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Oh, oh.

Testing,

testing.

Oh, my back.

No Thanksgiving stream this year. Was this

Thanksgiving yesterday? I did stream on

Thanksgiving, I just didn't call it a

Thanksgiving stream.

So you know that camera I got?

I think it's kind of rubbish.

Can you see any difference in the stream

today? Like, does it look

different?

It looks worse than a smartphone camera.

It looks the same as a smartphone camera.

And then I took some footage today doing

deliveries. I'm looking

at the footage now and I'm just thinking,

okay, stop. It looks worse than my iPhone

camera. Well, it looks the same, to be

honest. It literally looks like a phone

camera. The video image quality.

I don't know, I feel like I might return

The only good thing about it is you can

attach it to your chest, so if you want to

do hands-free filming, it's really good

for that. But apart from that,

I don't know, it looks exactly the same

as my old GoPro.

And obviously I'm not going to make like

100 Amazon Flex delivering videos because

no one's even watching anyway.

I don't think I'm going to film any more

delivering because it's, it's the same

thing every time. It's really boring.

This is me delivering parcels

and then driving. It's not really

interesting.

It is cool, like it's a nice versatile

device, and I like the, the magnetic

necklace and stuff. The accessories are

nice, but the video quality sucks.

Especially when it's a bit dark.

If I was gonna make a vlog, I'd rather

just use my phone because

that's free, isn't it?

Why does it keep shaking every time I move

the table? Also, I don't have like a

tripod mount for it, so I'm just resting

it on top of— I'm just resting it on top

of my GoPro mount.

I mean, yeah, if you want to walk around

with a camera attached to your head, this

is probably the best one because it's so

tiny. So I don't know if

I'm gonna keep it or not because I just

don't really see myself doing loads of

videos with a camera attached to my head.

Mm, I might just send it back.

Tomorrow I'm gonna edit the video that I

took today. It's too late now, it's 9

o'clock. I did a double shift. This Black

Friday, Black Week, or whatever it's

called, I'm getting so many blocks and

they're all boosted rates, so the money's

really good, but it's killing me. It's

like a double shift. Came home at

I finished at 8, came home about 8:20,

but I went out, went out at 1,

so I've been out for like 7 hours with a

little break in between. Did some

I don't know why it feels so tiring

though.

It was really nice as well tonight. It

sent us around Best at really nice open

roads, nice Harry Potter style houses with

big driveways, big roads, little

cul-de-sacs. No by-the-street houses.

It was really nice. Empty roads too.

Quite enjoyed it. Quite enjoyed doing it

at night when it's nice and quiet.

So I made £125 today.

I got a £66 boosted block, 3.5 hours,

and then I got a £58 base rates,

3.5-hour block, totaling of

£124.50.

It's pretty good, it's for like 4 hours

work. I finished both blocks in only 2

hours. Actually, I'm supposed to be

working now, but I finished— I finished

these so early.

Now where do I go to the toilet? Went to

the Chequers Centre in Maidstone, did some

shopping, went to toilet. Oh, I pissed in

Greggs. Greggs had a toilet. My mum

went, did some Christmas shopping,

and then we got sushi. Where's my sushi

picture? It's actually better than the

sushi in Japan. They've got like little

fried karaages in the sushi with avocado.

Never see that in Japan. I don't know why

Japan, they never put avocado in the sushi

Look, that is UK-style sushi. You get a

little seaweed, you get a big salmon— I

forgot what the sushi types in Japanese

called, like nigiri or whatever. And you

got these little salmon avocado rolls,

which you never get in Japan. And you got

like fried karaage with avocado rolls with

a bit of lemon. So good.

Better than any sushi I had in Japan.

This is a late stream. Yeah, well,

I'm a man with limited time. I have to

utilize whatever time slots I have.

I thought I could play Rainbow Six before

going to bed, or I could stream. It's also

the last day of November, so I want to

squeeze out Is that Amazon delivery man

opening the gate? God, he's a bit late.

He's a bit slow.

What is he doing?

What the fuck? That's not an Amazon—

that's just a random woman. What the fuck?

What the fuck?

Gypsy woman just fucking walked in.

She's like wearing a bathrobe and a glass

Oh my God, you won't believe it.

It's the neighbor. She's wasted.

The woman who lives opposite is like

really drunk, and then she just walked

down the drive, and now she's sitting on

our bench with this little girl and my

mum. My mum came out and she shut the

door, so I got locked outside. God, that

It's the Irish. I don't know,

she seemed really upset.

My mum is dealing with it.

Yeah, did you see the lights on the

camera? Some of the girls came out. I

guess it's her daughter or something.

Another one's coming in now.

They got their cats here too. The cat came

with them as well.

There's another one.

There's like 3. I gotta let my mum in,

hold on.

Are they still out there?

They're still out there. There's a girl

outside my window.

I'm scared. I don't want to piss them off

if they see me filming them.

There's 3 Irish women in my garden.

Crazy. I thought it was an Amazon

delivery person.

My mum came back in. I guess they're

trying to get her to go back home.

How do I know they're Irish? Because they

sound Irish and they're the gypsies.

They're from the— they're from Offset.

I thought she was like gonna do something

to my car or something.

Don't like how they're right next to my

The one that just came in is on the phone.

Can I distinguish different British

accents? Yeah, of course.

They all sound completely different.

She better not vomit on my car.

My mom said, do you think they're acting?

I don't know,

seems real. What,

are they like acting they're gonna rob us?

Oh wow, thanks, Nicholas.

Have you thought about visiting Ireland?

A story arc with an Irish girlfriend would

be great. No, not really. Doesn't look

like my cup of tea.

Oh, they're leaving.

What do they do?

The middle one is the mum.

The right one is really young, like she's

a kid. Look at the cat,

the cat's going with them. The cat's so

cute following them around.

Who does that?

Who does that? Is that the police?

What the fuck?

Oh, is it an ambulance if it's blue

sirens? What is going on? That's an

ambulance.

No, that's the police. I can't tell

actually. Look, that's the police. That

looked like a police van. Or was it an

ambulance? I can't tell, it's so dark. I

think it's the ambulance.

So weird. I don't know, I can't tell

because it was like the green and

blue checkered square things. Ambulance

should be green, shouldn't it? It was

yellow. I can't see, I'm colorblind. It's

so dark I can't even tell what it is. All

I can see are the lights. Usually if it's

just— I don't know, the police that pulled

me over were flashing blue lights at me.

I thought blue lights were ambulance or

doctor. Maybe I'll go over there

since they came over to ours.

That was so creepy. She looked like a

ghost. Besides being a better Japanese, I

bet I could be a better Brit than you if I

tried. Shut up, anime man. I've been

practicing my Australian accent,

actually.

Okay, what do you think of my Australian

accent? Ahem.

So the reason why we're detaining you

today is because we found over 25

different types of seed— seeds

on you, which is illegal

if you're gonna enter Australia. Do you

understand why I'm detaining you? Was that

good? I've been practicing

that. So the reason why we're detaining

you today, because we found over 25

different types of seeds on you.

He watched too much Border Security. How

did you know that's what I was watching?

The trick to Australian, I noticed, is you

gotta sound— you gotta sound really

condescending. Like, like that.

And then sometimes it goes up as well. I

can't do the up tone very well.

Why didn't you declare it? So they're

going home with a lighter pocket than

they should have been. How's that? I think

it's pretty good.

The reason why we're detaining you today

is because we found forbidden artifacts

on yourself. I can't do it right.

And then they say I is weird, like oi,

like oi. Not like, it's like loik,

loik. It's hard to do.

And they do the American D like bedda

instead of better, but they combine it

with the water like English people do,

but they don't say water, they say wadda.

What? I can't know. How do they do it? I

don't know. Forgot now. I thought they do

it like water, or do they say water,

or is it like wa? I actually don't know

how they say water. They don't do the

water like English people do.

Looks like the Irish drama is over.

I didn't hear any screaming or banging or

fighting, so I don't know what could have

happened that caused the

boss woman to come over here with drink in

her hand.

I'm really hot. Why is it so hot?

It's really

hot. I can't

get the stupid camera to stay still

because the cable's pulling it. Anyway,

so yeah, what was I saying before I got

freaked out by the women coming over.

They're all really tall as well and

I don't know, I got derailed.

I'm surprised I went out there. My mom was

trying to lock the door, said don't go out

there. If it

was a man, I wouldn't have gone out. But

if it's a woman, I'm not really that

scared.

People making fun of him because his mum

helps him with his work. I got so many

weird hate comments on my last video

because my mum helps me with my work.

It's weird. It's not like I beg her or ask

her to come. She offers to come and I say

okay, because why would I turn down free

help? She seems to quite like coming

along and helping.

I think she's just worried about

me being alone and delivering it in the

night and stuff. So if she comes along,

she feels less worried because she's with

me.

I don't really mind because it is kind of

helpful, I guess. I mean, it's not super

helpful. I can do it alone. And it doesn't

really make any difference, to be honest.

The only help— I mean, it's really helpful

when she helps me carry the Morrison bags

in that big brown bag. Sometimes you get

like 10 bags that need to go to a house.

And if I was alone, I would have to go up

and down, up and down, probably 4 times.

But if there's 2 of us, we can do it in 2

times. But with the Amazon deliveries,

I mean, it's just like a tiny box. I can

carry those one by one myself.

But she helps me find it whilst I'm

looking for the house one. Whilst I'm

delivering to houses, she'll find the next

one. Speeds it up a bit. Plus, if she's in

the car, it means I can keep the car on

and not have to turn it off and lock it

every time, which takes up more time if I

have to keep unlocking and locking the

car. I feel tired

now from all that excitement. God,

imagine living with those people. It must

be like non-stop drama all the time.

This camera's so dark, isn't it? So

anyway, I was saying— so anyway, I was

saying that I might return the camera

because it looks kind of rubbish.

Wait, I'll show you some footage I took

today. Uh, what can I show you?

I don't know if I'm even gonna make this

into a video. It's just me running up and

down. Okay, so it

looks rubbish. It's like all grainy. And

jittery. The stabilization is not even

good. The GoPro stabilization was

better. I can see it jittering randomly.

Look at my mum just sitting there.

And also the chest point of view is

rubbish for driving because all you can

see is the steering wheel.

I guess it looks fine for a YouTube video.

I don't know, it's gonna cost me £50 every

month for the next 6 months.

Also, as a webcam, it looks pretty crap.

I don't want to put it on my head because

then I've got to wear a hat and then it

made me look stupid. I think I'm

gonna return it.

The only good thing is I can attach it to

my chest and then do point-of-view stuff.

Ah, it's so annoying having to return

stuff.

Have I tried DJI Osmo? I have the very

first Osmo Action, but I never used it.

To be honest, I don't really care that

much about the video quality. I'm more

interested in whether it's easy to use,

and the GoPro is getting really annoying

because it would crash and glitch. And I

was scared the files get corrupted.

Yeah, I got a full refund for the pressure

Oh, another ambulance is here. What?

That— yeah, that is definitely an

ambulance. Another one.

It can't be the same one. It just pulled

up. Because the first one went in, didn't

it? 2 ambulances.

What is going on?

They just flashed their lights.

Yeah, the Insta camera is easy to use. It

doesn't have an SD card, so it can't go

corrupt. It has built-in storage,

and I really like how you can pop the

camera out and put it on your chest and

stuff. I don't know if 2 ambulances

went in, or the first one went in and then

came out and then went back in again, but

that would make no sense. But then why

would they need 2 ambulances unless

there's 2 injured people.

Why would she need an ambulance? She just

had a bit of drink to drink.

At least she didn't vomit. I don't know if

they vomited on the garden or something.

Didn't hear vomiting.

I think Irish people can handle their

I thought she was like gonna take a shit

in the garden or something.

Good thing my mum's friendly with them.

God, imagine if my dad was still alive.

He would have called the police, I think.

But maybe she wouldn't have done that if

my dad was alive, because she knew that he

hated them. If I was

there on my own, would I go outside? I

Really don't know, because they're not

dangerous. But I

don't think they would leave if you tell

them to leave. They're that type where

they'll, they'll be like, I'll do whatever

the fuck I want. You can't really

tell them what to do. It doesn't end well.

Remember when I was working at the petrol

station? 3 of them came in demanding to

use the toilet, and we have this no

customers in the toilets policy, and then

they just pulled down their pants and

pissed on the floor. And then the other

one was shoplifting alcohol. It was

nuts. The Bangladesh guy had to mop

up the piss on the floor.

I don't know which ones those were.

Could have been from a different campsite.

Yeah, I wonder if my uncle lost money

selling his house. I think he did have to

lower the price because he just couldn't

get a buyer for his asking price, so he

had to lower it by like $100K.

I don't know if that's to do with the

Ask your mum what happened. Well, I can't

take you with us because my camera has to

be plugged into the computer with this

USB-C cable. Oh my God, oh my God,

they're screaming. What the fuck?

Oh my God, she's just screaming now.

You— I don't know if you heard that. Let

me open the window.

I'm gonna open the window so you can hear

the screaming,

okay?

Oh my God,

she's just— she's screaming.

Can you hear it?

Jesus Christ,

put the bike outside.

Why are they screaming? God,

I wonder what's going on.

What could be possibly so bad?

I feel sorry for those ambulance people.

We've got to deal with it.

This ambulance came. 2 ambulance.

They beat each other and then she's

screaming. Are they gone now? No, the

ambulance in there. In the house? Yeah.

She's screaming like how? Like,

ah, like that. Something to do

with the son-in-law, she say, and Anne.

But Anne came over later. So they

left our garden. Yeah, they shut

the gate. Yeah, I think they did.

That young girl come with her, she's the

niece. Why you got ambulance?

You mean 2 ambulance? Yeah, you know, the

big ones. Yeah, one not enough.

They're very violent. Can you

hear them screaming even now?

Yeah. No, can't hear anything.

Shall we go and have a look? Yeah, they

come to our garden when they have a fight.

Scared me. You say woman run. Wandering in

our— I thought it was someone delivering

Amazon, but it's a woman with a bathrobe

and a drink. No, she's drunk.

She say Anne upset her and her husband.

If ambulance come, they might have Having

a fight.

I don't know how many people live there.

A lot of work. I can

see flashing light.

Where? Must be the ambulance.

Through the bushes. You see how big her

house is? From here you can see The new,

but this side they don't want to know

anything. They're not cool.

I think we've got to put more light in the

garden. I need to put a massive

gate.

She say, I don't want to go back.

She say, I don't want to go back there to

something. What she

bring to our garden to drink? I hope she

didn't vomit.

Hope she didn't vomit on the garden. The

frog will eat it all up tonight. When I

thought hungry. Is the ambulance

left yet? No, they're still in there.

Two? Yeah.

Why must they come two? Oh, are they

coming out? I can hear something.

Maybe see more now. Good thing I've got

People ask me why I have a camera here.

Exactly for this reason.

I can

hear her screaming still.

She sounds like she's having a limb

amputated. Oh,

there I can see the ambulance, the light

trying to make a turn.

You shouldn't say to the new— to your

uncle My

program.

Come on, where are the ambulances?

Shall I go there and have a look what's

going on since they

just barged into our garden?

Just that she said Can I stay in here some

more? No, got people

there.

We cannot wait them now.

They're not coming out. Yeah, what makes

her go back to her place? That girl

came and took her out. And Denise, the

first one. How do you know their names?

How come you know their names? They're

very young. They always come over, ask you

to borrow this. That angry with me, say

why don't you treat them nice. The girl

used to come here charging them more

powerful, say they all got no erection.

City. Ann and Irene.

Ann is the older one.

Irene moved to America, but they always

lied. Ann got 3

girls, 3 boys. They don't know she got

married.

And her husband, she say, I say, and upset

you. Yeah, and her husband too. Both they

fighting.

She got a son.

Then the niece also leave there.

Hmm, Denise don't sound like Irish when

she speak. Yeah, she's third

generation. She sounds English. Yeah,

because she, she's born here. Yeah, she

studied here, but her brother don't. And,

and Irene is very Irish, like the mom.

So probably born in Ireland. Yeah, the

Irish, and they end

up our opposite neighbor.

I think British cats must be 40-something.

This camera, maybe I

can't concentrate on what I wanted to talk

There's one time this guy came round,

started smashing her car up. Mum, police

outside! Ambulance outside!

Remember that time I was streaming and

there was this bang bang bang noise and

then this car just sped off and this guy

was screaming? I found out later from my

mum She said that the ex-husband or

something was smashing the car up of the

daughter with a hammer.

I can't see my camera very well.

I feel like go

opposite and see who injured. Yeah, it's

the same household where that naked man

came from. I feel like go

over and see. This bitch just got killed

by the son-in-law.

I think she was screaming so much, she

sounded like someone died. Yeah, maybe the

son-in-law poke her into the stomach and

she fight back. Maybe it's

the gate open.

That's the kind of screaming you do when

someone dies. She always screaming anyway.

I feel like walk over and see what's

happening. What is the Amber?

Looks like concerned.

What did I miss? Uh, the neighbor just

walked into our garden drunk, and then her

daughter and niece or some little girl

came in too to get her back home.

And then I ran outside to see who it was,

and now 2 ambulances have pulled up and

went into the household.

Should I go over there and vlog it?

Daniel straight on the scene with his

camera.

I wonder if we had a big gate, would she

have tried to get in some other way? I

really think if we're gonna upgrade

anything, we need a better gate. An

electric gate, or at least a very tall

gate.

Our gate's rubbish. You can just open it.

What's the point of it?

I'm hungry. Didn't have a lot of dinner.

Where's my chocolate?

I've only got 2 bars left, black chocolate

and white chocolate.

I guess I'll save the best for last.

Did I message Sunny? Oh yeah, I messaged

her yesterday and then we talked a bit

and then she was mad at me the day after,

but then we talked more and now she seems

okay.

I'm not allowed to talk about

hot girls anymore, or ex-girls,

or cereal with other girls.

I thought it didn't bother her, but now it

does bother her, so I agreed to stop

talking about it. Ah,

oh, my chocolate.

I'm not going out there to see what

happens. They'll be like, fuck off.

No, I think it is worth not talking

about other girls because

it's not like talking about girls gets me

loads of views. I would just talk about it

now and then just out of boredom.

I don't get any— all my views are the

same. No matter what I talk about.

Oh my

God, is that the police? Is the ambulance

gone yet? I can hear police coming. Huh?

I heard a siren. Police also coming.

Is that a siren coming here? No, no,

no, I don't think they're coming here.

Wait, it is kind of getting louder. I

think it's coming here. They wouldn't put

the siren on, would they? How come so

quick ambulance came? She just went back

not long ago.

Why would they put the siren on if they're

just coming to a house? Show the grass on

the sun in north, cuz she got 3

grandchildren.

Daniel, she went back not long ago. How

come so quick 2 ambulance came? When the

girl was in the garden, I saw her phoning

someone. She must have been phoning

the ambulance. Yeah, and must be he hurt

Anne's husband or the grandchildren,

cuz Anne already got 3 boys always hang

around outside playing,

and she tried to hide here maybe.

Yeah, if you don't tell the girl British

Cash is Here. That girl don't know where

she went, you see, cuz she shut up a

wooden gate.

No, that siren wasn't here. It's gone now.

You heard police? Yeah, I heard the siren.

It's gone now. They couldn't find a house.

I think she must hurt one of them. She

come and hide here.

Oh, that young girl with the torch.

And then you like running around with a

woman here, a woman there. I said crazy

people. Now the light gone off. Whose

light is that? My light. Are they the

police? Is it this one? Is that the

police? I'm not sure. Who's that? That's

the police, isn't it? Yeah, it's the

police. That's the police car. Now the

police found the house. Must be a murder

or something. Oh my God, police, they not

even drive inside. It's always a man.

Oh, they shut the wooden gate, I think.

Then they shut the wooden gate.

Police always a woman and a man.

Oh, that now end came out.

Do you think they murdered someone? Oh,

that is the niece. What if she stabbed

someone and then she just walked out drunk

and shocked to have a cry in our garden?

I think she hurt one of them. She come and

hide Yeah, now police involved.

They shut that wooden gate automatically.

Damn, police and 2 ambulance.

Whoa.

I said, who are you to her? I'm the niece.

Is that a murder case or what? Maybe she

killed her son-in-law.

She said, I don't want to go back there.

She said it was only one police car. If it

was serious, they send more.

They'd send like 2 or 3, wouldn't they?

No, not enough policemen.

One time I phoned the police at the petrol

station because they came drunk driving.

4 police cars came.

But petrol station is different.

2 or 3 or 4 o'clock, there'll be police.

They work overnight.

They shut the gate.

What happened?

I don't know how many people live there.

Sometimes I see black people come out.

Last time she had a big fight with

a guy.

I don't think

she knows I'm streaming. I think she

must have hurt one of them and come

here hiding. She said

she didn't drink much. I said, are you

How could the police make silencer and

then couldn't find the house? I think

they were putting it on on the main road

and then they turned it off when they came

in to the small road.

What's Pushkin doing?

Pushing things over.

Pushkin really loves pushing stuff over.

It's weird, none of our other cats did

that. He'll just sit on the table knocking

stuff off.

I should have called him Pullkin.

Pushkin by name. Pushkin by nature.

Yeah, well, the knife is in the garden.

She was screaming like someone had died.

That is not just a scream you do over

Daniel, police might ring our doorbell.

As for evidence, the British can come

over. Yeah, maybe. Yeah, they might

handcuff her if

she kills somebody there.

Why that happening? Take so long.

You see, they got a house down there.

They built one quite big.

Why is she shouting?

Always shout and screaming.

Hmm, how interesting.

Has this happened before? Yeah, it's

happened several times. It usually

happens at least once a year. Or twice

a year where the police come or the

ambulance comes. I remember one time a lot

of police came, like 2 police vans and the

police car.

Yep, it's the same family. They've been

here for about 20 years.

My dad used to spy on them with this

camera. He had this very high-quality zoom

lens, like CCTV camera.

Really good quality, and he had it zoomed

up on the entrance, and it was recording

everything to a hard drive,

and he had mountains of documents,

evidence he built up against them over

But the council never cared. He reported

them to the council loads of times, but

the council never did anything.

After he died, my mum and sister took

apart his stuff and got rid of it.

What is the latest on Sally? Um,

everything's good between us now. We're

talking about going to London to get

yakiniku after Christmas.

I said I'd be happy to be your boyfriend.

If it's not too late, but she didn't say

anything to that,

so I don't know if it's official yet.

I feel like it's a weird thing to talk

about over text. Shouldn't we talk about

it in person?

Oh yeah, I just have to be careful what I

say, I guess.

I feel

so tired. Doing 2 Amazon blocks in a day

is very tiring.

I've got 2 on Sunday as well,

tomorrow and Monday, double block. I

booked it because the pay is really good.

They're paying £19 an hour.

Yeah, £19, which is about

£3 more than they usually pay per hour.

So I got tomorrow and Monday to do the

same thing I did today.

So I'll be getting £125 tomorrow and the

day after and today. Not bad.

Yeah, I made this so far, £268.

We've got another 268

plus 66.5 plus 58 plus

66.5 plus 68. I should make this

this week or next, next Wednesday.

£527, pretty good.

If I did that every week, I'd make £2,100.

The weird iOS new iOS

update is weird. My mum's watching

my stream. I can hear my voice. So if I

make £2,108 on Amazon plus my YouTube

money, I would make plus some PayPal's

make £2,600, which is

oh they got this new currency converter

built into the calculator now. Look, I've

made this much, $3,300.

Yeah, it's really hot now. I was sweating

in the car. I had to have the window open

because my glasses kept misting up. It's

only 11 degrees. It was really cold about

a week and a half ago, and now it's really

hot. It's like 15 degrees. It's weird.

Yeah, this whole Black Week has been

really good for Amazon Flex. I wonder if

during Christmas it gets even more insane,

because I really want to push hard to make

good money in December because I'm gonna

pay off the credit card. In December. So I

owe $3,471 for credit card. If I make

about $1,600 net profit, I can get the

credit card debt down to below $2,000.

Paying off $1,400,

$1,500 next month would be my goal to get

the remaining debt down to below $2K, and

then I'll probably just sell some stocks

to make up the remaining $2K.

And just get it over and done with, this

credit card debt fiasco.

And then I'll take it a bit easier. I

won't do any more double blocks. I'm just

going hard at it now because it's

Christmas and it's Black Friday and the

weather's still good. But January, I'd

probably slow down a little bit,

not do evening blocks. I really don't like

doing evening blocks, but I'm doing them

this weekend because the money is so good,

and they've been okay recently. Sent me to

Bearstead. It's very nice.

Bearstead's really nice. If I got to

choose where I wanted to deliver, it'd

probably be Bearstead. It's just so nice,

all those big houses, big driveways.

Quiet roads.

Yeah, so I really want to go hard on

December, plus go hard on YouTube to get

that Christmas CPM,

and then after Christmas probably take it

a bit Slowly.

Canterbury is not bad too.

Some parts of Maidstone are horrible.

My lunchtime shift today was not bad, but

then nearing the end it took me to like

crack houses. I could smell the weed

everywhere. Horrible flats. I got

Could smell weed everywhere, it's

horrible.

Will I have a Christmas stream? Yeah,

probably do like a nighttime

Christmas stream.

How much do I pay your mum? Nothing.

There's some guy in the comments saying,

hope you're paying her half on

top of what I owe her. No.

I'm paying back my credit card, then I'll

pay back her debt. And then I've got to

pay off my car. And then what else? You

know, I did some calculations,

and if I had just not have gotten the car

and only done YouTube, and I was making

like £800 a month on YouTube, I would have

paid off more of the debt than I would

have Now, if that makes sense.

No, police gone? No, they're still there.

Why they worry about my accent?

I don't know, you got a weird accent. I

have about 700K in crypto and it is going

up with the market, but I feel depressed

because I just wanted to go up to 2-3M all

Do you think I'm being extremely

ungrateful? I really want a house and more

career, financial freedom. I bought £20 of

Bitcoin when it dropped down to 92K.

I'm a genius.

Yeah, so I was saying, you know my video I

made in June? It was called something

like, I'm in financial trouble. It says in

the thumbnail my debt was £10,800

to my mum and £2,500 to

the credit card, which would only be about

I forgot, something like that. But then I

minused 5 times £800, which would be 5

months of YouTube money. And I would have

had less debt than I do now because I

wouldn't have bought the car.

But, but stop saying that, I'm trying to

stream.

Annoying.

But I can't concentrate on this noise.

Uh, what was I saying? Fuck's sake.

But if I kept making £800 on YouTube every

month to pay off the debt, it would have

taken until around December next year,

whereas at this rate it would take until

June next year with the job and the car.

So it would have taken 6 months It

would have taken 6 months longer to

pay off the debt if I had just done

YouTube and not gotten the car. So I

don't know, I think getting the car and

doing Amazon was the right move.

It's just the expenses are insane. I'm

paying like £600 a month for

car insurance, Amazon insurance,

Uber Eats insurance. What else

is there? And now I'm paying finance for

the monitor, and my phone bill is like £22

every month. My expenses are at least £500

Also, it's nice having a car and this nice

building driving experience, and it has

been useful with Sunny, being able to go

and pick her up, because I don't know how

Sunny would get here if I didn't have the

car, because the bus stop is in a really

weird place. I don't know why the bus

stops in Ginningham and not Maidstone.

But it would have still sucked if the bus

stopped in Maidstone and then she had to

get the train here for the rest of the

way, and then I'd go and meet her at the

train station, and then what, we walk back

in the middle of the night? We would have

to walk home at like 12 o'clock at night,

or I would have to get my mum to go and

pick her up, which is kind of weird.

Or I just book her a taxi. So yeah,

having the car has been extremely useful

for Sunny stuff, going on trips and stuff

Um, but if you don't factor in Sunny, I

don't know if the car was worth it.

Because even though I'm making way more

money, the expenses are so high.

I don't know, I guess I'm still making a

bit more than I was making on YouTube.

I still think it's worth it because

even after expenses, I'm making like

$1,500 or $1,600. YouTube, I was making

like £800 or £900 back in June and July

when I was still doing only YouTube.

It's just very risky. I feel like it's,

it's quite a high-risk job and

my driving experience is just not quite

there yet. It's getting there, but I'm

just such a late bloomer when it comes to

driving. I'm not like these other people

who have been driving for 10, 15 years.

Also, you get in trouble, things like

penalties, police.

If you crashed, I don't know how much

insurance would cover. It better cover all

of it if I'm paying all this insurance

money for Amazon insurance and Tesco

insurance. If I have any problems, it

better not come out of my pocket because

I'd be pissed. I'd be like, what's the

point of paying for this stupid insurance

then? Like, what's the point of having

special insurance that allows me to

deliver parcels if when I have an accident

delivering parcels, it's not going to

cover me? Then it's pointless.

Insurance is such a scam. Haters saying I

should spend more money. Rich people stay

rich by keeping their money, not giving

away more than needed. Dan's minimum

donation is $1, so that's what I'm

sending. Also, I'm not rich anyway.

$700K ain't shiit anymore. Yeah, but I

lose 30% of the dono when you just donate

$1. Can't you donate $2?

PayPal fees are 30 cents minimum.

So if at least I get a $2 donor, I only

lose 30 cents instead of 60 cents.

Your car's fender being effed up.

What is a fender? Is it

some weird American word like aluminum?

Magnesium. Seesum.

Ukrainum.

Aluminum.

What was that?

I'm not returning the cart. You think I'm

gonna pay? £12,000 and

then just give the car back. It's mine.

I'll just pay the, the balloon payment

at the end. A fire initia— protects

your wheel from rubbing on the sidewalk.

It's not called a fender, it's called an

alloy.

Yeah, I know I scratched up the left wheel

alloy. From hitting the curb too many

times, but that's what it's for, isn't it?

It's the whole point of it.

Oh, I missed it! Oh, oh, the convoy's

leaving! Oh, the ambulance left and the

police car left. And the second ambulance

is leaving. The convoy!

Yeah, there were 2 ambulances. It's got a

little window on it. Are you sure that's

an ambulance and not a police van?

It just doesn't quite look like— The

ambulances I've seen before. It looks a

I need to pee.

Police van is like a rioting van,

isn't it, where they've got 10 officers

sitting in the back ready to

deploy. Let me pay.

What? How'd you know?

I saw them.

Yep, they gone. Oh look,

Sunny messaged me. She said

Chinatown has good Japanese restaurants.

We should get a hotel there and get

drunk.

Lol. Hot night out in Chinatown.

Oh, my belly button's itchy.

Uh, why is it full of blood? I think I

scratched it. Oh, I wondered

why it was wet.

Oh, why is it itchy? Like, it was itchy,

so I scratched it, and then it started

bleeding.

Update on my police case? Yeah, they

haven't sent a letter, so I'm still— it's

been over a week, I haven't gotten

anything yet. Maybe they let me off the

hook.

Can you hear my voice? My mom's camera.

You hear my voice?

I'm gonna inspect the scene tomorrow at

the bench. I want to see if she puked or

something. I'm gonna lick it.

Why do you have so much debt?

Stupid taxes, innit?

And also I had a very expensive luxurious

trip in Japan where I spent over £7,000,

put half of it on the credit card. I don't

know if that ryokan was worth it now.

I would like my £600 or £700 back.

It was not worth it. And the video I made

got 3K views.

The meal was £88 per person and the hotel

was £200 and— wasn't it like £380 a night?

It wasn't even nice. It was like a weird

converted barn. It was just

like a barn with black wooden beams and

an outside onsen thing. It's weird that

your streams are so comforting to me when

it's clear you don't care about others at

all. What have I said about that? Maybe

you're like a constant in a life with so

much chaos and change. I'd never want to

be around you IRL, but thank you for your

content. Sick and tired of people saying I

don't care about people, or I don't care

about this, I don't care about that. It's

a stupid word.

I only care if it affects me in a negative

way, otherwise I don't care. I don't

care. The reason

why I don't care It's because

I'm detaining you for carrying 25

different types of seeds.

We found several types of seeds in your

suitcase today. That's my Australian

accent. I think

it's pretty good.

It's pretty good.

I've been watching Australian accent

tutorials.

Well, well, well, look who it is.

Why is Sunny unmodded?

What did you do? You can't unmod

yourself. I'm pretty sure I made you mod

last time.

How come you're unmodded? I didn't unmod

you. I unmodded you the first time we had

that thing,

and then you came back, and then I modded

you again, didn't I?

I asked, uh, ChatGPT. He said Even

if you unsub, you wouldn't lose moderator

status.

What, you unsubbed again? How could

you?

Because I couldn't find you on my sub list

when I was looking.

You've been stuck at 11K for a long time.

I gained 50 subs when that I Exist

girl shouted me out. I have now lost all

of them. It went back down by

50 subs. I was at 101,550

and now it's back down to 499 or

something. Actually, I think it's gone

down to 492. The recent

streams have made me lose a bunch of subs.

I don't know why.

Yeah, well, PewDiePie went down from 111

million down to 110 million. So at least

I'm not falling off as quickly as

PewDiePie is.

Oh well. Sunny, stop going back to this

narcissist who doesn't care about you.

What do you hope to get out of this

relationship? You aren't special. Daniel

will treat you like every single other

girl, and when he does, it's his fault,

not yours. I only care

about 3 people. In my life, and Sunny is

one of them.

Okay,

I'll give Sunny mod again, but this is the

last time.

Uh, add as moderator.

I haven't even showed you my new jumper

yet that I bought at Matalan.

Did they take her away?

Did the ambulance and the police take away

the screaming woman? They must have.

Oh, did Sunny miss the drama? You should

have seen it. I was sitting here streaming

and then I see someone open the gate and I

think, oh, that's weird, Amazon delivery

person, but it was the neighbor woman

in a bathrobe with a glass of wine just

walked into our driveway. I run downstairs

and run outside. And then

these other 2 Irish girls who are looking

for her come in, and then I find

the woman. She's just sitting at the bench

next to my car with her head in her

hands.

And then the 3 of them go back, they take

her back, and then 2 ambulances came and a

police car, and then she started

screaming. Daniel has shown through his

actions that he views women as objects to

provide him status and validation. Sunny,

is that all you think you're worth? You

just want to be someone's trophy? Do not

escalate your relationship with Daniel

ever or face regret. It has been

escalated. You're too late.

I was scared. I thought the woman was

gonna smash my car or something.

If I did Uber as well, I could probably

make £200 a day. But after doing double,

triple Amazon blocks, I am pooped.

Double Amazon blocks are so tiring.

I got 2 more to do, Monday and Tuesday—

no, Sunday and Monday. I wonder if I don't

have anything booked for Tuesday. If I

can get something booked for Tuesday, I

could probably make £600 this week.