BORING - dunno whT to do

Is it still lagging? Why am I lagging

tonight?

Is it still lagging? Why am I lagging

tonight?

Yeah, I think it's back. Oh, I keep losing

my viewers every time it lags.

Maybe I should lower my bitrate.

It's already pretty low.

It's already at 700. I can't even go

any lower.

Maybe my phone's downloading something.

I don't think it is.

Yeah, I think it's fine now.

Do I still have my S10 Plus? Yeah, that's

what I'm using. It's a pretty good phone.

I don't see any reason to upgrade it.

What happens when I start spinning?

Stream on your computer instead of your

phone because there's way too much lag,

fund. But it's

the same Wi-Fi.

The computer would use the same Wi-Fi and

it's wireless, so I don't know if

that would make any difference. I want to

go downstairs. I want to make something.

Would I make London-specific content? I

don't know what content I'd make. It's not

like I'm gonna go nightclubbing and doing

London stuff. It seems

like the text-to-speech has changed. It's

like it's faster now.

Try it on the PC. I don't know,

man. I gotta make my hair look nice for

the webcam.

I'd probably get bored living in London

after a few weeks. What do you do in

London anyway? I remember when I went to

London to meet George, that was pretty

fun. We went to that Shaka Zulu bar,

had some ice cream things.

So funny to think about that time 4 years

ago. Jesus, why not go out clubbing?

That would be cool if I could overcome my

fear of clubbing and then just pick up

girls. I wouldn't even need my stupid

channel or Tinder.

But then if I was really outgoing, I

wouldn't have enough money for it.

I could afford living in a nice apartment

in London if I had no social life. If I

suddenly had friends and a social life,

and I was going out every weekend, I would

need to be making way more money. I'd be

needing to make more than

$3,000 a month,

and I just— I can't. I need to get my

viewers back, which I can't. They've gone.

I lost like 20,000, 30,000 viewers.

They all fucked off. I don't know how to

get them back again.

I can't even get 10K views now. My last 2

videos uploaded 4 days ago and

they're stuck at like 7, 8K. Maybe next

week they'll break 10K. But Jesus,

it's taking such a long time.

I have to start trying different things

now. Will you get the S or a virus vaccine

if you go to London? I don't know about

the virus vaccine.

I feel like my chances of getting sick

from the vaccine higher than me actually

catching the virus.

Yeah, the Indian voice sounds funny today.

Like, she sounds high-pitched and really

fast.

My mum had the second jab and she felt

really sick. She lost her voice and then

she's been coughing,

so I'm a bit scared now.

Hmm, I don't know. I guess I'll wait until

the end of June to see if my day trading

skills are any good. If I could make £500

in a month trading and actually

take the profits to use and not put the

profits back into more stocks,

then maybe it will be doable. But my

channel is so freaking dead.

I can't afford it with the views I'm

getting.

Unless people would start watching again

if I moved. I don't know if they would.

I guess they might be a bit interested in

seeing me move to London, then they get

I need a bloody girlfriend to get views.

It's so irritating. I've got this stupid

audience. Not interested in

anything apart from, oh, Daniel got a new

girlfriend.

I'd have to make up some fake story like,

I'm moving to London to meet new girl.

I rent an apartment for me and my new

girlfriend. My new girlfriend dumps me,

now I'm stuck with this stupid apartment.

I'd have to make up some stupid clickbait.

Storyline to get views. I can't get views

just doing normal stuff like, I'm moving

to London, this is my £1,000

apartment. I gotta make up some stupid

drama, don't I? Like, oh, my girlfriend

broke up with me after I bought my new

place. What a stupid bitch.

So frustrating having to do that to get

views.

People don't watch my channel because of

Japan or the traveling stuff. They watched

it because of the drama. You see,

people don't even know why they thought my

channel was interesting. So many people

think, oh, your channel is interesting

because you're in Japan, because of

Chihiro, because you were married. No,

if they're so interested in Japan, how

come Casey's channel's dead? Casey's

viewers were all my viewers. If according

to the viewers my channel was only good

because I was in Japan, then how come

they're not lapping up Casey's content?

Casey's in Japan. Casey makes videos about

Japan. So if Japan is the reason why I got

all those views, how come Casey's

channel's dead?

They— people don't even know why they

found my channel interesting.

People move on. Yeah, I don't know if I've

gotten to the point where they're just

gone. I can't really get them back now.

I will try different tactics like

name-dropping other YouTubers, latching on

to trending topics to get

into search results because my subs are

not watching anymore. So my Simon and

Martina video, I got 14k views from Simon

and Martina's viewership, not my

viewership. So I've got to now start

leeching off other people's viewerships.

To make up for the views, because my own

viewership fizzled off.

So I keep flip-flopping with this idea. I

don't know if it's worth it.

I don't want to have to rely on

relationship drama to make content,

because then I won't ever find a

girlfriend who wants to be with me,

because she'll think, oh, I'm going to be

his content.

And that's the problem I have now.

Girls don't want to be my content. They

look at my channel, it's all relationship

become— he's only interested Interested in

me because he wants content. Well,

I also want sex,

but it's not a good look. I kind of shot

myself in the face.

Yeah, I need a girl who wants

to make content, but no one does.

So you think I'm gonna trash talk them?

Probably wouldn't, to be honest.

I can make fake drama, but then they

don't believe it's fake. I didn't realize

I was such a great actor, but apparently I

seem to be very convincing. So I can just

say, hey guys, I got a girlfriend, we're

moving in together, and then people would

believe me,

which is good because I want them to

believe me. But then it's also bad.

Am I going to continue to use women as

content? I don't know, I'm conflicted

about it now. I feel like that's the only

way to get views, but then I,

I'll never find a girlfriend if I keep

doing it.

I need a girl who gets it, who gets that

it's pretty fake. We can have fun together

coming up with storylines.

There's so much shit we could make up for

views. I need someone who's in

on it with me, who doesn't feel like, oh,

he's going to make me into content. No,

we're like a team.

But no one's interested.

Yeah, very tricky. I'm kind of giving

up on the whole girlfriend idea right now.

To be honest, I don't know what I want

I'm so confused. I used to feel like I was

pretty sure what I wanted, but now I don't

know.

If I'm really desperate for sex, I could

just go and pay for it, I guess. But I'm

not really that desperate for sex. I mean,

it would be nice, but I don't want to pay

£100 for it just for one time.

I don't really want to go on a date. It's

just boring.

I just think it would be cool if I had my

own place and then I met a girl and then

she came over. So basically the Miida

thing all over again. That was just nice.

I had my place, she'd come over, we'd

watch Netflix, get food,

she'd go home, then come back. I liked it.

It was nice,

but I need— I guess I need a place.

They don't stay over. Yeah, I want them to

stay over. That would be the goal,

for them to want to stay.

Manchester. It's a bit far. Wait until the

garden house is ready.

But I don't know,

I don't see the point of the garden house.

It's not really new, you know.

Getting a place in London would be new and

exciting and challenging.

To be honest, I don't know why my mum paid

for that garden house.

I wouldn't live in it because

I'm in my room. I would have to move all

my stuff into there, and then what, just

live there for the rest of my life? No, I

want to go somewhere else. I just

don't know where yet.

I need to do something so I've got

something to talk about.

When's Japan opening?

I don't think they're going to open this

year either.

I don't know why I don't get any matches

on Tinder. I switched my Tinder

to London again.

And well, I got one match, but she was not

good looking. But I got no matches,

nothing. And then I switch it to

Thailand and I get like 100 matches.

Or I switch it to Korea and I get loads of

matches.

See, look, I matched her in Thailand.

Nice looking women I match easily in Asia,

and then I switch it to England and

I get nothing. Well,

I get one or two, but they're just not my

type. That's the problem with England.

There's, there's too much diversity,

but not enough of the type that I

like. I don't know how to say that without

sounding racist. I have a specific

type, I guess you could say, and then that

specific type probably only makes up 10%

of the women in London.

So I'm just not going to be attracted to

90% of the women in London anyway.

It's like Japan has like 80% of

my type. Korea has 80% of my type.

London has like 10%, and the rest of them

are just They're

just too fat. Then why do you

want to go to London? I don't know. I

don't know. It's just a massive waste of

money. I don't know.

I feel like I want to do it so I could

feel good about myself and say, hey,

look, I can live in London.

Maybe I'm feeling— maybe I'm finally

feeling the societal pressure of having

to move out. I never really felt like it

was that important.

I think I'm just fantasizing about the

idea of having my own place and then I

meet a girl and then she stays over.

But then how do I make that happen?

Some poor helpless girl I could pick up

off the streets and feed her. Give her a

roof.

That'd be nice.

I don't know, I feel like it's a stupid

idea, waste of money.

The other problem is people are just not

traveling as much as they used to.

Everyone's just kind of staying in their

own countries mostly.

Maybe just booking a couple weeks is a

better idea. I'll just book a hotel for a

week, and then if I get bored, then I can

scrap the whole apartment idea.

What would I even do in London?

Be bored in my hotel room. I'd make some

stupid video saying moving to London.

I don't want to get a hotel. I want an

apartment that's empty, and then I can

decorate it or buy stuff for it. I want my

own place.

That sense of independence also. Looks

appealing. Having my own blank canvas,

and then I could do like minimalistic life

videos. Life in London.

Why I hate living in London.

It's gonna be expensive though. It'd be

like $2,000 a month, food and rent.

Maybe I should look for a cheaper place.

That's £1,000.

Let me show you the places I found.

Maybe I can make a post on YouTube saying,

looking for roommate. To split bills with.

You must be female. You must be between

age 20 and 30. You must be sexually

available.

So this place has like a loft thing, like

the Korean stairs that go up to a loft.

It's £1,200.

It's got

a kitchen.

Why can't I— looks quite good.

Main problem is, is it noisy? Are there

footsteps? And then this is the

other place, 1200.

Looks quite good.

It's got a balcony as well.

Kitchen, small bedroom.

I don't know if the furniture is already

there. I guess it is. Why would they take

a picture with the furniture and then take

the furniture away? And then this is The

place I really like, but it's very

expensive. One thousand five hundred.

So it's got a kitchen and the bedroom.

It's like one big room,

and it's got a gym in the building. And

this is the building.

Pretty modern building. I don't want to

live in a crappy old looking. Brick

building that looks like it was made 200

years ago. I want to live in a modern

building.

Do you miss McGovan's money?

Not really. He's just annoying.

Makes me feel sad.

What part of London? It's in Westminster.

Maybe,

maybe having to pay rent would make

me motivated to make more videos, to make

What if I have to leave? Why? I had to

move back in with my mum. I can't afford

So the nice place is ¥1,500,

the other one's ¥1,200.

There's probably places that are only

¥1,000,

but I want to live in a nice place.

Oh, it's so annoying. When I was in Japan,

I was making so much money I could

easily afford it, and then now when I need

it, I'm not making that money anymore.

Well, I guess I don't really need it. I

could just live here.

You already live in a nice place, but I

just want to feel See what it feels like

to have my own place. Feel like an adult.

When you live with your parent, you never

really feel like you're an actual adult.

You just feel like a kid. My whole life,

I just felt like a kid all the time. Even

when I was married, I felt like Chihiro

was my mum.

Just want to see what it feels like to be

an actual adult for once. I have

my own place, my own responsibilities.

Seems intriguing.

Yeah, I guess I got a taste for it in

Rotterdam,

but the whole Rotterdam trip was just

attached to Mila. So I

want to do it without a girl, you know. I

want to do it without

being attached to a girlfriend.

So the reason I'm there is not because of

a girlfriend.

I just want to feel independent. I want to

feel like an adult. I'm kind of tired of

being treated and feeling like a kid all

Maybe I could search Maidstone. Why do I

have to go to London?

See what places they have in Maidstone.

Oh wow. They've got much cheaper places.

Wow, look at this place. This place is

only 950. It's a 2-bedroom.

Look at this place. It's like an actual

house. Kitchen,

2 bedrooms.

I don't understand these pictures. Look,

why is it full of shit? And why is it full

of kid— Kids' toys and stuff.

Are they renting it out or what? Is it an

Airbnb? Why do they take a picture with

all these things in it?

Oh wow, look at this place. This one's

only £1,000 a month in Maidstone.

Look at that, it's huge. It's got a

balcony. It's in like one of those new

housing areas, brand new housing area.

Jesus, how many rooms? Why am I even

looking at London? Oh my God.

Oh my God, look at the floor plan. Hold

on, let me switch lens.

Jeez, look at the place. Oh my God, it's

got a living room, a bedroom, another

bedroom, ensuite bathroom,

and a garden. And it's

999— 995 per month,

unfurnished.

Yeah, maybe I should just not look at

but I want to live in a big building like

a Korean high-rise apartment.

I guess we don't really have many of those

here. Unless you want to live in Glen—

Grenfell Tower that catches on fire.

Yeah, I could easily afford £1,000 a

month. That's so easy. £1,000 a month is,

is $1,400. I can easily afford that.

Even without trading.

Wow, look at this place.

It's got a garden.

975, but it's going to be full of all

those chavvy people shouting.

What? It's got an upstairs and a

downstairs. That'd be

so cool if I had my own house.

What would I do with all the space? I

don't know. I'll do exactly what I'm doing

now. It's a weird-looking

house though. It looks like a Minecraft

house.

$975 per month. I could so easily afford

that even with my dead channel. And my

channel now, even in its deadness,

still makes about $1,200

a month, plus OnlyFans, plus Twitch.

Maidstone would be shit for content. I

could pretend it's London, people won't

even notice.

The appeal of London is that it's like a

big city. Whereas Maidstone, no one knows

about it.

This one, pretty spacious.

I just wish I had a girlfriend. Be way

more fun planning this stuff with a

That's like one of my dreams. Have a

girlfriend, looking for a place together,

moving in. Though this place is nice.

I don't know why girls don't like me.

Look at this one,

£900 a month.

How's my portfolio? Let me show you.

No, maybe I'll show you later when I've

made more money.

I'll show you one of them. I'm not really

up much. Because these are kind of newish

positions.

I need Etsy to go up. I feel like Etsy—

look at Etsy. So it

used to be up here and now it's down here.

So I bought down here hoping that it will

go back up a bit, at least back up around

here. That'll make some nice profit.

And then I got some AMC and Corsair

Hopefully they pop soon.

Uh, my crypto is not looking good,

getting whacked a bit.

So I've got $900

in Bitcoin, that's down 6%. Got Ethereum,

got Doge, and I've got some copy trades.

This guy is doing good for me, $600 up.

My crypto is all red. Look at all my

crypto. Red, red, red.

I got some green.

Don't know if I want to live in Maidstone.

But the places in Maidstone are way

bigger. Look at this one, a 1-bed detached

house,

£900.

Yeah, a whole house.

Why is it full of ugly furniture?

Look at

this place. 900 a month. Wow,

that's really nice. Look at the windows,

bathtub, all brand new. Wow,

£900. I could afford that so easily.

I don't get it. Why don't I just get my

own place in Maidstone? Why do I have to

go to London?

It's only £900 a month.

Look, it's a nice-looking building.

Read the description.

Uh, it's got 2 bedrooms, one for me, one

for my slave.

Ooh, £800 a month.

Look at that red wall.

I don't know if it's worth it.

I'm worried the novelty of living alone,

having my own place, would wear off after

a few weeks, and then I'd start thinking

Oh, I'm wasting all my money. My life's

exactly the same as

when I was living at home, and now I've

just got all these bills.

Well, I guess on the plus side, it seems

like there's a lot of affordable places to

live in England. In case I ever do

feel like I really want to move out.

What does POA mean?

You need it to attract girls.

What if I get my own place and girls still

don't like me?

Oh look, I remember this place. My mum

used to take me and my sister to feed the

swans.

Haven't been there since 2000. I remember

I took the Korean girlfriend there when

she came. That was in 2015.

This place is huge.

Yeah, I don't know what to do.

It's only 700 a month.

Damn. Branchley House.

Look at this place, 720 a month.

Pretty affordable,

this place.

I don't know. I just— I feel depressed now

because my life's not going anywhere. And

now my mind is telling me getting

my own place could be a

way of feeling like your life is going

somewhere.

It's just my life is so empty and vapid

right now. I don't know how to fix it.

It would just be in another place doing

nothing. Yeah, that's the problem. I'm

just doing nothing. I don't know what to

do. My channel's going nowhere.

Look, my new video, 7 out of 10.

It did have 6 out of 10 for a bit, but

then Simon and Martina overtook it.

I'm gonna do a, I lost my life savings

to crypto, for my next one.

I think I'd have a better chance if I just

make up a load of BS for a storyline. I

need a storyline. That's what got people

hooked into the channel, the whole Oh,

I'm meeting a single mother. I'm working

at the petrol station. I'm moving to Japan

to meet Tomoko. It was

the storyline. There's no storyline

Was the Hyul good stay? I didn't have any

because my mum did love cooking.

Have you ever had a crush on anyone? What

does it feel like? Yeah, I had a few

crushes when I was a teenager.

Fills you full of sadness and excitement.

I had a massive crush on Victoria for

years, and I dream about her, and I

get excited when she came over, and then

They stopped coming over, and then I was

just depressed for years.

Then there was a girl called Holly in my

school. I tried looking for social media.

I couldn't find it.

But then this really weird thing happened.

There's, uh, what kind of company is it

called?

Well, there's some kind of company that

gives stocks a rating, and it's

her name. Let me see if I can find it.

I don't know, I forgot now, but it was her

exact first name and last name. It was

like some kind of stock analyst website

company. I couldn't find her. I don't know

what happened to her, but she was really

cute. She was really small. And slim. She

had black straight hair.

She kind of looked Asian, but she was

white.

And I used to be in her science class,

but then the last year of secondary school

I did really badly in my tests and I got

kicked out of that science class and I got

moved down to a lower one. I was so upset

because I only liked science because I was

in the same class as her.

I wonder what she looks like now. She's

pretty fat. Why does everyone end up

becoming fat?

But yeah, I only had 2 crushes.

The baby ducks are getting really big. I

wonder when they're gonna fly away, but my

mum keeps feeding them. What if they just

stay? I mean, why would they fly away when

they're getting free easy food here? It's

like me. Jesus, I just noticed something.

What if my mum is like subconsciously

trapping us here by giving us nice food?

I'm just like the baby ducks.

This is such a great analogy. So the baby

ducks won't want to leave because it's

really, really nice here and they get free

food. It's basically the same as me.

Oh my God,

that's just

summed up my whole life. Why doesn't

Daniel move out? Why doesn't he become

independent? What would you if

you lived here?

It's hard to get motivated to do anything

when everything's

great already.

Does my sister want to move out? No, she

moved back in. She was living in London

until the lockdown started last year.

She should be coming home soon.

Everything's fed to you on a silver

platter. Being a difficult challenge

working there,

but Jesus,

crypto is crashing again.

Testing.

Why is the Wi-Fi not working?

Press 1 if you can hear me.

Shabadubi, booby dooba.

Oh, it's cold. I'm gonna get my jumper.

Look, I'm wearing my red Jack and Jones

sweater jumper. Mila picked it for me.

It's sad. So my whole outfit is a

collection of clothing Chihiro and Mila

picked out for me, my exes that dumped me.

Even my glasses Chihiro picked out. Half

my wardrobe was picked out by me, but my

shoes were picked out by Chihiro.

Get buff. I'm trying to. Still doing my

exercising. But I still look

really skinny. But when I get naked, I do

have some muscle now on my chest, and my,

my biceps are noticeably thicker,

but I still look really skinny. It's just

my wrists will always

look skinny.

I've been doing it for 6 months now. It

takes a long time.

I do curls and then I do push-ups.

I'm not sure what else to do,

but yeah, the main problem— fix it—

the feeling of emptiness and relationship.

The whole pressure are met, which I'm

really bad at. I think I've noticed that

really.

It's lagging, it's getting annoying. I

might end the stream.

Usually it's fine, I don't know why it's

so bad today.

Fuck's sake.

Usually I don't have any problems. Last

time I streamed, it was fine.

Don't know

if I got blue.

Oh my God.

Why is this so bad?

It doesn't make any sense.

Full— says full signal.

This doesn't

make any sense. Oh.

I could reset the Wi-Fi, but it takes a

few minutes. Oh my God,

but there's nothing wrong with the

internet. I can use my phone,

it works like it always

does. What if

I use my iPhone data as a hotspot?

That might be better.

Okay, let me check, see if 3G

is better.