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Testing,

testing, testing, testing.

Early stream today. Yep,

because Sunny's

coming back here after work, so I won't be

able to stream in the evening.

So I thought I'd stream during the day.

That way I can do everything, basically.

I can do my job, and then I can come home

and stream, and then When Sunny finishes

her work, can hang out with Sunny in the

evening.

Good lighting. Yeah, this is what it looks

like when there's actually sunlight.

God, I was so fast today. I had 60 parcels

to deliver, finished in about 2 hours,

2 hours and 15 minutes. So basically 30

parcels per hour. I was so quick.

I don't think I can return that heater.

It's just such a pain. So I printed the

label and I took it to the post office and

then they said, well, they tried to scan

the label and they kept saying, oh,

there's something wrong with the barcode.

And tomorrow was the last day I had until

I could return it. And then I can't. The

return window closes tomorrow.

I think I'm just— I think it's destiny

that I'm stuck with that heater. At first

I took it to the post office and they

said, oh, we need a QR code to get the

label. And I said, okay, I'll bring it

back. And then I got Sunny to print the

label and I took it to the post office

again today. And now they said we can't

scan the QR code, the barcode. I can't be

bothered. I don't know what to do then.

If they can't scan the label that Amazon

gave me, then how am I supposed to send it

back? Guess I'm stuck with that heater

now. Now it's not even cold.

80 pounds wasted.

God, my back is killing me. Ever since a

few days ago, it's gotten more painful.

I've just had constant back pain for the

last half year, probably. I feel like

ever since I started Amazon Flex, I just

had back pain every day. It's so

annoying. I don't know what to do. Like,

I got to stretch. Maybe I got to do back

stretches when I wake up.

I just don't understand it because I've

never really been an active person. I've

always just sat in my room playing games,

sat at my desk all day long, and I never

had any problems with back pain.

And I'm guessing because of all the

sitting down in the car, that's what

causes the back pain. But I've always been

been sitting around all day my whole life.

I never had back pain. It's just for some

reason when I drive, it's like, I don't

know, the way I sit is causing me back

pain.

It's just so annoying. It makes

me not really want to move because it

triggers the pain.

I've got to try and do these stretches

like that when I start the

day. I think

also because I keep— because sometimes

there's heavy boxes and I don't lift

properly. Sometimes you just can't lift

properly because I don't know, the boxes

are like stacked in a weird way and I

can't really use my legs, so I just have

to like grab it like that using my back.

And it's not good for my back.

Or I've got like a parcel in the car and

it's like wedged in and I've got to like

put my back into it to get it out.

So yeah, it's all the lifting stuff and

sitting in the car for a few hours. It's

only a few hours. It's not like I'm

working all day.

Oh, I hate my back pain. It's so annoying.

Yeah, so Sunny came over yesterday after

work. She brought fish and chips as a

peace offering. Had a nice evening,

watched Handmaid's Tale, talked a little

bit about what happened.

Basically, I'm not getting my laundry

back. She wouldn't tell me what she did

with it. I said, did you piss on it? She

said, no, much worse. And then she

wouldn't tell me what she did to my

laundry. So I don't know if I really

want to know or not. What does much worse

mean?

So yeah, lost all my dirty underwear

and socks. I don't think I gave any

t-shirts with it, it's just my trousers.

Thank God I didn't give her my jumper to

wash. Nearly lost my jumper.

So I bought a washing machine, it's coming

on Saturday. I don't trust her with my

laundry anymore.

So I got a laundry rack and a washing

machine coming Saturday. Hopefully— I

basically got the cheapest one on Amazon.

Hopefully I know how to fit it. So

basically you gotta fit the hose to the

pipe under the sink for water supply,

and then you've got a draining pipe. I

don't know where that's gonna go.

Where does that drain into? I don't think

I see a drain in this— in the kitchen.

Can you shut up, wee thing? I just started

the stream 5 minutes ago, you stupid

idiot. Of course the numbers aren't going

to be amazing. Ban this guy.

Yeah, where do you usually drain? Where

does the pipe for the drain of the washing

machine go if there's no drain in the

kitchen? Into a bucket? That seems kind of

I tried watching this lawyer guy, uh,

who's covering the Johnny Somali thing,

and he was just so annoying. He's just

like Chris Hansen, like smug, pompous,

middle-aged white man, got nothing to do

but like get involved with the drama of

some 20-year-old weirdo streamer. Flies

all— what is he even there for? At first I

thought, is he Johnny's lawyer? But then

he just bashes Johnny all the time.

And then his insults are so— he's like,

oh, Johnny is like a child. Oh, Johnny's

wearing a suit that's too big for him.

All these streamers and like YouTubers

covering the Johnny Smiley thing are so

lame. They're just

mocking Johnny for such silly things. Who

It's just like the Onision thing all over

again. Everyone just like dogpiling

onto this idiot on the internet.

Maybe there's just— maybe he's got like

mental illness and he's like disabled

mentally or something. I don't— I don't

know. I feel sorry for the guy.

Everyone's hating on him. And he's going

to get like 5, 10 years of prison. That's

insane. Just for being a bit annoying in

public. I feel pity for him.

He can't stop this whole clout chasing

thing and he's willing to get into legal

trouble and go to jail for it. Yeah.

Legal Mindset. That's the guy. He's so

annoying. Legal Mindset guy is more

annoying than Johnny Somali is. He's like

sitting there, oh, Johnny Somali rocked up

at the court today wearing a suit that was

too big for him. What an idiot.

He's so irritatingly smug. Shut up, get a

life. Got nothing better to do than fly

all the way to Korea to go to some court

so you can follow Johnny Somali's court

antics. It's really irritating.

It's just like Chris Hansen really

irritated me as well.

I think, Gold, your channel died before

clout chasing got to you. Well, yeah,

I feel like I could have been a Johnny

Somali if I didn't just let it go.

It's a powerful thing, that desperation

for attention.

I had my moment, you know, when I was

married. That was basically when it was at

its peak.

Now I'm just a normie with a job

delivering parcels.

I'd just rather get a job, to be honest.

I'm thinking of going for this training

course to get a Category C1 driving

license. Then I can drive a 7.5-ton truck

for Royal Mail. What do you think?

Maybe after a year. I feel like I need

more driving experience. After like a year

of driving experience. It's only £750.

You do a course. It's on like a practice

course road, not a real road, teach you

how to drive it. And then I guess

you got to do theory test, then the

practical test. I'm guessing they'll

take you out on the road with an

instructor.

It's not a massive, uh,

HGV. It's like in between of a big van and

a HGV, 7.5-ton truck. Yeah, maybe I'll

just become a trucker.

That way I can increase my income.

Do you think it's harder? I feel like

it'll be easier because instead of

delivering, I don't know, 80 different

individual houses, you just deliver one

massive payload. And his fans are worse

than Johnny S. Yeah, he's just so smug and

annoying. I can't stand him. I can't stand

all these people just teabagging on Johnny

Somali. I honestly don't

find Johnny Somali annoying. I don't find

him funny. I just think it's stupid. But I

don't hate the guy. I think he's like,

I don't know, addicted to the attention.

He can't stop himself. I think he needs

help. He needs an intervention.

Did Sunny apologize? Yeah, she's very

understanding now. I feel like we have a

fight, we both get mad, we both attack

each other. But then when we calm down,

we start missing each other. And then we

start saying stuff like, oh, I did this

because that— I understand why you're

upset. Let's not have this happen again.

Sunny's mum's not happy though.

I think Sunny told her family basically

everything that happened, so they kind of

hate me. But the sister is supportive,

but the mum seems like she's not

convinced.

But Sunny says she doesn't care.

Yeah, so Sunny is, uh, she drove her, her

mum's car to work today, but she's taking

it to a valet service, and then

I'm gonna go pick her up and bring her

back whilst they do the valet.

And I, I don't know, I think she said her

mum's going to pick up the car,

so I'll take Sunny back home tomorrow,

and then she's gonna come again on the

weekend. So a bit all

over the place.

So I'm gonna go out at 6, I think, to go

and meet her at the valet place. So I

thought I'd do a quick stream for a

Can't neglect my YouTube viewers.

Continue streaming in the evening? Well,

I would if Sunny's not here, but if

Sunny's here, I mean, I'm not going to sit

in the corner streaming ignoring her when

she's here. That'll just— she'll be like,

oh, what's the point of me being here?

And then she'll just leave, which I don't

Yeah, then we might go somewhere nice on

the weekend. Hopefully the weather's good,

like a castle, abandoned tunnel.

It's still kind of cold though. It was

freezing in the morning, actual frost

building up on the cars.

Am I gonna get new clothes? Yeah, I guess

I gotta go get socks and underwear again

now.

It's okay, it's a small price to pay.

My washing machine's coming on Saturday.

Spent £200.

Really would like a bigger fridge. I

really shouldn't have gotten the smallest

fridge ever. The stupid door keeps popping

open because it's so full.

Maybe I'll just get another one and stack

it on top of it.

Meaningless dropped exciting new video.

Is it the one they were sharing on Discord

about him going to Japan to pick up women?

The guy's wasting his time. Just get a job

and accumulate money. You're not going to

get anywhere doing that. Like, what is the

best case scenario? He meets a woman.

They fall in love, get married. Is he

gonna move to Japan? So he moves to Japan,

then what's he gonna do? Get a job?

Been there, done that. It's a waste of

time. I did that for 15 years.

It doesn't lead to anything.

Yeah, it's fun, I guess, if you can have

sex. Well, I'm not going to try to even

stop this anymore. You won't learn your

lesson, so instead I am removing my

empathy for this situation. I hope you get

married to Sunny now or stay together

forever. That way, hopefully no one else

has to deal with you both. Yeah, we're

made for each other.

I can't believe she chucks my laundry

You sat in an apartment not working the

entire time? Yeah, cuz I had a booming

YouTube channel. I focused on my YouTube

But I finally have what I wanted. I— why

I wanted— I have now what I wanted

in Japan. I don't know how to structure

that sentence. I have what I wanted

in Japan all the time now, which is my

own home, uh,

relationship, money,

a car.

Is my house semi-detached? Yes, it is

semi-detached.

Nothing tops Lord Manor. Well, yeah,

that's true.

But Sunny wouldn't move there, would she?

To come live with me and my mum. Me, my

mum, Dave Gibson, and Sunny, all under one

roof. Happy family.

Japan's more interesting than the UK? I

don't know. I felt insanely bored in

Japan. I feel like my life

is more varied and has variety.

And I do more interesting things here.

It's just you guys don't see it because

I'm not going to film myself driving, am

I? I quite like driving and doing stuff.

In Japan, all you can do is like walk up

and down the streets, look at the girls,

get some sushi. Go to a bar,

hang out with people. If you want to hang

out with people and socialize, then yeah,

Japan's a great place. But you get to a

point in life where you don't care about

that stuff anymore.

Yeah, I guess quite a lot of stuff did

happen last Japan stream.

But I said I don't know what I want to do

if I went to Japan. There's just nothing I

really want to do. Food, eh.

Food. I mean, food. It's not really worth

going there just for food, is it?

The only thing that makes it worth it is

to meet a woman, I guess. But then if

you're not interested in that, then

there's no other good reasons.

Sunny's going to be making more money than

me now because Sunny

gets a guaranteed consistent number of

hours per week. My pay is

kind of random, like today I got 60

parcels, yesterday I had 90, day before I

had 50. Mine's very

all over the place,

but I guess it is nice because I can start

at 9, come home at 12, and then I could

just relax at home while she's in the

office until like 5 p.m.

I feel like I'm the housewife or

something. I'm gonna go prepare food in

a minute. I said I'll make samgyeopsal

with my pork belly.

Yeah, I've got more freedom, but she makes

more money in a more reliable way.

Whereas my job's very— you don't know how

many parcels you're going to get.

It all depends on the spending power of

the village.

How rich is the village feeling to go

splurge on Temu, AliExpress, Amazon,

Next? Starts, but everyone just

buys so much because I deliver to the same

houses almost every day. And I'm thinking,

geez, how much stuff do you buy, guys? I

thought I bought a lot off Amazon, but I

don't have parcels coming every day.

Amazon credit card debt ballooning.

Yeah, I see the same people almost every

day now. They're quite nice.

I think at first they're a bit suspicious.

They're like, who are you? And then after

they see you the second or third time,

they're like, oh, hello. I delivered

to this one house. He was like, hello

again. And then the dogs came out. I

patted the dogs. Yeah, I guess dogs are

quite sweet. At first they seem scary

because they're like barking at you, but

they come and like have a sniff and you

give them a pat.

I guess I can see the appeal of the dogs,

although there is one house with this

massive dog. I really don't like it. It's

like really aggressive.

Yorkshire Terriers. God, they bark so

loudly. Not a big fan of those.

This funny thing happened yesterday. I was

driving down a small country lane and then

this van appears and I'm like, oh crap.

So I stopped to see if he was going to

reverse, but he didn't start reversing.

So I thought, okay, I've got to reverse.

So I start reversing back down the road

pretty badly. I'm like all over the place,

keep hitting sticks on the side.

So I start reversing back, but he doesn't

follow because I'm like doing a bad job at

it. And then he flashes at me, and then he

starts reversing. So I drive back up, and

it turns out the intersection was like a

minute away. So then he reverses back to

the intersection, and then as I pass him

He looks at me out the window and he's

like, that is so funny.

I think he just really cracked himself up.

It was really funny. He was like stocky

looking, bald, white English guy.

He's like that out the window. And I was

like, it's pretty

Yeah, it would have taken ages if I kept

reversing because there was no little

space to go into. How happy are

you out of 10? Probably a solid 8.

The only thing I'm unhappy about is I

don't know how much money I'm gonna make.

Once I find out how much money I've earned

this month, I might be a bit better.

So I should be getting paid on Friday.

Fingers crossed.

I've delivered over 1,600 parcels.

Surely that's like £1,500 or £1,600.

Because he said he'd be paying me £10

extra per day, and I've been

doing it for nearly 4 weeks,

so it should— that £10 per day should be

like £200 now.

Yeah, I just need to get job satisfaction,

which I do have job satisfaction. I like

the job. I just don't know how much I'm

gonna get paid.

So I don't know, I reckon he was saying

I'm definitely making like £75,

£80 a day, and I've done about 22,

probably 23 days.

23 times 75. It's like £1,800,

£1,900.

It should be like £1,800.

I just really find that hard to believe.

Like, there's no way they're going to send

me £1,800. Really? But I have done over

20 days and he said £75.

A lowball number would be £70.

I started on the 17th, didn't I?

It was said by mouth, the £10 a day. He

said that because he was trying to get me

this easy route, but he hasn't been able

to get it for me. So he's put me on this

other route, which is a bit further away

from my house. So he said to make up for

it, he's going to chuck in an extra £10 a

day. But I feel like that was just a sweet

in the deal to try and get me in. And now

I'm in, he probably feels like, I don't

need to give him the £10 a day anymore.

But it's not his money, it's the company's

money. So why would he care?

Yeah, now I don't hear anything from him

at all, which is really weird. Before he

was like, hey, Daniel, How's it going,

mate? And then he'd

update me on what's going on. Now I don't

hear any updates. I don't know what's

going on. I don't know if I'm going to get

this easy route. He proposed an idea of me

doing my own route plus sharing

a route with someone else, so I'll do like

double routes every other day. But he said

that over 2 weeks ago.

So I haven't seen him either. Monday,

Tuesday, and today he wasn't at the depot,

so I don't know where he is. He doesn't

reply to texts. It's fine,

whatever. I'll just keep doing what I'm

doing.

Also, I've gotten way quicker. I've found

this new way of loading my cart and it's

so quick. So before, I would scan it all

and then I would write a number on the box

and I would order it up. Numerically, and

then I would load in number by number.

Now I just scan it and it reads out the

number, and instead of writing the number

on, I will just look at the number and

chuck it in the car depending on where

I've put the numbers. So I put 25— 1 to 25

in the front seat. So if it says 25,

I'll just chuck it in the footwell of the

front seat. If it says 1 to 10, I'll just

put it on the roof because I'll put those

in last because they're the first ones.

If it's 25 to 40, I put those

in the back left seat. And then 45— 40

to 60 in the back right seat.

And then 60 to 90 in the boot. And I start

off with the big boxes as well. So now it

took me like 30 minutes to load it all.

Getting good at this.

I don't really need to write the numbers

on the box because as long as I've

loaded them in the cart in the correct

order, then they should be in the right

place and

they should be easy to find. So yeah, I

had no problems looking for the parcels

today even without numbering them. And it

saved me like half an hour.

I just thought I'm doing something wrong

because I was loading my car and then this

other guy comes in and starts loading his

car and then he left before me. And I

thought, how did he leave before me when I

was already here before him? I must be

What's for dinner tonight? I'm going to

make pork belly.

Maybe we go and get the lettuce and

kimchi. Could make like Korean yakiniku.

Bizarre to see you in daylight.

Yeah, now you can see how bad my skin

looks.

You happy now? No filter.

You waited 8 years until the channel died,

and now you finally get to see my real

skin. That's my special gift to you all.

Now that I don't give a shit anymore. As

if it matters.

I think when you're starting off, and your

channel's in growth phase, your appearance

does matter a lot because people would

just like you more if you're more

attractive.

That's just how it is. The more attractive

you are, the more people like you, the

better your channel will do. So I had

incentive to, you know, make my skin look

nice, care about stuff that I don't care

about now anymore.

God, I was so self-conscious about my skin

and the skin filter thing.

I don't really care that much about my

skin, to be honest. I mean, I do. That's

why I was self-conscious. I don't know.

It's conflicting. I think it looks fine.

It's just, I don't know, I was shocked

when I saw my own skin on camera because

usually you look in the mirror and because

the lighting conditions are quite normal,

the camera is weird. It's like, look at it

right now. It's like really overexposing

the left, this side of my face.

But when you look with your own eyes into

the mirror, The lighting is normal,

exposure levels are good because it's your

eyeball, not a lens. So you look in the

mirror and it doesn't look how it looks on

camera.

So it came as a bit of a shock to see my

own skin like that on camera, and I

thought, this can't do, this won't do,

I've got to hide this. Skin filter max

Whiten your teeth, they look grey. I wish,

they look yellow.

I have gotten those whitening strips

before, but they just don't do anything.

I had a lot of gray pubes.

Well, at least they're there on my balls

instead of on my head. I probably got

white hairs at the back of my head. If you

lift up my hair and start combing through,

you could probably find some.

Most of us are dudes. Well, not in the

beginning days. I had 50% female audience.

Nowadays it's like 85% male. I lost— my

views went down because I lost nearly all

the female audience. It's just weird

because you'd think, oh, even if the views

go down, it would still be 50/50

female/male. But it's not.

As the views went down, it skewed more

towards the male audience. And I've lost

the female audience. I had such a big

female audience, sometimes more females

than males, like 51-55% females.

I'm not sure if it's because of— because I

aged or because of my cheating behavior

drove them all away,

or maybe because I keep praising Trump.

A lot of women don't like Trump. I'd say

most women don't like Trump.

So when I say stuff like Trump's funny,

probably makes them not like me.

I've got my Instagram DMs from over

6 years. I've got probably thousands of

messages from girls.

Most of them went nowhere. Some of them

went somewhere.

Rachel filed for separation. What, Rachel

and Jun? Oh my God, if Rachel and Jun

broke up, that'd be so funny.

I'd be like, oh, how the mighty have

fallen. Not so holy

than thou now, are you? Even Jun with his

perfect gifting skills making homemade

candles, not good enough.

Did they really break up? Who?

I can't think of any other Rachel.

Rachel and Jun.

They got a gecko.

Rachel and Jun are weird because they

don't collab with anyone. They're not

really connected to any other YouTubers.

They have no drama. They just kind of

exist in their own little bubble.

No one talks about them.

The only time they ever kind of collabed

was back in the early J-Blogger days with

Sharla and those other people.

I wonder if Trash Taste tried to invite

them on. And they said no.

I feel like people don't really collab

much these days like they used to to

grow their channels.

Capsule Bunny accused Charlotte of copying

her. How? Charlotte doesn't

cosplay or dress up.

I don't even know what Capsule Bunny does

apart from she dresses up. In those— she

always has like the same outfit, kind of

like frilly dress, puffy shoulders.

Shala will do hot tub stream with Ice

Poseidon. That would be so hot.

Capsule Bunny doesn't really get any

views, does she? She gets them on

Instagram, but she can't get them on

YouTube. It's a bit weird.

It's like Instagram success doesn't

translate to YouTube success.

I can hear sheep.

Shouldn't be calling other girls hot.

That was a sarcastic, oh, sounds so hot.

You thought I was being real? It

definitely wouldn't be hot.

I don't know what that capsule bunny does

every day. It's like she just dresses up

all the time and then takes photos. Seems

kind of boring.

Is it really that fun dressing up and then

taking photos of your outfit?

I wear the same thing every day for

months. I don't give a damn about what I'm

wearing as long as it's comfy and I like

the way it looks.

I think I had about 800 calories worth of

Huel today.

The chocolate Huel is pretty good actually

if you add maple syrup and then shake it

up to get all the lumps out, put a bit of

milk.

You're self-conscious about your skin but

did OnlyFans? Yeah, cuz I didn't show my

face on OnlyFans. I just showed

my willy and my bumhole.

I did get self-conscious about my

vertebrae being visible on my back,

so I made it very— I tried to make

sure that I didn't hunch my back because

then the, like, the bones would poke out

the skin. So I would only, like, arch my

Yeah, I was self-conscious about bones

poking through because I didn't want to

look too skinny.

But I wouldn't usually show my face. My—

I'd usually have my head out of frame. It

was also hard to get my whole body in

frame because you wanted it close enough

so you can see the good bits, but then

your head would be out of frame, which I

was okay with because I didn't really want

my face to be in the videos.

Are you really back together? Yep, she's

got her stuff here today. We had

fish and chips yesterday, savaloy sausage,

and watched Handmaid's Tale.

And today, tonight, I'm gonna make pork

belly. Hopefully it's not a flop.

And we might go to the butcher to see if

we can get thin meat so we can make

gyudon.

How things went when you met up?

Uh, it wasn't that dramatic. It was just—

I don't know, it just felt normal. As if

that whole fight and 2 weeks of being

blocked never happened. It was just like,

oh, hug, kiss, missed you.

Okay, let's get the food. It's just back

to normal. Which is weird because when

we're apart and we have these fights, it

feels so dramatic, like world-ending. And

then we get back together again, see each

other in real life, and it feels like What

was even the point of all that?

It's like just loads of stress and sadness

for nothing, for no reason really.

It's weird how these things always happen

when we're apart, and then it happens over

text when I'm streaming. Pretty much every

time it's been the same conditions.

You can't be enjoying Handmaid's Tale.

It's a bit slow. I've watched

like 10 episodes and it's basically just

the same thing over and over where it's

like a bunch of gloomy women looking

miserable because they're getting raped.

In this dystopian society,

and then they just look miserable all the

time. I think the show would be a lot

better if the main character was more

attractive. She's just kind of ugly, to be

honest. I think if the main character was

more like fragile, feminine,

younger looking, and she's in this

dangerous world where she's being raped

against her will, and then she's like a

prisoner in this house, kind of like

Cinderella, it'll be better. But the main

character, she's— she

looks like a man.

I feel like I don't really care about the

main character just because she's not very

good looking.

I just want things to start happening.

Like, can we get some action? Okay, we get

it, it's so sad and miserable, they're

getting raped, boohoo. I get it,

trying to drill that into you for 10

She looks like that because she's been

abused for so long. No, it's like a face

structure. Is unattractive. She's got a

massive nose, like Ice Poseidon nose. Her

nose looks like a beak, like an actual

beak.

Her eyes and lips are fine, but her face,

like this shape of her face, her chin, I

do not like it. I hate her nose.

She needs to get a nose job. She's got a

massive nose bridge. Like an Angry Bird

beak. Yeah, I wish they just picked

a better-looking actress for the main

character. I'm talking about the

actress in Handmaid's Tale.

Yeah, she looks like a falcon. Yeah.

That's what I think, like an eagle.

I want the main character to be like this

sweet cute girl, you know, like the—

what's that Japanese show with the white

guy? The Shogun?

That had cute girls in it. Why couldn't

they have a cute girl like that? It's

like, um, Japanese and Asian video games

have cute girls. Western games have ugly

as fuck women in them, like Fallout,

Oblivion, Skyrim.

Usually Bethesda games have ugly women.

Same with the TV shows. Western TV

shows, they seem obsessed with having ugly

women as the main character.

At least the Fallout woman was not too bad

looking. What's her name? Ella Purnell.

She was not bad looking. I don't want to

see ugly people. I see ugly people every

day outside. When I watch TV and movies,

I want to see attractive people, hot

people.

Sick and tired of all these ugly women on

my TV screen. There's no attractive women

in Handmaid's Tale. Like, the black

woman's ugly. The woman who's missing an

eye, she's okay-ish.

I think they all look really ugly as well

because they have the hair all pulled back

under that big white cap thing.

And then they've done like this coloring,

like color grading of the show just makes

everyone look really ugly as well. It's

like this blue, depressing blue-looking

filter over everything.

Watch Korean, Japanese, Chinese drama.

Yeah, we watched, um, Squid Game. That was

good. Didn't really have any hot girls

Had that one hot girl, but then she died

in the first episode. The one that Thanos

does the flirt rap for, she gets shot in

the first game.

The North Korean defector girl didn't

really look very good.

Series for feminists. Why are you watching

it? I don't really know what else to

watch, and Sunny said it was good.

I do— I mean, I like the world. I think

it's kind of interesting. I just don't

really care about the main character.

I think the commander's wife is way better

looking than the main character. Mrs.

Waterford She's not bad looking.

Any good movies?

I saw this trailer. I didn't see the

trailer, but I saw it advertised.

I forgot what it's called.

It's like a space sci-fi

thriller with Woody Harrelson. The Last

Final Breath or something. Seems like

it could be good.

Yeah, Sunny said she liked my new room.

Said it's very cozy.

Maybe I'll prepare the dinner. I don't

know if she likes peppers, like, uh, red

peppers, bell peppers.

I'm thinking it's— you know when I hook up

my phone as a webcam and it keeps lagging?

I'm thinking, why don't I just pick up my

laptop and then I

just pick up the laptop and take it to the

kitchen like that?

It's like I'm vlogging with my laptop.

See, look. Do you think it's gonna lag?

I need a tripod for my microphone. Hold

I don't know if I can put my mic on the

tripod.

I'm like a singer.

Oh my God. Yeah,

the house is nice during the day, not so

gloomy. I don't know how to attach

the mic to the tripod.

Elastic bands.

It's annoying because this mic did have a

little stand, but I lost it.

Um, I guess I'll just put it on the table.

I need to pee.

Hmm, sorry, it's not lagging, is it? It's

weird, when I try the phone thing it

goes all laggy, but I can move the laptop

around inside of the house anywhere and

it's fine, isn't it?

You know what'd be nice? Like a USB

webcam. I guess just use the

laptop webcam, it's fine, isn't it?

Welcome to my kitchen. Today we're going

to be making pork belly.

I'll poke

a bone.

Oh, my back hurts.

My cleaver.

Wow, is Logie at

his place? She's at work right now, but

she's going to come back here after work.

Her stuff's here.

How many pieces? So I'm going to slice it

thinly.

I don't know how many we're gonna need.

I'm gonna make some gyoza.

Uh, this bit's already thin, it's kind of

hard to make it thinner.

Um,

oh my God, it keeps flopping.

This time don't boil it, and it should be

good. Oh yeah.

Welcome back to another episode of Cooking

with Daniel.

Oh yeah, that's some samgyeopsal. Look at

Oh, it's cold.

Maybe I'll get a beer as well. You always

gotta have a beer with samgyeopsal.

It's so nice driving here. I haven't seen

a single police car. I can do anything I

want.

Take corners without indicating. I can

just stop in the middle of the road, just

do like U-turns.

So nice not having— it's nice

when you don't need the police because you

don't live in a dangerous area.

I feel like the police are just not needed

here. Everyone everywhere is so peaceful

God, the cleaver is really nice. It's like

weighty and chunkier than a knife,

and you still got the precision. You got

the point like a real knife. So I don't

see what— I don't really see what you're

losing from not having a normal knife.

And then you got the added weight of it,

which is quite satisfying.

And obviously you can chop, smash.

Hmm, I wonder if that's enough. Maybe one

more,

but Sunny doesn't really eat much, to be

But I probably would eat more.

Maybe just half.

I don't understand, because, um, you

think, oh, the job I'm doing is not very

good paying, it's good temporary, but then

you want to get a new skill so you can

earn more. Well then, how come There are

old guys doing it and

they seem to have been doing it for

decades. If it's good enough for them,

then the money must be fine. Like, why

don't they get a new license and get a

better job?

Okay, I think that's enough for

my girlfriend.

Cooking onions is a bit annoying because

they take a while to cook and then they

start burning and then they start going

brown and burn before the inside has

actually cooked and the inside's crunchy

and raw. So I'm not really sure,

maybe low heat.

Oh,

cleaver chop!

That's why you get a cleaver.

You can cleave.

Because I put the onions in a bowl.

I'm not sure if I should cook the peppers

because they're quite nice raw, crunchy.

But then I should wash the knife,

shouldn't I?

Might cook them up today.

Oh, I should get some cabbage.

Oh, look how easy that slices.

I bet Sunny doesn't like this because it's

I don't know why she thinks green equals

bad.

How are my stocks? I think gold is down a

percent. It's held up pretty well

considering the market's crashing.

Smells really good, raw pepper.

Hmm, guess that's it. I mean, I've got a

hunch.

Looks pretty good.

Look, ready for frying.

Oh no, it doesn't fit in the fridge.

Oh my God,

won't fit.

Okay, I managed to fit the bowl in, but

this one won't fit. Fuck.

Put this on your—

Food prep a-done.

I don't know where to sit.

This is

quite comfy.

Why has Amazon debt increased by £400?

'Cause I bought a washing machine and,

um, yeah, a washing

machine. What else? Oh,

I got an Xbox controller, wireless Xbox

controller. I thought about getting a

second one as well. Me and Sonny could

play some multiplayer games.

Am I gonna return to Japan at some point?

I doubt it.

I couldn't find happiness in Japan, could

I just feel like you're really limiting

yourself if you try and move to Japan

because you've got so many problems that

you don't have in your home country.

Language problems, visa problems. I feel

like there's more opportunity in your own

country in terms of jobs,

skills. You could just go apply for a

course, get a skill. The language is not a

If you've already got like an online

business or a YouTube channel, then fine,

it's great.

But then you're basically banking your

entire future on that business or that

YouTube channel surviving and doing well.

But what if it fails? What's your backup

plan? Teach English.

That's all you can do, really. Or go get

a job in a konbini.

Maybe there's foreigner delivery drivers

in Japan. Who knows?

It just seems like everything's harder.

Than it would be if you just stayed in

your own country. I mean, if you want to

be an English teacher, you don't mind

being an English teacher, then you'd

probably think that is worth not having to

live in my own country. Unless your own

country is really bad. A lot of people say

the UK is really bad, but I don't think

it's that bad. I think, yeah, there's bad

parts of it. Then you just don't go to

those bad parts. Because the rest of the

country is pretty nice.

I think the rest of the country is fine,

but young people would say it's boring,

wouldn't they? My sister said she would

like to move to the countryside, but her

husband would find it boring, so he likes

living in London.

Living. Yeah, certain things, I mean,

like a cinema would be nice to have, but

you'd have to go all the way into Exeter

or into Plymouth to the big shopping

centre if you want to go to the cinema.

So you have to drive like 50 minutes if

you want to go to the cinema.

I think it would just be really boring

living in Japan because your options would

be really limited. You would basically

just be stuck doing the same thing forever

with very little chance or opportunity to

change or expand or do new things.

It's like I would never be able to learn

to drive and get a car and then get a

delivery job if I stayed married in Japan.

Although maybe you can, I don't know. It

just sounds like a pain in the backside.

I just wouldn't want to do it. Number one,

there's little, very little reason to

drive in Japan because public transport is

so good. So why would you bother? I never

felt like I needed to drive in Japan.

I thought I'd just turn this room into my

laundry room. I can hang my laundry in

this room, can't I?

My washing machine's coming on Saturday.

Is it easy to set up?

People keep saying I'd get more views if I

go to Japan. And yeah, that's true.

And I did make more money in Japan when I

was streaming,

but the lifestyle was not very

good. I would basically

need some kind of girlfriend

who already has their own place that I

could move into.

I don't know if I can stream the washing

machine because I think Sunny will be here

on Saturday,

unless I just— I'll wait until Monday to

set it up. I mean, I don't need to

desperately quickly set it up on Saturday,

do I? I can just leave it for

I don't want to go back to Japan because I

find it boring. That's it, really.

There's nothing in Japan that really

excites me anymore. Not even

Tobitsushinji.

It's just boring.

I feel like life is more— has

more variety in the UK.

The food has to be better. Well, in Japan,

yeah, if you like Japanese food. But if

you want some British food, you can't get

any. Where are you going to get fish?

Even if you go to Hub and get the fish and

chips, it tastes nothing like real fish

and chips. Do I still game? Not really,

but I got an Xbox controller coming, so I

might. Indulge in

a bit of gaming.

Shouldn't have left my Xbox controller in

Thailand, maybe.

I did make a lot of money in Japan last

year. I made like £1,600.

Each month from streaming every day,

walking outside. But I don't want to walk

outside 10 hours a day because

I probably make more money just doing my

delivery job and I only work for about 3,

4 hours. It feels

like it's way less effort to just deliver

some parcels. And streaming wasn't fun.

Streaming wasn't exciting or fun. It was

just stressful. And then I felt like I was

a target. People could just come

up to me and attack me because they didn't

like what I was doing. I felt very

vulnerable. And especially if it started

I just feel like there's probably easier

ways to make better money. If I stay here,

there's probably tons of easy jobs. Like

postman looks really easy.

Meter reader. You just go to people's

houses and then you read the meter.

Streaming is not fun.

It's very stressful.

I feel like streaming is only fun when

you're really upset and you got something

to rant about and you need to vent.

Otherwise it's kind of boring.

I feel a bit bored streaming now, to be

honest, because I've got nothing to rant

about. Maybe I've got to switch back to

making videos.

Might get a drink. I've got 40 minutes, 1

hour 40 minutes, and then I gotta go pick

Yeah, I heard that thing about the

streamer getting stabbed. It's pretty

scary. Another reason I'm not,

not really eager to go back to streaming.

Japan hates streamers more and more now.

Thanks to Ice Poseidon and Johnny.

How does working 3 or 4 hours a day earn

you enough to live there? Because I

deliver about 60 parcels, it's about 84p

per parcel plus my £10 bonus.

That should net me about £65. To 70.

Sometimes I get more parcels, like 90. So

I make 7— maybe £65 to £80 a day,

and I work 6 days a week. The trick is

working on Saturdays really boosts your

So if I make £65 a day, 6 days a week,

I make like £1,500. My expenses are

£1,400,

and then I've got YouTube on top of that.

No, I still haven't had my first paycheck.

I'm just guessing based off what the boss

said, because the boss said I'd definitely

be making about £75 a day.

You plan on working till you die?

Well, you gotta do something, don't you?

If you don't work, what are you gonna do

every day? It'd just be bored. I'd just

wake up and then, I don't know, we'll play

video games. And then get depressed.

As long as you're able to move and you

don't have like a handicap.

Why is it so overexposed?