trying a DUCK burger

Wow, look at the sky.

I don't know why people keep warning me

about how I've revealed my location, as if

I don't realize that if I show outside the

window, it's easy to find out where I am.

Why would I get a nice place with a nice

view and then I can't show it off?

Anyway, today I'm gonna make my duck

burger because it's expiring tomorrow.

Never had a duck burger before, very

exciting. Oh look, you can win a fire

grill. How do I win that? What else

do I have in the old fridge? Bacon. These

look nice. Ham.

Salmon.

Sausage. Hmm, so this is what they look

like. Interesting.

See what it smells like.

It doesn't smell like duck. It smells very

herbal. Okay, put it into the oven.

Delicious.

So what did I do today? Well, not much,

to be honest. I said I was gonna go

outside and explore the city, but I ended

up waking up at around 1 PM, and then I

just couldn't really be bothered, and the

weather didn't look amazing. It looked

like it was gonna rain. Maybe I'll go to

the laptop shop. I do feel

a bit like getting a laptop. Oh, that's my

Yeah, when I get my new place sorted out

and I feel like I've settled, I might

think about getting a gaming laptop. Then

I can stream from it. I feel like that

would be a bit better than streaming from

my phone. I don't know, still seems like a

lot of money. I could play games as well

too. I've been playing Mario Kart on my

Switch. That's quite a nice little time

waster, and it's— it looks good and it

feels good and it's fun to play. And for

carbohydrates, I might try

this coconut rice. Never had coconut rice

before. Might be interesting.

And tomorrow I'm going on a date, which

could be fun. I'm not sure if she's

English. She's got kind of a— an Eastern

European name. I guess I could ask her

when I meet her. She lives nearby too.

She might live over there, who knows.

So yeah, I'll talk about what happened on

the date after I've come back from it. I

think I'll upload this video after I go on

the date, just in case. I'm a bit nervous.

The main thing I'm nervous about is what

do I say when she says, what do you do for

a living? I could say I do YouTube, and

then she might ask what my YouTube is. Or

I could just say I do investing and then

say, uh, I just manage my investment

portfolios. But then there's a risk that

someone recognized me outside and then

blows my cover. But then I feel like if I

blow my own cover, then I'm basically just

ruining my chances by like 85% because my

channel just doesn't look good. Unless if

I meet them first in person, then they can

see what I'm like in person, and then I

tell them about my channel and then just

explain that it's like, it's like comedy

trolling, exaggerated clickbait.

I just feel like my first impressions in

person would be way better than first

impressions based off of my YouTube

persona. I don't know, depends. If I meet

her and I just don't really feel anything,

I might just say, oh, whatever, I'll just

tell her about my YouTube channel.

There's no point keeping it a secret.

Yeah, it's kind of tricky, the whole,

what do you do for a living? I don't know

what to say anymore. I guess I have to

come up with a pre-prepared explanation.

I'm thinking of just saying I saved up

some money last year and my investments

did well and I'm living off my investments

and I'm just basically managing my

portfolio and trying to decide what to do

with, with my money now. I think that

seems— that sounds pretty believable.

Don't mention you lost like £8,000.

Okay, let's get this coconut rice.

Oh yeah, I also made a bet on the

football. Tomorrow Italy is playing

England. It's the last match in the

European League. I placed £500

betting England will win.

It's kind of hard to tell, it's really

50/50. I mean, England hasn't won since

1966, but then I googled it and Greece— I

mean, Italy hasn't won since 1968.

So they're both kind of losers. They

haven't won, won a league in over 50

years. Um, and it's a completely

brand new team. This English team seems

pretty good this time, and I don't think

past performance can predict the future

results because it's a completely new

team, new players. So if you're an English

football fan, um, I'm sorry, but I

probably doomed England to fail. Because

I've got money riding on it now. If

England wins the trophy, then I think I'll

win about £400. It's not great odds.

I mean, I'm risking £500 just to win £900.

It's like a £400 gain, and then I could

lose all of it if by some unluckiness

England loses. It's very risky,

especially compared to stocks. I could put

£500 into a stock and then yeah, it could

go down 5% or 10% over the week,

but it's not going to go all the way down

to 0% instantly within 90 minutes. Wow,

this— now I think about it that way, this

sports betting thing's pretty risky. But I

think there's, there's this thing called a

bet builder, so you can kind of hedge your

bets. And there's safer bets. So you could

bet £500 that some really good

player is going to score 1 goal. That

seems more likable. Likable?

Is that the word? Predictable? More

likely. It's more likely that some really

famous hotshot player can get 1 shot in

and then you can win a little bit of

money, but it's not very much. So you can

bet £100, you might win £20 if some player

scores a goal. So you could kind of make a

portfolio of bets. You could have £500

betting England wins, and then you could

have £500 broken down into £100, £100,

£100 that XXX player scores or XXX player

trips over. But I couldn't be bothered

building like a betting portfolio. I just

went all in, say England win. It's only

£500, it's not the end of the world if I

lose it. And then if England does win,

then I guess that'll be good news because

then there won't be packs of of ecstatic

football fans roaming the streets shouting

England! I don't know, maybe if England

still loses, they're still going to be

roaming the streets. Maybe there's going

to be a riot and they burn the city down.

Who knows? But yeah, the sports betting

and the betting apps, quite interesting.

Last time I made a bet, I bet £200 that

Trump would win the election. He lost, so

I lost that. So this time I'm betting on

this football match. I don't really want

to make it a regular thing because I don't

want to get addicted to gambling. I'm

already pretty addicted to stocks, but if

I got really into like roulette and

blackjack, that's just a really bad path

to go down. So I thought I'd just do it

this one time to jump on the whole

football craze. Then at least I've got

like something to talk about if I go on a

date. I could say, oh, I'm not really

into the football, but I bet £500, so I

hope they win. And I've been watching more

and more videos about this big market

crash that's supposed to be coming soon,

so I'm feeling a bit nervous about having

money in the market. And I feel like

getting the apartment and just taking out

£10K out of the markets and then putting

it towards a year of apartment rent,

that seems like a safer a wiser use of my

money. It's like investing in property,

kind of, but I'm not buying the property,

I'm just renting it. And it's still the

cheapest option. What else am I gonna do?

I don't want to go home, I don't want to

live in a hotel, and then living in a

hotel is going to cost way more than the

apartment, and then the only way would be

to live in those really, really cheap

backpacker hotels, and that'll be

horrible, and then it'll It won't even be

cheaper than the apartment, so it's kind

of pointless. I don't really feel like

traveling because the only reason I travel

is for content or girls, and there's no

girls. And it's pretty obvious my audience

don't care about travel content, and I'm

not very good at making travel content

because I have anxiety and I feel stupid

walking around outside filming stuff. The

only way I can make travel content is if

I'm with someone. But the problem is most

girls I meet, they don't want to be in

videos, so then I can't film. The best

thing was when I was married and I went to

places with Chihiro. It was easy to make

travel vlogs then because I didn't feel

stupid because I was with someone, and

then it was a lot easier to make travel

content. So that's why I just really want

a girlfriend who I could make travel

content with, and then she didn't really

mind about my YouTube stuff. That's my

dream, but it just seems like it's getting

more and more impossible. I wish I could

be like Harold Bold and just travel by

myself and just make vlogs and make it

look like I'm having a good time. That

would be great. Maybe I can do both.

Maybe I can get the apartment and travel.

So I could rent the apartment and I

could still take a 2-week trip to some

country like Greece. I don't have to to do

one or the other, don't I? Just because I

get the apartment doesn't mean I can't

travel. I just feel like if I get the

apartment, then it's really tying me down.

But maybe I'm thinking it— thinking about

it in the wrong way, because normal

people, they have a home and then they,

they book a vacation for a couple weeks,

don't they? They don't just have no home

and then live in different countries for

months and months. That's just kind of a

weird way to live.

Looks delicious.

Hopefully it's cooked. Oh no,

oh no, I hate it when it gets stuck to the

metal.

They look pretty good.

Burger and rice. I really need

to get some vegetables. Completely forgot

to buy some greens.

Okay, let's give this duck burger a try.

Is it cooked? I think so.

Smells like Chinese food for some reason.

Oh, hot. It's okay, I guess. It doesn't

taste like duck. It tastes like, you know,

in Japan you get those steamed meat buns.

It tastes like the filling inside those.

And I'm not really a big fan of this

coconut rice.

Tastes weird.

Like a Bounty chocolate bar, but it's not