I'm Angry And Need To Vent

What's the point of having stupid unlisted

on a stupid livestream? People can't even

see it.

Oh my God, stupid YouTube app.

Is it

streaming? Stupid YouTube, can't even do a

livestream.

It's been such a long time since I

streamed. There's so many things I need to

get off my chest.

Oh, why are people so annoying? Why am I

surrounded by irritating people? All the

So I don't know how many people know,

but the stupid Hong Kong guy made a video

with my wife recently. They went to

dinner, just the two of them, which really

pissed me off. And to be honest, I don't

really know why I'm so pissed off about

it. And I'm thinking about making a video

about it, but I'm not sure because I don't

want to give him more traffic. If I make a

video talking about him, it'll just send

more views to his stupid channel. Fucking

hell. This is why I don't make friends.

People keep saying, Daniel, why don't you

make friends? For this exact fucking

reason. Because people are annoying.

They interfere with my private life like

this. When I don't want them to.

So I'm gonna explain what happened, and

you can tell me if my anger is justified

or if I'm just overreacting and being a

whiny bitch. Oh, it's so nice to be able

to swear. You know what I hate about

making fucking videos on YouTube? You

can't swear if you want to make money. So

that's a good thing about streaming, I

If you don't like the pacing up and down,

maybe you don't want to watch the video,

just listen to it, because when I'm pissed

off, I pace. So I haven't made a

video with the Hong Kong guy since the

fireworks thing, which was over a month

ago now, because I blocked him because he

was annoying me.

Constantly sending me messages even though

I wasn't even replying to him. Every time

I woke up, had like 500 billion messages

spamming on my Messenger thing. Okay, not

every day. He wasn't messaging me every

day. It was like every few days. Even if I

wasn't replying to him, he'd carry on

messaging me. It was just really annoying.

So instead of saying anything, I decided

to just block him, and I thought that was

that. That was the end. I didn't

know he was fucking messaging my wife as

well until a few days ago. My wife

showed me that he was messaging her,

inviting us both out to dinner. I laughed

and I said, no way, and then she laughed

as well, and I thought that was it. I

didn't think she was actually gonna go.

So then a few days later, or a day later,

we had this big argument because I said a

few things on Discord. I said something

about the Turkish girl being tight, you

know, just joking around. And then she got

upset about that and we had this big fight

and we weren't really talking to each

other for a few days. So I didn't know

what was going on. And then we

made up, everything was okay for like one

night. And then we, we made up and then

woke up the next day, had lunch, and we're

about to get ready to go Christmas

shopping. And then I see her watching a

video on her phone and I look at it And I

noticed it's a video of herself, and I

thought, that's strange, I don't remember

taking that video of her. And then I

scroll up and I see it's a stupid video on

the stupid Hong Kong guy's channel.

Apparently they went to dinner. I don't

know when exactly, maybe it was the day

before or 2 days before, but they went to

dinner together and

I didn't even know about it. And then my

wife kept saying You did know about it. I

told you. I said that I was going to go

with— no, you didn't. And you didn't tell

me you were going to go on that day.

I don't know who— why am I so irritated

though? She, she was generally shocked

that I was so angry about it. We had this

massive fight. Look, I even damaged the

wall. Look at this. Look, I damaged the

wall here. You see these black marks?

It's because I was smashing the chair into

the wall. I nearly broke my iPad. I

punched it. I punched the screen, messed

up my table. I grabbed my bag and I

started to pack because I was so angry.

Because every time I had a go at her, she

would just say, well, you did this with

this other girl, and you also met other

girls. It's like everything I said, she

would just throw back in my face with,

you did it as well. Which really annoyed

me. So I grabbed my bag and I was going to

start packing, but she stopped me, and

then I pushed her and she fell over onto

the bed. And then I started smashing my

desk. I didn't pack, I just sat there on

my chair really angry. I was so angry. I

don't think I've ever been more angry.

There's a stupid Hong Kong guy pisses me

off so much because he's so Stupid.

If I stop replying to you, it means I

don't want to talk to you. It doesn't mean

start messaging my wife and go out for

dinner with her, you stupid idiot.

I don't want weirdos or guys meeting up

with my wife and going for dinner. I don't

mind if it's her own friends. If it's her

male friends from work or something,

that'd be completely okay. But I want to

keep all of this YouTube shit and Discord

stuff and people who know me separate to

my wife's life. That's my, my business.

All that YouTube stuff is my business, my

life. And then she has her friends and her

work friends and her life. I don't want

the 2 things crossing over. I don't

want people messaging her. And then this

is why I hate the fact that she's on

Discord and she's messaging all these

people. It really irritates me. And then

she complains because I told everyone that

we got back together. She says ever since

I announced that we got back together,

people have been messaging her weird

stuff. Well, it's her fault because she's

on Discord and she has her face on the

profile picture and she makes it clear

that it's her. She could have a secret

Discord and then she could still keep an

eye on what I'm saying, but no, she has to

let everyone know that it's her.

The stupid Hong Kong guy says in his

video, oh, all future videos with Chihiro

will be subtitled. Like, fuck, there'll be

future videos with Chihiro. If there's

ever a video with them 2 together again,

I'm just leaving.

Number one, I don't believe how both of

them can be so stupid. Number 1, how could

the Hong Kong guy be so dumb to think that

I would want to go for dinner even after

I've been ignoring him for the past 4

weeks? And why would he think that I'm

happy with him going out for dinner with

my wife? And why does my stupid wife think

I wouldn't be angry with her going out on

a secret dinner with some guy that I don't

like?

Obviously I'm gonna be angry with it.

It was a secret because I didn't know they

were gonna go, and I didn't even know they

were going on— going for dinner. I had no

idea about it. And she keeps claiming that

she told me. She didn't tell me. She

didn't make it clear that she was going to

go, because if I knew she was going to go,

I would have told her that if you go, I'm

going to be very, very pissed off.

Thank you, Marissa. Girls don't owe you

anything. I didn't say they owe me

anything. I said I'm pissed off because

she's meeting some idiot that I don't

like.

It's just so hypocritical because she

keeps complaining when I meet women, and

then she goes and meets guys, and then she

thinks it's okay just because She said the

reason why she met the Hong Kong guy

wasn't for sex, and the reason why I meet

girls is for sex. There's nothing stupid

sex. I'm not angry because I was worried

or jealous that she was going to have sex

with him. I don't think, I don't, I don't

suspect my wife of cheating because she's

never given me reason to.

It's completely different.

It's just so weird. What kind of guy?

Invites another guy's wife or girlfriend

to go out for dinner when we're not on

good terms. I don't know how he can think

that we're still on good terms when I

haven't even spoken to him in 4 weeks.

Isn't that kind of a clue that I don't

want to be friends with him if I stopped

talking to him? Why does he think I want

him to start hanging out with my wife?

That's just weird.

Why don't I like him? Because he's

annoying, boring. Every time I hung out

with him, it's just so boring, and he kept

spamming my messages. Let's do this for a

video, let's do this for a video. No, I

don't want to do anything for a bloody

video. I didn't hate him,

I'm not saying he's a bad person, I just

didn't get on with him. I didn't have any

interest in him, we didn't click. We had

nothing in common. I just didn't see any

point of carrying on talking to him

because he was just boring, so I blocked

him because I couldn't be bothered

explaining it. Maybe I should have because

obviously he didn't get the hint. That's

why I have no friends. Yeah, this is why I

don't want friends, because people are

fucking boring and annoying.

Every person I met recently have just

pissed me off. Bloody Sam. Shoving his

phone in my face, forcing me to speak to

his stupid friends. And then bloody Elvis

the Alien. I go and make an interview

video with him, he spends 7 minutes of the

stupid interview telling everyone how I

lied to my viewers and faked stuff.

Thanks a lot.

Didn't have to go on and on about it for 7

bloody minutes. Oh, but Daniel, you said

you were in an Airbnb, but in this video

you said you were back. Yeah, so fucking

what? I just stretched out the whole we

were separated thing a little bit so I

could do homeless stuff. Is it really that

much of a surprise that a YouTuber doesn't

explain everything 100% accurately for

video content? Is it really that much of a

surprise? Didn't have to keep banging on

about it. 7 minutes.

I wasn't even gonna tell him, but I felt

bad lying to his face because he's such a

friendly, nice guy.

And then he messaged me on Twitter saying,

Daniel, if you have a camera on you, you

have to make it very clear that you don't

want something to be said on a video.

Well, I'm pretty sure I said don't tell

anyone, and then he tells everyone. He

said he didn't think it would be a problem

because I already told my audience about

it. Yeah, but I didn't think you were

gonna go on and on and on about it for 7

minutes saying how much of a liar I am.

I wasn't even gonna tell him at first

because I knew he was gonna say something

in his video. I thought it wouldn't matter

that much. Now I've got loads of people

just saying, oh, it's fake, fake, fake.

Shut up. Just because I faked one thing

doesn't mean everything's fake, and

nothing's even fake. We were separated.

We were just not separated as long as I

told everyone we were. And I wasn't faking

being homeless. I never said I was

actually homeless. People keep saying,

oh, you faked being homeless. No, I

didn't. I never said, hey guys, I'm

homeless, I'm living in a tent. If you

watch the bloody video, I clearly said I'm

not actually staying in a tent. I'm not

at— I even clearly said I'm not actually

staying at the net cafe. I never said I

was actually homeless.

Stupid idiots. They don't even

watch the video and they start typing

their stupid fucking comment even though I

haven't watched the video and they don't

even know what they're talking about.

Thank you, Patrick, and, uh,

$100 smoky. Yeah,

I know I fake stuff, but you have to

understand that I'm under a lot of

pressure. I've got to keep stupid YouTube

audience happy. I've got to keep my stupid

wife happy. Do you know how difficult that

is? My wife was pressuring me not to tell

people that we got back together because

she didn't want her friends to find out,

she didn't want her family to find out,

and she didn't want people messaging her

saying weird stuff.

And I was getting good views from doing

the homeless stuff, so I wanted to carry

on with that because I had other ideas

that I wanted to do. So what if I just

dragged it out a little longer? I

eventually told everyone that we got back

together again. What's the big deal?

It's not fake, it's just the timelines are

a bit different to what actually happened.

Irritating. I lost like 200 subscribers

because people were saying, oh, I'm

unsubscribing because I subbed for the

honesty. You do realize that I was— the

only reason you found out that I was being

dishonest was because I was honest and I

told you about it. I was being honest that

I, I wasn't 100% truthful about

it. That's why you know, because I was

honest about it. Stupid idiots.

People don't know what they're talking

about and they write these stupid comments

on my videos. Pisses me off.

I kind of regret doing the Elvis video now

actually because it didn't even help my

channel. I got like a couple thousand new

subs but views aren't really going up.

Didn't really make any difference apart

from Made me look bad because now it looks

like I fake stuff for content.

I wish I didn't tell him.

Oh, this is why I hate people.

Has Kanaito been harassing you lately?

No, I haven't heard anything from Kanaito.

Oh, if I found out my wife met Kanaito, I

think I would just smash the whole

apartment and then leave. Cannot stand

these idiots and freaks that I accumulate

from the channel talking to my wife.

Just The fact that they're talking to her

pisses me off. Knowing that one of them

met her behind my back secretly— so

fucking irritating. You don't

message a guy's wife and arrange to go to

dinner with her.

The line of contact is me and Casey,

and then me, my wife. There's no line of

contact between my wife and Casey.

I didn't catch that. Shut up, Siri, I'm

not talking to you. Fucking Siri keeps

activating. I didn't even say, hey Siri.

So imagine how Elvis would feel if his

wife secretly met up with Keemstar and

then made a video together slagging Elvis

off. I don't think he would be happy with

that either. So I think I'm just— my anger

is justified. Look, I'm sweating from

anger.

Can she not have friends? Yeah, she can

have friends. She can have her own

friends. I don't want her being friends

with people I don't like or people

that know me because of my channel.

That's separate. That's my,

my private, my business.

I don't want it to be connected with her.

Anyway, I don't know if I want to make a

video about this because no one's going to

take my side. No one ever fucking takes my

side. It's always my fault, isn't it? And

then they'll just say, oh, Daniel, you're

being a hypocrite because you did all that

as well and worse. And then it'll just

give more views to that stupid Hong Kong

guy's channel. So irritating. I wish you'd

stop making videos about me, just using my

name to get views. Make your own videos.

Stop trying to use my wife's name and my

name. And then he puts in the description,

more future videos with Chihiro. Fuck off.

It's not going to be future videos with

fucking Chihiro.

Trying to use my wife to get views. Only I

get to use my wife to get views, no one

else.

Yesterday was just a complete nightmare.

It was horrible. I wanted to leave.

I wanted to leave so badly.

I just got so upset that she didn't

realize how upset I'd be.

Thank you. Grim hates.

I'm so glad I didn't break my iPad. I

punched it right in the screen. Good thing

I'm not very strong. Can you imagine if I

was strong? Jesus, I would have broken my

chair, my iPad.

I don't know why I'm getting so angry. I

never thought of myself as a violent

person. Ever since this marriage,

I've done things that I'm really ashamed

of. I've broken things, I've smashed

things. I didn't want to become

a violent person. I always thought of

those other men, you know, who beat their

wives and they get angry and they break

stuff. I always looked down on them, and

now I'm basically one of them as well.

I'm so disappointed in myself.

I just get so angry and I just— I can't

express myself well using words. I just

want to break stuff. Thank you,

Peter. Meditate.

I don't know how to meditate.

Did I cry? No, I didn't cry.

Good thing that iPad screen's pretty

strong. I did punch it quite hard with my

Break your face? Why would I break my

Oh, I've had 3 massive arguments in, in

the same week. Can you believe it? The

first one was because I was talking

about my ideal woman having wide big hips

and a big ass, and then because I said the

Turkish girl was tight as a joke. She

wasn't even that tight. I don't even know

why I said it. And then because of the

stupid Hong Kong guy. Thanks a lot. For

nearly ruining my marriage. Why can't he

understand that I don't want to talk to

him, and I don't want to go out for

dinner, and I don't want him talking to my

wife? Is it that difficult to understand?

And people call me the autistic one who

doesn't understand social clues. This

guy's on another level. When a guy doesn't

talk to you anymore, it doesn't mean he

wants you to start talking to his wife and

go out on dinner with him. With her.

You can't stop him from talking to

Chihiro. Yeah, I know I can't, but I can

express how angry I am.

And Chihiro better keep it secret if she

wants to carry on talking to him, because

I find— if I find out they're still

chatting and stuff,

I will not be happy.

Because I don't want him making videos

using her. I wish I never made a video

with him now. I didn't know he was going

to make a YouTube channel. This is what

pisses me off when people have YouTube

channels. I like James and that Japanese

guy because they didn't have poxy YouTube

channels. Now this stupid Hong Kong guy

got this dumb idea in his head of making

one. That's one of— that's another reason

why I didn't want to be friends with him

anymore, because when you get YouTube

involved, it just makes everything toxic.

Everything just becomes all about views

and trying to grow your channel, and it's

not genuine. If I'm going to be friends

with someone, I don't want to be friends

with someone because they have a YouTube

I already gave him loads of shoutouts.

Don't want to give him any more traffic.

Hate it. I hate being friends with people

who have YouTube channels. It's so

annoying. You think— well, at first I

thought it'll be fun. Oh, I, I'm into

YouTube and I have a channel. Maybe it'd

be nice having friends who are also doing

YouTube. No, it's, it's so annoying,

especially when they try and get you to do

stuff. Like Sam kept trying to make me do

stuff on camera. It was really irritating.

At least when I met David Bond, he didn't

keep whipping his camera out to make a

bloody video. It was just a nice relaxed

meeting, just chatting.

Thank you for the Super Chat. Sorry if I'm

not paying much attention to it.

That's why I hate streaming as well,

because I get pissed off if I stream for

hours and hours and no one gives me a

Super Chat. And I can't complain about it

because then it makes me sound like I'm

just moaning because I'm not getting

money. I see that idiot Sora the Troll

stream, he gets hundreds and hundreds of

dollars. And it makes me feel bad

when I get fuck all.

Fucking Sora the Troll, everyone loves

him, gets 10K likes on his stupid videos.

I hate it when people like people and they

don't like me. And then recently another

channel overtook me, that stupid idiot

Dogen. I fucking hate him too.

Thinks he's so good because he speaks

perfect Japanese.

Oh, everyone loves them, everyone hates

me. Yeah, fuck you all as well.

People think they can hate on me.

God, I hate Dogen so much. Look at his

pompous smug face when he speaks in

Japanese. Thinks he's so good, doesn't he?

Doing this stupid comedy based off

of the Japanese language. What is he, a

Japanese teacher or comedian? You can't be

both. Why would you want an American

Japanese teacher? If I'm going to learn

Japanese, I'll look for a Japanese person

to teach me. And then he's charging $10 a

month on his stupid Patreon. Somehow he

has 1,600 idiots signed up to it.

And all he does is teach phonetics. He

doesn't even teach all the other stuff.

He charges $10 a month just for phonetics.

There's more to phonetics than learning a

language. Stupid big

forehead, orange face.

I can't even get 40 people on my stupid

Patreon. Okay, I don't offer anything on

my Patreon. It's because no

one's on it, so I feel like what's the

point if I make stuff for it and no one's

on it? So what's the point? Try making

stuff, no one cared.

So do you think I'm overreacting about the

Hong Kong guy thing?

I don't know if making a video would be a

good idea. I don't know, I don't know what

else to make a video about. Can't be arsed

anymore. I hate making videos. So boring.

People don't even like me. They don't even

like what I make. So it feels like,

what's the point?

Everyone just hates on me.

I try and make the videos funny, people

don't get it, and then they start calling

me names.

Daniel, you should stop posting. I can't

stop posting because I need money. If I

had another job or some other way to make

money, then I probably would stop posting.

The only videos I enjoy making are the

cooking ones, but no one gives a shit

about me cooking, do they?

And then everyone says my, my cooking's

bad as well. It's not bad. You get these

idiots saying, why don't you season the

steak? I put bacon and cheese on top of

it. That is the seasoning. Bacon and

cheese is salty. If I season the steak,

it'll just be one salty mess.

People always complain about the

seasoning. You don't need to season

everything. That's why you'll have high

blood cholesterol and too much salt in

your blood in America, and everyone's

dying of heart attacks because you

overseason everything. You know, you can

actually enjoy food without sprinkling,

shoveling salt all over it. You can just

enjoy the taste of the actual food. If you

want salt, why don't you just Lick some

salt. Telling me how to cook?

Yeah, I don't like to overseason stuff and

fill it full of salt because I like to

enjoy the flavor of the ingredients.

You can enjoy your heart attack and your

high cholesterol. Rather enjoy the flavor

of the steak.

And then I made kimchi fried rice. People

complain about that as well. You know how

salty kimchi is? You don't have to add

salt when you have kimchi. And people

telling me that I don't know how to cook—

I've been cooking for the last 10 years.

I can't really be angry with my wife

because I think she genuinely didn't know

that I'd be so upset with it, and she did

say sorry. So I suppose I

can't be angry at her, but I'm still

angry. She shouldn't have gone in the

first place.

And I don't know how angry I can be at the

Hong Kong guy because I don't think he did

it to spite me or to upset me. I think

he's just really stupid. Oh wow,

thank you, By Night Speed. So generous.

I think I will not make the video thanks

to, um, By Night Speed, because I think

it's just gonna make me look bad, isn't

it? I just wanted to vent because

I am really angry about it, but I feel

like I don't have the right to be angry

about it because the Hong Kong guy didn't

do it to anger me. I think he's just dumb.

I just can't help but feel angry about it

I just don't like my wife meeting people

from my channel. I don't think I'd be

angry— I don't think I'd be angry if it

was just her guy friend from work.

I don't like it when people from my

channel and my Discord server start

messing with my private life like that.

You know, there's boundaries and personal

space, and I feel like he crossed his

boundary. I had this irritating friend

called Dean when I was in school.

Oh, thank you, Wes. Time to make a change.

Well, I need to vent somewhere. Maybe

venting on the stream is better than

making a whole video because there's only

800 people here. That's like 800 views.

If I made a video, that'd be thousands and

thousands. So maybe it's more— it's better

for damage control if I just vent on

stream. What was I saying? Yeah, I had

this irritating friend called Dean and he

would just invite himself over to my house

all the time. When I was about 14, he

would just come over and ring the

doorbell, and then I ignored the doorbell

and he would start throwing stones at my

window. Why do these people

think like that? Don't come to my house

unless I invited you. We had this family

get-together and I was playing Halo with

my cousins, and he just shows up standing

there outside my My bedroom. All right,

Daniel. All right, Daniel.

Fuck off, Dane. I tried to ignore him. He

didn't get the hint that I wasn't happy

with him being there. And then I tried

running away, and then he started chasing

me around the garden like a spastic.

Oh, thank you, Judy Bobuti.

Keep up with the cooking. Yeah, I do want

to do more cooking. I want to make fish

cakes next. The cooking is the only thing

I enjoy when I make videos. I don't

actually enjoy, uh,

well, I kind of do enjoy ranting. It feels

good. I don't really enjoy talking about

topics, but sometimes I think maybe people

will be interested in this topic if I talk

about it. I'm not actually interested in

talking about the topic. Like open

relationships, for example. Couldn't give

a shit about open relationships. I just

thought you guys would be interested in

listening. Obviously not, since it didn't

even get 12K views.

And then Dane would just constantly phone

me all the time, and then he would just

invite himself over to my house. And one

time he came up to my room, he said,

where's your sister? I said, she's ill.

She's in her bedroom. And then he just

went into my sister's bedroom. Who the

hell does that? You're not my sister's

friend, you're my friend. You're not

supposed to go into my sister's bedroom

when I just told you she's ill.

And one of the reasons why I didn't want

to make friends, because I wanted to

avoid— I wanted to avoid these idiots like

And some people are just too friendly.

They're just overly friendly,

and they don't understand when I want you

to go away.

You should see Dean right now. Jesus

Christ, he looks like a mess. If you think

my teeth look yellow, his teeth are yellow

and black, and he's balding, and he's got

these massive hoop earrings in his

earlobes. He looks like he does cocaine or

something. I saw him— last time I saw him

was a few years ago at the petrol station.

I was so shocked that that's what he

looked like. I danced with his mum. His

mum works at the petrol station as well.

We went to a Christmas party, company

Christmas party, And we were on the disco

floor, and then his mum started— his mum

grabbed me and started doing like the

tango with me. It was so weird.

I didn't even know it was his mum until I

saw her name. I said, are you Dean's mum?

And she said, yeah. I never met his mum

even though I went over his house a lot.

His parents were never there. There's one

time me and Jay went over to his house to

play Xbox, and his dog— he had this

massive Great Dane dog, and it just

started pissing all over the place. And me

and Jay just left to let him clean it

all up. The dog pissed all over the place.

It was a mess,

and the whole house stunk of dog. Jay

left, so I decided to go as well. I didn't

want to be stuck with Dean.

He smelled weird.

And then Dean punched me in the stomach

one day, and then that was just when I had

enough. I just cut ties with him. Me,

Glasscock, and Dean went over to Jay's

house because it was his birthday or

something, and then we were messing around

in the garden and they were like play

wrestling. What happened?

I think Glasscock was beating up Jay or

something. No, wait,

Dean. I can't remember what happened.

Dean was beating up Glasscock, so I

was trying to stop Dean, so I was jumping

on his back and punching him on his back,

and then Dean got angry, actually angry,

and he turned around and he just punched

me in the stomach. And it knocked the wind

out me so hard. I collapsed and I couldn't

breathe. I was like, I couldn't breathe.

I've never been punched in the stomach

that hard before. Just one punch in the

stomach is enough to bring you down. It's

crazy. And then after that, I just hated

him. I guess technically it was my fault

because I was punching him on the back and

being annoying prick. But he didn't have

to punch me so hard. Jesus,

knocked the wind right out of me.

I don't even know why I was trying to save

Glasscock. He was such a prick. I hated

him so much. If you Google his name,

Glasscock, he's actually a convicted

criminal. I only found out about this

because some haters found out about it and

tried messaging him about me. Oh, thank

you, Patrick. Onision's being

investigated. I don't care about Onision,

it's just so dumb. I think the recent

Onision freakout videos are hilarious.

Like, it's so funny. I never liked

Onision's content, I think it's stupid,

but his recent freakout stuff actually

makes me laugh. The way he's just

screaming and doing random stuff like

pouring kombucha over himself. I know it's

like acted— acting— because he thinks of

himself as like this really good actor and

he's really into pretending to be the

Joker. I know it's like fake acting, but

still it's really funny. I think he should

just go with it, like pretend he's on the

run from the FBI and set up camp in the

woods and then, I don't know, run away to

Thailand or something. What was I saying?

Yeah, Glasscock has an article on the

news, a news article on him about how he

attacked some guy with a broken bottle, a

glass bottle, and he injured the guy's

neck and the guy had to go to hospital and

get stitches. I don't know if he was— I

don't know if Glasscock was sent to jail.

I think he had to go to court, but he

pleaded self-defense or something. He got

away with it. He sounds a bit

crazy. I'd be pretty scared if I bumped

into him in Maidstone. He was pretty

violent at school. He would always be

punching me. It sounds

like a bit of a nutcase. I thought he'd

grow up and mature, but it sounds like he

just grew up into like a violent person.

If you read the article, it says something

like some guy was messaging Glasscott's

girlfriend trying to provoke Glasscock.

And then they met up outside a pub and

the guy took off his belt, and then

Glasscock brought a glass bottle and then

smashed it to turn it into a weapon. This

is so funny to read. I was like, I can't

believe I went to— I can't believe I was

friends with this guy. He sounds like a

complete nutcase. Swedlands sure

does turn out a lot of nutcases, does,

doesn't it? If you Google No, if you

search Swadlens on YouTube, that's the

school I went to. There's actually loads

of videos from kids because, you know,

now kids have smartphones. There's loads

of videos from kids that go to that school

now that upload random stuff. It's weird

that I used to go there. Back in my day,

we didn't have smartphones. YouTube wasn't

really a thing. 2000, year 2000 to 2005.

We didn't have YouTube.

We had really old cell phones, mobile

phones like the Nokia 3310. Phones were

just coming out with cameras when I was a

kid. If you had a camera on your phone,

people thought, wow, you're rich. It would

cost you like $500 to get a Samsung flip

phone with a camera, and then the camera

wasn't even good. It was like black and

white— no, not black and white, it was

color, but it was really low resolution.

Like one megapixel.

Those were the days. Nokia 3310 playing

Snake.

I feel kind of stupid now for getting so

angry about it. After venting.

About the whole Hong Kong guy thing, I

feel pretty stupid. Oh,

I don't know why I got so angry. I just

don't like it. People annoy

me very easily. I have a very low

tolerance when it comes to getting

annoyed. If people annoy me, then you're

out. I block you and I know I don't talk

to you ever again, or I don't meet you

Oh, I feel so much better now. Yesterday

was crazy. If I showed you the fight we

had on YouTube, I'd get banned. It was

like DaddyOFive kind of stuff. I grabbed

that chair and I was smashing against the

wall, and I was smashing my laptop on the—

I'm surprised it didn't break. Oh.

What a wild ride.

Why are you venting to us? Because if I

just vent myself, it doesn't really help.

I got some new stuff if you want to see.

Where is it? I've got this Sony camera.

Oh, it's in my bag.

I don't even know why I bought it. It's

because I watch Bold and Bankrupt and

Harold Boulder, and they both use this

camera, and I thought, I want that camera

as well. But it's really hard to use

because there's no screen. I tied this

foam onto it to stop the wind blowing.

I don't know why I bought it. Okay, it's

good because it's wide angle, but it

doesn't fisheye like my GoPro does,

and it sounds quite good. But apart from

that, it's not really that much different

to the GoPro. It's actually harder to use

because you can't see what you're filming.

I guess you just point it at what you want

to film and then it films it, but I like

to see what I'm filming when I'm filming.

I guess Bold and Bankrupt doesn't really

And I got the Osmo Action. I don't like

the Osmo Action either because it's

not as wide angle as the GoPro. It's too

cropped in. I like wide angle,

but I don't like it too wide because then

it becomes fisheye. So I've got the GoPro,

the Osmo Action, and the stupid Sony. I

don't know why I have so many cameras.

I don't know which one I like. I like the

Osmo because it has this front-facing

screen, which is good, but it's too small.

I can't see it very well because my

eyesight is bad. I like the Sony because,

because it looks weird. It's like a weird

shape, but it's hard to use.

I like the GoPro, but I

don't know what I dislike about the GoPro.

I guess the GoPro is fine.

I like these little action cameras because

they're small. I don't want to carry a big

camera around. I'm using

my phone now.

So any questions? I don't really think I

have anything else to say about the Hong

Kong guy. I guess I feel a bit bad. The

reason why I didn't tell him that I didn't

want to be friends with him was because I

felt bad about it,

but he's just so boring. I don't want to

talk to him anymore, and I don't want to

make videos with him. I didn't want to

tell him that directly because I didn't

want to hurt his feelings, but I just got

so angry with yesterday's dinner thing I

just stopped caring. But now I feel bad

No, I didn't tell him anything. I didn't

say anything, but he's gonna hear it now,

isn't he?

It's just annoying when someone you don't

like secretly meets up with your wife and

then makes a video of them two slagging

you off behind your back. I felt a bit

disrespected and insulted.

I owe you a dollar for showing your face.

Oh, I didn't see your request.

Now I feel really self-conscious about my

teeth because people keep saying it looks

and I didn't notice this, but the teeth on

the side of my face are pretty yellow. I

didn't realize it's so yellow, like this

one. Is a lot more yellow than the other

Now I'm really self-conscious about it

because people keep picking out flaws

in my face, saying my teeth are yellow.

They do kind of look yellow when I hold up

something white.

I think my teeth look pretty good

considering I'm 30 and I haven't been to

the dentist since I was 14. All those

people who have really nice looking teeth,

they have nice looking teeth because they

go to the dentist and they get it

whitened. Now I'm thinking about getting

my teeth whitened. I don't think

my teeth look that bad compared to other

people. Especially when you live in Japan,

everyone has terrible teeth. You see the

teeth some girls have— crooked, sticking

out weird angles, overlapping.

I only have a few crooked ones at the

I brush my teeth every day 2 times

for about 5 or 7 minutes. You've seen me

brush my teeth on stream. I brush them for

like 10 minutes, don't I? Oh, thank you,

Andy. I welcome level 1 Faniel. I forgot

I had members on my channel. Yeah, I got

members activated on my channel finally,

and I made some perks, but they're not

very good. So for level 1, which is 99

cents, you get special members only.

I feel so stupid saying this. You get

special members only community posts. Oh,

and you get, uh, I was doing early access

to videos because usually I wait until

midnight to release videos, but I was

giving early access. I kind of got lazy

and stopped sharing the link. And then for

level 2, which is $2.99, you were supposed

to get some special members-only videos.

I got lazy and I didn't make any. No, I

made one and I felt like people didn't

care, so I stopped making them. And then

I've got one stupid level where it's $50

and it's just play Rainbow Six with me.

It's just like a joke level.

I don't really know what I can offer you.

You know, I'm not like Chris Broad who

has all this professional stuff and

teaches you things and behind-the-scenes

bloopers. I don't have all that stuff, so

I find it very difficult thinking of

things I can offer people for money.

It's not like my videos are

well-made or pieces of art.

It's just me rambling for 10 minutes about

nonsense.

I get jealous though. I see Chris's

Patreon. He has 2,500 people paying him

a minimum of $1 a month,

so he's making bare minimum of $2,500

on Patreon alone. And you can bet your

bottom that at least a couple hundred are

paying for the next level. So a couple

hundred are paying at least $2. That's

like $500 plus $1,000 or $2,000.

He's making at least $4,000 on Patreon.

I'm not saying he doesn't deserve it. His

videos are bloody good. As much as I hate

to admit it, But that stupid Chris's

Videos and Channels channel is pretty well

made. Oh, I hate

it when people are better than me and

you went to the same school as me.

Someone else mentioned me. I can't

remember who it was. Oh, Terry TV. What

the hell happened to Terry TV's channel,

by the way? It looks kind of dead. He

went, he went super viral with those

animated videos, and then he stopped doing

animated videos. Now he's trying to do

vlogs again, and they're getting really

low views. He mentioned me in his Onision

video. He said Oh, Onision's just acting

up like hiding in my room does.

I'm not acting up, I'm just angry.

I have emotions.

Why don't I offer artwork? I don't really

do art anymore.

Last thing I drew was the grandfather

video, and I was so upset that people

didn't care about it. I said to myself,

that's it, I'm never doing any more

drawings ever again. People obviously

don't care. I put so much time and effort

into doing the grandfather video, didn't

even get 9k views. No one

cared. I was so upset.

People would rather see me just complain

about my wife.

It just hurts my feelings when I do put

effort into a video and then people don't

I feel tired now. We're going to England

That's if we don't have another argument

before then.

I think I would like to go back to England

with her. If we broke up, I don't know

what I'd do. Let's say we

broke up. Where would I go?

Um, I don't know. So tricky.

I was tempted to go to Korea. Because I

see all these other videos from these very

tiny channels. They make videos like first

day in Korea and they get millions of

views because, you know, K-pop is a

massive thing. So I was tempted to go to

Korea because it's kind of like Japan,

plus it's really popular to go to Korea

But I kept imagining how it would be if I

actually went to Korea. I would just be

there all alone. Know anyone in Korea.

I'd be really depressed. Nothing, nothing

would change. It would just be the same.

I'd just be stuck in an Airbnb playing

Rainbow Six. Maybe I'd go out, do a bit of

sightseeing. That'll just be a few days,

and then what? I've got nothing to do

I don't really want to go to other

countries. I'm not interested in

traveling. I don't like traveling. I think

it's boring. I went to Germany and I felt

so depressed. I just felt like, what am I

doing here? I felt so out of place, like I

didn't belong there at all. At least I

have a Japanese wife, so it kind of gives

me a legitimate reason to be in Japan. If

I didn't have a Japanese wife, I'd feel

like, why am I in Japan?

That's the problem with being half. You

don't really feel like you belong

anywhere. At least if you're white, then

you kind of feel at home amongst other

white people.

I'm English. I have an English attitude

and personality and upbringing, but I

don't look English. I don't look white.

People are always surprised when I say I'm

English. Oh, I didn't think you were from

England because you're not white.

At least if you're Black, people aren't

that surprised if you're from America or

England. But when you're Asian,

everyone's like, wow, an Asian person with

an English accent. How the hell did that

happen? I guess it's kind of like if you

see a Black person who's Chinese or

Japanese, you think, wait, you're Japanese

but you're Black? How?

And then you go to Asia but you don't

really feel like you fit in because you

still don't look that Asian compared to an

Asian person, and you don't speak the

Asian languages, you don't have the same

way of thinking.

And then you get idiots trying to make you

feel bad. You know what I can't stand?

There's like this group of people who say

the same thing. They say, I refuse to

accept that you're English because you're

not white. And then they say this stupid

analogy. It's the same one. They say,

just because a horse— no way, how does it

go? Just because a mouse is born in a

stable doesn't mean it's a horse. I swear

there's been 10 people who use the exact

same analogy but with different animals.

It's so annoying because,

oh, it's so wrong and

so racist.

They're mixing up nationality and

ethnicity. They're saying A mouse isn't

a horse just because it's born in a

stable. But how— mouses,

mice, and horse are different species.

If the mouse was born in the stable, then

yeah, it's from the stable because it was

born in the stable,

just like the horses. The horse is from

stable land if it's born in a stable. So

is the mouse. House. If it's born in the

stable, it means it's from the stable.

Pisses me off so much, and I feel

frustrated because I can't come up with a

good comeback.

It's like they're saying you're not

English because you're not white. What a

load of rubbish. You— your nationality

depends on where you're born. That's the

whole point of where you come from. You

come from a place because you're born

there. It doesn't matter what your stupid

skin color is.

And people say that with my ex-girlfriend

because, you know, I had a French

girlfriend. As soon as I say she

wasn't white and she was originally— she's

ethnic— ethnically Thai, they say, oh,

She's Thai then, she's not French.

Even though, okay, technically she wasn't

born in France, she was born in Thailand,

but she was adopted by a French couple

when she was a baby and then brought back

to France and brought up in France as a

French person. So I see her as a French

person.

When you say French, people think of

white. Yeah, I know, and I do the same. I

think of an English person, I think of a

white person, because statistically, you

know, there's more white people in those

countries and Originally those were 100%

white people countries, but that was in

the past. Things change. Now we have

people of different color living and being

born in all different kinds of countries.

You can't just say, I refuse to accept

that you are XXX nationality just because

you're not the same skin color as what

they used to be. That's just dumb. People

migrate. Move countries all the time.

America used to be home of the Native

Americans. Now it's mostly white people.

Things change.

People don't belong to one area. They move

around. Ah, people so stupid.