16. Come on,

gold.

Why is my gold stock sucking so bad?

They're all sucking. Even Newmont Mining

is down over 2%. I've got a

bad feeling about these gold mining stocks

now. I should have gotten out when I was

up 22%.

Police dashcam probably even indicated you

because you really did indicate. I swear I

indicated. I'm not that stupid

enough to just suddenly change lanes

without indicating. I know I gotta change.

I mean, I know I have to indicate. When I

changed lanes in front of traffic. That's

like the most obvious thing ever. Why

would I not do that? Unless I accidentally

didn't because I was not concentrating,

or I didn't push the stalk hard enough and

it didn't click, or maybe they were wrong.

I don't know. I lost my dashcam footage

because it overwrote itself.

Because if I had the dashcam footage, you

would have heard the click and the— What

price did I sell Tesla? Around 270.

Yeah, well, I didn't know it was going to

go over 400. I thought, oh, maybe it will

touch 300 and then do a pullback.

It's up 78%. I should have just left my

money in it. I'll buy back in and

then it crashes.

A new position I'm eyeing. I'm not really

looking to buy anything. I'm looking to

sell. But nothing's at a good sell zone.

Gold is really sucking. Bitcoin, I could

sell. I'm up 60% on my Bitcoin. I'm

actually up. Let me check my sweet coin.

It was up 30% yesterday.

Oh, 34% on SWEET.

I made £6. SWEET's doing

good.

I'm up 61% on Bitcoin. I made £180 on

crypto. For some reason, I always do good

on crypto, but I never put lots of money

into it, which is annoying.

I thought, oh, gold is safe and stable,

and then this stupid thing goes down 20%.

Bitcoin's dangerous, and then it has the

best gains of anything in the whole year.

I don't even know what SWE's about. I just

watched a podcast. And one of the guys

who's on the board was saying he

has a lot invested in SUI, so I thought

I'll put £20 in it then. Whatever.

I'm looking to sell up to £2,000 worth of

stock so I can pay off my credit card.

Balance transfer on the card and get a new

credit card. No, I don't want credit card

debt.

I thought maybe I sell my Bitcoin, I buy

Ethereum, because there was a chart saying

first in a crypto bull run,

it will be first Bitcoin will go up and

make a massive move, and then phase 2

would be Ethereum, and then phase 3 is

Altcoins, and then phase 4 would be like

meme coins.

So maybe Bitcoin has made its— most of its

move up, and now I sell half of it and I

buy Ethereum.

Just sell all my Bitcoin, all in on

Ethereum.

How much do I have to pay on crypto gains

tax?

Hmm.

It's not like I've made loads. I'm up

£180, so I would just add it to my income

on my spreadsheet. It's not like

I made thousands.

So I'm just waiting for the Santa rally.

Seems like the market is pulling back a

little bit. Getting ready for the Santa

The SPY kind of looks like it's losing

steam. It looks like it's going to make a

mountain. I reckon it'll go down a bit,

like 590, before it's going to

pull back before the Santa rally. It

either goes down to 598 or 585.

Maybe even 570. That would be like

worst-case scenario. I should draw my

Fibonacci. I think it's gonna do a

pullback next week and then followed

by Santa rally.

Russell 2000's down too.

Everything's down.

Nothing to check. No views on

YouTube. Path of Exile doesn't get views

anymore. That was quick.

I got 9k views on my insane warrior shield

build, 4k views on my best warrior AoE

shield build, and 8k views on my insane

Warrior fire AoE build, 4k on my why I

hate Path of Exile, do not buy Path of

Exile got 11k views, 10.7k views.

Probably made about $50. Game cost $30,

net profit $20. At least I didn't lose

money and I got the game.

I think I pay 20% tax if I make over £12K.

So far I've made,

um, this year, tax year, I made £14,475.

So at the end of this month, I'll probably

make slightly over £15K.

So my taxable income would be £3K,

which means I'd have to pay £600 of tax.

But I can probably get my taxable income

down a couple K if I do business

write-offs, so like insurance,

EV charging, stuff I bought that

was for my Amazon Flex gig.

Like, what about my dash cam? Dash cam,

the tire pump,

car insurance— that could be a

business write-off.

Parking fine, isn't that a business

Surely the Uber Eats insurance will be a

business write-off, and the Amazon

insurance should be a business write-off.

I don't know about my car's main

insurance, that could also partially be a

If I use my car, I'm basically only using

my car to work. And maybe a few trips here

and there when Sunny comes over. So I

reckon the whole car is basically a

business expense. Even maybe the finance

payments every month are a business

expense. I still didn't give my money— I

mean, I still didn't give my mum money for

Maybe I'll give her £70. I think that's

fair.

So if I pay 20%, if I get— they'll

probably allow me about £1,000 of business

write-off. So my taxable income would only

be £2,000, which is like £400

I have to pay in tax. I don't care about

£400, whatever, as long as it keeps them

off my back. They haven't messaged me

anymore since I paid my tax penalty,

which is good.

They probably saw my YouTube channel

numbers and thought, yeah, he isn't making

any money anymore. Let's leave him alone.

I heard if you write off

the miles, then you can't write off the

electricity and other costs of doing the

miles. So you can choose, you either write

off the insurance and the fuel and stuff

like that, and then you can't write off

miles, or you write off miles but then you

can't write off the other stuff. So I'm

not sure which is better.

I've done 8,000

miles, I think.

But the tax year, there's still a lot left

in the tax year until April. Got January,

February, and March, so I might well go

over £15K even into— at this rate

making £2K a month, I might

even make £18,000. Then my tax will be

pretty expensive.

National insurance bill starts at £8,500.

What is that? Is it NI contributions?

I'm barely making anything on YouTube now.

I'm making about £500 roughly.

Maybe in December I'd make £650,

but I'm making about £1,800 on Amazon Flex

In December, I've been making way more. I

might make £2,600 on Amazon Flex this

month. Or no, not that much.

Probably, yeah, maybe £2,000. I might

crack £2,000 a month for December.

Plus $500 from YouTube, maybe $100

from PayPal.

But after I pay off the credit card, I

might— I don't know, there's still— even

after I pay off the credit card, there's

still stuff I want to buy. Plus my mum's

If Sunny hasn't broken up with me,

there's stuff I want to do. Like, we want

to go to London, get yakiniku, go to the

Alps. That will cost at least maybe 2,000,

1,500. London trip could cost a couple

hundred. So I still

want money. When you get hooked on money,

that's the problem. You get used to

the luxury and the stuff money affords

you, and then you become a workaholic.

Plus, I want to get a nice gaming computer

at some point. I want to spend like £4,000

on a gaming computer.

Yeah, I'm not sure what to do about

gaming. My laptop is fine, I can play Path

of Exile without any problems, but then

more demanding games You need

a good computer.

I want to get 64GB of RAM, latest graphics

card, high-end CPU,

but that's more like a goal for late next

year. I'm not in a rush to get it now.

4K You can get big TV and PS5.

Yeah, I am tempted to do that

as well. 85-inch plasma TV, PS5 Pro,

because I'm a professional gamer.

Path of Exile 2 is a good time sink.

Sometimes I just have nothing to do.

It's nice to grind some levels on it.

I started a new character, mercenary.

I've got a lightning crossbow AoE build.

It's really cool, but bosses take ages to

kill. I'm just sitting there holding down

the mouse button, falling asleep.

Why'd I get such an expensive monitor?

Because when you're at home all the time

You need a good monitor.

Look at this thing, it's a beast. Playing

Path of Exile 2 on this is great. It's got

ultra-wide support.

So nice playing games on this. It wraps

around your head like an AR/VR headset.

Very nice. You know what I want? On Amazon

they've got this dual monitor display

stacked vertically, so it's like 2

27-inch monitors on top of each other.

Because the problem I have when I'm gaming

is I can only have one thing on

my second monitor, and usually I want my

CCTV, but sometimes I like to play a

YouTube video. So it'd be nice if I could

have 2 monitors on top of each other, one

for the CCTV and one to play YouTube

whilst I game. That's about £600.

Or I just get one more 27-inch monitor,

but I don't have any more USB ports

for my setup.

I should get a second one of these and

then do split-screen on it,

put my stocks CCTV and put a little

YouTube window so I can watch.

But those are just, um, purchasing ideas

for late next year.

So after I finish paying the credit card,

I probably won't do double block shifts

anymore. I'm just doing that now because I

desperately want money. Oh, look who's

back! The 5 PM 4-hour Monday block.

Oh, it's gone again. I bet someone took it

and then they changed their mind and then

forfeited it. Oh, did I get paid yet?

Let's see.

Oh, technically I'm not supposed to— wait,

what? Yeah, if I start half 2 and it was

supposed to be 3 and a half hours, that

means I would have finished at 6, which is

in 1 minute, so it hasn't updated yet.

Today was great. Easy money. Really nice,

really nice streets, really nice houses.

Everyone had a nice car. Lots of Teslas.

Saw loads of Teslas parked up in driveways

and stuff. When there's loads of Teslas,

you know it's a nice neighborhood.

No smell of weed anywhere. Just nice,

mature, responsible, hardworking people.

Why can't everywhere just be like that?

Why can't we just round up all the weirdos

and drug addicts and violent people and

send them off to Australia again? They

really are the scum of society. Why do we

have to have those people? Why can't

everyone just be nice? Why can't everyone

just not do drugs and just get a job and

not trash stuff and be violent stupid

idiots and lock me in their car parks?

How great the world would be if everyone

was just like all the people I delivered

to today.

Really, sometimes you really feel like

there's different

subcategories of humans. There's like nice

people and then degen scumbags who are

subhuman. They're barely even human

anymore.

Well, it just seems like the majority of

people are unfortunately the

undesirables,

and I have to interact with them by

delivering their Amazon parcels. Maybe if

they spent less money on Amazon and

invested some of it, they wouldn't be

broke. And stop

buying weed and alcohol when you're broke,

maybe, and get a job.

Stupid poor people. Poor people are so

annoying.

Imagine being poor when you can just work

It's not because the poor hate them, it's

just because it seems like a lot of poor

people smell bad and they do weed and

they're not nice people.

Everyone seems so nice and friendly in

today's neighborhood. It was called King's

Hill. Even the name of the street was

nice.

It was such a nice place. Nice detached

houses, driveway, garage, Tesla on the

driveway. That's life goals right there.

They got the family, little kids.

I bet those houses are probably $400K to

$600K, probably $200K mortgage,

$1.5K mortgage.

It just seems a shame because they spend

all those years, 30 years, paying a

mortgage to own an asset. And then they

die, and then the kid has to pay 50%

inheritance tax and sell it for half

of what its value is. Better than being

left with nothing, though, I guess.

But it's just so silly because you think,

oh, my parents bought this house, it's

ours, it's in the family name. But then

the parents die, and then the kids can't

afford to buy out they can't afford

to pay the inheritance tax or buy

out their siblings, and then they end up

losing the family asset. And then in the

end, all the progress that was made

is lost, and then the kids have

to go through the same process of using

the money to pay for their own house

mortgage, and then they get old, and then

they die, and then their kids will have to

sell the house because they can't afford

the inheritance tax. Such a stupid system.

If my granddad bought the house and it was

his, it should be forever in the family.

There shouldn't be this thing where, oh,

we can't afford it. It's— it should be

ours.

It's not fair. I hate inheritance

tax, so scummy. They should only

do inheritance tax if your house is worth

like £2 million.

You know, one good thing about the gypsies

would be if they can bring down the value

of the property, you'd have to pay less

inheritance tax. How do you bring down the

value of your property? Let me ask AI.

If the house is worth less, then we have

to pay less inheritance tax. How to

bring down value of my property?

It just says intentionally decreasing the

value of your property is not advisable.

If you're looking to reduce its value for

tax assessment purposes, appeal property

taxes. I don't know what that means.

Document deficiencies. Oh wow,

thanks, Fish. Daniel, could you say hello

to Kentent from Discord? Hello, Kentent.

Can you send me more chocolate? I finished

it all. I really enjoyed having a bar of

Meiji every night.

Nice sugar rush after work.

These are boring tips. Obtain a lower

appraisal. Hire a professional appraiser.

What? I thought they would say something

like Knock down the

Knock down— make the house like really

ugly and knock down walls and stuff,

smash the windows, and then get the house

valued. I don't think it's the house that

makes the property expensive, it's the

size of the land, isn't it?

I think a lot of people would want to buy

the land and then knock the house down

anyway and then rebuild a nice house,

because this house is kind of weird. My

granddad built it and he wasn't a

professional builder. There are some kind

of strange design choices in this house.

Yeah, that is the problem, the proximity

to London. That's what the real estate guy

said when he came. He said, oh yeah, I

could imagine some nice Couple, young

couple from London with London money

buying their second home, or maybe they

just want to move to Kent. Why would you

buy a house here if you work in London?

It takes like an hour and 20 minutes to

get a train into London unless you worked

from home. Commuting to London from here

would be horrible. You would have to drive

to the train station because it takes 20

minutes to walk there.

Train station is really far away. I used

to have had— I used to have to walk 20-25

minutes to the train station to go to the

job centre. It was not fun. I just

remember feeling like, oh my God, I'm

still not there. Oh, I'm at the main road

now. Oh, now I gotta walk another 15

minutes. And then I started taking my

bicycle. I'd take my bicycle into the

train because I wouldn't leave it at the

Yeah, I had to go to the job center for

probably 10 years of my life. 18.

Last time I was at the job center was

before I got the petrol station job. So 18

until 28, I was going to the job center

and then I discovered YouTube and then I

never needed to go to the job center

And had that YouTube money. It was

horrible going there. People were not very

nice to you. They would make you write

this stupid little booklet, like a diary

of your job searching activities, and then

they'll check your diary and complain,

oh, you only made 5 phone calls this week,

Daniel. Actually, I didn't make any. I

just wrote it in there and I lied. It's

all fake. Imagine thinking I was actually

phoning up companies asking for jobs.

Hello, I'm Daniel, got any jobs? I just

wrote it in and then they just went,

okay, signed it,

goodbye. And then bloody Pauline,

she was really annoying, kept whining at

me. I kept saying I want a job Uh,

with Japanese translating. And then

the man was like, do you speak Japanese?

And I said, yeah. And then he said, how do

you say business economics? And I was

like, uh, bijinesu ekonomikusuki.

No, I said I didn't know. I didn't know

how to say— I mean, business is literally

bijinesu in Japanese, isn't it?

Why don't I just say it in A Japanese

accent, and he says, "That's you're just

saying it in a Japanese accent. That's not

Japanese." And I said, "How would you

know? You don't speak Japanese." Business

plan. How do you say business

marketing team? Business marketing

team. That is how you say it.

They literally say it like that. I'm not

They don't have a word for marketing.

They'll just say marketinggu.

Marketinggu. I don't know if it's T or

Yeah, to write that stupid diary.

Say you phoned this and you sent your CV

off and you did this and did that when

really I didn't do anything. And then they

would analyze it, complain a little bit.

And then they— Pauline started to figure

out that I was just using the money to go

to Japan. And then 6 months later, I'd be

back again. And then she would be like,

oh, how was your trip to Japan, Daniel?

And then she told me off, said the money

is not for you to go on holidays to Japan.

I said I wasn't going on holiday, I was

looking for a job there, which was true.

Oh crap, what happened to my camera? Oh

yeah, it's true. I was looking for a job

and a girlfriend and a wife when I was in

Japan. I wasn't on holiday, I was on

business trips. I was on business trips

to Japan to look for work. I used the

money on Airbnb, Apple Hotel, Flight

tickets and Tobu to Shinchi.

Business trip to Tobu to Shinchi. I should

have wrote that down in my planner. She

said she was going to sanction me,

so I just left and went to Japan again. I

said, I don't care if you sanction me,

I'm planning to go to Japan next week

anyway. I'll be back. See you

in 6 months, bitch. The funny thing is,

when you first sign on, they don't give

you any trouble. They, they just let you

do what you want. But then after a month

or two, they start getting stricter. And

then after like 3 or 4 months, they get

really strict. And then I just stopped

going, go to Japan. And then after about 6

months, it resets. They forget about you

and you sign back on again. And it starts

back in the beginning where they're all

nice again. And then you just rinse and

Maybe I should go— I should sign up again

just for fun, see what it's like now.

It is a depressing feeling having to go to

the job center.

They ask you what kind of job you're

looking for. I'm looking for a job in the

nuclear engineering field. I have a PhD.

Oh, you don't have any nuclear plant jobs?

Oh, too bad. Guess you'll just have to

give me the benefit money until something

pops up in the nuclear division.

Fission energy. I'm qualified in

fusion reactors. Do you have any in

Maidstone?

50, 45 minutes until dinner. I got salmon,

salmon and roast chicken.

Daniel's good at making things up. Like

what? Yeah, sometimes I'm pretty good at

lying if I have to quickly come up with

especially when I'm trying to avoid

confrontation delivering Amazon parcels,

because I really don't want to be wasting

time knocking on doors, waiting for people

to come to the door to get the parcel. I

want to be in and out. Within 5 seconds.

When I get out the car, I grab the parcel,

I chuck it at the door, take the photo,

and back in the car. I don't have time to

stand there waiting around for you to

answer the door or buzz me into the

building. If I'm not buzzed into the

building within 15 seconds, I'm just

dumping it at the door. It's your problem,

not mine. Whoa, blocks!

2 PM Saturday. Oh, give me that one. Oh,

I can do that after I take my mum to the

hospital. Oh, I got another

3.5-hour block, £70.

I'm hoping her procedure doesn't take more

than a few hours. Yeah, I grabbed it,

half past 2. That's an extra £70.

Damn, the blocks are really good this

week. That means I've got 3 £70 blocks

booked. Oh, I just got

my money for today's block, £58. That

means I made £208 this week since

Wednesday. Wednesday, that's 3 days of

work. I made £208 plus

£70 times 3. I'm probably— I'm at least

bare minimum, I'm gonna make this this

week. Now if I can get one for Tuesday,

and get up to nearly £500. That'd be

great. The 3rd week of Amazon in December

fleshed out. The debt's

not going down because I haven't got the

money yet.

I had to pay my first December week of

Amazon Flex to pay off the overdraft that

I used to pay off my credit card in

November. So first week was just paying

off the overdraft. Second week I used my

Amazon money to pay for the Amazon I mean

the Christmas gifts I got on Amazon. So

the 3rd and 4th week— well, the 3rd week

is gonna be car payments and stuff, 4th

week insurance. So after that I should

hopefully have about £1,000 left over.

Now I get my YouTube money around

Christmas Day. So I

really gotta wait until probably after

Christmas to be able to pay off the rest

of the credit card.

Yeah, so hopefully her appointment is at

like 8 AM, finishes around 10 or 11,

go home for some lunch. I don't know if

she'll come with me. I might have to do it

alone. I don't know, should I send my mum

Amazon Flexing after she's just had a big

operation? Probably not a good idea.

So I guess maybe I won't stream tomorrow

if I'm gonna have to do Amazon Flex.

It's nothing super serious,

it just involves a bit of anesthesia. So