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Kick Livestreams/GAMING PRE BED TIME SHOW 2025-10-17 05_59 [2c6c26c0-gaming-pre-bed-time-show] 480p

2025-10-17 · 1 hr 59 min

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  1. I like about the money stream.

    Segment details0:29–0:33 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_0
  2. It's getting hot now.

    Segment details1:05–1:13 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_1
  3. Gaming stream.

    Segment details1:29–1:31 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_2
  4. Where's the sound?

    Segment details1:39–1:40 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_3
  5. Oh, where's the, um,

    Segment details1:44–1:46 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_4
  6. category?

    Segment details1:52–1:59 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_5
  7. I'll do lockdown,

    Segment details2:19–2:25 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_6
  8. lockdown mode.

    Segment details2:31–2:32 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_7
  9. Got my

    Segment details2:43–2:43 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_8
  10. controller. I don't know where we left off from

    Segment details2:47–2:56 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_9
  11. before the calamity.

    Segment details2:58–2:59 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_10
  12. Go with the assault.

    Segment details3:11–3:14 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_11
  13. This weird background sound.

    Segment details3:20–3:23 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_12
  14. Fuck him.

    Segment details3:28–3:32 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_13
  15. Oh no, I was killed.

    Segment details3:38–3:41 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_14
  16. Ah, I died.

    Segment details4:19–4:21 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_15
  17. What?

    Segment details4:31–4:35 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_16
  18. Ah, he dead.

    Segment details4:42–4:42 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_17
  19. What? I need a fucking medic! Fucking medic!

    Segment details4:54–4:58 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_18
  20. Oh, you idiot. Enemy forces have secured an advantage.

    Segment details5:00–5:06 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_19
  21. Oh, the ladder! What are you doing?

    Segment details5:19–5:20 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_20
  22. What?

    Segment details5:23–5:26 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_21
  23. Miss your ex also? Sorry to hear that. Hopefully my girlfriend doesn't become one.

    Segment details5:31–5:39 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_22
  24. I'm fighting.

    Segment details5:41–5:42 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_23
  25. Oh, how do you know it's there?

    Segment details5:49–5:50 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_24
  26. I wonder how they keep the jump suits in there.

    Segment details6:04–6:09 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_25
  27. Can't hear me. Why not? My mic?

    Segment details6:31–6:38 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_26
  28. Game too loud.

    Segment details6:42–6:43 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_27
  29. I'll turn the game down a bit.

    Segment details6:48–6:49 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_28
  30. How about now?

    Segment details6:52–6:53 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_29
  31. Oh, what? I'm not doing well.

    Segment details7:10–7:16 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_30
  32. See that? God, so much easier with the cannon control. Oh my God, too good.

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  33. Oh, come on, cat, sit down.

    Segment details7:43–7:44 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_32
  34. Oh my God. Oh.

    Segment details7:59–8:02 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_33
  35. Oh, that's it.

    Segment details8:09–8:34 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_34
  36. Where everyone's tuning in from, guys?

    Segment details8:43–8:46 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_35
  37. Enjoying the gameplay?

    Segment details8:51–8:53 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_36
  38. We're getting destroyed. We're not winning this one.

    Segment details8:56–8:59 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_37
  39. This is not where I need to go.

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  40. What the fuck?

    Segment details9:13–9:14 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_39
  41. It's coming out of nowhere.

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  42. What is going on? Everything's blowing up.

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  43. Yeah.

    Segment details10:17–10:20 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_42
  44. I don't know what's going on.

    Segment details10:47–10:54 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_43
  45. Yeah, this game on a big TV would look so good. Oh, the PS5 looks like it.

    Segment details10:57–11:03 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_44
  46. Wow.

    Segment details11:10–11:16 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_45
  47. Ah,

    Segment details11:42–11:42 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_46
  48. yeah, sometimes I want to get a console and a big TV. That would still be cheaper than a gaming computer, wouldn't it?

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  49. Oh

    Segment details12:01–12:02 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_48
  50. my God.

    Segment details12:23–12:23 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_49
  51. I'm at the bottom still after all that.

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  52. Double our score.

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  53. That was not good. I don't like that gun. The gun's rubbish.

    Segment details13:01–13:07 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_52
  54. What's the stock market doing?

    Segment details13:13–13:14 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_53
  55. Going down again.

    Segment details13:24–13:25 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_54
  56. I think it's probably gonna tank. I might go short again,

    Segment details13:29–13:36 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_55
  57. just, uh, 10.10 units.

    Segment details13:39–13:42 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_56
  58. Probably gonna tank overnight. Market looking weak.

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  59. Grabatsch, noch Shotgun.

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  60. I like how quickly the rounds count. I'm like Rainbow Six, like 2 minutes downtime.

    Segment details14:41–14:48 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_59
  61. Oh, I just killed 2 of them.

    Segment details14:56–14:57 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_60
  62. Looks a bit like Rainbow Six sometimes, but faster pace. I'm practicing for when I get sent to war. Um, move.

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  63. Oh.

    Segment details15:53–15:53 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_62
  64. Dead

    Segment details16:17–16:23 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_63
  65. again.

    Segment details16:26–16:30 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_64
  66. Fucking hell.

    Segment details16:41–16:55 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_65
  67. Hide.

    Segment details17:01–17:02 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_66
  68. Another

    Segment details17:12–17:17 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_67
  69. chance.

    Segment details17:30–17:31 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_68
  70. He's running around like a madman. That's my tactic— rush.

    Segment details17:35–17:42 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_69
  71. 100% aggressiveness.

    Segment details17:47–17:50 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_70
  72. But we're destroying them. How are they doing so badly?

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  73. How

    Segment details18:09–18:10 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_72
  74. am I missing every shot?

    Segment details18:13–18:15 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_73
  75. I missed every shot at him in front of me.

    Segment details18:18–18:20 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_74
  76. Oh, one passed. I need more bullets in my shotgun, keep running out.

    Segment details18:38–18:45 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_75
  77. Ah, qué bueno. Ah, qué bueno.

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  78. Ah, okay, okay.

    Segment details19:15–19:20 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_77
  79. What? Did I kill him?

    Segment details19:30–19:32 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_78
  80. Ah, this is not going as well as it went when I first started.

    Segment details19:54–19:58 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_79
  81. Feels like it's harder to aim.

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  82. Didn't they ban shotguns in World War I? They said it was too barbaric.

    Segment details20:22–20:27 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_81
  83. But blowing people up with shrapnel and shells, not by barrels.

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  84. Oh my God, why am I always at the bottom of the scoreboard?

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  85. I don't even know where they are.

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  86. I have rifle as my main. I know.

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  87. So I literally have one shot, and if I'm gonna hit the one shot, might as well be maximum damage.

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  88. They're always hiding in a corner like that.

    Segment details21:55–21:57 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_87
  89. What?

    Segment details22:06–22:07 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_88
  90. Did not know you like violent games. Yeah.

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  91. It's not that far, man. Barely any problem.

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  92. Oh, got him!

    Segment details22:53–22:55 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_91
  93. Ah,

    Segment details23:00–23:00 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_92
  94. got him!

    Segment details23:03–23:05 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_93
  95. We went easy. Yeah.

    Segment details23:13–23:17 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_94
  96. This feels laggier than it did earlier.

    Segment details23:51–23:54 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_95
  97. I don't like Counter-Strike. It's such an old game. I don't like old games. I like new stuff. I don't like playing old stuff apart from Rainbow Six. That's still pretty good though.

    Segment details23:57–24:07 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_96
  98. Yeah, I feel a bit better about the whole girlfriend situation now. I don't like Counter-Strike. Just This looks janky.

    Segment details24:16–24:23 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_97
  99. I think I may have overreacted.

    Segment details24:29–24:30 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_98
  100. Maybe we'll see.

    Segment details24:34–24:39 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_99
  101. Might have overreacted.

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  102. Lord Mercanot.

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  103. Speed Hunter CRO. I got funny names. What's my name? I hate these games.

    Segment details25:16–25:24 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_102
  104. Oh God,

    Segment details25:30–25:30 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_103
  105. I hope my sickness doesn't get worse because of my passion.

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  106. Come on, I hit it so

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  107. No, I'm at the top. 1, 1,

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  108. 1. What?

    Segment details25:53–25:54 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_107
  109. Where's my gun gone? There's a weird glitch where the gun disappears.

    Segment details26:09–26:12 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_108
  110. I got him.

    Segment details26:23–26:23 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_109
  111. Sniper's not bad. It's no Dusty, sadly.

    Segment details26:38–26:42 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_110
  112. I'm still at the top.

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  113. All right.

    Segment details27:10–27:12 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_112
  114. We're getting destroyed. What is going on? Why do we have 4 points and they got 100 points? Why do we have no points?

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  115. Yeah, this is just waste of time, isn't it?

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  116. Fucking 4 points.

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  117. I'm wasting my time on a losing game.

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  118. About

    Segment details28:19–28:21 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_117
  119. this

    Segment details28:23–28:25 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_118
  120. one. Where everyone tuning from, guys?

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  121. Ah, today's been horrible. I just want today to be over.

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  122. Horrible day.

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  123. Oh, that needs to

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  124. What else I got? Accent. I got a light. I got a grip.

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  125. Um, what else? That's it.

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  126. Do the guns get better when you unlock them, or they just different guns?

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  127. I

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  128. don't like this stuff.

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  129. Does the flashlight not get that? Doesn't it blind them? I thought it blinds them.

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  130. No one probably ever revives him.

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  131. I think the flashlight kind of gives you away, like

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  132. Where is it coming from?

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  133. They keep fighting over there.

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  134. I am. Well, I've got a headache and all that. Stressing.

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  135. I'll find a stroke to be nice.

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  136. Are we winning? I'm at the bottom again. How am I always at the bottom? Doing my best.

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  137. There. Oh, I think that's quick.

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  138. This is getting really annoying.

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  139. What is he doing?

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  140. Oh, this will win,

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  141. and I'm not at the very bottom, I guess.

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  142. I will

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  143. start in there.

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  144. He keeps spawning up in that building.

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  145. We win. Easy.

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  146. Do I get a new gun?

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  147. I don't know what I'm gonna do tomorrow.

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  148. Still really bummed out.

    Segment details36:30–36:31 · rev_82d56f31bc3b92224679dd56754a7f8b_147
  149. I was looking forward to not streaming tomorrow.

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  150. That one's gonna be— I quite like this level. The other one was really annoying.

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  151. Wow, energy is— you're shaming me.

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  152. Oh, what? You can't see into the buildings when you're outside of the building. It's too dark.

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  153. It's really stupid.

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  154. Oh, you fucking— oh, you fucking—

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  155. Yeah, they're always behind me and then in front of me again. There's no one there and then suddenly they're just behind me.

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  156. Look, always behind me, aren't they? Always fucking behind me. Just walk backwards and then like that.

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  157. What?

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  158. Really?

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  159. I can't get any kills.

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  160. All right, there's no one anywhere, and then all of a sudden you get shot in the back.

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  161. Um, I'm gonna fucking smash this controller.

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  162. I'm so fed up. I'm just dying over and over and over again. I can't even get one fucking kill.

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  163. I just don't get it.

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  164. How do they shoot me through the smoke? Can't they see me?

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  165. I still can't get even one shot. This is insane.

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  166. Look, I can't even shoot one fucking time.

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  167. Ah, fuck this, I'm leaving.

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  168. I think they're cheating or something.

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  169. It's like spawn, die, spawn, die, spawn, die, spawn, die.

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  170. I'm already fucking sick of this game.

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  171. This is so bad. I was doing so well when I started using the controller, and now I feel like going back to keyboard and mouse.

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  172. All units,

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  173. capture the objectives and defend your position.

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  174. What is the fuck? Kick bounties? How does it not play bounties?

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  175. Maybe if I just stick with my team, I'll stop dying so much.

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  176. 95 damage.

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  177. I think tonight's not my night. I don't know why I suck so much.

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  178. I don't know why I can't get any kills.

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  179. Like, they just shoot me from every angle apart from in front of me. Finally.

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  180. We have secured the lead. Be advised, mortars are leading the fight.

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  181. All

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  182. right.

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  183. Where

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  184. are they coming from? Oh no.

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  185. Uh, are we winning?

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  186. I

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  187. have died 9 times already.

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  188. Oh God,

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  189. I

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  190. can't hit anything.

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  191. They just kill me one shot.

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  192. I think I've got to go back to keyboard now.

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  193. What if I go back to keyboard and mouse? Maybe I have better luck.

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  194. It's not comfortable,

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  195. and the game just feels really laggy.

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  196. And my computer's in performance mode, but the fan's not loud, which means it doesn't seem like it's in performance mode yet. Is it not in performance mode? Uh, it wasn't in performance mode. Oh my God,

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  197. did I put it back to silent mode? Yeah, now the fan's still— oh, I got a kill. It was in silent mode. This is why I was dying. Game is— yeah, I wondered why the fan wasn't making any noise.

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  198. Okay, now I can hear the fan. Jesus.

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  199. Oh, it feels so much more smoother now.

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  200. Why does it feel so much smoother when it's in performance mode now? I can actually kill things. I was playing it in silent mode.

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  201. Okay, now go back to the controller. Oh my God, I thought I was going crazy.

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  202. Now we got 62 FPS.

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  203. Oh, now I'm getting killed.

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  204. Oh, oh, I thought I was just really bad.

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  205. I wondered why— I wonder why the game is so slow.

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  206. Did I turn off performance mode when I exited the game?

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  207. Okay,

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  208. now.

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  209. There are munitions over here. Take what you need. What? I died 24 times.

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  210. Okay.

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  211. Where everyone tuning in from?

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  212. Oh God, lots of issues now.

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  213. Okay, now I'm on performance mode. I got 62. Maybe I remove that FPS cap because it's capped at 60. It might just do more.

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  214. Uh, graphics. Where is it? FPS cap. It's like 90.

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  215. No, I got 74 FPS.

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  216. Oh boy.

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  217. All right.

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  218. Ah, ich habe jetzt

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  219. Maybe

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  220. I'll try keyboard mouse again.

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  221. What am I doing?

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  222. I can't fucking kill them.

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  223. Well, I'm hitting them, but they're not dying.

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  224. I'm out of ammo.

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  225. Why am I always at the bottom?

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  226. I really don't want to be at the bottom anymore.

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  227. I don't want to die anymore. Why do I keep dying? I don't like this game.

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  228. Why do I just die all the time? 5 deaths.

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  229. Oh, I killed him.

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  230. Now I've got no gun.

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  231. All right, good.

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  232. It is 10 o'clock. I have one more hour.

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  233. Not fun. I shot the fucking guy 3 times.

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  234. Oh God, spawn,

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  235. die, spawn, die, spawn, die.

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  236. Oh,

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  237. finally. I

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  238. kill—

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  239. oh, another kill.

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  240. I killed myself.

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  241. At least we're winning.

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  242. What?

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  243. I've

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  244. got

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  245. 25 deaths. That's insane.

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  246. Hardboard.

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  247. Oh, I

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  248. can't play this anymore. This is so shit. What the fuck is this game?

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  249. Oh well, I can't even fucking shoot at them.

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  250. Oh,

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  251. fuck you.

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  252. Magnets or not,

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  253. just sliding all over the place, getting stuck on corners. Movement is rubbish.

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  254. No, I'm like stuck on the Titan wall.

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  255. I'm at the very bottom. I got 32 deaths.

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  256. Can't fucking aim.

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  257. The game's getting so laggy, but it's like really slidey.

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  258. You like to get through this. I can't take it.

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  259. It's just lagging all the time.

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  260. Look, now it's smooth.

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  261. But as soon as I get into a fight, I get stuck on the fucking open door.

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  262. They just jump out of nowhere.

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  263. Got one.

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  264. Oh

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  265. God, oh, I like shit.

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  266. They just seem to have like perfect aim.

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  267. They got— they just like aim at you and one shot and you're dead.

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  268. I'm sliding around, lagging everywhere.

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  269. No, yeah, it's the same as 2042 but less futuristic.

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  270. I don't know why I'm liking it so much.

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  271. I have better movement with the controller, but I have better aim with the mouse and keyboard.

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  272. No, the ultra-wide monitor broke.

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  273. I got this other monitor.

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  274. I think this scope doesn't help either.

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  275. Better. I think this is better.

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  276. I got,

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  277. um,

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  278. 11 kills. I got nearly 39 deaths.

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  279. 40 deaths now.

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  280. Scope seems a bit better.

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  281. Oh, I got one! Easy! God, that was awful.

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  282. Everything's lagging. The game's lagging, the internet's lagging. My camera's lagging.

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  283. Movement better than aiming. Yeah, I feel like being better at moving saves me more than aiming.

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  284. I just don't know why it started lightning.

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  285. I

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  286. got the first kill.

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  287. I'm at the top.

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  288. So this feels smoother already.

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  289. I think the super zoomed in scope wasn't helping.

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  290. I think there's like a vent point.

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  291. Oh, look at it.

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  292. Is that a

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  293. shot?

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  294. I got him! I got 5 bullets.

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  295. Why do you have so few bullets? Is it worth 70 big Uh, it's 60. I don't know, really. Maybe if you've got good internet and a good computer, it'd be better than this.

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  296. Oh,

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  297. I

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  298. just unlocked Now you're winning the fight.

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  299. Keep it up.

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  300. Ah, be

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  301. nice to be seen down there.

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  302. Oh my gosh,

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  303. this is 1.25x. Maybe that's better than 1.0.

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  304. Oh my God,

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  305. I'm still fucking again.

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  306. Nice,

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  307. okay.

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  308. Haha.

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  309. Why do I hear them? Stay with me.

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  310. Oh look, I'm not at the bottom.

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  311. I mean, there's other ways to get points to not be at the bottom other than killing, like maybe healing. Maybe I'll try a different tactic.

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  312. To not be able to talk

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  313. to

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  314. me. Oh, he just ran around with the whole squad.

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  315. Ah, good.

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  316. Oh, I'm at the bottom again.

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  317. Oh, I put

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  318. it

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  319. Yeah, easy. 40 minutes

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  320. left for this Torture of a

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  321. game. Oh God,

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  322. I hate this.

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  323. I don't know if it's my computer or the internet.

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  324. Maybe it works better when I'm not streaming.

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  325. I'm gonna give him

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  326. some light. Yeah.

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  327. We're gonna play keyboard and mouse.

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  328. What? Why am I here? I didn't press heal.

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  329. Ah, everything's getting in my way.

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  330. My legs. Monitor stand.

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  331. I had so much confidence earlier, now I'm crying over it.

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  332. Oh, I didn't get 2.

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  333. Daniel träumt im Sommer.

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  334. Me.

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  335. I

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  336. need a medic!

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  337. What are you doing?

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  338. What?

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  339. Very dark in here.

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  340. Where everyone tuning in from, guys? Uh-huh.

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  341. Wow, what?

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  342. 嗯。

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  343. He dead. I'm dead.

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  344. 30 minutes to die.

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  345. At least I'm not at the very bottom.

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  346. Some of them Xbox is nearly at the top. Might just get Xbox.

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  347. Yes, buy Xbox.

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  348. Literally winning.

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  349. How many kills? It doesn't really seem to care about who got the most kills.

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  350. It's all about the objectives.

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  351. Why are we second to last? Well, at least I'm not very last.

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  352. I don't know,

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  353. they keep teleporting behind me somehow.

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  354. I think I'm done.

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  355. I'm done. Yeah, I can't play this stupid game.

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  356. That's not fun at all.

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  357. This is not any fun.

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  358. That

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  359. was the worst gaming experience ever had.

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  360. Today's been so horrible. So today's just been the shittest day of my whole life.

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  361. You still sound sick.

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  362. Yeah, it's slowly getting better. I don't think it's getting worse.

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  363. I really just want to go to sleep and end this miserable day.

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  364. Oh, hey, Mommy, where are you tuning in from? Today's been a nightmare, a complete nightmare. I just want to go to sleep, wake up tomorrow, see the sunshine, hear the birds sing.

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  365. I mean, she's just like texting me now like everything's normal.

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  366. Everything's just normal, as if she didn't just cancel meeting me for the dumbest reason ever.

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  367. What she's saying, she's talking about movies now, like what movie we're going to watch next. Yeah, great, great, coming up with movie ideas to watch. When are we going to watch them? 2026.

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  368. Don't get me all excited about movies and don't even know when you're coming over. Don't even know when she's got enough money to meet up.

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  369. I mean, she's already cancelled the next weekend.

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  370. I really don't think she's going to cancel the special event because she's really looking forward to that. I mean, the only reason she'd cancel that one is if it is actually over.

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  371. Well, then, like, why waste time texting me now if she hasn't decided if it's over?

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  372. Special event at the end of the month.

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  373. Why waste her time dating when you know it's going to end in breakup down the road?

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  374. I'm not wasting her time. So it's saying, why waste time being alive now when you know you're gonna die in a couple decades?

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  375. I mean, if it's gonna end, I'd rather it end a couple months from now instead of now.

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  376. Yeah, I don't think I'm gonna go home tomorrow. I've calmed down a bit.

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  377. Might as well just stay put, grind out streams.

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  378. Maybe she changes her mind. Oh, actually, I want to meet tomorrow.

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  379. I mean, what if I took time off work to meet?

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  380. I think this event thing probably cost her some money, plus some other things caused a setback. Now she's like really feeling the pinch and then feels guilty about making me pay and then thinks, oh, it's just 2 weeks, 2 weeks is nothing. But for me, 2 weeks is a long time when every single day is this slow,

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  381. boring sludge. To me, 2 weeks is such a long time. Like, anything could happen in 2 weeks.

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  382. Maybe because I'm older. Maybe because she's younger and I'm older. To me, 2 weeks feels like— I don't know. I thought when you get older, 2 weeks is shorter.

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  383. Like, a year for me is short, but then a year for a baby is its whole life.

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  384. No, I'm still pretty upset about this whole thing.

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  385. Like, okay, this weekend cancel, fine, but next weekend can't meet either?

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  386. And then after this special event can't meet? And then you gotta wait another week until— like,

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  387. not really happy with this. I don't, I mean, it's better than nothing, I guess, but it's not ideal.

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  388. The irony is, I mean, she asked me like, what's important to me? Like, what do I find important?

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  389. I said eagerness, showing eagerness to meet. And then literally after I say that, she's like, oh, I can only meet every other weekend. I mean, I just told you what I like.

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  390. Now she's saying only until she can get her savings back out every other weekend. And then what if you can't get your savings back out? Then what? I only get to see my girlfriend twice a month. It's not really enough for me.

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  391. She didn't say it like that. She said, what's— what do you consider like special? What makes you feel special? Something like, what's something I can do that you find feeling special? And I said, showing eagerness to meet.

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  392. Because I liked how she was eager to meet every weekend, and now she's taken that away after I told her. It's like I told her what I like, and then she's gone and done something that's the opposite of what I like.

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  393. Kind of weird.

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  394. I mean, am I asking too much to want to meet every week? But maybe with this, this distance—

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  395. I mean, it's not that far. This is a couple hours drive.

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  396. I don't mind doing the drive. Like, I don't mind booking a hotel nearby where she lives.

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  397. I didn't even ask her to pay for the food, but she doesn't want to do it unless she can pay for the food, because otherwise she feels bad.

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  398. Just a bit upset by all this. I want to get in as many meets as I can.

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  399. I mean, when, when you, when you have like this impending doom where it feels like, oh, it could end at any moment because of random events, you want to get in as many meets as you can, don't you?

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  400. Meet up for what? Because I like meeting up. What do you mean meet up for? What would you think?

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  401. And if, if it's going to end in a few months, then yeah, I want to meet up as much as possible before it ends, not less.

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  402. Just don't understand why she won't let me pay.

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  403. You sound so desperate. Well, yeah, I am desperate.

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  404. Like, anyone would think we're living in separate countries, not just a couple hundred miles away.

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  405. She's like saying, oh, I really miss you, really want to meet you. Okay, then let's meet.

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  406. And then she's saying no because of a lack of a couple tens of pounds.

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  407. I just— I hate this idea of just meeting twice. Twice a month?

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  408. Meeting twice a month?

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  409. I'm used to being in relationships where we live together and I see them every day.

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  410. Once or twice a month is just not enough.

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  411. It's just not enough for me.

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  412. I wonder if living ticket— I mean, like, maybe they didn't want to live. Together. I wonder if living together is even on her radar.

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  413. Yeah,

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  414. I wish I had other stuff going on like other people.

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  415. Events, business meetup, shareholder meeting, training course. I don't know, I just feel like my life is so empty.

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  416. Oh, what did you do this week? Nothing. Wouldn't it be nice if I could say, oh, I went on this course, and then I went on a canoeing meetup. Oh, I'm really into canoeing. I met up with the canoeing guys, and then we went to the pub. And then Jiminy Jib showed me his Audi R3.

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  417. You know, I feel like the benefit of having friends is so you do stuff and then you can tell other people that you met up with your friends and did this thing, so it sounds like you got a life. Maybe I should get a friend

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  418. so I can say I did something. Or maybe I just make an imaginary friend. Oh, I met up with my friend Peter from work.

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  419. I went to a live music concert. I just don't do anything in my life.

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  420. People probably find that really weird or off-putting. I need— I don't know,

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  421. I need to find something to do. But then, I mean, doing stuff costs money and I'm trying to make money.

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  422. Oh well, I went to look at this house I'm interested in investing in. Like, that sounds cool. Uh, sat in my house doing absolutely nothing sounds pathetic.

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  423. See, I get in this problem when I'm in a, in a relationship where we don't really do anything apart from meet, have sex, watch Netflix, and get food. Like sex, movie, food, and then maybe go out to a place. But what's wrong with that? I mean, what else are we supposed to do? What else are we going

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  424. to do?

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  425. Food, sex, and movies. And going out. It just seems like there's not really— I can't really think of anything else.

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  426. You know what the worst thing is, is when they're like, oh, I got this job opportunity in Copenhagen, I'm leaving the country, so sorry, but I have to think about my career. Like, that's my nightmare. I mean, I'm not going to say, oh, I'm going to come to Copenhagen with you. Oh, we can do long distance, you

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  427. know it's over.

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  428. And then you can't really argue, oh, I'm more important than your career.

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  429. But if you're not more important than a career, then it's not like true love, is it? Now I got so upset when Faster said she's going to America.

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  430. I thought, what's the point? Like, either you're going to go there for a couple months and come back, so it's pointless, or you're going to go there and you're going to really like it. And I'm not going to America.

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  431. I don't really want to do anything if— I mean, if I got nothing else to do, I don't really want to do anything that isn't to make money.

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  432. I work hard and I play hard, and yet I don't have friends or plans or social events.

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  433. Well, I thought it's attractive to be focusing on work.

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  434. What? I don't play Rainbow Six Siege, I play Battlefield 6.

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  435. 11 minutes to go.

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  436. I can't even enjoy playing Battlefield 6 because I just spawn, die, spawn, die, spawn, die, spawn, die, spawn, die, spawn, die, spawn, die. ス ポ ンタ イ ス ポ ンタ イ ス ポ ンタ イ ス ポ ンタ イ ス ポ ンタ イ。

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  437. I mean, she,

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  438. she does have a tendency to make me wait. Like, do you remember when I first started texting her and she was like, oh, I can't meet until next month? And I was like, next month?

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  439. You don't have a single day off?

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  440. And then she said she'd be free pretty much every weekend in October, and now she's saying she's got no money. So now she's free every week in October, but now she's got no money.

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  441. But when she was working a lot, she couldn't meet because she was busy working a lot. So either you're working a lot but don't have time, or you have time but you don't have money. And then you won't let me use my money.

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  442. It's just being really frustrating.

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  443. I hate waiting.

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  444. Now it's just like going to be texting every day for 2 weeks.

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  445. I don't even know what to talk about anymore.

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  446. Do I hate texting? No, I like texting, but

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  447. I don't know what to talk about.

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  448. This is the problem that happened before we met where it was like 4 weeks of texting,

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  449. and then if I had a job, I don't want the only things I talk about to be like complaining about my job.

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  450. I

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  451. really wish we just lived closer.

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  452. No, I mean, I'll go move then, go get a new apartment. I'll be like, hey, I moved near

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  453. nearer. Yeah, that's really going to be great.

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  454. No, I think she's got friends and like other things she wants to do, and she's got limited budget, and then she can't like allocate all her budget and all her time to me. And I'm like being selfish.

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  455. I mean, I have been taking all her weekends.

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  456. It's easy for me because I don't have any friends, so I can easily allocate all my time to her.

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  457. Yeah, but I don't want friends because I want to focus on making money.

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  458. If I get friends and I get other things to do, it means I make less money. Doing something I don't really want to do just to do it for optics.

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  459. I don't want to be wasting time. Like, the only time that I'd waste time not making money is for a girlfriend. I'm not wasting my time and money for something like a friend.

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  460. I have very specific things I want to do. I don't want to waste my whole day doing some random activity like canoeing.

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  461. I'm very goal-oriented, and I have 2 goals. I have a dual mandate: maximum employment and stable employment rates, and keeping inflation down to 2%.

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  462. I mean, keeping interest rates at 2%. I mean, cereal and money, my dual mandates, really. Everything outside of that is not worth chasing for me. I'm very two-track minded.

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  463. You do nothing all day? Yeah, but I'm making money doing nothing all day. I got to have the stream on. I can't afford to not have the stream on. Like, the only time I'd be willing to turn off the stream is to meet a girlfriend.

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  464. I have money goals, like wiping out debt goals and building savings goals. If I didn't have the stream, I'd go get a job.

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  465. I mean, how long, how long is this whole every other week thing gonna last? Like, how long until she gets her savings up? And then once she gets the savings up, and then she'll be like, oh look, I mean every weekend now. But then she's gonna deplete her savings and back to another point where she doesn't have

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  466. any savings anymore, so it's back to every other week. And then she won't let me pay for things.

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  467. Why

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  468. is she saving?

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  469. So she can have money? What do you mean?

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  470. I think basically she's just a bit tight on money and doesn't want to be a burden on me,

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  471. even though I said I'm happy to pay. I mean, we could find cheaper ways of doing stuff, but she's not interested.

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  472. Okay, whatever. Fine, I'll just live my life then.

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  473. Just focus on my own life then.

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  474. I don't get why everyone's always broke. I'm supposed to be the one bad with money and broke all the time and in debt. But I don't let that stop me from living life

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  475. and getting stuff I want to get.

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  476. Very concerning.

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  477. I value eagerness.

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  478. This is a big drop in the level of eagerness.

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  479. I mean, what if she just says, oh, we should break up because I don't have the money to date, not like in a financial position to date at the moment? And then I'll lose my girlfriend because she doesn't have any money and she won't let me use my money. It's crazy.

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  480. Why be in a dating profile first place? I don't know, girls, I don't know, they get bored, they go on dating websites just for fun.

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  481. Sometimes they're not even really looking for a boyfriend when they're on dating sites, but they match up and they like the look of a guy, things happen, but then they— I don't know, like the clarity kicks in. Oh, maybe it's not a good idea because I'm not in a financial position to date.

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  482. Yeah, but when you're in a financial position to date You'll be doing like 2 jobs, working 6 days a week, and you won't have any time.

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  483. So it's either got money but no time, got time, no money.

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  484. Anyway, I'm gonna go to bed.

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  485. Yeah, it's been 2 hours. Uh, see you tomorrow, I guess. Bye-bye.

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