day in the life of Daniel

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Stream and YouTube and react to Ice.

I'm watching Ice now, but I've got it on

mute.

I can't believe it.

He had only about 6 hours left on his

countdown.

He must have done like an overnight media,

uh, donating thing.

He has 34 hours left now.

How much money did he get overnight?

That is 19 hours.

19 hours is

at 1,100 minutes, so he got $1,100

overnight.

I can't believe his viewers are insane.

They just chuck money at him for sleeping.

$1,000.

Wow, that's more than I make in a whole

month.

Yeah, I know it's annoying cuz I really

want to watch his streams, but then I got

to stream myself.

It's so hard to stop watching.

He's always doing something.

I can learn a lot from the guy.

Because I never do anything.

You are absolutely stunning.

He's flirting with a 42-year-old Japanese

woman now.

You see, that's why older Japanese women

are better, because they're helpful and

they don't run away and they're not all

scared.

The annoying thing about young Japanese

girls, they're always like,

and then they run away like a bunch of

weirdos.

Women in their late 30s, mid-30s to 40s in

Japan are great because they still look

pretty attractive, but they're not like

socially retarded like the 20-year-olds

are.

They're not all like, oh, that's because

she—

40-year-old women are good.

I think they'd be good for ice.

I don't know if I want to cut my hair

today.

I was going to cut it, but then I woke up

without terrible bed hair and I thought,

actually, it looks pretty cool.

I haven't had my hair long like this in

ages.

I was only cutting it short because I

wanted to get a girlfriend and I thought

I'd look more presentable if I had a

shorter haircut.

Now I got a girlfriend, I thought I might

just let it grow back out.

I don't think I'd want it much longer than

it is now.

It's just if I start cutting it, I have to

cut the whole thing.

I can't just cut the back, but the back is

getting a bit long, like there.

I don't know when to cut it.

I think it still looks okay.

What do you think?

Japanese people are annoying sometimes.

Like, he goes into a convenience store

asking for Vitamins.

And then they don't understand because in

Japanese it's pronounced vitamin.

And they were just like standing around

laughing, doing this stupid nervous

laughter thing like, hehehehehe.

Why don't they just say, I don't

understand?

If they don't understand, just say it.

They stand there laughing like they don't

know what to do,

like a bunch of idiots.

Japanese people do get kind of annoying

sometimes.

How long would I be streaming today?

12 hours.

I just started, so it's been 5 minutes.

We got a long day today.

We better find some stuff to do.

Girlfriend's not back until late.

I was worried she wasn't gonna go to work

today because her cough was really bad.

Her cough's been really bad the last few

days, like really bad.

She started to do like a little scream

before the cough now, like,

like a yell before the cough.

She didn't used to do that.

It's a bit scary.

And then she gets out of bed in the middle

of the night and she goes to sleep on the

sofa.

Imagine she was on the sofa and I didn't

even realize the whole time.

Sometimes I forget she's here and she just

sits in the bed waiting for me.

She doesn't even lie down in the bed,

she's just like sitting upright in the bed

not doing anything.

And I go over to her and I say, what are

you doing?

She says, I'm waiting for you.

And then she'll fall asleep because I

didn't notice she was just sitting there.

And then she's like sitting there falling

asleep.

But it's only 10 o'clock.

I'm not going to get into bed when it's

only 10.

I've got stuff to do, like check my

stocks, do some YouTube stuff.

She gets into bed at like 8 PM.

It's stupid.

We have dinner and then she sits on the

sofa for like half an hour after dinner.

Then she clears stuff away and then she

gets into bed.

Who gets into bed at 8 o'clock?

It's crazy.

It's like her whole life is just go to

work, then go to bed, then go to work,

then go to bed.

It's just kind of sad.

And even Chihiro's life was like that.

Go to work, go to bed, go to work, go to

bed.

What kind of life is that?

That's no life.

Who's Chihiro's new boyfriend?

I don't know, but my mum seems to know a

lot about it.

My mum's annoying.

I talked to her over Christmas and then I

said I've got itchy hands, which is kind

of like your itchy neck.

And she said she gets her itchy dry neck

when she's stressed, and I said I'm also

kind of stressed.

She's so annoying, like she'll say, why

are you stressed?

I thought you're happy.

You've— you don't have to work and you

play games all day, and now you've got a

girlfriend.

Uh, what about my fucking channel dying

causing me stress?

It's like she doesn't understand that my

YouTube channel is like the most important

thing for me and it's dead.

How am I not gonna be stressed about that?

And then she just says, oh, people got

bored, they moved on.

No shit, Charlotte.

Why don't you find something else to do?

This is why I hate talking to my mum.

She's— she has terrible

bedside table skills.

Like, why can't she just say something

encouraging like, oh, don't worry, Daniel,

just make— why don't you try making

different kind of video to get new people

to watch?

Or, don't worry, something might

interesting happen later.

She's always just so doom and gloom, like,

oh, why don't you give it up?

Why don't you find something else to do?

People got bored of you.

Yeah, I fucking know, don't have to tell

me.

That's why I hate talking to her.

It's like people don't understand the most

important thing to me is my YouTube

channel and like trying to grow it and

trying to get views so I don't have to get

a fucking job.

She's so annoying.

Sounds pessimistic.

Yeah, I know, she's like the most negative

person in the whole world.

You guys don't know because all you've

seen of her is like when she's in a manic

phase.

But she's so negative.

Like, she never says anything encouraging

or supportive.

It's always just, oh, give up.

Why don't you give up?

Stop doing it.

Stop doing what you want to do in life.

Go do a stupid normal job like everyone

else.

It's so depressing.

My parents being like that.

Even my dad was always like, oh, just get

a job.

They're the most depressing parents in the

whole world.

No wonder I'm fucking depressed all the

time.

No one gives me any emotional support, so

I just give up.

What are you doing?

So annoying.

Tell people shut up if they got nothing

nice to say.

That's why I never want to talk to my mum

about anything, because she's so negative

all the time.

Like, I'd be sad because a girl rejected

me, and then she'll be like,

I don't know, she'll be like, girls don't

like you, Daniel, because blah blah blah.

She never says anything like, oh, don't

worry, Daniel, you'll find someone, or, so

you keep trying, don't give up.

It's always like really negative outlook

and things they have to say to me.

I hate my parents.

And then if, if we ever talk about my

girlfriend, she's always like, oh, Thai

people are scammers and prostitutes, and

oh, she only wants you because you're

paying for everything.

And it's always just pure negativity.

So annoying.

Now, as my parent, you should know Like

what makes me happy and what's important

to me.

It's like they don't know

what's important to me,

and then they say, oh, because you don't

talk.

Yeah, well, you don't fucking ask either,

do you?

Why don't you show some interest in your

own kids for once?

And she doesn't know anything about me

because she doesn't show any interest.

It's not my job to just go up to her and

say, hey Mom, my interests are gaming and

chess and blah blah blah.

You should know what you— what's important

to your fucking kids.

Annoying.

Ah, that's why I don't want to be at home.

Drives me off, drives me crazy, pisses me

off and pisses me crazy.

I want to be a content creator.

That's what I want to do in life.

I don't want to work in a stupid fucking

petrol station.

How do you rise up over negativity and not

just give up?

I don't know, to be honest.

The more negativity and people I get

telling me to give up, the more I don't

want to give up because I'm stubborn.

Like, the more people kept saying, oh,

your channel died because of X, Y, and Z,

because of drama and this and that, I'd be

like, uh, no, if I didn't do drama, you

idiots wouldn't have watched for as long

as you did.

Shut the fuck up.

If I didn't do any drama, the channel

would have died in 2018, you stupid prick.

The only thing that got the channel going

anywhere was because there was drama.

Why did Elvis the Alien make videos about

me?

Because of the drama.

Why did anyone ever make, like, reaction

videos to my channel?

Because of the drama and nothing else.

There's nothing else that the channel had

going for it.

If there was, then I wouldn't have had to

do fucking drama, wouldn't I?

I would have done something else then.

God.

The drama was the best thing about the

channel, like the craziness and the

cheating, the wife and the weird people

like Casey.

And some people say, oh, it was the raw

honesty.

Yeah, but that wasn't what was keeping

people watching.

This is raw honesty right now.

Give you some raw fucking honesty.

Viewers are like women.

They don't know what they like, they don't

know what they want.

One minute they say they like you, next

minute they don't like you and they've

forgotten about you.

They blame you for everything.

They're just like bloody women.

I can't make them happy because they're

never happy.

They say, oh, we don't like drama.

Okay, so I stopped doing drama.

And they say, oh, it's boring now, there's

no drama.

Okay, so I put drama back in.

They say, oh, it's fake drama.

I do the same stuff and they say, oh,

you're just doing the same stuff, it's

boring.

And then I do new stuff, they say, oh,

this is boring.

The problem is they don't find anything

interesting.

I try new stuff, they're not interested in

it.

I try the old stuff, they say it's boring.

They think everything is boring.

Fucking viewers.

Everything is boring to them.

I go outside and I do street videos and

it's boring.

I stay in the apartment and then it's

boring.

Talk about my girlfriend and it's boring.

Let's just fuck off then.

What are you doing now and where are you?

I'm in Thailand, but I've only got like a

week left and then we're leaving.

Me and girlfriend, we're gonna go to

Vietnam.

And my parents never show me any kind of

encouragement.

They think they're being supportive.

They're not being supportive at all.

They're just being tolerant.

It's like my— even my dad was never really

supportive.

He just kind of frowned on me trying to

make money off the internet.

And in the back of his mind, he just

wanted to tell me to get a job.

He was just tolerant in the way that he

didn't kick me out and let me stay at home

whilst I was trying to sell knife

sharpeners and do my eBay shop and do my

online surveys.

I don't know why my family have no

entrepreneurial spirit.

Like, my dad has never entertained the

idea of creating his own business.

He's just like very old-fashioned, work

for the man, get a job kind of guy.

It's so different to like the American

mindset.

Americans are so entrepreneurial and, you

know, they want to create a website and

create a brand or sell stuff or sell some

kind of internet product or start a bit—

English people are not like that.

I think this is why the British Empire

failed, because all of the entrepreneurial

people and like the open-minded people,

they all left and moved to America.

And then all the stupid old-fashioned

dinosaurs stayed in England.

And then the empire died because it was

just full of people like that.

All of the like thinking outside of the

box and creative thinking and innovative

engineering type of people who made the

empire successful and possible in the

first place They all either died from old

age eventually, and they didn't— somehow

they didn't manage to imbue this

outlook into their own kids, into the new

generation.

And then they all just either died from

old age or they moved to America, and then

the British Empire just decayed,

stagnated, and then eventually died.

That's like my dad, he's like a relic of

the Empire.

And now everyone's just like, oh, go get a

job,

don't try doing anything else, just get a

job and shut up.

Fuck you, I don't listen to you.

That kind of mindset, I just, I really

despise.

If more people were like me, the British

Empire would have carried on succeeding.

But nope, everyone is just like, give up

on your dreams, don't try, get a job.

No, never.

I never give up.

Go away, shut up.

You'll never stop me.

I don't care if my entire channel dies,

I'm still gonna be trying what I do.

Oh, thanks, Drimps, for the sub.

Wow, I reached my sub goal.

I should have made a new one.

15 subarinos.

Uh, so plan for this week is I'm gonna do

Twitch all day today and then YouTube all

day tomorrow stream because she's work— I

mean, she's not working on Friday.

How do you make any money if the channel

is dying?

Because thankfully I still got some like a

core viewership left that do donate and

sub to me, which really helps.

So a channel only getting 5K views, like

if the viewers who are still watching are

generous enough can still make a decent

amount of money.

It's just kind of, um, tricky because I

want to have like angry rage at the people

who don't watch anymore, but I don't want

the people who still watch to think that

my anger is being directed at them.

I'm just angry at the people who don't

watch anymore because they abandoned me.

And I got a freaking huge channel that

should be getting like 50K views a video,

but instead I get like 5K views.

And I am getting— starting to lose my

patience.

But I don't want people who still watch to

think I'm being angry at them.

So like, people who are not watching

anymore, I want to be angry at them.

Cuz that's going to make them come back.

I don't think anything will come make them

come back.

You need a hair trim.

Yeah, I thought about cutting it, but

actually I kind of like, I like this look.

But I do kind of miss my K-pop style.

Back when I was in England.

Let me go and watch my old stream.

Back in England, my hair was kind of

short.

Haircuts are cheap in Thailand.

Yeah, but they don't know how I want it

cut, and I don't know how to explain it,

and they'll cut it in like a weird way.

And then I got to talk to someone, then I

got to go outside And then I've got to

come home.

My girlfriend can't take me because she's

at work, so it's just a lot easier to cut

it myself.

And then, you know, people keep whining

that my livestream's too long.

They're like, oh, I stopped watching

because they're like 8 or 10 hours long.

But they're livestreams, they're supposed

to be long.

That's the whole point of a livestream.

You don't have to watch the whole thing,

and just because there's livestreams

doesn't mean there's no more videos.

Just watch the videos then.

There's a reason why YouTube separated

videos and livestreams into 2 different

tabs.

If you don't want to watch livestreams,

then don't click on the livestreams.

People keep whining about stupid stuff.

I'm still making videos.

With streams.

I stopped streaming for like a month on

YouTube and my YouTube income dropped by a

couple hundred dollars, nearly maybe 30%.

I started streaming again on YouTube, it

went back up again.

So the streams bring in nearly 40 or 30%

of the earnings.

So I, I can't afford to stop the streams

even if they are really boring.

But then I do IRL and people still don't

watch it and they still say, oh, this is

boring as well.

Everything's bloody boring to them.

Why I want to get back with my ex-wife

stream, I got 14,000 views.

Yeah, my hair looked pretty good then.

Let me get A window box,

window capture.

So much stuff on the screen now.

Let me rearrange it a little bit.

Yeah, my hair looked pretty cool actually

back then.

It looks a bit weird now, now I look at

the previous hairstyle.

Yeah, hairdressers always end up cutting

it too short than I would have preferred

it.

I remember last time I went for a haircut

was in 2006.

They cut it so damn short.

They cut the fringe above my eyebrows

and they cut my sideburns until they were

basically non-existent.

Yeah, maybe I did look a lot better back

then.

I should cut my hair actually.

Damn, you got fat.

No, it's just the camera angle.

Look, because the camera angle— because

I'm using a different camera in this

stream.

I was using the plugin webcam, so it was

above the monitor pointing down.

Now I'm using the laptop camera and it's

like looking up at me.

People don't understand about camera

angles.

See, if I angle it back down, doesn't my

face look a lot slimmer?

See, I'm like a completely different

person now compared to like that.

It's all camera angles.

That was only 3 months ago.

I can't have changed that much

because back then I had the camera like at

an angle down pointing at the side of my

head like this.

Yeah, my face does look a bit fatter

actually.

Maybe it's also the lighting.

Now people calling me fat.

First they're calling me skinny, now

they're calling me fat.

Let me resize this.

Just posted my new video on YouTube.

Probably won't get views, but I'm hoping

that after a few months it will pick up

views.

'Cause it's got a pretty good title.

The Exploring the Slums of Japan video,

that did really well, so I'm hoping that

Slums of Thailand is gonna work as well.

It's got more chance of working than

trying to clickbait my old audience.

I'd have to title it something like, I

don't know, On the Streets with My Bitch

Girlfriend, something weird to get them to

click on it.

Do you think my hair looked better back

then?

It's not really a slum, but it looks more

like a slum than my Slums of Japan video

looks like.

It looked way slummier.

My hair looked pretty neat, didn't it?

I'm not sure if I want to cut it.

I look very different when it's long.

Maybe if I flip it the other way.

Hmm, maybe I'll let it get a bit longer.

If I'm gonna cut it, I might have to move

over to the bed and bring the laptop.

I don't know how my mum manages to piss me

off in almost every single interaction we

have.

That's why I try not to talk to her,

because it just stresses me out.

She keeps saying stuff like, why are you

unhappy?

Why are you depressed?

Why do you fucking think?

She says, I don't know, you play games all

day

and you don't have to work.

Well, maybe I play games all day because

I've got nothing better to do because my

life's empty and boring.

And then she's like, why don't you do

something then?

Because I don't know what to do.

If I knew what to do, I'd do it.

She's like the epitome of, you know,

someone complaining they're sad because

they're fat and someone says, oh, why

don't you just go to the gym then?

And they don't understand the complexity

of having willpower and having a lack of

motivation because you're depressed,

probably.

And she doesn't understand why I'd be

depressed.

It's not hard to understand, is it?

Why would you think I'm depressed?

Because life's boring.

I don't know what to do and nothing is

interesting and everything's boring as

well for me, not just my viewers.

Maybe my viewers are like me, they also

find everything boring.

We can all be bored together.

Life is just really boring, isn't it?

It's either hard work or it's boring.

I'm even bored of Warhammer Darktide.

I was really addicted to it, and then I

got to max level, I got all the nice

weapons, finished most of the levels.

And then there's nothing to do.

This is the annoying thing about games, is

you get to max level, you get all the good

stuff, and then what?

There's like nothing left to do, so you

might as well just stop playing.

So I stopped playing it because every time

I tried to play it— because I'm max level

now, I don't care about getting experience

points.

Because I've got all the best weapons, I

don't care about getting money.

So what is the point of playing it

anymore?

The game just makes itself meaningless

because you run out of goals.

You achieve all the goals, like reaching

max level, and then there's like, well, I

could just play the game for fun, but then

you realize, wait, the game's not even

fun.

You're just like killing hundreds and

thousands of mindless stupid zombie things

by pressing a mouse button.

The game tricks you into thinking it's fun

with all of its addictive gameplay

mechanics, and then once they've been

exhausted, you realize, oh wait, the

game's not even fun.

Why have I been playing it?

They'll use the fancy visuals and the cool

sound effects to make it look like, oh

wow, I feel epic, look at me slaying all

these monsters.

And you realize you're just going die,

die, die, die, die, die, die.

It's not even that entertaining, actually.

So I get addicted to games and I get bored

of them after like 2 weeks, so I finish

it.

And then after you finish it, there's

nothing left to do.

It's a meaningless goal, video games.

They— it's like tricking your brain into

thinking, yeah, I want to achieve this

goal because I don't— I don't even know

why I want to achieve it.

So what, they got the legendary weapon

that has 400 DPS.

You trick your brain into thinking you

need it or you want it,

but then you finally get it.

As soon as you get it, it's like you lose

interest.

Did anyone else play World of Warcraft and

then as soon as you got to level 60 you

didn't feel like playing anymore?

Or as soon as you got the epic mount felt

like, okay, well, that was like the

hardest thing to do in the game.

Now what?

I guess I gotta do raiding.

I never did raiding because it was too

much effort.

Had to be like part of a 40-man raid

group, and you need to be on voice chat,

and you need to be online at a certain

time, 8 PM in the evening.

I remember I was in a Molten Core raid

guild, and we were nearly at the last

boss, and it was like 1 AM.

And my dad— the computer used to be right

outside my dad's bedroom for some stupid

reason.

And my dad just came out the bedroom and

then switched the computer off and told me

to go to bed.

I was so— oh my god, I never hated my dad

more.

We were nearly at Ragnaros, the last boss

in Molten Court, and he just came out and

switched the computer off

by the mains.

I couldn't believe it.

He didn't understand I needed to be

present when my raiding guild was raiding

at this certain time.

Why didn't you put the computer downstairs

then?

Why didn't you buy me my own fucking

computer, idiot?

He said, I was worried about buying you

your own computer because then you'd be

addicted to playing games.

I was already addicted playing games.

I had to wait until I was 17 to buy my own

computer, and then I got my own computer

and I just played WoW whenever I wanted

to.

I used to hate my dad so much because he

would— if I had a fight with my sister, he

would take the internet modem with him to

work.

I'd wake up in the morning, I'd be like,

oh wait, where's the modem?

I couldn't play WoW all day.

Couldn't even go on the internet or do

anything.

And then he'd come home and I'd be like,

so when can I have the modem back?

And he'd be like, after dinner.

And I'd be like sitting there waiting for

him to finish his stupid dinner.

And then he'd eat like really slowly.

I hated it.

Being a kid really sucks, doesn't it?

People taking your damn modem away.

And now I think about it, actually, I

don't miss my childhood.

My childhood sucked, having to listen to

my dad all the time,

being told what to do.

I hate being told what to do.

Don't ever tell me what to do.

Idiots.

Stupid heroes telling me what to do.

My mum telling me what to do.

Viewers telling me what to do.

Why don't you fuck off?

Tokidoki Traveler.

Uh, yeah, she's okay, I guess.

Not too bad looking.

She needs to lose a bit of weight though.

She's getting a bit chubby.

Otherwise she'll never get a guy like

Chris.

She seems like she has a crush on Chris,

but she lost him to Charlotte.

I don't know if I would have chosen

Charlotte over Emma.

I feel like Chris could have had his pick

of women in the Trash Taste community.

Could have had Charlotte or Emma.

Who else is there?

I don't know, a lot of the women are taken

already.

They're like the leftovers.

The Christmas cakes.

Leftover YouTuber women from America, 30+

and white, can't get a boyfriend in Japan.

Why can't they get Japanese boyfriends?

Isn't it weird?

I'm pretty sure Emma's single.

She should get with that Tokyo Lens guy.

I think he's single as well.

I think white women scare Japanese guys.

Japanese guys want to be like the boss in

the relationship, but they're intimidated

by loud, opinionated white women.

What's Ice doing?

I can't show it.

I better hide this window, get in trouble.

So annoying I can't show Ice.

I wish we could watch him together.

Oh, he's back in the hotel.

See, even for Ice, and most of his stream

seems to be either in a train or in a

hotel,

they can't have like non-stop action the

whole time.

What's he talking about?

I don't think he slept all night, so he's

pretty kind of tired.

A Bastler Seal's content is just bashing

on

incel kind of guys or vegan guys.

It's a weird niche of content to choose.

Doesn't seem to work because he never gets

more than 1K views.

His content is kind of like what

LeafyIsHere used to do, just kind of

bullying content whilst taking the moral

high ground and saying,

look at me, I did this and that and helped

me grow.

It's like growing as a person kind of

content and then bashing people who

doesn't— who don't grow as people.

Weird, weird niche of content to focus on,

but whatever.

People like to bash on people that they

think don't grow or improve as people, and

then they'll like brag about how, oh, I

went to— I'm going to adult night courses

and I'm taking up a second job.

There's no excuse why you can't grow as a

person too, Daniel.

I don't want to do a night course or like

a course of whatever.

What am I gonna learn?

I want to learn how to get my viewers to

click my videos.

That's what I want to learn.

They're like, oh, I go to gym and I do

running and I took up a new hobby and I

did this, did that.

Well, that's great for fucking you, but I

don't want to do any of that because it

doesn't look fun and it doesn't look like

it's going to help me.

I mean, I could go swimming every day.

How's that going to get me closer to my

goals in life?

Okay, I might get slightly bigger

shoulders.

Big whoop.

Is me having slightly bigger shoulders

gonna grow my YouTube channel?

No.

Then what's the fucking point?

Unless I actually enjoyed swimming, which,

I mean, I don't mind swimming.

I feel a bit sad we didn't go swimming

once.

We got a really nice swimming pool here.

But my skin is all dry and itchy.

If I go into a swimming pool, it's gonna

get destroyed in chlorine water.

And the water in Thailand swimming pools

is so cold.

Freezing getting into a swimming pool in

Thailand.

It's like they, they refrigerate the water

or something.

The water is not room temperature.

Why can't they just have it room

temperature?

We went swimming in the previous apartment

and it was freezing.

I don't want to go swimming now because

I don't know, your whole body smells like

chlorine.

Then my skin gets all dry and itchy.

Chlorine is very irritating on my skin.

And then it gets boring after a while.

You do a bit of swimming for like half an

hour,

you just like do that, do that.

What else are you gonna do?

It gets kind of repetitive because

the country is hot.

Yeah, but then you get into the pool and

it's too cold.

I went swimming in Korea and it was

freezing.

I was just standing there going, I was

dying.

It was like having a cold shower.

It's horrible.

I want to have a nice warm swim.

You don't need the water to be freezing.

Just being in water is enough to cool your

body down.

You don't put freezing cold water in your,

in your computer's liquid cooling setup.

There's hot liquid that goes around, and

that's enough to disperse the heat.

So yeah, people like that are annoying

because they just— they brag about how

they've taken steps to self-improve, and

they're like, why haven't you?

I only want to take steps to self-improve

if it helps me towards my goal in life,

which people still don't seem to

understand what it is,

which is I want to make content.

And then they're like, why don't you just

make content then?

I am making content, people not watching

it.

They're like, because your content sucks.

Why don't you improve your content?

I don't know how to improve it.

I need a better personality.

It's my personality that hamstrings my

content because I've got stupid anxiety.

If I was like this outside, I mean, I'd

basically be like Ice Poseidon, you know,

just yelling out all my internal thoughts

in public.

Then it might be entertaining, but because

I got this stupid— I mean, I guess I

overcoming anxiety should be my goal.

And that— I mean, that was my goal when I

made the YouTube channel in the first

place, but instead it had the opposite

effect and just made the anxiety worse,

because then I became a massive shut-in

because I realized, wait, I don't need to

go outside to make money.

So actually overcoming anxiety would help

me towards my goal of making better

content wouldn't it?

Because then I wouldn't be like, oh, I'm

shy, oh, I'm scared.

So maybe if I did take steps— I mean, how

can you— I just need to do it.

I mean, there's nothing you can do to

overcome it that doesn't involve just

doing it.

Shia LaBeouf was right, you gotta just do

it.

If I just picked up the stream, went

outside and like started talking in a

really loud voice about how I want to suck

dick or something embarrassing.

Yeah, it'd be embarrassing.

But I think if I did it and realized, oh

wait, no one actually cares.

There isn't a crowd gathering around me

pointing fingers and laughing.

No one is listening.

No one cares.

I do know that subconsciously.

I do know it.

It's just I don't know it.

I got to like embarrass myself for

content, I guess.

I'd go outside naked and then pour baked

beans on myself,

but I don't want to do that.

That's just lame.

It's easy to do when you're in a room all

by yourself.

You can say whatever you want and feel

like you're the king of the world.

Could read some YouTube comments.

Where's my window capture?

I need more screen real estate.

But the chat can go there.

Maybe

see what the new comments on my video are.

That ain't no slum.

Looks like a slum to me.

If it looks like a slum, then it is a

slum.

It's like people say— I could say, well,

You think I'm Asian because I look Asian,

therefore I am Asian, when technically I'm

not Asian.

So I'm gonna use your logic and say,

because it looks like a slum, then it is a

slum.

People are like, yeah, you're half white,

but you don't look it, so to us you're

Asian.

Well, then I'm gonna use your own logic to

clickbait my title.

Honest thoughts on Chris?

I'm a bit bored of Chris now.

He seems like something is changing with

Chris.

He seems like he's trying to move away

from Japan content and he's going with all

the fitness and boxing stuff, and this

deeply bores me.

The worst thing ever is when a YouTuber

starts getting into boxing.

It is so boring because all this stupid

Jake Paul boxing stuff, it up, didn't

they?

YouTubers boxing each other has to be the

most boring thing that has ever come from

YouTube.

I don't care about people boxing each

other.

Why can't they just like fuck each other

instead?

That'd be more interesting.

The law of reversed effort— try applying

it to your channel.

So I have to stop caring about it to

improve it.

Yeah, but it's hard to stop desperately

wanting something when you don't have it.

How can I apply it?

I've got to be like, oh, I don't care if I

get the views or not, I'm just doing it

for fun.

Fun.

And then you get the views.

That's how most channels blow up, because

they're just doing it for fun.

They're not doing it for views.

And then one night it blows up without you

even trying.

And then you start, you know, really

worrying about it because it's turned into

a business and you need views, and you

start obsessing over views.

And the more you obsess over views, the

less you get.

And it's like this downward spiral.

Do I use perfume?

No, but I use deodorant if I'm going out.

It's kind of hard to wash my armpits these

days because,

because I'm using more gentle shampoo

instead of the harsh shampoo.

It doesn't clean my armpits as well as it

used to.

And also because my skin— I want to be in

the shower for as less time as possible.

So I can't spend too much time washing my

armpits, so they smell a bit now.

Who uses shampoo on armpits?

I don't understand why you wouldn't use

shampoo on armpits.

The armpit is basically like your scalp.

It's got hair coming out of it.

Shampoo is made for hair, isn't it?

Your armpit is like all hair.

Look at that, it's just covered in hair.

If anywhere else apart from the head is

not made— is made for shampoo, then it

would be your armpit and your bum hole,

because that's pretty hairy too.

You use shampoo for your hairy bits, don't

you?

Use soap?

Well, that's like saying, why don't you

use soap for your hair?

Shampoo is soap.

It's basically soap.

What is the difference between shampoo and

soap?

That's why you put conditioner after

shampoo, because shampoo is a soap and it

strips the natural oils out.

I don't actually use conditioner, so I

didn't realize— didn't notice it making

any difference.

I recently found out some people wash

their legs in the shower.

Like, they bend down, they put soap on

their legs, and they're like rubbing their

legs.

That's so weird.

I've never done that before.

Why would you wash your legs?

There's nothing on your legs.

There's like no sweaty pits on your leg.

There's no like hair that needs— I mean,

there's some leg hair, but it's not that

long.

What is there on your leg that you're

washing?

I saw a video like 2 women talking about

washing their legs.

Women are weird when it comes to body

hygiene.

They wash and wash and wash and they put

all this crap on their face and it still

doesn't look great.

There's nothing on my leg to wash.

I'm not rolling around in dirt all day.

I'm not pissing on my legs.

There's no smell that comes out my legs.

The only smells come out my armpit And my

bum hole.

And, you know, I've got to wash my five

skin.

And I've got a little hole next to my ear.

It's like a really tiny hole.

It looks like a piercing, but it's not.

And if I don't wash it, bacteria starts

growing in it, and you can squeeze it and

this white cheese comes out, and it smells

like— it smells like, uh, what's that

cheese?

Parmesan cheese.

It smells like that.

I've got this tiny little hole.

It's really annoying.

I've got to like push shampoo into it and

then scrape it with my finger to get the

soap into it.

Otherwise it smells really bad, like

cheese.

And it's hard to clean because it's like a

little hole in the side of my head.

I don't know why there's a hole there.

I don't think you could see it, but it's

like, it's right there, right here.

It's not my ear hole.

It's just like a tiny little hole

and it stinks, so I keep trying to wash

it,

but the rest of my body doesn't smell.

My arm just smells like skin, but it's not

a bad dirty smell.

In just 10 minutes video, it went from

daylight to complete darkness.

Yeah, because it was filmed over a whole

day, not just 10 minutes.

People think a 10-minute video is filmed

in 10 minutes.

I took like a few videos here, and then a

few hours later I took a few videos here,

and then a few hours later I took a few

more videos, and then I put it all

together and Using the magic of editing.