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It's just weird because I had lots of fun times hanging out with guys like George Trumbly, and then the Canadian guy James, and then that guy in Korea, he was nice. But then just because you have a few bad experiences, it makes you not want to do it anymore.

Very weird.

Wow, it's really raining. Look at the clouds coming.

I guess I'm not high enough to be above the clouds. I think you have to be right at the top, and then still, I don't think you'd be— still, you still wouldn't be in the clouds. Maybe if it was foggy and the clouds were like

low. You know, the great thing about getting into a relationship or even getting married, it makes you feel like, oh yes, I've won. I've ascended from this rat race of having to socialize. So I feel like people are socializing for mostly one goal, to find a partner.

Or at least kill time until they find a partner, because it's better than sitting in your room alone. And then once you've found your husband or your wife, then you kind of dial back on the socializing and networking because you found your wife now. And then when I found Tahira, I felt like, fuck the guest house, fuck

Tinder, finally got a partner now. Felt good.

Now I'm back at square one.

Don't know what to do now.

I think I feel very unmotivated when it comes to dating here because the women have such high standards.

Seems like, I don't know, where are all the girls who just want to like mess around first and then see if we like each other? All the women here are very serious. Like, first we have to go on a date and then see if we have chemistry and then see if our goals line up, because I'm looking

for someone stable

and secure to make a future with. So they're planning out their whole lives before even the first date happens. So how do you even know

It's just really dumb.

I guess they just know what they want and then they're not wasting time because there's like dozens of other men that probably have, have what they want. So why bother with a man who doesn't have what you want unless he's like really hot, which I'm not.

My plans for tonight? Well, I'm just gonna make dinner and then cry into my pillow.

I've got £4,000 coming in,

so I want to invest it, but I'm not sure what to invest it into. Maybe Amazon.

Still want to put it in something and then it goes down 10% the next week. I hate when that happens. Every time you buy some stocks and then bloody next week it's down 10%.

Yeah, I'm just gonna wait until something big happens before investing this next big chunk of money. I'm not just— because before I had this mentality of I need to have all my money in the stock market all the time. I feel like that's not a good way of doing it

unless you're willing to wait like 5 years.

So I'm only gonna buy stuff when it's crashed hard off bad news, like 20% crash. I should have gone Pinterest. Ah, damn it, that crashed like 20%. It's bounced back straight up.

Amazon's still down 7 or 8%. I don't know if it'll go down further.

How much money do I have left? I probably have about $30K now.

So back to where I started. I should have really— I should have like $40K now. Really, it should have $50K if I didn't lose my gains. But I lost my gains, I lost $98K of my investment, initial investment. But you know, I've made money since then because it's been, what, 8 months? I made, I made money since

then, so it's been adding up.

Yeah, crypto is doing well. Too bad I only have $500 in Ethereum. I actually got a 65% gain on some of my Ethereum, but I only put $30 into it. I get 65% gain and I've only got $30 in it. Great. So I've made $17.

Doge still hasn't really gone up though. It's gone up a bit. It's kind of so stupid though because I sold a lot of my, my Bitcoin mining stocks a month ago when Bitcoin was at $32K. Now it's at $45K, $44K. Yeah, another great decision. I swear every time I do something, the opposite thing happens. It's like every

single time.

So I thought maybe there's a chance it could drop down to $20K.

Well, I left a couple thousand in Ethereum Doge and Riot. So at least I'm, I'm getting a bit of gains.

I

should have put more in Alibaba. That went up 12%. That was a good one. See, when I get good, good gains, I don't put enough money in, and then When I put too much money in, it crashes.

Typical.

Why am I against index funds? Because they're at all-time highs. I'm not gonna buy it at all-time high.

NASDAQ and S&P 500 have been at all-time highs for like weeks now, months. S&P hasn't even had a correction. NASDAQ's had like 2 corrections, whipped it back down to $12K, and now it's just like soaring to $16K. I'm not buying it now.

I'm interested in Amazon, Google. I want to have a quarter of my money in blue chips now when they have a pullback,

and then I want some, some growth stocks like Corsair Gaming. What else is there?

Maybe Tattooed Chef.

I'm not sure.

I just— I should just find some good companies that I'm happy to keep putting money into, that I feel confident with.

It's just I don't really know. I still got BNGO, that's up 12%. Don't know what's gonna happen Christmas 2021. Where will the stocks be?

ARK Invest— my investment app doesn't have ARK Invest.

EToro has it. I'd rather put the money into my copy trade because then at least I'm not doing it. The copy trade guy, he's buying and selling, so that's nice because I don't have to worry about what to buy and sell.

I bought value stocks at all-time highs too. I bought Walgreens Boots, JP Morgan, and Altria when they were all-time highs, and now they're all down 5-10%.

Walgreens Boots has been down 10% for me for months now because I bought when it was going up and up.

So that wasn't great.

I feel like Chinese stocks,

they're a good— they, they were a good deal a couple weeks ago. So I put $1,500 into Chinese growth ETF and Alibaba, which is doing well.

Yeah, Chinese stocks crashed recently, which is why it's good to buy now. I bought Alibaba at 182, now it's at nearly 200.

Why don't you make your written investment Why don't you—

why write it? Write it down for what?

No, I don't think that China will destroy its economy. They just want to control it a little bit,

keep them in line.

Maybe I should just day trade with the $11K. Use the $11K portfolio to do day trading because my $1K day trading is up quite, quite a lot. It's up like 38% in 2 weeks. If I— if that was $10K instead of $1K, I'd be up like $4K from day trading in 2 weeks.

No, it's too risky. I nearly lost like $700 from shorting Robinhood. That was wild. I felt like I wanted to jump out the window or something. You heard that guy committed suicide after he lost like a million on Robinhood? Jesus.

That must be so depressing. You lose so much money.

I just wonder, maybe I should just not touch it and just leave it. But that's what I was doing before, and then I lost all my gains and then half my money.

So the just buy it and leave it thing kind of ruined me. If I just sold when I had like 50% gains, I'd be laughing right now. So that's why I'm kind of against the whole buy it and leave it and forget it. Thing. I want to buy and then sell a 10-15% gain.

I feel like after getting a 20% gain, I kind of want to sell it because I feel like I'm risking it.

I just need to make some good investments now, so in January

I got some extra money.

Sometimes I think what I failed to understand in the beginning was sometimes things run up way too fast. And when that happens, you should sell because usually it comes back down.

And then all the stocks I had just kind of shot up. I think BNGO did like a 3x within a week. I should have sold that.

Yeah, that Tesla trade was good. I bought Tesla right before the S&P inclusion when it was about 400, and I made— I think I made £2,000.

Could have made like 4K if I just held it. I didn't know it was going to go up to 800. I sold it at 650.

Oh, I heard Tesla sued Top Gear back in 2008 because Jeremy Clarkson trash-talked the Roadster back then when electric cars were like just becoming a brand new thing.

They, they did like a parody review of the Tesla Roadster and they just didn't take it seriously. They had like skits where it blew up or something, and it was really bad. Apparently Elon Musk was really upset about it because they thought, okay, we'll give our new electric Roadster to Top Gear, the most popular car show in

the UK, that will help us. And instead Top Gear just kind of trashed them, apparently causing them £200K loss in sales. They tried to sue Top Gear, but they got rejected or something. And then in Grand Tour, because I'm watching Grand Tour now, 2018, they reviewed the Tesla Model S, and then he had like a team of

lawyers in the car to make sure he didn't say anything. I think James May, back in 2000-something, he said, oh, electric cars are never gonna become a thing, they're just like a fad, a gimmick. That didn't age well. That didn't age well at all. I have to look up the clip. I just saw it in quotes,

but I guess back in 2010, yeah, electric cars must have been seen as a bit of a joke. And they run out of battery straight away. There's all these electrical fire worries.

Well, now even the, the big car companies are making electric vehicles. Ford, Volkswagen. Isn't Lamborghini also electrifying its cars? It's all going to be electric.

And when it's like 2050, 2060, it'll probably be rare to see a combustion engine car. It'll be like one of those really old things. People have. You know, like back in the day, old people would drive around in those really old cars just for fun,

just to show off that you had one.

Like that car from Brum. Do you remember that cartoon? Not cartoon, like a children's show. The really old-fashioned cars with a little horn on the front, like Wind in the Willows style.

I wish I could get a Tesla. They look cool. But look at the traffic. I'd get so stressed out driving, just stuck in the traffic. You gotta watch out. You gotta be so aware and alert that you're not gonna hit someone. There's so many things you gotta keep your eye on. You gotta keep your eye on the

road, what's in front, what's behind, pedestrians, cyclists. Oh my God, it would drive me crazy.

I feel like I'd have a bad accident if I learned to drive.

Do I recommend using dating apps? Depends really. If you got like soft boy look, then you're not gonna do well here. My pictures on Tinder are just like the soft boy beta Asian boy look. I need to take some new photos, maybe like get that bold filter. I need like bold and beardy, square jaw look. Get rid

of glasses too.

The soft boy look just doesn't really work well.

It works really well in Japan cuz,

um, the soft boy look is popular in Japan, you know. You got Well, they're not really— they used to be very famous, you know, the Johnnies, J-pop groups, boy bands. They would have that like soft boy look. That's why I kind of have this look, because I was very influenced by Johnnies and J-pop

and like the Japanese guy look.

Where looking feminine was a plus, like a good thing.

The more feminine they looked, the more popular they were, and I was just kind of swept up by that.

So I think that's what caused me to resist masculinity so much.

Did I eat the Turkish meat? No, I haven't even started yet. That was just the 1-hour pre-talk. I started playing Assassin's Creed 3 on my Switch. It's not bad. I really like the setting. I love that 1700 era where America was British and, you know, you just had startup towns like Boston and it's all like wooden houses

and sailing ships coming in. It's just so cool to think of that. What an adventure that must have been, like sailing across the Atlantic Ocean for weeks, months, and then they'll bring the supplies over and they're building a town and building a new place.

And then there must be so much stuff they had to do and organize and fight off Indians, capture native women.

It's quite a nice atmosphere and setting. The combat's okay, it's not— it's just kind of button mashy though. You just counter and then you attack and then you block, pretty typical stuff. I like how you can pick up weapons.

The whole parkour thing gets old quick, and the whole eavesdropping thing is really annoying and boring.

Graphics are okay. Assassin's Creed, I've never really been that into it. The gameplay has always just been really boring. Enemies crowd around you, you time the counters. It's just like Spider-Man, that kind of combat. They should have made like Chivalry. Chivalry 2 has the best third-person combat, even though it's third person. Is it first person? Do most

people play first person? I prefer third person because then you can see what's around you.

Where's the big chunk of money coming from? It's coming from YouTube earnings, OnlyFans earnings, and

other earnings

that I've been accumulating.

Also got a couple thousand left over because I had to pay a lot less for the apartment than I thought I would have to. I thought I'd have to pay like 9K, so I withdrew 9K from my stocks, but then I only used 6K.

So I've got about $4K that I want to invest.

What should I do with $4K?

YOLO, all on AMC. What's the next pump? I feel like the AMC thing is dead now. It's just going down and down. The hype is gone. Where's the hype now? Maybe it's back in crypto. Now it's too late because it's already pumping.

Doge? I've already got $250 in Doge. I don't know, I feel like Doge is a bit dead. It was only pumping because Elon Musk was memeing it.

Now Elon has gone quiet.

Where is it? Wow, Ethereum really pumped hard, up to $3,100.

Maybe Doge is next. Bitcoin— wow, Bitcoin's at $43K. Wow, too bad I took out half my Ethereum when it was tanking. I should have left all of it in. Look, I've got 60 Oh, it's 58% now. Well, I had a 65% gain, but I only put $30 in it. The rest of my Ethereum I bought around $2,200,

$2,400, and then my last buy was at $1,900, but I only put $30 because I kind of ran out of money. Didn't have any more money to put in.

I have a YouTube channel. Yeah, I'm the most famous YouTuber in Manchester. Bigger than PewDiePie.

I wish.

Maybe I should sell my Ethereum.

I mean, I'm up $160. It's not bad, you know. Sell now, I've got $160 that I didn't used to have.

But I want more. If I just leave it, imagine Ethereum in December. What if it's like $10K? Then I'd be whining saying, oh, I shouldn't sell it. Where did I put my Turkish thing?

Ah, okay, I'm getting hungry now. Oh, I want a beer. Beer with the kebabs would be so great.

Every time I do this.

Okay, next time I'll definitely get a beer with— I've got chips.

Yes,

that reminds me when I worked at Lawson and I was serving this kid the little fried potato wedges in the cardboard box, and then you had to tape the lid down, and then it kept popping back open, and then he started laughing, and then I started laughing. It was so wholesome.

I think there was grease on it, and I taped it down, and it just pinged back up. It's funny.

Yeah, I got these— this hand cream, restoring with shea butter. Oh, shea butter! So I had this weird thing when I worked at the petrol station because they had like a tub of shea butter. The Bangladesh guy was using it, and then I used to smell it because the chlamydia girlfriend used shea butter as well. And that

smell just reminded me of her. Like, it just snapped me back to when I was sniffing her neck, smashing her hole. I wonder if this still makes me think of her. Let's see.

There's no smell.

I love it when smells bring you back in time. How do you— oh, it's already coming out.

No, it doesn't really have a very strong smell.

Shea butter. It smells like aloe vera.

No, there's barely any smell. What a rip-off.

Hmm, maybe I should get actual shea butter next time.

Oh yeah, what made you your girlfriend? She smelled like shea butter all the time.

Hmm, I might use my old vegetables. Gotta use them quickly.

Eating all the food before it goes off is such a challenge. I got myself a treat. Chocolate bar, my favorite Milky Bar. 100 calories in 3 pieces. I love white chocolate,

my favorite. It's so creamy and sweet.

Am I an incel now? Well, I guess so.

Guess I have returned to the land of inceldom. Just, I can't get laid. I can't get any matches. I got no fangirls.

I'm effed. All I've got is like a bunch of Japanese women that I can't meet. I got like 100 matches when I changed to Bangkok. I could— I reckon I could get laid easy in Bangkok.

Do I have incel rage? I don't know, I guess I'm just disappointed that my channel died at the worst possible timing. Why couldn't my channel be dead when I was married and I was trying to be a loyal husband?

Having fangirls message me now would be like the best thing ever when I'm single.

But I guess that's irony for you.

You become famous because you were married, and then you're not married anymore, and then you're not famous anymore, and then there's no more girls. Great.

I can't believe the Essex girl ghosted me again as well. What a bit.

Okay,

I'm gonna put this—

hmm, but if I got back with Chihiro, Essex Girl will be messaging me again saying, oh, it's so too bad we didn't get to meet. Yeah, because you ghosted me. Waited 8 months to meet you and then you just flips me off.

Every time I get a girl, then all the girls start messaging me again.

Maybe if I pretend to get a girl, I can make like a fake I got a girlfriend video and then they'll start messaging me again. It's worth a

try.

Maybe I'll make a why I regret selling my Bitcoin video.

Because the financial crypto topics, they don't get many views, but none of my videos do now, but at least they get good CPM.

Wow, this smells strong. Wow, that is one smelly meat.

Lamb is a very, you know, hit you in the face

tasting meat, isn't it? It's like— you see, this is why they don't have lamb in Japan. I swear they don't sell lamb meat. Japanese people don't eat lamb, and I know why, because the smell and the taste and the flavor is so strong. Japanese people love things that taste like nothing, so that makes sense why they don't

have lamb. They also don't sell whole chicken in supermarkets in Japan.

I always found that strange. You can't get shoulder of lamb or lamb steaks. You can't get like a whole chicken because they don't roast stuff. They don't have ovens.

Well, so they have— they don't have stuff like duck. I never saw duck ever. They don't have goose.

It's just weird. Why don't they eat lamb? Lamb is delicious.

But sometimes it does— it has like a a musk, like an old man kind of musky smell, which is not nice. That's why I have mint sauce with it. But I really like the lamb skewers they had in Korea. And then you,

you have like a grill on the table and there's like a rotating skewer thing. That was really good. And then they give you little, little plates of seasoning that you can

Add— should I roast these vegetables or boil them?

Roast carrot. Can you do that?

Actually, raw carrot tastes better than cooked carrot. Because when you cook it, it's all soft and soggy and it loses that crispiness.

It's not a protein drink, it's a yogurt. So many people in the comments were saying protein drink.

Well, it doesn't actually say yogurt anywhere on the package,

so I guess it's fair.

Yeah, it doesn't say yogurt anywhere, just says protein per pouch.

Low-fat soft cheese mixed with low-fat yogurt. Oh, it's got cheese in it.

I don't know if, if the OnlyFans guys would be into it. Maybe it grosses them out and then they unsubscribe. I got so many new OnlyFans subs from my new video. I think I got about 12.

So even though the video flopped, you know, I only got 5K views, kind of shit, I got 12 new members, $10 each. So thanks to that video, I made like $120 on OnlyFans. And then maybe later it'll pick up more views from search results. I put a lot of tags on it like OnlyFans for guys, Asian guy

OnlyFans. So maybe like gay guys would be searching later and then come across it. That is the mentality you have to have. You gotta think long term. Can't really think short term anymore. You gotta think in a year's time, is this video gonna have 100K views? Because it all compounds and racks up. Yeah, okay, I don't have

my 10-20K views in a day

of a super invested audience anymore, which really sucks. So you kind of have to change your strategy to—

I need to focus on videos that will appear in search results. So they might get shit views now, but then a year later— I mean, look at my Why I Hate Korea video, it's got 110K views now. Look at my Boneworks video. It's got like 120K views now and it's over a year old.

The power of compounding. I'm using my new stock knowledge, applying it to YouTube.

How do I expect to have a normal girlfriend? She doesn't have to be normal. She can be a freak. She just can't be fat or ugly.

I don't care if she's a freak as well. I mean, she could do OnlyFans. I mean, she could be a prostitute for all I care, as long as she comes home to me every night.

I'll finish her off.

Normal people are boring. I'd actually rather have like a freaky girlfriend. Who wants to make OnlyFans stuff.

But unfortunately, usually the more attractive they are, the more boring they are personality-wise.

And then the freakier they are, the, um,

the more you know what they are.

That's just the way the toilet flushes.

That's the way the biscuit bites. Okay, I think this will do 20 minutes,

and then we do the vegetables. Vegetables.

Well, I guess for now I'll just focus on investing, focus on becoming a millionaire. Then they'll all be in my DMs, won't they?

Got to focus on my strategy, investment strategy.

I'm just going to copy Jeremy.

Jeremy's main conviction stocks are Corsair Gaming, Wall Street Boots— I mean Walgreens Boots, Tattoo Chef, Wynn Resorts, Dropbox. I should have got Dropbox. Jeremy's good. I would never have thought Dropbox would do well, but he was going on and on about Dropbox when it was like $18. Now it's $34, $33. That's like a 50% gain.

50% on Dropbox. Come on. Dropbox is that stupid shit website you upload files to. Why the hell would you buy that?

And the difference with Jeremy is he actually built his wealth from investing, not from like real estate or doing YouTube like these other ones did.

Maybe I'll just copy him, just put like a load in Corsair. I've already got a load in Walgreens Boots. Put a load in Tattered Chef. I want to get Wynn Resorts, but I want to wait till they come back down a bit.

Invest in American defense contracts as well, like Lockheed Martin. I don't know. I could do. I just don't really hear much about those. You get those ethical investors, like my copy trader on eToro is an ethical investor, so he refuses to invest in things like tobacco, oil, Lockheed Martin. It's so stupid. Who cares? Just because you refuse

to invest in it doesn't mean it's going away.

Seems kind of dumb not to invest in stuff like oil and tobacco just because you're against lung cancer and global warming.

Ethical investing! I actually would

take more pleasure in making money off of tobacco and oil because I'm evil! I want to say I built my wealth off of lung cancer. That's just so funny to me. Instead of saying, oh yeah, I'm investing in green energy— so gay— I want to invest in tar and sludge.

Kaboom! So I get dividends. 4 times a year from my tobacco stocks. I'm profiting off of people buying cigarettes and then literally giving themselves cancer. That's so funny to me. I should put more in Altria just for the lols.

Should get British American Tobacco too. No, I got more than $10. I got like $50. I got about $50 from Altria, and then I get about $30 from Walgreens, and I get like $10, $15 from JP Morgan.

So I made

$80 buckarinos in 3 months. Bet you're jealous. That is $160, $320 a year. Oh wow, I've been streaming for 1:11:58. That's a 1:11. I also got 1:11 members now on my OnlyFans.

That's the manifestation. Gonna be rich and then I'm gonna get the women. I just need to brag about my investment gains. You know, I was getting loads of DMs from girls in January when I was bragging about my investment gains. I swear. The money turns them on, and then as soon as I announce I lost like half

of it, they stopped DMing me. Bloody clout and gold digging chasers, aren't they? They love you when they think you're famous and rich, but then as soon as you lose it, they're like, I don't want to talk to you anymore, Daniel.

It's a sad world we live in.

Sad. Okay, we'll do the vegetables later because it only takes 6 minutes. Okay, set timer 20 minutes, check back on the kebab-erinos.

Ah, one more day of hell, Sunday, and then we got Monday. Hopefully market crashes because I got shorts on NASDAQ still open.

People only care about status and money. Yeah, it's a sad world. If I was like rich and famous, I'd have hundreds of girls DMing me.

And they wouldn't even care about things like, oh, I cheated and I said mean things about Turkish girl. They'd be like, who fucking cares? I'm getting me a Daniel. No one cared before about Turkish girl and the cheating stuff. They still wanted to meet me.

It's like Mila still wanted to be with me even after she knew the cheating stuff and Turkish girl stuff.

Turkish girl still wanted to meet me even after all the cheating stuff with Chihiro. I don't even know why the Turkish girl wanted to meet me so badly. She must have really liked me from the videos.

What did she say? She said on video Daniel was very nice. And in person he's also very nice, but then he's like a monster when he's like live streaming or on Discord. That's what she described. She described me as like a monster when,

when he thinks he's talking by himself, his real opinions come out and they're not usually very nice. Yeah, I guess that's true. I mean, I did

I did try to be nice in the videos, and then in person I'm always very nice and polite as well. It's just when I get on streams or Discord,

there's nothing to hold me back. And then, you know, once the floodgates are open,

everything just comes out, the good and the bad.

Read the chat? I will when I run out of things to talk about.

Uh, it doesn't look like there's any good things in the chat, just people moaning, so ignore it.

Well,

I don't know, I want to talk about my honest opinions on things, and then if they're not very nice opinions, then Well, sorry.

I guess in hindsight I should have kept some stuff to myself.

I don't really feel like I treated Turkish Girl that badly.

I just said she was annoying. I mean, it's not really a big insult, is it?

And then no one even knew about the bleeding and crying thing until later when she wrote that post.

I didn't even know she was bleeding. Well, I knew she was bleeding, there was blood, and then we did stop having sex for like a day, and then

I thought, well, it's been a day, maybe it's okay now. And then she didn't say No, I'm still bleeding, or whatever. I don't know why she's bleeding. I never made a girl bleed in my entire life. How is she a virgin or something? Maybe she's a virgin.

I swear I've never had that problem ever. And then if it was wet enough for the dick to go in, then how can it be dry? If it was dry, it wouldn't go in. When a girl's you-know-what is dry, it doesn't go in. It just doesn't. It needs, it needs wetness.

So I just assumed that it was fine because my dick was going in without any problems. So why would I think it's not wet enough? If it wasn't wet enough, she should have, you know, spat on it a bit, or she should have said something.

So yeah, not my fault.

It happens sometimes with Chihiro. When, you know, I'd be too eager to

pot to the ball, and then she would like have to slow me down a bit, and then she would add some spit.

Because sometimes, you know, you don't really want to do too much foreplay, you just want to nut. And then you're not really sure if it's wet enough. It seems wet enough, then maybe it's not. It's a bit hard work making her really, really wet every single time because every single time it's just not really going to be

really hot and steamy, especially when you're living together and you're like married or you're in a relationship. It starts to become a bit like a routine.

Looks like some people need to be banned.

Banned for being an annoying Fuckface. Goodbye, Happy Broccoli. Go and suck on a rock, idiot. Fucking idiot. Come to my stream, insult me. That's what you get.

You get the rope, you little bitch. Go cry like a bitch somewhere else. Stupid fucking idiot. Fucking ruined my fucking

extreme. Comes to my stream and then insults me and thinks he can get away with it. What a stupid bitch.

Anyway, what was I saying? Yeah, I take no responsibility for Turkish girl because she didn't tell me

that she was unhappy.

Are the vegetables cooking? No, I'm not going to cook them yet because the kebabs are going to take a while.

Oh wow, looking juicy! This foil is great. I don't have to clean the rack anymore. Cleaning the grill thing is such a pain because you've got to like rub each individual spoke and then dry each individual one. It's really tricky, so the foil is great.

Is it a new apartment or am I living with someone? I'm living by myself,

all alone. People always used to say, oh, I couldn't live alone, or I need someone to look after me. Yeah, well, I'm doing just great actually. Went shopping, did the cleaning,

I even got toilet cleaner, but it's starting to smell funny in there. I don't know why. It smells like piss even though I flush it. Where's this smelling coming from?

Yeah, I guess I wasn't a very good host. I mean, we just had sex and then I would go straight back to playing Rainbow Six, not really paying her attention because it was boring. We were just stuck in a hotel room. I didn't know what to talk about. There was nothing to do.

We talked a bit on the first few days, but then I didn't know what to talk about anymore.

Yeah, this is why girls dump me all the time, because I don't give them enough attention because I get bored and I want to play games.

Every time a girl was unhappy with me, it's always because I didn't give them enough attention or I didn't show them I cared.

Yeah, a lot of girls are disappointed when they meet me. I remember the Hong Kong woman, she was like, oh, now that I've met you, the magic has kind of faded away, because the Hong Kong woman was so into me. We were chatting all the time. She was like, oh, I think you're the perfect type for me,

Daniel. Oh, I can't wait to meet you, Daniel. Oh, I've got such a big crush on you. And then we had sex a few times, and then afterwards she started sleeping around with a bunch of white guys on the couch stuff. And then she said she wasn't really interested in me anymore because the magic faded away.

Guess that's why you shouldn't really meet people on YouTube, because it's like

they're different. People put on a bit of an act, a persona, when they make videos, and it's a bit different to real life. And then I guess I'm kind of dull and boring and very quiet in real life. In videos, obviously I'm talking because I I can't just make a video and you're not talking. But in real

life, I'm not gonna like go, hey, how are you? And then start like a 10-minute monologue about a random topic. I'm very quiet in real life. I find it very difficult to find things to talk about unless they're very chatty and they ask me a lot of questions.

This is why I get pissed off, because everyone in the comments bashing me, they think they know me so well just because they watch a couple videos and they know fuck all. They know nothing about what I'm really like.

So I don't get weekends. Why is it on the weekends there's always like people shouting? Listen, shut the fuck up, idiots

screaming on the fucking street.

Why are they just like going up and down the street shouting.

Sometimes it feels like there's a roller coaster because there's people going, whoa,

bunch of idiots.

There was a rugby match. I swear sports brings out the worst in people in England. Everywhere else it's like a nice wholesome way to celebrate your country, and then here everyone just becomes hooligans and turns into animals.

I don't get it. Why is it like that here?

Oh, wasn't there like a thing in Japan where People were getting really crazy and overturned a car. What event was that? I remember that was on the news in Tokyo or something. It was a Halloween party, wasn't it? Like a big Halloween party in Shibuya, and they were going nuts and they flipped a car over and they

were like jumping on top of it. Were those Japanese men?

It's been 12 minutes in there.

Start making the vegetables.

Yeah, I guess Japanese people get a bit crazy too. It's just like human nature to want to gather in groups. Drink alcohol and just go crazy. Humans, they think they're so sophisticated and intelligent and better than animals, when really the majority of people just want to like get naked and get wasted and fuck in the bush and

act like animals. Humans always have this instinctive drive to want to revert back to animalism, don't they? And then we got to use our morals and laws and religion to like stop ourselves from becoming animals again. It's like, we're humans, we must do this properly. Bloody humans, just because they've got a big brain, they think they're so

smart.

Yeah, well, I do too. I want to strip naked, go run in the field, and like fuck a load of women, kill annoying people. With a club.

Imagine how great that would feel. Like, you just get a club, smash your enemies in the face, and then fuck all the women in the field and then shit in a bush. That must feel so great.

I mean, I would get wrecked because I'm like a bloody twig, but if I was like a normal guy with muscles And strong and stuff, full of raging testosterone.

I'd love to be an alpha male.

Smash all those weirdo-looking guys in the face, take their women,

fuck them in the bush.

Better than sitting in a stupid apartment all by myself.

Wanking. You sound like Elliot Rodger. I don't think Elliot Rodger ever said he wanted to strip naked and run into a field

and fuck in a bush. Maybe— I think Elliot Rodger would have been too sophisticated and too much of a gentleman. I'm like the opposite. Of Elliot Rodger, because I don't really want to be sophisticated. I want to be like— I want to do it in a bush next to a river in a forest on the floor

like an animal. I don't want to be a bloody gentleman.

I want to get a tent and then like take a girl to a forest and then we set up the tent and we're like doing it in the tent.

I've done it outside a few times, also did it in a tent. I did it in a river— I mean by a river, not in a river. How would you do it in a river? I've never done it in a plane. That would be too embarrassing. You'd have to like sneak into the toilets at the same time

and then try not to make too much noise.

Is it ready yet? It's been 16 minutes, but it's getting pretty steamy in there. I think that's enough. Let that cool down.

Yeah, the fishing spot on the river in Osaka where all the long grass is, we found— well, I found homeless shelters. Well, they're not shelters. Someone just flattened the grass and they put down like cardboard as a floor.

I took Jay over there. It was really good.

I can't believe we did that. It was weird. It was exciting, but then afterwards it felt kind of like, what the hell did we just do? Why did we just do it on the floor? I mean, on the grass, on the ground.

Anyone could have come or seen us. What if the homeless guy came back?

Ah, beer would be good with these kebabs.

No, I don't think children would be around at midnight because it was after we finished dissecting the love doll.

Left the Airbnb and I said, before we go back home, I want to show you the river because it's really nice. Because I was making videos all the time by that river when I was pretending to be homeless, remember? Because it was so pretty. I swear, that is the best, prettiest place I've ever been to in Japan.

The river is so great because,

because in Japan they always have like an elevated embankment. So they have the river and then like a flat area where there's like a path and people do sports. And then there's like an elevated bit, like a hill to prevent flooding, I guess. And it's got a footpath on it. And then the road is like down there.

So you go up the slope and as you're slowly going up the slope, Osaka skyline comes into view. And then you just got this expanse of the river and like the jogging lanes. It's just, it's breathtaking. You get to see the whole city of Osaka because you're on the opposite side of the river, and it looks great,

especially at night.

Such a pretty area. Would be, be nice to get an apartment there. We lived, um, in the station next We lived at the next station from that river.

I love rivers. I always went to the river in Oita with the chlamydia girlfriend. I went there as well, 2018.

Yeah, Japan— Japanese rivers are great. Nothing like here. The rivers in England always like Gross looking. But in Japan they always look great. They're so wide and they've got that— the lanes going along it where people do jogging,

and then they've got that elevated embankment. It's just really nice in Japan.

It's really nice to walk. If you want to walk and get fresh air, best place is a river. Get some fried chicken, a beer, sit on the steps.

Great. Manchester doesn't have a river. Well, it does actually, but I think it's like over there.

I don't think there's like a big river that runs through the city. It's probably further up. I don't want to go all the way there and it probably looks rubbish.

Isn't it? No, it's not the River Medway, that's in Kent. It's the river that goes towards Liverpool and Blackpool where they used to— that was like the main naval base, wasn't it, Liverpool, back in the olden days? Because it had easy access to the Atlantic Ocean. So I thought— I think Liverpool and Blackpool was like a major

Shipyard. Didn't they make— where did the Titanic sail from? Wasn't that Liverpool? I've forgotten now. My dad used to get sent to Portsmouth and Southampton a lot where they got naval bases.

Oh, and Falmouth he used to go to. They all end in mouth. Don't they? Portsmouth, Falmouth,

where they build a lot of the ships, the British Navy.

Oh yeah, isn't— didn't we send like a massive aircraft carrier, the HMS Elizabeth, to Taiwan, and it had to sail through some Chinese territory, and China was whining about it?

And then didn't America sell like a load of ballistic missiles to Taiwan recently. Things are ramping up, World War III coming.

Where did England send the aircraft carrier? They sent like a massive aircraft carrier, loads of fighter jets on it. Where they sent to, was it Taiwan or South Korea?

Yeah, well, this is what's going to happen. You're not going to have wars between the big powers. You're going to have like little proxy wars from little countries. It's been going on since the '50s now. And then the superpowers just sell weapons to the smaller countries, and then the smaller countries fight each other, and then We want

the side to win that shares our values, and China wants a side that shares their values. It's just stupid.

I wonder if they're really going to invade Taiwan. Jesus, that would be nuts.

Uh, another Asian country crossed off my list now. Can't go to Hong Kong. I was interested in Hong Kong. A little bit. Now I'd never go there,

not with the crackdown. And then what if Taiwan's like another good Asian country, now not really a good place to go to?

Leaves only Japan and South Korea. I'd never go to the Philippines, just looks nuts over there.

It's just a shame, only 2 good Asian countries left.

Whole world is so dangerous.

Thailand. Yeah, maybe Thailand. It's okay, but I never really felt very attracted to Thai girls. You never talk about your Malaysian family because I barely know them. I don't talk about my English family either.

I never chat— I used to write letters to my auntie in Malaysia, but then I got bored. It used to really stress me out because I had to think of like what to write. I didn't know what to say.

I don't really talk to them ever.

You could get laid easily. Well, I don't really want to get laid. I want to find a girlfriend, and then they— the girls there just aren't really my type.

My relatives never message me. Last time they messaged me, I was in— I think I was in Japan, 2018. My cousin message me saying, hey Daniel, we're going to be visiting Osaka soon, do you know any good places? Oh no, he said Tokyo instead of, do you want to meet up and catch up and grab a drink?

No, do you know any good places in Tokyo? Why don't you Google it? Only time you ever DM'd me is just to find out like good places in Tokyo.

That's why I'm so, I'm so detached from my family and relatives, because they're so cold. I forgot what I said. I thought I just— I think I just said, uh, Tokyo Tower is nice, and then the Skytree, and then there's Meiji Shrine. Just Google it.

And then, yeah, another— he's not really a relative, he's my auntie's sister's

son. So yeah, in some way we're connected, but not really blood connected. But he messaged me too about good places to see in Japan.

I don't know, I don't go anywhere. I just stay at home and I go on Tinder dates.

He's never talked about his Malaysian grandparents because they're dead. I never met them. I probably met my grandmother when I was a baby. I don't remember her. I never met my Malaysian granddad. He died when he was like 50-something.

I can talk a lot about my English grandparents because we were visiting them every week. They were always around. My grandmother, my English grandmother, we would visit her house every Sunday. We'd visit my granddad almost every week, and then they'd always be there for Christmas. So yeah, I have a lot of memories with them. I have like

no memories with my Malaysian grandparents.

They died 4 grandparents now, all dead. It's funny, 4 people— those 2 sets of grandparents, they ended up making like 50 people. Jesus. So my Malaysian grandparents had 9 kids, and then those 9 kids— one of those kids had like 5 kids, and then those 5 kids also have kids. So she's got grandchildren already. But that one

kid alone spawned off like 50 people, and then the other 8— one of them's my mum, so that's like 2 people, me and my sister. It must be like 100 people

came into existence because of those 4 grandparents. Isn't that crazy?

And then the grandkids have kids and then they have kids. It's like never-ending.

Not me though, I'll probably die alone.

My dad's DNA ends with me unless my sister has kids. I don't know, I can't even imagine my sister having kids. I don't think she really wants them as much as she used to. I think she does, Because her friends are having them now and she's probably thinking about it more.

Imagine me being an uncle, that'd be funny.

I can't even get a girl who wants my dick, how am I gonna have kids? So I swear I could be making like 5-10k a month and people still think I'm poor and using my dad's inheritance. 10 years later, people are still going, oh, he's using his dad's inheritance. Even now, people still in the comments saying, I

wonder how Daniel pays for all this. And then idiots are going, his parents are rich. My parents are not rich, and they don't give me any money. My parents never gave me any money.

They don't just like go, here you go, Daniel, here's $5K, have fun.

Never, never ever, ever did my mum or dad just like give me 10K and go, here you go, Daniel, have good times in Japan.

What are they talking about? My parents are not rich. They just worked hard.

My dad worked hard. He saved. He didn't buy nice things. He always bought secondhand stuff. He always fixed stuff.

My mum worked hard.

There's no such thing as my parents being rich.

I don't know where these idiots keep just assuming my parents are rich because I don't work when I keep saying over and over and over again I've got like 5 income streams. They don't listen. They don't want to believe. That I'm a successful internet entrepreneur. They just want to believe that I'm like a loser failure who sucks

at everything. I don't know why they want to believe that narrative that I suck at everything and I'm a massive loser so much.

It's just like they've been brainwashed into thinking I'm a loser, so that's all they believe. So when people were hating on Trump because all the left media were bashing Trump and telling you why you should hate him, people didn't really know why they hated him, just because they were told that they had to hate him.

It's just all propaganda and stupid idiots. Humans are so dumb.

If everyone's— if you keep being fed news to hate someone or not like something, then you start hating it. It's not your opinion. You just like— you were fed an opinion and now you're just believing the opinion. You didn't really make it yourself.

They assume you're rich because your parents own a mansion.

Yeah, well, it wasn't always a mansion. It was a complete wreck of a building when we bought it. My granddad built it from the ground up. He bought the land for like £200. It's called generational wealth, passes down.

It's not like we just went there and then bought a million-pound house. It, it was horrible when we moved in. It was like a wreck because my granddad was depressed and didn't want to do anything, so he just let it fall apart. And then my dad bought it, bought the—

he bought my uncle's shares because when my granddad died, each uncle got an even split of the house. My dad bought all of them.

For about— I think it was like 150K.

Yeah, and then after like 20 years of working on it, it's a nice house now

with another man in it. Well, that is Just fantastic.

That's why if I had kids, I would leave my will to my kids and not my wife, because then my wife would look for a new man, then all my stuff is going to go to like some random man instead of my kids, which like defeats the whole purpose of having kids. So why would you have Why

would you put all this time and effort into finding a mate and then earning money to raise kids, and then the wealth you built up is not going to the kids, going to like some stupid new man because you're dead? What a fucking joke.

I'd be rolling in my grave.

Some man living in my house. Burn the house down.

Imagine you work— imagine you're like some loser and then you work so hard to finally find a woman to have kids with and then you die.

Just triggers me.

So wrong.

Is it burning? Well, it's getting a bit brown.

It just feels like everything was a waste of time at that point. What was the point of it?

You worked so hard So like some other guy can benefit from it.

Oh no, I put my other towel in the washer. I've only got one.

Hmm.

Yeah, maybe it's a, it's a childish, immature way of thinking, but I just can't. It just makes me sad.

Maybe because,

um, I, I put myself in my dad's shoes.

I mean, I, I see it from my dad's

perspective. Is that the right word?

Have I met any hot babes? I wish. I met one pretty attractive Russian woman, but then she friend-zoned me and then never messaged me ever again. She was like, oh, I don't think we can be more than friends, but we can be friends, and then if I'm doing anything, I'll invite you around, you can meet my friends.

Never happened. Why do people say stuff they don't mean? Just don't say it. Stop trying to be nice. Just say it. You didn't have to add on like, oh, you could come hang out with my friends.

I know it's just being nice, but it still makes me feel a bit disappointed.

Cuz part of me thinks, wow, that'd be kind of nice actually. I can meet more people, maybe I can bang your friend instead of you. I guess not.

And then this other girl unmatched me cuz She didn't reply, and then I just typed in caps, all caps, ANSWER ME! And then she unmatched me. And then I just started trolling all these other girls. I just started doing all caps, like, why don't you answer? Incel rage. It's just boring when it gets to a point where

it's more fun to just troll them instead of actually trying to get laid. Because it feels like a waste of time.

That's when you know it's game over.

I just can't be bothered trying to woo them anymore. It's such a bloody pain in the backside.

I can't be bothered. At least I can get a laugh out of it if I just go, answer me, you

Woman, lower your standards. To what? To like 40-year-old fat woman with, with a dog? I'd rather just jerk off.

I'd

rather go gay.

I just don't get why so many people are fat.

It's just I'm used to Japanese women that are more on the small— well, there were fat Japanese women, I guess,

like really fat ones.

Why can't I get a skinny one? It's not fair. Because I, I don't have an ideal body because I'm skinny. But then if I was a girl, this skinniness would be seen as a good thing because, you know, girls want to be skinny, don't they? So then how come my body type is high value if I was

a girl, but then as a guy it's low value?

I just want a girl who's my size. It's not like I want, you know, like supermodel hot sex goddess. Just like someone who's near my size

who isn't gonna break my leg if she gets on top of me.

Well, women here are huge.

Jesus. And the ones who are not huge, you know, they're never going to be interested in me.

I think I made too many. These look very filling. I don't think I can have all of them. I might save it for lunch.

Slice it up and put it in a sandwich. That'd be quite nice. Whoa, whoa, whoa, that's loud. Lamb kebab sandwich sounds pretty good.

Maybe if a fat person just eats the same as what I eat, then they would lose weight, because look how skinny I am.

Just eat what I eat.

If we're eating the same amount of calories, then what's the problem? What am I doing? Oh yeah, get the vegetables.

I probably only have 1,500 calories a day. These fat people probably have like 5,000. Yeah,

I know my body's not really normal looking, so

I mean, I, I wouldn't mind a girl who has a weird body if she wasn't fat. So I would like a girl who has like big feet and skinny legs.

That doesn't turn me off. The thing that turns me off is when they're like 5 times bigger than me.

Imagine if I was fat and I was complaining about women being fat. I bet there are like a lot of fat guys who say stuff like, oh, I can't get any women, they're all so fat. And then they are also fat themselves. That'd be so hypocritical.

Oh no, there's water in it.

How do I get this water out?

You're fat shaming? No, I just don't feel attracted to fat people

because the fatness covers up all of the feminine qualities like the hips

and the shape, the feminine shape. It's not attractive.

And yeah, maybe I guess my body's not very attractive either.

Fucking carrot.

You have no masculine qualities. Yeah, that's why I can't get bloody girlfriend in this bloody country. I always got to go to Bloody Japan.

I wish I had a masculine body.

Maybe get brown sauce.

Brown sauce.

Damn, I can't use any of this cooking part because I just went on and on about weird stuff. I quite liked the chicken soup for Cooking with Daniel. That looks quite good.

What do you mean it looks vile? What are you talking about? Just look, lamb kebabarinos.

Yeah, well, my unmasculine, weird-looking body didn't really stop loads of girls DMing me when I was famous.

Perfectly cooked in the middle.

I got girls from back in 2017 to send me nudes.

I originally checked one of them out again.

She looks weird now. It's so weird. 2017, she messaged me and then I completely forgot about the conversation we had. And I was looking at it, she sent me like videos of her naked touching herself and her tits, and she was really hot. Like, she had big boobs, nice figure, cute hairstyle. I checked her account now, I

looked at her new pics, I was like, wow.

Her hair is so short. She's got like the Karen hairstyle. Oh shit, what if she's watching this? I don't think she would know I'm talking about her. She probably doesn't watch anymore.

The Karen hairstyle looks so bad.

Why do girls do that? That like really short hairstyle with the short fringe.

Wow, these are meaty!

And then it dyed blue as well. Oh my god,

don't they have anything better to do? Dyeing their hair blue?

It's like people got nothing else to do apart from doing— making stupid-looking things.

Like making a massive hole in their ear, or I don't know, people do weird stuff, don't they? I watched David Bond's new video. Why? Where is he? He's like in some Mexican country and he's with 2 women, and one of them's got a huge hole in her earlobe. Looks disgusting. Like, you can get a pair of scissors

and just cut it and it would dangle like gummy bear Froot Loop thing.

Oh, why would you do that?

Oh, I hate those earlobe holes, the tunnels. They look so gross. Why?

African women used to do it to make themselves look ugly so they wouldn't get raped by the white colonists. The whole point of it was to look ugly.

Doesn't look good.

Now I just like insulted everyone here who has tunnels. I'm sorry, that's why girls don't message me anymore. I've pretty insulted every single girl who would have messaged me with my rants about tattoos and blue hair,

because all the girls that messaged me had tattoos and like blue hair or something.

I just alienated all the girls who would have been interested in me. Oh my God.

I mean, I can be attracted to a person and not like their body modifications.

What's wrong with that?

Yeah, I attracted a lot of like the emo types, probably because of all my depression and anxiety videos. Attracts that kind of group,

kind of like the ones Onision gets.

That kind of emo hair, punk

type of people.

Kind of weird considering I'm not an emo. I don't do that fashion. I don't dye my hair blue and have like lip piercings. So it couldn't be further from my fashion.

Wow, this kebab's pretty good, I have to say. These chips are so damn hard I can't even fork them.

I overcooked the chips.

I wouldn't mind an emo girl, some of them are pretty cute. I mean, right now I'd take anything.

I haven't had sex in ages, since March. Wow, 5 months. Wow, I haven't had sex in 5— well, I had sex that hooker, didn't I? That doesn't count. I haven't had sex in 5 months now.

I'm literally an incel.

Yeah, emo's like all the anime stuff too. I guess that's where I got it from.

Damn, I can't remember the last time I didn't have sex for 5 months. Must have been 2016.

2017, I was like nonstop having sex.

I had so much sex in 2017.

I think I had more sex in 2017 with more women than I did in all my previous woman experiences all put together in the last 7 years.

And they were all dates, like Tinder dates, Japan Coop. It wasn't hookers.

And got Australian guys sloppy seconds too, didn't they?

Wow, can't imagine one of Tiko Sam's friends— I don't know if they're friends, but they seem like on a DM basis, so they must be like friends. Can't believe one of Tiko Sam's friends was like my ex-wife's ex-sex friend. Weird.

It's so weird. Makes

you think, doesn't it? How many of us here have friends or acquaintances who are friends with a guy who previously banged our current girl? Imagine how many guys banged your current girl before you, and then how many of those guys might have like a degree, a close degree of separation.

Like the chlamydia girlfriend, she used to bang the guest house manager, so me and the guest house manager are like dick bros.

Our dicks were literally in the same hole. Not at the same time, but that's weird. In like the same hole. I wonder if my dick's bigger.

So weird to think

Oh, there's a hair on the carrot. The hell? Look! What? Why is there hair on the carrot?

Pluck it out.

No, it's growing out the carrot. It's not my hair.

I'm getting a lot of grey pubes as well. I like plucking them out. They're crispier than the black ones.

They're very stiff.

I think I can only have 2 of these. Wow, they're really filling.

Yeah, the texture of the gray hairs are always different because they're like dead— well, not dead,

but they've lost that thing that makes them colorful. So they're all brittle and hard.

I think I overcooked the chips.

Mm, crunchy.

I don't know why, but every time I stream I get a lot of new followers. Where are they coming from? In the last hour I think I got about 10 new followers.

Have I explored Manchester? Not at all.

There's nothing to explore. It's just buildings and there's like a few statues here and there. Explore what?

There's no tourist attractions. There's like a museum and then there's some art galleries. There's nothing big touristy.

Most cities have something. Like London has London Eye and Big Ben and the Tower of London and Buckingham Palace. Manchester has Aldi.

Manchester has the Gay Village.

You don't really come to Manchester as a tourist, I don't think.

Well, you know me, I'm not really that into traveling. I don't travel to go for tourism. I travel for love.

Still not sure if we're going to Greece. I haven't talked to that Greek girl in 2 weeks, so it's not like we're all chatty chatty lovey-dovey all the time.

So I don't really know if she's interested in me. She just says, oh, I love your videos, I'd love to hang out and meet you. But I, I don't feel like she fancies me.

She said we'll have to see, meet and see first,

so I don't know.

She said we could make content together, so that's nice.

You called Germany boring on the first day. Germany was boring though. It was only not boring the second time because, you know, Mila came back, and then I had a pretty good time at Heidelberg exploring.

But if I was there alone, I'd just like stay in the city and not really do anything. I'm not gonna go exploring and traveling on my own. That's just pointless.

I wouldn't go to Heidelberg alone. That would just be sad. Heidelberg is such a pretty romantic little town in the mountains with a really nice river and a bridge over it, huge palace on the mountain. It's so picturesque. You can't go there alone. You got to take your girlfriend there.

I enjoyed it, but only cuz I was with Mila. If I was there alone, I'd just be miserable going, oh, look at all these people having fun. I'm all alone.

So when I'm alone, I'd rather just, you know, focus

on making money, focus on not going crazy.

Do I get invitations from my OnlyFans subs? Just from guys. There's always guys who say, I know you're straight, but if you're ever up for experimenting—

there's one guy, he's got a pretty big OnlyFans. He messaged me, he said I'm his type. Why can't I be girls' types? I don't want to be guys' types. Why can't a girl say that to me?

But he's like this twink white guy who

said we can make OnlyFans stuff together.

Hmm.

I just wonder if I ever get to the point where I'm so desperate for sex and I just can't find a girlfriend where I resort to becoming gay.

Could be possible.

I signed up to Grindr as well. To try and promote my OnlyFans. I got loads of people messaging me.

Guys love me.

Why can't girls love me?

I don't know if it works though, putting OnlyFans link on your Grindr page,

because I saw some girls doing it on Tinder. They link their OnlyFans in their bio.

Do you think it's even possible for me to become masculine?

I have to cut my hair,

get contacts, but then my body still looks really skinny.

I would have to get like a coach and eat 5,000 calories. There's a guest on Grand Tour, a wrestler, He said to train up, he had to eat like 15,000 to 20,000 calories a day.

You must be joking. 20,000 calories?

I'm struggling to eat this, and this is probably just 700 calories. I'm already full, and I've only had 400 calories because I can't eat these.

20,000. I just don't think I'm ever going to look masculine.

And I think it's fine because millions and millions of Asian guys don't look masculine. I just need to go where the Asian women are.

You gotta play to your strengths, cut your losses, just accept, you know, this is what you look like. You're probably not going to be like big buff macho guy ever. Stop wasting time trying to chase it and just follow the path of least resistance.

My strengths have always been in getting Japanese girls.

I've never been good at getting dates in England.

Yeah, and K-pop guys are feminine, but then, you know, they're successful and they're cool. I'm neither. I'm not masculine, I'm not successful, I'm not cool, I'm nothing. At least you have something, don't you?

Oh, I got a sub.

Thanks very much.

Can I wait another year or two until Japan reopens? I heard there might be opening, opening next year,

but then they need vaccine pass and you probably need the Delta booster. This is why I'm waiting, because I feel like By the time Japan opens, it's not going to be Delta anymore. There's going to be like a different variant. We're going to be on the Omega strain. And then by that time, everyone's getting the Omega vaccine.

And then the vaccine we have now is not really going to be that useful. And then everyone's going to be getting the Sigma vaccine. And then the— I don't know, it's just going to be never-ending with all these different variants. By the time— if I have the vaccine now, by the time Japan reopens, my vaccine's out of

date. It's not the latest one, and I have to get another vaccine anyway. So I feel like getting a vaccine now, it's a bit pointless.

So I'm gonna wait, I think. See what happens next year.

It's not like I'm at high risk. I never even go out. I'm not even meeting anyone.

You don't understand what vaccine means. It means fighting against a pandemic. No, it doesn't. It means—

it means preparing your immune system for a virus, but then the virus is nonstop changing. Why would I get a vaccine now when next year the virus is going to be completely different, requiring a different vaccine?

And I think I'm actually doing a pretty good job at stopping the pandemic. I don't go anywhere, I don't meet anyone. If everyone was living like I am, the That— I mean, the virus would be wiped out, eradicated next week. Look at all these bloody idiots on a Saturday night out on the streets going partying and clubbing,

having a good time, all spreading it. Look at me, self-isolating for 8 months now. I think I'm doing more than all the whole city combined.

This is, this is exactly what the government wants. They want people to stay at home and not mix and stop the spread. I'm doing exactly that.

I'm like the ideal citizen. In this kind of pandemic. They should be paying me to be doing this.

Yeah, I should be rewarded. I think they should like give you an incentive to stay at home.

I'd be like, sure, I'd stay at home, give me the money. I don't have a life anyway.

I would happily just isolate in my apartment if I was getting paid for it.

Okay, what would I do with these kebabs? Might put it in a sandwich tomorrow.

I'm not an anti-vaxxer, I'm just not really seeing much point in getting it now for me in my own unique situation, it doesn't really make much sense.

Yeah, thanks to extroverts, the whole world got shut down. Thanks to people like me. If there were more people like me, then we wouldn't have this problem. But no, everyone's got to go out because they've got social skills and they're not socially anxious.

How do I do this though? I need to slice the kebabs so I can put it in the sandwich, or I could just make like a sandwich hot dog, so I wrap the bread around it like that. I could do that. Yeah, that's the easiest way. The best way is always the easiest way.

I'll just wait until everyone else gets the vaccine, then I won't need to.

I just don't want to get sick. I want no one to look after me if I get violently sick. No one even would come. No one cares about me. I gotta look after myself. I could collapse in the bathroom and then no one would even know. No one would even care.

I got— remember I got really sick in Japan shortly before I got married? That was so bad. I was so glad I had Chihiro getting me medicine, looking after me. So nice that That feeling of someone caring and looking after you and being worried when you're really sick is so great.

She got me medicine, she cooled me down, she made me soup. I remember I asked for soup and then she got the wrong soup and then I got annoyed. What did I ask for? Yeah, because in England we just have like a can of chicken soup and then she made a proper soup That was all chunky, like

had big chunks of carrot and stuff, and it was not what I wanted.

And then she got me something else, I forgot.

Yeah, whatever.

Yeah,

I took it for granted. I do miss when I— at the time, I I got annoyed because I felt like I was being controlled and bossed around when I guess I was confusing being bossed around with being cared for. Someone actually cared about me enough to want me to do things their way. And now no one cares

at all. I can do anything my way, but then it feels, feels a bit empty, doesn't it?

It's like you killed all your enemies, there's no one left, and you're just alone.

I was a bit surprised that she wanted to end it because we didn't really have a really big argument when she said she wanted a divorce. It wasn't even because of the cheating. People think, oh, because you're cheating, ruined it. No, the, the cheating was like back in

May with the pier thing. We got back together after it.

Oh wait, no, there was more cheating stuff, you know, the iPad stuff, and we had a big fight, but then we got back together and everything was good. So it wasn't because, because of the cheating. Yeah, she just got fed up with all the Discord fighting,

and then I was fed up as well cuz I was kind of bored and I, I wanted to meet Essex Girl and get new adventures

So I didn't even try to like fight for the marriage. I wasn't like, please, no, I promise I'll try better. I was just like, oh, I'm going. Packed my bags, went straight to Korea. It was hard though because I tried doing that one time before.

I actually booked a ticket to Korea a few months earlier, but then I chickened out, ended up not going, and I went back to Chihiro's place. But I had been thinking of just like running away to Korea for such a long time, and then I finally managed to do it. It was really scary just walking out. Yeah,

Jesus, just packing my bags and walking out the door, turning my back on everything. Yeah, that was tough.

That took a lot of strength.

Part of me wishes that I didn't do that because it felt kind of shit— shitty, to be honest. But I felt like it was necessary for the content and for my willy.

Oh well, that's life, isn't it? It's just one constant stream of trying to make the right decision and usually not making the right one. And then when you do make the right one, it feels like it wasn't the right one. And then you always wonder, what if— that is life. It is one constant chain of disappointment. And

regret. Enjoy it because it'll be over soon.

Yeah, as someone who doesn't make the best decisions for most of his life, becoming a stock investor doesn't seem like it's very good for me.

Being successful at stocks relies on you being good at making good decisions, and that's not exactly my strength. I always end up making the worst decisions, which I guess made the channel entertaining because I always made the worst possible decision, and it was always like kind of funny because always ruin my life somehow.

I just wonder if my channel is dying because I haven't made like a really catastrophically bad decision yet. Do you think coming to Manchester was a bad decision? Because people weren't really that interested in the whole getting rejected thing.

In hindsight, it seems like a bad decision because I got

Ghosted. Let's say we can go back in time before I left my house. Would I still have come here? I would still be going crazy and getting really annoyed at home if I stayed. Where would I go? I think I would have come anyway because I was already looking at apartments.

I was just going crazy at home. People kept saying, why don't you just stay at home? Because I swear, if I stayed at home any longer, I would have done something that would get me in prison.

You have no idea how bad some of the arguments were. I don't even want to tell you

because I don't like to think of myself as a violent person, but sometimes

Sometimes, you know, you just— it's not that I hit anyone, it's just I may have broken something a few times because sometimes you just get pushed and pushed and pushed to the point where you snap.

And I don't like to think that I'm a violent person because I think I'm pretty, you know, passive,

and I usually keep my temper in check.

But Jesus, some people can just really trigger you. Like, some people just really know how to trigger the shit out of you, don't they?

And it's usually the people closest to you.

Why is it wavy?

Usually I end up breaking my own stuff. I don't break people's stuff and I don't hit people. So

I don't think it's that bad because I'm just breaking— usually I break my own stuff. Chihiro would break my stuff when she got really angry, and she would also hit me. So at least I can say I didn't hit Chihiro. I never hit Chihiro, and I never broke her stuff.

Wait, I need to poop.

You smashed her door. Well, that wasn't her door, it was the apartment door to the stairway—

the stairwell.

And then she kept getting angry when I told people.

That she hit me, cuz I don't know why she wanted people to like her. It was more important for people to like her than

me saying that stuff.

Really, it's more important for people to like me cuz I'm the one who's Like depending on YouTube for money, not you. Wait, I need to poop.

She said I was upset because my fans like her more than they like me, which I guess is true. It was a bit annoying. I felt like everyone was turning against me, taking her side, so I needed to put some dirt on her.

Which also backfired.

I need another plate. Am I gonna eat my chocolate?

Eat it at the table, maybe.

Where am I gonna put my chocolate?

I remember that Canadian guy could never understand what I was saying when I said chocolate. I had to say it like 3 times.

He said— I remember he said, I'm gonna go to 7-Eleven, do you want anything, Daniel? I said, uh, I'd like some chocolate. He's like, what? Chocolate? What? Oh, chocolate!

Chocolate. No, it's chocolate.

There's no chalk in it.

Chocolate. Chocolate. Americans say chocolate really weirdly. If you keep saying chocolate over and over, it sounds really weird. Chocolate. Chocolate. Chocolate. Shut up, Daniel.

No, I don't like dark chocolate. It's too bitter. I like white and creamy in my mouth.

My favorite. Always used to have coffee and a chocolate after dinner. With Chihiro. We always got those little chocolate biscuit things from the supermarket, and then I'd make the coffee and have one chocolate biscuit for me, one for Chihiro.

Mmm, delicious!

Mmm, coffee and chocolate, the best dessert ever.

The bitterness of the coffee

and the sweet creaminess of the chocolate,

perfect combination.

Did I make the video for OnlyFans? Not yet. I don't really feel like doing it yet. I need to wait until I'm in a really freaky mood.

I don't know if I should charge $5 for it.

So I feel like a lot of people will be grossed out by it, but then some people might be curious enough to pay the $5. If I can get like 50 people to pay the $5— wow, it's melting in my fingers. What's 5 times 50? $250 for putting yogurt up my bum. Damn, so much money can be

made from being gay. If I had a boyfriend, we can just like fuck all night, film it, make a ton of money.

Maybe I should meet that 19-year-old twink guy. Do you think it's wrong for me to have gay— gayness with a 19-year-old guy? If it was a girl, you'd be like, oh, that's pedo. What if it's a guy?

No, I don't want to do gay stuff.

Plus he's white, so his dick's pretty, pretty big.

I'd only do it with small dick guy so I don't get

anal rupture.

My conditions are they have to look very feminine and they have to have very small dick,

then maybe I'll do it.

And maybe long hair,

longish hair. I'd make them wear like those knee-high socks. That's pretty hot. I love knee-high socks. I saw a girl today on the way to Aldi,

she had like a miniskirt and knee-high socks. It was hot. I love that look.

It's so funny, I can easily find like a load of guys who want to bang, but I can't find a woman who wants to bang, cuz women are like, oh, I'm looking for a relationship and the guy has to drive and he needs to be financially stable. And needs this and needs that. Gay guys are like, they

don't give a shit, they just want to fuck. The gay guys couldn't care less what I do for a living or if I can drive or if I'm ready for a relationship.

Can you imagine a gay guy going, oh, I'm only looking for guys who are, you know, they've got their own house and they got a job.

That's the great thing about guys, they're DTF anytime without any stupid conditions.

I wish I was gay, make things so much easier,

cuz guys understand what we want. We just want to put a dick in a hole and have a good time.

Girls have to overcomplicate everything.

I feel so insecure and intimidated by women because I know that I don't meet the expectations and standards for most women. I don't have the stuff that they want.

So I've got like no confidence talking to women cuz I just instantly feel like I'm a loser.

But guys, they don't give a shit about that.

The name of my mic, it's called a Synco, S-Y-N-C-O, but I don't think it's— I can't find it on my Amazon Affiliates. I think it's UK only.

Maybe. Yeah, Synco lavalier mic, it is pretty good, isn't it? Only costs like £20.

Too bad I don't have Amazon affiliate link for UK. I've only got a US one for some reason. I don't know how to switch it.

Because it's like a different website. So I've signed up to the US Amazon affiliates. I think I might have to make a new account for the UK. I don't know, I can't be bothered. People don't click it anyway. I need to start promoting it more because if you click on my Amazon Affiliates and then you buy anything

on Amazon, I get a cut. I remember someone bought like a MacBook and then I, I made about $50 from— because he used my link. That was so nice.

I'm not sure what the percentage is. Maybe it's like 5%,

2%. I don't really make much from it. I think I made like $20 a month. I don't know who's still using it because I haven't— it's linked to anywhere in ages.

I need— the thing you have to do is you have to like find a good product that you really like and then say, hey guys, I got this great thing, it's so nice, here's my link.

I still don't know if I want the Steam Deck or a laptop. I was looking at laptops today. I found some that are like £1,000, £1,200, and it's RTX 2060,

or you can get the GTX 1660 Ti for like £1,000-ish, £900.

But then I don't know why I'd want one. Gaming? I'm kind of happy with just gaming on my Switch, to be honest. I got Mario Kart. Mario Kart's a great game because it's very simple. It's got the online community feeling because you're playing online. It's got that degree of skill that you kind of need Stuff like,

even though it's a racing game and it's not a shooter, you need accuracy, like timing the jumps and timing your direction when you boost and timing the boost when you're trading another kart. There's lots of little things where you do have to be accurate, you gotta be skillful, and it feels very rewarding. So Mario Kart, yeah, is

ticking a lot of my boxes as a game that I just mindlessly play for hours whilst I listen to a podcast.

So I don't really have that desire to play like Chivalry 2 or Rainbow Six.

Chivalry 2 was great on the huge 36-inch curved monitor. The graphics are so good on Chivalry 2. It's a beautiful game. I just love having the huge two-handed sword and just cleaving into enemies, like chopping their legs off and stuff. It's so satisfying.

I do miss Chivalry 2, but I just don't feel like it'll be that good on the Steam Deck with that tiny screen.

Need at least a laptop. 15, 17-inch. What podcasts do I listen to? I listen to the Millennial Money one with Graham, Jeremy, Kevin, Andre. I love that podcast, it's great.

I wish they did more, but it's just really interesting listening to them talk about stocks and investing and finance.

And I have Ice Poseidon streams I just leave on the background. I saw his Tinder one. That was funny. He got, he got trolled on Tinder by a viewer.

Isn't he supposed to be meeting her today on Saturday? I guess he's not streaming it. Wait, what time is it in America? Maybe it's not nighttime yet.

Who else will I watch? Oh, I just have Bloomberg Financial News playing. I really like the Bloomberg Financial News. I didn't realize they had that, but it's really good. They talk about all the stuff I'm interested in. That Jonathan Ferro guy is a great commentator. That American guy is a bit annoying. That Jonathan Ferro guy, he's got

such a great voice. Voice for radio.

He has like no parasite words. He speaks really clearly, really precisely. There's no, um, uh, uh, um. Listening to Cathie Wood is a nightmare. She's like, uh, um, uh, um, uh, all the time.

I listen to Bloomberg News maybe a couple hours when I wake up. Put Bloomberg News on straight away,

get filled in on the financial markets.

Did I get myself a new seagull? What's a seagull?

Call girl? No, I didn't. I had a look at in-call girls. There's actually one, I think it's like 10 minutes that way. Apparently she's a 23-year-old Chinese baby. They said come to this building. It's actually over there, maybe you can see it.

But I'm a bit nervous about in-call. You gotta go there and then what if you get robbed?

But then on the plus side, it's way cheaper than alcohol,

and it might be more legitimate. I don't know.

Don't bring valuables. Yeah, I, I feel like you should not bring your bank cards, cuz what if they're like trying— they've got a card reader and they try and like make you pay it.

I wouldn't really want to get one here because it's just— it's not very discreet, this place. There's like a massive reception desk with staff 24 hours watching who's coming in and going out. It's kind of embarrassing,

really.

I don't know, maybe it's, it's safe

because if they robbed someone, the police would find out. The person who got robbed would surely tell the police, wouldn't they? They'll say, oh, I just got robbed at this address, and then they wouldn't do it again. There's no way they'd get away with it, cuz they live there. It's not like they can just pack up and

run away. They probably live there, and it's above a shop, and then they're just like fucking for some extra money. What if it's like the shop owner's daughter and she's trying to make money? I don't know what the situation is. It's in— there's like a Korean little Korean place over there, and they've got the Korean chicken restaurant

and stuff. And then they said, this is the address, and it's like the building next to the Korean chicken shop.

And I'm thinking maybe that's like where a lot of Asian people live.

I am interested A little bit. It's just a bit scary at first.

It's only £70, it's better than £150.

But I'd rather do it in my place than their place if they can just let themselves in. If they just like enter my room number and I buzz them in, they can come straight up. I don't have to go out there and then bring them in. Because then the reception guy sees me with her and it's really

awkward. And it's pretty obvious I got a hooker because then she leaves in half an hour after she just came.

Yeah, very tricky.

£70 though. £70 and it's half an hour.

Hmm, but then I've got to shower and get dressed and then go all the way there and then come all the way back.

I don't want to have sex that badly.

I mean, I do want to have sex, but then I don't want to pay for it or have to do anything for it. Really, I just want someone to come here so I can fuck them like Turkish girl came. But I guess those days are over. Turkish girl was great. She just came straight to my hotel room.

I'd love that again.

But my problem is, after I've had sex, I kind of lose interest in women, and then I just want to do some gaming. I just want to play some Rainbow Six, Mario Kart. I want to switch on my podcast. I want to make a coffee. I just want to chill out.

But then the girls always get upset because I'm not paying attention.

I just want to like relax, turn on my iPad, get my Switch.

The worst thing is when, when the girl wants to talk after you had sex and you just want to go to sleep.

Girls get very chatty after sex. I just want to go to sleep, or I want to go and get some food,

especially if it's at night and you're in bed after having sex. I just feel like, oh, I want to go to sleep. I'm so tired from all that humping. So I'm gonna close my eyes and have some nice dreams.

The German girl said she felt lonely, and I didn't even say anything. I was like, oh, I'm gonna go to sleep. So we had you know what, and then we were cuddling, and then she was like moaning about Feeling lonely.

I don't get it. What do you want me to do?

I want to go sleep.

Girls are very tricky. What do gay guys do after they've done it? Do they just go sleep or they want to chat?

Sounds like you need friends with benefits. I need

like a magic ability where I can click my fingers and then naked woman appears, and then after we finish, she disappears.

Or she stays with me, but then, you know, she doesn't bother me too much. She just hugs me whilst I play Rainbow Six and watches me get a triple headshot.

Ace the enemy team.

Because I think more than the desire for sex,

um, the loneliness is more powerful. I don't know, there's 2 main things I want, which is sex and then Getting rid of the loneliness.

Very tricky. It's like I always say, it's a constant battle between loneliness and horniness

because—

wait, I forgot my

My theory.

So when in a relationship, the loneliness goes away, but then the horniness comes back because you start looking at other girls. But then you go for the other girls and then you lose the relationship, and then the horny— I mean, the loneliness comes back. And then right now it's just the worst because I've got the horniness and

the loneliness. I've got Neither the relationship or the hookups.

Really, in an ideal world, you get to have no loneliness and you get to manage the horniness with multiple girlfriends.

Wow, look, whole city, millions of people, and I can't even find a girlfriend. It's a government conspiracy to keep me single.

If I have to choose between women and money, what would I pick?

I don't know.

So I guess you could say I've got money now, but I've got no women. And then when I was younger, I had no money, but I had women because I was too poor to live alone. I had to live in guest houses,

which always ended up meaning getting a girlfriend because you'd meet people. And I was definitely happier when I was poor and had women. Look at Notch. Do you think he's happy? He's got billions, he lives all alone in a big mansion, and he tries to make up for it by having parties with famous people.

Yeah, it's really true, money doesn't buy happiness.

But then if I lost my money now, I don't think I'd be very happy because that's going from having money to losing it all. Compared to never experiencing having the money in the first place. It's completely different.

So yeah, I was probably a lot happier when I was younger being poor.

Living at guest houses, meeting lots of people definitely gave me a lot of experiences. It led to many girlfriends,

but I don't know if I can do it again.

I mean, there were 35-year-olds and 40-year-olds, even 50-year-olds living at the guest house, so it's not like I'm too old for the guest house.

I would feel awkward because there'd be a lot of 20-year-olds and then I'd feel like I'm a predator or something. And then one of them might know my channel and then warn everyone. They might be like, oh, that's Daniel, he's got a channel. A few years ago he cheated and then he called a Turkish girl annoying.

He's a creep.

I'm just a bit paranoid about my channel now. If people met me in real life and then they found my channel, I just wonder what they would do.

Would they be really freaked out? Would they think it's funny because they've met me in real life first?

Would they try and get me kicked out because they think I'm a weirdo? I don't know.

I lost a lot of confidence because of my channel, I think, because people's reaction to the channel is usually not good.

What kind of people live at guest houses? All kinds. Foreigners, tourists, Japanese people just trying to learn English, middle-aged men who got kicked out of the house and they're trying to find somewhere to live because they're lonely, lonely women looking for cute foreigner guys.

The dregs of society,

divorcees and poor people and lonely middle-aged women.

I think if people met me first and then they could get a feel of what I'm like in real life, and then later I showed them my channel, I don't think it would be too bad. It's just people— when people get their first impression of me from my channel, it's usually not good because they see all the

bad stuff. And then I do come across as pretty weird in the videos, like my mannerisms, where I talk. I don't really talk like that in real life. I just put that on for the video. I don't know why I put it on for the video. I think because I feel awkward making videos. And then it feels

less awkward when I do like these weird hand gestures. I don't really do hand gestures at all.

And to be honest, I haven't really said anything weird in my new videos, have I? That maybe 4 years ago, yeah, I said a lot of weird stuff like my girlfriend's ugly and boring, but my videos now are kind of tame. Just complaining about crypto and going to Manchester. I don't know what of my new videos that

people could see now and then get really angry with me.

I don't even know what I could make if I wanted to go back to that kind of content.

I just wonder what old Daniel would have made.

He probably would meet some viewer and then sleep with her and then call her annoying.

I mean, I already did that, didn't I? I called Mila annoying quite a lot of times.

I mean, Pia was pretty annoying too. She just came to my house and then I was trying to get her to leave and then she kept saying— no, I kept asking like, what are you gonna do then? And she kept saying, oh, I don't know, I don't know.

If I didn't do anything, she probably just stayed at the house saying, oh, I don't know what to do.

She had no plan. She just turned up at my house, and then—

I don't know what she expected.

I hate it when people come to my house when I tell them not to, or people who just try and invite themselves over, or people who keep messaging me going, can I come over, can I come over, can I come over,

do you want to meet, let's meet, I'm outside your house now, let's meet. No, it's irritating.

I just think it's really rude.

If I want you to come over, I would invite you. If I didn't invite you, it means I don't really want you to come over. You can't just invite yourself.

Yeah, exactly. Old Daniel made edgy videos being a massive dickhead and got loads of girls, and then now new Daniel is boring cuz he doesn't say anything edgy, and now no girls. Kind of proves my point, doesn't it,

that being a massive dick.

I should go back to being a massive dick. I mean, look at Keemstar. Have you seen his new girlfriend? She's like 21, hot blonde. Keemstar is the biggest dickhead on the whole internet, and he's got no shame, and he just flaunts his dickishness.

He's got so much confidence that you can never bring Keemstar down.

And girls kind of like that.

It's that kind of, oh, I don't give a shit, bad boy attitude. Now I'm like, I'm so desperate and lonely and sad, I'll do anything. It's really unappealing.

I need to get back to like saying stuff like, oh, I don't want to date fat women, but then they call me misogynist.

Yeah, when I was cheating nonstop, I had loads of girls messaging me.

When I, when I was cheating on Chihiro and I made a video about it so everyone knew, I got loads of DMs, girls saying stuff like, you should come to America, I'll suck your dick all day, Daniel. Oh, I'm going to Japan, do you want to meet, hook up next week, Daniel? I got so many girls DMing

me,

and a lot of these girls had boyfriends themselves. Even recently, I chatted to a few girls. One of them sent me nudes, and then she said she has a boyfriend. She said it turns her on sending nudes to other guys behind his back. What the fuck?

And the Hong Kong woman, she was married too, and she was happy to like get an Airbnb nearby me so we could fuck.

Like, girls have no morals when it comes to cheating. They might be all like, oh, you're a terrible person, you cheated, but they cheat all the time too, and they didn't give a crap. When I cheated, they— a lot of them still wanted to meet up.

Who's that other girl with a boyfriend?

I don't know, a lot of them had boyfriends, to be honest.

Well, I can't really do that now because

what am I gonna make controversial videos about when I'm single? It's easy to say stuff like, oh, my wife's annoying, when you have a wife.

I need something to complain about. That isn't complaining about being single, because that's kind of lame. Why I hate being single.

I don't want to make like incel type videos, Elliot Rodger videos, where I'm just complaining about, oh, girls in England don't like me.

It can't be racist, it can't be sexist, it can't be misogynistic. And it can't really be very narcissistic. So I've got to avoid all those things.

Well, I guess it could be a little bit sexist. My smash hit, My Girlfriend Is Unattractive, was very sexist, I guess you could say.

Why I Would Never Date a Fat Girl. That might get views. Now I'm going to lose all my new subs.

What's Keemstar saying on Twitter? I bet he's getting like a load of SJW people going, she's half your age, how can you date someone so young? You're disgusting, you should date a 40-year-old fat woman.

They're so stupid, people getting triggered, cuz a young girl wants to date an older guy. What's wrong with that? She's 20, she's not a kid.

And Keemstar's a confident, successful, pretty good-looking guy.

Although his fashion looks kind of lame. Keemstar looks pretty good, it's just he's always wearing that stupid hat and the stupid sunglasses. He's so— he seems like he's really insecure about being bald. He never takes his hat off. He must be so bald. But I think he'd look good. He could look like Vsauce from Michael. He's also—

isn't Keemstar like Greek something? He's of Greek descent.

I think Keemstar would look so much better if he dressed more maturely, get rid of the stupid hat and the sunglasses all the time. Why is he always wearing sunglasses?

Yeah, I guess I could milk the ex-wife topics. I, I swear I've got like 60 videos about why wife. If I search wife in my videos, I remember I screenshotted about 60 videos I made. I milked that marriage so hard. I don't want to milk the ex-wife stuff because I kind of like the way Chihiro's just gone

quiet. I don't like it when she's all vengeful because it's freaking annoying.

She starts like collabing with stupid Casey. If I start making videos about her, she's probably gonna get annoyed and then take revenge somehow.

Otherwise I could do stuff like why I would never get back with my ex-wife,

or things I miss about my ex-wife. There's a few topics I could do.

Hong Kong guy's channel is dead. Yeah, it's so sad, but it just goes to show that, well, I told you so. His whole audience were all my audience, and all they care about is drama. So don't give me that mumbo jumbo about, oh, we love the Japan videos. Then watch Casey. Casey's in Japan, he's making vlogs in

Japan. Why don't you watch him? Because you don't actually care about the Japan vlogs. You only cared about the drama, and the numbers don't lie.

Like, any video he made about me or Chihiro get like 10-20k views.

Anything that's not about that, like 100 views. Jeez.

That's the sad thing

that I've been saying over and over again. These stupid people, all they care about is bloody drama, and then they've got the nerve to insult me for only doing drama when that's the only way for me to get clicks.

So don't hate me, hate the game.

I don't really want to make drama videos. I just want to make some money. But now I've got OnlyFans, I've got stocks, I'm not really that desperate for money anymore. So I guess I can just let the channel die, maybe

just accept 5-10K views, whatever. It's just kind of sad. I do miss the attention. I miss getting like 50K views. I miss people actually being interested in my life.

Yeah, I miss people messaging me and like trying to find out what's going on. Oh my God, Daniel, what's, what's he up to now? Where's his new girl? Oh, did you see so-and-so said this? It was kind of fun

having that feeling of so many people being interested in what's, what's going on. It's just I'm not doing anything of interest, so there's nothing for me to get excited about, which results in people not being excited about it either. You kind of need me to be excited about it to get everyone else excited.

And to be honest, I just feel kind of dead inside ever since Mila broke my heart.

I was so excited when I moved to Japan, got married. You could see the passion and energy and enthusiasm in the way I talked, the way my face looks, my expressions. I was so excited to like tell everyone about my marriage and my life in Japan, what's going on. I couldn't wait to make a video and just

share. I loved it.

It was so interesting for me as well, getting married and having all that new experience,

moving in with a girlfriend. It's my first time vlogging the whole thing.

It was my first Japan trip where— well, it's not really. 2016 I vlogged Japan too, but I had no viewers in 2016. It's only 2017 that I felt like, oh wow, I've actually got a lot of viewers now. I want to bring them along on my next adventure to Japan, show them, you know, what it's like being

Daniel. Because I had a lot of adventures in Japan that I never got to share because I didn't start YouTube until until late, and I was so excited to share what I knew was going to be a banging trip because every time I go to Japan I have a banging time.

Started off with a single mother, didn't it. That was fun. Remember when I was hyping up the single mother and people— I used to say she's my future wife, and then the stupid first-wave haters were going, Daniel, you can't just call her your future wife, you haven't even met her.

Bloody nagging Nancys.

Gotta whine about everything, don't they? Oh, I hope you're not meeting her daughter. She's going to be heartbroken when you leave, pump and dump her mom. Baby, baby.

Look at all those cars. Where's everyone going?

We're going to a party.

A party.

I wonder where they go. Maybe one night I should just go out. And then follow a bunch of people and see where they go. I bet they just go to a bar or like one of those fancy restaurants where they sit on the street and

they meet the friends, they get some drinks.

Go out now? No.

They can't go clubbing. I don't think clubs are open yet,

are they?

I wonder how many people are having sex in this frame. There must be like millions. How many people do you think are in this frame? Hundreds of thousands, probably not millions. Manchester has a population of a couple million, but then not all in the city centre.

I just wonder how many people are smashing right now in this frame. Thousands, maybe hundreds.

Not fair.

I wonder when my dry spell will end.

What if this is it? What if I never have sex ever again?

I mean, it could be possible.

Oh,

I'm getting tired because I woke up so early. I'm waking up at 9 o'clock now because it gets so bright and then I wake up and then I can't fall asleep again, so I just go, uh, I guess I'll just wake up. It's weird, I'm having the opposite problem I had before where I was waking up at

2 PM, going to sleep at 4 AM,

and now I'm waking up too early because it's so damn bright.

Also, you know, the other problem about going back to Japan is how am I gonna do trading?

I would have to wait until 11 PM in Japan for the stock market to open. Jesus. And then I have to stay up all night, 11 PM until 7 AM. Is how long the stock market would be open. How am I gonna do that?

I could trade the first— I could trade the opening hours but then miss the rest of the day.

Trade Japanese stocks? No. What, what am I gonna trade?

I don't even know how to trade Japanese stocks. Don't you have to be a Japanese person to have access to the Japanese stock market? I don't know. What app do you use?

And then what stocks are there? I wouldn't want to invest in any Japanese companies. Aren't they all like stagnant and dead and not growing?

Canon, Nikon.

They— I probably want to short them, maybe.

No, I don't. I want to trade American stocks. That's where the action is. America is the biggest economy in the whole world. That's where all the action is.

All the trade— everyone trades American stocks. No one gives a shit about UK stocks. Like, who's trading Tesco and Greggs? No, we're trading Tesla and Facebook and Amazon and Google,

Ford. All of the best companies are American, even though actually Morrison's had like a 30% spike recently because of some deal, and Tesco's is pretty stable. It's got a good dividend too.

Well, I don't think my— I'd get any stocks, I mean any apps where you can trade Japanese stocks. Sounds like a headache.

Look at that ambulance. Good luck trying to get through that traffic.

Yeah, that's the tricky thing. If I went to Japan,

what am I gonna do? I'm gonna have to become nocturnal. I'd have to wake up at like 5 PM. Oh my god. Or just give up day trading.

I love day trading,

such a great way of making money. Because more often than not, the NASDAQ bounces in market open.

In the last 2 weeks, I think every single day the NASDAQ does a little sell-off and then bounces straight up. And you catch that bounce, damn, you make good money.

The only day when it, when it did a double drop and then bounce was Friday, which I did not time well because I didn't really— I didn't check when the non-farm roll report came out, and I thought it wasn't out yet, and it was already out. I was hoping the market was going to crash, and it did

a mini crash, like very tiny

dump, but then it recovered straight away. I didn't realize that was the main dump. I thought a bigger dump was coming. Really stupid.

Day trade crypto? I don't know. I tried that, but it's too unpredictable. You can kind of predict things on the stock market because of stuff like news or when Jay Powell speaks. The market usually tanks. Or earnings reports, or I don't know, a stock is really undervalued, you can get it at a discount. I don't know about

crypto, it just kind of moves up and down randomly. It's like, why is it going to the moon now? Why did it go up 20%, then drop 10%, then go up 20%, then drop 15%? Based off what? Because China banned it, and then because I don't know what else. Why is it now pumping?

It just seems to have a mind of its own.

And then I can't short it on eToro. eToro is the only app I have where I can buy crypto. It's not really crypto, it's just like the value of it. You're trading the value of it. You're not really buying and selling the actual coins because then you need Coinbase or Binance, which I can't get my account verified.

They want like a bank statement and then they won't accept my one. I don't know what's wrong with it. I can't be bothered.

And then Coinbase takes such a massive fee. I remember trying to buy £2,000 Bitcoin and they tried to charge me £70.

£70! What?

Imagine if I was into stocks when I was married.

Chihiro would be annoyed. She'd be like, oh, I want to go to bed, Daniel. And then I'd be sitting in the corner. She would probably turn all the lights off, and then I'd be squatting in the corner of the room with my phone waiting for the market to be open. And then I'd like go to bed at

4 AM and then not wake up with her, and then she'd be annoyed. It would be such a bad thing to get into whilst you're married.

And then I want to have sex before she goes to bed too, and then like go and trade stocks. I'll be so bad as a husband, as a partner, when your wife's trying to go to sleep and then you're just

gambling on the stock market all night.

How do day traders do this?

Well, I guess first I have to worry about getting another girlfriend. I mean, I would easily trade in day trading for a proper relationship again.

If I had to choose between having a Japanese girlfriend or being able to day trade, hmm, not really difficult.

The hell was that?

Just trying to imagine going back to Japan. What would it be like? How would I feel? How am I gonna get people to come back to the channel?

I mean, really, I need to go on Tinder dates and then get a new girlfriend and then secretly film her and then just repeat the same drama, like, oh, my girlfriend found my channel.

I'm just trying to imagine it. So let's pretend we— pretend Japan's open now, we're going next week. Book my apartment and then

I need a pocket Wi-Fi again because I don't have my Japanese SIM card anymore.

So I'd probably need a pocket Wi-Fi, and then I go to my new apartment. And then

where are we gonna go? Are we gonna go to Osaka? Fukuoka? I got a Japanese woman in Fukuoka that I'm chatting to, but then I kind of want to go to Osaka because then I can go to Tobitsushinchi. I don't know where you can go in Fukuoka for that.

And then I'll probably get bored again because Dating is a pain in the butt.

Maybe I make a new channel,

see if I can go viral again.

Yeah, I could say I'm a Twitch streamer.

And then show them my Twitch, and then they have to pay to see the streams, which they won't, and then they're not gonna watch. Like, you know, the thing about Twitch streams that are good is that I can, I can talk about all this weird stuff, and then unless you watch the whole stream, you're not gonna find

out. So the downfall of my YouTube channel is the weird titles and the bite-sized chunks of short footage where you can easily just like scroll through my titles and then get an idea of what's going on. And then if you see that, you're gonna be freaked out. But if you see my Twitch channel, it's just like, hey

guys, cooking broccoli, new apartment, 6 hours long. No one's gonna sit through the whole 6 hours. And then you don't know when during the 6 hours I'm saying weird stuff. So I might say weird stuff for 2 minutes in the middle.

Yeah, I went to Matsushima Shinchi as well, but I never went into any of the places because at the time I had a rash on my foreskin. It was very itchy.

I'm not sure where the red light district in Fukuoka is. I'm pretty sure they have one,

but the problem with hookers is it doesn't make good content. People want to see a relationship and they want to see new characters.

And then me just saying, oh yeah, I went to a hooker, it was great— that's not interesting.

But to be honest, the main thing I'm worrying about is how am I supposed to do trading? And investing stuff. I don't want to wait until 11 PM at night. What am I gonna do all day? Trading is what I do all day. Being in the UK is perfect because market opens at 2:30 PM. It's not too

early. I don't want to wake up at like 9 AM. People don't— people in Canada, they have to wake up at like 6 AM in the morning. Or people in Australia, what time they wake up?

UK is perfect because you can sleep late and then get stuff done, have lunch, and then the market's about to open 2 PM, and then it closes at 9 PM. It's perfect. Japan would just be horrible. 11 PM to 7 AM. Jesus.

Unless you're willing to become completely nocturnal.

I guess you don't have to stare at the market 8 hours, but that's literally what I do.

Because you never know what's going to happen during the middle of the day. You might get some amazing opportunity where a stock just plummets or it goes to the moon. Sometimes things do move during the day. The middle of the day.

Usually doesn't. Usually I do trading the first hour and I try to end my trades before 4 PM because usually between 4 PM and 7 or 8 PM not much happens. It just kind of goes flat.

So I think the UK markets close at 4 PM and then it's lunchtime in America and all the stock people, they go for lunch, so not much is happening. And it kind of picks up again around 8 PM,

but usually not much happens in power hour.

So I guess I could trade the first hour and then just go to bed,

trade from 11 PM until 12, 1 AM, and then go to bed. But still, waiting till 11:00 PM is a long time. What am I going to do all day? Make videos? Guess I could livestream.

Go on dates, maybe.

Stream the whole day.

Yeah, I guess I could do YouTube stuff during the day and then 11 PM get ready to trade.

But I made like a 40% gain day trading over 2 No, 3 weeks. And are you saying that's luck? Yeah, some of the trades were luck, and then some of the bad trades were unlucky. But if I made 40%, that means statistically,

um, I'm winning more than I'm losing. Obviously that Robinhood trade was just pure luck. Well, was it? No, it wasn't. I don't think it's pure luck. I give myself some credit. I saw that thing shoot up and I just knew it was coming straight back down.

No way it shoots up to $80 and then stays there. No way.

Do your trades while livestreaming? No, that'd be too stressful. I really need to concentrate.

Let me see my trades.

I've not won every single trade. I've made a lot of losses too. It's just there's more gains than there were losses. I mean, if you take out the losses, I probably made like 80% gain.

Where is it?

So here are my closed positions.

It's hard to hold it.

Ah, okay, so there's a lot of red too. Look, £4, £3,

£7.

Yeah, I didn't really have any good trades on Friday.

Yeah, Friday was just pretty bad.

That day was great. Look at that, £170. Jesus. And then £45 Corsair.

Best trade ever. £170 from one trade. Look, 20,

15. This was pretty bad when I tried shorting Square. That did not go well. It eventually came back down.

And currently I've got 2 shorts open on NASDAQ, which is minus £20 right now, but I feel like NASDAQ will come back down a bit.

I really want to get 1,400. That'd be great. Oh my God. Docks myself. Where's the NASDAQ?

Well, NASDAQ's very flat.

Why can't I go left?

Hmm, look, you see that? I think it's going to come down here because then that's a retracement back to the 50% Fibonacci. See that? Look.

It could retrace back down to 38%, which would be here, or the 50%, which could be here.

See, it could— it's not unbelievable that it could do that before bouncing because it's already hit an all-time high. Look, it hit all-time high here. Usually what happens is it then retraces

After hitting all-time highs, and then it will bounce to make— to go back up to make a new high.

See, it'll go all-time high, retrace, all-time high, retrace, all-time high, retrace, all-time high, retrace.

Every time, high, retrace, high, retrace, high. Well, this was just one big high, retrace. That was a pretty long one though. What if this one goes like that?

My hypoth— my

Hypothesis is, um,

why can't I do freehand squiggly line? That wasn't Elliott impulse wave.

Okay, this is just like a load of lines.

There's a lot of weird lines you can do. Elliott triangle wave.

What? It's

like astrology. XABCD pattern. I never use any of this stuff. Maybe I should learn some of these indicators. What the hell's this little dotted line thing?

And then you got

Fibonacci fan. I never use this one. Whoa, look at that!

That's a Fibonacci fan.

I wonder how you use this.

Maybe you do this, like you drag this at the bottom and then this goes at the top, and then it shows you different levels it could bounce off of.

Interesting. I wonder if I can do that here

to see previous levels. Oh, what? It actually bounced off this one.

Wow, look, exactly off this 50%. No, this one's at 61%.

Weird. Where else can I put it? I could put it here, see if it bounced off any of the lines.

Not really. Well, this line looks pretty accurate. Look at that, it is bouncing right off that line. This line's a bit— oh, it is bouncing off this one a little bit. Not very accurate though.

I find it so fascinating when the lines match up.

You've got Fibonacci arc.

Oh wow, look, little circles.

How'd you do this? Maybe you put it here,

bottom to top, make it yellow. No, I don't understand that one. Maybe it's like that?

No, I don't get that one. Fibonacci circles. Oh wow, do like a circle thing.

What else is there? There's also all these indicators. Chandy's Q-Stick, Coppock Curve. I don't know what any of this does.

Bollinger Bands. Is any of it useful? I don't know.

But when I watch Trader TV Live, they don't use any of that. They just use the VWAP. They don't use RSI, MACD. They don't even look at candlestick patterns.

And then you've got all these other people, they've got the stochastic thing, the RSI thing, they've got moving averages, they've got all this stuff. Does it really help?

I love those technical analysis videos where they're like,

it's forming a pattern so it could go up. But if it goes down, then it could go down more before going up. They're just saying it could go up or it could go down. Well, duh, what else is it going to do?

If it breaks above, it's going up. If it breaks below, it's going down. Wow, so useful.

Wow, it's a bit hot today.

Isn't there a lot of— aren't there a lot of countries right now on fire in the Mediterranean? It was on the news. Was it Greece? Maybe it's Greece. This village they had to evacuate because this massive fire started in the mountains, was spreading like crazy. And it just engulfed— the whole fire brigade had to like evacuate, evacuate,

because they couldn't do anything. It was kind of sad just watching like a convoy of fire trucks retreating from the flames and the blazes.

That's sad though. Uh, there was— oh yeah, this guy who has a vineyard His whole vineyard got burnt down. You see, this is what I'm saying. These people like that, they've invested the whole money into having a vineyard or like a physical property, and then it gets burned down or flooded or shut down because of lockdowns, and

then you're effed. I'd rather have investments on the stock market.

Can you imagine that guy? You make no money, you lost all your, all your crops, all your yield.

What are you gonna do? It's like a whole year that you're gonna lose. I don't know how long until you can regrow the vineyards.

And then these people lose their whole homes in the fire. This is why I'm scared of owning a home,

because you don't know what's gonna happen. This crazy world. Well, I guess it won't happen in England. The good thing about England is we don't really have extreme weather. We have a bit of flooding, but I just can't imagine a massive huge fire like the ones you see in in the Mediterranean or California.

Maybe they should like employ people to make, make like a lookout tower over the forests and the woodlands, and then they have to look for smoke, and then they can stop the fire before it becomes huge. Maybe just a little idea, like that game called Firewatch. Yeah, the whole point of that game is you're stationed in a

tower and you go look for smoke. That's why it's called Firewatch. Why don't they just have those? I can't believe we're in 2021, we've got all this technology, and then we can't even stop a fire from becoming uncontrollable. Why can't they just have like a drone that detects the fire before it becomes huge?

Just seems like a pretty simple thing to solve.

What if they just get like a big dome, make a big dome out of metal, drop it over the fire so it suffocates the fire? See, I'm a genius. They should give me a job. Come up with ideas. Instead of dropping water on it, they should just put a big dome,

cuts off the oxygen, then the fire can't grow.

Or maybe they can build a wall around the village so the fire doesn't burn everything down.

Let's get like a load of earth and then build an elevated embankment around the village.

Uh, they could build a moat. Yeah, why don't they build a big moat around the village like medieval castles. How's the fire gonna get over the moat?

Easy. I just saved the world.

If I had a house and property, I'd dig a big trench around it and fill it full of water.

No fire's getting my house.

But it's crazy, these fires just start randomly by themselves unless it's like some sneaky guy starting it.

It starts— the fire starts out nothing. Very weird, but I'm guessing that happens naturally.

It's like a natural part of forestation. It, it burns down to allow, uh, new crops, new vegetation to grow. It's like the cycle

of nature.

Maybe chop all the trees down, that would help.

Surely at one point before humans existed, the planet was a lot hotter. Was the whole place just catching on fire all the time during the dinosaur days? Because climate change happens all the time since the beginning of the Earth. It didn't just start now because of pollution.

The climate's probably been way hotter in the past at one point.

So was the whole place just on fire all the time? Imagine this stupid planet keeps catching on fire. Maybe that's why all the other planets are just barren and dead. Maybe all the other planets did have trees and grass, but they kept catching on fire, and then what's left is just like Mars— surface of nothing, because everything's

just caught on fire non-stop.

That stupid sun.

It's all the sun's fault.

Imagine if there was forests and stuff on the moon and everything's gone now because it all caught on fire. I wonder if the moon has a core like like a Molten Core. I was— remember Molten Core from World of Warcraft? That just popped into my mind. Molten Core, ah, they just call it MC. And then being able

to be on a raid in MC was like the most epic thing ever. Everyone was just aiming towards raiding Molten Core and getting the epic gear.

Ah, I love those days. Everyone joining the group, 40-man group gathering at the entrance, buffing. Priests would be buffing, the mages would be non-stop making water for everyone.

Everyone would be getting onto TeamSpeak. Remember TeamSpeak and Ventrilo? Bet people don't use that anymore, but they use Discord. TeamSpeak.

What a software.

I think my guild, I think we did defeat Ragnaros a few times,

but I was in so many guilds and then so many guilds could barely get past the first boss. I need to charge my battery.

I don't even remember. I remember there was one boss that was really hard that my guild kept failing. It was the, the big lava dog that kept spawning tiny lava dogs and it kept overwhelming us.

Oh yeah, then people started soloing Molten Core when they were level 70 or level 80.

My favorite one was Onyxia, and

what was the troll one? ZG. I can't remember what it stood for. My guild raided ZG and Onyxia a lot. Everyone was desperate to get the, the special— I think there was a special mount,

Zul'Gurub. Yeah, that one.

Raiding was fun

but also really stressful, and then you would defeat the boss after wiping and wiping and wiping, having to repair your gear for so much. And then you don't even get any loot because one piece drops and then 10 people want it, and then they've all got DKP, and then you're new so you don't have any DKP. And

then they had a website— each guild would have like their own guild website where they would calculate DKP.

It was so much work. People put in so much work for a video game.

It's crazy.

Did I do PvP? Yeah, I did a lot of PvP. PPP. I used to love Arathi Basin. That was my favorite.

Did I get rank 14?

No, I didn't. I think I got like rank 10. I did get some of the PvP gear when I was a Druid. I got the special blue gear. Oh, there were all these premade PvP teams that were really annoying. One was called Premade. Hated them. They were Alliance, and every time that they showed up in, in the

Battleground, that was what it's called. Everyone just went AFK because they're like, oh fuck, it's premade, time to go AFK because at least we get some points from just going AFK. There was no point playing, there was no way you'd beat them. They had full epic gear, Molten Core tier 2 epics, they were completely decked out, all

on TeamSpeak, all playing together, and You know, they had a tank, healers, DPS. They had mages that would 2-shot kill you.

Hated it.

Stupid pre-made groups.

Ah, those mages. Yeah, they do the—

they'd have like this spell where you could cast Pyroblast instantly and

then Fire Blast and then Frost Nova and then Cone of Cold, and then you wouldn't survive that unless you had like 4k health.

Kind of miss those days.

Even though it was very stressful and a lot of work, I actually felt motivated to work towards something, even though it was like a stupid game. I would wake up in the morning going, okay, time to get out of bed. I got lots of stuff to do. I got to do these quests. I gotta go there. I

gotta get this. I gotta level up. I felt motivated to do something. I really wanted to do it. Gets level 60. I wanted to become recognized on the server as like a powerful player, which I never did.

It's just so much fun.

Maybe I should get back into it.

So I kind of strayed away from that kind of gaming because it was so addictive and just so unhelpful towards my goal of trying to get a girlfriend.

And then I started going for hobbies that could help me get a girlfriend, like learning languages, learning art.

Maybe the reason why a lot of girls don't like me anymore is because—

because I'm not really interested in the things I used to be, like learning Japanese and doing art. That kind of stuff is very attractive to girls.

They think it's so romantic, artistic.

And then I started playing the free trial. I got a level 20 warrior and I would just do PvP at Goldshire Inn, and I had all the best items you can get as a level 20. Oh yeah, they used to call them twinks. So you'd have a level 20 twink which would be like maxed out with the

best gear gear from the level 20 dungeons and then professions maxed out, and then you have potions, and then you just wreck everyone, all the noobs.

Why did the word twink go from that to now being like a gay femboy thing?

Weird how language changes. So the word gay used to mean happy, now it means homosexual. Why?

It's just funny, back in the day people would say, I'm having such a gay time, and it would be like a happy time.

Ah, the wild days.

I have many good memories. Do you remember after level 50, getting from level— no wait, getting from level 55 to 60 was so difficult because by the time you get to about level 55, you ran out of quests.

There were no quests to do. Usually I'd get to that snow area, Winterfell or something, and I'd already be 55. And then I couldn't find any more quests. I finished Ungoro Crater, I finished that desert place,

and then you just had to like grind mobs over and over.

That was really annoying. Pacing yourself was really important. You had to make sure you did all the quests in one area to get maximum XP.

And the best bit was Stranglethorn Valley,

STV. That's when you get your first taste of getting ganked and PvP. It was just a complete— just chaos. It was one of the main areas where Alliance and Horde came into big contact with each other.

But there's so many quests there. You can go from level 20 all the way to 35 just from STV.

I remember I was really scared entering it because everyone's like, oh, when you enter STV, you'll find out how

stressful this game is.

You go to that Hemingsway camp and then people just be waiting there to gank you.

I used to get so stressed. This rogue started harassing me, kept following me around, killing me when I was trying to fight mobs

over and over. There were some really annoying people that just loved harassing.

It was always so exciting when you're going down the road and then you see a red name in the distance and you're like, oh my God, I could kill him.

My first days in WoW, everything was new. I remember seeing a Tauren hunter and he had like dual-wield axes and a big gun and a crossbow. He looked so cool.

Good times.

In a way, I find it kind of sad that all, all the good times I had during my teenage years were in a video game, whilst all these people are like having fun, good times, clubbing and drinking and having wild sex. Well, at least I got to do it in my 20s.

I think I'm gonna regret it.

I'm gonna be like 40 and then thinking, oh my god, when I was in my 30s, why was I just wasting my life?

Now I'm too old to like go out, meet young people. Can't go out meeting people in their 20s when I'm 40. That'd be

weird. I feel like it's weird now meeting people in their 20s. I think this girl that I'm meeting this month, she's like 21.

I think she knows I'm 32.

For some reason, I don't have viewers in their 30s who want to meet me. These girls are always like 20 or 18 or 22.

I wouldn't mind some people in their 30s or late 20s, really. I feel like they're 20-year-olds.

I'm not complaining, it's just I don't know, I feel like I'm old compared to them.

Just someone more around my age would be nice. Someone who's also, you know, calmed down a bit from the clubbing days, who also wants like a nice relationship, who isn't looking for loads of adventure. Just wants a nice, cozy life, wholesome life.

The thing, the reason why me and Mila failed is because we were, we're in different stages of our life. She's still like 26,

27. I'm glad I didn't meet her when she was in her early 20s because she was like wild clubbing and stuff.

I feel like if I met her when she was 30-something, it could have been much better.

Girls in their mid-20s, they still— they want excitement and adventure, don't they? They don't want to settle down. And have a cozy lifestyle.

It failed because I was boring. I didn't give her excitement.

Because now I'm in a stage of my life where I'm interested in stocks, investments, financial things, economy, the markets,

kind of political things. I'm not in my 20s anymore. In my 20s, I was all into, you know, anime and travel and

more artistic, creative stuff.

Now that creative part of me is, is pretty dead.

I'm really not very artistic or creative anymore. Now my mind is shifting towards more financial things, things like stock charts and numbers, percentages, analytical

things. I just don't really feel very creative. I don't want— really want to create anything artistic. I don't have that desire to be like an artist anymore, which I think also contributes to my channel's death,

cuz my— I used to feel like I was very, very creative and artistic with my videos.

Like I wanted to tell a story and frame it in a certain way.

See, that's the thing. People change over time.

I wonder what Chihiro was like when she was 26. I never really asked her.

I think she said something about having a boyfriend who cheated a lot on her.

I wonder what Chihiro looked like when she was 26. I think I've seen a photo.

She had like that rebellious

look with the dyed, the dyed brown hair and that—

what's the word— the Yankee look. They call them Yankees in Japan, where they've got the very rebellious looking hairstyle and colors.

I just— I'm, I'm curious about what would it have been like dating 26-year-old Chihiro. Would it have been the same problems that I had with Mila? Because I'm pretty sure 26-year-old Chihiro would have been a very different person to

36-year-old Chihiro. She was 36 when I met her because I was 28.

And then I wonder what would happen if I met Mila when she was 36 instead of 26. It's very interesting, the whole age thing. People change so much in 10 years. I've changed so much since 10 years ago. 22-year-old Daniel couldn't care less about stocks. I can't even imagine. I could never imagine myself being interested in stocks.

I actually still think it's kind of weird that I care, that I'm so interested in the financial markets and the economy. I had no idea I'd become this kind of person.

So I never had any interest in stocks or finance or money. I wasn't really that interested in money. I just wanted to have enough money so I could travel to Japan.

It's kind of weird I took— I ended up taking this path.

I do find it interesting. I can listen to Bloomberg News for hours and hours and hours and actually find it interesting. I'm not just like forcing myself to listen to it,

and it doesn't really help— really watching it, it doesn't help me make money because

by the time they're talking about stuff, it's already happened, which means it's too late. So they'll say, oh, Amazon had bad earnings, they dropped 10%. It's too late. By that time it's already happened.

But when you start investing,

it does become really interesting because then you're invested in it,

you're part of it, you're involved.

It's like the biggest video game in the world. It is like a video game

and everyone's playing and everyone's tuning into the news to try and find out what to do, what's going on. And there's all these communities and forums and Discord channels.

And it's all about using your resources to grow your resources without losing them by trading and day trading and investing and trying out different tactics and strategies.

It's the ultimate game. You can either make fortunes or you could go broke.

Play at your own peril. But it really makes you feel more connected to the world because the whole thing is basically reacting

The whole market is just reacting, reactions to what's happening in the world, what's happening to companies, what's happening to supply chains and businesses, and what's happening to trends and new technologies.

It's interesting.

Because before I never cared about things like, oh, trade war between China, or how the new president's going, what his new policies, how they're going to affect things. I couldn't care less before, but now I do.

So I put £1,000 into this company called ChargePoint because I think next week Biden is— they're announcing some kind of massive infrastructure bill

that's going to include massive investments for electric vehicles and the infrastructure, which is charging stations.

So I placed some bets on ChargePoint

I want to get some solar energy stocks too.

Who knows what I'm going to be interested in in 10 years' time. Imagine me being 42. Damn, that's weird.

I really hope by the time I'm 42, I've— I have someone at least, and I'm not a complete failure at relationships.

'Cause if I'm 42 and I'm still like this, that would be a bit depressing.

I just— I can't find the right person for some reason.

Why is it so difficult? Surely there's some weird girl out there who who does OnlyFans. And then,

I don't know,

imagine you have kids and you're doing OnlyFans, and then your kids has, has to explain to the other kids what your parents do. And they're like, my dad does OnlyFans.

I wonder if there's any parents out there who do OnlyFans and then they, like, when their kids are off to school, they're like, yes, time to make OnlyFans, strip off naked, get out the dildo and lube.

Yeah, I don't think— well, I don't know. If I've still got 100 people subbed to me and I'm 42 and they're still paying me, if they're still paying, then I'm gonna carry on doing it.

Even if only 5 people are still on my OnlyFans, that's still $50 a month.

I can buy food with that. So unless OnlyFans goes to zero

I don't see a good reason to stop doing something if it's still making money.

I hate it when they do that. There's some people here, they like revving their engines.