Sad and Alone on Valentines day (in my CABIN)

Oh,

it tastes

funny.

Hello, welcome to my Cabin.

Hopefully the internet works.

Seems pretty good.

Excellent connection.

Um, let me know if the sound is okay.

No data. What is

it streaming?

It is streaming. Why are you saying lots

of lag and no sound? Do I need to ban

Paisano trying to make me think my stream

is not streaming?

There was no sound because I wasn't saying

anything.

Do you like my new Crusaders chalice?

Is it a goblet? I like the word chalice.

Can we rent your cabin? The cabin is only

available to sexy girls.

No men allowed.

Only women can book. Single women in my

area. And all the

money goes directly to me, not my mum.

I like how I'm profiting off the cabin

when I didn't even put a penny into it.

Is that wrong? Because I'm making so much

money off these videos with the tiny

cabin. Well,

not so much money, but some money.

When it blows up and goes viral, I'll be

raking in the money. See those tiny house

videos? They blow up all the time.

Is it gonna be used as an Airbnb? I highly

doubt it because she wouldn't even let me

cook food in here.

I said I wanted to cook bacon and eggs in

the kitchen for my video, and then she was

like, not happy with it,

saying that the place would smell of bacon

and then I'm gonna set the place on fire.

So if she doesn't trust me to do some

cooking, how, how are you gonna have

guests here? What was the point of making

a kitchen then if you don't want people

cooking? So I've got pot noodle.

Don't think she'll be unhappy just if I

boil some water.

And apparently I'm not supposed to poo in

here either, because if you do too much

poo, it will get stuck in the pipes. And

there's like a chopping thing in the pipes

that chops all the poo into pieces.

But my uncle said try to avoid pooing in

here. So if I need to poo, I'll go back to

the house or do it in the garden.

So no pooing and no cooking makes me sad.

No cooking with Daniel. I've just got pot

noodle.

What's the cabin for if not for renting?

I don't know. I think it's just so she can

have friends around and then sit here with

her friends instead of sitting with the—

sitting in the house.

There's like a chopping thing inside of

the pipes. I don't know how it works. It

chops all the wet tissue and stuff down

into tiny bits so it doesn't clog

the pipes up.

I'm not really that knowledgeable about

real estate. So if you spend 50k to build

something on the property, does it mean

the value of the property goes up by 50k?

Surely it adds value to the property. So

technically. You haven't lost the

money because you've got the thing, the

new thing that's on the land. I don't know

how it works. Who would want to stay here

if I said, hey guys, we're opening up for

rentals? How much would you pay?

Because when I was in Scotland, I was

looking at some hotels, fancy hotels to go

to make a video. But I decided not to

because obviously no one cares about my

travel stuff. But when I was looking,

they were charging like £200 to £400 a

night just for these kind of eco cabin

lodges in the Scottish Highlands.

But they were very luxurious. They give

you like a hamper and champagne and stuff.

Maybe £150 a night people might pay.

I would happily stay and critique the

construction. I think the construction

looks pretty decent. My uncles,

they've, they built their own houses.

My uncle next door to me, he built the

whole house himself with a few helpers.

I, I was a kid when he was building it,

and I used to go over there, and I used to

climb up, up the ladder And play on the

roof, which seems kind of crazy now. I

can't believe he would just let me, a kid,

play around on top of the constructions.

I'm surprised he didn't tell us to go

home. Me and my sister used to go over

there. We'd go up the ladder, go up the

roof. I don't know how my dad and my uncle

was so good at building.

Someone said that we should have built a

second floor because a lot of the height

in the ceiling is wasted. Where would you

put a second floor? Maybe like a really

narrow staircase like those Korean loft

apartments have. They put like a narrow

staircase up there and then

like a— but then you'd hit your head on

the roof. And I'm pretty sure these beams

are important to keep the roof up, so

maybe you could put a floor on top of the

beams and have like a really small loft

bedroom. Doesn't sound nice though.

I'd rather just sleep on the sofa, and I'd

rather have the ceiling, the height in the

ceiling, because it just feels really

spacious when you've got this high

Something I noticed in Scotland with the

high ceilings.

Oh, the water tastes weird here. I can

taste the metal in the pipes.

How much did it cost to build? I don't

know, my mum won't say. She said she

stopped keeping track of it. So it sounds

like it was quite expensive. I reckon

between 20 and 30K,

maybe. Happy Valentine's,

Daniel. Happy Valentine's to everyone.

How come I'm always bloody alone on

Valentine's? I don't think

I've not been alone on Valentine's since

2018. 2019, my dad died,

and then I think Chihiro went back to

Japan before Valentine's. I forgot now,

it's like 3 years ago. Maybe I went to

London to hook up with Pia on Valentine's.

I can't remember, have to go all the way

back. And in 2020, I was alone in Korea

for Valentine's, remember? After I walked

out on my wife. Then 2021, I was— yeah,

I was at home last year. And 2022,

alone again.

There's no way this costs 30K. It should

have cost 80K. Really?

8— you think 80K? Damn,

where does my mum get this money from?

Do we have approval? Yeah, we've got

building permission. I'm pretty sure

my uncles wouldn't agree to building it

unless we had permission because they're

very proper, you know, do everything

to the, to the books and to the T.

Why did she build it in the first place?

I don't know. She— I thought she wanted to

rent it out to people and make money, but

now she seems like she doesn't really want

It is very nice in here.

It does feel very well made.

Doesn't— it doesn't feel cheap or tacky.

Touch wood.

Look, I've got my Crusader set complete

now. I've got my Crusader sword and

I've got

my Crusader goblet. It's not Harry Potter,

it's Scottish. I got it in Edinburgh

Castle last day in Scotland. I went to

Edinburgh Castle just quickly before

I had to leave. I thought it'd be such a

shame if I didn't go to the castle. So the

castle is the main attraction in the, in

the city, I think. So I ended up ghosting

my Tinder date because I didn't really

feel like it, and I went to the castle by

myself instead. It was quite nice. It was,

it was a bit small. There isn't really

like a big castle-y building. It's just a

hill really with walls around it, and then

there's a church, and there's a load of

buildings up there as well. It seems like

people live up there, probably military.

And they've got a war museum and they've

got kind of like, um, prison cells.

It was okay, it was quite interesting.

The views were really good. They've got

this massive cannon as well and they've

got this artillery piece that they fire at

1 PM every lunchtime.

So you get to see that and you get to see

the army man come out and fire it and then

reload it and check it. Then I went to the

war museum on top of it. They have this

stuff about the Scottish regiment.

See, people keep saying, oh, Daniel

doesn't explore anywhere, he just sits in

this hotel. I do, I go to all the tourist

bits. I just don't really film it because

I know you guys don't care. I put a few

pictures, video clips on Instagram, but

I'm not gonna make whole video content

just me walking around a castle. That'll

be pretty boring.

And then I bought some extra things. I

bought whisky fruitcake, but there's no

whisky flavour, and I bought some

chocolate, and I bought this cup.

So I can tick Edinburgh off my list. I'm

pretty sure I went everywhere almost. I

walked past the Illusion Optical Museum.

I didn't go in. I almost went in. It just

doesn't really seem that interesting.

It'll be more fun if you went together

with a girl and could take photos, but

going in there on your own and taking

selfies just seems kind of lame.

And I went to the museum, went to the

mountain, so yeah. Scotland done.

Checked off the list.

Camera Obscura. Yeah, that's the name of

the place. I wanted to go there with the

Japanese girl, but she never messaged me

again.

I tried to get a second date with the Hong

Kong girl, but she didn't want to. She

said, I don't think that we're going to

make any progress romantically. I don't

think we're going to advance romantically.

But I hope you have a nice time in

Edinburgh.

So I didn't really do a good job on my

dates, I guess, because I couldn't get any

second dates.

When do I leave the UK? I'm, I'm thinking

of going to Greece and then Korea

because pretty sure Greece is not going to

be a success after my recent experiences.

I'm not really getting my hopes up for

Greece, but I'll give it a shot just in

case, just to check it out. And I probably

won't stay in Greece long because I don't

want to end up sitting there for half a

year not doing anything. So I'll probably

just stay in Greece a few weeks, maybe 10

days. And really, I want

to, I want to go to Korea because Korea is

like the second best Japan. I want to

head back to Asia, to be honest. I just,

I just have no sexual appeal here in the

West. And people keep

going on and on saying, why is, why is it

so important for you to get a girlfriend?

Why do you want girls so bad?

Because it's so boring just being alone

all the time,

especially the peak My peak physical

attractiveness is probably now, or it's

probably coming to an end. We're starting

to go downhill from now on, and I just

feel like I'm wasting my life sitting

in my bedroom playing games.

So I just don't want this year to end up

like last year where I didn't get to do

anything fun. Didn't really— I didn't make

any memorable memories.

Oh, is it raining? I wonder if it's noisy

when it rains.

So I'm kind of thinking of Korea

to stay for a few months,

and then hopefully Japan reopens. But at

this rate, it just really feels like

Japan's never going to reopen. Some people

are saying 2025 now. They're so cautious.

That's the problem with Japan. They're so

overly cautious and paranoid, and it takes

them ages to, to get anything done or

changed or updated. They're so

slow with the paperwork and stuff.

Why is Korea open and Japan is shut? I

And then maybe Thailand as well. So I

think I can stay in Thailand 1 month as a

tourist. So that's 4 months sorted.

I think I'll stay home for maybe 3 months

minimum because I really need to save up

some money because the stock market is

just not doing well. And I don't want to

have to sell stocks, and I kind of just

blew through all the money I made on

those apartments and stuff.

Gotta get back on the YouTube grind.

When would I go to Korea? I'm thinking

maybe Maybe

August. I don't want to go during summer

because then I can wear my hoodie. I feel

like I will be more confident if

I can wear more layers because I'm pretty

insecure about my skinniness, and I don't

really want to go on dates having to wear

a t-shirt because I'm just so damn skinny.

I'm doing push-ups every day and I'm

lifting my dumbbells again now I'm back in

my room. But even with a bit of muscle, I

look like a twig. Especially my elbows,

my wrists. So I

kind of want to avoid summer. The problem

with Greece is it's just really hot all

the time, isn't it? Go now?

No, I'm kind of tired of traveling. I just

want to relax a bit at home.

Look, there's no point going to a gym.

I'm just never gonna be buff and swole and

thick. I'm just always gonna be skinny.

Look at my dad. My dad would work out in

the garden every week, digging holes,

building, constructing, knocking stuff

down with a sledgehammer, and he was still

really skinny and slim looking. He had

muscle, but you couldn't really see it.

It's just the genetics of