hard day at work finished

Testing,

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1529.

Numbers updated.

Oh, I don't know why my face feels all

warm when I come back from work.

Uh, from famous YouTuber to wage slave,

who'd have guessed it?

Smoking and gambling addict.

And, uh, sex addict.

And don't forget alcohol.

I got this

rice wine.

Wow, I said it properly today.

I got the Honjozo, £18, cheapest one on

Amazon.

Aren't I trading?

So I tried trading whilst working.

That didn't work well.

That's not a good idea.

So I was like randomly trying to trade

whilst working.

So first I lost £150.

And then I managed to make it all back

again,

um, just by leaving a trade open.

And by the time I came back to it,

magically I somehow made all my money

back.

So I lost like £150 and then I made back

£160, so I profited like £10.

Yeah, I don't think I should do that

anymore.

But you know, on the bright side, I didn't

lose any money.

The account's at £1,024, still above

£1,000.

I was really annoyed though because at one

point it was down to like £860 and I

thought, oh my god.

So I made £100 today actually.

If you combine my tiny trading gains with

my work wages, pretty good.

Getting the hang of my new car.

I feel like I'm driving it like I drove my

Peugeot again, you know, just thrashing it

around.

Oh yeah,

move some— move to Somerset.

I don't know,

this just looks like water, doesn't it?

Is it zippy?

Well, yeah, it's not too sluggish when

it's in normal mode.

Definitely moves pretty quickly.

Yeah, I'm currently dating.

As if there's one thing I'll never quit.

Number 1, stocks.

Number 2,

women.

Number 3, YouTube.

So don't ever say I give up easy.

No matter how many times I fail with

relationships or socks, I keep on doing

it.

My good vape ran out.

It just tastes like smoke now.

Now I've got this rubbish one.

Is it even worth it?

Yeah, mate, maybe $15.

Why not?

$15.

$15.

What do I do now?

I do a mixture of delivery apps, bit of

this, bit of that,

bit of Asda.

Asda's pretty good.

You go to the click and collect pickup

spot and they just bring out the stuff and

then you pack it in the car and you head

off, come back.

Every little penny counts.

It actually pays pretty damn well, to be

honest, because I only did 4 hours of

work.

I made £84.

Got some tips.

£84 for 4 hours work.

I delivered like 12 things.

Yeah, okay, 2 hours of 1 hour driving

there and 1 hour driving back.

It's only 4 hours and I make more money

than I make doing Kick or YouTube or

Every.

And it's damn easy.

It's not like you got to deliver 100

Amazon parcels.

That's hell.

That's actual hell.

Delivering like 60 or 70 Amazon parcels or

150 Every parcels is hell.

Okay, I've done my first 10, 140 to go.

It's horrible.

Uber Eats is not hell compared to Amazon

Flex and Every.

It is so easy.

You just take like one bag of McDonald's

to a house and then you come back.

We don't even go back.

It will— the algorithm or the AI on Uber

Eats is pretty damn good, the way that it

seems to match you up with things

in the area you just finished a delivery,

and like it kind of sends you back to

where you came from.

Or if you're patient, you You can

basically get it to pay you to go home

because you just take— you take a delivery

that's heading in the direction you were

going anyway.

Like, it took me to Taunton, and then I

just sat in Taunton until I got a delivery

that took me back, back into Devon.

It took me all the way into Somerset.

Yeah, if you just like no-life it and get

a diesel that you do like 600 miles in one

tank and then just no-life it from morning

until night, you make like £200 a day

easy.

It's just I got an electric car.

I'm lazy.

I don't really want to drive in the dark

and I don't— after 4 hours I'm done.

I feel sick.

Like I've got a headache.

God, the McDonald's staff are so damn

unfriendly.

I'm like, hello, can I get an order

number, blah blah blah, thanks.

They don't even say a word.

They don't even say thanks or even— they

don't say a word.

Maybe it's just that one girl.

God, she was so bitchy.

And I said, excuse me, can I get this

order?

And he just looked at me and walked off.

And then I said excuse me to a different

person.

McDonald's staff is rude.

Why should they?

Because it's called being polite.

If someone says thanks to you, you say

thanks back or you're welcome.

I don't know what's wrong with people

these days.

Maybe they're just so miserable working at

McDonald's.

I would be too.

I mean, I make more money than they make

doing half the shift they do.

They probably work like a full shift and

make less than I make.

I don't know, I just think there's like

some hostility between the drivers and the

McDonald's staff, maybe because a lot of

the drivers are immigrants who can be

pretty rude.

I've seen them.

I remember doing Uber Eats back in Kent

and I was waiting for my McDonald's and

then this foreign driver was like, where's

my water?

You McDonald's staff treat us

disrespectfully.

And then the staff were like, we're rushed

off.

You know, they had a little argument.

I mean, bring your own water, idiot.

You know, you're going to be driving all

day.

Why don't you bring some water with you?

Like bottled water.

Why not go on welfare?

Because it's not gonna pay enough, is it?

Uh, what welfare pays £2,000 a month?

Everyone would be doing it.

No one would work.

Welfare pays a couple hundred.

Last time I did welfare, it paid about

£280 a month.

But that was over 10 years ago.

It's probably like £500 a month now.

You can't live off £500 a month.

Why am I back in Devon?

I don't know.

Why not?

You gotta be somewhere.

I'm gonna go back to my mum's house in a

couple weeks.

Meanwhile, I'm just gonna grind some Uber

Eats.

You don't make $2K a month?

Well, yeah, I wouldn't make that with

welfare, but my goal is $2K a month.

Yeah, I'm still renting in Downton.

I was thinking of moving somewhere closer

where I can do Uber Eats.

The Revolut thing said savings accounts

have been— the total amount you can have

in your savings account has increased to

£5 million.

Wow, great.

That'll be very useful.

I just finished watching this Resident

Evil movie.

It was pretty rubbish, but the main Claire

Redfield actress was pretty hot.

What's her name?

Ka— Kaya Scodelario or something like

that.

She's pretty good looking.

For some reason they made Leon Kennedy

Mexican and then they made Jill Valentine

half black.

It was a bit like cheese, rubbish CGI,

cheesy production quality, but it was

okay.

Yeah, the Kaya actress, damn good looking.

She's got like this nice mouth where her

upper front— I like it when girls

The— these 2 teeth are like very visible,

kind of like a bunny rabbit.

Some girls have that look, do you know

what I mean?

It's like where they're naturally like—

like,

I find that look very hot.

And she's got a really nice nose.

She looks like someone, I can't put my

finger on it.

I find girls with the front upper teeth

exposed very good looking.

The CGI was awful.

I've just been binge watching, uh, Amazon

Prime after I finish work.

I've got a nice little new routine now.

I'm gonna go to work in the morning,

finish around 3 or 4, stop when it gets

dark.

Conveniently, when it gets dark, it's

about time I need to head home.

Also, I managed to finish today without

using a public charger.

I can't believe it.

And I managed to make some pretty—

actually, I made the best money I've ever

made today without using the public

charger and got home with just enough

battery.

No, I don't pee in the car.

Just if I need to pee, I go McDonald's.

It's just a bit annoying because there's

so much roadworks going on.

There's like this roundabout with traffic

lights, like temporary traffic lights, And

everyone was just queuing up until people

started to realize these traffic lights

never go green.

And then people just started

running the red light, otherwise you're

just gonna be sat there forever.

It's really annoying.

It was just red for like 20 minutes and

then people just started going.

There's so much roadworks today.

I went to Cornwall today to deliver.

Very nice place.

It's like 7 hours driving.

I wasted 2 hours.

I did.

I, I sat there for like 2 hours, didn't

make any money, so I had to move to a

different area.

Cornwall's like 10 miles.

I'm 10 miles away from the border of

Cornwall.

I'm right on the border between Cornwall

and Devon.

It's not £3 an hour, it's

like £20 an hour.

Okay, you minus charging That means I made

£74.

It's like £18 an hour.

You don't add in your commute time to your

work time.

It's not like—

what, do you add in your commute time to

how much you've made per hour when you get

a job?

The commute time's commute time.

It's not work time.

Driving to work and back home is not work.

My expenses are £10 charging.

Uh, I traded whilst I waited in the car

park.

Wasn't a very good idea though.

Well, there's still— I still did a trade

when I came home.

I made, uh, £15,

and I trade in the morning, the London

session.

Am I planning to do it daily?

Um,

I don't know.

It's just I need money.

I don't see how else I'm gonna make any

money.

Like, I could stay at home and stream on

Kick all day and make £25 for 6 hours.

It's just not enough, is it?

And then the YouTube, I make like $15 a

YouTube stream, and if I stream too much,

people get bored and don't watch.

The good thing about the YouTube stream is

I make most of the money after I end the

stream from the views from the VOD because

you get paid from the ads.

On Kick, you don't get paid for the VOD.

So I'd get like 1,000— I get, I don't

know, like 1,000 views,

maybe like 800 views whilst live, and then

the people watch it after it's ended, get

maybe 2,000 views, 1,000 views.

I don't see how it's preferable over

getting a 9 to 5 because I can do it

anywhere.

I could go back to Kent and I could do it

there, or I could do it here.

I can stop whenever I want to.

I get to choose my hours.

If I don't feel like going, I won't go.

If it's bad weather, I won't go.

So I don't see how you don't see how it's

preferable.

You get tips.

I've got £12 tips today.

I always say, have a nice day, and I say

thanks.

Do you need any help?

Got some nice tips.

The money's not shit.

I did 4 hours work, I made £84.

Yeah, maybe to you it is, mister.

Oh, I have a mansion and I go on cruise

trips and my wife and family and kids and

my 3 cars in my garage.

Yeah, to you it's shit money, isn't it?

Mister thinks he's so good.

But for me, it's pretty good money.

It's my best chance at making— it's my

best option for making the most money.

YouTube and Kick aren't paying well

anymore.

A regular job wouldn't pay me more.

A regular job would pay me the same for

double the hours.

So I did my first delivery around 12.

I finished at 4 o'clock.

I made £84.

Go back to school and study what?

I'm 36 years old with no interest in

anything.

How am I going to study anything?

Is there a penalty for PCP?

Yeah, there's excess mileage.

So what happens is, um, either you pay the

excess mileage or you pay the balloon

payment.

It's one or the other.

So if I pay the balloon payment, then I

own the car, which means they don't care

anymore that I've done more miles.

If I don't want to own the car but I want

to like change it for another car, then

yeah, I've got to pay excess mileage.

But I guess we'll see what happens in 3

years.

Who knows?

Maybe I'll become a professional day

trader by then.

Doesn't Uber Eats offer free tuition for

like a course if you get gold.

You get points when you do a delivery.

I think if you get to like platinum tier,

they will fund your education.

It will take ages to get that though.

Now if I do it every day, I make £80 a

day.

I make £2,400 a month.

Yeah, I watched that High Peak Autos guy.

He said sales were down 50% this month and

he made a loss.

He said he only made like $20K this month,

but it cost more than $20K to keep his

business running.

So at least I didn't make a loss.

He's got to spend like $20K a month for

his staff and his,

his rent for his garage.

So I mean, having a business is not easy.

Yeah, I watched Marco Pierre White's new

video.

It was so funny.

He said, there we are, like 50 times.

He made cauliflower cheese, and it was the

stupidest looking cauliflower cheese I've

ever seen.

First, he gets the cauliflower and sous

vide's it in a plastic bag and boils the

cauliflower, and then he cuts it into

slices, like thick slices, and he says,

cut them like steaks.

It's like a cross-section of a brain.

And then he gets fried onions and cheese,

and then he starts stacking the, the

layers of cauliflower.

He starts making like this tower.

It's like a slab of cauliflower, cheese,

the fried onions, another cauliflower,

some cream sauce, cheese, onion, and more

cauliflower.

And he just stacks it into like this

abomination, puts a stick through it and

puts it in the oven.

And then he covers it all in truffle.

And then he's like, first you deconstruct

the cauliflower and then reconstruct it.

And then he covers it in butter and olive

oil and crystal salt.

He does the same thing with every single

recipe.

It's always covered in butter, olive oil,

and salt.

The comments are so funny.

Deconstruct and reconstruct it with butter

and cheese.

It's how Mother Nature would have wanted

it.

It looked horrible though.

How are you supposed to eat it?

Why does he always slice things into

layers and like stacks it back up like a

Big Mac made out of cauliflower?

It looks weird.

His cooking is so weird.

I can't see anyone making any of the stuff

he makes.

And then he made this stuffed aubergine or

eggplant thing.

He chopped up an aubergine and then put it

in the microwave

in a bowl wrapped in cling film.

He microwaved it and then he got another

aubergine and then he

opened it up and then filled it with the

mashed up aubergine

and then put it back together again and

put it in the oven and then sprinkled it

with cheese and olive oil and butter.

His whole cooking style was just butter

and olive oil.

It's so funny.

It kind of makes me want to buy a

cauliflower now.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Beh.

I was watching this Wild West frontier

drama on Amazon Prime,

and it's like about Native Americans and

Americans and stuff, and then there's this

evil woman

I don't remember if she was a native or

not, but her name was Cheyenne, and I

just— I couldn't stop laughing every time

they said her name.

Cheyenne Williams.

The hell happened to her?

The Cheyenne arc that never happened.

Thank God, to be honest.

Didn't she say she had

genital herpes or something?

Or like HPV?

Thank fuck she didn't come.

I thought— I was worried I was gonna get

HIV or something.

Where's that?

The

hair gone?

It's gone now.

Girl, scalping's so disgusting because you

don't die straight away.

You would just bleed out, wouldn't you?

So, and you wouldn't go unconscious or

anything either, so you'd feel the whole

thing.

So disgusting.

But it wouldn't expose the brain, would

it?

I don't know why in some shows they show

the brain.

You wouldn't see the brain unless they cut

the skull.

You need a bone saw.

You would just see the top of the skull.

You wouldn't see the brain.

I don't understand why shows are showing

the brain after they get scalped.

And then the main character in that show

also gets syphilis, just like the one with

Sean Bean, Frankenstein Chronicles.

I don't know why everyone keeps getting

syphilis.

I don't know, my face gets all hot when I

come back from work, like I've got a

fever.

Makes me worry that I got sick.

Carrie, she keeps saying that she doesn't

get notifications when I go live.

Yeah, I got a driving job.

The money's pretty good, to be honest.

I only do a couple hours.

It's just Oh, when I come back home, I've

done 6 or 7 hours driving, feel so tired.

I just binge eat all this food.

I cook dinner, have bowl of cereal, have

can of soup, have pack of crisps, orange.

I just eat everything.

Today I made £85.

Also, I didn't use a public charger, so I

managed to get home limping home with just

10% battery left.

Also, I didn't use eco mode and I did 70

on the dual carriage way.

So the thing is, you can do 70 and not

kill the battery.

You just have to not accelerate harsh.

It's not the speed that drains the

battery, it's the accelerating.

But if you like gently accelerate and use

hills to gain momentum, like when it's a

downhill I just, I put a bit more pressure

on the accelerator to gain speed.

So then I can just coast down it without

using any battery at like 70 for quite a

distance.

Like I can do like 5 miles without using 5

miles of range.

So you got to use momentum and physics and

use gravity, and you can easily maintain

70 all the way home and it won't destroy

the battery.

The thing that destroys batteries is when

you accelerate hard, and accelerating hard

up a hill also drains it a lot.

And having the heater on— I tried to keep

the heater off, but the window's misted

up, so I have to have the— I have to have

some airflow.

I put it on

Cold air, not hot air.

And I used it.

So the good thing about my new car is it's

got heated seats, which are really energy

efficient, so I don't get cold in the car

without having the heater on because I've

got my heated seats.

I haven't used the heated steering wheel

yet, it's not that cold.

I wish I had one of those boots where you

press a button and it opens, or you use

your foot and it automatically opens.

Would be so useful.

But the automatic locking and automatic

unlocking when I get near the car is

really useful.

I don't have to touch my key.

I get out the car, walk off, it locks

itself.

Peugeot didn't do that,

although AI says it can do it.

Maybe I— why wasn't it on then?

Maybe AI is wrong.

So what I'm thinking now is,

hmm,

I don't know.

I have been looking at houses near towns.

I found one that's quite nice.

I thought about doing a viewing.

It's like £20 more expensive than my

current house.

But it'd be nice if I didn't have to drive

an hour to work.

I don't know.

I guess I'll have to see how this month

goes, how much money I can make.

Still $20K in debt.

I just— I can't get out of this debt.

There was a chance when I had Kick.

I thought I could pay off my mum in just a

couple of months.

I don't know what happened to all the

money.

I still got £4,000 left,

but the expenses just ate away at so much

of the Kick money.

Well, I didn't take even more money from

my mum.

I paid her £1,400.

You took 4K for something and didn't use

it.

No, I didn't.

I don't know what the hell you're talking

about.

Reading too much nonsense on the

subreddit, it seems like.

I really don't know why you guys get info

from there when it's all just rubbish.

I didn't take 4K from anything.

I don't know what you're talking about.

Who told you that?

I just— I think you just shouldn't believe

anything unless there's an actual clip of

me saying it.

You know what the trolls are like, they'll

make up loads of nonsense.

No, it wasn't 2K, it wasn't anything.

I didn't borrow any money.

There wasn't anything.

Stop talking rubbish, TB.

Starting to annoy me.

You can't even remember what it is.

You probably dreamed about it and then you

thought it was real.

Last time I borrowed money was to pay my

Peugeot car from my mum.

I didn't lose any money today.

I made £15.

I had a dream last night I got my iPhone

Air back.

It was marvelous.

Dave Gibson— I talked to Dave Gibson on

the phone.

He said he's gonna get the S25 Ultra.

I said, that's like one of the best phones

out, one of the most powerful beast

phones.

Isn't that a bit overkill?

He said he's fed up of running out of

memory storage,

so he's gonna get S25 Ultra,

500GB storage.

You know, you can get a cheaper phone with

like 1TB storage.

Just get an older model of an iPhone, like

iPhone 15,

and it'll be cheaper.

You don't need the specs of an S25 Ultra

just because you want more storage.

But he said it was like £30 a month, so

why not?

You promised a holiday with AJ.

Yeah, yeah, but then Kick died, so in, in

hindsight, it it was a good idea that we

didn't do that because I thought,

I don't know,

well, maybe the kick would have kept going

if I did interesting stuff like going to

Thailand.

But I mean, what am I supposed to do?

Like, if either it didn't work and no one

cares and it flopped and I went all the

way to Thailand and paid AJ money so she

could come as well, and then it made the

same money as I would make here.

So then the whole thing would have been a

waste of time, or it would have made

really good money,

and then what?

I need AJ all the time.

Yeah, if it made really good money, then I

need you.

I'd be like, you can't leave, I need you

for views.

I'd follow you back to New Zealand to keep

getting the views.

Oh, I have to give you like— obviously I

have to get— if I was making really good

money, I have to give you 50% of it.

It was just too much of a gamble, and then

I kind of accidentally got a girlfriend.

Ask Japan spamming videos now, quitting

his job.

Well, yeah, I mean, that's what happens

when you become a desperate YouTuber.

Next he'll be doing, oh, I cheated on my

wife.

Oh, I hate my wife.

Oh, I divorced my wife.

Oh, my kids hate me.

My wife, blah, blah, blah.

Next, he'll be doing literally anything

for views.

And then a few years later, he'll be

depressed and miserable.

His viewers won't like him, but he won't

have any choice.

And then his whole life will just revolve

around stressing out about content.

And keeping the viewers watching.

And from my experience, let me tell you,

that is a shit life.

Been there, done that.

It's not fun.

Yeah, everyone looks happy in a photo

because they smile to take the photo.

Who's gonna take a photo like— no one's

gonna take a photo like that, are they?

Of course she looks happy, it's a fucking

photo.

Everyone looks happy in the holiday photo.

What does she look like when the cameras

are off?

Not angry at all.

I'm just annoyed that you said she's— she

looks so happy in the photos when it's a

photo.

Everyone looks happy in a photo.

I can look happy in a photo.

I'll be like

I'm not stalking anyone.

What the hell are you talking about?

Why am I getting worked up?

Because you're saying dumb stuff.

Like you're saying, oh, she looks so happy

because she's not with you anymore.

Yeah, I'm happy too.

No, I don't miss her, but I miss the

attention and the fame I had when I was

with her.

I don't miss her.

I miss, you know, when I was younger and

life seemed carefree and I was making good

money and reviews rolling in.

I don't know, life just seemed— back then

life felt like a fun adventure, and now it

feels like,

like a grind

with no light at the end of the tunnel.

I don't feel anything about her having a

new man.

I got a new girl.

I've had like 10 new girls since I left

her.

No, one thing when I was with her is that

I never got— I never got jealous or like

worried because I didn't really care.

I felt nothing.

I didn't stalk because I cared about her.

I stalked because it was content and it

was like nostalgia.

Although it was kind of weird when I saw

her in the distance from behind.

I was like, whoa, that's her.

She doesn't even know I'm behind her.

Do I still lift?

Yeah, I do it in the morning.

But I do it a bit less now.

I don't know if my bicep shrunk.

It kind of looks smaller.

The problem is I got sick, so I couldn't

exercise for weeks.

And now I've started back up again.

But I'm not, I'm not like drinking the

protein powders and the Huel, and I'm not

Really pushing myself.

It's also, it's hard to feel motivated

when it's winter because you wear, you,

you wear more layers, so you're not really

seeing your body.

Compared to summer when you just wear a

t-shirt and you feel more motivated.

In winter, it's like you wear jumpers and

you can't see it anyway.

So you feel like, what's the point?

I still do it in the morning, just like a

routine.

But I moved— I, I use lower weights like

7.5 kg now and I do more reps.

Because the 12 kgs,

I don't want to hurt my back.

I still do my push-ups.

Sometimes I forget how strong I am.

Like, I carry, I carry the shopping bags

with my fingers like that and I just hold

it up.

But when I hand it over to like an elderly

person,

they struggle with it.

I have to warn them if it's a bit heavy

because they see me holding it like it's

nothing.

I'm just like holding it like with my

pinch grip.

And then they try and take it with one

hand.

They're like, whoa!

And I'm like, oh, you got it.

I have to like hold it from underneath.

Yeah, old people are weak.

You gotta practice your pinch grip.

I delivered to one house today.

They had the exact same car as mine, but

petrol version.

It was funny, like mirror image.

White one as well.

You don't see a lot of Citroën C4s around.

I see a lot of my old car around now, a

little red Peugeot 208.

Where's Moon gone?

She said you lost a dedicated viewer

forever.

Why?

Because I refused to ban Crypt.

What a stupid reason to get upset.

Although in hindsight, she was right,

actually.

Moon was right, Crypt was a troll.

But I don't know, I didn't really want to

meet her.

I mean, I didn't want to meet her in 2020.

I mean, she offered to come see me in

Korea back in 2020, but I wasn't really

interested,

and it's just too much hassle with Russian

people.

Because they need to apply for a visa, and

Russian people are always broke because

wages in Russia are terrible.

And I don't want to ever go to Russia.

No way.

There's no way I'd go to Russia.

No way.

So I just didn't really see a future in

it, so what's the point?

Yeah, it's like everyone— no one has

passports, no one's got money.

Oh God, can't be bothered anymore.

Date a British girl.

And I don't like that Adidas fashion.

I don't know why Russian people love

Adidas.

It looks so trashy.

They think it looks cool or something.

It looks so trashy.

Like Adidas tracksuit, Adidas top.

Adidas is shit.

Why do Russian people like Adidas?

It looks shit.

You wear it when you go out for a jog.

Yeah, it looks chavvy.

It just looks so trashy.

No, I don't like that whole Russian You

know, like, there's that weird meme with a

bunch of Russian people doing that silly

dance outside of the ugly communist

blocks, and it just looks like a shithole.

And they're doing that dumb, you know,

they squat and they kick their legs out.

It's so stupid.

And they look like a bunch of broke chavs,

and they all look ugly.

That's like my perception of Russia.

Like, they all live in these ugly big

concrete block flats and they're all broke

and they all drink vodka and they all wear

Adidas.

Russia has always been mad because Europe

kind of looks down on them, but I mean,

you can't give us a reason to look down on

you.

Yeah, Gopnik style, whatever the fuck that

is.

Yeah, I mean, Russian— Russia just doesn't

have a good image, does it?

It's like either Russian gold digger

bitchy women or like broke vodka alcoholic

people.

I don't like the sound of the language

either.

It just sounds really ugly.

Yeah, I would not date a Russian girl.

It's not about race, really.

It's just like,

like the whole culture and like the image

of the country is just all negative to me.

I mean, you think of Russia, it's always

just war and communism and everyone's

broke and alcoholics and the men beat

their wives.

I am sorry to tell you this, but you are

100% a sociopath.

I don't have a single good image of

Russia.

Have you seen that Simpsons intro that's

like Russian style?

It's on YouTube.

Some YouTuber made it.

It's really good, but it's also really

miserable.

Yeah, I would never want to go to Russia.

I don't want to go anywhere anymore.

I've traveled to nearly 20 countries.

I still think the UK is the best country.

I don't know why everyone says the UK's

shit.

I think they're just talking about London.

But the UK is a beautiful country

with lots of nice people, good food, great

landscape scenery.

I still think the UK is the best looking

country I've ever lived in.

Oh, oh, I was driving through Dartmoor

last week.

Guess who's filming a Hollywood movie in

Dartmoor with Willem Dafoe and Johnny

Depp's daughter?

They're making a movie called Werewolf.

We saw, I saw the signs, WW.

We looked it up.

Uh, yeah, they're filming a, like, a

vampire werewolf horror movie in Dartmoor.

I saw it.

I saw the film crew and it was like, like

a camp and all the, like, film vans and

they had all the fog and the lighting and

they had all the signs.

I drove past.

It was really cool.

And I thought, damn, just over there is

Willem Dafoe and Johnny Depp's daughter.

They're probably staying in some village

in Dartmoor.

Should we go track down Willem Dafoe?

It says the movie's coming out next year,

December 25th.

I'm definitely gonna watch it.

That's so crazy, Willem Dafoe is like

right there.

I always thought it was William Dafoe.

Not Willem.

I wonder where— maybe they're staying at

the Fox and Hound Inn.

It's going to be cool because you watch—

it's not set in Dartmoor, it's set in some

fictional European village, but they're

filming it in Dartmoor.

I saw them, I saw the film crew, and I saw

this, the, like, the area they were

filming in.

They had these signs that said WW, which

is the name of the movie.

They also filmed War Horse with Emma

Watson in that place I went to stream in

where I kept disconnecting.

Yeah, that's really cool.

And I drove past that village that they

shot Hot Fuzz in.

They shot that in Somerset in a village

called Wells.

Pretty cool.

Must be so cool being an actor.

You just show up, do your lines.

Everything's done for you, like all the

prop and the cameras and all that

technical stuff's all done by someone

else.

You just show up, you're the star of the

show, finish shooting, like go to the pub,

have a nice dinner,

not driving about delivering McDonald's.

Yeah, that was pretty cool.

They do a lot of filming in Dartmoor

because it's got the fog and the rugged

landscape, very good for horror movies.

Well, yeah, I did kind of want to be an

actor.

This is why I made my YouTube channel.

A lot of my video— early videos were like

acting skits.

You'd have to be a real OG viewer to

remember The 2016 and '17 skits I did, I

did like,

I don't know, like I really exaggerated.

There's one video I made called Why I

Haven't Killed Myself.

Someone reuploaded it on another channel

and it got like 15K views, but I was like

really acting and playing into the whole,

like trying to make it really emotional,

but it was all fake.

I used to like that guy called I Am Seer

because he used to do stuff like that too,

very cinematic.

And that was something that inspired me

back then.

You know, I wanted to like play a

character and like,

you know, it's like having a monologue or

dialogue and then you act it out.

You know, like Shia LaBeouf did the Just

Do It thing where

he's like standing in front of camera and

he's doing this script and you put emotion

into— I wanted to do that.

No, I didn't do theater,

but I quite like the idea of being an

actor for a bit

for my YouTube videos.

That was what the whole,

you know, like the arcs.

I was the main character and then you had

these other characters and there was a

story.

And then I sculpted each video like it was

an episode in a drama series.

And it was like point of view, kind of

like Peep Show where, you know,

protagonists go into Japan, patch things

up with his wife and this happens and that

happens, and you follow what happens to

the main character.

I was the main character and I was like

Truman Show, basically.

It was fun.

I took some drama and I created a crazy

title for whatever was happening, and then

I really acted played into the role.

Set up different camera shots.

I wanted a flow for each video, like

intro, middle bit, ending.

It's so funny and kind of sad you were

trying to portray yourself as an actor as

if we didn't know how you are really like.

It makes you look even more crazy.

Well, I was.

The videos were acting.

You just don't want to believe it because

you're obsessed with this idea that I'm

crazy.

I'm not crazy.

I'm just a pretty normal guy in real life.

Just, you know, a bit awkward and socially

stupid.

Hmm, but right now I'm like an actor

without a story.

I never made any videos about my Thai

girlfriend.

Sure, stuff happened off camera and I

mentioned it on streams, but that wasn't

content.

I was talking— I'm talking about my

content.

2017, '18, '19, '20.

From 2022, I kind of stopped doing

my dramatized content, and it just became,

you know, the struggles of a man

with love and money.

It wasn't dramatized or anything.

It's just, you know, I'm struggling with

this and that.

I'm talking about my 2018 era

where I dramatized stuff.

2022 is when the channel started to fall

off.

Um,

Yeah, because I kind of matured and I grew

up and my priorities changed.

I'm not acting now.

The show's over.

The show's over.

The curtains are closed.

Everyone's gone home.

But for some reason, you guys are still

here.

Hahaha, the struggles of a man with love

and money.

Please don't make me laugh, Daniel.

Yeah, the show's over.

This is like the after show where I'm just

chilling behind the stage with my

cigarette.

Time to go home, guys.

I'm done.

I don't even make videos anymore.

It's just, it's too expensive and costly

emotionally, financially, physically to do

that stuff anymore.

Number one, I need a girl who's in on it.

Voluntarily or involuntarily.

And then I need to travel halfway across

the world to make episodes.

The problem is I end up kind of falling

for the girl and I want something serious,

and then it never works out, does it?

Like with Mila, when I first met Mila, I

was like, Yes, this is really good

content, plus she's cute.

And the episodes were great, it just all

fell into place effortlessly.

But then I kind of, you know, I actually

liked her and I wanted something serious

with her, and then I, I put the channel

aside to try and be with her.

Why did Mila break up with you?

Um,

I don't really exactly know.

I think it's the YouTube channel made her

upset, like the negativity and the toxic

viewers.

I don't think she liked—